ThissortofthingwasbalmtotheSperanzaspirit。Albert’stemperamentalegoexpandedunderitlikearosebudunderasummersun。Yettherewasafaintshadowofdoubt——shemightbemakingfunofhim。Helookedatherintentlyandsheseemedtoreadhisthoughts,forshesaid:
Oh,Imeanit!PleasebelieveIdo。Ihaven’tspokenthatwaywhenJanewaswithme,forshewouldn’tunderstandandwouldlaugh,butImeanit,Mr。Speranza。Itwouldbeanhonor——agreathonor。
SothestillprotestingandrebelliousGoogoowascompelledtogoafewfeetawayandliedown,whilehismistressandtheyoungmanwhomhehadattemptedtodevourbenttheirheadstogetheroverascribbling-padandtalkedandexclaimedduringthewholeofthathourandafullthree-quartersofthenext。ThenthedistanttownclockinthesteepleoftheCongregationalchurchboomedfivetimesandMissFosdickrosetoherfeet。
Oh,shesaid,itcan’treallybefiveo’clock,canit?Butitis!WhatWILLmotherfancyhasbecomeofme?Imustgothisminute。Thankyou,Mr。Speranza。Ihaveenjoyedthissomuch。
Ithasbeenawonderfulexperience。
Hercheekswereflushedandhereyeswereshining。Shehadgrownhandsomerthaneverduringthewintermonths。Albert’seyeswereshiningalsoasheimpulsivelyseizedherhand。
Thankyou,MissFosdick,hesaid。YouhavehelpedmemorethanIcantellyou。Iwasabouttogiveupindespairbeforeyoucame,andnow——nowIKNOWIshallwritethebestthingIhaveeverdone。
Andyouwillberesponsibleforit。
Shecaughtherbreath。Oh,notreally!sheexclaimed。Youdon’tmeanit,really?
IndeedIdo!IfImighthaveyourhelpandsympathyonceinawhile,Ibelieve——IbelieveIcoulddoalmostanything。Willyouhelpmeagainsomeday?IshallbeherealmosteverypleasantSaturdayandSundayafternoon。Willyoucomeagain?
Shehesitated。I——I’llsee。perhaps,sheansweredhurriedly。
ButImustgonow。Come,Goo。
Shehastenedaway,downtheknollandalongthebeachtowardthehotel。Googoofollowedher,turningoccasionallytocastdiabolicalglancesattheSperanzaankles。Albertgazeduntilthegracefulfigureinthetrimsportcostumedisappearedbehindthecornerofthepointofthebeach。Justatthepointshepausedtowavetohim。Hewavedinreturn。Thenhetrampedhomeward。Therewasdeepsandbeneathhisfeetand,later,pine-needlesandgrass。
Theywereallaliketohim,forhewastravelingonair。
Thateveningatsupperhisradiantappearancecausedcomment。
Whatmakesyoulooksohappy,Albert?askedhisgrandmother。
SeemstomeIneversawyoulooksosortof——well,glorified,asyoumightsay。Whatisthereason?
Theglorifiedonereddenedandwasconfused。Hestammeredthathedidnotknow,hewasnotawareofanyparticularreason。
Mrs。Ellisbeameduponhim。Ipresumelikelyhisbookkeepin’attheofficehasbeengoin’prettywelllately,shesuggested。
CaptainZelote’sgrayeyestwinkled。Cal’latehe’sbeenmakin’upmorepoetryaboutgirls,washisoffering。Anotheroneofthosepiecesaboutteethlikepearlsandhairallcurls,orsomethin’
likethat。Say,Al,whydon’tyoupoetry-makin’fellerstryanewoneonceinawhile?Say,’Herhair’slikeropeandherfacehaslosthope。’Eh?Whynot,forachange?
TheprotestsonthepartofOliveandthehousekeeperagainstthecaptain’sinnovationinpoetry-makinghadtheeffectofdistractingattentionfromAlbert’sglorifiedappearance。Theyoungmanhimselfwasthankfulfortherespite。
ThatnightbeforeheretiredhetookMadelineFosdick’sphotographfromthebackofthedraweramongthetiesandcollarsandlookedatitforfiveminutesatleast。Shewasahandsomegirl,certainly。Notthatthatmadeanydifferencetohim。Andshewasanintelligentgirl。sheunderstoodhispoetryandappreciatedit。
Yes,andsheunderstoodhim,too,almostaswellasHelen……
Helen!HehastilyreturnedtheFosdickphotographtothedrawer。
butthistimehedidnotputitquitesoneartheback。
OnthefollowingSaturdayhewasearlyattheknoll,abrand-newscribbling-padinhispocketandinhisminddivinegemswhichwerelater,andwithMissFosdick’sassistance,tobestrungintoaglitteringnecklaceoflyricsonganddraped,withthestringer’scompliments,aboutthethroatofagratefulmuse。Butnogemswerestrungthatday。Madelinedidnotputinanappearance,andbyandbyitbegantorain,andAlbertwalkedhome,damp,dejected,anddisgusted。When,adayortwolater,hemetMissFosdickatthepostofficeandaskedwhyshehadnotcomehelearnedthathermotherhadinsisteduponamotortriptoWapatomacthatafternoon。
Besides,shesaid,yousurelymustn’texpectmeEVERYSaturday。
No,headmittedgrudgingly,Isupposenot。Butyouwillcomesometimes,won’tyou?IhaveaperfectlylovelyideaforaballadandIwanttoaskyouradviceaboutit。
Oh,doyoureally?You’renotmakingfun?Youmeanthatmyadviceisreallyworthsomething?Ican’tbelieveit。
Heconvincedherthatitwas,andthenextSaturdayafternoontheyspenttogetherattheinspirationpointamongthedunes,atworkupontheballad。Itwasnotfinishedonthatoccasion,noronthenext,foritwasanunusuallylongballad,butprogresswasmade,gloriousprogress。
Andso,duringthatSummer,astheFosdickresidenceupontheBayRoadgrewandgrew,sodidtheacquaintanceship,thefriendship,thepoeticpartnershipbetweentheFosdickdaughterandthegrandsonofCaptainZelotesSnowgrowandgrow。TheymetalmosteverySaturday,theymetatthepostofficeonweekevenings,occasionallytheysaweachotherforamomentafterchurchonSundaymornings。Mrs。FletcherFosdickcouldnotimaginewhyheronlychildcaredtoattendthatstuffylittlecountrychurchandhearthatprosyKendallministerdroneonandon。Ihope,mydear,thatIamaspunctiliousinmyreligiousdutiesastheaveragewoman,butoneKendallsermonwassufficientforme,thankyou。WhatyouseeinTHATchurchtopleaseyou,_I_can’tguess。
IfshehadattendedasoftenasMadelinedidshemighthaveguessedandsavedherselfmuch。Butshewasbusyorganizing,inconnectionwithMrs。SeaburyCalvin,aLiterarySocietyamongthesummerpeopleofSouthHarniss。TheSocietywastobeginworkwiththediscussionofthepoetryofRabindranathTagore。Mrs。FosdicksaidshedotedonTagore。Mrs。Calvinexpressedherselfasbeingpositivelyinsaneabouthim。Awarmfriendshiphadsprungupbetweenthetwoladies,aseachwasparticularlyfondofshiningasaliterarylightandneitherunderanycircumstancespermittedanewliontoroarunheardinherneighborhood,provided,ofcourse,thatthesaidroaringshadbeenpreviouslyendorsedandwelladvertisedbythecriticsandthepress。
SoMrs。FosdickwastoobusytoaccompanyMadelinetochurchonSundayortowalkonSaturday,andtheyoungladywaslefttowanderprettymuchatherownsweetwill。ThatsweetwillledherfootstepstotrailsfrequentedbyAlbertSperanzaandtheywalkedandtalkedandpoetizedtogether。AsforMr。FletcherFosdick,hewasbusyathisofficeinNewYorkandcametoSouthHarnissonlyforinfrequentweek-ends。
