AllthatMr。Caryllrealizedatfirstwasthathehadbeenstruckablowbetweentheshoulderblades;andthen,erehecouldturntoinquireintothecause,hewasamazedtoseesomethreeinchesofsteelcomethroughhisshirtinfront。
Thenextinstantanexquisite,burning,searingpainwentthroughandthroughhimasthebladewasbeingwithdrawn。Hecoughedandswayed,thenhurtledsidewaysintothearmsofMajorGascoigne。Hissensesswam。Theturfheavedandrolledasifanearthquakemovedit;thehousesfrontingthesquareandthetreesimmediatelybeforehimleapedanddancedasifsuddenlylaunchedintogrotesqueanimation,whileabouthimswirledawild,incoherentnoiseofvoices,risingandfalling,nowloud,nowsilent,andreachinghimthroughamurmuringhumthatsurgedabouthisearsuntilitshutoutallelseandconsciousnessdesertedhim。
Aroundhim,meanwhile,awildscenewastoward。
HisGraceofWhartonhadwrenchedawaytheswordfromRotherby,andmasteredbyanefforthisownimpulsetouseituponthemurderer。CaptainMainwaring-Rotherby'sownsecond,amanofquick,fiercepassions-utterlyunabletocontrolhimself,felluponhislordshipandbeathimtothegroundwithhishands,cursinghimandheapingabuseuponhimwitheveryblow;whilstdelicateMr。Falgate,inthebackground,sicktothepointoffaintness,stooddabbinghislipswithhishandkerchiefandswearingthathewouldrotbeforeheallowedhimselfagaintobedraggedintoanaffairofhonor。
"Yedamnedcutthroat!"sworethemilitiacaptain,standingoverthemanhehadfelled。"D'yeknowwhat'llbethefruitsofthis?Ye'llswingatTyburnlikethedirtythiefy'are。
Godhelpme!I'dgiveahundredguineassoonerthanbemixedinthisfilthybusiness。"
"'Tisnomatterforthatnow,"saidtheduke,touchinghimontheshoulderanddrawinghimawayfromhislordship。"Getup,Rotherby。"
Heavily,mechanically,Rotherbygottohisfeet。Nowthatthefitofragewasover,hewashimselfallstrickenatthethinghehaddone。Helookedatthelimpfigureontheturf,huddledagainstthekneeofMajorGascoigne;lookedatthewhiteface,theclosedeyesandthestainofbloodoozingfartherandfartheracrosstheHollandshirt,and,aswhitehimselfasthestrickenman,heshudderedandhismouthwasdrawnwidewithhorror。
Butpitifulthoughhelooked,heinspirednopityintheDukeofWharton,whoconsideredhimwithaneyeofunspeakableseverity。"IfMr。Carylldies,"saidhecoldly,"Ishallseetoitthatyouhang,mylord。I'llnotrestuntilIbringyoutothegallows。"
Andthen,beforemorecouldbesaid,therecameasoundofrunningstepsandlaboredbreathing,andhisgracesworesoftlytohimselfashebeheldnootherthanLordOstermoreadvancingrapidly,alloutofbreathandapoplecticofface,acoupleoffootmenpressingcloseuponhisheels,and,behindthese,ascoreofsightseerswhohadfollowedthem。
"What'shere?"criedtheearl,withoutglancingathisson。
"Ishedead?Ishedead?"
Gascoigne,whowasbusilyendeavoringtostanchthebleeding,answeredwithoutlookingup:"ItisinGod'shands。Ithinkheisveryliketodie。"
OstermoreswungrounduponRotherby。Hehadpaledsuddenly,andhismouthtrembled。Heraisedhisclenchedhand,anditseemedthathewasabouttostrikehisson;thenheletitfallagain。"Youvillain!"hepanted,breathlessfromrunningandfromrage。"Isawit!Isawitall。Itwasmurder,and,asGod'smylife,ifMr。Carylldies,Ishallseetoitthatyouhang-I,yourownfather。"
Thusassailedoneveryside,someofthecowering,shrinkingmannerlefttheviscount。Hisantagonismtohisfatherspurredhimtoaproudercarriage。Heshruggedindifferently。
"Sobeit,"hesaid。"Ihavebeentoldthatalready。Idon'tgreatlycare。"
Mainwaring,whohadbeenstoopingoverMr。Caryll,andwhohadperhapsmoreknowledgeofwoundsthananypresent,shookhisheadominously。
"'Twouldbedangeroustomovehimfar,"saidhe。"'Twillincreasethehemorrhage。"
"MymenshallcarryhimacrosstoStrettonHouse,"saidLordOstermore。"Lendahandhere,yougapingoafs。"
Thefootmenadvanced。Thecrowd,whichwasgrowingrapidlyandwaswatchingalmostinsilence,awed,pressedascloseasitdareduponthesegentlemen。Mainwaringprocuredacoupleofcloaksandimprovisedastretcherwiththem。Ofthishetookonecornerhimself,Gascoigneanother,andthefootmentheremainingtwo。Thus,asgentlyasmightbe,theyborethewoundedmanfromtheenclosure,throughthecrowdthathadbynowassembledinthestreet,andoverthethresholdofStrettonHouse。
Agroomhadbeendispatchedforadoctor,andhisGraceofWhartonhadcompelledRotherbytoaccompanythemintohisfather'shouse,sternlythreateningtohandhimovertoaconstableatonceifherefused。
WithinthecoolhallofStrettonHousetheyweremetbyherladyshipandMistressWinthrop,bothpale,buttheeyesofeachwearingavastlydifferentexpression。
"What'sthis?"demandedherladyship,astheytroopedin。
"Whydoyoubringhimhere?"
"Because,madam,"answeredOstermoreinavoiceashardasiron,"itimportstosavehislife;forifhedies,yoursondiesassurely-andonthescaffold。"
Herladyshipstaggeredandflungahandtoherbreast。Butherrecoverywasalmostimmediate。"'Twasaduel-"shebeganstoutly。
"'Twasmurder,"hislordshipcorrected,interrupting-
"murder,asanyofthesegentlemencanandwillbearwitness。
RotherbyranMr。CaryllthroughthebackafterMr。Caryllhadsparedhislife。"
"'Tisalie!"screamedherladyship,herlipsashen。SheturnedtoRotherby,whostoodthereinshirtandbreechesandshoeless,ashehadfought。"Whydon'tyousaythatitisalie?"shedemanded。
Rotherbyendeavoredtomasterhimself。"Madam,"hesaid,"hereisnoplaceforyou。"
"Butisittrue?Isittruewhatisbeingsaid?"
Hehalf-turnedfromher,withadespairingmovement,andcaughtthesharphissofherindrawnbreath。Thenshesweptpasthimtothesideofthewoundedman,whohadbeenlaidonasettle。"Whatishishurt?"sheinquiredwildly,lookingabouther。Butnoonespoke。Tragedy-morefarthanthetragedyofthatman'spossibledeath-wasintheair,andstruckthemallsilent。"Willnooneanswerme?"sheinsisted。"Isitmortal?Isit?"
HisGraceofWhartonturnedtoherwithanunusualgravityinhisblueeyes。"Wehopenot,ma'am,"hesaid。"ButitisasGodwills。"
Herlimbsseemedtofailher,andshesankdownonherkneesbesidethesettle。"Wemustsavehim,"shemutteredfearfully。"Wemustsavehislife。Whereisthedoctor?Hewon'tdie!Oh,hemustnotdie!"
