CHAPTERVII-WHELP-HUNTING
BEFOREtheringformedroundtheOldHellShaftwasbroken,onefigurehaddisappearedfromwithinit。Mr。BounderbyandhisshadowhadnotstoodnearLouisa,whoheldherfather'sarm,butinaretiredplacebythemselves。WhenMr。Gradgrindwassummonedtothecouch,Sissy,attentivetoallthathappened,slippedbehindthatwickedshadow-asightinthehorrorofhisface,iftherehadbeeneyesthereforanysightbutone-andwhisperedinhisear。Withoutturninghishead,heconferredwithherafewmoments,andvanished。Thusthewhelphadgoneoutofthecirclebeforethepeoplemoved。
Whenthefatherreachedhome,hesentamessagetoMr。Bounderby's,desiringhissontocometohimdirectly。Thereplywas,thatMr。
Bounderbyhavingmissedhiminthecrowd,andseeingnothingofhimsince,hadsupposedhimtobeatStoneLodge。
'Ibelieve,father,'saidLouisa,'hewillnotcomebacktotownto-night。'Mr。Gradgrindturnedaway,andsaidnomore。
Inthemorning,hewentdowntotheBankhimselfassoonasitwasopened,andseeinghisson'splaceemptyhehadnotthecouragetolookinatfirstwentbackalongthestreettomeetMr。Bounderbyonhiswaythere。Towhomhesaidthat,forreasonshewouldsoonexplain,butentreatednotthentobeaskedfor,hehadfounditnecessarytoemployhissonatadistanceforalittlewhile。
Also,thathewaschargedwiththedutyofvindicatingStephenBlackpool'smemory,anddeclaringthethief。Mr。Bounderbyquiteconfounded,stoodstock-stillinthestreetafterhisfather-in-lawhadlefthim,swellinglikeanimmensesoap-bubble,withoutitsbeauty。
Mr。Gradgrindwenthome,lockedhimselfinhisroom,andkeptitallthatday。WhenSissyandLouisatappedathisdoor,hesaid,withoutopeningit,'Notnow,mydears;intheevening。'Ontheirreturnintheevening,hesaid,'Iamnotableyet-to-morrow。'
Heatenothingallday,andhadnocandleafterdark;andtheyheardhimwalkingtoandfrolateatnight。
But,inthemorningheappearedatbreakfastattheusualhour,andtookhisusualplaceatthetable。Agedandbenthelooked,andquiteboweddown;andyethelookedawiserman,andabetterman,thaninthedayswheninthislifehewantednothing-butFacts。
Beforehelefttheroom,heappointedatimeforthemtocometohim;andso,withhisgrayheaddrooping,wentaway。
'Dearfather,'saidLouisa,whentheykepttheirappointment,'youhavethreeyoungchildrenleft。Theywillbedifferent,Iwillbedifferentyet,withHeaven'shelp。'
ShegaveherhandtoSissy,asifshemeantwithherhelptoo。
'Yourwretchedbrother,'saidMr。Gradgrind。'Doyouthinkhehadplannedthisrobbery,whenhewentwithyoutothelodging?'
'Ifearso,father。Iknowhehadwantedmoneyverymuch,andhadspentagreatdeal。'
'Thepoormanbeingabouttoleavethetown,itcameintohisevilbraintocastsuspiciononhim?'
'Ithinkitmusthaveflasheduponhimwhilehesatthere,father。
ForIaskedhimtogotherewithme。Thevisitdidnotoriginatewithhim。'
'Hehadsomeconversationwiththepoorman。Didhetakehimaside?'
'Hetookhimoutoftheroom。Iaskedhimafterwards,whyhehaddoneso,andhemadeaplausibleexcuse;butsincelastnight,father,andwhenIrememberthecircumstancesbyitslight,IamafraidIcanimaginetootrulywhatpassedbetweenthem。'
'Letmeknow,'saidherfather,'ifyourthoughtspresentyourguiltybrotherinthesamedarkviewasmine。'
'Ifear,father,'hesitatedLouisa,'thathemusthavemadesomerepresentationtoStephenBlackpool-perhapsinmyname,perhapsinhisown-whichinducedhimtodoingoodfaithandhonesty,whathehadneverdonebefore,andtowaitabouttheBankthosetwoorthreenightsbeforeheleftthetown。'
'Tooplain!'returnedthefather。'Tooplain!'
Heshadedhisface,andremainedsilentforsomemoments。
Recoveringhimself,hesaid:
'Andnow,howishetobefound?Howishetobesavedfromjustice?InthefewhoursthatIcanpossiblyallowtoelapsebeforeIpublishthetruth,howishetobefoundbyus,andonlybyus?Tenthousandpoundscouldnoteffectit。'
'Sissyhaseffectedit,father。'
Heraisedhiseyestowhereshestood,likeagoodfairyinhishouse,andsaidinatoneofsoftenedgratitudeandgratefulkindness,'Itisalwaysyou,mychild!'
