AsCharleswhirledintothecountryroadinwhichstoodhishousehesawdrawnupinfrontofitthelonggraycarinwhich,thatmorning,ChesterGriswoldhadcalledattheoffice。Cochranemittedahowlofanger。Washishomeagaintobeinvaded?Andagainwhilehewasabsent?TowhatextremewouldGriswold'sjealousynextleadhim?
Hefelloutofhisowncarwhileitstillmoved,andleapedupthegardenwalk。Thefrontroomsofthehousewereempty,butfromhisbedroomheheard,raisedinexcitedtones,thevoiceofGriswold。Theaudacityofthemanwassosurprising,andhisowndelightatcatchinghimred-handedsosatisfying,thatnolongerwasCochranangry。TheLordhaddeliveredhisenemyintohishands!And,asheadvancedtowardhisbedroom,notonlywashecalm,but,atthethoughtofhisrevenge,distinctlyjubilant。Inthepassagewayafrightenedmaidservant,who,athisunexpectedarrival,wasnowevenmorefrightened,endeavoredtogivehimanexplanation;buthewavedherintosilence,and,stridingbeforeher,enteredhisbedroom。
Hefoundconfrontinghimatallandbeautifulyoungwoman。ItwasnottheAlineProctorheknew。Itwasnotthewell-poised,gracious,anddistinguishedbeautyhehadseenglidingamongthetablesatSherry'sorthrowingsmilesoverthefootlights。ThisAlineProctorwasaveryindignantyoungperson,withflashingeyes,tossinghead,andastampingfoot。Extendedfromheratarm'slength,sheheldaphotographofherselfinaheavysilverframe;and,asthoughitwereaweapon,shewasbrandishingitinthefaceofChesterGriswold。
AsCochran,inamazement,haltedinthedoorwayshewasexclaiming:
"ItoldyouIdidn'tknowCharlesCochran!Itellyousonow!Ifyoucan'tbelieveme-"
OutofthecornerofherflashingeyestheangryladycaughtsightofCochraninthedoorway。Sheturnedupontheintruderasthoughshemeantforciblytoejecthim。
"Whoareyou?"shedemanded。Hermannerandtoneseemedtoadd:
"Andwhatthedeuceareyoudoinghere?"
Charlesansweredhertone。
"IamCharlesCochran,"hesaid。"Ilivehere。Thisismyhouse!"
ThesewordshadnoothereffectuponMissProctorthantoswitchherindignationdownanothertrack。ShenowturneduponCharles。
"Then,ifthisisyourhouse,"criedthatangryyoungperson,"whyhaveyoufilleditwithphotographsofmethatbelongtosomeoneelse?"
Charlessawthathishourhadcome。Hissinhadfoundhimout。Hefeltthattoprevaricatewouldbeonlystupid。
Griswoldhadtrieddeviousmethods——andlookwherehisdeviousmethodshaddumpedhim!Griswoldcertainlywasinwrong。Charlesquicklydeterminedtoadoptacoursedirectlyopposite。GriswoldhadshownanutterlackofconfidenceinAline。Charlesdecidedthathewouldgiveherhisentireconfidence,wouldthrowhimselfuponthemercyofthecourt。
"Ihavethosephotographsinmyhouse,MissProctor,"hesaid,"becauseIhaveadmiredyoualongtime。TheyweremorelikeyouthanthoseIcouldbuy。Havingthemherehashelpedmealot,andithasn'tdoneyouanyharm。Youknowverywellyouhaveanonymousadmirersalloverthiscountry。I'monlyoneofthem。IfIhaveoffended,Ihaveoffendedwithmany,manythousands。"
AlreadyithasbeenrelatedthatCochranwasverygoodtolookupon。Atthepresentmoment,ashespokeinrespectful,evensoulfulaccents,meeklyandpenitentlyproclaiminghislong-concealedadmiration,MissProctorfoundherindignationmeltinglikeanicicleinthesun。
Still,shedidnotholdherselfcheaply。Shewasaccustomedtosuchopenflattery。Shewouldnotatoncecapitulate。
"Butthesepictures,"sheprotested,"IgavetoamanIknew。Youhavenorighttothem。TheyarenotatallthesortofpictureI
wouldgivetoanutterstranger!"Withanxietythelovelyladypausedforareply。Shehopedthatthereplythetallyoungmanwithappealingeyeswouldmakewouldbesuchastomakeitpossibleforhertoforgivehim。
Hewasnotgiventimetoreply。WithamockingsnortGriswoldinterrupted。AlineandCharleshadentirelyforgottenhim。
"Anutterstranger!"mimickedGriswold。"Oh,yes;he'sanutterstranger!You'reprettygoodactors,bothofyou;butyoucan'tkeepthatuplong,andyou'dbetterstopitnow。"
"Stopwhat?"askedMissProctor。Hertonewascoldandcalm,butinhereyeswasastrangelight。ItshouldhavewarnedGriswoldthathewouldhavebeensaferunderthebed。
"Stoppretending!"criedGriswold。"Iwon'thaveit!"
"Idon'tunderstand,"saidMissProctor。Shespokeinthesamecoldvoice,onlynowithaddroppedseveraldegreesnearerfreezing。
"Idon'tthinkyouunderstandyourself。Youwon'thavewhat?"
Griswoldnowwasfrightened,andthatmadehimreckless。Insteadofwithdrawingheplungeddeeper。
"Iwon'thaveyoutwopretendingyoudon'tknoweachother,"heblustered。"Iwon'tstandbeingfooled!Ifyou'regoingtodeceivemebeforewe'remarried,whatwillyoudoafterwe'remarried?"
Charlesemittedahowl。Itwasmadeupofdisgust,amazement,andrage。FiercelyheturneduponMissProctor。
"Letmehavehim!"hebegged。
"No!"almostshoutedMissProctor。Hertonewasnolongercold——itwasvolcanic。Hereyes,flashingbeautifully,werefixeduponGriswold。
ShemadeagestureasthoughtosweepCharlesoutoftheroom。
"Pleasego!"shedemanded。"Thisdoesnotconcernyou。"
Hertonewasonenotlightlytobedisregarded。Charlesdisregardedit。
"Itdoesconcernme,"hesaidbriskly。"Nobodycaninsultawomaninmyhouse——you,leastofall!"HeturneduponthegreatestcatchinAmerica。"Griswold,"hesaid,"InevermetthisladyuntilI
cameintothisroom;butIknowher,understandher,valueherbetterthanyou'dunderstandherifyouknewherathousandyears!"
Griswoldallowedhimtogonofarther。
"Iknowthismuch,"heroared:"shewasinlovewiththemanwhotookthosephotographs,andthatmanwasinlovewithher!Andyou'rethatman!"
"WhatifIam!"roaredbackCharles。"Menalwayshavelovedher;
menalwayswill——becauseshe'safine,big,wonderfulwoman!Youcan'tseethat,andyouneverwill。Youinsultedher!NowI'llgiveyoutimetoapologizeforthat,andthenI'llorderyououtofthishouse!AndifMissProctoristhesortofgirlIthinksheis,she'llorderyououtofit,too!"
BothmenswungtowardMissProctor。Hereyeswerenowsmilingexcitedly。ShefirstturnedthemuponCharles,blushingmostbecomingly。
"MissProctor,"shesaid,"hopessheisthesortofgirlMr。Cochranthinkssheis。"ShethenturneduponthegreatestcatchinAmerica。"Youneedn'twait,Chester,"shesaid,"noteventoapologize。"
ChesterGriswold,aloneinhiscar,wasdrivenbacktoNewYork。
Onthewayheinventedastorytoexplainwhy,attheeleventhhour,hehadjiltedAlineProctor;butwhenhisthoughtsrevertedtotheyoungmanhehadseenworkingwithhissleevesrolleduphedecideditwouldbesafertoletMissProctortellofthebrokenengagementinherownway。
CharleswouldnotconsenttodrivehisfairguestbacktoNewYorkuntilshehadfirsthonoredhimwithherpresenceatluncheon。Itwasservedfortwo,onhisveranda,undertheclimbinghoneysuckles。Duringtheluncheonhetoldherall。
MissProctor,inthelightofhisfiveyearsofdevotion,magnanimouslyforgavehim。
"Suchaprettyhouse!"sheexclaimedastheydroveawayfromit。
"WhenGriswoldselecteditforourhoneymoonheshowedhisfirstappreciationofwhatIreallylike。"
"Itisstillatyourservice!"saidCharles。
MissProctor'seyessmiledwithastrangelight,butshedidnotspeak。Itwasahappyride;butwhenCharlesleftheratthedoorofherapartment-househeregardedsadlyandwithregretthebundleofretrievedphotographsthatshecarriedaway。
"Whatisit?"sheaskedkindly。
"I'mthinkingofgoingbacktothoseemptyframes,"saidCharles,andblusheddeeply。MissProctorblushedalso。Withdelightedandguiltyeyesshehastilyscannedthephotographs。Snatchingonefromthecollection,shegaveittohimandthenranupthesteps。
InthelightofthespringsunsettheeyesofCharlesdevouredthephotographofwhich,atlast,hewastherightfulowner。Onitwaswritten:"Aslongasthisrocklasts!"
