Itwasonlyoneofthesmallpartsofthetrainingwhichhadquietlymadetheboy,evenasachild,self-controlledandcourteous,hadtaughthimeaseandgraceofboyishcarriage,thehabitofholdinghisbodywellandhisheaderect,andhadgivenhimacertainlookofyoungdistinctionwhich,thoughitassumednothing,sethimapartfromboysofcarelesslyawkwardbearing。
``Isthereanewspaperherewhichtellsofthebattle,Lazarus?''
heasked,afterhehadleftthetable。
``Yes,sir,''wastheanswer。``Yourfathersaidthatyoumightreadit。Itisablacktale!''headded,ashehandedhimthepaper。
Itwasablacktale。Asheread,Marcofeltasifhecouldscarcelybearit。ItwasasifSamaviaswaminblood,andasiftheothercountriesmuststandaghastbeforesuchfuriouscruelties。
``Lazarus,''hesaid,springingtohisfeetatlast,hiseyesburning,``somethingmuststopit!Theremustbesomethingstrongenough。
Thetimehascome。Thetimehascome。''Andhewalkedupanddowntheroombecausehewastooexcitedtostandstill。
HowLazaruswatchedhim!Whatastrongandglowingfeelingtherewasinhisownrestrainedface!
``Yes,sir。Surelythetimehascome,''heanswered。Butthatwasallhesaid,andheturnedandwentoutoftheshabbybacksitting-roomatonce。Itwasasifhefeltitwerewisertogobeforehelostpoweroverhimselfandsaidmore。
Marcomadehiswaytothemeeting-placeoftheSquad,towhichTheRathadinthepastgiventhenameoftheBarracks。TheRatwassittingamonghisfollowers,andhehadbeenreadingthemorningpapertothem,theonewhichcontainedtheaccountofthebattleofMelzarr。TheSquadhadbecometheSecretParty,andeachmemberofitwasthrilledwiththespiritofdarkplotandadventure。Theyallwhisperedwhentheyspoke。
``ThisisnottheBarracksnow,''TheRatsaid。``Itisasubterraneancavern。Underthefloorofitthousandsofswordsandgunsareburied,anditispiledtotheroofwiththem。
Thereisonlyasmallplaceleftforustositandplotin。Wecrawlinthroughahole,andtheholeishiddenbybushes。''
Totherestoftheboysthiswasonlyanexcitinggame,butMarcoknewthattoTheRatitwasmore。ThoughTheRatknewnoneofthethingsheknew,hesawthatthewholestoryseemedtohimarealthing。ThestrugglesofSamavia,ashehadheardandreadoftheminthenewspapers,hadtakenpossessionofhim。Hispassionforsoldieringandwarfareandhiscuriouslymaturebrainhadledhimintofollowingeverydetailhecouldlayholdof。Hehadlistenedtoallhehadheardwithremarkableresults。Herememberedthingsolderpeopleforgotaftertheyhadmentionedthem。Heforgotnothing。HehaddrawnontheflagstonesamapofSamaviawhichMarcosawwasactuallycorrect,andhehadmadearoughsketchofMelzarrandthebattlewhichhadhadsuchdisastrousresults。
``TheMaranovitchhadpossessionofMelzarr,''heexplainedwithfeverisheagerness。``AndtheIarovitchattackedthemfromhere,''pointingwithhisfinger。``Thatwasamistake。I
shouldhaveattackedthemfromaplacewheretheywouldnothavebeenexpectingit。Theyexpectedattackontheirfortifications,andtheywerereadytodefendthem。Ibelievetheenemycouldhavestolenupinthenightandrushedinhere,''pointingagain。
Marcothoughthewasright。TheRathadargueditallout,andhadstudiedMelzarrashemighthavestudiedapuzzleoranarithmeticalproblem。Hewasveryclever,andassharpashisqueerfacelooked。
``Ibelieveyouwouldmakeagoodgeneralifyouweregrownup,''
saidMarco。``I'dliketoshowyourmapstomyfatherandaskhimifhedoesn'tthinkyourstratagemwouldhavebeenagoodone。''
``DoesheknowmuchaboutSamavia?''askedTheRat。
``Hehastoreadthenewspapersbecausehewritesthings,''Marcoanswered。``Andeveryoneisthinkingaboutthewar。Noonecanhelpit。''
TheRatdrewadingy,foldedpaperoutofhispocketandlookeditoverwithanairofreflection。
``I'llmakeacleanone,''hesaid。``I'dlikeagrown-upmantolookatitandseeifit'sallright。Myfatherwasmorethanhalf-drunkwhenIwasdrawingthis,soIcouldn'taskhimquestions。He'llkillhimselfbeforelong。Hehadasortoffitlastnight。''
``Tellus,Rat,wotyouan'Marco'll'aveterdo。Let's'earwotyou'vemadeup,''suggestedCad。Hedrewcloser,andsodidtherestofthecircle,huggingtheirkneeswiththeirarms。
``Thisiswhatweshallhavetodo,''beganTheRat,inthehollowwhisperofaSecretParty。``THEHOURHASCOME。ToalltheSecretOnesinSamavia,andtothefriendsoftheSecretPartyineverycountry,thesignmustbecarried。Itmustbecarriedbysomeonewhocouldnotbesuspected。Whowouldsuspecttwoboys——andoneofthemacripple?ThebestthingofallforusisthatIamacripple。Whowouldsuspectacripple?
Whenmyfatherisdrunkandbeatsme,hedoesitbecauseIwon'tgooutandbeginthestreetsandbringhimthemoneyIget。Hesaysthatpeoplewillnearlyalwaysgivemoneytoacripple。I
won'tbeabeggarforhim——theswine——butIwillbeoneforSamaviaandtheLostPrince。Marcoshallpretendtobemybrotherandtakecareofme。Isay,''speakingtoMarcowithasuddenchangeofvoice,``canyousinganything?Itdoesn'tmatterhowyoudoit。''
``Yes,Icansing,''Marcoreplied。
``ThenMarcowillpretendheissingingtomakepeoplegivehimmoney。I'llgetapairofcrutchessomewhere,andpartofthetimeIwillgooncrutchesandpartofthetimeonmyplatform。
We'lllivelikebeggarsandgowhereverwewantto。Icanwhizpastamanandgivethesignandnoonewillknow。SometimesMarcocangiveitwhenpeoplearedroppingmoneyintohiscap。
WecanpassfromonecountrytoanotherandrouseeverybodywhoisoftheSecretParty。We'llworkourwayintoSamavia,andwe'llbeonlytwoboys——andoneacripple——andnobodywillthinkwecouldbedoinganything。We'llbegingreatcitiesandonthehighroad。''
``Where'llyougetthemoneytotravel?''saidCad。
``TheSecretPartywillgiveittous,andwesha'n'tneedmuch。
Wecouldbegenough,forthatmatter。We'llsleepunderthestars,orunderbridges,orarchways,orindarkcornersofstreets。I'vedoneitmyselfmanyatimewhenmyfatherdrovemeoutofdoors。Ifit'scoldweather,it'sbadenoughbutifit'sfineweather,it'sbetterthansleepinginthekindofplaceI'musedto。Comrade,''toMarco,``areyouready?''