'Wehadourfears,'Sissyexplained,glancingatLouisa,'beforeyesterday;andwhenIsawyoubroughttothesideofthelitterlastnight,andheardwhatpassedbeingclosetoRachaelallthetime,Iwenttohimwhennoonesaw,andsaidtohim,"Don'tlookatme。Seewhereyourfatheris。Escapeatonce,forhissakeandyourown!"HewasinatremblebeforeIwhisperedtohim,andhestartedandtrembledmorethen,andsaid,"WherecanIgo?Ihaveverylittlemoney,andIdon'tknowwhowillhideme!"Ithoughtoffather'soldcircus。IhavenotforgottenwhereMr。Slearygoesatthistimeofyear,andIreadofhiminapaperonlytheotherday。Itoldhimtohurrythere,andtellhisname,andaskMr。
SlearytohidehimtillIcame。"I'llgettohimbeforethemorning,"hesaid。AndIsawhimshrinkawayamongthepeople。'
'ThankHeaven!'exclaimedhisfather。'Hemaybegotabroadyet。'
ItwasthemorehopefulasthetowntowhichSissyhaddirectedhimwaswithinthreehours'journeyofLiverpool,whencehecouldbeswiftlydispatchedtoanypartoftheworld。But,cautionbeingnecessaryincommunicatingwithhim-fortherewasagreaterdangereverymomentofhisbeingsuspectednow,andnobodycouldbesureatheartbutthatMr。Bounderbyhimself,inabullyingveinofpubliczeal,mightplayaRomanpart-itwasconsentedthatSissyandLouisashouldrepairtotheplaceinquestion,byacircuitouscourse,alone;andthattheunhappyfather,settingforthinanoppositedirection,shouldgetroundtothesamebournebyanotherandwiderroute。ItwasfurtheragreedthatheshouldnotpresenthimselftoMr。Sleary,lesthisintentionsshouldbemistrusted,ortheintelligenceofhisarrivalshouldcausehissontotakeflightanew;but,thatthecommunicationshouldbelefttoSissyandLouisatoopen;andthattheyshouldinformthecauseofsomuchmiseryanddisgrace,ofhisfather'sbeingathandandofthepurposeforwhichtheyhadcome。Whenthesearrangementshadbeenwellconsideredandwerefullyunderstoodbyallthree,itwastimetobegintocarrythemintoexecution。Earlyintheafternoon,Mr。
Gradgrindwalkeddirectfromhisownhouseintothecountry,tobetakenuponthelinebywhichhewastotravel;andatnighttheremainingtwosetforthupontheirdifferentcourse,encouragedbynotseeinganyfacetheyknew。
Thetwotravelledallnight,exceptwhentheywereleft,foroddnumbersofminutes,atbranch-places,upillimitableflightsofsteps,ordownwells-whichwastheonlyvarietyofthosebranches-and,earlyinthemorning,wereturnedoutonaswamp,amileortwofromthetowntheysought。Fromthisdismalspottheywererescuedbyasavageoldpostilion,whohappenedtobeupearly,kickingahorseinafly:andsoweresmuggledintothetownbyallthebacklaneswherethepigslived:which,althoughnotamagnificentorevensavouryapproach,was,asisusualinsuchcases,thelegitimatehighway。
ThefirstthingtheysawonenteringthetownwastheskeletonofSleary'sCircus。Thecompanyhaddepartedforanothertownmorethantwentymilesoff,andhadopenedtherelastnight。Theconnectionbetweenthetwoplaceswasbyahillyturnpike-road,andthetravellingonthatroadwasveryslow。Thoughtheytookbutahastybreakfast,andnorestwhichitwouldhavebeeninvaintoseekundersuchanxiouscircumstances,itwasnoonbeforetheybegantofindthebillsofSleary'sHorse-ridingonbarnsandwalls,andoneo'clockwhentheystoppedinthemarket-place。
AGrandMorningPerformancebytheRiders,commencingatthatveryhour,wasincourseofannouncementbythebellmanastheysettheirfeetuponthestonesofthestreet。Sissyrecommendedthat,toavoidmakinginquiriesandattractingattentioninthetown,theyshouldpresentthemselvestopayatthedoor。IfMr。Slearyweretakingthemoney,hewouldbesuretoknowher,andwouldproceedwithdiscretion。Ifhewerenot,hewouldbesuretoseetheminside;and,knowingwhathehaddonewiththefugitive,wouldproceedwithdiscretionstill。
Therefore,theyrepaired,withflutteringhearts,tothewell-
rememberedbooth。TheflagwiththeinscriptionSLEARY'SHORSE-
RIDINGwasthere;andtheGothicnichewasthere;butMr。Slearywasnotthere。MasterKidderminster,growntoomaturelyturfytobereceivedbythewildestcredulityasCupidanymore,hadyieldedtotheinvincibleforceofcircumstancesandhisbeard,and,inthecapacityofamanwhomadehimselfgenerallyuseful,presidedonthisoccasionovertheexchequer-havingalsoadruminreserve,onwhichtoexpendhisleisuremomentsandsuperfluousforces。Intheextremesharpnessofhislookoutforbasecoin,Mr。Kidderminster,asatpresentsituated,neversawanythingbutmoney;soSissypassedhimunrecognised,andtheywentin。
TheEmperorofJapan,onasteadyoldwhitehorsestencilledwithblackspots,wastwirlingfivewash-handbasinsatonce,asitisthefavouriterecreationofthatmonarchtodo。Sissy,thoughwellacquaintedwithhisRoyalline,hadnopersonalknowledgeofthepresentEmperor,andhisreignwaspeaceful。MissJosephineSleary,inhercelebratedgracefulEquestrianTyroleanFlowerAct,wasthenannouncedbyanewclownwhohumorouslysaidCauliflowerAct,andMr。Slearyappeared,leadingherin。
Mr。SlearyhadonlymadeonecutattheClownwithhislongwhip-
lash,andtheClownhadonlysaid,'Ifyoudoitagain,I'llthrowthehorseatyou!'whenSissywasrecognisedbothbyfatheranddaughter。ButtheygotthroughtheActwithgreatself-possession;
andMr。Sleary,savingforthefirstinstant,conveyednomoreexpressionintohislocomotiveeyethanintohisfixedone。TheperformanceseemedalittlelongtoSissyandLouisa,particularlywhenitstoppedtoaffordtheClownanopportunityoftellingMr。
Slearywhosaid'Indeed,sir!'toallhisobservationsinthecalmestway,andwithhiseyeonthehouseabouttwolegssittingonthreelegslookingatoneleg,whenincamefourlegs,andlaidholdofoneleg,andupgottwolegs,caughtholdofthreelegs,andthrew'ematfourlegs,whoranawaywithoneleg。For,althoughaningeniousAllegoryrelatingtoabutcher,athree-
leggedstool,adog,andalegofmutton,thisnarrativeconsumedtime;andtheywereingreatsuspense。Atlast,however,littlefair-hairedJosephinemadehercurtseyamidgreatapplause;andtheClown,leftaloneinthering,hadjustwarmedhimself,andsaid,'NowI'llhaveaturn!'whenSissywastouchedontheshoulder,andbeckonedout。
ShetookLouisawithher;andtheywerereceivedbyMr。Slearyinaverylittleprivateapartment,withcanvassides,agrassfloor,andawoodenceilingallaslant,onwhichtheboxcompanystampedtheirapprobation,asiftheywerecomingthrough。'Thethilia,'
