TheKentonswerenotrich,buttheywerecertainlyricherthantheaverageinthepleasantcountytownoftheMiddleWest,wheretheyhadspentnearlytheirwholemarriedlife。Astheircircumstanceshadgrowneasier,theyhadmellowedmoreandmoreinthekeepingoftheircomfortablehome,untiltheyhatedtoleaveitevenfortheshortoutings,whichtheirchildrenmadethemtake,toNiagaraortheUpperLakesinthehotweather。Theybelievedthattheycouldnotbesowellanywhereasinthegreatsquarebrickhousewhichstillkeptitsfouracresaboutit,intheheartofthegrowingtown,wherethetreestheyhadplantedwiththeirownhandstoppeditonthreeaides,andaspaciousgardenopenedsouthwardbehindittothesummerwind。Kentonhadhislibrary,wherehetransactedbydaysuchlawbusinessashehadretainedinhisownhands;butatnighthelikedtogotohiswife’sroomandsitwithherthere。Theylefttheparlorsandpiazzastotheirgirls,wheretheycouldhearthemlaughingwiththeyoungfellowswhocametomakethemorningcalls,longsincedisusedinthecentresoffashion,ortheeveningcalls,scarcelymoreauthorizedbythegreatworld。Shesewed,andhereadhispaperinhersatisfactorysilence,ortheyplayedcheckerstogether。Shedidnotlikehimtowin,andwhenshefoundherselfunabletobeartheprospectofdefeat,sherefusedtolethimmakethemovethatthreatenedthesafetyofhermen。Sometimeshelaughedather,andsometimeshescolded,buttheywereverygoodcomrades,aselderlymarriedpeopleareapttobe。Theyhadlongagoquarrelledouttheirseriousdifferences,whichmostlyarosefromsuchdifferencesoftemperamentashadfirstdrawnthemtogether;theycriticisedeachothertotheirchildrenfromtimetotime,buttheyatonedforthisdefectionbycomplainingofthechildrentoeachother,andtheyunitedingivingwaytothemonallpointsconcerningtheirhappiness,nottosaytheirpleasure。
  Theyhadbothbeenteachersintheiryouthbeforehewentintothewar,andtheyhadnotmarrieduntilhehadsettledhimselfinthepracticeofthelawafterheleftthearmy。Hewasthenamanofthirty,andfiveyearsolderthanshe;fivechildrenwereborntothem,butthesecondsondiedwhenhewasyetababeinhismother’sarms,andtherewasanintervalofsixyearsbetweenthefirstboyandthefirstgirl。Theireldestsonwasalreadymarried,andsettlednexttheminahousewhichwasbrick,liketheirown,butnotsquare,andhadgroundssomuchlessamplethathegotmostofhisvegetablesfromtheirgarden。Hehadgrownnaturallyintoashareofhisfather’slawpractice,andhehadtakenitalloverwhenRentonwaselectedtothebench。Hemadeashowofgivingitbackafterthejudgeretired,butbythattimeKentonwaswelloninthefifties。Thepracticeitselfhadchanged,andhadbecomemainlythelegalbusinessofalargecorporation。Inthisformitwasdistastefultohim;hekepttheaffairsofsomeofhisoldclientsinhishands,buthegavemuchofhistime,whichhesavedhisself-respectbycallinghisleisure,toahistoryofhisregimentin-thewar。
  Inhislaterlifehehadrevertedtomanyofthepreoccupationsofhisyouth,andhebelievedthatTuskingumenjoyedthebestclimate,onthewhole,intheunion;thatitspeopleofmingledVirginian,Pennsylvanian,andConnecticutorigin,withlittlerecentadmixtureofforeignstrains,wereofthepurestAmericanstock,andspokethebestEnglishintheworld;theyenjoyedobviouslythegreatestsumofhappiness,andhadincontestiblythelowestdeathrateanddivorcerateintheState。Thegrowthoftheplacewasnormalandhealthy;ithadincreasedonlytofivethousandduringthetimehehadknownit,whichwasalmostanidealfigureforacounty-town。Therewasahigheraverageofintelligencethaninanyotherplaceofitssize,andawiderandevenerdiffusionofprosperity。Itsrecordinthecivilwarwaslessbrilliant,perhaps,thanthatofsomeotherlocalities,butitwasfullyuptothegeneralOhiolevel,whichwasthehigh-watermarkofthenationalachievementinthegreatestwarofthegreatestpeopleunderthesun。It,wasKenton’sprideandglorythathehadbeenapartofthefinestarmyknowninhistory。Hebelievedthatthemenwhomadehistoryoughttowriteit,andinhisfirstCommemoration-Dayorationheurgedhiscompanionsinarmstosetdowneverythingtheycouldrememberoftheirsoldiering,andtosavetheletterstheyhadwrittenhome,sothattheymighteachcontributetoacollectiveautobiographyoftheregiment。Itwasonlyinthisway,heheld,thattheintenselypersonalcharacterofthestrugglecouldberecorded。Hehadfelthiswaytothefactthateverybattleisessentiallyepisodical,verycampaignasumoffortuities;anditwasnotstrangethatheshouldsuppose,withhiswantofperspective,thatthisuniversalfactwaspurelynationalandAmerican。Hiszealmadehimtherepositoryofavastmassofmaterialwhichhecouldnothaverefusedtokeepforthesoldierswhobroughtittohim,moreorlessinahumorousindulgenceofhiswhim。Butheevenofferedtoreceiveit,andinacommunitywhereeverythingtookthecomplexionofajoke,hecametobeaffectionatelyregardedasacrankonthatpoint;theshabbilyagingveterans,whomhepursuedtotheirworkbenchesandcornfields,for,thedocumentsoftheregimentalhistory,likedtoaskthecolonelifhehadbroughthisgun。They,alwaysgivehimthetitlewithwhichhehadbeenbrevetedatthecloseofthewar;buthewasknowntothe,younger,generationofhisfellow-citizensasthejudge。HiswifecalledhimMr。
  Kentoninthepresenceofstrangers,andsometimestohimself,buttohischildrenshecalledhimPoppa,astheydid。
  Thesteady-goingeldestson,whohadsucceededtohisfather’saffairswithoutgivinghimthesenseofdispossession,loyallyacceptedthepopularbeliefthathewouldneverbethemanhisfatherwas。HejoinedwithhismotherinarespectforKenton’stheoryoftheregimentalhistorywhichwasnonethelesssincerebecauseitwasunconsciouslyalittlescepticaloftheoutcome;andtheeldestdaughterwasoftheirparty。Theyoungestsaidfranklythatshehadnouseforanyhistory,butshesaidthesameofnearlyeverythingwhichhadnotdirectlyorindirectlytodowithdancing。Inthisregulationshehaduseforpartiesandpicnics,forbuggy-ridesandsleigh-rides,forcallsfromyoungmenandvisitstoandfromothergirls,forconcerts,forplays,forcircusesandchurchsociables,foreverythingbutlectures;andshedevotedherselftoherpleasureswithouttheshadowofchaperonage,whichwas,indeed,athingstillunheardofinTuskingum。
  Intheexpansionwhichnooneelseventured,or,perhaps,wishedtosetboundsto,shecameunderthecriticismofheryoungerbrother,who,upontherareoccasionswhenhedeignedtomingleinthefamilyaffairs,drewtheirmother’snoticetohissister’sexcessesincarrying-on,andrequiredsomeactionthatshouldkeepherfrombringingthename,ofKentontodisgrace。Frombeinghimselfaboyofveryslovenlyandlawlesslifehehadsuddenly,attheageoffourteen,caughthimselfupfromthestreet,reformedhisdressandconduct,andconfinedhimselfinhislargeroomatthetopofthehouse,where,onthepursuitstowhichhegavehissparetime,thefriendswhofrequentedhissociety,andtheliteraturewhichnourishedhisdarklingspirit,mightfitlyhavebeenwrittenMystery。Thesisterwhomhereprobatedwasonlytwoyearshiselder,butsincethatdifferenceinagirlaccountsforagreatdeal,itapparentlyauthorizedhertotakehimmorelightlythanhewasabletotakehimself。Shesaidthathewasinlove,andsheachievedanimportancewithhimthroughhisspeechlessrageandscornwhichnoneoftherestofhisfamilyenjoyed。Withhisfatherandmotherhehadabearingofrepressedsuperioritywhichastrenuousconsciencekeptfromunmaskingitselfinopencontemptwhentheyfailedtomakehissisterpromisetobehaveherself。Sometimeshehadlapsesfromhisdignifiedgloomwithhismother,when,fornoreasonthatcouldbegiven,hefellfromhishabitualmajestytothetenderdependenceofalittleboy,justashisvoicebrokefromitsnascentbasetoitsearliertrebleatmomentswhenheleastexpectedorwishedsuchathingtohappen。Hisstatelybutvagueidealofhimselfwassupportedbyastaturebeyondhisyears,butthisrendereditthemoredifficultforhimtobearthehumiliationofhissuddencollapses,andmadehimatothertimestheeasierpreyofLottie’sridicule。Hegotonbest,oratleastmostevenly,withhiseldestsister。Shetookhimseriously,perhapsbecauseshetookalllifeso;andshewasabletointerprethimtohisfatherwhenhisintolerabledignityforbadeacommonunderstandingbetweenthem。Whenhegotsofarbeyondhisdepththathedidnotknowwhathemeanthimself,assometimeshappened,shegentlyfoundhimasafefootingnearershore。
