ThenhecaughtsightoftheHighlandbonnetwithitsribbons。
  Hepickeditupgleefully,forgettingher。Shewentout。
  WhenhewasnineteenhesuddenlylefttheCo-op。officeandgot,asituationinNottingham。Inhisnewplacehehadthirtyshillings,aweekinsteadofeighteen。Thiswasindeedarise。Hismotherand,hisfatherwerebrimmedupwithpride。EverybodypraisedWilliam。
  Itseemedhewasgoingtogetonrapidly。Mrs。Morelhoped,withhisaid,tohelpheryoungersons。Anniewasnowstudying,tobeateacher。Paul,alsoveryclever,wasgettingonwell,havinglessonsinFrenchandGermanfromhisgodfather,theclergyman,whowasstillafriendtoMrs。Morel。Arthur,aspoiltandvery,good-lookingboy,wasattheBoardschool,buttherewastalk,ofhistryingtogetascholarshipfortheHighSchoolinNottingham。
  WilliamremainedayearathisnewpostinNottingham。
  Hewasstudyinghard,andgrowingserious。Somethingseemedtobe,frettinghim。Stillhewentouttothedancesandtheriverparties。
  Hedidnotdrink。Thechildrenwereallrabidteetotallers。
  Hecamehomeverylateatnight,andsatyetlongerstudying。
  Hismotherimploredhimtotakemorecare,todoonething,oranother。
  “Dance,ifyouwanttodance,myson;butdon’tthinkyoucan,workintheoffice,andthenamuseyourself,andTHEN
  studyontopofall。Youcan’t;thehumanframewon’t,standit。Doonethingortheother——amuseyourselforlearnLatin;
  butdon’ttrytodoboth。”
  ThenhegotaplaceinLondon,atahundredandtwentyayear。
  Thisseemedafabuloussum。Hismotherdoubtedalmostwhetherto,rejoiceortogrieve。
  “TheywantmeinLimeStreetonMondayweek,mother,“hecried,hiseyesblazingashereadtheletter。Mrs。Morelfelteverything,gosilentinsideher。Hereadtheletter:,“’Andwillyoureply,byThursdaywhetheryouaccept。Yoursfaithfully——’,Theywantme,mother,atahundredandtwentyayear,anddon’tevenasktoseeme。
  Didn’tItellyouIcoulddoit!,ThinkofmeinLondon!,AndI
  cangiveyoutwentypoundsayear,mater。Wes’llallberolling,inmoney。”
  “Weshall,myson,“sheansweredsadly。
  Itneveroccurredtohimthatshemightbemorehurtathisgoing,awaythangladofhissuccess。Indeed,asthedaysdrewnearfor,hisdeparture,herheartbegantocloseandgrowdrearywithdespair。
  Shelovedhimsomuch!,Morethanthat,shehopedinhimsomuch。
  Almostshelivedbyhim。Shelikedtodothingsforhim:,sheliked,toputacupforhisteaandtoironhiscollars,ofwhichhewas,soproud。Itwasajoytohertohavehimproudofhiscollars。
  Therewasnolaundry。Sosheusedtorubawayatthemwithherlittle,convexiron,topolishthem,tilltheyshonefromthesheerpressure,ofherarm。Nowshewouldnotdoitforhim。Nowhewasgoingaway。
  Shefeltalmostasifheweregoingaswelloutofherheart。
  Hedidnotseemtoleaveherinhabitedwithhimself。Thatwasthegrief,andthepaintoher。Hetooknearlyallhimselfaway。
  Afewdaysbeforehisdeparture——hewasjusttwenty——heburnedhis,love-letters。Theyhadhungonafileatthetopofthekitchencupboard。
  Fromsomeofthemhehadreadextractstohismother。Someofthem,shehadtakenthetroubletoreadherself。Butmostweretootrivial。
  Now,ontheSaturdaymorninghesaid:
  “Comeon,Postle,let’sgothroughmyletters,andyoucan,havethebirdsandflowers。”
  Mrs。MorelhaddoneherSaturday’sworkontheFriday,becausehewashavingalastday’sholiday。Shewasmakinghim,aricecake,whichheloved,totakewithhim。Hewasscarcely,consciousthatshewassomiserable。
  Hetookthefirstletteroffthefile。Itwasmauve-tinted,andhadpurpleandgreenthistles。Williamsniffedthepage。
  “Nicescent!,Smell。”
  AndhethrustthesheetunderPaul’snose。
  “Um!”saidPaul,breathingin。”Whatd’youcallit?,Smell,mother。”
  Hismotherduckedhersmall,finenosedowntothepaper。
  “Idon’twanttosmelltheirrubbish,“shesaid,sniffing。
  “Thisgirl’sfather,“saidWilliam,“isasrichasCroesus。
  Heownspropertywithoutend。ShecallsmeLafayette,becauseI
  knowFrench。’Youwillsee,I’veforgivenyou’——IlikeHERforgivingme。
  ’Itoldmotheraboutyouthismorning,andshewillhavemuch,pleasureifyoucometoteaonSunday,butshewillhavetoget,father’sconsentalso。Isincerelyhopehewillagree。Iwilllet,youknowhowittranspires。If,however,you——’“
  “’Letyouknowhowit’what?”interruptedMrs。Morel。
  “’Transpires’——ohyes!”
  “’Transpires!’“repeatedMrs。Morelmockingly。”Ithought,shewassowelleducated!”
  Williamfeltslightlyuncomfortable,andabandonedthismaiden,givingPaulthecornerwiththethistles。Hecontinuedtoread,extractsfromhisletters,someofwhichamusedhismother,someofwhichsaddenedherandmadeheranxiousforhim。
  “Mylad,“shesaid,“they’reverywise。Theyknowthey’ve,onlygottoflatteryourvanity,andyoupressuptothemlike,adogthathasitsheadscratched。”
  “Well,theycan’tgoonscratchingforever,“hereplied。
  “Andwhenthey’vedone,Itrotaway。”
  “Butonedayyou’llfindastringroundyourneckthatyou,can’tpulloff,“sheanswered。
  “Notme!,I’mequaltoanyof’em,mater,theyneedn’t,flatterthemselves。”
  “YouflatterYOURSELF,“shesaidquietly。
  Soontherewasaheapoftwistedblackpages,allthatremained,ofthefileofscentedletters,exceptthatPaulhadthirtyor,fortyprettyticketsfromthecornersofthenotepaper——swallows,andforget-me-notsandivysprays。AndWilliamwenttoLondon,tostartanewlife。
  CHAPTERIV
  THEYOUNGLIFEOFPAUL
  PAULwouldbebuiltlikehismother,slightlyandrathersmall。
  Hisfairhairwentreddish,andthendarkbrown;hiseyesweregrey。
  Hewasapale,quietchild,witheyesthatseemedtolisten,andwith,afull,droppingunderlip。
  Asaruleheseemedoldforhisyears。Hewassoconscious,ofwhatotherpeoplefelt,particularlyhismother。Whenshe,frettedheunderstood,andcouldhavenopeace。Hissoulseemed,alwaysattentivetoher。
  Ashegrewolderhebecamestronger。Williamwastoofar,removedfromhimtoaccepthimasacompanion。Sothesmallerboy,belongedatfirstalmostentirelytoAnnie。Shewasatomboyanda,“flybie-skybie“ashermothercalledher。Butshewasintensely,fondofhersecondbrother。SoPaulwastowedroundattheheels,ofAnnie,sharinghergame。Sheracedwildlyatlerkywiththeother,youngwild-catsoftheBottoms。AndalwaysPaulflewbesideher,livinghershareofthegame,havingasyetnopartofhisown。