Thewalksandtalksandpoetizingswereinnocentenough。Neitherofthepartnersinpoesyhadtheleastideaofanythingmorethanbeingjustthat。Theylikedeachother,theyhadcometocalleachotherbytheirChristiannames,andonAlbert’sbureauMadeline’sphotographnowstoodopenlyandwithoutapology。Alberthadconvincedhimselftherewasnothingtoapologizefor。Shewashisfriend,thatwasall。Helikedtowriteandshelikedtohelphim——
er——well,justasHelenusedtowhenshewasathome。HedidnotthinkofHelenquiteasoftenasformerly,norwerehisletterstoherasfrequentoraslong。
SothesummerpassedandlateAugustcame,thelastSaturdayafternoonofthatmonth。AlbertandMadelineweretogether,walkingtogetheralongthebeachfromtheknollwheretheyhadmetsooften。Itwassixo’clockandthebeachwasdeserted。Therewaslittlewind,thetinywaveswerelappingandplashingalongtheshore,andtherosylightofthesinkingsunlaywarmuponthewaterandthesand。Theywerethinkingandspeakingofthesummerwhichwassonearitsend。
Ithasbeenawonderfulsummer,hasn’tit?saidAlbert。
Yes,wonderful,agreedMadeline。
Yes,I——I——byGeorge,Ineverbelievedasummercouldbesowonderful。
NorI。
Silence。ThenAlbert,lookingather,sawhereyeslookingintohisandsawinthem——
Hekissedher。
ThatmorningAlbertSperanzahadarisenasusual,acasual,careless,perfectlyhumanyoungfellow。Hewenttobedthatnightasuperman,anarchangel,ademi-god,withhisheadinthecloudsandtheearthaclothofgoldbeneathhisfeet。LifewasapathwaythroughParadisearchedwithrainbows。
HeandMadelineFosdicklovedeachothermadly,devotedly。Theywereengagedtobemarried。Theyhadplightedtroth。Theyweretobeeachother’s,andnooneelse’s,forever——andever——andever。
CHAPTERX
Theremainderofthatsummerwasaparadisicalmeanderingovertheclothofgoldbeneaththerainbows。AlbertandhisMadelinemetoften,veryoften。Fewpoemswerewrittenatthesemeetings。Whytroubletoputpenciledlinesonpaperwhentheentireuniversewasapoemespeciallycomposedforyourbenefit?Theloverssatupontheknollamidthesanddunesandgazedatthebayandtalkedofthemselvesseparately,individually,and,moreespecially,collectively。Theystrolledthroughthesamewoodylanesanddiscussedthesamesatisfactorysubjects。Theymetatthepostofficeoratthedrugstoreandgazedintoeachother’seyes。And,whatwasthemostastonishingthingaboutitall,theirsecretremainedundiscovered。Undiscovered,thatistosay,bythosebywhomdiscoverywouldhavemeantcalamity。Thegossipsamongthetownspeoplewinkedandchuckledandcal’latedFletcherFosdickhadbetterlookoutorhisgirlwouldbetookintothefirmofZ。SnowandCo。IssacharPriceutteredsarcasticandslyinnuendoes。JaneKelseyandhersetraggedthepairoccasionally。Buteventheseneverreallysuspectedthattheaffairwasserious。AndneitherMrs。FletcherFosdicknorCaptainandMrs。ZelotesSnowgaveitaminute’sattention。
Itwasseriousenoughwiththeprincipals,however。Tothemitwastheonlyseriousmatterintheworld。Notthattheyfacedordiscussedthefuturewithearnestandcompleteattention。Somedayorother——thatwasofcoursethemutuallyacceptedidea——somedayorothertheyweretomarry。Inthemeantimeherewastheblissfulpresentwithitsrosesandrainbowsandhere,foreach,wastheother。WhatwouldbelikelytohappenwhentheFosdickparentslearnedoftheengagementoftheironlychildtotheassistantbookkeeperoftheSouthHarnisslumberandhardwarecompanywasunpleasanttocontemplate,sowhycontemplateit?Upononepointtheywereagreed——never,never,NEVERwouldtheygiveeachotherup。Nopoweronearth——whichincludedparentsandgrandparents——
shouldorcouldseparatethem。
Albert’sconsciencetroubledhimslightlyatfirstwhenhethoughtofHelenKendall。Ithadbeeninrealitysuchashorttime——
althoughofcourseitseemedagesandages——sincehehadfanciedhimselfinlovewithher。Onlythepreviousfall——yes,eventhatveryspring,hehadaskedhertopledgeherselftohim。
Fortunately——oh,howveryfortunately!——shehadrefused,andhehadbeenleftfree。Nowheknewthathisfanciedloveforherhadbeenmerelyapassingwhim,adelusionofthemoment。This——THISwhichhewasnowexperiencingwasthegrandpassionofhislife。Hewroteapoemwiththetitle,TheGreaterLove——andsoldit,too,toasensationalperiodicalwhichcirculatedlargelyamongsentimentalshopgirls。Itisbuttruthfultostatethattheeditorofthemagazinetowhichhefirstsubmitteditsentitbackwiththebriefnote——Thisisatrifletoosyrupyforouruse。Fearthepagesmightstick。Whynotsendusanotherwarverse?Alberttreatedthenoteandtheeditorwiththecontempttheydeserved。
Hepitiedthelatter。poorsoul,doubtlessHEhadneverknownthegreaterlove。
HeandMadelinehadagreedthattheywouldtellnoone——nooneatall——oftheirbetrothal。Itshouldbetheirownprecioussecretforthepresent。So,underthecircumstances,hecouldnotwriteHelenthenews。Butoughthetowriteheratall?Thatquestionbotheredhimnotalittle。Henolongerlovedher——infact,hewasnowcertainthatheneverhadlovedher——buthelikedher,andhewantedhertokeeponlikinghim。Andshewrotetohimwithregularity。Whatoughthetodoaboutwritingher?
Hedebatedthequestionwithhimselfand,atlast,andwithsometrepidation,askedMadeline’sopinionofhisdutyinthematter。
Heropinionwasdecisiveandpromptlygiven。OfcoursehemustnotwriteHelenagain。HowwouldyoulikeitifIcorrespondedwithanotherfellow?sheasked。Candorforcedhimtoadmitthatheshouldnotlikeitatall。ButIwanttobehavedecently,hesaid。Sheismerelyafriendofmine——oh,howshortismemory!——
butwehavebeenfriendsforalongtimeandIwouldn’twanttohurtherfeelings。No,insteadyouprefertohurtmine。Now,dearest,bereasonable。Itwastheirnearestapproachtoaquarrelandwasavery,verysadaffair。Themaking-upwassweet,ofcourse,butthequestionoffurthercorrespondencewithHelenKendallremainedjustwhereitwasatthebeginning。And,meanwhile,thecorrespondencelapsed。
Septembercamefar,fartoosoon——cameandended。AndwithitendedalsothestayoftheFosdicksinSouthHarniss。AlbertandMadelinesaidgood-byattheirrendezvousbythebeach。Itwasasad,atearful,butaverypreciousfarewell。Theywouldwriteeachothereveryday,theywouldthinkofeachothereveryminuteofeveryday,theywouldlivethroughthewintersomehowandlookforwardtothenextspringandtheirnextmeeting。
Youwillwrite——oh,everandeversomanypoems,won’tyou,dear?
