MadameMerleslowlyseatedherself,withherarmsfoldedandherwhitehandsarrangedasasupporttooneofthemandanornament,asitwere,totheother。Shelookedexquisitelycalmbutimpressivelysad。Onyourside,don’ttrytofrightenme。Iwonderifyouguesssomeofmythoughts。
  ItroubleaboutthemnomorethanIcanhelp。I’vequiteenoughofmyown。
  That’sbecausethey’resodelightful。
  Osmondrestedhisheadagainstthebackofhischairandlookedathiscompanionwithacynicaldirectnesswhichseemedalsopartlyanexpressionoffatigue。Youdoaggravateme,heremarkedinamoment。
  I’mverytired。
  Ehmoidonc!criedMadameMerle。
  Withyouit’sbecauseyoufatigueyourself。Withmeit’snotmyownfault。
  WhenIfatiguemyselfit’sforyou。I’vegivenyouaninterest。
  That’sagreatgift。
  Doyoucallitaninterest?Osmondenquiredwithdetachment。
  Certainly,sinceithelpsyoutopassyourtime。
  Thetimehasneverseemedlongertomethanthiswinter。
  You’veneverlookedbetter。you’veneverbeensoagreeable,sobrilliant。
  Damnmybrilliancy!hethoughtfullymurmured。Howlittle,afterall,youknowme!
  IfIdon’tknowyouIknownothing,smiledMadameMerle。You’vethefeelingofcompletesuccess。
  No,IshallnothavethattillI’vemadeyoustopjudgingme。
  Ididthatlongago。Ispeakfromoldknowledge。Butyouexpressyourselfmoretoo。
  Osmondjusthungfire。Iwishyou’dexpressyourselfless!
  Youwishtocondemnmetosilence?RememberthatI’veneverbeenachatterbox。AtanyratetherearethreeorfourthingsIshouldliketosaytoyoufirst。Yourwifedoesn’tknowwhattodowithherself,shewentonwithachangeoftone。
  Pardonme。sheknowsperfectly。Shehasalinesharplydrawn。Shemeanstocarryoutherideas。
  Herideasto-daymustberemarkable。
  Certainlytheyare。Shehasmoreofthemthanever。
  Shewasunabletoshowmeanythismorning,saidMadameMerle。
  Sheseemedinaverysimple,almostinastupid,stateofmind。Shewascompletelybewildered。
  Youhadbettersayatoncethatshewaspathetic。
  Ahno,Idon’twanttoencourageyoutoomuch。
  Hestillhadhisheadagainstthecushionbehindhim。theankleofonefootrestedontheotherknee。Sohesatforawhile。Ishouldliketoknowwhat’sthematterwithyou,hesaidatlast。
  Thematter-thematter-!AndhereMadameMerlestopped。Thenshewentonwithasuddenoutbreakofpassion,aburstofsummerthunderinaclearsky:ThematteristhatIwouldgivemyrighthandtobeabletoweep,andthatIcan’t!
  Whatgoodwoulditdoyoutoweep?
  ItwouldmakemefeelasIfeltbeforeIknewyou。
  IfI’vedriedyourtears,that’ssomething。ButI’veseenyoushedthem。
  Oh,Ibelieveyou’llmakemecrystill。Imeanmakemehowllikeawolf。I’veagreathope,I’veagreatneed,ofthat。Iwasvilethismorning。Iwashorrid,shesaid。
  IfIsabelwasinthestupidstateofmindyoumentionsheprobablydidn’tperceiveit,Osmondanswered。
  Itwaspreciselymydeviltrythatstupefiedher。Icouldn’thelpit。Iwasfullofsomethingbad。Perhapsitwassomethinggood。I
  don’tknow。You’venotonlydriedupmytears。you’vedriedupmysoul。
  It’snotIthenthatamresponsibleformywife’scondition,
  Osmondsaid。It’spleasanttothinkthatIshallgetthebenefitofyourinfluenceuponher。Don’tyouknowthesoulisanimmortalprinciple?Howcanitsufferalteration?
  Idon’tbelieveatallthatit’sanimmortalprinciple。Ibelieveitcanperfectlybedestroyed。That’swhathashappenedtomine,whichwasaverygoodonetostartwith。andit’syouIhavetothankforit。You’reverybad,sheaddedwithgravityinheremphasis。
  Isthisthewaywe’retoend?Osmondaskedwiththesamestudiedcoldness。
  Idon’tknowhowwe’retoend。IwishIdid!Howdobadpeopleend?-especiallyastotheircommoncrimes。Youhavemademeasbadasyourself。
  Idon’tunderstandyou。Youseemtomequitegoodenough,saidOsmond,hisconsciousindifferencegivinganextremeeffecttothewords。
  MadameMerle’sself-possessiontendedonthecontrarytodiminish,andshewasnearerlosingitthanonanyoccasiononwhichwehavehadthepleasureofmeetingher。Theglowofhereyeturnedsombre。hersmilebetrayedapainfuleffort。GoodenoughforanythingthatI’vedonewithmyself?Isupposethat’swhatyoumean。
  Goodenoughtobealwayscharming!Osmondexclaimed,smilingtoo。
  OhGod!hiscompanionmurmured。and,sittingthereinherripefreshness,shehadrecoursetothesamegestureshehadprovokedonIsabel’spartinthemorning:shebentherfaceandcovereditwithherhands。
  Areyougoingtoweepafterall?Osmondasked。andonherremainingmotionlesshewenton:
  HaveIevercomplainedtoyou?
  Shedroppedherhandquickly。No,you’vetakenyourrevengeotherwise-youhavetakenitonher。
  Osmondthrewbackhisheadfurther。helookedawhileattheceilingandmighthavebeensupposedtobeappealing,inaninformalway,totheheavenlypowers。Oh,theimaginationofwomen!It’salwaysvulgar,atbottom。Youtalkofrevengelikeathird-ratenovelist。
  Ofcourseyouhaven’tcomplained。You’veenjoyedyourtriumphtoomuch。
  I’mrathercurioustoknowwhatyoucallmytriumph。
  You’vemadeyourwifeafraidofyou。
  Osmondchangedhisposition。heleanedforward,restinghiselbowsonhiskneesandlookingawhileatabeautifuloldPersianrug,athisfeet。Hehadanairofrefusingtoacceptanyone’svaluationofanything,evenoftime,andofpreferringtoabidebyhisown。apeculiaritywhichmadehimatmomentsanirritatingpersontoconversewith。Isabel’snotafraidofme,andit’snotwhatIwish,hesaidatlast。Towhatdoyouwanttoprovokemewhenyousaysuchthingsasthat?
  I’vethoughtoveralltheharmyoucandome,MadameMerleanswered。Yourwifewasafraidofmethismorning,butinmeitwasreallyyoushefeared。
  Youmayhavesaidthingsthatwereinverybadtaste。I’mnotresponsibleforthat。Ididn’tseetheuseofyourgoingtoseeheratall:you’recapableofactingwithouther。I’venotmadeyouafraidofmethatIcansee,hewenton。howthenshouldIhavemadeher?
  You’reatleastasbrave。Ican’tthinkwhereyou’vepickedupsuchrubbish。onemightsupposeyouknewmebythistime。Hegotupashespokeandwalkedtothechimney,wherehestoodamomentbendinghiseye,asifhehadseenthemforthefirsttime,onthedelicatespecimensofrareporcelainwithwhichitwascovered。Hetookupasmallcupandhelditinhishand。then,stillholdingitandleaninghisarmonthemantel,hepursued:Youalwaysseetoomuchineverything。youoverdoit。youlosesightofthereal。I’mmuchsimplerthanyouthink。
  Ithinkyou’reverysimple。AndMadameMerlekepthereyeonhercup。I’vecometothatwithtime。Ijudgedyou,asIsay,ofold。butit’sonlysinceyourmarriagethatI’veunderstoodyou。I’veseenbetterwhatyouhavebeentoyourwifethanIeversawwhatyouwereforme。Pleasebeverycarefulofthatpreciousobject。
  Italreadyhasaweebitofatinycrack,saidOsmonddrylyasheputitdown。Ifyoudidn’tunderstandmebeforeImarrieditwascruellyrashofyoutoputmeintosuchabox。However,Itookafancytomyboxmyself。Ithoughtitwouldbeacomfortablefit。Iaskedverylittle。Ionlyaskedthatsheshouldlikeme。
  Thatsheshouldlikeyousomuch!
