Mercystarted,andfaintlyflushed,asthesecondvoiceansweredthefirst。Shestoodirresoluteclosetothebilliard-room,hesitatingwhattodonext。
  Afteranintervalthesecondvoicemadeitselfheardagain,advancingnearertothedining-room:"Areyouthere,aunt?"itaskedcautiously。Therewasamoment'spause。Thenthevoicespokeforthethirdtime,soundinglouderandnearer。"Areyouthere?"itreiterated;"Ihavesomethingtotellyou。"Mercysummonedherresolutionandanswered:"LadyJanetisnothere。"Sheturnedasshespoketowardtheconservatorydoor,andconfrontedonthethresholdJulianGray。
  Theylookedatoneanotherwithoutexchangingawordoneitherside。Thesituation——forwidelydifferentreasons——wasequallyembarrassingtobothofthem。
  There——asJuliansawher——wasthewomanforbiddentohim,thewomanwhomheloved。
  There——asMercysawhim——wasthemanwhomshedreaded,themanwhoseactionsassheinterpretedthemprovedthathesuspectedher。
  Onthesurfaceofit,theincidentswhichhadmarkedtheirfirstmeetingwerenowexactlyrepeated,withtheonedifferencethattheimpulsetowithdrawthistimeappearedtobeontheman'ssideandnotonthewoman's。ItwasMercywhospokefirst。"DidyouexpecttofindLadyJanethere?"sheasked,constrainedly。
  Heanswered,onhispart,moreconstrainedlystill。
  "Itdoesn'tmatter,"hesaid。"Anothertimewilldo。"
  Hedrewbackashemadethereply。Sheadvanceddesperately,withthedeliberateintentionofdetaininghimbyspeakingagain。
  Theattemptwhichhehadmadetowithdraw,theconstraintinhismannerwhenhehadanswered,hadinstantlyconfirmedherinthefalseconvictionthathe,andhealone,hadguessedthetruth!Ifshewasright——ifhehadsecretlymadediscoveriesabroadwhichplacedherentirelyathismercy——theattempttoinduceGracetoconsenttoacompromisewithherwouldbemanifestlyuseless。HerfirstandforemostinterestnowwastofindouthowshereallystoodintheestimationofJulianGray。Inaterrorofsuspense,thatturnedhercoldfromheadtofoot,shestoppedhimonhiswayout,andspoketohimwiththepiteouscounterfeitofasmile。
  "LadyJanetisreceivingsomevisitors,"shesaid。"Ifyouwillwaithere,shewillbebackdirectly。"
  Theeffortofhidingheragitationfromhimhadbroughtapassingcolorintohercheeks。Wornandwastedasshewas,thespellofherbeautywasstrongenoughtoholdhimagainsthisownwill。AllhehadtotellLadyJanetwasthathehadmetoneofthegardenersintheconservatory,andhadcautionedhimaswellasthelodge-keeper。Itwouldhavebeeneasytowritethis,andtosendthenotetohisauntonquittingthehouse。Forthesakeofhisownpeaceofmind,forthesakeofhisdutytoHorace,hewasdoublyboundtomakethefirstpoliteexcusethatoccurredtohim,andtoleaveherashehadfoundher,aloneintheroom。Hemadetheattempt,andhesitated。Despisinghimselffordoingit,heallowedhimselftolookather。Theireyesmet。Juliansteppedintothedining-room。
  "IfIamnotintheway,"hesaid,confusedly,"Iwillwait,asyoukindlypropose。"
  Shenoticedhisembarrassment;shesawthathewasstronglyrestraininghimselffromlookingatheragain。Herowneyesdroppedtothegroundasshemadethediscovery。Herspeechfailedher;herheartthrobbedfasterandfaster。
  "IfIlookathimagain"wasthethoughtinhermind"IshallfallathisfeetandtellhimallthatIhavedone!"
  "IfIlookatheragain"wasthethoughtinhismind"IshallfallatherfeetandownthatIaminlovewithher!"
  Withdowncasteyesheplacedachairforher。Withdowncasteyesshebowedtohimandtookit。Adeadsilencefollowed。Neverwasanyhumanmisunderstandingmoreintricatelycompletethanthemisunderstandingwhichhadnowestablisheditselfbetweenthosetwo。
  Mercy'swork-basketwasnearher。Shetookit,andgainedtimeforcomposingherselfbypretendingtoarrangethecoloredwools。Hestoodbehindherchair,lookingatthegracefulturnofherhead,lookingattherichmassesofherhair。Hereviledhimselfastheweakestofmen,asthefalsestoffriends,forstillremainingnearher——andyetheremained。
  Thesilencecontinued。Thebilliard-roomdooropenedagainnoiselessly。Thefaceofthelisteningwomanappearedstealthilybehindit。
  AtthesamemomentMercyrousedherselfandspoke:"Won'tyousitdown?"shesaid,softly,stillnotlookingroundathim,stillbusywithherbasketofwools。
  Heturnedtogetachair——turnedsoquicklythathesawthebilliard-roomdoormove,asGraceRoseberrycloseditagain。
  "Isthereanyoneinthatroom?"heasked,addressingMercy。
  "Idon'tknow,"sheanswered。"IthoughtIsawthedooropenandshutagainalittlewhileago。"
  Headvancedatoncetolookintotheroom。AshedidsoMercydroppedoneofherballsofwool。Hestoppedtopickitupforher——thenthrewopenthedoorandlookedintothebilliard-room。Itwasempty。
  Hadsomepersonbeenlistening,andhadthatpersonretreatedintimetoescapediscovery?Theopendoorofthesmoking-roomshowedthatroomalsotobeempty。Athirddoorwasopen——thedoorofthesidehall,leadingintothegrounds。Julianclosedandlockedit,andreturnedtothedining-room。
  "Icanonlysuppose,"hesaidtoMercy,"thatthebilliard-roomdoorwasnotproperlyshut,andthatthedraughtofairfromthehallmusthavemovedit。"Sheacceptedtheexplanationinsilence。Hewas,toallappearance,notquitesatisfiedwithithimself。Foramomentortwohelookedabouthimuneasily。Thentheoldfascinationfasteneditsholdonhimagain。Oncemorehelookedatthegracefulturnofherhead,attherichmassesofherhair。Thecouragetoputthecriticalquestiontohim,nowthatshehadluredhimintoremainingintheroom,wasstillacouragethatfailedher。Sheremainedasbusyaseverwithherwork——toobusytolookathim;toobusytospeaktohim。Thesilencebecameunendurable。Hebrokeitbymakingacommonplaceinquiryafterherhealth。
  "IamwellenoughtobeashamedoftheanxietyIhavecausedandthetroubleIhavegiven,"sheanswered。"To-dayIhavegotdownstairsforthefirsttime。Iamtryingtodoalittlework。"Shelookedintothebasket。Thevariousspecimensofwoolinitwerepartlyinballsandpartlyinlooseskeins。Theskeinsweremixedandtangled。"Hereissadconfusion!"sheexclaimed,timidly,withafaintsmile。"HowamItosetitrightagain?"
  "Letmehelpyou,"saidJulian。
  "You!"
  "Whynot?"heasked,withamomentaryreturnofthequainthumorwhichsherememberedsowell。"YouforgetthatIamacurate。Curatesareprivilegedtomakethemselvesusefultoyoungladies。Letmetry。"
  Hetookastoolatherfeet,andsethimselftounraveloneofthetangledskeins。Inaminutethewoolwasstretchedonhishands,andthelooseendwasreadyforMercytowind。Therewassomethinginthetrivialaction,andinthehomelyattentionthatitimplied,whichinsomedegreequietedherfearofhim。Shebegantorollthewooloffhishandsintoaball。Thusoccupied,shesaidthedaringwordswhichweretoleadhimlittlebylittleintobetrayinghissuspicions,ifhedidindeedsuspectthetruth。
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  THEGUARDIANANGEL。
  "YouwereherewhenIfainted,wereyounot?"Mercybegan。"Youmustthinkmeasadcoward,evenforawoman。"
  Heshookhishead。"Iamfarfromthinkingthat,"hereplied。"Nocouragecouldhavesustainedtheshockwhichfellonyou。Idon'twonderthatyoufainted。Idon'twonderthatyouhavebeenill。"
  Shepausedinrollinguptheballofwool。Whatdidthosewordsofunexpectedsympathymean?Washelayingatrapforher?Urgedbythatseriousdoubt,shequestionedhimmoreboldly。
  "Horacetellsmeyouhavebeenabroad,"shesaid。"Didyouenjoyyourholiday?"
