SheletherfriendknowthatCasparGoodwoodhaddiscoveredforhimselfthatshewasunhappy,thoughindeedheringenuitywasunabletosuggestwhatcomforthehopedtogiveherbycomingtoRomeandyetnotcallingonher。Theymethimtwiceinthestreet,buthehadnoappearanceofseeingthem。theyweredriving,andhehadahabitoflookingstraightinfrontofhim,asifheproposedtotakeinbutoneobjectatatime。Isabelcouldhavefanciedshehadseenhimthedaybefore。itmusthavebeenwithjustthatfaceandstepthathehadwalkedoutofMrs。Touchett’sdooratthecloseoftheirlastinterview。Hewasdressedjustashehadbeendressedonthatday,Isabelrememberedthecolourofhiscravat。andyetinspiteofthisfamiliarlooktherewasastrangenessinhisfiguretoo,somethingthatmadeherfeelitafreshtoberatherterribleheshouldhavecometoRome。Helookedbiggerandmoreovertoppingthanofold,andinthosedayshecertainlyreachedhighenough。Shenoticedthatthepeoplewhomhepassedlookedbackafterhim。buthewentstraightforward,liftingabovethemafacelikeaFebruarysky。
MissStackpole’sothertopicwasverydifferent。shegaveIsabelthelatestnewsaboutMr。Bantling。HehadbeenoutintheUnitedStatestheyearbefore,andshewashappytosayshehadbeenabletoshowhimconsiderableattention。Shedidn’tknowhowmuchhehadenjoyedit,butshewouldundertaketosayithaddonehimgood。hewasn’tthesamemanwhenheleftashehadbeenwhenhecame。IthadopenedhiseyesandshownhimthatEnglandwasn’teverything。Hehadbeenverymuchlikedinmostplaces,andthoughtextremelysimple-moresimplethantheEnglishwerecommonlysupposedtobe。Therewerepeoplewhohadthoughthimaffected。shedidn’tknowwhethertheymeantthathissimplicitywasanaffectation。Someofhisquestionsweretoodiscouraging。hethoughtallthechambermaidswerefarmers’
daughters-orallthefarmers’daughterswerechambermaids-shecouldn’texactlyrememberwhich。Hehadn’tseemedabletograspthegreatschoolsystem。ithadbeenreallytoomuchforhim。Onthewholehehadbehavedasifthereweretoomuchofeverything-aifhecouldonlytakeinasmallpart。Theparthehadchosenwasthehotelsystemandtherivernavigation。Hehadseemedreallyfascinatedwiththehotels。hehadaphotographofeveryonehehadvisited。Buttheriversteamerswerehisprincipalinterest。hewantedtodonothingbutsailonthebigboats。TheyhadtravelledtogetherfromNewYorktoMilwaukee,stoppingatthemostinterestingcitiesontheroute。andwhenevertheystartedafreshhehadwantedtoknowiftheycouldgobythesteamer。Heseemedtohavenoideaofgeography-hadanimpressionthatBaltimorewasaWesterncityandwasperpetuallyexpectingtoarriveattheMississippi。HeappearednevertohaveheardofanyriverinAmericabuttheMississippiandwasunpreparedtorecognizetheexistenceoftheHudson,thoughobligedtoconfessatlastthatitwasfullyequaltotheRhine。Theyhadspentsomepleasanthoursinthepalace-cars。hewasalwaysorderingice-creamfromthecolouredman。Hecouldnevergetusedtothatidea-thatyoucouldgetice-creaminthecars。Ofcourseyoucouldn’t,norfans,norcandy,noranythingintheEnglishcars!Hefoundtheheatquiteoverwhelming,andshehadtoldhimsheindeedexpecteditwasthebiggesthehadeverexperienced。HewasnowinEngland,hunting-huntingroundHenriettacalledit。TheseamusementswerethoseoftheAmericanredmen。wehadleftthatbehindlongago,thepleasuresofthechase。ItseemedtobegenerallybelievedinEnglandthatweworetomahawksandfeathers。butsuchacostumewasmoreinkeepingwithEnglishhabits。Mr。BantlingwouldnothavetimetojoinherinItaly,butwhensheshouldgotoParisagainheexpectedtocomeover。HewantedverymuchtoseeVersaillesagain。hewasveryfondoftheancientregime。
Theydidn’tagreeaboutthat,butthatwaswhatshelikedVersaillesfor,thatyoucouldseetheancientrigimehadbeensweptaway。
Therewerenodukesandmarquisestherenow。sherememberedonthecontraryonedaywhentherewerefiveAmericanfamilies,walkingallround。Mr。BantlingwasveryanxiousthatsheshouldtakeupthesubjectofEnglandagain,andhethoughtshemightgetonbetterwithitnow。Englandhadchangedagooddealwithintwoorthreeyears。Hewasdeterminedthatifshewentthereheshouldgotoseehissister,LadyPensil,andthatthistimetheinvitationshouldcometoherstraight。Themysteryaboutthatotheronehadneverbeenexplained。
CasparGoodwoodcameatlasttoPalazzoRoccanera。hehadwrittenIsabelanotebeforehand,toaskleave。Thiswaspromptlygranted。shewouldbeathomeatsixo’clockthatafternoon。Shespentthedaywonderingwhathewascomingfor-whatgoodheexpectedtogetofit。
Hehadpresentedhimselfhithertoasapersondestituteofthefacultyofcompromise,whowouldtakewhathehadaskedforortakenothing。
Isabel’shospitality,however,raisednoquestions,andshefoundnogreatdifficultyinappearinghappyenoughtodeceivehim。Itwasherconvictionatleastthatshedeceivedhim,madehimsaytohimselfthathehadbeenmisinformed。Butshealsosaw,soshebelieved,thathewasnotdisappointed,assomeothermen,shewassure,wouldhavebeen。hehadnotcometoRometolookforanopportunity。Sheneverfoundoutwhathehadcomefor。heofferedhernoexplanation。
therecouldbenonebuttheverysimpleonethathewantedtoseeher。
Inotherwordshehadcomeforhisamusement。Isabelfollowedupthisinductionwithagooddealofeagerness,andwasdelightedtohavefoundaformulathatwouldlaytheghostofthisgentleman’sancientgrievance。IfhehadcometoRomeforhisamusementthiswasexactlywhatshewanted。forifhecaredforamusementhehadgotoverhisheartache。Ifhehadgotoverhisheartacheeverythingwasasitshouldbeandherresponsibilitieswereatanend。Itwastruethathetookhisrecreationalittlestiffly,buthehadneverbeenlooseandeasyandshehadeveryreasontobelievehewassatisfiedwithwhathesaw。Henriettawasnotinhisconfidence,thoughhewasinhers,andIsabelconsequentlyreceivednoside-lightuponhisstateofmind。Hewasopentolittleconversationongeneraltopics。itcamebacktoherthatshehadsaidofhimonce,yearsbefore,Mr。Goodwoodspeaksagooddeal,buthedoesn’ttalk。Hespokeagooddealnow,buthetalkedperhapsaslittleasever。considering,thatis,howmuchtherewasinRometotalkabout。Hisarrivalwasnotcalculatedtosimplifyherrelationswithherhusband,forifMr。Osmonddidn’tlikeherfriendsMr。Goodwoodhadnoclaimuponhisattentionsaveashavingbeenoneofthefirstofthem。Therewasnothingforhertosayofhimbutthathewastheveryoldest。thisrathermeagresynthesisexhaustedthefacts。ShehadbeenobligedtointroducehimtoGilbert。itwasimpossiblesheshouldnotaskhimtodinner,toherThursdayevenings,ofwhichshehadgrownveryweary,buttowhichherhusbandstillheldforthesakenotsomuchofinvitingpeopleasofnotinvitingthem。
TotheThursdaysMr。Goodwoodcameregularly,solemnly,ratherearly。heappearedtoregardthemwithagooddealofgravity。
