WhileFoma,knowingthathumansouls,soaringheavenward,oftentimesassumetheformofpigeons,feltinhisbreasttherisingofaburning,powerfuldesire。
  Unifiedbytheirjoy,attentivelyandmutelyawaitingthereturnoftheirbirdsfromthedepthsofthesky,theboys,pressingclosetooneanother,driftedfarawayfromthebreathoflife,evenastheirpigeonswerefarfromearth;atthismomenttheyaremerelychildren,knowingneitherenvynoranger;freefromeverything,theyareneartooneanother,theyaremute,judgingtheirfeelingsbythelightintheireyes——andtheyfeelashappyasthebirdsinthesky。
  Butnowthepigeonscomedownontheroofagain,and,tiredoutbytheirflight,areeasilydrivenintothepigeon-house。
  "Friends,let'sgoforapples?"suggestsYozhov,theinstigatorofallgamesandadventures。
  Hiscalldrivesoutofthechildren'ssoulsthepeacefulnessbroughtintothembythepigeons,andthen,likeplunderers,carefullylisteningforeachandeverysound,theystealquietlyacrossthebackyardstowardtheneighbouringgarden。Thefearofbeingcaughtisbalancedbythehopeofstealingwithimpunity。
  Butstealingisworkanddangerousworkatthat,andeverythingthatisearnedbyyourownlabourissosweet!Andthemoreeffortrequiredtogainit,thesweeteritis。Carefullytheboysclimboverthefenceofthegarden,and,bendingdown,crawltowardtheappletreesand,fulloffright,lookaroundvigilantly。
  Theirheartstrembleandtheirthrobbingslackensatthefaintestrustle。Theyarealikeafraidofbeingcaught,and,ifnoticed,ofbeingrecognised,butincasetheyshouldonlyseethemandyellatthem,theywouldbesatisfied。Theywouldseparate,eachgoinginadifferentdirection,andthen,meetingagain,theireyesaglowwithjoyandboldness,wouldlaughinglytelloneanotherhowtheyfeltwhentheyheardsomeonegivingchasetothem,andwhathappenedtothemwhentheyransoquicklythroughthegarden,asthoughthegroundwereburningundertheirfeet。
  SuchinvasionsweremoretoFoma'slikingthanallotheradventuresandgames,andhisbehaviourduringtheseinvasionswasmarkedwithaboldnessthatatonceastoundedandangeredhiscompanions。Hewasintentionallycarelessinotherpeople'sgardens:hespokeloud,noisilybrokethebranchesofappletrees,and,tearingoffaworm-
  eatenapple,threwitinthedirectionoftheproprietor'shouse。
  Thedangerofbeingcaughtintheactdidnotfrightenhim;itratherencouragedhim——hiseyeswouldturndarker,histeethwouldclench,andhisfacewouldassumeanexpressionofangerandpride。
  Smolin,distortinghisbigmouthcontemptibly,wouldsaytohim:
  "Youaremakingentirelytoomuchfussaboutyourself。"
  "Iamnotacowardanyway!"repliedFoma。
  "Iknowthatyouarenotacoward,butwhydoyouboastofit?
  Onemaydoathingaswellwithoutboasting。"
  Yozhovblamedhimfromadifferentpointofview:
  "Ifyouthrustyourselfintotheirhandswillinglyyoucangotothedevil!Iamnotyourfriend。They'llcatchyouandbringyoutoyourfather——hewouldn'tdoanythingtoyou,whileIwouldgetsuchaspankingthatallmyboneswouldbeskinned。"
  "Coward!"Fomapersisted,stubbornly。
  AnditcametopassonedaythatFomawascaughtbythesecondcaptain,Chumakov,athinlittleoldman。Noiselesslyapproachingtheboy,whowashidingawayinhisbosomthestolenapples,theoldmanseizedhimbytheshouldersandcriedinathreateningvoice:
  "NowIhaveyou,littlerogue!Aha!"
  Fomawasthenaboutfifteenyearsold,andhecleverlyslippedoutoftheoldman'shands。Yethedidnotrunfromhim,but,knittinghisbrowandclenchinghisfist,hesaidthreateningly:
  "Youdaretotouchme!"
  "Iwouldn'ttouchyou。I'lljustturnyouovertothepolice!
  Whosesonareyou?"
  Fomadidnotexpectthis,andallhisboldnessandspitefulnesssuddenlylefthim。
  Thetriptothepolicestationseemedtohimsomethingwhichhisfatherwouldneverforgivehim。Heshudderedandsaidconfusedly:
  "Gordyeeff。"
  "IgnatGordyeeff's?"
  "Yes。"
  Nowthesecondcaptainwastakenaback。Hestraightenedhimself,expandedhischestandforsomereasonorotherclearedhisthroatimpressively。Thenhisshoulderssankandhesaidtotheboyinafatherlytone:
  "It'sashame!Thesonofsuchawell-knownandrespectedman!Itisunbecomingyourposition。Youmaygo。Butshouldthishappenagain!Hm!Ishouldbecompelledtonotifyyourfather,towhom,bytheway,Ihavethehonourofpresentingmyrespects。"
  Fomawatchedtheplayoftheoldman'sphysiognomyandunderstoodthathewasafraidofhisfather。Likeayoungwolf,helookedaskanceatChumakov;whiletheoldman,withcomicalseriousness,twistedhisgraymoustache,hesitatingbeforetheboy,whodidnotgoaway,notwithstandingthegivenpermission。
  "Youmaygo,"repeatedtheoldman,pointingattheroadleadingtohishouse。
  "Andhowaboutthepolice?"askedFoma,sternly,andwasimmediatelyfrightenedatthepossibleanswer。
  "Iwasbutjesting,"smiledtheoldman。"Ijustwantedtofrightenyou。"
  "Youareafraidofmyfatheryourself,"saidFoma,and,turninghisbacktotheoldman,walkedoffintothedepthofthegarden。
  "Iamafraid?Ah!Verywell!"exclaimedChumakovafterhim,andFomaknewbythesoundofhisvoicethathehadoffendedtheoldman。Hefeltsadandashamed;hepassedtheafternooninwalking,and,cominghome,hewasmetbyhisfather'ssternquestion:
  "Foma!DidyougotoChumakov'sgarden?"
  "Yes,Idid,"saidtheboy,calmly,lookingintohisfather'seyes。
  EvidentlyIgnatdidnotexpectsuchananswerandhewassilentforawhile,strokinghisbeard。
  "Fool!Whydidyoudoit?Haveyounotenoughofyourownapples?"
  Fomacastdownhiseyesandwassilent,standingbeforehisfather。
  "See,youareshamed!Yozhishkamusthaveincitedyoutothis!I'llgiveittohimwhenhecomes,orI'llmakeanendofyourfriendshipaltogether。"
  "Ididitmyself,"saidFoma,firmly。
  "Frombadtoworse!"exclaimedIgnat。"Butwhydidyoudoit?"
  "Because。"
  "Because!"mockedthefather。"Well,ifyoudidityououghttobeabletoexplaintoyourselfandtoothersthereasonforsodoing。
  Comehere!"
  Fomawalkeduptohisfather,whowassittingonachair,andplacedhimselfbetweenhisknees。Ignatputhishandontheboy'sshoulders,and,smiling,lookedintohiseyes。
  "Areyouashamed?"