  Hewasquietandnotnoticeable。Buthissisteradoredhim。
  Healwaysseemedtocareforthingsifshewantedhimto。
  Shehadabigdollofwhichshewasfearfullyproud,thoughnot,sofond。Soshelaidthedollonthesofa,andcovereditwith,anantimacassar,tosleep。Thensheforgotit。MeantimePaul,mustpractisejumpingoffthesofaarm。Sohejumpedcrashinto,thefaceofthehiddendoll。Annierushedup,utteredaloudwail,andsatdowntoweepadirge。Paulremainedquitestill。
  “Youcouldn’ttellitwasthere,mother;youcouldn’ttellit,wasthere,“herepeatedoverandover。SolongasAnnieweptfor,thedollhesathelplesswithmisery。Hergriefworeitselfout。
  Sheforgaveherbrother——hewassomuchupset。Butadayortwo,afterwardsshewasshocked。
  “Let’smakeasacrificeofArabella,“hesaid。”Let’sburnher。”
  Shewashorrified,yetratherfascinated。Shewantedtosee,whattheboywoulddo。Hemadeanaltarofbricks,pulledsomeof,theshavingsoutofArabella’sbody,putthewaxenfragmentsinto,thehollowface,pouredonalittleparaffin,andsetthewholething,alight。Hewatchedwithwickedsatisfactionthedropsofwaxmeltoff,thebrokenforeheadofArabella,anddroplikesweatintotheflame。
  Solongasthestupidbigdollburnedherejoicedinsilence。
  Attheendbepokedamongtheemberswithastick,fishedoutthearms,andlegs,allblackened,andsmashedthemunderstones。
  “That’sthesacrificeofMissisArabella,“hesaid。”An’I’m,gladthere’snothingleftofher。”
  WhichdisturbedAnnieinwardly,althoughshecouldsaynothing。
  Heseemedtohatethedollsointensely,becausehehadbrokenit。
  Allthechildren,butparticularlyPaul,werepeculiarly,againsttheirfather,alongwiththeirmother。Morelcontinued,tobullyandtodrink。Hehadperiods,monthsatatime,whenhe,madethewholelifeofthefamilyamisery。Paulneverforgot,cominghomefromtheBandofHopeoneMondayeveningandfinding,hismotherwithhereyeswollenanddiscoloured,hisfatherstanding,onthehearthrug,feetastride,hisheaddown,andWilliam,justhomefromwork,glaringathisfather。Therewasasilence,astheyoungchildrenentered,butnoneoftheelderslookedround。
  Williamwaswhitetothelips,andhisfistswereclenched。
  Hewaiteduntilthechildrenweresilent,watchingwithchildren’s,rageandhate;thenhesaid:
  “Youcoward,youdaren’tdoitwhenIwasin。”
  ButMorel’sbloodwasup。Heswungroundonhisson。
  Williamwasbigger,butMorelwashard-muscled,andmadwithfury。
  “Dossn’tI?”heshouted。”Dossn’tI?,Ha’emuchmoreo’
  thychelp,myyoungjockey,an’I’llrattlemyfistaboutthee。
  Ay,an’Ishollthat,dostsee?”
  Morelcrouchedatthekneesandshowedhisfistinanugly,almostbeast-likefashion。Williamwaswhitewithrage。
  “Willyer?”hesaid,quietandintense。”It’udbethe,lasttime,though。”
  Moreldancedalittlenearer,crouching,drawingbackhisfist,tostrike。Williamputhisfistsready。Alightcameintohis,blueeyes,almostlikealaugh。Hewatchedhisfather。Anotherword,andthemenwouldhavebeguntofight。Paulhopedtheywould。
  Thethreechildrensatpaleonthesofa。
  “Stopit,bothofyou,“criedMrs。Morelinahardvoice。
  “We’vehadenoughforONEnight。AndYOU,“
  shesaid,turningontoherhusband,“lookatyourchildren!”
  Morelglancedatthesofa。
  “Lookatthechildren,younastylittlebitch!”hesneered。
  “Why,whathaveIdonetothechildren,Ishouldliketoknow?
  Butthey’relikeyourself;you’veput’emuptoyourowntricksand,nastyways——you’velearned’eminit,you’ave。”
  Sherefusedtoanswerhim。Noonespoke。Afterawhilehe,threwhisbootsunderthetableandwenttobed。
  “Whydidn’tyouletmehaveagoathim?”saidWilliam,whenhisfatherwasupstairs。”Icouldeasilyhavebeatenhim。”
  “Anicething——yourownfather,“shereplied。
  “’FATHER!’“repeatedWilliam。”CallHIMMYfather!”
  “Well,heis——andso——“
  “Butwhydon’tyouletmesettlehim?,Icoulddo,easily。”
  “Theidea!”shecried。”Ithasn’tcometoTHATyet。”
  “No,“hesaid,“it’scometoworse。Lookatyourself。
  WHYdidn’tyouletmegiveithim?”
  “BecauseIcouldn’tbearit,soneverthinkofit,“
  shecriedquickly。
  Andthechildrenwenttobed,miserably。
  WhenWilliamwasgrowingup,thefamilymovedfromtheBottoms,toahouseonthebrowofthehill,commandingaviewofthevalley,whichspreadoutlikeaconvexcockle-shell,oraclamp-shell,beforeit。
  Infrontofthehousewasahugeoldash-tree。Thewestwind,sweepingfromDerbyshire,caughtthehouseswithfullforce,andthetreeshriekedagain。Morellikedit。
  “It’smusic,“hesaid。”Itsendsmetosleep。”
  ButPaulandArthurandAnniehatedit。ToPaulitbecame,almostademoniacalnoise。Thewinteroftheirfirstyear,inthenewhousetheirfatherwasverybad。Thechildrenplayed,inthestreet,onthebrimofthewide,darkvalley,untileight,o’clock。Thentheywenttobed。Theirmothersatsewingbelow。
  Havingsuchagreatspaceinfrontofthehousegavethechildren,afeelingofnight,ofvastness,andofterror。Thisterrorcame,infromtheshriekingofthetreeandtheanguishofthehomediscord。
  OftenPaulwouldwakeup,afterhehadbeenasleepalongtime,awareofthudsdownstairs。Instantlyhewaswideawake。Thenhe,heardtheboomingshoutsofhisfather,comehomenearlydrunk,thenthe,sharprepliesofhismother,thenthebang,bangofhisfather’sfiston,thetable,andthenastysnarlingshoutastheman’svoicegothigher。
  Andthenthewholewasdrownedinapiercingmedleyofshrieks,andcriesfromthegreat,wind-sweptash-tree。Thechildren,laysilentinsuspense,waitingforalullinthewindtohear,whattheirfatherwasdoing。Hemighthittheirmotheragain。
  Therewasafeelingofhorror,akindofbristlinginthedarkness,andasenseofblood。Theylaywiththeirheartsinthegripofan,intenseanguish。Thewindcamethroughthetreefiercerandfiercer。
  Allthechordsofthegreatharphummed,whistled,andshrieked。
  Andthencamethehorrorofthesuddensilence,silenceeverywhere,outsideanddownstairs。Whatwasit?,Wasitasilenceofblood?
  Whathadhedone?
