CHAPTER21
Mrs。Touchett,beforearrivinginParis,hadfixedthedayforherdepartureandbythemiddleofFebruaryhadbeguntotravelsouthward。
Sheinterruptedherjourneytopayavisittoherson,whoatSanRemo,ontheItalianshoreoftheMediterranean,hadbeenspendingadull,brightwinterbeneathaslow-movingwhiteumbrella。Isabelwentwithherauntasamatterofcourse,thoughMrs。Touchett,withhomely,customarylogic,hadlaidbeforeherapairofalternatives。
Now,ofcourse,you’recompletelyyourownmistressandareasfreeasthebirdonthebough。Idon’tmeanyouwerenotsobefore,butyou’reatpresentonadifferentfooting-propertyerectsakindofbarrier。Youcandoagreatmanythingsifyou’rerichwhichwouldbeseverelycriticizedifyouwerepoor。Youcangoandcome,youcantravelalone,youcanhaveyourownestablishment:Imeanofcourseifyou’lltakeacompanion-somedecayedgentlewoman,withadarnedcashmereanddyedhair,whopaintsonvelvet。Youdon’tthinkyou’dlikethat?Ofcourseyoucandoasyouplease。Ionlywantyoutounderstandhowmuchyou’reatliberty。YoumighttakeMissStackpoleasyourdamedecompagnie。she’dkeeppeopleoffverywell。Ithink,however,thatit’sagreatdealbetteryoushouldremainwithme,inspiteoftherebeingnoobligation。It’sbetterforseveralreasons,quiteapartfromyourlikingit。Ishouldn’tthinkyou’dlikeit,butIrecommendyoutomakethesacrifice。Ofcoursewhatevernoveltytheremayhavebeenatfirstinmysocietyhasquitepassedaway,andyouseemeasIam-adull,obstinate,narrow-mindedoldwoman。
Idon’tthinkyou’reatalldull,Isabelhadrepliedtothis。
ButyoudothinkI’mobstinateandnarrow-minded?Itoldyouso!
saidMrs。Touchettwithmuchelationatbeingjustified。
Isabelremainedforthepresentwithheraunt,because,inspiteofeccentricimpulses,shehadagreatregardforwhatwasusuallydeemeddecent,andayounggentlewomanwithoutvisiblerelationshadalwaysstruckherasaflowerwithoutfoliage。ItwastruethatMrs。
Touchett’sconversationhadneveragainappearedsobrilliantasthatfirstafternooninAlbany,whenshesatinherdampwaterproofandsketchedtheopportunitiesthatEuropewouldoffertoayoungpersonoftaste。This,however,wasinagreatmeasurethegirl’sownfault。shehadgotaglimpseofheraunt’sexperience,andherimaginationconstantlyanticipatedthejudgementsandemotionsofawomanwhohadverylittleofthesamefaculty。Apartfromthis,Mrs。
Touchetthadagreatmerit。shewasashonestasapairofcompasses。Therewasacomfortinherstiffnessandfirmness。youknewexactlywheretofindherandwereneverliabletochanceencountersandconcussions。Onherowngroundshewasperfectlypresent,butwasneverover-inquisitiveasregardstheterritoryofherneighbour。Isabelcameatlasttohaveakindofundemonstrablepityforher。thereseemedsomethingsodrearyintheconditionofapersonwhosenaturehad,asitwere,solittlesurface-offeredsolimitedafacetotheaccretionsofhumancontact。Nothingtender,nothingsympathetic,hadeverhadachancetofastenuponit-nowind-sownblossom,nofamiliarsofteningmoss。Heroffered,herpassiveextent,inotherwords,wasaboutthatofaknife-edge。Isabelhadreasontobelievenonethelessthatassheadvancedinlifeshemademoreofthoseconcessionstothesenseofsomethingobscurelydistinctfromconvenience-moreofthemthansheindependentlyexacted。Shewaslearningtosacrificeconsistencytoconsiderationsofthatinferiororderforwhichtheexcusemustbefoundintheparticularcase。ItwasnottothecreditofherabsoluterectitudethatsheshouldhavegonethelongestwayroundtoFlorenceinordertospendafewweekswithherinvalidson。sinceinformeryearsithadbeenoneofhermostdefiniteconvictionsthatwhenRalphwishedtoseeherhewasatlibertytorememberthatPalazzoCrescentinicontainedalargeapartmentknownasthequarterofthesignorino。
Iwanttoaskyousomething,IsabelsaidtothisyoungmanthedayafterherarrivalatSanRemo-somethingI’vethoughtmorethanonceofaskingyoubyletter,butthatI’vehesitatedonthewholetowriteabout。Facetoface,nevertheless,myquestionseemseasyenough。Didyouknowyourfatherintendedtoleavemesomuchmoney?
RalphstretchedhislegsalittlefurtherthanusualandgazedalittlemorefixedlyattheMediterranean。Whatdoesitmatter,mydearIsabel,whetherIknew?Myfatherwasveryobstinate。
So,saidthegirl,youdidknow。
Yes。hetoldme。Weeventalkeditoveralittle。
Whatdidhedoitfor?askedIsabelabruptly。
Why,asakindofcompliment。
Acomplimentonwhat?
Onyoursobeautifullyexisting。
Helikedmetoomuch,shepresentlydeclared。
That’sawayweallhave。
IfIbelievedthatIshouldbeveryunhappy。FortunatelyIdon’tbelieveit。Iwanttobetreatedwithjustice。Iwantnothingbutthat。
Verygood。Butyoumustrememberthatjusticetoalovelybeingisafterallafloridsortofsentiment。
I’mnotalovelybeing。Howcanyousaythat,attheverymomentwhenI’maskingsuchodiousquestions?Imustseemtoyoudelicate!
Youseemtometroubled,saidRalph。
Iamtroubled。
Aboutwhat?
Foramomentsheanswerednothing。thenshebrokeout:Doyouthinkitgoodformesuddenlytobemadesorich?Henriettadoesn’t。
Oh,hangHenrietta!saidRalphcoarsely。IfyouaskmeI’mdelightedatit。
Isthatwhyyourfatherdidit-foryouramusement?
IdifferwithMissStackpole,Ralphwentonmoregravely。Ithinkitverygoodforyoutohavemeans。
Isabellookedathimwithseriouseyes。Iwonderwhetheryouknowwhat’sgoodforme-orwhetheryoucare。
IfIknowdependuponitIcare。ShallItellyouwhatitis?Nottotormentyourself。
Nottotormentyou,Isupposeyoumean。
Youcan’tdothat。I’mproof。Takethingsmoreeasily。Don’taskyourselfsomuchwhetherthisorthatisgoodforyou。Don’tquestionyourconsciencesomuch-itwillgetoutoftunelikeastrummedpiano。Keepitforgreatoccasions。Don’ttrysomuchtoformyourcharacter-it’sliketryingtopullopenatight,tenderyoungrose。Liveasyoulikebest,andyourcharacterwilltakecareofitself。Mostthingsaregoodforyou。theexceptionsareveryrare,andacomfortableincome’snotoneofthem。Ralphpaused,smiling。
Isabelhadlistenedquickly。You’vetoomuchpowerofthought-
abovealltoomuchconscience,Ralphadded。It’soutofallreason,thenumberofthingsyouthinkwrong。Putbackyourwatch。
Dietyourfever。Spreadyourwings。riseabovetheground。It’sneverwrongtodothat。
Shehadlistenedeagerly,asIsay。anditwashernaturetounderstandquickly。Iwonderifyouappreciatewhatyousay。Ifyoudo,youtakeagreatresponsibility。
Youfrightenmealittle,butIthinkI’mright,saidRalph,persistingincheer。
Allthesamewhatyousayisverytrue,Isabelpursued。Youcouldsaynothingmoretrue。I’mabsorbedinmyself-Ilookatlifetoomuchasadoctor’sprescription。Whyindeedshouldweperpetuallybethinkingwhetherthingsaregoodforus,asifwewerepatientslyinginahospital?WhyshouldIbesoafraidofnotdoingright?
AsifitmatteredtotheworldwhetherIdorightorwrong!
You’reacapitalpersontoadvise,saidRalph。youtakethewindoutofmysails!
