Ientreatyou。
Theladhesitated,andlookedoveratLordHenry,whowaswatchingthemfromthetea-tablewithanamusedsmile。
Imustgo,Basil,heanswered。
Verywell,saidHallward,andhewentoverandlaiddownhiscuponthetray。Itisratherlate,and,asyouhavetodress,youhadbetterlosenotime。Good-bye,Harry。Good-bye,Dorian。Comeandseemesoon。Cometo-morrow。
Certainly。
Youwon’tforget?
No,ofcoursenot,criedDorian。
And……Harry!
Yes,Basil?
RememberwhatIaskedyou,whenwewereinthegardenthismorning。
Ihaveforgottenit。
Itrustyou。
IwishIcouldtrustmyself,saidLordHenry,laughing。Come,Mr。Gray,myhansomisoutside,andIcandropyouatyourownplace。Good-bye,Basil。Ithasbeenamostinterestingafternoon。
Asthedoorclosedbehindthem,thepainterflunghimselfdownonasofa,andalookofpaincameintohisface。
ThePictureofDorianGray:Chapter3Chapter3Athalf-pasttwelvenextdayLordHenryWottonstrolledfromCurzonStreetovertotheAlbanytocallonhisuncle,LordFermor,agenialifsomewhatrough-manneredoldbachelor,whomtheoutsideworldcalledselfishbecauseitderivednoparticularbenefitfromhim,butwhowasconsideredgenerousbySocietyashefedthepeoplewhoamusedhim。HisfatherhadbeenourambassadoratMadridwhenIsabellawasyoungandPrimunthoughtof,buthadretiredfromthediplomaticserviceinacapriciousmomentofannoyanceonnotbeingofferedtheEmbassyatParis,aposttowhichheconsideredthathewasfullyentitledbyreasonofhisbirth,hisindolence,thegoodEnglishofhisdispatches,andhisinordinatepassionforpleasure。Theson,whohadbeenhisfather’ssecretary,hadresignedalongwithhischief,somewhatfoolishlyaswasthoughtatthetime,andonsucceedingsomemonthslatertothetitle,hadsethimselftotheseriousstudyofthegreataristocraticartofdoingabsolutelynothing。Hehadtwolargetownhouses,butpreferredtoliveinchambersasitwaslesstrouble,andtookmostofhismealsathisclub。HepaidsomeattentiontothemanagementofhiscollieriesintheMidlandcounties,excusinghimselfforthistaintofindustryonthegroundthattheoneadvantageofhavingcoalwasthatitenabledagentlemantoaffordthedecencyofburningwoodonhisownhearth。InpoliticshewasaTory,exceptwhentheTorieswereinoffice,duringwhichperiodheroundlyabusedthemforbeingapackofRadicals。Hewasaherotohisvalet,whobulliedhim,andaterrortomostofhisrelations,whomhebulliedinturn。OnlyEnglandcouldhaveproducedhim,andhealwayssaidthatthecountrywasgoingtothedogs。Hisprincipleswereoutofdate,buttherewasagooddealtobesaidforhisprejudices。
WhenLordHenryenteredtheroom,hefoundhisunclesittinginaroughshooting-coat,smokingacherootandgrumblingoverTheTimes。
Well,Harry,saidtheoldgentleman,whatbringsyououtsoearly?I
thoughtyoudandiesnevergotuptilltwo,andwerenotvisibletillfive。
Purefamilyaffection,Iassureyou,UncleGeorge。Iwanttogetsomethingoutofyou。
Money,Isuppose,saidLordFermor,makingawryface。Well,sitdownandtellmeallaboutit。Youngpeople,nowadays,imaginethatmoneyiseverything。
Yes,murmuredLordHenry,settlinghisbutton-holeinhiscoat。
andwhentheygrowoldertheyknowit。ButIdon’twantmoney。Itisonlypeoplewhopaytheirbillswhowantthat,UncleGeorge,andIneverpaymine。Creditisthecapitalofayoungerson,andonelivescharminglyuponit。Besides,IalwaysdealwithDartmoor’stradesmen,andconsequentlytheyneverbotherme。WhatIwantisinformation:notusefulinformation,ofcourse。uselessinformation。
Well,IcantellyouanythingthatisinanEnglishBlueBook,Harry,althoughthosefellowsnowadayswritealotofnonsense。WhenI
wasintheDiplomatic,thingsweremuchbetter。ButIheartheylettheminnowbyexamination。Whatcanyouexpect?Examinations,sir,arepurehumbugfrombeginningtoend。Ifamanisagentleman,heknowsquiteenough,andifheisnotagentleman,whateverheknowsisbadforhim。
Mr。DorianGraydoesnotbelongtoBlueBooks,UncleGeorge,
saidLordHenrylanguidly。
Mr。DorianGray?Whoishe?askedLordFermor,knittinghisbushywhiteeyebrows。
ThatiswhatIhavecometolearn,UncleGeorge。Orrather,I
knowwhoheis。HeisthelastLordKelso’sgrandson。HismotherwasaDevereux,LadyMargaretDevereaux。Iwantyoutotellmeabouthismother。
Whatwasshelike?Whomdidshemarry?Youhaveknownnearlyeverybodyinyourtime,soyoumighthaveknownher。IamverymuchinterestedinMr。Grayatpresent。Ihaveonlyjustmethim。
Kelso’sgrandson!echoedtheoldgentleman。Kelso’sgrandson!……Ofcourse……Iknewhismotherintimately。IbelieveIwasatherchristening。Shewasanextraordinarilybeautifulgirl,MargaretDevereux,andmadeallthemenfranticbyrunningawaywithapennilessyoungfellow——
amerenobody,sir,asubalterninafootregiment,orsomethingofthatkind。Certainly。Irememberthewholethingasifithappenedyesterday。
ThepoorchapwaskilledinaduelatSpaafewmonthsafterthemarriage。
Therewasanuglystoryaboutit。TheysaidKelsogotsomerascallyadventurer,someBelgianbrute,toinsulthisson-in-lawinpublic——paidhim,sir,todoit,paidhim——andthatthefellowspittedhismanasifhehadbeenapigeon。Thethingwashushedup,but,egad,Kelsoatehischopaloneattheclubforsometimeafterwards。Hebroughthisdaughterbackwithhim,Iwastold,andsheneverspoketohimagain。Oh,yes。itwasabadbusiness。Thegirldied,too,diedwithinayear。Sosheleftason,didshe?Ihadforgottenthat。Whatsortofboyishe?Ifheislikehismother,hemustbeagood-lookingchap。
Heisverygood-looking,assentedLordHenry。
Ihopehewillfallintoproperhands,continuedtheoldman。
HeshouldhaveapotofmoneywaitingforhimifKelsodidtherightthingbyhim。Hismotherhadmoney,too。AlltheSelbypropertycametoher,throughhergrandfather。HergrandfatherhatedKelso,thoughthimameandog。Hewas,too。CametoMadridoncewhenIwasthere。Egad,Iwasashamedofhim。TheQueenusedtoaskmeabouttheEnglishnoblewhowasalwaysquarrellingwiththecabmenabouttheirfares。Theymadequiteastoryofit。Ididn’tdareshowmyfaceatCourtforamonth。Ihopehetreatedhisgrandsonbetterthanhedidthejarvies。
Idon’tknow,answeredLordHenry。Ifancythattheboywillbewelloff。Heisnotofageyet。HehasSelby,Iknow。Hetoldmeso。
And……hismotherwasverybeautiful?
MargaretDevereuxwasoneoftheloveliestcreaturesIeversaw,Harry。Whatonearthinducedhertobehaveasshedid,Inevercouldunderstand。
Shecouldhavemarriedanybodyshechose。Carlingtonwasmadafterher。
Shewasromantic,though。Allthewomenofthatfamilywere。Themenwereapoorlot,but,egad!thewomenwerewonderful。Carlingtonwentonhiskneestoher。Toldmesohimself。Shelaughedathim,andtherewasn’tagirlinLondonatthetimewhowasn’tafterhim。Andbytheway,Harry,talkingaboutsillymarriages,whatisthishumbugyourfathertellsmeaboutDartmoorwantingtomarryanAmerican?Ain’tEnglishgirlsgoodenoughforhim?
