There’sagooddealinthat。andindeedouryoungladyfelttheforceofit-feltitthrownoff,intothevastoftruthandpoetry,aspracticallyabaittoherimagination。Butshepromptlycameround。
Thinkofmeornot,asyoufindmostpossible。onlyleavemealone。
Untilwhen?
Well,forayearortwo。
Whichdoyoumean?Betweenoneyearandtwothere’sallthedifferenceintheworld。
Callittwothen,saidIsabelwithastudiedeffectofeagerness。
AndwhatshallIgainbythat?herfriendaskedwithnosignofwincing。
You’llhaveobligedmegreatly。
Andwhatwillbemyreward?
Doyouneedarewardforanactofgenerosity?
Yes,whenitinvolvesagreatsacrifice。
There’snogenerositywithoutsomesacrifice。Mendon’tunderstandsuchthings。Ifyoumakethesacrificeyou’llhaveallmyadmiration。
Idon’tcareacentforyouradmiration-notonestraw,withnothingtoshowforit。Whenwillyoumarryme?That’stheonlyquestion。
Never-ifyougoonmakingmefeelonlyasIfeelatpresent。
WhatdoIgainthenbynottryingtomakeyoufeelotherwise?
You’llgainquiteasmuchasbyworryingmetodeath!CasparGoodwoodbenthiseyesagainandgazedawhileintothecrownofhishat。Adeepflushoverspreadhisface。shecouldseehersharpnesshadatlastpenetrated。Thisimmediatelyhadavalue-classic,romantic,redeeming,whatdidsheknow?-forher。thestrongmaninpainwasoneofthecategoriesofthehumanappeal,littlecharmashemightexertinthegivencase。Whydoyoumakemesaysuchthingstoyou?shecriedinatremblingvoice。Ionlywanttobegentle-tobethoroughlykind。It’snotdelightfultometofeelpeoplecareformeandyettohavetotryandreasonthemoutofit。Ithinkothersalsooughttobeconsiderate。wehaveeachtojudgeforourselves。I
knowyou’reconsiderate,asmuchasyoucanbe。you’vegoodreasonsforwhatyoudo。ButIreallydon’twanttomarry,ortotalkaboutitatallnow。Ishallprobablyneverdoit-no,never。I’veaperfectrighttofeelthatway,andit’snokindnesstoawomantopresshersohard,tourgeheragainstherwill。IfIgiveyoupainIcanonlysayI’mverysorry。It’snotmyfault。Ican’tmarryyousimplytopleaseyou。Iwon’tsaythatIshallalwaysremainyourfriend,becausewhenwomensaythat,inthesesituations,itpasses,I
believe,forasortofmockery。Buttrymesomeday。
CasparGoodwood,duringthisspeech,hadkepthiseyesfixeduponthenameofhishatter,anditwasnotuntilsometimeaftershehadceasedspeakingthatheraisedthem。Whenhedidsothesightofarosy,lovelyeagernessinIsabel’sfacethrewsomeconfusionintohisattempttoanalyzeherwords。I’llgohome-I’llgoto-morrow-
I’llleaveyoualone,hebroughtoutatlast。Only,heheavilysaid,Ihatetolosesightofyou!
Neverfear。Ishalldonoharm。
You’llmarrysomeoneelse,assureasIsithere,CasparGoodwooddeclared。
Doyouthinkthatagenerouscharge?
Whynot?Plentyofmenwilltrytomakeyou。
ItoldyoujustnowthatIdon’twishtomarryandthatIalmostcertainlynevershall。
Iknowyoudid,andIlikeyour’almostcertainly’!Iputnofaithinwhatyousay。
Thankyouverymuch。Doyouaccusemeoflyingtoshakeyouoff?
Yousayverydelicatethings。
WhyshouldInotsaythat?You’vegivenmenopledgeofanythingatall。
No,that’sallthatwouldbewanting!
Youmayperhapsevenbelieveyou’resafe-fromwishingtobe。Butyou’renot,theyoungmanwentonasifpreparinghimselffortheworst。
Verywellthen。We’llputitthatI’mnotsafe。Haveitasyouplease。
Idon’tknow,however,saidCasparGoodwood,thatmykeepingyouinsightwouldpreventit。
Don’tyouindeed?I’mafterallverymuchafraidofyou。DoyouthinkI’msoveryeasilypleased?sheaskedsuddenly,changinghertone。
No-Idon’t。Ishalltrytoconsolemyselfwiththat。Butthereareacertainnumberofverydazzlingmenintheworld,nodoubt。andiftherewereonlyoneitwouldbeenough。Themostdazzlingofallwillmakestraightforyou。You’llbesuretotakenoonewhoisn’tdazzling。
Ifyoumeanbydazzlingbrilliantlyclever,Isabelsaid-andI
can’timaginewhatelseyoumean-Idon’tneedtheaidofaclevermantoteachmehowtolive。Icanfinditoutformyself。
Findouthowtolivealone?Iwishthat,whenyouhave,you’dteachme!
Shelookedathimamoment。thenwithaquicksmile,Oh,yououghttomarry!shesaid。
Hemightbepardonedifforaninstantthisexclamationseemedtohimtosoundtheinfernalnote,anditisnotonrecordthathermotivefordischargingsuchashafthadbeenoftheclearest。Heoughtn’ttostrideaboutleanandhungry,however-shecertainlyfeltthatforhim。Godforgiveyou!hemurmuredbetweenhisteethasheturnedaway。
Heraccenthadputherslightlyinthewrong,andafteramomentshefelttheneedtorightherself。Theeasiestwaytodoitwastoplacehimwhereshehadbeen。Youdomegreatinjustice-yousaywhatyoudon’tknow!shebrokeout。Ishouldn’tbeaneasyvictim-I’veprovedit。
Oh,tome,perfectly。
I’veprovedittoothersaswell。Andshepausedamoment。I
refusedaproposalofmarriagelastweek。whattheycall-nodoubt-
adazzlingone。
I’mverygladtohearit,saidtheyoungmangravely。
Itwasaproposalmanygirlswouldhaveaccepted。ithadeverythingtorecommendit。Isabelhadnotproposedtoherselftotellthisstory,but,nowshehadbegun,thesatisfactionofspeakingitoutanddoingherselfjusticetookpossessionofher。Iwasofferedagreatpositionandagreatfortune-byapersonwhomIlikeextremely。
Casparwatchedherwithintenseinterest。IsheanEnglishman?
He’sanEnglishnobleman,saidIsabel。
Hervisitorreceivedthisannouncementatfirstinsilence,butatlastsaid:I’mgladhe’sdisappointed。
Wellthen,asyouhavecompanionsinmisfortune,makethebestofit。
Idon’tcallhimacompanion,saidCaspargrimly。
Whynot-sinceIdeclinedhisofferabsolutely?
Thatdoesn’tmakehimmycompanion。Besides,he’sanEnglishman。
Andprayisn’tanEnglishmanahumanbeing?Isabelasked。
Oh,thosepeople?They’renotofmyhumanity,andIdon’tcarewhatbecomesofthem。
You’reveryangry,saidthegirl。We’vediscussedthismatterquiteenough。
Ohyes,I’mveryangry。Ipleadguiltytothat!
