Onceagain,Stephenhadtoconqueraninstinctivepropensitytodislikethisoldwoman,thoughhermannerwasashonestandsimpleasamannerpossiblycouldbe。WithagentlenessthatwasasnaturaltohimasheknewittobetoRachael,hepursuedthesubjectthatinterestedherinheroldage。
'Well,missus,'saidhe,'Ihaseenthelady,andshewereyoungandhansom。Wi'finedarkthinkineyes,andastillway,Rachael,asIhaneverseenthelikeon。'
'Youngandhandsome。Yes!'criedtheoldwoman,quitedelighted。
'Asbonnyasarose!Andwhatahappywife!'
'Aye,missus,Isupposeshebe,'saidStephen。ButwithadoubtfulglanceatRachael。
'Supposeshebe?Shemustbe。She'syourmaster'swife,'returnedtheoldwoman。
Stephennoddedassent。'Thoughastomaster,'saidhe,glancingagainatRachael,'notmasteronnymore。That'sawenden'twixthimandme。'
'Haveyoulefthiswork,Stephen?'askedRachael,anxiouslyandquickly。
'Why,Rachael,'hereplied,'whetherIhalef'nhiswork,orwhetherhisworkhalef'nme,coomst'th'same。Hisworkandmeareparted。'Tisasweelso-better,Iwerethinkinwhenyocoomupwi'me。Itwouldhabrought'ntroubleupontroubleifIhadstayedtheer。Haply'tisakindnesstomonnythatIgo;haply'tisakindnesstomyseln;anywaysitmunbedone。ImunturnmyfacefroCoketownfurth'time,andseekafort'n,dear,bybeginninfresh。'
'Wherewillyougo,Stephen?'
'Idonnot'night,'saidhe,liftingoffhishat,andsmoothinghisthinhairwiththeflatofhishand。'ButI'mnotgoint'night,Rachael,noryett'morrow。'Tan'teasyovermucht'knowwheert'
turn,butagoodheartwillcoomtome。'
Herein,too,thesenseofeventhinkingunselfishlyaidedhim。
BeforehehadsomuchasclosedMr。Bounderby'sdoor,hehadreflectedthatatleasthisbeingobligedtogoawaywasgoodforher,asitwouldsaveherfromthechanceofbeingbroughtintoquestionfornotwithdrawingfromhim。Thoughitwouldcosthimahardpangtoleaveher,andthoughhecouldthinkofnosimilarplaceinwhichhiscondemnationwouldnotpursuehim,perhapsitwasalmostarelieftobeforcedawayfromtheenduranceofthelastfourdays,eventounknowndifficultiesanddistresses。
Sohesaid,withtruth,'I'mmoreleetsome,Rachael,under't,thanIcould'nhabelieved。'Itwasnotherparttomakehisburdenheavier。Sheansweredwithhercomfortingsmile,andthethreewalkedontogether。
Age,especiallywhenitstrivestobeself-reliantandcheerful,findsmuchconsiderationamongthepoor。Theoldwomanwassodecentandcontented,andmadesolightofherinfirmities,thoughtheyhadincreaseduponhersinceherformerinterviewwithStephen,thattheybothtookaninterestinher。Shewastoosprightlytoallowoftheirwalkingataslowpaceonheraccount,butshewasverygratefultobetalkedto,andverywillingtotalktoanyextent:so,whentheycametotheirpartofthetown,shewasmorebriskandvivaciousthanever。
'Cometomypoorplace,missus,'saidStephen,'andtakacoopo'
tea。Rachaelwillcoomthen;andarterwardsI'llseetheesafet'
thyTravellers'lodgin。'Tmaybelong,Rachael,ereeverIhath'
chanceo'thycoompanyagen。'
Theycomplied,andthethreewentontothehousewherehelodged。
Whentheyturnedintoanarrowstreet,Stephenglancedathiswindowwithadreadthatalwayshauntedhisdesolatehome;butitwasopen,ashehadleftit,andnoonewasthere。Theevilspiritofhislifehadflittedawayagain,monthsago,andhehadheardnomoreofhersince。Theonlyevidenceofherlastreturnnow,werethescantiermoveablesinhisroom,andthegrayerhairuponhishead。
Helightedacandle,setouthislittletea-board,gothotwaterfrombelow,andbroughtinsmallportionsofteaandsugar,aloaf,andsomebutterfromthenearestshop。Thebreadwasnewandcrusty,thebutterfresh,andthesugarlump,ofcourse-infulfilmentofthestandardtestimonyoftheCoketownmagnates,thatthesepeoplelivedlikeprinces,sir。Rachaelmadetheteasolargeapartynecessitatedtheborrowingofacup,andthevisitorenjoyeditmightily。Itwasthefirstglimpseofsocialitythehosthadhadformanydays。Hetoo,withtheworldawideheathbeforehim,enjoyedthemeal-againincorroborationofthemagnates,asexemplifyingtheutterwantofcalculationonthepartofthesepeople,sir。
'Ihaneverthowtyet,missus,'saidStephen,'o'askinthyname。'
Theoldladyannouncedherselfas'Mrs。Pegler。'
'Awidder,Ithink?'saidStephen。
'Oh,manylongyears!'Mrs。Pegler'shusbandoneofthebestonrecordwasalreadydead,byMrs。Pegler'scalculation,whenStephenwasborn。
''Twereabadjob,too,tolosesogoodaone,'saidStephen。
'Onnychildren?'
Mrs。Pegler'scup,rattlingagainsthersaucerassheheldit,denotedsomenervousnessonherpart。'No,'shesaid。'Notnow,notnow。'
'Dead,Stephen,'Rachaelsoftlyhinted。
'I'msooaryIhaspok'non't,'saidStephen,'Ioughtt'hadninmymindasImighttouchasoreplace。I-Iblamemyseln。'
Whileheexcusedhimself,theoldlady'scuprattledmoreandmore。
'Ihadason,'shesaid,curiouslydistressed,andnotbyanyoftheusualappearancesofsorrow;'andhedidwell,wonderfullywell。Butheisnottobespokenofifyouplease。Heis-'
Puttingdownhercup,shemovedherhandsasifshewouldhaveadded,byheraction,'dead!'Thenshesaidaloud,'Ihavelosthim。'
Stephenhadnotyetgotthebetterofhishavinggiventheoldladypain,whenhislandladycamestumblingupthenarrowstairs,andcallinghimtothedoor,whisperedinhisear。Mrs。Peglerwasbynomeansdeaf,forshecaughtawordasitwasuttered。
'Bounderby!'shecried,inasuppressedvoice,startingupfromthetable。'Ohhideme!Don'tletmebeseenfortheworld。Don'tlethimcomeuptillI'vegotaway。Pray,pray!'Shetrembled,andwasexcessivelyagitated;gettingbehindRachael,whenRachaeltriedtoreassureher;andnotseemingtoknowwhatshewasabout。
'Buthearken,missus,hearken,'saidStephen,astonished。"Tisn'tMr。Bounderby;'tishiswife。Yo'rnotfearfo'o'her。Yowashey-go-madabouther,butanhoursin。'
'Butareyousureit'sthelady,andnotthegentleman?'sheasked,stilltrembling。
'Certainsure!'