Isabeleverynowandthenhadamomentofanger。therewassomethingsoliteralabouthim。shethoughthemightknowthatshedidn’tknowwhattodowithhim。Butshecouldn’tcallhimstupid。hewasnotthatintheleast。hewasonlyextraordinarilyhonest。Tobeashonestasthatmadeamanverydifferentfrommostpeople。onehadtobealmostequallyhonestwithhim。Shemadethislatterreflectionattheverytimeshewasflatteringherselfshehadpersuadedhimthatshewasthemostlight-heartedofwomen。Heneverthrewanydoubtonthispoint,neveraskedheranypersonalquestions。HegotonmuchbetterwithOsmondthanhadseemedprobable。Osmondhadagreatdisliketobeingcountedon。insuchacasehehadanirresistibleneedofdisappointingyou。ItwasinvirtueofthisprinciplethathegavehimselftheentertainmentoftakingafancytoaperpendicularBostonianwhomhehadbeendependedupontotreatwithcoldness。HeaskedIsabelifMr。Goodwoodalsohadwantedtomarryher,andexpressedsurpriseathernothavingacceptedhim。Itwouldhavebeenanexcellentthing,likelivingundersometallbelfrywhichwouldstrikeallthehoursandmakeaqueervibrationintheupperair。HedeclaredhelikedtotalkwiththegreatGoodwood。itwasn’teasyatfirst,youhadtoclimbupaninterminablesteepstaircase,uptothetopofthetower。butwhenyougotthereyouhadabigviewandfeltalittlefreshbreeze。Osmond,asweknow,haddelightfulqualities,andhegaveCasparGoodwoodthebenefitofthemall。IsabelcouldseethatMr。Goodwoodthoughtbetterofherhusbandthanhehadeverwishedto。hehadgivenhertheimpressionthatmorninginFlorenceofbeinginaccessibletoagoodimpression。Gilbertaskedhimrepeatedlytodinner,andMr。Goodwoodsmokedacigarwithhimafterwardsandevendesiredtobeshownhiscollections。GilbertsaidtoIsabelthathewasveryoriginal。hewasasstrongandofasgoodastyleasanEnglishportmanteau-hehadplentyofstrapsandbuckleswhichwouldneverwearout,andacapitalpatentlock。
CasparGoodwoodtooktoridingontheCampagnaanddevotedmuchtimetothisexercise。itwasthereforemainlyintheeveningthatIsabelsawhim。Shebethoughtherselfofsayingtohimonedaythatifhewerewillinghecouldrenderheraservice。Andthensheaddedsmiling:
Idon’tknow,however,whatrightIhavetoaskaserviceofyou。
You’rethepersonintheworldwhohasmostright,heanswered。
I’vegivenyouassurancesthatI’venevergivenanyoneelse。
TheservicewasthatheshouldgoandseehercousinRalph,whowasillattheHoteldeParis,alone,andbeaskindtohimaspossible。Mr。Goodwoodhadneverseenhim,buthewouldknowwhothepoorfellowwas。ifshewasnotmistakenRalphhadonceinvitedhimtoGardencourt。Casparrememberedtheinvitationperfectly,and,thoughhewasnotsupposedtobeamanofimagination,hadenoughtoputhimselfintheplaceofapoorgentlemanwholaydyingataRomaninn。
HecalledattheHoteldeParisand,onbeingshownintothepresenceofthemasterofGardencourt,foundMissStackpolesittingbesidehissofa。Asingularchangehadinfactoccurredinthislady’srelationswithRalphTouchett。ShehadnotbeenaskedbyIsabeltogoandseehim,butonhearingthathewastooilltocomeouthadimmediatelygoneofherownmotion。Afterthisshehadpaidhimadailyvisit-alwaysundertheconvictionthattheyweregreatenemies。Ohyes,we’reintimateenemies,Ralphusedtosay。andheaccusedherfreely-asfreelyasthehumourofitwouldallow-ofcomingtoworryhimtodeath。Inrealitytheybecameexcellentfriends,Henriettamuchwonderingthatsheshouldneverhavelikedhimbefore。Ralphlikedherexactlyasmuchashehadalwaysdone。hehadneverdoubtedforamomentthatshewasanexcellentfellow。
Theytalkedabouteverythingandalwaysdiffered。abouteverything,thatis,butIsabel-atopicastowhichRalphalwayshadathinforefingeronhislips。Mr。Bantlingontheotherhandprovedagreatresource。RalphwascapableofdiscussingMr。BantlingwithHenriettaforhours。Discussionwasstimulatedofcoursebytheirinevitabledifferenceofview-Ralphhavingamusedhimselfwithtakingthegroundthatthegenialex-guardsmanwasaregularMachiavelli。CasparGoodwoodcouldcontributenothingtosuchadebate。butafterhehadbeenleftalonewithhishosthefoundtherewerevariousothermatterstheycouldtakeup。Itmustbeadmittedthattheladywhohadjustgoneoutwasnotoneofthese。
CaspargrantedallMissStackpole’smeritsinadvance,buthadnofurtherremarktomakeabouther。Neither,afterthefirstallusions,didthetwomenexpatiateuponMrs。Osmond-athemeinwhichGoodwoodperceivedasmanydangersasRalph。Hefeltverysorryforthatunclassablepersonage。hecouldn’tbeartoseeapleasantman,sopleasantforallhisqueerness,sobeyondanythingtobedone。Therewasalwayssomethingtobedone,forGoodwood,andhediditinthiscasebyrepeatingseveraltimeshisvisittotheHoteldeParis。ItseemedtoIsabelthatshehadbeenveryclever。shehadartfullydisposedofthesuperfluousCaspar。Shehadgivenhimanoccupation。
shehadconvertedhimintoacaretakerofRalph。Shehadaplanofmakinghimtravelnorthwardwithhercousinassoonasthefirstmildweathershouldallowit。LordWarburtonhadbroughtRalphtoRomeandMr。Goodwoodshouldtakehimaway。Thereseemedahappysymmetryinthis,andshewasnowintenselyeagerthatRalphshoulddepart。Shehadaconstantfearhewoulddietherebeforehereyesandahorroroftheoccurrenceofthiseventataninn,byherdoor,whichhehadsorarelyentered。Ralphmustsinktohislastrestinhisowndearhouse,inoneofthosedeep,dimchambersofGardencourtwherethedarkivywouldclusterroundtheedgesoftheglimmeringwindow。ThereseemedtoIsabelinthesedayssomethingsacredinGardencourt。nochapterofthepastwasmoreperfectlyirrecoverable。Whenshethoughtofthemonthsshehadspenttherethetearsrosetohereyes。Sheflatteredherself,asIsay,uponheringenuity,butshehadneedofallshecouldmuster。forseveraleventsoccurredwhichseemedtoconfrontanddefyher。TheCountessGeminiarrivedfromFlorence-arrivedwithhertrunks,herdresses,herchatter,herfalsehoods,herfrivolity,thestrange,theunholylegendofthenumberofherlovers。EdwardRosier,whohadbeenawaysomewhere-noone,notevenPansy,knewwhere-reappearedinRomeandbegantowriteherlongletters,whichsheneveranswered。MadameMerlereturnedfromNaplesandsaidtoherwithastrangesmile:WhatonearthdidyoudowithLordWarburton?Asifitwereanybusinessofhers!
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Oneday,towardtheendofFebruary,RalphTouchettmadeuphismindtoreturntoEngland。Hehadhisownreasonsforthisdecision,whichhewasnotboundtocommunicate。butHenriettaStackpole,towhomhementionedhisintention,flatteredherselfthatsheguessedthem。Sheforeboretoexpressthem,however。sheonlysaid,afteramoment,asshesatbyhissofa:
Isupposeyouknowyoucan’tgoalone?
I’venoideaofdoingthat,Ralphanswered。Ishallhavepeoplewithme。
Whatdoyoumeanby’people’?Servantswhomyoupay?
Ah,saidRalphjocosely,afterall,they’rehumanbeings。
Arethereanywomenamongthem?MissStackpoledesiredtoknow。
YouspeakasifIhadadozen!No,IconfessIhaven’tasoubretteinmyemployment。
Well,saidHenriettacalmly,youcan’tgotoEnglandthatway。
Youmusthaveawoman’scare。
I’vehadsomuchofyoursforthepastfortnightthatitwilllastmeagoodwhile。
You’venothadenoughofityet。IguessI’llgowithyou,saidHenrietta。
Gowithme?Ralphslowlyraisedhimselffromhissofa。
Yes,Iknowyoudon’tlikeme,butI’llgowithyouallthesame。
Itwouldbebetterforyourhealthtoliedownagain。
Ralphlookedatheralittle。thenheslowlyrelapsed。Ilikeyouverymuch,hesaidinamoment。
MissStackpolegaveoneofherinfrequentlaughs。Youneedn’tthinkthatbysayingthatyoucanbuymeoff。I’llgowithyou,andwhatismoreI’lltakecareofyou。
You’reaverygoodwoman,saidRalph。
WaittillIgetyousafelyhomebeforeyousaythat。Itwon’tbeeasy。
Butyouhadbettergo,allthesame。
Beforeshelefthim,Ralphsaidtoher:Doyoureallymeantotakecareofme?