Theystoodgroupedabout,lookingoninsilence,Rotherbyinthebackground。Behindhimagain,onthetopmostofthethreestepsthatledupintotheinnerhall,stoodMistressWinthrop,whiteofface,awildhorrorintheeyessheriveteduponthewoundedandunconsciousman。Sherealizedthathewasliketodie。Therewasaninfinitepityinhersoul-
and,maybe,somethingmore。Herimpulsewastogotohim;hereveryinstincturgedher。Butherreasonheldherback。
Then,asshelooked,shesawwithafeelingalmostofterrorthathiseyesweresuddenlywideopen。
"Wha-what?"cameinfeebleaccentsfromhislips。
Therewasastirabouthim。
"Nevermove,Justin,"saidGascoigne,whostoodbyhishead。
"Youarehurt。Liestill。Thedoctorhasbeensummoned。"
"Ah!"Itwasasigh。Thewoundedmanclosedhiseyesamoment,thenre-openedthem。"Iremember。Iremember,"hesaidfeebly。"Itis-itisgrave?"heinquired。"Itwentrightthroughme。Iremember!"Hesurveyedhimself。
"There'sbeenadealofbloodlost。Iamliketodie,Itakeit。"
"Nay,sir,wehopenot-wehopenot!"Itwasthecountesswhospoke。
Awrysmiletwistedhislips。"Yourladyshipisverygood,"
saidhe。"Ihadnotthoughtyouquitesomuchmywell-wisher。
I-Ihavedoneyouawrong,madam。"Hepausedforbreath,anditwasnotplainwhetherhespokeinsincerityorinsarcasm。Thenwithastartlingsuddennesshebrokeintoasoftlaughandtothoserisen,whocouldnotthinkwhathadoccasionedit,itsoundedmoredreadfulthananyplainthecouldhaveuttered。
HehadbethoughthimthattherewasnolongertheneedforhimtocometoadecisioninthematterthathadbroughthimtoEngland,andhislaughwasalmostofrelief。Theriddlehecouldneverhavesolvedforhimselfinamannerthathadnotshatteredhisfuturepeaceofmind,wassolvedandwellsolvedifthisweredeath。
"Where-whereisRotherby?"heinquiredpresently。
Therewasastir,andmendrewback,leavinganopenlanetotheplacewhereRotherbystood。Mr。Caryllsawhim,andsmiled,andhissmileheldnotingeofmockery。"YouarethebestfriendIeverhad,Rotherby,"hestartledallbysaying。
"Lethimapproach,"hebegged。
Rotherbycameforwardlikeonewhowalksinhissleep。"Iamsorry,"hesaidthickly,"cursedsorry。"
"There'sscarcetheneed,"saidMr。Caryll。"Liftmeup,Tom,"hebeggedGascoigne。"There'sscarcetheneed。Youhaveclearedupsomethingthatwasplaguingme,mylord。Iamyourdebtorfor-forthat。ItdisposesofsomethingIcouldneverhavedisposedofhadIlived。"HeturnedtotheDukeofWharton。"Itwasanaccident,"hesaidsignificantly。"Youallsawthatitwasanaccident。"
Adenialrangout。"Itwasnoaccident!"criedLordOstermore,andsworeanoath。"Weallsawwhatitwas。"
"I'faith,then,youreyesdeceivedyou。Itwasanaccident,I
say-andwhoshouldknowbetterthanI?"Hewassmilinginthatwhimsicalenigmaticwayofhis。SmilingstillhesankbackintoGascoigne'sarms。
"Youaretalkingtoomuch,"saidtheMajor。
"Whatodds?Iamnotliketotalkmuchlonger。"
Thedooropenedtoadmitagentlemaninblack,wearingagrizzlewigandcarryingagold-headedcane。MenmovedasidetoallowhimtoapproachMr。Caryll。Thelatter,notnoticinghim,hadmetatlastthegazeofHortensia'seyes。Hecontinuedtosmile,buthissmilewasnowchangedtowistfulnessunderthatpitifulregardofhers。
"Itisbetterso,"hewassaying。"Betterso!"
Hisglancewasuponher,andsheunderstoodwhatnoneothertheresuspected-thatthosewordswereforheralone。
Heclosedhiseyesandswoonedagain,asthedoctorstoopedtoremovethetemporarybandagesfromhiswound。
Hortensia,asobbeatinginherthroat,turnedandfledtoherownroom。
CHAPTERXII
SUNSHINEANDSHADOW
Mr。Caryllwasalmosthappy。
Hereclinedonalongchair,supportedbypillowscunninglysetforhimbythedefthandsofLeduc,andtookhiseaseandindulgedhisday-dreamsinLordOstermore'sgarden。Hesatwithinthecool,fragrantshadeofaprivetarbor,interlacedwithfloweringlilacandlaburnum,andhelookedoutuponthelongsweepofemeraldlawnandthelittlepatchofornamentalwaterwherethewater-liliesgapedtheirivorychalicestothemorningsun。
Helookedthinner,palerandmorefrailthanwashishabit,whichisnotwonderful,consideringthathehadbeenfourweeksabedwhilehiswoundwasmending。Hewasdressed,againbythehandsoftheincomparableLeduc,inadeshabilleofsomeartistry。Adark-bluedressing-gownoffloweredsatinfellopenatthewaist;disclosingsky-bluebreechesandpearl-coloredstockings,elegantshoesofSpanishleatherwithredheelsanddiamondbuckles。Hischestnuthairhadbeendressedwithasgreatcareasthoughhewereattendingalevee,andLeduchadinsisteduponplacingasmallroundpatchunderhislefteye,thatitmight-saidLeduc-impartvivacitytoacountenancethatlookedover-wanfromhislongconfinement。
Hereclinedthere,and,asIhavesaid,wasalmosthappy。
Thecreatureofsunshinethatwashimselfatheart,hadbrokenthroughtheheavycloudsthathadbeenobscuringhim。Anoppressiveburdenwasliftedfromhismindandconscience。
Thatsword-thrustthroughthebackamonthagohadbeenguided,heopined,bythehandofabefriendingProvidence;
foralthoughhehad,asyousee,survivedit,ithadnonethelesssolvedforhimthathatefulproblemhecouldneverhavesolvedforhimself,thatproblemwhosesolution,-nomatterwhichalternativehehadadopted-musthavebroughthimuntoldmiseryafterwards。
Asitwas,duringtheweeksthathehadlainhelpless,hislifeattachedtohimbybutthemerestthread,thechanceofbetrayingLordOstermorewasgone,nor-thecircumstancesbeingsuchastheywere-couldSirRichardEverardblamehimthathehadletitpass。
Thusheknewpeace;knewitasonlythoseknowitwhohavesustainedunrestandcanappreciaterelieffromit。
Naturehadmadehimavoluptuary,andrecliningthereinaneasewhichthelanguorbornofhislongillnessrenderedthemoredelicious,inhalingthetepidsummerairthatcametohimladenwithamostsweetattarfromthefloweringrose-garden,herealizedthatwithallitscareslifemaybesweettoliveinyouthandinthemonthofJune。
Hesighed,andsmiledpensivelyatthewater-lilies;norwashishappinessentirelyandsolelytheessenceofhismaterialease。Thiswashisthirdmorningoutofdoors,andoneachofthetwomorningsthatweregoneHortensiahadbornehimcompany,comingwiththecharitableintentoflighteninghistediumbyreadingtohim,butremainingtotalkinstead。
Themostperfectfriendlinesshadprevailedbetweenthem;acamaraderiewhichMr。Caryllhadbeencarefulnottodispelbyanyreturntosuchspeechesasthosewhichhadoriginallyoffendedbutwhichseemednowmercifullyforgotten。