Hesaid``Comrade''asLoristandid,andsomehowMarcodidnotresentit,becausehewasreadytolaborforSamavia。Itwasonlyagame,butitmadethemcomrades——andwasitreallyonlyagame,afterall?Hisexcitedvoiceandhisstrange,linedfacemadeitsingularlyunlikeone。
``Yes,Comrade,Iamready,''Marcoansweredhim。
``WeshallbeinSamaviawhenthefightingfortheLostPrincebegins。''TheRatcarriedonhisstorywithfire。``Wemayseeabattle。Wemightdosomethingtohelp。Wemightcarrymessagesunderarainofbullets——arainofbullets!''Thethoughtsoelatedhimthatheforgothiswhisperandhisvoicerangoutfiercely。``Boyshavebeeninbattlesbefore。WemightfindtheLostKing——no,theFoundKing——andaskhimtoletusbehisservants。Hecouldsenduswherehecouldn'tsendbiggerpeople。Icouldsaytohim,`YourMajesty,Iamcalled``TheRat,''becauseIcancreepthroughholesandintocornersanddartabout。OrdermeintoanydangerandIwillobeyyou。LetmedielikeasoldierifIcan'tlivelikeone。'''
Suddenlyhethrewhisraggedcoatsleeveupacrosshiseyes。Hehadwroughthimselfuptremendouslywiththepictureoftherainofbullets。AndhefeltasifhesawtheKingwhohadatlastbeenfound。Thenextmomentheuncoveredhisface。
``That'swhatwe'vegottodo,''hesaid。``Justthat,ifyouwanttoknow。Andalotmore。There'snoendtoit!''
Marco'sthoughtswereinawhirl。Itoughtnottobenothingbutagame。Hegrewquitehotallover。IftheSecretPartywantedtosendmessengersnoonewouldthinkofsuspecting,whocouldbemoreharmless-lookingthantwovagabondboyswanderingaboutpickinguptheirlivingasbesttheycould,notseemingtobelongtoanyone?Andoneacripple。Itwastrue——yes,itwastrue,asTheRatsaid,thathisbeingacripplemadehimlooksaferthananyoneelse。Marcoactuallyputhisforeheadinhishandsandpressedhistemples。
``What'sthematter?''exclaimedTheRat。``Whatareyouthinkingabout?''
``I'mthinkingwhatageneralyouwouldmake。I'mthinkingthatitmightallbereal——everywordofit。Itmightn'tbeagameatall,''saidMarco。
``No,itmightn't,''TheRatanswered。``IfIknewwheretheSecretPartywas,I'dliketogoandtellthemaboutit。What'sthat!''hesaid,suddenlyturninghisheadtowardthestreet。
``Whataretheycallingout?''
Somenewsboywithaparticularlyshrillvoicewasshoutingoutsomethingatthetopmostofhislungs。
Tenseandexcited,nomemberofthecirclestirredorspokeforafewseconds。TheRatlistened,Marcolistened,thewholeSquadlistened,prickinguptheirears。
``StartlingnewsfromSamavia,''thenewsboywasshrillingout。
``Amazingstory!DescendantoftheLostPrincefound!
DescendantoftheLostPrincefound!''
``Anychapgotapenny?''snappedTheRat,beginningtoshuffletowardthearchedpassage。
``Ihave!''answeredMarco,followinghim。
``Comeon!''TheRatyelled。``Let'sgoandgetapaper!''Andhewhizzeddownthepassagewithhisswiftestrat-likedart,whiletheSquadfollowedhim,shoutingandtumblingovereachother。
IX
``ITISNOTAGAME''
Loristanwalkedslowlyupanddownthebacksitting-roomandlistenedtoMarco,whosatbythesmallfireandtalked。
``Goon,''hesaid,whenevertheboystopped。``Iwanttohearitall。He'sastrangelad,andit'sasplendidgame。''
Marcowastellinghimthestoryofhissecondandthirdvisitstotheinclosurebehindthedesertedchurch-yard。Hehadbegunatthebeginning,andhisfatherhadlistenedwithadeepinterest。
Ayearlater,Marcorecalledthiseveningasathrillingmemory,andasonewhichwouldneverpassawayfromhimthroughouthislife。Hewouldalwaysbeabletocallitallback。Thesmallanddingybackroom,thedimnessoftheonepoorgas-burner,whichwasalltheycouldaffordtolight,theironboxpushedintothecornerwithitsmapsandplanslockedsafelyinit,theerectbearingandactualbeautyofthetallform,whichtheshabbinessofwornandmendedclothescouldnothideordim。NotevenragsandtatterscouldhavemadeLoristanseeminsignificantorundistinguished。Hewasalwaysthesame。Hiseyesseemeddarkerandmorewonderfulthaneverintheirremotethoughtfulnessandinterestashespoke。
``Goon,''hesaid。``Itisasplendidgame。Anditiscurious。
Hehasthoughtitoutwell。Theladisabornsoldier。''
``Itisnotagametohim,''Marcosaid。``Anditisnotagametome。TheSquadisonlyplaying,butwithhimit'squitedifferent。Heknowshe'llneverreallygetwhathewants,buthefeelsasifthiswassomethingnearit。HesaidImightshowyouthemaphemade。Father,lookatit。''
HegaveLoristanthecleancopyofTheRat'smapofSamavia。ThecityofMelzarrwasmarkedwithcertainsigns。TheyweretoshowatwhatpointsTheRat——ifhehadbeenaSamaviangeneral——wouldhaveattackedthecapital。AsMarcopointedthemout,heexplainedTheRat'sreasonsforhisplanning。
Loristanheldthepaperforsomeminutes。Hefixedhiseyesonitcuriously,andhisblackbrowsdrewthemselvestogether。
``Thisisverywonderful!''hesaidatlast。``Heisquiteright。Theymighthavegotinthere,andfortheveryreasonshehiton。
Howdidhelearnallthis?''
``Hethinksofnothingelsenow,''answeredMarco。``Hehasalwaysthoughtofwarsandmadeplansforbattles。He'snotliketherestoftheSquad。Hisfatherisnearlyalwaysdrunk,butheisverywelleducated,and,whenheisonlyhalfdrunk,helikestotalk。
TheRataskshimquestionsthen,andleadshimonuntilhefindsoutagreatdeal。Thenhebegsoldnewspapers,andhehideshimselfincornersandlistenstowhatpeoplearesaying。Hesaysheliesawakeatnightthinkingitout,andhethinksaboutitalltheday。ThatwaswhyhegotuptheSquad。''
Loristanhadcontinuedexaminingthepaper。
``Tellhim,''hesaid,whenherefoldedandhandeditback,``thatIstudiedhismap,andhemaybeproudofit。Youmayalsotellhim——''andhesmiledquietlyashespoke——``thatinmyopinionheisright。TheIarovitchwouldhaveheldMelzarrto-dayifhehadledthem。''
Marcowasfullofexultation。
``Ithoughtyouwouldsayhewasright。Ifeltsureyouwould。
Thatiswhatmakesmewanttotellyoutherest,''hehurriedon。
``Ifyouthinkheisrightabouttheresttoo——''Hestoppedawkwardlybecauseofasuddenwildthoughtwhichrusheduponhim。
``Idon'tknowwhatyouwillthink,''hestammered。``Perhapsitwillseemtoyouasifthegame——asifthatpartofitcould——couldonlybeagame。''
HewassoferventinspiteofhishesitationthatLoristanbegantowatchhimwithsympatheticrespect,ashealwaysdidwhentheboywastryingtoexpresssomethinghewasnotsureof。OneofthegreatbondsbetweenthemwasthatLoristanwasalwaysinterestedinhisboyishmentalprocesses——inthewayinwhichhisthoughtsledhimtoanyconclusion。
``Goon,''hesaidagain。``IamlikeTheRatandIamlikeyou。
Ithasnotseemedquitelikeagametome,sofar。''
Hesatdownatthewriting-tableandMarco,inhiseagerness,drewnearerandleanedagainstit,restingonhisarmsandloweringhisvoice,thoughitwasalwaystheirhabittospeakatsuchapitchthatnooneoutsidetheroomtheywereincoulddistinguishwhattheysaid。
``ItisTheRat'splanforgivingthesignalforaRising,''hesaid。
Loristanmadeaslightmovement。
``DoeshethinktherewillbeaRising?''heasked。
``HesaysthatmustbewhattheSecretPartyhasbeenpreparingforalltheseyears。Anditmustcomesoon。Theothernationsseethatthefightingmustbeputanendtoeveniftheyhavetostopitthemselves。AndiftherealKingisfound——butwhenTheRatboughtthenewspapertherewasnothinginitaboutwherehewas。
Itwasonlyasortofrumor。Nobodyseemedtoknowanything。''
Hestoppedafewseconds,buthedidnotutterthewordswhichwereinhismind。Hedidnotsay:``ButYOUknow。''
``AndTheRathasaplanforgivingthesignal?''Loristansaid。
Marcoforgothisfirstfeelingofhesitation。HebegantoseetheplanagainashehadseenitwhenTheRattalked。HebegantospeakasTheRathadspoken,forgettingthatitwasagame。
HemadeevenaclearerpicturethanTheRathadmadeofthetwovagabondboys——oneofthemacripple——makingtheirwayfromoneplacetoanother,quitefreetocarrymessagesorwarningswheretheychose,becausetheyweresoinsignificantandpoor-lookingthatnoonecouldthinkofthemasanythingbutwaifsandstrays,belongingtonobodyandblownaboutbythewindofpovertyandchance。Hefeltasifhewantedtoconvincehisfatherthattheplanwasapossibleone。Hedidnotquiteknowwhyhefeltsoanxioustowinhisapprovalofthescheme——asifitwerereal——asifitcouldactuallybedone。Butthisfeelingwaswhatinspiredhimtoenterintonewdetailsandsuggestpossibilities。
``Aboywhowasacrippleandonewhowasonlyastreetsingerandasortofbeggarcouldgetalmostanywhere,''hesaid。
``Soldierswouldlistentoasingerifhesanggoodsongs——andtheymightnotbeafraidtotalkbeforehim。AstrollingsingerandacripplewouldperhapshearagreatmanythingsitmightbeusefulfortheSecretPartytoknow。Theymightevenhearimportantthings。Don'tyouthinkso?''
