Sheclosedhereyesasshesatinoneoftheduskycornersofthequietparlour。butitwasnotwithadesirefordozingforgetfulness。Itwasonthecontrarybecauseshefelttoowide-eyedandwishedtocheckthesenseofseeingtoomanythingsatonce。Herimaginationwasbyhabitridiculouslyactive。whenthedoorwasnotopenitjumpedoutofthewindow。Shewasnotaccustomedindeedtokeepitbehindbolts。andatimportantmoments,whenshewouldhavebeenthankfultomakeuseofherjudgementalone,shepaidthepenaltyofhavinggivenundueencouragementtothefacultyofseeingwithoutjudging。Atpresent,withhersensethatthenoteofchangehadbeenstruck,camegraduallyahostofimagesofthethingsshewasleavingbehindher。Theyearsandhoursofherlifecamebacktoher,andforalongtime,inastillnessbrokenonlybythetickingofthebigbronzeclock,shepassedtheminreview。Ithadbeenaveryhappylifeandshehadbeenaveryfortunateperson-thiswasthetruththatseemedtoemergemostvividly。Shehadhadthebestofeverything,andinaworldinwhichthecircumstancesofsomanypeoplemadethemunenviableitwasanadvantagenevertohaveknownanythingparticularlyunpleasant。ItappearedtoIsabelthattheunpleasanthadbeeneventooabsentfromherknowledge,forshehadgatheredfromheracquaintancewithliteraturethatitwasoftenasourceofinterestandevenofinstruction。Herfatherhadkeptitawayfromher-herhandsome,much-lovedfather,whoalwayshadsuchanaversiontoit。Itwasagreatfelicitytohavebeenhisdaughter。
Isabelroseeventoprideinherparentage。Sincehisdeathshehadseemedtoseehimasturninghisbraversidetohischildrenandasnothavingmanagedtoignoretheuglyquitesomuchinpracticeasinaspiration。Butthisonlymadehertendernessforhimgreater。itwasscarcelyevenpainfultohavetosupposehimtoogenerous,toogood-natured,tooindifferenttosordidconsiderations。Manypersonshadheldthathecarriedthisindifferencetoofar,especiallythelargenumberofthosetowhomheowedmoney。OftheiropinionsIsabelwasneververydefinitelyinformed。butitmayinterestthereadertoknowthat,whiletheyhadrecognizedinthelateMr。
Archeraremarkablyhandsomeheadandaverytakingmannerindeed,asoneofthemhadsaid,hewasalwaystakingsomething,theyhaddeclaredthathewasmakingaverypooruseofhislife。Hehadsquanderedasubstantialfortune,hehadbeendeplorablyconvivial,hewasknowntohavegambledfreely。Afewveryharshcriticswentsofarastosaythathehadnotevenbroughtuphisdaughters。Theyhadhadnoregulareducationandnopermanenthome。theyhadbeenatoncespoiledandneglected。theyhadlivedwithnursemaidsandgovernessesusuallyverybadonesorhadbeensenttosuperficialschools,keptbytheFrench,fromwhich,attheendofamonth,theyhadbeenremovedintears。ThisviewofthematterwouldhaveexcitedIsabel’sindignation,fortoherownsenseheropportunitieshadbeenlarge。EvenwhenherfatherhadlefthisdaughtersforthreemonthsatNeufchatelwithaFrenchbonnewhohadelopedwithaRussiannoblemanstayingatthesamehotel-eveninthisirregularsituationanincidentofthegirl’seleventhyearshehadbeenneitherfrightenednorashamed,buthadthoughtitaromanticepisodeinaliberaleducation。Herfatherhadalargewayoflookingatlife,ofwhichhisrestlessnessandevenhisoccasionalincoherencyofconducthadbeenonlyaproof。Hewishedhisdaughters,evenaschildren,toseeasmuchoftheworldaspossible。anditwasforthispurposethat,beforeIsabelwasfourteen,hehadtransportedthemthreetimesacrosstheAtlantic,givingthemoneachoccasion,however,butafewmonths’viewofthesubjectproposed:acoursewhichhadwhettedourheroine’scuriositywithoutenablinghertosatisfyit。Sheoughttohavebeenapartisanofherfather,forshewasthememberofhistriowhomostmadeuptohimforthedisagreeableshedidn’tmention。Inhislastdayshisgeneralwillingnesstotakeleaveofaworldinwhichthedifficultyofdoingasonelikedappearedtoincreaseasonegrewolderhadbeensensiblymodifiedbythepainofseparationfromhisclever,hissuperior,hisremarkablegirl。Later,whenthejourneystoEuropeceased,hestillhadshownhischildrenallsortsofindulgence,andifhehadbeentroubledaboutmoney-mattersnothingeverdisturbedtheirirreflectiveconsciousnessofmanypossessions。
Isabel,thoughshedancedverywell,hadnottherecollectionofhavingbeeninNewYorkasuccessfulmemberofthechoregraphiccircle。hersisterEdithwas,aseveryonesaid,soverymuchmorefetching。EdithwassostrikinganexampleofsuccessthatIsabelcouldhavenoillusionsastowhatconstitutedthisadvantage,orastothelimitsofherownpowertofriskandjumpandshriek-aboveallwithrightnessofeffect。NineteenpersonsoutoftwentyincludingtheyoungersisterherselfpronouncedEdithinfinitelytheprettierofthetwo。butthetwentieth,besidesreversingthisjudgement,hadtheentertainmentofthinkingalltheothersaestheticvulgarians。
IsabelhadinthedepthsofhernatureanevenmoreunquenchabledesiretopleasethanEdith。butthedepthsofthisyounglady’snaturewereaveryout-of-the-wayplace,betweenwhichandthesurfacecommunicationwasinterruptedbyadozencapriciousforces。Shesawtheyoungmenwhocameinlargenumberstoseehersister。butasageneralthingtheywereafraidofher。theyhadabeliefthatsomespecialpreparationwasrequiredfortalkingwithher。Herreputationofreadingagreatdealhungaboutherlikethecloudyenvelopeofagoddessinanepic。itwassupposedtoengenderdifficultquestionsandtokeeptheconversationatalowtemperature。
Thepoorgirllikedtobethoughtclever,butshehatedtobethoughtbookish。sheusedtoreadinsecretand,thoughhermemorywasexcellent,toabstainfromshowyreference。Shehadagreatdesireforknowledge,butshereallypreferredalmostanysourceofinformationtotheprintedpage。shehadanimmensecuriosityaboutlifeandwasconstantlystaringandwondering。Shecarriedwithinherselfagreatfundoflife,andherdeepestenjoymentwastofeelthecontinuitybetweenthemovementsofherownsoulandtheagitationsoftheworld。
Forthisreasonshewasfondofseeinggreatcrowdsandlargestretchesofcountry,ofreadingaboutrevolutionsandwars,oflookingathistoricalpictures-aclassofeffortsastowhichshehadoftencommittedtheconscioussolecismofforgivingthemmuchbadpaintingforthesakeofthesubject。WhiletheCivilWarwentonshewasstillaveryyounggirl。butshepassedmonthsofthislongperiodinastateofalmostpassionateexcitement,inwhichshefeltherselfattimestoherextremeconfusionstirredalmostindiscriminatelybythevalourofeitherarmy。Ofcoursethecircumspectionofsuspiciousswainshadnevergonethelengthofmakingherasocialproscript。forthenumberofthosewhosehearts,astheyapproachedher,beatonlyjustfastenoughtoremindthemtheyhadheadsaswell,hadkeptherunacquaintedwiththesupremedisciplineofhersexandage。Shehadhadeverythingagirlcouldhave:kindness,admiration,bonbons,bouquets,thesenseofexclusionfromnoneoftheprivilegesoftheworldshelivedin,abundantopportunityfordancing,plentyofnewdresses,theLondonSpectator,thelatestpublications,themusicofGounod,thepoetryofBrowning,theproseofGeorgeEliot。
Thesethingsnow,asmemoryplayedoverthem,resolvedthemselvesintoamultitudeofscenesandfigures。Forgottenthingscamebacktoher。manyothers,whichshehadlatelythoughtofgreatmoment,droppedoutofsight。Theresultwaskaleidoscopic,butthemovementoftheinstrumentwascheckedatlastbytheservant’scominginwiththenameofagentleman。ThenameofthegentlemanwasCasparGoodwood。hewasastraightyoungmanfromBoston,whohadknownMissArcherforthelasttwelvemonthandwho,thinkingherthemostbeautifulyoungwomanofhertime,hadpronouncedthetime,accordingtotheruleIhavehintedat,afoolishperiodofhistory。