'Wellthen,praydon'tspeaktome,noryettakeanynoticeofme,'
saidtheoldwoman。'Letmebequitetomyselfinthiscorner。'
Stephennodded;lookingtoRachaelforanexplanation,whichshewasquiteunabletogivehim;tookthecandle,wentdownstairs,andinafewmomentsreturned,lightingLouisaintotheroom。Shewasfollowedbythewhelp。
Rachaelhadrisen,andstoodapartwithhershawlandbonnetinherhand,whenStephen,himselfprofoundlyastonishedbythisvisit,putthecandleonthetable。Thenhetoostood,withhisdoubledhanduponthetablenearit,waitingtobeaddressed。
ForthefirsttimeinherlifeLouisahadcomeintooneofthedwellingsoftheCoketownHands;forthefirsttimeinherlifeshewasfacetofacewithanythinglikeindividualityinconnectionwiththem。Sheknewoftheirexistencebyhundredsandbythousands。Sheknewwhatresultsinworkagivennumberofthemwouldproduceinagivenspaceoftime。Sheknewthemincrowdspassingtoandfromtheirnests,likeantsorbeetles。Butsheknewfromherreadinginfinitelymoreofthewaysoftoilinginsectsthanofthesetoilingmenandwomen。
Somethingtobeworkedsomuchandpaidsomuch,andthereended;
somethingtobeinfalliblysettledbylawsofsupplyanddemand;
somethingthatblunderedagainstthoselaws,andflounderedintodifficulty;somethingthatwasalittlepinchedwhenwheatwasdear,andover-ateitselfwhenwheatwascheap;somethingthatincreasedatsucharateofpercentage,andyieldedsuchanotherpercentageofcrime,andsuchanotherpercentageofpauperism;
somethingwholesale,ofwhichvastfortunesweremade;somethingthatoccasionallyroselikeasea,anddidsomeharmandwastechieflytoitself,andfellagain;thissheknewtheCoketownHandstobe。But,shehadscarcelythoughtmoreofseparatingthemintounits,thanofseparatingtheseaitselfintoitscomponentdrops。
Shestoodforsomemomentslookingroundtheroom。Fromthefewchairs,thefewbooks,thecommonprints,andthebed,sheglancedtothetwowomen,andtoStephen。
'Ihavecometospeaktoyou,inconsequenceofwhatpassedjustnow。Ishouldliketobeserviceabletoyou,ifyouwillletme。
Isthisyourwife?'
Rachaelraisedhereyes,andtheysufficientlyansweredno,anddroppedagain。
'Iremember,'saidLouisa,reddeningathermistake;'Irecollect,now,tohaveheardyourdomesticmisfortunesspokenof,thoughI
wasnotattendingtotheparticularsatthetime。Itwasnotmymeaningtoaskaquestionthatwouldgivepaintoanyonehere。IfIshouldaskanyotherquestionthatmayhappentohavethatresult,givemecredit,ifyouplease,forbeinginignorancehowtospeaktoyouasIought。'
AsStephenhadbutalittlewhileagoinstinctivelyaddressedhimselftoher,soshenowinstinctivelyaddressedherselftoRachael。Hermannerwasshortandabrupt,yetfalteringandtimid。
'Hehastoldyouwhathaspassedbetweenhimselfandmyhusband?
Youwouldbehisfirstresource,Ithink。'
'Ihaveheardtheendofit,younglady,'saidRachael。
'DidIunderstand,that,beingrejectedbyoneemployer,hewouldprobablyberejectedbyall?Ithoughthesaidasmuch?'
'Thechancesareverysmall,younglady-nexttonothing-foramanwhogetsabadnameamongthem。'
'WhatshallIunderstandthatyoumeanbyabadname?'
'Thenameofbeingtroublesome。'
'Then,bytheprejudicesofhisownclass,andbytheprejudicesoftheother,heissacrificedalike?Arethetwosodeeplyseparatedinthistown,thatthereisnoplacewhateverforanhonestworkmanbetweenthem?'
Rachaelshookherheadinsilence。
'Hefellintosuspicion,'saidLouisa,'withhisfellow-weavers,because-hehadmadeapromisenottobeoneofthem。Ithinkitmusthavebeentoyouthathemadethatpromise。MightIaskyouwhyhemadeit?'
Rachaelburstintotears。'Ididn'tseekitofhim,poorlad。I
prayedhimtoavoidtroubleforhisowngood,littlethinkinghe'dcometoitthroughme。ButIknowhe'ddieahundreddeaths,ereeverhe'dbreakhisword。Iknowthatofhimwell。'
Stephenhadremainedquietlyattentive,inhisusualthoughtfulattitude,withhishandathischin。Henowspokeinavoiceratherlesssteadythanusual。
'Noone,exceptingmyseln,caneverknowwhathonour,an'whatlove,an'respect,IbeartoRachael,orwi'whatcause。WhenI
passedthatpromess,Itowdhertrue,shewereth'Angelo'mylife。'Twereasolemnpromess。'Tisgonefro'me,forever。'
Louisaturnedherheadtohim,andbentitwithadeferencethatwasnewinher。ShelookedfromhimtoRachael,andherfeaturessoftened。'Whatwillyoudo?'sheaskedhim。Andhervoicehadsoftenedtoo。
'Weel,ma'am,'saidStephen,makingthebestofit,withasmile;
'whenIhafinishedoff,Imunquitthispart,andtryanother。
Fortnetormisfortnet,amancanbuttry;there'snowttobedonewi'outtryin'-ceptlayingdownanddying。'
'Howwillyoutravel?'
'Afoot,mykindledy,afoot。'
Louisacoloured,andapurseappearedinherhand。Therustlingofabank-notewasaudible,assheunfoldedoneandlaiditonthetable。
'Rachael,willyoutellhim-foryouknowhow,withoutoffence-
thatthisisfreelyhis,tohelphimonhisway?Willyouentreathimtotakeit?'
'Icannadothat,younglady,'sheanswered,turningherheadaside。'Blessyouforthinkingo'thepoorladwi'suchtenderness。But'tisforhimtoknowhisheart,andwhatisrightaccordingtoit。'
Louisalooked,inpartincredulous,inpartfrightened,inpartovercomewithquicksympathy,whenthismanofsomuchself-
command,whohadbeensoplainandsteadythroughthelateinterview,losthiscomposureinamoment,andnowstoodwithhishandbeforehisface。Shestretchedouthers,asifshewouldhavetouchedhim;thencheckedherself,andremainedstill。
'Note'enRachael,'saidStephen,whenhestoodagainwithhisfaceuncovered,'couldmaksitchakindofferin,byonnywords,kinder。
T'showthatI'mnotamanwi'outreasonandgratitude,I'lltaktwopound。I'llborrow'tfort'pay'tback。'TwillbethesweetestworkaseverIhadone,thatputsitinmypowert'
acknowledgeoncemoremylastinthankfulnessforthispresentaction。'
Shewasfaintotakeupthenoteagain,andtosubstitutethemuchsmallersumhehadnamed。Hewasneithercourtly,norhandsome,norpicturesque,inanyrespect;andyethismannerofacceptingit,andofexpressinghisthankswithoutmorewords,hadagraceinitthatLordChesterfieldcouldnothavetaughthissoninacentury。
Tomhadsatuponthebed,swingingonelegandsuckinghiswalking-
stickwithsufficientunconcern,untilthevisithadattainedthisstage。Seeinghissisterreadytodepart,hegotup,ratherhurriedly,andputinaword。
'Justwaitamoment,Loo!Beforewego,Ishouldliketospeaktohimamoment。Somethingcomesintomyhead。Ifyou'llstepoutonthestairs,Blackpool,I'llmentionit。Nevermindalight,man!'
Tomwasremarkablyimpatientofhismovingtowardsthecupboard,togetone。'Itdon'twantalight。'
Stephenfollowedhimout,andTomclosedtheroomdoor,andheldthelockinhishand。
'Isay!'hewhispered。'IthinkIcandoyouagoodturn。Don'taskmewhatitis,becauseitmaynotcometoanything。Butthere'snoharminmytrying。'
HisbreathfelllikeaflameoffireonStephen'sear,itwassohot。
'ThatwasourlightporterattheBank,'saidTom,'whobroughtyouthemessageto-night。Icallhimourlightporter,becauseI
belongtotheBanktoo。'
Stephenthought,'Whatahurryheisin!'Hespokesoconfusedly。
'Well!'saidTom。'Nowlookhere!Whenareyouoff?'