Beforehehadgonefarwithhisstory,thefarawaylookhadfallenuponLoristan'sface——thelookMarcohadknownsowellallhislife。Hesatturnedalittlesidewisefromtheboy,hiselbowrestingonthetableandhisforeheadonhishand。Helookeddownattheworncarpetathisfeet,andsohelookedashelistenedtotheend。ItwasasifsomenewthoughtwereslowlygrowinginhismindasMarcowentontalkingandenlargingonTheRat'splan。Hedidnotevenlookuporchangehispositionasheanswered,``Yes。Ithinkso。''
But,becauseofthedeepandgrowingthoughtinhisface,Marco'scourageincreased。Hisfirstfearthatthispartoftheplanningmightseemsoboldandrecklessthatitwouldonlyappeartobelongtoaboyishgame,graduallyfadedawayforsomestrangereason。HisfatherhadsaidthatthefirstpartofTheRat'simaginingshadnotseemedquitelikeagametohim,andnow——evennow——hewasnotlisteningasifhewerelisteningtothedetailsofmereexaggeratedfancies。Itwasasifthethinghewashearingwasnotwildlyimpossible。Marco'sknowledgeofContinentalcountriesandofmethodsofjourneyinghelpedhimtoenterintomuchdetailandgiverealismtohisplans。
``SometimeswecouldpretendweknewnothingbutEnglish,''hesaid。``Then,thoughTheRatcouldnotunderstand,Icould。I
shouldalwaysunderstandineachcountry。Iknowthecitiesandtheplacesweshouldwanttogoto。Iknowhowboyslikeuslive,andsoweshouldnotdoanythingwhichwouldmakethepoliceangryormakepeoplenoticeus。Ifanyoneaskedquestions,IwouldletthembelievethatIhadmetTheRatbychance,andwehadmadeupourmindstotraveltogetherbecausepeoplegavemoremoneytoaboywhosangifhewaswithacripple。TherewasaboywhousedtoplaytheguitarinthestreetsofRome,andhealwayshadalamegirlwithhim,andeveryoneknewitwasforthatreason。Whenheplayed,peoplelookedatthegirlandweresorryforherandgavehersoldi。
Youremember。''
``Yes,Iremember。Andwhatyousayistrue,''Loristananswered。
Marcoleanedforwardacrossthetablesothathecameclosertohim。Thetoneinwhichthewordsweresaidmadehiscourageleaplikeaflame。Tobeallowedtogoonwiththisboldnesswastofeelthathewasbeingtreatedalmostasifhewereaman。Ifhisfatherhadwishedtostophim,hecouldhavedoneitwithonequietglance,withoututteringaword。Forsomewonderfulreasonhedidnotwishhimtoceasetalking。Hewaswillingtohearwhathehadtosay——hewaseveninterested。
``Youaregrowingolder,''hehadsaidthenighthehadrevealedthemarveloussecret。``Silenceisstilltheorder,butyouaremanenoughtobetoldmore。''
WashemanenoughtobethoughtworthytohelpSamaviainanysmallway——evenwithboyishfancieswhichmightcontainagermofsomethoughtwhicholderandwisermindsmightmakeuseful?Washebeinglistenedtobecausetheplan,madeaspartofagame,wasnotanimpossibleone——iftwoboyswhocouldbetrustedcouldbefound?Hecaughtadeepbreathashewenton,drawingstillnearerandspeakingsolowthathistonewasalmostawhisper。
``IfthemenoftheSecretPartyhavebeenworkingandthinkingforsomanyyears——theyhavepreparedeverything。Theyknowbythistimeexactlywhatmustbedonebythemessengerswhoaretogivethesignal。Theycantellthemwheretogoandhowtoknowthesecretfriendswhomustbewarned。Iftheorderscouldbewrittenandgivento——tosomeonewhohas——whohaslearnedtorememberthings!''Hehadbeguntobreathesoquicklythathestoppedforamoment。
Loristanlookedup。Helookeddirectlyintohiseyes。
``SomeonewhohasbeenTRAINEDtorememberthings?''hesaid。
``Someonewhohasbeentrained,''Marcowenton,catchinghisbreathagain。``Someonewhodoesnotforget——whowouldneverforget——never!Thatone,evenifhewereonlytwelve——evenifhewereonlyten——couldgoanddoashewastold。''Loristanputhishandonhisshoulder。
``Comrade,''hesaid,``youarespeakingasifyouwerereadytogoyourself。''
Marco'seyeslookedbravelystraightintohis,buthesaidnotoneword。
``Doyouknowwhatitwouldmean,Comrade?''hisfatherwenton。
``Youareright。Itisnotagame。Andyouarenotthinkingofitasone。Buthaveyouthoughthowitwouldbeifsomethingbetrayedyou——andyouweresetupagainstawalltobeSHOT?''
Marcostoodupquitestraight。Hetriedtobelievehefeltthewallagainsthisback。
``IfIwereshot,IshouldbeshotforSamavia,''hesaid。``AndforYOU,Father。''
Evenashewasspeaking,thefrontdoor-bellrangandLazarusevidentlyopenedit。Hespoketosomeone,andthentheyheardhisfootstepsapproachingthebacksitting-room。
``Openthedoor,''saidLoristan,andMarcoopenedit。
``Thereisaboywhoisacripplehere,sir,''theoldsoldiersaid。``HeaskedtoseeMasterMarco。''
``IfitisTheRat,''saidLoristan,``bringhiminhere。Iwishtoseehim。''
Marcowentdownthepassagetothefrontdoor。TheRatwasthere,buthewasnotuponhisplatform。Hewasleaninguponanoldpairofcrutches,andMarcothoughthelookedwildandstrange。Hewaswhite,andsomehowthelinesofhisfaceseemedtwistedinanewway。Marcowonderedifsomethinghadfrightenedhim,orifhefeltill。
``Rat,''hebegan,``myfather——''
``I'vecometotellyouaboutMYfather,''TheRatbrokeinwithoutwaitingtoheartherest,andhisvoicewasasstrangeashispaleface。``Idon'tknowwhyI'vecome,butI——Ijustwantedto。He'sdead!''
