Youareyoungandbeautiful,andwillbefortwentyyearstocome,soIcanspeakofthismatterbeforeyou,”headded,withakeenlookatMademoiselledesTouches。”Inthefirstplacethesemi-dowagers,towhomyoungmenpaytheirfirstcourt,knowmuchbetterhowtomakelovethanyoungerwomen。Anadolescentyouthistoolikeayoungwomanhimselfforayoungwomantopleasehim。SuchapassiontrenchesonthefableofNarcissus。Besidesthatfeelingofrepugnance,thereis,asIthink,amutualsenseofinexperiencewhichseparatesthem。Thereasonwhytheheartsofyoungwomenareonlyunderstoodbymaturemen,whoconcealtheirclevernessunderapassionrealorfeigned,ispreciselythesameallowingforthedifferenceofmindsasthatwhichrendersawomanofacertainagemoreadroitinattractingyouth。Ayoungmanfeelsthatheissuretosucceedwithher,andthevanitiesofthewomanareflatteredbyhissuit。Besides,isn’titnaturalforyouthtoflingitselfonfruits?Theautumnofawoman’slifeoffersmanythatareverytoothsome,——thoselooks,forinstance,bold,andyetreserved,bathedwiththelastraysoflove,sowarm,sosweet;thatall-wiseeleganceofspeech,thosemagnificentshoulders,sonoblydeveloped,thefullandundulatingoutline,thedimpledhands,thehairsowellarranged,socaredfor,thatcharmingnapeoftheneck,wherealltheresourcesofartaredisplayedtoexhibitthecontrastbetweenthehairandtheflesh-tones,andtosetinfullrelieftheexuberanceoflifeandlove。Brunettesthemselvesarefairatsuchtimes,withtheambercolorsofmaturity。Besides,suchwomenrevealintheirsmilesanddisplayintheirwordsaknowledgeoftheworld;theyknowhowtoconverse;theycancallupthewholeofsociallifetomakealoverlaugh;theirdignityandtheirpridearestupendous;or,inothermoods,theycanutterdespairingcrieswhichtouchhissoul,farewellsoflovewhichtheytakecaretorenderuseless,andonlymaketointensifyhispassion。Theirdevotionsareabsolute;theylistentous;theyloveus;theycatch,theyclingtoloveasamancondemnedtodeathclingstotheveriesttriflesofexistence,——inshort,love,absolutelove,isknownonlythroughthem。
  Ithinksuchwomencanneverbeforgottenbyaman,anymorethanhecanforgetwhatisgrandandsublime。Ayoungwomanhasathousanddistractions;thesewomenhavenone。Nolongerhavetheyself-love,pettiness,orvanity;theirlove——itistheLoireatitsmouth,itisvast,itisswelledbyalltheillusions,alltheaffluentsoflife,andthisiswhy——butmymuseisdumb,”headded,observingtheecstaticattitudeofMademoiselledesTouches,whowaspressingCalyste’shandwithallherstrength,perhapstothankhimforhavingbeentheoccasionofsuchamoment,ofsuchaneulogy,soloftythatshedidnotseethetrapthatitlaidforher。
  DuringtherestoftheeveningClaudeVignonandFelicitesparkledwithwitandhappysayings;theytoldanecdotes,anddescribedParisianlifetoCalyste,whowascharmedwithClaude,formindhasimmenseseductionsforpersonswhoareallheart。”Ishouldn’tbesurprisedtoseetheMarquisedeRochefideandConti,who,ofcourse,willaccompanyher,atthelanding-placeto-morrow,”
  saidClaudeVignon,astheeveningended。”WhenIwasatCroisicthisafternoon,thefishermenweresayingthattheyhadseenalittlevessel,Danish,Swedish,orNorwegian,intheoffing。”
  ThisspeechbroughtaflushtothecheeksoftheimpassibleCamille。
  AgainMadameduGuenicsatuptilloneo’clockthatnight,waitingforherson,unabletoimaginewhyheshouldstaysolateifMademoiselledesTouchesdidnotlovehim。”Hemustbeintheirway,”saidthisadorablemother。”Whatwereyoutalkingabout?”sheasked,whenatlasthecamein。”Oh,mother,Ihaveneverbeforespentsuchadelightfulevening。
  Geniusisagreat,asublimething!Whydidn’tyougivemegenius?
