TheHarvesterledthewaytotheguestchamberoverlookingthelake,andinstalleditsfirstoccupant。ThenhehurriedtotheGirl。Thedoctorwasholdingherheadandonehand,hiswifetheother,andthenurseherfeet。
IttooktheHarvestertenstrenuousminutestomakehistouchandpresenceknownandtoworkquiet。Alloverhebegancrooninghisstoryofrest,joy,andlove。
HebrokeoffwithafewwordstointroduceDoctorHarmontotheCareysandthenurse,andthencalmlycontinuedwhiletheothermenstoodandwatchedhim。
``Seemsrathercutoutforit,’’commentedDoctorHarmon。
``Ineveryethaveseenhimattemptanythingthathedidn’tappearcutoutfor,’’answeredDoctorCarey。
``Willsheknowme?’’inquiredtheyoungman,approachingthebed。
WhentheGirl’seyesfellonhimshegrewrigidandlaystaringathim。Suddenlywithawildcryshestruggledtorise。
``Youhavecome!’’shecried。``OhIknewyouwouldcome!Ifeltyouwouldcome!Icannotpayyounow!
Ohwhydidn’tyoucomesooner?’’
TheyoungdoctorleanedoverandtookoneofthewhitehandsfromtheHarvester,strokingitgently。
``Whyyoudidpay,Ruth!Howdidyoucometoforget?Don’tyourememberthedraftyousentme?
Ididn’tcomeformoney;Icametovisityou,tonurseyou,todoallIcantomakeyouwell。Iamgoingtotakecareofyounowsofinelyyou’llbeoutonthelakeandamongtheflowerssoon。I’vegotsomemedicinethatmakeseveryonewell。It’sgoingtomakeyoustrong,andthere’ssomethingelsethat’sgoingtomakeyouhappy;andme,I’mgoingtobetheproudestmanalive。’’
Hereachedoverandtookpossessionoftheotherhand,strokingthemsoftly,andtheGirllaytenselystaringathimandgraduallyyieldingtohistouchandvoice。
TheHarvesterarose,andpassingaroundthebed,heplacedachairforDoctorHarmonandmotioningforDoctorCareylefttheroom。Hewenttotheshoretohisswimmingpool,wearilydroppedonthebench,andstaredacrossthewater。
``WellthankGoditworked,anyway!’’hemuttered。
``What’sthatpopinjaydoinghere?’’thunderedDoctorCarey。``Gotsomemedicinethatcureseverybody。
Goingtomakeherwell,ishe?Makethecows,andtheducks,andthechickens,andtheshitepokeswell,andhappy——nonameforit!Afterthisweareallgoingtobewellandhappy!Youlookitrightnow,David!WhatunderHeavenhaveyoudone?’’
``Leftmywifewiththemansheloves,andtowhomI
releaseher,mydearfriend,’’saidtheHarvester。``Andit’ssoeasyformethatyouneedn’tgivemakingitalittleharder,anythought。’’
``David,forgiveme!’’criedDoctorCarey。``Idon’tunderstandthis。I’malmostinsane。Willyoutellmewhatitmeans?’’
``MeansthatItookadvantageoftheGirl’sillness,utterloneliness,andfear,andforcedherintomarryingmeforshelterandcare,whenshelovedandwantedanotherman,whowaspreparingtocometoher。HeisherChicagodoctor,andfineineveryfibre,asyoucansee。Thereisonlyonethingonearthformetodo,andthatistogetoutoftheirway,andI’lldoitassoonassheiswell;
butIvowIwon’tleaveherpoor,tiredbodyuntilsheis,notevenforhim。IthoughtsureIcouldteachhertoloveme!Ohbutthisisbitter,Doc!’’
``Youareaconsummatefooltobringhimhere!’’
criedDoctorCarey。``Ifsheistoosicktorealizethesituationnow,shewillbedifferentwhensheisnormalagain。Anysanegirlthatwouldn’tloveyou,David,ain’tfitforanything!’’
``Yes,I’mawhaleofalover!’’saidtheHarvestergrimly。``NicemessI’vemadeofit。Butthereisnorealharmdone。ThankGod,Harmonwasnottheonlywhiteman。’’
``David,whatdoyoumean?’’
``Isitbetweenus,Doc?’’
``Yes。’’
``Foralltime?’’
``Itis。’’
TheHarvestertoldhim。Heended,``Givethefellowhisdues,Doc。Hehadherathismercy,utterlyaloneandunprotected,inabigcity。Therewasnotalivingsoultoholdhimtoaccount。Headdedtohisburdens,borrowedmoremoney,andsentherhere。Hethoughtshewascomingtothecountrywhereshewouldbesafeandwellcaredforuntilhecouldsupporther。Ididtheremainder。NowImustundoit,that’sall!Butyouhavegottogointhereandpractisewithhim。
You’vegottoshowhimeverycourtesyoftheprofession。
Youmustgoalittleovertherules,andteachhimallyoucan。Youwillhavetostifleyourfeelings,andbeasmuchofamanasitisinyoutobe,atyourlevelbest。’’
``I’mnogoodatstiflingmyfeelings!’’
``Thenyou’llhavetolearn,’’saidtheHarvester。
``Ifyou’dlivedthroughmyyearsofrepressioninthewoodsyou’ddothefellowcredit。AsIseeit,hissideofthisisnearlyasfineasyoumakeit。Itellyoushewasutterlystricken,alone,andbeautiful。Shesoughthisassistance。Whentheendcamehethoughtonlyofher。
Won’tyougiveayoungfellowinaplacelikeChicagosomecreditforthat?Can’tyougetthroughyouwhatitmeans?’’
DoctorCareystoodfrowningindeepthought,butthelinesofhisfacegraduallychanged。
``IsupposeI’vegottostomachhim,’’hesaid。
Thenursecamedownthegravelpath。
``Mr。Langston,DoctorHarmonaskedmetocallyou,’’shesaid。
TheHarvesteraroseandwenttothesunshineroom。
``Whatdoeshewant,Molly?’’askedthedoctor。
``Wantstoturnoverhisjob,’’chuckledthenurse。``Hehelditaboutsevenminutesinpeace,andthenshebegantofretandcallfortheHarvester。Hejustsweatbloodtopacifyher,buthecouldn’tmakeit。Hetriedtoholdher,tomakelovetoher,andgoodnessknowswhat,butshestruggledandcried,`David,’untilhehadtogiveitupandsendme。’’
``Molly,’’saidDoctorCarey,``we’veknowntheHarvesteralongtime,andheisourfriend,isn’the?’’
``Ofcourse!’’saidthenurse。
``Weknowthisisthefirstwomanheeverloved,probablyeverwill,asheismade。Nowwedon’tlikethisstrangerbuttinginhere;weresentit,Molly。Weareonthesideofourfriend,andwewanthimtowin。
I’llgrantthatthisfellowisfine,andthathehasdonewell,butwhat’stheuseintearinguparrangementsalreadymade?Andsosuitable!NowMolly,youaremybestnurse,andagoodreliableaidintimeslikethis。
Igaveyouinstructionsanhourago。I’lladdthistothem。YOUAREONTHEHARVESTER’SSIDE。Doyouunderstand?
Inthis,andthedaystocome,you’llhaveathousandchancestoputinalickwithasickwoman。
PuttheminasItellyou。’’
``Yes,DoctorCarey。’’
``AndMolly!Youaresomethingbesidesmybestnurse。You’reasmashingprettygirl,andyouroccupationshouldmakeyouespeciallyattractivetoayoungdoctor。I’msurethisfellowisallright,sowhileyouaredoingyourbestwithyourpatientfortheHarvester,whynothaveatryforyourselfwiththedoctor?Itcouldn’tdoanyharm,anditmightstraightenoutmatters。Anyway,youthinkitover。’’
Thenursestudiedhisfacesilentlyforatime,andthenshebegantolaughsoftly。
``Heisuptheredoinghisbestwithher,’’shesaid。
Thedoctorthrewouthishandsinagestureofdisdain,andthenurselaughedagain;buthercheekswerepinkandhereyesflashingasshereturnedtoduty。
``Randomshot,butitmighthitsomething,younevercantell,’’commentedthedoctor。
TheHarvesterenteredtheGirl’sroomandstoodstill。
Shewasfrettingandraisinghertemperaturerapidly。
Beforehereachedthedoorhisheartgaveonegreatleapatthesoundofhervoicecallinghisname。Heknewwhattodo,buthehesitated。
``Sheseemstohavebecomeaccustomedtoyou,andattimesdoesnotrememberme,’’saidDoctorHarmon。``I
thinkyouhadbettertakeheragainuntilshegrowsquiet。’’
TheHarvestersteppedtothebedandlookedthedoctorintheeye。
``IamafraidIleftoutoneimportantfeatureinourlittletalkonthebridge,’’hesaid。``Ineglectedtotellyouthatinyourfightforthiswoman’slifeandloveyouhavearival。Iamhe。Sheismywife,andwiththelastfibreofmybeingIadoreher。Ifyouwin,andshewantsyoutotakeheraway,Iwillhelpyou;butmyheartgoeswithherforever。IfbyanychanceitshouldoccurthatIhavebeenmistakenormisinterpretedherdeliriumorthatshehasbeendeceivedandfindssheprefersmeandMedicineWoods,toyouandChicago,whenshehashadopportunitytomeasureusmanagainstman,youmustunderstandthatIclaimher。SoIsaytoyoufrankly,takeherifyoucan,butdon’timaginethatIampassive。
I’llhelpyouifIknowshewantsyou,butIfightyoueveryinchoftheway。Onlyithasgottobesquareandopen。Doyouunderstand?’’
