Hislipshadsaidit——nothers!Hehadgivenherthename。
  "'MercyMerrick'isanEnglishname?"pursuedIgnatiusWetzel,withhiseyessteadilyfixedonher。"Isitnotso?"
  TheholdonhermindofthepastassociationwithJulianGraybegantorelax。Onepresentandpressingquestionnowpossesseditselfoftheforemostplaceinherthoughts。ShouldshecorrecttheerrorintowhichtheGermanhadfallen?Thetimehadcome——tospeak,andassertherownidentity;ortobesilent,andcommitherselftothefraud。
  HoraceHolmcroftenteredtheroomagainatthemomentwhenSurgeonWetzel'sstaringeyeswerestillfastenedonher,waitingforherreply。
  "Ihavenotoverratedmyinterest,"hesaid,pointingtoalittleslipofpaperinhishand。"Hereisthepass。Haveyougotpenandink?Imustfilluptheform。"
  Mercypointedtothewritingmaterialsonthetable。Horaceseatedhimself,anddippedthepenintheink。
  "Praydon'tthinkthatIwishtointrudemyselfintoyouraffairs,"hesaid。"Iamobligedtoaskyouoneortwoplainquestions。Whatisyourname?"
  Asuddentremblingseizedher。Shesupportedherselfagainstthefootofthebed。Herwholefutureexistencedependedonheranswer。Shewasincapableofutteringaword。
  IgnatiusWetzelstoodherfriendforonce。Hiscroakingvoicefilledtheemptygapofsilenceexactlyattherighttime。Hedoggedlyheldthehandkerchiefunderhereyes。Heobstinatelyrepeated:"MercyMerrickisanEnglishname。Isitnotso?"
  HoraceHolmcroftlookedupfromthetable。"MercyMerrick?"hesaid。"WhoisMercyMerrick?"
  SurgeonWetzelpointedtothecorpseonthebed。
  "Ihavefoundthenameonthehandkerchief,"hesaid。"Thislady,itseems,hadnotcuriosityenoughtolookforthenameofherowncountrywoman。"HemadethatmockingallusiontoMercywithatonewhichwasalmostatoneofsuspicion,andalookwhichwasalmostalookofcontempt。Herquicktemperinstantlyresentedthediscourtesyofwhichshehadbeenmadetheobject。Theirritationofthemoment——sooftendothemosttriflingmotivesdeterminethemostserioushumanactions——decidedheronthecoursethatsheshouldpursue。Sheturnedherbackscornfullyontherudeoldman,andlefthiminthedelusionthathehaddiscoveredthedeadwoman'sname。Horacereturnedtothebusinessoffillinguptheform。
  "Pardonmeforpressingthequestion,"hesaid。"YouknowwhatGermandisciplineisbythistime。Whatisyourname?"
  Sheansweredhimrecklessly,defiantly,withoutfairlyrealizingwhatshewasdoinguntilitwasdone。
  "GraceRoseberry,"shesaid。
  Thewordswerehardlyoutofhermouthbeforeshewouldhavegiveneverythingshepossessedintheworldtorecallthem。
  "Miss?"askedHorace,smiling。
  Shecouldonlyanswerhimbybowingherhead。
  Hewrote:"MissGraceRoseberry"——reflectedforamoment——andthenadded,interrogatively,"ReturningtoherfriendsinEngland?"HerfriendsinEngland?Mercy'sheartswelled:shesilentlyrepliedbyanothersign。Hewrotethewordsafterthename,andshookthesandboxoverthewetink。"Thatwillbeenough,"hesaid,risingandpresentingthepasstoMercy;"Iwillseeyouthroughthelinesmyself,andarrangeforyourbeingsentonbytherailway。Whereisyourluggage?"
  Mercypointedtowardthefrontdoorofthebuilding。"Inashedoutsidethecottage,"sheanswered。"Itisnotmuch;Icandoeverythingformyselfifthesentinelwillletmepassthroughthekitchen。"
  Horacepointedtothepaperinherhand。"Youcangowhereyoulikenow,"hesaid。"ShallIwaitforyouhereoroutside?"
  MercyglanceddistrustfullyatIgnatiusWetzel。Hewasagainabsorbedinhisendlessexaminationofthebodyonthebed。IfshelefthimalonewithMr。Holmcroft,therewasnoknowingwhatthehatefuloldmanmightnotsayofher。Sheanswered:
  "Waitformeoutside,ifyouplease。"
  Thesentineldrewbackwithamilitarysaluteatthesightofthepass。AlltheFrenchprisonershadbeenremoved;therewerenotmorethanhalf-a-dozenGermansinthekitchen,andthegreaterpartofthemwereasleep。MercytookGraceRoseberry'sclothesfromthecornerinwhichtheyhadbeenlefttodry,andmadefortheshed——aroughstructureofwood,builtoutfromthecottagewall。Atthefrontdoorsheencounteredasecondsentinel,andshowedherpassforthesecondtime。Shespoketothisman,askinghimifheunderstoodFrench。Heansweredthatheunderstoodalittle。Mercygavehimapieceofmoney,andsaid:"Iamgoingtopackupmyluggageintheshed。Bekindenoughtoseethatnobodydisturbsme。"Thesentinelsaluted,intokenthatheunderstood。Mercydisappearedinthedarkinterioroftheshed。
  LeftalonewithSurgeonWetzel,HoracenoticedthestrangeoldmanstillbendingintentlyovertheEnglishladywhohadbeenkilledbytheshell。
  "Anythingremarkable,"heasked,"inthemannerofthatpoorcreature'sdeath?"
  "Nothingtoputinanewspaper,"retortedthecynic,pursuinghisinvestigationsasattentivelyasever。
  "Interestingtoadoctor——eh?"saidHorace。
  "Yes。Interestingtoadoctor,"wasthegruffreply。
  Horacegood-humoredlyacceptedthehintimpliedinthosewords。Hequittedtheroombythedoorleadingintotheyard,andwaitedforthecharmingEnglishwoman,ashehadbeeninstructed,outsidethecottage。
  Leftbyhimself,IgnatiusWetzel,afterafirstcautiouslookallroundhim,openedtheupperpartofGrace'sdress,andlaidhislefthandonherheart。Takingalittlesteelinstrumentfromhiswaistcoatpocketwiththeotherhand,heapplieditcarefullytothewound,raisedamorselofthebrokenanddepressedboneoftheskull,andwaitedfortheresult。"Aha!"hecried,addressingwithaterriblegayetythesenselesscreatureunderhishands。"TheFrenchmansaysyouaredead,mydear——doeshe?TheFrenchmanisaQuack!TheFrenchmanisanAss!"Heliftedhishead,andcalledintothekitchen。"Max!"AsleepyyoungGerman,coveredwithadresser'sapronfromhischintohisfeet,drewthecurtain,andwaitedforhisinstructions。"Bringmemyblackbag,"saidIgnatiusWetzel。Havinggiventhatorder,herubbedhishandscheerfully,andshookhimselflikeadog。"NowIamquitehappy,"croakedtheterribleoldman,withhisfierceeyesleeringsidelongatthebed。"Mydear,deadEnglishwoman,IwouldnothavemissedthismeetingwithyouforallthemoneyIhaveintheworld。Ha!youinfernalFrenchQuack,youcallitdeath,doyou?Icallitsuspendedanimationfrompressureonthebrain!"
  Maxappearedwiththeblackbag。
  IgnatiusWetzelselectedtwofearfulinstruments,brightandnew,andhuggedthemtohisbosom。"Mylittleboys,"hesaid,tenderly,asiftheywerehischildren;"myblessedlittleboys,cometowork!"Heturnedtotheassistant。"DoyourememberthebattleofSolferino,Max——andtheAustriansoldierIoperatedonforawoundonthehead?"
  Theassistant'ssleepyeyesopenedwide;hewasevidentlyinterested。"Iremember,"hesaid。"Iheldthecandle。"
  Themasterledthewaytothebed。
  "IamnotsatisfiedwiththeresultofthatoperationatSolferino,"hesaid;"Ihavewantedtotryagaineversince。It'struethatIsavedtheman'slife,butIfailedtogivehimbackhisreasonalongwithit。Itmighthavebeensomethingwrongintheoperation,oritmighthavebeensomethingwrongintheman。Whicheveritwas,hewillliveanddiemad。Nowlookhere,mylittleMax,atthisdearyoungladyonthebed。ShegivesmejustwhatIwanted;hereisthecaseatSolferinooncemore。Youshallholdthecandleagain,mygoodboy;standthere,andlookwithallyoureyes。IamgoingtotryifIcansavethelifeandthereasontoothistime。"
  Hetuckedupthecuffsofhiscoatandbegantheoperation。AshisfearfulinstrumentstouchedGrace'shead,thevoiceofthesentinelatthenearestoutpostwasheard,givingthewordinGermanwhichpermittedMercytotakethefirststeponherjourneytoEngland:
  "PasstheEnglishlady!"
