Fomalistenedtothesonganddirectedhisfootstepstowardit,onthewharf。Therehenoticedthatthecarriers,formedintworows,wererollingoutofthesteamer'sholdhugebarrelsofsaltedfish。Dirty,cladinredblouses,unfastenedatthecollar,withmittensontheirhands,witharmsbaretotheelbow,theystoodoverthehold,and,merrilyjesting,withfacesanimatedbytoil,theypulledtheropes,alltogether,keepingtimetotheirsong。Andfromtheholdrangoutthehigh,laughingvoiceoftheinvisibleleader:
  "ButforourpeasantthroatsThereisnotenoughvodka。"
  Andthecompany,likeonehugepairoflungs,heavedforthloudlyandinunison:
  "Oh,dubinushka,heave-ho!"
  Fomafeltpleasedandenviousashelookedatthiswork,whichwasasharmoniousasmusic。Theslovenlyfacesofthecarriersbeamedwithsmiles,theworkwaseasy,itwentonsmoothly,andtheleaderofthechoruswasinhisbestvein。Fomathoughtthatitwouldbefinetoworkthusinunison,withgoodcomrades,tothetuneofacheerfulsong,togettiredfromworktodrinkaglassofvodkaandeatfatcabbagesoup,preparedbythestout,sprightlymatronofthecompany。
  "Quicker,boys,quicker!"rangoutbesidehimsomeone'sunpleasant,hoarsevoice。
  Fomaturnedaround。Astoutman,withanenormouspaunch,tappedontheboardsofthelandingbridgewithhiscane,ashelookedatthecarrierswithhissmalleyesandsaid:
  "Bawllessandworkfaster。"
  Hisfaceandneckwerecoveredwithperspiration;hewipeditoffeverynowandthenwithhislefthandandbreathedheavily,asthoughheweregoinguphill。
  Fomacastatthemanahostilelookandthought:
  "Othersareworkingandheissweating。AndIamstillworsethanhe。I'mlikeacrowonthefence,goodfornothing。"
  Fromeachandeveryimpressionthereimmediatelystoodoutinhismindthepainfulthoughtofhisunfitnessforlife。Everythingthatattractedhisattentioncontainedsomethingoffensivetohim,andthissomethingfelllikeabrickuponhisbreast。Atonesideofhim,bythefreightscales,stoodtwosailors,andoneofthem,asquare-built,red-facedfellow,wastellingtheother:
  "Astheyrushedonmeitbeganforfair,mydearchap!Therewerefourofthem——Iwasalone!ButIdidn'tgiveintothem,becauseIsawthattheywouldbeatmetodeath!Evenaramwillkickoutifyoufleeceitalive。HowItoremyselfawayfromthem!Theyallrolledawayindifferentdirections。"
  "Butyoucameinforasounddrubbingallthesame?"inquiredtheothersailor。
  "Ofcourse!Icaughtit。Iswallowedaboutfiveblows。Butwhat'sthedifference?Theydidn'tkillme。Well,thankGodforit!"
  "Certainly。"
  "Tothestern,devils,tothestern,I'mtellingyou!"roaredtheperspiringmaninaferociousvoiceattwocarrierswhowererollingabarreloffishalongthedeck。
  "Whatareyouyellingfor?"Fomaturnedtohimsternly,ashehadstartedattheshout。
  "Isthatanyofyourbusiness?"askedtheperspiringman,castingaglanceatFoma。
  "Itismybusiness!Thepeopleareworkingandyourfatismeltingaway。Soyouthinkyoumustyellatthem?"saidFoma,threateningly,movingclosertowardhim。
  "You——youhadbetterkeepyourtemper。"
  Theperspiringmansuddenlyrushedawayfromhisplaceandwentintohisoffice。Fomalookedafterhimandalsowentawayfromthewharf;filledwithadesiretoabusesomeone,todosomething,justtodiverthisthoughtsfromhimselfatleastforashortwhile。Buthisthoughtstookafirmerholdonhim。
  "Thatsailorthere,hetorehimselfaway,andhe'ssafeandsound!Yes,whileI——"
  IntheeveningheagainwentuptotheMayakins。Theoldmanwasnotathome,andinthedining-roomsatLubovwithherbrother,drinkingtea。OnreachingthedoorFomaheardthehoarsevoiceofTaras:
  "Whatmakesfatherbotherhimselfabouthim?"
  AtthesightofFomahestoppedshort,staringathisfacewithaserious,searchinglook。AnexpressionofagitationwasclearlydepictedonLubov'sface,andshesaidwithdissatisfactionandatthesametimeapologetically:
  "Ah!Soit'syou?"
  "They'vebeenspeakingofme,"thoughtFoma,asheseatedhimselfatthetable。Tarasturnedhiseyesawayfromhimandsankdeeperinthearmchair。Therewasanawkwardsilencelastingforaboutaminute,andthispleasedFoma。
  "Areyougoingtothebanquet?"
  "Whatbanquet?"
  "Don'tyouknow?Kononovisgoingtoconsecratehisnewsteamer。
  AmasswillbeheldthereandthentheyaregoingtotakeatripuptheVolga。"
  "Iwasnotinvited,"saidFoma。
  "Nobodywasinvited。HesimplyannouncedontheExchange:
  'Anybodywhowishestohonourmeiswelcome!
  "Idon'tcareforit。"
  "Yes?Buttherewillbeagranddrinkingbout,"saidLubov,lookingathimaskance。
  "IcandrinkatmyownexpenseifIchoosetodoso。"
  "Iknow,"saidLubov,noddingherheadexpressively。
  Tarastoyedwithhisteaspoon,turningitbetweenhisfingersandlookingatthemaskance。
  "Andwhere'smygodfather?"askedFoma。
  "Hewenttothebank。There'sameetingoftheboardofdirectorstoday。Electionofofficersistotakeplace。
  "They'llelecthimagain。"
  "Ofcourse。"
  Andagaintheconversationbrokeoff。Fomabegantowatchthebrotherandthesister。Havingdroppedthespoon,Tarasslowlydrankhisteainbigsips,andsilentlymovingtheglassovertohissister,smiledtoher。She,too,smiledjoyouslyandhappily,seizedtheglassandbegantorinseitassiduously。Thenherfaceassumedastrainedexpression;sheseemedtoprepareherselfforsomethingandaskedherbrotherinalowvoice,almostreverently:
  "Shallwereturntothebeginningofourconversation?"
