Ishruggedmyshouldersatthis,andheproceededtosaythatnofurtherinstructionshadbeenreceivedonthesubjectofourdisposal,andthisbeingsohewasabouttostarttointerview“_i_She-who-must-be-
  obeyed_i_,“generallyspokenof,forthesakeofbrevity,as“Hiya“or_i_She_i_simply,whohegaveustounderstandwastheQueenoftheAmahagger,andlearnherwishes。
  Iaskedhimhowlongheproposedtobeaway,andhesaidthatbytravellinghardhemightbebackonthefifthday,butthereweremanymilesofmarshtocrossbeforehecametowhere_i_She_i_was。Hethensaidthateveryarrangementwouldbemadeforourcomfortduringhisabsence,andthat,ashepersonallyhadtakenafancytous,hesincerelytrustedthattheanswerheshouldbringfrom_i_She_i_wouldbeonefavorabletothecontinuationofourexistence,butatthesametimehedidnotwishtoconcealfromusthathethoughtthisdoubtful,aseverystrangerwhohadevercomeintothecountryduringhisgrandmother’slife,hismother’slife,andhisownlife,hadbeenputtodeathwithoutmercy,andinawaythathewouldnotharrowourfeelingsbydescribing;andthishadbeendonebytheorderof_i_She_i_herself,atleasthesupposeditwasbyherorder。Atanyrate,sheneverinterferedtosavethem。
  “Why,“Isaid,“buthowcanthatbe?Youareanoldman,andthetimeyoutalkofmustreachbackthreemen’slives。How,therefore,could_i_She_i_haveorderedthedeathofanybodyatthebeginningofthelifeofyourgrandmother,seeingthatsheherselfwouldnothavebeenborn?”
  Againhesmiled——thatsamefaint,peculiarsmile,andwithadeepbowdeparted,withoutmakinganyanswer;
  nordidweseehimagainforfivedays。
  Whenhehadgonewediscussedthesituation,whichfilledmewithalarm。Ididnotatallliketheaccountsofthismysteriousqueen,“_i_She-who-must-
  be-obeyed_i_,“ormoreshortly_i_She_i_,whoapparentlyorderedtheexecutionofanyunfortunatestrangerinafashionsounmerciful。Leo,too,wasdepressedaboutit,butproceededtoconsolehimselfbytriumphantlypointingoutthatthis_i_She_i_wasundoubtedlythepersonreferredtointhewritingonthepotsherdandinhisfather’sletter,inproofofwhichheadvancedBillali’sallusionstoherageandpower。IwasbythistimesooverwhelmedwiththewholecourseofeventsthatIhadnotevengottheheartlefttodisputeapropositionsoabsurd,soI
  suggestedthatweshouldtryandgooutandgetabath,ofwhichweallstoodsadlyinneed。
  Accordingly,havingindicatedourwishtoamiddle-
  agedindividualofanunusuallysaturninecastofcountenance,evenamongthissaturninepeople,whoappearedtobedeputedtolookafterusnowthattheFatherofthehamlethaddeparted,westartedinabody——havingfirstlitourpipes。Outsidethecavewefoundquiteacrowdofpeopleevidentlywatchingforourappearance,butwhentheysawuscomeoutsmokingtheyvanishedthiswayandthat,callingoutthatweweregreatmagicians。Indeed,nothingaboutuscreatedsogreatasensationasourtobaccosmoke——notevenourfirearms。Afterthiswesucceededinreachingastreamthathaditssourceinastronggroundspring,andtakingourbathinpeace,thoughsomeofthewomen,notexceptingUstane,showedadecidedinclinationtofollowuseventhere。
  Bythetimethatwehadfinishedthismostrefreshingbaththesunwassetting;indeed,whenwegotbacktothebigcaveithadalreadyset。Thecaveitselfwasfullofpeoplegatheredroundfires——forseveralmorehadnowbeenlighted——andeatingtheireveningmealbytheirluridlight,andbythatofvariouslampswhichweresetaboutorhunguponthewalls。Theselampswereofarudemanufactureofbakedearthenware,andofallshapes,someofthemgracefulenough。Thelargeroneswereformedofbigredearthenwarepots,filledwithclarifiedmeltedfat,andhavingareedwickstuckthroughawoodendiskwhichfilledthetopofthepot,andthissortoflamprequiredthemostconstantattentiontopreventitsgoingoutwheneverthewickburneddown,astherewerenomeansofturningitup。Thesmallerhand-lamps,however,whichwerealsomadeofbakedclay,werefittedwithwicksmanufacturedfromthepithofapalm-tree,orsometimesfromthestemofaveryhandsomevarietyoffern。Thiskindofwickwaspassedthrougharoundholeattheendofthelamp,towhichasharppieceofhardwoodwasattachedwherewithtopierceanddrawitupwheneveritshowedsignsofburninglow。
  Forawhilewesatdownandwatchedthisgrimpeopleeatingtheireveningmealinsilenceasgrimasthemselves,tillatlength,gettingtiredofcontemplatingthemandthehugemovingshadowsontherockywalls,Isuggestedtoournewkeeperthatweshouldliketogotobed。
  Withoutaword,herose,and,takingmepolitelybythehand,advancedwithalamptooneofthesmallpassagesthatIhadnoticedopeningoutofthecentralcave。Thiswefollowedforaboutfivepaces,whenitsuddenlywidenedoutintoasmallchamber,abouteightfeetsquare,andhewnoutofthelivingrock。Ononesideofthischamberwasastoneslab,aboutthreefeetfromtheground,andrunningitsentirelengthlikeabunkinacabin,andonthisslabheintimatedthatIwastosleep。Therewasnowindoworair-holetothechamber,andnofurniture;and,onlookingatitmoreclosely,Icametothedisturbingconclusioninwhich,asIafterwardsdiscovered,Iwasquiterightthatithadoriginallyservedforasepulchreforthedeadratherthanasleeping-placefortheliving,theslabbeingdesignedtoreceivethecorpseofthedeparted。Thethoughtmademeshudderinspiteofmyself;but,seeingthatImustsleepsomewhere,I
  gotoverthefeelingasbestImight,andreturnedtothecaverntogetmyblanket,whichhadbeenbroughtupfromtheboatwiththeotherthings。ThereImetJob,who,havingbeeninductedtoasimilarapartment,hadflatlydeclinedtostopinit,sayingthatthelookoftheplacegavehimthehorrors,andthathemightaswellbedeadandburiedinhisgrandfather’sbrickgraveatonce,andexpressedhisdeterminationofsleepingwithmeifIwouldallowhim。This,ofcourse,Iwasonlytoogladtodo。
  Thenightpassedverycomfortablyonthewhole。Isayonthewhole,forpersonallyIwentthroughamosthorriblenightmareofbeingburiedalive,induced,nodoubt,bythesepulchralnatureofmysurroundings。Atdawnwewerearousedbyaloudtrumpetingsound,produced,asweafterwardsdiscovered,byayoungAmahaggerblowing,throughaholeboredinitsside,intoahollowedelephanttusk,whichwaskeptforthepurpose。
  Takingthehint,wegotupandwentdowntothestreamtowash,afterwhichthemorningmealwasserved。Atbreakfastoneofthewomen,nolongerquiteyoung,advanced,andpubliclykissedJob。IthinkitwasinitswaythemostdelightfulthingputtingitsimproprietyasideforamomentthatIeversaw。NevershallIforgettherespectableJob’sabjectterroranddisgust。Job,likemyself,isabitofamisogynist——I
  fancychieflyowingtothefactofhishavingbeenoneofafamilyofseventeen——andthefeelingsexpresseduponhiscountenancewhenherealizedthathewasnotonlybeingembracedpublicly,andwithoutauthorizationonhisownpart,butalsointhepresenceofhismasters,weretoomixedandpainfultoadmitofaccuratedescription。Hesprangtohisfeet,andpushedthewoman,abuxompersonofaboutthirty,fromhim。
  “Well,Inever!”hegasped,whereupon,probablythinkingthathewasonlycoy,sheembracedhimagain。
  “Beoffwithyou!Getaway,youminx!”heshouted,wavingthewoodenspoon,withwhichhewaseatinghisbreakfast,upanddownbeforethelady’sface。“Begyourpardon,gentlemen,IamsureI。haven’tencouragedher。Oh,Lord!she’scomingformeagain。
  Holdher,Mr。Holly!pleaseholdher!Ican’tstandit;Ican’t,indeed。Thishasneverhappenedtomebefore,gentlemen,never。There’snothingagainstmycharacter,“andherehebrokeoff,andranashardashecouldgodownthecave,andforonceIsawtheAmahaggerlaugh。Asforthewoman,however,shedidnotlaugh。Onthecontrary,sheseemedtobristlewithfury,whichthemockeryoftheotherwomenaboutonlyservedtointensify。Shestoodthereliterallysnarlingandshakingwithindignation,and,seeingher,IwishedJob’sscrupleshadbeenatJericho,formingashrewdguessthathisadmirablebehaviorhadendangeredourthroats。Nor,asthesequelshows,wasIwrong。