  Thechildrenlayandbreathedthedarkness。Andthen,atlast,theyheardtheirfatherthrowdownhisbootsandtrampupstairs,inhisstockingedfeet。Stilltheylistened。Thenatlast,ifthewindallowed,theyheardthewaterofthetapdrumminginto,thekettle,whichtheirmotherwasfillingformorning,andthey,couldgotosleepinpeace。
  Sotheywerehappyinthemorning——happy,veryhappyplaying,dancingatnightroundthelonelylamp-postinthemidstof,thedarkness。Buttheyhadonetightplaceofanxietyintheirhearts,onedarknessintheireyes,whichshowedalltheirlives。
  Paulhatedhisfather。Asaboyhehadaferventprivatereligion。
  “Makehimstopdrinking,“heprayedeverynight。”Lord,letmy,fatherdie,“heprayedveryoften。”Lethimnotbekilledatpit,“
  heprayedwhen,aftertea,thefatherdidnotcomehomefromwork。
  Thatwasanothertimewhenthefamilysufferedintensely。
  Thechildrencamefromschoolandhadtheirteas。Onthehob,thebigblacksaucepanwassimmering,thestew-jarwasintheoven,readyforMorel’sdinner。Hewasexpectedatfiveo’clock。Butfor,monthshewouldstopanddrinkeverynightonhiswayfromwork。
  Inthewinternights,whenitwascold,andgrewdarkearly,Mrs。Morelwouldputabrasscandlestickonthetable,lighta,tallowcandletosavethegas。Thechildrenfinishedtheir,bread-and-butter,ordripping,andwerereadytogoouttoplay。
  ButifMorelhadnotcometheyfaltered。Thesenseofhissitting,inallhispit-dirt,drinking,afteralongday’swork,notcoming,homeandeatingandwashing,butsitting,gettingdrunk,onanemptystomach,madeMrs。Morelunabletobearherself。Fromherthefeelingwas,transmittedtotheotherchildren。Sheneversufferedaloneanymore:
  thechildrensufferedwithher。
  Paulwentouttoplaywiththerest。Downinthegreattrough,oftwilight,tinyclustersoflightsburnedwherethepitswere。
  Afewlastcolliersstraggledupthedimfieldpath。Thelamplighter,camealong。Nomorecollierscame。Darknessshutdownoverthevalley;
  workwasdone。Itwasnight。
  ThenPaulrananxiouslyintothekitchen。Theonecandlestill,burnedonthetable,thebigfireglowedred。Mrs。Morelsatalone。
  Onthehobthesaucepansteamed;thedinner-platelaywaiting,onthetable。Alltheroomwasfullofthesenseofwaiting,waitingforthemanwhowassittinginhispit-dirt,dinnerless,somemileawayfromhome,acrossthedarkness,drinkinghimselfdrunk。
  Paulstoodinthedoorway。
  “Hasmydadcome?”heasked。
  “Youcanseehehasn’t,“saidMrs。Morel,crosswiththe,futilityofthequestion。
  Thentheboydawdledaboutnearhismother。Theyshared,thesameanxiety。PresentlyMrs。Morelwentoutandstrained,thepotatoes。
  “They’reruinedandblack,“shesaid;“butwhatdoIcare?”
  Notmanywordswerespoken。Paulalmosthatedhismother,forsufferingbecausehisfatherdidnotcomehomefromwork。
  “Whatdoyoubotheryourselffor?”hesaid。”Ifhewants,tostopandgetdrunk,whydon’tyoulethim?”
  “Lethim!”flashedMrs。Morel。”Youmaywellsay’lethim’。”
  Sheknewthatthemanwhostopsonthewayhomefromworkisona,quickwaytoruininghimselfandhishome。Thechildrenwereyetyoung,anddependedonthebreadwinner。Williamgaveherthesenseofrelief,providingheratlastwithsomeonetoturntoifMorelfailed。But,thetenseatmosphereoftheroomonthesewaitingeveningswasthesame。
  Theminutestickedaway。Atsixo’clockstilltheclothlay,onthetable,stillthedinnerstoodwaiting,stillthesamesense,ofanxietyandexpectationintheroom。Theboycouldnotstandit,anylonger。Hecouldnotgooutandplay。SoheranintoMrs。Inger,nextdoorbutone,forhertotalktohim。Shehadnochildren。
  Herhusbandwasgoodtoherbutwasinashop,andcamehomelate。
  So,whenshesawtheladatthedoor,shecalled:
  “Comein,Paul。”
  Thetwosattalkingforsometime,whensuddenly,theboyrose,saying:
  “Well,I’llbegoingandseeingifmymotherwantsanerranddoing。”
  Hepretendedtobeperfectlycheerful,anddidnottellhis,friendwhatailedhim。Thenheranindoors。
  Morelatthesetimescameinchurlishandhateful。
  “Thisisanicetimetocomehome,“saidMrs。Morel。
  “Wha’sitmattertoyo’whattimeIcomewhoam?”heshouted。
  Andeverybodyinthehousewasstill,becausehewasdangerous。
  Heatehisfoodinthemostbrutalmannerpossible,and,whenhe,haddone,pushedallthepotsinaheapawayfromhim,tolayhis,armsonthetable。Thenhewenttosleep。
  Paulhatedhisfatherso。Thecollier’ssmall,meanhead,withitsblackhairslightlysoiledwithgrey,layonthebarearms,andtheface,dirtyandinflamed,withafleshynoseandthin,paltrybrows,wasturnedsideways,asleepwithbeerandweariness,andnastytemper。Ifanyoneenteredsuddenly,oranoiseweremade,themanlookedupandshouted:
  “I’lllaymyfistaboutthyy’ead,I’mtellin’thee,iftha,doesnastopthatclatter!,Dosthear?”
  Andthetwolastwords,shoutedinabullyingfashion,usuallyatAnnie,madethefamilywrithewithhateoftheman。
  Hewasshutoutfromallfamilyaffairs。Noonetoldhimanything。
  Thechildren,alonewiththeirmother,toldherallaboutthe,day’shappenings,everything。Nothinghadreallytakenplacein,themuntilitwastoldtotheirmother。Butassoonasthefather,camein,everythingstopped。Hewaslikethescotchinthesmooth,happymachineryofthehome。Andhewasalwaysawareofthisfall,ofsilenceonhisentry,theshuttingoffoflife,theunwelcome。
  Butnowitwasgonetoofartoalter。
  Hewoulddearlyhavelikedthechildrentotalktohim,buttheycouldnot。SometimesMrs。Morelwouldsay:
  “Yououghttotellyourfather。”
  Paulwonaprizeinacompetitioninachild’spaper。
  Everybodywashighlyjubilant。
  “Nowyou’dbettertellyourfatherwhenbecomesin,“
  saidMrs。Morel。”Youknowhowbecarriesonandsayshe’snever,toldanything。”
  “Allright,“saidPaul。Buthewouldalmostratherhave,forfeitedtheprizethanhavetotellhisfather。
  “I’vewonaprizeinacompetition,dad,“hesaid。
  Morelturnedroundtohim。
  “Haveyou,myboy?,Whatsortofacompetition?”
  “Oh,nothing——aboutfamouswomen。”
  “Andhowmuchistheprize,then,asyou’vegot?”
  “It’sabook。”
  “Oh,indeed!“
  “Aboutbirds。”
  “Hm——hm!“
  Andthatwasall。Conversationwasimpossiblebetweenthe,fatherandanyothermemberofthefamily。Hewasanoutsider。
  HehaddeniedtheGodinhim。
  Theonlytimeswhenheenteredagainintothelifeofhisownpeople,waswhenheworked,andwashappyatwork。Sometimes,intheevening,hecobbledthebootsormendedthekettleorhispit-bottle。Then,healwayswantedseveralattendants,andthechildrenenjoyedit。
  Theyunitedwithhiminthework,intheactualdoingofsomething,whenhewashisrealselfagain。
  Hewasagoodworkman,dexterous,andonewho,whenhewasina,goodhumour,alwayssang。Hehadwholeperiods,months,almostyears,offrictionandnastytemper。Thensometimeshewasjollyagain。
  Itwasnicetoseehimrunwithapieceofred-hotironinto,thescullery,crying:
  “Outofmyroad——outofmyroad!”