ItisratherfashionabletomarryAmericansjustnow,UncleGeorge。
I’llbackEnglishwomenagainsttheworld,Harry,saidLordFermor,strikingthetablewithhisfist。
ThebettingisontheAmericans。
Theydon’tlast,Iamtold,mutteredhisuncle。
Alongengagementexhauststhem,buttheyarecapitalatasteeplechase。
Theytakethingsflying。Idon’tthinkDartmoorhasachance。
Whoareherpeople?grumbledtheoldgentleman。Hasshegotany?
LordHenryshookhishead。Americangirlsareascleveratconcealingtheirparents,asEnglishwomenareatconcealingtheirpast,hesaid,risingtogo。
Theyarepork-packers,Isuppose?
Ihopeso,UncleGeorge,forDartmoor’ssake。Iamtoldthatpork-packingisthemostlucrativeprofessioninAmerica,afterpolitics。
Isshepretty?
Shebehavesasifshewasbeautiful。MostAmericanwomendo。
Itisthesecretoftheircharm。
Whycan’ttheseAmericanwomenstayintheirowncountry?Theyarealwaystellingusthatitistheparadiseforwomen。
Itis。Thatisthereasonwhy,likeEve,theyaresoexcessivelyanxioustogetoutofit,saidLordHenry。Good-bye,UncleGeorge。I
shallbelateforlunch,ifIstopanylonger。ThanksforgivingmetheinformationIwanted。Ialwaysliketoknoweverythingaboutmynewfriends,andnothingaboutmyoldones。
Whereareyoulunching,Harry?
AtAuntAgatha’s。IhaveaskedmyselfandMr。Gray。Heisherlatestproté。gé。e。
Humph!tellyourAuntAgatha,Harry,nottobothermeanymorewithhercharityappeals。Iamsickofthem。Why,thegoodwomanthinksthatIhavenothingtodobuttowritechequesforhersillyfads。
Allright,UncleGeorge,I’lltellher,butitwon’thaveanyeffect。Philanthropicpeopleloseallsenseofhumanity。Itistheirdistinguishingcharacteristic。
Theoldgentlemangrowledapprovinglyandrangthebellforhisservant。LordHenrypassedupthelowarcadeintoBurlingtonStreetandturnedhisstepsinthedirectionofBerkeleySquare。
SothatwasthestoryofDorianGray’sparentage。Crudelyasithadbeentoldtohim,ithadyetstirredhimbyitssuggestionofastrange,almostmodernromance。Abeautifulwomanriskingeverythingforamadpassion。
Afewwildweeksofhappinesscutshortbyahideous,treacherouscrime。
Monthsofvoicelessagony,andthenachildborninpain。Themothersnatchedawaybydeath,theboylefttosolitudeandthetyrannyofanoldandlovelessman。Yes。itwasaninterestingbackground。Itposedthelad,madehimmoreperfect,asitwere。Behindeveryexquisitethingthatexisted,therewassomethingtragic。Worldshadtobeintravail,thatthemeanestflowermightblow……Andhowcharminghehadbeenatdinnerthenightbefore,aswithstartledeyesandlipspartedinfrightenedpleasurehehadsatoppositetohimattheclub,theredcandleshadesstainingtoaricherrosethewakeningwonderofhisface。Talkingtohimwaslikeplayinguponanexquisiteviolin。Heansweredtoeverytouchandthrillofthebow……Therewassomethingterriblyenthrallingintheexerciseofinfluence。
Nootheractivitywaslikeit。Toprojectone’ssoulintosomegraciousform,andletittarrythereforamoment。tohearone’sownintellectualviewsechoedbacktoonewithalltheaddedmusicofpassionandyouth。
toconveyone’stemperamentintoanotherasthoughitwereasubtlefluidorastrangeperfume:therewasarealjoyinthat——perhapsthemostsatisfyingjoylefttousinanagesolimitedandvulgarasourown,anagegrosslycarnalinitspleasures,andgrosslycommoninitsaims……Hewasamarvelloustype,too,thislad,whombysocuriousachancehehadmetinBasil’sstudio,orcouldbefashionedintoamarvelloustype,atanyrate。Gracewashis,andthewhitepurityofboyhood,andbeautysuchasoldGreekmarbleskeptforus。Therewasnothingthatonecouldnotdowithhim。
HecouldbemadeaTitanoratoy。Whatapityitwasthatsuchbeautywasdestinedtofade!……AndBasil?Fromapsychologicalpointofview,howinterestinghewas!Thenewmannerinart,thefreshmodeoflookingatlife,suggestedsostrangelybythemerelyvisiblepresenceofonewhowasunconsciousofitall。thesilentspiritthatdweltindimwoodland,andwalkedunseeninopenfield,suddenlyshowingherself,Dryadlikeandnotafraid,becauseinhissoulwhosoughtforhertherehadbeenwakenedthatwonderfulvisiontowhichalonearewonderfulthingsrevealed。themereshapesandpatternsofthingsbecoming,asitwere,refined,andgainingakindofsymbolicalvalue,asthoughtheywerethemselvespatternsofsomeotherandmoreperfectformwhoseshadowtheymadereal:howstrangeitallwas!Herememberedsomethinglikeitinhistory。WasitnotPlato,thatartistinthought,whohadfirstanalyzedit?WasitnotBuonarottiwhohadcarveditinthecolouredmarblesofasonnet-sequence?Butinourowncenturyitwasstrange……Yes。hewouldtrytobetoDorianGraywhat,withoutknowingit,theladwastothepainterwhohadfashionedthewonderfulportrait。Hewouldseektodominatehim——hadalready,indeed,halfdoneso。Hewouldmakethatwonderfulspirithisown。Therewassomethingfascinatinginthissonofloveanddeath。
Suddenlyhestoppedandglancedupatthehouses。Hefoundthathehadpassedhisaunt’ssomedistance,and,smilingtohimself,turnedback。Whenheenteredthesomewhatsombrehall,thebutlertoldhimthattheyhadgoneintolunch。Hegaveoneofthefootmenhishatandstickandpassedintothedining-room。
Lateasusual,Harry,criedhisaunt,shakingherheadathim。
Heinventedafacileexcuse,andhavingtakenthevacantseatnexttoher,lookedroundtoseewhowasthere。Dorianbowedtohimshylyfromtheendofthetable,aflushofpleasurestealingintohischeek。
OppositewastheDuchessofHarley,aladyofadmirablegood-natureandgoodtemper,muchlikedbyeveryonewhoknewher,andofthoseamplearchitecturalproportionsthatinwomenwhoarenotduchessesaredescribedbycontemporaryhistoriansasstoutness。Nexttohersat,onherright,SirThomasBurdon,aRadicalmemberofParliament,whofollowedhisleaderinpubliclifeandinprivatelifefollowedthebestcooks,diningwiththeToriesandthinkingwiththeLiberals,inaccordancewithawiseandwell-knownrule。
ThepostonherleftwasoccupiedbyMr。ErskineofTreadley,anoldgentlemanofconsiderablecharmandculture,whohadfallen,however,intobadhabitsofsilence,having,asheexplainedoncetoLadyAgatha,saideverythingthathehadtosaybeforehewasthirty。HisownneighbourwasMrs。Vandeleur,oneofhisaunt’soldestfriends,aperfectsaintamongstwomen,butsodreadfullydowdythatsheremindedoneofabadlyboundhymn-book。FortunatelyforhimshehadontheothersideLordFaudel,amostintelligentmiddle-agedmediocrity,asbaldasaministerialstatementintheHouseofCommons,withwhomshewasconversinginthatintenselyearnestmannerwhichistheoneunpardonableerror,asheremarkedoncehimself,thatallreallygoodpeoplefallinto,andfromwhichnoneofthemeverquiteescape。
WearetalkingaboutpoorDartmoor,LordHenry,criedtheduchess,noddingpleasantlytohimacrossthetable。Doyouthinkhewillreallymarrythisfascinatingyoungperson?