  "Itwasnoholiday。IwentabroadbecauseIthoughtitrighttomakecertaininquiries——"Hestoppedthere,unwillingtoreturntoasubjectthatwaspainfultoher。
  Hervoicesank,herfingerstrembledroundtheballofwool;butshemanagedtogoon。
  "Didyouarriveatanyresults?"sheasked。
  "Atnoresultsworthmentioning。"
  Thecautionofthatreplyrenewedherworstsuspicionsofhim。Insheerdespair,shespokeoutplainly。
  "Iwanttoknowyouropinion——"shebegan。
  "Gently!"saidJulian。"Youareentanglingthewoolagain。"
  "Iwanttoknowyouropinionofthepersonwhosoterriblyfrightenedme。Doyouthinkher——"
  "DoIthinkher——what?"
  "Doyouthinkheranadventuress?"
  Asshesaidthosewordsthebranchesofashrubintheconservatorywerenoiselesslypartedbyahandinablackglove。ThefaceofGraceRoseberryappeareddimlybehindtheleaves。Undiscovered,shehadescapedfromthebilliard-room,andhadstolenherwayintotheconservatoryasthesaferhiding-placeofthetwo。Behindtheshrubshecouldseeaswellaslisten。Behindtheshrubshewaitedaspatientlyasever。
  "Itakeamoremercifulview,"Juliananswered。"Ibelievesheisactingunderadelusion。Idon'tblameher:Ipityher。"
  "Youpityher?"AsMercyrepeatedthewords,shetoreoffJulian'shandsthelastfewlengthsofwoolleft,andthrewtheimperfectlywoundskeinbackintothebasket。"Doesthatmean,"sheresumed,abruptly,"thatyoubelieveher?"
  Julianrosefromhisseat,andlookedatMercyinastonishment。
  "Goodheavens,MissRoseberry!whatputsuchanideaasthatintoyourhead?"
  "Iamlittlebetterthanastrangertoyou,"sherejoined,withanefforttoassumeajestingtone。"Youmetthatpersonbeforeyoumetwithme。Itisnotsoveryfarfrompityinghertobelievingher。HowcouldIfeelsurethatyoumightnotsuspectme?"
  "Suspectyou!"heexclaimed。"Youdon'tknowhowyoudistress,howyoushockme。Suspectyou!Thebareideaofitneverenteredmymind。Themandoesn'tlivewhotrustsyoumoreimplicitly,whobelievesinyoumoredevotedly,thanIdo。"
  Hiseyes,hisvoice,hismanner,alltoldherthatthosewordscamefromtheheart。Shecontrastedhisgenerousconfidenceinhertheconfidenceofwhichshewasunworthywithherungraciousdistrustofhim。NotonlyhadshewrongedGraceRoseberry——shehadwrongedJulianGray。Couldshedeceivehimasshehaddeceivedtheothers?Couldshemeanlyacceptthatimplicittrust,thatdevotedbelief?Neverhadshefeltthebasesubmissionswhichherownimposturecondemnedhertoundergowithaloathingofthemsooverwhelmingastheloathingthatshefeltnow。Inhorrorofherself,sheturnedherheadasideinsilenceandshrankfrommeetinghiseye。Henoticedthemovement,placinghisowninterpretationonit。Advancingcloser,heaskedanxiouslyifhehadoffendedher。
  "Youdon'tknowhowyourconfidencetouchesme,"shesaid,withoutlookingup。"YoulittlethinkhowkeenlyIfeelyourkindness。"
  Shecheckedherselfabruptly。Herfinetactwarnedherthatshewasspeakingtoowarmly——thattheexpressionofhergratitudemightstrikehimasbeingstrangelyexaggerated。Shehandedhimherwork-basketbeforehecouldspeakagain。
  "Willyouputitawayforme?"sheasked,inherquietertones。"Idon'tfeelabletoworkjustnow。"
  Hisbackwasturnedonherforamoment,whileheplacedthebasketonaside-table。Inthatmomenthermindadvancedataboundfrompresenttofuture。AccidentmightonedayputthetrueGraceinpossessionoftheproofsthatsheneeded,andmightrevealthefalseGracetohimintheidentitythatwasherown。Whatwouldhethinkofherthen?Couldshemakehimtellherwithoutbetrayingherself?Shedeterminedtotry。
  "Childrenarenotoriouslyinsatiableifyouonceanswertheirquestions,andwomenarenearlyasbad,"shesaid,whenJulianreturnedtoher。"WillyourpatienceholdoutifIgobackforthethirdtimetothepersonwhomwehavebeenspeakingof?"
  "Tryme,"heanswered,withasmile。
  "Supposeyouhadnottakenyourmercifulviewofher?"
  "Yes?"
  "Supposeyoubelievedthatshewaswickedlybentondeceivingothersforapurposeofherown——wouldyounotshrinkfromsuchawomaninhorroranddisgust?"
  "GodforbidthatIshouldshrinkfromanyhumancreature!"heanswered,earnestly。"Whoamongushasarighttodothat?"
  Shehardlydaredtrustherselftobelievehim。"Youwouldstillpityher?"shepersisted,"andstillfeelforher?"
  "Withallmyheart。"
  "Oh,howgoodyouare!"
  Hehelduphishandinwarning。Thetonesofhisvoicedeepened,thelusterofhiseyesbrightened。Shehadstirredinthedepthsofthatgreatheartthefaithinwhichthemanlived——thesteadyprinciplewhichguidedhismodestandnoblelife。
  "No!"hecried。"Don'tsaythat!SaythatItrytolovemyneighborasmyself。WhobutaPhariseecanbelievethatheisbetterthananother?Thebestamongusto-daymay,butforthemercyofGod,betheworstamongustomorrow。ThetrueChristianvirtueisthevirtuewhichneverdespairsofafellow-creature。ThetrueChristianfaithbelievesinManaswellasinGod。Frailandfallenasweare,wecanriseonthewingsofrepentancefromearthtoheaven。Humanityissacred。Humanityhasitsimmortaldestiny。Whoshalldaresaytomanorwoman,'Thereisnohopeinyou?'Whoshalldaresaytheworkisallvile,whenthatworkbearsonitthestampoftheCreator'shand?"
  Heturnedawayforamoment,strugglingwiththeemotionwhichshehadrousedinhim。
  Hereyes,astheyfollowedhim,lightedwithamomentaryenthusiasm——thensankwearilyinthevainregretwhichcomestoolate。Ah!ifhecouldhavebeenherfriendandheradviseronthefataldaywhenshefirstturnedherstepstowardMablethorpeHouse!Shesighedbitterlyasthehopelessaspirationwrungherheart。Heheardthesigh;and,turningagain,lookedatherwithanewinterestinhisface。
  "MissRoseberry,"hesaid。
  Shewasstillabsorbedinthebittermemoriesofthepast:shefailedtohearhim。
  "MissRoseberry,"herepeated,approachingher。
  Shelookedupathimwithastart。
  "MayIventuretoaskyousomething?"hesaid,gently。
  Sheshrankatthequestion。
  "Don'tsupposeIamspeakingoutofmerecuriosity,"hewenton。"Andpraydon'tanswermeunlessyoucananswerwithoutbetrayinganyconfidencewhichmayhavebeenplacedinyou。"
  "Confidence!"sherepeated。"Whatconfidencedoyoumean?"