``Youarecertainlysufficientlyclear。’’
``Nomanwhoishalfamanseesthelastchanceofhappinessgooutofhislifewithoutputtingupthestiffestbattleheknows,’’saidtheHarvestergrimly。``Ruth-
girl,youareraisingthefeveragain。Youmustbequiet。’’
Withinfinitetendernesshepossessedhimselfofherhandsandbeganstrokingherhair,andinalowandsoothingvoicethestoryofthebirds,flowers,lake,andwoodswenton。TokeepitfromgrowingmonotonoustheHarvesterbranchedoutandputineverythingheknew。
Inthedaysthatfollowedheheldapositionnonecouldtakefromhim。Whilethedoctorsfoughtthefever,heworkedforrestandquiet,andsoothedthetorturedbodyasbesthecould,thatthemedicinesmightact。
Butthefeverwasstubborn,andtheremedieswereslow;andlongbeforethedreadedcomingdaythedoctorsandnursewerequietlysayingtoeachotherthatwhenthecrisiscametheheartwouldfail。Therewasnovitalitytosustainlife。ButtheydidnotdaretelltheHarvester。DayandnighthesatbesidethemaplebedorstretchedsleepingafewminutesonthecouchwhiletheGirlslept;andwithfaithneverfalteringandcourageunequalled,hewarnedthemtohavetheirremediesandappliancesready。
``Idon’tsayit’sgoingtobeeasy,’’hesaid。``Ijustmerelystatethatitmustbedone。AndI’llalsomentionthat,whenthehourcomes,themanwhodiscoversthathecoulddosomethingifhehaddigitalis,oraremedyheshouldhavehadreadyandhasforgotten,thatmanhadbetterkeepoutofmysight。Makeyourpreparationsnow。Talkthecaseover。Fillyourhypodermics。Cleanyourairpumps。Getyourhot-waterbottlesready。
Havesystem。Labelyourstufflargeandsetitconveniently。
Youseewhatiscoming,beprepared!’’
Oneday,whiletheGirllayinahalf-drugged,feverishsleep,theHarvesterwentforaswim。Hedressedalittlesoonerthanwasexpectedandincrossingtheliving-roomheheardDoctorHarmonsaytoDoctorCareyontheveranda,``Whatarewegoingtodowithhimwhentheendcomes?’’
TheHarvestersteppedtothedoor。``Thatwon’tbethequestion,’’hesaidgrimly。``ItwillbewhatwillHEdowithus?’’
Then,withanalmostimperceptiblemovement,hecaughtDoctorHarmonatthewaistline,andliftedanddangledhimasababy,andthenstoodhimonthefloor。
``Didn’thardlyexpectthatmuchmuscle,didyou?’’
heinquiredlightly。``AndI’mnotinwhatyoucouldcallcondition,either。Insteadofwastinganytimeonfoolquestionslikethat,youtwogooveryourstuffandaskeachother,havewegoteverylastapplianceknowntophysicsandsurgery?Havewegotduplicatesonhandincasewebreakdelicateinstrumentslikehypodermicsyringesandthatsortofthing?Engageyourselveswithquestionspertainingtolife;thatisyourbusiness。
Insteadofplanningwhatyou’lldoinfailure,bolsteryoursoulsagainstit。GrannyMorelandbeatsyoutwoputtogetheringripandcourage。’’
TheHarvesterreturnedtohistask,andthefightwenton。Atlastthehourcamewhenthetemperaturefelllowerandlower。Thefeeblepulsesflickeredandgrewindiscernible;agraypallorhoveredovertheGirl,andacoldsweatstoodonhertemples。
``Now!’’saidtheHarvester。``Exerciseyourcalling!
Fightlikemenordevils,butwinyoumust。’’
Theydidwork。Theyadministeredstimulants;appliedheattothechilledbody;fansswepttheroomwithvitalizedair;hypodermicswereused;andeverylastresortknowntosciencewasgivenafulltest,andtheweakheartthrobbedslowerandslower,andliferanoutwitheachbreath。TheHarvesterstoodwaitingwithsetjaws。Hecoulddetectnochangeforthebetter。Atlasthepickedupachilledhandandcoulddiscovernopulse,andthegraynailsandthedarktipstoldastoryofarrestedcirculation。Helaiddownthehandandfacedthemen。
``Thisiswhatyou’dcallthecrisis,Doc?’’heaskedgently。
``Yes。’’
``Areyoustemmingit?Areyoustemmingit?Areyousuresheisholdingherown?’’
DoctorCareylookedathimsilently。
``Haveyoudoneallyoucando?’’askedtheHarvester。
``Yes。’’
``Youbelievehergoingout?’’
``Yes’’
TheHarvesterturnedtoDoctorHarmon。``Doyouconcurinthat?’’
``Yes。’’
Thentothenurse,``Andyou?’’
``Yes。’’
``Then,’’saidtheHarvester,``allofyouareuseless。
Getoutofhere。Idon’twantyouratmosphere。Ifyoucanbelieveonlyindeath,leaveus!Sheismywife,andifthisistheendshebelongstome,andIwilldoasI
choosewithher。Allofyougo!’’
TheHarvestersteppedtothebathroomdoorandcalledGrannyMoreland。``Granny,’’hesaid,``sciencehasturnedtail,andleftmeinextremity。Fillyourhot-
waterbottlesandcomeinherewithyourheartbigwithhopeandhelpmesavemyDreamGirl。SheisbreathingGranny;we’vegottomakeherkeepitup,that’sall——justkeepherbreathing。’’
Hereturnedtothesunshineroom,placedasmalltablebesidethebed,andonitaglassofwater,spoon,andahypodermicsyringe。WhenGrannyMorelandcamehesaid:``Nowyoubeginonherfeetandrubwithlong,sweeping,upwardstrokestodrivethebloodtoherheart。’’
AroundtheGirlhepiledhot-waterbottlesandbreathlesslyhungoverher,rubbingherhands。Hewipedtheperspirationfromherforehead,andthendroppedbyherbedandforasecondlaidhisfaceonhercoldpalm。
``IfIamwrong,Heavenforgiveme,’’heprayed。
``Andyou,oh,mydarlingDreamGirl,forgiveme,butIamforcedtotry——Godhelpingme!Amen。’’
Hearose,tookasmallbottlefromhispocket,filledthespoonwithwater,andmeasuredintoitthreedropsofliquidasyellowasgold。Thenheheldthespoontothebluelips,andwithhisfingersworkedapartthesetteeth,andpouredthemedicinedownherthroat。ThentheyrubbedandmutteredsnatchesofprayerforfifteenminuteswhentheHarvesteradministeredanotherthreedrops。Itmighthavebeenfancy,butitseemedtohimherjawswerenotsostiff。FasterflewhishandsandhesentGrannyMorelandtorefillthehotbottles。WhenhegavetheGirlthethirddoseheinjectedsomeoftheliquidoverherheartandoftheglycerinethedoctorshadleft,intheextremities。Hereleasedmoreairandbeganrubbingagain。
Thesecondhourstartedinthesameway,andendedwithslowlyrelaxingmusclesandfainttingesofcolourinthewhitecheeks。Thefeetwerenotsocold,andwhentheHarvesterheldthespoonheknewthattheGirlmadeanefforttoswallow,andhecouldseehereyelidstremble。ThereuponhepointedthesesignstoGranny,andimploredhertorubandpray,andprayandrub,whileheworkeduntiltheperspirationrolleddownhisgrayface。Attheendofthesecondhourhebegandecreasingthedosesandshorteningthetime,andagainhecommencedinalowrumblehissongoflifeandhealth,toencouragetheGirlasconsciousnessreturned。
OccasionallyDoctorCareyopenedthedoorslightlyandpeepedintoseeifhewerewanted,buthereceivednoinvitationtoenter。ThelasttimeheleftwiththeimpressionthattheHarvesterwasraving,whileheworkedoveralifelessbody。HehadtheGirlwarmlycoveredandbentoverherfaceandhands。AtherfeetcrouchedGrannyMoreland,rubbing,stillrubbing,beneaththecovers,whileinasteadystreamtheHarvesterwaspouringouthissong。Ifhehadlistenedaninstantlongerhewouldhaverecognizedthatthetoneandthewordshadchanged。Nowitwas,``Gently,breathegently,Girl!Slowly,steadily,easily!Deeper,alittledeeper,Ruth!BraveGirl,neveranothersowonderful!That’smyDreamGirlcomingfromtheshadows,comingtolife’ssunshine,comingtohope,comingtolove!Deeper,justalittledeeper!Smoothlyandevenly!Youaremakingit,Girl!Youaremakingit!