Shelookedathimasifshehadnotheardhim-thoughshewasfollowingoutthetrainofreflexionwhichhehimselfhadkindled。
Itrytocaremoreabouttheworldthanaboutmyself-butIalwayscomebacktomyself。It’sbecauseI’mafraid。Shestopped。hervoicehadtrembledalittle。Yes,I’mafraid。Ican’ttellyou。A
largefortunemeansfreedom,andI’mafraidofthat。It’ssuchafinething,andoneshouldmakesuchagooduseofit。Ifoneshouldn’tonewouldbeashamed。Andonemustkeepthinking。it’saconstanteffort。I’mnotsureit’snotagreaterhappinesstobepowerless。
ForweakpeopleI’venodoubtit’sagreaterhappiness。Forweakpeopletheeffortnottobecontemptiblemustbegreat。
AndhowdoyouknowI’mnotweak?Isabelasked。
Ah,Ralphansweredwithaflushthatthegirlnoticed,ifyouareI’mawfullysold!
ThecharmoftheMediterraneancoastonlydeepenedforourheroineonacquaintance,foritwasthethresholdofItaly,thegateofadmirations。Italy,asyetimperfectlyseenandfelt,stretchedbeforeherasalandofpromise,alandinwhichaloveofthebeautifulmightbecomfortedbyendlessknowledge。Whenevershestrolledupontheshorewithhercousin-andshewasthecompanionofhisdailywalk-shelookedacrossthesea,withlongingeyes,towheresheknewthatGenoalay。Shewasgladtopause,however,ontheedgeofthislargeradventure。therewassuchathrilleveninthepreliminaryhovering。Itaffectedhermoreoverasapeacefulinterlude,asahushofthedrumandfifeinacareerwhichshehadlittlewarrantasyetforregardingasagitated,butwhichneverthelessshewasconstantlypicturingtoherselfbythelightofherhopes,herfears,herfancies,herambitions,herpredilections,andwhichreflectedthesesubjectiveaccidentsinamannersufficientlydramatic。MadameMerlehadpredictedtoMrs。Touchettthataftertheiryoungfriendhadputherhandintoherpockethalfadozentimesshewouldbereconciledtotheideathatithadbeenfilledbyamunificentuncle。andtheeventjustified,asithadsooftenjustifiedbefore,thatlady’sperspicacity。RalphTouchetthadpraisedhiscousinforbeingmorallyinflammable,thatisforbeingquicktotakeahintthatwasmeantasgoodadvice。Hisadvicehadperhapshelpedthematter。shehadatanyratebeforeleavingSanRemogrownusedtofeelingrich。Theconsciousnessinquestionfoundaproperplaceinratheradenselittlegroupofideasthatshehadaboutherself,andoftenitwasbynomeanstheleastagreeable。Ittookperpetuallyforgrantedathousandgoodintentions。Shelostherselfinamazeofvisions。thefinethingstobedonebyarich,independent,generousgirlwhotookalargehumanviewofoccasionsandobligationsweresublimeinthemass。Herfortunethereforebecametohermindapartofherbetterself。itgaveherimportance,gavehereven,toherownimagination,acertainidealbeauty。Whatitdidforherintheimaginationofothersisanotheraffair,andonthispointwemustalsotouchintime。ThevisionsIhavejustspokenofweremixedwithotherdebates。Isabellikedbettertothinkofthefuturethanofthepast。butattimes,asshelistenedtothemurmuroftheMediterraneanwaves,herglancetookabackwardflight。Itrestedupontwofigureswhich,inspiteofincreasingdistance,werestillsufficientlysalient。theywererecognizablewithoutdifficultyasthoseofCasparGoodwoodandLordWarburton。
Itwasstrangehowquicklytheseimagesofenergyhadfallenintothebackgroundofouryounglady’slife。Itwasinherdispositionatalltimestolosefaithintherealityofabsentthings。shecouldsummonbackherfaith,incaseofneed,withaneffort,buttheeffortwasoftenpainfulevenwhentherealityhadbeenpleasant。Thepastwasapttolookdeadanditsrevivalrathertoshowthelividlightofajudgement-day。Thegirlmoreoverwasnotpronetotakeforgrantedthatsheherselflivedinthemindofothers-shehadnotthefatuitytobelievesheleftindelibletraces。Shewascapableofbeingwoundedbythediscoverythatshehadbeenforgotten。
butofalllibertiestheonesheherselffoundsweetestwasthelibertytoforget。Shehadnotgivenherlastshilling,sentimentallyspeaking,eithertoCasparGoodwoodortoLordWarburton,andyetcouldn’tbutfeelthemappreciablyindebttoher。ShehadofcourseremindedherselfthatshewastohearfromMr。Goodwoodagain。butthiswasnottobeforanotheryearandahalf,andinthattimeagreatmanythingsmighthappen。ShehadindeedfailedtosaytoherselfthatherAmericansuitormightfindsomeothergirlmorecomfortabletowoo。because,thoughitwascertainmanyothergirlswouldproveso,shehadnotthesmallestbeliefthatthismeritwouldattracthim。Butshereflectedthatsheherselfmightknowthehumiliationofchange,mightreally,forthatmatter,cometotheendofthethingsthatwerenotCaspareventhoughthereappearedsomanyofthem,andfindrestinthoseveryelementsofhispresencewhichstruckhernowasimpedimentstothefinerrespiration。Itwasconceivablethattheseimpedimentsshouldsomedayproveasortofblessingindisguise-aclearandquietharbourenclosedbyabravegranitebreakwater。Butthatdaycouldonlycomeinitsorder,andshecouldn’twaitforitwithfoldedhands。ThatLordWarburtonshouldcontinuetocherishherimageseemedtohermorethananoblehumilityoranenlightenedprideoughttowishtoreckonwith。Shehadsodefinitelyundertakentopreservenorecordofwhathadpassedbetweenthemthatacorrespondingeffortonhisownpartwouldbeeminentlyjust。Thiswasnot,asitmayseem,merelyatheorytingedwithsarcasm。Isabelcandidlybelievedthathislordshipwould,intheusualphrase,getoverhisdisappointment。Hehadbeendeeplyaffected-thisshebelieved,andshewasstillcapableofderivingpleasurefromthebelief。butitwasabsurdthatamanbothsointelligentandsohonourablydealtwithshouldcultivateascaroutofproportiontoanywound。Englishmenlikedmoreovertobecomfortable,saidIsabel,andtherecouldbelittlecomfortforLordWarburton,inthelongrun,inbroodingoveraself-sufficientAmericangirlwhohadbeenbutacasualacquaintance。Sheflatteredherselfthat,shouldshehearfromonedaytoanotherthathehadmarriedsomeyoungwomanofhisowncountrywhohaddonemoretodeservehim,sheshouldreceivethenewswithoutapangevenofsurprise。Itwouldhaveprovedthathebelievedshewasfirm-whichwaswhatshewishedtoseemtohim。Thatalonewasgratefultoherpride。
CHAPTER22
OnoneofthefirstdaysofMay,somesixmonthsafteroldMr。
Touchett’sdeath,asmallgroupthatmighthavebeendescribedbyapainterascomposingwellwasgatheredinoneofthemanyroomsofanancientvillacrowninganolive-muffledhilloutsideoftheRomangateofFlorence。Thevillawasalong,ratherblank-lookingstructure,withthefar-projectingroofwhichTuscanylovesandwhich,onthehillsthatencircleFlorence,whenconsideredfromadistance,makesoharmoniousarectanglewiththestraight,dark,definitecypressesthatusuallyriseingroupsofthreeorfourbesideit。Thehousehadafrontuponalittlegrassy,empty,ruralpiazzawhichoccupiedapartofthehill-top。andthisfront,piercedwithafewwindowsinirregularrelationsandfurnishedwithastonebenchlengthilyadjustedtothebaseofthestructureandusefulasalounging-placetooneortwopersonswearingmoreorlessofthatairofundervaluedmeritwhichinItaly,forsomereasonorother,alwaysgracefullyinvestsanyonewhoconfidentlyassumesaperfectlypassiveattitude-thisantique,solid,weather-worn,yetimposingfronthadasomewhatincommunicativecharacter。Itwasthemask,notthefaceofthehouse。Ithadheavylids,butnoeyes。thehouseinrealitylookedanotherway-lookedoffbehind,intosplendidopennessandtherangeoftheafternoonlight。InthatquarterthevillaoverhungtheslopeofitshillandthelongvalleyoftheArno,hazywithItaliancolour。Ithadanarrowgarden,inthemannerofaterrace,productivechieflyoftanglesofwildrosesandotheroldstonebenches,mossyandsun-warmed。Theparapetoftheterracewasjusttheheighttoleanupon,andbeneathitthegrounddeclinedintothevaguenessofolive-cropsandvineyards。Itisnot,however,withtheoutsideoftheplacethatweareconcerned。