AsCharleswalkedtohiscarhisexpressionwasdistinctlythoughtful。
THEMENOFZANZIBAR
WhenhishuntingtripinUgandawasover,HemingwayshippedhisspecimensandweaponsdirectfromMombasatoNewYork,buthehimselfjourneyedsouthoverthefewmilesthatstretchedtoZanzibar。
Ontheoutwardtripthesteamerhadtouchedthere,andthelittlehesawoftheplacehadsocharmedhimthatallthetimehewasonsafarihepromisedhimselfhewouldnotreturnhomewithoutrevisitingit。OnthemorninghearrivedhehadcalleduponHarris,hisconsul,toinquireaboutthehotel;andthateveningHarrishadreturnedhiscallandintroducedhimattheclub。
OneofthementhereaskedHemingwaywhatbroughthimtoAfrica,andwhenheansweredsimplyandtruthfullythathehadcometoshootbiggame,itwasasthoughhehadsaidsomethingclever,andeveryonesmiled。Onthewaybacktothehotel,astheyfelttheirwaythroughthenarrowslitsinthewallthatservedasstreets,heaskedtheconsulwhyeveryonehadsmiled。
Theconsullaughedevasively。
"It'salocaljoke,"heexplained。"Alotofmencomehereforreasonsbestkepttothemselves,andtheyallsaywhatyousaid,thatthey'vecometoshootbiggame。It'sgrowntobeapolitewayoftellingamanitisnoneofhisbusiness。"
"ButIdidn'tmeanitthatway,"protestedHemingway。"Ireallyhavebeenafterbiggameforthelasteightmonths。"
Inthetoneoneusestoquietadrunkenmanorachild,theconsulansweredsoothingly。
"Ofcourse,"heassented——"ofcourseyouhave。"Buttoshowhewasnothopelesslycredulous,andtokeepHemingwayfrominvolvinghimselfdeeper,hehintedtactfully:"Maybetheynoticedyoucameashorewithonlyonesteamertrunkandnogun-cases。"
"Oh,that'seasilyexplained,"laughedHemingway。"Myheavyluggage——"
Theconsulhadreachedhishouseandhis"boy"waspoundinguponitwithhisheavystaff。
"Pleasedon'texplaintome,"hebegged。"It'squiteunnecessary。
Downherewe'resodarnedgladtoseeanywhitemanthatwedon'taskanythingofhimexceptthathewon'thurryaway。Wejudgethemastheybehavethemselveshere;wedon'tcarewhattheyareathomeorwhytheyleftit。"
Hemingwaywashighlyamused。Tofindthathe,arespectable,sport-lovingHemingwayofMassachusetts,shouldbemistakenforagun-runner,slave-dealer,orescapingcashiergreatlydelightedhim。
"Allright!"heexclaimed。"I'llpromisenottoboreyouwithmypast,andIagreetobejudgedbyZanzibarstandards。IonlyhopeIcanliveuptothem,forIseeIamgoingtoliketheplaceverymuch。"
Hemingwaykepthispromise。Heborednoonewithconfidencesastohisancestors。Ofhispasthemadeapointnevertospeak。Hepreferredthatthelittlecommunityintowhichhehaddroppedshouldremainunenlightened,shouldtakehimastheyfoundhim。
Ofthefactthatacollegewasnamedafterhisgrandfatherandthatonhisfather'srailroadhecouldtravelthroughmanyStates,hewasdiscreetlysilent。
ThemenofZanzibaraskednoquestions。ThatHemingwaycouldplayastiffgameoftennis,astiffergameofpoker,and,onthepiano,songsfromhomewastothemsufficientrecommendation。InaweekhehadbecomeoneofthemostpopularmembersofZanzibarsociety。Itwasasthoughhehadlivedtherealways。Hemingwayfoundhimselfreachingouttograspthewarmthoftheplaceasaflowerturnstothesun。Hediscoveredthatforthirtyyearssomethinginhimhadbeencheated。
Forthirtyyearshehadbelievedthatcompletelytosatisfyhissoulallheneededwasthegraystonewallsandthegray-shingledcabinsunderthegrayskiesofNewEngland,thatwhatinnaturehemostlovedwasthepineforestsandthefieldsofgoldenrodontherock-boundcoastoftheNorthShore。Butnow,likeamanescapedfromprison,heleapedanddancedintheglaringsunlightoftheequator,herevelledintherecklessgenerosityofnature,inthegloriousconfusionofcolors,inthe"bloomingblue"oftheIndianOcean,intheArabiannightsspentuponthehousetopsunderthepurplesky,andbeneathsilverstarssonearthathecouldtouchthemwithhishand。
Hefounditlikebeingperpetuallyinacomicoperaandplayingapartinone。Foronlythescenicartistwoulddaretopainthousesinsuchyellow,pink,andcobalt-blue;onlya"producer"whohadneverventuredfartherfromBroadwaythantheAtlanticCityboardwalkwouldhaveconceivedcostumessomadandsomagnificent。InstinctivelyhecastthepeopleofZanzibarintheconventionalrolesofmusicalcomedy。
Hischoruseswerealreadyinwaiting。TherewastheSultan'sbody-guardingold-lacedturbans,themerchantsofthebazaarsinredfezzesandgownsofflowingsilk,theMalaysailorsinblue,theblacknativepoliceinscarlet,theladiesoftheharemscloselyveiledandcloaked,themarketwomeninasinglegarmentoforange,orscarlet,orpurple,orofallthree,andthehappy,hilariousZanzibariboysinthecolorGodgavethem。
Forhourshewouldsitundertheyellow-and-greenawningoftheGreekhotelandwatchtheprocessionpass,orhewouldlieunderanumbrellaonthebeachandlaughastheboatmenliftedtheirpassengerstotheirshouldersandwiththemsplashthroughthebreakers,orinthebazaarsforhourshewouldbargainwiththeIndianmerchants,orinthegreatmahoganyhalloftheIvoryHouse,tothewhisperofapunkaandthetinkleoficeinatallglass,listentotalesofArabraids,ofelephantpoachers,ofthetradeinwhiteandblackivory,ofthegreatexplorerswhohadsatinthatsameroom——ofEminPasha,ofLivingstone,ofStanley。Hiscomicoperalackedonlyaheroineandtheloveinterest。
WhenhemetMrs。Adairhefoundboth。PollyAdair,aseveryonewhodaredtodosopreferredtocallher,was,likehimself,anAmericanand,thoughabsurdlyyoung,awidow。IntheStatesshewouldhavebeencalledanextremelyprettygirl。Inacommunitywherethefewdozenwhitewomenhadwiltedandfadedinthefiercesunoftheequator,andwheretherestofthewomenwerejetblackexcepttheirteeth,whichweredyedanalluringpurple,PollyAdairwasasbeautifulasaJunemorning。Atleast,soHemingwaythoughtthefirsttimehesawher,andeachsucceedingtimehethoughthermorebeautiful,morelovely,moretobeloved。
Hemether,threedaysafterhisarrival,attheresidenceoftheBritishagentandconsul-general,whereLadyFirthwasgivingteatothesixnursesfromtheEnglishhospitalandtoalltheotherrespectablemembersofZanzibarsociety。
"Myhusband'stypist,"saidherladyshipasshehelpedHemingwaytotea,"isacopatriotofyours。She'ssuchanicegell;notabitlikeanAmerican。Idon'tknowwhatI'ddointhisawfulplacewithouther。
Promiseme,"shebeggedtragically,"youwillnotaskhertomarryyou。"
Unconsciousofhisfate,Hemingwaypromised。
"Becauseallthemendo,"sighedLadyFirth,"andIneverknowwhatmorningoneofthewretcheswon'tcarryherofftoahomeofherown。Andthenwhatwouldbecomeofme?Menaresoselfish!