HesometimeswrotetoherandhadwithinaweekortwowrittenfromNewYork。Shehadthoughtitverypossiblehewouldcomein-hadindeedalltherainydaybeenvaguelyexpectinghim。Nowthatshelearnedhewasthere,nevertheless,shefeltnoeagernesstoreceivehim。Hewasthefinestyoungmanshehadeverseen,wasindeedquiteasplendidyoungman。heinspiredherwithasentimentofhigh,ofrarerespect。Shehadneverfeltequallymovedtoitbyanyotherperson。Hewassupposedbytheworldingeneraltowishtomarryher,butthisofcoursewasbetweenthemselves。ItatleastmaybeaffirmedthathehadtravelledfromNewYorktoAlbanyexpresslytoseeher。havinglearnedintheformercity,wherehewasspendingafewdaysandwherehehadhopedtofindher,thatshewasstillattheStatecapital。Isabeldelayedforsomeminutestogotohim。shemovedabouttheroomwithanewsenseofcomplications。Butatlastshepresentedherselfandfoundhimstandingnearthelamp。Hewastall,strongandsomewhatstiff。hewasalsoleanandbrown。Hewasnotromantically,hewasmuchratherobscurely,handsome。buthisphysiognomyhadanairofrequestingyourattention,whichitrewardedaccordingtothecharmyoufoundinblueeyesofremarkablefixedness,theeyesofacomplexionotherthanhisown,andajawofthesomewhatangularmouldwhichissupposedtobespeakresolution。Isabelsaidtoherselfthatitbespokeresolutionto-night。inspiteofwhich,inhalfanhour,CasparGoodwood,whohadarrivedhopefulaswellasresolute,tookhiswaybacktohislodgingwiththefeelingofamandefeated。Hewasnot,itmaybeadded,amanweaklytoacceptdefeat。
CHAPTER5
RalphTouchettwasaphilosopher,butneverthelessheknockedathismother’sdoorataquartertosevenwithagooddealofeagerness。
Evenphilosophershavetheirpreferences,anditmustbeadmittedthatofhisprogenitorshisfatherministeredmosttohissenseofthesweetnessoffilialdependence。Hisfather,ashehadoftensaidtohimself,wasthemoremotherly。hismother,ontheotherhand,waspaternal,andeven,accordingtotheslangoftheday,gubernatorial。Shewasneverthelessveryfondofheronlychildandhadalwaysinsistedonhisspendingthreemonthsoftheyearwithher。
Ralphrenderedperfectjusticetoheraffectionandknewthatinherthoughtsandherthoroughlyarrangedandservantedlifehisturnalwayscameaftertheothernearestsubjectsofhersolicitude,thevariouspunctualitiesofperformanceoftheworkersofherwill。Hefoundhercompletelydressedfordinner,butsheembracedherboywithherglovedhandsandmadehimsitonthesofabesideher。Sheenquiredscrupulouslyaboutherhusband’shealthandabouttheyoungman’sown,and,receivingnoverybrilliantaccountofeither,remarkedthatshewasmorethaneverconvincedofherwisdominnotexposingherselftotheEnglishclimate。Inthiscaseshealsomighthavegivenway。
Ralphsmiledattheideaofhismother’sgivingway,butmadenopointofremindingherthathisowninfirmitywasnottheresultoftheEnglishclimate,fromwhichheabsentedhimselfforaconsiderablepartofeachyear。
Hehadbeenaverysmallboywhenhisfather,DanielTracyTouchett,anativeofRutland,intheStateofVermont,cametoEnglandassubordinatepartnerinabanking-housewheresometenyearslaterhegainedpreponderantcontrol。DanielTouchettsawbeforehimalife-longresidenceinhisadoptedcountry,ofwhich,fromthefirst,hetookasimple,saneandaccommodatingview。But,ashesaidtohimself,hehadnointentionofdis-americanizing,norhadheadesiretoteachhisonlysonanysuchsubtleart。IthadbeenforhimselfsoverysolubleaproblemtoliveinEnglandassimilatedyetunconvertedthatitseemedtohimequallysimplehislawfulheirshouldafterhisdeathcarryonthegreyoldbankinthewhiteAmericanlight。Hewasatpainstointensifythislight,however,bysendingtheboyhomeforhiseducation。RalphspentseveraltermsatanAmericanschoolandtookadegreeatanAmericanuniversity,afterwhich,ashestruckhisfatheronhisreturnasevenredundantlynative,hewasplacedforsomethreeyearsinresidenceatOxford。
OxfordswallowedupHarvard,andRalphbecameatlastEnglishenough。Hisoutwardconformitytothemannersthatsurroundedhimwasnonethelessthemaskofamindthatgreatlyenjoyeditsindependence,onwhichnothinglongimposeditself,andwhich,naturallyinclinedtoadventureandirony,indulgedinaboundlesslibertyofappreciation。Hebeganwithbeingayoungmanofpromise。
atOxfordhedistinguishedhimself,tohisfather’sineffablesatisfaction,andthepeopleabouthimsaiditwasathousandpitiessocleverafellowshouldbeshutoutfromacareer。HemighthavehadacareerbyreturningtohisowncountrythoughthispointisshroudedinuncertaintyandevenifMr。Touchetthadbeenwillingtopartwithhimwhichwasnotthecaseitwouldhavegonehardwithhimtoputawaterywastepermanentlybetweenhimselfandtheoldmanwhomheregardedashisbestfriend。Ralphwasnotonlyfondofhisfather,headmiredhim-heenjoyedtheopportunityofobservinghim。DanielTouchett,tohisperception,wasamanofgenius,andthoughhehimselfhadnoaptitudeforthebankingmysteryhemadeapointoflearningenoughofittomeasurethegreatfigurehisfatherhadplayed。Itwasnotthis,however,hemainlyrelished。itwasthefineivorysurface,polishedasbytheEnglishair,thattheoldmanhadopposedtopossibilitiesofpenetration。DanielTouchetthadbeenneitheratHarvardnoratOxford,anditwashisownfaultifhehadplacedinhisson’shandsthekeytomoderncriticism。Ralph,whoseheadwasfullofideaswhichhisfatherhadneverguessed,hadahighesteemforthelatter’soriginality。Americans,rightlyorwrongly,arecommendedfortheeasewithwhichtheyadaptthemselvestoforeignconditions。butMr。Touchetthadmadeoftheverylimitsofhispliancyhalfthegroundofhisgeneralsuccess。Hehadretainedintheirfreshnessmostofhismarksofprimarypressure。histone,ashissonalwaysnotedwithpleasure,wasthatofthemoreluxuriantpartsofNewEngland。Attheendofhislifehehadbecome,onhisownground,asmellowashewasrich。hecombinedconsummateshrewdnesswiththedispositionsuperficiallytofraternize,andhissocialposition,onwhichhehadneverwastedacare,hadthefirmperfectionofanunthumbedfruit。Itwasperhapshiswantofimaginationandofwhatiscalledthehistoricconsciousness。buttomanyoftheimpressionsusuallymadebyEnglishlifeuponthecultivatedstrangerhissensewascompletelyclosed。Therewerecertaindifferenceshehadneverperceived,certainhabitshehadneverformed,certainobscuritieshehadneversounded。Asregardstheselatter,onthedayhehadsoundedthemhissonwouldhavethoughtlesswellofhim。
Ralph,onleavingOxford,hadspentacoupleofyearsintravelling。
afterwhichhehadfoundhimselfperchedonahighstoolinhisfather’sbank。Theresponsibilityandhonourofsuchpositionsisnot,Ibelieve,measuredbytheheightofthestool,whichdependsuponotherconsiderations:Ralph,indeed,whohadverylonglegs,wasfondofstanding,andevenofwalkingabout,athiswork。Tothisexercise,however,hewasobligedtodevotebutalimitedperiod,forattheendofsomeeighteenmonthshehadbecomeawareofhisbeingseriouslyoutofhealth。Hehadcaughtaviolentcold,whichfixeditselfonhislungsandthrewthemintodireconfusion。Hehadtogiveupworkandapply,totheletter,thesorryinjunctiontotakecareofhimself。Atfirstheslightedthetask。itappearedtohimitwasnothimselfintheleasthewastakingcareof,butanuninterestinganduninterestedpersonwithwhomhehadnothingincommon。Thisperson,however,improvedonacquaintance,andRalphgrewatlasttohaveacertaingrudgingtolerance,evenanundemonstrativerespect,forhim。Misfortunemakesstrangebedfellows,andouryoungman,feelingthathehadsomethingatstakeinthematter-itusuallystruckhimashisreputationforordinarywit-
devotedtohisgracelesschargeanamountofattentionofwhichnotewasdulytakenandwhichhadatleasttheeffectofkeepingthepoorfellowalive。Oneofhislungsbegantoheal,theotherpromisedtofollowitsexample,andhewasassuredhemightoutweatheradozenwintersifhewouldbetakehimselftothoseclimatesinwhichconsumptiveschieflycongregate。AshehadgrownextremelyfondofLondon,hecursedtheflatnessofexile:butatthesametimethathecursedheconformed,andgradually,whenhefoundhissensitiveorgangratefulevenforgrimfavours,heconferredthemwithalighterhand。Hewinteredabroad,asthephraseis。baskedinthesun,stoppedathomewhenthewindblew,wenttobedwhenitrained,andonceortwice,whenithadsnowedovernight,almostnevergotupagain。
