Agreatfireroared。Therewasascentofcookedpastry。Hewasdue,atseveno’clock,buthewouldbelate。Thethreechildrenhadgone,tomeethim。Shewasalone。ButataquartertosevenMorelcame,inagain。Neitherwifenorhusbandspoke。Hesatinhisarmchair,quiteawkwardwithexcitement,andshequietlywentonwithherbaking。
  Onlybythecarefulwayinwhichshedidthingscoulditbetold,howmuchmovedshewas。Theclocktickedon。
  “Whattimedostsayhe’scoming?”Morelaskedforthefifthtime。
  “Thetraingetsinathalf-pastsix,“sherepliedemphatically。
  “Thenhe’llbehereattenpastseven。”
  “Eh,blessyou,it’llbehourslateontheMidland,“
  shesaidindifferently。Butshehoped,byexpectinghimlate,tobringhimearly。Morelwentdowntheentrytolookforhim。
  Thenhecameback。
  “Goodness,man!”shesaid。”You’relikeanill-sittinghen。”
  “Hadnayoubetterbegettin’himsummatt’eatready?”
  askedthefather。
  “There’splentyoftime,“sheanswered。
  “There’snotsomuchasIcanseeon,“heanswered,turningcrosslyinhischair。Shebegantoclearhertable。
  Thekettlewassinging。Theywaitedandwaited。
  MeantimethethreechildrenwereontheplatformatSethleyBridge,ontheMidlandmainline,twomilesfromhome。Theywaitedonehour。
  Atraincame——hewasnotthere。Downthelinetheredandgreen,lightsshone。Itwasverydarkandverycold。
  “AskhimiftheLondontrain’scome,“saidPaultoAnnie,whentheysawamaninatipcap。
  “I’mnot,“saidAnnie。”Youbequiet——hemightsendusoff。”
  ButPaulwasdyingforthemantoknowtheywereexpecting,someonebytheLondontrain:,itsoundedsogrand。Yethewasmuch,toomuchscaredofbroachinganyman,letaloneoneinapeakedcap,todaretoask。Thethreechildrencouldscarcelygointothe,waiting-roomforfearofbeingsentaway,andforfear,somethingshouldhappenwhilsttheywereofftheplatform。
  Stilltheywaitedinthedarkandcold。
  “It’sanhouran’ahalflate,“saidArthurpathetically。
  “Well,“saidAnnie,“it’sChristmasEve。”
  Theyallgrewsilent。Hewasn’tcoming。Theylooked,downthedarknessoftherailway。TherewasLondon!,Itseemed,theutter-mostofdistance。Theythoughtanythingmighthappen,ifonecamefromLondon。Theywerealltootroubledtotalk。
  Cold,andunhappy,andsilent,theyhuddledtogetherontheplatform。
  Atlast,aftermorethantwohours,theysawthelightsofan,enginepeeringround,awaydownthedarkness。Aporterranout。
  Thechildrendrewbackwithbeatinghearts。Agreattrain,boundforManchester,drewup。Twodoorsopened,andfromone,ofthem,William。Theyflewtohim。Hehandedparcelstothem,cheerily,andimmediatelybegantoexplainthatthisgreattrainhad,stoppedforHISsakeatsuchasmallstationasSethleyBridge:
  itwasnotbookedtostop。
  Meanwhiletheparentsweregettinganxious。Thetablewasset,thechopwascooked,everythingwasready。Mrs。Morelputon,herblackapron。Shewaswearingherbestdress。Thenshesat,pretendingtoread。Theminuteswereatorturetoher。
  “H’m!”saidMorel。”It’sanhouran’aha’ef。”
  “Andthosechildrenwaiting!”shesaid。
  “Th’traincannaha’comeinyet,“hesaid。
  “Itellyou,onChristmasEvethey’reHOURSwrong。”
  Theywerebothabitcrosswitheachother,sognawed,withanxiety。Theashtreemoanedoutsideinacold,rawwind。
  AndallthatspaceofnightfromLondonhome!,Mrs。Morelsuffered。
  Theslightclickoftheworksinsidetheclockirritatedher。
  Itwasgettingsolate;itwasgettingunbearable。
  Atlasttherewasasoundofvoices,andafootstepintheentry。
  “Ha’shere!”criedMorel,jumpingup。
  Thenhestoodback。Themotherranafewstepstowards,thedoorandwaited。Therewasarushandapatteroffeet,thedoorburstopen。Williamwasthere。HedroppedhisGladstone,bagandtookhismotherinhisarms。
  “Mater!”hesaid。
  “Myboy!”shecried。
  Andfortwoseconds,nolonger,sheclaspedhimandkissedhim。
  Thenshewithdrewandsaid,tryingtobequitenormal:
  “Buthowlateyouare!”
  “Aren’tI!”hecried,turningtohisfather。”Well,dad!”
  Thetwomenshookhands。
  “Well,mylad!”
  Morel’seyeswerewet。
  “Wethoughttha’dniverbecommin’,“hesaid。
  “Oh,I’dcome!”exclaimedWilliam。
  Thenthesonturnedroundtohismother。
  “Butyoulookwell,“shesaidproudly,laughing。
  “Well!”heexclaimed。”Ishouldthinkso——cominghome!”
  Hewasafinefellow,big,straight,andfearless-looking。He,lookedroundattheevergreensandthekissingbunch,andthelittle,tartsthatlayintheirtinsonthehearth。
  “Byjove!mother,it’snotdifferent!”hesaid,asifinrelief。
  Everybodywasstillforasecond。Thenhesuddenlysprangforward,pickedatartfromthehearth,andpusheditwholeintohismouth。
  “Well,didiveryouseesuchaparishoven!”thefatherexclaimed。
  Hehadbroughtthemendlesspresents。Everypennyhehadhehad,spentonthem。Therewasasenseofluxuryoverflowinginthehouse。
  Forhismothertherewasanumbrellawithgoldonthepalehandle。
  Shekeptittoherdyingday,andwouldhavelostanythingrather,thanthat。Everybodyhadsomethinggorgeous,andbesides,therewere,poundsofunknownsweets:,Turkishdelight,crystallisedpineapple,andsuch-likethingswhich,thechildrenthought,onlythesplendour,ofLondoncouldprovide。AndPaulboastedofthesesweetsamong,hisfriends。
  “Realpineapple,cutoffinslices,andthenturnedinto,crystal——fairgrand!”
  Everybodywasmadwithhappinessinthefamily。Homewashome,andtheyloveditwithapassionoflove,whateverthesuffering,hadbeen。Therewereparties,therewererejoicings。Peoplecame,intoseeWilliam,toseewhatdifferenceLondonhadmadetohim。
  Andtheyallfoundhim“suchagentleman,andSUCHafinefellow,myword“!
  Whenhewentawayagainthechildrenretiredtovariousplaces,toweepalone。Morelwenttobedinmisery,andMrs。Morelfeltas,ifshewerenumbedbysomedrug,asifherfeelingswereparalysed。
  Shelovedhimpassionately。
  Hewasintheofficeofalawyerconnectedwithalarge,shippingfirm,andatthemidsummerhischiefofferedhimatrip,intheMediterraneanononeoftheboats,forquiteasmallcost。
  Mrs。Morelwrote:,“Go,go,myboy。Youmayneverhaveachanceagain,andIshouldlovetothinkofyoucruisingthereintheMediterranean,almostbetterthantohaveyouathome。”,ButWilliamcamehomefor,hisfortnight’sholiday。NoteventheMediterranean,whichpulled,atallhisyoungman’sdesiretotravel,andathispoorman’swonder,attheglamoroussouth,couldtakehimawaywhenhemightcomehome。
  Thatcompensatedhismotherformuch。
  CHAPTERV
  PAULLAUNCHESINTOLIFE
  MORELwasratheraheedlessman,carelessofdanger。Sohehad,endlessaccidents。Now,whenMrs。Morelheardtherattleofanempty,coal-cartceaseatherentry-end,sheranintotheparlourtolook,expectingalmosttoseeherhusbandseatedinthewaggon,hisface,greyunderhisdirt,hisbodylimpandsickwithsomehurtorother。
  Ifitwerehe,shewouldrunouttohelp。
  AboutayearafterWilliamwenttoLondon,andjustafterPaul,hadleftschool,beforehegotwork,Mrs。Morelwasupstairsandher,sonwaspaintinginthekitchen——hewasverycleverwithhisbrush——when,therecameaknockatthedoor。Crosslyheputdownhisbrushtogo。
  Atthesamemomenthismotheropenedawindowupstairsandlookeddown。
  Apit-ladinhisdirtstoodonthethreshold。
  “IsthisWalterMorel’s?”heasked。
  “Yes,“saidMrs。Morel。”Whatisit?”