Hewasawaitingher,andhisexpectancyheightenedforhimthegloryofthemorning,increasedthemeedofhappinessthatwashis。Buttherewasmorebesides。Leduc,whostoodslightlybehindhim,fussily,busyaboutalittletableonwhichwerebooksandcordials,flowersandcomfits,apipeandatobacco-jar,hadjustinformedhimforthefirsttimethatduringthemoredangerousperiodofhisillnessMistressWinthrophadwatchedbyhisbedsideformanyhourstogetheruponmanyoccasions,andonce-onthedayafterhehadbeenwounded,andwhilehisfeverwasatitsheight-Leduc,enteringsuddenlyandquietly,hadsurprisedherintears。
AllthiswasmostsweetnewstoMr。Caryll。Hefoundthatbetweenhimselfandhishalf-brothertherelayanevendeeperdebtthathehadatfirstsupposed,andalreadyacknowledged。
InthedeliciouscontemplationofHortensiaintearsbesidehimstrickenallbuttothepointofdeath,heforgotentirelyhiserstwhilescruplesthatbeingnamelesshehadnonametoofferher。Inimaginationheconjuredupthescene。Itmade,hefound,averyprettypicture。Hewouldsmokeuponit。
"Leduc,ifyouweretofillmeapipeofSpanish-"
"Monsieurhassmokedonepipealready,"Leducremindedhim。
"Youareinconsequent,Leduc。Itisasignofadvancingage。
Repressit。Thepipe!"Andheflickedimpatientfingers。
"Monsieurisforgettingthatthedoctor-"
"Thedeviltakethedoctor,"saidMr。Caryllwithfinality。
""Parfaitement!"answeredthesmoothLeduc。"Overthebridgewelaughatthesaint。Nowthatwearecured,thedeviltakethedoctorbyallmeans。"
ArippleoflaughtercametoapplaudLeduc'sexcursionintoirony。Thearborhadanother,narrowerentrance,ontheleft。
Hortensiahadapproachedthis,allunheardonthesoftturf,andstoodtherenow,aheavenlyapparitioninwhiteflimsygarments,headslightlya-tilt,eyesmocking,lipslaughing,aheavycurlofherdarkhairfallingcaressinglyintothehollowwherewhitenecksprangfromwhitershoulder。
"Youmaketoorapidarecovery,sir,"saidshe。
"ItcomesoflearninghowwellIhavebeennursed,"heanswered,makingshifttorise,andhelaughedinwardlytoseetheredflushofconfusionspreadoverthemilk-whiteskin,thereproachfulshafthereyesletlooseuponLeduc。
Shecameforwardswiftlytocheckhisrising;buffhewasalreadyonhisfeet,proudofhisreturntostrength,vaintodisplayit。"Nay,"shereprovedhim。"Ifyouaresoheadstrong,Ishallleaveyou。"
"Ifyoudo,ma'am。Ivowhere,asIam,Ihope,agentleman,thatIshallgohometo-day,andonfoot。"
"Youwouldkillyourself,"shetoldhim。
"Imightkillmyselfforless,andyetbejustified。"
Shelookedherdespairofhim。"WhatmustIdotomakeyoureasonable?"
"Setmetheexamplebybeingreasonableyourself,andlettherebenomoreofthiswildtalkofleavingmetheverymomentyouarecome。Leduc,achairforMistressWinthrop!"
hecommanded,asthoughchairsaboundedinagardennook。ButLeduc,thediplomat,hadeffacedhimself。
Shelaughedathisgrandair,and,herself,drewforwardthestoolthathadbeenLeduc's,andsatdown。Satisfied,Mr。
Caryllmadeherabow,andseatedhimselfsidewaysonhislongchair,sothathefacedher。Shebeggedthathewoulddisposehimselfmorecomfortably;buthescornedtheverynotion。
"UnaidedIwalkedherefromthehouse,"heinformedherwithaboastfulair。"Ihadneedtobegintofeelmyfeetagain。
Youarepamperingmehere,andtopamperaninvalidisbad;itkeepshimaninvalid。NowIamaninvalidnolonger。"
"Butthedoctor-"shebegan。
"Thedoctor,ma'am,isdisposedofalready,"heassuredher。
"Verydefinitelydisposedof。AskLeduc。Hewilltellyou。"
"Notadoubtofthat,"sheanswered。"Leductalkstoomuch。"
"YouhaveaspiteagainsthimfortheinformationhegavemeonthescoreofhowandbywhomIwasnursed。SohaveI。
Becausehedidnottellmebefore,andbecausewhenhetoldmehewouldnottellmeenough。Hehasnoeyes,thisLeduc。Heisadolt,whoonlyseesthehalfofwhathappens,andonlyremembersthehalfofwhathehasseen。"
"Iamsureofit,"saidshe。
Helookedsurprisedaninstant。Thenhelaughed。"Iamgladthatweagree。"
"Butyouhaveyettolearnthecause。HadthisLeducusedhiseyesorhisearstobetterpurpose,hehadbeenabletotellyousomethingoftheextenttowhichIaminyourdebt。"
"Ah?"saidhe,mystified。Then:"Thenewswillbenonethelesswelcomefromyourlips,ma'am,"saidhe。"Isitthatyouareinterestedintheravingsofdelirium,andwelcomedtheopportunityofobservingthematfirsthand?IhopeIravedengagingly,ifsobethatIdidrave。Wouldit,perchance,beofaladythatItalkedinmyfeveredwanderings?-ofaladypaleasalentenrose,withsoftbrowneyes,andlipsthat-"
"Yourguessesareallwild,"shecheckedhim。"Mydebtisofamorerealkind。Itconcernsmy-myreputation。"
"Fanme,yewinds!"heejaculated。
"Thosefineladiesandgentlemenofthetownhadmademynameaby-word,"sheexplainedinalow,tensevoice,hereyelidslowered。"MyfoolishnessinrunningoffwithmyLordRotherby-thatImightatallcostescapethetyrannyofmyLadyOstermore"Mr。Caryll'seyelidsflickeredsuddenlyatthatexplanation-"hadmademeabuttandajestandanobjectforslander。Youremember,yourself,sir,thesneersandoglings,thestaringsandsimperingsintheparkthatdaywhenyoumadeyourfirstattempttochampionmycause,inducingtheLadyMaryDellertocomeandspeaktome。"
"Nay,nay-thinkofthesethingsnomore。Gnatswillsting;
'tisintheirnature。Iadmit'tisveryvexingatthetime;
butitsoonwearsoffifthefleshtheyhavestungbehealthy。
Sothinknomoreon't。"
"Butyoudonotknowwhatfollows。HerladyshipinsistedthatIshoulddrivewithheraweekafteryourhurt,whenthedoctorfirstproclaimedyououtofdanger,andwhilethetownwasstillallagogwiththeaffair。Nodoubtherladyshipthoughttoputafreshandgreaterhumiliationuponme;youwouldnotbepresenttoblunttheedgeoftheinsultofthosecreatures'glances。ShecarriedmetoVauxhall,whereafullerscopemightbegiventothepursuitofmyshameandmortification。Instead,whatthinkyouhappened?"
"Herladyship,Itrust,wasdisappointed。"
"Thewordistoopoortodescribehercondition。Shebrokeafan,beatherblackboyanddismissedafootman,thatshemightventsomeofthespleenitmovedinher。Neverwassuchrespect,neversuchhomageshowntoanywomanaswasshowntomethatevening。Wewereallbutmobbedbytheverypeoplewhohadearlierslightedme。
"'TwasallsomysteriousthatImustseektheexplanationofit。AndIhadit,atlength,fromhisGraceofWharton,whowasatmysideformostofthetimewewalkedinthegardens。
Iaskedhimfranklytowhatwasthischangeowing。Andhetoldme,sir。"
Shelookedathimasthoughnomoreneedbesaid。Buthisbrowswereknit。"Hetoldyou,ma'am?"hequestioned。"Hetoldyouwhat?"