Ibelieveshehasmadeuphermindtoproposetohim,Duchess。
Howdreadful!exclaimedLadyAgatha。Really,someoneshouldinterfere。
Iamtold,onexcellentauthority,thatherfatherkeepsanAmericandry-goodsstore,saidSirThomasBurdon,lookingsupercilious。
Myunclehasalreadysuggestedpork-packingSirThomas。
Dry-goods!WhatareAmericandry-goods?askedtheduchess,raisingherlargehandsinwonderandaccentuatingtheverb。
Americannovels,answeredLordHenry,helpinghimselftosomequail。
Theduchesslookedpuzzled。
Don’tmindhim,mydear,whisperedLadyAgatha。Henevermeansanythingthathesays。
WhenAmericawasdiscovered,saidtheRadicalmember——andhebegantogivesomewearisomefacts。Likeallpeoplewhotrytoexhaustasubject,heexhaustedhislisteners。Theduchesssighedandexercisedherprivilegeofinterruption。Iwishtogoodnessitneverhadbeendiscoveredatall!sheexclaimed。Really,ourgirlshavenochancenowadays。Itismostunfair。
Perhaps,afterall,Americaneverhasbeendiscovered,saidMr。Erskine。Imyselfwouldsaythatithadmerelybeendetected。
Oh!butIhaveseenspecimensoftheinhabitants,answeredtheduchessvaguely。Imustconfessthatmostofthemareextremelypretty。
Andtheydresswell,too。TheygetalltheirdressesinParis。IwishI
couldaffordtodothesame。
TheysaythatwhengoodAmericansdietheygotoParis,chuckledSirThomas,whohadalargewardrobeofHumour’scast-offclothes。
Really!AndwheredobadAmericansgotowhentheydie?inquiredtheduchess。
TheygotoAmerica,murmuredLordHenry。
SirThomasfrowned。Iamafraidthatyournephewisprejudicedagainstthatgreatcountry,hesaidtoLadyAgatha。Ihavetravelledalloveritincarsprovidedbythedirectors,who,insuchmatters,areextremelycivil。Iassureyouthatitisaneducationtovisitit。
ButmustwereallyseeChicagoinordertobeeducated?askedMr。Erskineplaintively。Idon’tfeeluptothejourney。
SirThomaswavedhishand。Mr。ErskineofTreadleyhastheworldonhisshelves。Wepracticalmenliketoseethings,nottoreadaboutthem。TheAmericansareanextremelyinterestingpeople。Theyareabsolutelyreasonable。Ithinkthatistheirdistinguishingcharacteristic。Yes,Mr。
Erskine,anabsolutelyreasonablepeople。IassureyouthereisnononsenseabouttheAmericans。
Howdreadful!criedLordHenry。Icanstandbruteforce,butbrutereasonisquiteunbearable。Thereissomethingunfairaboutitsuse。
Itishittingbelowtheintellect。
Idonotunderstandyou,saidSirThomas,growingratherred。
Ido,LordHenry,murmuredMr。Erskine,withasmile。
Paradoxesareallverywellintheirway……rejoinedthebaronet。
Wasthataparadox?askedMr。Erskine。Ididnotthinkso。
Perhapsitwas。Well,thewayofparadoxesisthewayoftruth。Totestrealitywemustseeitonthetightrope。Whentheveritiesbecomeacrobats,wecanjudgethem。
Dearme!saidLadyAgatha,howyoumenargue!IamsureInevercanmakeoutwhatyouaretalkingabout。Oh!Harry,Iamquitevexedwithyou。WhydoyoutrytopersuadeourniceMr。DorianGraytogiveuptheEastEnd?Iassureyouhewouldbequiteinvaluable。Theywouldlovehisplaying。
Iwanthimtoplaytome,criedLordHenry,smiling,andhelookeddownthetableandcaughtabrightansweringglance。
ButtheyaresounhappyinWhitechapel,continuedLadyAgatha。
Icansympathizewitheverythingexceptsuffering,saidLordHenry,shrugginghisshoulders。Icannotsympathizewiththat。Itistoougly,toohorrible,toodistressing。Thereissomethingterriblymorbidinthemodernsympathywithpain。Oneshouldsympathizewiththecolour,thebeauty,thejoyoflife。Thelesssaidaboutlife’ssores,thebetter。
Still,theEastEndisaveryimportantproblem,remarkedSirThomaswithagraveshakeofthehead。
Quiteso,answeredtheyounglord。Itistheproblemofslavery,andwetrytosolveitbyamusingtheslaves。
Thepoliticianlookedathimkeenly。Whatchangedoyoupropose,then?heasked。
LordHenrylaughed。Idon’tdesiretochangeanythinginEnglandexcepttheweather,heanswered。Iamquitecontentwithphilosophiccontemplation。But,asthenineteenthcenturyhasgonebankruptthroughanover-expenditureofsympathy,Iwouldsuggestthatweshouldappealtosciencetoputusstraight。Theadvantageoftheemotionsisthattheyleadusastray,andtheadvantageofscienceisthatitisnotemotional。
Butwehavesuchgraveresponsibilities,venturedMrs。Vandeleurtimidly。
Terriblygrave,echoedLadyAgatha。
LordHenrylookedoveratMr。Erskine。Humanitytakesitselftooseriously。Itistheworld’soriginalsin。Ifthecavemanhadknownhowtolaugh,historywouldhavebeendifferent。
Youarereallyverycomforting,warbledtheduchess。IhavealwaysfeltratherguiltywhenIcametoseeyourdearaunt,forItakenointerestatallintheEastEnd。ForthefutureIshallbeabletolookherinthefacewithoutablush。
Ablushisverybecoming,Duchess,remarkedLordHenry。
Onlywhenoneisyoung,sheanswered。Whenanoldwomanlikemyselfblushes,itisaverybadsign。Ah!LordHenry,Iwishyouwouldtellmehowtobecomeyoungagain。
Hethoughtforamoment。Canyourememberanygreaterrorthatyoucommittedinyourearlydays,Duchess?heasked,lookingatheracrossthetable。
Agreatmany,Ifear,shecried。
Thencommitthemoveragain,hesaidgravely。Togetbackone’syouth,onehasmerelytorepeatone’sfollies。
Adelightfultheory!sheexclaimed。Imustputitintopractice。
Adangeroustheory!camefromSirThomas’stightlips。LadyAgathashookherhead,butcouldnothelpbeingamused。Mr。Erskinelistened。
Yes,hecontinued,thatisoneofthegreatsecretsoflife。
Nowadaysmostpeopledieofasortofcreepingcommonsense,anddiscoverwhenitistoolatethattheonlythingsoneneverregretsareone’smistakes。
Alaughranroundthetable。
Heplayedwiththeideaandgrewwilful。tosseditintotheairandtransformedit。letitescapeandrecapturedit。madeitiridescentwithfancyandwingeditwithparadox。Thepraiseoffolly,ashewenton,soaredintoaphilosophy,andphilosophyherselfbecameyoung,andcatchingthemadmusicofpleasure,wearing,onemightfancy,herwine-stainedrobeandwreathofivy,dancedlikeaBacchanteoverthehillsoflife,andmockedtheslowSilenusforbeingsober。Factsfledbeforeherlikefrightenedforestthings。HerwhitefeettrodthehugepressatwhichwiseOmarsits,tilltheseethinggrape-juiceroseroundherbarelimbsinwavesofpurplebubbles,orcrawledinredfoamoverthevat’sblack,dripping,slopingsides。Itwasanextraordinaryimprovisation。HefeltthattheeyesofDorianGraywerefixedonhim,andtheconsciousnessthatamongsthisaudiencetherewasonewhosetemperamenthewishedtofascinateseemedtogivehiswitkeennessandtolendcolourtohisimagination。Hewasbrilliant,fantastic,irresponsible。Hecharmedhislistenersoutofthemselves,andtheyfollowedhispipe,laughing。DorianGraynevertookhisgazeoffhim,butsatlikeoneunderaspell,smileschasingeachotheroverhislipsandwondergrowinggraveinhisdarkeningeyes。
Atlast,liveriedinthecostumeoftheage,realityenteredtheroomintheshapeofaservanttotelltheduchessthathercarriagewaswaiting。Shewrungherhandsinmockdespair。Howannoying!shecried。
Imustgo。Ihavetocallformyhusbandattheclub,totakehimtosomeabsurdmeetingatWillis’sRooms,whereheisgoingtobeinthechair。
IfIamlateheissuretobefurious,andIcouldn’thaveasceneinthisbonnet。Itisfartoofragile。Aharshwordwouldruinit。No,Imustgo,dearAgatha。Good-bye,LordHenry,youarequitedelightfulanddreadfullydemoralizing。IamsureIdon’tknowwhattosayaboutyourviews。Youmustcomeanddinewithussomenight。Tuesday?AreyoudisengagedTuesday?