Sheturnedawayfromhim,walkedtotheopenwindowandstoodamomentlookingintotheduskyvoidofthestreet,whereaturbidgaslightalonerepresentedsocialanimation。Forsometimeneitheroftheseyoungpersonsspoke。Casparlingerednearthechimney-piecewitheyesgloomilyattached。Shehadvirtuallyrequestedhimtogo-heknewthat。butattheriskofmakinghimselfodioushekepthisground。Shewastoonursedaneedtobeeasilyrenounced,andhehadcrossedtheseaalltowringfromhersomescrapofavow。Presentlysheleftthewindowandstoodagainbeforehim。Youdomeverylittlejustice-aftermytellingyouwhatItoldyoujustnow。I’msorryI
toldyou-sinceitmatterssolittletoyou。
Ah,criedtheyoungman,ifyouwerethinkingofmewhenyoudidit!Andthenhepausedwiththefearthatshemightcontradictsohappyathought。
Iwasthinkingofyoualittle,saidIsabel。
Alittle?Idon’tunderstand。IftheknowledgeofwhatIfeelforyouhadanyweightwithyouatall,callingita’little’isapooraccountofit。
Isabelshookherheadasiftocarryoffablunder。I’verefusedamostkind,noblegentleman。Makethemostofthat。
Ithankyouthen,saidCasparGoodwoodgravely。Ithankyouimmensely。
Andnowyouhadbettergohome。
MayInotseeyouagain?heasked。
Ithinkit’sbetternot。You’llbesuretotalkofthis,andyouseeitleadstonothing。
Ipromiseyounottosayawordthatwillannoyyou。
Isabelreflectedandthenanswered:Ireturninadayortwotomyuncle’s,andIcan’tproposetoyoutocomethere。Itwouldbetooinconsistent。
CasparGoodwood,onhisside,considered。Youmustdomejusticetoo。Ireceivedaninvitationtoyouruncle’smorethanaweekago,andIdeclinedit。
Shebetrayedsurprise。Fromwhomwasyourinvitation?
FromMr。RalphTouchett,whomIsupposetobeyourcousin。I
declineditbecauseIhadnotyourauthorizationtoacceptit。ThesuggestionthatMr。TouchettshouldinvitemeappearedtohavecomefromMissStackpole。
Itcertainlyneverdidfromme。Henriettareallygoesveryfar,
Isabeladded。
Don’tbetoohardonher-thattouchesme。
No。ifyoudeclinedyoudidquiteright,andIthankyouforit。
AndshegavealittleshudderofdismayatthethoughtthatLordWarburtonandMr。GoodwoodmighthavemetatGardencourt:itwouldhavebeensoawkwardforLordWarburton。
Whenyouleaveyourunclewheredoyougo?hercompanionasked。
Igoabroadwithmyaunt-toFlorenceandotherplaces。
Theserenityofthisannouncementstruckachilltotheyoungman’sheart。heseemedtoseeherwhirledawayintocirclesfromwhichhewasinexorablyexcluded。Neverthelesshewentonquicklywithhisquestions。AndwhenshallyoucomebacktoAmerica?
Perhapsnotforalongtime。I’mveryhappyhere。
Doyoumeantogiveupyourcountry?
Don’tbeaninfant!
Well,you’llbeoutofmysightindeed!saidCasparGoodwood。
Idon’tknow,sheansweredrathergrandly。Theworld-withalltheseplacessoarrangedandsotouchingeachother-comestostrikeoneasrathersmall。
It’sasighttoobigforme!Casparexclaimedwithasimplicityouryoungladymighthavefoundtouchingifherfacehadnotbeensetagainstconcessions。
Thisattitudewaspartofasystem,atheory,thatshehadlatelyembraced,andtobethoroughshesaidafteramoment:Don’tthinkmeunkindifIsayit’sjustthat-beingoutofyoursight-thatI
like。IfyouwereinthesameplaceIshouldfeelyouwerewatchingme,andIdon’tlikethat-Ilikemylibertytoomuch。Ifthere’sathingintheworldI’mfondof,shewentonwithaslightrecurrenceofgrandeur,it’smypersonalindependence。
ButwhatevertheremightbeofthetoosuperiorinthisspeechmovedCasparGoodwood’sadmiration。therewasnothinghewincedatinthelargeairofit。Hehadneversupposedshehadn’twingsandtheneedofbeautifulfreemovements-hewasn’t,withhisownlongarmsandstrides,afraidofanyforceinher。Isabel’swords,iftheyhadbeenmeanttoshockhim,failedofthemarkandonlymadehimsmilewiththesensethatherewascommonground。WhowouldwishlesstocurtailyourlibertythanI?Whatcangivemegreaterpleasurethantoseeyouperfectlyindependent-doingwhateveryoulike?It’stomakeyouindependentthatIwanttomarryyou。
That’sabeautifulsophism,saidthegirlwithasmilemorebeautifulstill。
Anummarriedwoman-agirlofyourage-isn’tindependent。Thereareallsortsofthingsshecan’tdo。She’shamperedateverystep。
That’sasshelooksatthequestion,Isabelansweredwithmuchspirit。notinmyfirstyouth-IcandowhatIchoose-Ibelongquitetotheindependentclass。I’veneitherfathernormother。I’mpoorandofaseriousdisposition。I’mnotpretty。Ithereforeamnotboundtobetimidandconventional。indeedIcan’taffordsuchluxuries。Besides,Itrytojudgethingsformyself。tojudgewrong,I
think,ismorehonourablethannottojudgeatall。Idon’twishtobeameresheepintheflock。Iwishtochoosemyfateandknowsomethingofhumanaffairsbeyondwhatotherpeoplethinkitcompatiblewithproprietytotellme。Shepausedamoment,butnotlongenoughforhercompaniontoreply。Hewasapparentlyonthepointofdoingsowhenshewenton:Letmesaythistoyou,Mr。Goodwood。You’resokindastospeakofbeingafraidofmymarrying。IfyoushouldheararumourthatI’monthepointofdoingso-girlsareliabletohavesuchthingssaidaboutthem-rememberwhatIhavetoldyouaboutmyloveoflibertyandventuretodoubtit。
Therewassomethingpassionatelypositiveinthetoneinwhichshegavehimthisadvice,andhesawashiningcandourinhereyesthathelpedhimtobelieveher。Onthewholehefeltreassured,andyoumighthaveperceiveditbythemannerinwhichhesaid,quiteeagerly:
Youwantsimplytotravelfortwoyears?I’mquitewillingtowaittwoyears,andyoumaydowhatyoulikeintheinterval。Ifthat’sallyouwant,praysayso。Idon’twantyoutobeconventional。doI
strikeyouasconventionalmyself?Doyouwanttoimproveyourmind?
Yourmind’squitegoodenoughforme。butifitinterestsyoutowanderaboutawhileandseedifferentcountriesIshallbedelightedtohelpyouinanywayinmypower。
You’reverygenerous。that’snothingnewtome。Thebestwaytohelpmewillbetoputasmanyhundredmilesofseabetweenusaspossible。
Onewouldthinkyouweregoingtocommitsomeatrocity!saidCasparGoodwood。
PerhapsIam。Iwishtobefreeeventodothatifthefancytakesme。
Wellthen,hesaidslowly,I’llgohome。Andheputouthishand,tryingtolookcontentedandconfident。
Isabel’sconfidenceinhim,however,wasgreaterthananyhecouldfeelinher。Notthathethoughthercapableofcommittinganatrocity。but,turnitoverashewould,therewassomethingominousinthewayshereservedheroption。Asshetookhishandshefeltagreatrespectforhim。sheknewhowmuchhecaredforherandshethoughthimmagnanimous。Theystoodsoforamoment,lookingateachother,unitedbyahand-claspwhichwasnotmerelypassiveonherside。That’sright,shesaidverykindly,almosttenderly。You’lllosenothingbybeingareasonableman。
ButI’llcomeback,whereveryouare,twoyearshence,hereturnedwithcharacteristicgrimness。
Wehaveseenthatouryoungladywasinconsequent,andatthisshesuddenlychangedhernote。Ah,remember,Ipromisenothing-
absolutelynothing!Thenmoresoftly,asiftohelphimtoleaveher:
AndremembertoothatIshallnotbeaneasyvictim!