"WhatyouhaddoneatWhite's。HowtoallpresentandtomyLordRotherby'sownfaceyouhadrelatedthetruestoryofwhatbefellatMaidstone-howIhadgonethither,aninnocent,foolishmaid,tobemarriedtoavillain,whom,likethesillychildIwas,IthoughtIloved;howthatvillain,takingadvantageofmyinnocenceandignorance,intendedtohoodwinkmewithamock-marriage。
"Thatwasthestorythatwasoneverylip;ithadgoneroundthetownlikefire;anditsaysmuchforthetownthatwhatbetweenthatandthefoulbusinessoftheduel,myLordRotherbywasreceivingoneveryhandthecondemnationhedeserves,whileformetherewasoncemore-andwithheavyinterestforthelapsefromit-therespectwhichmyindiscretionhadforfeited,andwhichwouldhavecontinuedtobedeniedmebutforyournoblechampioningofmycause。
"That,sir,istheextenttowhich。Iaminyourdebt。Doyouthinkitsmall?ItissogreatthatIhavenowordsinwhichtoattempttoexpressmythanks。"
Mr。Carylllookedatheramomentwitheyesthatwereverybright。Thenhebrokeintoasoftlaughthathadanoteofslyness。
"Inmytime,"saidhe,"Ihaveseenmanyattemptstochangeaninconvenienttopic。Somehavebeenartful;othersartless;
othersutterlyclumsy。Butthis,Ithink,istheclumsiestofthemall。MistressWinthrop,'tisnotworthyinyou。"
Shelookedpuzzled,intriguedbyhismood。
"MistressWinthrop,"heresumed,withanentirechangeofvoice。"Tospeakofthistrifleisbutasubterfugeofyourstopreventmefromexpressingmydeepgratitudeforyourcareofme。"
"Indeed,no-"shebegan。
"Indeed,yes,"saidhe。"Howcanthiscomparewithwhatyouhavedoneforme?ForIhavelearnthowgreatlyitistoyou,yourself,thatIowemyrecovery-thesavingofmylife。"
"Ah,butthatisnottrue。It-"
"Letmethinkso,whetheritbetrueornot,"heimploredher,eyesbetweentendernessandwhimsicalityintentuponherface。
"Letmebelieveit,forthebeliefhasbroughtmehappiness-
thegreatesthappiness,Ithink,thatIhaveeverknown。I
canknowbutonegreater,andthat-"
Hebrokeoffsuddenly,andsheobservedthatthehandhehadstretchedouttrembledamomentereitwasabruptlyloweredagain。Itwasasamanwhohadreachedforthtograspsomethingthathecraves,andcheckedhisdesireuponasuddenthought。
Shefeltoddlystirred,despiteherself,andoddlyconstrained。Itmayhavebeentodisguisethisthatshehalfturnedtothetable,saying:"YouwereabouttosmokewhenI
came。"Andshetookuphispipeandtobacco-jartoofferthem。
"Ah,butsinceyou'vecome,Iwouldnotdream,"hesaid。
Shelookedathim。Thecompletechangeoftopicpermittedit。
"IfIdesiredyousotodo?"sheinquired,andadded:"Ilovethefragranceofit。"
Heraisedhisbrows。"Fragrance?"quothhe。"MyLadyOstermorehasanotherwordforit。"Hetookthepipeandjarfromher。"'Tisnohumoring,this,ofamanyouimaginesick-nosillychivalryofyours?"hequestioneddoubtfully。"DidIthinkthat,I'dneversmokeanotherpipeagain。"
Sheshookherhead,andlaughedathissolemnity。"Ilovethefragrance,"sherepeated。
"Ah!Why,then,I'llpleasureyou,"saidhe,withtheairofoneconferringfavors,andfilledhispipe。Presentlyhespokeagaininamusingtone。"Inaweekorso,Ishallbewellenoughtotravel。"
"'Tisyourintenttotravel?"sheinquired。
Hesetdownthejar,andreachedforthetinderbox。"ItistimeIwasreturninghome,"heexplained。
"Ah,yes。YourhomeisinFrance。"
"AtMaligny;thesweetestnookinNormandy。'Twasmymother'sbirthplace,and'twasthereshedied。"
"Youhavefeltthelossofher,Imakenodoubt。"
"ThatmighthavebeenthecaseifIhadknownher,"answeredhe。"Butasitis,Ineverdid。Iwasbuttwoyearsold-
she,herself,buttwenty-whenshedied。"
Hepulledathispipeinsilenceamomentortwo,hisfaceovercastandthoughtful。Ashallowerwomanwouldhavebrokeninwithexpressionsofregret;Hortensiaofferedhimthenoblersympathyofsilence。Moreover,shehadfeltfromhistonethattherewasmoretocome;thatwhathehadsaidwasbuttheprefacetosomestorythathedesiredhertobeacquaintedwith。Andpresently,assheexpected,hecontinued"Shedied,MistressWinthrop,ofabrokenheart。Myfatherhadabandonedhertwoyearsandmorebeforeshedied。Inthoseyearsofrepining-ay,andworse,ofactualwant-herhealthwasbrokensothat,poorsoul,shedied。"
"Opitiful!"criedHortensia,paininherface。
"Pitiful,indeed-themorepitifulthatherdeathwasasourceofsomeslighthappinesstothosewholovedher;theonlyhappinesstheycouldhaveinherwastoknowthatshewasatrest。"
"And-andyourfather?"
"Iamcomingtohim。Mymotherhadafriend-averynoble,lofty-mindedgentlemanwhohadlovedherwithagreatandhonestlovebeforetheprofligatewhowasmyfathercameforwardasasuitor。Recognizinginthelatter-ashethoughtinhishonestheart-amaninbettercasetomakeherhappy,thisgentlemanIspeakofwenthisways。Hecameuponherafterwards,brokenandabandoned,andhegatheredupthepoorshardsofhershatteredlife,andsoughtwithtenderbutunavailinghandstopiecethemtogetheragain。AndwhenshediedhevowedtostandmyfriendandtomakeuptomeforthewantIhadofparents。'Tisbyhisbountythatto-dayIamlordofMalignythatwasforgenerationsthepropertyofmymother'speople。'TisbyhisbountyandlovingcarethatIamwhatIam,andnotwhatsoeasilyImighthavebecomehadtheseedsownbymyfatherbeenallowedtoputoutshoots。"
Hepaused,asifbethinkinghimself,andlookedatherwithawistful,inquiringsmile。"Butwhyplagueyou,"hecried,"withthispoortaleofyesterdaythatwillbeforgotto-morrow?"
"Nay-ah,nay,"shebegged,andputoutahandinimpulsivesympathytotouchhisown,sotransparentnowinitsemaciation。"Tellme;tellme!"
Hissmilesoftened。Hesighedgentlyandcontinued。"Thisgentlemanwhoadoptedmelivedforonesinglepurpose,withonesingleaiminview-toavengemymother,whomhehadloved,uponthemanwhomshehadlovedandwhohadsoillrepaidher。Herearedmeforthatpurpose,asmuch,Ithink,asoutofanyotherfeeling。Thirtyyearshavesped,andstillthehandoftheavengerhasnotfallenuponmyfather。
Itshouldhavefallenamonthago;butIwasweak;I
hesitated;andthenthissword-thrustputmeoutofallcaseofdoingwhatIhadcrossedfromFrancetodo。"
Shelookedathimwithsomethingofhorrorinherface。"Wereyou-wereyoutohavebeentheinstrument?"sheinquired。
"Wereyoutohaveavengedthisthinguponyourownfather?"