Byallthatisholyandglorious!Sticktoit,Ruth,holdtighttome!I’llhelpyou,dear!Youarecoming,comingbacktolifeandlove。Don’tworryyourselftryingtoohard,ifonlyyoucansendeverybreathasdeeplyasthelastone,youcanmakeit。Youbravegirl!
YouwonderfulDreamGirl!Ah,Ruth,thenameofthisisvictory!’’
AnhourbeforeDoctorCareyhadsaidtoDoctorHarmonandthenurse,ashesoftlyclosedthedoor:``ItisoverandtheHarvesterisraving。We’llgivehimalittlemoretimeandseeifhewon’trealizeithimself。
Thatwillbeeasierforhimthanforustotrytotellhim。’’
Nowheopenedthedoor,staredasecond,andcomingtotheoppositesideofthebed,heleanedovertheGirl。
Thenhefeltherfeet。Theywerewarmandslightlydamp。Asurprisedlookcreptoverhisface。HegentlyreachedforahandthattheHarvesteryieldedtohim。
Itwaswarm,thebluetipsbecomingrosy,thewristpulsediscernible。Thenhebentcloser,touchedherface,andsawthetremulouseyelids。Heturnedbackthecover,andheldhisearoverherheart。Whenhestraightened,``AsGodlives,she’sgotachance,David!’’heexultedinanawedwhisper。
TheHarvesterliftedagravenface,downwhichthesweatofagonyrolled,andhislipspartedinatwitchingsmile。``Thenthisiswherelovebeatsthedoctors,Carey!’’hesaid。
``Itiswherelovehasventuredwhatsciencedaresnot。
Lovedidn’tdoallofthis。InthenameoftheAlmighty,whatdidyougiveher,David?’’
``Life!’’criedtheHarvester。``Life!Comeon,Ruth,comeon!Outofthevalleycometome!Youarewellnow,Girl!It’sallover!Thelasttraceoffeverisgone,thelastofthedullache。Canyouswallowjusttwomoredropsofbottledsunshine,Ruth?’’
Theflickeringlidsslowlyopened,andthebigblackeyeslookedstraightintotheHarvester’s。Hemetthemsteadily,smilingencouragement。
``Hangontoeachbreath,dearheart!’’heurged。
``Thefeverisgone。Thepainisover!Longlifeandtheloveyoucraveareforyou。You’veonlytokeepbreathingafewmorehoursandthebattleisyours。
GloriousGirl!Noble!Youaredoingfinely!Ruth,doyouknowme?’’
Herlipsmoved。
``Don’ttrytospeak,’’saidtheHarvester。``Don’twastebreathonaword。Savethegoodoxygentostrengthenyourtiredbody。Butifyoudoknowme,maybeyoucouldsmile,Ruth!’’
Shecouldjustsmile,andthatwasall。Feeble,flickering,transient,butasitcrossedthelivingfacetheHarvesterliftedherhandsandkissedthemoverandover,back,palm,andfingertips。
``Nowjustonemoredrop,honey,andthenalongrest。
Willyoutryitagainforme?’’
Sheassented,andtheHarvestertookthebottlefromhispocket,pouredthedrop,andheldthespoontowillinglips。Thebigeyeswereonhimwithaquestion。
Thentheyfelltothespoon。TheHarvesterunderstood。
``Yes,it’smine!It’sgotsixtyyearsofwonderfullifeinit,everyoneofthemfullofloveandhappinessformydearDreamGirl。Canyoutakeit,Ruth?’’
Herlipsparted,thewineoflifepassedbetween。Shesmiledfaintly,andhereyelidsdroppedshut,butpresentlytheyopenedagain。
``David!’’
``MyDreamGirl!’’
``Harvester?’’
``Yes!’’
``MedicineMan?’’
``Don’t,Ruth!Saveeverybreathtohelpyourheart。’’
``Life?’’
``Lifeitis,Girl!’’exultedtheHarvester。``Longlife!Love!Home!Themanyoulove!Everyhappinessthatevercametoagirl!Nothingshallbedeniedyou!Nothingshallbelacking!It’sallinyourhandsnow,Ruth。We’vealldoneeverythingwecan;youmustdotheremainder。It’syourworktosendeverybreathasdeeplyasyoucan。Doc,releaseanothertankofair。
Areherfeetwarm,Granny?Letthenursetakeyourplacenow。And,honey,gotosleep!I’llkeepwatchforyou。I’llmeasureeachbreathyoudraw。Iftheyshortenorweaken,I’llwakeyouformoremedicine。Youcantrustme!Alwaysyoucantrustme,Ruth。’’
TheGirlsmiledandfellintoalight,evenslumber。
GrannyMorelandstumbledtothecouchandrolledonitsobbingwithnervousexhaustion。DoctorCareycalledthenursetotakeherplace。ThenhecametotheHarvester’ssideandwhispered,``Letme,David!’’
TheHarvesterlookedupwithhisqueergrin,buthemadenomotiontoarise。
``Won’tyoutrustme,David?I’llwatchasifitweremyownwife。’’
``Iwouldn’ttrustanymanonearth,forthecomingthreehours,’’repliedtheHarvester。``IfIkeepthisupthatlong,sheissafe。GoandrestuntilIcallyou。’’
HeagainbentovertheGirl,onehandonherleftwrist,theotheroverherheart,hiseyesonherlips,watchingthedepthandstrengthofhereverybreath。
Regularlyheadministeredthemedicinehewasgivingher。Sometimesshetookithalfasleep;againshegavehimasmilethattotheHarvesterwasthesupremethingofearthorHeaven。Towardtheendofthelongvigil,inexhaustionheslippedtothefloor,andlaidhisheadonthesideofthebed,andforasecondhishandrelaxedandhefellasleep。TheGirlawakenedashistouchloosenedandlookingdownshesawhishuddledbody。AsecondlatertheHarvesterawokewithaguiltystarttofindherfingerstwistedintheshockofhaironthetopofhishead。
``PoorstrandedGirl,’’hemuttered。``She’sclingingtomeforlife,andyoucanstakeallyouareworthshe’sgoingtogetit!’’
Thenhegentlyrelaxedhergrip,gaveherthelastdosehefeltnecessary,yieldedhisplacetoDoctorCareyandstaggeredupthehill。AsthesunpeepedoverMedicineWoodshestretchedhimselfbetweenthetwomoundsundertheoak,andforafewminuteshisbodywasrentwiththeawful,tornsobbingofastrongman。Belshazzarnosedthetwistingfigureandwhinedpitifully。A
chatteringlittlemarshwrentiltedonabushandscolded。
Abluejayperchedaboveandtriedtodecidewhethertherewascauseforanalarmsignal。Asnakecomingfromthewatertohuntbirdsranclosetohim,andchangingitscourse,wentweavingawayamongthemosses。
Graduallythepentforcesspentthemselves,andforhourstheHarvesterlayinthedeepsleepofexhaustion,andstretchedbesidehim,Belshazzarguardedwithanxiousdogeyes。
CHAPTERXVIII
THEBETTERMAN
InthemiddleoftheafternoontheHarvesteraroseandwentintothelake,ateaheartydinner,andthentookuphiswatchagain。Fortwodaysandnightshekepthisplace,untilhehadtheGirloutofdanger,andwherecarefulnursingwasallthatwasrequiredtoinsurelifeandhealth。Ashesatbesideherthelastday,hisphysicalendurancestrainedtothebreakingpoint,shelaidherhandoverhis,andlookedlongandsteadilyintohiseyes。
``TherearesomanythingsIwanttoknow,’’shesaid。
TheHarvester’sfirmfingersclosedoverhers。``Ruth,haveyoueverbeensorrythatyoutrustedme?’’