  Thenhehammeredthesoft,red-glowingstuffonhisirongoose,andmadetheshapehewanted。Orhesatabsorbedforamoment,soldering。Thenthechildrenwatchedwithjoyasthemetalsank,suddenlymolten,andwasshovedaboutagainstthenoseofthe,soldering-iron,whiletheroomwasfullofascentofburntresin,andhottin,andMorelwassilentandintentforaminute。Healways,sangwhenhemendedbootsbecauseofthejollysoundofhammering。
  Andhewasratherhappywhenhesatputtinggreatpatchesonhis,moleskinpittrousers,whichhewouldoftendo,consideringthem,toodirty,andthestufftoohard,forhiswifetomend。
  Butthebesttimefortheyoungchildrenwaswhenhemadefuses。
  Morelfetchedasheafoflongsoundwheat-strawsfromtheattic。
  Thesehecleanedwithhishand,tilleachonegleamedlikea,stalkofgold,afterwhichhecutthestrawsintolengthsof,aboutsixinches,leaving,ifhecould,anotchatthebottom,ofeachpiece。Healwayshadabeautifullysharpknifethatcould,cutastrawcleanwithouthurtingit。Thenhesetinthemiddle,ofthetableaheapofgunpowder,alittlepileofblackgrains,uponthewhite-scrubbedboard。Hemadeandtrimmedthestraws,whilePaulandAnnierifledandpluggedthem。Paullovedtosee,theblackgrainstrickledownacrackinhispalmintothemouth,ofthestraw,pepperingjollilydownwardstillthestrawwasfull。
  Thenhebungedupthemouthwithabitofsoap——whichhegoton,histhumb-nailfromapatinasaucer——andthestrawwasfinished。
  “Look,dad!”hesaid。
  “That’sright,mybeauty,“repliedMorel,whowaspeculiarly,lavishofendearmentstohissecondson。Paulpoppedthefuseinto,thepowder-tin,readyforthemorning,whenMorelwouldtakeit,tothepit,anduseittofireashotthatwouldblastthecoaldown。
  MeantimeArthur,stillfondofhisfather,wouldlean,onthearmofMorel’schairandsay:
  “Tellusaboutdownpit,daddy。”
  ThisMorellovedtodo。
  “Well,there’sonelittle’oss——wecall’imTaffy,“hewouldbegin。
  “An’he’safawce’un!”
  Morelhadawarmwayoftellingastory。Hemadeonefeel,Taffy’scunning。
  “He’sabrown’un,“hewouldanswer,“an’notveryhigh。
  Well,hecomesi’th’stallwi’arattle,an’thenyo’’ear’imsneeze。
  “’Ello,Taff,’yousay,’whatartsneezin’for?,Binta’ein’
  somesnuff?’
  “An’’esneezesagain。Thenheslivesupan’shoves’is’ead,onyer,thatcadin’。
  “’What’swant,Taff?’yo’say。”
  “Andwhatdoeshe?”Arthuralwaysasked。
  “Hewantsabito’bacca,myduckie。”
  ThisstoryofTaffywouldgooninterminably,andeverybody,lovedit。
  Orsometimesitwasanewtale。
  “An’whatdostthink,mydarlin’?WhenIwenttoputmycoat,onatsnap-time,whatshouldgorunnin’upmyarmbutamouse。
  “’Heyup,theer!’,Ishouts。
  “An’Iworjustintimeterget’imbyth’tail。”
  “Anddidyoukillit?”
  “Idid,forthey’reanuisance。Theplaceisfairsniedwi’’em。”
  “An’whatdotheyliveon?”
  “Thecornasthe’ossesdrops——an’they’llgetinyourpocketan’
  eatyoursnap,ifyou’lllet’em——nomatterwhereyo’hingyourcoat——
  theslivin’,nibblin’littlenuisances,fortheyare。”
  ThesehappyeveningscouldnottakeplaceunlessMorel,hadsomejobtodo。Andthenhealwayswenttobedveryearly,oftenbeforethechildren。Therewasnothingremainingforhim,tostayupfor,whenhehadfinishedtinkering,andhadskimmed,theheadlinesofthenewspaper。
  Andthechildrenfeltsecurewhentheirfatherwasinbed。
  Theylayandtalkedsoftlyawhile。Thentheystartedasthelights,wentsuddenlysprawlingovertheceilingfromthelampsthatswung,inthehandsofthecollierstrampingbyoutside,goingtotake,thenineo’clockshift。Theylistenedtothevoicesofthemen,imaginedthemdippingdownintothedarkvalley。Sometimesthey,wenttothewindowandwatchedthethreeorfourlampsgrowing,tinierandtinier,swayingdownthefieldsinthedarkness。
  Thenitwasajoytorushbacktobedandcuddlecloselyin,thewarmth。
  Paulwasratheradelicateboy,subjecttobronchitis。
  Theotherswereallquitestrong;sothiswasanotherreason,forhismother’sdifferenceinfeelingforhim。Onedayhecame,homeatdinner-timefeelingill。Butitwasnotafamilytomake,anyfuss。
  “What’sthematterwithYOU?”hismotheraskedsharply。
  “Nothing,“hereplied。
  Butheatenodinner。
  “Ifyoueatnodinner,you’renotgoingtoschool,“shesaid。
  “Why?”heasked。
  “That’swhy。”
  Soafterdinnerhelaydownonthesofa,onthewarmchintz,cushionsthechildrenloved。Thenhefellintoakindofdoze。
  ThatafternoonMrs。Morelwasironing。Shelistenedtothesmall,restlessnoisetheboymadeinhisthroatassheworked。Againrose,inherhearttheold,almostwearyfeelingtowardshim。Shehad,neverexpectedhimtolive。Andyethehadagreatvitalityinhisyoungbody。
  Perhapsitwouldhavebeenalittlerelieftoherifhehaddied。
  Shealwaysfeltamixtureofanguishinherloveforhim。
  He,inhissemi-conscioussleep,wasvaguelyawareof,theclatteroftheironontheiron-stand,ofthefaintthud,thudontheironing-board。Onceroused,heopenedhiseyestosee,hismotherstandingonthehearthrugwiththehotironnear,hercheek,listening,asitwere,totheheat。Herstillface,withthemouthclosedtightfromsufferinganddisillusionand,self-denial,andhernosethesmallestbitononeside,andherblue,eyessoyoung,quick,andwarm,madehisheartcontractwithlove。
  Whenshewasquiet,so,shelookedbraveandrichwithlife,butas,ifshehadbeendoneoutofherrights。Ithurttheboykeenly,thisfeelingaboutherthatshehadneverhadherlife’sfulfilment:
  andhisownincapabilitytomakeuptoherhurthimwithasenseof,impotence,yetmadehimpatientlydoggedinside。Itwashischildishaim。
  Shespatontheiron,andalittleballofspitbounded,racedoffthedark,glossysurface。Then,kneeling,sherubbed,theirononthesackliningofthehearthrugvigorously。Shewas,warmintheruddyfirelight。Paullovedthewayshecrouched,andputherheadononeside。Hermovementswerelightandquick。
  Itwasalwaysapleasuretowatchher。Nothingsheeverdid,nomovementsheevermade,couldhavebeenfoundfaultwithby,herchildren。Theroomwaswarmandfullofthescentofhotlinen。
  Laterontheclergymancameandtalkedsoftlywithher。
  Paulwaslaidupwithanattackofbronchitis。Hedidnot,mindmuch。Whathappenedhappened,anditwasnogoodkicking,againstthepricks。Helovedtheevenings,aftereighto’clock,whenthelightwasputout,andhecouldwatchthefire-flamesspring,overthedarknessofthewallsandceiling;couldwatchhugeshadows,wavingandtossing,tilltheroomseemedfullofmenwhobattledsilently。
  Onretiringtobed,thefatherwouldcomeintothesickroom。
  Hewasalwaysverygentleifanyonewereill。Buthedisturbedthe,atmospherefortheboy。
  “Areterasleep,mydarlin’?”Morelaskedsoftly。
  “No;ismymothercomin’?”
  “She’sjustfinishin’foldin’theclothes。Doyouwantanything?”
  Morelrarely“thee’d“hisson。
  “Idon’twantnothing。Buthowlongwillshebe?”