Henoddedslowly。"'TwastothatendthatIwasreared,"heanswered,andputasidehispipe,whichhadgoneout。"ThespiritofrevengewaseducatedintomeuntilIcametolookuponrevengeasthebestandholiestofemotions;untilI
believedthatifIfailedtowreakitImustbeacravenandadastard。Allthisseemedsountilthemomentcametosetmyhandtothetask。Andthen-"Heshrugged。
"Andthen?"shequestioned。
"Icouldn't。Thefullhorrorofitburstuponme。Isawthethinginitstrueandhideousproportions,anditrevoltedme。"
"Itmusthavebeenso,"sheapprovedhim。
"Itoldmyfoster-father;butImetwithneithersympathynorunderstanding。Herenewedhisold-timearguments,andagainheseemedtoprovetomethatdidIfailIshouldbefalsetomydutyandtomymother'smemory-aweakling,athingofshame。"
"Themonster!Oh,themonster!Heisanevilmanforallthatyouhavesaidofhim。"
"Notso。Thereisnonoblergentlemaninalltheworld。I
whoknowhim,knowthat。Itisthroughtheverynobilityofitthatthiswarphascomeintohisnature。Saneinallthingselse,heis-Iseeitnow,Iunderstanditatlast-
insaneonthisonesubject。Muchbroodinghasmadehimmaduponthismatter-afanaticwhosegospelisVengeance,and,likeallfanatics,heisharshandintolerantwhenresistedonthepointofhisfanaticism。ThisissomethingIhavecometorealizeinthesepastdays,whenIlaywithnaughtelsetodobutponder。
"Inallthingselseheseesasdeepandclearasanyman;inthishisvisionisdistorted。Hehaslookedatnothingelseforthirtyyears;canyouwonderthathissightisblurred?"
"Heistobepitiedthen,"shesaid,"deeplytobepitied。"
"True。AndbecauseIpitiedhim,becauseIvaluedhisregard-howevermistakenhemightbe-aboveallelse,Iwashesitatingagain-thistimebetweenmydutytomyselfandmydutytohim。Iwassohesitating-thoughIscarcecandoubtwhichhadprevailedintheend-whencamethissword-thrustsoveryopportunelytoputmeoutofcaseofdoingonethingortheother。"
"Butnowthatyouarewellagain?"sheasked。
"NowthatIamwellagain-IthankHeaventhatitwillbetoolate。Theopportunitythatwasoursislost。His-myfathershouldnowbebeyondourpower。"
Thereensuedaspellofsilence。Hesatwitheyesavertedfromherface-thoseeyeswhichshehadneverknownotherthanwhimsicalandmocking,nowfullofgloomandpain-
rivetedupontheglareofsunshineonthepondoutyonder。A
greatsympathywelledupfromherheartforthismanwhomshewasstillfarfromunderstanding,andwho,nevertheless-
becauseofit,perhaps,forthereismuchfascinationinthatwhichpuzzles-wasalreadygrowingverydeartoher。Thestoryhehadtoldherdrewherinfinitelyclosertohim,softeningherheartforhimevenmoreperhapsthanithadalreadybeensoftenedwhenshehadseenhim-asshehadthought-uponthepointofdying。Awonderflittedthroughhermindastowhyhehadtoldher;thenanotherquestionsurged。Shegaveittongue。
"Youhavetoldmesomuch,Mr。Caryll,"shesaid,"thatIamemboldenedtoasksomethingmore。"Hiseyesinvitedhertoputherquestion。"Your-yourfather?WasherelatedtoLordOstermore?"
Notamuscleofhisfacemoved。"Whythat?"heasked。
"BecauseyournameisCaryll,"saidshe。
"Myname?"helaughedsoftlyandbitterly。"Myname?"Hereachedforanebonycanethatstoodbesidehischair。"Ihadthoughtyouunderstood。"Heheavedhimselftohisfeet,andsheforgottocautionhimagainstexertion。"Ihavenorighttoanyname,"hetoldher。"Myfatherwasamantoofullofworldlyaffairstothinkoftrifles。Andsoitbefellthatbeforehewenthiswaysheforgottomarrythepoorladywhowasmymother。ImighttakewhatnameIchose。IchoseCaryll。Butyouwillunderstand,MistressWinthrop,"andhelookedherfullyintheface,attemptinginvaintodissembletheagonyinhiseyes-hewhoalittlewhileagohadbeenalmosthappy-"thatifeveritshouldhappenthatIshouldcometoloveawomanwhoisworthyofbeingloved,Iwhoamnamelesshavenonametoofferher。"
Revelationilluminedhermindasinaflash。Shelookedathim。
"Was-wasthatwhatyoumeant,thatdaywethoughtyoudying,whenyousaidtome-foritwastomeyouspoke,tomealone-thatitwasbetterso?"
Heinclinedhishead。"ThatiswhatImeant,"heanswered。
Herlidsdrooped;hercheekswereverywhite,andheremarkedtheswift,agitatedsurgeofherbosom,thefingersthatwerepluckingatoneanotherinherlap。Withoutlookingup,shespokeagain。"Ifyouhadthelovetooffer,whatwouldtherestmatter?Whatisanamethatitshouldweighsomuch?"
"Heyday!"Hesighed,andsmiledverywistfully。"Youareyoung,child。IntimeyouwillunderstandwhatplacetheworldassignstosuchmenasI。ItisaplaceIcouldasknowomantoshare。SuchasIam,couldIspeakoflovetoanywoman?"
"Yetyouspokeofloveoncetome,"sheremindedhim,scarcelyaboveherbreath,andstabbedhimwiththerecollection。
"Inanhourofmoonshine,anhourofmadness,whenIwasarecklessfoolthatmustgivetonguetoeveryimpulse。Youreprovedmetheninjustthetermsmycasedeserved。
Hortensia,"hebenttowardsher,leaningonhiscane,"'tisverysweetandmercifulinyoutorecallitwithoutreproach。
Recallitnomore,savetothinkwithscornofthefleeringcoxcombwhowassolosttotherespectthatisduetososweetalady。Ihavetoldyousomuchofmyselfto-daythatyoumay"
"Decidedly,"cameashrill,ironicalvoicefromthearbor'sentrance,"Imaycongratulateyou,sir,upontheprodigiousstridesofyourrecovery。"
Mr。Caryllstraightenedhimselffromhisstoopingposture,turnedandmadeLadyOstermoreabow,hiswholemannerchangedagaintothatwhichwashabitualtohim。"Andnolessdecidedly,mylady,"saidhewithatight-lippedsmile,"mayI
congratulateyourladyship'ssonuponthathappycircumstance,whichis-asIhavelearned-sogreatlyduetothestepsyourladyshiptook-forwhichIshallbeevergrateful-toensurethatIshouldbemadewholeagain。"
CHAPTERXIII
THEFORLORNHOPE
Herladyshipstoodamoment,leaninguponhercane,herheadthrownback,herthinlipcurling,andhereyesplayingoverMr。Caryllwithalookofdislikethatshemadenoattempttodissemble。
Mr。Caryllfoundthesituationredolentwithcomedy。Hehadaquickeyeforsuchmatters;soquickaneyethathedeploredonthepresentoccasionherladyship'sentirelackofasenseofhumor。Butforthatlamentableshortcoming,shemighthaveenjoyedwithhimthegrotesquenessofherhaving-she,whodislikedhimsoexceedingly-toiledandanguished,robbedherselfofsleep,andhopedandprayedwithmorefervor,perhaps,thanshehadeveryethopedandprayedforanything,thathislifemightbespared。
HerglanceshiftedpresentlyfromhimtoHortensia,whohadrisenandwhostoodindeepconfusionathavingbeensofoundbyherladyship,andindeepagitationstillarisingfromthethingshehadsaidandfromthosewhichhehadbeenhinderedfromaddingbythecomingofthecountess。
Theexplanationsthathadbeeninterruptedmightneverberenewed;shefelttheyneverwouldbe;hewouldaccountthathehadsaidenough;sincehewasdeterminedtoaskfornothing。Andunlessthematterwerebroachedagain,whatchancehadsheofcombattinghisfoolishscruples;forfoolishsheaccountedthem;theywereofnoweightwithher,unless,indeed,toheightenthewarmfeelingthatalreadyshehadconceivedforhim。
Herladyshipmovedforwardasteportwo,herfangoinggentlytoandfro,stirringthebarbsofthewhiteplumethatformedpartofhertallhead-dress。
"Whatwereyoudoinghere,child?"sheinquired,verycoldly。
MistressWinthroplookedup-asudden,almostscaredglanceitwas。
"I,madam?Why-Iwaswalkinginthegarden,andseeingMr。
Caryllhere,Icametoaskhimhowhedid;tooffertoreadtohimifhewouldhaveme。"
"AndtheMaidstonematternotyetcoldinitsgrave!"