You’llgetverysickofyourindependence。
PerhapsIshall。it’sevenveryprobable。WhenthatdaycomesI
shallbeverygladtoseeyou。
Shehadlaidherhandontheknobofthedoorthatledintoherroom,andshewaitedamomenttoseewhetherhervisitorwouldnottakehisdeparture。Butheappearedunabletomove。therewasstillanimmenseunwillingnessinhisattitudeandasoreremonstranceinhiseyes。Imustleaveyounow,saidIsabel。andsheopenedthedoorandpassedintotheotherroom。
Thisapartmentwasdark,butthedarknesswastemperedbyavagueradiancesentupthroughthewindowfromthecourtofthehotel,andIsabelcouldmakeoutthemassesofthefurniture,thedimshiningofthemirrorandtheloomingofthebigfour-postedbed。Shestoodstillamoment,listening,andatlastsheheardCasparGoodwoodwalkoutofthesitting-roomandclosethedoorbehindhim。Shestoodstillalittlelonger,andthen,byanirresistibleimpulse,droppedonherkneesbeforeherbedandhidherfaceinherarms。
CHAPTER17
Shewasnotpraying。shewastrembling-tremblingallover。
Vibrationwaseasytoher,wasinfacttooconstantwithher,andshefoundherselfnowhumminglikeasmittenharp。Sheonlyasked,however,toputonthecover,tocaseherselfagaininbrownholland,butshewishedtoresistherexcitement,andtheattitudeofdevotion,whichshekeptforsometime,seemedtohelphertobestill。SheintenselyrejoicedthatCasparGoodwoodwasgone。therewassomethinginhavingthusgotridofhimthatwaslikethepayment,forastampedreceipt,ofsomedebttoolongonhermind。Asshefeltthegladreliefshebowedherheadalittlelower。thesensewasthere,throbbinginherheart。itwaspartofheremotion,butitwasathingtobeashamedof-itwasprofaneandoutofplace。Itwasnotforsometenminutesthatsherosefromherknees,andevenwhenshecamebacktothesitting-roomhertremorhadnotquitesubsided。Ithadhad,verily,twocauses:partofitwastobeaccountedforbyherlongdiscussionwithMr。Goodwood,butitmightbefearedthattherestwassimplytheenjoymentshefoundintheexerciseofherpower。Shesatdowninthesamechairagainandtookupherbook,butwithoutgoingthroughtheformofopeningthevolume。
Sheleanedback,withthatlow,soft,aspiringmurmurwithwhichsheoftenutteredherresponsetoaccidentsofwhichthebrightersidewasnotsuperficiallyobvious,andyieldedtothesatisfactionofhavingrefusedtwoardentsuitorsinafortnight。ThatloveoflibertyofwhichshehadgivenCasparGoodwoodsoboldasketchwasasyetalmostexclusivelytheoretic。shehadnotbeenabletoindulgeitonalargescale。Butitappearedtohershehaddonesomething。shehadtastedofthedelight,ifnotofbattle,atleastofvictory。shehaddonewhatwastruesttoherplan。IntheglowofthisconsciousnesstheimageofMr。Goodwoodtakinghissadwalkhomewardthroughthedingytownpresenteditselfwithacertainreproachfulforce。sothat,asatthesamemomentthedooroftheroomwasopened,sherosewithanapprehensionthathehadcomeback。ButitwasonlyHenriettaStackpolereturningfromherdinner。
MissStackpoleimmediatelysawthatouryoungladyhadbeenthroughsomething,andindeedthediscoverydemandednogreatpenetration。Shewentstraightuptoherfriend,whoreceivedherwithoutagreeting。Isabel’selationinhavingsentCasparGoodwoodbacktoAmericapresupposedherbeinginamannergladhehadcometoseeher。butatthesametimesheperfectlyrememberedHenriettahadhadnorighttosetatrapforher。Hashebeenhere,dear?
thelatteryearninglyasked。
Isabelturnedawayandforsomemomentsanswerednothing。Youactedverywrongly,shedeclaredatlast。
Iactedforthebest。Ionlyhopeyouactedaswell。
You’renotthejudge。Ican’ttrustyou,saidIsabel。
Thisdeclarationwasunflattering,butHenriettawasmuchtoounselfishtoheedthechargeitconveyed。shecaredonlyforwhatitintimatedwithregardtoherfriend。IsabelArcher,sheobservedwithequalabruptnessandsolemnity,ifyoumarryoneofthesepeopleI’llneverspeaktoyouagain!
BeforemakingsoterribleathreatyouhadbetterwaittillI’masked,Isabelreplied。NeverhavingsaidawordtoMissStackpoleaboutLordWarburton’sovertures,shehadnownoimpulsewhatevertojustifyherselftoHenriettabytellingherthatshehadrefusedthatnobleman。
Oh,you’llbeaskedquickenough,onceyougetoffontheContinent。AnnieClimberwasaskedthreetimesinItaly-poorplainlittleAnnie。
Well,ifAnnieClimberwasn’tcapturedwhyshouldIbe?
Idon’tbelieveAnniewaspressed。butyou’llbe。
That’saflatteringconviction,saidIsabelwithoutalarm。
Idon’tflatteryou,Isabel,Itellyouthetruth!criedherfriend。Ihopeyoudon’tmeantotellmethatyoudidn’tgiveMr。
Goodwoodsomehope。
Idon’tseewhyIshouldtellyouanything。asIsaidtoyoujustnow,Ican’ttrustyou。Butsinceyou’resomuchinterestedinMr。
GoodwoodIwon’tconcealfromyouthathereturnsimmediatelytoAmerica。
Youdon’tmeantosayyou’vesenthimoff?Henriettaalmostshrieked。
Iaskedhimtoleavemealone。andIaskyouthesame,Henrietta。MissStackpoleglitteredforaninstantwithdismayandthenpassedtothemirroroverthechimney-pieceandtookoffherbonnet。Ihopeyou’veenjoyedyourdinner,Isabelwenton。
Buthercompanionwasnottobedivertedbyfrivolouspropositions。Doyouknowwhereyou’regoing,IsabelArcher?
JustnowI’mgoingtobed,saidIsabelwithpersistentfrivolity。
Doyouknowwhereyou’redrifting?Henriettapursued,holdingoutherbonnetdelicately。
No,Ihaven’ttheleastidea,andIfinditverypleasantnottoknow。Aswiftcarriage,ofadarknight,rattlingwithfourhorsesoverroadsthatonecan’tsee-that’smyideaofhappiness。
Mr。Goodwoodcertainlydidn’tteachyoutosaysuchthingsasthat-
liketheheroineofanimmoralnovel,saidMissStackpole。You’redriftingtosomegreatmistake。
Isabelwasirritatedbyherfriend’sinterference,yetshestilltriedtothinkwhattruththisdeclarationcouldrepresent。Shecouldthinkofnothingthatdivertedherfromsaying:Youmustbeveryfondofme,Henrietta,tobewillingtobesoaggressive。
Iloveyouintensely,Isabel,saidMissStackpolewithfeeling。
Well,ifyoulovemeintenselyletmeasintenselyalone。IaskedthatofMr。Goodwood,andImustalsoaskitofyou。
Takecareyou’renotletalonetoomuch。
That’swhatMr。Goodwoodsaidtome。ItoldhimImusttaketherisks。
You’reacreatureofrisks-youmakemeshudder!criedHenrietta。WhendoesMr。GoodwoodreturntoAmerica?
Idon’tknow-hedidn’ttellme。
Perhapsyoudidn’tenquire,saidHenriettawiththenoteofrighteousirony。
Igavehimtoolittlesatisfactiontohavetherighttoaskquestionsofhim。
ThisassertionseemedtoMissStackpoleforamomenttobiddefiancetocomment。butatlastsheexclaimed:Well,Isabel,ifIdidn’tknowyouImightthinkyouwereheartless!
Takecare,saidIsabel。you’respoilingme。
I’mafraidI’vedonethatalready。Ihope,atleast,MissStackpoleadded,thathemaycrosswithAnnieClimber!
IsabellearnedfromherthenextmorningthatshehaddeterminednottoreturntoGardencourtwhereoldMr。Touchetthadpromisedherarenewedwelcome,buttoawaitinLondonthearrivaloftheinvitationthatMr。BantlinghadpromisedherfromhissisterLadyPensil。MissStackpolerelatedveryfreelyherconversationwithRalphTouchett’ssociablefriendanddeclaredtoIsabelthatshereallybelievedshehadnowgotholdofsomethingthatwouldleadtosomething。OnthereceiptofLadyPensil’sletter-Mr。Bantlinghadvirtuallyguaranteedthearrivalofthisdocument-shewouldimmediatelydepartforBedfordshire,andifIsabelcaredtolookoutforherimpressionsintheInterviewershewouldcertainlyfindthem。Henriettawasevidentlygoingtoseesomethingoftheinnerlifethistime。
Doyouknowwhereyou’redrifting,HenriettaStackpole?Isabelasked,imitatingthetoneinwhichherfriendhadspokenthenightbefore。
I’mdriftingtoabigposition-thatoftheQueenofAmericanJournalism。Ifmynextletterisn’tcopiedallovertheWestI’llswallowmypen-wiper!