Well,Imeantotry。
InotifyyouthenthatIsubmit。Oh,Isubmit!Anditwasperhapsasignofsubmissionthatafewminutesaftershehadlefthimaloneheburstintoaloudfitoflaughter。Itseemedtohimsoinconsequent,suchaconclusiveproofofhishavingabdicatedallfunctionsandrenouncedallexercise,thatheshouldstartonajourneyacrossEuropeunderthesupervisionofMissStackpole。Andthegreatodditywasthattheprospectpleasedhim。hewasgratefully,luxuriouslypassive。Hefeltevenimpatienttostart。andindeedhehadanimmenselongingtoseehisownhouseagain。Theendofeverythingwasathand。itseemedtohimhecouldstretchouthisarmandtouchthegoal。Buthewantedtodieathome。itwastheonlywishhehadleft-toextendhimselfinthelargequietroomwherehehadlastseenhisfatherlie,andclosehiseyesuponthesummerdawn。
ThatsamedayCasparGoodwoodcametoseehim,andheinformedhisvisitorthatMissStackpolehadtakenhimupandwastoconducthimbacktoEngland。Ahthen,saidCaspar,I’mafraidIshallbeafifthwheeltothecoach。Mrs。Osmondhasmademepromisetogowithyou。
Goodheavens-it’sthegoldenage!You’realltookind。
Thekindnessonmypartistoher。it’shardlytoyou。
Grantingthat,she’skind,smiledRalph。
Togetpeopletogowithyou?Yes,that’sasortofkindness,
Goodwoodansweredwithoutlendinghimselftothejoke。Formyself,however,headded,I’llgoasfarastosaythatIwouldmuchrathertravelwithyouandMissStackpolethanwithMissStackpolealone。
Andyou’dratherstayherethandoeither,saidRalph。There’sreallynoneedofyourcoming。Henrietta’sextraordinarilyefficient。
I’msureofthat。ButI’vepromisedMrs。Osmond。
Youcaneasilygethertoletyouoff。
Shewouldn’tletmeofffortheworld。Shewantsmetolookafteryou,butthatisn’ttheprincipalthing。TheprincipalthingisthatshewantsmetoleaveRome。
Ah,youseetoomuchinit,Ralphsuggested。
Iboreher,Goodwoodwenton。shehasnothingtosaytome,sosheinventedthat。
Ohthen,ifit’saconveniencetoherIcertainlywilltakeyouwithme。ThoughIdon’tseewhyitshouldbeaconvenience,Ralphaddedinamoment。
Well,saidCasparGoodwoodsimply,shethinksI’mwatchingher。
Watchingher?
Tryingtomakeoutifshe’shappy。
That’seasytomakeout,saidRalph。She’sthemostvisiblyhappywomanIknow。
Exactlyso。I’msatisfied,Goodwoodanswereddryly。Forallhisdryness,however,hehadmoretosay。I’vebeenwatchingher。IwasanoldfriendanditseemedtomeIhadtheright。Shepretendstobehappy。thatwaswhatsheundertooktobe。andIthoughtIshouldliketoseeformyselfwhatitamountsto。I’veseen,hecontinuedwithaharshringinhisvoice,andIdon’twanttoseeanymore。I’mnowquitereadytogo。
Doyouknowitstrikesmeasabouttimeyoushould?Ralphrejoined。AndthiswastheonlyconversationthesegentlemenhadaboutIsabelOsmond。
Henriettamadeherpreparationsfordeparture,andamongthemshefounditpropertosayafewwordstotheCountessGemini,whoreturnedatMissStackpole’spensionthevisitwhichthisladyhadpaidherinFlorence。
YouwereverywrongaboutLordWarburton,sheremarkedtotheCountess。Ithinkitrightyoushouldknowthat。
AbouthismakinglovetoIsabel?Mypoorlady,hewasatherhousethreetimesaday。Hehaslefttracesofhispassage!theCountesscried。
Hewishedtomarryyourniece。that’swhyhecametothehouse。
TheCountessstared,andthenwithaninconsideratelaugh:IsthatthestorythatIsabeltells?Itisn’tbad,assuchthingsgo。
Ifhewishestomarrymyniece,praywhydoesn’thedoit?Perhapshehasgonetobuythewedding-ringandwillcomebackwithitnextmonth,afterI’mgone。
No,he’llnotcomeback。MissOsmonddoesn’twishtomarryhim。
She’sveryaccommodating!IknewshewasfondofIsabel,butI
didn’tknowshecarrieditsofar。
Idon’tunderstandyou,saidHenriettacoldly,andreflectingthattheCountesswasunpleasantlyperverse。Ireallymuststicktomypoint-thatIsabelneverencouragedtheattentionsofLordWarburton。
Mydearfriend,whatdoyouandIknowaboutit?Allweknowisthatmybrother’scapableofeverything。
Idon’tknowwhatyourbrother’scapableof,saidHenriettawithdignity。
It’snotherencouragingWarburtonthatIcomplainof。it’shersendinghimaway。Iwantparticularlytoseehim。DoyousupposeshethoughtIwouldmakehimfaithless?theCountesscontinuedwithaudaciousinsistence。However,she’sonlykeepinghim,onecanfeelthat。Thehouseisfullofhimthere。he’squiteintheair。Ohyes,hehaslefttraces。I’msureIshallseehimyet。
Well,saidHenriettaafteralittle,withoneofthoseinspirationswhichhadmadethefortuneofherletterstotheInterviewer,perhapshe’llbemoresuccessfulwithyouthanwithIsabel!
WhenshetoldherfriendoftheoffershehadmadeRalphIsabelrepliedthatshecouldhavedonenothingthatwouldhavepleasedhermore。IthadalwaysbeenherfaiththatatbottomRalphandthisyoungwomanweremadetounderstandeachother。Idon’tcarewhetherheunderstandsmeornot,Henriettadeclared。Thegreatthingisthatheshouldn’tdieinthecars。
Hewon’tdothat,Isabelsaid,shakingherheadwithanextensionoffaith。
Hewon’tifIcanhelpit。Iseeyouwantusalltogo。Idon’tknowwhatyouwanttodo。
Iwanttobealone,saidIsabel。
Youwon’tbethatsolongasyou’vesomuchcompanyathome。
Ah,they’repartofthecomedy。Youothersarespectators。
Doyoucallitacomedy,IsabelArcher?Henriettarathergrimlyasked。
Thetragedythenifyoulike。You’realllookingatme。itmakesmeuncomfortable。
Henriettaengagedinthisactforawhile。You’relikethestrickendeer,seekingtheinnermostshade。Oh,youdogivemesuchasenseofhelplessness!shebrokeout。
I’mnotatallhelpless。TherearemanythingsImeantodo。
It’snotyouI’mspeakingof。it’smyself。It’stoomuch,havingcomeonpurpose,toleaveyoujustasIfindyou。
Youdon’tdothat。youleavememuchrefreshed,Isabelsaid。
Verymildrefreshment-sourlemonade!Iwantyoutopromisemesomething。
Ican’tdothat。Ishallnevermakeanotherpromise。Imadesuchasolemnonefouryearsago,andI’vesucceededsoillinkeepingit。
You’vehadnoencouragement。InthiscaseIshouldgiveyouthegreatest。Leaveyourhusbandbeforetheworstcomes。that’swhatI
wantyoutopromise。
Theworst?Whatdoyoucalltheworst?
Beforeyourcharactergetsspoiled。
Doyoumeanmydisposition?Itwon’tgetspoiled,Isabelanswered,smiling。I’mtakingverygoodcareofit。I’mextremelystruck,
sheadded,turningaway,withtheoff-handwayinwhichyouspeakofawoman’sleavingherhusband。It’seasytoseeyou’veneverhadone!
Well,saidHenriettaasifshewerebeginninganargument,nothingismorecommoninourWesterncities,andit’stothem,afterall,thatwemustlookinthefuture。Herargument,however,doesnotconcernthishistory,whichhastoomanyotherthreadstounwind。
SheannouncedtoRalphTouchettthatshewasreadytoleaveRomebyanytrainhemightdesignate,andRalphimmediatelypulledhimselftogetherfordeparture。Isabelwenttoseehimatthelast,andhemadethesameremarkthatHenriettahadmade。ItstruckhimthatIsabelwasuncommonlygladtogetridofthemall。
Forallanswertothisshegentlylaidherhandonhis,andsaidinalowtone,withaquicksmile:MydearRalph-!