Asecrethoardofindifference-likeathickcakeafondoldnursemighthaveslippedintohisfirstschooloutfit-cametohisaidandhelpedtoreconcilehimtosacrifice。sinceatthebesthewastooillforaughtbutthatarduousgame。Ashesaidtohimself,therewasreallynothinghehadwantedverymuchtodo,sothathehadatleastnotrenouncedthefieldofvalour。Atpresent,however,thefragranceofforbiddenfruitseemedoccasionallytofloatpasthimandremindhimthatthefinestofpleasuresistherushofaction。
Livingashenowlivedwaslikereadingagoodbookinapoortranslation-ameagreentertainmentforayoungmanwhofeltthathemighthavebeenanexcellentlinguist。Hehadgoodwintersandpoorwinters,andwhiletheformerlastedhewassometimesthesportofavisionofvirtualrecovery。Butthisvisionwasdispelledsomethreeyearsbeforetheoccurrenceoftheincidentswithwhichthishistoryopens:hehadonthatoccasionremainedlaterthanusualinEnglandandhadbeenovertakenbybadweatherbeforereachingAlgiers。Hearrivedmoredeadthanaliveandlaythereforseveralweeksbetweenlifeanddeath。Hisconvalescencewasamiracle,butthefirstusehemadeofitwastoassurehimselfthatsuchmiracleshappenbutonce。Hesaidtohimselfthathishourwasinsightandthatitbehovedhimtokeephiseyesuponit,yetthatitwasalsoopentohimtospendtheintervalasagreeablyasmightbeconsistentwithsuchapreoccupation。Withtheprospectoflosingthemthesimpleuseofhisfacultiesbecameanexquisitepleasure。itseemedtohimthejoysofcontemplationhadneverbeensounded。Hewasfarfromthetimewhenhehadfoundithardthatheshouldbeobligedtogiveuptheideaofdistinguishinghimself。anideanonethelessimportunateforbeingvagueandnonethelessdelightfulforhavinghadtostruggleinthesamebreastwithburstsofinspiringself-criticism。
Hisfriendsatpresentjudgedhimmorecheerful,andattributedittoatheory,overwhichtheyshooktheirheadsknowingly,thathewouldrecoverhishealth。Hisserenitywasbutthearrayofwildflowersnichedinhisruin。
Itwasveryprobablythissweet-tastingpropertyoftheobservedthinginitselfthatwasmainlyconcernedinRalph’squickly-stirredinterestintheadventofayoungladywhowasevidentlynotinsipid。Ifhewasconsideringlydisposed,somethingtoldhim,herewasoccupationenoughforasuccessionofdays。Itmaybeadded,insummaryfashion,thattheimaginationofloving-asdistinguishedfromthatofbeingloved-hadstillaplaceinhisreducedsketch。Hehadonlyforbiddenhimselftheriotofexpression。However,heshouldn’tinspirehiscousinwithapassion,norwouldshebeable,evenshouldshetry,tohelphimtoone。Andnowtellmeabouttheyounglady,hesaidtohismother。Whatdoyoumeantodowithher?
Mrs。Touchettwasprompt。ImeantoaskyourfathertoinvitehertostaythreeorfourweeksatGardencourt。
Youneedn’tstandonanysuchceremonyasthat,saidRalph。Myfatherwillaskherasamatterofcourse。
Idon’tknowaboutthat。She’smyniece。she’snothis。
GoodLord,dearmother。whatasenseofproperty!That’sallthemorereasonforhisaskingher。Butafterthat-Imeanafterthreemonthsforit’sabsurdaskingthepoorgirltoremainbutforthreeorfourpaltryweeks-whatdoyoumeantodowithher?
ImeantotakehertoParis。Imeantogetherclothing。
Ahyes,that’sofcourse。Butindependentlyofthat?
IshallinvitehertospendtheautumnwithmeinFlorence。
Youdon’triseabovedetail,dearmother,saidRalph。Ishouldliketoknowwhatyoumeantodowithherinageneralway。
Myduty!Mrs。Touchettdeclared。Isupposeyoupityherverymuch,sheadded。
No,Idon’tthinkIpityher。Shedoesn’tstrikemeasinvitingcompassion。IthinkIenvyher。Beforebeingsure,however,givemeahintofwhereyouseeyourduty。
InshowingherfourEuropeancountries-Ishallleaveherthechoiceoftwoofthem-andingivinghertheopportunityofperfectingherselfinFrench,whichshealreadyknowsverywell。
Ralphfrownedalittle。Thatsoundsratherdry-evenallowingherthechoiceoftwoofthecountries。
Ifit’sdry,saidhismotherwithalaugh,youcanleaveIsabelalonetowaterit!Sheisasgoodasasummerrain,anyday。
Doyoumeanshe’sagiftedbeing?
Idon’tknowwhethershe’sagiftedbeing,butshe’saclevergirl-
withastrongwillandahightemper。Shehasnoideaofbeingbored。
Icanimaginethat,saidRalph。andthenheaddedabruptly:Howdoyoutwogeton?
DoyoumeanbythatthatI’mabore?Idon’tthinkshefindsmeone。Somegirlsmight,Iknow。butIsabel’stoocleverforthat。I
thinkIgreatlyamuseher。WegetonbecauseIunderstandher。I
knowthesortofgirlsheis。She’sveryfrank,andI’mveryfrank:weknowjustwhattoexpectofeachother。
Ah,dearmother,Ralphexclaimed,onealwaysknowswhattoexpectofyou!You’veneversurprisedmebutonce,andthat’sto-day-inpresentingmewithaprettycousinwhoseexistenceIhadneversuspected。
Doyouthinkhersoverypretty?
Veryprettyindeed。butIdon’tinsistuponthat。It’shergeneralairofbeingsomeoneinparticularthatstrikesme。Whoisthisrarecreature,andwhatisshe?Wheredidyoufindher,andhowdidyoumakeheracquaintance?
IfoundherinanoldhouseatAlbany,sittinginadrearyroomonarainyday,readingaheavybookandboringherselftodeath。
Shedidn’tknowshewasbored,butwhenIlefthernodoubtofitsheseemedverygratefulfortheservice。YoumaysayIshouldn’thaveenlightenedher-Ishouldhaveletheralone。There’sagooddealinthat,butIactedconscientiously。Ithoughtshewasmeantforsomethingbetter。Itoccurredtomethatitwouldbeakindnesstotakeheraboutandintroducehertotheworld。Shethinkssheknowsagreatdealofit-likemostAmericangirls。butlikemostAmericangirlsshe’sridiculouslymistaken。Ifyouwanttoknow,Ithoughtshewoulddomecredit。Iliketobewellthoughtof,andforawomanofmyagethere’snogreaterconvenience,insomeways,thananattractiveniece。YouknowIhadseennothingofmysister’schildrenforyears。Idisapprovedentirelyofthefather。ButIalwaysmeanttodosomethingforthemwhenheshouldhavegonetohisreward。
Iascertainedwheretheyweretobefoundand,withoutanypreliminaries,wentandintroducedmyself。Therearetwoothersofthem,bothofwhomaremarried。butIsawonlytheelder,whohas,bytheway,averyuncivilhusband。Thewife,whosenameisLily,jumpedattheideaofmytakinganinterestinIsabel。shesaiditwasjustwhathersisterneeded-thatsomeoneshouldtakeaninterestinher。Shespokeofherasyoumightspeakofsomeyoungpersonofgenius-inwantofencouragementandpatronage。ItmaybethatIsabel’sagenius。butinthatcaseI’venotyetlearnedherspecialline。Mrs。LudlowwasespeciallykeenaboutmytakinghertoEurope。
theyallregardEuropeoverthereasalandofemigration,ofrescue,arefugefortheirsuperfluouspopulation。Isabelherselfseemedverygladtocome,andthethingwaseasilyarranged。Therewasalittledifficultyaboutthemoney-question,assheseemedaversetobeingunderpecuniaryobligations。Butshehasasmallincomeandshesupposesherselftobetravellingatherownexpense。
Ralphhadlistenedattentivelytothisjudiciousreport,bywhichhisinterestinthesubjectofitwasnotimpaired。Ah,ifshe’sagenius,hesaid,wemustfindoutherspecialline。Isitbychanceforflirting?
Idon’tthinkso。Youmaysuspectthatatfirst,butyou’llbewrong。Youwon’t,Ithink,inanyway,beeasilyrightabouther。
Warburton’swrongthen!Ralphrejoicinglyexclaimed。Heflattershimselfhehasmadethatdiscovery。
Hismothershookherhead。LordWarburtonwon’tunderstandher。
Heneedn’ttry。
He’sveryintelligent,saidRalph。butit’srightheshouldbepuzzledonceinawhile。
Isabelwillenjoypuzzlingalord,Mrs。Touchettremarked。
Hersonfrownedalittle。Whatdoessheknowaboutlords?