ShehadarrangedwithherfriendMissAnnieClimber,theyoungladyofthecontinentaloffers,thattheyshouldgotogethertomakethosepurchaseswhichweretoconstituteMissClimber’sfarewelltoahemisphereinwhichsheatleasthadbeenappreciated。andshepresentlyrepairedtoJermynStreettopickuphercompanion。
ShortlyafterherdepartureRalphTouchettwasannounced,andassoonashecameinIsabelsawhehadsomethingonhismind。Heverysoontookhiscousinintohisconfidence。Hehadreceivedfromhismotheratelegramtotheeffectthathisfatherhadhadasharpattackofhisoldmalady,thatshewasmuchalarmedandthatshebeggedhewouldinstantlyreturntoGardencourt。OnthisoccasionatleastMrs。Touchett’sdevotiontotheelectricwirewasnotopentocriticism。
I’vejudgeditbesttoseethegreatdoctor,SirMatthewHope,first,Ralphsaid。bygreatgoodluckhe’sintown。He’stoseemeathalf-pasttwelve,andIshallmakesureofhiscomingdowntoGardencourt-whichhewilldothemorereadilyashehasalreadyseenmyfatherseveraltimes,boththereandinLondon。There’sanexpressattwo-forty-five,whichIshalltake。andyou’llcomebackwithmeorremainhereafewdayslonger,exactlyasyouprefer。
Ishallcertainlygowithyou,Isabelreturned。Idon’tsupposeI
canbeofanyusetomyuncle,butifhe’sillIshallliketobenearhim。
Ithinkyou’refondofhim,saidRalphwithacertainshypleasureinhisface。Youappreciatehim,whichalltheworldhasn’tdone。Thequality’stoofine。
Iquiteadorehim,Isabelafteramomentsaid。
That’sverywell。Afterhissonhe’syourgreatestadmirer。
Shewelcomedthisassurance,butshegavesecretlyasmallsighofreliefatthethoughtthatMr。Touchettwasoneofthoseadmirerswhocouldn’tproposetomarryher。This,however,wasnotwhatshespoke。shewentontoinformRalphthattherewereotherreasonsforhernotremaininginLondon。Shewastiredofitandwishedtoleaveit。andthenHenriettawasgoingaway-goingtostayinBedfordshire。
InBedfordshire?
WithLadyPensil,thesisterofMr。Bantling,whohasansweredforaninvitation。
Ralphwasfeelinganxious,butatthishebrokeintoalaugh。
Suddenly,nonetheless,hisgravityreturned。Bantling’samanofcourage。Butiftheinvitationshouldgetlostontheway?
IthoughttheBritishpost-officewasimpeccable。
ThegoodHomersometimesnods,saidRalph。However,hewentonmorebrightly,thegoodBantlingneverdoes,and,whateverhappens,he’lltakecareofHenrietta。
RalphwenttokeephisappointmentwithSirMatthewHope,andIsabelmadeherarrangementsforquittingPratt’sHotel。Heruncle’sdangertouchedhernearly,andwhileshestoodbeforeheropentrunk,lookingabouthervaguelyforwhatsheshouldputintoit,thetearssuddenlyrosetohereyes。ItwasperhapsforthisreasonthatwhenRalphcamebackattwoo’clocktotakehertothestationshewasnotyetready。HefoundMissStackpole,however,inthesitting-room,whereshehadjustrisenfromherluncheon,andthisladyimmediatelyexpressedherregretathisfather’sillness。
He’sagrandoldman,shesaid。he’sfaithfultothelast。Ifit’sreallytobethelast-pardonmyalludingtoit,butyoumustoftenhavethoughtofthepossibility-I’msorrythatIshallnotbeatGardencourt。
You’llamuseyourselfmuchmoreinBedfordshire。
Ishallbesorrytoamusemyselfatsuchatime,saidHenriettawithmuchpropriety。Butsheimmediatelyadded:Ishouldlikesotocommemoratetheclosingscene。
Myfathermaylivealongtime,saidRalphsimply。Then,advertingtotopicsmorecheerful,heinterrogatedMissStackpoleastoherownfuture。
NowthatRalphwasintroublesheaddressedhiminatoneoflargerallowanceandtoldhimthatshewasmuchindebtedtohimforhavingmadeheracquaintedwithMr。Bantling。HehastoldmejustthethingsIwanttoknow,shesaid。allthesociety-itemsandallabouttheroyalfamily。Ican’tmakeoutthatwhathetellsmeabouttheroyalfamilyismuchtotheircredit。buthesaysthat’sonlymypeculiarwayoflookingatit。Well,allIwantisthatheshouldgivemethefacts。Icanputthemtogetherquickenough,onceI’vegotthem。AndsheaddedthatMr。Bantlinghadbeensogoodastopromisetocomeandtakeheroutthatafternoon。
Totakeyouwhere?Ralphventuredtoenquire。
ToBuckinghamPalace。He’sgoingtoshowmeoverit,sothatI
maygetsomeideahowtheylive。
Ah,saidRalph,weleaveyouingoodhands。Thefirstthingweshallhearisthatyou’reinvitedtoWindsorCastle。
Iftheyaskme,Ishallcertainlygo。OnceIgetstartedI’mnotafraid。Butforallthat,Henriettaaddedinamoment,I’mnotsatisfied。I’mnotatpeaceaboutIsabel。
Whatisherlastmisdemeanour?
Well,I’vetoldyoubefore,andIsupposethere’snoharminmygoingon。IalwaysfinishasubjectthatItakeup。Mr。Goodwoodwasherelastnight。
Ralphopenedhiseyes。heevenblushedalittle-hisblushbeingthesignofanemotionsomewhatacute。HerememberedthatIsabel,inseparatingfromhiminWinchesterSquare,hadrepudiatedhissuggestionthathermotiveindoingsowastheexpectationofavisitoratPratesHotel,anditwasanewpangtohimtohavetosuspectherofduplicity。Ontheotherhand,hequicklysaidtohimself,whatconcernwasitofhisthatsheshouldhavemadeanappointmentwithalover?Haditnotbeenthoughtgracefulineveryagethatyoungladiesshouldmakeamysteryofsuchappointments?
RalphgaveMissStackpoleadiplomaticanswer。Ishouldhavethoughtthat,withtheviewsyouexpressedtometheotherday,thiswouldsatisfyyouperfectly。
Thatheshouldcometoseeher?Thatwasverywell,asfarasitwent。Itwasalittleplotofmine。IlethimknowthatwewereinLondon,andwhenithadbeenarrangedthatIshouldspendtheeveningoutIsenthimaword-thewordwejustuttertothe’wise。’I
hopedhewouldfindheralone。Iwon’tpretendIdidn’thopethatyou’dbeoutoftheway。Hecametoseeher,buthemightaswellhavestayedaway。
Isabelwascruel?-andRalph’sfacelightedwiththereliefofhiscousin’snothavingshownduplicity。
Idon’texactlyknowwhatpassedbetweenthem。Butshegavehimnosatisfaction-shesenthimbacktoAmerica。
PoorMr。Goodwood!Ralphsighed。
Heronlyideaseemstobetogetridofhim,Henriettawenton。
PoorMr。Goodwood!Ralphrepeated。Theexclamation,itmustbeconfessed,wasautomatic。itfailedexactlytoexpresshisthoughts,whichweretakinganotherline。
Youdon’tsaythatasifyoufeltit。Idon’tbelieveyoucare。
Ah,saidRalph,youmustrememberthatIdon’tknowthisinterestingyoungman-thatI’veneverseenhim。
Well,Ishallseehim,andIshalltellhimnottogiveup。IfI
didn’tbelieveIsabelwouldcomeround,MissStackpoleadded-
well,I’dgiveupmyself。ImeanI’dgiveherup!
