TheHarvesterlookedatherquizzicallyandsawagleamofmischiefintheusuallydulldarkeyesthatdelightedhim。
``Thatisthecustomarysuppositionwhenhefindsvoice,’’hesaid。``Butsincethishasbecomeyourhome,youareboundtolearnsomeofmysecrets。OneofthemItrytoguardisthefactthatAjaxhasatemper。Nomydear,heisnotalwayssendingawireless,Iamsorrytosay。Iwishhewas!Asamatteroffactheisventinghisdispleasureatanydifferenceinourconditions。Hehateschange。Helearnedthatfromme。Iwillenjoyseeinghimcomeforfavourayearfromnow,asIlearnedtocomeforit,evenwhenIdidn’tgetmuch,andtheroadlaywestofOnabasha。Ajax,stopthat!There’snousetoobject。Youknowyouthinkthathorseisnicecompanyforyou,andthattwocanfeedyoumorethanone。Don’tbeahypocrite!Ceasecryingthingsyoudon’tmean,andlearntolovethepeopleIdo。Comeon,oldboy!’’
Thepeacockcame,butwithfeatherscloselypressedandsteppingdaintily。Asthebirdadvanced,theHarvesterretreated,untilhestoodbesidetheGirl,andthenheslippedsomegraintoherhandandsheofferedit。
ButAjaxwouldnotbecoaxed。Hewastoofatandwellfed。Hehaughtilyturnedandmarchedaway,screamingatintervals。
``Nastytemper!’’commentedtheHarvester。``Nevermind!Hesoonwillbecomeaccustomedtoyou,andthenhewillloveyouasBelshazzardoes。Feedthedovesinstead。Theyarefriendlyenoughinallconscience。
Doyounoticethatthereisnotacolouredfeatheramongthem?Thesquabthatishatchedwithoneyoumayhaveforbreakfast。Nowlet’sgofindsomethingtoeat,andIwillfinishthebridgesoyoucanrestthereto-nightandwatchthesunsetonSingingWater。’’
Sotheywentintothecabinandpreparedfood,andthentheHarvestertoldtheGirltomakeherselfsoprettythatshewouldbeapictureandcomeandtalktohimwhilehefinishedtheroof。Shewenttoherroom,foundapalelavenderlinendressandputiton,dustedthepinkpowderthickly,andwentwhereawidebenchmadeaninvitingplaceintheshade。Thereshesatandwatchedherlightlyexpressedwhimtakeshape。
``Soonasthisisfinished,’’saidtheHarvester,``Iamgoingtobeginonthatteatable。Icanmakeitinalittlewhile,ifyouwantittomatchtheotherfurniture。’’
``Ido,’’saidtheGirl。
``Wonderifyoucoulddrawaplanshowinghowitshouldappear。Iamalittleshyonteatables。’’
``IthinkIcan。’’
TheHarvesterbroughtpaper,pencil,andashingleforadrawingpad。
``Nowrememberonething,’’hesaid。``Ifyouareinearnestaboutusingthoseoldbluedishes,thishasgottobeabig,healthytable。Alittleonewillappeartopheavywiththem。Itwouldbeagoodideatosetoutwhatyouwanttouse,arrangedasyouwouldlikethem,andletmetakethetopmeasurementthatway。’’
``Allright!I’llonlyindicatehowitslegsshouldbeandwewillfindthesizelater。Icouldalmostweepbecausethatwonderfulsetisbroken。IfIhadallofitI’dbesoproud!’’
TheGirlbentoverthedrawing。TheHarvesterworkedwithhisattentiondividedbetweenher,thebridge,andtheroad。Atlasthesawthebigredcarcreepingupthevalley。
``Seemstobesomeonecoming,Ruth!GuessitmustbeDoc。I’llgoopenthegate?’’
``Yes,’’saidtheGirl。``I’msoglad。Youwon’tforgettoaskhimtohelpmeifhecan?’’
TheHarvesterwheeledhastily。``Iwon’tforget!’’
hesaid,ashehurriedtothegate。Thecarranslowly,andtheGirlcouldseehimswingtothestepandstandtalkingastheyadvanced。Whentheyreachedhertheystoppedandallofthemcameforward。Shewenttomeetthem。SheshookhandswithMrs。Careyandthenwiththedoctor。
``Iamsogladyouhavecome,’’shesaid。
``Ihopeyouarenotlonesomealready,’’laughedthedoctor。
``Idon’tthinkanyonewithbrainstoappreciatehalfofthisevercouldbecomelonelyhere,’’answeredtheGirl。``No,itisn’tthat。’’
``A-ha!’’criedthedoctor,turningtohiswife。``Youseethatthebeautifulyoungladyremembersme,andhasbeenwishingIwouldcome。Ialwayssaidyoudidn’thalfappreciateme。Whataplaceyouaremaking,David!I’llrunthecartotheshadeandjoinyou。’’
Foralongtimetheytalkedunderthetrees,thentheywenttoseethenewhomeandallitsfurnishings。
``NowthisiswhatIcallcomfort,’’saidthedoctor。
``David,buildusahouseexactlysimilartothisoverthereonthehill,andletusliveoutherealso。I’dloveit。Wouldyou,Clara?’’
``Idon’tknow。Ineverlivedinthecountry。Onethingissure:IfItriedit,I’dpreferthistoanyotherplaceIeversaw。David,won’tyoutakemefarenoughupthehillthatIcanlookfromthetoptothelake?’’
``Certainly,’’saidtheHarvester。``Excuseusalittlewhile,Ruth!’’
AssoonastheyweregonetheGirlturnedtothedoctor。
``DoctorCarey,Davidsaysyouaregreat。Won’tyouexerciseyourartonme。Iamnotatallwell,andoh!I’dsolovetobestrongandsound。’’
``Willyoutellme,’’askedthedoctor,``justenoughtoshowmewhatcausedthetrouble?’’
``Badairandwater,poorlightandfoodatirregulartimes,overworkanddeepsorrow;everywrongconditionoflifeyoucouldimagine,withnotarayofhopeinthedistance,untilnow。ForthesakeoftheHarvester,I
wouldbewellagain。Please,pleasetrytocureme!’’
Sotheytalkeduntilthedoctorthoughtheknewallhedesired,andthentheywenttoseethegoldflowergarden。
``Icallthissimplysuperb,’’saidhe,takingaseatbeneaththetreeroofofherporch。``Youngwoman,I
don’tknowwhatI’lldotoyouifyoudon’tspeedilygrowstronghere。ThisistheprettiestplaceIeversaw,andlistentothemusicofthatbubbling,gurglinglittlecreek!’’
``Isn’thewonderful?’’askedtheGirl,lookingupthehill,wherethetallformoftheHarvestercouldbeseenmovingaround。``Justtoseehim,youwouldthinkhimtheessenceofmanlystrengthandforce。Andheis!
Sostrong!Intothelakeatallhours,atthedry-house,onthehill,grubbingroots,liftingbigpillarstosupportabridgeroof,andwithitallafancyasdelicateasanydreaminggirl。Doctor,thefairiespainttheflowers,colourthefruit,andfrostthewindowsforhim;andthewindscarrypollentotellhimwhenhisgrowingthingsarereadyforthedry-house。Idon’tsupposeIcantellyouanythingnewabouthim;butisn’theaperpetualsurprise?Neverlikeanyoneelse!Andnomatterhowhestartlesmeinthebeginning,healwaysendsbyconvincingme,atleast,thatheisright。’’
``IneverlovedanyothermanasIdohim,’’saidthedoctor。``IusheredhimintotheworldwhenIwasayoungmanjustbeginningtopractise,andI’veknownhimeversince。Iknowfewmensoscrupulouslyclean。
Trytogetwellandmakehimhappy,Mrs。Langston。
Hesodeservesit。’’
``YoumaybesureIwill,’’answeredtheGirl。
Afterthevisitorshadgone,theHarvestertoldhertoplacetheoldbluedishesasshewouldliketoarrangethemonhertable,sohecouldgetacorrectideaofthesize,andhelefttoputafewfinishingstrokesonthebridgecover。Shewentintothedining-roomandopenedthechinacloset。Sheknewfromherpeepinthework-
roomthattherewouldbemorepiecesthanshehadseenbefore;butshedidnotthinkorhopethatafullhalfdozenteasetandplates,bowl,platter,andpitcherwouldbewaitingforher。
``WhyRuth,whatmadeyoutireyourselftocomedown?Iintendedtoreturninafewminutes。’’
``OhMan!’’criedthelaughingGirl,assheclungpantinglytoabridgepillarforsupport,``Ijusthadtocometotellyou。Therearefairies!Reallytrulyones!
Theyhavefoundtheremainderofthewillowdishesforme,andnowtherearesomanyitisn’tgoingtobeatableatall。Itmustbealittlecupboardespeciallyforthem,inthatspacebetweenthemantelandthebookcase。
Thereshouldbeashiningbrassteacanister,andawaferboxliketheartspeoplemake,andI’llpourteaandtendthechafingdishandyoucantoastthebreadwithalongforkoverthecoals,andwewillhavesuppersontheliving-roomtable,anditwillbesuchfun。’’
``Beseated!’’criedtheHarvester。``Ruth,that’sthelongestspeechIeverheardyoumake,anditsounded,praisetheLord,likeagirl。DidDocsayhewouldfixsomethingforyou?’’