``Never!’’saidtheGirlinstantly。
``Thensupposeyoukeepitup,’’saidhe。``Whateveritisthatyouwanttoknow,don’tuseaniotaofstrengthtotalkortothinkaboutitnow。Justsaytoyourself,helovesmewellenoughtodowhatisright,andIknowthathewill。Allyouhavetodoistobepatientuntilyougrowstrongerthanyoueverhavebeeninyourlife,andthenyoushallhaveexactlywhatyouwant,Ruth。Sleeplikeababyforaweekortwo。Then,slowlyandgradually,wewillbuildupsuchaconstitutionforyouthatyoushallride,drive,row,swim,dance,play,andhaveallthatyourgirlhoodhasmissedinfunandfrolic,andallthatyourwomanhoodcravesinloveandcompanionship。Happinesshascomeatlast,Ruth。
Takeitfromme。Everythingyoucraveisyours。Theloveyouwant,thehome,andthelife。Assoonasyouarestrongenough,youshallknowallaboutit。Yourbusinessistodrinkstimulantsandsleepnow,dear。’’
``Sotiredofthisbed!’’
``Itwon’tbelonguntilyoucanlieonthecouchandtheverandaswingagain。’’
``Glory!’’saidtheGirl。``David,Imusthavebeenfulloffeverforalongtime。Ican’tremembereverything。’’
``Don’ttry,Itellyou。Lifeiscomingoutrightforyou;that’sallyouneedknownow。’’
``Andforyou,David?’’
``Wheneverthingsarerightforyou,theyareforme,Ruth。’’
``Don’tyoueverthinkofyourself?’’
``NotwhenIamcloseyou。’’
``Ah!ThenIshallhavetogrowstrongverysoonandthinkofyou。’’
TheHarvester’ssmilewaspathetic。Hewasunspeakablytiredagain。
``Nevermindme!’’hesaid。``Onlygetwell。’’
``David,wastherealittlehorse?’’
``Therecertainlywasandis,’’saidtheHarvester。
``Youhadnotnamedhimyet,butinafewdaysIcanleadhimtothewindow。’’
``Wastheresomethingsaidaboutaboat?’’
``Twoofthem。’’
``Two?’’
``Yes。Arowboatforyou,andalaunchthatwilltakeyoualloverthelakewithonlytheexertionofsteeringonyourpart。’’
``David,Iwantmypendantandring。Iamsotiredoflyinghere,Iwanttoplaywiththem。’’
``Wheredoyoukeepthem,Ruth?’’
``Inthewillowteapot。Ithoughtnoonewouldlookthere。’’
TheHarvesterlaughedandbroughtthelittleboxes。
Hehadtoopenthem,buttheGirlputontheringandaskedhimifhewouldnothelpherwiththependant。Heslippedthethreadaroundherneckandclaspedit。Withasighofsatisfactionshetooktheornamentinonehandandclosedhereyes。Hethoughtshewasfallingasleep,butpresentlyshelookedathim。
``Youwon’tallowthemtotakeitfromme?’’
``Indeedno!Thereisnoreasononearthwhyyoushouldnothavethatthreadaroundyourneckifyouwantit。’’
``Iamgoingtosleepnow。Iwanttwothings。MayIhavethem?’’
``Youmay,’’saidtheHarvesterpromptly,``providedtheyarenottoeat。’’
``No,’’saidtheGirl。``I’vesufferedandmadeotherstrouble。Iwon’tbotheryoubyaskingforanythingmorethanisbroughtme。Thisisdifferent。Youarecompletelywornout。Yourfacefrightensme,David,andwhitehairsthatwerenotthereafewdaysagohavecomealongyourtemples。Icanseethem。’’
``Yougavemeamightyseriousscare,Ruth。’’
``Iknow,’’saidtheGirl。``Forgiveme。Ididn’tmeanto。IwantyoutoleavemetoDoctorHarmonandthenurseandgosleepaweek。ThenIwillbereadyfortheswing,andtohearsomemoreaboutthetreesandbirds。’’
``Icankeepitupifyoureallyneedme,butifyoudon’tIamsleepy。So,ifyoufeelsafe,IthinkIwillgo。’’
``OhIamsafeenough,’’saidtheGirl。``Itisn’tthat。
I’msolonely。I’vemadeupmymindnottogrieveformother,butImisshersonow。Ifeelsofriendless。’’
``But,honey,’’saidtheHarvester,``youmustn’tdothat!Don’tyouseehowallofusloveyou?HereisGrannyshuttingupherhouseandlivinghere,justtobewithyou。Thenursewilldoanythingyousay。Hereisthemanyouknowbest,andthinksomuchof,stayinginthecabin,andsohappytogiveyouallhistime,andanythingelseyouwillhave,dear。AndtheCareyscomeeveryday,andwilldotheirbesttocomfortyou,andalwaysIamhereforyoutofallbackon。’’
``Yes,I’mfallingrightnow,’’saidtheGirl。``I
almostwishIhadthefeveragain。Noonehastouchedmefordays。Ifeelasifeveryonewasafraidofme。’’
TheHarvesterwaspuzzled。
``Well,Ruth,I’mdoingthebestIknow,’’hesaid。
``Whatisityouwant?’’
``Nothing!’’answeredtheGirlwithslightlydejectedinflection。``Saygood-byetome,andgosleepyourweek。
I’llbeverygood,andthenyoushalltakemeadriveupthehillwhenyouawaken。Won’tthatbefine?’’
``Saygood-byetome!’’Shefelta``littlelonely!’’
Theyallactedasiftheywere``afraid’’ofher。TheHarvesterindulgedinaflashingmentalreviewandarrivedatadecision。Hekneltbesidethebed,tookbothslender,coolhandsandcoveredthemwithkisses。Thenheslidahandunderthepillowandraisedthetiredhead。
``IfIamtosaygood-bye,Ihavetodoitinmyownway,Ruth,’’hesaid。
Thereuponhebeganatthetumbledmassofhairandkissedfromherforeheadtoherlips,kisseswarmandtender。
``Nowyougotosleep,andgrowstrongenoughbythetimeIcomebacktotellmewhomyoulove,’’hesaid,andwentfromtheroomwithoutwaitingforanyreply。
WithshortintervalsforfoodanddipsinthelaketheHarvesterverynearlyslepttheweek。Whenhefinallyfelthimselfagain,hebathed,shaved,dressedfreshly,andwenttoseetheGirl。Hehadtotouchhertobesureshewasreal。Shewasextremelyweakandtremulous,butherfaceandhandswerefuller,hercolourwasgood,shewasravenouslyhungry。DoctorHarmonsaidshewasalittletryant,andthenursethatshewasplaincross。ThefirstthingtheHarvesternoticedwasthatthedullbluelookinthedepthofthedarkeyeswasgone。Theywereclear,duskywells,withshininglightsatthebottom。
``WellIneverwouldhavebelievedit!’’hecried。
``DoctorHarmon,youareagreatphysician!Youhavemadeherallovernew,andinafewmoredaysshewillbeontheveranda。Thisisgreat!’’
``DoIappearsomuchbettertoyou,Harvester?’’
askedtheGirl。
``Hasnoonethoughttoshowyou,’’criedtheHarvester。``Here,letme!’
Hesteppedtoherdressingtable,pickedupamirror,andhelditbeforehersothatshecouldseeherself。
``SeemstomeIamdreadfullywhiteandthinyet!’’
``IfyouhadseenwhatIsawtendaysago,myGirl,youwouldthinkyouappearlikeapink,rosyangelnow,orawonderfuldream。’’
``Truly,doIintheleastresembleadream,David?’’
``Youareadream。Theloveliestoneamaneverhad。
Withthreemonthsofrightcareandexerciseyou’llbethebeautifulwomannatureintended。I’msoproudofyou。Youarebeingsobrave!Justliethereinpatienceafewmoredays,andoutyoucomeagaintolife;
andlifethatwillthrillyourbeingwithjoy。’’
``Allright,’’saidtheGirl,``Iwill。Davidareyouattendingtoyourherbs?’’
``Notforafewweeks。’’
``Youareverymuchbehind?’’
``No。Nothingimportant。Idon’tmakeenoughtocountonwhatisreadynow。Icansoongatherjimsonleavesandseedtofillorders,thehemlockisaboutrighttotakethefruit,themustardisyetinpod,andthesaffronandwormseedcanbeattendedlater。
Icancatchupintwodays。’’
``Whatabout——aboutthebigbedonthehill?’’
TheHarvesterexperiencedaninwardthrillofdelight。
Shewassoimpressedwiththevalueoftheginsengshewouldnotmentionit,evenbeforethemansheloved——
nomorethanthat——``adored’’——``worshipped!’’
Hesmiledatherinunderstanding。
``I’llhavetotakeapeepatthatandreport,’’hesaid。
``Areyourestednow?’’
``Indeedyes!’’