  Butshehadguessedalready。
  “Yourmester’sgothurt,“hesaid。
  “Eh,dearme!”sheexclaimed。”It’sawonderifhehadn’t,lad。
  Andwhat’shedonethistime?”
  “Idon’tknowforsure,butit’s’islegsomewhere。Theyta’ein’
  ’imterth’’ospital。”
  “Goodgraciousme!”sheexclaimed。”Eh,dear,whataoneheis!
  There’snotfiveminutesofpeace,I’llbehangedifthereis!
  Histhumb’snearlybetter,andnow——Didyouseehim?”
  “Iseedhimatth’bottom。An’Iseed’embring’imupin,atub,an’’eworinadeadfaint。Butheshoutedlikeanythink,whenDoctorFraserexaminedhimi’th’lampcabin——an’cossedan’
  swore,an’saidas’eworgoin’tobeta’enwhoam——’eworn’tgoin’
  terth’’ospital。”
  Theboyfalteredtoanend。
  “HeWOULDwanttocomehome,sothatIcanhaveallthebother。
  Thankyou,mylad。Eh,dear,ifI’mnotsick——sickandsurfeited,Iam!”
  Shecamedownstairs。Paulhadmechanicallyresumedhispainting。
  “Anditmustbeprettybadifthey’vetakenhimtothehospital,“
  shewenton。”ButwhataCARELESScreatureheis!,OTHERmendon’t,havealltheseaccidents。Yes,heWOULDwanttoputalltheburden,onme。Eh,dear,justasweWEREgettingeasyabitatlast。
  Putthosethingsaway,there’snotimetobepaintingnow。Whattime,isthereatrain?,IknowIs’llhavetogotrailingtoKeston。
  Is’llhavetoleavethatbedroom。”
  “Icanfinishit,“saidPaul。
  “Youneedn’t。Ishallcatchtheseveno’clockback,Ishouldthink。Oh,myblessedheart,thefussandcommotion,he’llmake!,AndthosegranitesettsatTinderHill——hemight,wellcallthemkidneypebbles——they’lljolthimalmosttobits。
  Iwonderwhytheycan’tmendthem,thestatethey’rein,an’
  allthemenasgoacrossinthatambulance。You’dthinkthey’d,haveahospitalhere。Themenboughttheground,and,mysirs,there’dbeaccidentsenoughtokeepitgoing。Butno,theymust,trailthemtenmilesinaslowambulancetoNottingham。It’sa,cryingshame!,Oh,andthefusshe’llmake!,Iknowhewill!
  Iwonderwho’swithhim。Barker,Is’dthink。Poorbeggar,he’llwishhimselfanywhererather。Buthe’lllookafterhim,Iknow。
  Nowthere’snotellinghowlonghe’llbestuckinthathospital——and,WON’Thehateit!,Butifit’sonlyhislegit’snotsobad。”
  Allthetimeshewasgettingready。Hurriedlytakingoffher,bodice,shecrouchedattheboiler,whilethewaterranslowlyintoherlading-can。
  “Iwishthisboilerwasatthebottomofthesea!”sheexclaimed,wrigglingthehandleimpatiently。Shehadveryhandsome,strongarms,rathersurprisingonasmallishwoman。
  Paulclearedaway,putonthekettle,andsetthetable。
  “Thereisn’tatraintillfour-twenty,“hesaid。
  “You’vetimeenough。”
  “Ohno,Ihaven’t!”shecried,blinkingathimoverthetowel,asshewipedherface。
  “Yes,youhave。Youmustdrinkacupofteaatanyrate。
  ShouldIcomewithyoutoKeston?”
  “Comewithme?,Whatfor,Ishouldliketoknow?,Now,whathave,Itotakehim?,Eh,dear!,Hiscleanshirt——andit’sablessingit,ISclean。Butithadbetterbeaired。Andstockings——hewon’twant,them——andatowel,Isuppose;andhandkerchiefs。Nowwhatelse?”
  “Acomb,aknifeandforkandspoon,“saidPaul。Hisfather,hadbeeninthehospitalbefore。
  “Goodnessknowswhatsortofstatehisfeetwerein,“
  continuedMrs。Morel,asshecombedherlongbrownhair,thatwas,fineassilk,andwastouchednowwithgrey。”He’sveryparticular,towashhimselftothewaist,butbelowhethinksdoesn’tmatter。
  Butthere,Isupposetheyseeplentylikeit。”
  Paulhadlaidthetable。Hecuthismotheroneortwopieces,ofverythinbreadandbutter。
  “Hereyouare,“hesaid,puttinghercupofteainherplace。
  “Ican’tbebothered!”sheexclaimedcrossly。
  “Well,you’vegotto,sothere,nowit’sputoutready,“
  heinsisted。
  Soshesatdownandsippedhertea,andatealittle,insilence。
  Shewasthinking。
  Inafewminutesshewasgone,towalkthetwoandahalfmiles,toKestonStation。Allthethingsshewastakinghimshehadinher,bulgingstringbag。Paulwatchedhergouptheroadbetweenthe,hedges——alittle,quick-steppingfigure,andhisheartachedforher,thatshewasthrustforwardagainintopainandtrouble。Andshe,trippingsoquicklyinheranxiety,feltatthebackofherher,son’sheartwaitingonher,felthimbearingwhatpartoftheburden,hecould,evensupportingher。Andwhenshewasatthehospital,shethought:,“ItWILLupsetthatladwhenItellhimhowbaditis。
  I’dbetterbecareful。”,Andwhenshewastrudginghomeagain,shefelthewascomingtoshareherburden。
  “Isitbad?”askedPaul,assoonassheenteredthehouse。
  “It’sbadenough,“shereplied。
  “What?”