'T'day'sMonday,'repliedStephen,considering。'Why,sir,FridayorSaturday,nigh'bout。'
'FridayorSaturday,'saidTom。'Nowlookhere!IamnotsurethatIcandoyouthegoodturnIwanttodoyou-that'smysister,youknow,inyourroom-butImaybeableto,andifI
shouldnotbeableto,there'snoharmdone。SoItellyouwhat。
You'llknowourlightporteragain?'
'Yes,sure,'saidStephen。
'Verywell,'returnedTom。'Whenyouleaveworkofanight,betweenthisandyourgoingaway,justhangabouttheBankanhourorso,willyou?Don'ttakeon,asifyoumeantanything,ifheshouldseeyouhangingaboutthere;becauseIshan'tputhimuptospeaktoyou,unlessIfindIcandoyoutheserviceIwanttodoyou。Inthatcasehe'llhaveanoteoramessageforyou,butnotelse。Nowlookhere!Youaresureyouunderstand。'
Hehadwormedafinger,inthedarkness,throughabutton-holeofStephen'scoat,andwasscrewingthatcornerofthegarmenttightuproundandround,inanextraordinarymanner。
'Iunderstand,sir,'saidStephen。
'Nowlookhere!'repeatedTom。'Besureyoudon'tmakeanymistakethen,anddon'tforget。Ishalltellmysisteraswegohome,whatIhaveinview,andshe'llapprove,Iknow。Nowlookhere!You'reallright,areyou?Youunderstandallaboutit?Verywellthen。
Comealong,Loo!'
Hepushedthedooropenashecalledtoher,butdidnotreturnintotheroom,orwaittobelighteddownthenarrowstairs。Hewasatthebottomwhenshebegantodescend,andwasinthestreetbeforeshecouldtakehisarm。
Mrs。Peglerremainedinhercorneruntilthebrotherandsisterweregone,anduntilStephencamebackwiththecandleinhishand。
ShewasinastateofinexpressibleadmirationofMrs。Bounderby,and,likeanunaccountableoldwoman,wept,'becauseshewassuchaprettydear。'YetMrs。Peglerwassoflurriedlesttheobjectofheradmirationshouldreturnbychance,oranybodyelseshouldcome,thathercheerfulnesswasendedforthatnight。Itwaslatetoo,topeoplewhoroseearlyandworkedhard;thereforethepartybrokeup;andStephenandRachaelescortedtheirmysteriousacquaintancetothedooroftheTravellers'CoffeeHouse,wheretheypartedfromher。
TheywalkedbacktogethertothecornerofthestreetwhereRachaellived,andastheydrewnearerandnearertoit,silencecreptuponthem。Whentheycametothedarkcornerwheretheirunfrequentmeetingsalwaysended,theystopped,stillsilent,asifbothwereafraidtospeak。
'Ishallstrivet'seetheeagen,Rachael,aforeIgo,butifnot-
'
'Thouwiltnot,Stephen,Iknow。'Tisbetterthatwemakeupourmindstobeopenwi'oneanother。'
'Thou'rtawlusright。'Tisbolderandbetter。Ihabeenthinkinthen,Rachael,thatas'tisbutadayortwothatremains,'twerebetterforthee,mydear,nott'beseenwi'me。'Tmightbringtheeintotrouble,furnogood。'
''Tisnotforthat,Stephen,thatImind。Butthouknow'stouroldagreement。'Tisforthat。'
'Well,well,'saidhe。"Tisbetter,onnyways。'
'Thou'ltwritetome,andtellmeallthathappens,Stephen?'
'Yes。WhatcanIsaynow,butHeavenbewi'thee,Heavenblessthee,Heaventhanktheeandrewardthee!'
'Mayitblessthee,Stephen,too,inallthywanderings,andsendtheepeaceandrestatlast!'
'Itowdthee,mydear,'saidStephenBlackpool-'thatnight-thatIwouldneverseeorthinko'onnythingthatangeredme,butthou,somuchbetterthanme,should'stbebesideit。Thou'rtbesideitnow。Thoumak'stmeseeitwi'abettereye。Blessthee。Goodnight。Good-bye!'
Itwasbutahurriedpartinginacommonstreet,yetitwasasacredremembrancetothesetwocommonpeople。Utilitarianeconomists,skeletonsofschoolmasters,CommissionersofFact,genteelandused-upinfidels,gabblersofmanylittledog's-earedcreeds,thepooryouwillhavealwayswithyou。Cultivateinthem,whilethereisyettime,theutmostgracesofthefanciesandaffections,toadorntheirlivessomuchinneedofornament;or,inthedayofyourtriumph,whenromanceisutterlydrivenoutoftheirsouls,andtheyandabareexistencestandfacetoface,Realitywilltakeawolfishturn,andmakeanendofyou。
Stephenworkedthenextday,andthenext,uncheeredbyawordfromanyone,andshunnedinallhiscomingsandgoingsasbefore。Attheendofthesecondday,hesawland;attheendofthethird,hisloomstoodempty。
HehadoverstayedhishourinthestreetoutsidetheBank,oneachofthetwofirstevenings;andnothinghadhappenedthere,goodorbad。Thathemightnotberemissinhispartoftheengagement,heresolvedtowaitfulltwohours,onthisthirdandlastnight。
TherewastheladywhohadoncekeptMr。Bounderby'shouse,sittingatthefirst-floorwindowashehadseenherbefore;andtherewasthelightporter,sometimestalkingwithherthere,andsometimeslookingovertheblindbelowwhichhadBANKuponit,andsometimescomingtothedoorandstandingonthestepsforabreathofair。
Whenhefirstcameout,Stephenthoughthemightbelookingforhim,andpassednear;butthelightporteronlycasthiswinkingeyesuponhimslightly,andsaidnothing。
Twohourswerealongstretchofloungingabout,afteralongday'slabour。Stephensatuponthestepofadoor,leanedagainstawallunderanarchway,strolledupanddown,listenedforthechurchclock,stoppedandwatchedchildrenplayinginthestreet。Somepurposeorotherissonaturaltoeveryone,thatamereloitereralwayslooksandfeelsremarkable。Whenthefirsthourwasout,Stephenevenbegantohaveanuncomfortablesensationuponhimofbeingforthetimeadisreputablecharacter。
Thencamethelamplighter,andtwolengtheninglinesoflightalldownthelongperspectiveofthestreet,untiltheywereblendedandlostinthedistance。Mrs。Sparsitclosedthefirst-floorwindow,drewdowntheblind,andwentup-stairs。Presently,alightwentup-stairsafterher,passingfirstthefanlightofthedoor,andafterwardsthetwostaircasewindows,onitswayup。Byandby,onecornerofthesecond-floorblindwasdisturbed,asifMrs。Sparsit'seyewerethere;alsotheothercorner,asifthelightporter'seyewereonthatside。Still,nocommunicationwasmadetoStephen。Muchrelievedwhenthetwohourswereatlastaccomplished,hewentawayataquickpace,asarecompenseforsomuchloitering。
Hehadonlytotakeleaveofhislandlady,andliedownonhistemporarybeduponthefloor;forhisbundlewasmadeupforto-
morrow,andallwasarrangedforhisdeparture。Hemeanttobeclearofthetownveryearly;beforetheHandswereinthestreets。
Itwasbarelydaybreak,when,withapartinglookroundhisroom,mournfullywonderingwhetherheshouldeverseeitagain,hewentout。Thetownwasasentirelydesertedasiftheinhabitantshadabandonedit,ratherthanholdcommunicationwithhim。Everythinglookedwanatthathour。Eventhecomingsunmadebutapalewasteinthesky,likeasadsea。