``Yes,suchalotofthings!Iamgoingtoshutmyeyesandopenmymouthandswallowallofthem。I’mgoingtobebornagainandforgetallIeverknewbeforeIcamehere,andsoonIwillbetaggingyoueverywhere,beggingyoutosuggestdesignsformypencil,andI’llsimplyforcelifetocomerightforyou。’’
TheHarvestersmiled。
``Soundsgood!’’hesaid。``But,Ruth,I’malittledubiousaboutforcework。Lifewon’tcomerightformeunlessyoulearntoloveme,andloveisastubborn,contrarybulldogelementofournaturethatwon’tbedrivenaninch。Itwandersasthewind,andstrikesusasitwill。You’llarriveatwhatIhopeformuchsoonerifyouforgetitandamuseyourselfandbeashappyasyoucan。Then,perhapsallunknowntoyou,alittlesparkoftendernessformewilllightinyourbreast;
andifiteverdoeswewillbuyafanningmillandputitinoperation,andwe’llraiseaflameorknowwhy。’’
``Andtherewon’tbeanyforceinthat?’’
``Whatyoucan’tcompelisthestart。It’sallrighttopushanygrowthafteryouhavesomethingtoworkon。’’
``Thatremindsme,’’saidtheGirl,``thereisaquestionIwanttoaskyou。’’
``Goahead!’’saidtheHarvester,glancingatherashehewedajoist。
Sheturnedawayherfaceandsatlookingacrossthelakeforalongtime。
``Isitadifficultquestion,Ruth?’’inquiredtheHarvestertohelpher。
``Yes,’’saidtheGirl。``Idon’tknowhowtomakeyousee。’’
``Takeanykindofaplunge。I’mnotusuallydense。’’
``Itisreallyquitesimpleafterall。It’saboutagirl——agirlIknewverywellinChicago。Shehadaproblem——anditworriedherdreadfully,andIjustwonderedwhatyouwouldthinkofit。’’
TheHarvestershiftedhispositionsothathecouldwatchthesideoftheavertedface。
``You’llhavetotellme,beforeIcantellyou,’’hesuggested。
``Shewasagirlwhoneverhadanythingfromlifebutworkandworry。Ofcourse,that’stheonlykindI’dknow!Onedaywhentheworkwasmostdifficult,andworrycutdeepest,andshereallythoughtshewaslosinghermind,amancamebyandhelpedher。Heliftedherout,andrescuedallthatwaspossibleforamantosavetoherinhonour,andwenthisway。Therewasn’tanythingmore。Probablythereneverwouldbe。Hisheartwasgreat,andhestoopedandpitiedhergentlyandpassedon。Afteratimeanothermancameby,agoodandnobleman,andheofferedherlovesowonderfulshehadn’tbrainstocomprehendhoworwhyitwas。’’
TheGirl’svoicetrailedoffasifsheweretoowearytospeakfurther,whilesheleanedherheadagainstapillarandgazedwithdulleyesacrossthelake。
``Andyourquestion,’’suggestedtheHarvesteratlast。
Sherousedherself。``Oh,thequestion!Whythis——
ifintime,andaftershehadtriedandtried,lovetoequalhissimplywouldnotcomewould——would——shebewrongtoPRETENDshecared,anddotheverybestshecould,andhopeforreallovesomeday?OhDavid,wouldshe?’’
TheHarvester’sfacewaswhiterthantheGirl’s。Hepoundedthechiselintothejoistsavagely。
``Wouldshe,David?’’
``Letmeunderstandyouclearly,’’saidthemaninadry,breathlessvoice。``Didshelovethisfirstmantowhomshecameunderobligations?’’
TheGirlsatgazingacrossthelakeandthetorturedHarvesterstaredather。
``Idon’tknow,’’shesaidatlast。``Idon’tknowwhethersheknewwhatlovewasorevercould。Sheneverbeforehadknownaman;herheartwasasundevelopedandstarvedasherbody。Idon’tthinksherealizedlove,buttherewasaSOMETHING。Everytimeshewouldfeelmostgratefulandlongforthelovethatwasofferedher,that`something’wouldawakeandhurtheralmostbeyondendurance。Yetsheknewheneverwouldcome。Sheknewhedidnotcareforher。Idon’tknowthatshefeltshewantedhim,butshewasundersuchobligationstohimthatitseemedasifshemustwaittoseeifhemightnotpossiblycome,andifhedidsheshouldbefree。’’
``Ifhecame,shepreferredhim?’’
``Therewasadebtshehadtopay——ifheaskedit。
Idon’tknowwhethershepreferredhim。Idoknowshehadnoideathathewouldcome,butthePOSSIBILITYwasalwaysbeforeher。Ifhedidn’tcomeintime,wouldshebewrongingivingallshehadtothemanwholovedher?’’
TheHarvester’slaughwasshortandsharp。
``Shehadnothingtogive,Ruth!Talkaboutworm-
wood,colocynthapples,andhemlock!Whatsortofhuskswouldthatbetoofferamanwhogavehonestlove?Lietohim!Pretendfeelingshedidn’texperience。
Endurehimforthesakeofwhatheofferedher?WellIdon’tknowhowcalmlyanyothermanwouldtakethatproceeding,Ruth,buttellyourfriendforme,thatifI
offeredawomanthedeep,lasting,andonlylovingpassionofmyheart,andshegavebackalieandindifferentlips,I’ddropherintothedeepestholeofmylakeandtakemypunishmentcheerfully。’’
``Butifitwouldmakehimhappy?Hedeserveseveryhappiness,andheneedneverknow!’’
TheHarvester’slaughraisedtoanangryroar。
``Yousimpleton!’’hecriedroughly。``Doyouknowsolittleofhumanpassionintheheartthatyouthinklovecanbeasuccessfulassumption?GoodLord,Ruth!
Doyouthinkamanismadeofwoodorstone,thatawoman’slipsinherfirstkisswouldn’ttellhimthetruth?
WhyGirl,youmightaswelltrytospreadyourtiredarmsandflyacrossthelakeastoattempttopretendaloveyoudonotfeel。Younevercould!’’
``IsaidagirlIknew!’’
```AGirlyouknew,’then!Anywoman!Theideaismonstrous。Tellhersoandforgetit。Youalmostscaredthelifeoutofmeforaminute,Ruth。Ithoughtitwasgoingtobeyou。ButIrememberyourdebtistobepaidwiththefirstmoneyyouearn,andyoucannothavetheslightestideawhatloveis,ifyouhonestlyaskifitcanbesimulated。Noma’am!Itcan’t!Notpossibly!Notever!Andwhenthedaycomesthatitsfireslightyourheart,youwillcometome,andtellofafloodofdelightthatistinglingfromthesolesofyourfeetthrougheverynerveandfibreofyourbody,andyouwilllaughwithmeatthetimewhenyouaskedifitcouldbeimitatedsuccessfully。No,ma’am!Nowletmehelpyoutothecabin,serveagoodsupper,andseeyoueatlikeafarmer。’’
AlleveningtheHarvesterwassogayhekepttheGirllaughingandatlastsheaskedhimthecause。
``Relief,honey!Relief!’’criedtheman。``Youhadmeparalyzedforaminute,Ruth。Ithoughtyouweretryingtotellmethattherewassomeonesopossessingyourheartthatitfailedeverytimeyoutriedtothinkaboutcaringforme。Ifyouhadn’tconvincedmebeforeyoufinishedthatloveneverhastouchedyou,I’dbethesaddestmanintheworldto-night,Ruth。’’
TheGirlstaredathimwithwideeyesandsilentlyturnedaway。
Thenforaweektheyworkedoutlifetogetherinthewoods。TheHarvesterwasthehousekeeperandthecook。Headdedtohisstoremanydeliciousbrothsandstimulantshebroughtfromthecity。Theydroveeverydaythroughthecoolwoods,oftenrowedonthelakeintheevenings,walkedupthehilltotheoakandscatteredfreshflowersonthetwomoundsthere,andsatbesidethemtalkingforatime。TheHarvesterkeptuphisworkwiththeherbs,andthelittleclosetforthebluedisheswasfinished。Theycelebratedinstallingthembyhavingsupperontheliving-roomtable,withtheteapotononeend,andthepitcherfullofbellflowersontheother。
TheGirltookeverythingprescribedforher,bathed,sleptallshecould,andworkedforhealthwithalltheforceofherfrailbeing,andasthedayswentbyitseemedtotheHarvesterherweightgrewlighter,herhandshotter,andshedroveherselftoagayetyalmostdelirious。Hethoughthewouldhavepreferredadull,stupidsleepofmalaria。Therewascolourinplentyonhercheeksnow,andsometimeshefoundherwrappedinthewhiteshawlatnoononthewarmestdaysMedicineWoodsknewinearlyAugust;andoncoolnightssheworethethinnestclothingandbeggedtobetakenonthelake。TheCareyscameouteveryothereveningandthedoctorwatchedandworked,buthedidnotgettheresultshedesired。Hismedicineswerenoteffective。
``David,’’hesaidoneevening,``Idon’tlikethelooksofthis。YourwifehasfeverIcan’tbreak。Itiseatingthelittlestoreofvitalityshehasrightoutofher,andsomeofthesedayssheiscomingdownwithacrash。
SheshouldyieldtotheremediesIamgivingher。Sheactstomelikeawomandrivenwildbytroublesheisconcealing。Doyouknowanythingthatworriesher?’’