  Somuch,ofcourse。insuchacaseoneasksthemaximum。Thatsheshouldadoreme,ifyouwill。Ohyes,Iwantedthat。
  Ineveradoredyou,saidMadameMerle。
  Ah,butyoupretendedto!
  It’struethatyouneveraccusedmeofbeingacomfortablefit,
  MadameMerlewenton。
  Mywifehasdeclined-declinedtodoanythingofthesort,saidOsmond。Ifyou’redeterminedtomakeatragedyofthat,thetragedy’shardlyforher。
  Thetragedy’sforme!MadameMerleexclaimed,risingwithalonglowsighbuthavingaglanceatthesametimeforthecontentsofhermantel-shelf。ItappearsthatI’mtobeseverelytaughtthedisadvantagesofafalseposition。
  Youexpressyourselflikeasentenceinacopy-book。Wemustlookforourcomfortwherewecanfindit。Ifmywifedoesn’tlikeme,atleastmychilddoes。IshalllookforcompensationsinPansy。
  FortunatelyIhaven’tafaulttofindwithher。
  Ah,shesaidsoftly,ifIhadachild-!
  Osmondwaited,andthen,withalittleformalair,Thechildrenofothersmaybeagreatinterest!heannounced。
  You’remorelikeacopy-bookthanI。There’ssomethingafterallthatholdsustogether。
  IsittheideaoftheharmImaydoyou?Osmondasked。
  No。it’stheideaofthegoodImaydoforyou。It’sthat,
  MadameMerlepursued,thatmademesojealousofIsabel。Iwantittobemywork,sheadded,withherface,whichhadgrownhardandbitter,relaxingtoitshabitofsmoothness。
  Herfriendtookuphishatandhisumbrella,andaftergivingtheformerarticletwoorthreestrokeswithhiscoat-cuff,Onthewhole,Ithink,hesaid,youhadbetterleaveittome。
  Afterhehadlefthershewent,thefirstthing,andliftedfromthemantel-shelftheattenuatedcoffee-cupinwhichhehadmentionedtheexistenceofacrack。butshelookedatitratherabstractedly。
  HaveIbeensovileallfornothing?shevaguelywailed。
  CHAPTER50
  AstheCountessGeminiwasnotacquaintedwiththeancientmonumentsIsabeloccasionallyofferedtointroducehertotheseinterestingrelicsandtogivetheirafternoondriveanantiquarianaim。TheCountess,whoprofessedtothinkhersister-in-lawaprodigyoflearning,nevermadeanobjection,andgazedatmassesofRomanbrickworkaspatientlyasiftheyhadbeenmoundsofmoderndrapery。
  Shehadnotthehistoricsense,thoughshehadinsomedirectionstheanecdotic,andasregardsherselftheapologetic,butshewassodelightedtobeinRomethatsheonlydesiredtofloatwiththecurrent。ShewouldgladlyhavepassedanhoureverydayinthedampdarknessoftheBathsofTitusifithadbeenaconditionofherremainingatPalazzoRoccanera。Isabel,however,wasnotaseverecicerone。sheusedtovisittheruinschieflybecausetheyofferedanexcusefortalkingaboutothermattersthanthelove-affairsoftheladiesofFlorence,astowhichhercompanionwasneverwearyofofferinginformation。ItmustbeaddedthatduringthesevisitstheCountessforbadeherselfeveryformofactiveresearch。herpreferencewastositinthecarriageandexclaimthateverythingwasmostinteresting。ItwasinthismannerthatshehadhithertoexaminedtheColiseum,totheinfiniteregretofherniece,who-withalltherespectthatsheowedher-couldnotseewhysheshouldnotdescendfromthevehicleandenterthebuilding。Pansyhadsolittlechancetoramblethatherviewofthecasewasnotwhollydisinterested。itmaybedivinedthatshehadasecrethopethat,onceinside,herparents’guestmightbeinducedtoclimbtotheuppertiers。TherecameadaywhentheCountessannouncedherwillingnesstoundertakethisfeat-amildafternooninMarchwhenthewindymonthexpresseditselfinoccasionalpuffsofspring。ThethreeladieswentintotheColiseumtogether,butIsabellefthercompanionstowanderovertheplace。ShehadoftenascendedtothosedesolateledgesfromwhichtheRomancrowdusedtobellowapplauseandwherenowthewildflowerswhentheyareallowedbloominthedeepcrevices。andto-dayshefeltwearyanddisposedtositinthedespoiledarena。Itmadeanintermissiontoo,fortheCountessoftenaskedmorefromone’sattentionthanshegaveinreturn。andIsabelbelievedthatwhenshewasalonewithherniecesheletthedustgatherforamomentontheancientscandalsoftheArnide。Shesoremainedbelowtherefore,whilePansyguidedherundiscriminatingaunttothesteepbrickstaircaseatthefootofwhichthecustodianunlocksthetallwoodengate。Thegreatenclosurewashalfinshadow。thewesternsunbroughtoutthepaleredtoneofthegreatblocksoftravertine-thelatentcolourthatistheonlylivingelementintheimmenseruin。Hereandtherewanderedapeasantoratourist,lookingupatthefarsky-linewhere,intheclearstillness,amultitudeofswallowskeptcirclingandplunging。Isabelpresentlybecameawarethatoneoftheothervisitors,plantedinthemiddleofthearena,hadturnedhisattentiontoherownpersonandwaslookingatherwithacertainlittlepoiseoftheheadwhichshehadsomeweeksbeforeperceivedtobecharacteristicofbaffledbutindestructiblepurpose。Suchanattitude,today,couldbelongonlytoMr。EdwardRosier。andthisgentlemanprovedinfacttohavebeenconsideringthequestionofspeakingtoher。Whenhehadassuredhimselfthatshewasunaccompaniedhedrewnear,remarkingthatthoughshewouldnotanswerhislettersshewouldperhapsnotwhollycloseherearstohisspokeneloquence。Sherepliedthatherstepdaughterwascloseathandandthatshecouldonlygivehimfiveminutes。whereuponhetookouthiswatchandsatdownuponabrokenblock。
  It’sverysoontold,saidEdwardRosier。I’vesoldallmybibelots!Isabelgaveinstinctivelyanexclamationofhorror。itwasasifhehadtoldherhehadhadallhisteethdrawn。I’vesoldthembyauctionattheHotelDrouot,hewenton。Thesaletookplacethreedaysago,andthey’vetelegraphedmetheresult。It’smagnificent。
  I’mgladtohearit。butIwishyouhadkeptyourprettythings。
  Ihavethemoneyinstead-fiftythousanddollars。WillMr。Osmondthinkmerichenoughnow?
  Isitforthatyoudidit?Isabelaskedgently。
  Forwhatelseintheworldcoulditbe?That’stheonlythingI
  thinkof。IwenttoParisandmademyarrangements。Icouldn’tstopforthesale。Icouldn’thaveseenthemgoingoff。Ithinkitwouldhavekilledme。ButIputthemintogoodhands,andtheybroughthighprices。IshouldtellyouIhavekeptmyenamels。NowIhavethemoneyinmypocket,andhecan’tsayI’mpoor!theyoungmanexclaimeddefiantly。
  He’llsaynowthatyou’renotwise,saidIsabel,asifGilbertOsmondhadneversaidthisbefore。
  Rosiergaveherasharplook。DoyoumeanthatwithoutmybibelotsI’mnothing?Doyoumeantheywerethebestthingaboutme?
  That’swhattheytoldmeinParis。ohtheywereveryfrankaboutit。
  Buttheyhadn’tseenher!
  Mydearfriend,youdeservetosucceed,saidIsabelverykindly。
  Yousaythatsosadlythatit’sthesameasifyousaidI
  shouldn’t。Andhequestionedhereyeswiththecleartrepidationofhisown。HehadtheairofamanwhoknowshehasbeenthetalkofParisforaweekandisfullhalfaheadtallerinconsequence,butwhoalsohasapainfulsuspicionthatinspiteofthisincreaseofstatureoneortwopersonsstillhavetheperversitytothinkhimdiminutive。IknowwhathappenedherewhileIwasaway,hewenton。WhatdoesMr。OsmondexpectaftershehasrefusedLordWarburton?