Nothingatall:thatwillpuzzlehimallthemore。
Ralphgreetedthesewordswithalaughandlookedoutofthewindow。
Then,Areyounotgoingdowntoseemyfather?heasked。
Ataquartertoeight,saidMrs。Touchett。
Hersonlookedathiswatch。You’veanotherquarterofanhourthen。TellmesomemoreaboutIsabel。Afterwhich,asMrs。Touchettdeclinedhisinvitation,declaringthathemustfindoutforhimself,Well,hepursued,she’llcertainlydoyoucredit。Butwon’tshealsogiveyoutrouble?
Ihopenot。butifshedoesIshallnotshrinkfromit。Ineverdothat。
Shestrikesmeasverynatural,saidRalph。
Naturalpeoplearenotthemosttrouble。
No,saidRalph。youyourselfareaproofofthat。You’reextremelynatural,andI’msureyouhavenevertroubledanyone。Ittakestroubletodothat。Buttellmethis。itjustoccurstome。IsIsabelcapableofmakingherselfdisagreeable?
Ah,criedhismother,youasktoomanyquestions!Findthatoutforyourself。
Hisquestions,however,werenotexhausted。Allthistime,hesaid,you’venottoldmewhatyouintendtodowithher。
Dowithher?Youtalkasifshewereayardofcalico。Ishalldoabsolutelynothingwithher,andsheherselfwilldoeverythingshechooses。Shegavemenoticeofthat。
Whatyoumeantthen,inyourtelegram,wasthathercharacter’sindependent。
IneverknowwhatImeaninmytelegrams-especiallythoseIsendfromAmerica。Clearnessistooexpensive。Comedowntoyourfather。
It’snotyetaquartertoeight,saidRalph。
Imustallowforhisimpatience,Mrs。Touchettanswered。
Ralphknewwhattothinkofhisfather’simpatience。but,makingnorejoinder,heofferedhismotherhisarm。Thisputitinhispower,astheydescendedtogether,tostopheramomentonthemiddlelandingofthestaircase-thebroad,low,wide-armedstaircaseoftime-blackenedoakwhichwasoneofthemoststrikingfeaturesofGardencourt。You’venoplanofmarryingher?hesmiled。
Marryingher?Ishouldbesorrytoplayhersuchatrick!Butapartfromthat,she’sperfectlyabletomarryherself。Shehaseveryfacility。
Doyoumeantosayshehasahusbandpickedout?
Idon’tknowaboutahusband,butthere’sayoungmaninBoston-!
Ralphwenton。hehadnodesiretohearabouttheyoungmaninBoston。Asmyfathersays,they’realwaysengaged!
Hismotherhadtoldhimthathemustsatisfyhiscuriosityatthesource,anditsoonbecameevidentheshouldnotwantforoccasion。Hehadagooddealoftalkwithhisyoungkinswomanwhenthetwohadbeenlefttogetherinthedrawing-room。LordWarburton,whohadriddenoverfromhisownhouse,sometenmilesdistant,remountedandtookhisdeparturebeforedinner。andanhourafterthismealwasendedMr。andMrs。Touchett,whoappearedtohavequiteemptiedthemeasureoftheirforms,withdrew,underthevalidpretextoffatigue,totheirrespectiveapartments。Theyoungmanspentanhourwithhiscousin。
thoughshehadbeentravellinghalfthedaysheappearedinnodegreespent。Shewasreallytired。sheknewit,andknewsheshouldpayforitonthemorrow。butitwasherhabitatthisperiodtocarryexhaustiontothefurtherestpointandconfesstoitonlywhendissimulationbrokedown。Afinehypocrisywasforthepresentpossible。shewasinterested。shewas,asshesaidtoherself,floated。SheaskedRalphtoshowherthepictures。therewereagreatmanyinthehouse,mostofthemofhisownchoosing。Thebestwerearrangedinanoakengallery,ofcharmingproportions,whichhadasitting-roomateitherendofitandwhichintheeveningwasusuallylighted。Thelightwasinsufficienttoshowthepicturestoadvantage,andthevisitmighthavestoodovertothemorrow。ThissuggestionRalphhadventuredtomake。butIsabellookeddisappointed-
smilingstill,however-andsaid:IfyoupleaseIshouldliketoseethemjustalittle。Shewaseager,sheknewshewaseagerandnowseemedso。shecouldn’thelpit。Shedoesn’ttakesuggestions,Ralphsaidtohimself。buthesaiditwithoutirritation。herpressureamusedandevenpleasedhim。Thelampswereonbrackets,atintervals,andifthelightwasimperfectitwasgenial。Itfelluponthevaguesquaresofrichcolourandonthefadedgildingofheavyframes。itmadeasheenonthepolishedfloorofthegallery。Ralphtookacandlestickandmovedabout,pointingoutthethingsheliked。Isabel,incliningtoonepictureafteranother,indulgedinlittleexclamationsandmurmurs。Shewasevidentlyajudge。shehadanaturaltaste。hewasstruckwiththat。Shetookacandlestickherselfandhelditslowlyhereandthere。sheliftedithigh,andasshedidsohefoundhimselfpausinginthemiddleoftheplaceandbendinghiseyesmuchlessuponthepicturesthanonherpresence。Helostnothing,intruth,bythesewanderingglances,forshewasbetterworthlookingatthanmostworksofart。Shewasundeniablyspare,andponderablylight,andproveablytall。whenpeoplehadwishedtodistinguishherfromtheothertwoMissArcherstheyhadalwayscalledherthewillowyone。Herhair,whichwasdarkeventoblackness,hadbeenanobjectofenvytomanywomen。herlightgreyeyes,alittletoofirmperhapsinhergravermoments,hadanenchantingrangeofconcession。Theywalkedslowlyuponesideofthegalleryanddowntheother,andthenshesaid:
Well,nowIknowmorethanIdidwhenIbegan!
Youapparentlyhaveagreatpassionforknowledge,hercousinreturned。
IthinkIhave。mostgirlsarehorridlyignorant。
Youstrikemeasdifferentfrommostgirls。
Ah,someofthemwould-butthewaythey’retalkedto!murmuredIsabel,whopreferrednottodilatejustyetonherself。Theninamoment,tochangethesubject,Pleasetellme-isn’tthereaghost?shewenton。
Aghost?
Acastle-spectre,athingthatappears。WecallthemghostsinAmerica。
Sowedohere,whenweseethem。
Youdoseethemthen?Yououghtto,inthisromanticoldhouse。
It’snotaromanticoldhouse,saidRalph。You’llbedisappointedifyoucountonthat。It’sadismallyprosaicone。there’snoromanceherebutwhatyoumayhavebroughtwithyou。
I’vebroughtagreatdeal。butitseemstomeI’vebroughtittotherightplace。
Tokeepitoutofharm,certainly。nothingwilleverhappentoithere,betweenmyfatherandme。
Isabellookedathimamoment。Isthereneveranyoneherebutyourfatherandyou?
Mymother,ofcourse。
Oh,Iknowyourmother。she’snotromantic。Haven’tyouotherpeople?
Veryfew。
I’msorryforthat。Ilikesomuchtoseepeople。
Oh,we’llinviteallthecountytoamuseyou,saidRalph。
Nowyou’remakingfunofme,thegirlansweredrathergravely。
WhowasthegentlemanonthelawnwhenIarrived?
Acountyneighbour。hedoesn’tcomeveryoften。
I’msorryforthat。Ilikedhim,saidIsabel。
Why,itseemedtomethatyoubarelyspoketohim,Ralphobjected。
Nevermind,Ilikehimallthesame。Ilikeyourfathertoo,immensely。
Youcan’tdobetterthanthat。He’sthedearestofthedear。
I’msosorryheisill,saidIsabel。
Youmusthelpmetonursehim。yououghttobeagoodnurse。
Idon’tthinkIam。I’vebeentoldI’mnot。I’msaidtohavetoomanytheories。Butyouhaven’ttoldmeabouttheghost,sheadded。
Ralph,however,gavenoheedtothisobservation。YoulikemyfatherandyoulikeLordWarburton。Iinferalsothatyoulikemymother。
Ilikeyourmotherverymuch,because-because-AndIsabelfoundherselfattemptingtoassignareasonforheraffectionforMrs。
Touchett。
Ah,weneverknowwhy!saidhercompanion,laughing。
Ialwaysknowwhy,thegirlanswered。It’sbecauseshedoesn’texpectonetolikeher。Shedoesn’tcarewhetheronedoesornot。
Soyouadoreher-outofperversity?Well,Itakegreatlyaftermymother,saidRalph。
Idon’tbelieveyoudoatall。Youwishpeopletolikeyou,andyoutrytomakethemdoit。
Goodheavens,howyouseethroughone!hecriedwithadismaythatwasnotaltogetherjocular。
ButIlikeyouallthesame,hiscousinwenton。Thewaytoclinchthematterwillbetoshowmetheghost。
Ralphshookhisheadsadly。Imightshowittoyou,butyou’dneverseeit。Theprivilegeisn’tgiventoeveryone。it’snotenviable。
Ithasneverbeenseenbyayoung,happy,innocentpersonlikeyou。
Youmusthavesufferedfirst,havesufferedgreatly,havegainedsomemiserableknowledge。Inthatwayyoureyesareopenedtoit。I
sawitlongago,saidRalph。
ItoldyoujustnowI’mveryfondofknowledge,Isabelanswered。
Yes,ofhappyknowledge-ofpleasantknowledge。Butyouhaven’tsuffered,andyou’renotmadetosuffer。Ihopeyou’llneverseetheghost!