  Theoperationproceeded。Thevoiceofthesentinelatthenextpostwasheardmorefaintly,initsturn:"PasstheEnglishlady!"
  Theoperationended。IgnatiusWetzelhelduphishandforsilenceandputhisearclosetothepatient'smouth。
  ThefirsttremblingbreathofreturninglifeflutteredoverGraceRoseberry'slipsandtouchedtheoldman'swrinkledcheek。"Aha!"hecried。"Goodgirl!youbreathe——youlive!"Ashespoke,thevoiceofthesentinelatthefinallimitoftheGermanlinesbarelyaudibleinthedistancegavethewordforthelasttime:
  "PasstheEnglishlady!"
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  [TableofContents]TheNewMagdalen,Chapter6SECONDSCENE。
  MablethorpeHouse。
  PREAMBLE。
  THEplaceisEngland。
  Thetimeiswinter,intheyeareighteenhundredandseventy。
  Thepersonsare,JulianGray,HoraceHolmcroft,LadyJanetRoy,GraceRoseberry,andMercyMerrick。
  CHAPTERVI。
  LADYJANET'SCOMPANION。
  ITisagloriouswinter'sday。Theskyisclear,thefrostishard,theicebearsforskating。
  Thedining-roomoftheancientmansioncalledMablethorpeHouse,situatedintheLondonsuburbofKensington,isfamousamongartistsandotherpersonsoftasteforthecarvedwood-work,ofItalianorigin,whichcoversthewallsonthreesides。Onthefourthsidethemarchofmodernimprovementhasbrokenin,andhasvariedandbrightenedthescenebymeansofaconservatory,forminganentrancetotheroomthroughawinter-gardenofrareplantsandflowers。Onyourrighthand,asyoustandfrontingtheconservatory,themonotonyofthepaneledwallisrelievedbyaquaintlypatterneddoorofoldinlaidwood,leadingintothelibrary,andthence,acrossthegreathall,totheotherreception-roomsofthehouse。Acorrespondingdooronthelefthandgivesaccesstothebilliard-room,tothesmoking-roomnexttoit,andtoasmallerhallcommandingoneofthesecondaryentrancestothebuilding。Ontheleftsidealsoistheamplefireplace,surmountedbyitsmarblemantelpiece,carvedintheprofuselyandconfusedlyornatestyleofeightyyearssince。Totheeducatedeyethedining-room,withitsmodernfurnitureandconservatory,itsancientwallsanddoors,anditsloftymantelpieceneitherveryoldnorverynew,presentsastartling,almostarevolutionary,mixtureofthedecorativeworkmanshipofwidelydifferingschools。Totheignoranteyetheoneresultproducedisanimpressionofperfectluxuryandcomfort,unitedinthefriendliestcombination,anddevelopedonthelargestscale。
  Theclockhasjuststrucktwo。Thetableisspreadforluncheon。
  Thepersonsseatedatthetablearethreeinnumber。First,LadyJanetRoy。Second,ayoungladywhoisherreaderandcompanion。Third,agueststayinginthehouse,whohasalreadyappearedinthesepagesunderthenameofHoraceHolmcroft——attachedtotheGermanarmyaswarcorrespondentofanEnglishnewspaper。
  LadyJanetRoyneedsbutlittleintroduction。EverybodywiththeslightestpretensiontoexperienceinLondonsocietyknowsLadyJanetRoy。
  Whohasnotheardofheroldlaceandherpricelessrubies?Whohasnotadmiredhercommandingfigure,herbeautifullydressedwhitehair,herwonderfulblackeyes,whichstillpreservetheiryouthfulbrightness,afterfirstopeningontheworldseventyyearssince?Whohasnotfeltthecharmofherfrank,easilyflowingtalk,herinexhaustiblespirits,hergood-humored,gracioussociabilityofmanner?Whereisthemodernhermitwhoisnotfamiliarlyacquainted,byhearsayatleast,withthefantasticnoveltyandhumorofheropinions;withhergenerousencouragementofrisingmeritofanysort,inallranks,highorlow;withhercharities,whichknownodistinctionbetweenabroadandathome;withherlargeindulgence,whichnoingratitudecandiscourage,andnoservilitypervert?Everybodyhasheardofthepopularoldlady——thechildlesswidowofalong-forgottenlord。EverybodyknowsLadyJanetRoy。
  Butwhoknowsthehandsomeyoungwomansittingonherrighthand,playingwithherluncheoninsteadofeatingit?Nobodyreallyknowsher。
  Sheisprettilydressedingraypoplin,trimmedwithgrayvelvet,andsetoffbyaribbonofdeepredtiedinabowatthethroat。SheisnearlyastallasLadyJanetherself,andpossessesagraceandbeautyoffigurenotalwaysseeninwomenwhoriseabovethemediumheight。Judgingbyacertaininnategrandeurinthecarriageofherheadandintheexpressionofherlargemelancholygrayeyes,believersinbloodandbreedingwillbeapttoguessthatthisisanothernoblelady。Alas!sheisnothingbutLadyJanet'scompanionandreader。Herhead,crownedwithitslovelylightbrownhair,bendswithagentlerespectwhenLadyJanetspeaks。HerfinefirmhandiseasilyandincessantlywatchfultosupplyLadyJanet'sslightestwants。Theoldlady——affectionatelyfamiliarwithher——speakstoherasshemightspeaktoanadoptedchild。Butthegratitudeofthebeautifulcompanionhasalwaysthesamerestraintinitsacknowledgmentofkindness;thesmileofthebeautifulcompanionhasalwaysthesameunderlyingsadnesswhenitrespondstoLadyJanet'sheartylaugh。Istheresomethingwronghere,underthesurface?Isshesufferinginmind,orsufferinginbody?Whatisthematterwithher?
  Thematterwithherissecretremorse。Thisdelicateandbeautifulcreaturepinesundertheslowtormentofconstantself-reproach。
  Tothemistressofthehouse,andtoallwhoinhabititorenterit,sheisknownasGraceRoseberry,theorphanrelativebymarriageofLadyJanetRoy。ToherselfalonesheisknownastheoutcastoftheLondonstreets;theinmateoftheLondonRefuge;thelostwomanwhohasstolenherwayback——aftervainlytryingtofightherwayback——toHomeandName。Thereshesitsinthegrimshadowofherownterriblesecret,disguisedinanotherperson'sidentity,andestablishedinanotherperson'splace。MercyMerrickhadonlytodare,andtobecomeGraceRoseberryifshepleased。Shehasdared,andshehasbeenGraceRoseberryfornearlyfourmonthspast。
  Atthismoment,whileLadyJanetistalkingtoHoraceHolmcroft,somethingthathaspassedbetweenthemhassetherthinkingofthedaywhenshetookthefirstfatalstepwhichcommittedhertothefraud。
  Howmarvelouslyeasyofaccomplishmenttheactofpersonationhadbeen!AtfirstsightLadyJanethadyieldedtothefascinationofthenobleandinterestingface。Noneedtopresentthestolenletter;noneedtorepeattheready-madestory。Theoldladyhadputtheletterasideunopened,andhadstoppedthestoryatthefirstwords。"Yourfaceisyourintroduction,mydear;yourfathercansaynothingforyouwhichyouhavenotalreadysaidforyourself。"Therewasthewelcomewhichestablishedherfirmlyinherfalseidentityattheoutset。Thankstoherownexperience,andthankstothe"Journal"ofeventsatRome,questionsaboutherlifeinCanadaandquestionsaboutColonelRoseberry'sillnessfoundherreadywithanswerswhichevenifsuspicionhadexistedwouldhavedisarmedsuspiciononthespot。WhilethetrueGracewasslowlyandpainfullywinningherwaybacktolifeonherbedinaGermanhospital,thefalseGracewaspresentedtoLadyJanet'sfriendsastherelativebymarriageoftheMistressofMablethorpeHouse。FromthattimeforwardnothinghadhappenedtorouseinherthefaintestsuspicionthatGraceRoseberrywasotherthanadead-and-buriedwoman。Sofarasshenowknew——sofarasanyonenowknew——shemightliveoutherlifeinperfectsecurityifherconsciencewouldlether,respected,distinguished,andbeloved,inthepositionwhichshehadusurped。
  Sheroseabruptlyfromthetable。Theeffortofherlifewastoshakeherselffreeoftheremembranceswhichhauntedherperpetuallyastheywerehauntinghernow。Hermemorywasherworstenemy;heronerefugefromitwasinchangeofoccupationandchangeofscene。
  "MayIgointotheconservatory,LadyJanet?"sheasked。
  "Certainly,mydear。"
  Shebentherheadtoherprotectress,lookedforamomentwithasteady,compassionateattentionatHoraceHolmcroft,and,slowlycrossingtheroom,enteredthewinter-garden。TheeyesofHoracefollowedher,aslongasshewasinview,withacuriouscontradictoryexpressionofadmirationanddisapproval。Whenshehadpassedoutofsighttheadmirationvanished,butthedisapprovalremained。Thefaceoftheyoungmancontractedintoafrown:hesatsilent,withhisforkinhishand,playingabsentlywiththefragmentsonhisplate。
  "TakesomeFrenchpie,Horace,"saidLadyJanet。
  "No,thankyou。"
  "Somemorechicken,then?"