ForyouIwouldthrowoveranybody,Duchess,saidLordHenrywithabow。
Ah!thatisverynice,andverywrongofyou,shecried。somindyoucome。andshesweptoutoftheroom,followedbyLadyAgathaandtheotherladies。
WhenLordHenryhadsatdownagain,Mr。Erskinemovedround,andtakingachairclosetohim,placedhishanduponhisarm。
Youtalkbooksaway,hesaid。whydon’tyouwriteone?
Iamtoofondofreadingbookstocaretowritethem,Mr。Erskine。
Ishouldliketowriteanovelcertainly,anovelthatwouldbeaslovelyasaPersiancarpetandasunreal。ButthereisnoliterarypublicinEnglandforanythingexceptnewspapers,primers,andencyclopaedias。OfallpeopleintheworldtheEnglishhavetheleastsenseofthebeautyofliterature。
Ifearyouareright,answeredMr。Erskine。Imyselfusedtohaveliteraryambitions,butIgavethemuplongago。Andnow,mydearyoungfriend,ifyouwillallowmetocallyouso,mayIaskifyoureallymeantallthatyousaidtousatlunch?
IquiteforgetwhatIsaid,smiledLordHenry。Wasitallverybad?
Verybadindeed。InfactIconsideryouextremelydangerous,andifanythinghappenstoourgoodduchess,weshallalllookonyouasbeingprimarilyresponsible。ButIshouldliketotalktoyouaboutlife。
ThegenerationintowhichIwasbornwastedious。Someday,whenyouaretiredofLondon,comedowntoTreadleyandexpoundtomeyourphilosophyofpleasureoversomeadmirableBurgundyIamfortunateenoughtopossess。
Ishallbecharmed。AvisittoTreadleywouldbeagreatprivilege。
Ithasaperfecthost,andaperfectlibrary。
Youwillcompleteit,answeredtheoldgentlemanwithacourteousbow。AndnowImustbidgood-byetoyourexcellentaunt。IamdueattheAthenaeum。Itisthehourwhenwesleepthere。
Allofyou,Mr。Erskine?
Fortyofus,infortyarm-chairs。WearepractisingforanEnglishAcademyofLetters。
LordHenrylaughedandrose。Iamgoingtothepark,hecried。
Ashewaspassingoutofthedoor,DorianGraytouchedhimonthearm。Letmecomewithyou,hemurmured。
ButIthoughtyouhadpromisedBasilHallwardtogoandseehim,
answeredLordHenry。
Iwouldsoonercomewithyou。yes,IfeelImustcomewithyou。
Doletme。Andyouwillpromisetotalktomeallthetime?Noonetalkssowonderfullyasyoudo。
Ah!Ihavetalkedquiteenoughforto-day,saidLordHenry,smiling。AllIwantnowistolookatlife。Youmaycomeandlookatitwithme,ifyoucareto。
ThePictureofDorianGray:Chapter4Chapter4Oneafternoon,amonthlater,DorianGraywasreclininginaluxuriousarm-chair,inthelittlelibraryofLordHenry’shouseinMayfair。Itwas,initsway,averycharmingroom,withitshighpanelledwainscotingofolive-stainedoak,itscream-colouredfriezeandceilingofraisedplasterwork,anditsbrickdustfeltcarpetstrewnwithsilk,long-fringedPersianrugs。
OnatinysatinwoodtablestoodastatuettebyClodion,andbesideitlayacopyofLesCentNouvelles,boundforMargaretofValoisbyClovisEveandpowderedwiththegiltdaisiesthatQueenhadselectedforherdevice。Somelargebluechinajarsandparrot-tulipswererangedonthemantelshelf,andthroughthesmallleadedpanesofthewindowstreamedtheapricot-colouredlightofasummerdayinLondon。
LordHenryhadnotyetcomein。Hewasalwayslateonprinciple,hisprinciplebeingthatpunctualityisthethiefoftime。Sotheladwaslookingrathersulky,aswithlistlessfingersheturnedoverthepagesofanelaboratelyillustratededitionofManonLescautthathehadfoundinoneofthebook-cases。TheformalmonotonoustickingoftheLouisQuatorzeclockannoyedhim。Onceortwicehethoughtofgoingaway。
Atlastheheardastepoutside,andthedooropened。Howlateyouare,Harry!hemurmured。
IamafraiditisnotHarry,Mr。Gray,answeredashrillvoice。
Heglancedquicklyroundandrosetohisfeet。Ibegyourpardon。
Ithought——
Youthoughtitwasmyhusband。Itisonlyhiswife。Youmustletmeintroducemyself。Iknowyouquitewellbyyourphotographs。Ithinkmyhusbandhasgotseventeenofthem。
Notseventeen,LadyHenry?
Well,eighteen,then。AndIsawyouwithhimtheothernightattheopera。Shelaughednervouslyasshespoke,andwatchedhimwithhervagueforget-me-noteyes。Shewasacuriouswoman,whosedressesalwayslookedasiftheyhadbeendesignedinarageandputoninatempest。
Shewasusuallyinlovewithsomebody,and,asherpassionwasneverreturned,shehadkeptallherillusions。Shetriedtolookpicturesque,butonlysucceededinbeinguntidy。HernamewasVictoria,andshehadaperfectmaniaforgoingtochurch。
ThatwasatLohengrin,LadyHenry,Ithink?
Yes。itwasatdearLohengrin。IlikeWagner’smusicbetterthananybody’s。Itissoloudthatonecantalkthewholetimewithoutotherpeoplehearingwhatonesays。Thatisagreatadvantage,don’tyouthinkso,Mr。Gray?
Thesamenervousstaccatolaughbrokefromherthinlips,andherfingersbegantoplaywithalongtortoise-shellpaper-knife。
Doriansmiledandshookhishead:IamafraidIdon’tthinkso,LadyHenry。Inevertalkduringmusic——atleast,duringgoodmusic。Ifonehearsbadmusic,itisone’sdutytodrownitinconversation。
Ah!thatisoneofHarry’sviews,isn’tit,Mr。Gray?IalwayshearHarry’sviewsfromhisfriends。ItistheonlywayIgettoknowofthem。ButyoumustnotthinkIdon’tlikegoodmusic。Iadoreit,butI
amafraidofit。Itmakesmetooromantic。Ihavesimplyworshippedpianists——
twoatatime,sometimes,Harrytellsme。Idon’tknowwhatitisaboutthem。Perhapsitisthattheyareforeigners。Theyallare,ain’tthey?
EventhosethatareborninEnglandbecomeforeignersafteratime,don’tthey?Itissocleverofthem,andsuchacomplimenttoart。Makesitquitecosmopolitan,doesn’tit?Youhaveneverbeentoanyofmyparties,haveyou,Mr。Gray?Youmustcome。Ican’taffordorchids,butIsharenoexpenseinforeigners。Theymakeone’sroomslooksopicturesque。ButhereisHarry!