  Kenton’stheorywasthathedidnotdistinguishamonghischildren。
  Hesaidthathedidnotsupposetheywerethebestchildrenintheworld,buttheysuitedhim;andhewouldnothaveknownhowtochangethemforthebetter。HesawnoharminthebehaviorofLottiewhenitmostshockedherbrother;helikedhertohaveagoodtime;butitflatteredhisnervestohaveEllenabouthim。Lottiewasagreatdealmoreaccomplished,heallowedthat;shecouldplayandsing,andshehadsocialgiftsfarbeyondhersister;butheeasilyprovedtohiswifethatNellyknewtentimesasmuch。
  Nellyreadagreatdeal;shekeptupwithallthemagazines,andknewallthebooksinhislibrary。HebelievedthatshewasafineGermanscholar,andinfactshehadtakenupthatlanguageafterleavingschool,when,ifshehadbeenbetteradvisedthanshecouldhavebeeninTuskingum,shewouldhavekeptonwithherFrench。Shestartedthefirstbookclubintheplace;andshehelpedherfatherdotheintellectualhonorsofthehousetotheEasternlecturers,whoalwaysstayedwiththejudgewhentheycametoTuskingum。Shewasfaithfullypresentatthemoments,whichhersistershunnedinderision,whenherfatherexplainedtothemrespectivelyhistheoryofregimentalhistory,andwouldjust,ashesaid,showthemafewofthedocumentshehadcollected。HemadeEllenshowthem;sheknewwheretoputherhandonthemostcharacteristicandillustrative;andLottieofferedtobetwhatonedaredthatEllenwouldmarrysomeofthoselecturersyet;shewasliteraryenough。
  Sheboastedthatshewasnotliteraryherself,andhadnouseforanyonewhowas;anditcouldnothavebeenherculturethatdrewthemostcultivatedyoungmaninTuskingumtoher。Ellenwasreallymorebeautiful;Lottiewasmerelyverypretty;butshehadcharmforthem,andEllen,whohadtheirhonorandfriendship,hadnocharmforthem。NooneseemeddrawntoherastheyweredrawntohersistertillamancamewhowasnotoneofthemostcultivatedinTuskingum;andthenitwasdoubtfulwhethershewasnotfirstdrawntohim。Shewastootransparenttohideherfeelingfromherfatherandmother,whosawwithevenmoregriefthanshamethatshecouldnothideitfromthemanhimself,whomtheythoughtsounworthyofit。
  HehadsuddenlyarrivedinTuskingumfromoneofthevillagesofthecounty,wherehehadbeenteachingschool,andhadfoundsomethingtodoasreporterontheTuskingum’Intelligencer’,whichhewasinstinctivelycharacterizingwiththespiritofthenewjournalism,andwaspushingashardilyforwardonthelinesofpersonalityasifhehaddroppeddowntoitfromtheheightofaNewYorkorChicagoSundayedition。Thejudgesaid,withsomethinglessthanhishabitualhonesty,thathedidnotmindhisbeingareporter,buthemindedhisbeinglightandshallow;hemindedhisbeingflippantandmocking;hemindedhisbringinghiscigarettesandbanjointothehouseathissecondvisit。Hedidnotmindhispush;thefellowhadhiswaytomakeandhehadtopush;buthedidmindhisbeingallpush;andhishavingcomeoutofthecountrywithaslittlesimplicityasifhehadpassedhiswholelifeinthecity。Hehadnomodesty,andhehadnoreverence;hehadnoreverenceforEllenherself,andthepoorgirlseemedtolikehimforthat。
  Hewasallthemoreoffensivetothejudgebecausehewashimselftoblamefortheiracquaintance,whichbeganwhenonedaythefellowhadcalledafterhiminthestreet,andthenfolloweddowntheshadysidewalkbesidehimtohishour,wantingtoknowwhatthiswashehadheardabouthishistory,andpleadingformorelightuponhisplaninit。Atthegatehemadeaflourishofopeningandshuttingitforthejudge,andwalkingupthepathtohisdoorhekepthishandonthejudge’sshouldermostoffensively;butinspiteofthisKentonhadtheweaknesstoaskhimin,andtocallEllentogethimthemostillustrativedocumentsofthehistory。
  Theinterviewthatresultedinthe’Intelligencer’wastheleastevilthatcameofthiserror。Kentonwasamazed,andthenconsoled,andthenafflictedthatEllenwasnotdisgustedwithit;andinhisconferenceswithhiswifehefumedandfrettedathisownculpablefolly,andtriedtogetbackofthetimehehadcommittedit,inthatillusionwhichpeoplehavewithtroublethatitcouldsomehowbegotridofifitcouldfairlybegotbackof;tillthetimecamewhenhiswifecouldnolongersharehisunrestinthisfutileendeavor。
  Shesaid,onenightwhentheyhadtalkedlateandlong,"Thatcan’tbehelpednow;andthequestioniswhatarewegoingtodotostopit。"
  Thejudgeevadedthepointinsaying,"Thedevilofitisthatallthenicefellowsareafraidofher;theyrespecthertoomuch,andtheverythingwhichoughttodisgustherwiththischapiswhatgiveshimhispoweroverher。Idon’tknowwhatwearegoingtodo,butwemustbreakitoff,somehow。"
  "Wemighttakeherwithussomewhere,"Mrs。Kentonsuggested。
  "Runawayfromthefellow?IthinkIseemyself!No,wehavegottostayandfacethethingrighthere。ButIwon’thavehimaboutthehouseanymore,understandthat。He’snottobeletin,andEllenmustn’tseehim;youtellherIsaidso。Orno!Iwillspeaktohermyself。"Hiswifesaidthathewaswelcometodothat;buthedidnotquitedoit。Hecertainlyspoketohisdaughterabouther,lover,andhesatisfiedhimselfthattherewasyetnothingexplicitbetweenthem。Butshewassomuchlessfrankandopenwithhimthanshehadalwaysbeenbeforethathewaswoundedaswellasbaffledbyherreserve。Hecouldnotgethertoownthatshereallycaredforthefellow;butmanashewas,andoldmanashewas,hecouldnothelpperceivingthatshelivedinafonddreamofhim。
  Hewentfromhertohermother。"Ifhewasonlyone-halfthemanshethinksheis!"——heendedhisreportinahopelesssigh。
  "Youwanttogiveintoher!"hiswifepitilesslyinterpreted。"Well,perhapsthatwouldbethebestthing,afterall。"
  "No,no,itwouldn’t,Sarah;itwouldbetheeasiestforbothofus,I
  admit,butitwouldbetheworstthingforher。We’vegottoletitrunalongforawhileyet。Ifwegivehimropeenoughhemayhanghimself;
  there’sthatchance。Wecan’tgoaway,andwecan’tshutherup,andwecan’tturnhimoutofthehouse。Wemusttrusthertofindhimoutforherself。"
  "She’llneverdothat,"saidthemother。"LottiesaysEllenthinkshe’sjustperfect。Hecheersherup,andtakesheroutofherself。We’vealwaysactedwithherasifwethoughtshewasdifferentfromothergirls,andhebehavestoherasifshewasjustlikeallofthem,justassilly,andjustasweak,anditpleasesher,andflattersher;shelikesit。"
  "Oh,Lord!"groanedthefather。"Isupposeshedoes。"
  Thiswasbadenough;itwasablowtohisprideinEllen;buttherewassomethingthathurthimstillworse。Whenthefellowhadmadesureofher,heapparentlyfelthimselfsosafeinherfondnessthathedidnoturgehissuitwithher。HiscontentwithhertacitacceptancegavethebitternessofshametothepromiseKentonandhiswifehadmadeeachothernevertocrossanyoftheirchildreninlove。TheywerereadynowtokeepthatpromiseforEllen,ifheaskeditofthem,ratherthananswerforherlifelongdisappointment,iftheydeniedhim。But,whateverhemeantfinallytodo,hedidnotaskit;heusedhisfootingintheirhousechieflyasabasisforflirtationsbeyondit。HebegantosharehisdevotionstoEllenwithhergirlfriends,andnotwithhergirlfriendsalone。Itdidnotcometoscandal,butitcertainlycametogossipabouthimandasillyyoungwife;andKentonheardofitwithatormentofdoubtwhetherEllenknewofit,andwhatshewoulddo;hewouldwaitforhertodoherselfwhateverwastobedone。Hewasnevercertainhowmuchshehadheardofthegossipwhenshecametohermother,andsaidwiththegentleeagernessshehad,"Didn’tpoppatalkonceofgoingSouththiswinter?"