  Shesighedandsatdown,undoingherbonnet-strings。Herson,watchedherfaceasitwaslifted,andhersmall,work-hardenedhands,fingeringatthebowunderherchin。
  “Well,“sheanswered,“it’snotreallydangerous,butthenurse,saysit’sadreadfulsmash。Yousee,agreatpieceofrockfell,onhisleg——here——andit’sacompoundfracture。Therearepieces,ofbonestickingthrough——“
  “Ugh——howhorrid!”exclaimedthechildren。
  “And,“shecontinued,“ofcoursehesayshe’sgoingtodie——it,wouldn’tbehimifhedidn’t。’I’mdonefor,mylass!’hesaid,lookingatme。’Don’tbesosilly,’Isaidtohim。’You’renotgoing,todieofabrokenleg,howeverbadlyit’ssmashed。’,’Is’llniver,comeoutof’erebutinawoodenbox,’hegroaned。’Well,’Isaid,’ifyouwantthemtocarryyouintothegardeninawoodenbox,whenyou’rebetter,I’venodoubttheywill。’,’Ifwethinkit’s,goodforhim,’saidtheSister。She’sanawfullyniceSister,butratherstrict。”
  Mrs。Moreltookoffherbonnet。Thechildrenwaitedinsilence。
  “Ofcourse,heISbad,“shecontinued,“andhewillbe。
  It’sagreatshock,andhe’slostalotofblood;and,ofcourse,itISaverydangeroussmash。It’snotatallsurethatitwillmend,soeasily。Andthenthere’sthefeverandthemortification——ifittook,badwayshe’dquicklybegone。Butthere,he’saclean-bloodedman,withwonderfulhealingflesh,andsoIseenoreasonwhyitSHOULD
  takebadways。Ofcoursethere’sawound——“
  Shewaspalenowwithemotionandanxiety。Thethreechildren,realisedthatitwasverybadfortheirfather,andthehouse,wassilent,anxious。
  “Buthealwaysgetsbetter,“saidPaulafterawhile。
  “That’swhatItellhim,“saidthemother。
  Everybodymovedaboutinsilence。
  “Andhereallylookednearlydonefor,“shesaid。”Butthe,Sistersaysthatisthepain。”
  Annietookawayhermother’scoatandbonnet。
  “AndhelookedatmewhenIcameaway!,Isaid:,’Is’ll,havetogonow,Walter,becauseofthetrain——andthechildren。’
  Andhelookedatme。Itseemshard。”
  Paultookuphisbrushagainandwentonpainting。Arthurwent,outsideforsomecoal。Anniesatlookingdismal。AndMrs。Morel,inherlittlerocking-chairthatherhusbandhadmadeforher,whenthefirstbabywascoming,remainedmotionless,brooding。
  Shewasgrieved,andbitterlysorryforthemanwhowashurtsomuch。
  Butstill,inherheartofhearts,wheretheloveshouldhaveburned,therewasablank。Now,whenallherwoman’spitywasrousedtoits,fullextent,whenshewouldhaveslavedherselftodeathtonurse,himandtosavehim,whenshewouldhavetakenthepainherself,ifshecould,somewherefarawayinsideher,shefeltindifferent,tohimandtohissuffering。Ithurthermostofall,thisfailure,tolovehim,evenwhenherousedherstrongemotions。Shebrooded,awhile。
  “Andthere,“shesaidsuddenly,“whenI’dgothalfwaytoKeston,IfoundI’dcomeoutinmyworkingboots——andLOOKatthem。”
  TheywereanoldpairofPaul’s,brownandrubbedthroughat,thetoes。”Ididn’tknowwhattodowithmyself,forshame,“
  sheadded。
  Inthemorning,whenAnnieandArthurwereatschool,Mrs。Morel,talkedagaintoherson,whowashelpingherwithherhousework。
  “IfoundBarkeratthehospital。Hedidlookbad,poorlittlefellow!,’Well,’Isaidtohim,’whatsortofa,journeydidyouhavewithhim?’,’Dunnaaxme,missis!’hesaid。
  ’Ay,’Isaid,’Iknowwhathe’dbe。’,’ButitWORbadforhim,Mrs。Morel,itWORthat!’hesaid。’Iknow,’Isaid。’Ativryjolt,Ithoughtmy’eartwouldha’flowncleanouto’mymouth,’hesaid。
  ’An’thescream’egivessometimes!,Missis,notforafortunewould,Igothroughwi’itagain。’,’Icanquiteunderstandit,’Isaid。
  ’It’sanastyjob,though,’hesaid,’an’oneas’llbealong,whileaforeit’srightagain。’,’I’mafraiditwill,’Isaid。
  IlikeMr。Barker——IDOlikehim。There’ssomethingsomanly,abouthim。”
  Paulresumedhistasksilently。
  “Andofcourse,“Mrs。Morelcontinued,“foramanlikeyourfather,thehospitalIShard。HeCAN’Tunderstandrulesandregulations。
  Andhewon’tletanybodyelsetouchhim,notifhecanhelpit。
  Whenhesmashedthemusclesofhisthigh,andithadtobedressed,fourtimesaday,WOULDheletanybodybutmeorhismotherdoit?
  Hewouldn’t。So,ofcourse,he’llsufferintherewiththenurses。
  AndIdidn’tlikeleavinghim。I’msure,whenIkissedhiman’cameaway,itseemedashame。”
  Soshetalkedtoherson,almostasifshewerethinking,aloudtohim,andhetookitinasbesthecould,bysharingher,troubletolightenit。Andintheendshesharedalmosteverything,withhimwithoutknowing。
  Morelhadaverybadtime。Foraweekhewasina,criticalcondition。Thenhebegantomend。Andthen,knowinghe,wasgoingtogetbetter,thewholefamilysighedwithrelief,andproceededtolivehappily。
  TheywerenotbadlyoffwhilstMorelwasinthehospital。
  Therewerefourteenshillingsaweekfromthepit,tenshillings,fromthesickclub,andfiveshillingsfromtheDisabilityFund;
  andtheneveryweekthebuttieshadsomethingforMrs。Morel——five,orsevenshillings——sothatshewasquitewelltodo。Andwhilst,Morelwasprogressingfavourablyinthehospital,thefamilywas,extraordinarilyhappyandpeaceful。OnSaturdaysandWednesdays,Mrs。MorelwenttoNottinghamtoseeherhusband。Thenshealways,broughtbacksomelittlething:,asmalltubeofpaintsforPaul,orsomethickpaper;acoupleofpostcardsforAnnie,thatthewhole,familyrejoicedoverfordaysbeforethegirlwasallowedtosend,themaway;orafret-sawforArthur,orabitofprettywood。
  Shedescribedheradventuresintothebigshopswithjoy。
  Soonthefolkinthepicture-shopknewher,andknewaboutPaul。
  Thegirlinthebook-shoptookakeeninterestinher。Mrs。Morel,wasfullofinformationwhenshegothomefromNottingham。Thethree,satroundtillbed-time,listening,puttingin,arguing。ThenPaul,oftenrakedthefire。
  “I’mthemaninthehousenow,“heusedtosaytohismother,withjoy。Theylearnedhowperfectlypeacefulthehomecouldbe。
  Andtheyalmostregretted——thoughnoneofthemwouldhaveownedto,suchcallousness——thattheirfatherwassooncomingback。
  Paulwasnowfourteen,andwaslookingforwork。Hewasa,rathersmallandratherfinely-madeboy,withdarkbrownhairand,lightblueeyes。Hisfacehadalreadylostitsyouthfulchubbiness,andwasbecomingsomewhatlikeWilliam’s——rough-featured,almost,rugged——anditwasextraordinarilymobile。Usuallyhelooked,asifhesawthings,wasfulloflife,andwarm;thenhissmile,likehismother’s,camesuddenlyandwasverylovable;andthen,whentherewasanycloginhissoul’squickrunning,hisfacewent,stupidandugly。Hewasthesortofboythatbecomesaclown,andaloutassoonasheisnotunderstood,orfeelshimself,heldcheap;and,again,isadorableatthefirsttouchofwarmth。
  Hesufferedverymuchfromthefirstcontactwithanything。
  Whenhewasseven,thestartingschoolhadbeenanightmareanda,torturetohim。Butafterwardshelikedit。Andnowthathefelt,hehadtogooutintolife,hewentthroughagoniesofshrinking,self-consciousness。Hewasquiteacleverpainterforaboyofhisyears,andheknewsomeFrenchandGermanandmathematicsthatMr。Heaton,hadtaughthim。Butnothinghehadwasofanycommercialvalue。
  Hewasnotstrongenoughforheavymanualwork,hismothersaid。
  Hedidnotcareformakingthingswithhishands,preferredracingabout,ormakingexcursionsintothecountry,orreading,orpainting。
  “Whatdoyouwanttobe?”hismotherasked。
  “Anything。”
  “Thatisnoanswer,“saidMrs。Morel。
  Butitwasquitetruthfullytheonlyanswerhecouldgive。
  Hisambition,asfarasthisworld’sgearwent,wasquietlytoearn,histhirtyorthirty-fiveshillingsaweeksomewherenearhome,andthen,whenhisfatherdied,haveacottagewithhismother,paintandgooutasheliked,andlivehappyeverafter。Thatwashis,programmeasfarasdoingthingswent。Buthewasproudwithinhimself,measuringpeopleagainsthimself,andplacingthem,inexorably。Andhe,thoughtthatPERHAPShemightalsomakeapainter,therealthing。
  Butthatheleftalone。
  “Then,“saidhismother,“youmustlookinthepaper,fortheadvertisements。”
  Helookedather。Itseemedtohimabitterhumiliation,andananguishtogothrough。Buthesaidnothing。Whenhegotup,inthemorning,hiswholebeingwasknottedupoverthisonethought:
  “I’vegottogoandlookforadvertisementsforajob。”
  Itstoodinfrontofthemorning,thatthought,killingall,joyandevenlife,forhim。Hisheartfeltlikeatightknot。
  Andthen,atteno’clock,hesetoff。Hewassupposedtobe,aqueer,quietchild。Goingupthesunnystreetofthelittletown,hefeltasifallthefolkhemetsaidtothemselves:,“He’sgoing,totheCo-op。reading-roomtolookinthepapersforaplace。
  Hecan’tgetajob。Isupposehe’slivingonhismother。”,Thenhe,creptupthestonestairsbehindthedraperyshopattheCo-op。,andpeepedinthereading-room。Usuallyoneortwomenwerethere,eitherold,uselessfellows,orcolliers“ontheclub“。Soheentered,fullofshrinkingandsufferingwhentheylookedup,seatedhimselfat,thetable,andpretendedtoscanthenews。Heknewtheywouldthink:
  “Whatdoesaladofthirteenwantinareading-roomwithanewspaper?”