  Theladyhavingretreated,Jobreturnedinagreatstateofnervousness,andkeepinghisweathereyefixeduponeverywomanwhocamenearhim。ItookanopportunitytoexplaintoourhoststhatJobwasamarriedman,andhadhadveryunhappyexperiencesinhisdomesticrelations,whichaccountedforhispresencehereandhisterroratthesightofwomen,butmyremarkswerereceivedingrimsilence,itbeingevidentthatourretainer’sbehaviorwasconsideredasaslighttothe“household“atlarge,althoughthewomen,afterthemannerofsomeoftheirmorecivilizedsisters,mademerryattherebuffoftheircompanion。
  AfterbreakfastwetookawalkandinspectedtheAmahaggerherds,andalsotheircultivatedlands。Theyhavetwobreedsofcattle,onelargeandangular,withnohorns,butyieldingbeautifulmilk;andtheother,aredbreed,verysmallandfat,excellentformeat,butofnovalueformilkingpurposes。ThislastbreedcloselyresemblestheNorfolkred-polestrain,onlyithashornswhichgenerallycurveforwardoverthehead,sometimestosuchanextentthattheyhavetobecuttopreventthemfromgrowingintothebonesoftheskull,Thegoatsarelong-haired,andareusedforeatingonly,atleastIneversawthemmilked。AsfortheAmahaggercultivation,itisprimitiveintheextreme,beingalldonebymeansofaspademadeofiron,forthesepeoplesmeltandworkiron。Thisspadeisshapedmorelikeabigspearsheadthananythingelse,andhasnoshouldertoitonwhichthefootcanbeset。Asaconsequence,thelaborofdiggingisverygreat。Itis,however,alldonebythemen,thewomen,contrarytothehabitsofmostsavageraces,beingentirelyexemptfrommanualtoil。Butthen,asIthinkIhavesaidelsewhere,amongtheAmahaggertheweakersexhasestablisheditsrights。
  Atfirstweweremuchpuzzledastotheoriginandconstitutionofthisextraordinaryrace,pointsuponwhichtheyweresingularlyuucommunicative。Asthetimewentonforthenextfourdayspassedwithoutanystrikingevent——welearnedsomethingfromLeo’sladyfriendUstane,who,bytheway,stucktothatyounggentlemanlikehisownshadow。Astoorigin,theyhadnone,atleast,sofarasshewasaware。Therewere,however,sheinformedus,moundsofmasonryandmanypillarsneartheplacewhere_i_She_i_lived,whichwascalledKo^r,andwhichthewisesaidhadoncebeenhouseswhereinmenlived,anditwassuggestedthattheyweredescendedfromthesemen。Noone,however,daredgonearthesegreatruinsbecausetheywerehaunted:theyonlylookedonthemfromadistance。
  Othersimilarruinsweretobeseen,shehadheard,invariouspartsofthecountry,thatis,whereveroneofthemountainsroseabovetheleveloftheswamp。Alsothecavesinwhichtheylivedhadbeenhollowedoutoftherocksbymen,perhapsthesamewhobuiltthecities。Theythemselveshadnowrittenlaws,onlycustom,whichwas,however,quiteasbindingaslaw。
  Ifanymanoffendedagainstthecustom,hewasputtodeathbyorderoftheFatherofthe“household。”I
  askedhowhewasputtodeath,andsheonlysmiled,andsaidthatImightseeonedaysoon。
  Theyhadaqueen,however。_i_She_i_wastheirqueen,butshewasveryrarelyseen,perhapsonceintwoorthreeyears,whenshecameforthtopasssentenceonsomeoffenders,andwhenseenwasmuffledupinabigcloak,sothatnobodycouldlookuponherface。Thosewhowaiteduponherweredeafanddumb,andthereforecouldtellnotales,butitwasreportedthatshewaslovelyasnootherwomanwaslovely,oreverhadbeen。Itwasrumoredalsothatshewasimmortal,andhadpower。overallthings,butshe,Ustane,couldsaynothingofallthat。Whatshebelievedwasthatthequeenchoseahusbandfromtimetotime,andassoonasafemalechildwasbornthishusband,whowasneveragainseen,wasputtodeath。
  Thenthefemalechildgrewupandtooktheplaceofthequeenwhenitsmotherdiedandhadbeenburiedinthegreatcaves。Butofthesemattersnonecouldspeakforcertain。Only_i_She_i_wasobeyedthroughoutthelengthandbreadthoftheland,andtoquestionhercommandwascertaindeath。_i_She_i_keptaguard,buthadnoregulararmy,andtodisobeyherwastodie。
  Iaskedwhatsizethelandwas,andhowmanypeoplelivedinit。Sheansweredthattherewereten“households,“likethisthatsheknewof,includingthebig“household,“wherethequeenwas;thatallthe“households“livedincaves,inplacesresemblingthisstretchofraisedcountry,dottedaboutinavastextentofswamp,whichwasonlytobethreadedbysecretpaths。Oftenthe“households“madewaroneachotheruntil_i_She_i_sentwordthatitwastostop,andthentheyinstantlyceased。Thatandthefeverwhichtheycaughtincrossingtheswampspreventedtheirnumbersfromincreasingtoomuch。Theyhadnoconnectionwithanyotherrace,indeednonelivednearthem,orwereabletothreadthevastswamps。OnceanarmyfromthedirectionofthegreatriverpresumablytheZambesihadattemptedtoattackthem,buttheygotlostinthemarshes,andatnight,seeingthegreatballsoffirethatmoveaboutthere,triedtocometothem,thinkingthattheymarkedtheenemy’scamp,andhalfofthemweredrowned。Asfortherest,theysoondiedoffeverandstarvation,notablowbeingstruckatthem。Themarshes,shetoldus,wereabsolutelyimpassableexcepttothosewhoknewthepaths,adding,whatIcouldwellbelieve,thatweshouldneverhavereachedthisplacewherewethenwerehadwenotbeenbroughtthither。
  TheseandmanyotherthingswelearnedfromUstaneduringthefourdayspausebeforeourrealadventuresbegangaveusconsiderablecauseforthought。Thewholethingwasexceedinglyremarkable,almostincrediblyso,indeed,andtheoddestpartofitwasthatsofaritdidmoreorlesscorrespondtotheancientwritingonthesherd。Andnowitappearedthattherewasamysteriousqueenclothedbyrumorwithdreadandwonderfulattributes,andcommonlyknownbytheimpersonalbut,tomymind,ratherawesometitleof_i_She_i_。Altogether,Icouldnotmakeitout,norcouldLeo,thoughofcoursehewasexceedinglytriumphantovermebecauseIhadpersistentlymockedatthewholething。AsforJob,hehadlongsinceabandonedanyattempttocallhisreasonhisown,andleftittodriftontheseaofcircumstance。Mahomed,theArab,whowas,bytheway,treatedcivillyindeed,butwithchillingcontempt,bytheAmahagger,was,I
  discovered,inagreatfright,thoughIcouldnotquitemakeoutwhathewasfrightenedabout。Hewouldsitcrouchedinacornerofthecavealldaylong,callinguponAllahandtheProphettoprotecthim。
  WhenIpressedhimaboutit,hesaidthathewasafraidbecausethesepeoplewerenotmenandwomenatall,butdevils,andthatthiswasanenchantedland;
  and,uponmyword,onceortwicesincethenIhavebeeninclinedtoagreewithhim。Andsothetimewenton,tillthenightofthefourthdayafterBillalihadleft,whensomethinghappened。
  WethreeandUstaneweresittingroundafireinthecavejustbeforebedtime,whensuddenlythewoman,whohadbeenbroodinginsilence,rose,andlaidherhanduponLeo’sgoldencurls,andaddressedhim。Evennow,whenIshutmyeyes,Icanseeherproud,imperialform,clothedalternatelyindenseshadowandtheredflickeringofthefire,asshestood,thewildcentreofasweirdasceneasIeverwitnessed,anddeliveredherselfoftheburdenofherthoughtsandforebodingsinakindofrhythmicalspeechthatransomethingfollows:
  [poeminitalics]
  “Thouartmychosen——Ihavewaited,fortheefromthebeginning!
  Thouartverybeautiful。Whohathhairlikeuntothee,orskinsowhite?
  Whohathsostronganarm,whoissomuchaman。
  Thineeyesarethesky,andthelight,inthemisthestars。
  Thouartperfectandofahappyface,andmyheartturneditselftowardsthee。
  Ay,whenmineeyesfellontheeIdiddesirethee——
  ThendidItaketheetome——thou,myBeloved,Andholdtheefast,lestharmshouldcomeuntothee。
  Ay,Ididcoverthineheadwithminehair,lestthesunshouldstrikeit;
  AndaltogetherwasIthine,andthou,wastaltogethermine。
  Andsoitwentforalittlespace,till,Timewasinlaborwithanevil,Day;
  Andthenwhatbefellonthatday?
  Alas!myBeloved,Iknownot!