BytheplacewhereRachaellived,thoughitwasnotinhisway;bytheredbrickstreets;bythegreatsilentfactories,nottremblingyet;bytherailway,wherethedanger-lightswerewaninginthestrengtheningday;bytherailway'scrazyneighbourhood,halfpulleddownandhalfbuiltup;byscatteredredbrickvillas,wherethebesmokedevergreensweresprinkledwithadirtypowder,likeuntidysnuff-takers;bycoal-dustpathsandmanyvarietiesofugliness;Stephengottothetopofthehill,andlookedback。
Daywasshiningradiantlyuponthetownthen,andthebellsweregoingforthemorningwork。Domesticfireswerenotyetlighted,andthehighchimneyshadtheskytothemselves。Puffingouttheirpoisonousvolumes,theywouldnotbelonginhidingit;but,forhalfanhour,someofthemanywindowsweregolden,whichshowedtheCoketownpeopleasuneternallyineclipse,throughamediumofsmokedglass。
Sostrangetoturnfromthechimneystothebirds。Sostrange,tohavetheroad-dustonhisfeetinsteadofthecoal-grit。Sostrangetohavelivedtohistimeoflife,andyettobebeginninglikeaboythissummermorning!Withthesemusingsinhismind,andhisbundleunderhisarm,Stephentookhisattentivefacealongthehighroad。Andthetreesarchedoverhim,whisperingthatheleftatrueandlovingheartbehind。
CHAPTERVII-GUNPOWDER
MR。JAMESHARTHOUSE,'goingin'forhisadoptedparty,soonbegantoscore。Withtheaidofalittlemorecoachingforthepoliticalsages,alittlemoregenteellistlessnessforthegeneralsociety,andatolerablemanagementoftheassumedhonestyindishonesty,mosteffectiveandmostpatronizedofthepolitedeadlysins,hespeedilycametobeconsideredofmuchpromise。Thenotbeingtroubledwithearnestnesswasagrandpointinhisfavour,enablinghimtotaketothehardFactfellowswithasgoodagraceasifhehadbeenbornoneofthetribe,andtothrowallothertribesoverboard,asconscioushypocrites。
'Whomnoneofusbelieve,mydearMrs。Bounderby,andwhodonotbelievethemselves。Theonlydifferencebetweenusandtheprofessorsofvirtueorbenevolence,orphilanthropy-nevermindthename-is,thatweknowitisallmeaningless,andsayso;
whiletheyknowitequallyandwillneversayso。'
Whyshouldshebeshockedorwarnedbythisreiteration?Itwasnotsounlikeherfather'sprinciples,andherearlytraining,thatitneedstartleher。Wherewasthegreatdifferencebetweenthetwoschools,wheneachchainedherdowntomaterialrealities,andinspiredherwithnofaithinanythingelse?WhatwasthereinhersoulforJamesHarthousetodestroy,whichThomasGradgrindhadnurturedthereinitsstateofinnocence!
Itwaseventheworseforheratthispass,thatinhermind-
implantedtherebeforehereminentlypracticalfatherbegantoformit-astrugglingdispositiontobelieveinawiderandnoblerhumanitythanshehadeverheardof,constantlystrovewithdoubtsandresentments。Withdoubts,becausetheaspirationhadbeensolaidwasteinheryouth。Withresentments,becauseofthewrongthathadbeendoneher,ifitwereindeedawhisperofthetruth。
Uponanaturelongaccustomedtoself-suppression,thustornanddivided,theHarthousephilosophycameasareliefandjustification。Everythingbeinghollowandworthless,shehadmissednothingandsacrificednothing。Whatdiditmatter,shehadsaidtoherfather,whenheproposedherhusband。Whatdiditmatter,shesaidstill。Withascornfulself-reliance,sheaskedherself,Whatdidanythingmatter-andwenton。
Towardswhat?Stepbystep,onwardanddownward,towardssomeend,yetsogradually,thatshebelievedherselftoremainmotionless。
AstoMr。Harthouse,whitherhetended,heneitherconsiderednorcared。Hehadnoparticulardesignorplanbeforehim:noenergeticwickednessruffledhislassitude。Hewasasmuchamusedandinterested,atpresent,asitbecamesofineagentlemantobe;
perhapsevenmorethanitwouldhavebeenconsistentwithhisreputationtoconfess。Soonafterhisarrivalhelanguidlywrotetohisbrother,thehonourableandjocularmember,thattheBounderbyswere'greatfun;'andfurther,thatthefemaleBounderby,insteadofbeingtheGorgonhehadexpected,wasyoung,andremarkablypretty。Afterthat,hewrotenomoreaboutthem,anddevotedhisleisurechieflytotheirhouse。Hewasveryoftenintheirhouse,inhisflittingsandvisitingsabouttheCoketowndistrict;andwasmuchencouragedbyMr。Bounderby。ItwasquiteinMr。Bounderby'sgustywaytoboasttoallhisworldthathedidn'tcareaboutyourhighlyconnectedpeople,butthatifhiswifeTomGradgrind'sdaughterdid,shewaswelcometotheircompany。
Mr。JamesHarthousebegantothinkitwouldbeanewsensation,ifthefacewhichchangedsobeautifullyforthewhelp,wouldchangeforhim。
Hewasquickenoughtoobserve;hehadagoodmemory,anddidnotforgetawordofthebrother'srevelations。Heinterwovethemwitheverythinghesawofthesister,andhebegantounderstandher。
Tobesure,thebetterandprofounderpartofhercharacterwasnotwithinhisscopeofperception;forinnatures,asinseas,depthanswersuntodepth;buthesoonbegantoreadtherestwithastudent'seye。
Mr。Bounderbyhadtakenpossessionofahouseandgrounds,aboutfifteenmilesfromthetown,andaccessiblewithinamileortwo,byarailwaystridingonmanyarchesoverawildcountry,underminedbydesertedcoal-shafts,andspottedatnightbyfiresandblackshapesofstationaryenginesatpits'mouths。Thiscountry,graduallysofteningtowardstheneighbourhoodofMr。
Bounderby'sretreat,theremellowedintoarusticlandscape,goldenwithheath,andsnowywithhawthorninthespringoftheyear,andtremulouswithleavesandtheirshadowsallthesummertime。Thebankhadforeclosedamortgageeffectedonthepropertythuspleasantlysituated,byoneoftheCoketownmagnates,who,inhisdeterminationtomakeashortercutthanusualtoanenormousfortune,overspeculatedhimselfbyabouttwohundredthousandpounds。TheseaccidentsdidsometimeshappeninthebestregulatedfamiliesofCoketown,butthebankruptshadnoconnexionwhateverwiththeimprovidentclasses。
ItaffordedMr。Bounderbysupremesatisfactiontoinstalhimselfinthissnuglittleestate,andwithdemonstrativehumilitytogrowcabbagesintheflower-garden。Hedelightedtolive,barrack-
fashion,amongtheelegantfurniture,andhebulliedtheverypictureswithhisorigin。'Why,sir,'hewouldsaytoavisitor,'IamtoldthatNickits,'thelateowner,'gavesevenhundredpoundforthatSeabeach。Now,tobeplainwithyou,ifIever,inthewholecourseofmylife,takesevenlooksatit,atahundredpoundalook,itwillbeasmuchasIshalldo。No,byGeorge!Idon'tforgetthatIamJosiahBounderbyofCoketown。Foryearsuponyears,theonlypicturesinmypossession,orthatIcouldhavegotintomypossession,byanymeans,unlessIstole'em,weretheengravingsofamanshavinghimselfinaboot,ontheblackingbottlesthatIwasoverjoyedtouseincleaningbootswith,andthatIsoldwhentheywereemptyforafarthinga-piece,andgladtogetit!'