  "Iamashamed,"sighedFoma。
  "Thereyouhaveit,fool!Youhavedisgracedmeandyourself。"
  Pressinghisson'sheadtohisbreast,hestrokedhishairandaskedagain:
  "Whyshouldyoudosuchathing——stealingotherpeople'sapples?"
  "I——Idon'tknow,"saidFoma,confusedly。"Perhapsbecauseitissolonesome。Iplayandplaythesamethingdayafterday。Iamgrowingtiredofit!Whilethisisdangerous。"
  "Exciting?"askedthefather,smiling。
  "Yes。"
  "Mm,perhapsitisso。But,nevertheless,Foma,lookout——dropthis,orIshalldealwithyouseverely。"
  "I'llneverclimbanywhereagain,"saidtheboywithconfidence。
  "Andthatyoutakealltheblameonyourself——thatisgood。Whatwillbecomeofyouinthefuture,onlyGodknows,butmeanwhile——
  itisprettygood。Itisnotatrifleifamaniswillingtopayforhisdeedswithhisownskin。Someoneelseinyourplacewouldhaveblamedhisfriends,whileyousay:'Ididitmyself。'That'stheproperway,Foma。Youcommitthesin,butyoualsoaccountforit。Didn'tChumakovstrikeyou?"askedIgnat,pausingashespoke。
  "Iwouldhavestruckhimback,"declaredFoma,calmly。
  "Mm,"roaredhisfather,significantly。
  "Itoldhimthathewasafraidofyou。Thatiswhyhecomplained。
  Otherwisehewasnotgoingtosayanythingtoyouaboutit。"
  "Isthatso?"
  "'ByGod!Presentmyrespectstoyourfather,'hesaid。"
  "Didhe?"
  "Yes。"
  "Ah!thedog!Seewhatkindofpeoplethereare;heisrobbedandyethemakesabowandpresentshisrespects!Ha,ha!Itistrueitmighthavebeenworthnomorethanakopeck,butakopeckistohimwhataroubleistome。Anditisn'tthekopeck,butsinceitismine,noonedarestouchitunlessIthrowitawaymyself。
  Eh!Thedeviltakethem!Well,tellme——wherehaveyoubeen,whathaveyouseen?"
  Theboysatdownbesidehisfatherandtoldhimindetailalltheimpressionsofthatday。Ignatlistened,fixedlywatchingtheanimatedfaceofhisson,andtheeyebrowsofthebigmancontractedpensively。
  "Youarestillbutfloatingonthesurface,dear。Youarestillbutachild。Eh!Eh!"
  "Wescaredanowlintheravine,"relatedtheboy。"Thatwasfun!
  Itbegantoflyaboutandstruckagainstatree——bang!Itevenbegantosqueaksopitifully。Andwescareditagain;againitroseandflewabouthereandthere,andagainitstruckagainstsomething,sothatitsfeatherswerecomingout。Itflewaboutintheravineandatlasthiditselfsomewherewithdifficulty。Wedidnottrytolookforit,wefeltsorryitwasallbruised。
  Papa,isanowlentirelyblindindaytime?"
  "Blind!"saidIgnat;"somemenwilltossaboutinlifeevenasthisowlindaytime。Eversearchingforhisplace,hestrivesandstrives——onlyfeathersflyfromhim,butalltonopurpose。Heisbruised,sickened,strippedofeverything,andthenwithallhismighthethrustshimselfanywhere,justtofindreposefromhisrestlessness。Woetosuchpeople。Woetothem,dear!"
  "Howpainfulisittothem?"saidFomainalowvoice。
  "Justaspainfulastothatowl。"
  "Andwhyisitso?"
  "Why?Itishardtotell。Someonesuffersbecauseheisdarkenedbyhispride——hedesiresmuch,buthasbutlittlestrength。Anotherbecauseofhisfoolishness。Butthenthereareathousandandoneotherreasons,whichyoucannotunderstand。"
  "Comeinandhavesometea,"Anfisacalledtothem。Shehadbeenstandinginthedoorwayforquitealongwhile,and,foldingherhands,lovinglyadmiredtheenormousfigureofherbrother,whobentoverFomawithsuchfriendliness,andthepensiveposeoftheboy,whoclungtohisfather'sshoulder。
  ThusdaybydayFoma'slifedevelopedslowly——aquiet,peacefullife,notatallbrimfulofemotions。Powerfulimpressions,rousingtheboy'ssoulforanhourorforaday,sometimesstoodoutstrikinglyagainstthegeneralbackgroundofthismonotonouslife,buttheseweresoonobliterated。Theboy'ssoulwasasyetbutacalmlake——alakehiddenfromthestormywindsoflife,andallthattouchedthesurfaceofthelakeeithersanktothebottom,stirringtheplacidwaterforamoment,orglidingoverthesmoothsurface,swamapartinbigcirclesanddisappeared。
  Havingstayedatthedistrictschoolforfiveyears,Fomapassedfourclassestolerablywellandcameoutabrave,dark-hairedfellow,withaswarthyface,heavyeyebrowsanddarkdownontheupperlip。Hisbigdarkeyeshadanaiveandpensivelook,andhislipswerelikeachild's,half-open;butwhenmeetingwithoppositiontohisdesiresorwhenirritatedbysomethingelse,thepupilsofhiseyeswouldgrowwide,hislipspresstight,andhiswholefaceassumeastubbornandresoluteexpression。Hisgodfather,smilingsceptically,wouldoftensaytohim:
  "Towomen,Foma,you'llbesweeterthanhoney,butasyetnotmuchcommonsensecanbeseeninyou。"
  Ignatwouldheaveasighatthesewords。
  "Youhadbetterstartoutyoursonassoonaspossible。"
  "There'stimeyet,wait。"
  "Whywait?He'llgoabouttheVolgafortwoorthreeyearsandthenwe'llhavehimmarried。There'smyLubov。"
  LubovMayakinawasnowstudyinginthefifthclassofsomeboardingschool。Fomaoftenmetheronthestreetatwhichmeetingshealwaysbowedcondescendingly,herfairheadinafashionablecap。Fomalikedher,butherrosycheeks,hercheerfulbrowneyesandcrimsonlipscouldnotsmooththeimpressionofoffencegiventohimbyhercondescendingbows。ShewasacquaintedwithsomeGymnasiumstudents,andalthoughYozhov,hisoldfriend,wasamongthem,Fomafeltnoinclinationtobewiththem,andtheircompanyembarrassedhim。Itseemedtohimthattheywereallboastingoftheirlearningbeforehimandthattheyweremockinghisignorance。GatheredtogetherinLubov'shousetheywouldreadsomebooks,andwheneverhefoundthemreadingorloudlyarguing,theybecamesilentathissight。Allthisremovedthemfurtherfromhim。OnedaywhenhewasatMayakin's,Lubacalledhimtogoforawalkinthegarden,andthere,walkingbyhisside,askedhimwithagrimaceonherface:
  "Whyareyousounsociable?Younevertalkaboutanything。"
  "WhatshallItalkabout,sinceIknownothing!"saidFoma,plainly。
  "Study——readbooks。"
  "Idon'tfeellikedoingit。"
  "Yousee,theGymnasiumstudentsknoweverything,andknowhowtotalkabouteverything。TakeYozhov,forinstance。"
  "IknowYozhov——achatterbox。"
  "Yousimplyenvyhim。Heisveryclever——yes。HewillsoongraduatefromtheGymnasium——andthenhe'llgotoMoscowtostudyintheUniversity。"
  "Well,whatofit?"saidFoma,indifferently。
  "Andyou'llremainjustanignorantman。"
  "Well,beitso。"
  "Thatwillbenice!"exclaimedLuba,ironically。
  "Ishallholdmygroundwithoutscience,"saidFoma,sarcastically。
  "AndI'llhavealaughatallthelearnedpeople。Letthehungrystudy。
  Idon'tneedit。"