``Yourfather?''Marcostammered。``He's——''
``He'sdead,''TheRatansweredshakily。``Itoldyouhe'dkillhimself。Hehadanotherfitandhediedinit。Iknewhewould,oneofthesedays。Itoldhimso。Heknewhewouldhimself。I
stayedwithhimtillhewasdead——andthenIgotaburstingheadacheandIfeltsick——andIthoughtaboutyou。''
Marcomadeajumpathimbecausehesawhewassuddenlyshakingasifheweregoingtofall。Hewasjustintime,andLazarus,whohadbeenlookingonfromthebackofthepassage,cameforward。Togethertheyheldhimup。
``I'mnotgoingtofaint,''hesaidweakly,``butIfeltasifI
was。Itwasabadfit,andIhadtotryandholdhim。Iwasallbymyself。Thepeopleintheotheratticthoughthewasonlydrunk,andtheywouldn'tcomein。He'slyingonthefloorthere,dead。''
``Comeandseemyfather,''Marcosaid。``He'lltelluswhatdodo。Lazarus,helphim。''
``Icangetonbymyself,''saidTheRat。``Doyouseemycrutches?Ididsomethingforapawnbrokerlastnight,andhegavethemtomeforpay。''
Butthoughhetriedtospeakcarelessly,hehadplainlybeenhorriblyshakenandoverwrought。Hisqueerfacewasyellowishwhitestill,andhewastremblingalittle。
Marcoledthewayintothebacksitting-room。InthemidstofitsshabbygloomandunderthedimlightLoristanwasstandinginoneofhisstill,attentiveattitudes。Hewaswaitingforthem。
``Father,thisisTheRat,''theboybegan。TheRatstoppedshortandrestedonhiscrutches,staringatthetall,reposefulfigurewithwidenedeyes。
``Isthatyourfather?''hesaidtoMarco。Andthenadded,withajerkyhalf-laugh,``He'snotmuchlikemine,ishe?''
X
THERAT——ANDSAMAVIA
WhatTheRatthoughtwhenLoristanbegantospeaktohim,Marcowondered。Suddenlyhestoodinanunknownworld,anditwasLoristanwhomadeitsobecauseitspovertyandshabbinesshadnopowertotouchhim。Helookedattheboywithcalmandcleareyes,heaskedhimpracticalquestionsgently,anditwasplainthatheunderstoodmanythingswithoutaskingquestionsatall。
Marcothoughtthatperhapshehad,atsometime,seendrunkenmendie,inhislifeinstrangeplaces。HeseemedtoknowtheterriblenessofthenightthroughwhichTheRathadpassed。Hemadehimsitdown,andheorderedLazarustobringhimsomehotcoffeeandsimplefood。
``Haven'thadabitesinceyesterday,''TheRatsaid,stillstaringathim。``HowdidyouknowIhadn't?''
``Youhavenothadtime,''Loristananswered。
Afterwardhemadehimliedownonthesofa。
``Lookatmyclothes,''saidTheRat。
``Liedownandsleep,''Loristanreplied,puttinghishandonhisshoulderandgentlyforcinghimtowardthesofa。``Youwillsleepalongtime。Youmusttellmehowtofindtheplacewhereyourfatherdied,andIwillseethattheproperauthoritiesarenotified。''
``Whatareyoudoingitfor?''TheRatasked,andthenheadded,``sir。''
``BecauseIamamanandyouareaboy。Andthisisaterriblething,''Loristanansweredhim。
Hewentawaywithoutsayingmore,andTheRatlayonthesofastaringatthewallandthinkingaboutituntilhefellasleep。
But,beforethishappened,Marcohadquietlylefthimalone。So,asLoristanhadtoldhimhewould,hesleptdeeplyandlong;infact,hesleptthroughallthenight。
Whenheawakeneditwasmorning,andLazaruswasstandingbythesideofthesofalookingdownathim。
``Youwillwanttomakeyourselfclean,''hesaid。``Itmustbedone。''
``Clean!''saidTheRat,withhissqueakylaugh。``Icouldn'tkeepcleanwhenIhadaroomtolivein,andnowwhereamItowashmyself?''Hesatupandlookedabouthim。
``Givememycrutches,''hesaid。``I'vegottogo。They'veletmesleephereallnight。Theydidn'tturnmeintothestreet。I
don'tknowwhytheydidn't。Marco'sfather——he'stherightsort。
Helookslikeaswell。''
``TheMaster,''saidLazarus,witharigidmanner,``theMasterisagreatgentleman。Hewouldturnnotiredcreatureintothestreet。Heandhissonarepoor,buttheyareofthosewhogive。
Hedesirestoseeandtalktoyouagain。YouaretohavebreadandcoffeewithhimandtheyoungMaster。ButitisIwhotellyouthatyoucannotsitattablewiththemuntilyouareclean。
Comewithme,''andhehandedhimhiscrutches。Hismannerwasauthoritative,butitwasthemannerofasoldier;hissomewhatstiffanderectmovementswerethoseofasoldier,also,andTheRatlikedthembecausetheymadehimfeelasifhewereinbarracks。Hedidnotknowwhatwasgoingtohappen,buthegotupandfollowedhimonhiscrutches。
Lazarustookhimtoaclosetunderthestairswhereabatteredtinbathwasalreadyfullofhotwater,whichtheoldsoldierhimselfhadbroughtinpails。Thereweresoapandcoarse,cleantowelsonawoodenchair,andalsotherewasamuchwornbutcleanlysuitofclothes。
``Puttheseonwhenyouhavebathed,''Lazarusordered,pointingtothem。``TheybelongtotheyoungMasterandwillbelargeforyou,buttheywillbebetterthanyourown。''Andthenhewentoutoftheclosetandshutthedoor。
ItwasanewexperienceforTheRat。Solongasheremembered,hehadwashedhisfaceandhands——whenhehadwashedthematall——atanirontapsetinthewallofabackstreetorcourtinsomeslum。Hisfatherandhimselfhadlongagosunkintotheworldwheretowashone'sselfisnotapartofevery-daylife。
Theyhadlivedamiddirtandfoulness,andwhenhisfatherhadbeeninamaudlinstate,hehadsometimescriedandtalkedofthelong-pastdayswhenhehadshavedeverymorningandputonacleanshirt。
Tostandeveninthemostbatteredoftinbathsfullofcleanhotwaterandtosplashandscrubwithabigpieceofflannelandplentyofsoapwasamarvelousthing。TheRat'stiredbodyrespondedtothenoveltywithacuriousfeelingoffreshnessandcomfort。
``Idaresayswellsdothiseveryday,''hemuttered。``I'ddoitmyselfifIwasaswell。Soldiershavetokeepthemselvessocleantheyshine。''
When,aftermakingthemostofhissoapandwater,hecameoutoftheclosetunderthestairs,hewasasfreshasMarcohimself;
and,thoughhisclotheshadbeenbuiltforamorestalwartbody,hisrecognitionoftheircleanlinessfilledhimwithpleasure。
Hewonderedifbyanyefforthecouldkeephimselfcleanwhenhewentoutintotheworldagainandhadtosleepinanyholethepolicedidnotorderhimoutof。
HewantedtoseeMarcoagain,buthewantedmoretoseethetallmanwiththesoftdarkeyesandthatqueerlookofbeingaswellinspiteofhisshabbyclothesandthedingyplacehelivedin。
Therewassomethingabouthimwhichmadeyoukeeponlookingathim,andwantingtoknowwhathewasthinkingof,andwhyyoufeltasifyou'dtakeordersfromhimasyou'dtakeordersfromyourgeneral,ifyouwereasoldier。Helooked,somehow,likeasoldier,butasifheweresomethingmore——asifpeoplehadtakenordersfromhimallhislife,andalwayswouldtakeordersfromhim。Andyethehadthatquietvoiceandthosefine,easymovements,andhewasnotasoldieratall,butonlyapoormanwhowrotethingsforpaperswhichdidnotpayhimwellenoughtogivehimandhissonacomfortableliving。Throughallthetimeofhisseclusionwiththebatteredbathandthesoapandwater,TheRatthoughtofhim,andlongedtohaveanotherlookathimandhearhimspeakagain。Hedidnotseeanyreasonwhyheshouldhavelethimsleeponhissofaorwhyheshouldgivehimabreakfastbeforeheturnedhimouttofacetheworld。Itwasfirst-rateofhimtodoit。TheRatfeltthatwhenhewasturnedout,afterhehadhadthecoffee,heshouldwanttohangabouttheneighborhoodjustonthechanceofseeinghimpassbysometimes。Hedidnotknowwhathewasgoingtodo。Theparishofficialswouldbythistimehavetakenhisdeadfather,andhewouldnotseehimagain。Hedidnotwanttoseehimagain。Hehadneverseemedlikeafather。Theyhadnevercaredanythingforeachother。Hehadonlybeenawretchedoutcastwhosebesthourshadbeenwhenhehaddrunktoomuchtobeviolentandbrutal。Perhaps,TheRatthought,hewouldbedriventogoingaboutonhisplatformonthepavementsandbegging,ashisfatherhadtriedtoforcehimtodo。Couldhesellnewspapers?Whatcouldacrippledladdounlesshebeggedorsoldpapers?