``No,’’saidtheHarvester,``butI’lltrytofindoutifitwillhelpyouinyourwork。’’
AftertheyweregonehelefttheGirllyingintheswingguardedbythedog,andwentacrossthemarshontheexcusethathewasgoingtoabedofthornappleatthefootofthehill。Therehesatonalogandtriedtothink。Withthemistsofnightrisingaroundhim,ghostsarosehefainwouldhaveescaped。``Whatwillyougivemeincoldcashtotellyouwhosheis,andwhoherpeopleare?’’Timesuntoldinthepasttwoweekshehadsmothered,swallowed,andchokeditdown。
Thatquestionshehadwantedtoask——wasitforagirlshehadknown,orwasitforherself?Daysofthoughthaddeepenedthefirstslightimpressionhesobravelyhadputaside,notintocertainty,butagreatfearthatshehadmeantherself。Ifshedid,whatwashetodo?Whowastheman?Therewasadebtshehadtopayifheaskedit?Whatdebtcouldawomanpayamanthatdidnotinvolvemoney?Crouchedonaloghesufferedandtwistedinagonizingthought。Atlasthearoseandreturnedtothecabin。Hecarriedafewfrosty,blue-greenleavesofvelvetsoftnessandunusualcutting,pricklythornapplesfullofseeds,andsomeofthesmoother,moreyellowish-greenleavesofthejimsonweed,togiveexcuseforhisabsence。
``Don’ttouchthem,’’hewarnedashecametoher。
``Theyarepoisonandhavedisagreeableodour。Butweareimportingthemformedicinalpurposes。Onthefarsideofthemarsh,wherethegroundrises,thereisawasteplacejustsuitedtothem,andsolongastheywillseedandflourishwithnocareatall,Imightaswellhavethepriceastheforeignpeoplewhoraisethem。Theydon’tbringenoughtomakethemworthcultivating,butwhentheygrowaloneandwithnocare,Icanmakemoneyonthetimerequiredtocliptheleavesanddrytheseeds。ImustgowashbeforeIcomeclosetoyou。’’
Thenextdayhehadbusinessinthecity,andagainshelayintheswingandtalkedtothedogwhiletheHarvesterwasgone。ShewasstartledasBelshazzararosewithagruffbark。Shelookeddownthedriveway,butnoonewascoming。Thenshefollowedthedog’seyesandsawaqueer,littleoldwomancomingupthebankofSingingWaterfromthenorth。SherememberedwhattheHarvesterhadsaid,andrisingsheopenedthescreenandwentdownthepath。AstheGirladvancedshenoticedthescrupulouscleanlinessofthecalicodressandginghamapron,andthesnowyhairframingabronzedfacewithdancingdarkeyes。
``AreyouDavid’snewwife?’’askedGrannyMorelandwithlaughinginflection。
``Yes,’’saidtheGirl。``Comein。Hetoldmetoexpectyou。Iamsosorryheisaway,butwecangetacquaintedwithouthim。Letmehelpyou。’’
``Idon’tknowbutthatoughttobetheotherwayabout。Youdon’tlookverystrong,child。’’
``Iamnotwell,’’saidtheGirl,``butit’slovelyhere,andtheairissofineIamgoingtobebettersoon。Takethischairuntilyourestalittle,andthenyoushallseeourprettyhome,andallthefurnitureandmydresses。’’
``Yes,Iwanttoseethings。My,butDavidhastriedhimself!Iheardhewasjusttearin’upJackoverhere,andIcouldgetthesoundofthehammerin’,andonedayheaskedmetocomeandseeabouthisbeddin’。
HehadthatLizyCroftertowashforhim,butifIhadn’tjeststoodoverherhisblanketswouldhavebeenruined。
She’snomorerespectforfinegoodsthanapigwouldhaveforcreampie。Ihatetoseewoollensabused,asiftheywerehuman。My,butthingsisfancyheresincewhatDavidplantedisgrowin’!Didyoueverliveinthecountrybefore?’’
``No。’’
``Wheredoyouhailfrom?’’
``Wellnotfromthedirectionofhail,’’laughedtheGirl。``IlivedinChicago,butwewere——werenotrich,andsoIdidn’tknowtheluxuryofthecity;justthelonely,difficultpart。’’
``DoyoucallChicagolonely?’’
``AthousandtimesmoresothanMedicineWoods。
HereIknowthetreeswillwhispertome,andthewaterlaughsandsingsallday,andthebirdsalmostsplittheirthroatsmakingmusicforme;butIcanimaginenolonelinessonearththatwillbegintocomparewithbeingamongthecrowdsandcrowdsofalargecityandnoonehasawordorlookforyou。Imisstheseaoffacesandtheroaroflife;atfirstIwasalmostwildwiththesilence,butnowIdon’tfinditstillanymore;theHarvesteristeachingmewhateachsoundmeansandtheyseemtobecountless。’’
``Youthink,then,you’lllikeithere?’’
``Ido,indeed!Anyonewould。Evenmorethanthebeautifullocation,IlovetheinterestingpartoftheHarvester’soccupation。Ireallythinkthatgatheringmaterialtomakemedicinesthatwillallaypainistheverygreatestofallthegreatworkamancando。’’
``Good!’’criedGrannyMoreland,herdarkeyessnapping。``I’vealwayssaidit!I’vetriedtoencourageDavidinit。Andhe’sjustcapitalatputtin’someofhisstuffinshape,andcombinin’itinasgoodmedicineasyouevertook。ThisspringIwasallcrippledupwiththerheumatizuntilIwantedtohollereverytimeIhadtomove,andsometimesitgotsoaggravatin’I’mnotrightsurebutIdoneit。’LongcomesDavidandsays,`Icanfixyousomethin’,’andblessyou,iftheboydidn’ttakethetucksoutofme,untilhereIam,andtickledtopiecesthatIcangethere。ThistimelastyearIdidn’tcareifIlivedornot。NowseemsasifI’mcaperishasathreeweeks’lamb。Idon’tseehowamancoulddoabiggerthingthantostiruplifeinyoulikethat。’’
``Ithinkthisplacemakesanespecialappealtome,because,shortlybeforeIcame,Ihadtogiveupmymother。Shewasveryillandsufferedhorribly。EverytimeIseeDavidgoingtohislittlelaboratoryonthehilltoworkawhileIslipawayandaskGodtohelphimtofixsomethingthatwilleasethepainofhumanityasIshouldliketohaveseenherrelieved。’’
``Whyyoupoorchild!Nowonderyouarelookin’
sothinandpeaked!’’
``OhI’llsoonbeoverthat,’’saidtheGirl。``IammuchbetterthanwhenIcame。I’llbecomingovertotradepiewithyoubeforelong。Davidsaysyouaremynearestneighbour,sowemustbeclosefriends。’’
``Wellblessyourbigheart!Nowwhoeverheardofaprettyyoungthinglikeyouwantin’tobefriendswithaplainoldcountrywoman?’’
``WhyIthinkyouarelovely!’’criedtheGirl。``Andallofusareonthewaytoage,sowemustrememberthatwewillwantkindnessthenmorethanatanyothertime。Davidsaysyouknewhismother。Sometimewon’tyoutellmeallabouther?Youmustverysoon。TheHarvesteradoredher,andDoctorCareysaysshewasthenoblestwomanheeverknew。It’sabigcontracttotakeherplace。MaybeifyouwouldtellmeallyoucanrememberIcouldprofitbymuchofit。’’
GrannyMorelandwatchedtheGirlkeenly。
``Shewa’antnoordinarywoman,that’ssure,’’shecommented。``Andshedidn’tmakenocommonmanoutofherson,either。I’vealwayscontendedshetookthejobtooserious,andworeherselfoutatit,butshecertainlydonetheworkupprime。Ifshe’sabovecloudleanin’overtherampartslookin’down——thoughitgetsmeastowhatfoundationtheyuseorwheretheygetthestufftobuildtheramparts——butiftheyisramparts,andshe’speekin’overthem,shemusttakealotofsolidsatisfactioninseeingthatDavidisnotonlythemanshefoughtanddiedtomakehim,buthe’sgiveherquiteamargintospreadherselfon。She’lowedtomakehimabigman,butyougottoknowhimcloseandplenty’foreitstrikesyoujestwhathissizeis。I’vewatchedhimprettysharp,andtriedtohelpwhatIcouldsinceMarthywent,andI’mfranktosayIdrutherseeDavidhappythantobehappymyself。I’vehadmyfling。TherestofthewayI’mwillin’totakewhatcomes,withthebestgraceIcanmuster,andwearasmilin’facetobetokenthejoyIhavehad;butitcutsmesoretoseetheyoungsufferin’。’’
``DoyouthinkDavidisunhappy?’’askedtheGirleagerly。
``Idon’tseehowhecouldbe!’’criedtheoldlady。
``Ofcourseheain’t!’Pearsasifhe’sgoteverythin’tomakehimtheproudest,bestsatisfiedofmen。I’llownI
wasmightyanxioustoseeyou。Iknowthekindo’
womanitwouldtaketomakeDavidmiserable,anditseemssometimesasifmen——thatisgoodmen——areplumb,stoneblindwhenitcomestopickin’awoman。
Theyjesthitchupwitheverlastin’miseryeasyasdewrollingoffacabbageleaf。It’ssechablessedsighttoseeyou,andhearyourvoiceandknowyou’rethewomananybodycanseeyoube。WhyI’msohappywhenI
sethereandcon-tem’-plateyou,Iwanttocacklelikeapulletannouncin’herfirstegg。Ain’tthisporchthepurtiestplace?’’
``Comeseeeverything,’’invitedtheGirl,rising。
GrannyMorelandfollowedwithalacrity。
``Barefloors!’’shecried。``Wouldn’tthatbestyou?
IsawtheywasfinishedcapitalwhenIwasover,butI’lowedthey’dbecoveredaforeyoucome。Don’tyoulikenice,floweryBrisselscarpets,honey?’’
``NoIdon’t,’’saidtheGirl。``Yousee,whenrugsaredustytheycanberolled,carriedoutside,andcleaned。
Thewallscanbewiped,thefloorspolishedandthatwayahouseisalwaysfresh。Icankeepthisshining,germproof,andtrulycleanwithhalftheworkandnoneofthedangerofheavycarpetsandcurtains。’’
``Idon’tdoubtbutthemistruewords,’’saidGrannyMorelandearnestly。``Workmustbeeasierandsoonerdonethanitwasinmyday,orpeoplejestcouldn’thavehousesthesizeofthisorthetimetogadthatwomenhavenow。FromthelooksoftilestreetsofOnabasha,youwouldn’tthinkawoman’udhadababytotend,adinnerpota-bilin’,orabakin’ofbreadsencetheflood。
Andthecountryisjestasbadasthecity。We’reaapin’themtobeatthemonkeysatashow。Ihardlygotaneighbourthatain’tgotfiggeredBrisselscarpet,afurnace,awindmill,apianny,andherownhorseandbuggy。Several’sgotautermobiles,andtheyoungfolksarevisitin’arounda-ridin’thetrolleys,goin’tocollege,andcopyin’cityways。AmosPeters,nexttous;goesbareheadedinthehayfield,andwearsglovestopitchandplowin。Itellhimheremindsmeofthesecitywomenthatonlywearsthelowerhalfofawaistandnosleeves,andayardoffinegoodsmoppin’thefloors。
Wellifthatdon’t’beatthenation!Ain’tthemMarthy’soldbluedishes?’’