  "Nomorechicken。"
  "Willnothingtemptyou?"
  "Iwilltakesomemorewine,ifyouwillallowme。"
  Hefilledhisglassforthefifthorsixthtimewithclaret,andemptieditsullenlyatadraught。LadyJanet'sbrighteyeswatchedhimwithsardonicattention;LadyJanet'sreadytonguespokeoutasfreelyasusualwhatwaspassinginhermindatthetime。
  "TheairofKensingtondoesn'tseemtosuityou,myyoungfriend,"shesaid。"Thelongeryouhavebeenmyguest,theofteneryoufillyourglassandemptyyourcigar-case。Thosearebadsignsinayoungman。Whenyoufirstcamehereyouarrivedinvalidedbyawound。Inyourplace,Ishouldnothaveexposedmyselftobeshot,withnootherobjectinviewthandescribingabattleinanewspaper。Isupposetastesdiffer。Areyouill?Doesyourwoundstillplagueyou?"
  "Notintheleast。"
  "Areyououtofspirits?"
  HoraceHolmcroftdroppedhisfork,restedhiselbowsonthetable,andanswered:
  "Awfully。"
  EvenLadyJanet'slargetolerationhaditslimits。Itembracedeveryhumanoffenseexceptabreachofgoodmanners。Shesnatchedupthenearestweaponofcorrectionathand——atablespoon——andrappedheryoungfriendsmartlywithitonthearmthatwasnearesttoher。
  "Mytableisnottheclubtable,"saidtheoldlady。"Holdupyourhead。Don'tlookatyourfork——lookatme。IallownobodytobeoutofspiritsinMyhouse。IconsiderittobeareflectiononMe。Ifourquietlifeheredoesn'tsuityou,saysoplainly,andfindsomethingelsetodo。Thereisemploymenttobehad,Isuppose——ifyouchoosetoapplyforit?Youneedn'tsmile。Idon'twanttoseeyourteeth——Iwantananswer。"
  Horaceadmitted,withallneedfulgravity,thattherewasemploymenttobehad。ThewarbetweenFranceandGermany,heremarked,wasstillgoingon:thenewspaperhadofferedtoemployhimagaininthecapacityofcorrespondent。
  "Don'tspeakofthenewspapersandthewar!"criedLadyJanet,withasuddenexplosionofanger,whichwasgenuineangerthistime。"Idetestthenewspapers!Iwon'tallowthenewspaperstoenterthishouse。IlaythewholeblameofthebloodshedbetweenFranceandGermanyattheirdoor。"
  Horace'seyesopenedwideinamazement。Theoldladywasevidentlyinearnest。"Whatcanyoupossiblymean?"heasked。"Arethenewspapersresponsibleforthewar?"
  "Entirelyresponsible,"answeredLadyJanet。"Why,youdon'tunderstandtheageyoulivein!Doesanybodydoanythingnowadaysfightingincludedwithoutwishingtoseeitinthenewspapers?Isubscribetoacharity;thouartpresentedwithatestimonial;hepreachesasermon;wesufferagrievance;youmakeadiscovery;theygotochurchandgetmarried。AndI,thou,he;we,you,they,allwantoneandthesamething——wewanttoseeitinthepapers。Arekings,soldiers,anddiplomatistsexceptionstothegeneralruleofhumanity?Notthey!Itellyouseriously,ifthenewspapersofEuropehadoneandalldecidednottotakethesmallestnoticeinprintofthewarbetweenFranceandGermany,itismyfirmconvictionthewarwouldhavecometoanendforwantofencouragementlongsince。Letthepenceasetoadvertisethesword,andI,forone,canseetheresult。Noreport——nofighting。"
  "Yourviewshavethemeritofperfectnovelty,ma'am,"saidHorace。"Wouldyouobjecttoseetheminthenewspapers?"
  LadyJanetworstedheryoungfriendwithhisownweapons。
  "Don'tIliveinthelatterpartofthenineteenthcentury?"sheasked。"Inthenewspapers,didyousay?Inlargetype,Horace,ifyouloveme!"
  Horacechangedthesubject。
  "Youblamemeforbeingoutofspirits,"hesaid;"andyouseemtothinkitisbecauseIamtiredofmypleasantlifeatMablethorpeHouse。Iamnotintheleasttired,LadyJanet。"Helookedtowardtheconservatory:thefrownshoweditselfonhisfaceoncemore。"Thetruthis,"heresumed,"IamnotsatisfiedwithGraceRoseberry。"
  "WhathasGracedone?"
  "Shepersistsinprolongingourengagement。Nothingwillpersuadehertofixthedayforourmarriage。"
  Itwastrue!Mercyhadbeenmadenoughtolistentohim,andtolovehim。ButMercywasnotvileenoughtomarryhimunderherfalsecharacter,andinherfalsename。BetweenthreeandfourmonthshadelapsedsinceHoracehadbeensenthomefromthewar,wounded,andhadfoundthebeautifulEnglishwomanwhomhehadbefriendedinFranceestablishedatMablethorpeHouse。InvitedtobecomeLadyJanet'sguesthehadpassedhisholidaysasaschool-boyunderLadyJanet'sroof——freetospendtheidletimeofhisconvalescencefrommorningtonightinMercy'ssociety——theimpressionoriginallyproducedonhiminaFrenchcottagesoonstrengthenedintolove。BeforethemonthwasoutHoracehaddeclaredhimself,andhaddiscoveredthathespoketowillingears。Fromthatmomentitwasonlyaquestionofpersistinglongenoughintheresolutiontogainhispoint。Themarriageengagementwasratified——mostreluctantlyonthelady'sside——andtherethefurtherprogressofHoraceHolmcroft'ssuitcametoanend。Tryashemight,hefailedtopersuadehisbetrothedwifetofixthedayforthemarriage。Therewerenoobstaclesinherway。Shehadnonearrelationsofherowntoconsult。AsaconnectionofLadyJanet'sbymarriage,Horace'smotherandsisterswerereadytoreceiveherwithallthehonorsduetoanewmemberofthefamily。Nopecuniaryconsiderationsmadeitnecessary,inthiscase,towaitforafavorabletime。Horacewasanonlyson;andhehadsucceededtohisfather'sestatewithanampleincometosupportit。Onbothsidesaliketherewasabsolutelynothingtopreventthetwoyoungpeoplefrombeingmarriedassoonasthesettlementscouldbedrawn。Andyet,toallappearance,herewasalongengagementinprospect,withnobetterreasonthanthelady'sincomprehensibleperversitytoexplainthedelay。"CanyouaccountforGrace'sconduct?"askedLadyJanet。Hermannerchangedassheputthequestion。Shelookedandspokelikeapersonwhowasperplexedandannoyed"Ihardlyliketoownit,"Horaceanswered,"butIamafraidshehassomemotivefordeferringourmarriagewhichshecannotconfideeithertoyouortome。"
  LadyJanetstarted。
  "Whatmakesyouthinkthat?"sheasked。
  "Ihaveonceortwicecaughtherintears。Everynowandthen——sometimeswhensheistalkingquitegayly——shesuddenlychangescolorandbecomessilentanddepressed。Justnow,whensheleftthetabledidn'tyounoticeit?,shelookedatmeinthestrangestway——almostasifshewassorryforme。Whatdothesethingsmean?"