  "Ifyouplease,"assentedTaras,shortly。
  "Yousaidsomething,butIdidn'tunderstand。Whatwasit?I
  asked:'Ifallthisis,asyousay,Utopia,ifitisimpossible,dreams,thenwhatishetodowhoisnotsatisfiedwithlifeasitis?'"
  Thegirlleanedherwholebodytowardherbrother,andhereyes,withstrainedexpectation,stoppedonthecalmfaceofherbrother。Heglancedatherinawearyway,movedaboutinhisseat,and,loweringhishead,saidcalmlyandimpressively:
  "Wemustconsiderfromwhatsourcespringsthatdissatisfactionwithlife。Itseemstomethat,firstofall,itcomesfromtheinabilitytowork;fromthelackofrespectforwork。And,secondly,fromawrongconceptionofone'sownpowers。Themisfortuneofmostofthepeopleisthattheyconsiderthemselvescapableofdoingmorethantheyreallycan。Andyetonlylittleisrequiredofman:hemustselectforhimselfanoccupationtosuithispowersandmustmasteritaswellaspossible,asattentivelyaspossible。Youmustlovewhatyouaredoing,andthenlabour,beiteversorough,risestotheheightofcreativeness。Achair,madewithlove,willalwaysbeagood,beautifulandsolidchair。Andsoitiswitheverything。ReadSmiles。Haven'tyoureadhim?Itisaverysensiblebook。Itisasoundbook。ReadLubbock。Ingeneral,rememberthattheEnglishpeopleconstitutethenationmostqualifiedforlabour,whichfactexplainstheirastonishingsuccessinthedomainofindustryandcommerce。Withthemlabourisalmostacult。Theheightofculturestandsalwaysdirectlydependentupontheloveoflabour。
  Andthehighertheculturethemoresatisfiedaretherequirementsofman,thefewertheobstaclesontheroadtowardthefurtherdevelopmentofman'srequirements。Happinessispossible——itisthecompletesatisfactionofrequirements。Thereitis。And,asyousee,man'shappinessisdependentuponhisrelationtowardhiswork。"
  TarasMayakinspokeslowlyandlaboriously,asthoughitwereunpleasantandtediousforhimtospeak。AndLubov,withknittedbrow,leaningtowardhim,listenedtohiswordswitheagerattentioninhereyes,readytoaccepteverythingandimbibeitintohersoul。
  "Well,andsupposeeverythingisrepulsivetoaman?"askedFoma,suddenly,inadeepvoice,castingaglanceatTaras'sface。
  "Butwhat,inparticular,isrepulsivetotheman?"askedMayakin,calmly,withoutlookingatFoma。
  Fomabenthishead,leanedhisarmsagainstthetableandthus,likeabull,wentontoexplainhimself:
  "Nothingpleaseshim——business,work,allpeopleanddeeds。
  SupposeIseethatallisdeceit,thatbusinessisnotbusiness,butmerelyaplugthatwepropupwithittheemptinessofoursouls;thatsomework,whileothersonlygiveordersandsweat,butgetmoreforthat。Whyisitso?Eh?"
  "Icannotgraspyouridea,"announcedTaras,whenFomapaused,feelingonhimselfLubov'scontemptuousandangrylook。
  "Youdonotunderstand?"askedFoma,lookingatTaraswithasmile。"Well,I'llputitinthisway:
  Amanissailinginaboatontheriver。Theboatmaybegood,butunderitthereisalwaysadepthallthesame。Theboatissound,butifthemanfeelsbeneathhimthisdarkdepth,noboatcansavehim。"
  TaraslookedatFomaindifferentlyandcalmly。Helookedinsilence,andsoftlytappedhisfingersontheedgeofthetable。
  Lubovwasuneasilymovingaboutinherchair。Thependulumoftheclocktoldthesecondswithadull,sighingsound。AndFoma'sheartthrobbedslowlyandpainfully,asthoughconsciousthatherenoonewouldrespondwithawarmwordtoitspainfulperplexity。
  "Workisnotexactlyeverythingforaman,"saidhe,moretohimselfthantothesepeoplewhohadnofaithinthesincerityofhiswords。"Itisnottruethatinworkliesjustification。Therearepeoplewhodonotworkatallduringalltheirliveslong,andyettheylivebetterthanthosethatdowork。Howisthat?
  Andthetoilers——theyaremerelyunfortunate——horses!Othersrideonthem,theysufferandthat'sall。ButtheyhavetheirjustificationbeforeGod。Theywillbeasked:'Towhatpurposedidyoulive?'Thentheywillsay:'Wehadnotimetothinkofthat。Weworkedallourlives。'AndI——whatjustificationhaveI?
  Andallthosepeoplewhogiveorders——howwilltheyjustifythemselves?Towhatpurposehavetheylived?Itismyideathateverybodynecessarilyoughttoknow,toknowfirmlywhatheislivingfor。"
  Hebecamesilent,and,tossinghisheadup,exclaimedinaheavyvoice:
  "Canitbethatmanisbornmerelytowork,acquiremoney,buildahouse,begetchildrenand——die?No,lifemeanssomething。Amanisborn,helivesanddies。Whatfor?Itisnecessary,byGod,itisnecessaryforallofustoconsiderwhatwearelivingfor。
  Thereisnosenseinourlife。Nosensewhatever!Thenthingsarenotequal,thatcanbeseenatonce。Somearerich——theyhavemoneyenoughforathousandpeople,andtheyliveinidleness。
  Othersbendtheirbacksovertheirworkalltheirlives,andyettheyhavenotevenagrosh。Andthedifferenceinpeopleisveryinsignificant。Therearesomethathavenotevenanytrousersandyettheyreasonasthoughtheywereattiredinsilks。"
  Carriedawaybyhisthoughts,Fomawouldhavecontinuedtogivethemutterance,butTarasmovedhisarmchairawayfromthetable,roseandsaidsoftly,withasigh:
  "No,thankyou!Idon'twantanymore。"
  Fomabrokeoffhisspeechabruptly,shruggedhisshouldersandlookedatLubovwithasmile。
  "Wherehaveyoupickedupsuchphilosophy?"sheasked,suspiciouslyanddrily。
  "Thatisnotphilosophy。Thatissimplytorture!"saidFomainanundertone。"Openyoureyesandlookateverything。Thenyouwillthinksoyourself。"
  "Bytheway,Luba,turnyourattentiontothefact,"beganTaras,standingwithhisbacktowardthetableandscrutinizingtheclock,"thatpessimismisperfectlyforeigntotheAnglo-Saxonrace。ThatwhichtheycallpessimisminSwiftandinByronisonlyaburning,sharpprotestagainsttheimperfectionoflifeandman。Butyoucannotfindamongthemthecold,wellweighedandpassivepessimism。"
  Then,asthoughsuddenlyrecallingFoma,heturnedtohim,claspinghishandsbehindhisback,and,wrigglinghisthigh,said:
  "Youraiseveryimportantquestions,andifyouareseriouslyinterestedinthemyoumustreadbooks。Inthemwillyoufindmanyveryvaluableopinionsastothemeaningoflife。Howaboutyou——doyoureadbooks?"