CHAPTER18
IthadoccurredtoRalphthat,intheconditions,Isabel’spartingwithherfriendmightbeofaslightlyembarrassednature,andhewentdowntothedoorofthehotelinadvanceofhiscousin,who,afteraslightdelay,followedwiththetracesofanunacceptedremonstrance,ashethought,inhereyes。ThetwomadethejourneytoGardencourtinalmostunbrokensilence,andtheservantwhometthematthestationhadnobetternewstogivethemofMr。Touchett-afactwhichcausedRalphtocongratulatehimselfafreshonSirMatthewHope’shavingpromisedtocomedowninthefiveo’clocktrainandspendthenight。Mrs。Touchett,helearned,onreachinghome,hadbeenconstantlywiththeoldmanandwaswithhimatthatmoment。andthisfactmadeRalphsaytohimselfthat,afterall,whathismotherwantedwasjusteasyoccasion。Thefinernatureswerethosethatshoneatthelargertimes。Isabelwenttoherownroom,notingthroughoutthehousethatperceptiblehushwhichprecedesacrisis。Attheendofanhour,however,shecamedownstairsinsearchofheraunt,whomshewishedtoaskaboutMr。Touchett。Shewentintothelibrary,butMrs。Touchettwasnotthere,andastheweather,whichhadbeendampandchill,wasnowaltogetherspoiled,itwasnotprobableshehadgoneforherusualwalkinthegrounds。
Isabelwasonthepointofringingtosendaquestiontoherroom,whenthispurposequicklyyieldedtoanunexpectedsound-thesoundoflowmusicproceedingapparentlyfromthesaloon。Sheknewherauntnevertouchedthepiano,andthemusicianwasthereforeprobablyRalph,whoplayedforhisownamusement。Thatheshouldhaveresortedtothisrecreationatthepresenttimeindicatedapparentlythathisanxietyabouthisfatherhadbeenrelieved。sothatthegirltookherway,almostwithrestoredcheer,towardthesourceoftheharmony。Thedrawing-roomatGardencourtwasanapartmentofgreatdistances,and,asthepianowasplacedattheendofitfurthestremovedfromthedooratwhichsheentered,herarrivalwasnotnoticedbythepersonseatedbeforetheinstrument。ThispersonwasneitherRalphnorhismother。itwasaladywhomIsabelimmediatelysawtobeastrangertoherself,thoughherbackwaspresentedtothedoor。Thisback-anampleandwell-dressedone-Isabelviewedforsomemomentswithsurprise。Theladywasofcourseavisitorwhohadarrivedduringherabsenceandwhohadnotbeenmentionedbyeitheroftheservants-oneofthemheraunt’smaid-ofwhomshehadhadspeechsinceherreturn。Isabelhadalreadylearned,however,withwhattreasuresofreservethefunctionofreceivingordersmaybeaccompanied,andshewasparticularlyconsciousofhavingbeentreatedwithdrynessbyheraunt’smaid,throughwhosehandsshehadslippedperhapsalittletoomistrustfullyandwithaneffectofplumagebutthemorelustrous。
Theadventofaguestwasinitselffarfromdisconcerting。shehadnotyetdivestedherselfofayoungfaiththateachnewacquaintancewouldexertsomemomentousinfluenceonherlife。Bythetimeshehadmadethesereflexionsshebecameawarethattheladyatthepianoplayedremarkablywell。ShewasplayingsomethingofSchubert’s-Isabelknewnotwhat,butrecognizedSchubert-andshetouchedthepianowithadiscretionofherown。Itshowedskill,itshowedfeeling。Isabelsatdownnoiselesslyonthenearestchairandwaitedtilltheendofthepiece。Whenitwasfinishedshefeltastrongdesiretothanktheplayer,androsefromherseattodoso,whileatthesametimethestrangerturnedquicklyround,asifbutjustawareofherpresence。
That’sverybeautiful,andyourplayingmakesitmorebeautifulstill,saidIsabelwithalltheyoungradiancewithwhichsheusuallyutteredatruthfulrapture。
Youdon’tthinkIdisturbedMr。Touchettthen?themusicianansweredassweetlyasthiscomplimentdeserved。ThehouseissolargeandhisroomsofarawaythatIthoughtImightventure,especiallyasIplayedjust-justduboutdesdoigts。
She’saFrenchwoman,Isabelsaidtoherself。shesaysthatasifshewereFrench。Andthissuppositionmadethevisitormoreinterestingtoourspeculativeheroine。Ihopemyuncle’sdoingwell,Isabeladded。Ishouldthinkthattohearsuchlovelymusicasthatwouldreallymakehimfeelbetter。
Theladysmiledanddiscriminated。I’mafraidtherearemomentsinlifewhenevenSchuberthasnothingtosaytous。Wemustadmit,however,thattheyareourworst。
I’mnotinthatstatenowthen,saidIsabel。OnthecontraryI
shouldbesogladifyouwouldplaysomethingmore。
Ifitwillgiveyoupleasure-delighted。Andthisobligingpersontookherplaceagainandstruckafewchords,whileIsabelsatdownnearertheinstrument。Suddenlythenew-comerstoppedwithherhandsonthekeys,half-turningandlookingoverhershoulder。Shewasfortyyearsoldandnotpretty,thoughherexpressioncharmed。
Pardonme,shesaid。butareyoutheniece-theyoungAmerican?
I’mmyaunt’sniece,Isabelrepliedwithsimplicity。
Theladyatthepianosatstillamomentlonger,castingherairofinterestoverhershoulder。That’sverywell。we’recompatriots。Andthenshebegantoplay。
Ahthenshe’snotFrench,Isabelmurmured。andastheoppositesuppositionhadmadeherromanticitmighthaveseemedthatthisrevelationwouldhavemarkedadrop。Butsuchwasnotthefact。
rarereventhantobeFrenchseemedittobeAmericanonsuchinterestingterms。
Theladyplayedinthesamemannerasbefore,softlyandsolemnly,andwhilesheplayedtheshadowsdeepenedintheroom。Theautumntwilightgatheredin,andfromherplaceIsabelcouldseetherain,whichhadnowbeguninearnest,washingthecold-lookinglawnandthewindshakingthegreattrees。Atlast,whenthemusichadceased,hercompaniongotupand,comingnearerwithasmile,beforeIsabelhadtimetothankheragain,said:I’mverygladyou’vecomeback。I’veheardagreatdealaboutyou。
Isabelthoughtheraveryattractiveperson,butneverthelessspokewithacertainabruptnessinreplytothisspeech。Fromwhomhaveyouheardaboutme?