  "Pshaw,howstupidyouare,bad,disgusting!"saidthegirlwithcontemptandwentaway,leavinghimaloneinthegarden。Offendedandgloomy,helookedafterher,movedhiseyebrowsandloweringhishead,slowlywalkedoffintothedepthofthegarden。
  Healreadybegantorecognisethebeautyofsolitudeandthesweetpoisonofcontemplation。Oftentimes,duringsummerevenings,wheneverythingwascolouredbythefierytintsofsunset,kindlingtheimagination,anuneasylongingforsomethingincomprehensiblepenetratedhisbreast。Sittingsomewhereinadarkcornerofthegardenorlyinginbed,heconjuredupbeforehimtheimagesofthefairy-taleprincesses——theyappearedwiththefaceofLubaandofotheryoungladiesofhisacquaintance,noiselesslyfloatingbeforehiminthetwilightandstaringintohiseyeswithenigmaticlooks。
  Attimesthesevisionsawakenedinhimamightyenergy,asthoughintoxicatinghim——hewouldriseand,straighteninghisshoulders,inhaletheperfumedairwithafullchest;butsometimesthesesamevisionsbroughttohimafeelingofsadness——hefeltlikecrying,butashamedofsheddingtears,herestrainedhimselfandneverweptinsilence。OrsuddenlyhisheartbegantotremblewiththedesiretoexpresshisgratitudetoGod,tobowbeforeHim;thewordsoftheprayerflashedthroughhismemory,andbeholdingthesky,hewhisperedthemforalongtime,onebyone,andhisheartgrewlighter,breathingintoprayertheexcessofhispower。
  Thefatherpatientlyandcarefullyintroducedhimintocommercialcircles,tookhimontheExchange,toldhimabouthiscontractsandenterprises,abouthisco-associates,describedtohimhowtheyhadmadetheirway,whatfortunestheynowpossessed,whatnaturesweretheirs。Fomasoonmasteredit,regardingeverythingseriouslyandthoughtfully。
  "Ourbudisbloomingintoablood-redcup-rose!"Mayakinsmiled,winkingtoIgnat。
  Andyet,evenwhenFomawasnineteenyearsold,therewassomethingchildishinhim,somethingnaivewhichdistinguishedhimfromtheboysofhisage。Theywerelaughingathim,consideringhimstupid;hekeptawayfromthem,offendedbytheirrelationstowardhim。AsforhisfatherandMayakin,whowerewatchinghimvigilantly,thisuncertaintyofFoma'scharacterinspiredthemwithseriousapprehensions。
  "Icannotunderstandhim!"Ignatwouldsaywithcontriteheart。"Hedoesnotleadadissipatedlife,hedoesnotseemtorunafterthewomen,treatsmeandyouwithrespect,listenstoeverything——heismorelikeaprettygirlthanafellow!Andyethedoesnotseemtobestupid!"
  "No,there'snothingparticularlystupidabouthim,"saidMayakin。
  "Itlooksasthoughhewerewaitingforsomething——asthoughsomekindofshroudwerecoveringhiseyes。Hislatemothergropedonearthinthesameway。
  "Justlook,there'sAfrikankaSmolin,buttwoyearsolderthanmyboy——whatamanhehasbecome!Thatis,itisdifficulttotellwhetherheishisfather'sheadorhisfatherhis。Hewantstogotosomefactorytostudy。Heswears:
  "'Eh,'sayshe,'papa,youhavenottaughtmeenough。'Yes。Whileminedoesnotexpresshimselfatall。0hLord!"
  "Lookhere,"Mayakinadvisedhim,"youhadbetterpushhimheadforemostintosomeactivebusiness!Iassureyou!Goldistestedinfire。We'llseewhathisinclinationsarewhenatliberty。
  SendhimoutontheKama——alone。"
  "Togivehimatrial?"
  "Well,he'lldosomemischief——you'lllosesomething——butthenwe'llknowwhatstuffheismadeof。"
  "Indeed——I'llsendhimoff,"Ignatdecided。
  Andthusinthespring,IgnatsenthissonoffontheKamawithtwobargesladenwithcorn。ThebargeswereledbyGordyeeff'ssteamer"Philezhny,"underthecommandofFoma'soldacquaintance,theformersailorYefim——now,YefimIlyich,asquarelybuiltmanofaboutthirtywithlynx-likeeyes——asober-minded,steadyandverystrictcaptain。
  Theysailedfastandcheerfully,becauseallwerecontented。AtfirstFomawasproudoftheresponsiblecommissionwithwhichhehadbeencharged。Yefimwaspleasedwiththepresenceoftheyoungmaster,whodidnotrebukeorabusehimforeachandeveryoversight;
  andthehappyframeofmindofthetwomostimportantpersonsonthesteamerreflectedinstraightraysontheentirecrew。HavinglefttheplacewheretheyhadtakenintheircargoofcorninApril,thesteamerreachedtheplaceofitsdestinationinthebeginningofMay,andthebargeswereanchoredneartheshorewiththesteamerattheirside。
  Foma'sdutywastodeliverthecornassoonaspossible,andreceivingthepayments,startoffforPerm,whereacargoofironwasawaitinghim,whichIgnathadundertakentodeliveratthemarket。
  Thebargesstoodoppositealargevillage,nearapineforest,abouttwoverstsdistantfromtheshore。Ontheverynextdayaftertheirarrival,abigandnoisycrowdofwomenandpeasants,onfootandonhorses,cameuptotheshoreearlyinthemorning。
  Shoutingandsinging,theyscatteredonthedecksandinaninstantworkstartedexpeditiously。Havingdescendedintotheholds,thewomenwerefillingthesackswithrye,thepeasants,throwingthesacksupontheirshoulders,ranoverthegang-plankstotheshore,andfromtheshore,carts,heavilyladenwiththelong-expectedcorn,wentoffslowlytothevillage。Thewomensangsongs;thepeasantsjestedandgailyabusedoneanother;thesailorsrepresentingtheguardiansofpeace,scoldedtheworkingpeoplenowandthen;thegang-planks,bendingunderthefeetofthecarriers,splashedagainstthewaterheavily;whileontheshorethehorsesneighed,andthecartsandthesandunderthewheelswerecreaking。
  Thesunhadjustrisen,theairwasfreshandinvigoratinganddenselyfilledwiththeodourofpines;thecalmwateroftheriver,reflectingtheclearsky,wasgentlymurmuring,breakingagainstthesidesofthevesselsandthechainsoftheanchors。
  Theloudandcheerfulnoiseoftoil,theyouthfulbeautyofnature,gailyilluminedbythesunbeams——allwasfullofakind-hearted,somewhatcrude,soundpower,whichpleasantlystirredFoma'ssoul,awakeninginhimnewandperplexedsensationsanddesires。Hewassittingbythetableundertheawningofthesteameranddrinkingtea,togetherwithYefimandthereceiverofthecorn,aprovincialclerk——aredheaded,short-sightedgentlemaninglasses。Nervouslyshrugginghisshouldersthereceiverwastellinginahoarsevoicehowthepeasantswerestarving,butFomapaidlittleattentiontohiswords,lookingnowattheworkbelow,nowattheothersideoftheriver——atall,yellow,sandysteepshore,whoseedgeswerecoveredwithpinetrees。Itwasunpeopledandquiet。
  "I'llhavetogooverthere,"thoughtFoma。Andasthoughfromadistancethereceiver'stiresome,unpleasant,harshvoicefellonhisears:
  "Youwouldn'tbelieveit——atlastitbecamehorrible!Suchanincidenttookplace!ApeasantcameuptoacertainintelligentmaninOsaandbroughtalongwithhimagirlaboutsixteenyearsold。
  "'Whatdoyouwish?"