saidMr。Sleary,whohadbrandyandwaterathand,'itdothmegoodtotheeyou。Youwathalwaythafavouritewithuth,andyou'vedoneuthcrediththinththeoldtimethI'mthure。Youmuthttheeourpeople,mydear,aforewethpeakofbithnith,orthey'llbreaktheirhearth-ethpethiallythewomen。Here'thJothphinehathbeenandgotmarriedtoE。W。B。Childerth,andtheehathgotaboy,andthoughhe'thonlythreeyearthold,hethtickthontoanyponyyoucanbringagainththim。He'thnamedTheLittleWonderofThcolathticEquitation;andifyoudon'thearofthatboyatAthley'th,you'llhearofhimatParith。AndyourecollectKidderminthter,thatwaththoughttoberatherthweetuponyourthelf?Well。He'thmarriedtoo。Marriedawidder。Oldenoughtobehithmother。TheewathTightrope,theewath,andnowthee'thnothing-onaccounthoffat。They'vegottwochildren,thowe'rethtrongintheFairybithnithandtheNurtherydodge。IfyouwathtotheeourChildrenintheWood,withtheirfatherandmotherbothadyin'onahorthe-theirunclearetheivingof'emathhithwardth,uponahorthe-themthelvthbothagoin'ablack-
berryin'onahorthe-andtheRobinthacomingintocover'emwithleavth,uponahorthe-you'dthayitwaththecompletethtthingatheveryouthetyoureyethon!AndyourememberEmmaGordon,mydear,athwatha'mothtamothertoyou?Ofcourtheyoudo;Ineedn'tathk。Well!Emma,theeloththerhuthband。Hewaththrow'daheavyback-falloffaElephantinathortofaPagodathingaththeThultanoftheIndieth,andhenevergotthebetterofit;andtheemarriedathecondtime-marriedaCheethemongerathfellinlovewithherfromthefront-andhe'thaOvertheerandmakin'afortun。'
Thesevariouschanges,Mr。Sleary,veryshortofbreathnow,relatedwithgreatheartiness,andwithawonderfulkindofinnocence,consideringwhatablearyandbrandy-and-wateryoldveteranhewas。AfterwardshebroughtinJosephine,andE。W。B。
Childersratherdeeplylinedinthejawsbydaylight,andtheLittleWonderofScholasticEquitation,andinaword,allthecompany。AmazingcreaturestheywereinLouisa'seyes,sowhiteandpinkofcomplexion,soscantofdress,andsodemonstrativeofleg;butitwasveryagreeabletoseethemcrowdingaboutSissy,andverynaturalinSissytobeunabletorefrainfromtears。
'There!NowThethiliahathkithdallthechildren,andhuggedallthewomen,andthakenhandthallroundwithallthemen,clear,everyoneofyou,andringinthebandforthethecondpart!'
Assoonastheyweregone,hecontinuedinalowtone。'Now,Thethilia,Idon'tathktoknowanythecreth,butIthuppotheImayconthiderthithtobeMithThquire。'
'Thisishissister。Yes。'
'Andt'otheron'thdaughter。That'hwhatImean。HopeItheeyouwell,mith。AndIhopetheThquire'thwell?'
'Myfatherwillbeheresoon,'saidLouisa,anxioustobringhimtothepoint。'Ismybrothersafe?'
'Thafeandthound!'hereplied。'IwantyoujuthttotakeapeepattheRing,mith,throughhere。Thethilia,youknowthedodgeth;
findathpy-holeforyourthelf。'
Theyeachlookedthroughachinkintheboards。
'That'hJacktheGiantKiller-pietheofcomicinfantbithnith,'
saidSleary。'There'thaproperty-houthe,youthee,forJacktohidein;there'thmyClownwithathauthepan-lidandathpit,forJack'ththervant;there'thlittleJackhimthelfinathplendidthootofarmour;there'thtwocomicblackthervanthtwitheathbigaththehouthe,tothtandbyitandtobringitinandclearit;
andtheGiantaveryecthpenthivebathketone,hean'tonyet。
Now,doyouthee'emall?'
'Yes,'theybothsaid。
'Lookat'emagain,'saidSleary,'lookat'emwell。Youtheeemall?Verygood。Now,mith;'heputaformforthemtositon;'I
havemyopinionth,andtheThquireyourfatherhathhith。Idon'twanttoknowwhatyourbrother'thbeenupto;ithbetterformenottoknow。AllIthayith,theThquirehaththtoodbyThethilia,andI'llthtandbytheThquire。Yourbrotherithonethemblackthervanth。'
Louisautteredanexclamation,partlyofdistress,partlyofsatisfaction。
'Ithafact,'saidSleary,'andevenknowin'it,youcouldn'tputyourfingeronhim。LettheThquirecome。Ithallkeepyourbrotherhereaftertheperformanth。Ithantundrethhim,noryetwathhithpaintoff。LettheThquirecomehereaftertheperformanth,orcomehereyourthelfaftertheperformanth,andyouthallfindyourbrother,andhavethewholeplathetotalktohimin。Nevermindthelookthofhim,athlongathhe'thwellhid。'
Louisa,withmanythanksandwithalightenedload,detainedMr。
Slearynolongerthen。Sheleftherloveforherbrother,withhereyesfulloftears;andsheandSissywentawayuntillaterintheafternoon。
Mr。Gradgrindarrivedwithinanhourafterwards。Hetoohadencounterednoonewhomheknew;andwasnowsanguinewithSleary'sassistance,ofgettinghisdisgracedsontoLiverpoolinthenight。
Asneitherofthethreecouldbehiscompanionwithoutalmostidentifyinghimunderanydisguise,hepreparedalettertoacorrespondentwhomhecouldtrust,beseechinghimtoshipthebeareroffatanycost,toNorthorSouthAmerica,oranydistantpartoftheworldtowhichhecouldbethemostspeedilyandprivatelydispatched。
Thisdone,theywalkedabout,waitingfortheCircustobequitevacated;notonlybytheaudience,butbythecompanyandbythehorses。Afterwatchingitalongtime,theysawMr。Slearybringoutachairandsitdownbytheside-door,smoking;asifthatwerehissignalthattheymightapproach。
'Yourthervant,Thquire,'washiscautioussalutationastheypassedin。'Ifyouwantmeyou'llfindmehere。Youmuthn'tmindyourthonhavingacomicliveryon。'
Theyallthreewentin;andMr。Gradgrindsatdownforlorn,ontheClown'sperformingchairinthemiddleofthering。Ononeofthebackbenches,remoteinthesubduedlightandthestrangenessoftheplace,satthevillainouswhelp,sulkytothelast,whomhehadthemiserytocallhisson。
Inapreposterouscoat,likeabeadle's,withcuffsandflapsexaggeratedtoanunspeakableextent;inanimmensewaistcoat,knee-breeches,buckledshoes,andamadcockedhat;withnothingfittinghim,andeverythingofcoarsematerial,moth-eatenandfullofholes;withseamsinhisblackface,wherefearandheathadstartedthroughthegreasycompositiondaubedalloverit;anythingsogrimly,detestably,ridiculouslyshamefulasthewhelpinhiscomiclivery,Mr。Gradgrindnevercouldbyanyothermeanshavebelievedin,weighableandmeasurablefactthoughitwas。Andoneofhismodelchildrenhadcometothis!