  “Notlong,myduckie。”
  Thefatherwaitedundecidedlyonthehearthrugforamoment,ortwo。Hefelthissondidnotwanthim。Thenhewenttothetop,ofthestairsandsaidtohiswife:
  “Thischildt’saxin’forthee;howlongartgoin’tobe?”
  “UntilI’vefinished,goodgracious!,Tellhimtogotosleep。”
  “Shesaysyou’retogotosleep,“thefatherrepeatedgently,toPaul。
  “Well,IwantHERtocome,“insistedtheboy。
  “Hesayshecan’tgoofftillyoucome,“Morelcalleddownstairs。
  “Eh,dear!,Ishan’tbelong。Anddostopshoutingdownstairs。
  There’stheotherchildren——“
  ThenMorelcameagainandcrouchedbeforethebedroomfire。
  Helovedafiredearly。
  “Shesaysshewon’tbelong,“hesaid。
  Heloiteredaboutindefinitely。Theboybegantogetfeverish,withirritation。Hisfather’spresenceseemedtoaggravateall,hissickimpatience。AtlastMorel,afterhavingstoodlooking,athissonawhile,saidsoftly:
  “Good-night,mydarling。”
  “Good-night,“Paulreplied,turningroundinrelieftobealone。
  Paullovedtosleepwithhismother。Sleepisstillmostperfect,inspiteofhygienists,whenitissharedwithabeloved。
  Thewarmth,thesecurityandpeaceofsoul,theuttercomfortfrom,thetouchoftheother,knitsthesleep,sothatittakesthebody,andsoulcompletelyinitshealing。Paullayagainstherandslept,andgotbetter;whilstshe,alwaysabadsleeper,felllateron,intoaprofoundsleepthatseemedtogiveherfaith。
  Inconvalescencehewouldsitupinbed,seethefluffy,horsesfeedingatthetroughsinthefield,scatteringtheirhay,onthetroddenyellowsnow;watchtheminerstroophome——small,blackfigurestrailingslowlyingangsacrossthewhitefield。
  Thenthenightcameupindarkbluevapourfromthesnow。
  Inconvalescenceeverythingwaswonderful。Thesnowflakes,suddenlyarrivingonthewindow-pane,clungthereamomentlikeswallows,thenweregone,andadropofwaterwascrawlingdowntheglass。
  Thesnowflakeswhirledroundthecornerofthehouse,likepigeonsdashingby。Awayacrossthevalleythelittleblack,traincrawleddoubtfullyoverthegreatwhiteness。
  Whiletheyweresopoor,thechildrenweredelightedifthey,coulddoanythingtohelpeconomically。AnnieandPaulandArthur,wentoutearlyinthemorning,insummer,lookingformushrooms,huntingthroughthewetgrass,fromwhichthelarkswererising,forthewhite-skinned,wonderfulnakedbodiescrouchedsecretlyin,thegreen。Andiftheygothalfapoundtheyfeltexceedinglyhappy:
  therewasthejoyoffindingsomething,thejoyofacceptingsomething,straightfromthehandofNature,andthejoyofcontributingto,thefamilyexchequer。
  Butthemostimportantharvest,aftergleaningforfrumenty,wastheblackberries。Mrs。Morelmustbuyfruitforpuddingson,theSaturdays;alsoshelikedblackberries。SoPaulandArthurscoured,thecoppicesandwoodsandoldquarries,solongasablackberry,wastobefound,everyweek-endgoingontheirsearch。Inthat,regionofminingvillagesblackberriesbecameacomparativerarity。
  ButPaulhuntedfarandwide。Helovedbeingoutinthecountry,amongthebushes。Buthealsocouldnotbeartogohometohis,motherempty。That,hefelt,woulddisappointher,andhewould,havediedrather。
  “Goodgracious!”shewouldexclaimastheladscamein,late,andtiredtodeath,andhungry,“whereverhaveyoubeen?”
  “Well,“repliedPaul,“therewasn’tany,sowewentover,MiskHills。Andlookhere,ourmother!”
  Shepeepedintothebasket。
  “Now,thosearefineones!”sheexclaimed。
  “Andthere’sovertwopounds-isn’tthereovertwopounds“?
  Shetriedthebasket。
  “Yes,“sheanswereddoubtfully。
  ThenPaulfishedoutalittlespray。Healwaysbroughther,onespray,thebesthecouldfind。
  “Pretty!”shesaid,inacurioustone,ofawomanaccepting,alove-token。
  Theboywalkedallday,wentmilesandmiles,ratherthan,ownhimselfbeatenandcomehometoherempty-handed。Shenever,realisedthis,whilsthewasyoung。Shewasawomanwhowaited,forherchildrentogrowup。AndWilliamoccupiedherchiefly。
  ButwhenWilliamwenttoNottingham,andwasnotsomuchat,home,themothermadeacompanionofPaul。Thelatterwas,unconsciouslyjealousofhisbrother,andWilliamwasjealousofhim。
  Atthesametime,theyweregoodfriends。
  Mrs。Morel’sintimacywithhersecondsonwasmoresubtleandfine,perhapsnotsopassionateaswithhereldest。Itwastherule,thatPaulshouldfetchthemoneyonFridayafternoons。Thecolliers,ofthefivepitswerepaidonFridays,butnotindividually。
  Alltheearningsofeachstallwereputdowntothechiefbutty,ascontractor,andhedividedthewagesagain,eitherinthe,public-houseorinhisownhome。Sothatthechildrencould,fetchthemoney,schoolclosedearlyonFridayafternoons。
  EachoftheMorelchildren——William,thenAnnie,thenPaul——hadfetched,themoneyonFridayafternoons,untiltheywentthemselvestowork。
  Paulusedtosetoffathalf-pastthree,withalittlecalicobag,inhispocket。Downallthepaths,women,girls,children,andmen,wereseentroopingtotheoffices。
  Theseofficeswerequitehandsome:,anew,red-brickbuilding,almostlikeamansion,standinginitsowngroundsattheendof,GreenhillLane。Thewaiting-roomwasthehall,along,bareroom,pavedwithbluebrick,andhavingaseatallround,againstthewall。
  Heresatthecolliersintheirpit-dirt。Theyhadcomeupearly。
  Thewomenandchildrenusuallyloiteredaboutontheredgravelpaths。
  Paulalwaysexaminedthegrassborder,andthebiggrassbank,becauseinitgrewtinypansiesandtinyforget-me-nots。There,wasasoundofmanyvoices。ThewomenhadontheirSundayhats。
  Thegirlschatteredloudly。Littledogsranhereandthere。
  Thegreenshrubsweresilentallaround。
  Thenfrominsidecamethecry“SpinneyPark——SpinneyPark。”
  AllthefolkforSpinneyParktroopedinside。Whenitwastime,forBrettytobepaid,Paulwentinamongthecrowd。Thepay-room,wasquitesmall。Acounterwentacross,dividingitintohalf。
  Behindthecounterstoodtwomen——Mr。Braithwaiteandhisclerk,Mr。Winterbottom。Mr。Braithwaitewaslarge,somewhatofthestern,patriarchinappearance,havingaratherthinwhitebeard。
  Hewasusuallymuffledinanenormoussilkneckerchief,andright,uptothehotsummerahugefireburnedintheopengrate。
  Nowindowwasopen。Sometimesinwintertheairscorchedthethroats,ofthepeople,cominginfromthefreshness。Mr。Winterbottom,wasrathersmallandfat,andverybald。Hemaderemarksthatwere,notwitty,whilsthischieflaunchedforthpatriarchaladmonitions,againstthecolliers。
  Theroomwascrowdedwithminersintheirpit-dirt,menwhohad,beenhomeandchanged,andwomen,andoneortwochildren,andusually,adog。Paulwasquitesmall,soitwasoftenhisfatetobejammed,behindthelegsofthemen,nearthefirewhichscorchedhim。
  Heknewtheorderofthenames——theywentaccordingtostallnumber。
  “Holliday,“cametheringingvoiceofMr。Braithwaite。
  ThenMrs。Hollidaysteppedsilentlyforward,waspaid,drewaside。
  “Bower——JohnBower。”
  Aboysteppedtothecounter。Mr。Braithwaite,largeandirascible,gloweredathimoverhisspectacles。
  “JohnBower!”herepeated。
  “It’sme,“saidtheboy。
  “Why,youusedto’aveadifferentnosethanthat,“saidglossy,Mr。Winterbottom,peeringoverthecounter。Thepeopletittered,thinkingofJohnBowersenior。
  “Howisityourfather’snotcome!”saidMr。Braithwaite,inalargeandmagisterialvoice。
  “He’sbadly,“pipedtheboy。
  “Youshouldtellhimtokeepoffthedrink,“pronouncedthe,greatcashier。
  “An’nivermindifheputshisfootthroughyer,“saidamocking,voicefrombehind。
  Allthemenlaughed。Thelargeandimportantcashierlooked,downathisnextsheet。
  “FredPilkington!”hecalled,quiteindifferent。
  Mr。Braithwaitewasanimportantshareholderinthefirm。
  Paulknewhisturnwasnextbutone,andhisheartbegantobeat。
  Hewaspushedagainstthechimney-piece。Hiscalveswereburning。
  Buthedidnothopetogetthroughthewallofmen。
  “WalterMorel!”cametheringingvoice。
  “Here!”pipedPaul,smallandinadequate。
  “Morel——WalterMorel!”thecashierrepeated,hisfinger,andthumbontheinvoice,readytopasson。
  Paulwassufferingconvulsionsofself-consciousness,andcould,notorwouldnotshout。Thebacksofthemenobliteratedhim。
  ThenMr。Winterbottomcametotherescue。
  “He’shere。Whereishe?,Morel’slad?”