``Letmeshowyou!’’TheGirlopenedthelittlecupboardandexhibitedthewillowware。Theeyesoftheoldwomanbegantosparkle。
``Foundationornofoundation,Idohopethemrampartsisago!’’shecried。``IfMarthyLangstonissquintin’overthemandsheseesheroldchanyputinafinecupboard,andherlittleshawlroundaspurtyagirlaseverstepped,andknowsherboyisgittin’whathedeserves,goodLord,she’llbeliketoousttheAlmighty,andsetonthethroneherself!’Bouteverythin’inlifewasadisappointmenttoher,’ceptDavid。Nowifshecouldseethis!Won’tIrubitintotheneighbours?
Andmyboys’wives!’’
``Idon’tunderstand,’’saidthebewilderedGirl。
``’Courseyoudon’t,honey,’’explainedthevisitor。
``It’slikethis:Idon’tknowanybody,manorwoman,intheseparts,thatain’trampagin’forCHANGE。Theyain’toneofthemthatwouldliveinalogcabin,thoughthey’snotahouseintwentymilesofherethatfitsitssurroundin’sandlookssohomelikeasthis。Theyrunupbig,fancybrickandframethings,allturnsandgablesandgayasfrostedpicnicpie,andworkandslavetogittheseverycarpetsyousayain’thealthy,andthechairsyousayyouwouldn’tgivehouseroom,an’theyusetheirgrandmother’schanyforbakin’,scraps,andgreasedishes,andhideitifthey’svisitors。Allofthemstrainin’aftersomethingtheycan’tafford,andthatain’thealthywhentheygitit,becausesomebodyelseisdoin’thesamething。MaryPeterssayssheisafearedofherlifeintheirnewsteamwagon,andshesaysAndygitssonarvousrunnin’it,hejestkeepsona-jerkin’anddrivin’allnight,andshethinkshe’llsoongotosmashhimself,ifthemachinedoesn’tbeathim。Buttheyarekeepin’itup,becauseGraceston’sis,andsoitgoesalloverthecountry。NowIcallitaslaprightinthefacetohaveaChicagywomancometothecountrytoliveandenjoyalogcabin,barefloors,andherman’sgrandmother’sdishes。Ifthereain’tMarthy’soldbluecoverlidalsocarefullyspreadonasplinternewsofy。Landy,Ican’twaittogettomysonJohn’s!He’sgotawomanthatwouldtaketwocoppersoffthecollectionplatewhileshewaspurtendin’toputonone,ifshecould,andthenspendthemforabrasspinorastringofglassbeads。
Won’thereyesbungwhenItellheraboutthis?ShewantedmyPeterHartmankiverforherironin’board。
Showmetherest!’’
``Thisisthedining-room,’’saidtheGirl,leadingtheway。
GrannyMorelandsteppedinandsentherkeeneyesrangingoverthefloor,walls,andfurnishings。Shesankonachairandsaidwithachuckle,``Nowyougoonandtellmeallaboutit,honey。Jestwhatthingsareandwhyyoufixedthem,andhowtheyareused。’’
TheGirldidherbest,andtheoldwomannoddedindelightedapproval。
``It’sthepurtiestthingIeversaw,’’sheannounced。
``Aminuteago,I’d’a’saidthembluewallsbackthere,jestlikeOctoberskiesinIndiansummer,andthebrownrugs,likeleavesinthewoods,couldn’tbebeat;butthisgreenandyallerispurtieryet。Thatblueroomwillkeepthebestlookin’partoffallonallwinter,andwitharoarin’woodfire,it’llbecapital,andnomistake;butthishereisspring,jestspringeternal,an’that’sbestofall。Lookslikeitwasabouttimetheleaveswasbustin’
andthingspushin’up。Itwouldn’tsurprisemeamitetoseeaflockofswallerscomesailin’rightthroughthesewinders。Andhere’saplacebigenoughtolaydownandrestaspellrighthandytothekitchen,wherea-bodygitstiredest,withoutrunnin’ahalfmiletofindabed,andinthemornin’youcanlookdowntothe`stillwaters’;
andintheafternoon,whenthesungitsaroundhere,youcanpullthatblindand`liftyoureyestothehills,’likeDavidoftheBiblesays。My,didn’thesaythepurtiestthings!Ineverreadnothin’couldtouchhim!’’
``HaveyouseenthePsalmsarrangedinverseaswewouldwriteitnow?’’
``Youdon’tmeantotellmeDavid’sbeenputintorealpoetry?’’
``Yes。SomeBibleshaveallthepoeticalbooksinourformsofverse。’’
``Well!SometimesIgitkindo’knockedout!AsaruleIholdtooldways。Ithinkthey’rethehealthiestandthemostfaver’bletothesoul。Butthey’ssomechangescomealong,that’sgotsechhardcommon-sensetoriccomendthem,thatIwonderthepastgenerationsdidn’tseesooner。Nowtakethis!AnhouragoI’dtoldyouI’dreadmyfather’sBibletotheendofmydays。Butifthey’sanewonethat’sgotDavid,Solomon,andJobinnateralform,I’llhaveone,andI’llgitajoyIneverexpectedoutoflife。Iain’tgotsomuchpoetryinme,butitalwaysriledmetoread,`7。ThelawoftheLordisperfect,covertin’thesoul。8。ThestatutesoftheLordareright。9。ThefearoftheLordisclean。’
Andsoitgoeson,’boutasmuchfiggersastheyispoetry。
Alwaysdidworryme。SoiftheymakeBibles’cordin’
tocommonsense,I’llhaveoneto-morrowifIhavetowalktoOnabashatogetit。Lawsyme!ifyouain’tgatheredupMarthy’soldpinkteaset,andgiveitashow,too!DidyoudothattopleaseDavid,ordoyouhonestlythinkthemisnicedishes?’’
``Ithinktheyarebeautiful,’’laughedtheGirl,sinkingtoachair。``Idon’tknowthatitdidpleasehim。Hehadbeenstudyingthesubject,butsomethingsavedhimfrombuyinganythinguntilIcame。I’dhavefeltdreadfullyifhehadgottenwhathewanted。’’
``Whatdidhewant,honey?’’askedtheoldladyinanawestruckwhisper。
``Egg-shellchinaandcutglass。’’
``Andyouwouldn’tlethim!Woman!Whatdoyouwant?’’
``Asetoftulip-yellowdishes,withDutchlittlefiguresonthem。Theyaresoquaintandtheywouldharmonizeperfectlywiththisroom。’’
Theoldladylaughedgleefully。
``My!Iwouldn’t’a’missedthisforadollar,’’shecried。
``Itjestdoesmysoulgood。More’nthat,ifyoureallylikeMarthy’sdishesandaregoingtotakecareofthemandusethemright,I’llgiveyoumine,too。Iain’tneverhadagirl。I’vealwayshopedshe’d’a’hadsomejedgmentofherown,andnotbeeneternallyapin’,ifIhad,buttheLordmay’a’savedmemanyadisappointmentbysendin’allmineboys。NotthatI’mlayin’thebabiesontotheLordatall——Ijestgotintothehabitofsayin’
that,’coseverybodyelsedoes,butallmine,IhadapurtygoodidyhowIgotthem。Ifagirlofminewouldn’t’a’hadmoresense,raisedrightwithme,I’d’a’beenpurtybadcutupoverit。Ofcourse,Ican’tbeheldresponsibleforthegirlsmyboysmarried,butt’otherdayEmmeline——that’sJohn’swife——Johnistheyoungest,andI
sorto’clingtohim——Emmelineshesaystome,`Mother,can’tIhavethisoldpinkandgreenteapot?’Myheartwarmedrightuptothechild,andIsays,`Whatdoyouwantitfor,Emmeline?’Andshesays,`Todrawtheteain。’CrackyDinah!Thatfoolwomanmeanttosetmygrandmother’sweddin’presentfromherpaandma,dishessameasMarthyWashingtonused,onthestovetobiletheteain。Ijestsnorted!`No,saysI,`youcan’t!’ForeIdie,’saysI,`I’llmeetupwithsomewomanthat’lllovedishesandknowhowtotreatthem。’
IthinkjestaboutasmuchofDavidasIdomyownboys,andIdon’tmakenobonesofthefactthathe’saheapmoreofaman。I’djestassoonmydisheswenttohischildrenastoJohn’s。I’llgiveyoueverypieceIgot,ifyou’lltakekeerofthem。’’
``Woulditberight?’’waveredthegirl。
``Right!Why,I’mjesttellin’youthefoolwimmenwouldbileteainthem,makegreasesassersofthem,andusethemtodishupthebakin’on!Wouldn’tyouaheapratherseethemgointoacupboardlikeDavid’sma’sisin,wherethey’dbetakenkeerof,iftheywasyours?Iguessyouwould!’’
``Wellifyoufeelthatway,andreallywantustohavethem,IknowDavidwillbuildanotherlittlecupboardontheothersideofthefireplacetoputyoursin,andIcan’ttellyouhowI’dloveandcareforthem。’’
``I’lljestdoit!’’saidGrannyMoreland。``IgotaboutasmanyblueonesasMarthyhadan’minearepurtierthanhers。Andmylustreisbrighter,forI
didn’tuseitsomuch。Isthisthekitchen?WellifIeversawsechacool,whiteplacetocookinbefore!