Atfirstthewhelpwouldnotdrawanynearer,butpersistedinremaininguptherebyhimself。Yieldingatlength,ifanyconcessionsosullenlymadecanbecalledyielding,totheentreatiesofSissy-forLouisahedisownedaltogether-hecamedown,benchbybench,untilhestoodinthesawdust,onthevergeofthecircle,asfaraspossible,withinitslimitsfromwherehisfathersat。
'Howwasthisdone?'askedthefather。
'Howwaswhatdone?'moodilyansweredtheson。
'Thisrobbery,'saidthefather,raisinghisvoiceupontheword。
'Iforcedthesafemyselfovernight,andshutitupajarbeforeI
wentaway。Ihadhadthekeythatwasfound,madelongbefore。I
droppeditthatmorning,thatitmightbesupposedtohavebeenused。Ididn'ttakethemoneyallatonce。Ipretendedtoputmybalanceawayeverynight,butIdidn't。Nowyouknowallaboutit。'
'Ifathunderbolthadfallenonme,'saidthefather,'itwouldhaveshockedmelessthanthis!'
'Idon'tseewhy,'grumbledtheson。'Somanypeopleareemployedinsituationsoftrust;somanypeople,outofsomany,willbedishonest。Ihaveheardyoutalk,ahundredtimes,ofitsbeingalaw。HowcanIhelplaws?Youhavecomfortedotherswithsuchthings,father。Comfortyourself!'
Thefatherburiedhisfaceinhishands,andthesonstoodinhisdisgracefulgrotesqueness,bitingstraw:hishands,withtheblackpartlywornawayinside,lookinglikethehandsofamonkey。Theeveningwasfastclosingin;andfromtimetotime,heturnedthewhitesofhiseyesrestlesslyandimpatientlytowardshisfather。
Theyweretheonlypartsofhisfacethatshowedanylifeorexpression,thepigmentuponitwassothick。
'YoumustbegottoLiverpool,andsentabroad。'
'IsupposeImust。Ican'tbemoremiserableanywhere,'whimperedthewhelp,'thanIhavebeenhere,eversinceIcanremember。
That'sonething。'
Mr。Gradgrindwenttothedoor,andreturnedwithSleary,towhomhesubmittedthequestion,Howtogetthisdeplorableobjectaway?
'Why,I'vebeenthinkingofit,Thquire。There'thnotmuthtimetolothe,thoyoumuththayyethorno。Ithovertwentymilethtotherail。There'thacoathinhalfanhour,thatgoethtotherail,'purpothetocaththemailtrain。ThattrainwilltakehimrighttoLiverpool。'
'Butlookathim,'groanedMr。Gradgrind。'Willanycoach-'
'Idon'tmeanthathethouldgointhecomiclivery,'saidSleary。
'Thaytheword,andI'llmakeaJothkinofhim,outofthewardrobe,infiveminutes。'
'Idon'tunderstand,'saidMr。Gradgrind。
'AJothkin-aCarter。Makeupyourmindquick,Thquire。There'llbebeertofeth。I'venevermetwithnothingbutbeerath'llevercleanacomicblackamoor。'
Mr。Gradgrindrapidlyassented;Mr。Slearyrapidlyturnedoutfromabox,asmockfrock,afelthat,andotheressentials;thewhelprapidlychangedclothesbehindascreenofbaize;Mr。Slearyrapidlybroughtbeer,andwashedhimwhiteagain。
'Now,'saidSleary,'comealongtothecoath,andjumpupbehind;
I'llgowithyouthere,andthey'llthuppotheyouoneofmypeople。
Thayfarewelltoyourfamily,andtharp'ththeword。'Withwhichhedelicatelyretired。
'Hereisyourletter,'saidMr。Gradgrind。'Allnecessarymeanswillbeprovidedforyou。Atone,byrepentanceandbetterconduct,fortheshockingactionyouhavecommitted,andthedreadfulconsequencestowhichithasled。Givemeyourhand,mypoorboy,andmayGodforgiveyouasIdo!'
Theculpritwasmovedtoafewabjecttearsbythesewordsandtheirpathetictone。But,whenLouisaopenedherarms,herepulsedherafresh。
'Notyou。Idon'twanttohaveanythingtosaytoyou!'
'OTom,Tom,doweendso,afterallmylove!'
'Afterallyourlove!'hereturned,obdurately。'Prettylove!
LeavingoldBounderbytohimself,andpackingmybestfriendMr。
Harthouseoff,andgoinghomejustwhenIwasinthegreatestdanger。Prettylovethat!Comingoutwitheverywordaboutourhavinggonetothatplace,whenyousawthenetwasgatheringroundme。Prettylovethat!Youhaveregularlygivenmeup。Younevercaredforme。'
'Tharp'ththeword!'saidSleary,atthedoor。
Theyallconfusedlywentout:Louisacryingtohimthatsheforgavehim,andlovedhimstill,andthathewouldonedaybesorrytohaveleftherso,andgladtothinkoftheseherlastwords,faraway:whensomeoneranagainstthem。Mr。GradgrindandSissy,whowerebothbeforehimwhilehissisteryetclungtohisshoulder,stoppedandrecoiled。
For,therewasBitzer,outofbreath,histhinlipsparted,histhinnostrilsdistended,hiswhiteeyelashesquivering,hiscolourlessfacemorecolourlessthanever,asifheranhimselfintoawhiteheat,whenotherpeopleranthemselvesintoaglow。
Therehestood,pantingandheaving,asifhehadneverstoppedsincethenight,nowlongago,whenhehadrunthemdownbefore。
'I'msorrytointerferewithyourplans,'saidBitzer,shakinghishead,'butIcan'tallowmyselftobedonebyhorse-riders。ImusthaveyoungMr。Tom;hemustn'tbegotawaybyhorse-riders;hereheisinasmockfrock,andImusthavehim!'
Bythecollar,too,itseemed。For,sohetookpossessionofhim。
CHAPTERVIII-PHILOSOPHICAL
THEYwentbackintothebooth,Slearyshuttingthedoortokeepintrudersout。Bitzer,stillholdingtheparalysedculpritbythecollar,stoodintheRing,blinkingathisoldpatronthroughthedarknessofthetwilight。
'Bitzer,'saidMr。Gradgrind,brokendown,andmiserablysubmissivetohim,'haveyouaheart?'