Ifyoumustfallinlove,"suggestedherladyship,"promisemeyouwillfallinlovewith"——shepausedinnocentlyandraisedbaby-blueeyes,inababy-likestare——"withsomeoneelse。"
AgainHemingwaypromised。Hebowedgallantly。"Thatwillbequiteeasy,"hesaid。
Herladyshipsmiled,butHemingwaydidnotseethesmile。Hewaslookingpastheratagirlfromhome,whocameacrosstheterracecarryinginherhandastenographer'snote-book。
LadyFirthfollowedthedirectionofhiseyesandsawthelookinthem。Sheexclaimedwithdismay:
"Already!Alreadyhedesertsme,evenbeforetheinkisdryonthepaper。"
Shedrewthenote-bookfromMrs。Adair'sfingersanddroppeditunderthetea-table。
"Lettersmustwait,mychild,"shedeclared。
"ButSirGeorge——"protestedthegirl。
"SirGeorgemustwait,too,"continuedhiswife;"theForeignOfficemustwait,theBritishEmpiremustwaituntilyouhavehadyourtea。"
Thegirllaughedhelplessly。Asthoughassuredherfellowcountrymanwouldcomprehend,sheturnedtohim。
"They'resoexactlylikewhatyouwantthemtobe,"shesaid——"I
meanabouttheirtea!"
HemingwaysmiledbackwithsuchintimateunderstandingthatLadyFirthglancedupinquiringly。
"HaveyoumetMrs。Adairalready?"sheasked。
"No,"saidHemingway,"butIhavebeentryingtomeetherforthirtyyears。"
Perplexed,theEnglishwomanfrowned,andthen,withdelightatherownperspicuity,laughedaloud。
"Iknow,"shecried,"inyourcountryyouarewhattheycalla'hustler'!Isthatright?"Shewavedthemaway。"TakeMrs。Adairoverthere,"shecommanded,"andtellherallthenewsfromhome。
Tellherabouttherailroadaccidentsand'washouts'andthelatestthinginlynching。"
Theyoungpeoplestretchedoutinlongwickerchairsintheshadeofatreecoveredwithpurpleflowers。Onaperchatonesideofthemanorang-outanginasteelbeltwascombingthewhiskersofherinfantdaughter;attheirfeetwhatlookedliketwochowpuppies,butwhichhappenedtobeLadyFirth'spetlions,werechewingeachother'stoothlessgums;andintheimmediateforegroundthehospitalnursesweredefyingthesunattenniswhiletheSultan'sbandplayedselectionsfromaGaietysuccessofmanyyearsinthepast。Withthesesurroundingsitwasdifficulttotalkofhome。Noronanylateroccasions,exceptthroughinadvertence,didtheytalkofhome。
Forthereasonsalreadystated,itamusedHemingwaytovolunteernoconfidences。OnaccountofwhatthatsameeveningHarristoldhimofMrs。Adair,heaskednone。
Harrishimselfwasayoungmaninnowayinclinedtowithholdconfidences。Heenjoyedgivingoutinformation。Heenjoyedtalkingabouthimself,hisduties,theotherconsuls,theZanzibaris,andhisnativeStateofIowa。Solongashewaspermittedtotalk,thelistenercouldselectthesubject。But,combinedwithhisloquacity,Hemingwayhadfoundhimkind-hearted,intelligent,observing,andthecallofacommoncountryhadgotthemquicklytogether。
Hemingwaywasquiteconsciousthatthegirlhehadseenbutoncehadimpressedhimoutofallproportiontowhatheknewofher。
Sheseemedtoogoodtobetrue。Andhetriedtopersuadehimselfthataftereightmonthsinthehinterlandamonghipposandzebrasanyreasonablyattractivegirlwouldhaveprovedequallydisturbing。
Buthewasnotconvinced。Hedidnotwishtobeconvinced。HeassuredhimselfthathadhemetMrs。Adairathomeamonghundredsofothershewouldhaverecognizedherasawomanofexceptionalcharacter,asoneespeciallycharming。Hewantedtojustifythisideaofher;hewantedtotalkofMrs。AdairtoHarris,nottolearnmoreconcerningher,butjustforthepleasureofspeakinghername。
Hewasmuchupsetatthat,andthediscoverythatonmeetingawomanforthefirsttimehestillcouldbesoboyishlyandingenuouslymovedgreatlypleasedhim。Itwasamostdelightfulsecret。Soheactedontheprinciplethatwhenamanimmenselyadmiresawomanandwishestoconcealthatfactfromeveryoneelsehecanbestdosobydeclaringhisadmirationinthefrankestandmostopenmanner。Afterthetea-party,asHarrisandhimselfsatintheconsulate,hesoexpressedhimself。
"Whatanextraordinarynicegirl,"heexclaimed,"isthatMrs。Adair!
Ihadalongtalkwithher。Sheismostcharming。Howeverdidawomanlikethatcometobeinaplacelikethis?"
Judgingfromhismanner,itseemedtoHemingwaythatatthementionofMrs。Adair'snamehehadfoundHarrismentallyonguard,asthoughtheconsulhadguessedthequestionwouldcomeandhadpreparedforit。
"Shejustdroppedinhereoneday,"saidHarris,"fromnoplaceinparticular。Personally,Ialwayshavethoughtfromheaven。"
"It'sagoodaddress,"saidHemingway。
"Itseemstosuither,"theconsulagreed。"Anyway,ifshedoesn'tcomefromthere,that'swhereshe'sgoing——justonaccountofthegoodshe'sdoneuswhileshe'sbeenhere。Shearrivedfourmonthsagowithatypewriting-machineandletterstomefromourconsulsinCapeTownandDurban。Shehaddonesometypewritingforthem。Itseemsthatafterherhusbanddied,whichwasafewmonthsaftertheyweremarried,shelearnedtomakeherlivingbytypewriting。Sheworkedtoohardandbrokedown,andthedoctorsaidshemustgotohotcountries,the'hotterthebetter。'Soshe'sworkedherwayhalfaroundtheworldtypewriting。SheworkedchieflyforherownconsulsorfortheAmericancommissionhouses。Sometimesshestayedamonth,sometimesonlyoveronesteamerday。ButwhenshegothereLadyFirthtooksuchafancytoherthatshemadeSirGeorgeengageherashisprivatesecretary,andshe'sbeenhereeversince。"
InacommunitysosmallaswasthatofZanzibarthewhiteresidentssawoneanothereveryday,andwithinaweekHemingwayhadmetMrs。Adairmanytimes。Hemetheratdinner,attheBritishagency;
hemetherinthecountryclub,wherethewhiteexilesgatheredforteaandtennis。Hehiredalaunchandinherhonorgaveapicniconthenorthcoastoftheisland,andonthreegloriousandmemorablenights,afterdifferentdinner-partieshadascendedtotheroof,hesatathersideandacrossthewhitelevelofthehousetopslookeddownintothemoonlitharbor。
Whatinterestthetwoyoungpeoplefeltineachotherwasinnowaydiscouragedbytheirsurroundings。Inthetropicsthetenderemotionsarenotwinterkilled。Hadtheymetathome,theconventions,hisownwork,hersocialdutieswouldhavekepttheprogressoftheirinterestwithinacertainspeedlimit。Buttheywereinaplacefreeofconventions,andtheprecedingeightmonthswhichHemingwayhadspentinthejungleandontheplainhadmadethesocietyofhisfellowman,andofMrs。Adairinparticular,especiallyattractive。
Hemingwayhadnoworktooccupyhistime,andheplaceditunreservedlyatthedispositionofhiscountrywoman。IndoingsoitcouldnotbesaidthatMrs。Adairencouragedhim。Hemingwayhimselfwouldhavebeenthefirsttoacknowledgethis。Fromthedayhemetherhewasconsciousthatalwaystherewasanintangiblebarrierbetweenthem。Evenbeforeshepossiblycouldhaveguessedthathisinterestinherwasmorethanevenshe,attractiveasshewas,hadtherighttoexpect,shehadwrappedaroundherselfaninvisiblemantleofdefense。
Therewerecertainspeechesofhiswhichsheneverheard,certaintonestowhichsheneverresponded。Atmomentswhenhewascomplimentinghimselfthatatlastshewascontenttobeinhiscompany,shewouldsuddenlyriseandjointheothers,andhewouldbeleftwonderinginwhatwayhecouldpossiblyhaveoffended。