``Youaredreadfullythin。’’
``Ialwaysam。I’llpickupalittlewhenIgetbacktowork。’’
``David,Iwantyoutogotoworknow。’’
``Canyouspareme?’’
``Haven’twedonewelltheselastfewdays?’’
``Ican’ttellyouhowwell。’’
``Thenpleasegogathereverythingyouneedtofillordersexceptthebigbed,andbythattimemaybeyoucouldtakeanotherweekoff,andIcouldgotothehilltopandonthelake。I’msoanxioustoputmyfeetontheearth。Theyfeelsodead。’’
``Areyourfeetwellrubbedtodrawdownthecirculation?’’
``Theyarerubbedshinyandalmostskinned,David。
Nooneeverhadbettercare,ofthatIamsure。Gogatherwhatyoushouldhave。’’
``Allright,’’saidtheHarvester。
HearoseandashestartedtoleavetheroomhetookonelastlookattheGirltoseeifhecoulddetectanythinghecouldsuggestforhercomfort,andreadamessageinhereyes。Instantlytherewasanansweringflashinhis。
``I’llbebackinaminute,’’hesaid。``Ijustnoticeddiscoreavillosahasthefinestrattleboxesformed。I’vebeenwaitingtoshowyou。Andthehoptreehasitscastanetsallgreenandgold。Inafewmoreweeksitwillbegintoplayforyou。I’llbringyousome。’’
Soonhereturnedwiththequeerseedformations,andashebentaboveher,withhisbacktoDoctorHarmon,hewhispered,``Whatisit?’’
Herlipsbarelyformedtheoneword,``Hurry!’’
TheHarvesterstraightened。
``Allcomfortable,Ruth?’’heaskedcasually。
``Yes。’’
``Youunderstand,ofcourse,thatthereisnottheslightestnecessityformygoingtoworkifyoureallywantmeforanything,evenifit’snothingmorethantohavemewithincallingdistance,incaseyouSHOULD
wantsomething。ThewholelotIcangathernowwon’tamounttotwentydollars。It’smerelyamatterofpridewithmetohavewhatiscalledfor。I’dmuchratherremain,ifyoucanusemeinanywayatall。’’
``Twentydollarsisconsiderable,whenexpensesareasheavyasnow。Andit’sworthmorethananymoneytoyounottofailwhenorderscome。Ihavelearnedthat,andDavid,Idon’twantyoutoeither。Youmustfillalldemandsasusual。Iwouldn’tforgivemyselfthiswinterifyoushouldbeforcedtosendordersonlypartlyfilledbecauseIfellillandhinderedyou。Pleasegoandgatherallyoupossiblywillneedofeverythingyoutakeatthisseason,onlyremember!’’
``Thereisnodangerofmyforgetting。Ifyouaregoingtosendmeawaytowork,youwillallowmetokissyourhandbeforeIgo,fairlady?’’
Hediditfervently。
``Onewordwithyou,Harmon,’’hesaidashelefttheroom。
DoctorHarmonaroseandfollowedhimtothegoldgarden,andtogethertheystoodbesidethemoltenhedgeofsunflowers,coneflowers,elecampane,andjewelflower。
``Imerelywanttomentionthatthisisyourinning,’’
saidtheHarvester。``FindoutifyouareessentialtotheGirl’shappinessassoonasyoucan,andthedayshetellsmeso,Iwillfileherpetitionandtakeatriptothecitytostudysomelittlechemicalquirksthatbotherme。
That’sall。’’
TheHarvesterwenttothedry-houseforbagsandclippingshears,andthedoctorreturnedtothesunshineroom。
``Ruth,’’hesaid,``doyouknowthattheHarvesteristhesquarestmanIevermet?’’
``Ishe?’’askedtheGirl。
``Heis!Hecertainlyis!’’
``YoumustrememberthatIhavelittleacquaintancewithmen,’’saidshe。``YouarethefirstoneIeverknew,andtheonlyoneexcepthim。’’
``WellItrytobesquare,’’saidDoctorHarmon,``butthatiswhereLangstonhasmebeatenamile。I
havetotry。Hedoesn’t。Hewasbornthatway。’’
TheGirlbegantolaugh。
``Hisenvironmentissodifferent,’’shesaid。``Perhapsifhewereinabigcity,hewouldhavetotryalso。’’
``Won’tdo!’’saidthedoctor。``Hechosehislocation。
SodidI。HeisastrongerphysicalmanthanIeverwasoreverwillbe。Thestrugglethatboundhimtothewoodsandtoresearch,thatmadehimthemasterofforcesthatgivebacklife,whenamanlikeCareysaysitistheend,proveshimamaster。Thetumultinhissoulmusthavebeenlikeacycloneinhisforest,whenheturnedhisbackontheworldandstucktothewoods。
Careytoldmeaboutit。Somedayyoumusthear。It’sastoryawomanoughttoknowinordertoarriveatpropervalues。YouneverwillunderstandthemanuntilyouknowthatheiscleanwheremostofusareblackenedwithuglysinswehavenorightonGod’sfootstooltocommitandnotsomuchreasonashe。Everymanshouldbeasheis,butveryfeware。CareysaysLangston’smotherwasawonderfulelementintheformationofhischaracter;butallmothersareanxious,andnoneofthemcanbuildwithnofoundationandnosoultimber。
Shehadmaterialforamantoherhand,orshecouldn’thavemadeone。’’
``Iseewhatyoumean。’’
``Sofarasanyinexperiencedgirleversees,’’saidthedoctor。``Somedayifyoulivetofiftyyouwillknow,butyoucan’tcomprehenditnow。’’
``IfyouthinkIlivedallmylifeinChicago’spovertyspotsanddon’tknowunbridledhumannature!’’
``Ifoundyouandyourmotherunusuallyinnocentwomen。Youmayunderstandsomethings。Ihopeyoudo。Itwillhelpyoutodecidewhoistherealmanamongthemenwhocomeintoyourlife。Therearesomemen,Ruth,whoarefittomatewithawoman,andtoperpetuatethemselvesandtheirmentalandmoralforcesinchildren,whowillbelikethem,andthereareotherswhoarenot。Itisthese`others’whoareresponsibleforthesinoftheworld,thesicknessandsuffering。Anytimeyouaresureyouhaveachanceatamoralman,squareandhonest,incontrolofhisbrainandbody,ifyouareawisewoman,Ruth,sticktohimasthelimpettotherock。’’
``YoumeansticktotheHarvester?’’
``Ifyouareawisewoman!’’
``Whenwasawomaneverwise?’’
``Afewhavebeen。Theyaretheonlycare-free,reallyhappyonesoftheworld,theonlywiveswithoutabig,poison,blue-bottleflyintheirointment。’’
``Idetestflies!’’saidtheGirl。
``SodoI,’’saidthedoctor。``ForthisreasonIsaytoyouchoosetheointmentthatneverhadoneinit。
Takethemanwhois`masterofhisfate,captainofhissoul。’SticktotheHarvester!Heisinfinitelythebetterman!’’
``WellhaveyouseenanythingtoindicatethatI
wasn’tsticking?’’askedtheGirl。
``No。AndforyoursakeIhopeIneverwill。’’
Shelaughedsoftly。
``Youdolovehim,Ruth?’’
``AsIdidmymother,yes。Thereisnotatraceinmyheartofthethinghecallslove。’’
``Youhavebeenstunted,warped,andthefountainsoflifeneverhaveopened。Itwillcomewithrightconditionsofliving。’’
``Doyouthinkso?’’
``Iknowso。Atleastthereisnooneelseyoulove,Ruth?’’
``Nooneexceptyou。’’
``Anddoyoufeelaboutmejustasyoudohim?’’
``No!Itisdifferent。WhatIowehimisformyself。
WhatIoweyouisformymother。Yousaw!Youknow!Youunderstandwhatyoudidforher,andwhatitmeanttome。TheHarvestermustbethefinestmanonearth,butwhenItrytothinkofeitherGodorHeaven,yourfaceintervenes。’’
``That’sallright,Ruth,I’msogladyoutoldme,’’
saidDoctorHarmon。``Icanmakeitallperfectlycleartoyou。Youjustgoonandworshipmeallyouplease。
It’sboundtomakeacleaner,bettermanofme。
WhatyoufeelformewillholdmetoahighermorallevelallmylifethanIeverhaveknownbefore;butneverforgetthatyouarenotgoingtoliveinHeaven。Youwillbehereatleastsixtyyearsyet,sowhenyoucometothinkofselectingapartnerfortherelationsoftheworld,yousticktothefinestmanonearth;see?’’
``Ido!’’saidtheGirl。``IsawyoukissMollyaweekago。Sheislovely,andIhopeyouwillbeperfectlyhappy。Itwon’tinterferewithmyworshippingyou;nottheleastintheworld。Goaheadandbejoyful!’’