ThenhewouldaddressMr。Harthouseinthesamestyle。
'Harthouse,youhaveacoupleofhorsesdownhere。Bringhalfadozenmoreifyoulike,andwe'llfindroomfor'em。There'sstablinginthisplaceforadozenhorses;andunlessNickitsisbelied,hekeptthefullnumber。Arounddozenof'em,sir。Whenthatmanwasaboy,hewenttoWestminsterSchool。WenttoWestminsterSchoolasaKing'sScholar,whenIwasprincipallylivingongarbage,andsleepinginmarketbaskets。Why,ifI
wantedtokeepadozenhorses-whichIdon't,forone'senoughforme-Icouldn'tbeartosee'emintheirstallshere,andthinkwhatmyownlodgingusedtobe。Icouldn'tlookat'em,sir,andnotorder'emout。Yetsothingscomeround。Youseethisplace;
youknowwhatsortofaplaceitis;youareawarethatthere'snotacompleterplaceofitssizeinthiskingdomorelsewhere-I
don'tcarewhere-andhere,gotintothemiddleofit,likeamaggotintoanut,isJosiahBounderby。WhileNickitsasamancameintomyoffice,andtoldmeyesterday,Nickits,whousedtoactinLatin,intheWestminsterSchoolplays,withthechief-
justicesandnobilityofthiscountryapplaudinghimtilltheywereblackintheface,isdrivellingatthisminute-drivelling,sir!-
inafifthfloor,upanarrowdarkbackstreetinAntwerp。'
Itwasamongtheleafyshadowsofthisretirement,inthelongsultrysummerdays,thatMr。Harthousebegantoprovethefacewhichhadsethimwonderingwhenhefirstsawit,andtotryifitwouldchangeforhim。
'Mrs。Bounderby,IesteemitamostfortunateaccidentthatIfindyoualonehere。Ihaveforsometimehadaparticularwishtospeaktoyou。'
Itwasnotbyanywonderfulaccidentthathefoundher,thetimeofdaybeingthatatwhichshewasalwaysalone,andtheplacebeingherfavouriteresort。Itwasanopeninginadarkwood,wheresomefelledtreeslay,andwhereshewouldsitwatchingthefallenleavesoflastyear,asshehadwatchedthefallingashesathome。
Hesatdownbesideher,withaglanceatherface。
'Yourbrother。MyyoungfriendTom-'
Hercolourbrightened,andsheturnedtohimwithalookofinterest。'Ineverinmylife,'hethought,'sawanythingsoremarkableandsocaptivatingasthelightingofthosefeatures!'
Hisfacebetrayedhisthoughts-perhapswithoutbetrayinghim,foritmighthavebeenaccordingtoitsinstructionssotodo。
'Pardonme。Theexpressionofyoursisterlyinterestissobeautiful-Tomshouldbesoproudofit-Iknowthisisinexcusable,butIamsocompelledtoadmire。'
'Beingsoimpulsive,'shesaidcomposedly。
'Mrs。Bounderby,no:youknowImakenopretencewithyou。YouknowIamasordidpieceofhumannature,readytosellmyselfatanytimeforanyreasonablesum,andaltogetherincapableofanyArcadianproceedingwhatever。'
'Iamwaiting,'shereturned,'foryourfurtherreferencetomybrother。'
'Youarerigidwithme,andIdeserveit。Iamasworthlessadogasyouwillfind,exceptthatIamnotfalse-notfalse。Butyousurprisedandstartedmefrommysubject,whichwasyourbrother。
Ihaveaninterestinhim。'
'Haveyouaninterestinanything,Mr。Harthouse?'sheasked,halfincredulouslyandhalfgratefully。
'IfyouhadaskedmewhenIfirstcamehere,Ishouldhavesaidno。
Imustsaynow-evenatthehazardofappearingtomakeapretence,andofjustlyawakeningyourincredulity-yes。'
Shemadeaslightmovement,asifsheweretryingtospeak,butcouldnotfindvoice;atlengthshesaid,'Mr。Harthouse,Igiveyoucreditforbeinginterestedinmybrother。'
'Thankyou。Iclaimtodeserveit。YouknowhowlittleIdoclaim,butIwillgothatlength。Youhavedonesomuchforhim,youaresofondofhim;yourwholelife,Mrs。Bounderby,expressessuchcharmingself-forgetfulnessonhisaccount-pardonmeagain-
Iamrunningwideofthesubject。Iaminterestedinhimforhisownsake。'
Shehadmadetheslightestactionpossible,asifshewouldhaveriseninahurryandgoneaway。Hehadturnedthecourseofwhathesaidatthatinstant,andsheremained。
'Mrs。Bounderby,'heresumed,inalightermanner,andyetwithashowofeffortinassumingit,whichwasevenmoreexpressivethanthemannerhedismissed;'itisnoirrevocableoffenceinayoungfellowofyourbrother'syears,ifheisheedless,inconsiderate,andexpensive-alittledissipated,inthecommonphrase。Ishe?'
'Yes。'
'Allowmetobefrank。Doyouthinkhegamesatall?'
'Ithinkhemakesbets。'Mr。Harthousewaiting,asifthatwerenotherwholeanswer,sheadded,'Iknowhedoes。'
'Ofcourseheloses?'
'Yes。'
'Everybodydoeslosewhobets。MayIhintattheprobabilityofyoursometimessupplyinghimwithmoneyforthesepurposes?'
Shesat,lookingdown;but,atthisquestion,raisedhereyessearchinglyandalittleresentfully。
'Acquitmeofimpertinentcuriosity,mydearMrs。Bounderby。I
thinkTommaybegraduallyfallingintotrouble,andIwishtostretchoutahelpinghandtohimfromthedepthsofmywickedexperience-ShallIsayagain,forhissake?Isthatnecessary?'
Sheseemedtotrytoanswer,butnothingcameofit。
'Candidlytoconfesseverythingthathasoccurredtome,'saidJamesHarthouse,againglidingwiththesameappearanceofeffortintohismoreairymanner;'Iwillconfidetoyoumydoubtwhetherhehashadmanyadvantages。Whether-forgivemyplainness-
whetheranygreatamountofconfidenceislikelytohavebeenestablishedbetweenhimselfandhismostworthyfather。'
'Idonot,'saidLouisa,flushingwithherowngreatremembranceinthatwise,'thinkitlikely。'
'Or,betweenhimself,and-Imaytrusttoyourperfectunderstandingofmymeaning,Iamsure-andhishighlyesteemedbrother-in-law。'
Sheflusheddeeperanddeeper,andwasburningredwhensherepliedinafaintervoice,'Idonotthinkthatlikely,either。'
'Mrs。Bounderby,'saidHarthouse,afterashortsilence,'maytherebeabetterconfidencebetweenyourselfandme?Tomhasborrowedaconsiderablesumofyou?'