  "Ithasjuststruckmethatyoumighthavefeltmorethanacommoninterestinthequestionswhichyouputtomeamomentsince,"heanswered。"Wereyoubyanychancespeakingofsomeunhappywoman——notthepersonwhofrightenedyou,ofcourse——butofsomeotherwomanwhomyouknow?"
  Herheadsankslowlyonherbosom。Hehadplainlynosuspicionthatshehadbeenspeakingofherself:histoneandmannerbothansweredforitthathisbeliefinherwasasstrongasever。Stillthoselastwordsmadehertremble;shecouldnottrustherselftoreplytothem。
  Heacceptedthebendingofherheadasareply。
  "Areyouinterestedinher?"heaskednext。
  Shefaintlyansweredthistime。"Yes。"
  "Haveyouencouragedher?"
  "Ihavenotdaredtoencourageher。"
  Hisfacelightedupsuddenlywithenthusiasm。"Gotoher,"hesaid,"andletmegowithyouandhelpyou!"
  Theanswercamefaintlyandmournfully。"Shehassunktoolowforthat!"
  Heinterruptedherwithagestureofimpatience。
  "Whathasshedone?"heasked。
  "Shehasdeceived——baselydeceived——innocentpeoplewhotrustedher。Shehaswronged——cruellywronged——anotherwoman。"
  ForthefirsttimeJulianseatedhimselfatherside。Theinterestthatwasnowrousedinhimwasaninterestabovereproach。HecouldspeaktoMercywithoutrestraint;hecouldlookatMercywithapureheart。
  "Youjudgeherveryharshly,"hesaid。"Doyouknowhowshemayhavebeentriedandtempted?"
  Therewasnoanswer。
  "Tellme,"hewenton,"isthepersonwhomshehasinjuredstillliving?"
  "Yes。"
  "Ifthepersonisstillliving,shemayatoneforthewrong。Thetimemaycomewhenthissinner,too,maywinourpardonanddeserveourrespect。"
  "Couldyourespecther?"Mercyasked,sadly。"Cansuchamindasyoursunderstandwhatshehasgonethrough?"
  Asmile,kindandmomentary,brightenedhisattentiveface。
  "Youforgetmymelancholyexperience,"heanswered。"YoungasIam,Ihaveseenmorethanmostmenofwomenwhohavesinnedandsuffered。Evenafterthelittlethatyouhavetoldme,IthinkIcanputmyselfinherplace。Icanwellunderstand,forinstance,thatshemayhavebeentemptedbeyondhumanresistance。AmIright?"
  "Youareright。"
  "Shemayhavehadnobodynearatthetimetoadviseher,towarnher,tosaveher。Isthattrue?"
  "Itistrue。"
  "Temptedandfriendless,self-abandonedtotheevilimpulseofthemoment,thiswomanmayhavecommittedherselfheadlongtotheactwhichshenowvainlyrepents。Shemaylongtomakeatonement,andmaynotknowhowtobegin。Allherenergiesmaybecrushedunderthedespairandhorrorofherself,outofwhichthetruestrepentancegrows。Issuchawomanasthisallwicked,allvile?Idenyit!Shemayhaveanoblenature;andshemayshowitnoblyyet。Givehertheopportunitysheneeds,andourpoorfallenfellow-creaturemaytakeherplaceagainamongthebestofus——honored,blameless,happy,oncemore!"
  Mercy'seyes,restingeagerlyonhimwhilehewasspeaking,droppedagaindespondinglywhenhehaddone。
  "Thereisnosuchfutureasthat,"sheanswered,"forthewomanwhomIamthinkingof。Shehaslostheropportunity。Shehasdonewithhope。"
  Juliangravelyconsideredwithhimselfforamoment。
  "Letusunderstandeachother,"hesaid。"Shehascommittedanactofdeceptiontotheinjuryofanotherwoman。Wasthatwhatyoutoldme?"
  "Yes。"
  "Andshehasgainedsomethingtoherownadvantagebytheact。"
  "Yes。"
  "Isshethreatenedwithdiscovery?"
  "Sheissafefromdiscovery——forthepresent,atleast。"
  "Safeaslongassheclosesherlips?"
  "Aslongassheclosesherlips。"
  "Thereisheropportunity!"criedJulian。"Herfutureisbeforeher。Shehasnotdonewithhope!"
  Withclaspedhands,inbreathlesssuspense,Mercylookedatthatinspiritingface,andlistenedtothosegoldenwords。
  "Explainyourself,"shesaid。"Tellher,throughme,whatshemustdo。"
  "Letherownthetruth,"answeredJulian,"withoutthebasefearofdiscoverytodrivehertoit。Letherdojusticetothewomanwhomshehaswronged,whilethatwomanisstillpowerlesstoexposeher。Lethersacrificeeverythingthatshehasgainedbythefraudtothesacreddutyofatonement。Ifshecandothat——forconscience'sake,andforpity'ssake——toherownprejudice,toherownshame,toherownloss——thenherrepentancehasnoblyrevealedthenoblenaturethatisinher;thensheisawomantobetrusted,respected,beloved!IfIsawthePhariseesandfanaticsofthislowerearthpassingherbyincontempt,Iwouldholdoutmyhandtoherbeforethemall。Iwouldsaytoherinhersolitudeandheraffliction,'Rise,poorwoundedheart!Beautiful,purifiedsoul,God'sangelsrejoiceoveryou!TakeyourplaceamongthenoblestofGod'screatures!'"
  Inthoselastsentencesheunconsciouslyrepeatedthelanguageinwhichhehadspoken,yearssince,tohiscongregationinthechapeloftheRefuge。WithtenfoldpowerandtenfoldpersuasiontheynowfoundtheirwayagaintoMercy'sheart。Softly,suddenly,mysteriously,achangepassedoverher。Hertroubledfacegrewbeautifullystill。Theshiftinglightofterrorandsuspensevanishedfromhergrandgrayeyes,andleftinthemthesteadyinnerglowofahighandpureresolve。
  Therewasamomentofsilencebetweenthem。Theybothhadneedofsilence。Julianwasthefirsttospeakagain。
  "HaveIsatisfiedyouthatheropportunityisstillbeforeher?"heasked。"Doyoufeel,asIfeel,thatshehasnotdonewithhope?"
  "Youhavesatisfiedmethattheworldholdsnotruerfriendtoherthanyou,"Mercyanswered,gentlyandgratefully。"Sheshallproveherselfworthyofyourgenerousconfidenceinher。Sheshallshowyouyetthatyouhavenotspokeninvain。"
  Stillinevitablyfailingtounderstandher,heledthewaytothedoor。
  "Don'twastetheprecioustime,"hesaid。"Don'tleavehercruellytoherself。Ifyoucan'tgotoher,letmegoasyourmessenger,inyourplace。"
  Shestoppedhimbyagesture。Hetookastepbackintotheroom,andpaused,observingwithsurprisethatshemadenoattempttomovefromthechairthatsheoccupied。
  "Stayhere,"shesaidtohim,insuddenlyalteredtones。
  "Pardonme,"herejoined,"Idon'tunderstandyou。"
  "Youwillunderstandmedirectly。Givemealittletime。"Hestilllingerednearthedoor,withhiseyesfixedinquiringlyonher。Amanofalowernaturethanhis,oramanbelievinginMercylessdevotedlythanhebelieved,wouldnowhavefelthisfirstsuspicionofher。Julianwasasfaraseverfromsuspectingher,evenyet。
  "Doyouwishtobealone?"heasked,considerately。"ShallIleaveyouforawhileandreturnagain?"
  Shelookedupwithastartofterror。"Leaveme?"sherepeated,andsuddenlycheckedherselfonthepointofsayingmore。Nearlyhalfthelengthoftheroomdividedthemfromeachother。Thewordswhichshewaslongingtosaywerewordsthatwouldneverpassherlipsunlessshecouldseesomeencouragementinhisface。"No!"shecriedouttohim,onasudden,inhersoreneed,"don'tleaveme!Comebacktome!"