  "'Here,'hesays,'I'vebroughtmydaughtertoyourHonour。'
  "'Whatfor?'
  "'Perhaps,'hesays,'you'lltakeher——youareabachelor。'
  "'Thatis,how?Whatdoyoumean?'
  "'Itookheraroundtown,'hesays。'Iwantedtohireheroutasaservant——butnobodywouldhaveher——takeheratleastasyourmistress!'
  "Doyouunderstand?Heofferedhisowndaughter——justthinkofit!
  Adaughter——asamistress!Thedevilknowswhatthatis!Eh?Theman,ofcourse,becameindignantandbeganabusingthepeasant。Butthepeasantspoketohimreasonably:
  "'YourHonour!Ofwhatuseisshetomeatthistime?Utterlyuseless。
  Ihave,'sayshe,'threeboys——theywillbeworkingmen;itisnecessarytokeepthemup。Giveme,'sayshe,'tenroublesforthegirl,andthatwillimprovemylotandthatofmyboys。'
  "Howisthat?Eh?Itissimplyterrible,Itellyou。"
  "Nogood!"sighedYefim。"Astheysay——hungerwillbreakthroughstonewalls。Thestomach,yousee,hasitsownlaws。"
  ThisstorycalledforthinFomaagreatincomprehensibleinterestinthefateofthegirl,andtheyouthhastenedtoenquireofthereceiver:
  "Well,didthemanbuyher?"
  "Ofcoursenot!"exclaimedthereceiver,reproachfully。
  "Well,andwhatbecameofher?"
  "Somegoodpeopletookpityonher——andprovidedforher。"
  "A-h!"drawledFoma,andsuddenlyhesaidfirmlyandangrily:"I
  wouldhavegiventhatpeasantsuchathrashing!Iwouldhavebrokenhishead!"Andheshowedthereceiverhisbigtightly-clenchedfist。
  "Eh!Whatfor?"criedthereceiverinasickly,loudvoice,tearinghisspectaclesfromhiseyes。"Youdonotunderstandthemotive。"
  "Idounderstandit!"saidFoma,withanobstinateshakeofhishead。
  "Butwhatcouldhedo?Itcametohismind。"
  "Howcanoneallowhimselftosellahumanbeing?"
  "Ah!Itisbrutal,Iagreewithyou。"
  "Andagirlatthat!Iwouldhavegivenhimthetenroubles!"
  Thereceiverwavedhishandhopelesslyandbecamesilent。HisgestureconfusedFoma。Hearosefromhisseat,walkedofftotherailingandlookeddownatthedeckofthebarge,whichwascoveredwithanindustriouslyworkingcrowdofpeople。Thenoiseintoxicatedhim,andtheuneasysomething,whichwasramblinginhissoul,wasnowdefinedintoapowerfuldesiretowork,tohavethestrengthofagiant,topossessenormousshouldersandputonthematonetimeahundredbagsofrye,thateveryonelookingathimmightbeastonished。
  "Comenow,hurryupthere!"heshouteddowninaringingvoice。A
  fewheadswereraisedtohim,somefacesappearedbeforehim,andoneofthem——thefaceofadark-eyedwoman——smiledathimagentleandenticingsmile。Somethingflaredupinhisbreastatthissmileandbegantospreadoverhisveinsinahotwave。Hedrewbackfromtherailingandwalkeduptothetableagain,feelingthathischeekswereburning。
  "Listen!"saidthereceiver,addressinghim,"wiretoyourfatheraskinghimtoallowsomegrainforwaste!Justseehowmuchislosthere。Andhereeverypoundisprecious!Youshouldhaveunderstoodthis!Whatafinefatheryouhave,"heconcludedwithabitinggrimace。
  "HowmuchshallIallow?"askedFoma,boldlyanddisdainfully。"Doyouwantahundredpuds?[Apudisaweightof40Russianpounds。]
  Twohundred?"
  "I——Ithankyou!"exclaimedthereceiver,overjoyedandconfused,"ifyouhavetherighttodoit。"
  "Iamthemaster!"saidFoma,firmly。"Andyoumustnotspeakthatwayaboutmyfather——normakesuchfaces。"
  "Pardonme!I——Idonotdoubtthatyouhavefullpower。Ithankyouheartily。Andyourfather,too——inbehalfofallthesemen——
  inbehalfofthepeople!"
  Yefimlookedcautiouslyattheyoungmaster,spreadingoutandsmackinghislips,whilethemasterwithanairofprideonhisfacelistenedtothequick-wittedspeechofthereceiver,whowaspressinghishandfirmly。
  "Twohundredpuds!ThatisRussian-like,youngman!Ishalldirectlynotifythepeasantsofyourgift。You'llseehowgratefultheywillbe——howglad。"Andheshouteddown:
  "Eh,boys!Themasterisgivingawaytwohundredpuds。"
  "Threehundred!"interposedFoma。
  "Threehundredpuds。Oh!Thankyou!Threehundredpudsofgrain,boys!"
  Buttheirresponsewasweak。Thepeasantslifteduptheirheadsandmutelyloweredthemagain,resumingtheirwork。Afewvoicessaidirresolutelyandasthoughunwillingly:
  "Thanks。MayGodgiveyou。Wethankyouveryhumbly。"
  Andsomecriedoutgailyanddisdainfully:
  "What'stheuseofthat?Iftheyhadgiveneachofusaglassofvodkainstead——thatwouldbeajustfavour。Forthegrainisnotforus——butforthecountryCouncil。"
  "Eh!Theydonotunderstand!"exclaimedthereceiver,confused。
  "I'llgodownandexplainittothem。"
  Andhedisappeared。Butthepeasants'regardforhisgiftdidnotinterestFoma。Hesawthattheblackeyesoftherosy-cheekedwomanwerelookingathimsostrangelyandpleasingly。Theyseemedtothankhimandcaressinglybeckonedhim,andbesidesthoseeyeshesawnothing。Thewomanwasdressedlikethecitywomen。Sheworeshoes,acalicowaist,andoverherblackhairshehadapeculiarkerchief。Tallandsupple,seatedonapileofwood,sherepairedsacks,quicklymovingherhands,whichwerebareuptotheelbows,andshesmiledatFomaallthetime。
  "FomaIgnatyich!"heheardYefim'sreproachfulvoice,"you'veshowedofftoomuch。Well,ifitwereonlyaboutfiftypuds!Butwhysomuch?Lookoutthatwedon'tgetagoodscoldingforthis。"
  "Leavemealone!"saidFoma,shortly。
  "Whatisittome?I'llkeepquiet。Butasyouaresoyoung,andasIwastoldtokeepaneyeonyou,Imaygetaraponthesnoutforbeingheedless。"
  "I'lltellmyfatherallaboutit。Keepquiet!"saidFoma。
  "Asforme——letitbeso——sothatyouaremasterhere。"
  "Verywell。"
  "Ihavesaidthis,FomaIgnatyich,foryourownsake——becauseyouaresoyoungandsimple-minded。"
  "Leavemealone,Yefim!"