'Youwillunderstand,Mr。Harthouse,'shereturned,aftersomeindecision:shehadbeenmoreorlessuncertain,andtroubledthroughouttheconversation,andyethadinthemainpreservedherself-containedmanner;'youwillunderstandthatifItellyouwhatyoupresstoknow,itisnotbywayofcomplaintorregret。I
wouldnevercomplainofanything,andwhatIhavedoneIdonotintheleastregret。'
'Sospirited,too!'thoughtJamesHarthouse。
'WhenImarried,Ifoundthatmybrotherwasevenatthattimeheavilyindebt。Heavilyforhim,Imean。Heavilyenoughtoobligemetosellsometrinkets。Theywerenosacrifice。Isoldthemverywillingly。Iattachednovaluetothem。They,werequiteworthlesstome。'
Eithershesawinhisfacethatheknew,orsheonlyfearedinherconsciencethatheknew,thatshespokeofsomeofherhusband'sgifts。Shestopped,andreddenedagain。Ifhehadnotknownitbefore,hewouldhaveknownitthen,thoughhehadbeenamuchdullermanthanhewas。
'Sincethen,Ihavegivenmybrother,atvarioustimes,whatmoneyIcouldspare:inshort,whatmoneyIhavehad。Confidinginyouatall,onthefaithoftheinterestyouprofessforhim,Iwillnotdosobyhalves。Sinceyouhavebeeninthehabitofvisitinghere,hehaswantedinonesumasmuchasahundredpounds。Ihavenotbeenabletogiveittohim。Ihavefeltuneasyfortheconsequencesofhisbeingsoinvolved,butIhavekeptthesesecretsuntilnow,whenItrustthemtoyourhonour。Ihaveheldnoconfidencewithanyone,because-youanticipatedmyreasonjustnow。'Sheabruptlybrokeoff。
Hewasareadyman,andhesaw,andseized,anopportunityhereofpresentingherownimagetoher,slightlydisguisedasherbrother。
'Mrs。Bounderby,thoughagracelessperson,oftheworldworldly,I
feeltheutmostinterest,Iassureyou,inwhatyoutellme。I
cannotpossiblybeharduponyourbrother。Iunderstandandsharethewiseconsiderationwithwhichyouregardhiserrors。WithallpossiblerespectbothforMr。GradgrindandforMr。Bounderby,I
thinkIperceivethathehasnotbeenfortunateinhistraining。
Bredatadisadvantagetowardsthesocietyinwhichhehashisparttoplay,herushesintotheseextremesforhimself,fromoppositeextremesthathavelongbeenforced-withtheverybestintentionswehavenodoubt-uponhim。Mr。Bounderby'sfinebluffEnglishindependence,thoughamostcharmingcharacteristic,doesnot-aswehaveagreed-inviteconfidence。IfImightventuretoremarkthatitistheleastintheworlddeficientinthatdelicacytowhichayouthmistaken,acharactermisconceived,andabilitiesmisdirected,wouldturnforreliefandguidance,Ishouldexpresswhatitpresentstomyownview。'
Asshesatlookingstraightbeforeher,acrossthechanginglightsuponthegrassintothedarknessofthewoodbeyond,hesawinherfaceherapplicationofhisverydistinctlyutteredwords。
'Allallowance,'hecontinued,'mustbemade。IhaveonegreatfaulttofindwithTom,however,whichIcannotforgive,andforwhichItakehimheavilytoaccount。'
Louisaturnedhereyestohisface,andaskedhimwhatfaultwasthat?
'Perhaps,'hereturned,'Ihavesaidenough。Perhapsitwouldhavebeenbetter,onthewhole,ifnoallusiontoithadescapedme。'
'Youalarmme,Mr。Harthouse。Prayletmeknowit。'
'Torelieveyoufromneedlessapprehension-andasthisconfidenceregardingyourbrother,whichIprizeIamsureaboveallpossiblethings,hasbeenestablishedbetweenus-Iobey。Icannotforgivehimfornotbeingmoresensibleineveryword,look,andactofhislife,oftheaffectionofhisbestfriend;ofthedevotionofhisbestfriend;ofherunselfishness;ofhersacrifice。Thereturnhemakesher,withinmyobservation,isaverypoorone。Whatshehasdoneforhimdemandshisconstantloveandgratitude,nothisill-
humourandcaprice。CarelessfellowasIam,Iamnotsoindifferent,Mrs。Bounderby,astoberegardlessofthisviceinyourbrother,orinclinedtoconsideritavenialoffence。'
Thewoodfloatedbeforeher,forhereyesweresuffusedwithtears。
Theyrosefromadeepwell,longconcealed,andherheartwasfilledwithacutepainthatfoundnoreliefinthem。
'Inaword,itistocorrectyourbrotherinthis,Mrs。Bounderby,thatImustaspire。Mybetterknowledgeofhiscircumstances,andmydirectionandadviceinextricatingthem-rathervaluable,I
hope,ascomingfromascapegraceonamuchlargerscale-willgivemesomeinfluenceoverhim,andallIgainIshallcertainlyusetowardsthisend。Ihavesaidenough,andmorethanenough。I
seemtobeprotestingthatIamasortofgoodfellow,when,uponmyhonour,Ihavenottheleastintentiontomakeanyprotestationtothateffect,andopenlyannouncethatIamnothingofthesort。
Yonder,amongthetrees,'headded,havinglifteduphiseyesandlookedabout;forhehadwatchedhercloselyuntilnow;'isyourbrotherhimself;nodoubt,justcomedown。Asheseemstobeloiteringinthisdirection,itmaybeaswell,perhaps,towalktowardshim,andthrowourselvesinhisway。Hehasbeenverysilentanddolefuloflate。Perhaps,hisbrotherlyconscienceistouched-iftherearesuchthingsasconsciences。Though,uponmyhonour,Ihearofthemmuchtoooftentobelieveinthem。'
Heassistedhertorise,andshetookhisarm,andtheyadvancedtomeetthewhelp。Hewasidlybeatingthebranchesasheloungedalong:orhestoopedviciouslytoripthemossfromthetreeswithhisstick。Hewasstartledwhentheycameuponhimwhilehewasengagedinthislatterpastime,andhiscolourchanged。
'Halloa!'hestammered;'Ididn'tknowyouwerehere。'
'Whosename,Tom,'saidMr。Harthouse,puttinghishanduponhisshoulderandturninghim,sothattheyallthreewalkedtowardsthehousetogether,'haveyoubeencarvingonthetrees?'
'Whosename?'returnedTom。'Oh!Youmeanwhatgirl'sname?'
'Youhaveasuspiciousappearanceofinscribingsomefaircreature'sonthebark,Tom。'
'Notmuchofthat,Mr。Harthouse,unlesssomefaircreaturewithaslashingfortuneatherowndisposalwouldtakeafancytome。Orshemightbeasuglyasshewasrich,withoutanyfearoflosingme。I'dcarvehernameasoftenassheliked。'
'Iamafraidyouaremercenary,Tom。'
'Mercenary,'repeatedTom。'Whoisnotmercenary?Askmysister。'
'Haveyousoprovedittobeafailingofmine,Tom?'saidLouisa,showingnoothersenseofhisdiscontentandill-nature。
'Youknowwhetherthecapfitsyou,Loo,'returnedherbrothersulkily。'Ifitdoes,youcanwearit。'
'Tomismisanthropicalto-day,asallboredpeoplearenowandthen,'saidMr。Harthouse。'Don'tbelievehim,Mrs。Bounderby。Heknowsmuchbetter。Ishalldisclosesomeofhisopinionsofyou,privatelyexpressedtome,unlessherelentsalittle。'
'Atallevents,Mr。Harthouse,'saidTom,softeninginhisadmirationofhispatron,butshakinghisheadsullenlytoo,'youcan'ttellherthatIeverpraisedherforbeingmercenary。Imayhavepraisedherforbeingthecontrary,andIshoulddoitagain,ifIhadasgoodreason。However,nevermindthisnow;it'snotveryinterestingtoyou,andIamsickofthesubject。'
Theywalkedontothehouse,whereLouisaquittedhervisitor'sarmandwentin。Hestoodlookingafterher,assheascendedthesteps,andpassedintotheshadowofthedoor;thenputhishanduponherbrother'sshoulderagain,andinvitedhimwithaconfidentialnodtoawalkinthegarden。
'Tom,myfinefellow,Iwanttohaveawordwithyou。'
Theyhadstoppedamongadisorderofroses-itwaspartofMr。
Bounderby'shumilitytokeepNickits'srosesonareducedscale-
andTomsatdownonaterrace-parapet,pluckingbudsandpickingthemtopieces;whilehispowerfulFamiliarstoodoverhim,withafootupontheparapet,andhisfigureeasilyrestingonthearmsupportedbythatknee。Theywerejustvisiblefromherwindow。
Perhapsshesawthem。
'Tom,what'sthematter?'
'Oh!Mr。Harthouse,'saidTomwithagroan,'Iamhardup,andbotheredoutofmylife。'
'Mygoodfellow,soamI。'
'You!'returnedTom。'Youarethepictureofindependence。Mr。
Harthouse,Iaminahorriblemess。YouhavenoideawhatastateIhavegotmyselfinto-whatastatemysistermighthavegotmeoutof,ifshewouldonlyhavedoneit。'
Hetooktobitingtherosebudsnow,andtearingthemawayfromhisteethwithahandthattrembledlikeaninfirmoldman's。Afteroneexceedinglyobservantlookathim,hiscompanionrelapsedintohislightestair。
'Tom,youareinconsiderate:youexpecttoomuchofyoursister。
Youhavehadmoneyofher,youdog,youknowyouhave。'
'Well,Mr。Harthouse,IknowIhave。HowelsewasItogetit?