Lazaruswaswaitingforhiminthepassage。TheRatheldbackalittle。
``Perhapsthey'drathernoteattheirbreakfastwithme,''hehesitated。``I'mnot——I'mnotthekindtheyare。Icouldswallowthecoffeeouthereandcarrythebreadawaywithme。
Andyoucouldthankhimforme。I'dwanthimtoknowIthankedhim。''
Lazarusalsohadasteadyeye。TheRatrealizedthathewaslookinghimoverasifheweresumminghimup。
``Youmaynotbethekindtheyare,butyoumaybeofakindtheMasterseesgoodin。Ifhedidnotseesomething,hewouldnotaskyoutositathistable。Youaretocomewithme。''
TheSquadhadseengoodinTheRat,butnooneelsehad。
Policemenhadmovedhimonwhenevertheyseteyesonhim,thewretchedwomenoftheslumshadregardedhimastheyregardedhisdarting,thievingnamesake;loafingorbusymenhadseeninhimayoungnuisancetobekickedorpushedoutoftheway。TheSquadhadnotcalled``good''whattheysawinhim。Theywouldhaveyelledwithlaughteriftheyhadheardanyoneelsecallitso。
``Goodness''wasnotconsideredanattractionintheirworld。
TheRatgrinnedalittleandwonderedwhatwasmeant,ashefollowedLazarusintothebacksitting-room。
Itwasasdingyandgloomyasithadlookedthenightbefore,butbythedaylightTheRatsawhowrigidlyneatitwas,howwellsweptandfreefromanyspeckofdust,howthepoorwindowshadbeencleanedandpolished,andhoweverythingwassetinorder。
Thecoarselinenclothonthetablewasfreshandspotless,sowasthecheapcrockery,thespoonsshonewithbrightness。
LoristanwasstandingonthehearthandMarcowasnearhim。Theywerewaitingfortheirvagabondguestasifhehadbeenagentleman。
TheRathesitatedandshuffledatthedoorforamoment,andthenitsuddenlyoccurredtohimtostandasstraightashecouldandsalute。WhenhefoundhimselfinthepresenceofLoristan,hefeltasifheoughttodosomething,buthedidnotknowwhat。
Loristan'srecognitionofhisgestureandhisexpressionashemovedforwardliftedfromTheRat'sshouldersaloadwhichhehimselfhadnotknownlaythere。Somehowhefeltasifsomethingnewhadhappenedtohim,asifhewerenotmere``vermin,''afterall,asifheneednotbeonthedefensive——evenasifheneednotfeelsomuchinthedark,andlikeathingtherewasnoplaceintheworldfor。Themerestraightandfar-seeinglookofthisman'seyesseemedtomakeaplacesomewhereforwhathelookedat。Andyetwhathesaidwasquitesimple。
``Thisiswell,''hesaid。``Youhaverested。Wewillhavesomefood,andthenwewilltalktogether。''Hemadeaslightgestureinthedirectionofthechairattherighthandofhisownplace。
TheRathesitatedagain。Whataswellhewas!Withthatwaveofthehandhemadeyoufeelasifyouwereafellowlikehimself,andhewasdoingyousomehonor。
``I'mnot——''TheRatbrokeoffandjerkedhisheadtowardMarco。``Heknows——''heended,``I'veneversatatatablelikethisbefore。''
``Thereisnotmuchonit。''Loristanmadetheslightgesturetowardtheright-handseatagainandsmiled。``Letussitdown。''
TheRatobeyedhimandthemealbegan。Therewereonlybreadandcoffeeandalittlebutterbeforethem。ButLazaruspresentedthecupsandplatesonasmalljapannedtrayasifitwereagoldensalver。Whenhewasnotserving,hestooduprightbehindhismaster'schair,asthoughheworeroyalliveryofscarletandgold。Totheboywhohadgnawedaboneormunchedacrustwheresoeverhefoundthem,andwithnothoughtbutoftheappeasingofhisownwolfishhunger,towatchthetwowithwhomhesateattheirsimplefoodwasanewthing。Heknewnothingoftheevery-daydecenciesofcivilizedpeople。TheRatlikedtolookatthem,andhefoundhimselftryingtoholdhiscupasLoristandid,andtositandmoveasMarcowassittingandmoving——takinghisbreadorbutter,whenitwasheldathissidebyLazarus,asifitwereasimplethingtobewaitedupon。
Marcohadhadthingshandedtohimallhislife,anditdidnotmakehimfeelawkward。TheRatknewthathisownfatherhadoncelivedlikethis。Hehimselfwouldhavebeenateaseifchancehadtreatedhimfairly。Itmadehimscowltothinkofit。ButinafewminutesLoristanbegantotalkaboutthecopyofthemapofSamavia。ThenTheRatforgoteverythingelseandwasillateasenomore。HedidnotknowthatLoristanwasleadinghimontoexplainhistheoriesaboutthecountryandthepeopleandthewar。Hefoundhimselftellingallthathehadread,oroverheard,orTHOUGHTashelayawakeinhisgarret。Hehadthoughtoutagreatmanythingsinawaynotatalllikeaboy's。
Hisstrangelyconcentratedandover-maturemindhadbeenfullofmilitaryschemeswhichLoristanlistenedtowithcuriosityandalsowithamazement。Hehadbecomeextraordinarilycleverinonedirectionbecausehehadfixedallhismentalpowersononething。Itseemedscarcelynaturalthatanuntaughtvagabondladshouldknowsomuchandreasonsoclearly。Itwasatleastextraordinarilyinteresting。Therehadbeennoskirmish,noattack,nobattlewhichhehadnotledandfoughtinhisownimagination,andhehadmadescoresofroughqueerplansofallthathadbeenorshouldhavebeendone。Lazaruslistenedasattentivelyashismaster,andonceMarcosawhimexchangeastartled,rapidglancewithLoristan。ItwasatamomentwhenTheRatwassketchingwithhisfingerontheclothanattackwhichOUGHTtohavebeenmadebutwasnot。AndMarcoknewatoncethatthequicklyexchangedlookmeant``Heisright!Ifithadbeendone,therewouldhavebeenvictoryinsteadofdisaster!''