  Heobeyedherinsilence。Insilence,onherside,shepointedtothechairnearher。Hetookit。Shelookedathim,andcheckedherselfagain;resolutetomakeherterribleconfession,yetstillhesitatinghowtobegin。Herwoman'sinstinctwhisperedtoher,"Findcourageinhistouch!"Shesaidtohim,simplyandartlesslysaidtohim,"Givemeencouragement。Givemestrength。Letmetakeyourhand。"Heneitheranswerednormoved。Hismindseemedtohavebecomesuddenlypreoccupied;hiseyesrestedonhervacantly。Hewasonthebrinkofdiscoveringhersecret;inanotherinstanthewouldhavefoundhiswaytothetruth。Inthatinstant,innocentlyashissistermighthavetakenit,shetookhishand。Thesoftclaspofherfingers,clingingroundhis,rousedhissenses,firedhispassionforher,sweptoutofhismindthepureaspirationswhichhadfilleditbutthemomentbefore,paralyzedhisperceptionwhenitwasjustpenetratingthemysteryofherdisturbedmannerandherstrangewords。Allthemaninhimtrembledundertheraptureofhertouch。ButthethoughtofHoracewasstillpresenttohim:hishandlaypassiveinhers;hiseyeslookeduneasilyawayfromher。
  Sheinnocentlystrengthenedherclaspofhishand。Sheinnocentlysaidtohim,"Don'tlookawayfromme。Youreyesgivemecourage。"
  Hishandreturnedthepressureofhers。Hetastedtothefullthedeliciousjoyoflookingather。Shehadbrokendownhislastreservesofself-control。ThethoughtofHorace,thesenseofhonor,becameobscuredinhim。Inamomentmorehemighthavesaidthewordswhichhewouldhavedeploredfortherestofhislife,ifshehadnotstoppedhimbyspeakingfirst。"Ihavemoretosaytoyou,"sheresumedabruptly,feelingtheanimatingresolutiontolayherheartbarebeforehimatlast;"more,farmore,thanIhavesaidyet。Generous,mercifulfriend,letmesayithere!"
  Sheattemptedtothrowherselfonherkneesathisfeet。Hesprungfromhisseatandcheckedher,holdingherwithbothhishands,raisingherasherosehimself。Inthewordswhichhadjustescapedher,inthestartlingactionwhichhadaccompaniedthem,thetruthburstonhim。Theguiltywomanshehadspokenofwasherself!
  Whileshewasalmostinhisarms,whileherbosomwasjusttouchinghis,beforeawordmorehadpassedhislipsorhers,thelibrarydooropened。
  LadyJanetRoyenteredtheroom。
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  THESEARCHINTHEGROUNDS。
  GRACEROSEBERRY,stilllisteningintheconservatory,sawthedooropen,andrecognizedthemistressofthehouse。Shesoftlydrewback,andplacedherselfinsaferhiding,beyondtherangeofviewfromthedining-room。
  LadyJanetadvancednofurtherthanthethreshold。Shestoodthereandlookedathernephewandheradopteddaughterinsternsilence。
  Mercydroppedintothechairatherside。Juliankepthisplacebyher。Hismindwasstillstunnedbythediscoverythathadburstonit;hiseyesstillrestedonherinmuteterrorofinquiry。Hewasascompletelyabsorbedintheoneactoflookingatherasiftheyhadbeenstillalonetogetherintheroom。
  LadyJanetwasthefirstofthethreewhospoke。Sheaddressedherselftohernephew。
  "Youwereright,Mr。JulianGray,"shesaid,withherbitterestemphasisoftoneandmanner。"Yououghttohavefoundnobodyinthisroomonyourreturnbutme。Idetainyounolonger。Youarefreetoleavemyhouse。"
  Julianlookedroundathisaunt。Shewaspointingtothedoor。Intheexcitedstateofhissensibilitiesatthatmomenttheactionstunghimtothequick。Heansweredwithouthiscustomaryconsiderationforhisaunt'sageandhisaunt'spositiontowardhim。
  "Youapparentlyforget,LadyJanet,thatyouarenotspeakingtooneofyourfootmen,"hesaid。"Thereareseriousreasonsofwhichyouknownothingformyremaininginyourhousealittlelonger。Youmayrelyuponmytrespassingonyourhospitalityasshortatimeaspossible。"
  HeturnedagaintoMercyashesaidthosewords,andsurprisedhertimidlylookingupathim。Intheinstantwhentheireyesmet,thetumultofemotionsstrugglinginhimbecamesuddenlystilled。Sorrowforher——compassionatingsorrow——roseinthenewcalmandfilledhisheart。Now,andnowonly,hecouldreadinthewastedandnoblefacehowshehadsuffered。Thepitywhichhehadfeltfortheunnamedwomangrewtoatenfoldpityforher。Thefaithwhichheprofessed——honestlyprofessed——inthebetternatureoftheunnamedwomanstrengthenedintoatenfoldfaithinher。Headdressedhimselfagaintohisaunt,inagentlertone。"Thislady,"heresumed,"hassomethingtosaytomeinprivatewhichshehasnotsaidyet。Thatismyreasonandmyapologyfornotimmediatelyleavingthehouse。"
  Stillundertheimpressionofwhatshehadseenonenteringtheroom,LadyJanetlookedathiminangryamazement。WasJulianactuallyignoringHoraceHolmcroft箂claims,inthepresenceofHoraceHolmcroft箂betrothedwife?Sheappealedtoheradopteddaughter。"Grace!"sheexclaimed,"haveyouheardhim?Haveyounothingtosay?MustIremindyou——"
  Shestopped。ForthefirsttimeinLadyJanet'sexperienceofheryoungcompanion,shefoundherselfspeakingtoearsthatweredeaftoher。Mercywasincapableoflistening。Julian'seyeshadtoldherthatJulianunderstoodheratlast!
  LadyJanetturnedtohernephewoncemore,andaddressedhiminthehardestwordsthatshehadeverspokentohersister'sson。
  "Ifyouhaveanysenseofdecency,"shesaid——"Isaynothingofasenseofhonor——youwillleavethishouse,andyouracquaintancewiththatladywillendhere。Sparemeyourprotestsandexcuses;IcanplacebutoneinterpretationonwhatIsawwhenIopenedthatdoor。"
  "Youentirelymisunderstandwhatyousawwhenyouopenedthatdoor,"Juliananswered,quietly。
  "PerhapsImisunderstandtheconfessionwhichyoumadetomenotanhourago?"retortedLadyJanet。
  JuliancastalookofalarmatMercy。"Don'tspeakofit!"hesaid,inawhisper。"Shemighthearyou。"
  "Doyoumeantosayshedoesn'tknowyouareinlovewithher?"
  "ThankGod,shehasnotthefaintestsuspicionofit!"
  Therewasnomistakingtheearnestnesswithwhichhemadethatreply。Itprovedhisinnocenceasnothingelsecouldhaveprovedit。LadyJanetdrewbackastep——utterlybewildered;completelyatalosswhattosayorwhattodonext。
  Thesilencethatfollowedwasbrokenbyaknockatthelibrarydoor。Theman-servant——withnews,andbadnews,legiblywritteninhisdisturbedfaceandmanner——enteredtheroom。Inthenervousirritabilityofthemoment,LadyJanetresentedtheservant'sappearanceasapositiveoffenseonthepartoftheharmlessman。"Whosentforyou?"sheasked,sharply。"Whatdoyoumeanbyinterruptingus?"
  Theservantmadehisexcusesinanoddlybewilderedmanner。
  "Ibegyourladyship'spardon。Iwishedtotaketheliberty——IwantedtospeaktoMr。JulianGray。"
  "Whatisit?"askedJulian。
  ThemanlookeduneasilyatLadyJanet,hesitated,andglancedatthedoor,asifhewishedhimselfwelloutoftheroomagain。
  "IhardlyknowifIcantellyou,sir,beforeherladyship,"heanswered。
  LadyJanetinstantlypenetratedthesecretofherservant'shesitation。
  "Iknowwhathashappened,"shesaid;"thatabominablewomanhasfoundherwayhereagain。AmIright?"