Ain’tDavidthebeatenesthandtothinkupthings?
Hegotthestartofthattakin’keerofhismaallhislife。Hesortoflearnedwhatawomanuses,andhowit’shandiest。Notthatothermendon’tknow;it’sjestthattheyaretoomortalselfishandkeerlesstofixthings。Wellthisisgreat!Nowwhenyoubilecabbageandthewash,alwaysopenyourwinderswideandletthosteamout,soitwon’tspileyourwalls。’’
``I’llbeverycareful,’’promisedtheGirl。``Nowcomeseemybathroom,closetandbedroom。’’
``WellasIlive!Ain’tthisfine。I’llbetapurtythatifI’d’a’hadaroomandatroughlikethistosoakinwhenIwasworetoafrazzle,Iwouldn’t’a’gotalltwistedupwithrheumatizlikeIam。Itjestlooksrestfultosee。Ineverwashedinaplacelikethisinallmydays。
Mustfeelgrandtobewetalloveratonce!Noweverybodyoughttohavesecharoomanduseitatallhours,likeDaviddoesthelake。Didyoueverseehisbeattogoswimmin’?He’salwaysinsplashin’!Beenatitallhislife。Iusedtobeskeeredwhenhewasalittletyke。Hesoakedsomuch’pearedlikehe’dwashallthesubstanceoutofhim,butitonlymadehimstrong。’’
``Hasheeverbeenill?’’
``NotthatIknowof,andIreckonI’dknoweditifhehad。Wellwhataclothespress!Ineversawsomanydressesatonce。Ain’ttheypurty?OhIwishIwasyoung,andcouldhaveonelikethatyaller。AndI’dliketohaveonelikeyourlavenderrightnow。My!
Youareluckytohavesomanyniceclothes。It’sagoodthingmostgirlshaven’tgotthem,orthey’dstandprimpin’alldaytryin’todecidewhichonetoputon。
Idon’tseehowyoutellyourself。’’
``IweartheonethatbesthideshowpaleIam,’’
answeredtheGirl。``Iusethecoloursnow。WhenI
growplumpandrosy,I’llwearthewhite。’’
GrannyMorelanddroppedonthecouchandassuredherselfthatitwasMartha’spinkPeterHartman。Thensheexaminedthesunshineroom。
``WellIgottogobacktothestart,’’shesaidatlast。
``Thisbeatsthedinin’-room。ThisisthepurtiestthingIeversaw。OhIdohopetheyain’tsoruntowhiteinHeavenassomefolksseemtothink!Usedtobescandalizedifa-bodytookanythin’butawhiteflowertoafuneral。NowtheytellmethatwhenJedgeStilton’syoungestgirlcomefromNewYorktoherpa’sburyin’shefetchedaboutawashtubofblood-redroses。
Putthemalloverhim,too!Saidhelovedredroseslivin’andsohewasgoin’tohavethemwhenhepassedover。Nowiftheyarelettin’upalittleonwhiteonearth,mebbysomeofthestylishoneswillcarrythefashionoveryander。IfHeavenislikethis,Iwon’tspendnoneofmytimefrettin’aboutthefoundations。I’lljestforgetthereisany,evenifwedoalwayshavetobesoperticlertogetthemsolidonearth。Talkofgoldharps!Can’tyoualmosthearthem?Andlistentothebirdsandthatwater!Say,youwon’tgetlonesomehere,willyou?’’
``Indeedno!’’answeredtheGirl。``Wouldn’tyouliketolieonmybeautifulcouchthattheHarvestermadewithhisownhands,andI’llspreadMotherLangston’scoverletoveryouandletyoulookatallmyprettythingswhileIslipawayafewminutestosomethingI’dliketodo?’’
``I’dloveto!’’saidtheoldwoman。``Ineverhadachanceatsuchfinethings。Davidtoldmehewasmakin’
yourroomallhimself,andthathewasgoin’tofillitchuckfullofeverythin’agirleverused,andIseehedoneitrightan’proper。AwaylastMarchhetoldmehewasbuildin’foryou,an’Ihankeredsotohaveawomanhereagain,eventhoughInevers’posedshe’dbesochiablelikeyou,thatIeggedhimonjestallIcould。I
neverwould’a’s’posedtheboycouldmarrylikethis——
allbyhimself。’’
TheGirlwenttotheicechesttobringsomeofthefruitjuice,chilledberries,andtothepantryforbreadandwaferstomakeadaintylittlelunchthatsheplacedontheverandatable;andthensheandGrannyMorelandtalked,untilthevisitorsaidthatshemustgo。TheGirlwentwithhertothelittlebridgecrossingSingingWateronthenorth。Theretheoldladytookherhand。
``Honey,’’shesaid,``I’mgoin’totellyousomethin’。
IamsohappyIcanpurtnearfly。LastnightIwascomin’downthepikeovertherechasin’homeacontraryoldganderofmine,andIlookedoveronyourlandandIseeDavidsettin’onalogwithhisheadbetweenhishandsalookin’likegrimdeath,ifIeverseeit。Myheartplumstopped。SaysI,`she’safailure!She’sabustin’theboy’sheart!I’llgostraightoverandtellherso。’Ididn’tdarebespeakhim,butIwasonnettlesallnight。Ijestlaida-studyin’anda-studyin’,andI
says,`Comemornin’I’llgostraightandgiveheracurry-
combin’that’lldohergood。’AndIstarteda-feelin’
prettygrim,andhereyoucametomeetme,andwipeditalloutofmyheartinaflash。Itdidlookliketheboywasgrievin’;butIknownowhewasjestthinkin’upwhattoputtogethertotaketheacheoutofsomepooroldcarcasslikemine。Itnevercouldhavebeenaboutyou。
LikeahalfblindoldfoolIthoughttheboywassufferin’,andherehewasonlystudyin’!Likeasnothewasthinkin’
whattodonexttoshowyouhowhelovesyou。WhatanoldsillyIwas!I’llsleeplikealogto-nighttopayupforit。Good-bye,honey!Youbettergobackandlaydownaspell。Youdolookmortaltired。’’
TheGirlsaidgood-byeandstaggeringafewstepssankonalogandsatstaringatthesky。
``Ohhewassuffering,andaboutme!’’shegasped。
Achillbegantoshakeherandfeverishbloodtoracethroughherveins。``Hedoesandgiveseverything;I
doandgivenothing!Ohwhydidn’tIstayatUncleHenry’suntilitended?Itwouldn’thavebeensobadasthis。WhatwillIdo?OhwhatwillIdo?Ohmother,mother!ifI’donlyhadthecourageyoudid。’’
Shearoseandstaggeredupthehill,passedthecabinandwenttotheoak。Thereshesankshiveringtoearth,andlaidherfaceamongthemosses。ThefrightenedHarvesterfoundheratalmostduskwhenhecamefromthecitywiththeDutchdishes,andhelpedamanlaunchagaylittlemotorboatforheronthelake。
``WhyRuth!Ruth-girl!’’heexclaimed,kneelingbesideher。
Sheliftedastrained,distortedface。
``Don’ttouchme!Don’tcomenearme!’’shecried。
``ItisnottruethatIambetter。Iamnot!Iamworse!
Ineverwillbebetter。AndbeforeIgoI’vegottotellyouofthedebtIowe;thenyouwillhateme,andthenI
willbeglad!Glad,Itellyou!Glad!Whenyoudespiseme?thenIcango,andknowthatsomedayyouwillloveagirlworthyofyou。OhIwantyoutohatemeIamfitfornothingelse。’’
ShefellforwardsobbingwildlyandtheHarvestertriedinvaintoquiether。Atlasthesaid,``Wellthentellme,Ruth。RememberIdon’twanttohearwhatyouhavetosay。Iwillbelievenothingagainstyou,notevenfromyourownlips,whenyouarefeverishandexcitedasnow,butifitwillquietyou,tellmeandhaveitover。See,Iwillsithereandlisten,andwhenyouhavefinishedI’llpickyouupandcarryyoutoyourroom,andIamnotsurebutIwillkissyouoverandover。
Whatisityouwanttotellme,Ruth?’’
Shesatuppantingandpushedbacktheheavycoilsofhair。
``I’vegottobeginawayatthebeginningtomakeyousee,’’shesaid。``ThefirstthingIcanrememberisasmall,suchasmallroom,andmothersewingandsometimesamanIcalledfather。HewaslikeHenryJamesonmadeovertallandsmooth,andmore,oh,muchmoreheartless!
Hewasgonelongatatime,andalwayswehadmosttoeat,andwentoftenertotheparks,andwerehappiestwithhimaway。WhenIwasbigenoughtounderstand,mothertoldmethatshehadmethimandcaredforhimwhenshewasaninexperiencedgirl。Shemusthavebeenvery,veryyoung,forshewasonlyagirlasIfirstrememberher,andoh!solovely,butwiththesaddestfaceIeversaw。Shesaidshehadagoodhomeandeveryluxury,andherparentsadoredher;buttheyknewlifeandmen,andtheywouldnotallowhimintheirhome,andsosheleftitwithhim,andhemarriedherandtriedtoforcethemtoaccepthim,andtheywouldnot。
Atfirstsheboreit。Latershefoundhimout,andappealedtothem,buttheywereawayorwouldnotforgive,andshewasaproudthing,andwouldnotbegmoreaftershehadsaidshewaswrong,andwouldtheytakeherback。
``Igrewupandweweregirlstogether。Weembroidered,andIdrew,andsometimeswehadlittletreatsandgoodtimes,andmyfatherdidnotcomeoften,andwegotalongthebestwecould。Alwaysitwasworseonher,becauseshewasnotsostrongasI,andherheartwassecretlybreakingforhermother,andshewasafraidhewouldcomebackanyhour。Shewastorturedthatshecouldnoteducatememorethantoputmethroughthehighschool。Sheworeherselfoutdoingthat,butshewaswildformetoberearedandtrainedright。Soeverydayshecrouchedoverdelicatelacesandembroidery,andbeforeandafterschoolIcarrieditandgotmore,andinvacationweworkedtogether。Butlivinggrewhigher,andshebecameill,andcouldnotwork,andIhadn’therskill,andthedrawingsdidn’tbringmuch,andI’dnotools——’’
``Ruth,formercysakeletmetakeyouinmyarms。
Ifyou’vegottotellthistofindpeace,letmeholdyouwhileyoudoit。’’
``Neveragain,’’saidtheGirl。``Youwon’twanttoinaminute。Youmusthearthis,becauseIcan’tbearitanylonger,anditisn’tfairtoletyougrieveandthinkmeworthloving。Anyway,Icouldn’tearnwhatshedid,andIwasafraid,foragreatcityisheartlesstothepoor。
Onemorningshefaintedandcouldn’tgetup。Icanseetheawfullookinhereyesnow。Sheknewwhatwascoming。Ididn’t。Itriedtobebraveandtowork。
Ohit’snousetogoonwiththat!Itwasjustworseandworse。Shewaslovelyanddelicate,shewasmymother,andIadoredher。OhMan!Youwon’tjudgeharshly?’’