  "No!"repliedFoma,briefly。
  "Ah!"
  "Idon'tlikethem。"
  "Aha!Buttheymightneverthelessbeofsomehelptoyou,"saidTaras,andasmilepassedacrosshislips。
  "Books?Sincemencannothelpmeinmythoughtsbookscancertainlydonothingforme,"ejaculatedFoma,morosely。
  Hebegantofeelawkwardandwearywiththisindifferentman。Hefeltlikegoingaway,butatthesametimehewishedtotellLubovsomethinginsultingaboutherbrother,andhewaitedtillTaraswouldleavetheroom。Lubovwashedthedishes;herfacewasconcentratedandthoughtful;herhandsmovedlazily。Taraswaspacingtheroom,nowandthenhestoppedshortbeforethesideboardonwhichwasthesilverware,whistled,tappedhisfingersagainstthewindow-panesandexaminedthearticleswithhiseyeshalfshut。Thependulumoftheclockflashedbeneaththeglassdoorofthecaselikesomebroad,grinningface,andmonotonouslytoldtheseconds。WhenFomanoticedthatLubovglancedathimafewtimesquestioningly,withexpectantandhostilelooks,heunderstoodthathewasinherwayandthatshewasimpatientlyexpectinghimtoleave。
  "Iamgoingtostayhereovernight,"saidhe,withasmile。"I
  mustspeakwithmygodfather。Andthenitisratherlonesomeinmyhousealone。"
  "ThengoandtellMarfushatomakethebedforyouinthecornerroom,"Lubovhastenedtoadvisehim。
  "Ishall。"
  Hearoseandwentoutofthedining-room。AndhesoonheardthatTarasaskedhissisteraboutsomethinginalowvoice。
  "Aboutme!"hethought。Suddenlythiswickedthoughtflashedthroughhismind:"Itwerebutrighttolistenandhearwhatwisepeoplehavetosay。"
  Helaughedsoftly,and,steppingontiptoe,wentnoiselesslyintotheotherroom,alsoadjoiningthedining-room。Therewasnolightthere,andonlyathinbandoflightfromthedining-room,passingthroughtheuncloseddoor,layonthedarkfloor。Softly,withsinkingheartandmalicioussmile,Fomawalkedupclosetothedoorandstopped。
  "He'saclumsyfellow,"saidTaras。
  ThencameLubov'sloweredandhastyspeech:
  "Hewascarousinghereallthetime。Hecarriedondreadfully!Itallstartedsomehowofasudden。Thefirstthinghedidwastothrashtheson-in-lawoftheVice-GovernorattheClub。Papahadtotakethegreatestpainstohushupthescandal,anditwasagoodthingthattheVice-Governor'sson-in-lawisamanofverybadreputation。Heisacard-sharperandingeneralashadypersonality,yetitcostfathermorethantwothousandroubles。
  AndwhilepapawasbusyinghimselfaboutthatscandalFomacameneardrowningawholecompanyontheVolga。"
  "Ha-ha!Howmonstrous!Andthatsamemanbusieshimselfwithinvestigatingastothemeaningoflife。"
  "Onanotheroccasionhewascarousingonasteamerwithacompanyofpeoplelikehimself。Suddenlyhesaidtothem:'PraytoGod!
  I'llflingeveryoneofyouoverboard!'Heisfrightfullystrong。
  Theyscreamed,whilehesaid:'Iwanttoservemycountry。Iwanttocleartheearthofbasepeople。'"
  "Really?That'sclever!"
  "He'saterribleman!Howmanywildprankshehasperpetratedduringtheseyears!Howmuchmoneyhehassquandered!"
  "And,tellme,onwhatconditionsdoesfathermanagehisaffairsforhim?Doyouknow?"
  "No,Idon't。Hehasafullpowerofattorney。Whydoyouask?"
  "Simplyso。It'sasolidbusiness。OfcourseitisconductedinpurelyRussianfashion;inotherwords,itisconductedabominably。Butitisasplendidbusiness,nevertheless。Ifitweremanagedproperlyitwouldbeamostprofitablegoldmine。"
  "Fomadoesabsolutelynothing。Everythingisinfather'shands。"
  "Yes?That'sfine。"
  "Doyouknow,sometimesitoccurstomethathisthoughtfulframeofmind——thatthesewordsofhisaresincere,andthathecanbeverydecent。ButIcannotreconcilehisscandalouslifewithhiswordsandarguments。Icannotdoitunderanycircumstances!"
  "Itisn'tevenworthwhiletobotheraboutit。Thestriplingandlazybonesseekstojustifyhislaziness。"
  "No。Yousee,attimesheislikeachild。Hewasparticularlysobefore。"
  "Well,that'swhatIhavesaid:he'sastripling。Isitworthwhiletalkingaboutanignoramusandasavage,whowishestoremainanignoramusandasavage,anddoesnotconcealthefact?
  Yousee:hereasonsasthebearinthefablebenttheshafts。"
  "Youareveryharsh。"
  "Yes,Iamharsh!Peoplerequirethat。WeRussiansarealldesperatelyloose。Happily,lifeissoarrangedthat,whetherwewillitornot,wegraduallybraceup。Dreamsarefortheladsandmaidens,butforseriouspeoplethereisseriousbusiness。"
  "SometimesIfeelverysorryforFoma。Whatwillbecomeofhim?"