  Theman'seyeshelplesslyconsultedJulian。
  "Yes,orno?"criedLadyJanet,imperatively。
  "Yes,mylady。"
  Julianatonceassumedthedutyofaskingthenecessaryquestions。
  "Whereisshe?"hebegan。
  "Somewhereinthegrounds,aswesuppose,sir。"
  "Didyouseeher?"
  "No,sir。"
  "Whosawher?"
  "Thelodge-keeper'swife。"
  Thislookedserious。Thelodge-keeper'swifehadbeenpresentwhileJulianhadgivenhisinstructionstoherhusband。Shewasnotlikelytohavemistakentheidentityofthepersonwhomshehaddiscovered。
  "Howlongsince?"Julianaskednext。
  "Notverylong,sir。"
  "Bemoreparticular。Howlong?"
  "Ididn'thear,sir。"
  "Didthelodge-keeper'swifespeaktothepersonwhenshesawher?"
  "No,sir:shedidn'tgetthechance,asIunderstandit。Sheisastoutwoman,ifyouremember。Theotherwastooquickforher——discoveredher,sir,andasthesayingisgavehertheslip。"
  "Inwhatpartofthegroundsdidthishappen?"
  Theservantpointedinthedirectionofthesidehall。"Inthatpart,sir。EitherintheDutchgardenortheshrubbery。Iamnotsurewhich。"
  Itwasplain,bythistime,thattheman'sinformationwastooimperfecttobepracticallyofanyuse。Julianaskedifthelodge-keeper'swifewasinthehouse。
  "No,sir。Herhusbandhasgoneouttosearchthegroundsinherplace,andsheismindingthegate。Theysenttheirboywiththemessage。FromwhatIcanmakeoutfromthelad,theywouldbethankfuliftheycouldgetawordmoreofadvicefromyou,sir。"
  Julianreflectedforamoment。
  Sofarashecouldestimatethem,theprobabilitieswerethatthestrangerfromMannheimhadalreadymadeherwayintothehouse;thatshehadbeenlisteninginthebilliard-room;thatshehadfoundtimeenoughtoescapehimonhisapproachingtoopenthedoor;andthatshewasnowintheservant'sphrase"somewhereinthegrounds,"aftereludingthepursuitofthelodgekeeper'swife。
  Thematterwasserious。Anymistakeindealingwithitmightleadtoverypainfulresults。
  IfJulianhadcorrectlyanticipatedthenatureoftheconfessionwhichMercyhadbeenonthepointofaddressingtohim,thepersonwhomhehadbeenthemeansofintroducingintothehousewas——whatshehadvainlyassertedherselftobe——nootherthanthetrueGraceRoseberry。
  Takingthisforgranted,itwasoftheutmostimportancethatheshouldspeaktoGraceprivately,beforeshecommittedherselftoanyrashlyrenewedassertionofherclaims,andbeforeshecouldgainaccesstoLadyJanet'sadopteddaughter。Thelandladyatherlodgingshadalreadywarnedhimthattheobjectwhichsheheldsteadilyinviewwastofindherwayto"MissRoseberry"whenLadyJanetwasnotpresenttotakeherpart,andwhennogentlemanwereathandtoprotecther。"Onlyletmemeetherfacetoface"shehadsaid,"andIwillmakeherconfessherselftheimpostorthatsheis!"Asmattersnowstood,itwasimpossibletoestimatetooseriouslythemischiefwhichmightensuefromsuchameetingasthis。EverythingnowdependedonJulian'sskillfulmanagementofanexasperatedwoman;andnobody,atthatmoment,knewwherethewomanwas。
  Inthispositionofaffairs,asJulianunderstoodit,thereseemedtobenootheralternativethantomakehisinquiriesinstantlyatthelodgeandthentodirectthesearchinperson。
  HelookedtowardMercy'schairashearrivedatthisresolution。ItwasatacruelsacrificeofhisownanxietiesandhisownwishesthathedeferredcontinuingtheconversationwithherfromthecriticalpointatwhichLadyJanet'sappearancehadinterruptedit。
  Mercyhadrisenwhilehehadbeenquestioningtheservant。Theattentionwhichshehadfailedtoaccordtowhathadpassedbetweenhisauntandhimselfshehadgiventotheimperfectstatementwhichhehadextractedfromtheman。HerfaceplainlyshowedthatshehadlistenedaseagerlyasLadyJanethadlistened;withthisremarkabledifferencebetweenthere,thatLadyJanetlookedfrightened,andthatLadyJanet'scompanionshowednosignsofalarm。Sheappearedtobeinterested;perhapsanxious——nothingmore。
  Julianspokeapartingwordtohisaunt。
  "Praycomposeyourself,"hesaid"Ihavelittledoubt,whenIcanlearntheparticulars,thatweshalleasilyfindthispersoninthegrounds。Thereisnoreasontobeuneasy。Iamgoingtosuperintendthesearchmyself。Iwillreturntoyouassoonaspossible。"
  LadyJanetlistenedabsently。TherewasacertainexpressioninhereyeswhichsuggestedtoJulianthathermindwasbusywithsomeprojectofitsown。HestoppedashepassedMercy,onhiswayoutbythebilliard-roomdoor。Itcosthimahardefforttocontrolthecontendingemotionswhichthemereactoflookingathernowawakenedinhim。Hisheartbeatfast,hisvoicesanklow,ashespoketoher。
  "Youshallseemeagain,"hesaid。"IneverwasmoreinearnestinpromisingyoumytruesthelpandsympathythanIamnow。"
  Sheunderstoodhim。Herbosomheavedpainfully;hereyesfelltotheground——shemadenoreply。ThetearsroseinJulian'seyesashelookedather。Hehurriedlylefttheroom。
  Whenheturnedtoclosethebilliard-roomdoor,heheardLadyJanetsay,"Iwillbewithyouagaininamoment,Grace;don'tgoaway。"
  Interpretingthesewordsasmeaningthathisaunthadsomebusinessofherowntoattendtointhelibrary,heshutthedoor。Hehadjustadvancedintothesmoking-roombeyond,whenhethoughtheheardthedooropenagain。Heturnedround。LadyJanethadfollowedhim。
  "Doyouwishtospeaktome?"heasked。
  "Iwantsomethingofyou,"LadyJanetanswered,"beforeyougo。"
  "Whatisit?"
  "Yourcard。"
  "Mycard?"
  "Youhavejusttoldmenottobeuneasy,"saidtheoldlady。"Iamuneasy,forallthat。Idon'tfeelassureasyoudothatthiswomanreallyisinthegrounds。Shemaybelurkingsomewhereinthehouse,andshemayappearwhenyourbackinturned。Rememberwhatyoutoldme。"
  Julianunderstoodtheallusion。Hemadenoreply。
  "Thepeopleatthepolicestationcloseby,"pursuedLadyJanet,"haveinstructionstosendanexperiencedman,inplainclothes,toanyaddressindicatedonyourcardthemomenttheyreceiveit。Thatiswhatyoutoldme。ForGrace'sprotection,Iwantyourcardbeforeyouleaveus。"
  ItwasimpossibleforJuliantomentionthereasonswhichnowforbadehimtomakeuseofhisownprecautions——intheveryfaceoftheemergencywhichtheyhadbeenespeciallyintendedtomeet。HowcouldhedeclarethetrueGraceRoseberrytobemad?HowcouldhegivethetrueGraceRoseberryintocustody?Ontheotherhand,hehadpersonallypledgedhimselfwhenthecircumstancesappearedtorequireittoplacethemeansoflegalprotectionfrominsultandannoyanceathisaunt'sdisposal。Andnow,therestoodLadyJanet,unaccustomedtohaveherwishesdisregardedbyanybody,withherbandextended,waitingforthecard!