'Thecirculation,sir,'returnedBitzer,smilingattheoddityofthequestion,'couldn'tbecarriedonwithoutone。Noman,sir,acquaintedwiththefactsestablishedbyHarveyrelatingtothecirculationoftheblood,candoubtthatIhaveaheart。'
'Isitaccessible,'criedMr。Gradgrind,'toanycompassionateinfluence?'
'ItisaccessibletoReason,sir,'returnedtheexcellentyoungman。'Andtonothingelse。'
Theystoodlookingateachother;Mr。Gradgrind'sfaceaswhiteasthepursuer's。
'Whatmotive-evenwhatmotiveinreason-canyouhaveforpreventingtheescapeofthiswretchedyouth,'saidMr。Gradgrind,'andcrushinghismiserablefather?Seehissisterhere。Pityus!'
'Sir,'returnedBitzer,inaverybusiness-likeandlogicalmanner,'sinceyouaskmewhatmotiveIhaveinreason,fortakingyoungMr。TombacktoCoketown,itisonlyreasonabletoletyouknow。I
havesuspectedyoungMr。Tomofthisbank-robberyfromthefirst。
Ihadhadmyeyeuponhimbeforethattime,forIknewhisways。I
havekeptmyobservationstomyself,butIhavemadethem;andI
havegotampleproofsagainsthimnow,besideshisrunningaway,andbesideshisownconfession,whichIwasjustintimetooverhear。Ihadthepleasureofwatchingyourhouseyesterdaymorning,andfollowingyouhere。IamgoingtotakeyoungMr。TombacktoCoketown,inordertodeliverhimovertoMr。Bounderby。
Sir,IhavenodoubtwhateverthatMr。BounderbywillthenpromotemetoyoungMr。Tom'ssituation。AndIwishtohavehissituation,sir,foritwillbearisetome,andwilldomegood。'
'Ifthisissolelyaquestionofself-interestwithyou-'Mr。
Gradgrindbegan。
'Ibegyourpardonforinterruptingyou,sir,'returnedBitzer;
'butIamsureyouknowthatthewholesocialsystemisaquestionofself-interest。Whatyoumustalwaysappealto,isaperson'sself-interest。It'syouronlyhold。Wearesoconstituted。IwasbroughtupinthatcatechismwhenIwasveryyoung,sir,asyouareaware。'
'Whatsumofmoney,'saidMr。Gradgrind,'willyousetagainstyourexpectedpromotion?'
'Thankyou,sir,'returnedBitzer,'forhintingattheproposal;
butIwillnotsetanysumagainstit。Knowingthatyourclearheadwouldproposethatalternative,Ihavegoneoverthecalculationsinmymind;andIfindthattocompoundafelony,evenonveryhightermsindeed,wouldnotbeassafeandgoodformeasmyimprovedprospectsintheBank。'
'Bitzer,'saidMr。Gradgrind,stretchingouthishandsasthoughhewouldhavesaid,SeehowmiserableIam!'Bitzer,Ihavebutonechancelefttosoftenyou。Youweremanyyearsatmyschool。If,inremembranceofthepainsbestoweduponyouthere,youcanpersuadeyourselfinanydegreetodisregardyourpresentinterestandreleasemyson,Ientreatandprayyoutogivehimthebenefitofthatremembrance。'
'Ireallywonder,sir,'rejoinedtheoldpupilinanargumentativemanner,'tofindyoutakingapositionsountenable。Myschoolingwaspaidfor;itwasabargain;andwhenIcameaway,thebargainended。'
ItwasafundamentalprincipleoftheGradgrindphilosophythateverythingwastobepaidfor。Nobodywaseveronanyaccounttogiveanybodyanything,orrenderanybodyhelpwithoutpurchase。
Gratitudewastobeabolished,andthevirtuesspringingfromitwerenottobe。Everyinchoftheexistenceofmankind,frombirthtodeath,wastobeabargainacrossacounter。Andifwedidn'tgettoHeaventhatway,itwasnotapolitico-economicalplace,andwehadnobusinessthere。
'Idon'tdeny,'addedBitzer,'thatmyschoolingwascheap。Butthatcomesright,sir。Iwasmadeinthecheapestmarket,andhavetodisposeofmyselfinthedearest。'
Hewasalittletroubledhere,byLouisaandSissycrying。
'Praydon'tdothat,'saidhe,'it'sofnousedoingthat:itonlyworries。YouseemtothinkthatIhavesomeanimosityagainstyoungMr。Tom;whereasIhavenoneatall。Iamonlygoing,onthereasonablegroundsIhavementioned,totakehimbacktoCoketown。
Ifhewastoresist,IshouldsetupthecryofStopthief!But,hewon'tresist,youmaydependuponit。'
Mr。Sleary,whowithhismouthopenandhisrollingeyeasimmovablyjammedinhisheadashisfixedone,hadlistenedtothesedoctrineswithprofoundattention,heresteppedforward。
'Thquire,youknowperfectlywell,andyourdaughterknowthperfectlywellbetterthanyou,becautheIthedittoher,thatI
didn'tknowwhatyourthonhaddone,andthatIdidn'twanttoknow-Itheditwathbetternot,thoughIonlythought,then,itwaththomethkylarking。However,thithyoungmanhavingmadeitknowntobearobberyofabank,why,that'hatheriouththing;muthtootheriouthathingformetocompound,aththithyoungmanhathveryproperlycalledit。Conthequently,Thquire,youmuthn'tquarrelwithmeifItakethithyoungman'ththide,andthayhe'thrightandthere'thnohelpforit。ButItellyouwhatI'lldo,Thquire;
I'lldriveyourthonandthithyoungmanovertotherail,andpreventexpothurehere。Ican'tconthenttodomore,butI'lldothat。'
FreshlamentationsfromLouisa,anddeeperafflictiononMr。
Gradgrind'spart,followedthisdesertionofthembytheirlastfriend。But,Sissyglancedathimwithgreatattention;nordidsheinherownbreastmisunderstandhim。Astheywereallgoingoutagain,hefavouredherwithoneslightrollofhismovableeye,desiringhertolingerbehind。Ashelockedthedoor,hesaidexcitedly:
'TheThquirethtoodbyyou,Thethilia,andI'llthtandbytheThquire。Morethanthat:thithithaprethiouthrathcal,andbelongthtothatbluthteringCovethatmypeoplenearlypithtouto'winder。It'llbeadarknight;I'vegotahorthethat'lldoanythingbutthpeak;I'vegotaponythat'llgofifteenmileanhourwithChilderthdrivingofhim;I'vegotadogthat'llkeepamantooneplathefour-and-twentyhourth。GetawordwiththeyoungThquire。Tellhim,whenhetheethourhorthebegintodanthe,nottobeafraidofbeingthpilt,buttolookoutforapony-gigcomingup。Tellhim,whenhetheeththatgigclotheby,tojumpdown,andit'lltakehimoffatarattlingpathe。Ifmydogleththithyoungmanthtirapegonfoot,Igivehimleavetogo。Andifmyhortheeverthtirthfromthatthpotwherehebeginthadanthing,tillthemorning-Idon'tknowhim?-Tharp'ththeword!'