onthisbrightmorningofripenedspringitstenantshadreasontoprefertheshadysideofthewall。Thewindowsoftheground-floor,asyousawthemfromthepiazza,were,intheirnobleproportions,extremelyarchitectural。buttheirfunctionseemedlesstooffercommunicationwiththeworldthantodefytheworldtolookin。Theyweremassivelycross-barred,andplacedatsuchaheightthatcuriosity,evenontiptoe,expiredbeforeitreachedthem。Inanapartmentlightedbyarowofthreeofthesejealousapertures-oneoftheseveraldistinctapartmentsintowhichthevillawasdividedandwhichweremainlyoccupiedbyforeignersofrandomracelongresidentinFlorence-agentlemanwasseatedincompanywithayounggirlandtwogoodsistersfromareligioushouse。Theroomwas,however,lesssombrethanourindicationsmayhaverepresented,forithadawide,highdoor,whichnowstoodopenintothetangledgardenbehind。andthetallironlatticesadmittedonoccasionmorethanenoughoftheItaliansunshine。Itwasmoreoveraseatofease,indeedofluxury,tellingofarrangementssubtlystudiedandrefinementsfranklyproclaimed,andcontainingavarietyofthosefadedhangingsofdamaskandtapestry,thosechestsandcabinetsofcarvedandtime-polishedoak,thoseangularspecimensofpictorialartinframesaspedanticallyprimitive,thoseperverselookingrelicsofmediaevalbrassandpottery,ofwhichItalyhaslongbeenthenotquiteexhaustedstorehouse。Thesethingskepttermswitharticlesofmodernfurnitureinwhichlargeallowancehadbeenmadeforalounginggeneration。itwastobenoticedthatallthechairsweredeepandwellpaddedandthatmuchspacewasoccupiedbyawriting-tableofwhichtheingeniousperfectionborethestampofLondonandthenineteenthcentury。Therewerebooksinprofusionandmagazinesandnewspapers,andafewsmall,odd,elaboratepictures,chieflyinwater-colour。Oneoftheseproductionsstoodonadrawing-roomeaselbeforewhich,atthemomentwebegintobeconcernedwithher,theyounggirlIhavementionedhadplacedherself。Shewaslookingatthepictureinsilence。
Silence-absolutesilence-hadnotfallenuponhercompanions。buttheirtalkhadanappearanceofembarrassedcontinuity。Thetwogoodsistershadnotsettledthemselvesintheirrespectivechairs。theirattitudeexpressedafinalreserveandtheirfacesshowedtheglazeofprudence。Theywereplain,ample,mild-featuredwomen,withakindofbusiness-likemodestytowhichtheimpersonalaspectoftheirstiffenedlinenandofthesergethatdrapedthemasifnailedonframesgaveanadvantage。Oneofthem,apersonofacertainage,inspectacles,withafreshcomplexionandafullcheek,hadamorediscriminatingmannerthanhercolleague,aswellastheresponsibilityoftheirerrand,whichapparentlyrelatedtotheyounggirl。Thisobjectofinterestworeherhat-anornamentofextremesimplicityandnotatvariancewithherplainmuslingown,tooshortforheryears,thoughitmustalreadyhavebeenletout。Thegentlemanwhomighthavebeensupposedtobeentertainingthetwonunswasperhapsconsciousofthedifficultiesofhisfunction,itbeinginitswayasarduoustoconversewiththeverymeekaswiththeverymighty。Atthesametimehewasclearlymuchoccupiedwiththeirquietcharge,andwhilesheturnedherbacktohimhiseyesrestedgravelyonherslim,smallfigure。Hewasamanofforty,withahighbutwell-shapedhead,onwhichthehair,stilldense,butprematurelygrizzled,hadbeencroppedclose。Hehadafine,narrow,extremelymodelledandcomposedface,ofwhichtheonlyfaultwasjustthiseffectofitsrunningatrifletoomuchtopoints。anappearancetowhichtheshapeofthebeardcontributednotalittle。Thisbeard,cutinthemanneroftheportraitsofthesixteenthcenturyandsurmountedbyafairmoustache,ofwhichtheendshadaromanticupwardflourish,gaveitsweareraforeign,traditionarylookandsuggestedthathewasagentlemanwhostudiedstyle。Hisconscious,curiouseyes,however,eyesatoncevagueandpenetrating,intelligentandhard,expressiveoftheobserveraswellasofthedreamer,wouldhaveassuredyouthathestudieditonlywithinwell-chosenlimits,andthatinsofarashesoughtithefoundit。Youwouldhavebeenmuchatalosstodeterminehisoriginalclimeandcountry。hehadnoneofthesuperficialsignsthatusuallyrendertheanswertothisquestionaninsipidlyeasyone。
IfhehadEnglishbloodinhisveinsithadprobablyreceivedsomeFrenchorItaliancommixture。buthesuggested,finegoldcoinashewas,nostampnoremblemofthecommonmintagethatprovidesforgeneralcirculation。hewastheelegantcomplicatedmedalstruckoffforaspecialoccasion。Hehadalight,lean,ratherlanguid-lookingfigure,andwasapparentlyneithertallnorshort。Hewasdressedasamandresseswhotakeslittleothertroubleaboutitthantohavenovulgarthings。
Well,mydear,whatdoyouthinkofit?heaskedtheyounggirl。
HeusedtheItaliantongue,anduseditwithperfectease。butthiswouldnothaveconvincedyouhewasItalian。
Thechildturnedherheadearnestlytoonesideandtheother。It’sverypretty,papa。Didyoumakeityourself?
CertainlyImadeit。Don’tyouthinkI’mclever?
Yes,papa,veryclever。Ialsohavelearnedtomakepictures。
Andsheturnedroundandshowedasmall,fairfacepaintedwithafixedandintenselysweetsmile。
Youshouldhavebroughtmeaspecimenofyourpowers。
I’vebroughtagreatmany。they’reinmytrunk。
Shedrawsvery-verycarefully,theelderofthenunsremarked,speakinginFrench。
I’mgladtohearit。Isityouwhohaveinstructedher?
Happilyno,saidthegoodsister,blushingalittle。Cen’estpasmapartie。Iteachnothing。Ileavethattothosewhoarewiser。We’veanexcellentdrawing-master,Mr-Mr-whatishisname?sheaskedofhercompanion。
Hercompanionlookedaboutatthecarpet。It’saGermanname,
shesaidinItalian,asifitneededtobetranslated。
Yes,theotherwenton。he’saGerman,andwe’vehadhimmanyyears。
Theyounggirl,whowasnotheedingtheconversation,hadwanderedawaytotheopendoorofthelargeroomandstoodlookingintothegarden。Andyou,mysister,areFrench,saidthegentleman。
Yes,sir,thevisitorgentlyreplied。Ispeaktothepupilsinmyowntongue。Iknownoother。Butwehavesistersofothercountries-
English,German,Irish。Theyallspeaktheirproperlanguage。
Thegentlemangaveasmile。HasmydaughterbeenunderthecareofoneoftheIrishladies?Andthen,ashesawthathisvisitorssuspectedajoke,thoughfailingtounderstandit,You’reverycomplete,heinstantlyadded。
Oh,yes,we’recomplete。We’veeverything,andeverything’softhebest。
Wehavegymnastics,theItaliansisterventuredtoremark。Butnotdangerous。
Ihopenot。Isthatyourbranch?Aquestionwhichprovokedmuchcandidhilarityonthepartofthetwoladies。onthesubsidenceofwhichtheirentertainer,glancingathisdaughter,remarkedthatshehadgrown。
Yes,butIthinkshehasfinished。She’llremain-notbig,saidtheFrenchsister。
I’mnotsorry。Ipreferwomenlikebooks-verygoodandnottoolong。ButIknow,thegentlemansaid,noparticularreasonwhymychildshouldbeshort。
Thenungaveatemperateshrug,asiftointimatethatsuchthingsmightbebeyondourknowledge。She’sinverygoodhealth。that’sthebestthing。
Yes,shelookssound。Andtheyounggirl’sfatherwatchedheramoment。Whatdoyouseeinthegarden?heaskedinFrench。
Iseemanyflowers,sherepliedinasweet,smallvoiceandwithanaccentasgoodashisown。
Yes,butnotmanygoodones。However,suchastheyare,gooutandgathersomeforcesdames。
Thechildturnedtohimwithhersmileheightenedbypleasure。
MayItruly?
Ah,whenItellyou,saidherfather。
Thegirlglancedattheelderofthenuns。MayI,truly,mamere?