  Horace'sreply,insteadofincreasingLadyJanet'sanxiety,seemedtorelieveit。Hehadobservednothingwhichshehadnotnoticedherself。"Youfoolishboy!"shesaid,"themeaningisplainenough。Gracehasbeenoutofhealthforsometimepast。Thedoctorrecommendschangeofair。Ishalltakeherawaywithme。"
  "Itwouldbemoretothepurpose,"Horacerejoined,"ifItookherawaywithme。Shemightconsent,ifyouwouldonlyuseyourinfluence。Isitaskingtoomuchtoaskyoutopersuadeher?Mymotherandmysistershavewrittentoher,andhaveproducednoeffect。Domethegreatestofallkindnesses——speaktoherto-day!"Hepaused,andpossessinghimselfofLadyJanet'shand,presseditentreatingly。"Youhavealwaysbeensogoodtome,"hesaid,softly,andpresseditagain。
  Theoldladylookedathim。ItwasimpossibletodisputethattherewereattractionsinHoraceHolmcroft'sfacewhichmadeitwellworthlookingat。Manyawomanmighthaveenviedhimhisclearcomplexion,hisbrightblueeyes,andthewarmambertintinhislightSaxonhair。Men——especiallymenskilledinobservingphysiognomy——mighthavenoticedintheshapeofhisforeheadandinthelineofhisupperlipthesignsindicativeofamoralnaturedeficientinlargenessandbreadth——ofamindeasilyaccessibletostrongprejudices,andobstinateinmaintainingthoseprejudicesinthefaceofconvictionitself。
  Totheobservationofwomentheseremotedefectsweretoofarbelowthesurfacetobevisible。Hecharmedthesexingeneralbyhisrarepersonaladvantages,andbythegracefuldeferenceofhismanner。ToLadyJanethewasendeared,notbyhisownmeritsonly,butbyoldassociationsthatwereconnectedwithhim。Hisfatherhadbeenoneofhermanyadmirersinheryoungdays。Circumstanceshadpartedthem。Hermarriagetoanothermanhadbeenachildlessmarriage。Inpasttimes,whentheboyHoracehadcometoherfromschool,shehadcherishedasecretfancytooabsurdtobecommunicatedtoanylivingcreaturethatheoughttohavebeenherson,andmighthavebeenherson,ifshehadmarriedhisfather!Shesmiledcharmingly,oldasshewas——sheyieldedashismothermighthaveyielded——whentheyoungmantookherhandandentreatedhertointerestherselfinhismarriage。"MustIreallyspeaktoGrace?"sheasked,withagentlenessoftoneandmannerfarfromcharacteristic,onordinaryoccasions,oftheladyofMablethorpeHouse。Horacesawthathehadgainedhispoint。Hesprangtohisfeet;hiseyesturnedeagerlyinthedirectionoftheconservatory;hishandsomefacewasradiantwithhope。LadyJanetwithhermindfullofhisfatherstolealastlookathim,sighedasshethoughtofthevanisheddays,andrecoveredherself。
  "Gotothesmoking-room,"shesaid,givinghimapushtowardthedoor。"Awaywithyou,andcultivatethefavoriteviceofthenineteenthcentury。"Horaceattemptedtoexpresshisgratitude。"Goandsmoke!"wasallshesaid,pushinghimout。"Goandsmoke!"
  Leftbyherself,LadyJanettookaturnintheroom,andconsideredalittle。
  Horace'sdiscontentwasnotunreasonable。Therewasreallynoexcuseforthedelayofwhichhecomplained。Whethertheyoungladyhadaspecialmotiveforhangingback,orwhethershewasmerelyfrettingbecauseshedidnotknowherownmind,itwas,ineithercase,necessarytocometoadistinctunderstanding,soonerorlater,ontheseriousquestionofthemarriage。Thedifficultywas,howtoapproachthesubjectwithoutgivingoffense。"Idon'tunderstandtheyoungwomenofthepresentgeneration,"thoughtLadyJanet。"Inmytime,whenwewerefondofaman,wewerereadytomarryhimatamoment'snotice。Andthisisanageofprogress!Theyoughttobereadierstill。"
  Arriving,byherownprocessofinduction,atthisinevitableconclusion,shedecidedtotrywhatherinfluencecouldaccomplish,andtotrusttotheinspirationofthemomentforexertingitintherightway。"Grace!"shecalledout,approachingtheconservatorydoor。Thetall,lithefigureinitsgraydressglidedintoview,andstoodrelievedagainstthegreenbackgroundofthewinter-garden。
  "Didyourladyshipcallme?"
  "Yes;Iwanttospeaktoyou。Comeandsitdownbyme。"
  WiththosewordsLadyJanetledthewaytoasofa,andplacedhercompanionbyherside。
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  [TableofContents]TheNewMagdalen,Chapter7CHAPTERVII。
  THEMANISCOMING。
  "Youlookverypalethismorning,mychild。"
  Mercysighedwearily。"Iamnotwell,"sheanswered。"Theslightestnoisesstartleme。IfeeltiredifIonlywalkacrosstheroom。"
  LadyJanetpattedherkindlyontheshoulder。"Wemusttrywhatachangewilldoforyou。Whichshallitbe?theContinentorthesea-side?"
  "Yourladyshipistookindtome。"
  "Itisimpossibletobetookindtoyou。"
  Mercystarted。Thecolorflowedcharminglyoverherpaleface。"Oh!"sheexclaimed,impulsively。"Saythatagain!"
  "Sayitagain?"repeatedLadyJanet,withalookofsurprise。
  "Yes!Don'tthinkmepresuming;onlythinkmevain。Ican'thearyousaytoooftenthatyouhavelearnedtolikeme。Isitreallyapleasuretoyoutohavemeinthehouse?HaveIalwaysbehavedwellsinceIhavebeenwithyou?"
  Theoneexcusefortheactofpersonation——ifexcusetherecouldbe——layintheaffirmativeanswertothosequestions。Itwouldbesomething,surely,tosayofthefalseGracethatthetrueGracecouldnothavebeenworthierofherwelcome,ifthetrueGracehadbeenreceivedatMablethorpeHouse!
  LadyJanetwaspartlytouched,partlyamused,bytheextraordinaryearnestnessoftheappealthathadbeenmadetoher。
  "Haveyoubehavedwell?"sherepeated。"Mydear,youtalkasifyouwereachild!"ShelaidherhandcaressinglyonMercy'sarm,andcontinued,inagravertone:"Itishardlytoomuchtosay,Grace,thatIblessthedaywhenyoufirstcametome。IdobelieveIcouldbehardlyfonderofyouifyouweremyowndaughter。"
  Mercysuddenlyturnedherheadaside,soastohideherface。LadyJanet,stilltouchingherarm,feltittremble。"Whatisthematterwithyou?"sheasked,inherabrupt,downrightmanner。"Iamonlyverygratefultoyourladyship——thatisall。"
  Thewordswerespokenfaintly,inbrokentones。ThefacewasstillavertedfromLadyJanet'sview。"WhathaveIsaidtoprovokethis?"wonderedtheoldlady。"Issheinthemeltingmoodto-day?Ifsheis,nowisthetimetosayawordforHorace!"Keepingthatexcellentobjectinview,LadyJanetapproachedthedelicatetopicwithallneedfulcautionatstarting。
  "Wehavegotonsowelltogether,"sheresumed,"thatitwillnotbeeasyforeitherofustofeelreconciledtoachangeinourlives。Atmyage,itwillfallhardestonme。WhatshallIdo,Grace,whenthedaycomesforpartingwithmyadopteddaughter?"
  Mercystarted,andshowedherfaceagain。Thetracesoftearswereinhereyes。"WhyshouldIleaveyou?"sheasked,inatoneofalarm。
  "Surelyyouknow!"exclaimedLadyJanet。
  "IndeedIdon't。Tellmewhy。"
  "AskHoracetotellyou。"
  Thelastallusionwastooplaintobemisunderstood。Mercy'sheaddrooped。Shebegantotrembleagain。LadyJanetlookedatherinblankamazement。
  "IsthereanythingwrongbetweenHoraceandyou?"sheasked。
  "No。"
  "Youknowyourownheart,mydearchild?YouhavesurelynotencouragedHoracewithoutlovinghim?"
  "Ohno!"
  "Andyet——"
  ForthefirsttimeintheirexperienceofeachotherMercyventuredtointerruptherbenefactress。"DearLadyJanet,"sheinterposed,gently,"Iaminnohurrytobemarried。Therewillbeplentyoftimeinthefuturetotalkofthat。Youhadsomethingyouwishedtosaytome。Whatisit?"