  "HetalkedofgoingtoNewYork,"themotheranswered,withathrobofhope。
  "Well,"thegirlreturned,patiently,andMrs。Kentonreadinherpassivityaneagernesstobegonefromsorrowthatshewouldnotsuffertobeseen,andinterpretedhertoherfatherinsuchwisethathecouldnothesitate。
  II。
  Ifsuchathingcouldbemercifullyordered,theorderofthiseventhadcertainlybeenmerciful;butitwasacruelwrenchthattoreKentonfromthehomewherehehadstrucksuchdeeproot。Whenheactuallycametoleavetheplacehisgoinghadaghastlyunreality,whichwasheightenedbyhissenseofthecommonreluctance。Noonewantedtogo,sofarashecouldmakeout,notevenEllenherself,whenhetriedtomakehersayshewishedit。Lottiewasinopenrevolt,andanimatedheryoungmentoashareintheinsurrection。Herolderbrotherwaskindlyandhelpfullyacquiescent,buthewassofarfromadvisingthemovethatKentonhadregularlytoconvincehimselfthatRichardapprovedit,bymakinghimsaythatitwasonlyforthewinterandthatitwasthebestwayofhelpingEllengetridofthatfellow。AllthisdidnotenableKentontomeettheproblemsofhisyoungerson,whorequiredhimtotellwhathewastodowithhisdogandhispigeons,andtodeclareatoncehowhewastodisposeofthecocoonshehadamassedsoasnottoendangerthefutureofthemothsandbutterfliesinvolvedinthem。Theboywassofertileindifficultiesandsoimportunatefortheirsolution,thathehadtobecrushedintosilencebyhisfather,whoachedinahelplesssympathywithhisreluctance。
  Kentoncameheavilyuponthecourageofhiswife,whowasurgingforwardtheirdeparturewithsomuchenergythatheobscurelyaccusedherofbeingthecauseofit,andcouldonlybeconvincedofherinnocencewhensheofferedtogivethewholethingupifhesaidso。Whenhewouldnotsayso,shecarriedtheaffairthroughtothebitterend,andshedidnotsparehimsome,pangswhichsheperhapsneednothavesharedwithhim。
  Butpeopleareseldommanandwifeforhalftheirliveswithoutwishingtoimparttheirsufferingsaswellastheirpleasurestoeachother;andMrs。Kenton,ifshewasnoworse,wasnobetterthanotherwivesinpressingtoherhusband’slipsthecupthatwasnotaltogethersweettoherown。Shewentaboutthehousethenightbeforeclosingit,toseethateverythingwasinastatetobeleft,andthenshecametoKentoninhislibrary,wherehehadbeenburningsomepapersandgettingothersreadytogiveinchargetohisson,andsatdownbyhiscoldhearthwithhim,andwrunghissoulwiththetaleofthelastthingsshehadbeendoing。Whenshehadmadehimbearitall,shebegantoturnthebrightsideoftheaffairtohim。ShepraisedthesenseandstrengthofEllen,inthecoursethegirlhadtakenwithherself,andaskedhimifhe,reallythoughttheycouldhavedonelessforherthantheyweredoing。
  Sheremindedhimthattheywerenotrunningawayfromthefellow,asshehadoncethoughttheymust,butEllenwasrenouncinghim,andputtinghimoutofhersighttillshecouldputhimoutofhermind。Shedidnotpretendthatthegirlhaddonethisyet;butitwaseverythingthatshewishedtodoit,andsawthatitwasbest。Thenshekissedhimonhisgrayhead,andlefthimalonetothefirstecstasyofhishomesickness。
  ItwasbetterwhentheyoncegottoNewYork,andweresettledinanapartmentofanold-fashioneddown-townhotel。Theythoughtthemselvesverycrampedinit,andtheywerebutlittleeasierwhentheyfoundthattheapartmentsoverandunderthemwereapparentlythoughtspaciousforfamiliesoftwicetheirnumbers。Itwastheveryquietestplaceinthewholecity,butKentonwasusedtothestillnessofTuskingum,where,sincepeoplenolongerkepthens,thenightswerestillerthaninthecountryitself;andforaweekhesleptbadly。Otherwise,assoonastheygotusedtolivinginsixroomsinsteadofseventeen,theywerereallyverycomfortable。
  Hecouldseethathiswifewasgladofthereleasefromhousekeeping,andshewasgrowinggayerandseemedtobegrowingyoungerintheinspirationofthegreat,good-naturedtown。TheyhadfirstcometoNewYorkontheirweddingjourney,butsincethatvisitshehadalwayslethimgoaloneonhisbusinesserrandstotheEast;thesehadgrownlessandlessfrequent,andhehadnotseenNewYorkfortenortwelveyears。Hecouldhavewaitedasmuchlonger,buthelikedherpleasureintheplace,andwiththehomesicknessalwayslurkingathishearthewentaboutwithhertotheamusementswhichshefrequented,asshesaid,tohelpEllentakehermindoffherself。Attheplayandtheoperahesatthinkingofthesilent,lonelyhouseatTuakingum,darkamongitsleaflessmaples,andthelifethatwasnomoreinitthaniftheyhadalldiedoutofit;andhecouldnotkeepdownacertainresentment,senselessandcruel,asifthepoorgirlweresomehowtoblamefortheirexile。Whenhebetrayedthisfeelingtohiswife,ashesometimesmust,shescoldedhimforit,andthenoffered,ifhereallythoughtanythinglikethat,togobacktoTuskingumatonce;anditendedinhishavingtoownhimselfwrong,andhumblypromisethatheneverwouldletthechilddreamhowhefelt,unlesshereallywishedtokillher。Hewasobligedtocarryhisself-
  punishmentsofarastotakeLottieverysharplytotaskwhenshebrokeoutinhotrebellion,anddeclaredthatitwasallEllen’sfault;shewasnotafraidofkillinghersister;andthoughshedidnotsayittoher,shesaiditofher,thatanybodyelsecouldhavegotridofthatfellowwithoutturningthewholefamilyoutofhouseandhome。
  Lottie,infact,wasnothavingabitgoodtimeinNewYork,whichshedidnotfindequalinanywaytoTuskingumforfun。Shehatedthedullproprietyofthehotel,wherenobodygotacquainted,andeveryonewasasafraidasdeathofeveryoneelse;andinherdesolationshewasthrownbackuponthesocietyofherbrotherBoyne。TheybecamefriendsintheircommondislikeofNewYork;andpendingsomechanceofbringingeachotherundercondemnationtheylamentedtheirbanishmentfromTuskingumtogether。ButevenBoynecontrivedtomaketheheavytimepassmorelightlythansheinthelessonshehadwithatutor,andthestudiesofthecitywhichhecarriedon。WhentheskatingwasnotgoodinCentralParkhespentmostofhisafternoonsandeveningsatthevaudevilletheatres。Noneofthedimemuseumsescapedhisresearch,andheconversedwithfreaksandmonstersofallsortsupontermsoffriendlyconfidence。Hereportedtheirdifferenttheoriesofthemselvestohisfamilywiththesamesimple-heartedinterestthathecriticisedthesonganddanceartistsofthevaudevilletheatres。Hebecameaninnocentbutbynomeansuncriticalconnoisseuroftheirattractions,andhesurprisedwiththeconstancyandvarietyofhisexperienceinthemagentlemanwhosatnexthimonenight。Boynethoughthimapersonofcultivation,andconsultedhimupontheopinionhehadformedthattherewasnotsomuchharminsuchplacesaspeoplesaid。Thegentlemandistinguishedinsayingthathethoughtyouwouldnotfindmoreharminthem,ifyoudidnotbringitwithyou,thanyouwouldinthelegitimatetheatres;andinthehopeoffurtherwisdomfromhim,Boynefollowedhimoutofthetheatreandhelpedhimonwithhisovercoat。Thegentlemanwalkedhometohishotelwithhim,andprofessedapleasureinhisacquaintancewhichhesaidhetrustedtheymightsometimerenew。
  AllatoncetheKentonsbegantobeacquaintedinthehotel,asoftenhappenswithpeopleaftertheyhavelongriddenupanddownintheelevatortogetherinbondsofapparentlyperpetualstrangeness。Fromonefriendlyfamilytheiracquaintancespreadtoothersuntiltheywere,almostwithoutknowingit,suddenlyandsimultaneouslyonsmilingandthenonspeakingtermswiththepeopleofeverypermanenttableinthedining-room。LottieandBoyneburstthechainsoftheunnaturalkindnesswhichboundthem,andresumedtheiroldrelationsofreciprocalcensure。
  Hefoundafellowofhisownageintheapartmentbelow,whohadthesamecountrytraditionsandwasengagedinalikeinspectionofthecity;andshediscoveredtwogirlsonanotherfloor,whosaidtheyreceivedonSaturdaysandwantedhertoreceivewiththem。Theymadeateaforher,andaskedsomerealNewYorkers;andsucharoundofpleasantlittleeventsbeganforherthatBoynewasforcedtocallhismother’sattentiontothewayCharlottewasgoingonwiththeyoungmenwhomshemetandfranklyaskedtocalluponherwithoutknowinganythingaboutthem;youcouldnotdothatinNewYork,hesaid。
  ButbythistimeNewYorkhadgonetoMrs。Kenton’shead,too,andshewaslessfittedtodealwithLottiethanathome。WhethershehadsucceededornotinhelpingEllentakehermindoffherself,shehadcertainlyfreedherownfromintrospectioninadreamofthingswhichhadseemedimpossiblebefore。Shewasinthatmomentofawoman’slifewhichhasacertainpathosfortheintelligentwitness,when,havingrearedherchildrenandoutgrownthemoreincessantcaresofhermotherhood,shesometimesrevertstohergirlishimpulsesandideals,andconfrontstheremainingopportunitiesoflifewithajoyfulhopeunknowntoourheavierandsullenersexinitslateryears。Itisthispeculiarpowerofrejuvenescencewhichperhapsmakessomanywomenoutlivetheirhusbands,whoatthesameageregardthisworldasanaccomplishedfact。Mrs。