Obeymonsieuryourfather,mychild,saidthesister,blushingagain。
Thechild,satisfiedwiththisauthorization,descendedfromthethresholdandwaspresentlylosttosight。Youdon’tspoilthem,
saidherfathergaily。
Foreverythingtheymustaskleave。That’soursystem。Leaveisfreelygranted,buttheymustaskit。
Oh,Idon’tquarrelwithyoursystem。I’venodoubtit’sexcellent。
Isentyoumydaughtertoseewhatyou’dmakeofher。Ihadfaith。
Onemusthavefaith,thesisterblandlyrejoined,gazingthroughherspectacles。
Well,hasmyfaithbeenrewarded?Whathaveyoumadeofher?
Thesisterdroppedhereyesamoment。AgoodChristian,monsieur。
Herhostdroppedhiseyesaswell。butitwasprobablethatthemovementhadineachcaseadifferentspring。Yes,andwhatelse?
Hewatchedtheladyfromtheconvent,probablythinkingshewouldsaythatagoodChristianwaseverything。butforallhersimplicityshewasnotsocrudeasthat。Acharmingyounglady-areallittlewoman-adaughterinwhomyouwillhavenothingbutcontentment。
Sheseemstomeverygentille,saidthefather。She’sreallypretty。
She’sperfect。Shehasnofaults。
Sheneverhadanyasachild,andI’mgladyouhavegivenhernone。
Welovehertoomuch,saidthespectacledsisterwithdignity。
Andasforfaults,howcanwegivewhatwehavenot?Lecouventn’estpascommelemonde,monsieur。She’sourdaughter,asyoumaysay。
We’vehadhersinceshewassosmall。
Ofallthoseweshalllosethisyearshe’stheoneweshallmissmost,theyoungerwomanmurmureddeferentially。
Ah,yes,weshalltalklongofher,saidtheother。Weshallholdheruptothenewones。Andatthisthegoodsisterappearedtofindherspectaclesdim。whilehercompanion,afterfumblingamoment,presentlydrewforthapocket-handkerchiefofdurabletexture。
It’snotcertainyou’llloseher。nothing’ssettledyet,theirhostrejoinedquickly。notasiftoanticipatetheirtears,butinthetoneofamansayingwhatwasmostagreeabletohimself。
Weshouldbeveryhappytobelievethat。Fifteenisveryyoungtoleaveus。
Oh,exclaimedthegentlemanwithmorevivacitythanhehadyetused,itisnotIwhowishtotakeheraway。Iwishyoucouldkeepheralways!
Ah,monsieur,saidtheeldersister,smilingandgettingup,goodassheis,she’smadefortheworld。Lemondeygagnera。
Ifallthegoodpeoplewerehiddenawayinconventshowwouldtheworldgeton?hercompanionsoftlyenquired,risingalso。
Thiswasaquestionofawiderbearingthanthegoodwomanapparentlysupposed。andtheladyinspectaclestookaharmonizingviewbysayingcomfortably:Fortunatelytherearegoodpeopleeverywhere。
Ifyou’regoingtherewillbetwolesshere,herhostremarkedgallantly。
Forthisextravagantsallyhissimplevisitorshadnoanswer,andtheysimplylookedateachotherindecentdeprecation。buttheirconfusionwasspeedilycoveredbythereturnoftheyounggirlwithtwolargebunchesofroses-oneofthemallwhite,theotherred。
Igiveyouyourchoice,MammanCatherine,saidthechild。It’sonlythecolourthat’sdifferent,MammanJustine。therearejustasmanyrosesinonebunchasintheother。
Thetwosistersturnedtoeachother,smilingandhesitating,withWhichwillyoutake?andNo,it’sforyoutochoose。
I’lltakethered,thankyou,saidmotherCatherineinthespectacles。I’msoredmyself。They’llcomfortusonourwaybacktoRome。
Ah,theywon’tlast,criedtheyounggirl。IwishIcouldgiveyousomethingthatwouldlast!
You’vegivenusagoodmemoryofyourself,mydaughter。Thatwilllast!
Iwishnunscouldwearprettythings。Iwouldgiveyoumybluebeads,thechildwenton。
AnddoyougobacktoRometo-night?herfatherenquired。
Yes,wetakethetrainagain。We’vesomuchtodola-bas。
Areyounottired?
Wearenevertired。
Ah,mysister,sometimes,murmuredthejuniorvotaress。
Notto-day,atanyrate。Wehaverestedtoowellhere。QueDieuvousgarde,mafille。
Theirhost,whiletheyexchangedkisseswithhisdaughter,wentforwardtoopenthedoorthroughwhichtheyweretopass。butashedidsohegaveaslightexclamation,andstoodlookingbeyond。Thedooropenedintoavaultedante-chamber,ashighasachapelandpavedwithredtiles。andintothisante-chamberaladyhadjustbeenadmittedbyaservant,aladinshabbylivery,whowasnowusheringhertowardtheapartmentinwhichourfriendsweregrouped。Thegentlemanatthedoor,afterdroppinghisexclamation,remainedsilent。insilencetootheladyadvanced。Hegavehernofurtheraudiblegreetingandofferedhernohand,butstoodasidetoletherpassintothesaloon。Atthethresholdshehesitated。Isthereanyone?sheasked。
Someoneyoumaysee。
Shewentinandfoundherselfconfrontedwiththetwonunsandtheirpupil,whowascomingforward,betweenthem,withahandinthearmofeach。Atthesightofthenewvisitortheyallpaused,andthelady,whohadalsostopped,stoodlookingatthem。Theyounggirlgavealittlesoftcry:
Ah,MadameMerle!
Thevisitorhadbeenslightlystartled,buthermannerthenextinstantwasnonethelessgracious。Yes,it’sMadameMerle,cometowelcomeyouhome。Andsheheldouttwohandstothegirl,whoimmediatelycameuptoher,presentingherforeheadtobekissed。
MadameMerlesalutedthisportionofhercharminglittlepersonandthenstoodsmilingatthetwonuns。Theyacknowledgedhersmilewithadecentobeisance,butpermittedthemselvesnodirectscrutinyofthisimposing,brilliantwoman,whoseemedtobringinwithhersomethingoftheradianceoftheouterworld。
Theseladieshavebroughtmydaughterhome,andnowtheyreturntotheconvent,thegentlemanexplained。
Ah,yougobacktoRome?I’velatelycomefromthere。It’sverylovelynow,saidMadameMerle。
Thegoodsisters,standingwiththeirhandsfoldedintotheirsleeves,acceptedthisstatementuncritically。andthemasterofthehouseaskedhisnewvisitorhowlongitwassinceshehadleftRome。
Shecametoseemeattheconvent,saidtheyounggirlbeforetheladyaddressedhadtimetoreply。
I’vebeenmorethanonce,Pansy,MadameMerledeclared。AmI
notyourgreatfriendinRome?
Irememberthelasttimebest,saidPansy,becauseyoutoldmeIshouldcomeaway。
Didyoutellherthat?thechild’sfatherasked。
Ihardlyremember。ItoldherwhatIthoughtwouldpleaseher。I’vebeeninFlorenceaweek。Ihopedyouwouldcometoseeme。
IshouldhavedonesoifIhadknownyouwerethere。Onedoesn’tknowsuchthingsbyinspiration-thoughIsupposeoneought。Youhadbettersitdown。
Thesetwospeechesweremadeinaparticulartoneofvoice-atonehalf-loweredandcarefullyquiet,butasfromhabitratherthanfromanydefiniteneed。MadameMerlelookedabouther,choosingherseat。
You’regoingtothedoorwiththesewomen?Letmeofcoursenotinterrupttheceremony。Jevoussalue,mesdames,sheadded,inFrench,tothenuns,asiftodismissthem。
Thislady’sagreatfriendofours。youwillhaveseenherattheconvent,saidtheirentertainer。We’vemuchfaithinherjudgement,andshe’llhelpmetodecidewhethermydaughtershallreturntoyouattheendoftheholidays。
Ihopeyou’lldecideinourfavour,madame,thesisterinspectaclesventuredtoremark。
That’sMr。Osmond’spleasantry。Idecidenothing,saidMadameMerle,butalsoasinpleasantry。Ibelieveyou’veaverygoodschool,butMissOsmond’sfriendsmustrememberthatshe’sverynaturallymeantfortheworld。
That’swhatI’vetoldmonsieur,sisterCatherineanswered。It’spreciselytofitherfortheworld,shemurmured,glancingatPansy,whostood,atalittledistance,attentivetoMadameMerle’selegantapparel。
Doyouhearthat,Pansy?You’reverynaturallymeantfortheworld,saidPansy’sfather。
Thechildfixedhimaninstantwithherpureyoungeyes。AmInotmeantforyou,papa?