  Isabeldebated。Thatshe’llmarryanothernobleman。
  Whatothernobleman?
  Onethathe’llpickout。
  Rosierslowlygotup,puttinghiswatchintohiswaistcoat-pocket。
  You’relaughingatsomeone,butthistimeIdon’tthinkit’satme。
  Ididn’tmeantolaugh,saidIsabel。Ilaughveryseldom。Nowyouhadbettergoaway。
  Ifeelverysafe!Rosierdeclaredwithoutmoving。Thismightbe。
  butitevidentlymadehimfeelmoresotomaketheannouncementinratheraloudvoice,balancinghimselfalittlecomplacentlyonhistoesandlookingallroundtheColiseumasifitwerefilledwithanaudience。SuddenlyIsabelsawhimchangecolour。therewasmoreofanaudiencethanhehadsuspected。Sheturnedandperceivedthathertwocompanionshadreturnedfromtheirexcursion。Youmustreallygoaway,shesaidquickly。
  Ah,mydearlady,pityme!EdwardRosiermurmuredinavoicestrangelyatvariancewiththeannouncementIhavejustquoted。Andthenheaddedeagerly,likeamanwhointhemidstofhismiseryisseizedbyahappythought:IsthatladytheCountessGemini?I’veagreatdesiretobepresentedtoher。
  Isabellookedathimamoment。Shehasnoinfluencewithherbrother。
  Ah,whatamonsteryoumakehimout!AndRosierfacedtheCountess,whoadvanced,infrontofPansy,withananimationpartlydueperhapstothefactthatsheperceivedhersister-in-lawtobeengagedinconversationwithaveryprettyyoungman。
  I’mgladyou’vekeptyourenamels!Isabelcalledasshelefthim。ShewentstraighttoPansy,who,onseeingEdwardRosier,hadstoppedshort,withloweredeyes。We’llgobacktothecarriage,shesaidgently。
  Yes,it’sgettinglate,Pansyreturnedmoregentlystill。Andshewentonwithoutamurmur,withoutfalteringorglancingback。
  Isabel,however,allowingherselfthislastliberty,sawthatameetinghadimmediatelytakenplacebetweentheCountessandMr。
  Rosier。Hehadremovedhishatandwasbowingandsmiling。hehadevidentlyintroducedhimself,whiletheCountess’sexpressivebackdisplayedtoIsabel’seyeagraciousinclination。Thesefacts,nonetheless,werepresentlylosttosight,forIsabelandPansytooktheirplacesagaininthecarriage。Pansy,whofacedherstepmother,atfirstkepthereyesfixedonherlap。thensheraisedthemandrestedthemonIsabel’s。Thereshoneoutofeachofthemalittlemelancholyray-asparkoftimidpassionwhichtouchedIsabeltotheheart。Atthesametimeawaveofenvypassedoverhersoul,asshecomparedthetremulouslonging,thedefiniteidealofthechildwithherowndrydespair。PoorlittlePansy!sheaffectionatelysaid。
  Ohnevermind!Pansyansweredinthetoneofeagerapology。
  Andthentherewasasilence。theCountesswasalongtimecoming。
  Didyoushowyouraunteverything,anddidsheenjoyit?Isabelaskedatlast。
  Yes,Ishowedhereverything。Ithinkshewasverymuchpleased。
  Andyou’renottired,Ihope。
  Ohno,thankyou,I’mnottired。
  TheCountessstillremainedbehind,sothatIsabelrequestedthefootmantogointotheColiseumandtellhertheywerewaiting。HepresentlyreturnedwiththeannouncementthattheSignoraContessabeggedthemnottowait-shewouldcomehomeinacab!
  Aboutaweekafterthislady’squicksympathieshadenlistedthemselveswithMr。Rosier,Isabel,goingratherlatetodressfordinner,foundPansysittinginherroom。Thegirlseemedtohavebeenawaitingher。shegotupfromherlowchair。Pardonmytakingtheliberty,shesaidinasmallvoice。Itwillbethelast-forsometime。
  Hervoicewasstrange,andhereyes,widelyopened,hadanexcited,frightenedlook。You’renotgoingaway!Isabelexclaimed。
  I’mgoingtotheconvent。
  Totheconvent?
  Pansydrewnearer,tillshewasnearenoughtoputherarmsroundIsabelandrestherheadonhershoulder。Shestoodthiswayamoment,perfectlystill。buthercompanioncouldfeelhertremble。Thequiverofherlittlebodyexpressedeverythingshewasunabletosay。Isabelneverthelesspressedher。Whyareyougoingtotheconvent?
  Becausepapathinksitbest。Hesaysayounggirl’sbetter,everynowandthen,formakingalittleretreat。Hesaystheworld,alwaystheworld,isverybadforayounggirl。Thisisjustachanceforalittleseclusion-alittlereflexion。Pansyspokeinshortdetachedsentences,asifshecouldscarcetrustherself。andthensheaddedwithatriumphofself-control:Ithinkpapa’sright。I’vebeensomuchintheworldthiswinter。
  HerannouncementhadastrangeeffectonIsabel。itseemedtocarryalargermeaningthanthegirlherselfknew。Whenwasthisdecided?sheasked。I’veheardnothingofit。
  Papatoldmehalfanhourago。hethoughtitbetteritshouldn’tbetoomuchtalkedaboutinadvance。MadameCatherine’stocomeformeataquarterpastseven,andI’monlytotaketwofrocks。It’sonlyforafewweeks。I’msureitwillbeverygood。Ishallfindallthoseladieswhousedtobesokindtome,andIshallseethelittlegirlswhoarebeingeducated。I’mveryfondoflittlegirls,saidPansywithaneffectofdiminutivegrandeur。AndI’malsoveryfondofMotherCatherine。Ishallbeveryquietandthinkagreatdeal。
  Isabellistenedtoher,holdingherbreath。shewasalmostawe-struck。
  Thinkofmesometimes。
  Ah,comeandseemesoon!criedPansy。andthecrywasverydifferentfromtheheroicremarksofwhichshehadjustdeliveredherself。
  Isabelcouldsaynothingmore。sheunderstoodnothing。sheonlyfelthowlittlesheyetknewherhusband。Heranswertohisdaughterwasalong,tenderkiss。
  HalfanhourlatershelearnedfromhermaidthatMadameCatherinehadarrivedinacabandhaddepartedagainwiththesignorina。Ongoingtothedrawing-roombeforedinnershefoundtheCountessGeminialone,andthisladycharacterizedtheincidentbyexclaiming,withawonderfultossofthehead,Envoila,machere,unepose!Butifitwasanaffectationshewasatalosstoseewhatherhusbandaffected。Shecouldonlydimlyperceivethathehadmoretraditionsthanshesupposed。Ithadbecomeherhabittobesocarefulastowhatshesaidtohimthat,strangeasitmayappear,shehesitated,forseveralminutesafterhehadcomein,toalludetohisdaughter’ssuddendeparture:shespokeofitonlyaftertheywereseatedattable。ButshehadforbiddenherselfevertoaskOsmondaquestion。Allshecoulddowastomakeadeclaration,andtherewasonethatcameverynaturally。IshallmissPansyverymuch。
  Helookedawhile,withhisheadinclinedalittle,atthebasketofflowersinthemiddleofthetable。Ahyes,hesaidatlast,I
  hadthoughtofthat。Youmustgoandseeher,youknow。butnottoooften。IdaresayyouwonderwhyIsenthertothegoodsisters。butI
  doubtifIcanmakeyouunderstand。Itdoesn’tmatter。don’ttroubleyourselfaboutit。That’swhyIhadnotspokenofit。Ididn’tbelieveyouwouldenterintoit。ButI’vealwayshadtheidea。I’vealwaysthoughtitapartoftheeducationofone’sdaughter。One’sdaughtershouldbefreshandfair。sheshouldbeinnocentandgentle。Withthemannersofthepresenttimesheisliabletobecomesodustyandcrumpled。Pansy’salittledusty,alittledishevelled。shehasknockedabouttoomuch。Thisbustling,pushingrabblethatcallsitselfsociety-oneshouldtakeheroutofitoccasionally。Conventsareveryquiet,veryconvenient,verysalutary。Iliketothinkofherthere,intheoldgarden,underthearcade,amongthosetranquilvirtuouswomen。Manyofthemaregentlewomenborn。severalofthemarenoble。Shewillhaveherbooksandherdrawing,shewillhaveherpiano。I’vemadethemostliberalarrangements。Thereistobenothingascetic。there’sjusttobeacertainlittlesenseofsequestration。