  KentonhadkeptuptheirreadinglongafterKentonfoundhimselftoobusyortootiredforit;andwhenhecamefromhisofficeatnightandfellasleepoverthebookshewishedhimtohear,shecontinueditherself,andtoldhimaboutit。WhenEllenbegantoshowthesametaste,theyreadtogether,andthemotherwasnotjealouswhenthefatherbetrayedthathewasmuchprouderofhisdaughter’sculturethanhiswife’s。ShehadherownmisgivingsthatshewasnotsomodernasEllen,andsheacceptedherjudgmentinthecaseofsomeauthorswhomshedidnotlikesowell。
  ShenowwentaboutnotonlytoalltheplaceswhereshecouldmakeEllen’samusementserveasanexcuse,buttootherswhenshecouldnotcoaxorcompelthemelancholygirl。ShewasasconstantatmatineesofonekindasBoyneatanothersort;shewenttotheexhibitionsofpictures,andgotherselfupinschoolsofpainting;shefrequentedgalleries,publicandprivate,andgotaskedtostudioteas;shewenttomeetingsandconferencesofaestheticinterest,andshepaidaneasywaytoparlorlecturesexpressiveofthevaguebutprofoundfermentinwomen’ssouls;fromtheseherpresenceinintellectualclubswasasimpleandnaturaltransition。Shemetandtalkedwithinterestingpeople,andnowandthenshegotintroducedtoliterarypeople。Once,inabook-
  store,shestoodnexttoagentlemanleaningoverthesamecounter,whomasalesmanaddressedbythenameofapopularauthor,andsheremainedstaringathimbreathlesstillhelefttheplace。Whenshebraggedoftheprodigiousexperienceathome,herhusbanddefiedhertosayhowitdifferedfrommeetingthelecturerswhohadbeentheirguestsinTuskingum,andsheansweredthatnoneofthemcomparedwiththisauthor;
  and,besides,alioninhisownhauntswasverydifferentfromaliongoingroundthecountryonexhibition。Kentonthoughtthatwasprettygood,andownedthatshehadgothimthere。
  Helaughedather,tothechildren,butallthesameshebelievedthatshewaslivinginanatmosphereofculture,andwitheverybreathshewassensibleofanintellectualexpansion。ShefoundherselfintheenjoymentofsowideandvariedasympathywithinterestshithertostrangetoherexperiencethatshecouldnoteasilymakepeoplebelieveshehadneverbeentoEurope。Nearlyeveryoneshemethadbeenseveraltimes,andtookitforgrantedthatsheknewtheContinentaswellastheythemselves。
  Shedenieditwithincreasingshame;shetriedtomakeKentonunderstandhowshefelt,andshemighthavegonefurtherifshehadnotseenhowhomesickhewasforTuskingum。ShedidherbesttocoaxhimandscoldhimintoashareofthepleasuretheywereallbeginningtohaveinNewYork。ShemadehimownthatEllenherselfwasbeginningtobegayer;sheconvincedhimthathisbusinesswasnotsufferinginhisabsenceandthathewasthebetterfromthecompleteresthewashaving。Shedefiedhim,tosay,then,whatwasthematterwithhim,andshebitterlyreproachedherself,intheevent,fornothavingknownthatitwasnothomesicknessalonethatwasthetrouble。Whenhewasnotgoingaboutwithher,ordoingsomethingtoamusethechildren,hewentuponlong,lonelywalks,andcamehomesilentandfagged。Hehadgivenupsmoking,andhedidnotcaretositaboutintheofficeofthehotelwhereotheroldfellowspassedthetimeovertheirpapersandcigars,intheheatoftheglowinggrates。Theylookedtoomuchlikehimself,withtheirairofunrecognizedconsequence,andofpersonallossinanalienenvironment。
  Heknewfromtheirdressandbearingthattheywerecountrypeople,anditwoundedhiminatenderplacetorealizethattheyhadeachleftbehindhiminhisowntownanauthorityandarespectwhichtheycouldnotenjoyinNewYork。Nobodycalledthemjudge,orgeneral,ordoctor,orsquire;nobodycaredwhotheywere,orwhattheythought;Kentondidnotcarehimself;butwhenhemissedoneofthemheenviedhim,forthenheknewthathehadgonebacktothesoft,warmkeepingofhisownneighborhood,andresumedtheintelligentregardofacommunityhehadgrownupwith。ThereweremeninNewYorkwhomKentonhadmetinformeryears,andwhomhehadsometimesfanciedlookingup;buthedidnotletthemknowhewasintown,andthenhewashurtthattheyignoredhim。
  Hekeptawayfromplaceswherehewaslikelytomeetthem;hethoughtthatitmusthavecometothemthathewasspendingthewinterinNewYork,andasbitterlyashisnaturewouldsufferheresentedtheindifferenceoftheOhioSocietytothepresenceofanOhiomanofhislocaldistinction。Hehadnotthehabitofclubs,andwhenoneofthepleasantyoungerfellowswhomhemetinthehotelofferedtoputhimupatone,heshrankfromthecourtesyshylyandalmostdryly。Hehadoutlivedtheperiodofactivecuriosity,andhedidnotexplorethecityasheworldoncehavedone。Hehadnoresortsoutofthehotel,exceptthebasementsofthesecondhandbook-dealers。Hehauntedthese,andpickedupcopiesofwarhistoriesandbiographies,which,asfastashereadthem,hesentofftohissonatTuskingum,andhadhimputthemawaywiththedocumentsforthelifeofhisregiment。Hiswifecouldsee,withcompassionifnotsympathy,thathewasfondlystrengtheningbythesemeansthetiesthatboundhimtohishome,andshesilentlyproposedtogobacktoitwithhimwheneverheshouldsaytheword。
  Hehadamechanicalfidelity,however,totheiragreementthattheyshouldstaytillspring,andhemadenosignofgoing,asthewinterworeawaytoitsend,excepttowriteouttoTuskingumminuteinstructionsforgettingthegardenready。Hevariedhisvisitstothebook-stallsbyconferenceswithseedsmenattheirstores;andhiswifecouldseethathehadaskeenasatisfactionindespatchingararefindfromoneasfromtheother。
  Sheforboretomakehimrealizethatthesituationhadnotchanged,andthattheywouldbetakingtheirdaughterbacktothetroublethegirlherselfhadwishedtoescape。Shewastrusting,withnodefinitehope,forsomechanceofmakinghimfeelthis,whileKentonwaswaitingwithakindofpassionatepatienceforthetermofhisexile,whenhecameinonedayinAprilfromoneofhislongwalks,andsaidhehadbeenuptotheParktoseetheblackbirds。Buthecomplainedofbeingtired,andhelaydownonhisbed。Hedidnotgetupfordinner,andthenitwassixweeksbeforehelefthisroom。
  Hecouldnotrememberthathehadeverbeensicksolongbefore,andhewassoawedbyhissuffering,whichwasseverebutnotserious,thatwhenhisdoctorsaidhethoughtavoyagetoEuropewouldbegoodforhimhesubmittedtoomeeklyforMrs。Kenton。Herheartsmoteherforherguiltyjoyinhissentence,andshepunishedherselfbyaskingifitwouldnotdohimmoregoodtogetbacktothecomfortandquietoftheirownhouse。
  Shewenttothelengthofsayingthatshebelievedhisattackhadbeenbroughtonmorebyhomesicknessthananythingelse。Butthedoctoragreedratherwithherwishthanherword,andheldoutthathismelancholywasnotthecausebuttheeffectofhisdisorder。Thenshetookcourageandbegangettingreadytogo。ShedidnotflageveninthedarkhourswhenKentongotbackhiscouragewithhisreturningstrength,andscoffedatthenotionofEurope,andinsistedthatassoonastheywereinTuskingumheshouldbeallrightagain。
  Shefelttheingratitude,nottosaytheperfidy,ofhisbehavior,andshefortifiedherselfindignantlyagainstit;butitwasnotherconstantpurpose,orthedoctor’sinflexibleopinion,thatprevailedwithKentonatlastalettercameonedayforEllenwhichsheshowedtohermother,andwhichhermother,withherdistressobscurelyrelievedbyasenseofitspowerfulinstrumentality,broughttothegirl’sfather。Itwasfromthatfellow,astheyalwayscalledhim,anditaskedofthegirlahearinguponacertainpointinwhich,ithadjustcometohisknowledge,shehadmisjudgedhim。Hemadenoclaimuponher,andonlyurgedhiswishtorighthimselfwithherbecauseshewastheonepersoninthewholeworld,afterhismother,forwhosegoodopinionhecared。Withsometawdrinessofsentiment,theletterwaswellworded;itwasprofessedlywrittenforthesolepurposeofknowingwhether,whenshecamebacktoTuskingum,shewouldseehim,andlethimprovetoherthathewasnotwhollyunworthyofthekindnessshehadshownhimwhenhewaswithoutotherfriends。
  "Whatdoesshesay?"thejudgedemanded。
  "Whatdoyousuppose?"hiswiferetorted。"Shethinkssheoughttoseehim。"
  "Verywell,then。WewillgotoEurope。"
  "Notonmyaccount!"Mrs。Kentonconsciouslyprotested。
  "No;notonyouraccount,ormine,either。OnNelly’saccount。Whereisshe?Iwanttotalkwithher。"
  "AndIwanttotalkwithyou。She’sout,withLottie;andwhenshecomesbackIwilltellherwhatyousay。ButIwanttoknowwhatyouthink,first。"
  III。
  ItwassometimebeforetheyarrivedatacommonagreementastowhatKentonthought,andwhentheyreachedittheydecidedthattheymustleavethematteraltogethertoEllen,astheyhaddonebefore。Theywouldneverforcehertoanything,andif,afterallthathermothercouldsay,shestillwishedtoseethefellow,theywouldnotdenyher。
  Whenitcametothis,Ellenwasalongtimesilent,solongatimethathermotherwasbeginningrestivelytodoubtwhethershewasgoingtospeakatall。Thenshedrewalong,silentbreath。"IsupposeIoughttodespisemyself,momma,forcaringforhim,whenhe’sneverreallysaidthathecaredforme。"
  "No,no,"hermotherfaltered。
  "ButIdo,Ido!"shegavewaypiteously。"Ican’thelpit!Hedoesn’tsayso,evennow。"
  "No,hedoesn’t。"Ithurthermothertoownthefactthatalonegaveherhope。
  Thegirlwasalongtimesilentagainbeforesheasked,"Haspoppagotthetickets?"