  Withgeniuswecanmakeourlives,wecanchooseamongallwomenthewomantolove,andshemustbeours。””Howhandsomeyouare,myCalyste!””ClaudeVignonishandsome。Menofgeniushaveluminousforeheadsandeyes,throughwhichthelightningsflash——butI,alas!Iknownothing——onlytolove。””Theysaythatsuffices,myangel,”shesaid,kissinghimontheforehead。”Doyoubelieveit?””Theysayso,butIhaveneverknownit。”
  Calystekissedhismother’shandasifitwasasacredthing。”Iwillloveyouforallthosethatwouldhaveadoredyou,”hesaid。”Dearchild!perhapsitisalittlebityourdutytodoso,foryouinheritmynature。But,Calyste,donotbeunwise,imprudent;trytoloveonlynoblewomen,ifloveyoumust。”
  IX
  AFIRSTMEETING
  WhatyoungmanfullofaboundingbutrestrainedlifeandemotionwouldnothavehadthegloriousideaofgoingtoCroisictoseeMadamedeRochefideland,andexamineherincognito?Calystegreatlysurprisedhisfatherandmotherbygoingoffinthemorningwithoutwaitingforthemid-daybreakfast。HeavenknowswithwhatagilitytheyoungBreton’sfeetspedalong。Someunknownvigorseemedlenttohim;hewalkedonair,glidingalongbythewallsofLesTouchesthathemightnotbeseenfromthehouse。Theadorableboywasashamedofhisardor,andafraidofbeinglaughedat;FeliciteandVignonweresoperspicacious!besides,insuchcasesyoungfellowsfancythattheirforeheadsaretransparent。
  Hereachedtheshore,strengthenedbyastoneembankment,atthefootofwhichisahousewheretravellerscantakeshelterinstormsofwindorrain。Itisnotalwayspossibletocrossthelittlearmoftheseawhichseparatesthelanding-placeofGuerandefromCroisic;theweathermaybebad,ortheboatsnotready;andduringthistimeofwaiting,itisnecessarytoputnotonlythepassengersbuttheirhorses,donkeys,baggages,andmerchandiseundercover。
  CalystepresentlysawtwoboatscomingoverfromCroisic,ladenwithbaggage,——trunks,packages,bags,andchests,——theshapeandappearanceofwhichprovedtoanativeofthesepartsthatsuchextraordinaryarticlesmustbelongtotravellersofdistinction。Inoneoftheboatswasayoungwomaninastrawbonnetwithagreenveil,accompaniedbyaman。Thisboatwasthefirsttoarrive。Calystetrembleduntiloncloserviewhesawtheywereamaidandaman-
  servant。”AreyougoingovertoCroisic,MonsieurCalyste?”saidoneoftheboatmen;towhomherepliedwithashakeofthehead,annoyedatbeingcalledbyhisname。
  Hewascaptivatedbythesightofachestcoveredwithtarredclothonwhichwerepaintedthewords,MME。LAMARQUISEDEROCHEFIDE。Thenameshonebeforehimlikeatalisman;hefanciedtherewassomethingfatefulinit。Heknewinsomemysteriousway,whichhecouldnotdoubt,thatheshouldlovethatwoman。Why?Intheburningdesertofhisnewandinfinitedesires,stillvagueandwithoutanobject,hisfancyfastenedwithallitsstrengthonthefirstwomanthatpresentedherself。BeatrixnecessarilyinheritedthelovewhichCamillehadrejected。
  Calystewatchedthelandingoftheluggage,castingfromtimetotimeaglanceatCroisic,fromwhichhehopedtoseeanotherboatputouttocrosstothelittlepromontory,andshowhimBeatrix,alreadytohiseyeswhatBeatricewastoDante,amarblestatueonwhichtohanghisgarlandsandhisflowers。Hestoodwitharmsfolded,lostinmeditation。Hereisafactworthyofremark,which,nevertheless,hasneverbeenremarked:weoftensubjectourselvestosentimentsbyourownvolition,——deliberatelybindourselves,andcreateourownfate;
  chancehasnotasmuchtodowithitaswebelieve。”Idon’tseeanyhorses,”saidthemaid,sittingonatrunk。”AndIdon’tseeanyroad,”saidthefootman。”Horseshavebeenhere,though,”repliedthewoman,pointingtotheproofsoftheirpresence。”Monsieur,”shesaid,addressingCalyste,”isthisreallythewaytoGuerande?””Yes,”hereplied,”areyouexpectingsomeonetomeetyou?””WeweretoldthattheywouldfetchusfromLesTouches。Iftheydon’tcome,”sheaddedtothefootman,”Idon’tknowhowMadamelamarquisewillmanagetodressfordinner。YouhadbettergoandfindMademoiselledesTouches。Oh!whatalandofsavages!”