  She’llhavetimetothink,andthere’ssomethingIwanthertothinkabout。Osmondspokedeliberately,reasonably,stillwithhisheadononeside,asifhewerelookingatthebasketofflowers。Histone,however,wasthatofamannotsomuchofferinganexplanationasputtingathingintowords-almostintopictures-tosee,himself,howitwouldlook。Heconsideredawhilethepicturehehadevokedandseemedgreatlypleasedwithit。Andthenhewenton:TheCatholicsareverywiseafterall。Theconventisagreatinstitution。wecan’tdowithoutit。itcorrespondstoanessentialneedinfamilies,insociety。It’saschoolofgoodmanners。it’saschoolofrepose。Oh,Idon’twanttodetachmydaughterfromtheworld,
  headded。Idon’twanttomakeherfixherthoughtsonanyother。
  Thisone’sverywell,assheshouldtakeit,andshemaythinkofitasmuchasshelikes。Onlyshemustthinkofitintherightway。
  Isabelgaveanextremeattentiontothislittlesketch。shefounditindeedintenselyinteresting。Itseemedtoshowherhowfarherhusband’sdesiretobeeffectivewascapableofgoing-tothepointofplayingtheoretictricksonthedelicateorganismofhisdaughter。Shecouldnotunderstandhispurpose,no-notwholly。butsheunderstooditbetterthanhesupposedordesired,inasmuchasshewasconvincedthatthewholeproceedingwasanelaboratemystification,addressedtoherselfanddestinedtoactuponherimagination。Hehadwantedtodosomethingsuddenandarbitrary,somethingunexpectedandrefined。tomarkthedifferencebetweenhissympathiesandherown,andshowthatifheregardedhisdaughterasapreciousworkofartitwasnaturalheshouldbemoreandmorecarefulaboutthefinishingtouches。Ifhewishedtobeeffectivehehadsucceeded。theincidentstruckachillintoIsabel’sheart。Pansyhadknowntheconventinherchildhoodandhadfoundahappyhomethere。shewasfondofthegoodsisters,whowereveryfondofher,andtherewasthereforeforthemomentnodefinitehardshipinherlot。Butallthesamethegirlhadtakenfright。theimpressionherfatherdesiredtomakewouldevidentlybesharpenough。TheoldProtestanttraditionhadneverfadedfromIsabel’simagination,andasherthoughtsattachedthemselvestothisstrikingexampleofherhusband’sgenius-shesatlooking,likehim,atthebasketofflowers-poorlittlePansybecametheheroineofatragedy。Osmondwishedittobeknownthatheshrankfromnothing,andhiswifefoundithardtopretendtoeatherdinner。Therewasacertainreliefpresently,inhearingthehigh,strainedvoiceofhersister-in-law。
  TheCountesstoo,apparently,hadbeenthinkingthethingout,buthadarrivedatadifferentconclusionfromIsabel。
  It’sveryabsurd,mydearOsmond,shesaid,toinventsomanyprettyreasonsforpoorPansy’sbanishment。Whydon’tyousayatoncethatyouwanttogetheroutofmyway?Haven’tyoudiscoveredthatIthinkverywellofMr。Rosier?Idoindeed。heseemstomesimpaticissimo。Hehasmademebelieveintruelove。Ineverdidbefore!Ofcourseyou’vemadeupyourmindthatwiththoseconvictionsI’mdreadfulcompanyforPansy。
  Osmondtookasipofaglassofwine。helookedperfectlygoodhumoured。MydearAmy,heanswered,smilingasifhewereutteringapieceofgallantry,Idon’tknowanythingaboutyourconvictions,butifIsuspectedthattheyinterferewithmineitwouldbemuchsimplertobanishyou。
  CHAPTER51
  TheCountesswasnotbanished,butshefelttheinsecurityofhertenureofherbrother’shospitality。AweekafterthisincidentIsabelreceivedatelegramfromEngland,datedfromGardencourtandbearingthestampofMrs。Touchett’sauthorship。Ralphcannotlastmanydays,itran,andifconvenientwouldliketoseeyou。Wishesmetosaythatyoumustcomeonlyifyou’venototherduties。Say,formyself,thatyouusedtotalkagooddealaboutyourdutyandtowonderwhatitwas。shallbecurioustoseewhetheryou’vefounditout。Ralphisreallydying,andthere’snoothercompany。Isabelwaspreparedforthisnews,havingreceivedfromHenriettaStackpoleadetailedaccountofherjourneytoEnglandwithherappreciativepatient。Ralphhadarrivedmoredeadthanalive,butshehadmanagedtoconveyhimtoGardencourt,wherehehadtakentohisbed,which,asMissStackpolewrote,heevidentlywouldneverleaveagain。Sheaddedthatshehadreallyhadtwopatientsonherhandsinsteadofone,inasmuchasMr。Goodwood,whohadbeenofnoearthlyuse,wasquiteasailing,inadifferentway,asMr。Touchett。AfterwardsshewrotethatshehadbeenobligedtosurrenderthefieldtoMrs。
  Touchett,whohadjustreturnedfromAmericaandhadpromptlygivenhertounderstandthatshedidn’twishanyinterviewingatGardencourt。IsabelhadwrittentoherauntshortlyafterRalphcametoRome,lettingherknowofhiscriticalconditionandsuggestingthatsheshouldlosenotimeinreturningtoEurope。Mrs。Touchetthadtelegraphedanacknowledgementofthisadmonition,andtheonlyfurthernewsIsabelreceivedfromherwasthesecondtelegramIhavejustquoted。
  Isabelstoodamomentlookingatthelattermissive。then,thrustingitintoherpocket,shewentstraighttothedoorofherhusband’sstudy。Heresheagainpausedaninstant,afterwhichsheopenedthedoorandwentin。Osmondwasseatedatthetablenearthewindowwithafoliovolumebeforehim,proppedagainstapileofbooks。
  Thisvolumewasopenatapageofsmallcolouredplates,andIsabelpresentlysawthathehadbeencopyingfromitthedrawingofanantiquecoin。Aboxofwater-coloursandfinebrusheslaybeforehim,andhehadalreadytransferredtoasheetofimmaculatepaperthedelicate,finely-tinteddisk。Hisbackwasturnedtowardthedoor,butherecognizedhiswifewithoutlookinground。
  Excusemefordisturbingyou,shesaid。
  WhenIcometoyourroomIalwaysknock,heanswered,goingonwithhiswork。
  Iforgot。Ihadsomethingelsetothinkof。Mycousin’sdying。
  Ah,Idon’tbelievethat,saidOsmond,lookingathisdrawingthroughamagnifyingglass。Hewasdyingwhenwemarried。he’lloutliveusall。
  Isabelgaveherselfnotime,nothought,toappreciatethecarefulcynicismofthisdeclaration。shesimplywentonquickly,fullofherownintention:Myaunthastelegraphedforme。ImustgotoGardencourt。
  WhymustyougotoGardencourt?Osmondaskedinthetoneofimpartialcuriosity。
  ToseeRalphbeforehedies。
  Tothis,forsometime,hemadenorejoinder。hecontinuedtogivehischiefattentiontohiswork,whichwasofasortthatwouldbrooknonegligence。
  Idon’tseetheneedofit,hesaidatlast。Hecametoseeyouhere。didn’tlikethat。IthoughthisbeinginRomeagreatmistake。
  ButItolerateditbecauseitwastobethelasttimeyoushouldseehim。Nowyoutellmeit’snottohavebeenthelast。Ah,you’renotgrateful!