Itwasawonderfulmeal,thoughitwasonlyofbreadandcoffee。
TheRatknewheshouldneverbeabletoforgetit。
Afterward,Loristantoldhimofwhathehaddonethenightbefore。Hehadseentheparishauthoritiesandallhadbeendonewhichacitygovernmentprovidesinthecaseofapauper'sdeath。
Hisfatherwouldbeburiedintheusualmanner。``Wewillfollowhim,''Loristansaidintheend。``YouandIandMarcoandLazarus。''
TheRat'smouthfellopen。
``You——andMarco——andLazarus!''heexclaimed,staring。``Andme!Whyshouldanyofusgo?Idon'twantto。Hewouldn'thavefollowedmeifI'dbeentheone。''
Loristanremainedsilentforafewmoments。
``Whenalifehascountedfornothing,theendofitisalonelything,''hesaidatlast。``Ifithasforgottenallrespectforitself,pityisallthatonehaslefttogive。OnewouldliketogiveSOMETHINGtoanythingsolonely。''Hesaidthelastbriefsentenceafterapause。
``Letusgo,''Marcosaidsuddenly;andhecaughtTheRat'shand。
TheRat'sownmovementwassudden。Heslippedfromhiscrutchestoachair,andsatandgazedattheworncarpetasifhewerenotlookingatitatall,butatsomethingalongwayoff。AfterawhilehelookedupatLoristan。
``DoyouknowwhatIthoughtof,allatonce?''hesaidinashakyvoice。``Ithoughtofthat`LostPrince'one。Heonlylivedonce。Perhapshedidn'tlivealongtime。Nobodyknows。
Butit'sfivehundredyearsago,and,justbecausehewasthekindhewas,everyonethatremembershimthinksofsomethingfine。It'squeer,butitdoesyougoodjusttohearhisname。
AndifhehasbeentrainingkingsforSamaviaallthesecenturies——theymayhavebeenpoorandnobodymayhaveknownaboutthem,butthey'vebeenKINGS。That'swhatHEdid——justbybeingaliveafewyears。WhenIthinkofhimandthenthinkof——theother——there'ssuchanawfuldifferencethat——yes——I'msorry。Forthefirsttime。I'mhissonandIcan'tcareabouthim;buthe'stoolonely——Iwanttogo。''
Soitwasthatwhentheforlornderelictwascarriedtothegraveyardwherenamelessburdensonthecityweregiventotheearth,acuriousfuneralprocessionfollowedhim。Thereweretwotallandsoldierlylookingmenandtwoboys,oneofwhomwalkedoncrutches,andbehindthemweretenotherboyswhowalkedtwobytwo。Thesetenwereaqueer,raggedlot;buttheyhadrespectfullysoberfaces,heldtheirheadsandtheirshoulderswell,andwalkedwitharemarkablyregularmarchingstep。
ItwastheSquad;buttheyhadlefttheir``rifles''athome。
XI
``COMEWITHME''
Whentheycamebackfromthegraveyard,TheRatwassilentalltheway。Hewasthinkingofwhathadhappenedandofwhatlaybeforehim。Hewas,infact,thinkingchieflythatnothinglaybeforehim——nothing。Thecertaintyofthatgavehissharp,linedfacenewlinesandsharpnesswhichmadeitlookpinchedandhard。
Hehadnothingbeforebutacornerinabaregarretinwhichhecouldfindlittlemorethanaleakingroofoverhishead——whenhewasnotturnedoutintothestreet。But,ifpolicemenaskedhimwherehelived,hecouldsayhelivedinBoneCourtwithhisfather。Nowhecouldn'tsayit。
Hegotalongverywellonhiscrutches,buthewasrathertiredwhentheyreachedtheturninthestreetwhichledinthedirectionofhisoldhaunts。Atanyrate,theywerehauntsheknew,andhebelongedtothemmorethanhebelongedelsewhere。
TheSquadstoppedatthisparticularcornerbecauseitledtosuchhomesastheypossessed。TheystoppedinabodyandlookedatTheRat,andTheRatstoppedalso。HeswunghimselftoLoristan'sside,touchinghishandtohisforehead。
``Thankyou,sir,''hesaid。``Lineandsalute,youchaps!''AndtheSquadstoodinlineandraisedtheirhandsalso。``Thankyou,sir。Thankyou,Marco。Good-by。''
``Whereareyougoing?''Loristanasked。
``Idon'tknowyet,''TheRatanswered,bitinghislips。
HeandLoristanlookedateachotherafewmomentsinsilence。
Bothofthemwerethinkingveryhard。InTheRat'seyestherewasakindofdesperateadoration。Hedidnotknowwhatheshoulddowhenthismanturnedandwalkedawayfromhim。Itwouldbeasifthesunitselfhaddroppedoutoftheheavens——andTheRathadnotthoughtofwhatthesunmeantbefore。
ButLoristandidnotturnandwalkaway。Helookeddeepintothelad'seyesasifheweresearchingtofindsomecertainty。Thenhesaidinalowvoice,``YouknowhowpoorIam。''
``I——Idon'tcare!''saidTheRat。``You——you'relikeakingtome。I'dstandupandbeshottobitsifyoutoldmetodoit。''
``IamsopoorthatIamnotsureIcangiveyouenoughdrybreadtoeat——always。MarcoandLazarusandIareoftenhungry。
Sometimesyoumighthavenothingtosleeponbutthefloor。ButIcanfindaPLACEforyouifItakeyouwithme,''saidLoristan。``DoyouknowwhatImeanbyaPLACE?''
``Yes,Ido,''answeredTheRat。``It'swhatI'veneverhadbefore——sir。''
Whatheknewwasthatitmeantsomebitofspace,outofalltheworld,wherehewouldhaveasortofrighttostand,howsoeverpoorandbareitmightbe。
``I'mnotusedtobedsortofoodenough,''hesaid。Buthedidnotdaretoinsisttoomuchonthat``place。''Itseemedtoogreatathingtobetrue。
Loristantookhisarm。
``Comewithme,''hesaid。``Wewon'tpart。Ibelieveyouaretobetrusted。''
TheRatturnedquitewhiteinasortofanguishofjoy。Hehadnevercaredforanyoneinhislife。HehadbeenasortofyoungCain,hishandagainsteverymanandeveryman'shandagainsthim。Andduringthelasttwelvehourshehadplungedintoatumultuousoceanofboyishhero-worship。Thismanseemedlikeasortofgodtohim。Whathehadsaidanddonethedaybefore,inwhathadbeenreallyTheRat'shoursofextremity,afterthatappallingnight——thewayhehadlookedintohisfaceandunderstooditall,thetalkatthetablewhenhehadlistenedtohimseriously,comprehendingandactuallyrespectinghisplansandroughmaps;hissilentcompanionshipastheyfollowedthepauperhearsetogether——thesethingswereenoughtomaketheladlonginglyreadytobeanysortofservantorslavetohimifhemightseeandbespokentobyhimevenonceortwiceaday。
TheSquadworealookofdismayforamoment,andLoristansawit。
``Iamgoingtotakeyourcaptainwithme,''hesaid。``ButhewillcomebacktoBarracks。SowillMarco。''
``Willyergoonwiththegame?''askedCad,aseagerspokesman。
``Wewanttogoonbeingthe`SecretParty。'''
``Yes,I'llgoon,''TheRatanswered。``Iwon'tgiveitup。
There'salotinthepapersto-day。''
Sotheywerepacifiedandwentontheirway,andLoristanandLazarusandMarcoandTheRatwentontheirsalso。
``Queerthingis,''TheRatthoughtastheywalkedtogether,``I'mabitafraidtospeaktohimunlesshespeakstomefirst。
Neverfeltthatwaybeforewithanyone。''
Hehadjeeredatpolicemenandhadimpudentlychaffed``swells,''
buthefeltasortofsecretaweofthisman,andactuallylikedthefeeling。
``It'sasifIwasaprivateandhewascommander-in-chief,''hethought。``That'sit。''
Loristantalkedtohimastheywent。Hewassimpleenoughinhisstatementsofthesituation。TherewasanoldsofainMarco'sbedroom。Itwasnarrowandhard,asMarco'sbeditselfwas,butTheRatcouldsleepuponit。Theywouldsharewhatfoodtheyhad。Therewerenewspapersandmagazinestoberead。Therewerepapersandpencilstodrawnewmapsandplansofbattles。
TherewasevenanoldmapofSamaviaofMarco'swhichthetwoboyscouldstudytogetherasanaidtotheirgame。TheRat'seyesbegantohavepointsoffireinthem。
``IfIcouldseethepaperseverymorning,Icouldfightthebattlesonpaperbynight,''hesaid,quitepantingattheincrediblevisionofsplendor。Wereallthekingdomsoftheearthgoingtobegiventohim?Washegoingtosleepwithoutadrunkenfathernearhim?