  Thefat,red,baldlittlemanpeeredroundwithkeeneyes。
  Hepointedatthefireplace。Thecollierslookedround,movedaside,anddisclosedtheboy。
  “Hereheis!”saidMr。Winterbottom。
  Paulwenttothecounter。
  “Seventeenpoundselevenandfivepence。Whydon’tyou,shoutupwhenyou’recalled?”saidMr。Braithwaite。Hebanged,ontotheinvoiceafive-poundbagofsilver,theninadelicate,andprettymovement,pickedupalittleten-poundcolumnofgold,andplumpeditbesidethesilver。Thegoldslidinabrightstream,overthepaper。Thecashierfinishedcountingoffthemoney;
  theboydraggedthewholedownthecountertoMr。Winterbottom,towhomthestoppagesforrentandtoolsmustbepaid。Herehe,sufferedagain。
  “Sixteenan’six,“saidMr。Winterbottom。
  Theladwastoomuchupsettocount。Hepushedforwardsome,loosesilverandhalfasovereign。
  “Howmuchdoyouthinkyou’vegivenme?”askedMr。Winterbottom。
  Theboylookedathim,butsaidnothing。Hehadnotthe,faintestnotion。
  “Haven’tyougotatongueinyourhead?”
  Paulbithislip,andpushedforwardsomemoresilver。
  “Don’ttheyteachyoutocountattheBoard-school?”heasked。
  “Nowtbutalgibbraan’French,“saidacollier。
  “An’cheekan’impidence,“saidanother。
  Paulwaskeepingsomeonewaiting。Withtremblingfingershe,gothismoneyintothebagandslidout。Hesufferedthetortures,ofthedamnedontheseoccasions。
  Hisrelief,whenhegotoutside,andwaswalkingalongthe,MansfieldRoad,wasinfinite。Ontheparkwallthemossesweregreen。
  Thereweresomegoldandsomewhitefowlspeckingundertheapple,treesofanorchard。Thecollierswerewalkinghomeinastream。
  Theboywentnearthewall,self-consciously。Heknewmanyofthemen,butcouldnotrecognisethemintheirdirt。Andthiswasanew,torturetohim。
  WhenhegotdowntotheNewInn,atBretty,hisfatherwasnot,yetcome。Mrs。Wharmby,thelandlady,knewhim。Hisgrandmother,Morel’smother,hadbeenMrs。Wharmby’sfriend。
  “Yourfather’snotcomeyet,“saidthelandlady,inthepeculiar,half-scornful,half-patronisingvoiceofawomanwhotalkschiefly,togrownmen。”Sityoudown。”
  Paulsatdownontheedgeofthebenchinthebar。
  Somecollierswere“reckoning“——sharingouttheirmoney——inacorner;
  otherscamein。Theyallglancedattheboywithoutspeaking。
  AtlastMorelcame;brisk,andwithsomethingofanair,evenin,hisblackness。
  “Hello!”hesaidrathertenderlytohisson。”Haveyoubestedme?
  Shallyouhaveadrinkofsomething?”
  Paulandallthechildrenwerebredupfierceanti-alcoholists,andhewouldhavesufferedmoreindrinkingalemonadebeforeall,thementhaninhavingatoothdrawn。
  Thelandladylookedathimdehautenbas,ratherpitying,andatthesametime,resentinghisclear,fiercemorality。
  Paulwenthome,glowering。Heenteredthehousesilently。
  Fridaywasbakingday,andtherewasusuallyahotbun。Hismother,putitbeforehim。
  Suddenlyheturnedonherinafury,hiseyesflashing:
  “I’mNOTgoingtotheofficeanymore,“hesaid。
  “Why,what’sthematter?”hismotheraskedinsurprise。
  Hissuddenragesratheramusedher。
  “I’mNOTgoinganymore,“hedeclared。
  “Oh,verywell,tellyourfatherso。”
  Hechewedhisbunasifhehatedit。
  “I’mnot——I’mnotgoingtofetchthemoney。”
  “ThenoneofCarlin’schildrencango;they’dbegladenough,ofthesixpence,“saidMrs。Morel。
  ThissixpencewasPaul’sonlyincome。Itmostlywentinbuying,birthdaypresents;butitWASanincome,andhetreasuredit。
  But——
  “Theycanhaveit,then!”hesaid。”Idon’twantit。”
  “Oh,verywell,“saidhismother。”Butyouneedn’tbullyME
  aboutit。”
  “They’rehateful,andcommon,andhateful,theyare,andI’mnotgoinganymore。Mr。Braithwaitedropshis’h’s’,an’
  Mr。Winterbottomsays’Youwas’。”
  “Andisthatwhyyouwon’tgoanymore?”smiledMrs。Morel。
  Theboywassilentforsometime。Hisfacewaspale,hiseyes,darkandfurious。Hismothermoved,aboutatherwork,takingnonoticeofhim。
  “Theyalwaysstan’infrontofme,so’sIcan’tgetout,“
  hesaid。
  “Well,mylad,you’veonlytoASKthem,“shereplied。
  “An’thenAlfredWinterbottomsays,’Whatdotheyteachyou,attheBoard-school?’“
  “TheynevertaughtHIMmuch,“saidMrs。Morel,“thatisafact——
  neithermannersnorwit——andhiscunninghewasbornwith。”
  So,inherownway,shesoothedhim。
  Hisridiculoushypersensitivenessmadeher,heartache。Andsometimesthefuryinhiseyes,rousedher,madehersleepingsoulliftupitsheadamoment,surprised。
  “Whatwasthecheque?”sheasked。
  “Seventeenpoundselevenandfivepence,andsixteen,andsixstoppages,“repliedtheboy。”It’sagoodweek;
  andonlyfiveshillingsstoppagesformyfather。”
  Soshewasabletocalculatehowmuchherhusbandhadearned,andcouldcallhimtoaccountifhegavehershortmoney。
  Morelalwayskepttohimselfthesecretoftheweek’samount。
  Fridaywasthebakingnightandmarketnight。Itwasthe,rulethatPaulshouldstayathomeandbake。Helovedtostop,inanddraworread;hewasveryfondofdrawing。Anniealways,“gallivanted“onFridaynights;Arthurwasenjoyinghimselfasusual。
  Sotheboyremainedalone。
  Mrs。Morellovedhermarketing。Inthetinymarket-placeon,thetopofthehill,wherefourroads,fromNottinghamandDerby,IlkestonandMansfield,meet,manystallswereerected。Brakesran,infromsurroundingvillages。Themarket-placewasfullofwomen,thestreetspackedwithmen。Itwasamazingtoseesomanymen,everywhereinthestreets。Mrs。Morelusuallyquarrelledwith,herlacewoman,sympathisedwithherfruitman——whowasagabey,buthiswifewasabad’un——laughedwiththefishman——whowas,ascampbutsodroll——putthelinoleummaninhisplace,wascold,withtheodd-waresman,andonlywenttothecrockerymanwhenshe,wasdriven——ordrawnbythecornflowersonalittledish;thenshe,wascoldlypolite。
  “Iwonderedhowmuchthatlittledishwas,“shesaid。
  “Sevenpencetoyou。”
  “Thankyou。”
  Sheputthedishdownandwalkedaway;butshecouldnotleave,themarket-placewithoutit。Againshewentbywherethepots,laycoldlyonthefloor,andsheglancedatthedishfurtively,pretendingnotto。
  Shewasalittlewoman,inabonnetandablackcostume。
  Herbonnetwasinitsthirdyear;itwasagreatgrievancetoAnnie。
  “Mother!”thegirlimplored,“don’twearthatnubblylittlebonnet。”
  “ThenwhatelseshallIwear,“repliedthemothertartly。
  “AndI’msureit’srightenough。”
  Ithadstartedwithatip;thenhadhadflowers;nowwas,reducedtoblacklaceandabitofjet。
  “Itlooksrathercomedown,“saidPaul。”Couldn’tyougive,itapick-me-up?”