  WhatamItobegratefulfor?
  GilbertOsmondlaiddownhislittleimplements,blewaspeckofdustfromhisdrawing,slowlygotup,andforthefirsttimelookedathiswife。Formynothavinginterferedwhilehewashere。
  Ohyes,Iam。Irememberperfectlyhowdistinctlyyouletmeknowyoudidn’tlikeit。Iwasverygladwhenhewentaway。
  Leavehimalonethen。Don’trunafterhim。
  Isabelturnedhereyesawayfromhim。theyresteduponhislittledrawing。ImustgotoEngland,shesaid,withafullconsciousnessthathertonemightstrikeanirritablemanoftasteasstupidlyobstinate。
  Ishallnotlikeitifyoudo,Osmondremarked。
  WhyshouldImindthat?Youwon’tlikeitifIdon’t。Youlikenothingdoordon’tdo。YoupretendtothinkIlie。
  Osmondturnedslightlypale。hegaveacoldsmile。That’swhyyoumustgothen?Nottoseeyourcousin,buttotakearevengeonme。
  Iknownothingaboutrevenge。
  Ido,saidOsmond。Don’tgivemeanoccasion。
  You’reonlytooeagertotakeone。YouwishimmenselythatI
  wouldcommitsomefolly。
  Ishouldbegratifiedinthatcaseifyoudisobeyedme。
  IfIdisobeyedyou?saidIsabelinalowtonewhichhadtheeffectofmildness。
  Letitbeclear。IfyouleaveRometo-dayitwillbeapieceofthemostdeliberate,themostcalculated,opposition。
  Howcanyoucallitcalculated?Ireceivedmyaunt’stelegrambutthreeminutesago。
  Youcalculaterapidly。it’sagreataccomplishment。Idon’tseewhyweshouldprolongourdiscussion。youknowmywish。Andhestoodthereasifheexpectedtoseeherwithdraw。
  Butshenevermoved。shecouldn’tmove,strangeasitmayseem。
  shestillwishedtojustifyherself。hehadthepower,inanextraordinarydegree,ofmakingherfeelthisneed。Therewassomethinginherimaginationhecouldalwaysappealtoagainstherjudgement。You’venoreasonforsuchawish,saidIsabel,andI’veeveryreasonforgoing。Ican’ttellyouhowunjustyouseemtome。ButIthinkyouknow。It’syourownoppositionthat’scalculated。It’smalignant。
  Shehadneverutteredherworstthoughttoherhusbandbefore,andthesensationofhearingitwasevidentlynewtoOsmond。Butheshowednosurprise,andhiscoolnesswasapparentlyaproofthathehadbelievedhiswifewouldinfactbeunabletoresistforeverhisingeniousendeavourtodrawherout。It’sallthemoreintensethen,
  heanswered。Andheaddedalmostasifheweregivingherafriendlycounsel:Thisisaveryimportantmatter。Sherecognizedthat。shewasfullyconsciousoftheweightoftheoccasion。sheknewthatbetweenthemtheyhadarrivedatacrisis。Itsgravitymadehercareful。shesaidnothing,andhewenton。YousayI’venoreason?
  Ihavetheverybest。Idislike,fromthebottomofmysoul,whatyouintendtodo。It’sdishonourable。it’sindelicate。it’sindecent。Yourcousinisnothingwhatevertome,andI’mundernoobligationtomakeconcessionstohim。I’vealreadymadetheveryhandsomest。Yourrelationswithhim,whilehewashere,keptmeonpinsandneedles。butIletthatpass,becausefromweektoweekI
  expectedhimtogo。I’veneverlikedhimandhehasneverlikedme。
  That’swhyyoulikehim-becausehehatesme,saidOsmondwithaquick,barelyaudibletremorinhisvoice。I’veanidealofwhatmywifeshoulddoandshouldnotdo。SheshouldnottravelacrossEuropealone,indefianceofmydeepestdesire,tositatthebedsideofothermen。Yourcousin’snothingtoyou。he’snothingtous。YousmilemostexpressivelywhenItalkaboutus,butIassureyouthatwe,Mrs。Osmond,isallIknow。Itakeourmarriageseriously。
  youappeartohavefoundawayofnotdoingso。I’mnotawarethatwe’redivorcedorseparated。formewe’reindissolublyunited。Youarenearertomethananyhumancreature,andI’mnearertoyou。Itmaybeadisagreeableproximity。it’sone,atanyrate,ofourowndeliberatemaking。Youdon’tliketoberemindedofthat,Iknow。butI’mperfectlywilling,because-because-Andhepausedamoment,lookingasifhehadsomethingtosaywhichwouldbeverymuchtothepoint。
  BecauseIthinkweshouldaccepttheconsequencesofouractions,andwhatIvaluemostinlifeisthehonourofathing!
  Hespokegravelyandalmostgently。theaccentofsarcasmhaddroppedoutofhistone。Ithadagravitywhichcheckedhiswife’squickemotion。theresolutionwithwhichshehadenteredtheroomfounditselfcaughtinameshoffinethreads。Hislastwordswerenotcommand,theyconstitutedakindofappeal。and,thoughshefeltthatanyexpressionofrespectonhispartcouldonlybearefinementofegotism,theyrepresentedsomethingtranscendentandabsolute,likethesignofthecrossortheflagofone’scountry。
  Hespokeinthenameofsomethingsacredandprecious-theobservanceofamagnificentform。Theywereasperfectlyapartinfeelingastwodisillusionedlovershadeverbeen。buttheyhadneveryetseparatedinact。Isabelhadnotchanged。heroldpassionforjusticestillabodewithinher。andnow,intheverythickofhersenseofherhusband’sblasphemoussophistry,itbegantothrobtoatunewhichforamomentpromisedhimthevictory。Itcameoverherthatinhiswishtopreserveappearanceshewasafterallsincere,andthatthis,asfarasitwent,wasamerit。Tenminutesbeforeshehadfeltallthejoyofirreflectiveaction-ajoytowhichshehadsolongbeenastranger。butactionhadbeensuddenlychangedtoslowrenunciation,transformedbytheblightofOsmond’stouch。Ifshemustrenounce,however,shewouldlethimknowshewasavictimratherthanadupe。Iknowyou’reamasteroftheartofmockery,shesaid。
  Howcanyouspeakofanindissolubleunion-howcanyouspeakofyourbeingcontented?Where’sourunionwhenyouaccusemeoffalsity?
  Where’syourcontentmentwhenyouhavenothingbuthideoussuspicioninyourheart?
  Itisinourlivingdecentlytogether,inspiteofsuchdrawbacks。
  Wedon’tlivedecentlytogether!criedIsabel。
  Indeedwedon’tifyougotoEngland。
  That’sverylittle。that’snothing。Imightdomuchmore。
  Heraisedhiseyebrowsandevenhisshouldersalittle:hehadlivedlongenoughinItalytocatchthistrick。Ah,ifyou’vecometothreatenmeIprefermydrawing。Andhewalkedbacktohistable,wherehetookupthesheetofpaperonwhichhehadbeenworkingandstoodstudyingit。IsupposethatifIgoyou’llnotexpectmetocomeback,saidIsabel。
  Heturnedquicklyaround,andshecouldseethismovementatleastwasnotdesigned。Helookedatheralittle,andthen,Areyououtofyourmind?heenquired。
  Howcanitbeanythingbutarupture?shewenton。especiallyifallyousayistrue?Shewasunabletoseehowitcouldbeanythingbutarupture。shesincerelywishedtoknowwhatelseitmightbe。
  Hesatdownbeforehistable。Ireallycan’targuewithyouonthehypothesisofyourdefyingme,hesaid。Andhetookuponeofhislittlebrushesagain。
  Shelingeredbutamomentlonger。longenoughtoembracewithhereyehiswholedeliberatelyindifferentyetmostexpressivefigure。
  afterwhichshequicklylefttheroom。Herfaculties,herenergy,herpassion,werealldispersedagain。shefeltasifacold,darkmisthadsuddenlyencompassedher。Osmondpossessedinasupremedegreetheartofelicitinganyweakness。OnherwaybacktoherroomshefoundtheCountessGeministandingintheopendoorwayofalittleparlourinwhichasmallcollectionofheterogeneousbookshadbeenarranged。TheCountesshadanopenvolumeinherhand。sheappearedtohavebeenglancingdownapagewhichfailedtostrikeherasinteresting。AtthesoundofIsabel’sstepsheraisedherhead。
  Ahmydear,shesaid,you,whoaresoliterary,dotellmesomeamusingbooktoread!Everythinghere’sofadreariness-!Doyouthinkthiswoulddomeanygood?