  ItwasnoeasymattertodisconcertLadyJanetRoy。Butthatlastquestionfairlyreducedhertosilence。Afterallthathadpassed,theresatheryoungcompanion,innocentofthefaintestsuspicionofthesubjectthatwastobediscussedbetweenthem!"Whataretheyoungwomenofthepresenttimemadeof?"thoughttheoldlady,utterlyatalosstoknowwhattosaynext。Mercywaited,onherside,withanimpenetrablepatiencewhichonlyaggravatedthedifficultiesoftheposition。Thesilencewasfastthreateningtobringtheinterviewtoasuddenanduntimelyend,whenthedoorfromthelibraryopened,andaman-servant,bearingalittlesilversalver,enteredtheroom。
  LadyJanet'srisingsenseofannoyanceinstantlyseizedontheservantasavictim。"Whatdoyouwant?"sheasked,sharply。"Ineverrangforyou。"
  "Aletter,mylady。Themessengerwaitsforananswer。"
  Themanpresentedhissalverwiththeletteronit,andwithdrew。
  LadyJanetrecognizedthehandwritingontheaddresswithalookofsurprise。"Excuseme,mydear,"shesaid,pausing,withherold-fashionedcourtesy,beforesheopenedtheenvelope。Mercymadethenecessaryacknowledgment,andmovedawaytotheotherendoftheroom,littlethinkingthatthearrivalofthelettermarkedacrisisinherlife。LadyJanetputonherspectacles。"Oddthatheshouldhavecomebackalready!"shesaidtoherself,asshethrewtheemptyenvelopeonthetable。
  Thelettercontainedtheselines,thewriterofthembeingnootherthanthemanwhohadpreachedinthechapeloftheRefuge:
  "DEARAUNT——IambackagaininLondonbeforemytime。Myfriendtherectorhasshortenedhisholiday,andhasresumedhisdutiesinthecountry。Iamafraidyouwillblamemewhenyouhearofthereasonswhichhavehastenedhisreturn。ThesoonerImakemyconfession,theeasierIshallfeel。Besides,Ihaveaspecialobjectinwishingtoseeyouassoonaspossible。MayIfollowmylettertoMablethorpeHouse?AndmayIpresentaladytoyou——aperfectstranger——inwhomIaminterested?PraysayYes,bythebearer,andobligeyouraffectionatenephew,"JULIANGRAY。"
  LadyJanetreferredagainsuspiciouslytothesentenceintheletterwhichalludedtothe"lady。"
  JulianGraywasheronlysurvivingnephew,thesonofafavoritesisterwhomshehadlost。Hewouldhaveheldnoveryexaltedpositionintheestimationofhisaunt——whoregardedhisviewsinpoliticsandreligionwiththestrongestaversion——butforhismarkedresemblancetohismother。Thispleadedforhimwiththeoldlady,aidedasitwasbythepridethatshesecretlyfeltintheearlycelebritywhichtheyoungclergymanhadachievedasawriterandapreacher。Thankstothesemitigatingcircumstances,andtoJulian'sinexhaustiblegood-humor,theauntandthenephewgenerallymetonfriendlyterms。Apartfromwhatshecalled"hisdetestableopinions,"LadyJanetwassufficientlyinterestedinJuliantofeelsomecuriosityaboutthemysterious"lady"mentionedintheletter。Hadhedeterminedtosettleinlife?Washischoicealreadymade?Andifso,woulditprovetobeachoiceacceptabletothefamily?LadyJanet'sbrightfaceshowedsignsofdoubtassheaskedherselfthatlastquestion。Julian'sliberalviewswerecapableofleadinghimtodangerousextremes。Hisauntshookherheadominouslyassherosefromthesofaandadvancedtothelibrarydoor。
  "Grace,"shesaid,pausingandturninground,"Ihaveanotetowritetomynephew。Ishallbebackdirectly。"
  Mercyapproachedher,fromtheoppositeextremityoftheroom,withanexclamationofsurprise。
  "Yournephew?"sherepeated。"Yourladyshipnevertoldmeyouhadanephew。"
  LadyJanetlaughed。"Imusthavehaditonthetipofmytonguetotellyou,overandoveragain,"shesaid。"Butwehavehadsomanythingstotalkabout——and,toownthetruth,mynephewisnotoneofmyfavoritesubjectsofconversation。Idon'tmeanthatIdislikehim;Idetesthisprinciples,mydear,that'sall。However,youshallformyourownopinionofhim;heiscomingtoseemeto-day。WaitheretillIreturn;IhavesomethingmoretosayaboutHorace。"
  Mercyopenedthelibrarydoorforher,closeditagain,andwalkedslowlytoandfroaloneintheroom,thinking。
  WashermindrunningonLadyJanet'snephew?No。LadyJanet'sbriefallusiontoherrelativehadnotledherintoalludingtohimbyhisname。MercywasstillasignorantaseverthatthepreacherattheRefugeandthenephewofherbenefactresswereoneandthesameman。HermemorywasbusynowwiththetributewhichLadyJanethadpaidtoherattheoutsetoftheinterviewbetweenthem:"Itishardlytoomuchtosay,Grace,thatIblessthedaywhenyoufirstcametome。"Forthemomenttherewasbalmforherwoundedspiritintheremembranceofthosewords。GraceRoseberryherselfcouldsurelyhaveearnednosweeterpraisethanthepraisethatshehadwon。Thenextinstantshewasseizedwithasuddenhorrorofherownsuccessfulfraud。Thesenseofherdegradationhadneverbeensobitterlypresenttoherasatthatmoment。Ifshecouldonlyconfessthetruth——ifshecouldinnocentlyenjoyherharmlesslifeatMablethorpeHouse——whatagrateful,happywomanshemightbe!Wasitpossibleifshemadetheconfessiontotrusttoherowngoodconducttopleadherexcuse?No!Hercalmersensewarnedherthatitwashopeless。Theplaceshehadwon——honestlywon——inLadyJanet'sestimationhadbeenobtainedbyatrick。Nothingcouldalter,nothingcouldexcuse,that。Shetookoutherhandkerchiefanddashedawaytheuselesstearsthathadgatheredinhereyes,andtriedtoturnherthoughtssomeotherway。WhatwasitLadyJanethadsaidongoingintothelibrary?ShehadsaidshewascomingbacktospeakaboutHorace。Mercyguessedwhattheobjectwas;sheknewbuttoowellwhatHoracewantedofher。Howwasshetomeettheemergency?InthenameofHeaven,whatwastobedone?Couldsheletthemanwholovedher——themanwhomsheloved——driftblindfoldintomarriagewithsuchawomanasshehadbeen?No!itwasherdutytowarnhim。How?Couldshebreakhisheart,couldshelayhislifewastebyspeakingthecruelwordswhichmightpartthemforever?"Ican'ttellhim!Iwon'ttellhim!"sheburstout,passionately。"Thedisgraceofitwouldkillme!"Hervaryingmoodchangedasthewordsescapedher。Arecklessdefianceofherownbetternature——thatsaddestofalltheformsinwhichawoman'smiserycanexpressitself——filledherheartwithitspoisoningbitterness。Shesatdownagainonthesofawitheyesthatglitteredandcheekssuffusedwithanangryred。"Iamnoworsethananotherwoman!"shethought。"Anotherwomanmighthavemarriedhimforhismoney。"Thenextmomentthemiserableinsufficiencyofherownexcusefordeceivinghimshoweditshollowness,self-exposed。Shecoveredherfacewithherhands,andfoundrefuge——whereshehadoftenfoundrefugebefore——inthehelplessresignationofdespair。"Oh,thatIhaddiedbeforeIenteredthishouse!Oh,thatIcoulddieandhavedonewithitatthismoment!"Sothestrugglehadendedwithherhundredsoftimesalready。Soitendednow。
  Thedoorleadingintothebilliard-roomopenedsoftly。HoraceHolmcrofthadwaitedtoheartheresultofLadyJanet'sinterferenceinhisfavoruntilhecouldwaitnolonger。
  Helookedincautiously,readytowithdrawagainunnoticedifthetwowerestilltalkingtogether。TheabsenceofLadyJanetsuggestedthattheinterviewhadcometoanend。Washisbetrothedwifewaitingalonetospeaktohimonhisreturntotheroom?Headvancedafewsteps。Shenevermoved;shesatheedless,absorbedinherthoughts。Weretheythoughtsofhim?Headvancedalittlenearer,andcalledtoher。
  "Grace!"
  Shesprangtoherfeet,withafaintcry。"Iwishyouwouldn'tstartleme,"shesaid,irritably,sinkingbackonthesofa。"Anysuddenalarmsetsmyheartbeatingasifitwouldchokeme。"
  Horacepleadedforpardonwithalover'shumility。Inherpresentstateofnervousirritationshewasnottobeappeased。Shelookedawayfromhiminsilence。Entirelyignorantoftheparoxysmofmentalsufferingthroughwhichshehadjustpassed,heseatedhimselfbyherside,andaskedhergentlyifshehadseenLadyJanet。Shemadeanaffirmativeanswerwithanunreasonableimpatienceoftoneandmannerwhichwouldhavewarnedanolderandmoreexperiencedmantogivehertimebeforehespokeagain。Horacewasyoung,andwearyofthesuspensethathehadenduredintheotherroom。Heunwiselypressedherwithanotherquestion。
  "HasLadyJanetsaidanythingtoyou——"
  Sheturnedonhimangrilybeforehecouldfinishthesentence。"Youhavetriedtomakeherhurrymeintomarryingyou,"sheburstout。"Iseeitinyourface!"