Harry,Icameintolookforyou,toaskyousomething——Iforgetwhatitwas——andIfoundMr。Grayhere。Wehavehadsuchapleasantchataboutmusic。Wehavequitethesameideas。No。Ithinkourideasarequitedifferent。
Buthehasbeenmostpleasant。IamsogladI’veseenhim。
Iamcharmed,mylove,quitecharmed,saidLordHenry,elevatinghisdark,crescent-shapedeyebrowsandlookingatthembothwithanamusedsmile。SosorryIamlate,Dorian。IwenttolookafterapieceofoldbrocadeinWardourStreetandhadtobargainforhoursforit。Nowadayspeopleknowthepriceofeverythingandthevalueofnothing。
IamafraidImustbegoing,exclaimedLadyHenry,breakinganawkwardsilencewithhersillysuddenlaugh。Ihavepromisedtodrivewiththeduchess。Good-bye,Mr。Gray。Good-bye,Harry。Youarediningout,Isuppose?SoamI。PerhapsIshallseeyouatLadyThornbury’s。
Idaresay,mydear,saidLordHenry,shuttingthedoorbehindheras,lookinglikeabirdofparadisethathadbeenoutallnightintherain,sheflittedoutoftheroom,leavingafaintodouroffrangipanni。
Thenhelitacigaretteandflunghimselfdownonthesofa。
Nevermarryawomanwithstraw-colouredhair,Dorian,hesaidafterafewpuffs。
Why,Harry?
Becausetheyaresosentimental。
ButIlikesentimentalpeople。
Nevermarryatall,Dorian。Menmarrybecausetheyaretired。
women,becausetheyarecurious:botharedisappointed。
Idon’tthinkIamlikelytomarry,Harry。Iamtoomuchinlove。
Thatisoneofyouraphorisms。Iamputtingitintopractice,asIdoeverythingthatyousay。
Whoareyouinlovewith?askedLordHenryafterapause。
Withanactress,saidDorianGray,blushing。
LordHenryshruggedhisshoulders。Thatisarathercommonplacedé。but。
Youwouldnotsaysoifyousawher,Harry。
Whoisshe?
HernameisSibylVane。
Neverheardofher。
Noonehas。Peoplewillsomeday,however。Sheisagenius。
Mydearboy,nowomanisagenius。Womenareadecorativesex。
Theyneverhaveanythingtosay,buttheysayitcharmingly。Womenrepresentthetriumphofmatterovermind,justasmenrepresentthetriumphofmindovermorals。
Harry,howcanyou?
MydearDorian,itisquitetrue。Iamanalysingwomenatpresent,soIoughttoknow。ThesubjectisnotsoabstruseasIthoughtitwas。
Ifindthat,ultimately,thereareonlytwokindsofwomen,theplainandthecoloured。Theplainwomenareveryuseful。Ifyouwanttogainareputationforrespectability,youhavemerelytotakethemdowntosupper。Theotherwomenareverycharming。Theycommitonemistake,however。Theypaintinordertotryandlookyoung。Ourgrandmotherspaintedinordertotryandtalkbrilliantly。Rougeandespritusedtogotogether。Thatisallovernow。Aslongasawomancanlooktenyearsyoungerthanherowndaughter,sheisperfectlysatisfied。Asforconversation,thereareonlyfivewomeninLondonworthtalkingto,andtwoofthesecan’tbeadmittedintodecentsociety。However,tellmeaboutyourgenius。Howlonghaveyouknownher?
Ah!Harry,yourviewsterrifyme。
Nevermindthat。Howlonghaveyouknownher?
Aboutthreeweeks。
Andwheredidyoucomeacrossher?
Iwilltellyou,Harry,butyoumustn’tbeunsympatheticaboutit。Afterall,itneverwouldhavehappenedifIhadnotmetyou。Youfilledmewithawilddesiretoknoweverythingaboutlife。FordaysafterImetyou,somethingseemedtothrobinmyveins。AsIloungedinthepark,orstrolleddownPiccadilly,Iusedtolookateveryonewhopassedmeandwonder,withamadcuriosity,whatsortoflivestheyled。Someofthemfascinatedme。Othersfilledmewithterror。Therewasanexquisitepoisonintheair。Ihadapassionforsensations……Well,oneeveningaboutseveno’clock,Ideterminedtogooutinsearchofsomeadventure。IfeltthatthisgreymonstrousLondonofours,withitsmyriadsofpeople,itssordidsinners,anditssplendidsins,asyouoncephrasedit,musthavesomethinginstoreforme。Ifanciedathousandthings。Themeredangergavemeasenseofdelight。Irememberedwhatyouhadsaidtomeonthatwonderfuleveningwhenwefirstdinedtogether,aboutthesearchforbeautybeingtherealsecretoflife。Idon’tknowwhatIexpected,butIwentoutandwanderedeastward,soonlosingmywayinalabyrinthofgrimystreetsandblackgrasslesssquares。Abouthalf-pasteightIpassedbyanabsurdlittletheatre,withgreatflaringgas-jetsandgaudyplay-bills。AhideousJew,inthemostamazingwaistcoatIeverbeheldinmylife,wasstandingattheentrance,smokingavilecigar。Hehadgreasyringlets,andanenormousdiamondblazedinthecentreofasoiledshirt。’Haveabox,myLord?’hesaid,whenhesawme,andhetookoffhishatwithanairofgorgeousservility。
Therewassomethingabouthim,Harry,thatamusedme。Hewassuchamonster。
Youwilllaughatme,Iknow,butIreallywentinandpaidawholeguineaforthestage-box。TothepresentdayIcan’tmakeoutwhyIdidso。andyetifIhadn’t——mydearHarry,ifIhadn’t——Ishouldhavemissedthegreatestromanceofmylife。Iseeyouarelaughing。Itishorridofyou!
Iamnotlaughing,Dorian。atleastIamnotlaughingatyou。
Butyoushouldnotsaythegreatestromanceofyourlife。Youshouldsaythefirstromanceofyourlife。Youwillalwaysbeloved,andyouwillalwaysbeinlovewithlove。Agrandepassionistheprivilegeofpeoplewhohavenothingtodo。Thatistheoneuseoftheidleclassesofacountry。
Don’tbeafraid。Thereareexquisitethingsinstoreforyou。Thisismerelythebeginning。
Doyouthinkmynaturesoshallow?criedDorianGrayangrily。
No。Ithinkyournaturesodeep。
Howdoyoumean?
Mydearboy,thepeoplewholoveonlyonceintheirlivesarereallytheshallowpeople。Whattheycalltheirloyalty,andtheirfidelity,Icalleitherthelethargyofcustomortheirlackofimagination。Faithfulnessistotheemotionallifewhatconsistencyistothelifeoftheintellect——simplyaconfessionoffailure。Faithfulness!Imustanalyseitsomeday。Thepassionforpropertyisinit。Therearemanythingsthatwewouldthrowawayifwewerenotafraidthatothersmightpickthemup。ButIdon’twanttointerruptyou。Goonwithyourstory。
Well,Ifoundmyselfseatedinahorridlittleprivatebox,withavulgardrop-scenestaringmeintheface。Ilookedoutfrombehindthecurtainandsurveyedthehouse。Itwasatawdryaffair,allCupidsandcornucopias,likeathird-ratewedding-cake。Thegalleryandpitwerefairlyfull,butthetworowsofdingystallswerequiteempty,andtherewashardlyapersoninwhatIsupposetheycalledthedress-circle。Womenwentaboutwithorangesandginger-beer,andtherewasaterribleconsumptionofnutsgoingon。
ItmusthavebeenjustlikethepalmydaysoftheBritishdrama。
Justlike,Ishouldfancy,andverydepressing。IbegantowonderwhatonearthIshoulddowhenIcaughtsightoftheplay-bill。Whatdoyouthinktheplaywas,Harry?