Itwasanswerenough,andhewasquitecontented。Buthewentoninthesameway,jocosely,ingenuously:I’veseenlessofyouthanImight,butit’sbetterthannothing。AndthenI’veheardagreatdealaboutyou。
Idon’tknowfromwhom,leadingthelifeyou’vedone。
Fromthevoicesoftheair!Oh,fromnooneelse。Ineverletotherpeoplespeakofyou。Theyalwayssayyou’re’charming,’andthat’ssoflat。
Imighthaveseenmoreofyoucertainly,Isabelsaid。Butwhenone’smarriedonehassomuchoccupation。
FortunatelyI’mnotmarried。WhenyoucometoseemeinEnglandI
shallbeabletoentertainyouwithallthefreedomofabachelor。Hecontinuedtotalkasiftheyshouldcertainlymeetagain,andsucceededinmakingtheassumptionappearalmostjust。Hemadenoallusiontohistermbeingnear,totheprobabilitythatheshouldnotoutlastthesummer。Ifhepreferreditso,Isabelwaswillingenough。therealitywassufficientlydistinctwithouttheirerectingfinger-postsinconversation。Thathadbeenwellenoughfortheearliertime,thoughaboutthis,asabouthisotheraffairs,Ralphhadneverbeenegotistic。Isabelspokeofhisjourney,ofthestagesintowhichheshoulddivideit,oftheprecautionsheshouldtake。
Henrietta’smygreatestprecaution,hewenton。Theconscienceofthatwoman’ssublime。
Certainlyshe’llbeveryconscientious。
Willbe?Shehasbeen!It’sonlybecauseshethinksit’sherdutythatshegoeswithme。There’saconceptionofdutyforyou。
Yes,it’sagenerousone,saidIsabel,anditmakesmedeeplyashamed。
Ioughttogowithyou,youknow。
Yourhusbandwouldn’tlikethat。
No,hewouldn’tlikeit。ButImightgo,allthesame。
I’mstartledbytheboldnessofyourimagination。Fancymybeingacauseofdisagreementbetweenaladyandherhusband!
That’swhyIdon’tgo,saidIsabelsimply-yetnotverylucidly。
Ralphunderstoodwellenough,however。Ishouldthinkso,withallthoseoccupationsyouspeakof。
Itisn’tthat。I’mafraid,saidIsabel。Afterapausesherepeated,asiftomakeherself,ratherthanhim,hearthewords:I’mafraid。
Ralphcouldhardlytellwhathertonemeant。itwassostrangelydeliberate-apparentlysovoidofemotion。Didshewishtodopublicpenanceforafaultofwhichshehadnotbeenconvicted?orwereherwordssimplyanattemptatenlightenedself-analysis?Howeverthismightbe,Ralphcouldnotresistsoeasyanopportunity。Afraidofyourhusband?
Afraidofmyself!shesaid,gettingup。Shestoodthereamomentandthenadded:IfIwereafraidofmyhusbandthatwouldbesimplymyduty。That’swhatwomenareexpectedtobe。
Ahyes,laughedRalph。buttomakeupforitthere’salwayssomemanawfullyafraidofsomewoman!
Shegavenoheedtothispleasantry,butsuddenlytookadifferentturn。WithHenriettaattheheadofyourlittleband,sheexclaimedabruptly,therewillbenothingleftforMr。Goodwood!
Ah,mydearIsabel,Ralphanswered,he’susedtothat。ThereisnothingleftforMr。Goodwood。
Shecolouredandthenobserved,quickly,thatshemustleavehim。
Theystoodtogetheramoment。bothherhandswereinbothofhis。
You’vebeenmybestfriend,shesaid。
ItwasforyouthatIwanted-thatIwantedtolive。ButI’mofnousetoyou。
Thenitcameoverhermorepoignantlythatsheshouldnotseehimagain。Shecouldnotacceptthat。shecouldnotpartwithhimthatway。IfyoushouldsendformeI’dcome,shesaidatlast。
Yourhusbandwon’tconsenttothat。
Ohyes,Icanarrangeit。
Ishallkeepthatformylastpleasure!saidRalph。
Inanswertowhichshesimplykissedhim。ItwasaThursday,andthateveningCasparGoodwoodcametoPalazzoRoccanera。Hewasamongthefirsttoarrive,andhespentsometimeinconversationwithGilbertOsmond,whoalmostalwayswaspresentwhenhiswifereceived。Theysatdowntogether,andOsmond,talkative,communicative,expansive,seemedpossessedwithakindofintellectualgaiety。Heleanedbackwithhislegscrossed,loungingandchatting,whileGoodwood,morerestless,butnotatalllively,shiftedhisposition,playedwithhishat,madethelittlesofacreakbeneathhim。
Osmond’sfaceworeasharp,aggressivesmile。hewasasamanwhoseperceptionshavebeenquickenedbygoodnews。HeremarkedtoGoodwoodthathewassorrytheyweretolosehim。hehimselfshouldparticularlymisshim。Hesawsofewintelligentmen-theyweresurprisinglyscarceinRome。Hemustbesuretocomeback。therewassomethingveryrefreshing,toaninveterateItalianlikehimself,intalkingwithagenuineoutsider。
I’mveryfondofRome,youknow,Osmondsaid,butthere’snothingIlikebetterthantomeetpeoplewhohaven’tthatsuperstition。Themodernworld’safterallveryfine。Nowyou’rethoroughlymodernandyetarenotatallcommon。Somanyofthemodernsweseearesuchverypoorstuff。Ifthey’rethechildrenofthefuturewe’rewillingtodieyoung。Ofcoursetheancientstooareoftenverytiresome。MywifeandIlikeeverythingthat’sreallynew-notthemerepretenceofit。
There’snothingnew,unfortunately,inignoranceandstupidity。Weseeplentyofthatinformsthatofferthemselvesasarevelationofprogress,offight。Arevelationofvulgarity!There’sacertainkindofvulgaritywhichIbelieveisreallynew。Idon’tthinkthereeverwasanythinglikeitbefore。IndeedIdon’tfindvulgarity,atall,beforethepresentcentury。Youseeafaintmenaceofithereandthereinthelast,butto-daytheairhasgrownsodensethatdelicatethingsareliterallynotrecognized。Now,we’velikedyou-!Withwhichhehesitatedamoment,layinghishandgentlyonGoodwood’skneeandsmilingwithamixtureofassuranceandembarrassment。I’mgoingtosaysomethingextremelyoffensiveandpatronizing,butyoumustletmehavethesatisfactionofit。We’velikedyoubecause-becauseyou’vereconciledusalittletothefuture。Iftherearetobeacertainnumberofpeoplelikeyou-alabonneheure!I’mtalkingformywifeaswellasformyself,yousee。Shespeaksforme,mywife。whyshouldn’tIspeakforher?We’reasunited,youknow,asthecandlestickandthesnuffers。AmIassumingtoomuchwhenIsaythatIthinkI’veunderstoodfromyouthatyouroccupationshavebeen-a-commercial?There’sadangerinthat,youknow。butit’sthewayyouhaveescapedthatstrikesus。Excusemeifmylittlecomplimentseemsinexecrabletaste。fortunatelymywifedoesn’thearme。WhatImeanisthatyoumighthavebeen-a-whatI
wasmentioningjustnow。ThewholeAmericanworldwasinaconspiracytomakeyouso。Butyouresisted,you’vesomethingaboutyouthatsavedyou。Andyetyou’resomodern,somodern。themostmodernmanweknow!Weshallalwaysbedelightedtoseeyouagain。