  andhesuffered。
  Thenhelookedwistfullyoutofthewindow。Alreadyhewas,aprisonerofindustrialism。Largesunflowersstaredoverthe,oldredwallofthegardenopposite,lookingintheirjollyway,downonthewomenwhowerehurryingwithsomethingfordinner。
  Thevalleywasfullofcorn,brighteninginthesun。Twocollieries,amongthefields,wavedtheirsmallwhiteplumesofsteam。Faroff,onthehillswerethewoodsofAnnesley,darkandfascinating。
  Alreadyhisheartwentdown。Hewasbeingtakenintobondage。
  Hisfreedominthebelovedhomevalleywasgoingnow。
  Thebrewers’waggonscamerollingupfromKestonwithenormous,barrels,fouraside,likebeansinaburstbean-pod。Thewaggoner,thronedaloft,rollingmassivelyinhisseat,wasnotsomuch,belowPaul’seye。Theman’shair,onhissmall,bullethead,wasbleachedalmostwhitebythesun,andonhisthickredarms,rockingidlyonhissackapron,thewhitehairsglistened。
  Hisredfaceshoneandwasalmostasleepwithsunshine。Thehorses,handsomeandbrown,wentonbythemselves,lookingbyfarthemasters,oftheshow。
  Paulwishedhewerestupid。”Iwish,“hethoughttohimself,“Iwasfatlikehim,andlikeadoginthesun。IwishIwasapig,andabrewer’swaggoner。”
  Then,theroombeingatlastempty,hewouldhastilycopy,anadvertisementonascrapofpaper,thenanother,andslip,outinimmenserelief。Hismotherwouldscanoverhiscopies。
  “Yes,“shesaid,“youmaytry。”
  Williamhadwrittenoutaletterofapplication,couchedin,admirablebusinesslanguage,whichPaulcopied,withvariations。
  Theboy’shandwritingwasexecrable,sothatWilliam,whodidall,thingswell,gotintoafeverofimpatience。
  Theelderbrotherwasbecomingquiteswanky。InLondonhefound,thathecouldassociatewithmenfarabovehisBestwoodfriends,instation。Someoftheclerksintheofficehadstudiedforthelaw,andweremoreorlessgoingthroughakindofapprenticeship。
  Williamalwaysmadefriendsamongmenwhereverhewent,hewassojolly。
  Thereforehewassoonvisitingandstayinginhousesofmenwho,inBestwood,wouldhavelookeddownontheunapproachablebankmanager,andwouldmerelyhavecalledindifferentlyontheRector。Sohebegan,tofancyhimselfasagreatgun。Hewas,indeed,rathersurprised,attheeasewithwhichhebecameagentleman。
  Hismotherwasglad,heseemedsopleased。Andhislodging,inWalthamstowwassodreary。Butnowthereseemedtocomeakind,offeverintotheyoungman’sletters。Hewasunsettledbyall,thechange,hedidnotstandfirmonhisownfeet,butseemedtospin,rathergiddilyonthequickcurrentofthenewlife。Hismotherwas,anxiousforhim。Shecouldfeelhimlosinghimself。Hehaddanced,andgonetothetheatre,boatedontheriver,beenoutwithfriends;
  andsheknewhesatupafterwardsinhiscoldbedroomgrindingaway,atLatin,becauseheintendedtogetoninhisoffice,andinthe,lawasmuchashecould。Heneversenthismotheranymoneynow。
  Itwasalltaken,thelittlehehad,forhisownlife。Andshe,didnotwantany,exceptsometimes,whenshewasinatightcorner,andwhentenshillingswouldhavesavedhermuchworry。Shestill,dreamedofWilliam,andofwhathewoulddo,withherselfbehindhim。
  Neverforaminutewouldsheadmittoherselfhowheavyandanxious,herheartwasbecauseofhim。
  Alsohetalkedagooddealnowofagirlhehadmetatadance,ahandsomebrunette,quiteyoung,andalady,afterwhomthemen,wererunningthickandfast。
  “Iwonderifyouwouldrun,myboy,“hismotherwrote,tohim,“unlessyousawalltheothermenchasinghertoo。
  Youfeelsafeenoughandvainenoughinacrowd。Buttakecare,andseehowyoufeelwhenyoufindyourselfalone,andintriumph。”
  Williamresentedthesethings,andcontinuedthechase。Hehad,takenthegirlontheriver。”Ifyousawher,mother,youwould,knowhowIfeel。Tallandelegant,withtheclearestofclear,transparentolivecomplexions,hairasblackasjet,andsuch,greyeyes——bright,mocking,likelightsonwateratnight。
  Itisallverywelltobeabitsatiricaltillyouseeher。
  AndshedressesaswellasanywomaninLondon。Itellyou,yoursondoesn’thalfputhisheadupwhenshegoeswalkingdown,Piccadillywithhim。”
  Mrs。Morelwondered,inherheart,ifhersondidnotgo,walkingdownPiccadillywithanelegantfigureandfineclothes,ratherthanwithawomanwhowasneartohim。Butshecongratulated,himinherdoubtfulfashion。And,asshestoodoverthewashing-tub,themotherbroodedoverherson。Shesawhimsaddledwithan,elegantandexpensivewife,earninglittlemoney,draggingalong,andgettingdraggledinsomesmall,uglyhouseinasuburb。
  “Butthere,“shetoldherself,“Iamverylikelyasilly——meeting,troublehalfway。”,Nevertheless,theloadofanxietyscarcelyever,leftherheart,lestWilliamshoulddothewrongthingbyhimself。
  Presently,PaulwasbiddencalluponThomasJordan,ManufacturerofSurgicalAppliances,at21,SpanielRow,Nottingham。
  Mrs。Morelwasalljoy。
  “There,yousee!”shecried,hereyesshining。”You’veonly,writtenfourletters,andthethirdisanswered。You’relucky,myboy,asIalwayssaidyouwere。”
  Paullookedatthepictureofawoodenleg,adornedwithelastic,stockingsandotherappliances,thatfiguredonMr。Jordan’snotepaper,andhefeltalarmed。Hehadnotknownthatelasticstockingsexisted。
  Andheseemedtofeelthebusinessworld,withitsregulatedsystem,ofvalues,anditsimpersonality,andhedreadedit。Itseemed,monstrousalsothatabusinesscouldberunonwoodenlegs。
  MotherandsonsetofftogetheroneTuesdaymorning。
  ItwasAugustandblazinghot。Paulwalkedwithsomethingscrewedup,tightinsidehim。Hewouldhavesufferedmuchphysicalpainrather,thanthisunreasonablesufferingatbeingexposedtostrangers,tobeacceptedorrejected。Yethechatteredawaywithhismother。
  Hewouldneverhaveconfessedtoherhowhesufferedoverthesethings,andsheonlypartlyguessed。Shewasgay,likeasweetheart。
  Shestoodinfrontoftheticket-officeatBestwood,andPaulwatched,hertakefromherpursethemoneyforthetickets。
  Ashesawherhandsintheiroldblackkidglovesgetting,thesilveroutofthewornpurse,hisheartcontractedwithpain,ofloveofher。
  Shewasquiteexcited,andquitegay。Hesufferedbecauseshe,WOULDtalkaloudinpresenceoftheothertravellers。
  “Nowlookatthatsillycow!”shesaid,“careeringround,asifitthoughtitwasacircus。”
  “It’smostlikelyabottfly,“hesaidverylow。
  “Awhat?”sheaskedbrightlyandunashamed。
  Theythoughtawhile。Hewassensibleallthetimeofhaving,heroppositehim。Suddenlytheireyesmet,andshesmiledto,him——arare,intimatesmile,beautifulwithbrightnessandlove。
  Theneachlookedoutofthewindow。
  Thesixteenslowmilesofrailwayjourneypassed。Themother,andsonwalkeddownStationStreet,feelingtheexcitementoflovers,havinganadventuretogether。InCarringtonStreettheystopped,tohangovertheparapetandlookatthebargesonthecanalbelow。
  “It’sjustlikeVenice,“hesaid,seeingthesunshine,onthewaterthatlaybetweenhighfactorywalls。
  “Perhaps,“sheanswered,smiling。
  Theyenjoyedtheshopsimmensely。
  “Nowyouseethatblouse,“shewouldsay,“wouldn’tthatjust,suitourAnnie?,Andforone-and-eleven-three。Isn’tthatcheap?”