commentedherladyshipsourly。"AsI'mawoman,itismonstrousIshouldbeinflictedwiththecareofyouthathavenocareforyourself。"
Hortensiabitherlip,controllingherselfbravely,aspotofredineithercheek。Mr。Caryllcamepromptlytoherrescue。
"YourladyshipmustconfessthatMistressWinthrophasassistednoblyinthecareofme,andso,hasplacedyourladyshipinherdebt。"
"Inmydebt?"shrilledthecountess,eyebrowsaloft,head-dressnodding。"Andwhatofyours?"
"Inmyclumsyway,ma'am,Ihavealreadyattemptedtoconveymythankstoher。Itmightbegracefulinyourladyshiptofollowmyexample。"
MentallyMr。CaryllobservedthatitisunwisetorougesoheavilyasdidLadyOstermorewhenpronetoangerandtopalingunderit。Thefalsecolorlookssoveryfalseonsuchoccasions。
Herladyshipstruckthegroundwithhercane。"ForwhathaveItothankher,sir?Willyoutellmethat,youwhoseemsoverywellinformed。"
"Why,forherpartinsavingyourson'slife,ma'am,ifyoumusthaveit。Heavenknows,"hecontinuedinhischaracteristic,half-banteringmanner,underwhichitwassodifficulttocatchaglimpseofhisrealfeelings,"Iamnotonetothrowservicesdoneinthefaceoffolk,butherehaveMistressWinthropandIbeendoingourbestforyoursoninthismatter;shebysodiligentlynursingme;Ibyrespondingtohernursing-andyourladyship's-andso,recoveringfrommywound。Idonotthinkthatyourladyshipshowsusabecominggratitude。Itisbutnaturalthatwefellow-workersinyourladyship'sandLordRotherby'sinterests,shouldhaveawordtosaytoeachotheronthescoreofthoselaborswhichhavemadeuscolleagues。"
Herladyshipmeasuredhimwithamalignanteye。"Areyouquitemad,sir?"sheaskedhim。
Heshruggedandsmiled。"Ithasbeenallegedagainstmeonoccasion。ButIthinkitwaspurespite。"Thenhewavedhishandtowardsthelongseatthatstoodatthebackofthearbor。"Willyourladyshipnotsit?YouwillforgivethatI
urgeitinmyowninterest。Theytellmethatitisnotgoodformetostandtoolongjustyet。"
Itwashishopethatshewoulddepart。Notso。"Icryyoumercy!"saidsheacidly,andrustledtothebench。"Beseated,pray。"Shecontinuedtowatchthemwithherbalefulglance。"Wehaveheardfinethingsfromyou,sir,ofwhatyouhavebothdoneformyLordRotherby,"shegibed,mockinghim。
withthespiritofhishalf-jest。"ShallItellyoumorepreciselywhat'tisheowesyou?"
"Cantherebemore?"quothMr。Caryll,smilingsoamiablythathemusthavedisarmedaGorgon。
Herladyshipignoredhim。"Heowesittoyouboththatyouhaveestrangedhimfromhisfather,setupabreachbetweenthemthatisneverliketobehealed。'Tiswhatheowesyou。"
"Doeshenotoweit,rather,tohisabandonedways?"askedHortensia,inacalm,clearvoice,bravelygivingbackherladyshiplookforlook。
"Abandonedways?"screamedthecountess。"Is'tyouthatspeakofabandonedways,yeshamelessbaggage?Faith,yemaybesomejudgeofthem。Yefooledhimintorunningoffwithyou。
'Twasthatbeganallthis。Justaswithyourairsandsimpers,andprettily-playedinnocencesyoufooledthisother,here,intobeingyourchampion。"
"Madam,youinsultme!"Hortensiawasonherfeet,eyesflashing,cheeksaflame。
"Iamwitnesstothat,"saidLordOstermore,cominginthroughtheside-entrance。
Mr。Caryllwastheonlyonewhohadseenhimapproach。Theearl'sfacethathadwonttobesoflorid,wasnowpaleandcareworn,andheseemedtohavelostfleshduringthepastmonth。Heturnedtoherladyship。
"Outonyou!"hesaidtestily,"tochidethepoorchildso!"
"Poorchild!"sneeredherladyship,eyesraisedtoheaventoinvokeitstestimonytothisabsurdity。"Poorchild。"
"Lettherebeanendtoit,madam,"hesaidwithattemptedsternness。"Itisunjustandunreasonableinyou。"
"Ifitwerethat-whichitisnot-itwouldbebutfollowingtheexamplethatyousetme。Whatareyoubutunreasonableandunjust-totreatyoursonasyouaretreatinghim?"
Hislordshipcrimsoned。Onthesubjectofhissonhecouldbeangryinearnest,evenwithherladyship,asalreadywehaveseen。
"Ihavenoson,"hedeclared,"thereisalewd,drunken,bullyingprofligatewhobearsmyname,andwhowillbeLordOstermoresomeday。Ican'tstriphimofthat。ButI'llstriphimofallelsethat'smine,Godhelpingme。Ibeg,mylady,thatyou'llletmehearnomoreofthis,Ibegit。LordRotherbyleavesmyhouseto-day-nowthatMr。Caryllisrestoredtohealth。Indeed,hehasstayedlongerthanwasnecessary。Heleavesto-day。Hehasmyorders,andmyservantshaveorderstoseethatheobeysthem。Idonotwishtoseehimagain-never。Lethimgo,andlethimbethankful-andbeyourladyshipthankful,too,sinceitseemsyoumusthaveakindnessforhiminspiteofallhehasdonetodisgraceanddiscreditus-thathegoesnotbywayofHolbornHillandTyburn。"
Shelookedathim,verywhitefromsuppressedfury。"Idobelieveyouhadbeengladhaditbeenso。"
"Nay,"heanswered,"IhadbeensorryforMr。Caryll'ssake。"
"Andforhisown?"
"Pshaw!"