Heassuredhimselfthatawoman,youngandattractive,inastrangelandinherdependentpositionmustofnecessitybediscreet,butinhisconducttherecertainlyhadbeennothingthatwasnotconsiderate,courteous,andstraightforward。
Whenheappreciatedthathecaredforherseriously,thathewasgloriouslyhappyincaring,andproudofthewayinwhichhecared,thefactthatshepersistentlyheldhimatarm'slengthpuzzledandhurt。Atfirstwhenhehaddeliberatelysettoworktomakeherlikehimhewasgladtothinkthat,owingtohisreticenceabouthimself,ifshedidlikehimitwouldbeforhimselfaloneandnotforhisworldlygoods。ButwhenheknewherbetterheunderstoodthatifonceMrs。Adairmadeuphermindtotakeasecondhusband,thefactthathewasasocialandfinancialsomebody,andnot,asmanyinZanzibarsupposedHemingwaytobe,asocialoutcast,wouldmakebutlittledifference。
Norwashermannertobeexplainedbythefactthatthemajorityofwomenfoundhimunattractive。Astothat,thepleasantburdenofhisexperiencewastothecontrary。Heatlastwonderediftherewassomeoneelse,ifhehadcomeintoherlifetoolate。
Hesetaboutlookingforthemanandso,hebelieved,hesoonfoundhim。
Ofthelittlecolony,ArthurFearingwasthemanofwhomHemingwayhadseentheleast。ThatwassobecauseFearingwishedit。Likehimself,FearingwasanAmerican,young,andabachelor,but,verymuchunlikeHemingway,ahermitandarecluse。
TwoyearsbeforehehadcometoZanzibarlookingforaninvestmentforhismoney。InZanzibarthereweregentlemenadventurersofeverycountry,whowerewelcometoliveinanycountrysavetheirown。
TothemMr。Fearingseemedaheaven-sentvictim。Buttohimtheiralluringtalesofthefortunesthatweretorisefromburiedtreasures,lostmines,andpearlbedsdidnotappeal。Insteadheconferredwiththeconsuls,theresponsiblemerchants,thepartnersintheprosperoustradinghouses。Afteramonthof"lookingaround"hehadpurchasedoutrightthegoodwillandstockofoneoftheoldestofthecommissionhouses,andsoonshowedhimselftobeamostcapablemanofbusiness。But,exceptasamanofbusiness,nooneknewhim。Fromthedimrecessesofhiswarehousehepassedeachdaytotheseclusionofhisbungalowinthecountry。And,althougheveryonewasfriendlytohim,hemadenofriends。
ItwasonlyafterthearrivalofMrs。Adairthatheconsentedtoshowhimself,anditwassoonnotedthatitwasonlywhenshewasinvitedthathewouldappear,andthatontheseoccasionshedevotedhimselfentirelytoher。Inthepresenceofothers,hestillwasshy,gravelypolite,andspeakingbutlittle,andneverofhimself;butwithMrs。Adairhisshynessseemedtoleavehim,andwhenwithherhewasseentotalkeasilyandeagerly。And,onherpart,towhathesaid,PollyAdairlistenedwithseriousinterest。
LadyFirth,who,athome,wasatrainedandsuccessfulmatch-maker,andwho,inZanzibar,hadfoundbutalimitedfieldforheractivities,decidedthatifhercompanionandprotegeemustmarry,sheshouldmarryFearing。
Fearingwasnogentlemanadventurer,remittance-man,orhumbleclerkservinghisapprenticeshiptoasteamshiplineoranivoryhouse。HewasoneofthepillarsofZanzibarsociety。Thetradinghousehehadpurchasedhadhaditsbeginningsintheslave-trade,andnowunderhisalertdirectionwasmakingaturnoverequaltothatofanyofitsancientrivals。Personally,Fearingwasamostdesirablecatch。Hewaswell-mannered,well-read,ofgoodappearance,steady,and,inalatitudeonlysixdegreesremovedfromtheequator,ofimpeccablemorals。
Itissaidthatitisthepersonwhoisinlovewhoalwaysisthefirsttodiscoverhissuccessfulrival。Itiseitheraninstinctorbecausehisconcernisdeeperthanthatofothers。
Andso,whenHemingwaysoughtfortheinfluencethatseparatedhimfromPollyAdair,thetrailledtoFearing。Tofindthattheobstacleinthepathofhistruelovewasamangreatlyrelievedhim。HehadfearedthatwhatwasinthethoughtsofMrs。Adairwasthememoryofherdeadhusband。Hehadnodesiretocrossswordswithaghost。Buttoalivingrivalhecouldaffordtobegenerous。
ForhewassurenoonecouldcareforPollyAdairashecared,and,likeeveryothermaninlove,hebelievedthathealonehaddiscoveredinherbeautiesofsoulandcharacterthattotherestofmankindwerehidden。Thisknowledge,heassuredhimself,hadarousedinhimadepthofdevotionnooneelsecouldhopetoimitate,andthisdepthofdevotionwouldintimesoimpressher,wouldbecomesonecessarytoherexistence,thatitwouldforceheratlastintothearmsoftheonlymanwhocouldofferit。
Havingsatisfiedhimselfinthisfashion,hecontinuedcheerfullyonhisway,andthepresenceofarivalinnowaydiscouragedhim。ItonlywasPollyAdairwhodiscouragedhim。Andthis,inspiteofthefactthateveryhourofthedayhetriedtobringhimselfpleasantlytohernotice。Allthatanidleyoungmaninlove,aidedandabettedbyimaginationandanunlimitedletterofcredit,coulddo,Hemingwaydid。Buttonoend。
Thetreasureshedugoutofthebazaarsandpresentedtoher,underfalsepretensesastrinketshehappenedatthatmomenttofindinhispockets,wereadmiredbyherattheirowngreatvalue,andreturnedalsounderfalsepretenses,ashavingbeenofferedheronlytoexamine。
"Itisforyoursisterathome,Isuppose,"sheprompted。"It'squitelovely。Thankyouforlettingmeseeit。"
Afterhavingbeenseveraltimesseverelysnubbedinthisfashion,Hemingwayremarkedgrimlyasheputablackpearlbackintohispocket:
"AtthisratesisterwillbemightygladtoseemewhenIgethome。ItseemsalmostapityIhaven'tgotasister。"
Thegirlansweredthisonlywithagravesmile。
OnanotheroccasionsheadmiredapoloponythathadbeenimportedforthestableoftheboySultan。ButnextmorningHemingway,aftermuchdiplomacy,becametheownerofitandproudlyrodeittotheagency。LadyFirthandPollyAdairwalkedouttomeethimarminarm,butatsightoftheponytherecameintotheeyesofthesecretaryalookthatcausedHemingwaytowishhimselfandhismountmanymilesinthejungle。Hesawthatbeforeithadbeenproffered,hisgift-horsehadbeenrejected。
Heactedpromptly。
"LadyFirth,"hesaid,"you'vebeensoawfullykindtome,madethisplacesolikeahometome,thatIwantyoutoputthismareinyourstable。TheSultanwantedher,butwhenhelearnedImeanttoturnherovertoyou,helethergo。Webothhopeyou'llaccept。"
LadyFirthhadnoscruples。Infiveminutesshehadaccepted,hadclappedaside-saddleonherrichgift,andwascanteringjoyouslydownthePearlRoad。
PollyAdairlookedafterherwithanexpressionthatwasdistinctlywistful。Thusencouraged,Hemingwaysaid:
"I'mgladyouaresorry。Ihopeeverytimeyouseethatponyyou'llbesorry。"
"WhyshouldIbesorry?"askedthegirl。
"Becauseyouhavebeenunkind,"saidHemingway,"anditisnotyourcharactertobeunkind。Andthatyouhaveshownlackofcharacteroughttomakeyousorry。"
"Butyouknowperfectlywell,"saidMrs。Adair,"thatifIweretotakeanyoneofthesewonderfulthingsyoubringme,Iwouldn'thaveanycharacterleft。"
Shesmiledathimreassuringly。"Andyouknow,"sheadded,"thatthatisnotwhyIdonottakethem。Itisn'tbecauseIcan'taffordto,orbecauseIdon'twantthem,becauseIdo;butit'sbecauseIdon'tdeservethem,becauseIcangiveyounothinginreturn。"
"Asthecopy-booksays,"returnedHemingway,"'thepleasureisinthegiving。'Ifthecopy-bookdon'tsaythat,Ido。Andtopretendthatyougivemenothing,thatisridiculous!"