Washegoingtohaveachancetowashhimselfandtositatatableandhearpeoplesay``Thankyou,''and``Ibegpardon,''asiftheywereusingthemostordinaryfashionofspeech?Hisownfather,beforehehadsunkintothedepths,hadlivedandspokeninthisway。
``WhenIhavetime,wewillseewhocandrawupthebestplans,''
Loristansaid。
``Doyoumeanthatyou'lllookatminethen——whenyouhavetime?''askedTheRat,hesitatingly。``Iwasn'texpectingthat。''
``Yes,''answeredLoristan,``I'lllookatthem,andwe'lltalkthemover。''
Astheywenton,hetoldhimthatheandMarcocoulddomanythingstogether。Theycouldgotomuseumsandgalleries,andMarcocouldshowhimwhathehimselfwasfamiliarwith。
``Myfathersaidyouwouldn'tlethimcomebacktoBarrackswhenyoufoundoutaboutit,''TheRatsaid,hesitatingagainandgrowinghotbecauseherememberedsomanyuglypastdays。
``But——butIswearIwon'tdohimanyharm,sir。Iwon't!''
``WhenIsaidIbelievedyoucouldbetrusted,Imeantseveralthings,''Loristanansweredhim。``Thatwasoneofthem。You'reanewrecruit。YouandMarcoarebothunderacommandingofficer。''Hesaidthewordsbecauseheknewtheywouldelatehimandstirhisblood。
XII
``ONLYTWOBOYS''
Thewordsdidelatehim,andhisbloodwasstirredbythemeverytimetheyreturnedtohismind。Herememberedthemthroughthedaysandnightsthatfollowed。Hesometimes,indeed,awakenedfromhisdeepsleeponthehardandnarrowsofainMarco'sroom,andfoundthathewassayingthemhalfaloudtohimself。Thehardnessofthesofadidnotpreventhisrestingashehadneverrestedbeforeinhislife。Bycontrastwiththepasthehadknown,thispoorexistencewascomfortwhichvergedonluxury。
Hegotintothebatteredtinbatheverymorning,hesatatthecleantable,andcouldlookatLoristanandspeaktohimandhearhisvoice。Hischieftroublewasthathecouldhardlykeephiseyesoffhim,andhewasalittleafraidhemightbeannoyed。
Buthecouldnotbeartolosealookoramovement。
Attheendofthesecondday,hefoundhisway,atsometrouble,toLazarus'ssmallbackroomatthetopofthehouse。
``Willyouletmecomeinandtalkabit?''hesaid。
Whenhewentin,hewasobligedtositonthetopofLazarus'swoodenboxbecausetherewasnothingelseforhim。
``Iwanttoaskyou,''heplungedintohistalkatonce,``doyouthinkhemindsmelookingathimsomuch?Ican'thelpit——butifhehatesit——well——I'lltryandkeepmyeyesonthetable。''
``TheMasterisusedtobeinglookedat,''Lazarusmadeanswer。
``Butitwouldbewelltoaskhimself。Helikesopenspeech。''
``Iwanttofindouteverythinghelikesandeverythinghedoesn'tlike,''TheRatsaid。``Iwant——isn'tthereanything——anythingyou'dletmedoforhim?Itwouldn'tmatterwhatitwas。Andheneedn'tknowyouarenotdoingit。Iknowyouwouldn'tbewillingtogiveupanythingparticular。Butyouwaitonhimnightandday。Couldn'tyougiveupsomethingtome?''
Lazaruspiercedhimwithkeeneyes。Hedidnotanswerforseveralseconds。
``Nowandthen,''hesaidgrufflyatlast,``I'llletyoubrushhisboots。Butnoteveryday——perhapsonceaweek。''
``Whenwillyouletmehavemyfirstturn?''TheRatasked。
Lazarusreflected。Hisshaggyeyebrowsdrewthemselvesdownoverhiseyesasifthiswereaquestionofstate。
``NextSaturday,''heconceded。``Notbefore。I'lltellhimwhenyoubrushthem。''
``Youneedn't,''saidTheRat。``It'snotthatIwanthimtoknow。IwanttoknowmyselfthatI'mdoingsomethingforhim。
I'llfindoutthingsthatIcandowithoutinterferingwithyou。
I'llthinkthemout。''
``Anythinganyoneelsedidforhimwouldbeinterferingwithme,''saidLazarus。
ItwasTheRat'sturntoreflectnow,andhisfacetwisteditselfintonewlinesandwrinkles。
``I'lltellyoubeforeIdoanything,''hesaid,afterhehadthoughtitover。``Youservedhimfirst。''
``Ihaveservedhimeversincehewasborn,''saidLazarus。
``He's——he'syours,''saidTheRat,stillthinkingdeeply。
``Iamhis,''wasLazarus'ssternanswer。``Iamhis——andtheyoungMaster's。''
``That'sit,''TheRatsaid。Thenasqueakofahalf-laughbrokefromhim。``I'veneverbeenanybody's,''headded。
HissharpeyescaughtapassinglookonLazarus'sface。Suchaqueer,disturbed,suddenlook。Couldheberathersorryforhim?
Perhapsthelookmeantsomethinglikethat。
``Ifyoustaynearhimlongenough——anditneedn'tbelong——youwillbehistoo。Everybodyis。''
TheRatsatupasstraightashecould。``Whenitcomestothat,''heblurtedout,``I'mhisnow,inmyway。Iwashistwominutesafterhelookedatmewithhisqueer,handsomeeyes。
They'requeerbecausetheygetyou,andyouwanttofollowhim。
I'mgoingtofollow。''
ThatnightLazarusrecountedtohismasterthestoryofthescene。Hesimplyrepeatedwordforwordwhathadbeensaid,andLoristanlistenedgravely。
``Wehavenothadtimetolearnmuchofhimyet,''hecommented。
``Butthatisafaithfulsoul,Ithink。''
Afewdayslater,MarcomissedTheRatsoonaftertheirbreakfasthour。Hehadgoneoutwithoutsayinganythingtothehousehold。
Hedidnotreturnforseveralhours,andwhenhecamebackhelookedtired。IntheafternoonhefellasleeponhissofainMarco'sroomandsleptheavily。Nooneaskedhimanyquestionsashevolunteerednoexplanation。Thenextdayhewentoutagaininthesamemysteriousmanner,andthenextandthenext。Foranentireweekhewentoutandreturnedwiththetiredlook;buthedidnotexplainuntilonemorning,ashelayonhissofabeforegettingup,hesaidtoMarco:
``I'mpracticingwalkingwithmycrutches。Idon'twanttogoaboutlikearatanymore。ImeantobeasnearlikeotherpeopleasIcan。Iwalkfarthereverymorning。Ibeganwithtwomiles。IfIpracticeeveryday,mycrutcheswillbelikelegs。''
``ShallIwalkwithyou?''askedMarco。
``Wouldn'tyoumindwalkingwithacripple?''