  "Thatdoesnotconcernme。Ibelievethatnothinginparticularwillbecomeofhim——neithergoodnorbad。Theinsipidfellowwillsquanderhismoneyaway,andwillberuined。Whatelse?Eh,thedeucetakehim!Suchpeopleasheisarerarenowadays。Nowthemerchantknowsthepowerofeducation。Andhe,thatfoster-
  brotherofyours,hewillgotoruin。"
  "That'strue,sir!"saidFoma,openingthedoorandappearingonthethreshold。
  Pale,withknittedbrowandquiveringlips,hestaredstraightintoTaras'sfaceandsaidinadullvoice:"True!Iwillgotoruinand——amen!Thesoonerthebetter!"
  Lubovsprangupfromthechairwithfrightenedface,andranuptoTaras,whostoodcalmlyinthemiddleoftheroom,withhishandsthrustinhispockets。
  "Foma!Oh!Shame!Youhavebeeneavesdropping。Oh,Foma!"saidsheinconfusion。
  "Keepquiet,youlamb!"saidFomatoher。
  "Yes,eavesdroppingiswrong!"ejaculatedTaras,slowly,withoutliftingfromFomahislookofcontempt。
  "Letitbewrong!"saidFoma,withawaveofthehand。"Isitmyfaultthatthetruthcanbelearnedbyeavesdroppingonly?"
  "Goaway,Foma,please!"entreatedLubov,pressingclosetoherbrother。
  "Perhapsyouhavesomethingtosaytome?"askedTaras,calmly。
  "I?"exclaimedFoma。"WhatcanIsay?Icannotsayanything。Itisyouwho——you,Ibelieve,knoweverything。"
  "Youhavenothingthentodiscusswithme?"askedTarasagain。
  "Iamverypleased。"
  HeturnedsidewaystoFomaandinquiredofLubov:
  "Whatdoyouthink——willfatherreturnsoon?"
  Fomalookedathim,and,feelingsomethingakintorespectfortheman,deliberatelyleftthehouse。Hedidnotfeellikegoingtohisownhugeemptyhouse,whereeachstepofhisawakenedaringingecho,hestrolledalongthestreet,whichwasenvelopedinthemelancholygraytwilightoflateautumn。HethoughtofTarasMayakin。
  "Howsevereheis。Hetakesafterhisfather。Onlyhe'snotsorestless。He'salsoacunningrogue,Ithink,whileLubkaregardedhimalmostasasaint。Thatfoolishgirl!Whatasermonhereadtome!Aregularjudge。Andshe——shewaskindtowardme。"
  Butallthesethoughtsstirredinhimnofeelings——neitherhatredtowardTarasnorsympathyforLubov。Hecarriedwithhimsomethingpainfulanduncomfortable,somethingincomprehensibletohim,thatkeptgrowingwithinhisbreast,anditseemedtohimthathisheartwasswollenandwasgnawingasthoughfromanabscess。Hehearkenedtothatunceasingandindomitablepain,noticedthatitwasgrowingmoreandmoreacutefromhourtohour,and,notknowinghowtoallayit,waitedfortheresults。
  Thenhisgodfather'strotterpassedhim。FomasawinthecarriagethesmallfigureofYakovMayakin,buteventhatarousednofeelinginhim。AlamplighterranpastFoma,overtookhim,placedhisladderagainstthelamppostandwentup。Theladdersuddenlyslippedunderhisweight,andhe,claspingthelamppost,cursedloudlyandangrily。AgirljostledFomainthesidewithherbundleandsaid:
  "Excuseme。"
  Heglancedatherandsaidnothing。Thenadrizzlingrainbegantofallfromthesky——tiny,scarcelyvisibledropsofmoistureovercastthelightsofthelanternsandtheshopwindowswithgrayishdust。Thisdustmadehimbreathewithdifficulty。
  "ShallIgotoYozhovandpassthenightthere?Imightdrinkwithhim,"thoughtFomaandwentawaytoYozhov,nothavingtheslightestdesireeithertoseethefeuilleton-writerortodrinkwithhim。
  AtYozhov'shefoundashaggyfellowsittingonthelounge。Hehadonablouseandgraypantaloons。Hisfacewasswarthy,asthoughsmoked,hiseyeswerelarge,immobileandangry,histhickupperlipwascoveredwithabristle-like,soldiermoustache。Hewassittingonthelounge,withhisfeetclaspedinhishugearmsandhischinrestingonhisknees。Yozhovsatsidewaysinachair,withhislegsthrownacrossthearmofthechair。Amongbooksandnewspapersonthetablestoodabottleofvodkaandtherewasanodourofsomethingsaltyintheroom。
  "Whyareyoutrampingabout?"YozhovaskedFoma,and,noddingathim,saidtothemanonthelounge:"Gordyeeff!"
  Themanglancedatthenewcomerandsaidinaharsh,shrillvoice:"Krasnoshchokov。"
  FomaseatedhimselfonacorneroftheloungeandsaidtoYozhov:
  "Ihavecometostayhereovernight。"
  "Well?Goon,Vasily。"
  ThelatterglancedatFomaaskanceandwentoninacreakingvoice:
  "Inmyopinion,youareattackingthestupidpeopleinvain。
  Masaniellowasafool,butwhathadtobeperformedwasdoneinthebestwaypossible。AndthatWinkelriedwascertainlyafoolalso,andyethadhenotthrusttheimperialspearsintohimselftheSwisswouldhavebeenthrashed。Havetherenotbeenmanyfoolslikethat?Yettheyaretheheroes。Andthecleverpeoplearethecowards。Wheretheyoughttodealtheobstacleablowwithalltheirmighttheystoptoreflect:'Whatwillcomeofit?
  Perhapswemayperishinvain?'Andtheystandtherelikeposts——
  untiltheybreathetheirlast。Andthefoolisbrave!Herushesheadforemostagainstthewall——bang!Ifhisskullbreaks——whatofit?Calves'headsarenotdear。Andifhemakesacrackinthewallthecleverpeoplewillpickitopenintogates,willpassandcreditthemselveswiththehonour。No,NikolayMatveyich,braveryisagoodthingeventhoughitbewithoutreason。"
  "Vasily,youaretalkingnonsense!"saidYozhov,stretchinghishandtowardhim。
  "Ah,ofcourse!"assentedVasily。"HowamItosipcabbagesoupwithabastshoe?AndyetIamnotblind。Icansee。Thereisplentyofbrains,butnogoodcomesofit。Duringthetimethecleverpeoplethinkandreflectastohowtoactinthewisestway,thefoolswilldownthem。That'sall。"
  "Waitalittle!"saidYozhov。
  "Ican't!Iamondutytoday。Iamratherlateasitis。I'lldropintomorrow——mayI?"