  Yefimheavedasighandbecamesilent,whileFomastaredatthewomanandthought:
  "Iwishtheywouldbringsuchawomanforsaletome。"
  Hisheartbeatrapidly。Thoughasyetphysicallypure,healreadyknewfromconversationsthemysteriesofintimaterelationsbetweenmenandwomen。Heknewbyrudeandshamefulnames,andthesenameskindledinhimanunpleasant,burningcuriosityandshame;hisimaginationworkedobstinately,forhecouldnotpictureittohimselfinintelligibleimages。Andinhissoulhedidnotbelievethatthoserelationswerereallysosimpleandrude,ashehadbeentold。Whentheyhadlaughedathimandassuredhimthattheyweresuch,and,indeed,couldnotbeotherwise,hesmiledstupidlyandconfusedly,butthoughtneverthelessthattherelationswithwomendidnothavetobeinsuchashamefulformforeveryone,andthat,inallprobability,therewassomethingpurer,lessrudeandabusivetoahumanbeing。
  Nowlookingatthedark-eyedworkingwomanwithadmiration,Fomadistinctlyfeltjustthatrudeinclinationtowardher,andhewasashamedandafraidofsomething。AndYefim,standingbesidehim,saidadmonitively:
  "Thereyouarestaringatthewoman,sothatIcannotkeepsilenceanylonger。Youdonotknowher,butwhenshewinksatyou,youmay,becauseofyouryouth——andwithanaturelikeyours——youmaydosuchathingthatwe'llhavetogohomeonfootbytheshore。Andwe'llhavetothankGodifourtrousersatleastremainwithus。"
  "Whatdoyouwant?"askedFoma,redwithconfusion。
  "Iwantnothing。Andyouhadbettermindme。InregardtoaffairswithwomenImayperfectlywellbeateacher。Youmustdealwithawomanveryplainly——giveherabottleofvodka,somethingtoeatafterit,thenacoupleofbottlesofbeerandaftereverythinggivehertwentykopecksincash。Forthispriceshewillshowyouallherloveinthebestwaypossible。"
  "Youarelying,"saidFoma,softly。
  "Iamlying?WhyshallIlietoyousinceIhaveobservedthatsamepolicyperhapsahundredtimes?Justchargemetohavedealingswithher。Eh?I'llmakeyouacquaintedwithherinamoment。"
  "Verywell,"saidFoma,feelingthathecouldhardlybreatheandthatsomethingwaschokinghisthroat。
  "Well,then,I'llbringherupintheevening。"
  AndYefimsmiledapprovinglyintoFoma'sfaceandwalkedoff。
  UntileveningFomawalkedaboutasthoughlostinmist,notnoticingtherespectfulandbeseechingglanceswithwhichthepeasantsgreetedhimatthereceiver'sinstigation。Dreadfellonhim,hefelthimselfguiltybeforesomebody,andtoallthosethataddressedhimherepliedhumblyandgently,asthoughexcusinghimselfforsomething。Someoftheworkingpeoplewenthometowardevening,othersgatheredontheshorenearabig,brightbonfireandbegancookingtheirsupper。Fragmentsoftheirconversationfloatedaboutinthestillnessoftheevening。Thereflectionofthefirefellontheriverinredandyellowstripes,whichtrembledonthecalmwaterandonthewindowpanesofthecabinwhereFomawassitting。Hesatinthecorneronalounge,whichwascoveredwithoilcloth——andwaited。Onthetablebeforehimwereafewbottlesofvodkaandbeer,andplateswithbreadanddessert。Hecoveredthewindowsanddidnotlightthelamp;thefaintlightfromthebonfire,penetratingthroughthecurtains,fellonthetable,onthebottlesandonthewall,andtrembled,nowgrowingbrighter,nowfainter。Itwasquietonthesteamerandonthebarges,onlyfromtheshorecameindistinctsoundsofconversation,andtheriverwassplashing,scarcelyaudible,againstthesidesofthesteamer。ItseemedtoFomathatsomebodywashidinginthedarknearby,listeningtohimandspyinguponhim。Nowsomebodyiswalkingoverthegang-plankofthebargeswithquickandheavysteps——thegang-plankstrikesagainstthewaterclangouslyandangrily。Fomahearsthemuffledlaughterofthecaptainandhisloweredvoice。Yefimstandsbythecabindoorandspeakssoftly,butsomewhatreprimandingly,asthoughinstructing。
  Fomasuddenlyfeltlikecryingout:
  "Itisnotnecessary!"
  Andhearosefromthelounge——butatthismomentthecabindoorwasopened,thetallformofawomanappearedonthethreshold,and,noiselesslyclosingthedoorbehindher,shesaidinalowvoice:
  "0hdear!Howdarkitis!Istherealivingsoulsomewherearoundhere?"
  "Yes,"answeredFoma,softly。
  "Well,then,goodevening。"
  Andthewomanmovedforwardcarefully。
  "I'lllightthelamp,"saidFomainabrokenvoice,and,sinkingonthelounge,hecurledhimselfupinthecorner。
  "Itisgoodenoughthisway。Whenyougetusedtoityoucanseeeverythinginthedarkaswell。"
  "Beseated,"saidFoma。
  "Iwill。"
  Shesatdownontheloungeabouttwostepsawayfromhim。Fomasawtheglitterofhereyes,hesawasmileonherfulllips。Itseemedtohimthatthissmileofherswasnotatalllikethatothersmilebefore——thissmileseemedplaintive,sad。Thissmileencouragedhim;hebreathedwithlessdifficultyatthesightoftheseeyes,which,onmeetinghisown,suddenlyglanceddownonthefloor。Buthedidnotknowwhattosaytothiswomanandforabouttwominutesbothweresilent。Itwasaheavy,awkwardsilence。
  Shebegantospeak:
  "Youmustbefeelinglonesomehereallalone?"
  "Yes,"answeredFoma。
  "Anddoyoulikeourplacehere?"askedthewomaninalowvoice。
  "Itisnice。Therearemanywoodshere。"
  Andagaintheybecamesilent。
  "Theriver,ifyoulike,ismorebeautifulthantheVolga,"
  utteredFoma,withaneffort。
  "IwasontheVolga。"
  "Where?"
  "InthecityofSimbirsk。"
  "Simbirsk?"repeatedFomalikeanecho,feelingthathewasagainunabletosayaword。
  Butsheevidentlyunderstoodwithwhomshehadtodeal,andshesuddenlyaskedhiminaboldwhisper:
  "Whydon'tyoutreatmetosomething?"