Papagaveaquick,lightlaugh。Thatdoesn’tpreventit!I’moftheworld,Pansy。
Kindlypermitustoretire,saidsisterCatherine。Begoodandwiseandhappyinanycase,mydaughter。
Ishallcertainlycomebackandseeyou,Pansyreturned,recommencingherembraces,whichwerepresentlyinterruptedbyMadameMerle。
Staywithme,dearchild,shesaid,whileyourfathertakesthegoodladiestothedoor。
Pansystared,disappointed,yetnotprotesting。Shewasevidentlyimpregnatedwiththeideaofsubmission,whichwasduetoanyonewhotookthetoneofauthority。andshewasapassivespectatoroftheoperationofherfate。MayInotseeMammanCatherinegetintothecarriage?sheneverthelessaskedverygently。
Itwouldpleasemebetterifyou’dremainwithme,saidMadameMerle,whileMr。Osmondandhiscompanions,whohadbowedlowagaintotheothervisitor,passedintotheante-chamber。
Ohyes,I’llstay,Pansyanswered。andshestoodnearMadameMerle,surrenderingherlittlehand,whichthisladytook。Shestaredoutofthewindow。hereyeshadfilledwithtears。
I’mgladthey’vetaughtyoutoobey,saidMadameMerle。That’swhatgoodlittlegirlsshoulddo。
Ohyes,Iobeyverywell,criedPansywithsofteagerness,almostwithboastfulness,asifshehadbeenspeakingofherpiano-playing。Andthenshegaveafaint,justaudiblesigh。
MadameMerle,holdingherhand,drewitacrossherownfinepalmandlookedatit。Thegazewascritical,butitfoundnothingtodeprecate。thechild’ssmallhandwasdelicateandfair。Ihopetheyalwaysseethatyouweargloves,shesaidinamoment。Littlegirlsusuallydislikethem。
Iusedtodislikethem,butIlikethemnow,thechildmadeanswer。
Verygood,I’llmakeyouapresentofadozen。
Ithankyouverymuch。Whatcolourswilltheybe?Pansydemandedwithinterest。
MadameMerlemeditated。Usefulcolours。
Butverypretty?
Areyouveryfondofprettythings?
Yes。but-butnottoofond,saidPansywithatraceofasceticism。
Well,theywon’tbetoopretty,MadameMerlereturnedwithalaugh。Shetookthechild’sotherhandanddrewhernearer。afterwhich,lookingatheramoment,ShallyoumissmotherCatherine?shewenton。
Yes-whenIthinkofher。
Trythennottothinkofher。Perhapssomeday,addedMadameMerle,you’llhaveanothermother。
Idon’tthinkthat’snecessary,Pansysaid,repeatingherlittlesoftconciliatorysigh。Ihadmorethanthirtymothersattheconvent。
Herfather’sstepsoundedagainintheante-chamber,andMadameMerlegotup,releasingthechild。Mr。Osmondcameinandclosedthedoor。then,withoutlookingatMadameMerle,hepushedoneortwochairsbackintotheirplaces。Hisvisitorwaitedamomentforhimtospeak,watchinghimashemovedabout。Thenatlastshesaid:I
hopedyou’dhavecometoRome。Ithoughtitpossibleyou’dhavewishedyourselftofetchPansyaway。
Thatwasanaturalsupposition。butI’mafraidit’snotthefirsttimeI’veactedindefianceofyourcalculations。
Yes,saidMadameMerle,Ithinkyouveryperverse。
Mr。Osmondbusiedhimselfforamomentintheroom-therewasplentyofspaceinittomoveabout-inthefashionofamanmechanicallyseekingpretextsfornotgivinganattentionwhichmaybeembarrassing。Presently,however,hehadexhaustedhispretexts。therewasnothingleftforhim-unlesshetookupabook-buttostandwithhishandsbehindhimlookingatPansy。Whydidn’tyoucomeandseethelastofMammanCatherine?heaskedofherabruptlyinFrench。
Pansyhesitatedamoment,glancingatMadameMerle。Iaskedhertostaywithme,saidthislady,whohadseatedherselfagaininanotherplace。
Ah,thatwasbetter,Osmondconceded。WithwhichhedroppedintoachairandsatlookingatMadameMerle。bentforwardalittle,hiselbowsontheedgeofthearmsandhishandsinterlocked。
She’sgoingtogivemesomegloves,saidPansy。
Youneedn’ttellthattoeveryone,mydear,MadameMerleobserved。
You’reverykindtoher,saidOsmond。She’ssupposedtohaveeverythingsheneeds。
Ishouldthinkshehadhadenoughofthenuns。
Ifwe’regoingtodiscussthatmattershehadbettergooutoftheroom。
Letherstay,saidMadameMerle。We’lltalkofsomethingelse。
IfyoulikeIwon’tlisten,Pansysuggestedwithanappearanceofcandourwhichimposedconviction。
Youmaylisten,charmingchild,becauseyouwon’tunderstand,
herfatherreplied。Thechildsatdown,deferentially,neartheopendoor,withinsightofthegarden,intowhichshedirectedherinnocent,wistfuleyes。andMr。Osmondwentonirrelevantly,addressinghimselftohisothercompanion。You’relookingparticularlywell。
IthinkIalwayslookthesame,saidMadameMerle。
Youalwaysarethesame。Youdon’tvary。You’reawonderfulwoman。
Yes,IthinkIam。
Yousometimeschangeyourmind,however。YoutoldmeonyourreturnfromEnglandthatyouwouldn’tleaveRomeagainforthepresent。
I’mpleasedthatyouremembersowellwhatIsay。Thatwasmyintention。ButI’vecometoFlorencetomeetsomefriendswhohavelatelyarrivedandastowhosemovementsIwasatthattimeuncertain。
Thatreason’scharacteristic。You’realwaysdoingsomethingforyourfriends。
MadameMerlesmiledstraightatherhost。It’slesscharacteristicthanyourcommentuponit-whichisperfectlyinsincere。Idon’t,however,makeacrimeofthat,sheadded,becauseifyoudon’tbelievewhatyousaythere’snoreasonwhyyoushould。Idon’truinmyselfformyfriends。Idon’tdeserveyourpraise。Icaregreatlyformyself。
Exactly。butyourselfincludessomanyotherselves-somuchofeveryoneelseandofeverything。Ineverknewapersonwhoselifetouchedsomanyotherlives。
Whatdoyoucallone’slife?askedMadameMerle。One’sappearance,one’smovements,one’sengagements,one’ssociety?
Icallyourlifeyourambitions,saidOsmond。
MadameMerlelookedamomentatPansy。Iwonderifsheunderstandsthat,shemurmured。
Youseeshecan’tstaywithus!AndPansy’sfathergaveratherajoylesssmile。Gointothegarden,mignonne,andpluckaflowerortwoforMadameMerle,hewentoninFrench。
That’sjustwhatIwantedtodo,Pansyexclaimed,risingwithpromptnessandnoiselesslydeparting。Herfatherfollowedhertotheopendoor,stoodamomentwatchingher,andthencameback,butremainedstanding,orratherstrollingtoandfromasiftocultivateasenseoffreedomwhichinanotherattitudemightbewanting。
Myambitionsareprincipallyforyou,saidMadameMerle,lookingupathimwithacertaincourage。
ThatcomesbacktowhatIsay。I’mpartofyourlife-Iandathousandothers。You’renotselfish-Ican’tadmitthat。Ifyouwereselfish,whatshouldIbe?Whatepithetwouldproperlydescribeme?
You’reindolent。Formethat’syourworstfault。
I’mafraidit’sreallymybest。
Youdon’tcare,saidMadameMerlegravely。
No。Idon’tthinkIcaremuch。Whatsortofafaultdoyoucallthat?Myindolence,atanyrate,wasoneofthereasonsIdidn’tgotoRome。Butitwasonlyoneofthem。
It’snotofimportance-tomeatleast-thatyoudidn’tgo。
thoughIshouldhavebeengladtoseeyou。I’mgladyou’renotinRomenow-whichyoumightbe,wouldprobablybe,ifyouhadgonethereamonthago。There’ssomethingIshouldlikeyoutodoatpresentinFlorence。
Pleaseremembermyindolence,saidOsmond。
Idorememberit。butIbegyoutoforgetit。Inthatwayyou’llhaveboththevirtueandthereward。Thisisnotagreatlabour,anditmayprovearealinterest。Howlongisitsinceyoumadeanewacquaintance?