  ButI,Isawtheenomore——I,Iwas,lostintheblackness。
  Andshewhoisstrongerdidtakethee;
  ay,shewhoisfairerthanUstane。
  Yetdidstthouturnandcalluponme,andletthineeyeswanderinthedarkness。
  But,nevertheless,sheprevailedbyBeauty,andledtheedownhorribleplaces,Andthen,ah!thenmyBeloved——“
  Herethisextraordinarywomanbrokeoffherspeech,orchant,whichwassomuchmusicalgibberishtous,forallthatweunderstoodofwhatshewastalkingabout,andseemedtofixherflashingeyesuponthedeepshadowbeforeher。Theninamomenttheyacquiredavacant,terrifiedstare,asthoughtheywerestrivingtorealizesomehalfseenhorror。SheliftedherhandfromLeo’shead,andpointedintothedarkness。Wealllooked,andcouldseenothing;butshesawsomething,orthoughtshedid,andsomethingevidentlythataffectedevenherironnerves,for,withoutanothersound,downshefellsenselessbetweenus。
  Leo,whowasgrowingreallyattachedtothisremarkableyoungperson,wasinagreatstateofalarmanddistress,andI,tobeperfectlycandid,wasinaconditionnotfarremovedfromsuperstitiousfear。Thewholescenewasanuncannyone。
  Presently,however,sherecovered,andsatupwithanextraordinaryconvulsiveshudder。
  “Whatdidstthoumean,Ustane?”askedLeo,who,thankstoyearsoftuition,spokeArabicveryprettily。
  “Nay,mychosen,“sheanswered,withalittleforcedlaugh,“Ididbutsinguntotheeafterthefashionofmypeople。Surely,Imeantnothing。HowcouldIspeakofthatwhichisnotyet?”
  “Andwhatdidstthousee,Ustane?”Iasked,lookinghersharplyintheface。
  “Nay,“sheansweredagain;“Isawnaught。AskmenotwhatIsaw。WhyshouldIfrightye?”Andthen,turningtoLeowithalookofthemostuttertendernessthatI
  eversawuponthefaceofawoman,civilizedorsavage,shetookhisheadbetweenherhands,andkissedhimontheforeheadasamothermight。“WhenI
  amgonefromthee,mychosen;whenatnightthoustretchestout:thyhandandcanstnotfindme,thenshouldstthouthinkattimesofme,forofatruthI
  lovetheewell,thoughIbenotfittowashthyfeet。
  Andnowletusloveandtakethatwhichisgivenus,andbehappy;forinthegravethereisnoloveandnowarmth,noranytouchingofthelips。Nothingperchance,orperchancebutbittermemoriesofwhatmighthavebeen。To-nightthehoursareourown,howknowwetowhomtheyshallbelongto-morrow?”
  CHAPTERVIII——
  THEFEAST,ANDAFTER!
  Onthedayfollowingthisremarkablescene——ascenecalculatedtomakeadeepimpressionuponanybodywhobeheldit,morebecauseofwhatitsuggestedandseemedtoforeshadowthanofwhatitrevealed——itwasannouncedtousthatafeastwouldbeheldthateveninginourhonor。Ididmybesttogetoutofit,sayingthatweweremodestpeople,andcaredlittleforfeastsbutmyremarksbeingreceivedwiththesilenceofdispleasure,Ithoughtitwisesttoholdmytongue。
  Accordingly,justbeforesundown,Iwasinformedthateverythingwasready,and,accompaniedbyJob,wentintothecave,whereImetLeo,whowas,asusual,followedbyUstane。Thesetwohadbeenoutwalkingsomewhere,andknewnothingoftheprojectedfestivitytillthatmoment。WhenUstaneheardofitIsawanexpressionofhorrorspringupuponherhandsomefeatures。Turning,shecaughtamanwhowaspassingupthecavebythearm,andaskedhimsomethinginanimperioustone。Hisanswerseemedtoreassureheralittle,forshe,lookedrelieved,thoughfarfromsatisfied。Nextsheappearedtoattemptsomeremonstrancewiththeman,whowasapersoninauthority,buthespokeangrilytoher,andshookheroff,andthen,changinghismind,ledherbythearm,andsatherdownbetweenhimselfandanothermaninthecircleroundthefire,andIperceivedthatforsomereasonofherownshethoughtitbesttosubmit。
  Thefireinthecavewasanunusuallybigonethatnight,andinalargecirclerounditweregatheredaboutthirty-fivemenandtwowomen,UstaneandthewomantoavoidwhomJobhadplayedtheroleofanotherScripturalcharacter。Themenweresittinginperfectsilence,aswastheircustom,eachwithhisgreatspearstuckuprightbehindhim,inasocketcutintherockforthatpurpose。OnlyoneortwoworetheyellowishlinengarmentofwhichIhavespoken,theresthadnothingonexcepttheleopard’sskinaboutthemiddle。
  “What’supnow,sir?”saidJob,doubtfully。“Blessusandsaveus,there’sthatwomanagain。Now,surely,shecan’tbeafterme,seeingthatIhavegivenhernoencouragement。Theygivemethecreeps,thewholelotofthem,andthat’safact。Why,look,theyhaveaskedMahomedtodine,too。There,thatladyofmineistalkingtohiminasniceandcivilawayaspossible。
  Well,I’mgladitisn’tme,that’sall。”
  Welookedup,andsureenoughthewomaninquestionhadrisen,andwasescortingthewretchedMahomedfromthecorner,where,overcomebysomeacuteprescienceofhorror,hehadbeenseated,shiveringandcallingonAllah。Heappearedunwillingenoughtocome,iffornootherreasonperhapsbecauseitwasanunaccustomedhonor,forhithertohisfoodhadbeengiventohimapart。AnywayIcouldseethathewasinastateofgreatterror,forhistotteringlegswouldscarcelysupporthisstout,bulkyform,andIthinkitwasratherowingtotheresourcesofbarbarismbehindhim,intheshapeofahugeAmahaggerwithaproportionatelyhugespear,thantotheseductionoftheladywholedhimbythehand,thatheconsentedtocomeatall。
  “Well,“Isaidtotheothers,“Idon’tatalllikethelookofthings,butIsupposethatwemustfaceitout。Haveyoufellowsgotyourrevolversonbecause,ifso,youhadbetterseethatthey’reloaded。”
  “Ihave,sir,“saidJob,tappinghisColt,“butMr。
  Leohasonlygothishunting-knife,thoughthatisbigenough,surely。”
  Feelingthatitwouldnotdotowaitwhilethemissingweaponwasfetched,weadvancedboldly,andseatedourselvesinaline,withourbacksagainstthesideofthecave。
  Assoonaswewereseated,anearthenwarejarwaspassedroundcontainingafermentedfluid,ofbynomeansunpleasanttaste,thoughapttoturnuponthestomach,madeofcrushedgrain——notIndiancorn,butasmallbrowngrainthatgrowsuponthesteminclusters,notunlikethatwhichinthesouthernpartofAfricaisknownbythenameofKaffircorn。Thevaseinwhichthisliquidwashandedroundwasverycurious,andasitmoreorlessresembledmanyhundredsofothersinuseamongtheAmahaggerImayaswelldescribeit。Thesevasesareofaveryancientmanufacture,andofallsizes。Nonesuchcanhavebeenmadeinthecountryforhundreds,orratherthousands,ofyears。Theyarefoundintherocktombs,ofwhichI
  shallgiveadescriptionintheirproperplace,andmyownbeliefisthat,afterthefashionoftheEgyptians,withwhomtheformerinhabitantsofthiscountrymayhavehadsomeconnection,theywereusedtoreceivethevisceraofthedead。Leo,however,isofopinionthat,asinthecaseofEtruscanamphorae,theywereplacedthereforthespiritualuseofthedeceased。Theyaremostlytwo-handled,andofallsizes,somebeingnearlythreefeetinheight,andrunningfromthatdowntoasmanyinches。Inshapetheyvary,butareallexceedinglybeautifulandgraceful,beingmadeofaveryfineblackware,notlustrous,butslightlyrough。OnthisgroundworkwereinlaidfiguresmuchmoregracefulandlifelikethananyothersIhaveseenonantiquevases。Someoftheseinlaidpicturesrepresentedlove-sceneswithachild-
  likesimplicityandfreedomofmannerwhichwouldnotcommenditselftothetasteofthepresentday。Othersagainwerepicturesofmaidensdancing,andyetothersofhunting-scenes。Forinstance,theveryvasefromwhichwewerethendrinkinghadononesideamostspiriteddrawingofmen,apparentlywhiteincolor,attackingabull-elephantwithspears,whileonthereversewasapicturenotquitesowelldone,ofahuntershootinganarrowatarunningantelope,I
  shouldsay,fromthelookofit,eitheranelandorakoodoo。
  Thisisadigressionatacriticalpointbutitisnottoolongfortheoccasionitselfwasverylong。Withtheexceptionoftheperiodicalpassingofthevase,andthemovementnecessarytothrowfuelontothefire,nothinghappenedforthebestpartofawholehour。Nobodyspokeaword。Thereweallsatinperfectsilence,staringattheglareandglowofthelargefire,andattheshadowsthrownbytheflickeringearthenwarelampswhich,bytheway,werenotancient。Ontheopenspacebetweenusandthefirelayalargewoodentray,withfourshorthandlestoit,exactlylikeabutcher’stray,onlynothollowedout。Bythesideofthetraywasagreatpairoflong-
  handledironpincers,andontheothersideofthefirewasasimilarpair。SomehowIdidnotatallliketheappearanceofthistrayandtheaccompanyingpincers。ThereIsatandstaredatthemandatthesilentcircleofthefierce,moodyfacesofthemen,andreflectedthatitwasallveryawful,andthatwewereabsolutelyinthepowerofthisalarmingpeople,who,tomeatanyrate,wereallthemoreformidablebecausetheirtruecharacterwasstillverymuchofamysterytous。TheymightbebetterthanIthoughtthem,ortheymightbeworse。Ifearedthattheywereworse,andIwasnotwrong。Itwasacurioussortofafeast,Ireflected,inappearance,indeed,anentertainmentoftheBarmecidestamp,fortherewasabsolutelynothingtoeat。
  Atlast,justasIwasbeginningtofeelasthoughI
  werebeingmesmerized,amovewasmade。Withouttheslightestwarning,amanfromtheothersideofthecirclecalledoutinaloudvoice,“Whereisthefleshthatweshalleat?”