  "Here!"Fomagaveastart。"Indeed,howqueerIam?Well,then,comeuptothetable。"
  Hebustledaboutinthedark,pushedthetable,tookuponebottle,thenanother,andagainreturnedthemtotheirplace,laughingguiltilyandconfusedlyashedidso。Shecameupclosetohimandstoodbyhisside,and,smiling,lookedathisfaceandathistremblinghands。
  "Areyoubashful?"shesuddenlywhispered。
  Hefeltherbreathonhischeekandrepliedjustassoftly:
  "Yes。"
  Thensheplacedherhandsonhisshouldersandquietlydrewhimtoherbreast,sayinginasoothingwhisper:
  "Nevermind,don'tbebashful,myyoung,handsomedarling。HowI
  pityyou!"
  Andhefeltlikecryingbecauseofherwhisper,hisheartwasmeltinginsweetfatigue;pressinghisheadclosetoherbreast,heclaspedherwithhishands,mumblingtohersomeinarticulatewords,whichwereunknowntohimself。
  "Begone!"saidFomainaheavyvoice,staringatthewallwithhiseyeswideopen。
  Havingkissedhimonthecheekshewalkedoutofthecabin,sayingtohim:
  "Well,good-bye。"
  Fomafeltintolerablyashamedinherpresence;butnosoonerdidshedisappearbehindthedoorthanhejumpedupandseatedhimselfonthelounge。Thenhearose,staggering,andatoncehewasseizedwiththefeelingofhavinglostsomethingveryvaluable,somethingwhosepresencehedidnotseemtohavenoticedinhimselfuntilthemomentitwaslost。Butimmediatelyanew,manlyfeelingofself-pridetookpossessionofhim。Itdrownedhisshame,and,insteadoftheshame,pityforthewomansprangupwithinhim——
  forthehalf-cladwoman,whowentoutaloneintothedarkofthechillyMaynight。Hehastilycameoutonthedeck——itwasastarlit,butmoonlessnight;thecoolnessandthedarknessembracedhim。Ontheshorethegolden-redpileofcoalswasstillglimmering。Fomalistened——
  anoppressivestillnessfilledtheair,onlythewaterwasmurmuring,breakingagainsttheanchorchains。Therewasnotasoundoffootstepstobeheard。Fomanowlongedtocallthewoman,buthedidnotknowhername。Eagerlyinhalingthefreshairintohisbroadchest,hestoodondeckforafewminutes。Suddenly,frombeyondtheroundhouse——
  fromtheprow——amoanreachedhisears——adeep,loudmoan,resemblingawail。Heshudderedandwentthithercarefully,understandingthatshewasthere。
  Shesatonthedeckclosetothesideofthesteamer,and,leaningherheadagainstaheapofropes,shewept。Fomasawthatherbarewhiteshouldersweretrembling,heheardherpitifulmoans,andbegantofeeldepressed。Bendingoverher,heaskedhertimidly:
  "Whatisit?"
  Shenoddedherheadandsaidnothinginreply。
  "HaveIoffendedyou?"
  "Goaway,"shesaid。
  "But,how?"saidFoma,alarmedandconfused,touchingherheadwithhishand。"Don'tbeangry。Youcameofyourownfreewill。"
  "Iamnotangry!"sherepliedinaloudwhisper。"WhyshouldIbeangryatyou?Youarenotaseducer。Youareapuresoul!Eh,mydarling!Beseatedherebymyside。"
  AndtakingFomabythehand,shemadehimsitdown,likeachild,inherlap,pressedhisheadclosetoherbreast,and,bendingoverhim,pressedherlipstohisforalongtime。
  "Whatareyoucryingabout?"askedFoma,caressinghercheekwithonehand,whiletheotherclaspedthewoman'sneck。
  "Iamcryingaboutmyself。Whyhaveyousentmeaway?"sheaskedplaintively。
  "Ibegantofeelashamedofmyself,"saidFoma,loweringhishead。
  "Mydarling!Tellmethetruth——haven'tyoubeenpleasedwithme?"
  sheaskedwithasmile,butherbig,hottearswerestilltricklingdownonFoma'sbreast。
  "Whyshouldyouspeaklikethis?"exclaimedtheyouth,almostfrightened,andhotlybegantomumbletohersomewordsaboutherbeauty,aboutherkindness,tellingherhowsorryhewasforherandhowbashfulinherpresence。Andshelistenedandkeptonkissinghischeeks,hisneck,hisheadandhisuncoveredbreast。
  Hebecamesilent——thenshebegantospeak——softlyandmournfullyasthoughspeakingofthedead:
  "AndIthoughtitwassomethingelse。Whenyousaid,'Begone!'I
  gotupandwentaway。Andyourwordsmademefeelsad,verysad。
  Therewasatime,Iremembered,whentheycaressedmeandfondledmeunceasingly,withoutgrowingtired;forasinglekindsmiletheyusedtodoformeanythingIpleased。Irecalledallthisandbegantocry!Ifeltsorryformyyouth,forIamnowthirtyyearsold,thelastdaysforawoman!Eh,FomaIgnatyevich!"sheexclaimed,liftinghervoicelouder,andreiteratingtherhythmofherharmoniousspeech,whoseaccentsroseandfellinunisonwiththemelodiousmurmuringofthewater。
  "Listentome——preserveyouryouth!Thereisnothingintheworldbetterthanthat。Thereisnothingmorepreciousthanyouth。Withyouth,aswithgold,youcanaccomplishanythingyouplease。Livesothatyoushallhaveinoldagesomethingtoremindyouofyouryouth。HereIrecalledmyself,andthoughIcried,yetmyheartblazedupattheveryrecollectionofmypastlife。AndagainI
  wasyoung,asthoughIdrankofthewateroflife!MysweetchildI'llhaveagoodtimewithyou,ifIpleaseyou,we'llenjoyourselvesasmuchaswecan。Eh!I'llburntoashes,nowthatIhaveblazedup!"
  Andpressingtheyouthclosetoherself,shegreedilybegantokisshimonthelips。
  "Lo-o-oko-u-u-u-t!"thewatchonthebargewailedmournfully,and,cuttingshortthelastsyllable,begantostrikehismalletagainstthecast-ironboard。
  Theshrill,tremblingsoundsharshlybrokethesolemnquietofthenight。
  Afewdayslater,whenthebargeshaddischargedtheircargoandthesteamerwasreadytoleaveforPerm,Yefimnoticed,tohisgreatsorrow,thatacartcameuptotheshoreandthatthedark-
  eyedPelageya,withatrunkandwithsomebundles,wasinit。
  "Sendasailortobringherthings,"orderedFoma,noddinghisheadtowardtheshore。
  Withareproachfulshakeofhishead,Yefimcarriedouttheorderangrily,andthenaskedinaloweredvoice:
  "Soshe,too,iscomingwithus?"
  "Sheisgoingwithme,"Fomaannouncedshortly。
  "Itisunderstood。Notwithallofus。Oh,Lord!"
  "Whyareyousighing?"
  "Yes。FomaIgnatyich!Wearegoingtoabigcity。Aretherenotplentyofwomenofherkind?"
  "Well,keepquiet!"saidFoma,sternly。
  "Iwillkeepquiet,butthisisn'tright!"
  "What?"