  Plainasthewarningwasthistime,Horacestillfailedtointerpretitintherightway。"Don'tbeangry!"hesaid,good-humoredly。"IsitsoveryinexcusabletoaskLadyJanettointercedeforme?Ihavetriedtopersuadeyouinvain。Mymotherandmysistershavepleadedforme,andyouturnadeafear——"
  Shecouldendureitnolonger。Shestampedherfootonthedoorwithhystericalvehemence。"Iamwearyofhearingofyourmotherandyoursisters!"shebrokeinviolently。"Youtalkofnothingelse。"
  Itwasjustpossibletomakeonemoremistakeindealingwithher——andHoracemadeit。Hetookoffense,onhisside,androsefromthesofa。Hismotherandsisterswerehighauthoritiesinhisestimation;theyvariouslyrepresentedhisidealofperfectioninwomen。Hewithdrewtotheoppositeextremityoftheroom,andadministeredtheseverestreproofthathecouldthinkofonthespurofthemoment。
  "Itwouldbewell,Grace,ifyoufollowedtheexamplesetyoubymymotherandmysisters,"hesaid。"Theyarenotinthehabitofspeakingcruellytothosewholovethem。"
  Toallappearancetherebukefailedtoproducetheslightesteffect。Sheseemedtobeasindifferenttoitasifithadnotreachedherears。Therewasaspiritinher——amiserablespirit,bornofherownbitterexperience——whichroseinrevoltagainstHorace'shabitualglorificationoftheladiesofhisfamily。"Itsickensme,"shethoughttoherself,"tohearofthevirtuesofwomenwhohaveneverbeentempted!Whereisthemeritoflivingreputably,whenyourlifeisonecourseofprosperityandenjoyment?Hashismotherknownstarvation?Havehissistersbeenleftforsakeninthestreet?"Ithardenedherheart——italmostreconciledhertodeceivinghim——whenhesethisrelativesupaspatternsforher。Wouldheneverunderstandthatwomendetestedhavingotherwomenexhibitedasexamplestothem?Shelookedroundathimwithasenseofimpatientwonder。Hewassittingattheluncheon-table,withhisbackturnedonher,andhisheadrestingonhishand。Ifhehadattemptedtorejoinher,shewouldhaverepelledhim;ifhehadspoken,shewouldhavemethimwithasharpreply。Hesatapartfromher,withoututteringaword。Inaman'shandssilenceisthemostterribleofallproteststothewomanwholoveshim。Violenceshecanendure。Wordssheisalwaysreadytomeetbywordsonherside。Silenceconquersher。Afteramoment'shesitation,Mercyleftthesofaandadvancedsubmissivelytowardthetable。Shehadoffendedhim——andshealonewasinfault。Howshouldheknowit,poorfellow,whenheinnocentlymortifiedher?Stepbystepshedrewcloserandcloser。Heneverlookedround;henevermoved。Shelaidherhandtimidlyonhisshoulder。"Forgiveme,Horace,"shewhisperedinhisear。"Iamsufferingthismorning;Iamnotmyself。Ididn'tmeanwhatIsaid。Prayforgiveme。"Therewasnoresistingthecaressingtendernessofvoiceandmannerwhichaccompaniedthosewords。Helookedup;hetookherhand。Shebentoverhim,andtouchedhisforeheadwithherlips。"AmIforgiven?"sheasked。
  "Oh,mydarling,"hesaid,"ifyouonlyknewhowIlovedyou!"
  "Idoknowit,"sheanswered,gently,twininghishairroundherfinger,andarrangingitoverhisforeheadwherehishandhadruffledit。
  Theywerecompletelyabsorbedineachother,ortheymust,atthatmoment,haveheardthelibrarydooropenattheotherendoftheroom。
  LadyJanethadwrittenthenecessaryreplytohernephew,andhadreturned,faithfultoherengagement,topleadthecauseofHorace。Thefirstobjectthatmetherviewwasherclientpleading,withconspicuoussuccess,forhimself!"Iamnotwanted,evidently,"thoughttheoldlady。Shenoiselesslyclosedthedooragainandlefttheloversbythemselves。
  Horacereturned,withunwisepersistency,tothequestionofthedeferredmarriage。Atthefirstwordsthathespokeshedrewbackdirectly——sadly,notangrily。
  "Don'tpressmeto-day,"shesaid;"Iamnotwellto-day。"
  Heroseandlookedatheranxiously。"Maylspeakaboutitto-morrow?"
  "Yes,to-morrow。"Shereturnedtothesofa,andchangedthesubject。"WhatatimeLadyJanetisaway!"shesaid。"Whatcanbekeepinghersolong?"
  HoracedidhisbesttoappearinterestedinthequestionofLadyJanet'sprolongedabsence。"Whatmadeherleaveyou?"heasked,standingatthebackofthesofaandleaningoverher。
  "Shewentintothelibrarytowriteanotetohernephew。By-the-by,whoishernephew?"
  "Isitpossibleyoudon'tknow?"
  "Indeed,Idon't。"
  "Youhaveheardofhim,nodoubt,"saidHorace。"LadyJanet'snephewisacelebratedman。"Hepaused,andstoopingnearertoher,liftedalove-lockthatlayoverhershoulderandpressedittohislips。"LadyJanet'snephew,"heresumed,"isJulianGray。"
  Shestartedoffherseat,andlookedroundathiminblank,bewilderedterror,asifshedoubtedtheevidenceofherownsenses。
  Horacewascompletelytakenbysurprise。"MydearGrace!"heexclaimed;"whathaveIsaidordonetostartleyouthistime?"
  Sheheldupherhandforsilence。"LadyJanet'snephewisJulianGray,"sherepeated;"andIonlyknowitnow!"
  Horace'sperplexityincreased。"Mydarling,nowyoudoknowit,whatistheretoalarmyou?"heasked。
  Therewasenoughtoalarmtheboldestwomanliving——insuchaposition,andwithsuchatemperamentashers。TohermindthepersonationofGraceRoseberryhadsuddenlyassumedanewaspect:theaspectofafatality。IthadledherblindfoldtothehouseinwhichsheandthepreacherattheRefugeweretomeet。Hewascoming——themanwhohadreachedherinmostheart,whohadinfluencedherwholelife!Wasthedayofreckoningcomingwithhim?
  "Don'tnoticeme,"shesaid,faintly。"Ihavebeenillallthemorning。Yousawityourselfwhenyoucameinhere;eventhesoundofyourvoicealarmedme。Ishallbebetterdirectly。IamafraidIstartledyou?"
  "MydearGrace,italmostlookedasifyouwereterrifiedatthesoundofJulian'sname!Heisapubliccelebrity,Iknow;andIhaveseenladiesstartandstareathimwhenheenteredaroom。Butyoulookedperfectlypanic-stricken。"
  Sheralliedhercouragebyadesperateeffort;shelaughed——aharsh,uneasylaugh——andstoppedhimbyputtingherhandoverhismouth。"Absurd!"shesaid,lightly。"AsifMr。JulianGrayhadanythingtodowithmylooks!Iambetteralready。Seeforyourself!"Shelookedroundathimagainwithaghastlygayety;andreturned,withadesperateassumptionofindifference,tothesubjectofLadyJanet'snephew。"OfcourseIhaveheardofhim,"shesaid。"Doyouknowthatheisexpectedhereto-day?Don'tstandtherebehindme——it'ssohardtotalktoyou。Comeandsitdown。"
  Heobeyed——butshehadnotquitesatisfiedhimyet。Hisfacehadnotlostitsexpressionofanxietyandsurprise。Shepersistedinplayingherpart,determinedtosetatrestinhimanypossiblesuspicionthatshehadreasonsofherownforbeingafraidofJulianGray。"Tellmeaboutthisfamousmanofyours,"shesaid,puttingherarmfamiliarlythroughhisarm。"Whatishelike?"
  ThecaressingactionandtheeasytonehadtheireffectonHorace。Hisfacebegantoclear;heansweredherlightlyonhisside。
  "Prepareyourselftomeetthemostunclericalofclergymen,"hesaid。"Julianisalostsheepamongtheparsons,andathorninthesideofhisbishop。Preaches,iftheyaskhim,inDissenters'chapels。Declinestosetupanypretensionstopriestlyauthorityandpriestlypower。Goesaboutdoinggoodonaplanofhisown。Isquiteresignednevertorisetothehighplacesinhisprofession。Saysit'srisinghighenoughforhimtobetheArchdeaconoftheafflicted,theDeanofthehungry,andtheBishopofthepoor。Withallhisoddities,asgoodafellowaseverlived。Immenselypopularwiththewomen。Theyallgotohimforadvice。Iwishyouwouldgo,too。"
  Mercychangedcolor。"Whatdoyoumean?"sheasked,sharply。
  "Julianisfamousforhispowersofpersuasion,"saidHorace,smiling。"Ifhespoketoyou,Grace,hewouldprevailonyoutofixtheday。SupposeIaskJuliantopleadforme?"
  Hemadetheproposalinjest。Mercy'sunquietmindaccepteditasaddressedtoherinearnest。"Hewilldoit,"shethought,withasenseofindescribableterror,"ifIdon'tstophim!"Thereisbutonechanceforher。TheonlycertainwaytopreventHoracefromappealingtohisfriendwastograntwhatHoracewishedforbeforehisfriendenteredthehouse。Shelaidherhandonhisshoulder;shehidtheterribleanxietiesthatweredevouringherunderanassumptionofcoquetrypainfulandpitiabletosee。
  "Don'ttalknonsense!"shesaid,gayly。"Whatwerewesayingjustnow——beforewebegantospeakofMr。JulianGray?"
  "WewerewonderingwhathadbecomeofLadyJanet,"Horacereplied。
  Shetappedhimimpatientlyontheshoulder。"No!no!Itwassomethingyousaidbeforethat。"
  Hereyescompletedwhatherwordshadleftunsaid。Horace'sarmstoleroundherwaist。
  "IwassayingthatIlovedyou,"heanswered,inawhisper。
  "Onlythat?"