  Thereoneverybodyinthecircleansweredinadeep,measuredtone,andstretchingouttherightarmtowardsthefireashespoke——
  “Thefleshwillcome。”
  “Isitagoat?”saidthesameman。
  “Itisagoatwithouthorns,andmorethanagoat,andweshallslayit,“theyanswered,withonevoice,andturninghalfroundtheyoneandallgraspedthehandlesoftheirspearswiththerighthand,andthensimultaneouslyletthemgo。
  “Isitanox?”saidthemanagain。
  “Itisanoxwithouthorns,andmorethananox,andweshallslayit,“wastheanswer,andagainthespearsweregrasped,andagainletgo。
  Thencameapause,andInoticed,withhorrorandarisingofthehair,thatthewomannexttoMahomedbegantofondlehim,pattinghischeeks,andcallinghimbynamesofendearment,whileherfierceeyesplayedupanddownhistremblingform。Idonotknowwhythesightfrightenedmeso,butitdidfrightenusalldreadfully,especiallyLeo。Thecaressingwassosnakelike,andsoevidentlyapartofsomeghastlyformulathathadtobegonethrough。IsawMahomedturnwhiteunderhisbrownskin,sicklywhitewithfear。
  “Isthemeatreadytobecooked?”askedthevoice,morerapidly。
  “Itisready;itisready。”
  “Isthepothottocookit?”itcontinued,inasortofscreamthatechoedpainfullydownthegreatrecessesofthecave。
  “Itishot;itishot。”
  “Greatheavens!”roaredLeo,“rememberthewriting,’Thepeoplewhoplacepotsupontheheadsofstrangers。’“
  Ashesaidthewords,beforewecouldstir,oreventakethematterin,twogreatruffiansjumpedup,and,seizingthelongpincers,plungedthemintotheheartofthefire,andthewomanwhohadbeencaressingMahomedsuddenlyproducedafibrenoosefromunderhergirdleormoocha,and,slippingitoverhisshoulders,ranittight,whilethemennexthimseizedhimbythelegs。Thetwomenwiththepincersgaveaheave,and,scatteringthefirethiswayandthatupontherockyfloor,liftedfromitalargeearthenwarepot,heatedtoawhiteheat。Inaninstant,almostwithasinglemovement,theyhadreachedthespotwhereMahomedwasstruggling。Hefoughtlikeafiend,shriekingintheabandonmentofhisdespair,and,notwithstandingthenooseroundhim,andtheeffortsofthemenwhoheldhislegs,theadvancingwretcheswereforthemomentunabletoaccomplishtheirpurpose,which,horribleandincredibleasitseems,wastoputthered-hotpotuponhishead。
  Isprangtomyfeetwithayellofhorror,anddrawingmyrevolverfireditbyasortofinstinctstraightatthediabolicalwomanwhohadbeencaressingMahomed,andwasnowgrippinghiminherarms。Thebulletstruckherinthebackandkilledher,andtothisdayIamgladthatitdid,for,asitafterwardstranspired,shehadavailedherselfoftheanthropophagouscustomsoftheAmahaggertoorganizethewholethinginrevengeoftheslightputuponherbyJob。Shesankdowndead,andasshedidso,tomyterroranddismay,Mahomed,byasuperhumaneffort,burstfromhistormentors,and,springinghighintotheair,felldyinguponhercorpse。Theheavybulletfrommypistolhaddriventhroughthebodiesofboth,atoncestrikingdownthemurderess,andsavinghervictimfromadeathahundredtimesmorehorrible。Itwasanawfulandyetamostmercifulaccident。
  Foramomenttherewasasilenceofastonishment。TheAmahaggerhadneverheardthereportofafirearmbefore,anditseffectsdismayedthem。Butthenextamanclosetousrecoveredhimself,andseizedhisspearpreparatorytomakingalungewithitatLeo,whowasthenearesttohim。
  “Runforit!”Ishouted,settingtheexamplebystartingupthecaveashardasmylegswouldcarryme。Iwouldhavemadefortheopenairifithadbeenpossible,butthereweremenintheway,and,besides,Ihadcaughtsightoftheformsofacrowdofpeoplestandingoutclearagainsttheskylinebeyondtheentrancetothecave。UpthecaveIwent,andaftermecametheothers,andafterthemthunderedthewholecrowdofcannibals,madwithfuryatthedeathofthewoman。WithaboundIclearedtheprostrateformofMahomed。AsIflewoverhimIfelttheheatfromthered-hotpot,whichwaslyingcloseby,strikeuponmylegs,andbyitsglowsawhishands——forhewasnotquitedead——stillfeeblymoving。Atthetopofthecavewasalittleplatformofrockthreefeetorsohighbyabouteightdeep,onwhichtwolargelampswereplacedatnight。Whetherthisplatformhadbeenleftasaseat,orasaraisedpointafterwardstobecutawaywhenithadserveditspurposeasastanding-
  placefromwhichtocarryontheexcavations,Idonotknow——atleast,Ididnotthen。Atanyrate,weallthreereachedit,and,jumpingonit,preparedtosellourlivesasdearlyaswecould。Forafewsecondsthecrowdthatwaspressingonourheelshungbackwhentheysawusfacerounduponthem。Jobwasononesideoftherocktotheleft,Leointhecentre,andItotheright。Behinduswerethelamps。Leobentforwardandlookeddownthelonglaneofshadows,terminatedinthefireandlightedlamps,throughwhichthequietformsofourwould-bemurderersflittedtoandfrowiththefaintlightglintingontheirspears,foreventheirfurywassilentasabulldog’s。Theonlyotherthingvisiblewasthered-hotpotstillglowingangrilyinthegloom。TherewasacuriouslightinLeo’seyes,andhishandsomefacewassetlikeastone。Inhisrighthandwashisheavyhunting-knife。
  Heshifteditsthongalittleuphiswrist,andthenputhisarmroundmeandgavemeagoodhug。
  “Good-bye,oldfellow,“hesaid,“mydearfriend——mymorethanfather。Wehavenochanceagainstthosescoundrels;theywillfinishusinafewminutes,andeatusafterwards,Isuppose。Good-bye。Iledyouintothis。Ihopeyouwillforgiveme。Good-bye,Job。”
  “God’swillbedone,“Isaid,settingmyteeth,asI
  preparedfortheend。Atthatmoment,withanexclamation,Jobliftedhisrevolverandfired,andhitaman——notthemanhehadaimedat,bytheway;
  anythingthatJobshotatwasperfectlysafe。
  Ontheycamewitharush,andIfiredtooasfastasI
  could,andcheckedthem——betweenus,JobandI,besidesthewoman,killedormortallywoundedfivemenwithourpistolsbeforetheywereemptied。Butwehadnotimetoreload,andtheystillcameoninawaythatwasalmostsplendidinitsrecklessness,seeingthattheydidnotknowbutthatwecouldgoonfiringforever。
  Agreatfellowboundedupupontheplatform,andLeostruckhimdeadwithoneblowofhispowerfularm,sendingthekniferightthroughhim。Ididthesamebyanother,butJobmissedhisstroke,andIsawabrawnyAmahaggergriphimbythemiddleandwhirlhimofftherock。Theknife,notbeingsecuredbyathong,fellfromJob’shandashedidso,and,byamosthappyaccidentforhimlituponitshandleontherock,justasthebodyoftheAmahagger,beingundermost,hituponitspointandwastransfixeduponit。WhathappenedtoJobafterthatIamsureIdonotknow,butmyownimpressionisthathelaystilluponthecorpseofhisdeceasedassailant,“playingpossum,“astheAmericanssay。Asformyself,Iwassooninvolvedinadesperateencounterwithtworuffianswho,luckilyforme,hadlefttheirspearsbehindthem;andforthefirsttimeinmylifethegreatphysicalpowerwithwhichnaturehasendowedmestoodmeingoodstead。Ihadhackedattheheadofonemanwithmyhunting-knife,whichwasalmostasbigandheavyasashortsword,withsuchvigorthatthesharpsteelhadsplithisskulldowntotheeyes,andwasheldsofastbyitthatashesuddenlyfellsidewaystheknifewastwistedrightoutofmyhand。
  Thenitwasthatthetwoothersspranguponme。Isawthemcoming,andgotanarmroundthewaistofeach,anddownweallfelluponthefloorofthecavetogether,rollingoverandover。Theywerestrongmen,butIwasmadwithrage,andthatawfullustforslaughterwhichwillcreepintotheheartsofthemostcivilizedofuswhenblowsareflying,andlifeanddeathtrembleontheturn。Myarmswereroundthetwoswarthydemons,andIhuggedthemtillIheardtheirribscrackandcrunchupbeneathmygrip。Theytwistedandwrithedlikesnakes,andclawedandbatteredatmewiththeirfists,butIheldon。Lyingonmybackthere,sothattheirbodiesmightprotectmefromspearthrustsfromabove,Islowlycrushedthelifeoutofthem,andasIdidso,strangeasitmayseem,IthoughtofwhattheamiableheadofmycollegeatCambridgewhoisamemberofthePeaceSocietyandmybrotherfellowswouldsayifbyclairvoyancetheycouldseeme,ofallmen,playingsuchabloodygame。