Here'soldBounderbyalwaysboastingthatatmyagehelivedupontwopenceamonth,orsomethingofthatsort。Here'smyfatherdrawingwhathecallsaline,andtyingmedowntoitfromababy,neckandheels。Here'smymotherwhoneverhasanythingofherown,excepthercomplaints。Whatisafellowtodoformoney,andwhereamItolookforit,ifnottomysister?'
Hewasalmostcrying,andscatteredthebudsaboutbydozens。Mr。
Harthousetookhimpersuasivelybythecoat。
'But,mydearTom,ifyoursisterhasnotgotit-'
'Notgotit,Mr。Harthouse?Idon'tsayshehasgotit。Imayhavewantedmorethanshewaslikelytohavegot。Butthensheoughttogetit。Shecouldgetit。It'sofnousepretendingtomakeasecretofmattersnow,afterwhatIhavetoldyoualready;
youknowshedidn'tmarryoldBounderbyforherownsake,orforhissake,butformysake。Thenwhydoesn'tshegetwhatIwant,outofhim,formysake?Sheisnotobligedtosaywhatsheisgoingtodowithit;sheissharpenough;shecouldmanagetocoaxitoutofhim,ifshechose。Thenwhydoesn'tshechoose,whenI
tellherofwhatconsequenceitis?Butno。Thereshesitsinhiscompanylikeastone,insteadofmakingherselfagreeableandgettingiteasily。Idon'tknowwhatyoumaycallthis,butIcallitunnaturalconduct。'
Therewasapieceofornamentalwaterimmediatelybelowtheparapet,ontheotherside,intowhichMr。JamesHarthousehadaverystronginclinationtopitchMr。ThomasGradgrindjunior,astheinjuredmenofCoketownthreatenedtopitchtheirpropertyintotheAtlantic。Buthepreservedhiseasyattitude;andnothingmoresolidwentoverthestonebalustradesthantheaccumulatedrosebudsnowfloatingabout,alittlesurface-island。
'MydearTom,'saidHarthouse,'letmetrytobeyourbanker。'
'ForGod'ssake,'repliedTom,suddenly,'don'ttalkaboutbankers!'Andverywhitehelooked,incontrastwiththeroses。
Verywhite。
Mr。Harthouse,asathoroughlywell-bredman,accustomedtothebestsociety,wasnottobesurprised-hecouldassoonhavebeenaffected-butheraisedhiseyelidsalittlemore,asiftheywereliftedbyafeebletouchofwonder。Albeititwasasmuchagainstthepreceptsofhisschooltowonder,asitwasagainstthedoctrinesoftheGradgrindCollege。
'Whatisthepresentneed,Tom?Threefigures?Outwiththem。
Saywhattheyare。'
'Mr。Harthouse,'returnedTom,nowactuallycrying;andhistearswerebetterthanhisinjuries,howeverpitifulafigurehemade:
'it'stoolate;themoneyisofnousetomeatpresent。Ishouldhavehaditbeforetobeofusetome。ButIamverymuchobligedtoyou;you'reatruefriend。'
Atruefriend!'Whelp,whelp!'thoughtMr。Harthouse,lazily;
'whatanAssyouare!'
'AndItakeyourofferasagreatkindness,'saidTom,graspinghishand。'Asagreatkindness,Mr。Harthouse。'
'Well,'returnedtheother,'itmaybeofmoreusebyandby。And,mygoodfellow,ifyouwillopenyourbedevilmentstomewhentheycomethickuponyou,Imayshowyoubetterwaysoutofthemthanyoucanfindforyourself。'
'Thankyou,'saidTom,shakinghisheaddismally,andchewingrosebuds。'IwishIhadknownyousooner,Mr。Harthouse。'
'Now,yousee,Tom,'saidMr。Harthouseinconclusion,himselftossingoveraroseortwo,asacontributiontotheisland,whichwasalwaysdriftingtothewallasifitwantedtobecomeapartofthemainland:'everymanisselfishineverythinghedoes,andI
amexactlyliketherestofmyfellow-creatures。Iamdesperatelyintent;'thelanguorofhisdesperationbeingquitetropical;'onyoursofteningtowardsyoursister-whichyououghttodo;andonyourbeingamorelovingandagreeablesortofbrother-whichyououghttobe。'
'Iwillbe,Mr。Harthouse。'
'Notimelikethepresent,Tom。Beginatonce。'
'CertainlyIwill。AndmysisterLooshallsayso。'
'Havingmadewhichbargain,Tom,'saidHarthouse,clappinghimontheshoulderagain,withanairwhichlefthimatlibertytoinfer-ashedid,poorfool-thatthisconditionwasimposeduponhiminmerecarelessgoodnaturetolessenhissenseofobligation,'wewilltearourselvesasunderuntildinner-time。'
WhenTomappearedbeforedinner,thoughhismindseemedheavyenough,hisbodywasonthealert;andheappearedbeforeMr。
Bounderbycamein。'Ididn'tmeantobecross,Loo,'hesaid,givingherhishand,andkissingher。'Iknowyouarefondofme,andyouknowIamfondofyou。'
Afterthis,therewasasmileuponLouisa'sfacethatday,forsomeoneelse。Alas,forsomeoneelse!
'Somuchthelessisthewhelptheonlycreaturethatshecaresfor,'thoughtJamesHarthouse,reversingthereflectionofhisfirstday'sknowledgeofherprettyface。'Somuchtheless,somuchtheless。'
CHAPTERVIII-EXPLOSION
THEnextmorningwastoobrightamorningforsleep,andJamesHarthouseroseearly,andsatinthepleasantbaywindowofhisdressing-room,smokingtheraretobaccothathadhadsowholesomeaninfluenceonhisyoungfriend。Reposinginthesunlight,withthefragranceofhiseasternpipeabouthim,andthedreamysmokevanishingintotheair,sorichandsoftwithsummerodours,hereckoneduphisadvantagesasanidlewinnermightcounthisgains。
Hewasnotatallboredforthetime,andcouldgivehismindtoit。
Hehadestablishedaconfidencewithher,fromwhichherhusbandwasexcluded。Hehadestablishedaconfidencewithher,thatabsolutelyturneduponherindifferencetowardsherhusband,andtheabsence,nowandatalltimes,ofanycongenialitybetweenthem。Hehadartfully,butplainly,assuredherthatheknewherheartinitslastmostdelicaterecesses;hehadcomesoneartoherthroughitstenderestsentiment;hehadassociatedhimselfwiththatfeeling;andthebarrierbehindwhichshelived,hadmeltedaway。Allveryodd,andverysatisfactory!