  "Why,hewouldn’t,Ellen,child,tillheknewhowyoufelt,"hermothertenderlyreproachedher。
  "He’dbetternotwait!"ThetearsransilentlydownEllen’scheeks,andherlipstwitchedalittlebetweenthesewordsandthenext;shespokeasifitwerestillofherfather,buthermotherunderstood。"Ifheeverdoessayso,don’tyouspeakawordtome,momma;anddon’tyouletpoppa。"
  "No;indeedIwon’t,"hermotherpromised。"Haveweeverinterfered,Ellen?Haveweevertriedtocontrolyou?"
  "HeWOULDhavesaidso,ifhehadn’tseenthateverybodywasagainsthim。"Themotherborewithoutreplytheingratitudeandinjusticethatsheknewwerefromthechild’spainandnotfromherwill。"Whereishisletter?Givemehisletter!"Shenervouslytwitcheditfromhermother’shandandranitintoherpocket。Sheturnedawaytogoandputoffherhat,whichshestillworefromcominginwithLottie;butshestoppedandlookedoverhershoulderathermother。"I’mgoingtoanswerit,andIdon’twantyouevertoaskmewhatI’vesaid。Willyou?"
  "No,Iwon’t,Nelly。"
  "Well,then!"
  ThenextnightshewentwithBoyneandLottietotheapartmentoverheadtospendtheirlasteveningwiththeyoungpeoplethere,whoweregoingintothecountrythenextday。Shecamebackwithouttheothers,whowishedtostayalittlelonger,asshesaid,withalookofgayexcitementinhereyes,whichhermotherknewwasnothappiness。Mrs。
  Kentonhadanimpulsetosweepintoherlapthelithographplansofthesteamer,andthepassageticketwhichlayopenonthetablebeforeherselfandherhusband。ButitwastoolatetohidethemfromEllen。
  Shesawthem,andcaughtuptheticket,andreadit,andflungitdownagain。"Oh,Ididn’tthinkyouwoulddoit!"sheburstout;andsheranawaytoherroom,wheretheycouldhearhersobbing,astheysathaggardlyfacingeachother。
  "Well,thatsettlesit,"saidBentonatlast,withahardgulp。
  "Oh,Isupposeso,"hiswifeassented。
  Onhispart,now,hehadagenuineregretforherdisappointmentfromthesadsafetyofthetroublethatwouldkeepthemathome;andonherpartshecouldbegladofitifanysortofcomfortcouldcomeoutofittohim。
  "Tillshesaysgo,"headded,"we’vegottostay。"
  "Ohyes,"hiswiferesponded。"Theworstofitis,wecan’tevengobacktoTuskingum:’Helookedupsuddenlyather,andshesawthatbehadnotthoughtofthis。Shemade"Tchk!"insheeramazeathim。
  "Wewon’tcrossthatrivertillwecometoit,"hesaid,sullenly,buthalf-ashamed。Thenextmorningthesituationhadnotchangedovernight,astheysomehowbothcrazilyhopeditmight,andatbreakfast,whichtheyhadatatablegrownmoreremotefromotherswiththethinningoutofthewinterguestsofthehotel,thefatherandmothersatdownaloneinsilencewhichwasscarcelybrokentillLottieandBoynejoinedthem。
  "Where’sEllen?"theboydemanded。
  "She’shavingherbreakfastinherroom,"Mrs。Kentonanswered。
  "Shesaysshedon’twanttoeatanything,"Lottiereported。"Shemadethemantakeitawayagain。"
  Thegloomdeepenedinthefacesofthefatherandmother,butneitherspoke,andBoyneresumedthewordagaininatoneofphilosophicspeculation。"Idon’tseehowI’mgoingtogetalong,withthoseEuropeanbreakfasts。Theysayyoucan’tgetanythingbutcoldmeatoreggs;andgenerallytheydon’texpecttogiveyouanythingbutbreadandbutterwithyourcoffee。Idon’tthinkthat’sthewaytostarttheday,doyou,poppa?"
  Kentonseemednottohaveheard,forhewentonsilentlyeating,andthemother,whohadnotbeenappealedto,merelylookeddistractedlyacrossthetableatherchildren。
  "Mr。Plumptonsayshe’scomingdowntoseeusoff,"saidLottie,smoothinghernapkininherlap。"Doyouknowthetimeofdaywhentheboatsails,momma?"
  "Yes,"herbrotherbrokein,"andifIhadbeenmommaI’dhaveboxedyourearsforthewayyouwentonwithhim。Youfairlyteasedhimtocome。
  ThewayLottiegoesonwithmenisashame,momma。"
  "Whattimedoestheboatsail,momma!"Lottieblandlypersisted。"I
  promisedtoletMr。Plumptonknow。"
  "Yes,soastogetachancetowritetohim,"saidBoyne。"Iguesswhenheseesyourspelling!"
  "Momma!Dowakeup!Whattimedoesoursteamersail?"
  AlightofconsciousnesscameintoMrs。Renton’seyesatlast,andshesighedgently。"We’renotgoing,Lottie。"
  "Notgoing!Why,butwe’vegotthetickets,andI’vetold——"
  "Yourfatherhasdecidednottogo,forthepresent。Wemaygolaterinthesummer,orperhapsinthefall。"
  Boynelookedathisfather’stroubledface,andsaidnothing,butLottiewasnotstayedfromtheexpressionofherfeelingsbyanyill-timedconsiderationforwhatherfather’smightbe。"Ijustknow,"shefired,"it’ssomethingtodowiththatnastyBittridge。He’sbeenabitterdosetothisfamily!AssoonasIsawEllenhavealetterIwassureitwasfromhim;andsheoughttobeashamed。IfIhadplayedthesimpletonwithsuchafellowIguessyouwouldn’thaveletmekeepyoufromgoingtoEuropeverymuch。Whatisshegoingtodonow?Marryhim?Ordoesn’thewantherto?"