  Soonmyassailantsgrewfaint,andalmostceasedtostruggle,theirbreathhadfailedthem,andtheyweredying,butstillIdarednotleavethem,fortheydiedveryslowly。IknewthatifIrelaxedmygriptheywouldrevive。Theotherruffiansprobablythought——forwewereallthreelyingintheshadowoftheledge——
  thatwewerealldeadtogether,atanyratetheydidnotinterferewithourlittletragedy。
  Iturnedmyhead,andasIlaygaspinginthethroesofthatawfulstruggleIcouldseethatLeowasofftherocknow,forthelamplightfellfulluponhim。Hewasstillonhisfeet,butinthecentreofasurgingmassofstrugglingmen,whowerestrivingtopullhimdownaswolvespulldownastag。UpabovethemtoweredhisbeautifulpalefacecrownedwithitsbrightcurlsforLeoissixfeettwohigh,andIsawthathewasfightingwithadesperateabandonmentandenergythatwasatoncesplendidandhideoustobehold。Hedrovehisknifethroughoneman——theyweresoclosetohimandmixedupwithhimthattheycouldnotgetathimtokillhimwiththeirbigspears,andtheyhadnoknivesorsticks。Themanfell,andthensomehowtheknifewaswrenchedfromhishand,leavinghimdefenceless,andIthoughttheendhadcome。Butno;
  withadesperateefforthebrokeloosefromthem,seizedthebodyofthemanhehadjustslain,andliftingithighintheairhurleditrightatthemobofhisassailants,sothattheshockandweightofitsweptsomefiveorsixofthemtotheearth。Butinaminutetheywereallupagain,exceptone,whoseskullwassmashed,andhadoncemorefasteneduponhim。Andthenslowly,andwithinfinitelaborandstruggling,thewolvesboretheliondown。Onceeventhenherecoveredhimself,andfelledanAmahaggerwithhisfist,butitwasmorethanmancoulddotoholdhisownforlongagainstsomany,andatlasthecamecrashingdownupontherockfloor,fallingasanoakfalls,andbearingwithhimtotheearthallthosewhoclungabouthim。Theygrippedhimbyhisarmsandlegs,andthenclearedoffhisbody。
  “Aspear,“criedavoice;“aspeartocuthisthroat,andavesseltocatchhisblood。”
  Ishutmyeyes,forIsawthemancomingwithaspear,andmyself,IcouldnotstirtoLeo’shelp,forIwasgrowingweak,andthetwomenonmewerenotyetdead,andadeadlysicknessovercameme。
  Thensuddenlytherewasadisturbance,andinvoluntarilyIopenedmyeyesagain,andlookedtowardsthesceneofmurder。ThegirlUstanehadthrownherselfonLeo’sprostrateform,coveringhisbodywithherbody,andfasteningherarmsabouthisneck。Theytriedtodragherfromhim,butshetwistedherlegsroundhis,andhungonlikeabulldog,orratherlikeacreepertoatree,andtheycouldnot。
  Thentheytriedtostabhiminthesidewithouthurtingher,butsomehowsheshieldedhim,andhewasonlywounded。
  Atlasttheylostpatience。
  “Drivethespearthroughthemanandthewomantogether,“saidavoice,thesamevoicethathadaskedthequestionsatthatghastlyfeast,“soofaverityshalltheybewed。”
  ThenIsawthemanwiththeweaponstraightenhimselffortheeffort。Isawthecoldsteelgleamonhigh,andoncemoreIshutmyeyes。
  AsIdidsoIheardthevoiceofamanthunderoutintonesthatrangandechoeddowntherockyways——
  “_i_Cease!_i_“
  ThenIfainted,andasIdidsoitflashedthroughmydarkeningmindthatIwaspassingdownintothelastoblivionofdeath。
  CHAPTERIX——
  ALITTLEFOOT
  WHENIopenedmyeyesagainIfoundmyselflyingonaskinmatnotfarfromthefireroundwhichwehadbeengatheredforthatdreadfulfeast。
  NearmelayLeo,stillapparentlyinaswoon,andoverhimwasbendingthetallformofthegirlUstane,whowaswashingadeepspearwoundinhissidewithcoldwaterpreparatorytobindingitupwithlinen。LeaningagainstthewallofthecavebehindherwasJob,apparentlyuninjured,butbruisedandtrembling。Ontheothersideofthefire,tossedaboutthiswayandthat,asthoughtheyhadthrownthemselvesdowntosleepinsomemomentofabsoluteexhaustion,werethebodiesofthosewhomwehadkilledinourfrightfulstruggleforlife。Icountedthem;thereweretwelve,besidesthewomanandthecorpseofpoorMahomed,whohaddiedbymyhand,which,thefire-stainedpotatitsside,wasplacedattheendoftheirregularline。
  Totheleftabodyofmenwereengagedinbindingthearmsofthesurvivorsofthecannibalsbehindthem,andthenfasteningthemtwoandtwo。Thevillainsweresubmittingwithalookofsulkyindifferenceupontheirfaceswhichaccordedillwiththebaffledfurythatgleamedintheirsombreeyes。Infrontofthesemen,directingtheoperations,stoodno-otherthanourfriendBillali,lookingrathertired,butparticularlypatriarchalwithhisflowingbeard,andascoolandunconcernedasthoughheweresuperintendingthecutting-upofanox。
  Presentlyheturned,and,perceivingthatIwassittingup,advancedtome,andwiththeutmostcourtesysaidthathetrustedthatIfeltbetter。I
  answeredthatatpresentIscarcelyknewhowIfelt,exceptthatIachedallover。
  ThenhebentdownandexaminedLeo’swound。
  “Itisanastycut,“hesaid,“butthespearhasnotpiercedtheentrails。Hewillrecover。”
  “Thankstothyarrival,myfather,“Ianswered。“Inanotherminuteweshouldallhavebeenbeyondthereachofrecovery,forthosedevilsofthinewouldhaveslainusastheywouldhaveslainourservant,“
  andIpointedtowardsMahomed。
  Theoldmangroundhisteeth,andIsawanextraordinaryexpressionofmalignitylightuphiseyes。
  “Fearnot,myson,“heanswered。“Vengeanceshallbetakenonthemsuchaswouldmakethefleshtwistuponthebonesmerelytohearofit。To_i_She_i_shalltheygo,andhervengeanceshallbeworthyofhergreatness。Thatman,“pointingtoMahomed,“Itelltheethatmanwouldhavediedamercifuldeathtothedeaththesehyena-menshalldie。Tellme,Iprayofthee,howitcameabout。”
  InafewwordsIsketchedwhathadhappened。
  “Ah,so,“heanswered。“Thouseest,myson,herethereisacustomthatifastrangercomesintothiscountryhemaybeslainby’thepot,’andeaten。”
  “Itishospitalityturnedupsidedown,“Ianswered,feebly。“Inourcountryweentertainastranger,andgivehimfoodtoeat。Hereyeeathim,andareentertained。”
  “Itisacustom,“heanswered,withashrug。“MyselfI
  thinkitanevilone;butthen,“headded,byanafterthought,“Idonotlikethetasteofstrangers,especiallyaftertheyhavewanderedthroughtheswampsandlivedonwildfowl。When_i_She-who-must-be-
  obeyed_i_sentordersthatyeweretobesavedaliveshesaidnaughtoftheblackman,therefore,beinghyenas,thesemenlustedafterhisflesh,andthewomanitwas,whomthoudidstrightlyslay,whoputitintotheirevilheartstohot-pothim。Well,theywillhavetheirreward。Betterforthemwoulditbeiftheyhadneverseenthelightthanthattheyshouldstandbefore_i_She_i_inherterribleanger。Happyarethoseofthemwhodiedbyyourhands。”
  “Ah,“hewenton,“itwasagallantfightthatyefought。Knowestthou,thatthou,long-armedoldbaboonthatthouart,hastcrushedintheribsofthosetwowhoarelaidoutthereasthoughtheywerebutastheshellonanegg?Andtheyoungone,thelion,itwasabeautifulstandthathemade——oneagainstsomany——
  threedidheslayoutright,andthatonethere“——andhepointedtoabodythatwasstillmovingalittle——
  “willdieanon,forhisheadiscrackedacross,andothersofthosewhoareboundarehurt。Itwasagallantfight,andthouandhehavemadeafriendofmebyit,forIlovetoseeawell-foughtfray。Buttellme,myson,theBaboon——andnowIthinkofitthyface,too,ishairy,andaltogetherlikeababoon’s——
  howwasitthatyeslewthosewithaholeinthem?Yemadeanoise,theysay,andslewthem——theyfelldownontheirfacesatthenoise?”