  Whatwastobedone?Theonewayoutofthedifficultyappearedtobetosubmitforthemoment。Ifhesucceededindiscoveringthemissingwoman,hecouldeasilytakecarethatsheshouldbesubjectedtononeedlessindignity。Ifshecontrivedtoslipintothehouseinhisabsence,hecouldprovideagainstthatcontingencybysendingasecondcardprivatelytothepolicestation,forbiddingtheofficertostirintheaffairuntilhehadreceivedfurtherorders。Julianmadeonestipulationonlybeforehehandedhiscardtohisaunt。
  "Youwillnotusethis,Iamsure,withoutpositiveandpressingnecessity,"hesaid。"ButImustmakeonecondition。Promisemetokeepmyplanforcommunicatingwiththepoliceastrictsecret——"
  "AstrictsecretfromGrace?"interposedLadyJanet。Julianbowed。"DoyousupposeIwanttofrightenher?DoyouthinkIhavenothadanxietyenoughaboutheralready?OfcourseIshallkeepitasecretfromGrace!"
  Re-assuredonthispoint,Julianhastenedoutintothegrounds。AssoonashisbackwasturnedLadyJanetliftedthegoldpencil-casewhichhungatherwatch-chain,andwroteonhernephew'scardfortheinformationoftheofficerinplainclothes,"YouarewantedatMablethorpeHouse。"Thisdone,sheputthecardintotheold-fashionedpocketofherdress,andreturnedtothedining-room。
  Gracewaswaiting,inobediencetotheinstructionswhichshehadreceived。
  Forthefirstmomentortwonotawordwasspokenoneitherside。Nowthatshewasalonewithheradopteddaughter,acertaincoldnessandhardnessbegantoshowitselfinLadyJanet'smanner。Thediscoverythatshehadmadeonopeningthedrawing-roomdoorstillhungonhermind。Julianhadcertainlyconvincedherthatshehadmisinterpretedwhatshehadseen;buthehadconvincedheragainstherwill。ShehadfoundMercydeeplyagitated;suspiciouslysilent。Julianmightbeinnocent,sheadmitted——therewasnoaccountingforthevagariesofmen。ButthecaseofMercywasaltogetherdifferent。Womendidnotfindthemselvesinthearmsofmenwithoutknowingwhattheywereabout。AcquittingJulian,LadyJanetdeclinedtoacquitMercy。"Thereissomesecretunderstandingbetweenthem,"thoughttheoldlady,"andshe'stoblame;thewomenalwaysare!"
  Mercystillwaitedtobespokento;paleandquiet,silentandsubmissive。LadyJanet——inahighlyuncertainstateoftemper——wasobligedtobegin。
  "Mydear!"shecalledout,sharply。
  "Yes,LadyJanet。"
  "Howmuchlongerareyougoingtosittherewithyourmouthshutupandyoureyesonthecarpet?Haveyounoopiniontoofferonthisalarmingstateofthings?YouheardwhatthemansaidtoJulian——Isawyoulistening。Areyouhorriblyfrightened?"
  "No,LadyJanet。"
  "Notevennervous?"
  "No,LadyJanet。"
  "Ha!Ishouldhardlyhavegivenyoucreditforsomuchcourageaftermyexperienceofyouaweekago。Icongratulateyouonyourrecovery。"
  "Thankyou,LadyJanet。"
  "Iamnotsocomposedasyouare。Wewereanexcitablesetinmyyouth——andIhaven'tgotthebetterofityet。Ifeelnervous。Doyouhear?Ifeelnervous。"
  "Iamsorry,LadyJanet。"
  "Youareverygood。DoyouknowwhatIamgoingtodo?"
  "No,LadyJanet。"
  "Iamgoingtosummonthehousehold。WhenIsaythehousehold,Imeanthemen;thewomenarenouse。IamafraidIfailtoattractyourattention?"
  "Youhavemybestattention,LadyJanet。"
  "Youareverygoodagain。Isaidthewomenwereofnouse。"
  "Yes,LadyJanet。"
  "Imeantoplaceaman-servantonguardateveryentrancetothehouse。Iamgoingtodoitatonce。Willyoucomewithme?"
  "CanIbeofanyuseifIgowithyourladyship?"
  "Youcan'tbeoftheslightestuse。Igivetheordersinthishouse——notyou。Ihadquiteanothermotiveinaskingyoutocomewithme。Iammoreconsiderateofyouthanyouseemtothink——Idon'tlikeleavingyouherebyyourself。Doyouunderstand?
  "Iammuchobligedtoyourladyship。Idon'tmindbeingleftherebymyself。"
  "Youdon'tmind?Ineverheardofsuchheroisminmylife——outofanovel!Supposethatcrazywretchshouldfindherwayinhere?"
  "Shewouldnotfrightenmethistimeasshefrightenedmebefore。"
  "Nottoofast,myyounglady!Suppose——Goodheavens!nowIthinkofit,thereistheconservatory。Supposesheshouldbehiddeninthere?Julianissearchingthegrounds。Whoistosearchtheconservatory?"
  "Withyourladyship'spermission,Iwillsearchtheconservatory。"
  "You!!!"
  "Withyourladyship'spermission。"
  "Icanhardlybelievemyownears!Well,'Liveandlearn'isanoldproverb。IthoughtIknewyourcharacter。Thisisachange!"
  "Youforget,LadyJanetifImayventuretosayso,thatthecircumstancesarechanged。Shetookmebysurpriseonthelastoccasion;Iampreparedforhernow。"
  "Doyoureallyfeelascoollyasyouspeak?"
  "Yes,LadyJanet。"
  "Haveyourownway,then。Ishalldoonething,however,incaseofyourhavingoverestimatedyourowncourage。Ishallplaceoneofthemeninthelibrary。Youwillonlyhavetoringforhimifanythinghappens。Hewillgivethealarm——andIshallactaccordingly。Ihavemyplan,"saidherLadyship,comfortablyconsciousofthecardinherpocket。"Don'tlooktheordealoftheconfession。Shewasnotonlyanxious——shewasimpatientforJulian'sreturn。BeforeshesleptthatnightJulian'sconfidenceinhershouldbeaconfidencethatshehaddeserved。
  "Letherownthetruth,withoutthebasefearofdiscoverytodrivehertoit。Letherdojusticetothewomanwhomshehaswronged,whilethatwomanisstillpowerlesstoexposeher。Lethersacrificeeverythingthatshehasgainedbythefraudtothesacreddutyofatonement。Ifshecandothat,thenherrepentancehasnoblyrevealedthenoblenaturethatisinher;thensheisawomantobetrusted,respected,beloved。"Thosewordswereasvividlypresenttoherasifshestillheardthemfallingfromhislips。Thoseotherwordswhichhadfollowedthemrangasgrandlyaseverinherears:"Rise,poorwoundedheart!Beautiful,purifiedsoul,God'sangelsrejoiceoveryou!TakeyourplaceamongthenoblestofGod'screatures!"DidthewomanlivewhocouldhearJulianGraysaythat,andwhocouldhesitate,atanysacrifice,atanyloss,tojustifyhisbeliefinher?"Oh!"shethought,longinglywhilehereyesfollowedLadyJanettotheendofthelibrary,"ifyourworstfearscouldonlyberealized!IfIcouldonlyseeGraceRoseberryinthisroom,howfearlesslyIcouldmeethernow!"