Shehadlistenedtohimattentively,withasmileonherlips,butwithacertaingravityinhereyes。Charmingashefoundher,shehadstruckhimasratherpresumptuous-indeeditwasapartofhercharm。andhewonderedwhatshewouldsay。I’mnotafraid,youknow,
shesaid:whichseemedquitepresumptuousenough。
You’renotafraidofsuffering?
Yes,I’mafraidofsuffering。ButI’mnotafraidofghosts。AndI
thinkpeoplesuffertooeasily,sheadded。
Idon’tbelieveyoudo,saidRalph,lookingatherwithhishandsinhispockets。
Idon’tthinkthat’safault,sheanswered。It’snotabsolutelynecessarytosuffer。wewerenotmadeforthat。
Youwerenot,certainly。
I’mnotspeakingofmyself。Andshewanderedoffalittle。
No,itisn’tafault,saidhercousin。It’samerittobestrong。
Only,ifyoudon’tsuffertheycallyouhard,Isabelremarked。
Theypassedoutofthesmallerdrawing-room,intowhichtheyhadreturnedfromthegallery,andpausedinthehall,atthefootofthestaircase。HereRalphpresentedhiscompanionwithherbedroomcandle,whichhehadtakenfromaniche。Nevermindwhattheycallyou。Whenyoudosuffertheycallyouanidiot。Thegreatpoint’stobeashappyaspossible。
Shelookedathimalittle。shehadtakenhercandleandplacedherfootontheoakenstair。Well,shesaid,that’swhatIcametoEuropefor,tobeashappyaspossible。Good-night。
Good-night!Iwishyouallsuccess,andshallbeverygladtocontributetoit!
Sheturnedaway,andhewatchedherassheslowlyascended。Then,withhishandsalwaysinhispockets,hewentbacktotheemptydrawing-room。
CHAPTER6
IsabelArcherwasayoungpersonofmanytheories。herimaginationwasremarkablyactive。Ithadbeenherfortunetopossessafinermindthanmostofthepersonsamongwhomherlotwascast。tohavealargerperceptionofsurroundingfactsandtocareforknowledgethatwastingedwiththeunfamiliar。Itistruethatamonghercontemporariesshepassedforayoungwomanofextraordinaryprofundity。fortheseexcellentpeopleneverwithheldtheiradmirationfromareachofintellectofwhichtheythemselveswerenotconscious,andspokeofIsabelasaprodigyoflearning,acreaturereportedtohavereadtheclassicauthors-intranslations。Herpaternalaunt,Mrs。
Varian,oncespreadtherumourthatIsabelwaswritingabook-Mrs。
Varianhavingareverenceforbooks,andaverredthatthegirlwoulddistinguishherselfinprint。Mrs。Varianthoughthighlyofliterature,forwhichsheentertainedthatesteemthatisconnectedwithasenseofprivation。Herownlargehouse,remarkableforitsassortmentofmosaictablesanddecoratedceilings,wasunfurnishedwithalibrary,andinthewayofprintedvolumescontainednothingbuthalfadozennovelsinpaperonashelfintheapartmentofoneoftheMissVarians。Practically,Mrs。Varian’sacquaintancewithliteraturewasconfinedtoTheNewYorkInterviewer。assheveryjustlysaid,afteryouhadreadtheIntervieweryouhadlostallfaithinculture。Hertendency,withthis,wasrathertokeeptheIntervieweroutofthewayofherdaughters。shewasdeterminedtobringthemupproperly,andtheyreadnothingatall。HerimpressionwithregardtoIsabel’slabourswasquiteillusory。thegirlhadneverattemptedtowriteabookandhadnodesireforthelaurelsofauthorship。Shehadnotalentforexpressionandtoolittleoftheconsciousnessofgenius。sheonlyhadageneralideathatpeoplewererightwhentheytreatedherasifshewererathersuperior。
Whetherornosheweresuperior,peoplewererightinadmiringheriftheythoughtherso。foritseemedtoheroftenthathermindmovedmorequicklythantheirs,andthisencouragedanimpatiencethatmighteasilybeconfoundedwithsuperiority。ItmaybeaffirmedwithoutdelaythatIsabelwasprobablyveryliabletothesinofself-esteem。sheoftensurveyedwithcomplacencythefieldofherownnature。shewasinthehabitoftakingforgranted,onscantyevidence,thatshewasright。shetreatedherselftooccasionsofhomage。Meanwhilehererrorsanddelusionswerefrequentlysuchasabiographerinterestedinpreservingthedignityofhissubjectmustshrinkfromspecifying。Herthoughtswereatangleofvagueoutlineswhichhadneverbeencorrectedbythejudgementofpeoplespeakingwithauthority。Inmattersofopinionshehadhadherownway,andithadledherintoathousandridiculouszigzags。Atmomentsshediscoveredshewasgrotesquelywrong,andthenshetreatedherselftoaweekofpassionatehumility。Afterthissheheldherheadhigherthaneveragain。foritwasofnouse,shehadanunquenchabledesiretothinkwellofherself。Shehadatheorythatitwasonlyunderthisprovisionlifewasworthliving。thatoneshouldbeoneofthebest,shouldbeconsciousofafineorganizationshecouldn’thelpknowingherorganizationwasfine,shouldmoveinarealmoflight,ofnaturalwisdom,ofhappyimpulse,ofinspirationgracefullychronic。Itwasalmostasunnecessarytocultivatedoubtofone’sselfastocultivatedoubtofone’sbestfriend:oneshouldtrytobeone’sownbestfriendandtogiveone’sself,inthismanner,distinguishedcompany。Thegirlhadacertainnoblenessofimaginationwhichrenderedheragoodmanyservicesandplayedheragreatmanytricks。Shespenthalfhertimeinthinkingofbeautyandbraveryandmagnanimity。shehadafixeddeterminationtoregardtheworldasaplaceofbrightness,offreeexpansion,ofirresistibleaction:shehelditmustbedetestabletobeafraidorashamed。Shehadaninfinitehopethatsheshouldneverdoanythingwrong。Shehadresentedsostrongly,afterdiscoveringthem,hermereerrorsoffeelingthediscoveryalwaysmadehertrembleasifshehadescapedfromatrapwhichmighthavecaughtherandsmotheredherthatthechanceofinflictingasensibleinjuryuponanotherperson,presentedonlyasacontingency,causedheratmomentstoholdherbreath。Thatalwaysstruckherastheworstthingthatcouldhappentoher。Onthewhole,reflectively,shewasinnouncertaintyaboutthethingsthatwerewrong。Shehadnoloveoftheirlook,butwhenshefixedthemhardsherecognizedthem。Itwaswrongtobemean,tobejealous,tobefalse,tobecruel。shehadseenverylittleoftheeviloftheworld,butshehadseenwomenwholiedandwhotriedtohurteachother。Seeingsuchthingshadquickenedherhighspirit。
itseemedindecentnottoscornthem。Ofcoursethedangerofahighspiritwasthedangerofinconsistency-thedangerofkeepinguptheflagaftertheplacehassurrendered。asortofbehavioursocrookedastobealmostadishonourtotheflag。ButIsabel,whoknewlittleofthesortsofartillerytowhichyoungwomenareexposed,flatteredherselfthatsuchcontradictionswouldneverbenotedinherownconduct。Herlifeshouldalwaysbeinharmonywiththemostpleasingimpressionsheshouldproduce。shewouldbewhatsheappeared,andshewouldappearwhatshewas。Sometimesshewentsofarastowishthatshemightfindherselfsomedayinadifficultposition,sothatsheshouldhavethepleasureofbeingasheroicastheoccasiondemanded。Altogether,withhermeagreknowledge,herinflatedideals,herconfidenceatonceinnocentanddogmatic,hertemperatonceexactingandindulgent,hermixtureofcuriosityandfastidiousness,ofvivacityandindifference,herdesiretolookverywellandtobeifpossibleevenbetter,herdeterminationtosee,totry,toknow,hercombinationofthedelicate,desultory,flame-likespiritandtheeagerandpersonalcreatureofconditions:
shewouldbeaneasyvictimofscientificcriticismifshewerenotintendedtoawakenonthereader’spartanimpulsemoretenderandmorepurelyexpectant。