"Areyouafather?"shewonderedcontemptuously。
"Tomyeternalshame,ma'am!"heflungbackather。Heseemed,indeed,achangedmaninmorethanbodysinceMr。
Caryll'sduelwithLordRotherby。"Nomore,ma'am-nomore!"
hecried,seemingsuddenlytorememberthepresenceofMr。
Caryll,whosatlanguidlydrawingfiguresonthegroundwiththeferruleofhiscane。Heturnedtoasktheconvalescenthowhedid。Herladyshiprosetowithdraw,andatthatmomentLeducmadehisappearancewithasalver,onwhichwasabowlofsoup,aflaskofHock,andaletter。Settingthisdowninsuchamannerthattheletterwasimmediatelyunderhismaster'seyes,hefurtherproceededtodrawMr。Caryll'sattentiontoit。ItwasaddressedinSirRichardEverard'shand。Mr。Carylltookit,andslippeditintohispocket。
Herladyship'seyebrowswentup。
"Willyounotreadyourletter,Mr。Caryll?"sheinvitedhim,withanamazinglysuddenchangetoamiability。
"Itwillkeep,ma'am,towhileawayanhourthatislesspleasantlyengaged。"AndhetookthenapkinLeducwasproffering。
"Youpayyourcorrespondentapoorcompliment,"saidshe。
"Mycorrespondentisnotonetolookforthemorneedthem,"
heansweredlightly,anddippedhisspooninthebroth。
"Isshenot?"quothherladyship。
Mr。Carylllaughed。"Sofeminine!"saidhe。"Ha,ha!Soveryfeminine-toassumethesexsoreadily。"
"'Tisaneasyassumptionwhenthesuperscriptioniswritinawoman'shand。"
Mr。Caryll,thepictureofamiability,smiledbetweenspoonfuls。"Yourladyship'seyespreservenotonlytheirbeautybutakeennessbeyondbelief。"
"Howcouldyouhaveseenitfromthatdistance,Sylvia?"
inquiredhispracticallordship。
"Thenagain,"saidherladyship,ignoringbothremarks,"thereistheassiduityofthisfairwritersinceMr。Caryllhasbeenincasetoreceiveletters。Fivebilletsinsixdays!Denyitifyoucan,Mr。Caryll。"
Herplayfulness,soill-assumed,satmoreawkwardlyuponherthanherusualandmoreovertmalicetowardshim。
"TowhatendshouldIdenyit?"hereplied,andaddedinhismostingratiatingmanneranotherofhistwo-edgedcompliments。
"Yourladyshipisthemodelchatelaine。Nohappeninginyourhouseholdcanescapeyourknowledge。Hislordshipisgreatlytobeenvied。"
"Yet,yousee,"shecried,appealingtoherhusband,andeventoHortensia,whosatapart,scarceheedingthistrivialmatterofwhichsomuchwasbeingmade,"youseethatheevadesthepoint,avoidsadirectanswertothequestionthatisraised。"
"Sinceyourladyshipperceivesit,itweremoremercifultosparemyinventionthelaboroffashioningfurthersubterfuges。Iamasickmanstill,andmywitsarefarfrombrisk。"HetookuptheglassofwineLeduchadpouredforhim。
Thecountesslookedathimagainthroughnarrowingeyelids,theplayfulnessallvanished。"Youdoyourselfinjustice,sir,asIamawoman。Yourwitswantnothingmoreinbriskness。"Sherose,andlookeddownuponhimengrossedinhisbroth。"Foradissembler,sir,"shepronounceduponhimacidly,"Ithinkitwouldbedifficulttomeetyourmatch。"
Hedroppedhisspoonintothebowlwithaclatter。Helookedup,theverypictureofamazementandconsternation。
"Adissembler,I?"quothheinearnestprotest;thenlaughedandquoted,adapting"'TisnotmytalenttoconcealmythoughtsOrcarrysmilesandsunshineinmyfaceShoulddiscontentsitheavyatmyheart"
Shelookedhimover,pursingherlips。"I'veoftenthoughtyoumighthavebeenaplayer,"saidshecontemptuously。
"I'faith,"helaughed,"I'dsoonerplaythantoil。"
"Ay;butyoumakeatoilofplay,sir。"
"Compassionateme,ma'am,"heimploredinthebestofhumors。
"Iambutasickman。Yourladyship'stookeenforme。"
Shemovedacrosstotheexitwithoutansweringhim。"Come,child,"shesaidtoHortensia。"WearetiringMr。Caryll,I
fear。Letusleavehimtohisletter,ereitsetshispocketafire。"
Hortensiarose。Loaththoughshemightbetodepart,therewasnoreasonshecouldurgeforlingering。
"Isnotyourlordshipcoming?"saidshe。
"Ofcourseheis,"herladyshipcommanded。"IneedtospeakwithyouyetconcerningRotherby,"sheinformedhim。
"Hem!"Hislordshipcoughed。Plainlyhewasnotathisease。
"Iwillfollowsoon。Donotstayforme。IhaveawordtosaytoMr。Caryll。"
"Willitnotkeep?Whatcanyouhavetosaytohimthatissopressing?"
"Butaword-nomore。"
"Why,then,we'llstayforyou,"saidherladyship,andthrewhimintoconfusion,hopelessdissemblerthathewas。
"Nay,nay!Ibegthatyouwillnot。"
Herladyship'sbrowswentup;hereyesnarrowedagain,andafrowncamebetweenthem。"Youaremightymysterious,"saidshe,lookingfromonetotheotherofthemen,andbethinkingherthatitwasnotthefirsttimeshehadfoundthemso;
bethinkingher,too-jumping,woman-like,torashconclusions-thatinthismysterythatlinkedthemmightliethetruesecretofherhusband'saversiontohissonandofhisoathamonthagotoseethatsamesonhangifMr。Caryllsuccumbedtothewoundhehadtaken。Withsomewomen,tosuspectathingistobelievethatthing。Herladyshipwasofthese。Shesettoohighvalueuponheracumen,uponthekeennessofherinstincts。
Andifaughtwereneededtocementherpresentsuspicions,Mr。
Caryllhimselfaffordedthatcement,byseemingtobetraythesameeagernesstobealonewithhislordshipthathislordshipwasbetrayingtobealonewithhim;though,intruth,henomorethandesiredtolendassistancetotheearloutofcuriositytolearnwhatitwashislordshipmighthavetosay。
"Indeed,"saidhe,"ifyoucouldgivehislordshipleave,ma'am,forafewmoments,Ishouldmyselfbegladon't。"
"Come,Hortensia,"saidherladyshipshortly,andsweptout,MistressWinthropfollowing。
Insilencetheycrossedthelawntogether。Onceonlyeretheyreachedthehouse,herladyshiplookedback。"IwouldIknewwhattheyareplotting,"shesaidthroughherteeth。
"Plotting?"echoedHortensia。
"Ay-plotting,simpleton。Isaidplotting。Imindme'tisnotthefirsttimeIhaveseenthemsomysterioustogether。
ItbeganonthedaythatfirstMr。CaryllsetfootatStrettonHouse。There'sadealofmysteryaboutthatman-toomuchforhonesty。Andthentheseletterstouchingwhichheissoclose-oneaday-andhisFrenchlackeyalwaysathandtopounceuponthemthemomenttheyarrive。Iwonderwhat'satbottomon't!Iwonder!AndI'dgivetheseearstoknow,"shesnappedinconclusionastheywentindoors。
Inthearbor,meanwhile,hislordshiphadtakentherusticseatherladyshiphadvacated。Hesatdownheavily,likeamanwhoiswearyinbodyandinmind,likeamanwhoisbearingaloadtooheavyforhisshoulders。Mr。Caryll,watchinghim,observedallthis。
"AglassofHock?"hesuggested,wavinghishandtowardstheflask。"Letmeplayhosttoyououtofthecontentsofyourowncellar。"
Hislordship'seyebrightenedatthesuggestion,whichconfirmedtheimpressionMr。Caryllhadformedthatallwasfarfromwellwithhislordship。Leducbrimmedaglass,andhandedittomylord,whoemptieditatadraught。Mr。Caryllwavedanimpatienthand。"Awaywithyou,Leduc。Gowatchthegoldfishinthepond。I'llcallyouifIneedyou。"
AfterLeduchaddepartedasilencefellbetweenthem,andenduredsomemoments。Hislordshipwasleaningforward,elbowsonknees,hisfaceinshadow。Atlengthhesatback,andlookedathiscompanionacrossthelittleinterveningspace。
"Ihavehesitatedtospeaktoyoubefore,Mr。Caryll,uponthematterthatyouknowof,lestyourrecoveryshouldnotbesofaradvancedthatyoumightbearthestrainandfatigueofconversinguponserioustopics。ItrustthatthatcauseisnowsofarremovedthatImayputasidemyscruples。"
"Assuredly-Iamgladtosay-thankstothegreatcareyouhavehadofmehereatStrettonHouse。"
"Thereisnodebtbetweenusonthatscore,"answeredhislordshipshortly,brusquelyalmost。"Well,then-"Hechecked,andlookedabouthim。"Wemightbeapproachedwithouthearinganyone,"hesaid。
Mr。Caryllsmiled,andshookhishead。"Iamnotwonttoneglectsuchdetails,"heobserved。"TheeyesofArguswerenotsovigilantasmyLeduc's;andheunderstandsthatweareprivate。Hewillgiveuswarningshouldanyattempttoapproach。Beassuredofthat,andbelieve,therefore,thatwearemoresnugherethanweshouldbeeveninyourlordship'scloset。"
"Thatbeingso,sir-hem!Youarereceivinglettersdaily。
DotheyconcernthebusinessofKingJames?"