  Isabelglancedatthetitleofthevolumesheheldout,butwithoutreadingorunderstandingit。I’mafraidIcan’tadviseyou。
  I’vehadbadnews。Mycousin,RalphTouchett,isdying。
  TheCountessthrewdownherbook。Ah,hewassosimpatico。I’mawfullysorryforyou。
  Youwouldbesorrierstillifyouknew。
  Whatistheretoknow?Youlookverybadly,theCountessadded。
  YoumusthavebeenwithOsmond。
  HalfanhourbeforeIsabelwouldhavelistenedverycoldlytoanintimationthatsheshouldeverfeeladesireforthesympathyofhersister-in-law,andtherecanbenobetterproofofherpresentembarrassmentthanthefactthatshealmostclutchedatthislady’sflutteringattention。I’vebeenwithOsmond,shesaid,whiletheCountess’sbrighteyesglitteredather。
  I’msurethenhehasbeenodious!theCountesscried。DidhesayhewasgladpoorMr。Touchett’sdying?
  Hesaidit’simpossibleIshouldgotoEngland。
  TheCountess’smind,whenherinterestswereconcerned,wasagile。
  shealreadyforesawtheextinctionofanyfurtherbrightnessinhervisittoRome。RalphTouchettwoulddie,Isabelwouldgointomourning,andthentherewouldbenomoredinner-parties。Suchaprospectproducedforamomentinhercountenanceanexpressivegrimace。butthisrapid,picturesqueplayoffeaturewasheronlytributetodisappointment。Afterall,shereflected,thegamewasalmostplayedout。shehadalreadyoverstayedherinvitation。AndthenshecaredenoughforIsabel’stroubletoforgetherown,andshesawthatIsabel’stroublewasdeep。Itseemeddeeperthanthemeredeathofacousin,andtheCountesshadnohesitationinconnectingherexasperatingbrotherwiththeexpressionofhersister-in-law’seyes。Herheartbeatwithanalmostjoyousexpectation,forifshehadwishedtoseeOsmondovertoppedtheconditionslookedfavourablenow。OfcourseifIsabelshouldgotoEnglandsheherselfwouldimmediatelyleavePalazzoRoccanera。nothingwouldinducehertoremaintherewithOsmond。NeverthelessshefeltanimmensedesiretohearthatIsabelwouldgotoEngland。
  Nothing’simpossibleforyou,mydear,shesaidcaressingly。
  Whyelseareyourichandcleverandgood?
  Whyindeed?Ifeelstupidlyweak。
  WhydoesOsmondsayit’simpossible?theCountessaskedinatonewhichsufficientlydeclaredthatshecouldn’timagine。
  Fromthemomentshethusbegantoquestionher,however,Isabeldrewback。shedisengagedherhand,whichtheCountesshadaffectionatelytaken。Butsheansweredthisenquirywithfrankbitterness。Becausewe’resohappytogetherthatwecan’tseparateevenforafortnight。
  Ah,criedtheCountesswhileIsabelturnedaway,whenIwanttomakeajourneymyhusbandsimplytellsmeIcanhavenomoney!
  Isabelwenttoherroom,whereshewalkedupanddownforanhour。
  Itmayappeartosomereadersthatshegaveherselfmuchtrouble,anditiscertainthatforawomanofahighspiritshehadallowedherselfeasilytobearrested。Itseemedtoherthatonlynowshefullymeasuredthegreatundertakingofmatrimony。Marriagemeantthatinsuchacaseasthis,whenonehadtochoose,onechoseasamatterofcourseforone’shusband。I’mafraid-yes,I’mafraid,
  shesaidtoherselfmorethanonce,stoppingshortinherwalk。Butwhatshewasafraidofwasnotherhusband-hisdispleasure,hishatred,hisrevenge。itwasnotevenherownlaterjudgementofherconduct-aconsiderationwhichhadoftenheldherincheck。itwassimplytheviolencetherewouldbeingoingwhenOsmondwishedhertoremain。Agulfofdifferencehadopenedbetweenthem,butneverthelessitwashisdesirethatsheshouldstay,itwasahorrortohimthatsheshouldgo。Sheknewthenervousfinenesswithwhichhecouldfeelanobjection。Whathethoughtofhersheknew,whathewascapableofsayingtohershehadfelt。yettheyweremarried,forallthat,andmarriagemeantthatawomanshouldcleavetothemanwithwhom,utteringtremendousvows,shehadstoodatthealtar。Shesankdownonhersofaatlastandburiedherheadinapileofcushions。
  WhensheraisedherheadagaintheCountessGeminihoveredbeforeher。Shehadcomeinallunperceived。shehadastrangesmileonherthinlipsandherwholefacehadgrowninanhourashiningintimation。Shelivedassuredly,itmightbesaid,atthewindowofherspirit,butnowshewasleaningfarout。Iknocked,shebegan,butyoudidn’tanswerme。SoIventuredin。I’vebeenlookingatyouforthelastfiveminutes。You’reveryunhappy。
  Yes。butIdon’tthinkyoucancomfortme。
  Willyougivemeleavetotry?AndtheCountesssatdownonthesofabesideher。Shecontinuedtosmile,andtherewassomethingcommunicativeandexultantinherexpression。Sheappearedtohaveadealtosay,anditoccurredtoIsabelforthefirsttimethathersister-in-lawmightsaysomethingreallyhuman。Shemadeplaywithherglitteringeyes,inwhichtherewasanunpleasantfascination。
  Afterall,shesoonresumed,Imusttellyou,tobeginwith,thatI
  don’tunderstandyourstateofmind。Youseemtohavesomanyscruples,somanyreasons,somanyties。WhenIdiscovered,tenyearsago,thatmyhusband’sdearestwishwastomakememiserableoflatehehassimplyletmealone-ah,itwasawonderfulsimplification!MypoorIsabel,you’renotsimpleenough。
  No,I’mnotsimpleenough,saidIsabel。
  There’ssomethingIwantyoutoknow,theCountessdeclared-becauseIthinkyououghttoknowit。Perhapsyoudo。
  perhapsyou’veguessedit。Butifyouhave,allIcansayisthatI
  understandstilllesswhyyoushouldn’tdoasyoulike。
  Whatdoyouwishmetoknow?Isabelfeltaforebodingthatmadeherheartbeatfaster。TheCountesswasabouttojustifyherself,andthisalonewasportentous。
  Butshewasneverthelessdisposedtoplayalittlewithhersubject。
  InyourplaceIshouldhaveguesseditagesago。Haveyouneverreallysuspected?
  I’veguessednothing。WhatshouldIhavesuspected?Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。
  That’sbecauseyou’vesuchabeastlypuremind。Ineversawawomanwithsuchapuremind!criedtheCountess。
  Isabelslowlygotup。You’regoingtotellmesomethinghorrible。
  Youcancallitbywhatevernameyouwill!AndtheCountessrosealso,whilehergatheredperversitygrewvividanddreadful。Shestoodamomentinasortofglareofintentionand,asseemedtoIsabeleventhen,ofugliness。afterwhichshesaid:Myfirstsister-in-lawhadnochildren。
  Isabelstaredbackather。theannouncementwasananticlimax。Yourfirstsister-in-law?
  Isupposeyouknowatleast,ifonemaymentionit,thatOsmondhasbeenmarriedbefore!I’veneverspokentoyouofhiswife。Ithoughtitmightn’tbedecentorrespectful。Butothers,lessparticular,musthavedoneso。Thepoorlittlewomanlivedhardlythreeyearsanddiedchildless。Itwasn’ttillafterherdeaththatPansyarrived。
  Isabel’sbrowhadcontractedtoafrown。herlipswerepartedinpale,vaguewonder。Shewastryingtofollow。thereseemedsomuchmoretofollowthanshecouldsee。Pansy’snotmyhusband’schildthen?