Idon’tthinkI’vemadeanysinceImadeyours。
It’stimethenyoushouldmakeanother。There’safriendofmineIwantyoutoknow。
Mr。Osmond,inhiswalk,hadgonebacktotheopendooragainandwaslookingathisdaughterasshemovedaboutintheintensesunshine。Whatgoodwillitdome?heaskedwithasortofgenialcrudity。
MadameMerlewaited。Itwillamuseyou。Therewasnothingcrudeinthisrejoinder。ithadbeenthoroughlywellconsidered。
Ifyousaythat,youknow,Ibelieveit,saidOsmond,comingtowardher。Therearesomepointsinwhichmyconfidenceinyouiscomplete。I’mperfectlyaware,forinstance,thatyouknowgoodsocietyfrombad。
Societyisallbad。
Pardonme。Thatisn’t-theknowledgeIimputetoyou-acommonsortofwisdom。You’vegaineditintherightway-experimentally。you’vecomparedanimmensenumberofmoreorlessimpossiblepeoplewitheachother。
Well,Iinviteyoutoprofitbymyknowledge。
Toprofit?AreyouverysurethatIshall?
It’swhatIhope。Itwilldependonyourself。IfIcouldonlyinduceyoutomakeaneffort!
Ah,thereyouare!Iknewsomethingtiresomewascoming。Whatintheworld-that’slikelytoturnuphere-isworthaneffort?
MadameMerleflushedaswithawoundedintention。Don’tbefoolish,Osmond。Nooneknowsbetterthanyouwhatisworthaneffort。
Haven’tIseenyouinolddays?
Irecognizesomethings。Butthey’renoneofthemprobableinthispoorlife。
It’stheeffortthatmakesthemprobable,saidMadameMerle。
There’ssomethinginthat。Whothenisyourfriend?
ThepersonIcametoFlorencetosee。She’sanieceofMrs。
Touchett,whomyou’llnothaveforgotten。
Aniece?Thewordniecesuggestsyouthandignorance。Iseewhatyou’recomingto。
Yes,she’syoung-twenty-threeyearsold。She’sagreatfriendofmine。ImetherforthefirsttimeinEngland,severalmonthsago,andwestruckupagrandalliance。Ilikeherimmensely,andIdowhatI
don’tdoeveryday-Iadmireher。You’lldothesame。
NotifIcanhelpit。
Precisely。Butyouwon’tbeabletohelpit。
Isshebeautiful,clever,rich,splendid,universallyintelligentandunprecedentedlyvirtuous?It’sonlyonthoseconditionsthatI
caretomakeheracquaintance。YouknowIaskedyousometimeagonevertospeaktomeofacreaturewhoshouldn’tcorrespondtothatdescription。Iknowplentyofdingypeople。Idon’twanttoknowanymore。
MissArcherisn’tdingy。she’sasbrightasthemorning。Shecorrespondstoyourdescription。it’sforthatIwishyoutoknowher。
Shefillsallyourrequirements。
Moreorless,ofcourse。
No。quiteliterally。She’sbeautiful,accomplished,generousand,foranAmerican,well-born。She’salsoverycleverandveryamiable,andshehasahandsomefortune。
Mr。Osmondlistenedtothisinsilence,appearingtoturnitoverinhismindwithhiseyesonhisinformant。Whatdoyouwanttodowithher?heaskedatlast。
Whatyousee。Putherinyourway。
Isn’tshemeantforsomethingbetterthanthat?
Idon’tpretendtoknowwhatpeoplearemeantfor,saidMadameMerle。IonlyknowwhatIcandowiththem。
I’msorryforMissArcher!Osmonddeclared。
MadameMerlegotup。Ifthat’sabeginningofinterestinherI
takenoteofit。
Thetwostoodtherefacetoface。shesettledhermantilla,lookingdownatitasshedidso。You’relookingverywell,Osmondrepeatedstilllessrelevantlythanbefore。Youhavesomeidea。
You’reneversowellaswhenyou’vegotanidea。they’realwaysbecomingtoyou。
Inthemannerandtoneofthesetwopersons,onfirstmeetingatanyjuncture,andespeciallywhentheymetinthepresenceofothers,wassomethingindirectandcircumspect,asiftheyhadapproachedeachotherobliquelyandaddressedeachotherbyimplication。Theeffectofeachappearedtobetointensifytoanappreciabledegreetheself-consciousnessoftheother。MadameMerleofcoursecarriedoffanyembarrassmentbetterthanherfriend。butevenMadameMerlehadnotonthisoccasiontheformshewouldhavelikedtohave-theperfectself-possessionshewouldhavewishedtowearforherhost。
Thepointtobemadeis,however,thatatacertainmomenttheelementbetweenthem,whateveritwas,alwayslevelleditselfandleftthemmorecloselyfacetofacethaneithereverwaswithanyoneelse。Thiswaswhathadhappenednow。Theystoodthereknowingeachotherwellandeachonthewholewillingtoacceptthesatisfactionofknowingasacompensationfortheinconvenience-whateveritmightbe-ofbeingknown。Iwishverymuchyouwerenotsoheartless,MadameMerlequietlysaid。Ithasalwaysbeenagainstyou,anditwillbeagainstyounow。
I’mnotsoheartlessasyouthink。Everynowandthensomethingtouchesme-asforinstanceyoursayingjustnowthatyourambitionsareforme。Idon’tunderstandit。Idon’tseehoworwhytheyshouldbe。Butittouchesme,allthesame。
You’llprobablyunderstanditevenlessastimegoeson。Therearesomethingsyou’llneverunderstand。There’snoparticularneedyoushould。
You,afterall,arethemostremarkableofwomen,saidOsmond。
Youhavemoreinyouthanalmostanyone。Idon’tseewhyyouthinkMrs。Touchett’snieceshouldmatterverymuchtome,when-when-
Buthepausedamoment。
WhenImyselfhavematteredsolittle?
ThatofcourseisnotwhatImeanttosay。WhenI’veknownandappreciatedsuchawomanasyou。
IsabelArcher’sbetterthanI,saidMadameMerle。
Hercompaniongavealaugh。Howlittleyoumustthinkofhertosaythat!
DoyousupposeI’mcapableofjealousy?Pleaseanswermethat。
Withregardtome?No。onthewholeIdon’t。
Comeandseemethen,twodayshence。I’mstayingatMrs。
Touchett’s-PalazzoCrescentini-andthegirlwillbethere。
Whydidn’tyouaskmethatatfirstsimply,withoutspeakingofthegirl?saidOsmond。Youcouldhavehadherthereatanyrate。
MadameMerlelookedathiminthemannerofawomanwhomnoquestionhecouldeverputwouldfindunprepared。Doyouwishtoknowwhy?
BecauseI’vespokenofyoutoher。
Osmondfrownedandturnedaway。I’drathernotknowthat。Theninamomenthepointedouttheeaselsupportingthelittlewater-colourdrawing。Haveyouseenwhat’sthere-mylast?
MadameMerledrewnearandconsidered。IsittheVenetianAlps-oneofyourlastyear’ssketches?
Yes-buthowyouguesseverything!
Shelookedamomentlonger,thenturnedaway。YouknowIdon’tcareforyourdrawings。
Iknowit,yetI’malwayssurprisedatit。They’rereallysomuchbetterthanmostpeople’s。
Thatmayverywellbe。Butastheonlythingyoudo-well,it’ssolittle。Ishouldhavelikedyoutodosomanyotherthings:thoseweremyambitions。
Yes。you’vetoldmemanytimes-thingsthatwereimpossible。
Thingsthatwereimpossible,saidMadameMerle。Andtheninquiteadifferenttone:Initselfyourlittlepicture’sverygood。
Shelookedabouttheroom-attheoldcabinets,pictures,tapestries,surfacesoffadedsilk。Yourroomsatleastareperfect。I’mstruckwiththatafreshwheneverIcomeback。Iknownonebetteranywhere。Youunderstandthissortofthingasnobodyanywheredoes。You’vesuchadorabletaste。
I’msickofmyadorabletaste,saidGilbertOsmond。
YoumustneverthelessletMissArchercomeandseeit。I’vetoldheraboutit。
Idon’tobjecttoshowingmythings-whenpeoplearenotidiots。
Youdoitdelightfully。Asciceroneofyourmuseumyouappeartoparticularadvantage。
Mr。Osmond,inreturnforthiscompliment,simplylookedatoncecolderandmoreattentive。Didyousayshewasrich?