``No!’’criedtheHarvester,``Iwon’tjudgeatall,Ruth。Iseenow。Getitoverifyoumusttellme。’’
``Onedayshehadbeendreadfullyillforalongtimeandtherewasnofoodorworkormoney,andthelastscrapwaspawned,andshesimplywouldnotletmenotifythecharitiesortellmewhoorwhereherpeoplewere。Shesaidshehadsinnedagainstthemandbrokentheirhearts,andprobablytheyweredead,andIwasdesperate。IwalkedalldayfromhousetohousewhereI
haddeliveredwork,butitwasnouse;noonewantedanythingIcoulddo,andIwentbackfrantic,andfoundhergnawingherfingersandgibberingindelirium。Shedidnotknowme,andforthefirsttimesheimploredmeforfood。
``ThenIlockedthedoorandwentonthestreetandI
askedawoman。Shelaughedandsaidshe’dreportmeandI’dbelockedupforbegging。ThenIsawamanIpassedsometimes。Ithoughthelivedclose。Iwentstraighttohim,andtoldhimmymotherwasveryill,andaskedhimtohelpher。Hetoldmetogototheproperauthorities。ItoldhimIdidn’tknowwhotheywereorwhere,andIhadnomoneyandshewasawomanofrefinement,andneverwouldforgiveme。Ioffered,ifhewouldcometoseeher,gethersomebeeftea,andtakecareofherwhileshelived,thatafterward——’’
TheGirl’sfrailformshookinastormofsobs。AtlastsheliftedhereyestotheHarvester’s。``TheremustbeaGod,andsomewhereatthelastextremityHemustcomein。Themanwentwithme,andhewasayoungdoctorwhohadanofficeafewblocksaway,andheknewwhattodo。Hehadn’tmuchhimself,butforseveralweekshedividedandshewasmorecomfortableandnothungrywhenshewent。WhenitwasoverIdressedherthebestIcouldinmygraduationdress,andfoldedherhands,andkissedhergood-bye,andtoldhimIwasreadytofulfillmyoffer;andohMan!——Hesaidhehadforgotten!’’
``God!’’pantedtheHarvester。
``Wecouldn’tburyherthere。ButIrememberedmyfatherhadsaidhehadabrotherinthecountry,andoncehehadbeentoseeuswhenIwasverylittle,andthedoctortelegraphedhim,andheansweredthathiswifewassick,andifIwasabletoworkIcouldcome,andhewouldburyher,andgivemeahome。
Thedoctorborrowedthemoneyandboughtthecoffinyoufoundherin。Hecouldn’tdobetterorhewould,forhelearnedtoloveher。Hepaidourfaresandtookustothetrain。BeforeIstartedI
wentonmykneestohimandworshippedhimastheAlmighty,andIamsureItoldhimthatIalwayswouldbeindebtedtohim,andanytimeherequiredIwouldpay。Therestyouknow。’’
``Haveyouheardfromhim,Ruth?’’
``No。’’
``ItWASyourselftheotherdayonthebridge?’’
``Yes。’’
``Didheloveyou?’’
``NotthatIknowof。No!NobodybutyouwouldloveagirlwhoappearedasIdidthen。’’
TheHarvesterstrovetokeepasetface,buthislipsdrewbackfromhisteeth。
``Ruth,doyoulovehim?’’
``Love!’’criedtheGirl。``Apale,expressionlessword!
Adorewouldcomecloser!Itellyoushewasdeliriouswithhunger,andhefedher。Shewassufferinghorrorsandheeasedthepain。Shewaslifeless,andhekeptherpoortiredbodyfromthedissectingtable。Iwouldhavefulfilledmyoffer,andgonestraightintothelake,buthesparedme,Man!Hesparedme!Worshipisagoodword。IthinkIworshiphim。Itriedtotellyou。Beforeyougotthatlicense,Iwantedyoutoknow。’’
``Iremember,’’saidtheHarvester。``Butnomancouldhaveguessedthatagirlwithyourfacehadagonylikethatinherheart,notevenwhenhereaddeeptroublethere。’’
``Ishouldhavetoldyouthen!Ishouldhaveforcedyoutohear!IwaswildwithfearofUncleHenry,andIhadnowheretogo。Nowyouknow!Goaway,andtheendwillcomesoon。’’
TheHarvesteraroseandwalkedafewstepstowardthelake,wherehepausedstricken,butfightingforcontrol。Forhimthelighthadgoneout。Therewasnothingbeyond。Theonepassionofhislifemustliveon,satisfiedwithatouchfromlipsthatlovedanotherman。Brokensobbingcametohim。Hedidnotevenhavetimetosuffer。StumblinglyheturnedandgoingtotheGirlhepickedherup,andsatonthebenchholdingherclosely。
``Stopit,Ruth!’’hesaidunsteadily。``Stopthis!
Whyshouldyousufferso?Isimplywillnothaveit。
Iwillsaveyouagainstyourselfandtheworld。Youshallhaveallhappinessyet;Iswearit,mygirl!Youareallright。Hewasanobleman,andhesparedyoubecausehelovedyou,ofcourse。Iwillmakeyouwellandrosyagain,andthenIwillgoandfindhim,andarrangeeverythingforyou。Ihavesparedyou,too,andifhedoesn’twantyoutoremainherewithme,Mrs。CareywouldbegladtohaveyouuntilIcanfreeyou。Judgesarehuman。Itwillbeasimplematter。Hush,Ruth,listentome!Youshallbefree!Atonce,ifyousayso!Youshallhavehim!
Iwillgoandbringhimhere,andIwillgoaway。
Ruth,darling,stopcryingandhearme。Youwillgrowbetter,nowthatyouhavetoldme。Itisthissecretthathasmadeyoufeverishandkeptyouill。Ruth,youshallhavehappinessyet,ifIhavegottocircletheglobeandscalethewallsofHeaventofinditforyou。’’
Shestruggledfromhisarmsandrantowardthelake。
WhentheHarvestercaughther,shescreamedwildly,andstruckhimwithherthinwhitehands。Heliftedandcarriedhertothelaboratory,wherehegaveherafewdropsfromabottleandsoonshebecamequiet。Thenhetookhertothesunshineroom,laidheronthebed,lockedthescreensandherdoor,calledBelshazzartowatch,andrantothestable。AfewminuteslaterwithdistendednostrilsandindignantheartBetsy,undertheflailofanunsparinglash,poundeddownthehilltowardOnabasha。
CHAPTERXVII
LOVEINVADESSCIENCE
TheHarvesterplacedthekeyinthedoorandturnedtoDoctorCareyandthenurse。
``IdruggedherintounconsciousnessbeforeI
left,butshemayhavereturned,atleastpartially。MissBarnet,willyoukindlyseeifsheisreadyforthedoctor?
Youneedn’tbeintheleastafraid。Shehasnostrength,evenindelirium。’’
Heopenedthedoor,hisheadaverted,andthenursehurriedintotheroom。TheGirlonthebedwasbeginningtotoss,moan,andmutter。Skilfulhandsstraightenedher,arrangedthecovers,andthedoctorwascalled。
Intheliving-roomtheHarvesterpacedinmiserytoodeepforconsecutivethought。Asconsciousnessreturned,theGirlgrewwilder,andthenursecouldnotfollowthedoctor’sdirectionsandcareforher。ThenDoctorCareycalledtheHarvester。Hewentinandsittingbesidethebedtookthefeverish,wildlybeatinghandsinhisstrong,coolones,andbeganstrokingthemandtalking。
``Easy,honey,’’hemurmuredsoftly。``LiequietlywhileItellyou。Youmustn’ttireyourself。Youarewastingstrengthyouneedtofightthefever。I’llholdyourhandstight,I’llstrokeyourheadforyou。Liequietly,dear,andDoctorCareyandhisheadnursearegoingtomakeyouwellinalittlewhile。That’sright!Letmedothemoving;youlieandrest。Onlyrestandrest,untilallthepainisgone,andthestrongdayscome,andtheyaregoingtobringgreatjoy,love,andpeace,tomydear,deargirl。Eventhemoanstakestrength。Tryjusttoliequietlyandrest。Youcan’thearSingingWaterifyoudon’tlisten,Ruth。’’
``Shedoesn’trealizethatitisyouorknowwhatyousay,David,’’saidDoctorCareygently。
``Iunderstand,’’saidtheHarvester。``Butifyouwillobserve,youwillseethatsheisquietwhenIstrokeherheadandhands,andifyounoticecloselyyouwillgrantthatshegetsawordoccasionally。Ifitistherightone,ithelps。Sheknowsmyvoiceandtouch,andsheislessnervousandafraidwithme。Watchaminute!’’