ItwasoneofhertheoriesthatIsabelArcherwasveryfortunateinbeingindependent,andthatsheoughttomakesomeveryenlighteneduseofthatstate。Shenevercalleditthestateofsolitude,muchlessofsingleness。shethoughtsuchdescriptionsweak,and,besides,hersisterLilyconstantlyurgedhertocomeandabide。Shehadafriendwhoseacquaintanceshehadmadeshortlybeforeherfather’sdeath,whoofferedsohighanexampleofusefulactivitythatIsabelalwaysthoughtofherasamodel。HenriettaStackpolehadtheadvantageofanadmiredability。shewasthoroughlylaunchedinjournalism,andherletterstotheInterviewer,fromWashington,Newport,theWhiteMountainsandotherplaces,wereuniversallyquoted。Isabelpronouncedthemwithconfidenceephemeral,butsheesteemedthecourage,energyandgood-humourofthewriter,who,withoutparentsandwithoutproperty,hadadoptedthreeofthechildrenofaninfirmandwidowedsisterandwaspayingtheirschool-billsoutoftheproceedsofherliterarylabour。Henriettawasinthevanofprogressandhadclear-cutviewsonmostsubjects。hercherisheddesirehadlongbeentocometoEuropeandwriteaseriesofletterstotheInterviewerfromtheradicalpointofview-anenterprisethelessdifficultassheknewperfectlyinadvancewhatheropinionswouldbeandtohowmanyobjectionsmostEuropeaninstitutionslayopen。WhensheheardthatIsabelwascomingshewishedtostartatonce。thinking,naturally,thatitwouldbedelightfulthetwoshouldtraveltogether。Shehadbeenobliged,however,topostponethisenterprise。ShethoughtIsabelagloriouscreature,andhadspokenofhercovertlyinsomeofherletters,thoughshenevermentionedthefacttoherfriend,whowouldnothavetakenpleasureinitandwasnotaregularstudentoftheInterviewer。Henrietta,forIsabel,waschieflyaproofthatawomanmightsufficetoherselfandbehappy。Herresourceswereoftheobviouskind。butevenifonehadnotthejournalistictalentandageniusforguessing,asHenriettasaid,whatthepublicwasgoingtowant,onewasnotthereforetoconcludethatonehadnovocation,nobeneficentaptitudeofanysort,andresignone’sselftobeingfrivolousandhollow。Isabelwasstoutlydeterminednottobehollow。Ifoneshouldwaitwiththerightpatienceonewouldfindsomehappyworktoone’shand。Ofcourse,amonghertheories,thisyoungladywasnotwithoutacollectionofviewsonthesubjectofmarriage。
Thefirstonthelistwasaconvictionofthevulgarityofthinkingtoomuchofit。Fromlapsingintoeagernessonthispointsheearnestlyprayedshemightbedelivered。sheheldthatawomanoughttobeabletolivetoherself,intheabsenceofexceptionalflimsiness,andthatitwasperfectlypossibletobehappywithoutthesocietyofamoreorlesscoarse-mindedpersonofanothersex。Thegirl’sprayerwasverysufficientlyanswered。somethingpureandproudthattherewasinher-somethingcoldanddryanunappreciatedsuitorwithatasteforanalysismighthavecalledit-hadhithertokeptherfromanygreatvanityofconjectureonthearticleofpossiblehusbands。Fewofthemenshesawseemedwortharuinousexpenditure,anditmadehersmiletothinkthatoneofthemshouldpresenthimselfasanincentivetohopeandarewardofpatience。Deepinhersoul-itwasthedeepestthingthere-layabeliefthatifacertainlightshoulddawnshecouldgiveherselfcompletely。butthisimage,onthewhole,wastooformidabletobeattractive。
Isabel’sthoughtshoveredaboutit,buttheyseldomrestedonitlong。
afteralittleitendedinalarms。Itoftenseemedtoherthatshethoughttoomuchaboutherself。youcouldhavemadehercolour,anydayintheyear,bycallingherarankegoist。Shewasalwaysplanningoutherdevelopment,desiringherperfection,observingherprogress。Hernaturehad,inherconceit,acertaingarden-likequality,asuggestionofperfumeandmurmuringboughs,ofshadybowersandlengtheningvistas,whichmadeherfeelthatintrospectionwas,afterall,anexerciseintheopenair,andthatavisittotherecessesofone’sspiritwasharmlesswhenonereturnedfromitwithalapfulofroses。Butshewasoftenremindedthattherewereothergardensintheworldthanthoseofherremarkablesoul,andthatthereweremoreoveragreatmanyplaceswhichwerenotgardensatall-
onlyduskypestiferoustracts,plantedthickwithuglinessandmisery。
Inthecurrentofthatrepaidepisodeoncuriosityonwhichshehadlatelybeenfloating,whichhadconveyedhertothisbeautifuloldEnglandandmightcarryhermuchfurtherstill,sheoftencheckedherselfwiththethoughtofthethousandsofpeoplewhowerelesshappythanherself-athoughtwhichforthemomentmadeherfine,fullconsciousnessappearakindofimmodesty。Whatshouldonedowiththemiseryoftheworldinaschemeoftheagreeableforone’sself?
Itmustbeconfessedthatthisquestionneverheldherlong。Shewastooyoung,tooimpatienttolive,toounacquaintedwithpain。Shealwaysreturnedtohertheorythatayoungwomanwhomafteralleveryonethoughtclevershouldbeginbygettingageneralimpressionoflife。Thisimpressionwasnecessarytopreventmistakes,andafteritshouldbesecuredshemightmaketheunfortunateconditionofothersasubjectofspecialattention。
Englandwasarevelationtoher,andshefoundherselfasdivertedasachildatapantomime。InherinfantineexcursionstoEuropeshehadseenonlytheContinent,andseenitfromthenurserywindow。
Paris,notLondon,washerfather’sMecca,andintomanyofhisintereststherehischildrenhadnaturallynotentered。Theimagesofthattimemoreoverhadgrownfaintandremote,andtheold-worldqualityineverythingthatshenowsawhadallthecharmofstrangeness。Heruncle’shouseseemedapicturemadereal。norefinementoftheagreeablewaslostuponIsabel。therichperfectionofGardencourtatoncerevealedaworldandgratifiedaneed。Thelarge,lowrooms,withbrownceilingsandduskycorners,thedeepembrasuresandcuriouscasements,thequietlightondark,polishedpanels,thedeepgreennessoutside,thatseemedalwayspeepingin,thesenseofwell-orderedprivacyinthecentreofaproperty-aplacewheresoundswerefelicitouslyaccidental,wherethetreadwasmuffledbytheearthitselfandinthethickmildairallfrictiondroppedoutofcontactandallshrillnessoutoftalk-
thesethingsweremuchtothetasteofouryounglady,whosetasteplayedaconsiderablepartinheremotions。Sheformedafastfriendshipwithheruncle,andoftensatbyhischairwhenhehadhaditmovedouttothelawn。Hepassedhoursintheopenair,sittingwithfoldedhandslikeaplacid,homelyhouseholdgod,agodofservice,whohaddonehisworkandreceivedhiswagesandwastryingtogrowusedtoweeksandmonthsmadeuponlyofoff-days。Isabelamusedhimmorethanshesuspected-theeffectsheproduceduponpeoplewasoftendifferentfromwhatshesupposed-andhefrequentlygavehimselfthepleasureofmakingherchatter。Itwasbythistermthathequalifiedherconversation,whichhadmuchofthepoint
observableinthatoftheyoungladiesofhercountry,towhomtheearoftheworldismoredirectlypresentedthantotheirsistersinotherlands。LikethemassofAmericangirlsIsabelhadbeenencouragedtoexpressherself。herremarkshadbeenattendedto。shehadbeenexpectedtohaveemotionsandopinions。Manyofheropinionshaddoubtlessbutaslendervalue,manyofheremotionspassedawayintheutterance。buttheyhadleftatraceingivingherthehabitofseemingatleasttofeelandthink,andinimpartingmoreovertoherwordswhenshewasreallymovedthatpromptvividnesswhichsomanypeoplehadregardedasasignofsuperiority。Mr。Touchettusedtothinkthatsheremindedhimofhiswifewhenhiswifewasinherteens。Itwasbecauseshewasfreshandnaturalandquicktounderstand,tospeak-somanycharacteristicsofherniece-thathehadfalleninlovewithMrs。Touchett。Heneverexpressedthisanalogytothegirlherself,however。forifMrs。TouchetthadoncebeenlikeIsabel,IsabelwasnotatalllikeMrs。Touchett。Theoldmanwasfullofkindnessforher。itwasalongtime,ashesaid,sincetheyhadhadanyyounglifeinthehouse。andourrustling,quickly-moving,clear-voicedheroinewasasagreeabletohissenseasthesoundofflowingwater。Hewantedtodosomethingforherandwishedshewouldaskitofhim。Shewouldasknothingbutquestions。itistruethatofthesesheaskedaquantity。Herunclehadagreatfundofanswers,thoughherpressuresometimescameinformsthatpuzzledhim。