  "Lottie!"saidhermother,andherfatherglancedupatherwithafacethatsilencedher。
  "Whenyou’vebeenhalfasgoodagirlasEllenhasbeen,inthiswholematter,"hesaid,darkly,"itwillbetimeforyoutocomplainofthewayyou’vebeentreated。"
  "Ohyes,IknowyoulikeEllenthebest,"saidthegirl,defiantly。
  "Don’tsaysuchathing,Lottie!"saidhermother。"Yourfatherlovesallhischildrenalike,andIwon’thaveyoutalkingsotohim。Ellenhashadagreatdealtobear,andshehasbehavedbeautifully。IfwearenotgoingtoEuropeitisbecausewehavedecidedthatitisbestnottogo,andIwishtohearnothingmorefromyouaboutit。"
  "Ohyes!Andanicepositionitleavesmein,whenI’vebeentakinggood-byeofeverybody!Well,Ihopetogoodnessyouwon’tsayanythingaboutittillthePlumptonsgetaway。Icouldn’thavethefacetomeetthemifyoudid。"
  "Itwon’tbenecessarytosayanything;oryoucansaythatwe’vemerelypostponedoursailing。Peoplearealwaysdoingthat。"
  "It’snottobeapostponement,"saidKenton,sosternlythatnooneventuredtodisputehim,thechildrenbecausetheywereafraidofhim,andtheirmotherbecauseshewassufferingforhim。
  Atthesteamshipoffice,however,theauthoritiesrepresentedthatitwasnowsonearthedateofhissailingthattheycouldnotallowhimtorelinquishhispassagesexceptathisownrisk。Theywouldtrytosellhisticketforhim,buttheycouldnottakeitback,andtheycouldnotpromisetosellit。Therewasreasoninwhattheysaid,butiftherehadbeennone,theyhadthefourhundreddollarswhichKentonhadpaidforhisfiveberthsandtheyhadatleasttheadvantageofhimintheargumentbythatmeans。Heputtheticketbackinhispocket-bookwithoutattemptingtoanswerthem,anddeferredhisdecisiontillhecouldadvisewithhiswife,who,afterheleftthebreakfast-tableuponhiserrandtothesteamshipoffice,hadabandonedherchildrentotheirowndevices,andgonetoscoldEllenfornoteating。
  Shehadnotthehearttoscoldherwhenshefoundthegirllyingfacedownwardinthepillow,withherthinarmsthrownupthroughthecoilsandheapsofherloose-flunghair。Shewassoalightthatherfigurescarcelydefineditselfunderthebedclothes;thedarkhair,andthewhite,outstretchedarmsseemedalltherewasofher。Shedidnotstir,buthermotherknewshewasnotsleeping。"Ellen,"shesaid,gently,"youneedn’tbetroubledaboutourgoingtoEurope。Yourfatherhasgonedowntothesteamshipofficetogivebackhisticket。"
  Thegirlflashedherfaceroundwithnervousquickness。"Gonetogivebackhisticket!"
  "Yes,wedecideditlastnight。He’sneverreallywantedtogo,and——"
  "ButIdon’twishpoppatogiveuphisticket!"saidEllen。"Hemustgetitagain。IshalldieifIstayhere,momma。Wehavegottogo。
  Can’tyouunderstandthat?"
  Mrs。Kentondidnotknowwhattoanswer。Shehadastrongsuperficialdesiretoshakeherdaughterasanaughtychildwhichhasvexeditsmother,butunderthiswasastirstrongerpityforherasawoman,whicheasily,prevailed。"Why,but,Ellendear!Wethoughtfromwhatyousaidlastnight——"
  "Butcouldn’tyouSEE,"thegirlreproachedher,andshebegantocry,andturnedherfaceintothepillowagainandlaysobbing。
  "Well,"saidhermother,aftershehadgivenheralittletime,"youneedn’tbetroubled。Yourfathercaneasilygettheticketagain;hecantelephonedownforit。Nothinghasbeendoneyet。Butdidn’tyoureallywanttostay,then?"
  "Itisn’twhetherIwanttostayornot,"Ellenspokeintoherpillow。
  "Youknowthat。YouknowthatIhavegottogo。YouknowthatifIsawhim——Oh,whydoyoumakemetalk?"
  "Yes,Iunderstand,child。"Then,intheimperiousnecessityofblamingsomeone,Mrs。Kentonadded:"Youknowhowitiswithyourfather。Heisalwayssoprecipitate;andwhenheheardwhatyousaid,lastnight,itcuthimtotheheart。Hefeltasifheweredraggingyouaway,andthismorninghecouldhardlywaittogetthroughhisbreakfastbeforeherusheddowntothesteamshipoffice。Butnowit’sallrightagain,andifyouwanttogo,we’llgo,andyourfatherwillonlybetooglad。"
  "Idon’twantfathertogoagainsthiswill。YousaidheneverwantedtogotoEurope。"Thegirlhadturnedherfaceuponhermotheragain;andfixedherwithhertearful,accusingeyes。
  "Thedoctorssayheoughttogo。Heneedsthechange,andIthinkweshouldallbethebetterfargettingaway。"
  "Ishallnot,"saidEllen。"ButifIdon’t——"
  "Yes,"saidhermother,soothingly。
  "Youknowthatnothinghaschanged。Hehasn’tchangedandIhaven’t。Ifhewasbad,he’sasbadasever,andI’mjustassilly。Oh,it’slikeadrunkard!Isupposetheyknowit’skillingthem,buttheycan’tgiveitup!Don’tyouthinkit’sverystrange,momma?Idon’tseewhyIshouldbeso。ItseemsasifIhadnocharacteratall,andIdespisemyselfso!DoyoubelieveIshallevergetoverit?SometimesIthinkthebestthingformewouldbetogointoanasylum。"
  "Ohyes,dear;you’llgetoverit,andforgetitall。Assoonasyouseeothers——otherscenes——andgetinterested——"
  "Andyoudon’tyoudon’tthinkI’dbetterlethimcome,and——"
  "Ellen!"
  Ellenbegantosobagain,andtossherheaduponthepillow。"WhatshallIdo?WhatshallIdo?"shewailed。"Hehasn’teverdoneanythingbadtome,andifIcanoverlookhis——hisflirting——withthathorridthing,Idon’tknowwhattherestofyouhavegottosay。Andhesayshecanexplaineverything。Whyshouldn’tIgivehimthechance,momma?Idothinkitisactingverycruelnottolethimevensayaword。"
  "Youcanseehimifyouwish,Ellen,"saidhermother,gravely。"YourfatherandIhavealwayssaidthat。Andperhapsitwouldbethebestthing,afterall。"
  "Oh,yousaythatbecauseyouthinkthatifIdidseehim,IshouldbesodisgustedwithhimthatI’dneverwanttospeaktohimagain。ButwhatifIshouldn’t?"
  "Thenweshouldwishyoutodowhateveryouthoughtwasforyourhappiness,Ellen。Wecan’tbelieveitwouldbeforyourgood;butifitwouldbeforyourhappiness,wearewilling。Or,ifyoudon’tthinkit’sforyourhappiness,butonlyforhis,andyouwishtodoit,stillweshallbewilling,andyouknowthatasfarasyourfatherandIareconcerned,therewillneverbeawordofreproach——notawhisper。"
  "Lottiewoulddespiseme;andwhatwouldRichardsay?"
  "Richardwouldneversayanythingtowoundyou,dear,andifyoudon’tdespiseyourself,youneedn’tmindLottie。"
  "ButIshould,momma;that’stheworstofit!Ishoulddespisemyself,andhewoulddespisemetoo。No,ifIseehim,IamgoingtodoitbecauseIamselfishandwicked,andwishtohavemyownway,nomatterwhoisharmedbyit,or——anything;andI’mnotgoingtohaveitputonanyotherground。Icouldseehim,"shesaid,asiftoherself,"justoncemore——onlyoncemore——andthenifIdidn’tbelieveinhim,IcouldstartrightofftoEurope。"
  Hermothermadenoanswertothis,andEllenlayawhileapparentlyforgetfulofherpresence,inwardlydramatizingapassionatesceneofdismissalbetweenherselfandherfalselover。Sherousedherselffromthereveriewithalongsigh,andhermothersaid,"Won’tyouhavesomebreakfast,now;Ellen?"
  "Yes;andIwillgetup。Youneedn’tbetroubledanymoreaboutme,momma。Iwillwritetohimnottocome,andpoppamustgobackandgethisticketagain。"
  "Notunlessyouaredoingthisofyourownfreewill,child。Ican’thaveyoufeelingthatweareputtinganypressureuponyou。"
  "You’renot。I’mdoingitofmyownwill。Ifitisn’tmyfreewill,thatisn’tyourfault。Iwonderwhosefaultitis?Mine,orwhatmademesosillyandweak?"
  "Youarenotsillyandweak,"saidhermother,fondly,andshebentoverthegirlandwouldhavekissedher,butEllenavertedherfacewithapiteous"Don’t!"andMrs。Kentonwentoutandorderedherbreakfastbroughtback。
  Shedidnotgointomakehereatit,asshewouldhavedoneinthebeginningofthegirl’strouble;theyhadalllearnedhowmuchbettershewasforbeinglefttofightherbattleswithherselfsinglehanded。
  Mrs。Kentonwaitedintheparlortillherhusbandsamein,lookinggloomyandtired。Heputhishatdownandsankintoachairwithoutspeaking。
  "Well?"shesaid。
  "Wehavegottolosethepriceoftheticket,ifwegiveitback。I
  thoughtIhadbettertalkwithyoufirst,"saidKenton,andheexplainedthesituation。
  "Thenyouhadbettersimplyhaveitputofftillthenextsteamer。
  IhavebeentalkingwithEllen,andshedoesn’twanttostay。Shewantstogo。"HiswifetookadvantageofKenton’smuteamazeinthenervousvagariesevenofthewomennearesthimamanlearnsnothingfromexperiencetoputherowninterpretationonthecase,which,asitwascreditabletothegirl’ssenseandprinciple,hefoundacceptableifnotimaginable。"Andifyouwilltakemyadvice,"sheended,"youwillgoquietlybacktothesteamshipofficeandexchangeyourticketforthenextsteamer,ortheoneafterthat,ifyoucan’tgetgoodrooms,andgiveEllentimetogetoverthisbeforesheleaves。Itwillbemuchbetterforhertoconquerherselfthantorunaway,forthatwouldalwaysgiveherafeelingofshame,andifshedecidesbeforeshegoes,itwillstrengthenherprideandself-respect,andtherewillbelessdanger——
  whenwecomeback。"
  "Doyouthinkhe’sgoingtokeepafterher!"