  "Thisverywantonnessofours。Oursteamerisperfect,clean——andsuddenlythereisawomanthere!Andifitwereatleasttherightsortofawoman!Butasitis,shemerelybearsthenameofwoman。"
  Fomafrownedinsinuatinglyandaddressedthecaptain,imperiouslyemphasizinghiswords:
  "Yefim,Iwantyoutobearitinmind,andtotellittoeverybodyhere,thatifanyonewillutteranobscenewordabouther,I'llstrikehimontheheadwithalogofwood!"
  "Howterrible!"saidYefim,incredulously,lookingintothemaster'sfacewithcuriosity。Butheimmediatelymadeastepbackward。Ignat'sson,likeawolf,showedhisteeth,theapplesofhiseyesbecamewider,andheroared:
  "Laugh!I'llshowyouhowtolaugh!"
  ThoughYefimlostcourage,heneverthelesssaidwithdignity:
  "Althoughyou,FomaIgnatyich,arethemaster,yetasIwastold,'Watch,Yefim,'andthenIamthecaptainhere。"
  "Thecaptain?"criedFoma,shudderingineverylimbandturningpale。"AndwhoamI?"
  "Well,don'tbawl!Onaccountofsuchatrifleasawoman。"
  RedspotscameoutonFoma'spaleface,heshiftedfromonefoottotheother,thrusthishandsintothepocketsofhisjacketwithaconvulsivemotionandsaidinafirmandevenvoice:
  "You!Captain!Seehere,sayanotherwordagainstme——andyougotothedevil!I'llputyouashore!I'llgetalongaswellwiththepilot!Understand?Youcannotcommandme。Doyousee?"
  Yefimwasdumfounded。Helookedathismasterandcomicallywinkedhiseyes,findingnoreplytohiswords。
  "Doyouunderstand,Isay?"
  "Yes。Iunderstand!"drawledYefim。"Butwhatisallthisnoiseabout?Onaccountof——"
  "Silence!"
  Foma'seyes,whichflashedwildly,andhisfacedistortedwithwrath,suggestedtothecaptainthehappythoughttoleavehismasterassoonaspossibleand,turningaroundquickly,hewalkedoff。
  "Pshaw!Howterrible!Asitseemstheappledidnotfalltoofarfromthetree,"hemutteredsneeringly,walkingonthedeck。HewasangryatFoma,andconsideredhimselfoffendedfornothing,butatthesametimehebegantofeeloverhimselfthereal,firmhandofamaster。Foryearsaccustomedtobeingsubordinate,heratherlikedthismanifestationofpoweroverhim,and,enteringthecabinoftheoldpilot,herelatedtohimthescenebetweenhimselfandhismaster,withashadeofsatisfactioninhisvoice。
  "See?"heconcludedhisstory。"Apupcomingfromagoodbreedisanexcellentdogattheveryfirstchase。Fromhisexteriorheisso-so。Amanofratherheavymindasyet。Well,nevermind,lethimhavehisfun。Itseemsnowasthoughnothingwrongwillcomeoutofthis。Withacharacterlikehis,no。Howhebawledatme!
  Aregulartrumpet,Itellyou!Andheappointedhimselfmasteratonce。Asthoughhehadsippedpowerandstrictnessoutofaladle。"
  Yefimspokethetruth:duringthesefewdaysFomaunderwentastrikingtransformation。Thepassionnowkindledinhimmadehimmasterofthesoulandbodyofawoman;heeagerlyabsorbedthefierysweetnessofthispower,andthisburnedoutallthatwasawkwardinhim,allthatgavehimtheappearanceofasomewhatstupid,gloomyfellow,and,destroyingit,filledhisheartwithyouthfulpride,withtheconsciousnessofhishumanpersonality。
  Loveforawomanisalwaysfruitfultotheman,bethelovewhateveritmay;eventhoughitweretocausebutsufferingsthereisalwaysmuchthatisrichinit。Workingasapowerfulpoisononthosewhosesoulsareafflicted,itisforthehealthymanasfireforiron,whichistobetransformedintosteel。
  Foma'spassionforthethirty-year-oldwoman,wholamentedinhisembracesherdeadyouth,didnottearhimawayfromhisaffairs;
  hewasneverlostinthecaresses,orinhisaffairs,bringingintobothhiswholeself。Thewoman,likegoodwine,provokedinhimalikeathirstforlabourandforlove,andshe,too,becameyoungerfromthekissesoftheyouth。
  InPerm,Fomafoundaletterwaitingforhim。Itwasfromhisgodfather,whonotifiedhimthatIgnat,outofanxietyforhisson,hadbeguntodrinkheavily,andthatitwasharmfultodrinkthus,foramanofhisage。Theletterconcludedwithadvicetohurryupmattersinordertoreturnhomethesooner。Fomafeltalarmedoverthisadvice,anditcloudedtheclearholidayofhisheart。Butthisshadowsoonmeltedinhisworriesoverhisaffairs,andinthecaressesofPelageya。Hislifestreamedonwiththeswiftnessofariverwave,andeachdaybroughttohimnewsensations,awakeninginhimnewthoughts。Pelageya'srelationswithhimcontainedallthepassionofamistress,allthatpoweroffeelingwhichwomenofherageputintotheirpassionwhendrinkingthelastdropsfromthecupoflife。Butattimesadifferentfeelingawokeinher,afeelingnotlesspowerful,andbywhichFomabecamestillmoreattachedtoher——somethingsimilartoamother'syearningtoguardherbelovedsonfromerrors,toteachhimthewisdomoflife。Oftentimesatnight,sittinginhisembracesonthedeck,shespoketohimtenderlyandsadly:
  "Mindmeasanoldersisterofyours。Ihavelived,Iknowmen。I
  haveseenagreatdealinmylife!Chooseyourcompanionswithcare,fortherearepeoplejustascontagiousasadisease。Atfirstyoucannottellthemevenwhenyouseethem;helookstobeamanlikeeverybodyelse,and,suddenly,withoutbeingawareofityourself,youwillstarttoimitatehiminlife。Youlookaround——
  andyoufindthatyouhavecontractedhisscabs。Imyselfhavelosteverythingonaccountofafriend。Ihadahusbandandtwochildren。
  Welivedwell。Myhusbandwasaclerkatavolost。"Shebecamesilentandlookedforalongtimeatthewater,whichwasstirredbythevessel。Thensheheavedasighandspoketohimagain:
  "MaytheHolyVirginguardyoufromwomenofmykind——becareful。
  Youaretenderasyet,yourhearthasnotbecomeproperlyhardened。
  Andwomenarefondofsuchasyou——strong,handsome,rich。Andmostofallbewareofthequietwomen。Theysticktoamanlikeblood-
  suckers,andsuckandsuck。Andatthesametimetheyarealwayssokind,sogentle。Theywillkeeponsuckingyourjuice,butwillpreservethemselves。They'llonlybreakyourheartinvain。Youhadbetterhavedealingswiththosethatarebold,likemyself。Theselivenotforthesakeofgain。"
  Andshewasindeeddisinterested。InPermFomapurchasedforherdifferentnewthingsandwhat-not。Shewasdelighted,butlater,havingexaminedthem,shesaidsadly:
  "Don'tsquanderyourmoneytoofreely。Seethatyourfatherdoesnotgetangry。Iloveyouanyway,withoutallthis。"