Thedoctorsprangtohisfeetincrimsonconfusion。
TheGirllayandlaughedathim。
``Don’t!’’shecried。``It’sallright!Ittakesaweightoffmysoulasheavyasamountain。Idoadoreyou,asIsaid。ButeveryhoursinceIleftChicagoabig,blackcloudhashungoverme。Ididn’tfeelfree。Ididn’tfeelabsolved。IfeltthatmyobligationstoyouweresoheavythatwhenIhadsettledthelastofthemoneydebtIwasinhonourbound——’’
``Don’t,Ruth!Forgetthosedreadfultimes,asItoldyouthen!Thinkonlyofahappyfuture!’’
``Letmefinish,’’saidtheGirl。``Letmegetthisoutofmysystemwiththeotherpoison。FromthedayI
camehere,I’vewhisperedinmyheart,`Iamnotfree!’
Butifyouloveanotherwoman!Ifyouaregoingtotakehertoyourheartandtoyourlips,whythatismyrelease。OhMan,speakthewords!TellmeIamfreeindeed!’’
``Ruth,bequiet,formercysake!You’llraiseatemperature,andtheHarvesterwillpitchmeintothelake。
Youarefree,child,ofcourse!Youalwayshavebeen。
IunderstoodtheawfulpressurethatwasonyouwiththeveryfirstglimpseIhadofyourmother。Whowasshe,Ruth?’’
``Sheneverwouldtellme。’’
``Shethoughtyouwouldappealtoherpeople?’’
``SheknewIwould!Icouldn’thavehelpedit。’’
``Wouldyouliketoknow?’’
``Ineverwantto。Itistoolate。Iinfinitelyprefertoremaininignorance。Talkofsomethingelse。’’
``LetmereadawonderfulbookIfoundontheHarvester’sshelves。’’
``Anythingtherewillcontainwonders,becauseheonlybuyswhatappealstohim,andittakesagreatbooktodothat。Iamgoingtolearn。Hewillteachme,andwhenIcomewithincomprehendingdistanceofhim,thenwearegoingontogether。’’
``Whatanattractiveplacethisis!’’
``Isn’tit?Ionlyhaveseenenoughtounderstandtheplan。Iscarcelycanwaittosetmyfeetonearthandgointodetail。GrannyMorelandsaysthatwhenspringcomesoverthehill,andbringsuptheflowersinthebigwoods,she’dratherwalkthroughthemthantoreadRevelation。ShesaysitgivesheranideaofHeavenshecancomecloserrealizinganditseemsmorestable。
Youknowsheworriesaboutthefoundations。Shecan’tunderstandwhatsupportsHeaven。ButupthereinMedicineWoodstheolddeargetssocloseherGodthatsomedaysheisgoingtorealizethatherideaofHeaventhereisquiteasnearrightasmarblestreetsandgoldpillarsandvastlymoreprobable。ThedayIreachthathilltopagain,Heavenbeginsforme。
DoyouknowthewonderfulthingtheHarvesterdidupthere?’’
``Undertheoak?’’
``Yes。’’
``Careytoldme。Itwasmarvellous。’’
``Notsuchamarvelasanotherthedoctorcouldn’thaveknown。TheHarvestermadepassingoutsonatural,soeasy,soapartofelementalforces,thatIalmosthaveforgottenhertorturedbody。WhenIthinkofhernow,itistowonderifnextsummerIcandistinguishherwhisperamongtheleaves。Beforeyougo,I’lltakeyouupthereandtellyouwhathesays,andshowyouwhathemeans,andyouwillfeelitalso。’’
``WhatifIshouldn’tgo?’’
``Whatdoyoumean?’’
``DoctorCareyhasofferedmeasplendidpositioninhishospital。Therewouldbeworkallday,insteadofwaitingalldayinthehopeofworkinganhour。Therewouldbealivinginitfortwofromthewordgo。Therewouldbebetterair,longerlife,moretobegotoutofit,andifIcanmakegood,Carey’sworktotakeupashegrowsold。’’
``Takeit!Takeitquickly!’’criedtheGirl。``Don’twaitaminute!YoumightwearoutyourheartinChicagofortwentyyearsorforever,andnothaveanopportunitytodoonehalfsomuchgood。Takeitatonce!’’
``IwaswaitingtolearnwhatyouandLangstonwouldsay。’’
``Hewillsaytakeit。’’
``ThenIwillbetoohappyforwords。Ruth,youhavenotonlypaidthedebt,butyouhavebroughtmethegreatestjoyamaneverhad。AndthereisnoneedtowaittheagesIthoughtImust。HecantellinayearifIcandothework,andIknowIcannow;soit’sallsettled,ifLangstonagrees。’’
``Hewill,’’saidtheGirl。``Letmetellhim!’’
``Iwishyouwould,’’saidthedoctor。``Idon’tknowjusthowtogoatit。’’
ThenfortwodaystheHarvesterandBelshazzargatheredherbsandspreadthemonthedryingtrays。
Ontheafternoonofthethird,closethree,thedoctorcametothedoor。
``Langston,’’hesaid,``wehaveacallforyou。Wecan’tkeepRuthquietmuchlonger。Sheistired。Wewanttochangeherbedcompletely。Shewon’talloweitherofustolifther。Shesayswehurther。Willyoucomeandtryit?’’
``You’llhavetogivemetimetodipandruboffandgetintocleanclothing,’’hesaid。``I’vebeenkeepingaway,becauseIwasworkingontime,andIsmelltostrangulationofstramoniumandsaffron。’’
``Can’tgiveyoutenseconds,’’saidthedoctor。``Ourtemperisgettingbrittle。Wearecrossastheproverbialfeverpatient。Ifyoudon’tcomeatoncewewillimagineyoudon’twantto,andrefusetobemovedatall。’’
``Coming!’’criedtheHarvester,asheplungedhishandsinthewashbowlandsousedhisface。Asecondlaterheappearedontheporch。
``Ruth,’’hesaid,``Iamsteepedintheodoursofthedry-house。Can’tyouwaituntilIbatheanddress?’’
``No,Ican’t,’’saidafretfulvoice。``Ican’tendurethisbedanotherminute。’’
``ThenletDoctorHarmonliftyou。Heissofreshandclean。’’
TheHarvesterglancedenviouslyattheshavenfaceandwhitetrousersandshirtofthedoctor。
``Ijusthatefresh,cleanmen。Iwanttosmellherbs。
Iwanttoputmyfeetinthedirtandmyhandsinthewater。’’
TheHarvestercameatarush。Hebroughtabigeasychairfromtheliving-room,straightenedthecover,andbentabovetheGirl。Hepickedheruplightly,gently,andeasinghertohisbodysettledinthechair。Shelaidherfaceonhisshoulder,andheavedadeepsighofcontent。
``Becarefulwithmyback,Man,’’shesaid。``Ithinkmyspineisalmostwornthrough。’’
``Poorgirl,’’saidtheHarvester。``Thatbedshouldbesofter。’’
``Itshouldnot!’’contradictedtheGirl。``Itshouldbemuchharder。I’mtiredofsoftbeds。Iwanttolieontheearth,withmyheadonaroot;andIwishitwouldraindirtonme。Iambathedthreadbare。Iwanttobeallstreaky。’’
``Iunderstand,’’saidtheHarvester。``Harmon,bringmeapadandpencilaminute,ImustwriteanorderforsomethingsIwant。Willyoucalluptownandhavethemsentoutimmediately?’’
Onthepadhewrote:``TelephoneCareytogetthehighestgradecurled-hairmattress,anewpad,andpillow,andbringthemflyinginthecar。CallGrannyandthegirlandemptytheroom。Clean,air,andfumigateitthoroughly。Arrangethefurnituredifferently,andhelpmeintotheliving-roomwithRuth。’’Hehandedthepadtothedoctor。
``Pleaseattendtothat,’’hesaid,andtotheGirl:
``Nowwegoonajourney。Doc,youandMollytakethecornersoftherugweareonandslideusintotheotherroomuntilyougetthisairedandfreshened。’’
Intheliving-roomtheGirltookonelonglookatthesurroundingsandsuddenlyrelaxed。ShecuddledagainsttheHarvesterandliftingatremulouswhitehand,drewitacrosshisunshavencheek。
``Feelssogood,’’shesaid。``I’msickandtiredofimmaculatemen。’’
TheHarvesterlaughed,tuckedherfeetinthecoverandheldhertenderly。TheGirllaywithhercheekagainsttheroughkhaki,palpitantwiththeexcitementofbeingmoved。
``Isn’titgreat?’’shepanted。
Hecaughtthehandthathadtouchedhischeekinatendergrip,andlaughedadeeprumbleofexultationthatcamefromthedepthsofhisheart。
``There’snonameforit,honey,’’hesaid。``Butdon’ttrytotalkuntilyouhavealongrest。Changingpositionsafteryouhavelainsolongmaybemakingunusualworkforyourheart。AmIhurtingyourback?’’