"Inameasure;or,rather,theyarefromoneconcernedinit。"
Ostermore'seyeswereonthegroundagain。Therefellapause,Mr。Caryllfrowningslightlyandfullofcuriosityastowhatmightbecoming。
"Howsoon,thinkyou,"askedhislordshippresently,"youwillbeincasetotravel?"
"Inaweek,Ihope,"wasthereply。
"Good。"Theearlnoddedthoughtfully。"Thatmaybeintime。
Iprayitmaybe。'Tisnowthebestthatwecando。You'llbearaletterformetotheking?"
Mr。Caryllpassedahandacrosshischin,hisfaceverygrave。
"YouranswertotheletterthatIbroughtyou?"
"Myanswer。Myacceptanceofhismajesty'sproposals。"
"Ha!"Mr。Caryllseemedtobebreathinghard。
"Yourletters,sir-thelettersthatyouhavebeenreceivingwillhavetoldyou,perhaps,somethingofhowhismajesty'saffairsarespeedinghere?"
"Verylittle;andfromthatlittleIfearthattheyspeednonetoowell。Iwouldcounselyourlordship,"hecontinuedslowly-hewasthinkingashewent-"towaitawhilebeforeyouburnyourboats。FromwhatIgather,mattersareintheairjustnow。"
Theearlmadeagesture,brusqueandimpatient。"Yourinformationisveryscant,then,"saidhe。
Mr。Carylllookedaskanceathim。
"Pho,sir!Whileyouhavebeenabed,Ihavebeenupanddoing;upanddoing。Mattersarebeingpushedforwardrapidly。IhaveseenAtterbury。Heknowsmymind。Therelatelycameanagentfromtheking,itseems,toenjointhebishoptoabandonthisconspiracy,tellinghimthatthetimewasnotyetripe。Atterburyscornstoactuponthatorder。
Hewillworkintheking'sinterestsagainsttheking'sowncommandseven。"
"Then,'tispossiblehemayworktohisownundoing,"saidMr。
Caryll,towhomthiswas,afterall,nonews。
"Nay,nay;youhavebeensick;youdonotknowhowthingshavespedinthispastmonth。Atterburyholds,andheisright,I
dareswear-heholdsthatneverwilltherebesuchanotheropportunity。Thefinancesofthecountryarestillinchaos,inspiteofallWalpole'seffortsandfinepromises。TheSouthSeabubblehassappedtheconfidenceinthegovernmentofallmenofweight。TheveryWhigsthemselvesareshaken。
'TistoKingJames,Englandbeginstolookforsalvationfromthistopsy-turveydom。Thetiderunsstronglyinourfavor。
Strongly,sir!Ifwestayfortheebb,wemaystayforgood;
fortheremayneverbeanotherflowwithinourlifetime。"
"Yourlordshipisgrownstrangelyhotuponthisquestion,"
saidCaryll,veryfullofwonder。
AsheunderstoodOstermore,theearlwasscarcelythesentimentalisttogivewaytosuchapassionofloyaltyforaweakerside。Yethislordshiphadspoken,notwiththecoldcalmofthepracticalmanwhoseeksadvantage,butwithallthefervoroftheenthusiast。
"Suchismyinterest,"answeredhislordship。"EvenasthefortunesofthecountryarebeggaredbytheSouthSeaCompany,soaremyown;evenasthecountrymustlooktoKingJamesforitssalvation,somustI。Atbest'tisbutaforlornhope,I
confess;yet'tistheonlyhopeIsee。"
Mr。Carylllookedathim,smiledtohimself,andnodded。So!
Allthisfireandenthusiasmwasaboutthemendingofhispersonalfortunes-thegrubbingofrichesforhimself。Well,well!Itwasgoodmatterwastedonapaltrycause。ButitsortedexcellentlywithwhatMr。Caryllknewofthenatureofthisfatherofhis。Itnevercouldtranscendthepractical;
therewasnoimaginationtocarryitbeyondthosenarrowsordidconfines,andMr。Caryllhadbeenafooltohavesupposedthatanyotherspringswerepushinghere。Egotism,egotism,egotism!Itsname,hethought,wassurelyOstermore。
Andagain,asoncebefore,underthelikecircumstances,hefoundmorepitythanscornawakinginhisheart。Thewholewasted,sterilelifethatlaybehindthisman;theunhappy,lovelesshomethatstoodabouthimnowinhisdecliningyearswerethefruitshehadgarneredfromthatconsumingloveofselfwithwhichthegodshadcursedhim。
TheonlyraytoilluminetheblackdesertofOstermore'sexistencewastheaffectionofhisward,HortensiaWinthrop,becauseinthatoneinstancehehadsunkhisegotismalittle,sparingacrumbofpity-foronceinhislife-forthechild'sorphanhood。HadOstermorebeenotherthanthemanhewas,hisexistencemusthaveprovedaburdenbeyondhisstrength。Itwassobarrenofgooddeeds,sosterileofaffection。Yetencrustedashewasinthategotismofhis-
likethelimpetinitsshell-mylordperceivednothingofthis,sufferednothingofit,understandingnothing。Hewasall-sufficienttohimself。Givingnothing,helookedfornothing,andsoughthishappiness-withoutknowingthequestvain-inwhathehad。Thefearoflosingthishadnowinhisdecliningyearscast,atlength,ashadowuponhisexistence。
Mr。Carylllookedathimalmostsorrowfully。Thenheputbyhisthoughts,andbrokethesilence。"AllthisIhadunderstoodwhenfirstIsoughtyouout,"saidhe。"Yetyourlordshipdidnotseemtorealizeitquitesokeenly。IsitthatAtterburyandhisfriends-?"
"No,no,"Ostermorebrokein。"Look'ee!Iwillbefrank-
quitefrankandopenwithyou,Mr。Caryll。Thingswerebadwhenfirstyoucametome。YetnotsobadthatIwasdriventoachoiceofevils。Ihadlostheavily。Butenoughremainedtobearmethroughmytime,thoughRotherbymighthavefoundlittleenoughleftafterIhadgone。Whilethatwasso,Ihesitatedtotakearisk。Iamanoldman。IthadbeendifferenthadIbeenyoungwithambitionsthatcravedsatisfying。Iamanoldman;andIdesiredpeaceandmycomforts。Deemingtheseassured,IpausedereIriskedtheirlossagainstthestakewhichinKingJames'snameyousetupontheboard。Butithappensto-daythattheseareassurednolonger,"heended,hisvoicebreakingalmost,hiseyeshaggard。"Theyareassurednolonger。"
"Youmean?"inquiredCaryll。
"ImeanthatIamconfrontedbythedangerofbeggary,ruin,shame,andthesponging-house,atbest。"
Mr。Caryllwasstirredoutofhiscalm。"Mylord!"hecried。
"Howisthispossible?Whatcanhavecometopass?"