Thestrangerhesitatedasinglemomentandthen,Fromyouruncle,sheanswered。I’vebeenherethreedays,andthefirstdayheletmecomeandpayhimavisitinhisroom。Thenhetalkedconstantlyofyou。
Asyoudidn’tknowmethatmustratherhaveboredyou。
Itmademewanttoknowyou。Allthemorethatsincethen-yourauntbeingsomuchwithMr。Touchett-I’vebeenquitealoneandhavegotrathertiredofmyownsociety。I’venotchosenagoodmomentformyvisit。
Aservanthadcomeinwithlampsandwaspresentlyfollowedbyanotherbearingthetea-tray。OntheappearanceofthisrepastMrs。
Touchetthadapparentlybeennotified,forshenowarrivedandaddressedherselftothetea-pot。Hergreetingtoherniecedidnotdiffermateriallyfromhermannerofraisingthelidofthisreceptacleinordertoglanceatthecontents:inneitheractwasitbecomingtomakeashowofavidity。Questionedaboutherhusbandshewasunabletosayhewasbetter。butthelocaldoctorwaswithhim,andmuchlightwasexpectedfromthisgentleman’sconsultationwithSirMatthewHope。
Isupposeyoutwoladieshavemadeacquaintance,shepursued。
Ifyouhaven’tIrecommendyoutodoso。forsolongaswecontinue-RalphandI-toclusteraboutMr。Touchett’sbedyou’renotlikelytohavemuchsocietybuteachother。
Iknownothingaboutyoubutthatyou’reagreatmusician,
Isabelsaidtothevisitor。
There’sagooddealmorethanthattoknow,Mrs。Touchettaffirmedinherlittledrytone。
Averylittleofit,Iamsure,willcontentMissArcher!theladyexclaimedwithalightlaugh。I’manoldfriendofyouraunt’s。
I’velivedmuchinFlorence。I’mMadameMerle。Shemadethislastannouncementasifshewerereferringtoapersonoftolerablydistinctidentity。ForIsabel,however,itrepresentedlittle。shecouldonlycontinuetofeelthatMadameMerlehadascharmingamannerasanyshehadeverencountered。
She’snotaforeignerinspiteofhername,saidMrs。Touchett。
Shewasborn-Ialwaysforgetwhereyouwereborn。
It’shardlyworthwhilethenIshouldtellyou。
Onthecontrary,saidMrs。Touchett,whorarelymissedalogicalpoint。ifIrememberedyourtellingmewouldbequitesuperfluous。
MadameMerleglancedatIsabelwithasortofworld-widesmile,athingthatover-reachedfrontiers。Iwasbornundertheshadowofthenationalbanner。
She’stoofondofmystery,saidMrs。Touchett。that’shergreatfault。
Ah,exclaimedMadameMerle,I’vegreatfaults,butIdon’tthinkthat’soneofthem。itcertainlyisn’tthegreatest。IcameintotheworldintheBrooklynnavy-yard。MyfatherwasahighofficerintheUnitedStatesNavy,andhadapost-apostofresponsibility-inthatestablishmentatthetime。IsupposeIoughttolovethesea,butIhateit。That’swhyIdon’treturntoAmerica。Ilovetheland。
thegreatthingistolovesomething。
Isabel,asadispassionatewitness,hadnotbeenstruckwiththeforceofMrs。Touchett’scharacterizationofhervisitor,whohadanexpressive,communicative,responsiveface,bynomeansofthesortwhich,toIsabel’smind,suggestedasecretivedisposition。Itwasafacethattoldofanamplitudeofnatureandofquickandfreemotionsand,thoughithadnoregularbeauty,wasinthehighestdegreeengagingandattaching。MadameMerlewasatall,fair,smoothwoman。
everythinginherpersonwasroundandreplete,thoughwithoutthoseaccumulationswhichsuggestheaviness。Herfeatureswerethickbutinperfectproportionandharmony,andhercomplexionhadahealthyclearness。Hergreyeyesweresmallbutfulloflightandincapableofstupidity-incapable,accordingtosomepeople,evenoftears。shehadaliberal,full-rimmedmouthwhichwhenshesmileddrewitselfupwardtotheleftsideinamannerthatmostpeoplethoughtveryodd,someveryaffectedandafewverygraceful。Isabelinclinedtorangeherselfinthelastcategory。MadameMerlehadthick,fairhair,arrangedsomehowclassicallyandasifshewereaBust,Isabeljudged-aJunooraNiobe。andlargewhitehands,ofaperfectshape,ashapesoperfectthattheirpossessor,preferringtoleavethemunadorned,worenojewelledrings。Isabelhadtakenheratfirst,aswehaveseen,foraFrenchwoman。butextendedobservationmighthaverankedherasaGerman-aGermanofhighdegree,perhapsanAustrian,abaroness,acountess,aprincess。ItwouldneverhavebeensupposedshehadcomeintotheworldinBrooklyn-thoughonecoulddoubtlessnothavecarriedthroughanyargumentthattheairofdistinctionmarkingherinsoeminentadegreewasinconsistentwithsuchabirth。Itwastruethatthenationalbannerhadfloatedimmediatelyoverhercradle,andthebreezyfreedomofthestarsandstripesmighthaveshedaninfluenceupontheattitudeshetheretooktowardslife。Andyetshehadevidentlynothingofthefluttered,flappingqualityofamorselofbuntinginthewind。hermannerexpressedthereposeandconfidencewhichcomefromalargeexperience。Experience,however,hadnotquenchedheryouth。ithadsimplymadehersympatheticandsupple。Shewasinawordawomanofstrongimpulseskeptinadmirableorder。ThiscommendeditselftoIsabelasanidealcombination。
Thegirlmadethesereflectionswhilethethreeladiessatattheirtea,butthatceremonywasinterruptedbeforelongbythearrivalofthegreatdoctorfromLondon,whohadbeenimmediatelyusheredintothedrawing-room。Mrs。Touchetttookhimofftothelibraryforaprivatetalk。andthenMadameMerleandIsabelparted,tomeetagainatdinner。TheideaofseeingmoreofthisinterestingwomandidmuchtomitigateIsabel’ssenseofthesadnessnowsettlingonGardencourt。
Whenshecameintothedrawing-roombeforedinnershefoundtheplaceempty。butinthecourseofamomentRalpharrived。Hisanxietyabouthisfatherhadbeenlightened。SirMatthewHope’sviewofhisconditionwaslessdepressedthanhisownhadbeen。Thedoctorrecommendedthatthenursealoneshouldremainwiththeoldmanforthenextthreeorfourhours。sothatRalph,hismotherandthegreatphysicianhimselfwerefreetodineattable。Mrs。TouchettandSirMatthewappeared。MadameMerlewasthelast。
BeforeshecameIsabelspokeofhertoRalph,whowasstandingbeforethefireplace。PraywhoisthisMadameMerle?
ThecleverestwomanIknow,notexceptingyourself,saidRalph。
Ithoughtsheseemedverypleasant。
Iwassureyou’dthinkherverypleasant。
Isthatwhyyouinvitedher?
Ididn’tinviteher,andwhenwecamebackfromLondonIdidn’tknowshewashere。Nooneinvitedher。She’safriendofmymother’s,andjustafteryouandIwenttotownmymothergotanotefromher。ShehadarrivedinEnglandsheusuallylivesabroad,thoughshehasfirstandlastspentagooddealoftimehere,andaskedleavetocomedownforafewdays。She’sawomanwhocanmakesuchproposalswithperfectconfidence。she’ssowelcomewherevershegoes。
Andwithmymothertherecouldbenoquestionofhesitating。she’stheonepersonintheworldwhommymotherverymuchadmires。Ifshewerenotherselfwhichsheafterallmuchprefers,shewouldliketobeMadameMerle。Itwouldindeedbeagreatchange。
Well,she’sverycharming,saidIsabel。Andsheplaysbeautifully。
Shedoeseverythingbeautifully。She’scomplete。
Isabellookedathercousinamoment。Youdon’tlikeher。
Onthecontrary,Iwasonceinlovewithher。
Andshedidn’tcareforyou,andthat’swhyyoudon’tlikeher。
Howcanwehavediscussedsuchthings?MonsieurMerlewasthenliving。
Ishedeadnow?
Soshesays。
Don’tyoubelieveher?
Yes,becausethestatementagreeswiththeprobabilities。ThehusbandofMadameMerlewouldbelikelytopassaway。
Isabelgazedathercousinagain。Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。Youmeansomething-thatyoudon’tmean。WhatwasMonsieurMerle?
ThehusbandofMadame。
You’reveryodious。Hassheanychildren?
Nottheleastlittlechild-fortunately。
Fortunately?