  IexplainedtohimaswellasIcould,butveryshortly——Iwasterriblywearied,andonlypersuadedtotalkatallthroughofoffendingonesopowerfulifI
  refusedtodoso——whatwerethepropertiesofgunpowder,andheinstantlysuggestedthatIshouldillustratewhatIsaidbyoperatingonthepersonoftheprisoners。One,hesaid,neverwouldbecounted,anditwouldnotonlyveryinterestingtohim,butwouldgivemeanopportunityofaninstalmentofrevenge。HewasgreatlyastonishedwhenItoldhimthatitwasnotourcustomtoavengeourselvesincoldbloodandthatweleftvengeancetothelawandahigherpower,ofwhichheknewnothing。Iadded,however,thatwhenIrecoveredIwouldtakehimoutshootingwithus,andheshouldkillananimalforhimself,andatthishewasaspleased。asachildatthepromiseofanewtoy。
  JustthenLeoopenedhiseyesbeneaththestimulusofsomebrandyofwhichwestillhadalittlethatJobhadpoureddownhisthroat,andourconversationcametoanend。
  AfterthiswemanagedtogetLeo,whowasinaverypoorwayindeed,andonlyhalf-conscious,safelyofftobed,supportedbyJobandthatbravegirlUstane,towhom,hadInotbeenafraidshemightresentit,I
  wouldcertainlyhavegivenakissforhersplendidbehaviorinsavingmydearboy’slifeattheriskofherown。ButUstanewasnotthesortofyoungpersonwithwhomonewouldcaretotakelibertiesunlessonewereperfectlycertainthattheywouldnotbemisunderstood,soIrepressedmyinclinations。Then,bruisedandbattered,butwithasenseofsafetyinmybreasttowhichIhadforsomedaysbeenastranger,I
  creptofftomyownlittlesepulchre,notforgettingbeforeIlaiddowninittothankProvidencefromthebottomofmyheartthatitwasnotasepulchreindeed,as,wereitnotforamercifulcombinationofeventsthatIcanonlyattributetoitsprotection,itwouldcertainlyhavebeenformethatnight。Fewmenhavebeennearertheirendandyetescapeditthanwewereonthatdreadfulday。
  Iamabadsleeperatthebestoftimes,andmydreamsthatnight,whenatlastIgottorest,werenotofthepleasantest。TheawfulvisionofpoorMahomedstrugglingtoescapethered-hotpotwouldhauntthem,andtheninthebackground,asitwere,aveiledformwasalwayshovering,which,fromtimetotime,seemedtodrawthecoveringsfromitsbody,revealingnowtheperfectshapeofalovelybloomingwoman,andnowagainthewhitebonesofagrinningskeleton,andwhich,asitveiledandunveiled,utteredthemysteriousandapparentlymeaninglesssentence:
  “Thatwhichisalivehathknowndeath,andthatwhichisdeadyetcanneverdie,forintheCircleoftheSpiritlifeisnaughtanddeathisnaught。Yea,allthingsliveforever,thoughattimestheysleepandareforgotten。”
  Themorningcameatlast,butwhenitcameIfoundthatIwastoostiffandsoretorise。AboutsevenJobarrived,limpingterribly,andwithhisfacethecolorofarottenapple,andtoldmethatLeohadsleptfairly,butwasveryweak。TwohoursafterwardsBillaliJobcalledhim“Billy-goat,“towhichindeedhiswhitebeardgavehimsomeresemblance,ormorefamiliarly“Billy“cametoo,bearingalampinhishand,histoweringformreachingnearlytotheroofofthelittlechamber。Ipretendedtobeasleep,andthroughthecracksofmyeyelidswatchedhissardonicbuthandsomeoldface。Hefixedhishawk-likeeyesuponme,andstrokedhisgloriouswhitebeard,which,bytheway,wouldhavebeenworthahundredayeartoanyLondonbarberasanadvertisement。
  “Ah!”IheardhimmutterBillalihadahabitofmutteringtohimself,“heisugly——uglyastheotherisbeautiful——averyBaboon;itwasagoodname。ButI
  liketheman。Strangenow,atmyage,thatIshouldlikeaman。Whatsaystheproverb——’Mistrustallmen,andslayhimwhomthoumistrustestovermuch;andasforwomen,fleefromthem,fortheyareevil,andintheendwilldestroythee。’Itisagoodproverb,especiallythelastpartofit;Ithinkitmusthavecomedownfromtheancients。NeverthelessIlikethisBaboon,andIwonderwheretheytaughthimhistricks,andItrustthat_i_She_i_willnotbewitchhim。
  PoorBaboon!hemustbeweariedafterthatfight。I
  willgo,lestIshouldawakehim。”
  Iwaitedtillhehadturnedandwasnearlythroughtheentrance,walkingsoftlyontiptoe,andthenIcalledafterhim。
  “Myfather,“Isaid,“isitthou?”
  “Yes,myson,itisI;butletmenotdisturbthee。I
  didbutcometoseehowthoudidstfare,andtotelltheethatthosewho,wouldhaveslainthee,myBaboon,arebynowwellontheirroadto_i_She_i_。_i_She_i_saidthatyealsoweretocomeatonce,butIfearyecannotyet。”
  “Nay,“Isaid,“nottillwehaverecoveredalittle;
  buthavemeborneoutintothedaylight,Ipraythee,myfather。Ilovenotthisplace。”
  “Ah,no,“heanswered,“ithathasadair。IrememberwhenIwasaboyIfoundthebodyofafairwomanlyingwherethouliestnow,yes,onthatverybench。
  ShewassobeautifulthatIwaswonttocreepinhitherwithalampandgazeuponher。Haditnotbeenforhercoldhands,almostcouldIthinkthatshesleptandwouldonedayawake,sofairandpeacefulwassheinherrobesofwhite。Whitewasshe,too,andherhairwasyellowandlaydownheralmosttothefeet。Therearemanysuchstillinthetombsattheplacewhere_i_She_i_isforthosewhosetthemtherehadawayIknownaughtof,wherebytokeeptheirbelovedoutofthecrumblinghandofDecay,evenwhenDeathhadslainthem。Ay,daybydayIcamehither,andgazedonhertillatlast,laughnotatme,stranger,forIwasbutasillylad,Ilearnedtolovethatdeadform,thatshellwhichoncehadheldalifethatnomoreis。Iwouldcreepuptoherandkisshercoldface,andwonderhowmanymenhadlivedanddiedsinceshewas,andwhohadlovedherandembracedherinthedaysthatlonghadpassedaway。And,myBaboon,IthinkIlearnedwisdomfromthatdeadone,forofatruthittaughtmeofthelittlenessoflife,andthelengthofdeath,andhowallthingsthatareunderthesungodownonepath,andareforeverforgotten。AndsoImused,anditseemedtomethatwisdomflowedintomefromthedead,tillonedaymymother,awatchfulwoman,buthastyminded,seeingI
  waschanged,followedme,andsawthebeautifulwhiteone,andfearedthatIwasbewitched,as,indeed,I
  was。Sohalfindread,andhalfinanger,shetookthelamp,and,standingthedeadwomanupagainstthewallthere,setfiretoherhair,andsheburnedfiercely,evendowntothefeet,forthosewhoarethuskeptburnexcellentlywell。
  “See,myson,thereontheroofisyetthesmokeofherburning。”
  Ilookedupdoubtfully,andthere,sureenough,ontheroofofthesepulchrewasapeculiarlyunctuousandsootymark,threefeetormoreacross。Doubtlessithadinthecourseofyearsbeenrubbedoffthesidesofthelittlecave,butontheroofitremained,andtherewasnomistakingitsappearance。
  “Sheburned,“hewentoninameditativeway,“eventothefeet,butthefeetIcamebackandsaved,cuttingtheburnedbonefromthem,andhidthemunderthestonebenchthere,wrappedupinapieceoflinen。
  Surely,Irememberitasthoughitwerebutyesterday。
  Perchancetheyarethereifnonehavefoundthem,eventothishour。OftruthIhavenotenteredthischamberfromthattimetothisveryday。Stay,Iwilllook,and,kneelingdown,hegropedaboutwithhislongarmintherecessunderthe。stonebench。Presentlyhisfacebrightened,andwithanexclamationhepulledsomethingforththatwascakedindust,whichheshookontothefloor。Itwascoveredwiththeremainsofarottingrag,whichheundid,andrevealedtomyastonishedgazeabeautifullyshapedandalmostwhitewoman’sfoot,lookingasfreshandfirmasthoughithadbutnowbeenplacedthere。
  “Thouseest,myson,theBaboon,“hesaid,inasadvoice;“Ispakethetruthtothee,forhereisyetonefootremaining。Takeit,myson,andgazeuponit。”
  Itookthiscoldfragmentof-mortalityinmyhandandlookedatitinthelightofthelampwithfeelingswhichIcannotdescribe,somixedupweretheybetweenastonishment,fear,andfascination。Itwaslight,muchlighterIshouldsaythanithadbeeninthelivingstate,andthefleshtoallappearancewasstillflesh,thoughaboutitthereclungafaintlyaromaticodor。Fortherestitwasnotshrunkorshriveled,orevenblackandunsightly,likethefleshofEgyptianmummies,butplumpandfair,and,exceptwhereithadbeenslightlyburned,perfectasonthedayofdeath——averytriumphofembalming。
  Poorlittlefoot!Isetitdownuponthestonebenchwhereithadlainforsomanythousandyears,andwonderedwhosewasthebeautythatithadupbornethroughthepompandpageantryofaforgottencivilization——firstasamerrychild’s,thenasablushingmaid’s,andlastlyasaperfectwoman’s。