beggedMadeline。YouknowhowIlovethem。AndwheneverIseeoneofyourpoemsinprintIshallbesoproudofyou——ofMYpoet。
Albertpromisedtowriteeverandeversomany。Hefeltthattherewouldbenodifficultyinwritingreamsofpoems——inspired,gloriouspoems。Thedifficultywouldbeinrestraininghimselffromwritingtoomanyofthem。WithMadelineFosdickasaninspiration,poetizingbecameasnaturalasbreathing。
Then,whichwasunusualforthem,theyspokeofthefuture,thedim,vague,butsohappyfuture,whenAlbertwastobethenation’spoetlaureateandMadeline,asMrs。Laureate,wouldsharehisgloryandwear,sotospeak,hissecond-bestlaurels。Thedisagreeableproblemsconnectedwiththefuturetheyignored,orcasuallydismissedwith,Nevermind,dear,itwillbeallrightbyandby。
Oh,itwasawonderfulafternoon,arosy,cloudy,happy,sorrowful,bitter-sweetafternoon。
AndthenextmorningAlbert,peepingbeneathZ。SnowandCo。’sofficewindowshade,sawhisheart’sdesirestepaboardthetrain,sawthattrainpuffoutofthestation,sawforjustaninstantasmallhandwavedbehindthedingyglassofthecarwindow。Hisownhandwavedinreply。ThentheraucousvoiceofMr。Pricebrokethesilence。
Whowasyouflappin’yourflipperat?inquiredIssachar。Girl,I’llbetyou!Neversawsuchacritterasyoubetochaseafterthegirls。Whichoneisitthistime?
Albertmadenoreply。Betweenembarrassmentandsorrowhewasincapableofspeech。Issachar,however,wasnotinthatcondition。
atalltimeswhenawake,andsometimeswhenasleep,Mr。Pricecould,andusuallydid,speak。
Whichoneisitthistime,Al?demandedIssy。Eh?Crimus,seehimgetred!Haw,haw!Labe,toMr。Keeler,whocameintotheofficefromtheinnerroom,whichgirldoyoucal’lateAlhereiswavin’by-byetothismornin’?Who’sgoin’awayonthecarsthismornin’,Labe?
Laban,hishandsfullofthemorningmail,absentlyrepliedthathedidn’tknow。
Yes,youdo,too,persistedIssy。Youain’tlistenin’,that’sall。Who’sleavin’townonthetrainjustnow?
Eh?Oh,Idon’tknow。TheSmallfolksaregoin’toBoston,I
believe。AndGeorgeBartlett’sgoin’toOstableoncourtbusiness,hetoldme。Oh,yes,IbelieveCap’nLotesaidthatFosdickwomanandherdaughterweregoin’backtoNewYork。BacktoNewYork——
yes——yes——yes。
Mr。Pricecrowedtriumphantly。Ah,ha!hecrowed。Ah,ha!
That’stheanswer。That’stheonehe’sshakin’day-daysto,thatFosdickgirl。I’veseenyou’roundwithheratthepostofficeandtheicecreams’loon。I’montoyou,Al。Haw,haw!What’shername?Adeline?Dandelion?Madeline?——that’sit!Say,howdoyouthinkHelenKendall’sgoin’tolikeyourthrowin’kissestotheMadelineone,eh?
Theassistantbookkeeperwasstillsilent。Thecrimson,however,wasleavinghisfaceandthesaidfacewaspalingrapidly。ThiswasanominoussignhadMr。Pricebutknownit。Hedidnotknowitandcackledmerrilyon,GuessI’llhavetotellHelenwhenshecomesbackhome,heannounced。Cal’lateI’llputafleainherear。’Helen,’I’llsay,’don’tfeeltoobadnow,don’tcryandgetyourhandkerchiefallsoakin’,ornothin’likethat。Ijustfeelit’smydutytotellyethatyourlittleAlbertissparkin’uptosomebodyelse。
He’swaitin’onapartybythenameofPadeline——no,Madeline——
Woodtick——no,Fosdick——and……’Here!letgoofme!Whatareyoudoin’?
Thatlastquestionwasinthenatureofagurgle。Albert,hisfacenowverywhiteindeed,hadstrodeacrosstheoffice,seizedthespeakerbythefrontofhisflannelshirtandbackedhimagainstthewall。
Stop,commandedAlbert,betweenhisteeth。That’senoughofthat。Don’tyousayanymore!
Eh?Ugh!Ur-gg!Leggoofmyshirt。
Albertletgo,buthedidnotstepback。Heremainedwherehewas,exactlyinfrontofMr。Price。
Don’tyousayanymoreabout——aboutwhatyouweresaying,herepeated。
Eh?Notsayanymore?Whynot?Who’sgoin’tostopme,I’dliketoknow?
Iam。
Iwanttoknow!What’llyoudo?
Idon’tknow。Ifyouweren’tsoold,Iwould——butI’llstopyou,anyhow。
AlbertfeltahandonhisarmandheardMr。Keeler’svoiceathisear。
Careful,Al,careful,itsaid。Don’thithim。
OfcourseIshan’thithim,indignantly。WhatdoyouthinkI
am?Buthemustpromisenottomention——er——MissFosdick’snameagain。
Betterpromise,Is,suggestedLaban。Issachar’smouthopened,butnopromisecameforth。
Promisebedarned!heyelledfuriously。Mentionhername!I’llmentionanynameIsetoutto,andnoItalyunPortygeeisgoin’tostopme,neither。
Albertglancedabouttheoffice。Bythewallstoodtwobrimmingpailsofwater,broughtinbyMr。Priceforfloor-washingpurposes。
Heliftedoneofthepails。
Ifyoudon’tpromiseI’llduckyou,hedeclared。Letgoofme,Keeler,Imeanit。
Careful,Al,careful,saidMr。Keeler。Betterpromise,Is。
Promisenawthin’!Fosdick!WhatintimedoIcareforFosdicks,MadelinesorPadelinesorDandelionsor——
Hissentencestoppedjustthere。Theremainderofitwaswashedbackanddownhisthroatbythedelugefromthebucket。Overcomebyshockandsurprise,Mr。Priceleanedbackagainstthewallandslidslowlydownthatwalluntilhereclinedinasittingposture,uponthefloor。
Crimustee,hegasped,assoonashecouldarticulate,I’m——awk——
I’mdrownded。
Albertputdowntheemptybucketandpickedupthefullone。
Promise,hesaidagain。
LabanKeelerrubbedhischin。
I’dpromiseifIwasyou,Is,hesaid。You’resomesubjecttorheumatism,youknow。
Issachar,sittinginaspreadingpuddle,lookeddamplyupwardattheremainingbucket。Bycrimustee——hebegan。Albertdrewthebucketbackward。thewaterdrippedfromitslowerbrim。
I——I——darnye,Ipromise!shoutedIssachar。Albertputdownthebucketandwalkedbacktohisdesk。Labanwatchedhimcuriously,smilingjustalittle。ThenheturnedtoMr。Price,whowasscramblingtohisfeet。
Bettergetyourmopandswabuphere,Is,hesaid。Cap’nLote’llbein’mostanyminute。
WhenCaptainZelotesdidreturntotheoffice,Issacharwasindustriouslysweepingout,Albertwashardatworkatthebooks,andLabanwasstillrubbinghischinandsmilingatnothinginparticular。
ThenextdayAlbertandIssacharmadeitup。Albertapologized。
I’msorry,Issy,hesaid。Ishouldn’thavedoneit,butyoumadememad。Ihavea——rathermeantemper,I’mafraid。Forgiveme,willyou?