TheHarvestertookbothoftheGirl’sflutteringhandsinoneofhisandwithlong,lightstrokesgentlybrushedthem,andthenherhead,andface,andthenherhandsagain,andinalow,monotonous,halfsing-songvoicehecrooned,``Rest,Ruth,rest!Itisnightnow。ThemoonisbridgingLoonLake,andthewhip-poor-williscrying。Listen,dear,don’tyouhearhimcrying?
Still,Girl,still!Justasquiet!Liesoquietly。Thewhip-poor-willisgoingtotellhismatehelovesher,loveshersodearly。Heisgoingtotellher,whenyoulisten。That’sadeargirl。Nowheisbeginning。Hesays,`ComeoverthelakeandlistentothesongI’msingingtoyou,mymate,mymate,mydear,dearmate,’
andthebignightmothsareflying;andthekatydidsarecrying,positiveandsuretheyarecrying,athingthat’spastdenying。Hearthemcrying?Andtheducksarecheeping,softlittlemurmurswhilethey’resleeping,sleeping。Resting,softlyresting!Gently,Girl,gently!
DownthehillcomesSingingWater,laughing,laughing!
Don’tyouhearitlaughing?Listentothebigowlcourting;
itseesthecoonouthunting,ithearstheminksoftlyslipping,slipping,wherethedewsofnightaredripping。
Andthelittlebirdsaresleeping,sostilltheyaresleeping。
Girlsshouldbea-sleeping,likethebirdsa-sleeping,forto-morrowjoycomescreeping,joyandlifeandlovecomecreeping,creepingtomyGirl。Gently,gently,that’sadeargirl,gently!Tiredhandsresteasy,tiredheadliesstill!That’sthewaytorest——’’
Onandontheevenvoicekeptupthestory。Alloverandaroundthelake,thelengthofSingingWater,themarshfolkfoundvoicestotelloftheirlives,whereitwasastoryofjoy,rest,andlove。UpthehillrangedtheHarvester,throughtheforestwherethesquirrelsslept,theowlhunted,thefire-fliesflickered,thefairiessqueezedflowerleavestomakecolourtopainttheautumnfoliage,anddancedontoadstoolplatforms。Justsolongashisvoicemurmuredandhistouchcontinued,solongtheGirllayquietly,andthemedicinescouldact。Butnoothertouchwouldserve,andnoothervoicewouldanswer。
Iftheharvesterlefttheroomfiveminutestoshowthenursehowtolightthefire,andwheretofindthings,hereturnedtotossing,restlessdelirium。
``It’smagicDavid,’’saidDoctorCarey。``Magic!’’
``Itislove,’’saidtheHarvester。``Evencrazedwithfever,sherecognizesitsvoiceandtouch。You’vegotyourworkcutout,Doc。Rollyoursleevesandcollectyourwits。Setyourheartonwinning。Thereisonethingshallnothappen。Getthatstraightinyourmind,rightnow。Andyoutoo,MissBarnet!Thereisnothinglikefightingforacertainty。YoumaythinktheGirlisdesperatelyill,andsheis,butmakeupyourmindsthatyouareheretofightforherlife,andtosaveit。
Save,doyouunderstand?Ifsheistogo,Idon’tneedeitherofyou。Icanletherdothatmyself。Youarehereonamissionoflife。Keepitbeforeyou!LifeandhealthforthisGirlistheprizeyouaregoingtowin。
Digintoit,andI’llpaythebills,andextrabesides。Ifmoneyisanyincentive,I’llgiveyouallI’vegotforlifeandhealthfortheGirl。Areyoudoingallyouknow?’’
``Icertainlyam,David。’’
``Butwhendaycomesyou’llhavetogobacktothehospitalandwemaynotknowhowtomeetcrisesthatwillarise。Whatthen?Weshouldhaveacompetentphysicianinthehouseuntilthisfeverbreaks。’’
``Ihadthoughtofthat,David。Iwillarrangetosendoneofthemenfromthehospitalwhowillbeabletowatchsymptomsandcomeformewhenneeded。’’
``Won’tdo!’’saidtheHarvestercalmly。``Shehasnostrengthforwaiting。Youaretocomewhenyoucan,andremainaslongaspossible。Thecaseisyours;yourdecisionsgo,butIwillselectyourassistant。IknowthemanIwant。’’
``Whoishe,David?’’
``I’lltellyouwhenIlearnwhetherIcangethim。
NowIwantyoutogivetheGirlthestrongestsedativeyoudare,takeoffyourcoat,rollyoursleeves,andseehowwellyoucanimitatemyvoice,andhowmuchyouhaveprofitedbylisteningtomysong。Inotherwords,beforedaycalls,Iwantyoutotakemyplacesosuccessfullythatyoudeceiveher,andgivemetimetomakeatriptotown。Thereareafewthingsthatmustbedone,andIthinkIcanworkfasterinthenight。Willyou?’’
DoctorCareybentoverthebed。GentlyheslippedapractisedhandundertheHarvester’sandmadethenextstrokedownthewhitearm。Graduallyhetookpossessionofthethinhandsandhistouchfellonthemassesofdarkhair。AstheHarvesterarosethedoctortooktheseat。
``Yougoon!’’heorderedgruffly。``I’lldobetteralone。’’
TheHarvestersteppedback。Thedoctor’stouchwaseasyandtheGirllayquietlyforaninstant,thenshemovedrestlessly。
``Youmustbestillnow,’’hesaidgently。``Themoonisup,thelakeisallwhite,andthebirdsareflyingallaround。Liestilloryou’llmakeyourselfworse。Stillerthanthat!Ifyoudon’tyoucan’thearthingscourting。
Theducksarequacking,thebullfrogsarecroaking,andeverything。Liestill,still,Itellyou!’’
``OhgoodLord,Doc!’’groanedtheHarvesterindesperation。
TheGirlwrenchedherhandsfreeandherheadrolledonthepillow。
``Harvester!Harvester!’’shecried。
Thedoctorstartedtoarise。
``Sitstill!’’commandedtheHarvester。``Takeherhandsandgotowork,idiot!Givehermoresedative,andtellherI’mcoming。That’stheword,ifsherealizesenoughtocallforme。’’
Thedoctorpossessedhimselfoftheflyinghands,andgentlyheldandstrokedthem。
``TheHarvesteriscoming,’’hesaid。``Waitjustaminute,he’sontheway。Heiscoming。IthinkIhearhim。Hewillbeheresoon,verysoonnow。That’sagoodgirl!LiestillforDavid。Hewon’tlikeitifyoutossandmoan。Justasstill,liestillsoIcanlisten。I
can’ttellwhetherheiscominguntilyouarequiet。’’
ThenhesaidtotheHarvester,``Yousee,I’vegotitnow。Icanmanageher,butforpitysake,hurryman!
Takethecar!Jimisasleeponthebackseat——Yes,yes,Girl!I’mlisteningforhim。IthinkIhearhim!I
thinkhe’scoming!’’
Hereandthereawordpenetrated,andshelaymorequietly,butnotintheresttowhichtheHarvesterhadlulledher。
``Hurryman!’’groanedthedoctorinawhisperedaside,andtheHarvesterrantothecar,awakenedthedriverandtoldhimhehadaclearroadtoOnabasha,tospeedup。
``Whereto?’’askedthedriver。
``Dickson,oftheFirstNational。’’
InafewminutesthecarstoppedbeforetheresidenceandtheHarvestermadeanattackonthefrontdoor。
Presentlythemancame。
``Excusemeforroutingyououtatthistimeofnight,’’
saidtheHarvester,``butit’sacaseofnecessity。Ihaveanautomobilehere。Iwantyoutogotothebankwithme,andgetmeanaddressfromyourdraftrecords。
Iknowtherules,butIwantthenameofmywife’sChicagophysician。Sheisdelirious,andImusttelephonehim。’’
Thecashiersteppedoutandclosedthedoor。
``Ninechancesoutoftenitwillbeinthevault,’’
hesaid。
``Thatleavesonethatitwon’t,’’answeredtheHarvester。``SometimesI’velookedinwhenpassinginthenight,andI’venoticedthatthebooksarenotalwaysputaway。Icouldseesomeontherackto-night。I
thinkitisthere。’’
Itwasthere,andtheHarvesterorderedthedrivertohurryhimtothetelephoneexchange,thentakethecashierhomeandreturnandwait。HecalledtheChicagoInformationoffice。
``IwantDr。FrankHarmon,whoseofficeaddressis1509
ColumbiaStreet。Idon’tknowthe’phonenumber。’’
Thencamealongwait,andaftertwentyminutestheblessedbuzzingwhisper,``Here’syourparty。’’
``DoctorHarmon?’’
``Yes。’’
``YourememberRuthJameson,thedaughterofarecentpatientofyours?’’
``Ido。’’
``WellmynameisLangston。TheGirlisinmyhomeandcare。Sheisveryillwithfever,andshehasmuchconfidenceinyou。ThisisOnabasha,ontheGrandRapidsandIndiana。YoutakethePennsylvaniaatseveno’clock,telegraphaheadthatyouarecomingsothattheywillmakeconnectionforyou,changeattwelve-
twentyatFortWayne,andIwillmeetyouhere。YouwillfindyourticketandacheckwaitingyouattheChicagodepot。Arrangetoremainaweekatleast。
Youwillbepaidallexpensesandregularpricesforyourtime。Willyoucome?’’