  "Come!I'llgivearoasting!"
  "That'sexactlyyourbusiness。"
  Vasilyadjustedhimselfslowly,rosefromthelounge,tookYozhov'syellow,thinlittlehandinhisbig,swarthypawandpressedit。
  "Goodbye!"
  ThenhenoddedtowardFomaandwentthroughthedoorsideways。
  "Haveyouseen?"YozhovaskedFoma,pointinghishandatthedoor,behindwhichtheheavyfootstepsstillresounded。
  "Whatsortofamanishe?"
  "Assistantmachinist,VaskaKrasnoshchokov。Here,takeanexamplefromhim:Attheageoffifteenhebegantostudy,toreadandwrite,andattwenty-eighthehasreadthedevilknowshowmanygoodbooks,andhasmasteredtwolanguagestoperfection。Nowhe'sgoingabroad。"
  "Whatfor?"inquiredFoma。
  "Tostudy。Toseehowpeoplelivethere,whileyoulanguishhere——
  whatfor?"
  "Hespokesensiblyofthefools,"saidFoma,thoughtfully。
  "Idon'tknow,forIamnotafool。"
  "Thatwaswellsaid。Thestupidmanoughttoactatonce。Rushforwardandoverturn。"
  "There,he'sbrokenloose!"exclaimedYozhov。"YoubettertellmewhetheritistruethatMayakin'ssonhasreturned?"
  "Yes。"
  "Whydoyouask?"
  "Nothing。"
  "Icanseebyyourfacethatthereissomething。"
  "Weknowallabouthisson;we'veheardabouthim。"
  "ButIhaveseenhim。"
  "Well?Whatsortofmanishe?"
  "Thedevilknowshim!WhathaveItodowithhim?"
  "Ishelikehisfather?"
  "He'sstouter,plumper;thereismoreseriousnessabouthim;heissocold。"
  "WhichmeansthathewillbeevenworsethanYashka。Well,now,mydear,beonyourguardortheywillsuckyoudry。"
  "Well,letthemdoit!"
  "They'llrobyou。You'llbecomeapauper。ThatTarasfleecedhisfather-in-lawinYekateringburgsocleverly。"
  "Lethimfleecemetoo,ifhelikes。Ishallnotsayawordtohimexcept'thanks。'"
  "Youarestillsingingthatsameoldtune?"
  "Yes。"
  "Tobesetatliberty。"
  "Yes。"
  "Dropit!Whatdoyouwantfreedomfor?Whatwillyoudowithit?
  Don'tyouknowthatyouarenotfitforanything,thatyouareilliterate,thatyoucertainlycannotevensplitalogofwood?
  Now,ifIcouldonlyfreemyselffromthenecessityofdrinkingvodkaandeatingbread!"
  Yozhovjumpedtohisfeet,and,stoppinginfrontofFoma,begantospeakinaloudvoice,asthoughdeclaiming:
  "Iwouldgathertogethertheremainsofmywoundedsoul,andtogetherwiththebloodofmyheartIwouldspitthemintothefaceofourintelligentsociety,thedeviltakeit!Iwouldsaytothem:
  'Youinsects,youarethebestsapofmycountry!ThefactofyourexistencehasbeenrepaidbythebloodandthetearsofscoresofgenerationsofRussianpeople。0,younits!Howdearlyyourcountryhaspaidforyou!Whatareyoudoingforitssakeinreturn?Haveyoutransformedthetearsofthepastintopearls?
  Whathaveyoucontributedtowardlife?Whathaveyouaccomplished?Youhavepermittedyourselvestobeconquered?Whatareyoudoing?Youpermityourselvestobemocked。"'
  Hestampedhisfeetwithrage,andsettinghisteethtogetherstaredatFomawithburning,angrylooks,andresembledaninfuriatedwildbeast。
  "Iwouldsaytothem:'You!Youreasontoomuch,butyouarenotverywise,andyouareutterlypowerless,andyouareallcowards!Yourheartsarefilledupwithmoralityandnobleintentions,buttheyareassoftandwarmasfeatherbeds;thespiritofcreativenesssleepswithinthemaprofoundandcalmsleep,andyourheartsdonotthrob,theymerelyrockslowly,likecradles。'Dippingmyfingerinthebloodofmyheart,I
  wouldsmearupontheirbrowsthebrandsofmyreproaches,andthey,paupersinspirit,miserableintheirself-contentment,theywouldsuffer。Oh,howtheywouldsuffer!Myscourgeissharp,myhandisfirm!AndIlovetoodeeplytohavecompassion!
  Theywouldsuffer!Andnowtheydonotsuffer,fortheyspeakoftheirsufferingstoomuch,toooften,andtooloud!Theylie!
  Genuinesufferingismute,andgenuinepassionknowsnobounds!
  Passions,passions!Whenwilltheyspringupintheheartsofmen?Weareallmiserablebecauseofapathy。"
  Shortofbreathheburstintoafitofcoughing,hecoughedforalongtime,hoppingabouthitherandthither,wavinghishandslikeamadman。AndthenheagainstoppedinfrontofFomawithpalefaceandblood-shoteyes。Hebreathedheavily,hislipstremblednowandthen,displayinghissmall,sharpteeth。
  Dishevelled,withhisheadcoveredwithshortheir,helookedlikeaperchjustthrownoutofthewater。ThiswasnotthefirsttimeFomasawhiminsuchastate,and,asalways,hewasinfectedbyhisagitation。Helistenedtothefierywordsofthesmallman,silently,withoutattemptingtounderstandtheirmeaning,havingnodesiretoknowagainstwhomtheyweredirected,absorbingtheirforceonly。Yozhov'swordsbubbledonlikeboilingwater,andheatedhissoul。
  "Iwillsaytothem,tothosemiserableidlers:
  'Look!Lifegoesonward,leavingyoubehind!"'
  "Eh!That'sfine!"exclaimedFoma,ecstatically,andbegantomoveaboutonthelounge。"You'reahero,Nikolay!Oh!Goahead!
  Throwitrightintotheirfaces!"