  "Areyoutiredofhearingit?"
  Shesmiledcharmingly。"Areyousoverymuchinearnestabout——about——"Shestopped,andlookedawayfromhim。
  "Aboutourmarriage?"
  "Yes。"
  "Itistheonedearestwishofmylife。"
  "Really?"
  "Really。"
  Therewasapause。Mercy'sfingerstoyednervouslywiththetrinketsatherwatch-chain。"Whenwouldyoulikeittobe?"shesaid,verysoftly,withherwholeattentionfixedonthewatch-chain。
  Shehadneverspoken,shehadneverlooked,asshespokeandlookednow。Horacewasafraidtobelieveinhisowngoodfortune。"Oh,Grace!"heexclaimed,"youarenottriflingwithme?"
  "WhatmakesyouthinkIamtriflingwithyou?"
  Horacewasinnocentenoughtoanswerherseriously。"Youwouldnotevenletmespeakofourmarriagejustnow,"hesaid。
  "NevermindwhatIdidjustnow,"sheretorted,petulantly。"Theysaywomenarechangeable。Itisoneofthedefectsofthesex。"
  "Heavenbepraisedforthedefectsofthesex!"criedHorace,withdevoutsincerity。"Doyoureallyleavemetodecide?"
  "Ifyouinsistonit。"
  Horaceconsideredforamoment——thesubjectbeingthelawofmarriage。"Wemaybemarriedbylicenseinafortnight,"hesaid。"Ifixthisdayfortnight。"
  Sheheldupherhandsinprotest。
  "Whynot?Mylawyerisready。Therearenopreparationstomake。Yousaidwhenyouacceptedmethatitwastobeaprivatemarriage。"
  Mercywasobligedtoownthatshehadcertainlysaidthat。
  "Wemightbemarriedatonce——ifthelawwouldonlyletus。Thisdayfortnight!Say——Yes!"Hedrewherclosertohim。Therewasapause。Themaskofcoquetry——badlywornfromthefirst——droppedfromher。Hersadgrayeyesrestedcompassionatelyonhiseagerface。"Don'tlooksoserious!"hesaid。"Onlyonelittleword,Grace!OnlyYes。"
  Shesighed,andsaidit。Hekissedherpassionately。Itwasonlybyaresoluteeffortthatshereleasedherself。
  "Leaveme!"shesaid,faintly。"Prayleavemebymyself!"
  Shewasinearnest——strangelyinearnest。Shewastremblingfromheadtofoot。Horacerosetoleaveher。"IwillfindLadyJanet,"hesaid;"IlongtoshowthedearoldladythatIhaverecoveredmyspirits,andtotellherwhy。"Heturnedroundatthelibrarydoor。"Youwon'tgoaway?Youwillletmeseeyouagainwhenyouaremorecomposed?"
  "Iwillwaithere,"saidMercy。
  Satisfiedwiththatreply,helefttheroom。
  Herhandsdroppedonherlap;herheadsankbackwearilyonthecushionsattheheadofthesofa。Therewasadazedsensationinher:hermindfeltstunned。Shewonderedvacantlywhethershewasawakeordreaming。HadshereallysaidthewordwhichpledgedhertomarryHoraceHolmcroftinafortnight?Afortnight!Somethingmighthappeninthattimetopreventit:shemightfindherwayinafortnightoutoftheterriblepositioninwhichshestood。Anyway,comewhatmightofit,shehadchosenthepreferablealternativetoaprivateinterviewwithJulianGray。Sheraisedherselffromherrecumbentpositionwithastart,astheideaoftheinterview——dismissedforthelastfewminutes——possesseditselfagainofhermind。HerexcitedimaginationfiguredJulianGrayaspresentintheroomatthatmoment,speakingtoherasHoracehadproposed。Shesawhimseatedcloseatherside——thismanwhohadshakenhertothesoulwhenhewasinthepulpit,andwhenshewaslisteningtohimunseenattheotherendofthechapel——shesawhimclosebyher,lookinghersearchinglyintheface;seeinghershamefulsecretinhereyes;hearingitinhervoice;feelingitinhertremblinghands;forcingitoutofherwordbyword,tillshefellprostrateathisfeetwiththeconfessionofthefraud。Herheaddroppedagainonthecushions;shehidherfaceinhorrorofthescenewhichherexcitedfancyhadconjuredup。Evennow,whenshehadmadethatdreadedinterviewneedless,couldshefeelsuremeetinghimonlyonthemostdistanttermsofnotbetrayingherself?Shecouldnotfeelsure。Somethinginhershudderedandshrankatthebareideaoffindingherselfinthesameroomwithhim。Shefeltit,sheknewit:herguiltyconscienceownedandfeareditsmasterinJulianGray!
  Theminutespassed。Theviolenceofheragitationbegantotellphysicallyonherweakenedframe。
  Shefoundherselfcryingsilentlywithoutknowingwhy。Aweightwasonherhead,awearinesswasinallherlimbs。Shesankloweronthecushions——hereyesclosed——themonotonoustickingoftheclockonthemantelpiecegrewdrowsilyfainterandfainteronherear。Littlebylittleshedroppedintoslumber——slumbersolightthatshestartedwhenamorselofcoalfellintothegrate,orwhenthebirdschirpedandtwitteredintheiraviaryinthewinter-garden。
  LadyJanetandHoracecamein。Shewasfaintlyconsciousofpersonsintheroom。Afteranintervalsheopenedhereyes,andhalfrosetospeaktothem。Theroomwasemptyagain。Theyhadstolenoutsoftlyandlefthertorepose。Hereyesclosedoncemore。Shedroppedbackintoslumber,andfromslumber,inthefavoringwarmthandquietoftheplace,intodeepanddreamlesssleep。
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  [TableofContents]TheNewMagdalen,Chapter8CHAPTERVIII。
  THEMANAPPEARS。
  AfteranintervalofrestMercywasarousedbytheshuttingofaglassdooratthefarendoftheconservatory。Thisdoor,leadingintothegarden,wasusedonlybytheinmatesofthehouse,orbyoldfriendsprivilegedtoenterthereception-roomsbythatway。AssumingthateitherHoraceorLadyJanetwasreturningtothedining-room,Mercyraisedherselfalittleonthe'sofaandlistened。
  Thevoiceofoneofthemen-servantscaughtherear。Itwasansweredbyanothervoice,whichinstantlysethertremblingineverylimb。
  Shestartedup,andlistenedagaininspeechlessterror。Yes!therewasnomistakingit。ThevoicethatwasansweringtheservantwastheunforgottenvoicewhichshehadheardattheRefuge。Thevisitorwhohadcomeinbytheglassdoorwas——JulianGray!
  Hisrapidfootstepsadvancednearerandnearertothedining-room。Sherecoveredherselfsufficientlytohurrytothelibrarydoor。Herhandshooksothatshefailedatfirsttoopenit。Shehadjustsucceededwhensheheardhimagain——speakingtoher。
  "Praydon'trunaway!Iamnothingveryformidable。OnlyLadyJanet'snephew——JulianGray。"
  Sheturnedslowly,spell-boundbyhisvoice,andconfrontedhiminsilence。
  Hewasstanding,hatinhand,attheentrancetotheconservatory,dressedinblack,andwearingawhitecravat,butwithastudiousavoidanceofanythingspeciallyclericalinthemakeandformofhisclothes。Youngashewas,thereweremarksofcarealreadyonhisface,andthehairwasprematurelythinandscantyoverhisforehead。Hisslight,activefigurewasofnomorethanthemiddleheight。Hiscomplexionwaspale。Thelowerpartofhisface,withoutbeardorwhiskers,wasinnowayremarkable。Anaverageobserverwouldhavepassedhimbywithoutnoticebutforhiseyes。Thesealonemadeamarkedmanofhim。Theunusualsizeoftheorbitsinwhichtheyweresetwasenoughofitselftoattractattention;itgaveagrandeurtohishead,whichthehead,broadandfirmasitwas,didnotpossess。Astotheeyesthemselves,thesoft,lustrousbrightnessofthemdefiedanalysisNotwopeoplecouldagreeabouttheircolor;dividedopiniondeclaringalternatelythattheyweredarkgrayorblack。Paintershadtriedtoreproducethem,andhadgivenuptheeffort,indespairofseizinganyoneexpressioninthebewilderingvarietyofexpressionswhichtheypresentedtoview。Theywereeyesthatcouldcharmatonemomentandterrifyatanother;eyesthatcouldsetpeoplelaughingorcryingalmostatwill。Inactionandinreposetheywereirresistiblealike。WhentheyfirstdescriedMercyrunningtothedoor,theybrightenedgaylywiththemerrimentofachild。Whensheturnedandfacedhim,theychangedinstantly,softeningandglowingastheymutelyownedtheinterestandtheadmirationwhichthefirstsightofherhadrousedinhim。Histoneandmanneralteredatthesametime。Headdressedherwiththedeepestrespectwhenhespokehisnextwords。
  "Letmeentreatyoutofavormebyresumingyourseat,"hesaid。"AndletmeaskyourpardonifIhavethoughtlesslyintrudedonyou。"
  Hepaused,waitingforherreplybeforeheadvancedintotheroom。Stillspell-boundbyhisvoice,sherecoveredself-controlenoughtobowtohimandtoresumeherplaceonthesofa。Itwasimpossibletoleavehimnow。Afterlookingatherforamoment,heenteredtheroomwithoutspeakingtoheragain。Shewasbeginningtoperplexaswellastointeresthim。"Nocommonsorrow,"hethought,"hassetitsmarkonthatwoman'sface;nocommonheartbeatsinthatwoman'sbreast。Whocanshebe?"