Heheldouthishand,andIssachar,afteramomentaryhesitation,tookit。
Iforgiveyouthistime,Al,hesaidsolemnly,butdon’tneverdonothin’likeitagain,willye?WhenIwenthomefordinneryesterdaynoonIgiveyoumywordmyclotheswaskindofdampisheventhen。Ifithadn’tbeennicewarmsunshineandIwasoutdoorsanddriedoffconsiderableI’dahadtochangeeverything,underclothesandall,and’tain’tbutthemiddleoftheweekyet。
HisduckinghadaneffectwhichAlbertnoticedwithconsiderablesatisfaction——hewasneverquiteasflippantlypersonalinhiscommentsconcerningtheassistantbookkeeper。Hetreatedthelatter,ifnotwithrespect,atleastwithsomethingdistantlyakintoit。
AfterMadeline’sdeparturetheworldwasverylonelyindeed。
Albertwrotelong,longlettersandreceivedreplieswhichvariedinlengthbutneverindevotion。MissFosdickwasobligedtobecautiousinhercorrespondencewithherlover。Youwillforgivemeifthisisnotmuchmorethananote,won’tyou,dear?shewrote。MotherseemstobeverycuriousoflateaboutmylettersandtowhomIwriteandIhadtojuststealtheopportunitythismorning。AnolderandmoreapprehensivepersonmighthavefoundMrs。Fosdick’ssuddeninterestinherdaughter’scorrespondencesuspiciousandatriflealarming,butAlbertneverdreamedofbeingalarmed。
Hewrotemanypoems,alldealingwithloveandlovers,andsoldsomeofthem。HewrotenomoreletterstoHelen。She,too,hadceasedtowritehim,doubtlessbecauseofthelackofreplytoherlasttwoorthreeletters。HisconsciencestilltroubledhimaboutHelen。hecouldnothelpfeelingthathistreatmentofherhadnotbeenexactlyhonorable。Yetwhatelseunderthecircumstancescouldhedo?FromMr。KendallhelearnedthatshewascominghometospendThanksgiving。Hewouldseeherthen。Shewouldaskhimquestions?Whatshouldhisanswerbe?Hefacedthesituationinanticipationmany,manytimes,usuallyafterhehadgonetobedatnight,andlayawakethroughlongtorturinghoursinconsequence。
ButwhenatlastHelenandhedidmeet,thedaybeforeThanksgiving,theirmeetingwasnotatallthedreadfulordealhehadfeared。Hergreetingwasasfrankandcordialasithadalwaysbeen,andtherewasnoreproachinhertoneormanner。Shedidnotevenaskhimwhyhehadstoppedwriting。Itwashe,himself,whoreferredtothatsubject,andhedidsoastheywalkedtogetherdownthemainroad。
Justwhyhereferredtoithecouldnotprobablyhavetold。Hewasawareonlythathefeltmeanandcontemptibleandthathemustoffersomeexplanation。Hisnothavinganytooffermadethetaskratherdifficult。
Butshesavedhimthetrouble。Sheinterruptedoneofhisblundering,stumblingsentencesinthemiddle。
Nevermind,Albert,shesaidquietly。Youneedn’texplain。I
thinkIunderstand。
Hestoppedandstaredather。Youunderstand?herepeated。
Why——why,no,youdon’t。Youcan’t。
Yes,Ican,orIthinkIcan。Youhavechangedyourmind,thatisall。
Changedmymind?
Yes。Don’tyourememberItoldyouyouwouldchangeyourmindabout——well,aboutme?Youweresosureyoucaredsovery,verymuchforme,youknow。AndIsaidyoumustn’tpromiseanythingbecauseIthoughtyouwouldchangeyourmind。Andyouhave。Thatisit,isn’tit?Youhavefoundsomeoneelse。
Hegazedatherasifshewereawitchwhohadperformedamiracle。
Why——why——well,byGeorge!heexclaimed。Helen——how——howdidyouknow?Whotoldyou?
Noonetoldme。ButIthinkIcanevenguesswhoitisyouhavefound。ItisMadelineFosdick,isn’tit?
Hisamazementnowwassoopen-mouthedaswellasopen-eyedthatshecouldnothelpsmiling。
Don’t!Don’tstareatmelikethat,shewhispered。Everyoneislookingatyou。ThereisoldCaptainPeaseontheothersideofthestreet。I’msurehethinksyouhavehadastrokeorsomething。
Here!Walkdownourroadalittlewaytowardhomewithme。Wecantalkaswewalk。I’msure,sheadded,withjusttheleastbitofchangeinhertone,thatyourMadelinewon’tobjecttoourbeingtogethertothatextent。
Sheledthewaydownthesidestreettowardtheparsonageandhefollowedher。Hewasstillspeechlessfromsurprise。
Well,shewenton,afteramoment,aren’tyougoingtosayanything?
But——but,Helen,hefaltered,howdidyouknow?
Shesmiledagain。ThenitISMadeline,shesaid。Ithoughtitmustbe。
You——youthought——Whatmadeyouthinkso?
Foraninstantsheseemedonthepointoflosingherpatience。
Thensheturnedandlaidherhandonhisarm。
Oh,Al,shesaid,pleasedon’tthinkIamaltogetheranidiot。
Isurmisedwhenyourlettersbegantogrowshorterand——well,different——thattherewassomethingorsomeonewhowaschangingthem,andIsuspecteditwassomeone。Whenyoustoppedwritingaltogether,IKNEWtheremustbe。Thenfatherwroteinhislettersaboutyouandaboutmeetingyou,andsooftenMadelineFosdickwaswhereverhemetyou。SoIguessed——and,yousee,Iguessedright。
Heseizedherhand。
Oh,Helen,hecried,ifyouonlyknewhowmeanIhavefeltandhowashamedIamofthewayIhavetreatedyou!But,yousee,I——I
COULDN’Twriteyouandtellyoubecausewehadagreedtokeepitasecret。Icouldn’ttellANYONE。
Oh,itisasseriousasthat!Areyoutworeallyandtrulyengaged?
Yes。There!I’vetoldit,andIsworeIwouldnevertell。
No,no,youdidn’ttell。Iguessed。Nowtellmeallabouther。
Sheisverylovely。Issheassweetasshelooks?
Herhapsodizedforfiveminutes。Thenallatonceherealizedwhathewassayingandtowhomhewassayingit。Hestopped,stammering,intheverymiddleofaglowingeulogium。
Goon,saidHelenreassuringly。Buthecouldnotgoon,underthecircumstances。Insteadheturnedveryred。Asusual,shedivinedhisthought,noticedhisconfusion,andtookpityonit。
Shemustbeawfullynice,shesaid。Idon’twonderyoufellinlovewithher。IwishImightknowherbetter。
Iwishyoumight。Byandbyyoumust。Andshemustknowyou。
Helen,I——Ifeelsoashamedof——of——
Hush,orIshallbegintothinkyouareashamedbecauseyoulikedme——orthoughtyoudid。
ButIdolikeyou。NexttoMadelinethereisnooneIlikesomuch。But,but,yousee,itisdifferent。
Ofcourseitis。Anditoughttobe。Doeshermother——doherpeopleknowoftheengagement?