Andyethehadnot,evennow,anyearnestwickednessofpurposeinhim。Publiclyandprivately,itweremuchbetterfortheageinwhichhelived,thatheandthelegionofwhomhewasoneweredesignedlybad,thanindifferentandpurposeless。Itisthedriftingicebergssettingwithanycurrentanywhere,thatwrecktheships。
WhentheDevilgoethaboutlikearoaringlion,hegoethaboutinashapebywhichfewbutsavagesandhuntersareattracted。But,whenheistrimmed,smoothed,andvarnished,accordingtothemode;
whenheisawearyofvice,andawearyofvirtue,usedupastobrimstone,andusedupastobliss;then,whetherhetaketotheservingoutofredtape,ortothekindlingofredfire,heistheveryDevil。
SoJamesHarthousereclinedinthewindow,indolentlysmoking,andreckoningupthestepshehadtakenontheroadbywhichhehappenedtobetravelling。Theendtowhichitledwasbeforehim,prettyplainly;buthetroubledhimselfwithnocalculationsaboutit。Whatwillbe,willbe。
Ashehadratheralongridetotakethatday-fortherewasapublicoccasion'todo'atsomedistance,whichaffordedatolerableopportunityofgoinginfortheGradgrindmen-hedressedearlyandwentdowntobreakfast。Hewasanxioustoseeifshehadrelapsedsincethepreviousevening。No。Heresumedwherehehadleftoff。Therewasalookofinterestforhimagain。
Hegotthroughthedayasmuchoraslittletohisownsatisfaction,aswastobeexpectedunderthefatiguingcircumstances;andcameridingbackatsixo'clock。Therewasasweepofsomehalf-milebetweenthelodgeandthehouse,andhewasridingalongatafootpaceoverthesmoothgravel,onceNickits's,whenMr。Bounderbyburstoutoftheshrubbery,withsuchviolenceastomakehishorseshyacrosstheroad。
'Harthouse!'criedMr。Bounderby。'Haveyouheard?'
'Heardwhat?'saidHarthouse,soothinghishorse,andinwardlyfavouringMr。Bounderbywithnogoodwishes。
'Thenyouhaven'theard!'
'Ihaveheardyou,andsohasthisbrute。Ihaveheardnothingelse。'
Mr。Bounderby,redandhot,plantedhimselfinthecentreofthepathbeforethehorse'shead,toexplodehisbombshellwithmoreeffect。
'TheBank'srobbed!'
'Youdon'tmeanit!'
'Robbedlastnight,sir。Robbedinanextraordinarymanner。
Robbedwithafalsekey。'
'Ofmuch?'
Mr。Bounderby,inhisdesiretomakethemostofit,reallyseemedmortifiedbybeingobligedtoreply,'Why,no;notofverymuch。
Butitmighthavebeen。'
'Ofhowmuch?'
'Oh!asasum-ifyousticktoasum-ofnotmorethanahundredandfiftypound,'saidBounderby,withimpatience。'Butit'snotthesum;it'sthefact。It'sthefactoftheBankbeingrobbed,that'stheimportantcircumstance。Iamsurprisedyoudon'tseeit。'
'MydearBounderby,'saidJames,dismounting,andgivinghisbridletohisservant,'Idoseeit;andamasovercomeasyoucanpossiblydesiremetobe,bythespectacleaffordedtomymentalview。Nevertheless,Imaybeallowed,Ihope,tocongratulateyou-whichIdowithallmysoul,Iassureyou-onyournothavingsustainedagreaterloss。'
'Thank'ee,'repliedBounderby,inashort,ungraciousmanner。'ButItellyouwhat。Itmighthavebeentwentythousandpound。'
'Isupposeitmight。'
'Supposeitmight!BytheLord,youmaysupposeso。ByGeorge!'
saidMr。Bounderby,withsundrymenacingnodsandshakesofhishead。'Itmighthavebeentwicetwenty。There'snoknowingwhatitwouldhavebeen,orwouldn'thavebeen,asitwas,butforthefellows'beingdisturbed。'
Louisahadcomeupnow,andMrs。Sparsit,andBitzer。
'Here'sTomGradgrind'sdaughterknowsprettywellwhatitmighthavebeen,ifyoudon't,'blusteredBounderby。'Dropped,sir,asifshewasshotwhenItoldher!Neverknewherdosuchathingbefore。Doeshercredit,underthecircumstances,inmyopinion!'
Shestilllookedfaintandpale。JamesHarthousebeggedhertotakehisarm;andastheymovedonveryslowly,askedherhowtherobberyhadbeencommitted。
'Why,Iamgoingtotellyou,'saidBounderby,irritablygivinghisarmtoMrs。Sparsit。'Ifyouhadn'tbeensomightyparticularaboutthesum,Ishouldhavebeguntotellyoubefore。Youknowthisladyforsheisalady,Mrs。Sparsit?'
'Ihavealreadyhadthehonour-'
'Verywell。Andthisyoungman,Bitzer,yousawhimtooonthesameoccasion?'Mr。Harthouseinclinedhisheadinassent,andBitzerknuckledhisforehead。
'Verywell。TheyliveattheBank。YouknowtheyliveattheBank,perhaps?Verywell。Yesterdayafternoon,atthecloseofbusinesshours,everythingwasputawayasusual。Intheironroomthatthisyoungfellowsleepsoutsideof,therewasnevermindhowmuch。InthelittlesafeinyoungTom'scloset,thesafeusedforpettypurposes,therewasahundredandfiftyoddpound。'
'Ahundredandfifty-four,seven,one,'saidBitzer。
'Come!'retortedBounderby,stoppingtowheelrounduponhim,'let'shavenoneofyourinterruptions。It'senoughtoberobbedwhileyou'resnoringbecauseyou'retoocomfortable,withoutbeingputrightwithyourfoursevenones。Ididn'tsnore,myself,whenIwasyourage,letmetellyou。Ihadn'tvictualsenoughtosnore。AndIdidn'tfoursevenone。NotifIknewit。'
Bitzerknuckledhisforeheadagain,inasneakingmanner,andseemedatonceparticularlyimpressedanddepressedbytheinstancelastgivenofMr。Bounderby'smoralabstinence。
'Ahundredandfiftyoddpound,'resumedMr。Bounderby。'Thatsumofmoney,youngTomlockedinhissafe,notaverystrongsafe,butthat'snomatternow。Everythingwasleft,allright。Sometimeinthenight,whilethisyoungfellowsnored-Mrs。Sparsit,ma'am,yousayyouhaveheardhimsnore?'
'Sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit,'IcannotsaythatIhaveheardhimpreciselysnore,andthereforemustnotmakethatstatement。Butonwinterevenings,whenhehasfallenasleepathistable,Ihaveheardhim,whatIshouldprefertodescribeaspartiallychoke。I
haveheardhimonsuchoccasionsproducesoundsofanaturesimilartowhatmaybesometimesheardinDutchclocks。Not,'saidMrs。
Sparsit,withaloftysenseofgivingstrictevidence,'thatI
wouldconveyanyimputationonhismoralcharacter。Farfromit。
IhavealwaysconsideredBitzerayoungmanofthemostuprightprinciple;andtothatIbegtobearmytestimony。'
'Well!'saidtheexasperatedBounderby,'whilehewassnoring,orchoking,orDutch-clocking,orsomethingorother-beingasleep-
somefellows,somehow,whetherpreviouslyconcealedinthehouseornotremainstobeseen,gottoyoungTom'ssafe,forcedit,andabstractedthecontents。Beingthendisturbed,theymadeoff;
lettingthemselvesoutatthemaindoor,anddouble-lockingitagainitwasdouble-locked,andthekeyunderMrs。Sparsit'spillowwithafalsekey,whichwaspickedupinthestreetneartheBank,abouttwelveo'clockto-day。Noalarmtakesplace,tillthischap,Bitzer,turnsoutthismorning,andbeginstoopenandpreparetheofficesforbusiness。Then,lookingatTom'ssafe,heseesthedoorajar,andfindsthelockforced,andthemoneygone。'
'WhereisTom,bytheby?'askedHarthouse,glancinground。
'Hehasbeenhelpingthepolice,'saidBounderby,'andstaysbehindattheBank。IwishthesefellowshadtriedtorobmewhenIwasathistimeoflife。Theywouldhavebeenoutofpocketiftheyhadinvestedeighteenpenceinthejob;Icantell'emthat。'
'Isanybodysuspected?'
'Suspected?Ishouldthinktherewassomebodysuspected。Egod!'
saidBounderby,relinquishingMrs。Sparsit'sarmtowipehisheatedhead。'JosiahBounderbyofCoketownisnottobeplunderedandnobodysuspected。No,thankyou!'
MightMr。HarthouseinquireWhowassuspected?