  “Andmadeofneedleworkaswell,“hesaid。
  “Yes。”
  Theyhadplentyoftime,sotheydidnothurry。Thetown,wasstrangeanddelightfultothem。Buttheboywastiedupinside,inaknotofapprehension。HedreadedtheinterviewwithThomasJordan。
  Itwasnearlyeleveno’clockbySt。Peter’sChurch。
  TheyturnedupanarrowstreetthatledtotheCastle。Itwas,gloomyandold-fashioned,havinglowdarkshopsanddarkgreenhouse,doorswithbrassknockers,andyellow-ochreddoorstepsprojecting,ontothepavement;thenanotheroldshopwhosesmallwindowlooked,likeacunning,half-shuteye。Motherandsonwentcautiously,lookingeverywherefor“ThomasJordanandSon“。Itwaslikehunting,insomewildplace。Theywereontiptoeofexcitement。
  Suddenlytheyspiedabig,darkarchway,inwhichwerenames,ofvariousfirms,ThomasJordanamongthem。
  “Hereitis!”saidMrs。Morel。”ButnowWHEREisit?”
  Theylookedround。Ononesidewasaqueer,dark,cardboardfactory,ontheotheraCommercialHotel。
  “It’suptheentry,“saidPaul。
  Andtheyventuredunderthearchway,asintothejaws,ofthedragon。Theyemergedintoawideyard,likeawell,withbuildingsallround。Itwaslitteredwithstrawandboxes,andcardboard。Thesunshineactuallycaughtonecratewhosestraw,wasstreamingontotheyardlikegold。Butelsewheretheplace,waslikeapit。Therewereseveraldoors,andtwoflightsofsteps。
  Straightinfront,onadirtyglassdooratthetopofastaircase,loomedtheominouswords“ThomasJordanandSon——SurgicalAppliances。”
  Mrs。Morelwentfirst,hersonfollowedher。CharlesImountedhis,scaffoldwithalighterheartthanhadPaulMorelashefollowedhis,motherupthedirtystepstothedirtydoor。
  Shepushedopenthedoor,andstoodinpleasedsurprise。Infront,ofherwasabigwarehouse,withcreamypaperparcelseverywhere,andclerks,withtheirshirt-sleevesrolledback,weregoingabout,inanat-homesortofway。Thelightwassubdued,theglossycream,parcelsseemedluminous,thecounterswereofdarkbrownwood。
  Allwasquietandveryhomely。Mrs。Moreltooktwostepsforward,thenwaited。Paulstoodbehindher。ShehadonherSunday,bonnetandablackveil;heworeaboy’sbroadwhitecollaranda,Norfolksuit。
  Oneoftheclerkslookedup。Hewasthinandtall,witha,smallface。Hiswayoflookingwasalert。Thenheglancedround,totheotherendoftheroom,wherewasaglassoffice。Andthen,hecameforward。Hedidnotsayanything,butleanedinagentle,inquiringfashiontowardsMrs。Morel。
  “CanIseeMr。Jordan?”sheasked。
  “I’llfetchhim,“answeredtheyoungman。
  Hewentdowntotheglassoffice。Ared-faced,white-whiskered,oldmanlookedup。HeremindedPaulofapomeraniandog。
  Thenthesamelittlemancameuptheroom。Hehadshortlegs,wasratherstout,andworeanalpacajacket。So,withoneearup,asitwere,hecamestoutlyandinquiringlydowntheroom。
  “Good-morning!”hesaid,hesitatingbeforeMrs。Morel,indoubtastowhethershewereacustomerornot。
  “Good-morning。Icamewithmyson,PaulMorel。Youaskedhim,tocallthismorning。”
  “Comethisway,“saidMr。Jordan,inarathersnappylittle,mannerintendedtobebusinesslike。
  Theyfollowedthemanufacturerintoagrubbylittleroom,upholsteredinblackAmericanleather,glossywiththerubbingof,manycustomers。Onthetablewasapileoftrusses,yellowwash-leather,hoopstangledtogether。Theylookednewandliving。Paulsniffedthe,odourofnewwash-leather。Hewonderedwhatthethingswere。Bythis,timehewassomuchstunnedthatheonlynoticedtheoutsidethings。
  “Sitdown!”saidMr。Jordan,irritablypointingMrs。Morel,toahorse-hairchair。Shesatontheedgeinanuncertainfashion。
  Thenthelittleoldmanfidgetedandfoundapaper。
  “Didyouwritethisletter?”hesnapped,thrustingwhatPaul,recognisedashisownnotepaperinfrontofhim。
  “Yes,“heanswered。
  Atthatmomenthewasoccupiedintwoways:,first,infeeling,guiltyfortellingalie,sinceWilliamhadcomposedtheletter;
  second,inwonderingwhyhisletterseemedsostrangeanddifferent,inthefat,redhandoftheman,fromwhatithadbeenwhenitlay,onthekitchentable。Itwaslikepartofhimself,goneastray。
  Heresentedthewaythemanheldit。
  “Wheredidyoulearntowrite?”saidtheoldmancrossly。
  Paulmerelylookedathimshamedly,anddidnotanswer。
  “HeISabadwriter,“putinMrs。Morelapologetically。
  Thenshepushedupherveil。Paulhatedherfornotbeingprouder,withthiscommonlittleman,andhelovedherfaceclearoftheveil。
  “AndyousayyouknowFrench?”inquiredthelittleman,stillsharply。
  “Yes,“saidPaul。
  “Whatschooldidyougoto?”
  “TheBoard-school。”
  “Anddidyoulearnitthere?”
  “No——I——“Theboywentcrimsonandgotnofarther。
  “Hisgodfathergavehimlessons,“saidMrs。Morel,halfpleading,andratherdistant。
  Mr。Jordanhesitated。Then,inhisirritablemanner——healways,seemedtokeephishandsreadyforaction——hepulledanothersheetof,paperfromhispocket,unfoldedit。Thepapermadeacracklingnoise。
  HehandedittoPaul。
  “Readthat,“hesaid。
  ItwasanoteinFrench,inthin,flimsyforeignhandwriting,thattheboycouldnotdecipher。Hestaredblanklyatthepaper。
  “’Monsieur,’“hebegan;thenhelookedingreatconfusion,atMr。Jordan。”It’sthe——it’sthe——“
  Hewantedtosay“handwriting“buthiswitswouldnolongerwork,evensufficientlytosupplyhimwiththeword。Feelinganutterfool,andhatingMr。Jordan,heturneddesperatelytothepaperagain。
  “’Sir,——Pleasesendme’——er——er——Ican’ttellthe——er——’two,pairs——grisfilbas——greythreadstockings’——er——er——’sans——without’——
  er——Ican’ttellthewords——er——’doigts——fingers’——er——Ican’ttellthe——“
  Hewantedtosay“handwriting“butthewordstillrefused,tocome。Seeinghimstuck,Mr。Jordansnatchedthepaperfromhim。
  “’Pleasesendbyreturntwopairsgreythreadstockings,withoutTOES。’“
  “Well,“flashedPaul,“’doigts’means’fingers’——aswell——as,arule——“
  Thelittlemanlookedathim。Hedidnotknowwhether“doigts“
  meant“fingers“;heknewthatforallHISpurposesitmeant“toes“。
  “Fingerstostockings!”hesnapped。
  “Well,itDOESmeanfingers,“theboypersisted。
  Hehatedthelittleman,whomadesuchaclodofhim。
  Mr。Jordanlookedatthepale,stupid,defiantboy,thenatthemother,whosatquietandwiththatpeculiarshut-offlookofthepoor,whohavetodependonthefavourofothers。
  “Andwhencouldhecome?”heasked。
  “Well,“saidMrs。Morel,“assoonasyouwish。Hehasfinished,schoolnow。”
  “HewouldliveinBestwood?”