Hehesitatedmomentarily。No-o,headmitted,theydon’tyet。
SheandIhavedecidedtokeepitasecretfromanyoneforthepresent。Iwanttogetonalittlefurtherwithmywriting,youknow。Sheislikeyouinthat,Helen——she’sawfullyfondofpoetryandliterature。
Especiallyyours,I’msure。Tellmeaboutyourwriting。Howareyougettingon?
Sohetoldherand,untiltheystoodtogetherattheparsonagegate,Madeline’snamewasnotagainmentioned。ThenHelenputoutherhand。
Goodmorning,Albert,shesaid。I’mgladwehavehadthistalk,eversoglad。
ByGeorge,soamI!You’reacorkingfriend,Helen。Thechapwhodoesmarryyouwillbeawfullylucky。
Shesmiledslightly。Perhapstherewon’tbeanysuchchap,shesaid。Ishallalwaysbeaschoolmarm,Iimagine。
Indeedyouwon’t,indignantly。Ihavetoohighanopinionofmenforthat。
Shesmiledagain,seemedabouttospeak,andthentochangehermind。Aninstantlatershesaid,Imustgoinnow。ButIshallhopetoseeyouagainbeforeIgobacktothecity。And,afteryoursecretisoutandtheengagementisannounced,IwanttowriteMadeline,mayI?
Ofcourseyoumay。Andshe’lllikeyouasmuchasIdo。
Willshe?……Well,perhaps。we’llhopeso。
Certainlyshewill。Andyouwon’tletmytreatingyouas——asI
havemakeanydifferenceinourfriendship?
No。Weshallalwaysbefriends,Ihope。Good-by。
Shewentintothehouse。Hewaitedamoment,hopingshemightturnagainbeforeentering,butshedidnot。Hewalkedhome,ponderingdeeply,histhoughtsacuriousjumbleofreliefanddissatisfaction。
HewasgladHelenhadseenherdutyandgivenhimovertoMadeline,buthefeltatriflepiquedtothinkshehaddoneitwithsuchapparentwillingness。Ifshehadweptorscoldeditwouldhavebeenunpleasantbutmuchmoregratifyingtohisself-importance。
Hecouldnothelprealizing,however,thatherattitudetowardhimwasexceptionallyfine。Heknewwellthathe,ifinherplace,wouldnothavebehavedasshehaddone。Nospite,nosarcasm,notaunts,nounpleasantremindersofthingssaidonlyafewmonthsbefore。Andwithallherforgivenessandforbearanceandunderstandingtherehadbeenalwaysthatsenseofgreaterageandwisdom。shehadtreatedhimasshemighthavetreatedaboy,youngerbrother,perhaps。
SheISolderthanIam,hethought,evenifshereallyisn’t。
It’sfunny,butit’safact。
DecembercameandChristmas,andthenJanuaryandthenewyear,theyear1917。InJanuary,Z。SnowandCo。tookitsyearlyaccountofstock,andCaptainLoteandLabanandAlbertandIssacharweretrulybusyduringthedaysofstock-takingweekandtiredwheneveningcame。Labanworkedthehardestofthequartette,butIssymadethemostfussaboutit。Labe,whohadchosentheholidayseasontogoononeofhisperiodicalvacations,asratherwhiteandshakyandevenmoresilentthanusual。Mr。Price,however,talkedwithhiscustomaryfluencyandcontinuity,sotherewasnolackofconversation。CaptainZeloteswasmovedtocomment。
Issy,hesuggestedgravely,lookingupfromalongcolumnoffigures,didyoueverplay’Door’?
Issacharstaredathim。
Play’Door’?herepeated。What’sthat?
It’sagame。Didn’tyoueverplayit?
No,don’tknow’sIeverdid。
Thenyou’dbetterbeginrightthisminute。Thefirstthingtodoistoshutupandthenextistostaythatway。Youplay’Door’
untilItellyoutodosomethin’else。d’youhear?
AthometheweekbetweenChristmasandtheNewYearwasratherdismal。Mr。Keeler’sholidayvacationhadbroughtononeofhisfiancee’ssympatheticattacks,andshetiedupherheadandhungcrapeuponhersoul,asusual。DuringtheseattackstheSnowhouseholdwalkedontiptoe,asifthehousekeeperwereaninvalidinreality。EvenconsolingspeechesfromAlbert,whowithLabanwhenthelatterwassober,enjoyedinhermindthedistinctionofbeingthereincarnationofRobertPenfold,broughtnorelieftothesufferingRachel。Nothingbutthenewsbroughtbythemilkman,thatLabewastaperin’off,andwouldprobablyreturntohisdeskinafewdays,easedherpain。
OneforenoonaboutthemiddleofthemonthCaptainZeloteshimselfstoppedinatthepostofficeforthemorningmail。Whenhereturnedtothelumbercompany’sbuildingheenteredquietlyandwalkedtohisowndeskwithapreoccupiedair。Forthehalfhourbeforedinnertimehesatthere,smokinghispipe,andspeakingtonooneunlessspokento。Theofficeforcenoticedhispreoccupationandcommenteduponit。
Whatailstheoldman,Al?whisperedIssachar,peeringinaroundthecornerofthedooratthesilentfiguretiltedbackintherevolvingchair,itsfeetuponthecornerofthedesk。Ain’tsaidsomuchas’Boo’forup’ardsoftwentyminutes,hashe?Iwasintherejustnowfillin’uphisink-standand,bycrimus,Iletagreatbiggobofinkcomedownker-souserightinthemiddleofthenice,cleanblottin’paperinfrontofhim。Iheldmybreath,cal’latin’tocatchwhatStephenPeterusedtosayhecaughtwhenhewentfishin’Sundays。SteveysaidhegenerallycaughtcoldwhenhewentandalwayscaughttheOldHarrywhenhegotback。I
cal’latedtocatchtheOldHarrypartsure,’causeCaptainLoteisalwaysneatandfussy’bouthisdesk。Butno,theoldmanneversaidaword。Idon’tbelieveheknewtheinkwasspilledatall。
What’sonhismind,Al。doyouknow?
Albertdidnotknow,soheaskedLaban。Labanshookhishead。
Giveitup,Al,hewhispered。Somethin’shappenedtobotherhim,that’ssartin’。WhenCap’nLotegetshisfeetproppedupandhisheadtiltedbackthatwayIcan’mostgenerallycal’latehe’sdoin’somerealthinkin’。Realthinkin’——yes,sir-ee——um-hm——yes——
yes。Whenheh’istshisbootsuptothemastheadthatwayit’ssafetofiggerhisbrainshavegotsteamup。Um-hm——yesindeed。
Butwhatishethinkingabout?Andwhyishesoquiet?
Igiveupbothriddles,Al。He’stheonlyone’sgottheanswersandwhenhegetsreadyenoughmaybehe’lltell’em。Untilthenit’llpayusfo’masthandstomakebelievewe’rebusy,evenifweain’t。Hearthat,doyou,Is?
Hearwhat?demandedIssachar,whowasgazingoutofthewindow,hishandsinhispockets。
Isayitwillpayus——youandAlandme——tomakebelievewe’reworkin’evenifweain’t。
’Workin’!indignantly。Bycrimus,IAMworkin’!Idon’thavetomakebelieve。
Thatso?Well,then,I’dpickupthatcoal-hodandmakebelieveplayforaspell。Thefire’s’mostout。Almost——um-hm——prettynigh——yes——yes。
Albertandhisgrandfatherwalkedhometodinnertogether,aswastheircustom,butstillthecaptainremainedsilent。DuringdinnerhespokenotmorethanadozenwordsandAlbertseveraltimescaughtMrs。Snowregardingherhusbandintentlyandwitharatheranxiouslook。Shedidnotquestionhim,however,butRachelwasnotsoreticent。
Mercyonus,Cap’nLote,shedemanded,whatISthematter?