  Sheclosedthelibrarydoor,whileLadyJanetopenedtheotherdoorwhichledintothehall。
  Assheturnedandlookedbackintothedining-roomacryofastonishmentescapedher。
  There——asifinanswertotheaspirationwhichwasstillinhermind;there,establishedintriumphonthechairthatshehadjustleft——satGraceRoseberry,insinistersilence,waitingforher。
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  [TableofContents]TheNewMagdalen,Chapter19CHAPTERXIX。
  THEEVILGENIUS。
  RECOVERINGfromthefirstoverpoweringsensationofsurprise,Mercyrapidlyadvanced,eagertosayherfirstpenitentwords。Gracestoppedherbyawarninggestureofthehand。"Nonearertome,"shesaid,withalookofcontemptuouscommand。"Staywhereyouare。"
  Mercypaused。Grace'sreceptionhadstartledher。Sheinstinctivelytookthechairnearesttohertosupportherself。Graceraisedawarninghandforthesecondtime,andissuedanothercommand:"Iforbidyoutobeseatedinmypresence。Youhavenorighttobeinthishouseatall。Remember,ifyouplease,whoyouare,andwhoIam。"
  Thetoneinwhichthosewordswerespokenwasaninsultinitself。Mercysuddenlyliftedherhead;theangryanswerwasonherlips。Shecheckedit,andsubmittedinsilence。"IwillbeworthyofJulianGray'sconfidenceinme,"shethought,asshestoodpatientlybythechair。"IwillbearanythingfromthewomanwhomIhavewronged。"
  Insilencethetwofacedeachother;alonetogether,forthefirsttimesincetheyhadmetintheFrenchcottage。Thecontrastbetweenthemwasstrangetosee。GraceRoseberry,seatedinherchair,littleandlean,withherdullwhitecomplexion,withherhard,threateningface,withhershrunkenfigurecladinitsplainandpoorblackgarments,lookedlikeabeingofalowersphere,comparedwithMercyMerrick,standingerectinherrichsilkendress;hertall,shapelyfiguretoweringoverthelittlecreaturebeforeher;hergrandheadbentingracefulsubmission;gentle,patient,beautiful;awomanwhomitwasaprivilegetolookatandadistinctiontoadmire。Ifastrangerhadbeentoldthatthosetwohadplayedtheirpartsinaromanceofreallife——thatoneofthemwasreallyconnectedbythetiesofrelationshipwithLadyJanetRoy,andthattheotherhadsuccessfullyattemptedtopersonateher——hewouldinevitably,ifithadbeenlefttohimtoguesswhichwaswhich,havepickedoutGraceasthecounterfeitandMercyasthetruewoman。
  Gracebrokethesilence。Shehadwaitedtoopenherlipsuntilshehadeyedherconqueredvictimallover,withdisdainfullyminuteattention,fromheadtofoot"Standthere。Iliketolookatyou,"shesaid,speakingwithaspitefulrelishofherowncruelwords。"It'snousefaintingthistime。YouhavenotgotLadyJanetRoytobringyouto。Therearenogentlemenhereto-daytopityyouandpickyouup。MercyMerrick,Ihavegotyouatlast。ThankGod,myturnhascome!Youcan'tescapemenow!"
  AllthelittlenessofheartandmindwhichhadfirstshownitselfinGraceatthemeetinginthecottage,whenMercytoldthesadstoryofherlife,nowrevealeditselfoncemore。Thewomanwhointhosepasttimeshadfeltnoimpulsetotakeasufferingandapenitentfellow-creaturebythehandwasthesamewomanwhocouldfeelnopity,whocouldsparenoinsolenceoftriumph,now。Mercy'ssweetvoiceansweredherpatiently,inlow,pleadingtones。
  "Ihavenotavoidedyou,"shesaid。"IwouldhavegonetoyouofmyownaccordifIhadknownthatyouwerehere。ItismyheartfeltwishtoownthatIhavesinnedagainstyou,andtomakealltheatonementthatIcan。Iamtooanxioustodeserveyourforgivenesstohaveanyfearofseeingyou。"
  Conciliatoryasthereplywas,itwasspokenwithasimpleandmodestdignityofmannerwhichrousedGraceRoseberrytofury。
  "Howdareyouspeaktomeasifyouwereanyequal?"sheburstout。"Youstandthereandanswermeasifyouhadyourrightandyourplaceinthishouse。Youaudaciouswoman!Ihavemyrightandmyplacehere——andwhatamIobligedtodo?Iamobligedtohangaboutinthegrounds,andflyfromthesightoftheservants,andhidelikeathief,andwaitlikeabeggar,andallforwhat?Forthechanceofhavingawordwithyou。Yes!you,madam!withtheairoftheRefugeandthedirtofthestreetsonyou!"
  Mercy'sheadsanklower;herhandtrembledasitheldbythebackofthechair。
  Itwashardtobearthereiteratedinsultsheapedonher,butJulian'sinfluencestillmadeitselffelt。Sheansweredaspatientlyasever。
  "Ifitisyourpleasuretousehardwordstome,"shesaid,"Ihavenorighttoresentthem。"
  "Youhavenorighttoanything!"Graceretorted。"Youhavenorighttothegownonyourback。Lookatyourself,andlookatMe!"HereyestraveledwithatigerishstareoverMercy'scostlysilkdress。"Whogaveyouthatdress?whogaveyouthosejewels?Iknow!LadyJanetgavethemtoGraceRoseberry。AreyouGraceRoseberry?Thatdressismine。Takeoffyourbraceletsandyourbrooch。Theyweremeantforme。"
  "Youmaysoonhavethem,MissRoseberry。Theywillnotbeinmypossessionmanyhourslonger。"
  "Whatdoyoumean?"
  "Howeverbadlyyoumayuseme,itismydutytoundotheharmthatIhavedone。Iamboundtodoyoujustice——Iamdeterminedtoconfessthetruth。"
  Gracesmiledscornfully。
  "Youconfess!"shesaid。"DoyouthinkIamfoolenoughtobelievethat?Youareoneshamefulbrazenliefromheadtofoot!Areyouthewomantogiveupyoursilksandyourjewels,andyourpositioninthishouse,andtogobacktotheRefugeofyourownaccord?Notyou——notyou!"
  Afirstfaintflushofcolorshoweditself,stealingslowlyoverMercy'sface;butshestillheldresolutelybythegoodinfluencewhichJulianhadleftbehindhim。Shecouldstillsaytoherself,"AnythingratherthandisappointJulianGray。"Sustainedbythecouragewhichhehadcalledtolifeinher,shesubmittedtohermartyrdomasbravelyasever。Buttherewasanominouschangeinhernow:shecouldonlysubmitinsilence;shecouldnolongertrustherselftoanswer。
  ThemuteenduranceinherfaceadditionallyexasperatedGraceRoseberry。
  "Youwon'tconfess,"shewenton。"Youhavehadaweektoconfessin,andyouhavenotdoneityet。No,no!youareofthesortthatcheatandlietothelast。Iamgladofit;Ishallhavethejoyofexposingyoumyselfbeforethewholehouse。Ishallbetheblessedmeansofcastingyoubackonthestreets。Oh!itwillbealmostworthallIhavegonethroughtoseeyouwithapoliceman'shandonyourarm,andthemobpointingatyouandmockingyouonyourwaytojail!"
  Thistimethestingstruckdeep;theoutragewasbeyondendurance。Mercygavethewomanwhohadagainandagaindeliberatelyinsultedherafirstwarning。
  "MissRoseberry,"shesaid,"Ihavebornewithoutamurmurthebitterestwordsyoucouldsaytome。Sparemeanymoreinsults。Indeed,indeed,Iameagertorestoreyoutoyourjustrights。WithmywholeheartIsayittoyou——Iamresolvedtoconfesseverything!"
  Shespokewithtremblingearnestnessoftone。can,andwill,beforeIrestto-night,tellthewholetruthtoMr。JulianGray。"
  Graceburstoutlaughing。"Aha!"sheexclaimed,withacynicaloutburstofgayety。"Nowwehavecometoitatlast!"
  "Takecare!"saidMercy。"Takecare!"
  "Mr。JulianGray!Iwasbehindthebilliard-roomdoor——IsawyoucoaxMr。JulianGraytocomein!confessionlosesallitshorrors,andbecomesquitealuxury,withMr。JulianGray!"