``Yes。’’
``Allright。Makenofailure。Good-bye。’’
ThentheHarvesterleftanorderwiththetelephonecompanytorunawiretoMedicineWoodsthefirstthinginthemorning,anddrovetothedepottoarrangefortheticketandcheck。InlessthananhourhewasholdingtheGirl’shandsandcrooningoverher。
``Jerusalem!’’saidDoctorCarey,risingstiffly。``I’dratherundertaketocutoffyourheadandputitbackonthantotackleanotherjoblikethat。She’squitedelirious,butshehasflashes,andatsuchtimessheknowswhomshewants;therestofthetimeit’sajumbleandsomeofitisrathergruesome。She’sseendreadfulillness,hunger,andthere’sadebtshe’swildabout。I
toldyousomethingwasbackofthis。You’vegottofindoutandsethermindatease。’’
``Iknowallaboutit,’’saidtheHarvesterpatientlybetweencrooningsentencestotheGirl。``ButthecrashcamebeforeIcouldconvinceherthatitwasallrightandIcouldfixeverythingforhereasily。Ifsheonlycouldunderstandme!’’
``Didyoufindyourman?’’
``Yes。Hewillbeherethisafternoon。’’
``Quickwork!’’
``Thistakesquickwork。’’
``Doyouknowanythingabouthim?’’
``Yes。Heisayoungfellow,juststartingout。Heisafine,straight,manlyman。Idon’tknowhowmuchheknows,butitwillbeenoughtorecognizeyourabilityandstanding,andtodowhatyoutellhim。
Ihaveperfectconfidenceinhim。Iwantyoutocomebackatone,andtakemyplaceuntilIgotomeethim。’’
`Icanbringhimout。’’
``Ihavetoseehimmyself。ThereareafewwordstobesaidbeforeheseestheGirl。’’
``David,whatareyouupto?’’
``BeingashonourableasIcan。Nomangetsanytoodecent,butthereisnolawagainstdoingasyouwouldbedoneby,andbeingasstraightasyouknowhow。
WhenI’vetalkedtohim,I’llknowwhereIamandI’llhavesomethingtosaytoyou。’’
``David,I’mafraid——’’
``ThenwhatdoyousupposeIam?’’saidtheHarvester。
``It’snouse,Doc。Bestillandtakewhatcomes!
Themannerinwhichyoumeetacrisisprovesyouawhiningcuroraman。Ihavegotlotsofrespectforadog,asadog;butI’venoneforamanasadog。Ifyou’vegatheredfromtheGirl’sdeliriumthatI’vemadeamistake,IhopeyouhaveconfidenceenoughinmetobelieveI’llrightit,andtakemypunishmentwithoutwhining。Goaway,youmakeherworse。Easy,Girl,theworldisallrightandeveryoneissleepingnow,soyoushouldbeatrest。Withthedaythedoctorwillcome,thegooddoctoryouknowandlike,Ruth。Youhaven’tforgottenyourdoctor,Ruth?Thekinddoctorwhocaredforyou。Hewillmakeyouwell,Ruth;wellandoh,sohappy!Harmon,Harmon,DoctorHarmoniscomingtoyou,Girl,andthenyouwillbesohappy!’’
``Whyyoublameidiot!’’criedDoctorCareyinaharshwhisper。``Haveyoulostallthesenseyoueverhad?Stopthatgibber!ShewantstohearaboutthebirdsandSingingWater。Goonwiththatwoodslineoftalk;shelikesthatawaythebest。Thisstuffismakingherrestless。See!’’
``Youmeanyouare,’’saidtheHarvesterwearily。
``Pleaseleaveusalone。Iknowthewordsthatwillbringcomfort。Youdon’t。’’
Hebeganthestoryalloveragain,butnowthereranthroughitacontinualrefrain。``Yourdoctoriscoming,thegooddoctoryouknow。Hewillmakeyouwellandstrong,andhewillmakelifesolovelyforyou。’’
HewastalkingwithoutpauseorrestwhenDoctorCareyreturnedintheafternoontotakehisplace。HebroughtMrs。Careywithhim,andshetriedawoman’spowersofsoothinganotherwoman,andalmostdrovetheGirltofightingfrenzy。Sothedoctormadeanotherattempt,andtheHarvesterraceddownthehilltothecity。Hewenttothecarshedasthetrainpulledin,andstoodatonesidewhilethepeoplehurriedthroughthegate。Hewaswatchingforayoungmanwithatravellingbagandperhapsaphysician’ssatchel,whowouldbelookingforsomeone。
``IthinkI’llknowhim,’’mutteredtheHarvestergrimly。``IthinkthemasculineelementinmewillpopupstronglyandinstinctivelyatthesightofthismanwhowilltakemyDreamGirlfromme。OhgoodGod!
AreYousureYouAREgood?’’
Inhisbrownkhakitrousersandshirt,hisheadbare,hisbronzefacelimnedwithagonyhemadenoattempttoconceal,theHarvester,withfeetplantedfirmly,andtightlyfoldedarms,hisheadtippedslightlytooneside,bracedhimselfashesenthiskeengrayeyessearchingthecrowd。Farawayheselectedhisman。Hewasyoung,strong,criminallyhandsome,cleanandalert;therewasdiscernibleanxietyonhisface,andittouchedtheHarvester’ssoulthathewascomingjustasswiftlyashecouldforcehisway。AshepassedthegatestheHarvesterreachedhisside。
``DoctorHarmon,Ithink,’’hesaid。
``Yes。’’
``Thisway!Ifyouhaveluggage,Iwillsendforitlater。’’
TheHarvesterhurriedtothecar。
``Taketheshortestcutandcoverspace,’’hesaidtothedriver。Thecarkepttothespeedlimituntiltowardthesuburbs。
DoctorHarmonremovedhishat,ranhisfingersthroughdarkwavinghairandyieldedhisbodytotheswingofthecar。Neithermanattemptedtotalk。
OncetheHarvesterleanedforwardandtoldthedrivertostoponthebridge,andthensatsilently。Asthecarsloweddown,theyalighted。
``DriveonandtellDocwearehere,andwillbeupsoon,’’saidtheHarvester。Thenheturnedtothestranger。``DoctorHarmon,there’slittletimeforwords。
Thisismyplace,andhereIgrowherbsformedicinalhouses。’’
``Ihaveheardofyou,andheardyourstuffrecommended,’’saidthedoctor。
``Good!’’exclaimedtheHarvester。``Thatsavestime。Istoppedheretomakearequiredexplanationtoyou。ThedayyousentRuthJamesontoOnabasha,Isawherleavethetrainandrecognizedinhermyidealwoman。Ilostherinthecrowdandittooksometimetolocateher。Ifoundheraboutamonthago。Shewasmiserable。IfyousawwhatherfatherdidtoherandhermotherinChicago,youshouldhaveseenwhathisbrotherwasdoinghere。Theendcameonedayinmypresence,whenIpaidherforginsengshehadfoundtosettleherdebttoyou。Herobbedherbyforce。
Itookthemoneyfromhim,andhethreatenedher。Shewasillthenfromheat,overwork,wrongfood——everymiseryyoucanimagineheapeduponthedreadfulconditionsinwhichshecame。IthadbeenmyintentiontocourtandmarryherifIpossiblycould。Thatdayshehadnowheretogo;shewaswildwithfear;thefeverthatisscorchinghernowwasinherveinsthen。Ididaninsanething。Ibeggedhertomarrymeatonceandcomehereforrestandprotection。Isworethatifshewould,sheshouldnotbemywife,butmyhonouredguest,untilshelearnedtolovemeandreleasedmefrommyvow。Shetriedtotellmesomething;Ihadnoideaitwasanythingthatwouldmakeanyrealdifference,andIwouldn’tlisten。Lastnight,whenthefeverwasbeginningtodoitsworst,shetoldmeofyourentranceintoherlifeandwhatitmeanttoher。ThenIsawthatI
hadmadeamistake。Youwereherchoice,themanshecouldlove,notme,soItookthelibertyofsendingforyou。Iwantyoutocureher,courther,marryher,andmakeherhappy。Godknowsshehashadhershareofsuffering。Yourecognizeherasagirlofrefinement?’’
``Ido。’’
``Yougrantthatinhealthshewouldbelovelierthanmostwomen,doyounot?’’
``Shewasmorebeautifulthanmostinsicknessanddistress。’’
``Good!’’criedtheHarvester。``Shehasbeenheretwoweeks。Igiveyoumyword,mypromisetoherhasbeenkeptfaithfully。AssoonasIcanleavehertoattendtoit,sheshallhaveherfreedom。Thatwillbeeasy。Willyoumarryher?’’
Thedoctorhesitated。
``Whatisit?’’askedtheHarvester。
``Welltobefrank,’’saidDoctorHarmon,``itismoney!I’monlygettingastart。IborrowedfundsformyschoolingandwhatIusedforher。Sheisineverywayattractiveenoughtobedesiredbyanyman,buthowamItoprovideahomeandsupportherandpaythesedebts?I’lltryit,butI
amafraiditwillbetakingherbacktowrongconditionsagain。’’
``Ifyouknewthatsheownedacomfortablecottageinthesuburbs,whereitiscoolandclean,andhad,sayahundredamonthofherownforthecomingthreeyears,couldyouseeyourway?’’
``Thatwouldmakeallthedifferenceintheworld。I
thoughtseriouslyofwritingher。Iwantedto,butI
concludedI’dbetterworkashardasIcouldforsomepracticefirst,andseeifIcouldmakealivingfortwo,beforeItriedtostartanything。Ihadnoideashewouldnotbecomfortablycaredforatheruncle’s。’’
``Isee,’’saidtheHarvester。``IfIhadkeptout,lifewouldhavecomerightforher。’’
``Onthecontrary,’’saidthedoctor,``itappearsveryprobablethatshewouldnotbeliving。’’
``Itisunderstoodbetweenus,then,thatyouwillcourtandmarryhersosoonassheisstrongenough?’’
``Itisunderstood,’’agreedthedoctor。
``Willyouhonourmebytakingmyhand?’’askedtheHarvester。``Iscarcelyhadhopedtofindsomuchofaman。Nowcometoyourroomandgetreadyforthestiffestpieceofworkyoueverattempted。’’