Shehasseventythousandpounds。
Enecusbiencomptes?
There’snodoubtwhateveraboutherfortune。I’veseenit,asImaysay。
Satisfactorywoman!-Imeanyou。AndifIgotoseehershallIseethemother?
Themother?Shehasnone-norfathereither。
Theauntthen-whomdidyousay?-Mrs。Touchett。
Icaneasilykeepheroutoftheway。
Idon’tobjecttoher,saidOsmond。IratherlikeMrs。
Touchett。Shehasasortofold-fashionedcharacterthat’spassingaway-avivididentity。Butthatlongjackanapestheson-isheabouttheplace?
He’sthere,buthewon’ttroubleyou。
He’sagooddealofadonkey。
Ithinkyou’remistaken。He’saverycleverman。Buthe’snotfondofbeingaboutwhenI’mthere,becausehedoesn’tlikeme。
Whatcouldbemoreasininethanthat?Didyousayshehaslooks?
Osmondwenton。
Yes。butIwon’tsayitagain,lestyoushouldbedisappointedinthem。Comeandmakeabeginning。that’sallIaskofyou。
Abeginningofwhat?
MadameMerlewassilentalittle。Iwantyouofcoursetomarryher。
Thebeginningoftheend?Well,I’llseeformyself。Haveyoutoldherthat?
Forwhatdoyoutakeme?She’snotsocoarseapieceofmachinery-noramI。
Really,saidOsmondaftersomemeditation,Idon’tunderstandyourambitions。
Ithinkyou’llunderstandthisoneafteryou’veseenMissArcher。
Suspendyourjudgement。MadameMerle,asshespoke,haddrawnneartheopendoorofthegarden,whereshestoodamomentlookingout。
Pansyhasreallygrownpretty,shepresentlyadded。
Soitseemedtome。
Butshehashadenoughoftheconvent。
Idon’tknow,saidOsmond。Ilikewhatthey’vemadeofher。
It’sverycharming。
That’snottheconvent。It’sthechild’snature。
It’sthecombination,Ithink。She’saspureasapearl。
Whydoesn’tshecomebackwithmyflowersthen?MadameMerleasked。She’snotinahurry。
We’llgoandgetthem。
Shedoesn’tlikeme,thevisitormurmuredassheraisedherparasolandtheypassedintothegarden。
CHAPTER23
MadameMerle,whohadcometoFlorenceonMrs。Touchett’sarrivalattheinvitationofthislady-Mrs。TouchettofferingherforamonththehospitalityofPalazzoCrescentini-thejudiciousMadameMerlespoketoIsabelafreshaboutGilbertOsmondandexpressedthehopeshemightknowhim。making,however,nosuchpointofthematteraswehaveseenherdoinrecommendingthegirlherselftoMr。Osmond’sattention。ThereasonofthiswasperhapsthatIsabelofferednoresistancewhatevertoMadameMerle’sproposal。InItaly,asinEngland,theladyhadamultitudeoffriends,bothamongthenativesofthecountryanditsheterogeneousvisitors。ShehadmentionedtoIsabelmostofthepeoplethegirlwouldfinditwelltomeet-ofcourse,shesaid,Isabelcouldknowwhomeverinthewideworldshewould-andhadplacedMr。Osmondnearthetopofthelist。Hewasanoldfriendofherown。shehadknownhimthesedozenyears。hewasoneofthecleverestandmostagreeablemen-well,inEuropesimply。Hewasaltogetherabovetherespectableaverage。quiteanotheraffair。Hewasn’taprofessionalcharmer-farfromit,andtheeffectheproduceddependedagooddealonthestateofhisnervesandhisspirits。
Whennotintherightmoodhecouldfallaslowasanyone,savedonlybyhislookingatsuchhoursratherlikeademoralizedprinceinexile。Butifhecaredorwasinterestedorrightlychallenged-justexactlyrightlyithadtobe-thenonefelthisclevernessandhisdistinction。Thosequalitiesdidn’tdepend,inhim,asinsomanypeople,onhisnotcommittingorexposinghimself。Hehadhisperversities-whichindeedIsabelwouldfindtobethecasewithallthemenreallyworthknowing-anddidn’tcausehislighttoshineequallyforallpersons。MadameMerle,however,thoughtshecouldundertakethatforIsabelhewouldbebrilliant。Hewaseasilybored,tooeasily,anddullpeoplealwaysputhimout。butaquickandcultivatedgirllikeIsabelwouldgivehimastimuluswhichwastooabsentfromhislife。Atanyratehewasapersonnottomiss。Oneshouldn’tattempttoliveinItalywithoutmakingafriendofGilbertOsmond,whoknewmoreaboutthecountrythananyoneexcepttwoorthreeGermanprofessors。Andiftheyhadmoreknowledgethanheitwashewhohadmostperceptionandtaste-beingartisticthroughandthrough。Isabelrememberedthatherfriendhadspokenofhimduringtheirplunge,atGardencourt,intothedeepsoftalk,andwonderedalittlewhatwasthenatureofthetiebindingthesesuperiorspirits。ShefeltthatMadameMerle’stiesalwayssomehowhadhistories,andsuchanimpressionwaspartoftheinterestcreatedbythisinordinatewoman。AsregardsherrelationswithMr。Osmond,however,shehintedatnothingbutalong-establishedcalmfriendship。
Isabelsaidsheshouldbehappytoknowapersonwhohadenjoyedsohighaconfidenceforsomanyyears。Yououghttoseeagreatmanymen,MadameMerleremarked。yououghttoseeasmanyaspossible,soastogetusedtothem。
Usedtothem?Isabelrepeatedwiththatsolemnstarewhichsometimesseemedtoproclaimherdeficientinthesenseofcomedy。
Why,I’mnotafraidofthem-I’masusedtothemasthecooktothebutcher-boys。
Usedtothem,Imean,soastodespisethem。That’swhatonecomestowithmostofthem。You’llpickout,foryoursociety,thefewwhomyoudon’tdespise。
ThiswasanoteofcynicismthatMadameMerledidn’toftenallowherselftosound。butIsabelwasnotalarmed,forshehadneversupposedthatasonesawmoreoftheworldthesentimentofrespectbecamethemostactiveofone’semotions。Itwasexcited,nonetheless,bythebeautifulcityofFlorence,whichpleasedhernotlessthanMadameMerlehadpromised。andifherunassistedperceptionhadnotbeenabletogaugeitscharmsshehadclevercompanionsasprieststothemystery。Shewasinnowantindeedofaestheticillumination,forRalphfounditajoythatrenewedhisownearlypassiontoactasciceronetohiseageryoungkinswoman。MadameMerleremainedathome。shehadseenthetreasuresofFlorenceagainandagainandhadalwayssomethingelsetodo。Butshetalkedofallthingswithremarkablevividnessofmemory-sherecalledtheright-handcornerofthelargePeruginoandthepositionofthehandsoftheSaintElizabethinthepicturenexttoit。Shehadheropinionsastothecharacterofmanyfamousworksofart,differingoftenfromRalphwithgreatsharpnessanddefendingherinterpretationswithasmuchingenuityasgood-humour。Isabellistenedtothediscussionstakingplacebetweenthetwowithasensethatshemightderivemuchbenefitfromthemandthattheywereamongtheadvantagesshecouldn’thaveenjoyedforinstanceinAlbany。IntheclearMaymorningsbeforetheformalbreakfast-thisrepastatMrs。Touchett’swasservedattwelveo’clock-shewanderedwithhercousinthroughthenarrowandsombreFlorentinestreets,restingawhileinthethickerduskofsomehistoricchurchorthevaultedchambersofsomedispeopledconvent。
Shewenttothegalleriesandpalaces。shelookedatthepicturesandstatuesthathadhithertobeengreatnamestoher,andexchangedforaknowledgewhichwassometimesalimitationapresentimentwhichprovedusuallytohavebeenablank。Sheperformedallthoseactsofmentalprostrationinwhich,onafirstvisittoItaly,youthandenthusiasmsofreelyindulge。shefeltherheartbeatinthepresenceofimmortalgeniusandknewthesweetnessofrisingtearsineyestowhichfadedfrescoanddarkenedmarblegrewdim。Butthereturn,everyday,wasevenpleasanterthanthegoingforth。thereturnintothewide,monumentalcourtofthegreathouseinwhichMrs。Touchett,manyyearsbefore,hadestablishedherself,andintothehigh,coolroomswherethecarvenraftersandpompousfrescoesofthesixteenthcenturylookeddownonthefamiliarcommoditiesoftheageofadvertisement。Mrs。Touchettinhabitedanhistoricbuildinginanarrowstreetwhoseverynamerecalledthestrifeofmediaevalfactions。andfoundcompensationforthedarknessofherfrontageinthemodicityofherrentandthebrightnessofagardenwherenatureitselflookedasarchaicastheruggedarchitectureofthepalaceandwhichclearedandscentedtheroomsinregularuse。Toliveinsuchaplacewas,forIsabel,toholdtoherearalldayashelloftheseaofthepast。Thisvagueeternalrumourkeptherimaginationawake。