``No,’’saidtheGirl。``ThisisthefirsttimeIhavebeencomfortableinages。AmItiringyou?’’
``Yes,’’laughedtheHarvester。``Youarealmostasheavyasalargesackofleaves,butnotquiteequaltoabridgepillaroralog。Besuretothinkofthat,andworryconsiderably。Youareindangerofstrainingmymusclestothelastdegree,myheartincluded。’’
``Whereisyourheart?’’whisperedtheGirl。
``Rightunderyourcheek,’’answeredtheHarvester。
``ButforHeaven’ssake,don’tintimatethatyouaretakinganyinterestinit,oritwillgotopoundinguntilyourheadwillbounce。It’sonememberofmybodythatIcan’tcontrolwhereyouareconcerned。’’
``Ithoughtyoudidn’tlikemeanymore。’’
``Careful!’’warnedtheHarvester。``YouareyettoocloseHeaventofiblikethat,Ruth。WhathaveI
donetoindicatethatIdon’tloveyoumorethanever?’’
``Stayedawaynearlyeveryminuteforthreeawfuldays,andwouldn’tcomewithoutbeingdragged;andnowyou’rewishingtheywouldhurryandfixthatbed,soyoucanputmedownandgobacktoyourrankoldherbsagain。’’
``Wellofalltheblackprevarications!Iwentwhenyousentme,andcamewhenyoucalled。I’dwillinglygiveupmyhopeofwhatGrannycalls`salvation’toholdyouasIamforanhour,andyouknowit。’’
``It’sgoingtobemuchlongerthanthat,’’saidtheGirlnestlingtohim。``Iaskedforyoubecauseyouneverhurtme,andtheyalwaysdo。Iknewyouweresostrongthatmyweightnowwouldn’tbealoadforoneofyourhands,andIamnotgoingbacktothatbeduntilIamsotiredthatIwillbegladtoliedown。’’
ForalongtimeshewassosilenttheHarvesterthoughthergoingtosleep;andhavinglearnedthatforhimjoywasprobablytransient,hedeliberatelygotallhecould。
Hecloselyheldthehandshehadnotwithdrawn,andoftenliftedittohislips。Sometimeshestrokedtheheavybraid,gentlyranhishandsacrossthetiredshoulders,oreasedherintoadifferentposition。Therewasnotadoubtinhismindofonething。Hewashavingaroyal,goodtime,andhewasthankfulfortheworkhehadsethisassistantsthatkeptthemoutoftheroom。
Theyseemedinnohurry,andfromscuffling,laughing,andasteadystreamoftalk,theywereentertainedatleast。AtlasttheGirlroused。
``ThereissomethingIwanttoaskyou,’’shesaid。
``IpromisedDoctorHarmonIwould。’’
InstantlytheheartoftheHarvestergavealeapthatjarredtheheadrestingonit。
``Youdon’tlikehim?’’questionedtheGirl。
``Ido!’’declaredtheHarvester。``Ilikehimimmensely。
Thereisnotafine,manlygood-lookingfeatureabouthimthatIhavemissed。Idon’tfailtodohimjusticeoneverypoint。’’
``I’msoglad!Thenyouwillwanthimtoremain。’’
``Here?’’askedtheHarvesterwithalight,hotbreath。
``InOnabasha!DoctorCareyhasofferedhimtheplaceofchiefassistantatthehospital。Thereisagoodsalaryandthechanceoftakingupthedoctor’sworkashegrowsolder。Itmeansplentytodoatonce,healthfulatmosphere,congenialsociety——everythingtoayoungman。HeonlyhadacallonceinawhileinChicago,oftenamongpeoplewhoreceivedmorethantheypaid,likeme,andhewasverylonely。Ithinkitwouldbegreatforhim。’’
``Andforyou,Ruth?’’
``Itdoesn’tmaketheleastdifferencetome;butforhissake,becauseIthinksomuchofhim,Iwouldliketoseehimhavetheplace。’’
``Youstillthinksomuchofhim,Ruth?’’
``More,ifpossible,’’saidtheGirl。``AddedtoallI
owedhimbefore,hehascomehereandworkedfordaystosaveme,anditwasn’thisfaultthatittookabiggerman。Nothingaltersthefactthathedidallhecould,mostgraciouslyandgladly。’’
``Whatdoyoumean,Ruth?’’stammeredtheHarvester。
``Ohtheyhavewornthemselvesout!’’criedtheGirlimpatiently。``First,GrannyMorelandtoldmeeveryleastlittledetailofhowIwentout,andyouresurrectedme。Iknewwhatshesaidwastrue,becausesheworkedwithyou。ThenDoctorCareytoldme,andMrs。Carey,andDoctorHarmon,andMolly,andevenGranny’slittleassistanthasleftthekitchentotellmethatI
owemylifetoyou,andallofthemmightaswellhavesavedbreath。IknewallthetimethatifeverIcameoutofthis,andhadachancetobelikeotherwomen,itwouldbeyourwork,andI’mgladitis。I’dhatetobeunderobligationstosomepeopleIknow;butI
feelhonouredtobeindebtedtoyou。’’
``I’mmightysorrytheyworriedyou。Ihadnoidea——’’
``Theydidn’t`worry,’me!IamjusttellingyouthatIknewitallthetime;that’sall!’’
``Forgetthat!’’saidtheHarvester。``Comebacktooursubject。Whatwasityouwanted,dear?’’
``ToknowifyouhaveanyobjectionstoDoctorHarmonremaininginOnabasha?’’
``Certainlynot!Itwillbeafinethingforhim。’’
``Willitmakeanydifferencetoyouinanyway?’’
``Ruth,that’sprobingtoodeep,’’saidtheHarvester。
``Idon’tseewhy!’’
``I’mgladofit!’’
``Why?’’
``I’dleastrathershowmylittlenesstoyouthantoanyoneelseonearth。’’
``Thenyouhavesomefeelingaboutit?’’
``Perhapsatrifle。I’llgetoverit。Givemealittletimetoadjustmyself。DoctorHarmonshallhavetheplace,ofcourse。Don’tworryaboutthat!’’
``Hewillbesohappy!’’
``Andyou,Ruth?’’
``I’llbehappytoo!’’
``Thenit’sallright,’’saidtheHarvester。
Helaiddownherhand,drewthecoveroverit,andslightlyshiftedherpositiontoresther。Thedooropened,andDoctorHarmonannouncedthattheroomwasready。Itwasshiningandfresh。Thebedwasnowturnedwithitsheadtothenorth,sothatfromitonecouldseethebigtreesinMedicineWoods,thesweepofthehillside,thesparkleofmallow-borderedSingingWater,thedrivewayandthegoldflowergarden。Everythingwassochangedthattheroomhadquiteadifferentappearance。TheinstanthelaidheronittheGirlsaid,``Thisbedisnotmine。’’
``Yesitis,’’saidtheHarvester。``Yousee,wewerealittleexcitedsometimes,andwespilledafewquartsofperfectlygoodmedicineonyourmattress。Itwashopelesslysmellyandruined;soIamgoingtocremateitandthisisyoursplinternewoneandafreshpadandpillow。Nowyoutrythemandseeiftheyarenotmuchharderandmorecomfortable。’’
``Thisisjustperfect!’’shesighed,asshesankintothebed。
TheHarvesterbentoverhertostraightenthecover,whensuddenlyshereachedbotharmsaroundhisneck,andgrippedhimwithallherstrength。
``Thankyou!’’shesaid。
``MayIholdyouto-morrow?’’whisperedtheHarvester,emboldenedbythis。
``Pleasedo,’’saidtheGirl。
TheHarvester,withdogtoheel,wenttotheoaktothink。
``Belshazzar,kommenSie!’’saidtheman,droppingontheseatandholdingouthishand。Thedoglaidhismuzzleinthefirmgrip。
``Bel,’’saidtheHarvester,``Iamallatsea。OnedayIthinkmaybeIhavealittlechance,thenext——noneatall。Ihadanhourofsolidcomfortto-day,nowI’minthesweatboxagain。It’salittleselfishstreakinme,Bel,thathatestoseeHarmongointothehospitalandtakemyplacewiththeCareys。Theyaremybestandonlyfriends。Heisyoung,social,handsome,andwillbeeverpresent。InthreemonthshewillbecomesopopularthatImightaswellbeofftheearth。IwishIdidn’tthinkit,butI’msosmallthatIdo。AndthenthereismyDreamGirl,Bel。Thegirlyoufoundforme,oldfellow。Thereneverwasanotherlikeher,andshehasmyheartforalltime。Andhehashers。Thathospitalplanisthebestthingintheworldforher。ItwillkeepherwhereCareycanhaveaneyeonher,wheretheairisbetter,whereshecanhavecompanywithoutthecitycrush,wheresheisclosethecountry,andagoodlivingisassured。Bel,it’sthenicestarrangementyoueversawforeveryoneweknow,exceptus。’’
TheHarvesterlaughedshortly。``Bel,’’hesaid,``tellme!Ifamanlivedahundredyears,couldhehavetheheartachealltheway?SeemslikeI’vehaditalmostthatlongnow。Infact,I’vehaditsuchagesI’dbelonesomewithoutit。Thisissomemoreofmyveryownmedicine,soIshouldn’tmakeawryfaceovertakingit。IknewwhatwouldhappenwhenIsentforhim,andIdidn’thesitate。Imustnotnow。
``OnlyIgottostoponething,Bel。ItoldhimI
wouldplaysquare,andIhave。Buthereitends。
Afterthis,Imuststepbackandbebigbrother。Lotsoffuninthisbrotherbusiness,Bel。ButmaybeIamcutoutforit。Anywayit’swritten!Butifitis,howdidshecometoallowmesuchprivilegesasItookto-
day?Thatwasn’tprofessionalbyanymeans。Itwasjustthestiffestlove-makingIknewhowtodo,Bel,andshedidn’tobjectbythequiverofaneyelash。GodknowsIwaswatchingcloselyenoughforanysignthatI
wasdistasteful。AndImighthavebeenwellenough。
Rough,herb-stainedoldclothes,unshaven,everythingtooffendadaintygirl。ShesaidImightholdheragainto-morrow。And,Bel,whatthenationdidshehugmelikethatfor,ifshe’sgoingtomarryhim?Boy,Iseemywaycleartoanhourmore。WhileI’matit,justtosurprisemyself,IbelieveI’lltakeitlikeothermen。I
thinkI’llgoonalittlebender,andmakewhatprobablywillbethelastdayaplumbgoodone。Somethingworthrememberingisbetterthannothingatall,Bel!