  ShehadalreadytoldhimthatshewouldgowithhimonlyasfarasKazan,whereshehadamarriedsister。Fomacouldnotbelievethatshewouldleavehim,andwhen,ontheeveoftheirarrivalatKazan,sherepeatedherwords,hebecamegloomyandbegantoimplorehernottoforsakehim。
  "Donotfeelsorryinadvance,"shesaid。"Wehaveawholenightbeforeus。YouwillhavetimetofeelsorrywhenIbidyougood-
  bye,ifyouwillfeelsorryatall。"
  Buthestilltriedtopersuadehernottoforsakehim,and,finally——
  whichwastobeexpected——announcedhisdesiretomarryher。
  "So,so!"andshebegantolaugh。"ShallImarryyouwhilemyhusbandisstillalive?Mydarling,myqueerfellow!Youhaveadesiretomarry,eh?ButdotheymarrysuchwomenasIam?Youwillhavemany,manymistresses。Marrythen,whenyouhaveoverflowed,whenyouhavehadyourfillofallsweetsandfeellikehavingryebread。Thenyoumaymarry!Ihavenoticedthatahealthyman,forhisownpeace,mustnotmarryearly。Onewomanwillnotbeenoughtosatisfyhim,andhe'llgotootherwomen。
  Andforyourownhappiness,youshouldtakeawifeonlywhenyouknowthatshealonewillsufficeforyou。"
  Butthemoreshespoke,themorepersistentFomabecameinhisdesirenottopartwithher。
  "JustlistentowhatI'lltellyou,"saidthewoman,calmly。"A
  splinterofwoodisburninginyourhand,andyoucanseewellevenwithoutitslight——youhadbetterdipitintowater,sothattherewillbenosmellofsmokeandyourhandwillnotbeburned。"
  "Idonotunderstandyourwords。"
  "Dounderstand。Youhavedonemenowrong,andIdonotwishtodoyouany。And,therefore,Iamgoingaway。"
  Itishardtosaywhatmighthavebeentheresultofthisdisputeifanaccidenthadnotinterferedwithit。InKazanFomareceivedatelegramfromMayakin,whowrotetohisgodsonbriefly:"Comeimmediatelyonthepassengersteamer。"Foma'sheartcontractednervously,andafewhourslater,gloomyandpale,histeethsettogether,hestoodonthedeckofthesteamer,whichwasleavingtheharbour,andclingingtotherailwithhishands,hestaredmotionlesslyintothefaceofhislove,whowasfloatingfarawayfromhimtogetherwiththeharbourandtheshore。Pelageyawavedherhandkerchiefandsmiled,butheknewthatshewascrying,sheddingmanypainfultears。
  FromhertearstheentirefrontofFoma'sshirtwaswet,andfromhertears,hisheart,fullofgloomyalarm,wassadandcold。Thefigureofthewomanwasgrowingsmallerandsmaller,asthoughmeltingaway,andFoma,withoutliftinghiseyes,staredatherandfeltthatasidefromfearforhisfatherandsorrowforthewoman,somenew,powerfulandcausticsensationwasawakeninginhissoul。
  Hecouldnotnameit,butitseemedtohimassomethinglikeagrudgeagainstsomeone。
  Thecrowdintheharbourblendedintoaclose,darkanddeadspot,faceless,formless,motionless。Fomawentawayfromtherailandbegantopacethedeckgloomily。
  Thepassengers,conversingaloud,seatedthemselvestodrinktea;
  theportersbustledaboutonthegallery,settingthetables;
  somewherebelow,onthestern,inthethirdclass,achildwascrying,aharmonicawaswailing,thecookwaschoppingsomethingwithknives,thedisheswerejarring——producingaratherharshnoise。Cuttingthewavesandmakingfoam,shudderingunderthestrainandsighingheavily,theenormoussteamermovedrapidlyagainstthecurrent。Fomalookedatthewidestripofbroken,struggling,andenragedwavesatthesternofthesteamer,andbegantofeelawilddesiretobreakortearsomething;alsotogo,breastforemost,againstthecurrentandtomassitspressureagainsthimself,againsthisbreastandhisshoulders。
  "Fate!"saidsomeonebesidehiminahoarseandwearyvoice。
  Thiswordwasfamiliartohim:hisAuntAnfisahadoftenuseditasananswertohisquestions,andhehadinvestedinthisbriefwordaconceptionofapower,similartothepowerofGod。Heglancedatthespeakers:oneofthemwasagraylittleoldman,withakindface;theotherwasyounger,withbig,wearyeyesandwithalittleblackwedge-shapedbeard。Hisbiggristlynoseandhisyellow,sunkencheeksremindedFomaofhisgodfather。
  "Fate!"Theoldmanrepeatedtheexclamationofhisinterlocutorwithconfidence,andbegantosmile。"Fateinlifeislikeafishermanontheriver:itthrowsabaitedhooktowardusintothetumultofourlifeandwedartatitwithgreedymouths。Thenfatepullsuptherod——andthemanisstruggling,floppingontheground,andthenyouseehisheartisbroken。That'showitis,mydearman。"
  Fomaclosedhiseyes,asifarayofthesunhadfallenfullonthem,andshakinghishead,hesaidaloud:
  "True!Thatistrue!"
  Thecompanionslookedathimfixedly:theoldman,withafine,wisesmile;thelarge-eyedman,unfriendly,askance。ThisconfusedFoma;heblushedandwalkedaway,thinkingofFateandwonderingwhyithadfirsttreatedhimkindlybygivinghimawoman,andthentookbackthegiftfromhim,sosimplyandabusively?Andhenowunderstoodthatthevague,causticfeelingwhichhecarriedwithinhimwasagrudgeagainstFateforthussportingwithhim。Hehadbeentoomuchspoiledbylife,toregardmoreplainlythefirstdropofpoisonfromthecupwhichwasjuststarted,andhepassedallthetimeofthejourneywithoutsleep,ponderingovertheoldman'swordsandfondlinghisgrudge。Thisgrudge,however,didnotawakeninhimdespondencyandsorrow,butratherafeelingofangerandrevenge。
  Fomawasmetbyhisgodfather,andtohishastyandagitatedquestion,Mayakin,hisgreenishlittleeyesflashingexcitedly,saidwhenheseatedhimselfinthecarriagebesidehisgodson:
  "Yourfatherhasgrownchildish。"
  "Drinking?"
  "Worse——hehaslosthismindcompletely。"
  "Really?0hLord!Tellme。"
  "Don'tyouunderstand?Acertainladyisalwaysaroundhim。"
  "Whatabouther?"exclaimedFoma,recallinghisPelageya,andforsomereasonorotherhisheartwasfilledwithjoy。
  "Shestickstohimand——bleedshim。"
  "Issheaquietone?"
  "She?Quietasafire。Seventy-fivethousandroublessheblewoutofhispocketlikeafeather!"
  "Oh!Whoisshe?"
  "SonkaMedinskaya,thearchitect'swife。"
  "GreatGod!Isitpossiblethatshe——Didmyfather——Isitpossiblethathetookherashissweetheart?"askedFoma,withastonishment,inalowvoice。
  Hisgodfatherdrewbackfromhim,andcomicallyopeninghiseyeswide,saidconvincedly:
  "Youareoutofyourmind,too!ByGod,you'reoutofyourmind!