  ButYozhovwasnotinneedofencouragement,itseemedevenasthoughhehadnotheardatallFoma'sexclamations,andhewenton:
  "Iknowthelimitationsofmypowers。Iknowthey'llshoutatme:
  'Holdyourpeace!'They'lltellme:'Keepsilence!'Theywillsayitwisely,theywillsayitcalmly,mockingme,theywillsayitfromtheheightoftheirmajesty。IknowIamonlyasmallbird,0h,Iamnotanightingale!ComparedwiththemIamanignorantman,Iamonlyafeuilleton-writer,amantoamusethepublic。
  Letthemcryandsilenceme,letthemdoit!Ablowwillfallonmycheek,buttheheartwillneverthelesskeeponthrobbing!AndIwillsaytothem:
  "'Yes,Iamanignorantman!AndmyfirstadvantageoveryouisthatIdonotknowasinglebook-truthdearertomethanaman!
  Manistheuniverse,andmayheliveforeverwhocarriesthewholeworldwithinhim!Andyou,'Iwillsay,'forthesakeofawordwhich,perhaps,doesnotalwayscontainameaningcomprehensibletoyou,forthesakeofawordyouofteninflictsoresandwoundsononeanother,forthesakeofawordyouspurtoneanotherwithbile,youassaultthesoul。Forthis,believeme,lifewillseverelycallyoutoaccount:astormwillbreakloose,anditwillwhiskandwashyouofftheearth,aswindandrainwhiskandwashthedustoffatreeIThereisinhumanlanguageonlyonewordwhosemeaningisclearanddeartoeverybody,andwhenthatwordispronounced,itsoundsthus:
  'Freedom!'"
  "Crushon!"roaredFoma,jumpingupfromtheloungeandgraspingYozhovbytheshoulders。WithflashingeyeshegazedintoYozhov'sface,bendingtowardhim,andalmostmoanedwithgriefandaffliction:"Oh!Nikolay!Mydearfellow,Iammortallysorryforyou!Iammoresorrythanwordscantell!"
  "What'sthis?What'sthematterwithyou?"criedYozhov,pushinghimaway,amazedandshiftedfromhispositionbyFoma'sunexpectedoutburstandstrangewords。
  "Oh,brother!"saidFoma,loweringhisvoice,whichthussoundeddeeper,morepersuasive。"Oh,livingsoul,whydoyousinktoruin?"
  "Who?I?Isink?Youlie!"
  "Mydearboy!Youwillnotsayanythingtoanybody!Thereisnoonetospeakto!Whowilllistentoyou?OnlyI!"
  "Gotothedevil!"shoutedYozhov,angrily,jumpingawayfromhimasthoughhehadbeenscorched。
  AndFomawenttowardhim,andspokeconvincingly,withintensesorrow:
  "Speak!speaktome!Ishallcarryawayyourwordstotheproperplace。Iunderstandthem。And,ah!howIwillscorchthepeople!
  Justwait!Myopportunitywillcome。"
  "Goaway!"screamedYozhov,hysterically,squeezinghisbacktothewall,underFoma'spressure。Perplexed,crushed,andinfuriatedhestoodandwavedoffFoma'sarmsoutstretchedtowardhim。Andatthistimethedooroftheroomopened,andonthethresholdappearedawomanallinblack。Herfacewasangry-
  lookingandexcited,hercheekwastiedupwithakerchief。Shetossedherheadback,stretchedoutherhandtowardYozhovandsaid,inahissingandshrillvoice:
  "NikolayMatveyich!Excuseme,butthisisimpossible!Suchbeast-likehowlingandroaring。Guestseveryday。Thepolicearecoming。No,Ican'tbearitanylonger!Iamnervous。Pleasevacatethelodgingsto-morrow。Youarenotlivinginadesert,therearepeopleaboutyouhere。Andaneducatedmanatthat!A
  writer!Allpeoplerequirerest。Ihaveatoothache。Irequestyoutomovetomorrow。I'llpasteupanotice,I'llnotifythepolice。"
  Shespokerapidly,andthemajorityofherwordswerelostinthehissingandwhistlingofhervoice;onlythosewordsweredistinct,whichsheshriekedoutinashrill,irritatedtone。Thecornersofherkerchiefprotrudedonherheadlikesmallhorns,andshookfromthemovementofherjaws。AtthesightofheragitatedandcomicalfigureFomagraduallyretreatedtowardthelounge,whileYozhovstood,andwipinghisforehead,staredatherfixedly,andlistenedtoherwords:
  "Soknowitnow!"shescreamed,andbehindthedoor,shesaidoncemore:
  "Tomorrow!Whatanoutrage。"
  "Devil!"whisperedYozhov,staringdullyatthedoor。
  "Yes!whatawoman!Howstrict!"saidFoma,lookingathiminamazement,asheseatedhimselfonthelounge。
  Yozhov,raisinghisshoulders,walkeduptothetable,pouredoutahalfatea-glassfullofvodka,emptieditandsatdownbythetable,bowinghisheadlow。Therewassilenceforaboutaminute。
  ThenFomasaid,timidlyandsoftly:
  "Howitallhappened!Wehadnotimeeventowinkaneye,and,suddenly,suchanoutcome。Ah!"
  "You!"saidYozhovinanundertone,tossinguphishead,andstaringatFomaangrilyandwildly。"Keepquiet!You,thedeviltakeyou。Liedownandsleep!Youmonster。Nightmare。Oh!"
  AndhethreatenedFomawithhisfist。Thenhefilledtheglasswithmorebrandy,andemptieditagain。
  AfewminuteslaterFomalayundressedonthelounge,and,withhalf-shuteyes,followedYozhovwhosatbythetableinanawkwardpose。Hestaredatthefloor,andhislipswerequietlymoving。Fomawasastonished,hecouldnotmakeoutwhyYozhovhadbecomeangryathim。Itcouldnotbebecausehehadbeenorderedtomoveout。Foritwashehimselfwhohadbeenshouting。
  "0hdevil!"whisperedYozhov,andgnashedhisteeth。
  Fomaquietlyliftedhisheadfromthepillow。Yozhovdeeplyandnoisilysighing,againstretchedouthishandtowardthebottle。
  ThenFomasaidtohimsoftly:
  "Let'sgotosomehotel。Itisn'tlateyet。"
  Yozhovlookedathim,and,rubbinghisheadwithhishands,begantolaughstrangely。ThenherosefromhischairandsaidtoFomacurtly:
  "Dressyourself!"