IshouldthinkTheIdiotBoy,orDumbbutInnocent。Ourfathersusedtolikethatsortofpiece,Ibelieve。ThelongerIlive,Dorian,themorekeenlyIfeelthatwhateverwasgoodenoughforourfathersisnotgoodenoughforus。Inart,asinpolitics,lesgrandpè。resonttoujourstort。
Thisplaywasgoodenoughforus,Harry。ItwasRomeoandJuliet。
ImustadmitthatIwasratherannoyedattheideaofseeingShakespearedoneinsuchawretchedholeofaplace。Still,Ifeltinterested,inasortofway。Atanyrate,Ideterminedtowaitforthefirstact。Therewasadreadfulorchestra,presidedoverbyayoungHebrewwhosatatacrackedpiano,thatnearlydrovemeaway,butatlastthedrop-scenewasdrawnupandtheplaybegan。Romeowasastoutelderlygentleman,withcorkedeyebrows,ahuskytragedyvoice,andafigurelikeabeer-barrel。
Mercutiowasalmostasbad。Hewasplayedbythelow-comedian,whohadintroducedgagsofhisownandwasonmostfriendlytermswiththepit。
Theywerebothasgrotesqueasthescenery,andthatlookedasifithadcomeoutofacountry-booth。ButJuliet!Harry,imagineagirl,hardlyseventeenyearsofage,withalittle,flowerlikeface,asmallGreekheadwithplaitedcoilsofdark-brownhair,eyesthatwerevioletwellsofpassion,lipsthatwerelikethepetalsofarose。ShewastheloveliestthingI
hadeverseeninmylife。Yousaidtomeoncethatpathosleftyouunmoved,butthatbeauty,merebeauty,couldfillyoureyeswithtears。Itellyou,Harry,Icouldhardlyseethisgirlforthemistoftearsthatcameacrossme。Andhervoice——Ineverheardsuchavoice。Itwasverylowatfirst,withdeepmellownotesthatseemedtofallsinglyuponone’sear。Thenitbecamealittlelouder,andsoundedlikeafluteoradistanthautboy。
Inthegarden-sceneithadallthetremulousecstasythatonehearsjustbeforedawnwhennightingalesaresinging。Thereweremoments,lateron,whenithadthewildpassionofviolins。Youknowhowavoicecanstirone。YourvoiceandthevoiceofSibylVanearetwothingsthatIshallneverforget。WhenIclosemyeyes,Ihearthem,andeachofthemsayssomethingdifferent。Idon’tknowwhichtofollow。WhyshouldInotloveher?Harry,Idoloveher。Sheiseverythingtomeinlife。NightafternightIgotoseeherplay。OneeveningsheisRosalind,andthenexteveningsheisImogen。IhaveseenherdieinthegloomofanItaliantomb,suckingthepoisonfromherlover’slips。IhavewatchedherwanderingthroughtheforestofArden,disguisedasaprettyboyinhoseanddoubletanddaintycap。Shehasbeenmad,andhascomeintothepresenceofaguiltyking,andgivenhimruetowearandbitterherbstotasteof。Shehasbeeninnocent,andtheblackhandsofjealousyhavecrushedherreedlikethroat。
Ihaveseenherineveryageandineverycostume。Ordinarywomenneverappealtoone’simagination。Theyarelimitedtotheircentury。Noglamourevertransfiguresthem。Oneknowstheirmindsaseasilyasoneknowstheirbonnets。Onecanalwaysfindthem。Thereisnomysteryinanyofthem。
Theyrideintheparkinthemorningandchatterattea-partiesintheafternoon。Theyhavetheirstereotypedsmileandtheirfashionablemanner。
Theyarequiteobvious。Butanactress!Howdifferentanactressis!Harry!
whydidn’tyoutellmethattheonlythingworthlovingisanactress?
BecauseIhavelovedsomanyofthem,Dorian。
Oh,yes,horridpeoplewithdyedhairandpaintedfaces。
Don’trundowndyedhairandpaintedfaces。Thereisanextraordinarycharminthem,sometimes,saidLordHenry。
IwishnowIhadnottoldyouaboutSibylVane。
Youcouldnothavehelpedtellingme,Dorian。Allthroughyourlifeyouwilltellmeeverythingyoudo。
Yes,Harry,Ibelievethatistrue。Icannothelptellingyouthings。Youhaveacuriousinfluenceoverme。IfIeverdidacrime,I
wouldcomeandconfessittoyou。Youwouldunderstandme。
Peoplelikeyou——thewilfulsunbeamsoflife——don’tcommitcrimes,Dorian。ButIammuchobligedforthecompliment,allthesame。Andnowtellme——reachmethematches,likeagoodboy——thanks——whatareyouractualrelationswithSibylVane?
DorianGrayleapedtohisfeet,withflushedcheeksandburningeyes。Harry!SibylVaneissacred!
Itisonlythesacredthingsthatareworthtouching,Dorian,
saidLordHenry,withastrangetouchofpathosinhisvoice。Butwhyshouldyoubeannoyed?Isupposeshewillbelongtoyousomeday。Whenoneisinlove,onealwaysbeginsbydeceivingone’sself,andonealwaysendsbydeceivingothers。Thatiswhattheworldcallsaromance。Youknowher,atanyrate,Isuppose?
OfcourseIknowher。OnthefirstnightIwasatthetheatre,thehorridoldJewcameroundtotheboxaftertheperformancewasoverandofferedtotakemebehindthescenesandintroducemetoher。Iwasfuriouswithhim,andtoldhimthatJuliethadbeendeadforhundredsofyearsandthatherbodywaslyinginamarbletombinVerona。Ithink,fromhisblanklookofamazement,thathewasundertheimpressionthatIhadtakentoomuchchampagne,orsomething。
Iamnotsurprised。
ThenheaskedmeifIwroteforanyofthenewspapers。ItoldhimIneverevenreadthem。Heseemedterriblydisappointedatthat,andconfidedtomethatallthedramaticcriticswereinaconspiracyagainsthim,andthattheywereeveryoneofthemtobebought。
Ishouldnotwonderifhewasquiterightthere。But,ontheotherhand,judgingfromtheirappearance,mostofthemcannotbeatallexpensive。
Well,heseemedtothinktheywerebeyondhismeans,laughedDorian。Bythistime,however,thelightswerebeingputoutinthetheatre,andIhadtogo。Hewantedmetotrysomecigarsthathestronglyrecommended。
Ideclined。Thenextnight,ofcourse,Iarrivedattheplaceagain。Whenhesawme,hemademealowbowandassuredmethatIwasamunificentpatronofart。Hewasamostoffensivebrute,thoughhehadanextraordinarypassionforShakespeare。Hetoldmeonce,withanairofpride,thathisfivebankruptcieswereentirelydueto’TheBard,’asheinsistedoncallinghim。Heseemedtothinkitadistinction。
Itwasadistinction,mydearDorian——agreatdistinction。Mostpeoplebecomebankruptthroughhavinginvestedtooheavilyintheproseoflife。Tohaveruinedone’sselfoverpoetryisanhonour。ButwhendidyoufirstspeaktoMissSibylVane?
Thethirdnight。ShehadbeenplayingRosalind。Icouldnothelpgoinground。Ihadthrownhersomeflowers,andshehadlookedatme——atleastIfanciedthatshehad。TheoldJewwaspersistent。Heseemeddeterminedtotakemebehind,soIconsented。Itwascuriousmynotwantingtoknowher,wasn’tit?
No。Idon’tthinkso。
MydearHarry,why?