ShequestionedhimimmenselyaboutEngland,abouttheBritishconstitution,theEnglishcharacter,thestateofpolitics,themannersandcustomsoftheroyalfamily,thepeculiaritiesofthearistocracy,thewayoflivingandthinkingofhisneighbours。andinbeggingtobeenlightenedonthesepointssheusuallyenquiredwhethertheycorrespondedwiththedescriptionsinthebooks。Theoldmanalwayslookedatheralittlewithhisfinedrysmilewhilehesmootheddowntheshawlspreadacrosshislegs。
Thebooks?heoncesaid。well,Idon’tknowmuchaboutthebooks。
YoumustaskRalphaboutthat。I’vealwaysascertainedformyself-gotmyinformationinthenaturalform。Ineveraskedmanyquestionseven。
Ijustkeptquietandtooknotice。OfcourseI’vehadverygoodopportunities-betterthanwhatayoungladywouldnaturallyhave。I’mofaninquisitivedisposition,thoughyoumightn’tthinkitifyouweretowatchme:howevermuchyoumightwatchmeIshouldbewatchingyoumore。I’vebeenwatchingthesepeopleforupwardsofthirty-fiveyears,andIdon’thesitatetosaythatI’veacquiredconsiderableinformation。It’saveryfinecountryonthewhole-finerperhapsthanwhatwegiveitcreditforontheotherside。ThereareseveralimprovementsIshouldliketoseeintroduced。butthenecessityofthemdoesn’tseemtobegenerallyfeltasyet。Whenthenecessityofathingisgenerallyfelttheyusuallymanagetoaccomplishit。buttheyseemtofeelprettycomfortableaboutwaitingtillthen。IcertainlyfeelmoreathomeamongthemthanIexpectedtowhenIfirstcameover。Isupposeit’sbecauseI’vehadaconsiderabledegreeofsuccess。Whenyou’resuccessfulyounaturallyfeelmoreathome。
DoyousupposethatifI’msuccessfulIshallfeelathome?Isabelasked。
Ishouldthinkitveryprobable,andyoucertainlywillbesuccessful。TheylikeAmericanyoungladiesverymuchoverhere。
theyshowthemagreatdealofkindness。Butyoumustn’tfeeltoomuchathome,youknow。
Oh,I’mbynomeanssureitwillsatisfyme,Isabeljudiciallyemphasized。Iliketheplaceverymuch,butI’mnotsureIshalllikethepeople。
Thepeopleareverygoodpeople。especiallyifyoulikethem。
I’venodoubtthey’regood,Isabelrejoined。butaretheypleasantinsociety?Theywon’trobmenorbeatme。butwilltheymakethemselvesagreeabletome?That’swhatIlikepeopletodo。Idon’thesitatetosayso,becauseIalwaysappreciateit。Idon’tbelievethey’reverynicetogirls。they’renotnicetotheminthenovels。
Idon’tknowaboutthenovels,saidMr。Touchett。Ibelievethenovelshaveagreatdealofability,butIdon’tsupposethey’reveryaccurate。Weoncehadaladywhowrotenovelsstayinghere。shewasafriendofRalph’sandheaskedherdown。Shewasverypositive,quiteuptoeverything。butshewasnotthesortofpersonyoucoulddependonforevidence。Toofreeafancy-Isupposethatwasit。Sheafterwardspublishedaworkoffictioninwhichshewasunderstoodtohavegivenarepresentation-somethinginthenatureofacaricature,asyoumightsay-ofmyunworthyself。Ididn’treadit,butRalphjusthandedmethebookwiththeprincipalpassagesmarked。Itwasunderstoodtobeadescriptionofmyconversation。
Americanpeculiarities,nasaltwang,Yankeenotions,starsandstripes。Well,itwasnotatallaccurate。shecouldn’thavelistenedveryattentively。Ihadnoobjectiontohergivingareportofmyconversation,ifsheliked。butIdidn’tliketheideathatshehadn’ttakenthetroubletolistentoit。OfcourseItalklikeanAmerican-Ican’ttalklikeaHottentot。HoweverItalk,I’vemadethemunderstandmeprettywelloverhere。ButIdon’ttalkliketheoldgentlemaninthatlady’snovel。Hewasn’tanAmerican。wewouldn’thavehimoverthereatanyprice。Ijustmentionthatfacttoshowyouthatthey’renotalwaysaccurate。Ofcourse,asI’venodaughters,andasMrs。TouchettresidesinFlorence,Ihaven’thadmuchchancetonoticeabouttheyoungladies。Itsometimesappearsasiftheyoungwomeninthelowerclasswerenotverywelltreated。butIguesstheirpositionisbetterintheupperandeventosomeextentinthemiddle。
Gracious,Isabelexclaimed。howmanyclasseshavethey?Aboutfifty,Isuppose。
Well,Idon’tknowthatIevercountedthem。Inevertookmuchnoticeoftheclasses。That’stheadvantageofbeinganAmericanhere。
youdon’tbelongtoanyclass。
Ihopeso,saidIsabel。Imagineone’sbelongingtoanEnglishclass!
Well,Iguesssomeofthemareprettycomfortable-especiallytowardsthetop。Butformethereareonlytwoclasses:thepeopleI
trustandthepeopleIdon’t。Ofthosetwo,mydearIsabel,youbelongtothefirst。
I’mmuchobligedtoyou,saidthegirlquickly。Herwayoftakingcomplimentsseemedsometimesratherdry。shegotridofthemasrapidlyaspossible。Butasregardsthisshewassometimesmisjudged,shewasthoughtinsensibletothem,whereasinfactshewassimplyunwillingtoshowhowinfinitelytheypleasedher。Toshowthatwastoshowtoomuch。I’msuretheEnglishareveryconventional,
sheadded。
They’vegoteverythingprettywellfixed,Mr。Touchettadmitted。
It’sallsettledbeforehand-theydon’tleaveittothelastmoment。
Idon’tliketohaveeverythingsettledbeforehand,saidthegirl。
Ilikemoreunexpectedness。
Heruncleseemedamusedatherdistinctnessofpreference。Well,it’ssettledbeforehandthatyou’llhavegreatsuccess,herejoined。Isupposeyou’lllikethat。
Ishallnothavesuccessifthey’retoostupidlyconventional。
I’mnotintheleaststupidlyconventional。I’mjustthecontrary。
That’swhattheywon’tlike。
No,no,you’reallwrong,saidtheoldman。Youcan’ttellwhatthey’lllike。They’reveryinconsistent。that’stheirprincipalinterest。
Ahwell,saidIsabel,standingbeforeherunclewithherhandsclaspedaboutthebeltofherblackdressandlookingupanddownthelawn-thatwillsuitmeperfectly!
CHAPTER7
Thetwoamusedthemselves,timeandagain,withtalkingoftheattitudeoftheBritishpublicasiftheyoungladyhadbeeninapositiontoappealtoit。butinfacttheBritishpublicremainedforthepresentprofoundlyindifferenttoMissIsabelArcher,whosefortunehaddroppedher,ashercousinsaid,intothedullesthouseinEngland。Hergoutyunclereceivedverylittlecompany,andMrs。
Touchett,nothavingcultivatedrelationswithherhusband’sneighbours,wasnotwarrantedinexpectingvisitsfromthem。Shehad,however,apeculiartaste。shelikedtoreceivecards。Forwhatisusuallycalledsocialintercourseshehadverylittlerelish。butnothingpleasedhermorethantofindherhall-tablewhitenedwithoblongmorselsofsymbolicpasteboard。Sheflatteredherselfthatshewasaveryjustwoman,andhadmasteredthesovereigntruththatnothinginthisworldisgotfornothing。ShehadplayednosocialpartasmistressofGardencourt,anditwasnottobesupposedthat,inthesurroundingcountry,aminuteaccountshouldbekeptofhercomingsandgoings。Butitisbynomeanscertainthatshedidnotfeelittobewrongthatsolittlenoticewastakenofthemandthatherfailurereallyverygratuitoustomakeherselfimportantintheneighbourhoodhad,notmuchtodowiththeacrimonyofherallusionstoherhusband’sadoptedcountry。IsabelpresentlyfoundherselfinthesingularsituationofdefendingtheBritishconstitutionagainstheraunt。Mrs。Touchetthavingformedthehabitofstickingpinsintothisvenerableinstrument。Isabelalwaysfeltanimpulsetopulloutthepins。notthatsheimaginedtheyinflictedanydamageonthetougholdparchment,butbecauseitseemedtoherauntmightmakebetteruseofhersharpness。Shewasverycriticalherself-
itwasincidentaltoherage,hersexandhernationality。butshewasverysentimentalaswell,andtherewassomethinginMrs。Touchett’sdrynessthatsetherownmoralfountainsflowing。
Nowwhat’syourpointofview?sheaskedofheraunt。Whenyoucriticizeeverythinghereyoushouldhaveapointofview。Yoursdoesn’tseemtobeAmerican-youthoughteverythingovertheresodisagreeable。WhenIcriticizeIhavemine。it’sthoroughlyAmerican!