Thewordwassosharp,thatintenminutesMr。Childers,saunteringaboutthemarket-placeinapairofslippers,hadhiscue,andMr。
Sleary'sequipagewasready。Itwasafinesight,tobeholdthelearneddogbarkingroundit,andMr。Slearyinstructinghim,withhisonepracticableeye,thatBitzerwastheobjectofhisparticularattentions。Soonafterdarktheyallthreegotinandstarted;thelearneddogaformidablecreaturealreadypinningBitzerwithhiseye,andstickingclosetothewheelonhisside,thathemightbereadyforhimintheeventofhisshowingtheslightestdispositiontoalight。
Theotherthreesatupattheinnallnightingreatsuspense。Ateighto'clockinthemorningMr。Slearyandthedogreappeared:
bothinhighspirits。
'Allright,Thquire!'saidMr。Sleary,'yourthonmaybeaboard-a-
thipbythithtime。Childerthtookhimoff,anhourandahalfafterwelefttherelathtnight。Thehorthedanthedthepolkatillhewathdeadbeathewouldhavewalthedifhehadn'tbeeninharneth,andthenIgavehimthewordandhewenttothleepcomfortable。WhenthatprethiouthyoungRathcalthedhe'dgofor'ardafoot,thedoghungontohithneck-hankercherwithallfourlegthintheairandpulledhimdownandrolledhimover。Thohecomebackintothedrag,andtherehethat,'tillIturnedthehorthe'thhead,athalf-pathtthixththithmorning。'
Mr。Gradgrindoverwhelmedhimwiththanks,ofcourse;andhintedasdelicatelyashecould,atahandsomeremunerationinmoney。
'Idon'twantmoneymythelf,Thquire;butChilderthithafamilyman,andifyouwathtoliketoofferhimafive-poundnote,itmightn'tbeunactheptable。Likewitheifyouwathtothtandacollarforthedog,orathetofbellthforthehorthe,Ithouldbeverygladtotake'em。BrandyandwaterIalwaythtake。'Hehadalreadycalledforaglass,andnowcalledforanother。'Ifyouwouldn'tthinkitgoingtoofar,Thquire,tomakealittlethpreadforthecompanyataboutthreeandthixthahead,notreckoningLuth,itwouldmake'emhappy。'
Alltheselittletokensofhisgratitude,Mr。Gradgrindverywillinglyundertooktorender。Thoughhethoughtthemfartooslight,hesaid,forsuchaservice。
'Verywell,Thquire;then,ifyou'llonlygiveaHorthe-riding,abethpeak,wheneveryoucan,you'llmorethanbalanthetheaccount。
Now,Thquire,ifyourdaughterwillethcutheme,Ithouldlikeonepartingwordwithyou。'
LouisaandSissywithdrewintoanadjoiningroom;Mr。Sleary,stirringanddrinkinghisbrandyandwaterashestood,wenton:
'Thquire,-youdon'tneedtobetoldthatdogthithwonderfulanimalth。'
'Theirinstinct,'saidMr。Gradgrind,'issurprising。'
'Whateveryoucallit-andI'mblethtifIknowwhattocallit'-
saidSleary,'itithathtonithing。Thewayinwhithadog'llfindyou-thedithtanthehe'llcome!'
'Hisscent,'saidMr。Gradgrind,'beingsofine。'
'I'mblethtifIknowwhattocallit,'repeatedSleary,shakinghishead,'butIhavehaddogthfindme,Thquire,inawaythatmademethinkwhetherthatdoghadn'tgonetoanotherdog,andthed,"Youdon'thappentoknowaperthonofthenameofThleary,doyou?PerthonofthenameofThleary,intheHorthe-Ridingway-
thtoutman-gameeye?"Andwhetherthatdogmightn'thavethed,"Well,Ican'tthayIknowhimmythelf,butIknowadogthatI
thinkwouldbelikelytobeacquaintedwithhim。"Andwhetherthatdogmightn'thavethoughtitover,andthed,"Thleary,Thleary!O
yeth,tobethure!Afriendofminementhionedhimtomeatonetime。Icangetyouhithaddrethdirectly。"Inconthequenthofmybeingaforethepublic,andgoingaboutthomuth,youthee,theremuthtbeanumberofdogthacquaintedwithme,Thquire,thatI
don'tknow!'
Mr。Gradgrindseemedtobequiteconfoundedbythisspeculation。
'Anyway,'saidSleary,afterputtinghislipstohisbrandyandwater,'ithfourteenmonthago,Thquire,thinthewewathatChethter。WewathgettingupourChildrenintheWoodonemorning,whentherecomethintoourRing,bythethtagedoor,adog。Hehadtravelledalongway,hewathinaverybadcondithon,hewathlame,andprettywellblind。Hewentroundtoourchildren,oneafteranother,asifhewathatheekingforachildheknow'd;andthenhecometome,andthrowdhithelfupbehind,andthtoodonhithtwoforelegth,weakathhewath,andthenhewaggedhithtailanddied。Thquire,thatdogwathMerrylegth。'
'Sissy'sfather'sdog!'
'Thethilia'thfather'tholddog。Now,Thquire,Icantakemyoath,frommyknowledgeofthatdog,thatthatmanwathdead-andburied-aforethatdogcomebacktome。Joth'phineandChilderthandmetalkeditoveralongtime,whetherIthouldwriteornot。Butweagreed,"No。There'thnothingcomfortabletotell;whyunthettlehermind,andmakeherunhappy?"Tho,whetherherfatherbathelydethertedher;orwhetherhebrokehithownheartalone,ratherthanpullherdownalongwithhim;neverwillbeknown,now,Thquire,till-no,nottillweknowhowthedogthfindthuthout!'
'Shekeepsthebottlethathesentherfor,tothishour;andshewillbelieveinhisaffectiontothelastmomentofherlife,'saidMr。Gradgrind。
'Ittheemthtoprethenttwothingthtoaperthon,don'tit,Thquire?'saidMr。Sleary,musingashelookeddownintothedepthsofhisbrandyandwater:'one,thatthereithaloveintheworld,notallThelf-interethtafterall,butthomethingverydifferent;
t'other,thatitbathawayofithownofcalculatingornotcalculating,whiththomehoworanotherithatleathtathhardtogiveanameto,aththewaythofthedogthith!'