Iwilltellyousomeothertime。NowIwanttoknowaboutthegirl。
Sibyl?Oh,shewassoshyandsogentle。Thereissomethingofachildabouther。HereyesopenedwideinexquisitewonderwhenItoldherwhatIthoughtofherperformance,andsheseemedquiteunconsciousofherpower。Ithinkwewerebothrathernervous。TheoldJewstoodgrinningatthedoorwayofthedustygreenroom,makingelaboratespeechesaboutusboth,whilewestoodlookingateachotherlikechildren。Hewouldinsistoncallingme’MyLord,’soIhadtoassureSibylthatIwasnotanythingofthekind。Shesaidquitesimplytome,’Youlookmorelikeaprince。
ImustcallyouPrinceCharming。’
Uponmyword,Dorian,MissSibylknowshowtopaycompliments。
Youdon’tunderstandher,Harry。Sheregardedmemerelyasapersoninaplay。Sheknowsnothingoflife。Sheliveswithhermother,afadedtiredwomanwhoplayedLadyCapuletinasortofmagentadressing-wrapperonthefirstnight,andlooksasifshehadseenbetterdays。
Iknowthatlook。Itdepressesme,murmuredLordHenry,examininghisrings。
TheJewwantedtotellmeherhistory,butIsaiditdidnotinterestme。
Youwerequiteright。Thereisalwayssomethinginfinitelymeanaboutotherpeople’stragedies。
SibylistheonlythingIcareabout。Whatisittomewhereshecamefrom?Fromherlittleheadtoherlittlefeet,sheisabsolutelyandentirelydivine。EverynightofmylifeIgotoseeheract,andeverynightsheismoremarvellous。
Thatisthereason,Isuppose,thatyouneverdinewithmenow。
Ithoughtyoumusthavesomecuriousromanceonhand。Youhave。butitisnotquitewhatIexpected。
MydearHarry,weeitherlunchorsuptogethereveryday,andIhavebeentotheoperawithyouseveraltimes,saidDorian,openinghisblueeyesinwonder。
Youalwayscomedreadfullylate。
Well,Ican’thelpgoingtoseeSibylplay,hecried,evenifitisonlyforasingleact。Igethungryforherpresence。andwhenIthinkofthewonderfulsoulthatishiddenawayinthatlittleivorybody,Iamfilledwithawe。
Youcandinewithmeto-night,Dorian,can’tyou?
Heshookhishead。To-nightsheisImogen,heanswered,andto-morrownightshewillbeJuliet。
WhenissheSibylVane?
Never。
Icongratulateyou。
Howhorridyouare!Sheisallthegreatheroinesoftheworldinone。Sheismorethananindividual。Youlaugh,butItellyoushehasgenius。Iloveher,andImustmakeherloveme。You,whoknowallthesecretsoflife,tellmehowtocharmSibylVanetoloveme!IwanttomakeRomeojealous。Iwantthedeadloversoftheworldtohearourlaughterandgrowsad。Iwantabreathofourpassiontostirtheirdustintoconsciousness,towaketheirashesintopain。MyGod,Harry,howIworshipher!Hewaswalkingupanddowntheroomashespoke。Hecticspotsofredburnedonhischeeks。Hewasterriblyexcited。
LordHenrywatchedhimwithasubtlesenseofpleasure。HowdifferenthewasnowfromtheshyfrightenedboyhehadmetinBasilHallward’sstudio!
Hisnaturehaddevelopedlikeaflower,hadborneblossomsofscarletflame。
Outofitssecrethiding-placehadcrepthissoul,anddesirehadcometomeetitontheway。
Andwhatdoyouproposetodo?saidLordHenryatlast。
IwantyouandBasiltocomewithmesomenightandseeheract。
Ihavenottheslightestfearoftheresult。Youarecertaintoacknowledgehergenius。ThenwemustgetheroutoftheJew’shands。Sheisboundtohimforthreeyears——atleastfortwoyearsandeightmonths——fromthepresenttime。Ishallhavetopayhimsomething,ofcourse。Whenallthatissettled,IshalltakeaWestEndtheatreandbringheroutproperly。
Shewillmaketheworldasmadasshehasmademe。
Thatwouldbeimpossible,mydearboy。
Yes,shewill。Shehasnotmerelyart,consummateart-instinct,inher,butshehaspersonalityalso。andyouhaveoftentoldmethatitispersonalities,notprinciples,thatmovetheage。
Well,whatnightshallwego?
Letmesee。To-dayisTuesday。Letusfixto-morrow。SheplaysJulietto-morrow。
Allright。TheBristolateighto’clock。andIwillgetBasil。
Noteight,Harry,please。Half-pastsix。Wemustbetherebeforethecurtainrises。Youmustseeherinthefirstact,whereshemeetsRomeo。
Half-pastsix!Whatanhour!Itwillbelikehavingameat-tea,orreadinganEnglishnovel。Itmustbeseven。Nogentlemandinesbeforeseven。ShallyouseeBasilbetweenthisandthen?OrshallIwritetohim?
DearBasil!Ihavenotlaideyesonhimforaweek。Itisratherhorridofme,ashehassentmemyportraitinthemostwonderfulframe,speciallydesignedbyhimself,and,thoughIamalittlejealousofthepictureforbeingawholemonthyoungerthanIam,ImustadmitthatI
delightinit。Perhapsyouhadbetterwritetohim。Idon’twanttoseehimalone。Hesaysthingsthatannoyme。Hegivesmegoodadvice。
LordHenrysmiled。Peopleareveryfondofgivingawaywhattheyneedmostthemselves。ItiswhatIcallthedepthofgenerosity。
Oh,Basilisthebestoffellows,butheseemstometobejustabitofaPhilistine。SinceIhaveknownyou,Harry,Ihavediscoveredthat。
Basil,mydearboy,putseverythingthatischarminginhimintohiswork。Theconsequenceisthathehasnothingleftforlifebuthisprejudices,hisprinciples,andhiscommonsense。TheonlyartistsIhaveeverknownwhoarepersonallydelightfularebadartists。Goodartistsexistsimplyinwhattheymake,andconsequentlyareperfectlyuninterestinginwhattheyare。Agreatpoet,areallygreatpoet,isthemostunpoeticalofallcreatures。Butinferiorpoetsareabsolutelyfascinating。Theworsetheirrhymesare,themorepicturesquetheylook。Themerefactofhavingpublishedabookofsecond-ratesonnetsmakesamanquiteirresistible。
Helivesthepoetrythathecannotwrite。Theotherswritethepoetrythattheydarenotrealize。
Iwonderisthatreallyso,Harry?saidDorianGray,puttingsomeperfumeonhishandkerchiefoutofalarge,gold-toppedbottlethatstoodonthetable。Itmustbe,ifyousayit。AndnowIamoff。Imogeniswaitingforme。Don’tforgetaboutto-morrow。Good-bye。
Ashelefttheroom,LordHenry’sheavyeyelidsdrooped,andhebegantothink。CertainlyfewpeoplehadeverinterestedhimsomuchasDorianGray,andyetthelad’smadadorationofsomeoneelsecausedhimnottheslightestpangofannoyanceorjealousy。Hewaspleasedbyit。
Itmadehimamoreinterestingstudy。Hehadbeenalwaysenthralledbythemethodsofnaturalscience,buttheordinarysubject-matterofthatsciencehadseemedtohimtrivialandofnoimport。Andsohehadbegunbyvivisectinghimself,ashehadendedbyvivisectingothers。Humanlife——thatappearedtohimtheonethingworthinvestigating。Comparedtoittherewasnothingelseofanyvalue。Itwastruethatasonewatchedlifeinitscuriouscrucibleofpainandpleasure,onecouldnotwearoverone’sfaceamaskofglass,norkeepthesulphurousfumesfromtroublingthebrainandmakingtheimaginationturbidwithmonstrousfanciesandmisshapendreams。Therewerepoisonssosubtlethattoknowtheirpropertiesonehadtosickenofthem。Thereweremaladiessostrangethatonehadtopassthroughthemifonesoughttounderstandtheirnature。And,yet,whatagreatrewardonereceived!Howwonderfulthewholeworldbecametoone!