Mydearyounglady,saidMrs。Touchett,thereareasmanypointsofviewintheworldastherearepeopleofsensetotakethem。
Youmaysaythatdoesn’tmakethemverynumerous!American?Neverintheworld。that’sshockinglynarrow。Mypointofview,thankGod,ispersonal!
Isabelthoughtthisabetteranswerthansheadmitted。itwasatolerabledescriptionofherownmannerofjudging,butitwouldnothavesoundedwellforhertosayso。OnthelipsofapersonlessadvancedinlifeandlessenlightenedbyexperiencethanMrs。Touchettsuchadeclarationwouldsavourofimmodesty,evenofarrogance。SheriskeditneverthelessintalkingwithRalph,withwhomshetalkedagreatdealandwithwhomherconversationwasofasortthatgavealargelicensetoextravagance。Hercousinused,asthephraseis,tochaffher。heverysoonestablishedwithherareputationfortreatingeverythingasajoke,andhewasnotamantoneglecttheprivilegessuchareputationconferred。Sheaccusedhimofanodiouswantofseriousness,oflaughingatallthings,beginningwithhimself。Suchslenderfacultyofreverenceashepossessedcentredwhollyuponhisfather。fortherest,heexercisedhiswitindifferentlyuponhisfather’sson,thisgentleman’sweaklungs,hisuselesslife,hisfantasticmother,hisfriendsLordWarburtoninespecial,hisadopted,andhisnativecountry,hischarmingnew-foundcousin。I
keepabandofmusicinmyante-room,hesaidoncetoher。Ithasorderstoplaywithoutstopping。itrendersmetwoexcellentservices。
Itkeepsthesoundsoftheworldfromreachingtheprivateapartments,anditmakestheworldthinkthatdancing’sgoingonwithin。Itwasdance-musicindeedthatyouusuallyheardwhenyoucamewithinear-shotofRalph’sband。theliveliestwaltzesseemedtofloatupontheair。Isabeloftenfoundherselfirritatedbythisperpetualfiddling。shewouldhavelikedtopassthroughtheante-room,ashercousincalledit,andentertheprivateapartments。Itmatteredlittlethathehadassuredhertheywereaverydismalplace。shewouldhavebeengladtoundertaketosweepthemandsettheminorder。Itwasbuthalf-hospitalitytoletherremainoutside。topunishhimforwhichIsabeladministeredinnumerabletapswiththeferuleofherstraightyoungwit。Itmustbesaidthatherwitwasexercisedtoalargeextentinself-defence,forhercousinamusedhimselfwithcallingherColumbiaandaccusingherofapatriotismsoheatedthatitscorched。Hedrewacaricatureofherinwhichshewasrepresentedasaveryprettyyoungwomandressed,onthelinesoftheprevailingfashion,inthefoldsofthenationalbanner。
Isabel’schiefdreadinlifeatthisperiodofherdevelopmentwasthatsheshouldappearnarrow-minded。whatshefearednextafterwardswasthatsheshouldreallybeso。Butsheneverthelessmadenoscrupleofaboundinginhercousin’ssenseandpretendingtosighforthecharmsofhernativeland。ShewouldbeasAmericanasitpleasedhimtoregardher,andifhechosetolaughathershewouldgivehimplentyofoccupation。ShedefendedEnglandagainsthismother,butwhenRalphsangitspraisesonpurpose,asshesaid,toworkherup,shefoundherselfabletodifferfromhimonavarietyofpoints。Infact,thequalityofthissmallripecountryseemedassweettoherasthetasteofanOctoberpear。andhersatisfactionwasattherootofthegoodspiritswhichenabledhertotakehercousin’schaffandreturnitinkind。Ifhergood-humourflaggedatmomentsitwasnotbecauseshethoughtherselfill-used,butbecauseshesuddenlyfeltsorryforRalph。Itseemedtoherhewastalkingasablindandhadlittleheartinwhathesaid。
Idon’tknowwhat’sthematterwithyou,sheobservedtohimonce。
butIsuspectyou’reagreathumbug。
That’syourprivilege,Ralphanswered,whohadnotbeenusedtobeingsocrudelyaddressed。
Idon’tknowwhatyoucarefor。Idon’tthinkyoucareforanything。Youdon’treallycareforEnglandwhenyoupraiseit。youdon’tcareforAmericaevenwhenyoupretendtoabuseit。
Icarefornothingbutyou,dearcousin,saidRalph。
IfIcouldbelieveeventhat,Ishouldbeveryglad。
Ahwell,Ishouldhopeso!theyoungmanexclaimed。
Isabelmighthavebelieveditandnothavebeenfarfromthetruth。Hethoughtagreatdealabouther。shewasconstantlypresenttohismind。Atatimewhenhisthoughtshadbeenagooddealofaburdentohimhersuddenarrival,whichpromisednothingandwasanopen-handedgiftoffate,hadrefreshedandquickenedthem,giventhemwingsandsomethingtoflyfor。PoorRalphhadbeenformanyweekssteepedinmelancholy。hisoutlook,habituallysombre,layundertheshadowofadeepercloud。Hehadgrownanxiousabouthisfather,whosegout,hithertoconfinedtohislegs,hadbeguntoascendintoregionsmorevital。Theoldmanhadbeengravelyillinthespring,andthedoctorshadwhisperedtoRalphthatanotherattackwouldbelesseasytodealwith。Justnowheappeareddisburdenedofpain,butRalphcouldnotridhimselfofasuspicionthatthiswasasubterfugeoftheenemy,whowaswaitingtotakehimoffhisguard。Ifthemanoeuvreshouldsucceedtherewouldbelittlehopeofanygreatresistance。Ralphhadalwaystakenforgrantedthathisfatherwouldsurvivehim-thathisownnamewouldbethefirstgrimlycalled。Thefatherandsonhadbeenclosecompanions,andtheideaofbeingleftalonewiththeremnantofatastelesslifeonhishandswasnotgratifyingtotheyoungman,whohadalwaysandtacitlycounteduponhiselder’shelpinmakingthebestofapoorbusiness。AttheprospectoflosinghisgreatmotiveRalphlostindeedhisoneinspiration。Iftheymightdieatthesametimeitwouldbeallverywell。butwithouttheencouragementofhisfather’ssocietyheshouldbarelyhavepatiencetoawaithisownturn。Hehadnottheincentiveoffeelingthathewasindispensabletohismother。itwasarulewithhismothertohavenoregrets。Hebethoughthimselfofcoursethatithadbeenasmallkindnesstohisfathertowishthat,ofthetwo,theactiveratherthanthepassivepartyshouldknowthefeltwound。herememberedthattheoldmanhadalwaystreatedhisownforecastofanearlyendasacleverfallacy,whichheshouldbedelightedtodiscreditsofarashemightbydyingfirst。Butofthetwotriumphs,thatofrefutingasophisticalsonandthatofholdingonawhilelongertoastateofbeingwhich,withallabatements,heenjoyed,RalphdeemeditnosintohopethelattermightbevouchsafedtoMr。Touchett。
Thesewerenicequestions,butIsabel’sarrivalputastoptohispuzzlingoverthem。Itevensuggestedtheremightbeacompensationfortheintolerableennuiofsurvivinghisgenialsire。HewonderedwhetherhewereharbouringloveforthisspontaneousyoungwomanfromAlbany。buthejudgedthatonthewholehewasnot。Afterhehadknownherforaweekhequitemadeuphismindtothis,andeverydayhefeltalittlemoresure。LordWarburtonhadbeenrightabouther。shewasareallyinterestinglittlefigure。Ralphwonderedhowtheirneighbourhadfounditoutsosoon。andthenhesaiditwasonlyanotherproofofhisfriend’shighabilities,whichhehadalwaysgreatlyadmired。Ifhiscousinweretobenothingmorethananentertainmenttohim,Ralphwasconsciousshewasanentertainmentofahighorder。Acharacterlikethat,hesaidtohimself,-areallittlepassionateforcetoseeatplayisthefinestthinginnature。It’sfinerthanthefinestworkofart-thanaGreekbas-relief,thanagreatTitian,thanaGothiccathedral。It’sverypleasanttobesowelltreatedwhereonehadleastlookedforit。I
hadneverbeenmoreblue,morebored,thanforaweekbeforeshecame。
Ihadneverexpectedlessthatanythingpleasantwouldhappen。