  “I’lljowlyourheadforimpudence,“saidMrs。Morel,andshe,tiedthestringsoftheblackbonnetvaliantlyunderherchin。
  Sheglancedatthedishagain。Bothsheandherenemy,thepotman,hadanuncomfortablefeeling,asifthereweresomething,betweenthem。Suddenlyheshouted:
  “Doyouwantitforfivepence?”
  Shestarted。Herhearthardened;butthenshestoopedandtook,upherdish。
  “I’llhaveit,“shesaid。
  “Yer’lldomethefavour,like?”hesaid。”Yer’dbetterspit,init,likeyerdowheny’avesomethinggiveyer。”
  Mrs。Morelpaidhimthefivepenceinacoldmanner。
  “Idon’tseeyougiveitme,“shesaid。”Youwouldn’tletme,haveitforfivepenceifyoudidn’twantto。”
  “Inthisflamin’,scrattlin’placeyoumaycountyerselflucky,ifyoucangiveyourthingsaway,“hegrowled。
  “Yes;therearebadtimes,andgood,“saidMrs。Morel。
  Butshehadforgiventhepotman。Theywerefriends。
  Shedarenowfingerhispots。Soshewashappy。
  Paulwaswaitingforher。Helovedherhome-coming。She,wasalwaysherbestso——triumphant,tired,ladenwithparcels,feelingrichinspirit。Heheardherquick,lightstepintheentry,andlookedupfromhisdrawing。
  “Oh!”shesighed,smilingathimfromthedoorway。
  “Myword,youAREloaded!”heexclaimed,puttingdownhisbrush。
  “Iam!”shegasped。”ThatbrazenAnniesaidshe’dmeetme。
  SUCHaweight!”
  Shedroppedherstringbagandherpackagesonthetable。
  “Isthebreaddone?”sheasked,goingtotheoven。
  “Thelastoneissoaking,“hereplied。”Youneedn’tlook,I’venotforgottenit。”
  “Oh,thatpotman!”shesaid,closingtheovendoor。
  “YouknowwhatawretchI’vesaidhewas?,Well,Idon’tthinkhe’s,quitesobad。”
  “Don’tyou?”
  Theboywasattentivetoher。Shetookoffherlittle,blackbonnet。
  “No。Ithinkhecan’tmakeanymoney——well,it’severybody’s,cryalikenowadays——anditmakeshimdisagreeable。”
  “ItwouldME,“saidPaul。
  “Well,onecan’twonderatit。Andheletmehave——howmuch,doyouthinkheletmehaveTHISfor?”
  Shetookthedishoutofitsragofnewspaper,andstood,lookingonitwithjoy。
  “Showme!”saidPaul。
  Thetwostoodtogethergloatingoverthedish。
  “ILOVEcornflowersonthings,“saidPaul。
  “Yes,andIthoughtoftheteapotyouboughtme——“
  “Oneandthree,“saidPaul。
  “Fivepence!”
  “It’snotenough,mother。”
  “No。Doyouknow,Ifairlysneakedoffwithit。ButI’d,beenextravagant,Icouldn’taffordanymore。Andheneedn’t,haveletmehaveitifhehadn’twantedto。”
  “No,heneedn’t,needhe,“saidPaul,andthetwocomforted,eachotherfromthefearofhavingrobbedthepotman。
  “Wec’nhavestewedfruitinit,“saidPaul。
  “Orcustard,orajelly,“saidhismother。
  “Orradishesandlettuce,“saidhe。
  “Don’tforgetthatbread,“shesaid,hervoicebrightwithglee。
  Paullookedintheoven;tappedtheloafonthebase。
  “It’sdone,“hesaid,givingittoher。
  Shetappeditalso。
  “Yes,“shereplied,goingtounpackherbag。”Oh,andI’m,awicked,extravagantwoman。IknowIs’llcometowant。”
  Hehoppedtohersideeagerly,toseeherlatestextravagance。
  Sheunfoldedanotherlumpofnewspaperanddisclosedsomerootsof,pansiesandofcrimsondaisies。
  “Fourpenn’orth!”shemoaned。
  “HowCHEAP!”hecried。
  “Yes,butIcouldn’tafforditTHISweekofallweeks。”
  “Butlovely!”hecried。
  “Aren’tthey!”sheexclaimed,givingwaytopurejoy。
  “Paul,lookatthisyellowone,isn’tit——andafacejustlikean,oldman!”
  “Just!”criedPaul,stoopingtosniff。”Andsmellsthatnice!
  Buthe’sabitsplashed。”
  Heraninthescullery,camebackwiththeflannel,andcarefully,washedthepansy。
  “NOWlookathimnowhe’swet!”hesaid。
  “Yes!”sheexclaimed,brimfulofsatisfaction。
  ThechildrenofScargillStreetfeltquiteselect。Atthe,endwheretheMorelslivedtherewerenotmanyyoungthings。
  Sothefewweremoreunited。Boysandgirlsplayedtogether,thegirlsjoininginthefightsandtheroughgames,theboystaking,partinthedancinggamesandringsandmake-beliefofthegirls。
  AnnieandPaulandArthurlovedthewinterevenings,whenitwasnotwet。Theystayedindoorstillthecolliers,wereallgonehome,tillitwasthickdark,andthestreetwould,bedeserted。Thentheytiedtheirscarvesroundtheirnecks,fortheyscornedovercoats,asallthecolliers’childrendid,andwentout。Theentrywasverydark,andattheendthewhole,greatnightopenedout,inahollow,withalittletangleoflights,belowwhereMintonpitlay,andanotherfarawayoppositeforSelby。
  Thefarthesttinylightsseemedtostretchoutthedarknessforever。
  Thechildrenlookedanxiouslydowntheroadattheonelamp-post,whichstoodattheendofthefieldpath。Ifthelittle,luminousspaceweredeserted,thetwoboysfeltgenuinedesolation。
  Theystoodwiththeirhandsintheirpocketsunderthelamp,turningtheirbacksonthenight,quitemiserable,watchingthe,darkhouses。Suddenlyapinaforeunderashortcoatwasseen,andalong-leggedgirlcameflyingup。
  “Where’sBillyPillinsan’yourAnniean’EddieDakin?”