IhavesaidthatOsmondwasingoodhumour,andtheseremarkswillgiveampleevidenceofthefact。Theywereinfinitelymorepersonalthanheusuallycaredtobe,andifCasparGoodwoodhadattendedtothemmorecloselyhemighthavethoughtthatthedefenceofdelicacywasinratheroddhands。Wemaybelieve,however,thatOsmondknewverywellwhathewasabout,andthatifhechosetousethetoneofpatronagewithagrossnessnotinhishabitshehadanexcellentreasonfortheescapade。Goodwoodhadonlyavaguesensethathewaslayingitonsomehow。hescarcelyknewwherethemixturewasapplied。IndeedhescarcelyknewwhatOsmondwastalkingabout。hewantedtobealonewithIsabel,andthatideaspokeloudertohimthanherhusband’sperfectly-pitchedvoice。Hewatchedhertalkingwithotherpeopleandwonderedwhenshewouldbeatlibertyandwhetherhemightaskhertogointooneoftheotherrooms。Hishumourwasnot,likeOsmond’s,ofthebest。therewasanelementofdullrageinhisconsciousnessofthings。UptothistimehehadnotdislikedOsmondpersonally。hehadonlythoughthimverywell-informedandobligingandmorethanhehadsupposedlikethepersonwhomIsabelArcherwouldnaturallymarry。Hishosthadwonintheopenfieldagreatadvantageoverhim,andGoodwoodhadtoostrongasenseoffairplaytohavebeenmovedtounderratehimonthataccount。Hehadnottriedpositivelytothinkwellofhim。thiswasaflightofsentimentalbenevolenceofwhich,eveninthedayswhenhecamenearesttoreconcilinghimselftowhathadhappened,Goodwoodwasquiteincapable。Heacceptedhimasratherabrilliantpersonageoftheamateurishkind,afflictedwitharedundancyofleisurewhichitamusedhimtoworkoffinlittlerefinementsofconversation。Butheonlyhalftrustedhim。hecouldnevermakeoutwhythedeuceOsmondshouldlavishrefinementsofanysortuponhim。Itmadehimsuspectthathefoundsomeprivateentertainmentinit,anditministeredtoageneralimpressionthathistriumphantrivalhadinhiscompositionastreakofperversity。HeknewindeedthatOsmondcouldhavenoreasontowishhimevil。hehadnothingtofearfromhim。Hehadcarriedoffasupremeadvantageandcouldaffordtobekindtoamanwhohadlosteverything。ItwastruethatGoodwoodhadattimesgrimlywishedheweredeadandwouldhavelikedtokillhim。butOsmondhadnomeansofknowingthis,forpracticehadmadetheyoungermanperfectintheartofappearinginaccessibleto-daytoanyviolentemotion。Hecultivatedthisartinordertodeceivehimself,butitwasothersthathedeceivedfirst。Hecultivatedit,moreover,withverylimitedsuccess。ofwhichtherecouldbenobetterproofthanthedeep,dumbirritationthatreignedinhissoulwhenheheardOsmondspeakofhiswife’sfeelingsasifhewerecommissionedtoanswerforthem。
Thatwasallhehadhadanearforinwhathishostsaidtohimthisevening。hehadbeenconsciousthatOsmondmademoreofapointeventhanusualofreferringtotheconjugalharmonyprevailingatPalazzoRoccanera。HehadbeenmorecarefulthanevertospeakasifheandhiswifehadallthingsinsweetcommunityanditwereasnaturaltoeachofthemtosayweastosayI。InallthistherewasanairofintentionthathadpuzzledandangeredourpoorBostonian,whocouldonlyreflectforhiscomfortthatMrs。Osmond’srelationswithherhusbandwerenoneofhisbusiness。Hehadnoproofwhateverthatherhusbandmisrepresentedher,andifhejudgedherbythesurfaceofthingswasboundtobelievethatshelikedherlife。Shehadnevergivenhimthefaintestsignofdiscontent。MissStackpolehadtoldhimthatshehadlostherillusions,butwritingforthepapershadmadeMissStackpolesensational。Shewastoofondofearlynews。Moreover,sinceherarrivalinRomeshehadbeenmuchonherguard。shehadprettywellceasedtoflashherlanternathim。Thisindeed,itmaybesaidforher,wouldhavebeenquiteagainstherconscience。ShehadnowseentherealityofIsabel’ssituation,andithadinspiredherwithajustreserve。Whatevercouldbedonetoimproveitthemostusefulformofassistancewouldnotbetoinflameherformerloverswithasenseofherwrongs。MissStackpolecontinuedtotakeadeepinterestinthestateofMr。
Goodwood’sfeelings,butsheshoweditatpresentonlybysendinghimchoiceextracts,humorousandother,fromtheAmericanjournals,ofwhichshereceivedseveralbyeverypostandwhichshealwaysperusedwithapairofscissorsinherhand。ThearticlesshecutoutsheplacedinanenvelopeaddressedtoMr。Goodwood,whichsheleftwithherownhandathishotel。HeneveraskedheraquestionaboutIsabel:hadn’thecomefivethousandmilestoseeforhimself?
HewasthusnotintheleastauthorizedtothinkMrs。Osmondunhappy。buttheveryabsenceofauthorizationoperatedasanirritant,ministeredtotheharshnesswithwhich,inspiteofhistheorythathehadceasedtocare,henowrecognizedthat,sofarasshewasconcerned,thefuturehadnothingmoreforhim。Hehadnoteventhesatisfactionofknowingthetruth。apparentlyhecouldnotevenbetrustedtorespectherifshewereunhappy。Hewashopeless,helpless,useless。TothislastcharactershehadcalledhisattentionbyheringeniousplanformakinghimleaveRome。Hehadnoobjectionwhatevertodoingwhathecouldforhercousin,butitmadehimgrindhisteethtothinkthatofalltheservicesshemighthaveaskedofhimthiswastheoneshehadbeeneagertoselect。TherehadbeennodangerofherchoosingonethatwouldhavekepthiminRome。
To-nightwhathewaschieflythinkingofwasthathewastoleave-herto-morrowandthathehadgainednothingbycomingbuttheknowledgethathewasaslittlewantedasever。Aboutherselfhehadgainednoknowledge。shewasimperturbable,inscrutable,impenetrable。
Hefelttheoldbitterness,whichhehadtriedsohardtoswallow,riseagaininhisthroat,andheknewtherearedisappointmentsthatlastaslongaslife。Osmondwentontalking。Goodwoodwasvaguelyawarethathewastouchingagainuponhisperfectintimacywithhiswife。Itseemedtohimforamomentthatthemanhadakindofdemonicimagination。itwasimpossiblethatwithoutmaliceheshouldhaveselectedsounusualatopic。Butwhatdiditmatter,afterall,whetherheweredemonicornot,andwhethershelovedhimorhatedhim?Shemighthatehimtothedeathwithoutone’sgainingastrawone’sself。Youtravel,bytheby,withRalphTouchett,Osmondsaid。
Isupposethatmeansyou’llmoveslowly?
Idon’tknow。Ishalldojustashelikes。
You’reveryaccommodating。We’reimmenselyobligedtoyou。youmustreallyletmesayit。Mywifehasprobablyexpressedtoyouwhatwefeel。Touchetthasbeenonourmindsallwinter。ithaslookedmorethanonceasifhewouldneverleaveRome。Heoughtnevertohavecome。it’sworsethananimprudenceforpeopleinthatstatetotravel。it’sakindofindelicacy。Iwouldn’tfortheworldbeundersuchanobligationtoTouchettashehasbeento-tomywifeandme。
Otherpeopleinevitablyhavetolookafterhim,andeveryoneisn’tsogenerousasyou。
I’venothingelsetodo,Casparsaiddryly。
Osmondlookedathimamomentaskance。Yououghttomarry,andthenyou’dhaveplentytodo!It’struethatinthatcaseyouwouldn’tbequitesoavailablefordeedsofmercy。
Doyoufindthatasamarriedmanyou’resomuchoccupied?theyoungmanmechanicallyasked。
Ah,yousee,beingmarried’sinitselfanoccupation。Itisn’talwaysactive。it’softenpassive。butthattakesevenmoreattention。
ThenmywifeandIdosomanythingstogether。Weread,westudy,wemakemusic,wewalk,wedrive-wetalkeven,aswhenwefirstkneweachother。Idelight,tothishour,inmywife’sconversation。Ifyou’reeverboredtakemyadviceandgetmarried。Yourwifeindeedmayboreyou,inthatcase。butyou’llneverboreyourself。You’llalwayshavesomethingtosaytoyourself-alwayshaveasubjectofreflection。
I’mnotbored,saidGoodwood。I’veplentytothinkaboutandtosaytomyself。
Morethantosaytoothers!Osmondexclaimedwithalightlaugh。
Whereshallyougonext?Imeanafteryou’veconsignedTouchetttohisnaturalcaretakers-Ibelievehismother’satlastcomingbacktolookafterhim。Thatlittlelady’ssuperb。sheneglectsherdutieswithafinish-!Perhapsyou’llspendthesummerinEngland?
Idon’tknow。I’venoplans。
Happyman!That’salittlebleak,butit’sveryfree。
Ohyes,I’mveryfree。
FreetocomebacktoRomeIhope,saidOsmondashesawagroupofnewvisitorsentertheroom。Rememberthatwhenyoudocomewecountonyou!