GilbertOsmondcametoseeMadameMerle,whopresentedhimtotheyoungladylurkingattheothersideoftheroom。Isabeltookonthisoccasionlittlepartinthetalk。shescarcelyevensmiledwhentheothersturnedtoherinvitingly。shesatthereasifshehadbeenattheplayandhadpaidevenalargesumforherplace。Mrs。
Touchettwasnotpresent,andthesetwohadit,fortheeffectofbrilliancy,alltheirownway。TheytalkedoftheFlorentine,theRoman,thecosmopoliteworld,andmighthavebeendistinguishedperformersfiguringforacharity。Itallhadtherichreadinessthatwouldhavecomefromrehearsal。MadameMerleappealedtoherasifshehadbeenonthestage,butshecouldignoreanylearntcuewithoutspoilingthescene-thoughofcourseshethusputdreadfullyinthewrongthefriendwhohadtoldMr。Osmondshecouldbedependedon。Thiswasnomatterforonce。evenifmorehadbeeninvolvedshecouldhavemadenoattempttoshine。Therewassomethinginthevisitorthatcheckedherandheldherinsuspense-
madeitmoreimportantsheshouldgetanimpressionofhimthanthatsheshouldproduceoneherself。Besides,shehadlittleskillinproducinganimpressionwhichsheknewtobeexpected:nothingcouldbehappier,ingeneral,thantoseemdazzling,butshehadaperverseunwillingnesstoglitterbyarrangement。Mr。Osmond,todohimjustice,hadawell-bredairofexpectingnothing,aquieteasethatcoveredeverything,eventhefirstshowofhisownwit。Thiswasthemoregratefulashisface,hishead,wassensitive。hewasnothandsome,buthewasfine,asfineasoneofthedrawingsinthelonggalleryabovethebridgeoftheUffizi。Andhisveryvoicewasfine-themorestrangelythat,withitsclearness,ityetsomehowwasn’tsweet。Thishadhadreallytodowithmakingherabstainfrominterference。Hisutterancewasthevibrationofglass,andifshehadputoutherfingershemighthavechangedthepitchandspoiledtheconcert。Yetbeforehewentshehadtospeak。
MadameMerle,hesaid,consentstocomeuptomyhill-topsomedaynextweekanddrinkteainmygarden。Itwouldgivememuchpleasureifyouwouldcomewithher。It’sthoughtratherpretty-
there’swhattheycallageneralview。Mydaughtertoowouldbesoglad-orrather,forshe’stooyoungtohavestrongemotions,Ishouldbesoglad-soveryglad。AndMr。Osmondpausedwithaslightairofembarrassment,leavinghissentenceunfinished。
Ishouldbesohappyifyoucouldknowmydaughter,hewentonamomentafterwards。
IsabelrepliedthatsheshouldbedelightedtoseeMissOsmondandthatifMadameMerlewouldshowherthewaytothehill-topsheshouldbeverygrateful。Uponthisassurancethevisitortookhisleave。
afterwhichIsabelfullyexpectedherfriendwouldscoldherforhavingbeensostupid。Buttohersurprisethatlady,whoindeedneverfellintothemerematter-of-course,saidtoherinafewmoments:
Youwerecharming,mydear。youwerejustasonewouldhavewishedyou。You’reneverdisappointing。
Arebukemightpossiblyhavebeenirritating,thoughitismuchmoreprobablethatIsabelwouldhavetakenitingoodpart。but,strangetosay,thewordsthatMadameMerleactuallyusedcausedherthefirstfeelingofdispleasureshehadknownthisallytoexcite。That’smorethanIintended,sheansweredcoldly。I’mundernoobligationthatI
knowoftocharmMr。Osmond。
MadameMerleperceptiblyflushed,butweknowitwasnotherhabittoretract。Mydearchild,Ididn’tspeakforhim,poorman。I
spokeforyourself。It’snotofcourseaquestionastohislikingyou。itmatterslittlewhetherhelikesyouornot!ButIthoughtyoulikedhim。
Idid,saidIsabelhonestly。ButIdon’tseewhatthatmatterseither。
Everythingthatconcernsyoumatterstome,MadameMerlereturnedwithherwearynobleness。especiallywhenatthesametimeanotheroldfriend’sconcerned。
WhateverIsabel’sobligationsmayhavebeentoMr。Osmond,itmustbeadmittedthatshefoundthemsufficienttoleadhertoputtoRalphsundryquestionsabouthim。ShethoughtRalph’sjudgementsdistortedbyhistrials,butsheflatteredherselfshehadlearnedtomakeallowanceforthat。
DoIknowhim?saidhercousin。Oh,yes,I’know’him。notwell,butonthewholeenough。I’venevercultivatedhissociety,andheapparentlyhasneverfoundmineindispensabletohishappiness。
Whoishe,whatishe?He’savague,unexplainedAmericanwhohasbeenlivingthesethirtyyears,orless,inItaly。WhydoIcallhimunexplained?Onlyasacoverformyignorance。Idon’tknowhisantecedents,hisfamily,hisorigin。ForallIdoknowhemaybeaprinceindisguise。heratherlookslikeone,bytheway-likeaprincewhohasabdicatedinafitoffastidiousnessandhasbeeninastateofdisgusteversince。HeusedtoliveinRome。butoflateyearshehastakenuphisabodehere。IrememberhearinghimsaythatRomehasgrownvulgar。Hehasagreatdreadofvulgarity。
that’shisspecialline。hehasn’tanyotherthatIknowof。Helivesonhisincome,whichIsuspectofnotbeingvulgarlylarge。He’sapoorbuthonestgentleman-that’swhathecallshimself。Hemarriedyoungandlosthiswife,andIbelievehehasadaughter。Healsohasasister,who’smarriedtosomesmallCountorother,oftheseparts。Iremembermeetingherofold。She’snicerthanhe,I
shouldthink,butratherimpossible。Irememberthereusedtobesomestoriesabouther。Idon’tthinkIrecommendyoutoknowher。Butwhydon’tyouaskMadameMerleaboutthesepeople?SheknowsthemallmuchbetterthanI。
IaskyoubecauseIwantyouropinionaswellashers,saidIsabel。
Afigformyopinion!IfyoufallinlovewithMr。Osmondwhatwillyoucareforthat?
Notmuch,probably。Butmeanwhileithasacertainimportance。
Themoreinformationonehasaboutone’sdangersthebetter。
Idon’tagreetothat-itmaymakethemdangers。Weknowtoomuchaboutpeopleinthesedays。weheartoomuch。Ourears,ourminds,ourmouths,arestuffedwithpersonalities。Don’tmindanythinganyonetellsyouaboutanyoneelse。Judgeeveryoneandeverythingforyourself。
That’swhatItrytodo,saidIsabel。butwhenyoudothatpeoplecallyouconceited。
You’renottomindthem-that’spreciselymyargument。nottomindwhattheysayaboutyourselfanymorethanwhattheysayaboutyourfriendoryourenemy。
Isabelconsidered。Ithinkyou’reright。buttherearesomethingsIcan’thelpminding:forinstancewhenmyfriend’sattackedorwhenImyselfampraised。
Ofcourseyou’realwaysatlibertytojudgethecritic。Judgepeopleascritics,however,Ralphadded,andyou’llcondemnthemall!
IshallseeMr。Osmondformyself,saidIsabel。I’vepromisedtopayhimavisit。
Topayhimavisit?
Togoandseehisview,hispictures,hisdaughter-Idon’tknowexactlywhat。MadameMerle’stotakeme。shetellsmeagreatmanyladiescallonhim。
Ah,withMadameMerleyoumaygoanywhere,deconfiance,saidRalph。Sheknowsnonebutthebestpeople。
IsabelsaidnomoreaboutMr。Osmond,butshepresentlyremarkedtohercousinthatshewasnotsatisfiedwithhistoneaboutMadameMerle。Itseemstomeyouinsinuatethingsabouther。Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,butifyou’veanygroundsfordislikingherIthinkyoushouldeithermentionthemfranklyorelsesaynothingatall。