  “Idon’tknow。”
  Butitdidnotmattersomuch——therewerethreenow。Theyset,upagameroundthelamp-post,tilltheothersrushedup,yelling。
  Thentheplaywentfastandfurious。
  Therewasonlythisonelamp-post。Behindwasthegreatscoop,ofdarkness,asifallthenightwerethere。Infront,anotherwide,darkwayopenedoverthehillbrow。Occasionallysomebodycame,outofthiswayandwentintothefielddownthepath。Inadozen,yardsthenighthadswallowedthem。Thechildrenplayedon。
  Theywerebroughtexceedinglyclosetogetherowingto,theirisolation。Ifaquarreltookplace,thewholeplaywasspoilt。
  Arthurwasverytouchy,andBillyPillins——reallyPhilips——wasworse。
  ThenPaulhadtosidewithArthur,andonPaul’ssidewentAlice,whileBillyPillinsalwayshadEmmieLimbandEddieDakintoback,himup。Thenthesixwouldfight,hatewithafuryofhatred,andfleehomeinterror。Paulneverforgot,afteroneofthesefierce,internecinefights,seeingabigredmoonliftitselfup,slowly,betweenthewasteroadoverthehilltop,steadily,likeagreatbird。
  AndhethoughtoftheBible,thatthemoonshouldbeturnedtoblood。
  AndthenextdayhemadehastetobefriendswithBillyPillins。
  Andthenthewild,intensegameswentonagainunderthelamp-post,surroundedbysomuchdarkness。Mrs。Morel,goingintoherparlour,wouldhearthechildrensingingaway:
  “MyshoesaremadeofSpanishleather,Mysocksaremadeofsilk;
  Iweararingoneveryfinger,Iwashmyselfinmilk。”
  Theysoundedsoperfectlyabsorbedinthegameastheirvoicescame,outofthenight,thattheyhadthefeelofwildcreaturessinging。
  Itstirredthemother;andsheunderstoodwhentheycameinateight,o’clock,ruddy,withbrillianteyes,andquick,passionatespeech。
  TheyalllovedtheScargillStreethouseforitsopenness,forthegreatscallopoftheworldithadinview。Onsummerevenings,thewomenwouldstandagainstthefieldfence,gossiping,facing,thewest,watchingthesunsetsflarequicklyout,tilltheDerbyshire,hillsridgedacrossthecrimsonfaraway,liketheblackcrest,ofanewt。
  Inthissummerseasonthepitsneverturnedfulltime,particularlythesoftcoal。Mrs。Dakin,wholivednextdoor,toMrs。Morel,goingtothefieldfencetoshakeherhearthrug,wouldspymencomingslowlyupthehill。Shesawatoncethey,werecolliers。Thenshewaited,atall,thin,shrew-facedwoman,standingonthehillbrow,almostlikeamenacetothepoorcolliers,whoweretoilingup。Itwasonlyeleveno’clock。Fromthefar-off,woodedhillsthehazethathangslikefineblackcrapeattheback,ofasummermorninghadnotyetdissipated。Thefirstmancame,tothestile。”Chock-chock!”wentthegateunderhisthrust。
  “What,han’yerknockedoff?”criedMrs。Dakin。
  “Wehan,missis。”
  “It’sapityastheyletnyergoo,“shesaidsarcastically。
  “Itisthat,“repliedtheman。
  “Nay,youknowyou’refligtocomeupagain,“shesaid。
  Andthemanwenton。Mrs。Dakin,goingupheryard,spiedMrs。Moreltakingtheashestotheash-pit。
  “IreckonMinton’sknockedoff,missis,“shecried。
  “Isn’titsickenin!”exclaimedMrs。Morelinwrath。
  “Ha!ButI’njustseedJontHutchby。”
  “Theymightaswellhavesavedtheirshoe-leather,“
  saidMrs。Morel。Andbothwomenwentindoorsdisgusted。
  Thecolliers,theirfacesscarcelyblackened,weretrooping,homeagain。Morelhatedtogoback。Helovedthesunnymorning。
  Buthehadgonetopittowork,andtobesenthomeagainspoilt,histemper。
  “Goodgracious,atthistime!”exclaimedhiswife,asheentered。
  “CanIhelpit,woman?”heshouted。
  “AndI’venotdonehalfenoughdinner。”
  “ThenI’lleatmybito’snapasItookwithme,“
  hebawledpathetically。Hefeltignominiousandsore。
  Andthechildren,cominghomefromschool,wouldwondertosee,theirfathereatingwithhisdinnerthetwothickslicesofrather,dryanddirtybread-and-butterthathadbeentopitandback。
  “What’smydadeatinghissnapfornow?”askedArthur。
  “Ishouldha’eitholledatmeifIdidna,“snortedMorel。
  “Whatastory!”exclaimedhiswife。
  “An’isitgoin’tobewasted?”saidMorel。”I’mnotsuch,aextravagantmortalasyoulot,withyourwaste。IfIdrop,abitofbreadatpit,inallthedustan’dirt,Ipickitupan’
  eatit。”
  “Themicewouldeatit,“saidPaul。”Itwouldn’tbewasted。”
  “Goodbread-an’-butter’snotformice,either,“saidMorel。
  “Dirtyornotdirty,I’deatitratherthanitshouldbewasted。”
  “Youmightleaveitforthemiceandpayforitoutofyour,nextpint,“saidMrs。Morel。
  “Oh,mightI?”heexclaimed。
  Theywereverypoorthatautumn。Williamhadjustgoneaway,toLondon,andhismothermissedhismoney。Hesenttenshillingsonce,ortwice,buthehadmanythingstopayforatfirst。Hisletters,cameregularlyonceaweek。Hewroteagooddealtohismother,tellingherallhislife,howhemadefriends,andwasexchanging,lessonswithaFrenchman,howheenjoyedLondon。Hismotherfelt,againhewasremainingtoherjustaswhenhewasathome。Shewrote,tohimeveryweekherdirect,ratherwittyletters。Alldaylong,asshecleanedthehouse,shethoughtofhim。HewasinLondon:
  hewoulddowell。Almost,hewaslikeherknightwhoworeHER
  favourinthebattle。
  HewascomingatChristmasforfivedays。Therehadnever,beensuchpreparations。PaulandArthurscouredtheland,forhollyandevergreens。Anniemadetheprettypaperhoops,intheold-fashionedway。Andtherewasunheard-ofextravagance,inthelarder。Mrs。Morelmadeabigandmagnificentcake。
  Then,feelingqueenly,sheshowedPaulhowtoblanchalmonds。
  Heskinnedthelongnutsreverently,countingthemall,toseenot,onewaslost。Itwassaidthateggswhiskedbetterinacoldplace。
  Sotheboystoodinthescullery,wherethetemperaturewasnearly,atfreezing-point,andwhiskedandwhisked,andflewinexcitement,tohismotherasthewhiteofegggrewstifferandmoresnowy。
  “Justlook,mother!,Isn’titlovely?”
  Andhebalancedabitonhisnose,thenblewitintheair。
  “Now,don’twasteit,“saidthemother。
  Everybodywasmadwithexcitement。Williamwascomingon,ChristmasEve。Mrs。Morelsurveyedherpantry。Therewasabig,plumcake,andaricecake,jamtarts,lemontarts,andmince-pies——
  twoenormousdishes。Shewasfinishingcooking——Spanishtarts,andcheese-cakes。Everywherewasdecorated。Thekissingbunch,ofberriedhollyhungwithbrightandglitteringthings,spunslowly,overMrs。Morel’sheadasshetrimmedherlittletartsinthekitchen。