  Andseeinghowclumsilyandslowlyheturnedonthelounge,Yozhovshoutedwithangerandimpatience:
  "Well,bequicker!Youpersonificationofstupidity。Yousymbolicalcart-shaft。"
  "Don'tcurse!"saidFoma,withapeaceablesmile。"Isitworthwhiletobeangrybecauseawomanhascackled?"
  Yozhovglancedathim,spatandburstintoharshlaughter。
  CHAPTERXIII
  "AREallhere?"askedIlyaYefimovichKononov,standingonthebowofhisnewsteamer,andsurveyingthecrowdofguestswithbeamingeyes。
  "Itseemstobeall!"
  Andraisingupwardhisstout,red,happy-lookingface,heshoutedtothecaptain,whowasalreadystandingonthebridge,besidethespeaking-tube:
  "Castoff,Petrukha!"
  "Yes,sir!"
  Thecaptainbaredhishuge,baldhead,madethesignofthecross,glancingupatthesky,passedhishandoverhiswide,blackbeard,clearedhisthroat,andgavethecommand:
  "Back!"
  Theguestswatchedthemovementsofthecaptainsilentlyandattentively,and,emulatinghisexample,theyalsobegantocrossthemselves,atwhichperformancetheircapsandhighhatsflashedthroughtheairlikeaflockofblackbirds。
  GiveusThyblessing,0hLord!"exclaimedKononovwithemotion。
  "Letgoastern!Forward!"orderedthecaptain。Themassive"IlyaMurometz,"heavingamightysigh,emittedathickcolumnofwhitesteamtowardthesideofthelanding-bridge,andstartedupstreameasily,likeaswan。
  "Howitstartedoff,"enthusiasticallyexclaimedcommercialcounsellorLupGrigoryevReznikov,atall,thin,good-lookingman。"Withoutaquiver!Likealadyinthedance!"
  "Halfspeed!"
  "It'snotaship,it'saLeviathan!"remarkedwithadevoutsighthepock-markedandstoopingTrofimZubov,cathedral-wardenandprincipalusurerintown。
  Itwasagrayday。Thesky,overcastwithautumnclouds,wasreflectedinthewateroftheriver,thusgivingitacoldleadencolouring。Flashinginthefreshnessofitspaintthesteamersailedalongthemonotonousbackgroundoftheriverlikeahugebrightspot,andtheblacksmokeofitsbreathhungintheairlikeaheavycloud。Allwhite,withpinkpaddle-boxesandbrightredblades,thesteamereasilycutthroughthecoldwaterwithitsbowanddroveitaparttowardtheshores,andtheroundwindow-panesonthesidesofthesteamerandthecabinglitteredbrilliantly,asthoughsmilingaself-satisfied,triumphantsmile。
  "Gentlemenofthishonourablecompany!"exclaimedKononov,removinghishat,andmakingalowbowtotheguests。"AswehavenowrendereduntoGod,sotosay,whatisduetoGod,wouldyoupermitthatthemusiciansrendernowuntotheEmperorwhatisduetotheEmperor?"
  And,withoutwaitingforananswerfromhisguests,heplacedhisfisttohismouth,andshouted:
  "Musicians!Play'BeGlorious!'"
  Themilitaryorchestra,behindtheengine,thunderedoutthemarch。
  AndMakarBobrov,thedirectorandfounderofthelocalcommercialbank,begantohuminapleasantbasso,beatingtimewithhisfingersonhisenormouspaunch:
  "Beglorious,beglorious,ourRussianCzar——tra-rata!Boom!"
  "Iinviteyoutothetable,gentlemen!Please!Takepot-luck,he,he!Ientreatyouhumbly,"saidKononov,pushinghimselfthroughthedensegroupofguests。
  Therewereaboutthirtyofthem,allsedatemen,thecreamofthelocalmerchants。Theoldermenamongthem,bald-headedandgray,woreold-fashionedfrock-coats,capsandtallboots。Buttherewereonlyfewofthese;highsilkhats,shoesandstylishcoatsreignedsupreme。Theywereallcrowdedonthebowofthesteamer,andlittlebylittle,yieldingtoKononov'srequests,movedtowardsthesterncoveredwithsailcloth,wherestoodtablesspreadwithlunch。LupReznikovwalkedarminarmwithYakovMayakin,and,bendingovertohisear,whisperedsomethingtohim,whilethelatterlistenedandsmiled。Foma,whohadbeenbroughttothefestivalbyhisgodfather,afterlongadmonitions,foundnocompanionforhimselfamongthesepeoplewhowererepulsivetohim,and,paleandgloomy,heldhimselfapartfromthem。DuringthepasttwodayshehadbeendrinkingheavilywithYozhov,andnowhehadaterribleheadache。Hefeltillateaseinthesedateandyetjollycompany;thehummingofthevoices,thethunderingofthemusicandtheclamourofthesteamer,alltheseirritatedhim。
  Hefeltapressingneedtodozeoff,andhecouldfindnorestfromthethoughtastowhyhisgodfatherwassokindtohimtoday,andwhyhebroughthimhitherintothecompanyoftheforemostmerchantsofthetown。Whyhadheurgedsopersuasively,andevenentreatedhimtoattendKononov'smassandbanquet?
  "Don'tbefoolish,come!"Fomarecalledhisgodfather'sadmonitions。"Whydoyoufightshyofpeople?Mangetshischaracterfromnature,andinrichesyouarelowerthanveryfew。
  Youmustkeepyourselfonanequalfootingwiththeothers。
  Come!"
  "Butwhenareyougoingtospeakseriouslywithme,papa?"Fomahadasked,watchingtheplayofhisgodfather'sfaceandgreeneyes。
  "Youmeanaboutsettingyoufreefromthebusiness?Ha,ha!We'lltalkitover,we'lltalkitover,myfriend!Whataqueerfellowyouare。Well?Willyouenteramonasterywhenyouhavethrownawayyourwealth?Aftertheexampleofthesaints?Eh?"
  "I'llseethen!"Fomahadanswered。
  "So。Well,andmeanwhile,beforeyougotothemonastery,comealongwithme!Getreadyquickly。Rubyourphizwithsomethingwet,foritisverymuchswollen。Sprinkleyourselfwithcologne,getitfromLubov,todriveawaythesmellofthekabak。Goahead!"