Itwassoridiculousthatherushedonvehemently。"Why,everyminuteyougivemesomething,"heexclaimed。"Justtoseeyou,justtoknowyouarealive,justtobecertainwhenIturninatnightthatwhentheworldwakesupagainyouwillstillbeapartofit;thatiswhatyougiveme。Anditsnameis——Happiness!"
Hehadbegunquiteinnocently;hehadhadnoideathatitwouldcome。Buthehadsaidit。Asclearlyasthoughhehaddroppedupononeknee,laidhishandoverhisheartandexclaimed:"Mostbeautifulofyoursex,Iloveyou!Willyoumarryme?"Hiseyesandthetoneofhisvoicehadsaidit。Andheknewthathehadsaidit,andthatsheknew。
Hereyeswerefilledwithsuddentears,andsowonderfulwasthelightinthemthatforonemadmomentHemingwaythoughttheyweretearsofhappiness。Butthelightdied,andwhathadbeentearsbecameonlywetdropsofwater,andhesawtohisdismaythatshewasmostmiserable。
Thegirlmovedaheadofhimtothecliffonwhichtheagencystood,andwhichoverhungtheharborandtheIndianOcean。Hereyeswerefilledwithtrouble。Assheraisedthemtohistheybeggedofhimtobekind。
"Iamgladyoutoldme,"shesaid。"Ihavebeenafraiditwascoming。ButuntilyoutoldmeIcouldnotsayanything。Itriedtostopyou。Iwasrudeandunkind——"
"Youcertainlywere,"Hemingwayagreedcheerfully。"Andthemoreyouwouldhavenothingtodowithme,themoreIadmiredyou。AndthenIlearnedtoadmireyoumore,andthentoloveyou。ItseemsnowasthoughIhadalwaysknownandalwayslovedyou。Andnowthisiswhatwearegoingtodo。"
Hewouldn'tletherspeak;herushedonprecipitately。
"Wearefirstgoinguptothehousetogetyourtypewriting-machine,andwewillbringitbackhereandhurlitasfaraswecanoffthiscliff。
Iwanttoseethesplash!Iwanttohearitsmashwhenithitsthatrock。
Ithasbeenmyworstenemy,becauseithelpedyoutobeindependentofme,becauseitkeptyoufromme。Timeaftertime,ontheveranda,whenIwaspretendingtolistentoLadyFirth,Iwaslisteningtothatdamnedmachinebangingandcomplainingandtiringyourprettyfingersandyourdeareyes。Sofirstithasgottogo。Youhavebeenitsslave,nowIamgoingtobeyourslave。Youhaveonlytorubthelampandthingswillhappen。AndbecauseI'vetoldyounothingaboutmyself,youmustn'tthinkthatthemoneythathelpstomakethemhappenis'tainted。'Itisn't。NoramI,normyfather,normyfather'sfather。Iamaskingyoutomarryaperfectlyrespectableyoungman。And,whenyoudo——"
Againhegavehernoopportunitytointerrupt,butrushedonimpetuously:"Wewillsailawayacrossthatoceantowhereveryouwilltakeme。ToCeylonandTokioandSanFrancisco,toNaplesandNewYork,toGreeceandAthens。Theyareallnear。Theyareallyours。Willyouacceptthemandme?"Hesmiledappealingly,butmostmiserably。Forthoughhehadspokenlightlyandwithconfidence,itwastoconcealthefactthathewasnotatallconfident。
Ashehadreadinhereyesherrefusalofhispony,hehadread,evenashespoke,herrefusalofhimself。Whenheceasedspeakingthegirlanswered:
"IfIsaythatwhatyoutellmemakesmeproud,Iamsayingtoolittle。"
Sheshookherheadfirmly,withanairoffinalitythatfrightenedHemingway。"Butwhatyouask——whatyousuggestisimpossible。"
"Youdon'tlikeme?"saidHemingway。
"Ilikeyouverymuch,"returnedthegirl,"and,ifIdon'tseemunhappythatitcan'tbe,itisbecauseIalwayshaveknownitcan'tbe——"
"Whycan'titbe?"rebelledHemingway。"Idon'tmeanthatIcan'tunderstandyournotwantingtomarryme,butifIknewyourobjection,maybe,Icouldbeatitdown。"
Again,withthesameairoffinality,thegirlmovedherheadslowly,asthoughconsideringeachword;shebegancautiously。
"Icannottellyouthereason,"shesaid,"becauseitdoesnotconcernonlymyself。"
"Ifyoumeanyoucareforsomeoneelse,"pleadedHemingway,"thatdoesnotfrightenmeatall。"Itdidfrightenhimextremely,but,believingthatafaintheartneverwonanything,hepretendedtobebrave。
"Foryou,"heboasted,"Iwouldgodownintothegraveasdeepasanyman。Hethathathmorelethimgive。IknowwhatIoffer。I
knowIloveyouasnootherman——"
Thegirlbackedawayfromhimasthoughhehadstruckher。"Youmustnotsaythat,"shecommanded。
Forthefirsttimehesawthatshewasmoved,thatthefingersshelacedandunlacedweretrembling。"Itisfinal!"exclaimedthegirl。"Icannotmarry——you,oranyone。I——Ihavepromised。
Iamnotfree。"
"Nothingintheworldisfinal,"returnedHemingwaysharply,"exceptdeath。"Heraisedhishatand,asthoughtoleaveher,movedaway。Notbecauseheadmitteddefeat,butbecausehefeltthatforthepresenttocontinuemightlosehimthechancetofightagain。But,todeliveranultimatum,heturnedback。
"Aslongasyouarealive,andIamalive,"hetoldher,"allthingsarepossible。Idon'tgiveuphope。Idon'tgiveupyou。"
Thegirlexclaimedwithagestureofdespair。"Hewon'tunderstand!"
shecried。
Hemingwayadvancedeagerly。
"Helpmetounderstand,"hebegged。
"Youwon'tunderstand,"explainedthegirl,"thatIamspeakingthetruth。Youarerightthatthingscanchangeinthefuture,butnothingcanchangethepast。Can'tyouunderstandthat?"
"WhatdoIcareforthepast?"criedtheyoungmanscornfully。"I
knowyouaswellasthoughIhadknownyouforathousandyearsandIloveyou。"
Thegirlflushedcrimson。
"Notmypast,"shegasped。"Imeant——"
"Idon'tcarewhatyoumeant,"saidHemingway。"I'mnotpryingintoyourlittlesecrets。Iknowonlyonething——twothings,thatIloveyouandthat,untilyouloveme,Iamgoingtomakeyourlifehell!"