``Don'tcallyourselfthat,''saidMarco。``Wecantalktogether,andtrytoremembereverythingweseeaswegoalong。''
``Iwanttolearntorememberthings。I'dliketotrainmyselfinthatwaytoo,''TheRatanswered。``I'dgiveanythingtoknowsomeofthethingsyourfathertaughtyou。I'vegotagoodmemory。IrememberalotofthingsIdon'twanttoremember。
Willyougothismorning?''
Thatmorningtheywent,andLoristanwastoldthereasonfortheirwalk。Butthoughheknewonereason,hedidnotknowallaboutit。WhenTheRatwasallowedhis``turn''oftheboot-brushing,hetoldmoretoLazarus。
``WhatIwanttodo,''hesaid,``isnotonlywalkasfastasotherpeopledo,butfaster。Acrobatstrainthemselvestodoanything。It'strainingthatdoesit。Theremightcomeatimewhenhemightneedsomeonetogoonanerrandquickly,andI'mgoingtobeready。I'mgoingtotrainmyselfuntilheneedn'tthinkofmeasifIwereonlyacripplewhocan'tdothingsandhastobetakencareof。IwanthimtoknowthatI'mreallyasstrongasMarco,andwhereMarcocangoIcango。''
``He''waswhathealwayssaid,andLazarusalwaysunderstoodwithoutexplanation。
```TheMaster'isyournameforhim,''hehadexplainedatthebeginning。``AndIcan'tcallhimjust`Mister'Loristan。Itsoundslikecheek。Ifhewascalled`General'or`Colonel'I
couldstandit——thoughitwouldn'tbequiteright。SomedayI
shallfindaname。WhenIspeaktohim,Isay`Sir。'''
Thewalksweretakeneveryday,andeachdaywerelonger。MarcofoundhimselfsilentlywatchingTheRatwithamazementathisdeterminationandendurance。Heknewthathemustnotspeakofwhathecouldnotfailtoseeastheywalked。Hemustnottellhimthathelookedtiredandpaleandsometimesdesperatelyfatigued。Hehadinheritedfromhisfatherthetactwhichseeswhatpeopledonotwishtoberemindedof。HeknewthatforsomereasonofhisownTheRathaddeterminedtodothisthingatanycosttohimself。Sometimeshisfacegrewwhiteandwornandhebreathedhard,butheneverrestedmorethanafewminutes,andneverturnedbackorshortenedawalktheyhadplanned。
``TellmesomethingaboutSamavia,somethingtoremember,''hewouldsay,whenhelookedhisworst。``WhenIbegintotrytoremember,Iforget——otherthings。''
So,astheywentontheirway,theytalked,andTheRatcommittedthingstomemory。Hewasquickatit,andgrewquickereveryday。Theyinventedagameofrememberingfacestheypassed。
Bothwouldlearnthembyheart,andontheirreturnhomeMarcowoulddrawthem。Theywenttothemuseumsandgalleriesandlearnedthingsthere,makingfrommemorylistsanddescriptionswhichatnighttheyshowedtoLoristan,whenhewasnottoobusytotalktothem。
Asthedayspassed,MarcosawthatTheRatwasgainingstrength。
Thisexhilaratedhimgreatly。TheyoftenwenttoHampsteadHeathandwalkedinthewindandsun。ThereTheRatwouldgothroughcuriousexerciseswhichhebelievedwoulddevelophismuscles。
Hebegantolooklesstiredduringandafterhisjourney。Therewereevenfewerwrinklesonhisface,andhissharpeyeslookedlessfierce。Thetalksbetweenthetwoboyswerelongandcurious。MarcosoonrealizedthatTheRatwantedtolearn——learn——learn。
``Yourfathercantalktoyoualmostasifyouweretwentyyearsold,''hesaidonce。``Heknowsyoucanunderstandwhathe'ssaying。Ifheweretotalktome,he'dalwayshavetorememberthatIwasonlyaratthathadlivedinguttersandseennothingelse。''
Theyweretalkingintheirroom,astheynearlyalwaysdidaftertheywenttobedandthestreetlampshoneinandlightedtheirbarelittleroom。Theyoftensatupclaspingtheirknees,Marcoonhispoorbed,TheRatonhishardsofa,butneitherofthemconsciouseitherofthepoornessorhardness,becausetoeachonethelongunknownsenseofcompanionshipwassuchasatisfyingthing。Neitherofthemhadevertalkedintimatelytoanotherboy,andnowtheyweretogetherdayandnight。Theyrevealedtheirthoughtstoeachother;theytoldeachotherthingsithadneverbeforeoccurredtoeithertothinkoftellinganyone。Infact,theyfoundoutaboutthemselves,astheytalked,thingstheyhadnotquiteknownbefore。MarcohadgraduallydiscoveredthattheadmirationTheRathadforhisfatherwasanimpassionedandcuriousfeelingwhichpossessedhimentirely。ItseemedtoMarcothatitwasbeginningtobelikeasortofreligion。Heevidentlythoughtofhimeverymoment。SowhenhespokeofLoristan'sknowinghimtobeonlyaratofthegutter,Marcofelthehimselfwasfortunateinrememberingsomethinghecouldsay。
``Myfathersaidyesterdaythatyouhadabigbrainandastrongwill,''heansweredfromhisbed。``Hesaidthatyouhadawonderfulmemorywhichonlyneededexercising。HesaiditafterhelookedoverthelistyoumadeofthethingsyouhadseenintheTower。''
TheRatshuffledonhissofaandclaspedhiskneestighter。
``Didhe?Didhe?''hesaid。
Herestedhischinuponhiskneesforafewminutesandstaredstraightbeforehim。Thenheturnedtothebed。
``Marco,''hesaid,inaratherhoarsevoice,aqueervoice;
``areyoujealous?''
``Jealous,''saidMarco;``why?''
``Imean,haveyoueverbeenjealous?Doyouknowwhatitislike?''
``Idon'tthinkIdo,''answeredMarco,staringalittle。
``AreyoueverjealousofLazarusbecausehe'salwayswithyourfather——becausehe'swithhimoftenerthanyouare——andknowsabouthiswork——andcandothingsforhimyoucan't?Imean,areyoujealousof——yourfather?''
Marcoloosedhisarmsfromhiskneesandlaydownflatonhispillow。
``No,I'mnot。Themorepeopleloveandservehim,thebetter,''
hesaid。``TheonlythingIcareforis——ishim。IjustcareforHIM。Lazarusdoestoo。Don'tyou?''
TheRatwasgreatlyexcitedinternally。Hehadbeenthinkingofthisthingagreatdeal。Thethoughthadsometimesterrifiedhim。Hemightaswellhaveitoutnowifhecould。Ifhecouldgetatthetruth,everythingwouldbeeasier。ButwouldMarcoreallytellhim?
``Don'tyoumind?''hesaid,stillhoarseandeager——``don'tyoumindhowmuchIcareforhim?Coulditevermakeyoufeelsavage?CoulditeversetyouthinkingIwasnothingbut——whatI
am——andthatitwascheekofmetopushmyselfinandfastenontoagentlemanwhoonlytookmeupforcharity?Here'sthelivingtruth,''heendedinanoutburst;``ifIwereyouandyouwereme,that'swhatIshouldbethinking。Iknowitis。I
couldn'thelpit。Ishouldseeeverylowthingtherewasinyou,inyourmannersandyourvoiceandyourlooks。Ishouldseenothingbutthecontrastbetweenyouandmeandbetweenyouandhim。IshouldbesojealousthatIshouldjustrage。IshouldHATEyou——andIshouldDESPISEyou!''
HehadwroughthimselfuptosuchapassionoffeelingthathesetMarcothinkingthatwhathewashearingmeantstrangeandstrongemotionssuchashehimselfhadneverexperienced。TheRathadbeenthinkingoverallthisinsecretforsometime,itwasevident。Marcolaystillafewminutesandthoughtitover。
Thenhefoundsomethingtosay,justashehadfoundsomethingbefore。