  Arrivingonthesteamerwhilethemasswasinprogress,Fomatookupaplaceonthesideandwatchedthemerchantsduringthewholeservice。
  Theystoodinsolemnsilence;theirfaceshadanexpressionofdevoutconcentration;theyprayedwithfervour,deeplysighing,bowinglow,devoutlyliftingtheireyesheavenward。AndFomalookednowatone,nowatanother,andrecalledwhatheknewaboutthem。
  TherewasLupReznikov;hehadbegunhiscareerasabrothel-
  keeper,andhadbecomerichallofasudden。Theysaidhehadstrangledoneofhisguests,arichSiberian。Zubov'sbusinessinhisyouthhadbeentopurchasethreadfromthepeasants。Hehadfailedtwice。Kononovhadbeentriedtwentyyearsagoforarson,andevennowhewasindictedfortheseductionofaminor。
  Togetherwithhim,forthesecondtimealready,onasimilarcharge,ZakharKirillovRobustovhadbeendraggedtocourt。
  Robustovwasastout,shortmerchantwitharoundfaceandcheerfulblueeyes。AmongthesepeopletherewashardlyoneaboutwhomFomadidnotknowsomethingdisgraceful。
  AndheknewthattheywereallsurelyenvyingthesuccessfulKononov,whowasconstantlyincreasingthenumberofhissteamersfromyeartoyear。Manyofthosepeoplewereatdaggers'pointswithoneanother,noneofthemwouldshowmercytotheothersinthebattlefieldofbusiness,andallknewwickedanddishonestthingsaboutoneanother。Butnow,whentheygatheredaroundKononov,whowastriumphantandhappy,theyblendedinonedense,darkmass,andstoodandbreathedasoneman,concentratedandsilent,surroundedbysomethinginvisibleyetfirm,bysomethingwhichrepulsedFomafromthem,andwhichinspiredhimwithfearofthem。
  "Impostors!"thoughthe,thusencouraginghimself。
  Andtheycoughedgently,sighed,crossedthemselves,bowed,and,surroundingtheclergyinathickwall,stoodimmovableandfirm,likebig,blackrocks。
  "Theyarepretending!"Fomaexclaimedtohimself。Besidehimstoodthehump-backed,one-eyedPavlinGushchin——hewho,notlongbefore,hadturnedthechildrenofhishalf-wittedbrotherintothestreetasbeggars——hestoodthereandwhisperedpenetratinglyashelookedatthegloomyskywithhissingleeye:
  "0hLord!DonotconvictmeinThywrath,norchastisemeinThyindignation。"
  AndFomafeltthatthatmanwasaddressingtheLordwiththemostprofoundandfirmfaithinHismercy。
  "0hLord,Godofourfathers,whohadstcommandedNoah,Thyservant,tobuildanarkforthepreservationoftheworld,"saidthepriestinhisdeepbassvoice,liftinghiseyesandoutstretchinghishandsskyward,"protectalsothisvesselandgiveuntoitaguardingangelofgoodandpeace。Guardthosethatwillsailuponit。"
  Themerchantsinunisonmadethesignofthecross,withwideswingsoftheirarms,andalltheirfacesboretheexpressionofonesentiment——faithinthepowerofprayer。AllthesepicturestookrootinFoma'smemoryandawakenedinhimperplexityastothesepeople,who,beingabletobelievefirmlyinthemercyofGod,were,nevertheless,socrueluntoman。Hewatchedthempersistently,wishingtodetecttheirfraud,toconvincehimselfoftheirfalsehood。
  Theirgravefirmnessangeredhim,theirunanimousself-
  confidence,theirtriumphantfaces,theirloudvoices,theirlaughter。Theywerealreadyseatedbythetables,coveredwithluncheon,andwerehungrilyadmiringthehugesturgeon,almostthreeyardsinlength,nicelysprinkledoverwithgreensandlargecrabs。TrofimZubov,tyinganapkinaroundhisneck,lookedatthemonsterfishwithhappy,sweetlyhalf-shuteyes,andsaidtohisneighbour,theflourmerchant,YonaYushkov:
  "YonaNikiforich!Look,it'saregularwhale!It'sbigenoughtoserveasacasketforyourperson,eh?Ha,ha!Youcouldcreepintoitasafootintoaboot,eh?Ha,ha!"
  Thesmall-bodiedandplumpYonacarefullystretchedouthisshortlittlehandtowardthesilverpailfilledwithfreshcaviar,smackedhislipsgreedily,andsquintedatthebottlesbeforehim,fearinglesthemightoverturnthem。
  OppositeKononov,onatrestle,stoodahalf-vedrobarrelofoldvodka,importedfromPoland;inahugesilver-mountedshelllayoysters,andacertainparticolouredcake,intheshapeofatower,stoodoutabovealltheviands。
  "Gentlemen!Ientreatyou!Helpyourselvestowhateveryouplease!"criedKononov。"Ihavehereeverythingatoncetosuitthetasteofeveryone。Thereisourown,Russianstuff,andthereisforeign,allatonce!That'sthebestway!Whowishesanything?Doesanybodywantsnails,orthesecrabs,eh?They'refromIndia,Iamtold。"
  AndZubovsaidtohisneighbour,Mayakin:
  "Theprayer'AttheBuildingofaVessel'isnotsuitableforsteam-tugsandriversteamers,thatis,notthatitisnotsuitable,itisn'tenoughalone。Ariversteamerisaplaceofpermanentresidenceforthecrew,andthereforeitoughttobeconsideredasahouse。Consequentlyitisnecessarytomaketheprayer'AttheBuildingofaHouse,'inadditiontothatforthevessel。Butwhatwillyoudrink?"
  "Iamnotmuchofawinefiend。Pourmeoutsomecuminvodka,"
  repliedYakovTarasovich。
  Foma,seatedattheendofthetableamongsometimidandmodestmenwhowereunfamiliartohim,nowandagainfeltonhimselfthesharpglancesoftheoldman。
  "He'safraidI'llmakeascandal,"thoughtFoma。"Brethren!"
  roaredthemonstrouslystoutshipbuilderYashchurov,inahoarsevoice,"Ican'tdowithoutherring!Imustnecessarilybeginwithherring,that'smynature。"
  "Musicians!strikeup'ThePersianMarch!"
  "Holdon!Better'HowGlorious!'"
  "Strikeup'HowGlorious。"'