Goodwoodhadmeanttogoawayearly,buttheeveningelapsedwithouthishavingachancetospeaktoIsabelotherwisethanasoneofseveralassociatedinterlocutors。Therewassomethingperverseintheinveteracywithwhichsheavoidedhim。hisunquenchablerancourdiscoveredanintentionwheretherewascertainlynoappearanceofone。Therewasabsolutelynoappearanceofone。Shemethiseyeswithherclearhospitablesmile,whichseemedalmosttoaskthathewouldcomeandhelphertoentertainsomeofhervisitors。Tosuchsuggestions,however,heopposedbutastiffimpatience。Hewanderedaboutandwaited。hetalkedtothefewpeopleheknew,whofoundhimforthefirsttimeratherself-contradictory。ThiswasindeedrarewithCasparGoodwood,thoughheoftencontradictedothers。TherewasoftenmusicatPalazzoRoccanera,anditwasusuallyverygood。
Undercoverofthemusichemanagedtocontainhimself。buttowardtheend,whenhesawthepeoplebeginningtogo,hedrewneartoIsabelandaskedherinalowtoneifhemightnotspeaktoherinoneoftheotherrooms,whichhehadjustassuredhimselfwasempty。Shesmiledasifshewishedtoobligehimbutfoundherselfabsolutelyprevented。
I’mafraidit’simpossible。Peoplearesayinggood-night,andI
mustbewheretheycanseeme。
Ishallwaittilltheyareallgonethen。
Shehesitatedamoment。
Ah,thatwillbedelightful!sheexclaimed。
Andhewaited,thoughittookalongtimeyet。Therewereseveralpeople,attheend,whoseemedtetheredtothecarpet。TheCountessGemini,whowasneverherselftillmidnight,asshesaid,displayednoconsciousnessthattheentertainmentwasover。shehadstillalittlecircleofgentlemeninfrontofthefire,whoeverynowandthenbrokeintoaunitedlaugh。Osmondhaddisappeared-heneverbadegood-byetopeople。andastheCountesswasextendingherrange,accordingtohercustomatthisperiodoftheevening,IsabelsentPansytobed。Isabelsatalittleapart。shetooappearedtowishhersister-in-lawwouldsoundalowernoteandletthelastloiterersdepartinpeace。
MayInotsayawordtoyounow?Goodwoodpresentlyaskedher。
Shegotupimmediately,smiling。Certainly,we’llgosomewhereelseifyoulike。Theywenttogether,leavingtheCountesswithherlittlecircle,andforamomentaftertheyhadcrossedthethresholdneitherofthemspoke。Isabelwouldnotsitdown。shestoodinthemiddleoftheroomslowlyfanningherself。shehadforhimthesamefamiliargrace。Sheseemedtowaitforhimtospeak。Nowthathewasalonewithherallthepassionhehadneverstifledsurgedintohissenses。ithummedinhiseyesandmadethingsswimroundhim。Thebright,emptyroomgrewdimandblurred,andthroughtheheavingveilhefeltherhoverbeforehimwithgleamingeyesandpartedlips。Ifhehadseenmoredistinctlyhewouldhaveperceivedhersmilewasfixedandatrifleforced-thatshewasfrightenedatwhatshesawinhisownface。Isupposeyouwishtobidmegood-bye?shesaid。
Yes-butIdon’tlikeit。Idon’twanttoleaveRome,heansweredwithalmostplaintivehonesty。
Icanwellimagine。It’swonderfullygoodofyou。Ican’ttellyouhowkindIthinkyou。
Foramomentmorehesaidnothing。Withafewwordslikethatyoumakemego。
Youmustcomebacksomeday,shebrightlyreturned。Someday?Youmeanaslongatimehenceaspossible。Ohno。Idon’tmeanallthat。
Whatdoyoumean?Idon’tunderstand!ButIsaidI’dgo,andI’llgo,
Goodwoodadded。
Comebackwheneveryoulike,saidIsabelwithattemptedlightness。
Idon’tcareastrawforyourcousin!Casparbrokeout。
Isthatwhatyouwishedtotellme?
No,no。Ididn’twanttotellyouanything。Iwantedtoaskyou-
hepausedamoment,andthen-whathaveyoureallymadeofyourlife?
hesaid,inalow,quicktone。Hepausedagain,asifforananswer。
butshesaidnothing,andhewenton:Ican’tunderstand,Ican’tpenetrateyou!WhatamItobelieve-whatdoyouwantmetothink?
Stillshesaidnothing。sheonlystoodlookingathim,nowquitewithoutpretendingtoease。I’mtoldyou’reunhappy,andifyouareI
shouldliketoknowit。Thatwouldbesomethingforme。Butyouyourselfsayyou’rehappy,andyou’resomehowsostill,sosmooth,sohard。You’recompletelychanged。Youconcealeverything。I
haven’treallycomenearyou。
Youcomeverynear,Isabelsaidgently,butinatoneofwarning。
AndyetIdon’ttouchyou!Iwanttoknowthetruth。Haveyoudonewell?
Youaskagreatdeal。
Yes-I’vealwaysaskedagreatdeal。Ofcourseyouwon’ttellme。
Ishallneverknowifyoucanhelpit。Andthenit’snoneofmybusiness。Hehadspokenwithavisibleefforttocontrolhimself,togiveaconsiderateformtoaninconsideratestateofmind。Butthesensethatitwashislastchance,thathelovedherandhadlosther,thatshewouldthinkhimafoolwhateverheshouldsay,suddenlygavehimalashandaddedadeepvibrationtohislowvoice。You’reperfectlyinscrutable,andthat’swhatmakesmethinkyou’vesomethingtohide。ItellyouIdon’tcareastrawforyourcousin,butIdon’tmeanthatIdon’tlikehim。Imeanthatitisn’tbecauseIlikehimthatIgoawaywithhim。I’dgoifhewereanidiotandyoushouldhaveaskedme。IfyoushouldaskmeI’dgotoSiberiato-morrow。Whydoyouwantmetoleavetheplace?Youmusthavesomereasonforthat。ifyouwereascontentedasyoupretendyouareyouwouldn’tcare。I’dratherknowthetruthaboutyou,evenifit’sdamnable,thanhavecomeherefornothing。Thatisn’twhatIcamefor。
IthoughtIshouldn’tcare。IcamebecauseIwantedtoassuremyselfthatIneedn’tthinkofyouanymore。Ihaven’tthoughtofanythingelse,andyou’requiterighttowishmetogoaway。ButifImustgo,there’snoharminmylettingmyselfoutforasinglemoment,isthere?Ifyou’rereallyhurt-ifhehurtsyou-nothingIsaywillhurtyou。WhenItellyouIloveyouit’ssimplywhatIcamefor。Ithoughtitwasforsomethingelse。butitwasforthat。Ishouldn’tsayitifIdidn’tbelieveIshouldneverseeyouagain。It’sthelasttime-letmepluckasingleflower!I’venorighttosaythat,I
know。andyou’venorighttolisten。Butyoudon’tlisten。youneverlisten,you’realwaysthinkingofsomethingelse。AfterthisImustgo,ofcourse。soIshallatleasthaveareason。Youraskingmeisnoreason,notarealone。Ican’tjudgebyyourhusband,hewentonirrelevantly,almostincoherently。Idon’tunderstandhim。hetellsmeyouadoreeachother。Whydoeshetellmethat?Whatbusinessisitofmine?WhenIsaythattoyou,youlookstrange。Butyoualwayslookstrange。Yes,you’vesomethingtohide。It’snoneofmybusiness-verytrue。ButIloveyou,saidCasparGoodwood。
Ashesaid,shelookedstrange。Sheturnedhereyestothedoorbywhichtheyhadenteredandraisedherfanasifinwarning。You’vebehavedsowell。don’tspoilit,sheutteredsoftly。
Noonehearsme。It’swonderfulwhatyoutriedtoputmeoffwith。IloveyouasI’veneverlovedyou。
Iknowit。Iknewitassoonasyouconsentedtogo。
Youcan’thelpit-ofcoursenot。Youwouldifyoucould,butyoucan’t,unfortunately。Unfortunatelyforme,Imean。Iasknothing-nothing,thatis,Ishouldn’t。ButIdoaskonesolesatisfaction:thatyoutellme-thatyoutellme-!
ThatItellyouwhat?
WhetherImaypityyou。
Shouldyoulikethat?Isabelasked,tryingtosmileagain。
Topityyou?Mostassuredly!Thatatleastwouldbedoingsomething。
I’dgivemylifetoit。
Sheraisedherfantoherface,whichitcoveredallexcepthereyes。Theyrestedamomentonhis。Don’tgiveyourlifetoit。butgiveathoughttoiteverynowandthen。AndwiththatshewentbacktotheCountessGemini。
CHAPTER49
MadameMerlehadnotmadeherappearanceatPalazzoRoccaneraontheeveningofthatThursdayofwhichIhavenarratedsomeoftheincidents,andIsabel,thoughsheobservedherabsence,wasnotsurprisedbyit。Thingshadpassedbetweenthemwhichaddednostimulustosociability,andtoappreciatewhichwemustglancealittlebackward。IthasbeenmentionedthatMadameMerlereturnedfromNaplesshortlyafterLordWarburtonhadleftRome,andthatonherfirstmeetingwithIsabelwhom,todoherjustice,shecameimmediatelytoseeherfirstutterancehadbeenanenquiryastothewhereaboutsofthisnobleman,forwhomsheappearedtoholdherdearfriendaccountable。
Pleasedon’ttalkofhim,saidIsabelforanswer。we’veheardsomuchofhimoflate。
MadameMerlebentherheadononesidealittle,protestingly,andsmiledattheleftcornerofhermouth。You’veheard,yes。ButyoumustrememberthatI’venot,inNaples。IhopedtofindhimhereandtobeabletocongratulatePansy。
YoumaycongratulatePansystill。butnotonmarryingLordWarburton。
Howyousaythat!Don’tyouknowIhadsetmyheartonit?