  "HowcanItell?Hewillifhethinksit’stohisinterest,orhecanmakeanybodymiserablebyit。"
  Kentonsaidnothingtothis,butafterawhilehesuggested,rathertimorously,asifitweresomethinghecouldnotexpecthertoapprove,andwashimselfhalfashamedof,"IbelieveifIdoputitoff,I’llrunouttoTuskingumbeforewesail,andlookafteralittlematterofbusinessthatIdon’tthinkDickcanattendtosowell。"
  Hiswifeknewwhyhewantedtogo,andinherownmindshehadalreadydecidedthatifheshouldeverproposetogo,sheshouldnotgainsayhim。
  Shehad,infact,beenrathersurprisedthathehadnotproposeditbeforethis,andnowsheassented,withouttaxinghimwithhisrealmotive,andbringinghimtoopendisgracebeforeher。Sheevenwentfurtherinsaying:"Verywell,thenyouhadbettergo。Icangetonverywellhere,andIthinkitwillleaveEllenfreertoactforherselfifyouareaway。AndtherearesomethingsinthehousethatIwant,andthatRichardwouldbesuretosendhiswifetogetifIaskedhim,andI
  won’thaveherrummagingaroundinmyclosets。Isupposeyouwillwanttogointothehouse?"
  "Isupposeso,"saidRenton,whohadnotletadaypass,sincehelefthishouse,withoutspendinghalfhishomesicktimeinit。Hiswifesufferedhisaffectedindifferencetogowithoutexposure,andtrumpedupacommissionforhim,whichwouldtakehimintimatelyintothehouse。
  IV
  ThepietyofhissonRichardhadmaintainedtheplaceatTuskinguminperfectorderoutwardly,andKenton’sheartachedwithtenderpainashepasseduptheneatlykeptwalkfromthegate,betweenthebloomingranksofsyringasandsnowballs,tohisdoor,andwitnessedthefaithfulcarethatRichard’shiredmanhadbestoweduponeverydetail。Thegrassbetweenthebanksofrosesandrhododendronshadbeenasscrupulouslylawn-moweredandassedulouslygarden-hosedasifKentonhimselfhadbeentheretolookafteritswelfare,orhadtendedtheshrubberyasheusedtodoinearlierdayswithhisownhand。Theoakswhichhehadplantedshookouttheirglossygreeninthemorninggale,andinthetulip-trees,whichhadsnowedtheirpetalsonthegroundinwidecirclesdefinedbythereachoftheirbranches,heheardthesquirrelsbarking;ared-birdfromthewoodydepthsbehindthehousemockedthecat-birdsinthequince-trees。TheJunerosewasredalongthetrellisoftheveranda,whereLottieoughttobesittingtoreceivethemorningcallsoftheyoungmenwhoweresometimesquiteasearlyasKenton’spresentvisitintheirdevotions,andthesoundofEllen’spiano,playedfitfullyandabsentlyinherfashion,oughttobecomingoutirrespectiveofthehour。
  Itseemedtohimthathiswifemustopenthedoorashisstepsandhisson’smadethemselvesheardonthewalkbetweentheboxbordersintheirupperorchard,andhefalteredalittle。
  "Lookhere,father,"saidhisson,detectinghishesitation。"Whydon’tyouletMarycomeinwithyou,andhelpyoufindthosethings?"
  "No,no,"saidKenton,sinkingintooneofthewoodenseatsthatflankedthedoor-way。"IpromisedyourmotherthatIwouldgetthemmyself。Youknowwomendon’tliketohaveotherwomengoingthroughtheirhouses。"
  "Yes,butMary!"hissonurged。
  "Ah!It’sjustMary,withherperfecthousekeeping,thatyourmotherwouldn’tliketohaveseethewaysheleftthings,"saidKenton,andhesmiledatthenotionofanyonebeinghousekeeperenoughtofindaflawinhiswife’s。"My,butthisispleasant!"headded。Hetookoffhishatandletthebreezeplaythroughthelank,thinhairwhichwasstillblackonhisfine,highforehead。Hewasaveryhandsomeoldman,withadelicateaquilineprofile,oftheperfectRomantypewhichisperhapsoftenerfoundinAmericathaneveritwasinRome。"You’vekeptitverynice,Dick,"hesaid,withageneralizingwaveofhishat。
  "Well,Icouldn’ttellwhetheryouwouldbecomingbackornot,andI
  thoughtIhadbetterbereadyforyou。"
  "Iwishwewere,"saidtheoldman,"andweshallbe,inthefall,orthelatterpartofthesummer。Butit’sbetternowthatweshouldgo——onEllen’saccount。"
  "Oh,you’llenjoyit,"hissonevadedhim。
  "Youhaven’tseenanythingofhimlately?"Kentonsuggested。
  "Hewasn’tlikelytoletmeseeanythingofhim,"returnedtheson。
  "No,"saidthefather。"Well!"Herosetoputthekeyintothedoor,andhissonsteppeddownfromthelittleporchtothebrickwalk。
  "Marywillhavedinnerearly,father;andwhenyou’vegotthroughhere,you’dbettercomeoverandliedownawhilebeforehand。"
  Kentonhadbeendroppedateighto’clockfromasleeperontheGreatThree,andhadrefusedbreakfastathisson’shouse,uponthepleathattheporterhadgivenhimaSoutherncantaloupeandacupofcoffeeonthetrain,andhewasnolongerhungry。
  "Allright,"hesaid。"Iwon’tbelongerthanIcanhelp。"Hehadgotthedooropenandwasgoingtocloseitagain。
  Hissonlaughed。"Betternotshutit,father。Itwillletthefreshairin。"
  "Oh,allright,"saidtheoldman。
  Thesonlingeredabout,givingsomeorderstothehiredmaninthevegetablegarden,foranexcuse,inthehopethathisfathermightchangehismindandaskhimtocomeintothehousewithhim;hefeltitsoforlornforhimtobegoingthroughthoselifelessroomsalone。Whenhelookedround,andsawhisfatherholdingthedoorajar,asifimpatientlywaitingforhimtobegone,helaughedandwavedhishandtohim。"Allright,father?I’mgoingnow。"Butthoughhetreatedthemattersolightlywithhisfather,hesaidgrimlytohiswife,ashepassedherontheirownporch,onhiswaytohisonce,"Idon’tliketothinkoffatherbeingdrivenoutofhouseandhomethisway。"
  "NeitherdoI,Dick。Butitcan’tbehelped,canit?"