  ThroughwhathallsofLifehaditssoftstepechoed,andintheend,withwhatcouragehadittroddendownthedustywaysofDeath!Towhosesidehaditstoleninthehushofnightwhentheblackslavesleptuponthemarblefloor,andwhohadlistenedforitsstealing?Shapelylittlefoot!Wellmightithavebeensetupontheproudneckofaconquerorbentatlasttowoman’sbeauty,andwellmightthelipsofnoblesandofkingshavebeenpresseduponitsjewelledwhiteness。
  Iwrappedupthisrelicofthepastintheremnantsoftheoldlinenragwhichhadevidentlyformedaportionofitsowner’sgrave-clothes,foritwaspartiallyburned,andputitawayinmyGladstonebag,whichI
  hadboughtattheArmyandNavyStores——astrangecombination,Ithought。ThenwithBillali’shelpI
  staggeredofftoseeLeo。Ifoundhimdreadfullybruised,worseeventhanmyself,perhapsowingtotheexcessivewhitenessofhisskin,andfaintandweakwiththelossofbloodfromthefleshwoundinhisside,butforallthatcheerfulasacricket,andaskingforsomebreakfast。JobandUstanegothimontothebottom,orratherthesackingofalitter,whichwasremovedfromitspoleforthatpurpose,andwiththeaidofoldBillalicarriedhimoutintotheshadeatthemouthofthecave,fromwhich,bytheway,everytraceoftheslaughterofthepreviousnighthadnowbeenremoved,andthereweallbreakfasted,andindeedspentthatday,andmostofthetwofollowingones。
  OnthethirdmorningJobandmyselfwerepracticallyrecovered。LeoalsowassomuchbetterthatIyieldedtoBillali’softenexpressedentreaty,andagreedtostartatonceuponourjourneytoKo^r,whichweweretoldwasthenameoftheplacewherethemysterious_i_She_i_lived,thoughIstillfearedforitseffectsuponLeo,andespeciallylestthemotionshouldcausehiswound,whichwasscarcelyskinnedover,tobreakopenagain。Indeed,haditnotbeenforBillali’sevidentanxietytogetoff,whichledustosuspectthatsomedifficultyordangermightthreatenusifwedidnotcomplywithit,Iwouldnothaveconsentedtogo。
  CHAPTERX——
  SPECULATIONS
  WITHINanhourofourfinallydecidingtostart,fivelitterswerebroughtuptothedoorofthecave,eachaccompaniedbyfourregularbearersandtwosparehands,alsoabandofaboutfiftyarmedAmahagger,whoweretoformtheescortandcarrythebaggage。Threeoftheselitters,ofcourse,wereforus,andoneforBillali,who,Iwasimmenselyrelievedtohear,wastobeourcompanion,whilethefifthIpresumedwasfortheuseofUstane。
  “Doestheladygowithus,myfather?”IaskedofBillali,ashestoodsuperintendingthingsgenerally。
  Heshruggedhisshouldersasheanswered,“Ifshewills。Inthiscountrythewomendowhattheyplease。Weworshipthem,andgivethemtheirway,becausewithoutthemtheworldcouldnotgoon;theyarethesourceoflife。”
  “Ah,“Isaid,thematterneverhavingstruckmequiteinthatlightbefore。
  “Weworshipthem,“hewenton,“uptoacertainpoint,tillatlasttheygetunbearable,which,“headded,“theydoabouteverysecondgeneration。”
  “Andthenwhatdoyoudo?”Iasked,withcuriosity。
  “Then,“heanswered,withafaintsmile,“werise,andkilltheoldonesasanexampletotheyoungones,andtoshowthemthatwearethestrongest。Mypoorwifewaskilledinthatwaythreeyearsago。Itwasverysad,but,totelltheethetruth,myson,lifehasbeenhappiersince,formyageprotectsmefromtheyoungones。”
  “Inshort,“Ireplied,quotingthesayingofagreatmanwhosewisdomhasnotyetlightenedthedarknessoftheAmahagger,“thouhastfoundthypositiononeofgreaterfreedomandlessresponsibility。”
  Thisphrasepuzzledhimalittleatfirstfromitsvagueness,thoughIthinkmytranslationhitoffitssenseverywell,butatlasthesawit,andappreciatedit。
  “Yes,yes,myBaboon,“hesaid,“Iseeitnow,butallthe’responsibilities’arekilled,atleastsomeofthemare,andthatiswhytherearesofewoldwomenaboutjustnow。Well,theybroughtitonthemselves。
  Asforthisgirl,“hewenton,inagravertone,“I
  knownotwhattosay。Sheisabravegirl,andshelovestheLionLeo;thousawesthowsheclungtohim,andsavedhislife。Also,sheis,accordingtoourcustom,wedtohim,andhasarighttogowherehegoes,unless,“headded,significantly,“_i_She_i_
  wouldsayherno,forherwordoverridesallrights。”
  “Andif_i_She_i_badeherleavehim;andthegirlrefused?Whatthen?”
  “If,“hesaid,withashrug,“thehurricanebidsthetreetobend,anditwillnot;whathappens?”
  Andthen,withoutwaitingforananswer,heturnedandwalkedtohislitter,andintenminutesfromthattimewewereallwellunderway。
  Ittookusanhourandmoretocrossthecupofthevolcanicplain,andanotherhalf-hourorsotoclimbtheedgeonthefartherside。Oncethere,however,theviewwasaveryfineone。Beforeuswasalongsteepslopeofgrassyplain,brokenhereandtherebyclumpsoftreesmostlyofthethorntribe。Atthebottomofthisgentleslope,somenineortenmilesaway,wecouldmakeoutadimseaofmarsh,overwhichthefoulvaporshunglikesmokeaboutacity。Itwaseasygoingforthebearersdowntheslopes,andbymiddaywehadreachedthebordersofthedismalswamp。Herewehaltedtoeatourmiddaymeal,andthen,followingawindinganddeviouspath,plungedintothemorass。
  Presentlythepath,atanyratetoourunaccustomedeyes,grewsofaintastobealmostindistinguishablefromthosemadebytheaquaticbeastsandbirds,anditistothisdayamysterytomehowourbearersfoundtheirwayacrossthemarshes。Aheadofthecavalcademarchedtwomenwithlongpoles,whichtheynowandagainplungedintothegroundbeforethem,thereasonofthisbeingthatthenatureofthesoilfrequentlychangedfromcauseswithwhichIamnotacquainted,sothatplaceswhichmightbesafeenoughtocrossonemonthwouldcertainlyswallowthewayfarerthenext。NeverdidIseeamoredrearyanddepressingscene。Milesonmilesofquagmire,variedonlybybrightgreenstripsofcomparativelysolidground,andbydeepandsullenpoolsfringedwithtallrushes,inwhichthebitternsboomedandthefrogscroakedincessantly;milesonmilesofitwithoutabreak,unlessthefeverfogcanbecalledabreak。Theonlylifeinthisgreatmorasswasthatoftheaquaticbirds,andtheanimalsthatfedonthem,ofbothofwhichtherewerevastnumbers。Geese,cranes,ducks,teal,coot,snipe,andploverswarmedallaroundus,manybeingofvarietiesthatwerequitenewtome,andallsotamethatonecouldalmosthaveknockedthemoverwithastick。AmongthesebirdsIespeciallynoticedaverybeautifulvarietyofpaintedsnipe,almostthesizeofwoodcock,andwithaflightmoreresemblingthatbird’sthananEnglishsnipe’s。Inthepools,too,wasaspeciesofsmallalligatororenormousiguana,Idonotknowwhich,thatfed,Billalitoldme,uponthewaterfowl;alsolargequantitiesofahideousblackwatersnake,ofwhichthebiteisverydangerous,thoughnot,Igathered,sodeadlyasacobra’sorapuffadder’s。Thebullfrogswerealsoverylarge,andwithvoicesproportionatetotheirsize;andasforthemosquitoes——the“musqueteers,“asJobcalledthem——theywere,ifpossible,evenworsethantheyhadbeenontheriver,andtormentedusgreatly。Undoubtedly,however,theworstfeatureoftheswampwastheawfulsmellofrottingvegetationthathungaboutit,whichwasattimespositivelyoverpowering,andthemalariousexhalationsthataccompaniedit,whichwewereofcourseobligedtobreathe。
  Onwewentthroughitall,tillatlastthesunsankinsullensplendorjustaswereachedaspotofrisinggroundabouttwoacresinextent——alittleoasisofdryinthemidstofthemirywilderness——whereBillaliannouncedthatweweretocamp。Thecamping,however,turnedouttobeaverysimpleprocess,andconsisted,infact,insittingdownonthegroundroundascantyfiremadeofdryreedsandsomewoodthathadbeenbroughtwithus。However,wemadethebestwecouldofit,andsmokedandatewithsuchappetiteasthesmellofdamp,stiflingheatwouldallow,foritwasveryhotonthislowland,andyet,oddlyenough,chillyattimes。But,howeverhotitwas,weweregladenoughtokeepnearthefire,becausewefoundthatthemosquitoesdidnotlikethesmoke。Presentlywerolledourselvesupinourblanketsandtriedtogotosleep,butsofarasIwasconcernedthebullfrogs,andtheextraordinaryroaringandalarmingsoundproducedbyhundredsofsnipehoveringhighintheair,madesleepanimpossibility,tosaynothingofourotherdiscomforts。IturnedandlookedatLeo,whowasnexttome;hewasdozing,buthisfacehadaflushedappearancethatIdidnotlike,andbytheflickeringfirelightIsawUstane,whowaslyingontheothersideofhim,raiseherselffromtimetotimeuponherelbow,andlookathimanxiouslyenough,However,I
  coulddonothingforhimforwehadallalreadytakenagooddoseofquinine,whichwastheonlypreventivewehad;soIlayandwatchedthestarscomeoutbythousands,tillalltheimmensearchofheavenwassewnwithglitteringpoints,andeverypointaworld!