You’reasdumbasamouthfulofmush。Idon’tbelieveyou’vesaiday,yesornosincewesatdowntotable。Areyousick?
Heremployer’scalmwasunruffled。
No-o,heanswered,withdeliberation。
That’sacomfort。What’sthematter,then。don’tyouWANTtotalk?
No-o。
Oh,withatossofthehead,well,I’mgladIknow。Iwasbeginnin’tobeafraidyou’dforgottenhow。
Thecaptainhelpedhimselftoanotherfriedtinkermackerel。
Nodangerofthataroundhere,Rachel,hesaidserenely。Solongasmyhearin’sgoodIcouldn’tforget——notinthishouse。
OlivedetainedhergrandsonashewasfollowingCaptainZelotesfromthediningroom。
What’swrongwithhim,Albert?shewhispered。Doyouknow?
No,Idon’t,Grandmother。Doyouthinkthereisanythingwrong?
Iknowthere’ssomethin’troublin’him。I’velivedwithhimtoomanyyearsnottoknowthesigns。Oh,Albert——youhaven’tdoneanythingtodispleasehim,haveyou?
No,indeed,Grandmother。Whateveritis,itisn’tthat。
Whentheyreachedtheoffice,thecaptainspoketoMr。Keeler。
Hadyourdinner,Labe?heasked。
Yes——yes,indeed。Don’ttakemelongtoeat——notatmyboardin’
house。Afeller’dhavetohaveparalysistomakeeatin’oneofLindyDadgett’smealstakemore’nahalfhour。Um-hm——yes。
Despitehispreoccupation,CaptainZelotescouldnothelpsmiling。
Tomakeittakeanhourhe’dhavetobeossified,wouldn’the,likethefellerinthecircussideshow?heobserved。
Labannodded。That——ordead,hereplied。Yes——justabout——justso,Cap’n。
Where’sIssachar?
He’seatin’yet,Ical’late。Hedon’tboardatLindy’s。
Whenhegetsbacksethimtopilin’thatnewcarloadofspruceunderNumberThreeshed。Keephimatit。
Yes,sir。Um-hm。Allright。
CaptainZelotesturnedtohisgrandson。Comeinhere,Al,hesaid。Iwanttoseeyouforafewminutes。
Albertfollowedhimintotheinneroffice。Hewonderedwhatintheworldhisgrandfatherwishedtoseehimabout,inthisveryprivatefashion。
Sitdown,Al,saidthecaptain,takinghisownchairandpointingtoanother。Oh,waitaminute,though!Maybeyou’dbettershutthathatchfirst。
Thehatchwasthetransomoverthedoorbetweentheoffices。
Albert,rememberinghowapreviousinterviewbetweenthemhadbeenoverheardbecauseofthatopentransom,glancedathisgrandfather。
Thetwinkleinthelatter’seyeshowedthathetoo,remembered。
Albertclosedthehatch。Whenhecamebacktohisseatthetwinklehaddisappeared。CaptainZeloteslookedseriousenough。
Well,Grandfather?queriedtheyoungman,afterwaitingamoment。
Thecaptainadjustedhisspectacles,reachedintotheinsidepocketofhiscoatandproducedanenvelope。Itwasasquareenvelopewitheitheratrade-markoracrestupontheback。CaptainLotedidnotopentheenvelope,butinsteadtappedhisdeskwithitandregardedhisgrandsoninameditativeway。
Al,hesaidslowly,hasitseemedtoyouthatyourcruiseaboardthiscraftofoursherehadbeenalittlesmootherthelastyearortwothanitusedtobeaforethat?
Albert,bythistimewellaccustomedtohisgrandfather’snauticalphraseology,understoodthatthecruisereferredtowashisvoyageasassistantbookkeeperwithZ。SnowandCo。Henodded。
Ihavetriedtomakeitso,heanswered。ImeanIhavetriedtomakeitsmootherforyou。
Um-hm,Ithinkyouhavetried。Idon’tmindtellin’youthatithaspleasedmeconsid’bletowatchyoutry。Idon’tmeanbythat,
headded,withaslightcurveofthelip,thatyou’dwinfirstprizeasalightnin’-calculatorevenyet,butyou’reawholelotbetteronethanyouusedtobe。I’vebeenconsiderableencouragedaboutyou。Idon’tmindtellin’youthateither……And,headded,afteranotherintervalduringwhichhewas,apparently,debatingjusthowmuchofanadmissionitwassafetomake,sofarasIcansee,thispoetryfoolishnessofyourshasn’tinterferedwithyourworkanytospeakof。
Albertsmiled。Thanks,Grandfather,hesaid。
You’rewelcome。Somuchforthat。Butthere’sanothersidetoourrelationstogether,yoursandmine,thatIhaven’tspokenoftoyouafore。AndIhavekeptstillonpurpose。I’vefiggeredthatsolongasyoukeptstraightanddidn’tgooffthecourse,didn’tdrinkorgamble,orgowildorthelikeofthat,whatyoudidwasprettymuchyourownbusiness。I’venoticedyou’reconsiderableofafellerwiththegirls,butIkeptaneyeonthekindofgirlsandIwillsaythatsofarasIcansee,you’vepickedthedecentkind。
IsaysofarasIcansee。OfcourseIain’tfoolenoughtobelieveIseeallyoudo,orknowallyoudo。I’vebeenyoungmyself,andwhenIgettothinkin’howmuchIknowaboutyouItrytosetdownandrememberhowmuchmydaddidn’tknowaboutmewhenIwasyourage。That——er——helpssometowardgivin’memycorrectpositiononthechart。
Hepaused。Albert’sbrainwasvainlystrivingtoguesswhatallthismeant。Whatwashedrivingat?Thecaptaincrossedhislegsandcontinued。
Ididthinkforaspell,hesaid,thatyouandHelenKendallweregettin’tounderstandeachotherprettywell。Well,Helen’sagoodgirlandyourgrandmaandIlikeher。Coursewedidn’tcal’lateanythingveryseriouswasliabletocomeoftheunderstandin’,notforsometime,anyhow,forwithyoursalaryand——well,sortofunsettledprospects,Igaveyoucreditfornotfiggerin’onpickin’
awiferightaway……Haven’tgotmuchlaidbytosupportawifeon,haveyou,Al?
Albert’sexpressionhadchangedduringthelatterportionofthespeech。Nowhewasgazingintentlyathisgrandfatherandattheletterinthelatter’shands。Hewasbeginningtoguess,todread,tobefearful。
Haven’tgotmuchtosupportawifeon,Al,haveyou?repeatedCaptainZelotes。
No,sir,notnow。
Um……Butyouhopetohavebyandby,eh?Well,Ihopeyouwill。ButUNTILyouhaveitwouldseemtoolderfolkslikemekindofriskynavigatin’to——to……Oh,therewasaletterinthemailforyouthismornin,Al。
Heputdowntheenvelopehehadhithertoheldinhishandand,reachingintohispocket,producedanother。Evenbeforehehadtakenitfromhisgrandfather’shandAlbertrecognizedthehandwriting。ItwasfromMadeline。
CaptainZelotes,regardinghimkeenly,leanedbackagaininhischair。Readitifyouwantto,Al,hesaid。Maybeyou’dbetter。Icanwait。
Alberthesitatedamomentandthentoreopentheenvelope。Thenotewithinwasshort,evidentlywritteningreathasteandagitationandwasspottedwithtearstains。Hereadit,hischeekspalingandhishandshakingashedidso。Somethingdreadfulhadhappened。Mother——Mrs。Fosdick,ofcourse——haddiscoveredeverything。Shehadfoundallhis——Albert’s——lettersandreadthem。Shewasfurious。Therehadbeenthemostterriblescene。
MadelinewasinherownroomandwassmugglinghimthisletterbyMary,hermaid,whowilldoanythingforme,andhaspromisedtomailit。Oh,dearest,theysayImustgiveyouup。Theysay——Oh,theysaydreadfulthingsaboutyou!MotherdeclaresshewilltakemetoJapanorsomefrightfulplaceandkeepmethereuntilIforgetyou。
Idon’tcareiftheytakemetotheendsoftheearth,IshallNEVERforgetyou。Iwillnever——never——NEVERgiveyouup。Andyoumustn’tgivemeup,willyou,darling?TheysayImustneverwriteyouagain。ButyouseeIhave——andIshall。Oh,whatSHALLwedo?