Imeanfortunatelyforthechild。She’dbesuretospoilit。
Isabelwasapparentlyonthepointofassuringhercousinforthethirdtimethathewasodious。butthediscussionwasinterruptedbythearrivaloftheladywhowasthetopicofit。Shecamerustlinginquickly,apologizingforbeinglate,fasteningabracelet,dressedindarkbluesatin,whichexposedawhitebosomthatwasineffectuallycoveredbyacurioussilvernecklace。Ralphofferedherhisarmwiththeexaggeratedalertnessofamanwhowasnolongeralover。
Evenifthishadstillbeenhiscondition,however,Ralphhadotherthingstothinkabout。ThegreatdoctorspentthenightatGardencourtand,returningtoLondononthemorrow,afteranotherconsultationwithMr。Touchett’sownmedicaladviser,concurredinRalph’sdesirethatheshouldseethepatientagainonthedayfollowing。OnthedayfollowingSirMatthewHopereappearedatGardencourt,andnowtookalessencouragingviewoftheoldman,whohadgrownworseinthetwenty-fourhours。Hisfeeblenesswasextreme,andtohisson,whoconstantlysatbyhisbedside,itoftenseemedthathisendmustbeathand。Thelocaldoctor,averysagaciousman,inwhomRalphhadsecretlymoreconfidencethaninhisdistinguishedcolleague,wasconstantlyinattendance,andSirMatthewHopecamebackseveraltimes。Mr。Touchettwasmuchofthetimeunconscious。hesleptagreatdeal。herarelyspoke。IsabelhadagreatdesiretobeusefultohimandwasallowedtowatchwithhimathourswhenhisotherattendantsofwhomMrs。Touchettwasnottheleastregularwenttotakerest。Heneverseemedtoknowher,andshealwayssaidtoherself,SupposeheshoulddiewhileI’msittinghere。anideawhichexcitedherandkeptherawake。Onceheopenedhiseyesforawhileandfixedthemuponherintelligently,butwhenshewenttohim,hopinghewouldrecognizeher,heclosedthemandrelapsedintostupor。Thedayafterthis,however,herevivedforalongertime。butonthisoccasionRalphonlywaswithhim。Theoldmanbegantotalk,muchtohisson’ssatisfaction,whoassuredhimthattheyshouldpresentlyhavehimsittingup。
No,myboy,saidMr。Touchett,notunlessyouburymeinasittingposture,assomeoftheancients-wasittheancients?-usedtodo。
Ah,daddy,don’ttalkaboutthat,Ralphmurmured。Youmustn’tdenythatyou’regettingbetter。
Therewillbenoneedofmydenyingitifyoudon’tsayit,theoldmananswered。Whyshouldweprevaricatejustatthelast?Weneverprevaricatedbefore。I’vegottodiesometime,andit’sbettertodiewhenone’ssickthanwhenone’swell。I’mverysick-
assickasIshalleverbe。Ihopeyoudon’twanttoprovethatI
shalleverbeworsethanthis?Thatwouldbetoobad。Youdon’t?
Wellthen。
Havingmadethisexcellentpointhebecamequiet。butthenexttimethatRalphwaswithhimheagainaddressedhimselftoconversation。ThenursehadgonetohersupperandRalphwasaloneincharge,havingjustrelievedMrs。Touchett,whohadbeenonguardsincedinner。Theroomwaslightedonlybytheflickeringfire,whichoflatehadbecomenecessary,andRalph’stallshadowwasprojectedoverwallandceilingwithanoutlineconstantlyvaryingbutalwaysgrotesque。
Who’sthatwithme-isitmyson?theoldmanasked。
Yes,it’syourson,daddy。
Andistherenooneelse?
Nooneelse。
Mr。Touchettsaidnothingforawhile。andthen,Iwanttotalkalittle,hewenton。
Won’tittireyou?Ralphdemurred。
Itwon’tmatterifitdoes。Ishallhavealongrest。Iwanttotalkaboutyou。
Ralphhaddrawnnearertothebed。hesatleaningforwardwithhishandonhisfather’s。Youhadbetterselectabrightertopic。
Youwerealwaysbright。Iusedtobeproudofyourbrightness。I
shouldlikesomuchtothinkyou’ddosomething。
Ifyouleaveus,saidRalph,Ishalldonothingbutmissyou。
That’sjustwhatIdon’twant。it’swhatIwanttotalkabout。
Youmustgetanewinterest。
Idon’twantanewinterest,daddy。IhavemoreoldonesthanI
knowwhattodowith。
Theoldmanlaytherelookingathisson。hisfacewasthefaceofthedying,buthiseyesweretheeyesofDanielTouchett。HeseemedtobereckoningoverRalph’sinterests。Ofcourseyouhaveyourmother,
hesaidatlast。You’lltakecareofher。
Mymotherwillalwaystakecareofherself,Ralphreturned。
Well,saidhisfather,perhapsasshegrowsoldershe’llneedalittlehelp。
Ishallnotseethat。She’lloutliveme。
Verylikelyshewill。butthat’snoreason-!Mr。Touchettlethisphrasedieawayinahelplessbutnotquitequeruloussighandremainedsilentagain。
Don’ttroubleyourselfaboutus,saidhisson。MymotherandI
getonverywelltogether,youknow。
Yougetonbyalwaysbeingapart。that’snotnatural。
Ifyouleaveusweshallprobablyseemoreofeachother。
Well,theoldmanobservedwithwanderingirrelevance,itcan’tbesaidthatmydeathwillmakemuchdifferenceinyourmother’slife。
Itwillprobablymakemorethanyouthink。
Well,she’llhavemoremoney,saidMr。Touchett。I’veleftheragoodwife’sportion,justasifshehadbeenagoodwife。
Shehasbeenone,daddy,accordingtoherowntheory。Shehasnevertroubledyou。
Ah,sometroublesarepleasant,Mr。Touchettmurmured。Thoseyou’vegivenmeforinstance。Butyourmotherhasbeenless-less-
whatshallIcallit?lessoutofthewaysinceI’vebeenill。I
presumesheknowsI’venoticedit。
Ishallcertainlytellherso。I’msogladyoumentionit。
Itwon’tmakeanydifferencetoher。shedoesn’tdoittopleaseme。Shedoesittoplease-toplease-Andhelayawhiletryingtothinkwhyshedidit。Shedoesitbecauseitsuitsher。Butthat’snotwhatIwanttotalkabout,headded。It’saboutyou。You’llbeverywelloff。
Yes,saidRalph,Iknowthat。ButIhopeyou’venotforgottenthetalkwehadayearago-whenItoldyouexactlywhatmoneyIshouldneedandbeggedyoutomakesomegooduseoftherest。
Yes,yes,Iremember。Imadeanewwill-inafewdays。Isupposeitwasthefirsttimesuchathinghadhappened-ayoungmantryingtogetawillmadeagainsthim。
Itisnotagainstme,saidRalph。Itwouldbeagainstmetohavealargepropertytotakecareof。It’simpossibleforamaninmystateofhealthtospendmuchmoney,andenoughisasgoodasafeast。
Well,you’llhaveenough-andsomethingover。Therewillbemorethanenoughforone-therewillbeenoughfortwo。
That’stoomuch,saidRalph。
Ah,don’tsaythat。Thebestthingyoucando,whenI’mgone,willbetomarry。
Ralphhadforeseenwhathisfatherwascomingto,andthissuggestionwasbynomeansfresh。IthadlongbeenMr。Touchett’smostingeniouswayoftakingthecheerfulviewofhisson’spossibleduration。Ralphhadusuallytreateditfacetiously。butpresentcircumstancesproscribedthefacetious。Hesimplyfellbackinhischairandreturnedhisfather’sappealinggaze。
IfI,withawifewhohasn’tbeenveryfondofme,havehadaveryhappylife,saidtheoldman,carryinghisingenuityfurtherstill,whatalifemightn’tyouhaveifyoushouldmarryapersondifferentfromMrs。Touchett。Therearemoredifferentfromherthantherearelikeher。Ralphstillsaidnothing。andafterapausehisfatherresumedsoftly:Whatdoyouthinkofyourcousin?
AtthisRalphstarted,meetingthequestionwithastrainedsmile。
DoIunderstandyoutoproposethatIshouldmarryIsabel?
Well,that’swhatitcomestointheend。Don’tyoulikeIsabel?
Yes,verymuch。AndRalphgotupfromhischairandwanderedovertothefire。Hestoodbeforeitaninstantandthenhestoopedandstirreditmechanically。
IlikeIsabelverymuch,herepeated。
Well,saidhisfather,Iknowshelikesyou。Shehastoldmehowmuchshelikesyou。
Didsheremarkthatshewouldliketomarryme?