  Herewasaglorioussightbywhichmanmightwellmeasurehisowninsignificance!SoonIgaveupthinkingaboutit,forthemindwearieseasilywhenitstrivestograpplewiththeInfinite,andtotracethefootstepsoftheAlmightyashestridesfromspheretosphere,ordeducehispurposefromhisworks。Suchthingsarenotforustoknow。Knowledgeistothestrong,andweareweak。Toomuchwisdomwouldperchanceblindourimperfectsight,andtoomuchstrengthwouldmakeusdrunk,andoverweightourfeeblereasontillitfell,andweweredrownedinthedepthsofourownvanity。Forwhatisthefirstresultofman’sincreasedknowledgeinterpretedfromNature’sbookbythepersistenteffortofhispurblindobservation?IsitnotbuttoooftentomakehimquestiontheexistenceofhisMaker,orindeedofanyintelligentpurposebeyondhisown?Thetruthisveiled,becausewecouldnomorelookuponherglorythanwecanuponthesun。Itwoulddestroyus。Fullknowledgeisnotformanasmanishere,forhiscapacities,whichheisapttothinksogreat,areindeedbutsmall。Thevesselissoonfilled,and,wereonethousandthpartoftheunutterableandsilentwisdomthatdirectstherollingofthoseshiningspheres,andtheforcewhichmakesthemroll,pressedintoit,itwouldbeshatteredintofragments。Perhapsinsomeotherplaceandtimeitmaybeotherwise,whocantell?Herethelotofmanbornofthefleshisbuttoenduremidsttoilandtribulation,tocatchatthebubblesblownbyFate,whichhecallspleasures,thankfulifbeforetheybursttheyrestamomentinhishand,andwhenthetragedyisplayedout,andhishourcomestoperish,topasshumblywhitherheknowsnot。
  Aboveme,asIlay,shonetheeternalstars,andthereatmyfeettheimpishmarsh-bornballsoffirerolledthiswayandthat,vapor-tossedandearth-desiring,andmethoughtthatinthetwoIsawatypeandimageofwhatmanis,andwhatperchancemanmayonedaybe,ifthelivingForcewhoordainedhimandthemshouldsoordainthisalso。Oh,thatitmightbeourstorestyearbyyearuponthathighlevelofthehearttowhichattimeswemomentarilyattain!Oh,thatwecouldshakeloosetheprisonedpinionsofthesoulandsoartothatsuperiorpoint,whence,liketosometravellerlookingoutthroughspacefromDarien’sgiddiestpeak,wemightgazewiththespiritualeyesofnoblethoughtsdeepintoInfinity!
  Whatwoulditbetocastoffthisearthyrobe,tohavedoneforeverwiththeseearthythoughtsandmiserabledesires;nolonger,likethosecorpsecandles,tobetossedthiswayandthat,byforcesbeyondourcontrol;orwhich,ifwecantheoreticallycontrolthem,weareattimesdrivenbytheexigenciesofournaturetoobey!Yes,tocastthemoff,tohavedonewiththefoulandthornyplacesoftheworld;and,liketothoseglitteringpointsaboveme,torestonhighwrappedforeverinthebrightnessofourbetterselves,thatevennowshinesinusasfirefaintlyshineswithinthoseluridballs,andlaydownourlittlenessinthatwidegloryofourdreams,thatinvisiblebutsurroundinggood,fromwhichalltruthandbeautycomes!
  Theseandmanysuchthoughtspassedthroughmymindthatnight。Theycometotormentusallattimes。I
  saytotorment,for,alas!thinkingcanonlyservetomeasureoutthehelplessnessofthought。Whatistheuseofourfeeblecryingintheawfulsilencesofspace!Canourdimintelligencereadthesecretsofthatstar-strewnsky?Doesanyanswercomeoutofit?
  Neveranyatall,nothingbutechoesandfantasticvisions。Andyetwebelievethatthereisananswer,andthatuponatimeanewDawnwillcomeblushingdownthewaysofourenduringnight。Webelieveit,foritsreflectedbeautyevennowshinesupcontinuallyinourheartsfrombeneaththehorizonofthegrave,andwecallitHope。WithoutHopeweshouldsuffermoraldeath,andbythehelpofHopeweyetmayclimbtoheaven,orattheworst,ifshealsoprovebutakindlymockerygiventoholdusfromdespair,begentlyloweredintotheabyssesofeternalsleep。
  ThenIfelltoreflectingupontheundertakingonwhichwewerebent,andwhatawildoneitwas,andyethowstrangelythestoryseemedtofitinwithwhathadbeenwrittencenturiesagouponthesherd。Whowasthisextraordinarywoman,queenoverapeopleapparentlyasextraordinaryasherself,andreigningamidstthevestigesofalostcivilization?AndwhatwasthemeaningofthisstoryoftheFirethatgaveunendinglife?Coulditbepossiblethatanyfluidoressenceshouldexistwhichmightsofortifythesefleshywallsthattheyshouldfromagetoageresisttheminesandbatteringsofdecay?Itwaspossible,thoughnotprobable。Theindefinitecontinuationoflifewouldnot,aspoorVinceysaid,besomarvellousathingastheproductionoflifeanditstemporaryendurance。Andifitweretrue,whatthen?Thepersonwhofounditcouldnodoubtruletheworld。Hecouldaccumulateallthewealthintheworld,andallthepower,andallthewisdomthatispower。Hemightgivealifetimetothestudyofeachartorscience。Well,ifthatwereso,andthis_i_She_i_werepracticallyimmortal,whichIdidnotforonemomentbelieve,howwasitthat,withallthesethingsatherfeet,shepreferredtoremaininacaveamongasocietyofcannibals?Thissurelysettledthequestion。Thewholestorywasmonstrous,andonlyworthyofthesuperstitiousdaysinwhichitwaswritten。AtanyrateIwasverysurethatIwouldnotattempttoattainunendinglife。Ihadhadfartoomanyworriesanddisappointmentsandsecretbitternessesduringmyfortyoddyearsofexistencetowishthatthisstateofaffairsshouldbecontinuedindefinitely。AndyetI
  supposethatmylifehasbeen,comparativelyspeaking,ahappyone。
  Andthen,reflectingthatatthepresentmomenttherewasfarmorelikelihoodofourearthlycareersbeingcutexceedinglyshortthanoftheirbeingundulyprolonged,Iatlastmanagedtogettosleep,afactforwhichanybodywhoreadsthisnarrative,ifanybodyeverdoes,mayveryprobablybethankful。
  WhenIwokeagainitwasjustdawning,andtheguardandbearersweremovingaboutlikeghoststhroughthedensemorningmists,gettingreadyforourstart。Thefirehaddiedquitedown,andIroseandstretchedmyself,shiveringineverylimbfromthedampcoldofthedawn。ThenIlookedatLeo。Hewassittingup,holdinghishandstohishead,andIsawthathisfacewasflushedandhiseyebright,andyetyellowroundthepupil。