MadameMerleaskedwithagreatdealofspirit,butstillwiththeintonationofgoodhumour。
Isabelwasdiscomposed,butshewasdeterminedtobegood-humouredtoo。Youshouldn’thavegonetoNaplesthen。Youshouldhavestayedheretowatchtheaffair。
Ihadtoomuchconfidenceinyou。Butdoyouthinkit’stoolate?
YouhadbetteraskPansy,saidIsabel。
Ishallaskherwhatyou’vesaidtoher。
Thesewordsseemedtojustifytheimpulseofself-defencearousedonIsabel’spartbyherperceivingthathervisitor’sattitudewasacriticalone。MadameMerle,asweknow,hadbeenverydiscreethitherto。shehadnevercriticized。shehadbeenmarkedlyafraidofintermeddling。Butapparentlyshehadonlyreservedherselfforthisoccasion,sinceshenowhadadangerousquicknessinhereyeandanairofirritationwhichevenheradmirableeasewasnotabletotransmute。ShehadsufferedadisappointmentwhichexcitedIsabel’ssurprise-ourheroinehavingnoknowledgeofherzealousinterestinPansy’smarriage。andshebetrayeditinamannerwhichquickenedMrs。
Osmond’salarm。MoreclearlythaneverbeforeIsabelheardacold,mockingvoiceproceedfromsheknewnotwhere,inthedimvoidthatsurroundedher,anddeclarethatthisbright,strong,definite,worldlywoman,thisincarnationofthepractical,thepersonal,theimmediate,wasapowerfulagentinherdestiny。ShewasnearertoherthanIsabelhadyetdiscovered,andhernearnesswasnotthecharmingaccidentshehadsolongsupposed。Thesenseofaccidentindeedhaddiedwithinherthatdaywhenshehappenedtobestruckwiththemannerinwhichthewonderfulladyandherownhusbandsattogetherinprivate。Nodefinitesuspicionhadasyettakenitsplace。
butitwasenoughtomakeherviewthisfriendwithadifferenteye,tohavebeenledtoreflectthattherewasmoreintentioninherpastbehaviourthanshehadallowedforatthetime。Ahyes,therehadbeenintention,therehadbeenintention,Isabelsaidtoherself。
andsheseemedtowakefromalongperniciousdream。WhatwasitthatbroughthometoherthatMadameMerle’sintentionhadnotbeengood?Nothingbutthemistrustwhichhadlatelytakenbodyandwhichmarrieditselfnowtothefruitfulwonderproducedbyhervisitor’schallengeonbehalfofpoorPansy。Therewassomethinginthischallengewhichhadattheveryoutsetexcitedanansweringdefiance。anamelessvitalitywhichshecouldseetohavebeenabsentfromherfriend’sprofessionsofdelicacyandcaution。MadameMerlehadbeenunwillingtointerfere,certainly,butonlysolongastherewasnothingtointerferewith。ItwillperhapsseemtothereaderthatIsabelwentfastincastingdoubt,onmeresuspicion,onasincerityprovedbyseveralyearsofgoodoffices。Shemovedquicklyindeed,andwithreason,forastrangetruthwasfilteringintohersoul。MadameMerle’sinterestwasidenticalwithOsmond’s:thatwasenough。IthinkPansywilltellyounothingthatwillmakeyoumoreangry,shesaidinanswertohercompanion’slastremark。
I’mnotintheleastangry。I’veonlyagreatdesiretoretrievethesituation。DoyouconsiderthatWarburtonhasleftusforever?
Ican’ttellyou。Idon’tunderstandyou。It’sallover。pleaseletitrest。Osmondhastalkedtomeagreatdealaboutit,andI’venothingmoretosayortohear。I’venodoubt,Isabeladded,thathe’llbeveryhappytodiscussthesubjectwithyou。
Iknowwhathethinks。hecametoseemelastevening。
Assoonasyouhadarrived?Thenyouknowallaboutitandyouneedn’tapplytomeforinformation。
Itisn’tinformationIwant。Atbottomit’ssympathy。Ihadsetmyheartonthatmarriage。theideadidwhatsofewthingsdo-itsatisfiedtheimagination。
Yourimagination,yes。Butnotthatofthepersonsconcerned。
YoumeanbythatofcoursethatI’mnotconcerned。Ofcoursenotdirectly。Butwhenone’ssuchanoldfriendonecan’thelphavingsomethingatstake。YouforgethowlongI’veknownPansy。Youmean,ofcourse,MadameMerleadded,thatyouareoneofthepersonsconcerned。
No。that’sthelastthingImean。I’mverywearyofitall。
MadameMerlehesitatedalittle。Ahyes,yourwork’sdone。
Takecarewhatyousay,saidIsabelverygravely。
Oh,Itakecare。neverperhapsmorethanwhenitappearsleast。
Yourhusbandjudgesyouseverely。
Isabelmadeforamomentnoanswertothis。shefeltchokedwithbitterness。ItwasnottheinsolenceofMadameMerle’sinformingherthatOsmondhadbeentakingherintohisconfidenceasagainsthiswifethatstruckhermost。forshewasnotquicktobelievethatthiswasmeantforinsolence。MadameMerlewasveryrarelyinsolent,andonlywhenitwasexactlyright。Itwasnotrightnow,oratleastitwasnotrightyet。WhattouchedIsabellikeadropofcorrosiveaciduponanopenwoundwastheknowledgethatOsmonddishonouredherinhiswordsaswellasinhisthoughts。ShouldyouliketoknowhowIjudgehim?sheaskedatlast。
No,becauseyou’dnevertellme。Anditwouldbepainfulformetoknow。
Therewasapause,andforthefirsttimesinceshehadknownherIsabelthoughtMadameMerledisagreeable。Shewishedshewouldleaveher。RememberhowattractivePansyis,anddon’tdespair,shesaidabruptly,withadesirethatthisshouldclosetheirinterview。
ButMadameMerle’sexpansivepresenceunderwentnocontraction。
Sheonlygatheredhermantleaboutherand,withthemovement,scatteredupontheairafaint,agreeablefragrance。Idon’tdespair。
Ifeelencouraged。AndIdidn’tcometoscoldyou。Icameifpossibletolearnthetruth。Iknowyou’lltellitifIaskyou。
It’sanimmenseblessingwithyouthatonecancountuponthat。No,youwon’tbelievewhatacomfortItakeinit。
Whattruthdoyouspeakof?Isabelasked,wondering。
Justthis:whetherLordWarburtonchangedhismindquiteofhisownmovementorbecauseyourecommendedit。TopleasehimselfImean,ortopleaseyou。ThinkoftheconfidenceImuststillhaveinyou,inspiteofhavinglostalittleofit,MadameMerlecontinuedwithasmile,toasksuchaquestionasthat!Shesatlookingatherfriend,tojudgetheeffectofherwords,andthenwenton:Nowdon’tbeheroic,don’tbeunreasonable,don’ttakeoffence。ItseemstomeI
doyouanhonourinspeakingso。Idon’tknowanotherwomantowhomIwoulddoit。Ihaven’ttheleastideathatanyotherwomanwouldtellmethetruth。Anddon’tyouseehowwellitisthatyourhusbandshouldknowit?It’struethathedoesn’tappeartohavehadanytactwhateverintryingtoextractit。hehasindulgedingratuitoussuppositions。Butthatdoesn’talterthefactthatitwouldmakeadifferenceinhisviewofhisdaughter’sprospectstoknowdistinctlywhatreallyoccurred。IfLordWarburtonsimplygottiredofthepoorchild,that’sonething,andit’sapity。Ifhegaveheruptopleaseyouit’sanother。That’sapitytoo,butinadifferentway。
Then,inthelattercase,you’dperhapsresignyourselftonotbeingpleased-tosimplyseeingyourstepdaughtermarried。Lethimoff-letushavehim!