  “Yes;buthecouldbein——atthestation——atquartertoeight。”
  “H’m!”
  ItendedbyPaul’sbeingengagedasjuniorspiralclerkateight,shillingsaweek。Theboydidnotopenhismouthtosayanother,word,afterhavinginsistedthat“doigts“meant“fingers“。He,followedhismotherdownthestairs。Shelookedathimwithher,brightblueeyesfullofloveandjoy。
  “Ithinkyou’lllikeit,“shesaid。
  “’Doigts’doesmean’fingers’,mother,anditwasthewriting。
  Icouldn’treadthewriting。”
  “Nevermind,myboy。I’msurehe’llbeallright,andyou,won’tseemuchofhim。Wasn’tthatfirstyoungfellownice?
  I’msureyou’lllikethem。”
  “Butwasn’tMr。Jordancommon,mother?,Doesheownitall?”
  “Isupposehewasaworkmanwhohasgoton,“shesaid。
  “Youmustn’tmindpeoplesomuch。They’renotbeingdisagreeable,toYOU——it’stheirway。Youalwaysthinkpeoplearemeaningthings,foryou。Buttheydon’t。”
  Itwasverysunny。Overthebigdesolatespaceofthemarket-place,theblueskyshimmered,andthegranitecobblesofthepavingglistened。
  ShopsdowntheLongRowweredeepinobscurity,andtheshadowwasfull,ofcolour。Justwherethehorsetramstrundledacrossthemarket,wasarowoffruitstalls,withfruitblazinginthesun——apples,andpilesofreddishoranges,smallgreen-gageplumsandbananas。
  Therewasawarmscentoffruitasmotherandsonpassed。
  Graduallyhisfeelingofignominyandofragesank。
  “Whereshouldwegofordinner?”askedthemother。
  Itwasfelttobearecklessextravagance。Paulhadonly,beeninaneating-houseonceortwiceinhislife,andthenonly,tohaveacupofteaandabun。MostofthepeopleofBestwood,consideredthatteaandbread-and-butter,andperhapspottedbeef,wasalltheycouldaffordtoeatinNottingham。Realcookeddinner,wasconsideredgreatextravagance。Paulfeltratherguilty。
  Theyfoundaplacethatlookedquitecheap。ButwhenMrs。Morel,scannedthebilloffare,herheartwasheavy,thingsweresodear。
  Sosheorderedkidney-piesandpotatoesasthecheapestavailabledish。
  “Weoughtn’ttohavecomehere,mother,“saidPaul。
  “Nevermind,“shesaid。”Wewon’tcomeagain。”
  Sheinsistedonhishavingasmallcurranttart,becausehe,likedsweets。
  “Idon’twantit,mother,“hepleaded。
  “Yes,“sheinsisted;“you’llhaveit。”
  Andshelookedroundforthewaitress。Butthewaitress,wasbusy,andMrs。Moreldidnotliketobotherherthen。
  Sothemotherandsonwaitedforthegirl’spleasure,whilstshe,flirtedamongthemen。
  “Brazenhussy!”saidMrs。MoreltoPaul。”Looknow,she’stakingthatmanHISpudding,andhecamelongafterus。”
  “Itdoesn’tmatter,mother,“saidPaul。
  Mrs。Morelwasangry。Butshewastoopoor,andherorders,weretoomeagre,sothatshehadnotthecouragetoinsistonher,rightsjustthen。Theywaitedandwaited。
  “Shouldwego,mother?”hesaid。
  ThenMrs。Morelstoodup。Thegirlwaspassingnear。
  “Willyoubringonecurranttart?”saidMrs。Morelclearly。
  Thegirllookedroundinsolently。
  “Directly,“shesaid。
  “Wehavewaitedquitelongenough,“saidMrs。Morel。
  Inamomentthegirlcamebackwiththetart。Mrs。Morel,askedcoldlyforthebill。Paulwantedtosinkthroughthefloor。
  Hemarvelledathismother’shardness。Heknewthatonlyyears,ofbattlinghadtaughthertoinsistevensolittleonherrights。
  Sheshrankasmuchashe。
  “It’sthelasttimeIgoTHEREforanything!”shedeclared,whentheywereoutsidetheplace,thankfultobeclear。
  “We’llgo,“shesaid,“andlookatKeep’sandBoot’s,andone,ortwoplaces,shallwe?”
  Theyhaddiscussionsoverthepictures,andMrs。Morel,wantedtobuyhimalittlesablebrushthatbehankeredafter。
  Butthisindulgenceherefused。Hestoodinfrontofmilliners’
  shopsanddrapers’shopsalmostbored,butcontentforherto,beinterested。Theywanderedon。
  “Now,justlookatthoseblackgrapes!”shesaid。”Theymake,yourmouthwater。I’vewantedsomeofthoseforyears,butIs’ll,havetowaitabitbeforeIgetthem。”
  Thensherejoicedintheflorists,standinginthedoorwaysniffing。
  “Oh!oh!,Isn’titsimplylovely!”
  Paulsaw,inthedarknessoftheshop,anelegantyounglady,inblackpeeringoverthecountercuriously。
  “They’relookingatyou,“hesaid,tryingtodrawhismotheraway。
  “Butwhatisit?”sheexclaimed,refusingtobemoved。
  “Stocks!”heanswered,sniffinghastily。”Look,there’s,atubful。”
  “Sothereis——redandwhite。Butreally,Ineverknew,stockstosmelllikeit!”And,tohisgreatrelief,shemoved,outofthedoorway,butonlytostandinfrontofthewindow。
  “Paul!”shecriedtohim,whowastryingtogetoutof,sightoftheelegantyoungladyinblack——theshop-girl。“Paul!
  Justlookhere!”
  Hecamereluctantlyback。
  “Now,justlookatthatfuchsia!”sheexclaimed,pointing。
  “H’m!”Hemadeacurious,interestedsound。”You’dthink,everysecondastheflowerswasgoingtofalloff,theyhang,sobigan’heavy。”
  “Andsuchanabundance!”shecried。
  “Andthewaytheydropdownwardswiththeirthreadsandknots!”
  “Yes!”sheexclaimed。”Lovely!”
  “Iwonderwho’llbuyit!”hesaid。
  “Iwonder!”sheanswered。”Notus。”
  “Itwoulddieinourparlour。”
  “Yes,beastlycold,sunlesshole;itkillseverybitofaplant,youputin,andthekitchenchokesthemtodeath。”
  Theyboughtafewthings,andsetofftowardsthestation。
  Lookingupthecanal,throughthedarkpassofthebuildings,theysawtheCastleonitsbluffofbrown,green-bushedrock,inapositivemiracleofdelicatesunshine。
  “Won’titbeniceformetocomeoutatdinner-times?”saidPaul。
  “Icangoallroundhereandseeeverything。Is’llloveit。”
  “Youwill,“assentedhismother。
  Hehadspentaperfectafternoonwithhismother。Theyarrived,homeinthemellowevening,happy,andglowing,andtired。
  Inthemorninghefilledintheformforhisseason-ticket,andtookittothestation。Whenhegotback,hismotherwasjust,beginningtowashthefloor。Hesatcroucheduponthesofa。
  “Hesaysit’llbehereonSaturday,“hesaid。
  “Andhowmuchwillitbe?”