  "Nomore,MissRoseberry!nomore!ForGod'ssake,don'tputmebesidemyself!Youhavetorturedmeenoughalready。"
  "Youhaven'tbeenonthestreetsfornothing。Youareawomanwithresources;youknowthevalueofhavingtwostringstoyourbow。IfMr。Holmcroftfailsyou,youhavegotMr。JulianGray。Ah!yousickenme。I'llseethatMr。Holmcroft'seyesareopened;heshallknowwhatawomanhemighthavemarriedbutforMe——"
  Shecheckedherself;thenextrefinementofinsultremainedsuspendedonherlips。
  Thewomanwhomshehadoutragedsuddenlyadvancedonher。Hereyes,staringhelplesslyupward,sawMercyMerrick'sface,whitewiththeterribleangerwhichdrivesthebloodbackontheheart,bendingthreateninglyoverher。
  "'YouwillseethatMr。Holmcroft'seyesareopened,'"Mercyslowlyrepeated;"'heshallknowwhatawomanhemighthavemarriedbutforyou!'"
  Shepaused,andfollowedthosewordsbyaquestionwhichstruckacreepingterrorthroughGraceRoseberry,fromthehairofherheadtothesolesofherfeet:
  "Whoareyou?"
  Thesuppressedfuryoflookandtonewhichaccompaniedthatquestiontold,asnoviolencecouldhavetoldit,thatthelimitsofMercy'sendurancehadbeenfoundatlast。Intheguardianangel'sabsencetheevilgeniushaddoneitsevilwork。ThebetternaturewhichJulianGrayhadbroughttolifesank,poisonedbythevilevenomofawomanlyspitefultongue。AneasyandaterriblemeansofavengingtheoutragesheapedonherwaswithinMercy'sreach,ifshechosetotakeit。Inthefrenzyofherindignationsheneverhesitated——shetookit。
  "Whoareyou?"sheaskedforthesecondtime。
  Gracerousedherselfandattemptedtospeak。Mercystoppedherwithascornfulgestureofherhand。
  "Iremember!"shewenton,withthesamefiercelysuppressedrage。"YouarethemadwomanfromtheGermanhospitalwhocamehereaweekago。Iamnotafraidofyouthistime。Sitdownandrestyourself,MercyMerrick"
  Deliberatelygivingherthatnametoherface,MercyturnedfromherandtookthechairwhichGracehadforbiddenhertooccupywhentheinterviewbegan。Gracestartedtoherfeet。
  "Whatdoesthismean?"sheasked。
  "Itmeans,"answeredMercy,contemptuously,"thatIrecalleverywordIsaidtoyoujustnow。ItmeansthatIamresolvedtokeepmyplaceinthishouse。"
  "Areyououtofyoursenses?"
  "Youarenotfarfromthebell。Ringit。Dowhatyouaskedmetodo。Callinthewholehousehold,andaskthemwhichofusismad——youorI。"
  "MercyMerrick!youshallrepentthistothelasthourofyourlife!"
  Mercyroseagain,andfixedherflashingeyesonthewomanwhostilldefiedher。
  "Ihavehadenoughofyou!"shesaid。"Leavethehousewhileyoucanleaveit。Stayhere,andIwillsendforLadyJanetRoy。"
  "Youcan'tsendforher!Youdaren'tsendforher!"
  "IcanandIdare。Youhavenotashadowofaproofagainstme。Ihavegotthepapers;Iaminpossessionoftheplace;IhaveestablishedmyselfinLadyJanet'sconfidence。Imeantodeserveyouropinionofme——Iwillkeepmydressesandmyjewelsandmypositioninthehouse。IdenythatIhavedonewrong。Societyhasusedmecruelly;IowenothingtoSociety。IhavearighttotakeanyadvantageofitifIcan。IdenythatIhaveinjuredyou。HowwasItoknowthatyouwouldcometolifeagain?HaveIdegradedyournameandyourcharacter?Ihavedonehonortoboth。Ihavewoneverybody'slikingandeverybody'srespect。DoyouthinkLadyJanetwouldhavelovedyouasshelovesme?Notshe!ItellyoutoyourfaceIhavefilledthefalsepositionmorecreditablythanyoucouldhavefilledthetrueone,andImeantokeepit。Iwon'tgiveupyourname;Iwon'trestoreyourcharacter!Doyourworst;Idefyyou!"
  Shepouredoutthoserecklesswordsinoneheadlongflowwhichdefiedinterruption。Therewasnoansweringheruntilshewastoobreathlesstosaymore。Graceseizedheropportunitythemomentitwaswithinherreach。
  "Youdefyme?"shereturned,resolutely。"Youwon'tdefymelong。IhavewrittentoCanada。Myfriendswillspeakforme。"
  "Whatofit,iftheydo?Yourfriendsarestrangershere。IamLadyJanet'sadopteddaughter。Doyouthinkshewillbelieveyourfriends?Shewillbelieveme。Shewillburntheirlettersiftheywrite。Shewillforbidthehousetothemiftheycome。IshallbeMrs。HoraceHolmcroftinaweek'stime。Whocanshakemyposition?WhocaninjureMe?"
  "Waitalittle。YouforgetthematronattheRefuge。"
  "Findher,ifyoucan。Inevertoldyouhername。InevertoldyouwheretheRefugewas。"
  "Iwilladvertiseyourname,andfindthematroninthatway。"
  "AdvertiseineverynewspaperinLondon。DoyouthinkIgaveastrangerlikeyouthenameIreallyboreintheRefuge?IgaveyouthenameIassumedwhenIleftEngland。NosuchpersonasMercyMerrickisknowntothematron。NosuchpersonisknowntoMr。Holmcroft。HesawmeattheFrenchcottagewhileyouweresenselessonthebed。Ihadmygraycloakon;neitherhenoranyofthemsawmeinmynurse'sdress。InquirieshavebeenmadeaboutmeontheContinent——andIhappentoknowfromthepersonwhomadethemwithnoresult。Iamsafeinyourplace;Iamknownbyyourname。IamGraceRoseberry;andyouareMercyMerrick。Disproveit,ifyoucan!"
  Summinguptheunassailablesecurityofherfalsepositioninthoseclosingwords,Mercypointedsignificantlytothebilliard-roomdoor。
  "Youwerehidingthere,byyourownconfession,"shesaid。"Youknowyourwayoutbythatdoor。Willyouleavetheroom?"
  "Iwon'tstirastep!"
  Mercywalkedtoaside-table,andstruckthebellplacedonit。
  Atthesamemomentthebilliard-roomdooropened。JulianGrayappeared——returningfromhisunsuccessfulsearchinthegrounds。
  Hehadbarelycrossedthethresholdbeforethelibrarydoorwasthrownopennextbytheservantpostedintheroom。Themandrewbackrespectfully,andgaveadmissiontoLadyJanetRoy。ShewasfollowedbyHoraceHolmcroftwithhismother'sweddingpresenttoMercyinhishand。
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  THEPOLICEMANINPLAINCLOTHES。
  JULIANlookedroundtheroom,andstoppedatthedoorwhichhehadjustopened。
  HiseyesrestedfirstonMercy,nextonGrace。
  Thedisturbedfacesofboththewomentoldhimbuttooplainlythatthedisasterwhichhehaddreadedhadactuallyhappened。Theyhadmetwithoutanythirdpersontointerferebetweenthem。Towhatextremitiesthehostileinterviewmighthaveleditwasimpossibleforhimtoguess。Inhisaunt'spresencehecouldonlywaithisopportunityofspeakingtoMercy,andbereadytointerposeifanythingwasignorantlydonewhichmightgivejustcauseofoffensetoGrace。
  LadyJanet'scourseofactiononenteringthedining-roomwasinperfectharmonywithLadyJanet'scharacter。
  Instantlydiscoveringtheintruder,shelookedsharplyatMercy。"WhatdidItellyou?"sheasked。"Areyoufrightened?No!notintheleastfrightened!Wonderful!"Sheturnedtotheservant。"Waitinthelibrary;Imaywantyouagain。"ShelookedatJulian。"Leaveitalltome;Icanmanageit。"ShemadeasigntoHorace。"Staywhereyouare,andholdyourtongue。"Havingnowsaidallthatwasnecessarytoeveryoneelse,sheadvancedtothepartoftheroominwhichGracewasstanding,withloweringbrowsandfirmlyshutlips,defiantofeverybody。