No,butshecan’thaveanythingagainstyou。Andshe’sthemostcharmingyoungladyI’veeverseen。Andshewouldbegoodtoyou。I
havethoughtagreatdealaboutit。
SohaveI,saidRalph,comingbacktothebedsideagain。I
don’tmindtellingyouthat。
Youareinlovewithherthen?Ishouldthinkyouwouldbe。It’sasifshecameoveronpurpose。
No,I’mnotinlovewithher。butIshouldbeif-ifcertainthingsweredifferent。
Ah,thingsarealwaysdifferentfromwhattheymightbe,saidtheoldman。Ifyouwaitforthemtochangeyou’llneverdoanything。
Idon’tknowwhetheryouknow,hewenton。butIsupposethere’snoharminmyalludingtoitatsuchanhourasthis:therewassomeonewantedtomarryIsabeltheotherday,andshewouldn’thavehim。
IknowsherefusedWarburton:hetoldmehimself。
Well,thatprovesthere’sachanceforsomebodyelse。
SomebodyelsetookhischancetheotherdayinLondon-andgotnothingbyit。
Wasityou?Mr。Touchetteagerlyasked。
No,itwasanolderfriend。apoorgentlemanwhocameoverfromAmericatoseeaboutit。
Well,I’msorryforhim,whoeverhewas。ButitonlyproveswhatIsay-thattheway’sopentoyou。
Ifitis,dearfather,it’sallthegreaterpitythatI’munabletotreadit。Ihaven’tmanyconvictions。butIhavethreeorfourthatIholdstrongly。Oneisthatpeople,onthewhole,hadbetternotmarrytheircousins。Anotheristhatpeopleinanadvancedstageofpulmonarydisorderhadbetternotmarryatall。
Theoldmanraisedhisweakhandandmovedittoandfrobeforehisface。Whatdoyoumeanbythat?Youlookatthingsinawaythatwouldmakeeverythingwrong。Whatsortofacousinisacousinthatyouhadneverseenformorethantwentyyearsofherlife?
We’realleachother’scousins,andifwestoppedatthatthehumanracewoulddieout。It’sjustthesamewithyourbadlung。You’reagreatdealbetterthanyouusedtobe。Allyouwantistoleadanaturallife。Itisagreatdealmorenaturaltomarryaprettyyoungladythatyou’reinlovewiththanitistoremainsingleonfalseprinciples。
I’mnotinlovewithIsabel,saidRalph。
Yousaidjustnowthatyouwouldbeifyoudidn’tthinkitwrong。I
wanttoprovetoyouthatitisn’twrong。
Itwillonlytireyou,deardaddy,saidRalph,whomarvelledathisfather’stenacityandathisfindingstrengthtoinsist。Thenwhereshallweallbe?
WhereshallyoubeifIdon’tprovideforyou?Youwon’thaveanythingtodowiththebank,andyouwon’thavemetotakecareof。
Yousayyou’vesomanyinterests。butIcan’tmakethemout。
Ralphleanedbackinhischairwithfoldedarms。hiseyeswerefixedforsometimeinmeditation。Atlast,withtheairofamanfairlymusteringcourage,Itakeagreatinterestinmycousin,hesaid,butnotthesortofinterestyoudesire。Ishallnotlivemanyyears。
butIhopeIshalllivelongenoughtoseewhatshedoeswithherself。
She’sentirelyindependentofme。Icanexerciseverylittleinfluenceuponherlife。ButIshouldliketodosomethingforher。
Whatshouldyouliketodo?
Ishouldliketoputalittlewindinhersails。
Whatdoyoumeanbythat?
Ishouldliketoputitintoherpowertodosomeofthethingsshewants。Shewantstoseetheworldforinstance。Ishouldliketoputmoneyinherpurse。
Ah,I’mgladyou’vethoughtofthat,saidtheoldman。ButI’vethoughtofittoo。I’veleftheralegacy-fivethousandpounds。
That’scapital。it’sverykindofyou。ButIshouldliketodoalittlemore。
SomethingofthatveiledacutenesswithwhichithadbeenonDanielTouchett’spartthehabitofalifetimetolistentoafinancialpropositionstilllingeredinthefaceinwhichtheinvalidhadnotobliteratedthemanofhappiness。Ishallbehappytoconsiderit,hesaidsoftly。
Isabel’spoorthen。Mymothertellsmethatshehasbutafewhundreddollarsayear。Ishouldliketomakeherrich。
Whatdoyoumeanbyrich?
Icallpeoplerichwhenthey’reabletomeettherequirementsoftheirimagination。Isabelhasagreatdealofimagination。
Sohaveyou,myson,saidMr。Touchett,listeningveryattentivelybutalittleconfusedly。
YoutellmeIshallhavemoneyenoughfortwo。WhatIwantisthatyoushouldkindlyrelievemeofmysuperfluityandmakeitovertoIsabel。Dividemyinheritanceintotwoequalhalvesandgiveherthesecond。
Todowhatshelikeswith?
Absolutelywhatshelikes。
Andwithoutanequivalent?
Whatequivalentcouldtherebe?
TheoneI’vealreadymentioned。
Hermarrying-someoneorother?It’sjusttodoawaywithanythingofthatsortthatImakemysuggestion。Ifshehasaneasyincomeshe’llneverhavetomarryforasupport。That’swhatIwantcannilytoprevent。Shewishestobefree,andyourbequestwillmakeherfree。
Well,youseemtohavethoughtitout,saidMr。Touchett。ButI
don’tseewhyyouappealtome。Themoneywillbeyours,andyoucaneasilygiveittoheryourself。
Ralphopenlystared。Ah,dearfather,Ican’tofferIsabelmoney!
Theoldmangaveagroan。Don’ttellmeyou’renotinlovewithher!Doyouwantmetohavethecreditofit?
Entirely。Ishouldlikeitsimplytobeaclauseinyourwill,withouttheslightestreferencetome。
Doyouwantmetomakeanewwillthen?
Afewwordswilldoit。youcanattendtoitthenexttimeyoufeelalittlelively。
YoumusttelegraphtoMr。Hilarythen。I’lldonothingwithoutmysolicitor。
YoushallseeMr。Hilaryto-morrow。
He’llthinkwe’vequarrelled,youandI,saidtheoldman。
Veryprobably。Ishalllikehimtothinkit,saidRalph,smiling。and,tocarryouttheidea,IgiveyounoticethatIshallbeverysharp,quitehorridandstrange,withyou。
Thehumourofthisappearedtotouchhisfather,wholayalittlewhiletakingitin。I’lldoanythingyoulike,Mr。Touchettsaidatlast。butI’mnotsureit’sright。Yousayyouwanttoputwindinhersails。butaren’tyouafraidofputtingtoomuch?
Ishouldliketoseehergoingbeforethebreeze!Ralphanswered。
Youspeakasifitwereforyourmereamusement。
Soitis,agooddeal。
Well,Idon’tthinkIunderstand,saidMr。Touchettwithasigh。
YoungmenareverydifferentfromwhatIwas。WhenIcaredforagirl-whenIwasyoung-Iwantedtodomorethanlookather。You’vescruplesthatIshouldn’thavehad,andyou’veideasthatI
shouldn’thavehadeither。YousayIsabelwantstobefree,andthatherbeingrichwillkeepherfrommarryingformoney。Doyouthinkthatshe’sagirltodothat?
Bynomeans。Butshehaslessmoneythanshehaseverhadbefore。
Herfatherthengavehereverything,becauseheusedtospendhiscapital。Shehasnothingbutthecrumbsofthatfeasttoliveon,andshedoesn’treallyknowhowmeagretheyare-shehasyettolearnit。Mymotherhastoldmeallaboutit。Isabelwilllearnitwhenshe’sreallythrownupontheworld,anditwouldbeverypainfultometothinkofhercomingtotheconsciousnessofalotofwantssheshouldbeunabletosatisfy。
I’veleftherfivethousandpounds。Shecansatisfyagoodmanywantswiththat。
Shecanindeed。Butshewouldprobablyspenditintwoorthreeyears。
Youthinkshe’dbeextravagantthen?
Mostcertainly,saidRalph,smilingserenely。