  Mercyralliedhercourage,andforcedherselftospeaktohim。
  "LadyJanetisinthelibrary,Ibelieve,"shesaid,timidly。"ShallItellheryouarehere?"
  "Don'tdisturbLadyJanet,anddon'tdisturbyourself。"Withthatanswerheapproachedtheluncheon-table,delicatelygivinghertimetofeelmoreatherease。HetookupwhatHoracehadleftofthebottleofclaret,andpoureditintoaglass。"Myaunt'sclaretshallrepresentmyauntforthepresent,"hesaid,smiling,asheturnedtowardheroncemore。"Ihavehadalongwalk,andImayventuretohelpmyselfinthishousewithoutinvitation。Isituselesstoofferyouanything?"
  Mercymadethenecessaryreply。Shewasbeginningalready,afterherremarkableexperienceofhim,towonderathiseasymannersandhislightwayoftalking。
  Heemptiedhisglasswiththeairofamanwhothoroughlyunderstoodandenjoyedgoodwine。"Myaunt'sclaretisworthyofmyaunt,"hesaid,withcomicgravity,ashesetdowntheglass。"BotharethegenuineproductsofNature。"Heseatedhimselfatthetableandlookedcriticallyatthedifferentdishesleftonit。Onedishespeciallyattractedhisattention。"Whatisthis?"hewenton。"AFrenchpie!ItseemsgrosslyunfairtotasteFrenchwineandtopassoverFrenchpiewithoutnotice。"Hetookupaknifeandfork,andenjoyedthepieascriticallyashehadenjoyedthewine。"WorthyoftheGreatNation!"heexclaimed,withenthusiasm。"VivelaFrance!"
  Mercylistenedandlooked,ininexpressibleastonishment。Hewasutterlyunlikethepicturewhichherfancyhaddrawnofhimineverydaylife。Takeoffhiswhitecravat,andnobodywouldhavediscoveredthatthisfamouspreacherwasaclergyman!
  Hehelpedhimselftoanotherplatefulofthepie,andspokemoredirectlytoMercy,alternatelyeatingandtalkingascomposedlyandpleasantlyasiftheyhadknowneachotherforyears。
  "IcameherebywayofKensingtonGardens,"hesaid。"ForsometimepastIhavebeenlivinginaflat,ugly,barren,agriculturaldistrict。Youcan'tthinkhowpleasantIfoundthepicturepresentedbytheGardens,asacontrast。Theladiesintheirrichwinterdresses,thesmartnurserymaids,thelovelychildren,theevermovingcrowdskatingontheiceoftheRoundPond;itwasallsoexhilaratingafterwhatIhavebeenusedto,thatIactuallycaughtmyselfwhistlingasIwalkedthroughthebrilliantscene!Inmytimeboysusedalwaystowhistlewhentheywereingoodspirits,andIhavenotgotoverthehabityet。WhodoyouthinkImetwhenIwasinfullsong?"
  Aswellasheramazementwouldlether,Mercyexcusedherselffromguessing。ShehadneverinallherlifebeforespokentoanylivingbeingsoconfusedlyandsounintelligentlyasshenowspoketoJulianGray!
  Hewentonmoregaylythanever,withoutappearingtonoticetheeffectthathehadproducedonher。
  "WhomdidImeet,"herepeated,"whenIwasinfullsong?Mybishop!IfIhadbeenwhistlingasacredmelody,hislordshipmightperhapshaveexcusedmyvulgarityoutofconsiderationformymusic。Unfortunately,thecompositionIwasexecutingatthemomentIamoneoftheloudestoflivingwhistlerswasbyVerdi——"LaDonnaeMobile"——familiar,nodoubt,tohislordshiponthestreetorgans。Herecognizedthetune,poorman,andwhenItookoffmyhattohimhelookedtheotherway。Strange,inaworldthatisburstingwithsinandsorrow,totreatsuchatrifleseriouslyasacheerfulclergymanwhistlingatune!"Hepushedawayhisplateashesaidthelastwords,andwentonsimplyandearnestlyinanalteredtone。"Ihaveneverbeenable,"hesaid,"toseewhyweshouldassertourselvesamongothermenasbelongingtoaparticularcaste,andasbeingforbidden,inanyharmlessthing,todoasotherpeopledo。Thedisciplesofoldsetusnosuchexample;theywerewiserandbetterthanweare。Iventuretosaythatoneoftheworstobstaclesinthewayofourdoinggoodamongourfellow-creaturesisraisedbythemereassumptionoftheclericalmannerandtheclericalvoice。Formypart,IsetupnoclaimtobemoresacredandmorereverendthananyotherChristianmanwhodoeswhatgoodhecan。"HeglancedbrightlyatMercy,lookingathiminhelplessperplexity。Thespiritoffuntookpossessionofhimagain。"AreyouaRadical?"heasked,withahumoroustwinkleinhislargelustrouseyes。"Iam!"
  Mercytriedhardtounderstandhim,andtriedinvain。Couldthisbethepreacherwhosewordshadcharmed,purified,ennobledher?Wasthisthemanwhosesermonhaddrawntearsfromwomenaboutherwhomsheknewtobeshamelessandhardenedincrime?Yes!Theeyesthatnowrestedonherhumorouslywerethebeautifuleyeswhichhadoncelookedintohersoul。Thevoicethathadjustaddressedajestingquestiontoherwasthedeepandmellowvoicewhichhadoncethrilledhertotheheart。Inthepulpithewasanangelofmercy;outofthepulpithewasaboyletloosefromschool。
  "Don'tletmestartleyou,"hesaid,good-naturedly,noticingherconfusion。"Publicopinionhascalledmebyhardernamesthanthenameof'Radical。'Ihavebeenspendingmytimelately——asItoldyoujustnow——inanagriculturaldistrict。Mybusinesstherewastoperformthedutyfortherectoroftheplace,whowantedaholiday。Howdoyouthinktheexperimenthasended?TheSquireoftheparishcallsmeaCommunist;thefarmersdenouncemeasanIncendiary;myfriendtherectorhasbeenrecalledinahurry,andIhavenowthehonorofspeakingtoyouinthecharacterofabanishedmanwhohasmadearespectableneighborhoodtoohottoholdhim。"
  Withthatfrankavowalhelefttheluncheontable,andtookachairnearMercy。
  "Youwillnaturallybeanxious,"hewenton,"toknowwhatmyoffensewas。DoyouunderstandPoliticalEconomyandtheLawsofSupplyandDemand?"
  Mercyownedthatshedidnotunderstandthem。
  "NomoredoI——inaChristiancountry,"hesaid。"Thatwasmyoffense。Youshallhearmyconfessionjustasmyauntwillhearitintwowords。"Hepausedforalittlewhile;hisvariablemannerchangedagain。Mercy,shylylookingathim,sawanewexpressioninhiseyes——anexpressionwhichrecalledherfirstremembranceofhimasnothinghadrecalledityet。"Ihadnoidea,"heresumed,"ofwhatthelifeofafarm-laborerreallywas,insomepartsofEngland,untilIundertooktherector'sduties。NeverbeforehadIseensuchdirewretchednessasIsawinthecottages。NeverbeforehadImetwithsuchnoblepatienceundersufferingasIfoundamongthepeople。Themartyrsofoldcouldendure,anddie。Iaskedmyselfiftheycouldendure,andlive,likethemartyrswhomIsawroundme?——live,weekafterweek,monthaftermonth,yearafteryear,onthebrinkofstarvation;live,andseetheirpiningchildrengrowinguproundthem,toworkandwantintheirturn;live,withthepoorman'sparishprisontolooktoastheend,whenhungerandlaborhavedonetheirworst!WasGod'sbeautifulearthmadetoholdsuchmiseryasthis?Icanhardlythinkofit,Icanhardlyspeakofit,evennow,withdryeyes!"
  Hisheadsankonhisbreast。Hewaited——masteringhisemotionbeforehespokeagain。Now,atlast,sheknewhimoncemore。Nowhewastheman,indeed,whomshehadexpectedtosee。Unconsciouslyshesatlistening,withhereyesfixedonhisface,withhishearthangingonhiswords,intheveryattitudeoftheby-gonedaywhenshehadheardhimforthefirsttime!