Mr。Gradgrindlookedoutofwindow,andmadenoreply。Mr。Slearyemptiedhisglassandrecalledtheladies。
'Thethiliamydear,kithmeandgood-bye!MithThquire,totheeyoutreatingofherlikeathithter,andathithterthatyoutruthtandhonourwithallyourheartandmore,ithaveryprettythighttome。Ihopeyourbrothermaylivetobebetterdethervingofyou,andagreatercomforttoyou。Thquire,thakehandth,firthtandlatht!Don'tbecrothwithuthpoorvagabondth。Peoplemuthtbeamuthed。Theycan'tbealwaythalearning,noryettheycan'tbealwaythaworking,theyan'tmadeforit。Youmuththaveuth,Thquire。Dothewithethingandthekindthingtoo,andmakethebethtofuth;notthewurtht!'
'AndIneverthoughtbefore,'saidMr。Sleary,puttinghisheadinatthedooragaintosayit,'thatIwaththomuthofaCackler!'
CHAPTERIX-FINAL
ITisadangerousthingtoseeanythinginthesphereofavainblusterer,beforethevainblustererseesithimself。Mr。
BounderbyfeltthatMrs。Sparsithadaudaciouslyanticipatedhim,andpresumedtobewiserthanhe。InappeasablyindignantwithherforhertriumphantdiscoveryofMrs。Pegler,heturnedthispresumption,onthepartofawomaninherdependentposition,overandoverinhismind,untilitaccumulatedwithturninglikeagreatsnowball。Atlasthemadethediscoverythattodischargethishighlyconnectedfemale-tohaveitinhispowertosay,'Shewasawomanoffamily,andwantedtosticktome,butIwouldn'thaveit,andgotridofher'-wouldbetogettheutmostpossibleamountofcrowninggloryoutoftheconnection,andatthesametimetopunishMrs。Sparsitaccordingtoherdeserts。
Filledfullerthanever,withthisgreatidea,Mr。Bounderbycameintolunch,andsathimselfdowninthedining-roomofformerdays,wherehisportraitwas。Mrs。Sparsitsatbythefire,withherfootinhercottonstirrup,littlethinkingwhithershewasposting。
SincethePegleraffair,thisgentlewomanhadcoveredherpityforMr。Bounderbywithaveilofquietmelancholyandcontrition。Invirtuethereof,ithadbecomeherhabittoassumeawofullook,whichwofullookshenowbestoweduponherpatron。
'What'sthematternow,ma'am?'saidMr。Bounderby,inaveryshort,roughway。
'Pray,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit,'donotbitemynoseoff。'
'Biteyournoseoff,ma'am?'repeatedMr。Bounderby。'Yournose!'
meaning,asMrs。Sparsitconceived,thatitwastoodevelopedanoseforthepurpose。Afterwhichoffensiveimplication,hecuthimselfacrustofbread,andthrewtheknifedownwithanoise。
Mrs。Sparsittookherfootoutofherstirrup,andsaid,'Mr。
Bounderby,sir!'
'Well,ma'am?'retortedMr。Bounderby。'Whatareyoustaringat?'
'MayIask,sir,'saidMrs。Sparsit,'haveyoubeenruffledthismorning?'
'Yes,ma'am。'
'MayIinquire,sir,'pursuedtheinjuredwoman,'whetherIamtheunfortunatecauseofyourhavinglostyourtemper?'
'Now,I'lltellyouwhat,ma'am,'saidBounderby,'Iamnotcomeheretobebullied。Afemalemaybehighlyconnected,butshecan'tbepermittedtobotherandbadgeramaninmyposition,andI
amnotgoingtoputupwithit。'Mr。Bounderbyfeltitnecessarytogeton:foreseeingthatifheallowedofdetails,hewouldbebeaten。
Mrs。Sparsitfirstelevated,thenknitted,herCoriolanianeyebrows;gatheredupherworkintoitsproperbasket;androse。
'Sir,'saidshe,majestically。'ItisapparenttomethatIaminyourwayatpresent。Iwillretiretomyownapartment。'
'Allowmetoopenthedoor,ma'am。'
'Thankyou,sir;Icandoitformyself。'
'Youhadbetterallowme,ma'am,'saidBounderby,passingher,andgettinghishanduponthelock;'becauseIcantaketheopportunityofsayingawordtoyou,beforeyougo。Mrs。Sparsit,ma'am,I
ratherthinkyouarecrampedhere,doyouknow?Itappearstome,that,undermyhumbleroof,there'shardlyopeningenoughforaladyofyourgeniusinotherpeople'saffairs。'
Mrs。Sparsitgavehimalookofthedarkestscorn,andsaidwithgreatpoliteness,'Really,sir?'
'Ihavebeenthinkingitover,yousee,sincethelateaffairshavehappened,ma'am,'saidBounderby;'anditappearstomypoorjudgment-'
'Oh!Pray,sir,'Mrs。Sparsitinterposed,withsprightlycheerfulness,'don'tdisparageyourjudgment。EverybodyknowshowunerringMr。Bounderby'sjudgmentis。Everybodyhashadproofsofit。Itmustbethethemeofgeneralconversation。Disparageanythinginyourselfbutyourjudgment,sir,'saidMrs。Sparsit,laughing。
Mr。Bounderby,veryredanduncomfortable,resumed:
'Itappearstome,ma'am,Isay,thatadifferentsortofestablishmentaltogetherwouldbringoutaladyofyourpowers。
Suchanestablishmentasyourrelation,LadyScadgers's,now。
Don'tyouthinkyoumightfindsomeaffairsthere,ma'am,tointerferewith?'