  Yourhusband’s-inperfection!Butnooneelse’shusband’s。Someoneelse’swife’s。Ah,mygoodIsabel,criedtheCountess,withyouonemustdotone’si’s!
  Idon’tunderstand。Whosewife’s?Isabelasked。
  ThewifeofahorridlittleSwisswhodied-howlong?-adozen,morethanfifteen,yearsago。HeneverrecognizedMissPansy,nor,knowingwhathewasabout,wouldhaveanythingtosaytoher。andtherewasnoreasonwhyheshould。Osmonddid,andthatwasbetter。
  thoughhehadtofitonafterwardsthewholerigmaroleofhisownwife’shavingdiedinchildbirth,andofhishaving,ingriefandhorror,banishedthelittlegirlfromhissightforaslongaspossiblebeforetakingherhomefromnurse。Hiswifehadreallydied,youknow,ofquiteanothermatterandinquiteanotherplace:inthePiedmontesemountains,wheretheyhadgone,oneAugust,becauseherhealthappearedtorequiretheair,butwhereshewassuddenlytakenworse-fatallyill。Thestorypassed,sufficiently。itwascoveredbytheappearancessolongasnobodyheeded,asnobodycaredtolookintoit。ButofcourseIknew-withoutresearches,theCountesslucidlyproceeded。asalso,you’llunderstand,withoutawordsaidbetweenus-ImeanbetweenOsmondandme。Don’tyouseehimlookingatme,insilence,thatway,tosettleit?-thatistosettlemeifIshouldsayanything。Isaidnothing,rightorleft-neverawordtoacreature,ifyoucanbelievethatofme:onmyhonour,mydear,Ispeakofthethingtoyounow,afterallthistime,asI’venever,neverspoken。Itwastobeenoughforme,fromthefirst,thatthechildwasmyniece-fromthemomentshewasmybrother’sdaughter。Asforherveritablemother-!ButwiththisPansy’swonderfulauntdroppedinvoluntarily,fromtheimpressionofhersister-in-law’sface,outofwhichmoreeyesmighthaveseemedtolookatherthanshehadeverhadtomeet。
  Shehadspokennoname,yetIsabelcouldbutcheck,onherownlips,anechooftheunspoken。Shesanktoherseatagain,hangingherhead。
  Whyhaveyoutoldmethis?sheaskedinavoicetheCountesshardlyrecognized。
  BecauseI’vebeensoboredwithyournotknowing。I’vebeenbored,frankly,mydear,withnothavingtoldyou。asif,stupidly,allthistimeIcouldn’thavemanaged!Camedepasse,ifyoudon’tmindmysayingso,thethings,allroundyou,thatyou’veappearedtosucceedinnotknowing。It’sasortofassistance-aidtoinnocentignorance-thatI’vealwaysbeenabadhandatrendering。andinthisconnexion,thatofkeepingquietformybrother,myvirtuehasatanyratefinallyfounditselfexhausted。It’snotablacklie,moreover,youknow,theCountessinimitablyadded。ThefactsareexactlywhatItellyou。
  Ihadnoidea,saidIsabelpresently。andlookedupatherinamannerthatdoubtlessmatchedtheapparentwitlessnessofthisconfession。
  SoIbelieved-thoughitwashardtobelieve。Haditneveroccurredtoyouthathewasforsixorsevenyearsherlover?
  Idon’tknow。Thingshaveoccurredtome,andperhapsthatwaswhattheyallmeant。
  Shehasbeenwonderfullyclever,shehasbeenmagnificent,aboutPansy!theCountess,beforeallthisviewofit,cried。
  Oh,noidea,forme,Isabelwenton,everdefinitelytookthatform。Sheappearedtobemakingouttoherselfwhathadbeenandwhathadn’t。Andasitis-Idon’tunderstand。
  Shespokeasonetroubledandpuzzled,yetthepoorCountessseemedtohaveseenherrevelationfallbelowitspossibilitiesofeffect。Shehadexpectedtokindlesomeresponsiveblaze,buthadbarelyextractedaspark。
  Isabelshowedasscarcemoreimpressedthanshemighthavebeen,asayoungwomanofapprovedimagination,withsomefinesinisterpassageofpublichistory。Don’tyourecognizehowthechildcouldneverpassforherhusband’s?-thatiswithM。Merlehimself,hercompanionresumed。Theyhadbeenseparatedtoolongforthat,andhehadgonetosomefarcountry-IthinktoSouthAmerica。Ifshehadeverhadchildren-whichI’mnotsureof-shehadlostthem。Theconditionshappenedtomakeitworkable,understressImeanatsoawkwardapinch,thatOsmondshouldacknowledgethelittlegirl。
  Hiswifewasdead-verytrue。butshehadnotbeendeadtoolongtoputacertainaccommodationofdatesoutofthequestion-fromthemoment,Imean,thatsuspicionwasn’tstarted。whichwaswhattheyhadtotakecareof。WhatwasmorenaturalthanthatpoorMrs。Osmond,atadistanceandforaworldnottroublingabouttrifles,shouldhaveleftbehindher,poverina,thepledgeofherbriefhappinessthathadcostherlife?Withtheaidofachangeofresidence-OsmondhadbeenlivingwithheratNaplesatthetimeoftheirstayintheAlps,andheinduecourseleftitforever-thewholehistorywassuccessfullysetgoing。Mypoorsister-in-law,inhergrave,couldn’thelpherself,andtherealmother,tosaveherskin,renouncedallvisiblepropertyinthechild。
  Ah,poor,poorwoman!criedIsabel,whoherewithburstintotears。
  Itwasalongtimesinceshehadshedany。shehadsufferedahighreactionfromweeping。ButnowtheyflowedwithanabundanceinwhichtheCountessGeminifoundonlyanotherdiscomfiture。
  It’sverykindofyoutopityher!shediscordantlylaughed。
  Yesindeed,youhaveawayofyourown-!
  Hemusthavebeenfalsetohiswife-andsoverysoon!saidIsabelwithasuddencheck。
  That’sallthat’swanting-thatyoushouldtakeuphercause!theCountesswenton。Iquiteagreewithyou,however,thatitwasmuchtoosoon。Buttome,tome-?AndIsabelhesitatedasifshehadnotheard。asifherquestion-thoughitwassufficientlythereinhereyes-wereallforherself。
  Toyouhehasbeenfaithful?Well,itdepends,mydear,onwhatyoucallfaithful。Whenhemarriedyouhewasnolongertheloverofanotherwoman-suchaloverashehadbeen,caramia,betweentheirrisksandtheirprecautions,whilethethinglasted!Thatstateofaffairshadpassedaway。theladyhadrepented,oratallevents,forreasonsofherown,drawnback:shehadalwayshad,too,aworshipofappearancessointensethatevenOsmondhimselfhadgotboredwithit。Youmaythereforeimaginewhatitwas-whenhecouldn’tpatchitonconvenientlytoanyofthosehegoesinfor!Butthewholepastwasbetweenthem。
  Yes,Isabelmechanicallyechoed,thewholepastisbetweenthem。
  Ah,thislaterpastisnothing。Butforsixorsevenyears,asI
  say,theyhadkeptitup。
  Shewassilentalittle。Whythendidshewanthimtomarryme?
  Ahmydear,that’shersuperiority!Becauseyouhadmoney。andbecauseshebelievedyouwouldbegoodtoPansy。
  Poorwoman-andPansywhodoesn’tlikeher!criedIsabel。
  That’sthereasonshewantedsomeonewhomPansywouldlike。Sheknowsit。sheknowseverything。
  Willsheknowthatyou’vetoldmethis?