IwasSOhappyandnowIamsomiserable。Writemetheminuteyougetthis,butoh,IKNOWtheywon’tletmeseeyourlettersandthenIshalldie。Butwrite,writejustthesame,everyday。OhwhatSHALLwedo?
Yours,alwaysandalways,nomatterwhateveryonedoesorsays,lovinglyanddevotedly,MADELINE。
WhenthereadingwasfinishedAlbertsatsilentlystaringatthefloor,seeingitthroughawetmist。CaptainZeloteswatchedhim,hisheavybrowsdrawntogetherandthesmokewreathsfromhispipecurlingslowlyupwardtowardtheofficeceiling。Atlengthhesaid:
Well,Al,Ihadaletter,too。Ipresumelikelyitcamefromthesameportevenifnotfromthesamememberofthefamily。It’saboutyou,andIthinkyou’dbetterreadit,maybe。I’llreadittoyou,ifyou’drather。
Albertshookhisheadandheldouthishandforthesecondletter。
Hisgrandfathergaveittohim,sayingashedidso:I’dliketohaveyouunderstand,Al,thatIdon’tnecessarilybelieveallthatshesaysaboutyouinthisthing。
Thanks,Grandfather,mechanically。
Allright,boy。
Thesecondletterwas,ashehadsurmised,fromMrs。Fosdick。Ithadevidentlybeenwrittenattopspeedandatamentaltemperaturewellabovetheboilingpoint。Mrs。FosdickaddressedCaptainZelotesSnowbecauseshehadbeengiventounderstandthathewasthenearestrelative,orguardian,orwhateveritwas,ofthepersonconcerningwhomtheletterwaswrittenandtherefore,itwaspresumed,mightbeexpectedtohavesomemeasureofcontroloverthatperson’sactions。Thepersonwas,ofcourse,oneAlbertSperanza,andMrs。Fosdickproceededtosetforthherversionofhisconductinsentenceswhichmightalmosthaveblisteredthepaper。Takingadvantageofhertrustinherdaughter’sgoodsenseandabilitytotakecareofherself——whichtrustitappearedhadbeeninameasuremisplaced——he,theSperanzaperson,hadsneakingly,underhandedlyandinadespicablyclandestinefashion——
thelady’stemperhadrathergottenawayfromherhere——succeededinmeetingherdaughterinvariousplacesandbyvariousdisgracefulmeansandhadfurthermoresucceededinensnaringheryouthfulaffections,etcetera,etcetera。
Thepoorchildactuallybelievesherselfinlovewithhim,wrotethepoorchild’smother。Sheprotestsridiculouslythatsheisengagedtohimandwillmarryhiminspiteofherfatherormyselfortheprotestsofsensiblepeople。Iwritetoyou,therefore,assumingyoulikewisetobeasensibleperson,andrequestingthatyouuseyourinfluencewiththe——toputthemostcharitableinterpretationofhisconduct——misguidedandfoolishyoungmanandshowhimthepreposterousfollyofhispretendedengagementtomydaughter。Ofcoursethewholeaffair,CORRESPONDENCEINCLUDED,mustceaseandterminateATONCE。
Andsoonfortwomorepages。ThecolorhadreturnedtoAlbert’scheekslongbeforehefinishedreading。Whenhehadfinishedherosetohisfeetand,throwingtheletteruponhisgrandfather’sdesk,turnedaway。
Well,Al?queriedCaptainZelotes。
Albert’sface,whenheturnedbacktoanswer,waswhiterthanever,buthiseyesflashedfire。
Doyoubelievethat?hedemanded。
What?
That——thatstuffaboutmybeinga——asneakand——andensnaringher——
andalltherest?Doyou?
Thecaptaintookhispipefromhismouth。
Steady,son,steady,hesaid。Didn’tItellyoubeforeyoubeguntoreadatallthatIdidn’tnecessarilybelieveitbecausethatwomanwroteit。
You——youornooneelsehadbetterbelieveit。It’salie。
Allright,I’mgladtohearyousayso。Butthere’salittlemiteoftruthhereandthereamongstthelies,Ipresumelikely。Forinstance,youandthisFosdickgirlhavebeen——er——keepin’company?
HernameisMadeline——andweareengagedtobemarried。
Oh!Hum——Isee——Isee。And,bein’astheoldlady——hermother,Mrs。Fosdick,Imean——hasn’tsuspectedanything,or,atanyrate,hasn’tfoundoutanythinguntilnow,yesterday,orwheneveritwas,Ijudgeyouhavebeenmeetin’——er——Madelineatplaceswheretherewasn’t——well,toolargeacrowd。Eh?
Alberthesitatedandwas,momentarily,atrifleembarrassed。Butherecoveredatonce。
Imetherfirstatthedrugstorelastsummer,hesaiddefiantly。
ThenImetherafterthatatthepostofficeandatthehoteldancelastfall,andsoon。ThisyearImether——well,Imetherfirstdownbythebeach,whereIwenttowrite。Shelikedpoetryand——andshehelpedmewithmine。Afterthatshecame——well,shecametohelpmeagain。Andafterthat——afterthat——
Afterthatitjustmovedalongkindofnatural,eh?Um-hm,I
see。
Lookhere,Grandfather,Iwantyoutounderstandthatsheis——is——
byGeorge,sheisthecleanest,finest,bestgirlintheworld。
Don’tyougettheideathat——thatsheisn’t。Shecametomeetmejustbecauseshewasinterestedinmyverseandwantedtohelp。Itwasn’tuntiltheverylastthatwe——thatwefoundoutwecaredforeachother。
Allright,boy,allright。Goon,tellmethewholeyarn,ifyoufeellikeit。Idon’twanttoprytoomuchintoyouraffairs,but,afterall,IAMinterestedinthoseaffairs,Al。Tellmeasmuchasyoucan。
I’lltellyouthewhole。There’snothingIcan’ttell,nothingI’mnotproudtotell。ByGeorge,Ioughttobeproud!Why,Grandfather,she’swonderful!