  “Aboutonepoundeleven,“hesaid。
  Shewentonwashingherfloorinsilence。
  “Isitalot?”heasked。
  “It’snomorethanIthought,“sheanswered。
  “An’Is’llearneightshillingsaweek,“hesaid。
  Shedidnotanswer,butwentonwithherwork。Atlastshesaid:
  “ThatWilliampromisedme,whenhewenttoLondon,ashe’dgive,meapoundamonth。Hehasgivenmetenshillings——twice;andnowI
  knowhehasn’tafarthingifIaskedhim。NotthatIwantit。
  Onlyjustnowyou’dthinkhemightbeabletohelpwiththisticket,whichI’dneverexpected。”
  “Heearnsalot,“saidPaul。
  “Heearnsahundredandthirtypounds。Butthey’reallalike。
  They’relargeinpromises,butit’spreciouslittlefulfilment,youget。”
  “Hespendsoverfiftyshillingsaweekonhimself,“saidPaul。
  “AndIkeepthishouseonlessthanthirty,“shereplied;
  “andamsupposedtofindmoneyforextras。Buttheydon’tcare,abouthelpingyou,oncethey’vegone。He’dratherspenditon,thatdressed-upcreature。”
  “Sheshouldhaveherownmoneyifshe’ssogrand,“saidPaul。
  “Sheshould,butshehasn’t。Iaskedhim。AndIknowhe,doesn’tbuyheragoldbanglefornothing。Iwonderwhoeverbought,MEagoldbangle。”
  Williamwassucceedingwithhis“Gipsy“ashecalledher。
  Heaskedthegirl——hernamewasLouisaLilyDenysWestern——fora,photographtosendtohismother。Thephotocame——ahandsomebrunette,takeninprofile,smirkingslightly——and,itmightbe,quitenaked,foronthephotographnotascrapofclothingwastobeseen,onlyanakedbust。
  “Yes,“wroteMrs。Moreltoherson,“thephotographof,Louieisverystriking,andIcanseeshemustbeattractive。
  Butdoyouthink,myboy,itwasverygoodtasteofagirlto,giveheryoungmanthatphototosendtohismother——thefirst?
  Certainlytheshouldersarebeautiful,asyousay。ButIhardly,expectedtoseesomuchofthematthefirstview。”
  Morelfoundthephotographstandingonthechiffonierin,theparlour。Hecameoutwithitbetweenhisthickthumbandfinger。
  “Whodostreckonthisis?”heaskedofhiswife。
  “It’sthegirlourWilliamisgoingwith,“repliedMrs。Morel。
  “H’m!’Er’sabrightspark,fromth’lookon’er,an’
  oneaswunnadohimowermuchgoodneither。Whoisshe?”
  “HernameisLouisaLilyDenysWestern。”
  “An’comeagainto-morrer!”exclaimedtheminer。”An’is’er,anactress?”
  “Sheisnot。She’ssupposedtobealady。”
  “I’llbet!”heexclaimed,stillstaringatthephoto。”Alady,isshe?,An’howmuchdoesshereckonterkeepupthissorto’
  gameon?”
  “Onnothing。Sheliveswithanoldaunt,whomshehates,andtakeswhatbitofmoney’sgivenher。”
  “H’m!”saidMorel,layingdownthephotograph。”Thenhe’s,afooltoha’ta’enupwi’suchaoneasthat。”
  “DearMater,“Williamreplied。”I’msorryyoudidn’tlike,thephotograph。ItneveroccurredtomewhenIsentit,thatyou,mightn’tthinkitdecent。However,ItoldGypthatitdidn’tquite,suityourprimandpropernotions,soshe’sgoingtosendyouanother,thatIhopewillpleaseyoubetter。She’salwaysbeingphotographed;
  infact,thephotographersaskheriftheymaytakeherfornothing。”
  Presentlythenewphotographcame,withalittlesillynote,fromthegirl。Thistimetheyoungladywasseeninablacksatin,eveningbodice,cutsquare,withlittlepuffsleeves,andblack,lacehangingdownherbeautifularms。
  “Iwonderifsheeverwearsanythingexcepteveningclothes,“
  saidMrs。Morelsarcastically。”I’msureIoughttobeimpressed。”
  “Youaredisagreeable,mother,“saidPaul。”Ithinkthefirst,onewithbareshouldersislovely。”
  “Doyou?”answeredhismother。”Well,Idon’t。”
  OntheMondaymorningtheboygotupatsixtostartwork。
  Hehadtheseason-ticket,whichhadcostsuchbitterness,inhis,waistcoatpocket。Heloveditwithitsbarsofyellowacross。
  Hismotherpackedhisdinnerinasmall,shut-upbasket,andheset,offataquartertoseventocatchthe7。15train。Mrs。Morelcame,totheentry-endtoseehimoff。
  Itwasaperfectmorning。Fromtheashtreetheslender,greenfruitsthatthechildrencall“pigeons“weretwinklinggaily,downonalittlebreeze,intothefrontgardensofthehouses。
  Thevalleywasfullofalustrousdarkhaze,throughwhichtheripe,cornshimmered,andinwhichthesteamfromMintonpitmeltedswiftly。
  Puffsofwindcame。PaullookedoverthehighwoodsofAldersley,wherethecountrygleamed,andhomehadneverpulledathim,sopowerfully。
  “Good-morning,mother,“hesaid,smiling,butfeelingveryunhappy。
  “Good-morning,“sherepliedcheerfullyandtenderly。
  Shestoodinherwhiteapronontheopenroad,watchinghim,ashecrossedthefield。Hehadasmall,compactbodythatlooked,fulloflife。Shefelt,asshesawhimtrudgingoverthefield,thatwherehedeterminedtogohewouldget。ShethoughtofWilliam。
  Hewouldhaveleapedthefenceinsteadofgoingroundthestile。
  HewasawayinLondon,doingwell。PaulwouldbeworkinginNottingham。
  Nowshehadtwosonsintheworld。Shecouldthinkoftwoplaces,greatcentresofindustry,andfeelthatshehadputamanintoeach,ofthem,thatthesemenwouldworkoutwhatSHEwanted;theywere,derivedfromher,theywereofher,andtheirworksalsowouldbehers。
  AllthemorninglongshethoughtofPaul。
  Ateighto’clockheclimbedthedismalstairsofJordan’s,SurgicalApplianceFactory,andstoodhelplesslyagainstthefirst,greatparcel-rack,waitingforsomebodytopickhimup。Theplace,wasstillnotawake。Overthecountersweregreatdustsheets。
  Twomenonlyhadarrived,andwereheardtalkinginacorner,astheytookofftheircoatsandrolleduptheirshirt-sleeves。It,wastenpasteight。Evidentlytherewasnorushofpunctuality。
  Paullistenedtothevoicesofthetwoclerks。Thenheheard,someonecough,andsawintheofficeattheendoftheroomanold,decayingclerk,inaroundsmoking-capofblackvelvetembroidered,withredandgreen,openingletters。Hewaitedandwaited。
  Oneofthejuniorclerkswenttotheoldman,greetedhim,cheerilyandloudly。Evidentlytheold“chief“wasdeaf。
  Thentheyoungfellowcamestridingimportantlydowntohiscounter。
  HespiedPaul。
  “Hello!”hesaid。”Youthenewlad?”
  “Yes,“saidPaul。
  “H’m!What’syourname?”
  “PaulMorel。”
  “PaulMorel?,Allright,youcomeonroundhere。”
  Paulfollowedhimroundtherectangleofcounters。Theroom,wassecondstorey。Ithadagreatholeinthemiddleofthefloor,fencedaswithawallofcounters,anddownthiswideshaft,theliftswent,andthelightforthebottomstorey。Alsothere,wasacorrespondingbig,oblongholeintheceiling,andone,couldseeabove,overthefenceofthetopfloor,somemachinery;
  andrightawayoverheadwastheglassroof,andalllightforthe,threestoreyscamedownwards,gettingdimmer,sothatitwasalways,nightonthegroundfloorandrathergloomyonthesecondfloor。
  Thefactorywasthetopfloor,thewarehousethesecond,thestorehouse,thegroundfloor。Itwasaninsanitary,ancientplace。
  Paulwasledroundtoaverydarkcorner。
  “Thisisthe’Spiral’corner,“saidtheclerk。”You’reSpiral,withPappleworth。He’syourboss,buthe’snotcomeyet。Hedoesn’t,getheretillhalf-pasteight。Soyoucanfetchtheletters,ifyoulike,fromMr。Mellingdownthere。”
  Theyoungmanpointedtotheoldclerkintheoffice。
  “Allright,“saidPaul。
  “Here’sapegtohangyourcapon。Hereareyourentryledgers。
  Mr。Pappleworthwon’tbelong。”
  Andthethinyoungmanstalkedawaywithlong,busystrides,overthehollowwoodenfloor。
  AfteraminuteortwoPaulwentdownandstoodinthedoor,oftheglassoffice。Theoldclerkinthesmoking-caplooked,downovertherimofhisspectacles。
  “Good-morning,“hesaid,kindlyandimpressively。”Youwant,thelettersfortheSpiraldepartment,Thomas?”