Hecaughtatherhands,andforaninstantshelethimclasptheminbothofhis,whileshelookedathim。
Somethinginherface,otherthandistressandpity,causedhishearttoleap。Buthewastoowisetospeak,and,thatshemightnotreadthehopeinhiseyes,turnedquicklyandlefther。Hehadnotcrossedthegroundsoftheagencybeforehehadmadeuphismindastothereasonforherrepellinghim。
"SheisengagedtoFearing!"hetoldhimself。"ShehaspromisedtomarryFearing!Shethinksthatitistoolatetoconsideranotherman!"Theprospectofafightforthewomanhelovedthrilledhimgreatly。Hislowerjawsetpugnaciously。
"I'llshowherit'snottoolate,"hepromisedhimself。"I'llshowherwhichofusisthemantomakeherhappy。And,ifIamnottheman,I'lltakethefirstoutboundsteamerandtroublethemnomore。
Butbeforethathappens,"healsopromisedhimself,"Fearingmustshowheisthebetterman。"
Inspiteofhisbravewords,inspiteofhisdetermination,withinthedayHemingwayhadwithdrawninfavorofhisrival,and,ontheCrownPrinceEitel,boundforGenoaandNewYork,hadbookedhispassagehome。
OntheafternoonofthesamedayhehadspokentoPollyAdair,Hemingwayatthesunsethourbetookhimselftotheconsulate。Atthathourithadbecomehiscustomtovisithisfellowcountrymanandwithhimsharethegossipofthedayandsuchacocktailasonlyafellowcountrymancouldcompose。LaterhewastodineatthehouseoftheIvoryCompanyand,ashisheartneverceasedtellinghim,Mrs。Adairalsowastobepresent。
"Itwillbeaverypleasantparty,"saidHarris。"Theygavemeabid,too,butit'ssteamerdayto-morrow,andI'vegottogetmymailreadyfortheCrownPrinceEitel。Mrs。Adairistobethere。"
Hemingwaynodded,andwithpleasantanticipationwaited。OfMrs。
Adair,Harrisalwaysspokewithreverententhusiasm,andthemanwholovedherdelightedtolisten。ButthistimeHarrisdisappointedhim。
"AndFearing,too,"headded。
AgainHemingwaynodded。Theconjunctionofthetwonamessurprisedhim,buthemadenosign。LoquaciousasheknewHarristobe,heneverbeforehadheardhisfriendevensuggestthesubjectthattoZanzibarhadbecomeofacuteinterest。
Harrisfilledthetwoglasses,andbegantopacetheroom。Whenhespokeitwasintheaggrievedtoneofonewhofeelshimselfplacedinafalseposition。
"There'snoone,"hecomplainedsuddenly,"sopopularlyunpopularasthemanwhobuttsin。Iknowthat,butstillI'vealwaystakenhisside。I'vealwaysbeenforhim。"Hehalted,straddlingwithlegsapartandhandsdeepinhistrouserspockets,andfrowneddownuponhisguest。
"Suppose,"hebeganaggressively,"Iseeamandrivinghiscaroveracliff。IfItellhimthatroadwilltakehimoveracliff,theworstthatcanhappentomeistobetoldtomindmyownbusiness,andIcanalwaysanswerback:'Iwasonlytryingtohelpyou。'IfIdon'tspeak,themanbreakshisneck。Betweenthetwo,itseemstome,soonerthanhaveanyone'slifeonmyhands,I'dratherbetoldtomindmyownbusiness。"
Hemingwaystaredintohisglass。Hisexpressionwasdistinctlydisapproving,but,undismayed,theconsulcontinued。
"Now,weallknowthatthismorningyougavethatpoloponytoLadyFirth,andoneofusguessesthatyoufirstofferedittosomeoneelse,whorefusedit。Oneofusthinksthatverysoon,to-morrow,orevento-night,atthispartyyoumayofferthatsamepersonsomethingelse,somethingworthmorethanapolopony,andthatifsherefusesthat,itisgoingtobreakyouallup,isgoingtohurtyoufortherestofyourlife。"
Liftinghiseyesfromhisglass,Hemingwayshotathisfriendaglanceofwarning。Inhaste,Harriscontinued:
"Iknow,"heprotested,answeringthelook,"IknowthatthisiswhereMr。Buttinskyistoldtomindhisbusiness。ButI'mgoingrighton。I'mgoingtostateahypotheticalcasewithnonamesmentionedandnoquestionsasked,oranswered。I'mgoingtostateatheory,andletyoudrawyourowndeductions。"
Heslidintoachair,andacrossthetablefastenedhiseyesonthoseofhisfriend。Confidentlyandundisturbed,butwithawrysmileofdislike,Hemingwaystaredfixedlybackathim。
"What,"demandedHarris,"isthefirstruleindetectivework?"
Hemingwaystarted。Hewaspreparedforsomethingunpleasant,butnotforthatparticularformofunpleasantness。Buthisfaithwasunshaken,andhesmiledconfidently。Helettheconsulanswerhisownquestion。
"Itistofollowthewoman,"declaredHarris。"And,accordingly,whatshouldbethefirstprecautionofamanmakinghisget-away?
Toseethatthewomandoesnotfollow。Butsupposewearedealingwithafugitiveofespecialintelligence,withacriminalwhohasimaginationandbrains?Hemightfixitsothatthewomancouldfollowhimwithoutgivinghimaway,hemightplanitsothatnoonewouldsuspect。Shemightarriveathishiding-placeonlyaftermanymonths,onlyaftereachhadmadeseparatelyalongcircuitoftheglobe,onlyafterajourneywithaplausibleandlegitimateobject。
Shewouldarrivedisguisedineveryway,andtheywouldmeetastotalstrangers。And,asstrangersundertheeyesofothers,theywouldbecomeacquainted,wouldgraduallygrowmorefriendly,wouldbeseenmorefrequentlytogether,untilatlastpeoplewouldsay:'Thosetwomeantomakeamatchofit。'Andthen,oneday,openly,inthesightofallmen,withtheaidofthelawandthechurch,theywouldresumethoserelationsthatexistedbeforethemanranawayandthewomanfollowed。"
Therewasashortsilence。
Hemingwaybrokeitinatonethatwouldacceptnodenial。
"Youcan'ttalklikethattome,"hecried。"Whatdoyoumean?"
Withoutresentment,theconsulregardedhimwithgravesolicitude。
Hislookwasoneofrealaffection,and,althoughhistoneheldtheabsolutefinalityofthefamilyphysicianwhodeliversasentenceofdeath,hespokewithgentlenessandregret。
"Imean,"hesaid,"thatMrs。Adairisnotawidow,thatthemanshespeaksofasherlatehusbandisnotdead;thatthatmanisFearing!"
Hemingwayfeltafraid。Amonthbeforearhinoceroshadchargedhimandhaddroppedathisfeet。Atanothertimeawoundedlionesshadleapedintohispathandcrouchedtospring。Thenhehadnotbeenafraid。Thenhehadaimedasconfidentlyasthoughhewerefiringatastrawtarget。Butnowhefeltrealfear:fearofsomethinghedidnotcomprehend,ofasituationhecouldnotmaster,ofanadversaryasstrongasFate。Byawordsomethinghadbeensnatchedfromhimthathenowknewwasasdeartohimaslife,thatwaslife,thatwaswhatmadeitworthcontinuing。Andhecoulddonothingtopreventit;hecouldnothelphimself。Hewasasimpotentastheprisonerwhohearsthejudgebanishhimintoexile。Hetriedtoadjusthismindtothecalamity。Buthismindrefused。Aseasilyaswithhisfingeramancanblocktheswingofapendulumandhalttheprogressoftheclock,Harriswithawordhadbroughttheentireworldtoafullstop。
Andthen,abovehishead,Hemingwayheardthelazywhisperofthepunka,andfromtheharbortheraucouswhistleoftheCrownPrinceEitel,signallingherentrance。Theworldhadnotstopped;forthepunka-boy,forthecaptainoftheGermansteamer,forHarrisseatedwithfaceaverted,theworldwasstillgoinggaylyandbusilyforward。
Onlyforhimhaditstopped。
InspiteoftheconfidenttoneinwhichHarrishadspoken,inspiteofthefactthatunlessheknewitwasthetruth,hewouldnothavespoken,Hemingwaytriedtourgehimselftobelievetherehadbeensomehideous,absurderror。Butinanswercamebacktohimsnatchesoftalkorphrasesthegirlhadlastaddressedtohim:"Youcancommandthefuture,butyoucannotchangethepast。Icannotmarryyou,oranyone!Iamnotfree!"