Sartin,son,sartin。Theyalwaysare。Imeansheis,ofcourse。
Heaveahead。
SoAlberttoldhislovestory。WhenhehadfinishedCaptainZelote’spipewasempty,andheputitdown。
Albert,hesaidslowly,Ijudgeyoumeanthisthingseriously。
Youmeantomarryhersomeday。
Yes,indeedIdo。AndIwon’tgiveherup,either。Hermother——
why,whatrighthashermothergottosay——totreatherinthisway?Ortocallmewhatshecallsmeinthatletter?Why,byGeorge——
Easy,son。AsIunderstandit,thisMadelineofyoursistheonlychildtheFosdickshavegotandwhenouronlychildisindangerofbein’carriedoffbysomebodyelse——why,well,theirmothersandfathersareliabletobejustalittleupset,especiallyifitcomeson’emsudden……NobodyknowsthatbetterthanIdo,headdedslowly。
Albertrecognizedtheallusion,buthewasnotinthemoodtobeaffectedbyit。Hewasnot,justthen,readytomakeallowancesforanyone,particularlytheparentalFosdicks。
Theyhavenobusinesstobeupset——notlikethat,anyhow,hedeclared。Whatdoesthatwomanknowaboutme?WhatrighthasshetosaythatIensnaredMadeline’saffectionandallthatrot?
MadelineandIfellinlovewitheachother,justasotherpeoplehave,Isuppose。
Yousupposeright,observedCaptainZelotes,dryly。Otherpeoplehave——agoodmanyof’emsinceAdam’stime。
Well,then!AndwhatrighthasshetogiveordersthatIstopwritingorseeingMadeline,——allthatidioticstuffaboutceasingandterminatingatonce?She——she——Hisagitationwasmakinghimincoherent——ShetalkslikeLordSomebody-or-otherinanold-
fashionednovelorplayorsomething。Thoseoldfoolswerealwaysrejectingundesirablesuitorsandorderingtheirdaughterstodothisandthat,breakingtheirhearts,andsoon。Butthatsortofthingdoesn’tgonowadays。Youngpeoplehavetheirownideas。
Um-hm,Al。soI’venoticed。
Yes,indeedtheyhave。Now,ifMadelinewantstomarrymeandI
wanttomarryher,whowillstopus?
Thecaptainpulledathisbeard。
Why,nobody,Al,asIknowof,hesaid。providedyoubothkeeponwantin’tomarryeachotherlongenough。
Keeponwantinglongenough?Whatdoyoumeanbythat?
Why,nothin’much,perhaps。onlygettin’marriedisn’talljustgoin’totheparson。Aftertheceremonytherentbeginsandthegrocers’billsandthebutchers’andthebakers’andathousandorsomore。Somebody’sgottopay’em,andthemoney’sgottocomefromsomewhere。Yourwageshere,Al,poetrycountedin,ain’tsoverybigyet。Betterwaitaspellbeforeyousettledowntomarriedlife,hadn’tyou?
Well——well,I——Ididn’tsayweweretobemarriedrightaway,Grandfather。SheandIaren’tunreasonable。I’mdoingbetterandbetterwithmywritings。SomedayI’llmakeenough,andmore。Whynot?
TherewasenoughoftheSperanzaegotisminthisconfidentassurancetobringthetwinkletothecaptain’seye。Hetwistedhisbeardbetweenhisfingerandthumbandregardedhisgrandsonmildly。
Haveyouanyideahowmuch’enough’isliabletobe,Al?heinquired。Idon’tknowthefactsabout’em,ofcourse,butfromwhatIhaveheardIjudgetheFosdickshavegotplentyofcash。
I’vehearditestimatedaroundtownfromonemilliontofiftymillions。Allowin’it’sonlyonemillion,itseemslikelythatyour——er——what’s-her-name——Madelinehasbeenusedtohavin’asmuchasfiftycentstospendwhenevershewantedit。Doyoucal’latetobeabletoearnenoughmakin’uppoetrytokeepherthewayherfolkshavebeendoin’?
No,ofcoursenot——notatfirst。
Oh,butlateron——whenthemarketpriceofpoetryhasgoneup——youcan,eh?
Lookhere,Grandfather,ifyou’remakingfunofmeItellyouI
won’tstandit。Thisisserious。Imeanit。MadelineandIaregoingtobemarriedsometimeandnoonecanstopus。
Allright,son,allright。Butitdidseemtomethatinthelightofthisletterfrom——er——yourmother-in-lawthat’sgoin’tobe,weoughttofacethesituationmoderatelysquare,anyhow。
Firstcomesmarriage。Well,that’seasy。anyfoolcangetmarried,lotsof’emdo。Butthen,asIsaid,comessupportin’yourselfandwife——bills,bills,andmorebills。You’llsaythatyouandshewilleconomizeandfightitouttogether。Fine,first-rate,butlaterontheremaybemoreofyou,achild,childrenperhaps——
Grandfather!
It’spossible,son。Suchthingsdohappen,andtheycostmoney。
Moremouthstofeed。NowItakeitforgrantedthatyouaren’tmarryin’theFosdickgirlforhermoney——
Theinterruptionwaspromptandmadewithfieryindignation。
Ineverthoughtofhermoney,declaredAlbert。Idon’tevenknowthatshehasany。Ifshehas,Idon’twantit。Iwouldn’ttakeit。SheisallIwant。
CaptainZelotes’liptwitched。
Judgin’fromthetoneofherma’slastlettertome,heobserved,sheisallyouwouldbeliabletoget。Itdon’treadasifmany——
er——weddin’presentsfromthebride’sfolkswouldcomealongwithher。But,there,there,Aldon’tgetmad。Iknowthisisalongwaysfrombein’ajoketoyouand,inaway,it’snojokeforme。
CourseIhadrealizedthatsomedayyou’dbefiggerin’,maybe,ongettin’married,butIdidhopethefiggerin’wouldn’tbeginforsomeyearsyet。Andwhenyoudid,Iratherhoped——well,I——I
hoped……However,wewon’tstoptobotherwiththatnow。
Let’ssticktothisletterofMrs。Fosdick’shere。Imustanswerthat,Isuppose,whetherIwanttoornot,to-day。Well,Al,youtellme,Iunderstandthattherehasbeennothin’underhandinyouracquaintancewithherdaughter。Otherthankeepin’theengagementasecret,thatis?
Yes,Ido。
Andyoumeantostickbyyourgunsand……Well,whatisit?
Comein!
Therehadbeenaknockupontheofficedoor。Inanswertohisemployer’ssummons,Mr。Keelerappeared。Heheldacardinhishand。
Sorrytodisturbyou,Cap’nLote,hesaid。Yes,Ibe,yes,sir。
ButIjudgedmaybe’twassomethin’importantaboutthelumberforhishouseandheseemedanxioustoseeyou,soItooktheriskandknocked。Um-hm——yes,yes,yes。
CaptainZeloteslookedatthecard。Thenheadjustedhisspectaclesandlookedagain。
Humph!hegrunted。Humph!……We-ell,Labe,Iguesslikelyyoumightshowhiminhere。Waitjustaminutebeforeyoudoit,though。I’llopenthedoorwhenIwanthimtocome。
Allright,Cap’nLote。Yes,yes,observedMr。Keeleranddeparted。Thecaptainlookedthoughtfullyatthecard。
Al,hesaid,afteramoment’sreflection,we’llhavetocutthistalkofoursshortforalittlespell。YougobacktoyourdeskandwaitthereuntilIcallyou。Holdon,ashisgrandsonmovedtowardthedooroftheouteroffice。Don’tgothatway。Gooutthroughthesidedoorintotheyardandcomeinthefrontway。
There’s——er——there’samanwaitin’toseeme,and——er——perhapshe’dbetternotseeyoufirst。
Albertstaredathimuncomprehendingly。
BetternotseeME?herepeated。Whyshouldn’theseeme?
CaptainZeloteshandedthecardtoAlbert。
Betterletmetalkwithhimfirst,Al,hesaid。Youcanhaveyourchancelateron。
ThecardborethenameofMr。FletcherStoryFosdick。