Hehasn’ttoldmethathehaswon。Shedidn’tSAY
shewasgoingtomarryhim,andshedidsayhehurther,andshewantedme。Bel,howaboutthegrimnessofit,ifsheshouldmarryhimandthendiscoverthathehurtsher,andshewantsme。LordGodAlmighty,ifyouhaveanymercyatall,neverputmeupagainstthat,’’prayedtheHarvester,``formyheartiswaterwheresheisconcerned。’’
TheHarvesterarose,andgoingtothelake,hecutanarmloadofbig,pinkmallows,coveredeachmoundwithfreshflowers,whistledtothedog,andwenttohiswork。
Manythingshadaccumulated,andhecleanedthebarn,carriedherbsfromthedry-housetothestore-room,andputeverythingintoshape。ClosenoonthenextdayhewenttoOnabasha,andwasgonethreehours。
Hecamebackbarberedinthelateststyle,andcarryingabigbundle。Whenthehourforarrangingthebedcame,hewasyetinhisroom,buthesentwordhewouldbethereinasecond。
Ashecrossedtheliving-roomhepulledachairtotheverandaandplacedafootstoolbeforeit。Thenhesteppedintothesunshineroom。AquizzicalexpressioncrossedthefaceofDoctorHarmonasheclosedthebookhewasreadingaloudtotheGirlandarose。WhollyunembarrassedtheHarvestersmiled。
``HaveIgotthisrigginganywherenearright?’’heinquired。
``David,whathaveyoudone?’’gaspedtheamazedGirl。
``Ididn’tfeelanywherenearuptothe`markofmyhighcalling’yesterday,’’quotedtheHarvester。``I
don’tknowhowIappear,butI’mcleanasshaving,soapandhotwaterwillmakeme,andmyclothingwillnotsmelloffensively。Nowcomeoutofthatbedforahappyhour。Whereisthatbigcoverlet?Youaregoingontheverandato-day。’’
``Youlookjustlikeeveryoneelse,’’complainedDoctorHarmon。
``Youlookperfectlylovely,’’declaredtheGirl。
``Theswalesendsyouthisinvitationtocomeandseestar-shineatthefootofmulleinhill,’’saidtheHarvester,offeringabouquet。Itwasaloosebunchoflong-
stemmed,delicateflowers,eachaninchacross,andhavingfivepearl-whitepetalslightlystripedwithpalegreen。Fivelonggoldanthersarose,andattheirbasegoldstamensandagreenpistil。Theleaveswereheart-
shapedandfrosty,whitish-green,resemblingfelt。TheHarvesterbenttoofferthem。
``HavesomeGrassofParnassus,mydear,’’hesaid。
TheGirlwavedthemaway。``Gostandovertherebythedoorandslowlyturnaround。Iwanttoseeyou。’’
TheHarvesterobeyed。Hewasfreshlyandcarefullyshaven。Hishairwascloselycroppedatthebaseofthehead,long,heavy,andslightlywavingontop。Heworeawhitesilkshirt,witharollingcollarandtie,whitetrousers,belt,hose,andshoes,andhishandsweremanicuredwithcare。
``HaveImadeamessofit,ordoIappearanythinglikeothermen?’’heasked,eagerly。
TheGirlliftedhereyestoDoctorHarmonandsmiled。
``Doyouobserveanythingmessy?’’sheinquired。
``Youneedn’tfishforcomplimentsquitesoobviously,’’
heanswered。``I’llpaythemwithoutbeingasked。
Idonot。Heisquitecorrect,andinfinitelybetterlookingthantheaverage。Distinguishedisaproperwordforthegentlemaninmyopinion。Butwhy,inHeaven’sname,haveweneverhadthepleasureofseeingyouthusbefore?’’
``Lookhere,Doc,’’saidtheHarvester,``doyoumeanthatyouenjoylookingatmemerelybecauseIamdressedthisway?’’
``Idoindeed,’’saidthedoctor。``Itisgoodtoseeyouwiththegarbofworklaidaside,andthestampofcleanlinessandeaseuponyou。’’
``Bygum,thatisrubbingitinalittletoorough!’’
criedtheHarvester。``Ibatheoftenerthanyoudo。MyclothingisalwayscleanwhenIstartout。Ofcourse,inmyworkIcomehourlyincontactwithmuck,water,andherbjuices。’’
``It’sunderstoodthatisunavoidable,’’saidDoctorHarmon。
``Andifcleanlinessismadeanissue,I’dratherrollinanyofitthanputmyfingertipsintothedailyworkofasurgeon,’’addedtheHarvester,andtheGirlgiggled。
``That’senoughMedicineMan!’’shesaid。``Youdidnotmakea`mess’ofit,oranythingelseyoueverattempted。Asforappearinglikeothermen,thankHeaven,youdonot。Youlookjustawholeworldbiggerandbetterandfiner。Come,carrymeoutquickly。Iamwildtogo。Pleaseputmylovelyflowersinwater,Molly,onlygivemeafewtohold。’’
TheHarvesterarrangedthepinkcoverlet,pickeduptheGirl,andcarriedhertotheliving-room。
``Wewillrestherealittle,’’hesaid,``andthen,ifyoufeelequaltoit,wewilltrytheveranda。Areyoueasynow?’’
Shenestledherfaceagainstthesoftshirtandsmiledathim。Sheliftedherhand,laiditonhissmoothcheekandthenthecrisphair。
``OhMan!’’shecried。``ThankGodyoudidn’tgivemeup,too!Iwantlife!IwantLIFE!’’
TheHarvestertightenedhisgripjustatrifle。``ThenIthankGod,too,’’hesaid。``Canyoutellmehowyouare,dear?Isthereanydifference?’’
``Yes,’’sheanswered。``Igrowtiredlyingsolong,butthereisn’ttheghostofanacheinmybones。Icanjustfeelpure,deliciousbloodrunninginmyveins。Myhandsandfeetarealwayswarm,andmyheadcool。’’
TheHarvester’sfacedrewveryclose。``Howaboutyourheart,honey?’’hewhispered。``Anythingnewthere?’’
``Yes,Iamallovernewinsideandout。Iwanttoshout,run,sing,andswim。OhI’dgiveanythingtohaveyoucarrymedownanddipmeinthelakerightnow。’’
``Soon,Girl!Thatwillcomesoon,’’prophesiedtheHarvester。
``Iscarcelycanwait。Andyoudidsayasaddle,didn’tyou?Won’titbegreattocomegallopingupthelevee,whentheleavesareredandthefrostisintheair。
OhamIgoingfastenough?’’