Andthentocomforthimself,hecalledupthelookhehadsurprisedinhereyeswhenhestoodholdingherhandsinhis。Heclungtoit,asadrowningmanwillclutchevenatapieceoffloatingseaweed。
Whenhetriedtospeakhefoundhisvoicechokedandstifled,andthathisdistresswasevident,heknewfromthepityhereadintheeyesofHarris。
Inavoicestrangetohim,heheardhimselfsaying:"Whydoyouthinkthat?You'vegottotellme。Ihavearighttoknow。ThismorningIaskedMrs。Adairtomarryme。"
Theconsulexclaimedwithdismayandsquirmedunhappily。"I
didn'tknow,"heprotested。"IthoughtIwasintime。Ioughttohavetoldyoudaysago,but——"
"Tellmenow,"commandedHemingway。
"Iknowitinathousandways,"beganHarris。
Hemingwayraisedhiseyeshopefully。
Buttheconsulshookhishead。"Buttoconvinceyou,"hewenton,"Ineedtellyouonlyone。Thethousandotherproofsarelookstheyhaveexchanged,sentencesIhavechancedtooverhear,andthateachofthemunknowntotheotherhastoldmeoflittlehappeningsandincidentswhichIfoundwerecommontoboth。Eachhasdescribedthehouseinwhichheorshelived,anditwasthesamehouse。TheyclaimtocomefromdifferentcitiesinNewEngland,theycamefromthesamecity。Theyclaim——"
"Thatisnoproof,"criedHemingway,"eitherthattheyaremarried,orthatthemanisacriminal。"
ForamomentHarrisregardedtheotherinsilence。Thenhesaid:
"You'remakingitveryhardforme。IseeI'vegottoshowyou。
It'skindest,afterall,tocutquick。"Heleanedfartherforward,andhisvoicedropped。Speakingquickly,hesaid:
"LastsummerIlivedoutsidethetowninabungalowonthePearlRoad。Fearing'shousewasnexttomine。ThiswasbeforeMrs。
Adairwenttoliveattheagency,andwhileshewasaloneinanotherbungalowfartherdowntheroad。Iwasillthatsummer;
mynerveswentbackonme。Icouldn'tsleep。Iusedtositallnightonmyverandaandprayforthesuntorise。FromwhereIsatitwasdarkandnoonecouldseeme,butIcouldseetheverandaofFearing'shouseandintohisgarden。AndnightafternightIsawMrs。AdaircreepoutofFearing'shouse,sawhimwalkwithhertothegate,sawhimintheshadowofthebushestakeherinhisarms,andsawthemkiss。"Thevoiceoftheconsulrosesharply。"NooneknowsthatbutyouandI,and,"hecrieddefiantly,"itisimpossibleforustobelieveillofPollyAdair。Theeasyexplanationwerefuse。Itisintolerable。
AndsoyoumustbelieveasIbelieve;thatwhenshevisitedFearingbynightshewenttohimbecauseshehadtherighttogotohim,becausealreadyshewashiswife。AndnowwheneveryoneherebelievestheymetforthefirsttimeinZanzibar,whennoonewillbesurprisediftheyshouldmarry,theywillgothroughtheceremonyagain,andliveasmanandwife,astheyare,astheywerebeforehefledfromAmerica!"
Hemingwaywasseatedwithhiselbowsonthetableandhisfaceinhishands。HewassolongsilentthatHarrisstruckthetableroughlywithhispalm。
"Well,"hedemanded,"whydon'tyouspeak?Doyoudoubther?
Don'tyoubelievesheishiswife?"
"Irefusetobelieveanythingelse!"saidHemingway。Herose,andslowlyandheavilymovedtowardthedoor。"AndIwillnottroublethemanymore,"headded。"I'llleaveatsunriseontheEitel。"
Harrisexclaimedindismay,butHemingwaydidnothearhim。Inthedoorwayhehaltedandturnedback。Fromhisvoicealltraceofemotionhaddeparted。"Why,"heaskeddully,"doyouthinkFearingisafugitive?Notthatitmatterstoher,sincesheloveshim,orthatitmatterstome。OnlyIwouldliketothinkyouwerewrong。Iwanthertohaveonlythebest。"
Againtheconsulmovedunhappily。
"Ioughtn'ttotellyou,"heprotested,"andifIdoIoughttotelltheStateDepartment,andadetectiveagencyfirst。Theyhavethecall。
Theywanthim,oramandamnedlikehim。"Hisvoicedroppedtoawhisper。"ThemanwantedisHenryBrownell,acashierofabankinWaltham,Mass。,thirty-fiveyearsofage,smooth-shaven,college-bred,speakingwithamarkedNewEnglandaccent,and——andwithothermarksthatfitFearinglikethecoveronabook。ThedepartmentandthePinkertonshavebeendevillingthelifeoutofmeaboutitforninemonths。TheyarepositiveheisonthecoastofAfrica。Iputthemoff。
Iwasn'tsure。"
"You'vebeenprotectingthem,"saidHemingway。
"Iwasn'tsure,"reiteratedHarris。"AndifIwere,thePinkertonscandotheirownsleuthing。Theman'slivinghonestlynow,anyway,isn'the?"
hedemanded;"andsheloveshim。Atleastshe'sstuckbyhim。WhyshouldIpunishher?"
Histoneseemedtochallengeandupbraid。
"GoodGod!"criedtheother,"I'mnotblamingyou!I'dbeproudofthechancetodoasmuch。IaskedbecauseI'dliketogoawaythinkingshe'scontent,thinkingshe'shappywithhim。"
"Doesn'titlookasthoughshewere?"Harrisprotested。"She'sfollowedhim——followedhimhalfaroundtheglobe。Ifshe'dbeenhappierawayfromhim,she'dhavestayedawayfromhim。"
Sointenthadbeenthemenupontheirtalkthatneitherhadnotedthepassingoftheminutesor,whatatothertimeswasaneventofmoment,thatthemailsteamerhaddistributedhermailandpassengers;andwhenaservantenteredbearinglamps,andfromtheofficetheconsul'sclerkappearedwithabundleoflettersfromtheEitel,bothweretakenbysurprise。
"Solate?"exclaimedHemingway。"Imustgo。IfI'mtosailwiththeEitelatdaybreak,I'velittletime!"
Buthedidnotgo。
AsheadvancedtowardHarriswithhishandoutstretchedinadieu,thefaceoftheconsulhaltedhim。Withtheletters,theclerkhadplaceduponthetableavisiting-card,andasitlayinthecircleoflightfromthelamptheconsul,asthoughitwerealiveandmenacing,staredatitinfascination。Movingstiffly,heturneditsothatHemingwaycouldsee。OnitHemingwayread,"GeorgeS。Sheyer,"and,onalowerline,"RepresentingWilliamL。Pinkerton。"
Tothewomanhelovedthecalamitytheydreadedhadcome,andHemingway,withagroanofdismay,exclaimedaloud:
"Itistheend!"
Fromthedarknessoftheouterofficeamansteppedsoftlyintothecircleofthelamp。Theycouldseehisfigureonlyfromthewaistdown;therestofhimwasblurredinshadows。
"'Itistheend'?"herepeatedinquiringly。Hespokethephrasewithpeculiaremphasis,asthoughtoimpressituponthememoryofthetwoothers。Hisvoicewascool,alert,authoritative。"Theendofwhat?"hedemandedsharply。
Thequestionwasmostdifficult。Inthesilencethedetectivemovedintothelight。Hewastallandstronglybuilt,hisfacewasshrewdandintelligent。Hemighthavebeenaprosperousmanofbusiness。
"Whichofyouistheconsul?"heasked。ButhedidnottakehiseyesfromHemingway。
"Iamtheconsul,"saidHarris。ButstillthedetectivedidnotturnfromHemingway。
"Why,"heasked,"didthisgentleman,whenhereadmycard,say,'Itistheend'?Theendofwhat?Hasanythingbeengoingonherethatcametoanendwhenhesawmycard?"
Disconcerted,indeepembarrassment,Harrisstruggledforaword。
Buthisdistresswasnotobservedbythedetective。Hiseyes,suspiciousandaccusing,stillwerefixeduponHemingway,andundertheirscrutinyHarrissawhisfriendslowlyretreat,slowlycrumpleupintoachair,slowlyraisehishandstocoverhisface。Asthoughinanightmare,heheardhimsayingsavagely:
"Itistheendoftwoyearsofhell,itistheendoftwoyearsoffearandagony!NowIshallhavepeace。NowIshallsleep!
IthankGodyou'vecome!IthankGodIcangoback!"
Harrisbrokethespellbyleapingtohisfeet。Hesprangbetweenthetwomen。
"Whatdoesthismean?"hecommanded。
Hemingwayraisedhiseyesandsurveyedhimsteadily。
"Itmeans,"hesaid,"thatIhavedeceivedyou,Harris——thatIamthemanyoutoldmeof,Iamthemantheywant。"Heturnedtotheofficer。
"Ifooledhimforfourmonths,"hesaid。"Icouldn'tfoolyouforfiveminutes。"
Theeyesofthedetectivedancedwithsuddenexcitement,joy,andtriumph。HeshotaneagerglancefromHemingwaytotheconsul。
"Thisman,"hedemanded;"whoishe?"