'Itneveroccurredtomebefore,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit;'butnowyoumentionit,shouldthinkithighlyprobable。'
'Thensupposeyoutry,ma'am,'saidBounderby,layinganenvelopewithachequeinitinherlittlebasket。'Youcantakeyourowntimeforgoing,ma'am;butperhapsinthemeanwhile,itwillbemoreagreeabletoaladyofyourpowersofmind,toeathermealsbyherself,andnottobeintrudedupon。Ireallyoughttoapologisetoyou-beingonlyJosiahBounderbyofCoketown-forhavingstoodinyourlightsolong。'
'Praydon'tnameit,sir,'returnedMrs。Sparsit。'Ifthatportraitcouldspeak,sir-butithastheadvantageovertheoriginalofnotpossessingthepowerofcommittingitselfanddisgustingothers,-itwouldtestify,thatalongperiodhaselapsedsinceIfirsthabituallyaddresseditasthepictureofaNoodle。NothingthataNoodledoes,canawakensurpriseorindignation;theproceedingsofaNoodlecanonlyinspirecontempt。'
Thussaying,Mrs。Sparsit,withherRomanfeatureslikeamedalstrucktocommemorateherscornofMr。Bounderby,surveyedhimfixedlyfromheadtofoot,sweptdisdainfullypasthim,andascendedthestaircase。Mr。Bounderbyclosedthedoor,andstoodbeforethefire;projectinghimselfafterhisoldexplosivemannerintohisportrait-andintofuturity。
Intohowmuchoffuturity?HesawMrs。Sparsitfightingoutadailyfightatthepointsofalltheweaponsinthefemalearmoury,withthegrudging,smarting,peevish,tormentingLadyScadgers,stilllaidupinbedwithhermysteriousleg,andgobblingherinsufficientincomedownbyaboutthemiddleofeveryquarter,inameanlittleairlesslodging,amereclosetforone,amerecribfortwo;butdidheseemore?DidhecatchanyglimpseofhimselfmakingashowofBitzertostrangers,astherisingyoungman,sodevotedtohismaster'sgreatmerits,whohadwonyoungTom'splace,andhadalmostcapturedyoungTomhimself,inthetimeswhenbyvariousrascalshewasspiritedaway?Didheseeanyfaintreflectionofhisownimagemakingavain-gloriouswill,wherebyfive-and-twentyHumbugs,pastfive-and-fiftyyearsofage,eachtakinguponhimselfthename,JosiahBounderbyofCoketown,shouldforeverdineinBounderbyHall,foreverlodgeinBounderbybuildings,foreverattendaBounderbychapel,forevergotosleepunderaBounderbychaplain,foreverbesupportedoutofaBounderbyestate,andforevernauseateallhealthystomachs,withavastamountofBounderbybalderdashandbluster?Hadheanyprescienceoftheday,fiveyearstocome,whenJosiahBounderbyofCoketownwastodieofafitintheCoketownstreet,andthissamepreciouswillwastobeginitslongcareerofquibble,plunder,falsepretences,vileexample,littleserviceandmuchlaw?
Probablynot。Yettheportraitwastoseeitallout。
HerewasMr。Gradgrindonthesameday,andinthesamehour,sittingthoughtfulinhisownroom。Howmuchoffuturitydidhesee?Didheseehimself,awhite-haireddecrepitman,bendinghishithertoinflexibletheoriestoappointedcircumstances;makinghisfactsandfiguressubservienttoFaith,Hope,andCharity;andnolongertryingtogrindthatHeavenlytrioinhisdustylittlemills?Didhecatchsightofhimself,thereforemuchdespisedbyhislatepoliticalassociates?Didheseethem,intheeraofitsbeingquitesettledthatthenationaldustmenhaveonlytodowithoneanother,andowenodutytoanabstractioncalledaPeople,'tauntingthehonourablegentleman'withthisandwiththatandwithwhatnot,fivenightsa-week,untilthesmallhoursofthemorning?Probablyhehadthatmuchforeknowledge,knowinghismen。
HerewasLouisaonthenightofthesameday,watchingthefireasindaysofyore,thoughwithagentlerandahumblerface。Howmuchofthefuturemightarisebeforehervision?Broadsidesinthestreets,signedwithherfather'sname,exoneratingthelateStephenBlackpool,weaver,frommisplacedsuspicion,andpublishingtheguiltofhisownson,withsuchextenuationashisyearsandtemptationhecouldnotbringhimselftoadd,hiseducationmightbeseech;wereofthePresent。So,StephenBlackpool'stombstone,withherfather'srecordofhisdeath,wasalmostofthePresent,forsheknewitwastobe。Thesethingsshecouldplainlysee。
But,howmuchoftheFuture?
Aworkingwoman,christenedRachael,afteralongillnessonceagainappearingattheringingoftheFactorybell,andpassingtoandfroatthesethours,amongtheCoketownHands;awomanofpensivebeauty,alwaysdressedinblack,butsweet-temperedandserene,andevencheerful;who,ofallthepeopleintheplace,aloneappearedtohavecompassiononadegraded,drunkenwretchofherownsex,whowassometimesseeninthetownsecretlybeggingofher,andcryingtoher;awomanworking,everworking,butcontenttodoit,andpreferringtodoitashernaturallot,untilsheshouldbetoooldtolabouranymore?DidLouisaseethis?Suchathingwastobe。
Alonelybrother,manythousandsofmilesaway,writing,onpaperblottedwithtears,thatherwordshadtoosooncometrue,andthatallthetreasuresintheworldwouldbecheaplybarteredforasightofherdearface?Atlengththisbrothercomingnearerhome,withhopeofseeingher,andbeingdelayedbyillness;andthenaletter,inastrangehand,saying'hediedinhospital,offever,suchaday,anddiedinpenitenceandloveofyou:hislastwordbeingyourname'?DidLouisaseethesethings?Suchthingsweretobe。
Herselfagainawife-amother-lovinglywatchfulofherchildren,evercarefulthattheyshouldhaveachildhoodofthemindnolessthanachildhoodofthebody,asknowingittobeevenamorebeautifulthing,andapossession,anyhoardedscrapofwhich,isablessingandhappinesstothewisest?DidLouisaseethis?Suchathingwasnevertobe。
But,happySissy'shappychildrenlovingher;allchildrenlovingher;she,grownlearnedinchildishlore;thinkingnoinnocentandprettyfancyevertobedespised;tryinghardtoknowherhumblerfellow-creatures,andtobeautifytheirlivesofmachineryandrealitywiththoseimaginativegracesanddelights,withoutwhichtheheartofinfancywillwitherup,thesturdiestphysicalmanhoodwillbemorallystarkdeath,andtheplainestnationalprosperityfigurescanshow,willbetheWritingontheWall,-sheholdingthiscourseaspartofnofantasticvow,orbond,orbrotherhood,orsisterhood,orpledge,orcovenant,orfancydress,orfancyfair;butsimplyasadutytobedone,-didLouisaseethesethingsofherself?Thesethingsweretobe。
Dearreader!Itrestswithyouandme,whether,inourtwofieldsofaction,similarthingsshallbeornot。Letthembe!Weshallsitwithlighterbosomsonthehearth,toseetheashesofourfiresturngrayandcold。
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