  "IthinkIcouldhelpit,ifIgotmyhandsonthatfellowonce。"
  "No,youcouldn’t,Dick。It’snothethat’sdoingit。It’sEllen;youknowthatwellenough;andyou’vejustgottostandit。"
  "Yes,Isupposeso,"saidRichardKenton。
  "Ofcourse,myheartachesforyourpooroldfather,butsoitwouldifEllenhadsomekindofawfulsickness。Itisakindofsickness,andyoucan’tfightitanymorethanifshereallywassick。"
  "No,"saidthehusband,dejectedly。"Youjustslipoverthere,afterawhile,Mary,iffather’sgonetoolong,willyou?Idon’tliketohavehimtherealone。"
  "’Deedand’deedIwon’t,Dick。Hewouldn’tlikeitatall,myspyinground。Nothingcanhappentohim,andIbelieveyourmother’sjustmadeanexcusetosendhimaftersomething,sothathecanbeintherealone,andrealizethatthehouseisn’thomeanymore。ItwillbeeasierforhimtogotoEuropewhenhefindsthatout。Ibelieveinmyheartthatwasherideainnotwantingmetofindthethingsforhim,andI’mnotgoingtomeddlemyself。"
  Withthefatuityofamaninsuchthings,andwiththefatuityofageregardingallthethingsofthepast,Kentonhadthoughtinhishomesicknessofhishouseasheusedtobeinit,andhadneverbeenabletopictureitwithoutthefamilylife。Ashenowwalkedthroughtheemptyrooms,andupanddownthestairs,hispulsebeatlowasifinthepresenceofdeath。Everythingwasastheyhadleftit,whentheywentoutofthehouse,anditappearedtoKentonthatnothinghadbeentouchedtheresince,thoughwhenheafterwardsreportedtohiswifethattherewasnotaspeckofdustanywheresheknewthatMaryhadbeengoingthroughthehouse,intheirabsence,notonceonly,butoften,andshefeltapangofgratefuljealousy。HegottogetherthethingsthatMrs。
  Kentonhadpretendedtowant,andafterglancinginatthedifferentrooms,whichseemedtobelyingstealthilyinwaitforhim,withtheiremptinessandsilence,hewentdown-stairswiththebundlehehadmade,andturnedintohislibrary。Hehadsomethoughtoflookingatthecollectionsforhishistory,but,afterpullingopenoneofthedrawersinwhichtheywerestored,hepushedittoagain,andsanklistlesslyintohisleather-coveredswivel-chair,whichstoodinitsplacebeforethewidewriting-table,andseemedtohavehadhiminitbeforehesatdown。Thetablewasbare,exceptforthebooksanddocumentswhichhehadsenthomefromtimetotimeduringthewinter,andwhichRichardorhiswifehadneatlyarrangedtherewithoutbreakingtheirwraps。Heletfallhisbundleathisfeet,andsatstaringattheranksofbooksagainstthewall,mechanicallyrelatingthemtothedifferentepochsofthepastinwhichheorhiswifeorhischildrenhadbeeninterestedinthem,andachingwithtenderpain。Hehadalwayssupposedhimselfahappyandstrongandsuccessfulman,butwhatadrearyruinhislifehadfalleninto!Wasittobefinallysohelplessandpowerlessforwithallthedefencesabouthimthatamancanhave,hefelthimselffatallyvulnerablethathehadfoughtsomanyyears?Why,athisage,shouldhebegoingintoexile,awayfromeverythingthatcouldmakehisdaysbrightandsweet?Whycouldnothecomebackthere,wherehewasnowmoresolitarythanhecouldbeanywhereelseonearth,andreanimatethedeadbodyofhishomewithhisoldlife?Heknewwhy,inanimmediatesort,buthisquestwasforthecausebehindthecause。Whathadhedone,orleftundone?Hehadtriedtobeajustman,andfulfilallhisdutiesbothtohisfamilyandtohisneighbors;hehadwishedtobekind,andnottoharmanyone;hereflectedhow,ashehadgrownolder,thedreadofdoinganyunkindnesshadgrownuponhim,andhowhehadtriednottobeproud,buttowalkmeeklyandhumbly。Whyshouldhebepunishedashewas,strickeninaplacesosacredthattheefforttodefendhimselfhadseemedakindofsacrilege?Hecouldnotmakeitout,andhewasnotawareofthetearsofself-pitythatstoleslowlydownhisface,thoughfromtimetotimehewipedthemaway。
  Heheardstepsinthehallwithout,advancingandpausing,whichmustbethoseofhissoncomingbackforhim,andwiththeseadvancesandpausesgivinghimnoticeofhisapproach;buthedidnotmove,andatfirsthedidnotlookupwhenthestepsarrivedatthethresholdoftheroomwherehesat。WhenheliftedhiseyesatlasthesawBittridgelounginginthedoor-way,withoneshouldersupportedagainstthedoor-jamb,hishandsinhispocketsandhishatpushedwellbackonhisforehead。InaninstantallKenton’shumilityandsoftrepiningweregone。"Well,whatisit?"
  hecalled。
  "Oh,"saidBittridge,comingforward。Helaughedandexplained,"Didn’tknowifyourecognizedme。"
  "Irecognizedyou,"saidKenton,fiercely。"Whatisityouwant?"
  "Well,Ihappenedtobepassing,andIsawthedooropen,andIthoughtmaybeDickwashere。"
  ItwasonKenton’stonguetosaythatitwasagoodthingforhimDickwasnotthere。Butpartlythesensethatthiswouldbeunbecomingbluster,andpartlythesuffocatingresentmentofthefellow’simpudence,limitedhisresponsetoaformlessgasp,andBittridgewenton:"ButI’mgladtofindyouhere,judge。Ididn’tknowthatyouwereintown。
  FamilyallwellinNewYork?"Hewasnotquelledbythesilenceofthejudgeonthispoint,but,asifhehadnotexpectedanydefinitereplytowhatmightwellpassforformalcivility,henowlookedaslantintohisbreast-pocketfromwhichhedrewafoldedpaper。"IjustgotholdofadocumentthismorningthatIthinkwillinterestyou。IwasbringingitroundtoDick’swifeforyou。"TheintolerablefamiliarityofallthiswasfastworkingKentontoaviolentexplosion,buthecontainedhimself,andBittridgesteppedforwardtolaythepaperonthetablebeforehim。
  "It’stheoriginalrosterofCompanyC,inyourregiment,and——"
  "Takeitaway!"shoutedKenton,"andtakeyourselfawaywithit!"andhegraspedthestickthatshookinhishand。
  AwickedlightcameintoBittridge’seyeashedrawled,inlazyscorn,"Oh,Idon’tknow。"Thenhistruculencebrokeinamaliciousamusement。
  "Why,judge,what’sthematter?"Heputonafaceofmockgravity,andKentonknewwithhelplessfurythathewasenjoyinghisvantage。Hecouldfalluponhimandbeathimwithhisstick,leavingthesituationotherwiseundefined,butamoment’sreflectionconvincedKentonthatthiswouldnotdo。Itmadehimsicktothinkofstrikingthefellow,asifinthatactheshouldbestrikingEllen,too。Itdidnotoccurtohimthathecouldbephysicallyworsted,orthathisvehementagewouldbenomatchfortheother’svigorousyouth。Allhethoughtwasthatitwouldnotavail,excepttomakeknowntoeveryonewhatnonebutherdearestcouldnowconjecture。Bittridgecouldthenpubliclysay,anddoubtlesswouldsay,thathehadnevermadelovetoEllen;thatiftherehadbeenanylove-makingitwasallonherside;andthathehadonlypaidhertheattentionswhichanyyoungmanmightblamelesslypayaprettygirl。Thiswouldbetruetothefactsinthecase,thoughitwastruealsothathehadusedeverytacitarttomakeherbelievehiminlovewithher。Buthowcouldthistruthbeurged,andtowhom?SofartheaffairhadbeenquiteinthehandsofEllen’sfamily,andtheyhadallactedforthebest,uptothepresenttime。TheyhadgivenBittridgenogrievanceinmakinghimfeelthathewasunwelcomeintheirhouse,andtheywerequitewithintheirrightsingoingaway,andmakingitimpossibleforhimtoseeheragainanywhereinTuskingum。AsforhisseeingherinNewYork,Ellenhadbuttosaythatshedidnotwishit,andthatwouldendit。
  Now,however,bytreatinghimrudely,KentonwasawarethathehadboundhimselftorenderBittridgesomeaccountofhisbehaviorthroughout,ifthefellowinsisteduponit。
  "Iwantnothingtodowithyou,sir,"hesaid,lessviolently,but,ashefelt,notmoreeffectually。"Youareinmyhousewithoutmyinvitation,andagainstmywish!"
  "Ididn’texpecttofindyouhere。IcameinbecauseIsawthedooropen,andIthoughtImightseeDickorhiswifeandgivethem,thispaperforyou。ButI’mgladIfoundyou,andifyouwon’tgivemeanyreasonfornotwantingmehere,Icangiveitmyself,andIthinkIcanmakeoutaverygoodcaseforyou。"KentonquiveredinanticipationofsomementionofEllen,andBittridgesmiledasifheunderstood。Buthewentontosay:"Iknowthattherewerethingshappenedafteryoufirstgavemetherunofyourhousethatmightmakeyouwanttoputupthebarsagain——iftheyweretrue。Buttheywerenottrue。AndIcanprovethatbythebestofallpossiblewitnesses——byUphillhimself。Hestandsshouldertoshoulderwithme,tomakeithotforanyonewhocoupleshiswife’snamewithmine。"
  "Humph!"Kentoncouldnothelpmakingthiscomment,andBittridge,beingwhathewas,couldnothelplaughing。
  "What’stheuse?"heasked,recoveringhimself。"Idon’tpretendthatIdidright,butyouknowtherewasn’tanyharminit。AndiftherehadbeenIshouldhavegottheworstofit。Honestly,judge,Icouldn’ttellyouhowmuchIprizedbeingadmittedtoyourhouseonthetermsIwas。
  Don’tyouthinkIcouldappreciatethekindnessyouallshowedme?
  Beforeyoutookmeup,IwasaloneinTuskingum,butyouopenedeverydoorintheplaceforme。Youmadeithometome;andyouwon’tbelieveit,ofcourse,becauseyou’reprejudiced;butIfeltlikeasonandbrothertoyouall。IfelttowardsMrs。KentonjustasIdotowardsmyownmother。IlostthebestfriendsIeverhadwhenyouturnedagainstme。Don’tyousupposeI’veseenthedifferencehereinTuskingum?Ofcourse,themenpassthetimeofdaywithmewhenwemeet,buttheydon’tlookmeup,andtherearemorenear-sightedgirlsinthistown!"Kentoncouldnotkeeptheremotedawnofasmileoutofhiseyes,andBittridgecaughtthefar-offgleam。"Andeverybody’sbeenawaythewholewinter。