WithanimpatientgestureHemingwaysignifiedHarris。
"Hedoesn'tknowwhoIam,"hesaid。"HeknowsmeasHemingway。
IamHenryBrownell,ofWaltham,Mass。"Againhisfacesankintothepalmsofhishands。"AndI'mtired——tired,"hemoaned。"Iamsickofnotknowing,sickofrunningaway。Igivemyselfup。"
Thedetectivebreathedasighofreliefthatseemedtoissuefromhissoul。
"MyGod,"hesighed,"you'vegivenmealongchase!I'vehadelevenmonthsofyou,andI'massickofthisasyouare。"Herecoveredhimselfsharply。Asthoughrecitinganincantation,headdressedHemingwayincrisp,emotionlessnotes。
"HenryBrownell,"hechanted,"IarrestyouinthenameofthecommonwealthofMassachusettsfortherobbery,onOctobertheeleventh,nineteenhundredandnine,oftheWalthamTitleandTrustCompany。Iunderstand,"headded,"youwaiveextraditionandreturnwithmeofyourownfreewill?"
Withhisfacestillinhishands,Hemingwaymurmuredassent。Thedetectivesteppedbrisklyanduninvitedtothetableandseatedhimself。
Hewasbeamingwithtriumph,withpleasurableexcitement。
"Iwanttosendamessagehome,Mr。Consul,"hesaid。"MayIuseyourcableblanks?"
HarriswasstillstandinginthecentreoftheroomlookingdownuponthebowedheadandshouldersofHemingway。Since,inamazement,hehadsprungtowardhim,hehadnotspoken。Andhewasstillsilent。
InsidetheskullofWilburHarris,ofIowa,U。S。A。,AmericanconsultoZanzibar,EastAfrica,therewasgoingforwardamightystrugglethatwasnotfittoputintowords。ForHarrisandhisconsciencehadmetandwereatodds。Onewayortheotherthefightmustbesettledatonce,andwhateverhedecidedmustbeforalltime。Thisheunderstood,andashissympathiesandconsciencestruggledforthemasterythepenofthedetective,scratchingatracingspeedacrossthepaper,warnedhimthatonlyafewsecondswerelefthiminwhichtoprotestorelsetoforeverafterholdhispeace。
SorealistichadbeentheactingofHemingwaythatforaninstantHarrishimselfhadbeendeceived。Butonlyforaninstant。WithhisknowledgeofthecircumstanceshesawthatHemingwaywasnotconfessingtoacrimeofhisown,butdrawingacrossthetrailoftherealcriminaltheconvenientandusefulredherring。HeknewthatalreadyHemingwayhaddeterminedtosailthenextmorning。InleavingZanzibarhewasmakingnosacrifice。Hemerelywascarryingouthisoriginalplan,andbytakingawaywithhimthedetectivewasgivingBrownellandhiswifeatleastamonthinwhichtoagainlosethemselves。
Whatwashisowndutyhecouldnotdetermine。ThatofHemingwayheknewnothing,hecouldtruthfullytestify。AndifnowHemingwayclaimedtobeHenryBrownell,hehadnocertainknowledgetothecontrary。ThatthroughhisadventureHemingwaywouldcometoharmdidnotgreatlydisturbhim。HeforesawthathisfriendneedonlysendawirelessfromNantucketandatthewharfwitnesseswouldswarmtoestablishhisidentityandmakeitevidentthedetectivehadblundered。AndinthemeanwhileBrownellandhiswife,insomesettlementstillfurtherremovedfromobservation,wouldforthesecondtimehavefortifiedthemselvesagainstpursuitandcapture。HesawtheeyesofHemingwayfixeduponhiminappealandwarning。
Thebriskvoiceofthedetectivebrokethesilence。
"Youwilltestify,ifneedbe,Mr。Consul,"hesaid,"thatyouheardtheprisoneradmithewasHenryBrownellandthathesurrenderedhimselfofhisownfreewill?"
Foraninstanttheconsulhesitated,thenhenoddedstiffly。
"Iheardhim,"hesaid。
Threehourslater,atteno'clockofthesameevening,thedetectiveandHemingwayleanedtogetherontherailoftheCrownPrinceEitel。Forward,intheglareofhercargolights,tothepuffingandcreakingofderricksanddonkeyengines,bundlesofbeeswax,ofrawhides,andprecioustusksofivorywerebeinghurledintothehold;fromtheshore-boatsclingingtotheship'ssidescametheshrieksoftheZanzibarboys,fromthesmoking-roomtheblareofthesteward'sbandandtheclinkofglasses。ThoseoftheyouthofZanzibarwhowereonboard,theGermanandEnglishclerksandagents,sawinthepresenceofHemingwayonlyapurposesimilartotheirown;thedesireofahomesickexiletogazeuponthemirroredgloriesoftheEitel'ssaloon,atthefacesofwhitemenandwomen,tolistentohome-mademusic,todrinkhome-brewedbeer。Ashepassedthesmoking-roomtheycalledtohim,andtothestrangerathiselbow,butheonlynoddedsmilingand,avoidingthem,ascendedtotheshadowofthedesertedboat-deck。
"Youaresure,"hesaid,"youtoldnoone?"
"Noone,"thedetectiveanswered。"Ofcourseyourhotelproprietorknowsyou'resailing,buthedoesn'tknowwhy。And,bysunrise,we'llbewelloutatsea。"
ThewordscaughtHemingwaybythethroat。Heturnedhiseyestothetownlyinglikeafieldofsnowinthemoonlight。Somewhereononeofitsflatroofsamerrydinner-partywaslaughing,drinking,perhapsregrettinghisabsence,wonderingathisexcuseofsuddenillness。Shewasthere,andhewiththedetectivelikeashadowathiselbow,wassailingoutofherlifeforever。Hehadseenherforthelasttime:thatmorningforthelasttimehadlookedintohereyes,hadheldherhandsinhis。Hesawthewhitebeach,thewhitefortress-likewalls,thehanginggardens,thecourtesyingpalms,dimly。Itwasamongthosethathewhohadthoughthimselfcontent,hadfoundhappiness,andhadthenseenitdeserthimandtakeoutofhislifepleasureinallotherthings。Withapainthatseemedimpossibletosupport,heturnedhisbackuponZanzibarandallitmeanttohim。
And,asheturned,hefaced,comingtowardhim,acrossthemoonlitdeck,Fearing。
Hisinstinctwastocryouttothemaninwarning,buthissecondthoughtshowedhimthatthroughhisveryefforttoprotecttheother,hemightbringabouthisundoing。So,helplesstoprevent,inagitationandalarm,hewaitedinsilence。Ofthetwomen,Fearingappearedtheleastdisturbed。Withapolitebutauthoritativegestureheturnedtothedetective。"Ihavesomethingtosaytothisgentlemanbeforehesails,"
hesaid;"wouldyoukindlystandoverthere?"
Hepointedacrosstheemptydeckattheotherrail。
Inthealert,confidentyoungmanintheEnglishmess-jacket,clean-shavenandbronzedbythesunsoftheequator,thedetectivesawnolikenesstothepale,beardedbankclerkoftheNewEnglandcity。This,heguessed,mustbesomeEnglishofficial,somefriendofBrownell'swhogenerouslyhadcometobidtheunfortunatefugitiveGodspeed。
Assuredofthis,thedetectivealsobowedpolitely,and,outofhearing,butwithhisprisonerinfullview,tookupapositionagainsttherailopposite。
Turninghisbackuponthedetective,andfacingHemingwaywithhiseyesclosetohis,Fearingbeganabruptly。Hisvoicewassunktoawhisper,buthespokewithouttheslightestsignoftrepidation,withoutthehesitationofaninstant。
"Twoyearsago,whenIwasindicted,"hewhispered,"andranaway,PollypaidbackhalfofthesumIstole。Thatleftherwithoutapenny;that'swhyshetooktothistypewriting。Sincethen,Ihavepaidbacknearlyalltherest。ButPollywasnotsatisfied。Shewantedmetotakemypunishmentandstartfresh。
Sheknewtheywerewatchinghersoshecouldn'twritethistome,butshecametomebyaroundaboutway,takingayeartogethere。Andallthetimeshe'sbeenhere,she'sbeenbeggingmetogobackandgivemyselfup。Icouldn'tseeit。IknewinafewmonthsI'dhavepaidbackallItook,andIthoughtthatwasenough。
Iwantedtokeepoutofjail。ButshesaidImusttakemymedicineinourowncountry,andstartsquarewithacleanslate。She'sdonealotforme,andwhetherI'dhavedonethatforherornot,Idon'tknow。Butnow,Imust!Whatyoudidto-nighttosaveme,leavesmenochoice。So,I'llsail——"