Tonotethecurioushardlogicofpassion,andtheemotionalcolouredlifeoftheintellect——toobservewheretheymet,andwheretheyseparated,atwhatpointtheywereinunison,andatwhatpointtheywereatdiscord——therewasadelightinthat!Whatmatterwhatthecostwas?Onecouldneverpaytoohighapriceforanysensation。
Hewasconscious——andthethoughtbroughtagleamofpleasureintohisbrownagateeyes——thatitwasthroughcertainwordsofhis,musicalwordssaidwithmusicalutterance,thatDorianGray’ssoulhadturnedtothiswhitegirlandbowedinworshipbeforeher。Toalargeextenttheladwashisowncreation。Hehadmadehimpremature。Thatwassomething。
Ordinarypeoplewaitedtilllifedisclosedtothemitssecrets,buttothefew,totheelect,themysteriesoflifewererevealedbeforetheveilwasdrawnaway。Sometimesthiswastheeffectofart,andchieflyoftheartofliterature,whichdealtimmediatelywiththepassionsandtheintellect。
Butnowandthenacomplexpersonalitytooktheplaceandassumedtheofficeofart,wasindeed,initsway,arealworkofart,lifehavingitselaboratemasterpieces,justaspoetryhas,orsculpture,orpainting。
Yes,theladwaspremature。Hewasgatheringhisharvestwhileitwasyetspring。Thepulseandpassionofyouthwereinhim,buthewasbecomingself-conscious。Itwasdelightfultowatchhim。Withhisbeautifulface,andhisbeautifulsoul,hewasathingtowonderat。Itwasnomatterhowitallended,orwasdestinedtoend。Hewaslikeoneofthosegraciousfiguresinapageantoraplay,whosejoysseemtoberemotefromone,butwhosesorrowsstirone’ssenseofbeauty,andwhosewoundsarelikeredroses。
Soulandbody,bodyandsoul——howmysterioustheywere!Therewasanimalisminthesoul,andthebodyhaditsmomentsofspirituality。
Thesensescouldrefine,andtheintellectcoulddegrade。Whocouldsaywherethefleshlyimpulseceased,orthepsychicalimpulsebegan?Howshallowwerethearbitrarydefinitionsofordinarypsychologists!Andyethowdifficulttodecidebetweentheclaimsofthevariousschools!Wasthesoulashadowseatedinthehouseofsin?Orwasthebodyreallyinthesoul,asGiordanoBrunothought?Theseparationofspiritfrommatterwasamystery,andtheunionofspiritwithmatterwasamysteryalso。
Hebegantowonderwhetherwecouldevermakepsychologysoabsoluteasciencethateachlittlespringoflifewouldberevealedtous。Asitwas,wealwaysmisunderstoodourselvesandrarelyunderstoodothers。Experiencewasofnoethicalvalue。Itwasmerelythenamemengavetotheirmistakes。
Moralistshad,asarule,regardeditasamodeofwarning,hadclaimedforitacertainethicalefficacyintheformationofcharacter,hadpraiseditassomethingthattaughtuswhattofollowandshoweduswhattoavoid。
Buttherewasnomotivepowerinexperience。Itwasaslittleofanactivecauseasconscienceitself。Allthatitreallydemonstratedwasthatourfuturewouldbethesameasourpast,andthatthesinwehaddoneonce,andwithloathing,wewoulddomanytimes,andwithjoy。
Itwascleartohimthattheexperimentalmethodwastheonlymethodbywhichonecouldarriveatanyscientificanalysisofthepassions。
andcertainlyDorianGraywasasubjectmadetohishand,andseemedtopromiserichandfruitfulresults。HissuddenmadloveforSibylVanewasapsychologicalphenomenonofnosmallinterest。Therewasnodoubtthatcuriosityhadmuchtodowithit,curiosityandthedesirefornewexperiences,yetitwasnotasimple,butratheraverycomplexpassion。Whattherewasinitofthepurelysensuousinstinctofboyhoodhadbeentransformedbytheworkingsoftheimagination,changedintosomethingthatseemedtotheladhimselftoberemotefromsense,andwasforthatveryreasonallthemoredangerous。Itwasthepassionsaboutwhoseoriginwedeceivedourselvesthattyrannizedmoststronglyoverus。Ourweakestmotiveswerethoseofwhosenaturewewereconscious。Itoftenhappenedthatwhenwethoughtwewereexperimentingonotherswewerereallyexperimentingonourselves。
WhileLordHenrysatdreamingonthesethings,aknockcametothedoor,andhisvaletenteredandremindedhimitwastimetodressfordinner。Hegotupandlookedoutintothestreet。Thesunsethadsmittenintoscarletgoldtheupperwindowsofthehousesopposite。Thepanesglowedlikeplatesofheatedmetal。Theskyabovewaslikeafadedrose。Hethoughtofhisfriend’syoungfiery-colouredlifeandwonderedhowitwasallgoingtoend。
Whenhearrivedhome,abouthalf-pasttwelveo’clock,hesawatelegramlyingonthehalltable。HeopeneditandfounditwasfromDorianGray。ItwastotellhimthathewasengagedtobemarriedtoSibylVane。
ThePictureofDorianGray:Chapter5Chapter5Mother,Mother,Iamsohappy!whisperedthegirl,buryingherfaceinthelapofthefaded,tired-lookingwomanwho,withbackturnedtotheshrillintrusivelight,wassittingintheonearm-chairthattheirdingysitting-roomcontained。Iamsohappy!sherepeated,andyoumustbehappy,too!
Mrs。Vanewincedandputherthin,bismuth-whitenedhandsonherdaughter’shead。Happy!sheechoed,Iamonlyhappy,Sibyl,whenIseeyouact。Youmustnotthinkofanythingbutyouracting。Mr。Isaacshasbeenverygoodtous,andweowehimmoney。
Thegirllookedupandpouted。Money,Mother?shecried,whatdoesmoneymatter?Loveismorethanmoney。
Mr。IsaacshasadvancedusfiftypoundstopayoffourdebtsandtogetaproperoutfitforJames。Youmustnotforgetthat,Sibyl。
Fiftypoundsisaverylargesum。Mr。Isaacshasbeenmostconsiderate。
Heisnotagentleman,Mother,andIhatethewayhetalkstome,saidthegirl,risingtoherfeetandgoingovertothewindow。
Idon’tknowhowwecouldmanagewithouthim,answeredtheelderwomanquerulously。
SibylVanetossedherheadandlaughed。Wedon’twanthimanymore,Mother。PrinceCharmingruleslifeforusnow。Thenshepaused。
Aroseshookinherbloodandshadowedhercheeks。Quickbreathpartedthepetalsofherlips。Theytrembled。Somesouthernwindofpassionsweptoverherandstirredthedaintyfoldsofherdress。Ilovehim,shesaidsimply。
Foolishchild!foolishchild!wastheparrot-phraseflunginanswer。Thewavingofcrooked,false-jewelledfingersgavegrotesquenesstothewords。
Thegirllaughedagain。Thejoyofacagedbirdwasinhervoice。
Hereyescaughtthemelodyandechoeditinradiance,thenclosedforamoment,asthoughtohidetheirsecret。Whentheyopened,themistofadreamhadpassedacrossthem。
Thin-lippedwisdomspokeatherfromthewornchair,hintedatprudence,quotedfromthatbookofcowardicewhoseauthorapesthenameofcommonsense。Shedidnotlisten。Shewasfreeinherprisonofpassion。
Herprince,PrinceCharming,waswithher。Shehadcalledonmemorytoremakehim。Shehadsenthersoultosearchforhim,andithadbroughthimback。Hiskissburnedagainuponhermouth。Hereyelidswerewarmwithhisbreath。
Thenwisdomaltereditsmethodandspokeofespialanddiscovery。
Thisyoungmanmightberich。Ifso,marriageshouldbethoughtof。Againsttheshellofherearbrokethewavesofworldlycunning。Thearrowsofcraftshotbyher。Shesawthethinlipsmoving,andsmiled。