MadameMerlehadproceededverydeliberately,watchinghercompanionandapparentlythinkingshecouldproceedsafely。AsshewentonIsabelgrewpale。sheclaspedherhandsmoretightlyinherlap。Itwasnotthathervisitorhadatlastthoughtittherighttimetobeinsolent。forthiswasnotwhatwasmostapparent。Itwasaworsehorrorthanthat。Whoareyou-whatareyou?Isabelmurmured。Whathaveyoutodowithmyhusband?Itwasstrangethatforthemomentshedrewasneartohimasifshehadlovedhim。
Ahthen,youtakeitheroically!I’mverysorry。Don’tthink,however,thatIshalldoso。
Whathaveyoutodowithme?Isabelwenton。
MadameMerleslowlygotup,strokinghermuff,butnotremovinghereyesfromIsabel’sface。Everything!sheanswered。
Isabelsattherelookingupather,withoutrising。herfacewasalmostaprayertobeenlightened。Butthelightofthiswoman’seyesseemedonlyadarkness。Ohmisery!shemurmuredatlast。andshefellback,coveringherfacewithherhands。Ithadcomeoverherlikeahigh-surgingwavethatMrs。Touchettwasright。MadameMerlehadmarriedher。Beforesheuncoveredherfaceagainthatladyhadlefttheroom。
Isabeltookadrivealonethatafternoon。shewishedtobefaraway,underthesky,whereshecoulddescendfromhercarriageandtreaduponthedaisies。ShehadlongbeforethistakenoldRomeintoherconfidence,forinaworldofruinstheruinofherhappinessseemedalessunnaturalcatastrophe。Sherestedherwearinessuponthingsthathadcrumbledforcenturiesandyetstillwereupright。shedroppedhersecretsadnessintothesilenceoflonelyplaces,whereitsverymodernqualitydetacheditselfandgrewobjective,sothatasshesatinasun-warmedangleonawinter’sday,orstoodinamouldychurchtowhichnoonecame,shecouldalmostsmileatitandthinkofitssmallness。Smallitwas,inthelargeRomanrecord,andherhauntingsenseofthecontinuityofthehumanloteasilycarriedherfromthelesstothegreater。Shehadbecomedeeply,tenderlyacquaintedwithRome。itinterfusedandmoderatedherpassion。Butshehadgrowntothinkofitchieflyastheplacewherepeoplehadsuffered。Thiswaswhatcametoherinthestarvedchurches,wherethemarblecolumns,transferredfrompaganruins,seemedtoofferheracompanionshipinenduranceandthemustyincensetobeacompoundoflong-unansweredprayers。TherewasnogentlernorlessconsistenthereticthanIsabel。thefirmestofworshippers,gazingatdarkaltar-picturesorclusteredcandles,couldnothavefeltmoreintimatelythesuggestivenessoftheseobjectsnorhavebeenmoreliableatsuchmomentstoaspiritualvisitation。Pansy,asweknow,wasalmostalwayshercompanion,andoflatetheCountessGemini,balancingapinkparasol,hadlentbrilliancytotheirequipage。butshestilloccasionallyfoundherselfalonewhenitsuitedhermoodandwhereitsuitedtheplace。Onsuchoccasionsshehadseveralresorts。themostaccessibleofwhichperhapswasaseatonthelowparapetwhichedgesthewidegrassyspacebeforethehigh,coldfrontofSaintJohnLateran,whenceyoulookacrosstheCampagnaatthefar-trailingoutlineoftheAlbanMountandatthatmightyplain,between,whichisstillsofullofallthathaspassedfromit。
Afterthedepartureofhercousinandhiscompanionssheroamedmorethanusual。shecarriedhersombrespiritfromonefamiliarshrinetotheother。EvenwhenPansyandtheCountesswerewithhershefeltthetouchofavanishedworld。Thecarriage,leavingthewallsofRomebehind,rolledthroughnarrowlaneswherethewildhoneysucklehadbeguntotangleitselfinthehedges,orwaitedforherinquietplaceswherethefieldslaynear,whileshestrolledfurtherandfurtherovertheflower-freckledturf,orsatonastonethathadoncehadauseandgazedthroughtheveilofherpersonalsadnessatthesplendidsadnessofthescene-atthedense,warmlight,thefargradationsandsoftconfusionsofcolour,themotionlessshepherdsinlonelyattitudes,thehillswherethecloud-shadowshadthelightnessofablush。
OntheafternoonIbeganwithspeakingof,shehadtakenaresolutionnottothinkofMadameMerle。buttheresolutionprovedvain,andthislady’simagehoveredconstantlybeforeher。Sheaskedherself,withanalmostchildlikehorrorofthesupposition,whethertothisintimatefriendofseveralyearsthegreathistoricalepithetofwickedweretobeapplied。SheknewtheideaonlybytheBibleandotherliteraryworks。tothebestofherbeliefshehadhadnopersonalacquaintancewithwickedness。Shehaddesiredalargeacquaintancewithhumanlife,andinspiteofherhavingflatteredherselfthatshecultivateditwithsomesuccessthiselementaryprivilegehadbeendeniedher。Perhapsitwasnotwicked-inthehistoricsense-tobeevendeeplyfalse。forthatwaswhatMadameMerlehadbeendeeply,deeply,deeply。Isabel’sAuntLydiahadmadethisdiscoverylongbefore,andhadmentionedittoherniece。butIsabelhadflatteredherselfatthistimethatshehadamuchricherviewofthings,especiallyofthespontaneityofherowncareerandthenoblenessofherowninterpretations,thanpoorstiffly-reasoningMrs。Touchett。MadameMerlehaddonewhatshewanted。shehadbroughtabouttheunionofhertwofriends。areflectionwhichcouldnotfailtomakeitamatterofwonderthatsheshouldsomuchhavedesiredsuchanevent。Therewerepeoplewhohadthematch-makingpassion,likethevotariesofartforart。butMadameMerle,greatartistasshewas,wasscarcelyoneofthese。Shethoughttooillofmarriage,tooillevenoflife。shehaddesiredthatparticularmarriagebuthadnotdesiredothers。Shehadthereforehadaconceptionofgain,andIsabelaskedherselfwhereshehadfoundherprofit。Ittookhernaturallyalongtimetodiscover,andeventhenherdiscoverywasimperfect。ItcamebacktoherthatMadameMerle,thoughshehadseemedtolikeherfromtheirfirstmeetingatGardencourt,hadbeendoublyaffectionateafterMr。Touchett’sdeathandafterlearningthatheryoungfriendhadbeensubjecttothegoodoldman’scharity。Shehadfoundherprofitnotinthegrossdeviceofborrowingmoney,butinthemorerefinedideaofintroducingoneofherintimatestotheyoungwoman’sfreshandingenuousfortune。
Shehadnaturallychosenherclosestintimate,anditwasalreadyvividenoughtoIsabelthatGilbertoccupiedthisposition。Shefoundherselfconfrontedinthismannerwiththeconvictionthatthemanintheworldwhomshehadsupposedtobetheleastsordidhadmarriedher,likeavulgaradventurer,forhermoney。Strangetosay,ithadneverbeforeoccurredtoher。ifshehadthoughtagooddealofharmofOsmondshehadnotdonehimthisparticularinjury。
Thiswastheworstshecouldthinkof,andshehadbeensayingtoherselfthattheworstwasstilltocome。Amanmightmarryawomanforhermoneyperfectlywell。thethingwasoftendone。Butatleastheshouldletherknow。Shewonderedwhether,sincehehadwantedhermoney,hermoneywouldnowsatisfyhim。Wouldhetakehermoneyandlethergo?Ah,ifMr。Touchett’sgreatcharitywouldbuthelphertodayitwouldbeblessedindeed!ItwasnotslowtooccurtoherthatifMadameMerlehadwishedtodoGilbertaservicehisrecognitiontoheroftheboonmusthavelostitswarmth。Whatmustbehisfeelingsto-dayinregardtohistoozealousbenefactress,andwhatexpressionmusttheyhavefoundonthepartofsuchamasterofirony?
Itisasingular,butacharacteristic,factthatbeforeIsabelreturnedfromhersilentdriveshehadbrokenitssilencebythesoftexclamation:
Poor,poorMadameMerle!
Hercompassionwouldperhapshavebeenjustifiedifonthissameafternoonshehadbeenconcealedbehindoneofthevaluablecurtainsoftime-softeneddamaskwhichdressedtheinterestinglittlesalonoftheladytowhomitreferred。thecarefully-arrangedapartmenttowhichweoncepaidavisitincompanywiththediscreetMr。Rosier。Inthatapartment,towardssixo’clock,GilbertOsmondwasseated,andhishostessstoodbeforehimasIsabelhadseenherstandonanoccasioncommemoratedinthishistorywithanemphasisappropriatenotsomuchtoitsapparentastoitsrealimportance。
Idon’tbelieveyou’reunhappy。Ibelieveyoulikeit,saidMadameMerle。
DidIsayIwasunhappy?Osmondaskedwithafacegraveenoughtosuggestthathemighthavebeen。
No,butyoudon’tsaythecontrary,asyououghtincommongratitude。
Don’ttalkaboutgratitude,hereturneddryly。Anddon’taggravateme,headdedinamoment。