  Paulresentedbeingcalled“Thomas“。Buthetooktheletters,andreturnedtohisdarkplace,wherethecountermadeanangle,wherethegreatparcel-rackcametoanend,andwherethere,werethreedoorsinthecorner。Hesatonahighstoolandread,theletters——thosewhosehandwritingwasnottoodifficult。
  Theyranasfollows:
  “Willyoupleasesendmeatonceapairoflady’ssilkspiral,thigh-hose,withoutfeet,suchasIhadfromyoulastyear;
  length,thightoknee,etc。”,Or,“MajorChamberlainwishes,torepeathispreviousorderforasilknon-elasticsuspensorybandage。”
  Manyoftheseletters,someoftheminFrenchorNorwegian,wereagreatpuzzletotheboy。Hesatonhisstoolnervouslyawaiting,thearrivalofhis“boss“。Hesufferedtorturesofshynesswhen,athalf-pasteight,thefactorygirlsforupstairstroopedpasthim。
  Mr。Papplewortharrived,chewingachlorodynegum,atabout,twentytonine,whenalltheothermenwereatwork。Hewasathin,sallowmanwitharednose,quick,staccato,andsmartlybut,stifflydressed。Hewasaboutthirty-sixyearsold。Therewas,somethingrather“doggy“rathersmart,rather’cuteandshrewd,andsomethingwarm,andsomethingslightlycontemptibleabouthim。
  “Youmynewlad?”hesaid。
  Paulstoodupandsaidhewas。
  “Fetchedtheletters?”
  Mr。Pappleworthgaveachewtohisgum。
  “Yes。”
  “Copied’em?”
  “No。”
  “Well,comeonthen,let’slookslippy。Changedyourcoat?”
  “No。”
  “Youwanttobringanoldcoatandleaveithere。”,Hepronounced,thelastwordswiththechlorodynegumbetweenhissideteeth。
  Hevanishedintothedarknessbehindthegreatparcel-rack,reappearedcoatless,turningupasmartstripedshirt-cuffover,athinandhairyarm。Thenheslippedintohiscoat。Paulnoticed,howthinhewas,andthathistrouserswereinfoldsbehind。
  Heseizedastool,draggeditbesidetheboy’s,andsatdown。
  “Sitdown,“hesaid。
  Paultookaseat。
  Mr。Pappleworthwasveryclosetohim。Themanseized,theletters,snatchedalongentry-bookoutofarackinfront,ofhim,flungitopen,seizedapen,andsaid:
  “Nowlookhere。Youwanttocopytheselettersinhere。”
  Hesniffedtwice,gaveaquickchewathisgum,staredfixedlyat,aletter,thenwentverystillandabsorbed,andwrotetheentryrapidly,inabeautifulflourishinghand。HeglancedquicklyatPaul。
  “Seethat?”
  “Yes。”
  “Thinkyoucandoitallright?”
  “Yes。”
  “Allrightthen,let’sseeyou。”
  Hesprangoffhisstool。Paultookapen。Mr。Pappleworth,disappeared。Paulratherlikedcopyingtheletters,buthewroteslowly,laboriously,andexceedinglybadly。Hewasdoingthefourthletter,andfeelingquitebusyandhappy,whenMr。Pappleworthreappeared。
  “Nowthen,how’r’yergettingon?,Done’em?”
  Heleanedovertheboy’sshoulder,chewing,andsmelling,ofchlorodyne。
  “Strikemybob,lad,butyou’reabeautifulwriter!”
  heexclaimedsatirically。”Ne’ermind,howmanyh’yerdone?
  Onlythree!,I’d’aeaten’em。Geton,mylad,an’putnumbers,on’em。Here,look!,Geton!”
  Paulgroundawayattheletters,whilstMr。Pappleworthfussed,overvariousjobs。Suddenlytheboystartedasashrillwhistle,soundednearhisear。Mr。Pappleworthcame,tookaplugoutofapipe,andsaid,inanamazinglycrossandbossyvoice:
  “Yes?”
  Paulheardafaintvoice,likeawoman’s,outofthemouthof,thetube。Hegazedinwonder,neverhavingseenaspeaking-tubebefore。
  “Well,“saidMr。Pappleworthdisagreeablyintothetube,“you’dbettergetsomeofyourbackworkdone,then。”
  Againthewoman’stinyvoicewasheard,soundingprettyandcross。
  “I’venottimetostandherewhileyoutalk,“saidMr。Pappleworth,andhepushedtheplugintothetube。
  “Come,mylad,“hesaidimploringlytoPaul,“there’sPolly,cryingoutforthemorders。Can’tyoubuckupabit?,Here,comeout!”
  Hetookthebook,toPaul’simmensechagrin,andbegan,thecopyinghimself。Heworkedquicklyandwell。Thisdone,heseizedsomestripsoflongyellowpaper,aboutthreeincheswide,andmadeouttheday’sordersforthework-girls。
  “You’dbetterwatchme,“hesaidtoPaul,workingallthe,whilerapidly。Paulwatchedtheweirdlittledrawingsoflegs,andthighs,andankles,withthestrokesacrossandthenumbers,andthefewbriefdirectionswhichhischiefmadeupontheyellowpaper。
  ThenMr。Pappleworthfinishedandjumpedup。
  “Comeonwithme,“hesaid,andtheyellowpapersflying,inhishands,hedashedthroughadooranddownsomestairs,intothebasementwherethegaswasburning。Theycrossedthecold,dampstoreroom,thenalong,drearyroomwithalongtableontrestles,intoasmaller,cosyapartment,notveryhigh,whichhadbeen,builtontothemainbuilding。Inthisroomasmallwomanwith,aredsergeblouse,andherblackhairdoneontopofherhead,waswaitinglikeaproudlittlebantam。
  “Herey’are!”saidPappleworth。
  “Ithinkitis’hereyouare’!”exclaimedPolly。”Thegirls,havebeenherenearlyhalfanhourwaiting。Justthinkofthe,timewasted!”
  “YOUthinkofgettingyourworkdoneandnottalkingsomuch,“
  saidMr。Pappleworth。”Youcouldha’beenfinishingoff。”
  “YouknowquitewellwefinishedeverythingoffonSaturday!”
  criedPony,flyingathim,herdarkeyesflashing。
  “Tu-tu-tu-tu-terterter!”hemocked。”Here’syournewlad。
  Don’truinhimasyoudidthelast。”
  “Aswedidthelast!”repeatedPolly。”Yes,WEdoalot,ofruining,wedo。Myword,aladwouldTAKEsomeruiningafter,he’dbeenwithyou。”
  “It’stimeforworknow,notfortalk,“saidMr。Pappleworth,severelyandcoldly。
  “Itwastimeforworksometimeback,“saidPolly,marchingaway,withherheadintheair。Shewasanerectlittlebodyofforty。
  Inthatroomweretworoundspiralmachinesonthebenchunder,thewindow。Throughtheinnerdoorwaywasanotherlongerroom,withsixmoremachines。Alittlegroupofgirls,nicelydressed,inwhiteaprons,stoodtalkingtogether。
  “Haveyounothingelsetodobuttalk?”saidMr。Pappleworth。
  “Onlywaitforyou,“saidonehandsomegirl,laughing。
  “Well,geton,geton,“hesaid。”Comeon,mylad。
  You’llknowyourroaddownhereagain。”
  AndPaulranupstairsafterhischief。Hewasgivensome,checkingandinvoicingtodo。Hestoodatthedesk,labouringinhis,execrablehandwriting。PresentlyMr。Jordancamestruttingdownfrom,theglassofficeandstoodbehindhim,totheboy’sgreatdiscomfort。
  Suddenlyaredandfatfingerwasthrustontheformhewasfillingin。
  “MR。J。A。Bates,Esquire!”exclaimedthecrossvoicejust,behindhisear。
  Paullookedat“Mr。J。A。Bates,Esquire“inhisownvilewriting,andwonderedwhatwasthematternow。
  “Didn’ttheyteachyouanybetterTHANthatwhiletheywereatit?
  Ifyouput’Mr。’youdon’tputEsquire’-amancan’tbebothatonce。”
  Theboyregrettedhistoo-muchgenerosityindisposing,ofhonours,hesitated,andwithtremblingfingers,scratchedout,the“Mr。”ThenallatonceMr。Jordansnatchedawaytheinvoice。