  Thatwilldependuponwhetheryoutellher。She’spreparedforit,anddoyouknowwhatshecountsuponforherdefence?OnyourbelievingthatIlie。Perhapsyoudo。don’tmakeyourselfuncomfortabletohideit。Only,asithappensthistime,Idon’t。I’vetoldplentyoflittleidioticfibs,butthey’veneverhurtanyonebutmyself。
  Isabelsatstaringathercompanion’sstoryasatabaleoffantasticwaressomestrollinggypsymighthaveunpackedonthecarpetatherfeet。WhydidOsmondnevermarryher?shefinallyasked。
  Becauseshehadnomoney。TheCountesshadananswerforeverything,andifsheliedsheliedwell。Nooneknows,noonehaseverknown,whatsheliveson,orhowshehasgotallthosebeautifulthings。Idon’tbelieveOsmondhimselfknows。Besides,shewouldn’thavemarriedhim。
  Howcanshehavelovedhimthen?
  Shedoesn’tlovehiminthatway。Shedidatfirst,andthen,I
  suppose,shewouldhavemarriedhim。butatthattimeherhusbandwasliving。BythetimeM。Merlehadrejoined-Iwon’tsayhisancestors,becauseheneverhadany-herrelationswithOsmondhadchanged,andshehadgrownmoreambitious。Besides,shehasneverhad,abouthim,theCountesswenton,leavingIsabeltowinceforitsotragicallyafterwards-shehadneverhad,whatyoumightcallanyillusionsofintelligence。Shehopedshemightmarryagreatman。thathasalwaysbeenheridea。Shehaswaitedandwatchedandplottedandprayed。butshehasneversucceeded。Idon’tcallMadameMerleasuccess,youknow。Idon’tknowwhatshemayaccomplishyet,butatpresentshehasverylittletoshow。Theonlytangibleresultshehaseverachieved-except,ofcourse,gettingtoknoweveryoneandstayingwiththemfreeofexpense-hasbeenherbringingyouandOsmondtogether。Oh,shedidthat,mydear。youneedn’tlookasifyoudoubtedit。I’vewatchedthemforyears。Iknoweverything-everything。
  I’mthoughtagreatscatterbrain,butI’vehadenoughapplicationofmindtofollowupthosetwo。Shehatesme,andherwayofshowingitistopretendtobeforeverdefendingme。WhenpeoplesayI’vehadfifteenloversshelookshorrifiedanddeclaresthatquitehalfofthemwereneverproved。Shehasbeenafraidofmeforyears,andshehastakengreatcomfortinthevile,falsethingspeoplehavesaidaboutme。ShehasbeenafraidI’dexposeher,andshethreatenedmeonedaywhenOsmondbegantopayhiscourttoyou。ItwasathishouseinFlorence。doyourememberthatafternoonwhenshebroughtyouthereandwehadteainthegarden?SheletmeknowthenthatifIshouldtelltalestwocouldplayatthatgame。Shepretendsthere’sagooddealmoretotellaboutmethanabouther。Itwouldbeaninterestingcomparison!Idon’tcareafigaboutwhatshemaysay,simplybecauseIknowyoudon’tcareafig。Youcan’ttroubleyourheadaboutmelessthanyoudoalready。Soshemaytakeherrevengeasshechooses。Idon’tthinkshe’llfrightenyouverymuch。Hergreatideahasbeentobetremendouslyirreproachable-akindoffull-blownlily-theincarnationofpropriety。Shehasalwaysworshippedthatgod。
  ThereshouldbenoscandalaboutCaesar’swife,youknow。and,asI
  say,shehasalwayshopedtomarryCaesar。Thatwasonereasonshewouldn’tmarryOsmond。thefearthatonseeingherwithPansypeoplewouldputthingstogether-wouldevenseearesemblance。Shehashadaterrorlestthemothershouldbetrayherself。Shehasbeenawfullycareful。themotherhasneverdoneso。
  Yes,yes,themotherhasdoneso,saidIsabel,whohadlistenedtoallthiswithafacemoreandmorewan。Shebetrayedherselftometheotherday,thoughIdidn’trecognizeher。ThereappearedtohavebeenachanceofPansy’smakingagreatmarriage,andinherdisappointmentatitsnotcomingoffshealmostdroppedthemask。
  Ah,that’swhereshe’ddishherself!criedtheCountess。Shehasfailedsodreadfullythatshe’sdeterminedherdaughtershallmakeitup。
  Isabelstartedatthewordsherdaughter,whichherguestthrewoffsofamiliarly。Itseemsverywonderful,shemurmured。andinthisbewilderingimpressionshehadalmostlosthersenseofbeingpersonallytouchedbythestory。
  Nowdon’tgoandturnagainstthepoorinnocentchild!theCountesswenton。She’sverynice,inspiteofherdeplorableorigin。
  ImyselfhavelikedPansy。not,naturally,becauseshewashers,butbecauseshehadbecomeyours。
  Yes,shehasbecomemine。Andhowthepoorwomanmusthavesufferedatseeingme-!Isabelexclaimedwhilesheflushedatthethought。
  Idon’tbelieveshehassuffered。onthecontrary,shehasenjoyed。
  Osmond’smarriagehasgivenhisdaughteragreatlittlelift。Beforethatshelivedinahole。Anddoyouknowwhatthemotherthought?
  Thatyoumighttakesuchafancytothechildthatyou’ddosomethingforher。Osmondofcoursecouldnevergiveheraportion。
  Osmondwasreallyextremelypoor。butofcourseyouknowallaboutthat。Ah,mydear,criedtheCountess,whydidyoueverinheritmoney?ShestoppedamomentasifshesawsomethingsingularinIsabel’sface。Don’ttellmenowthatyou’llgiveheradot。You’recapableofthat,butIwouldrefusetobelieveit。Don’ttrytobetoogood。Bealittleeasyandnaturalandnasty。feelalittlewicked,forthecomfortofit,onceinyourlife!
  It’sverystrange。IsupposeIoughttoknow,butI’msorry,
  Isabelsaid。I’mmuchobligedtoyou。
  Yes,youseemtobe!criedtheCountesswithamockinglaugh。
  Perhapsyouare-perhapsyou’renot。Youdon’ttakeitasIshouldhavethought。
  HowshouldItakeit?Isabelasked。
  Well,IshouldsayasawomanwhohasbeenmadeuseofIsabelmadenoanswertothis。sheonlylistened,andtheCountesswenton。
  They’vealwaysbeenboundtoeachother。theyremainedsoevenaftershebrokeoff-orhedid。Buthehasalwaysbeenmoreforherthanshehasbeenforhim。Whentheirlittlecarnivalwasovertheymadeabargainthateachshouldgivetheothercompleteliberty,butthateachshouldalsodoeverythingpossibletohelptheotheron。YoumayaskmehowIknowsuchathingasthat。Iknowitbythewaythey’vebehaved。Nowseehowmuchbetterwomenarethanmen!ShehasfoundawifeforOsmond,butOsmondhasneverliftedalittlefingerforher。Shehasworkedforhim,plottedforhim,sufferedforhim。
  shehasevenmorethanoncefoundmoneyforhim。andtheendofitisthathe’stiredofher。She’sanoldhabit。therearemomentswhenheneedsher,butonthewholehewouldn’tmissherifshewereremoved。And,what’smore,to-daysheknowsit。Soyouneedn’tbejealous!theCountessaddedhumorously。
  Isabelrosefromhersofaagain。shefeltbruisedandscantofbreath。herheadwashummingwithnewknowledge。I’mmuchobligedtoyou,sherepeated。Andthensheaddedabruptly,inquiteadifferenttone:Howdoyouknowallthis?
  ThisenquiryappearedtoruffletheCountessmorethanIsabel’sexpressionofgratitudepleasedher。Shegavehercompanionaboldstare,withwhich,LetusassumethatI’veinventedit!shecried。
  Shetoo,however,suddenlychangedhertoneand,layingherhandonIsabel’sarm,saidwiththepenetrationofhersharpbrightsmile:
  Nowwillyougiveupyourjourney?
  Isabelstartedalittle。sheturnedaway。Butshefeltweakandinamomenthadtolayherarmuponthemantel-shelfforsupport。Shestoodaminuteso,andthenuponherarmshedroppedherdizzyhead,withclosedeyesandpalelips。
  I’vedonewrongtospeak-I’vemadeyouill!theCountesscried。
  Ah,ImustseeRalph!Isabelwailed。notinresentment,notinthequickpassionhercompanionhadlookedfor。butinatoneoffar-reaching,infinitesadness。