  Calystehadavagueideaofhavingblundered。”IsyourmistressgoingtoLesTouches?”heinquired。”Sheisthere;Mademoisellecameforherthismorningatseveno’clock。Ah!herecomethehorses。”
  CalystestartedtowardGuerandewiththelightnessandagilityofachamois,doublinglikeaharethathemightnotreturnuponhistracksormeetanyoftheservantsofLesTouches。Hedid,however,meettwoofthemonthenarrowcausewayofthemarshalongwhichhewent。”ShallIgoin,orshallInot?”hethoughtwhenthepinesofLesTouchescameinsight。Hewasafraid;andcontinuedhiswayrathersulkilytoGuerande,wherehefinishedhisexcursiononthemallandcontinuedhisreflections。”Shehasnoideaofmyagitation,”hesaidtohimself。
  Hiscapriciousthoughtsweresomanygrapnelswhichfastenedhishearttothemarquise。HehadknownnoneofthesemysteriousterrorsandjoysinhisintercoursewithCamille。Suchvagueemotionsriselikepoemsintheuntutoredsoul。Warmedbythefirstfiresofimagination,soulslikehishavebeenknowntopassthroughallphasesofpreparationandtoreachinsilenceandsolitudetheveryheightsoflove,withouthavingmettheobjectofsomanyefforts。
  PresentlyCalystesaw,comingtowardhim,theChevalierduHalgaandMademoiselledePen-Hoel,whowerewalkingtogetheronthemall。Heheardthemsayhisname,andheslippedasideoutofsight,butnotoutofhearing。Thechevalierandtheoldmaid,believingthemselvesalone,weretalkingaloud。”IfCharlottedeKergarouetcomes,”saidthechevalier,”keepherfourorfivemonths。HowcanyouexpecthertocoquettewithCalyste?Sheisneverherelongenoughtoundertakeit。Whereas,iftheyseeeachothereveryday,thosetwochildrenwillfallinlove,andyoucanmarrythemnextwinter。IfyousaytwowordsaboutittoCharlotteshe’llsayfourtoCalyste,andagirlofsixteencancertainlycarryofftheprizefromawomanofforty。”
  HeretheoldpeopleturnedtoretracetheirstepsandCalysteheardnomore。Butrememberingwhathismotherhadtoldhim,hesawMademoiselledePen-Hoel’sintention,and,inthemoodinwhichhethenwas,nothingcouldhavebeenmorefatal。Themereideaofagirlthusimposeduponhimsenthimwithgreaterardorintohisimaginarylove。HehadneverhadafancyforCharlottedeKergarouet,andhenowfeltrepugnanceattheverythoughtofher。Calystewasquiteunaffectedbyquestionsoffortune;frominfancyhehadaccustomedhislifetothepovertyandtherestrictedmeansofhisfather’shouse。A
  youngmanbroughtupashehadbeen,andnowpartiallyemancipated,waslikelytoconsidersentimentsonly,andallhissentiments,allhisthoughtnowbelongedtothemarquise。InpresenceoftheportraitwhichCamillehaddrawnforhimofherfriend,whatwasthatlittleCharlotte?thecompanionofhischildhood,whomhethoughtofasasister。
  Hedidnotgohometillfiveintheafternoon。Asheenteredthehallhismothergavehim,witharathersadsmile,thefollowingletterfromMademoiselledesTouches:——
  MydearCalyste,——Thebeautifulmarquisehascome;wecountonyoutohelpuscelebrateherarrival。Claude,alwayssarcastic,declaresthatyouwillplayBiceandthatshewillbeDante。ItisforourhonorasBretons,andyoursasaduGuenictowelcomeaCasteran。Comesoon。
  Yourfriend,CamilleMaupin。
  Comeasyouare,withoutceremony;otherwiseyouwillputustotheblush。
  Calystegavethelettertohismotheranddeparted。”WhoaretheCasterans?”saidFannytothebaron。”AnoldNormanfamily,alliedtoWilliamtheConqueror,”hereplied。”Theybearonashieldtiercefessedazure,gulesandsable,ahorserearingargent,shodwithgold。ThatbeautifulcreatureforwhomtheGarswaskilledatFougeresin1800wasthedaughterofaCasteranwhomadeherselfanun,andbecameanabbessaftertheDucdeVerneuildesertedher。””AndtheRochefides?””Idon’tknowthatname。Ishouldhavetoseetheblazon,”hereplied。
  ThebaronesswassomewhatreassuredonhearingthattheMarquisedeRochefidewasbornofanoblefamily,butshefeltthathersonwasnowexposedtonewseductions。
  Calysteashewalkedalongfeltallsortsofviolentandyetsoftinwardmovements;histhroatwastight,hisheartswelled,hisbrainwasfull,afeverpossessedhim。Hetriedtowalkslowly,butsomesuperiorpowerhurriedhim。Thisimpetuosityoftheseveralsensesexcitedbyvagueexpectationisknowntoallyoungmen。Asubtlefireflameswithintheirbreastsanddartsoutwardlyaboutthem,liketheraysofanimbusaroundtheheadsofdivinepersonagesinworksofreligiousart;throughittheyseeallNatureglorious,andwomanradiant。Aretheynotthenlikethosehaloedsaints,fulloffaith,hope,ardor,purity?
  TheyoungBretonfoundthecompanyassembledinthelittlesalonofCamille’ssuiteofrooms。Itwasthenaboutsixo’clock;thesun,insetting,castthroughthewindowsitsruddylightchequeredbythetrees;theairwasstill;twilight,belovedofwomen,wasspreadingthroughtheroom。”HerecomesthefuturedeputyofBrittany,”saidCamilleMaupin,smiling,asCalysteraisedthetapestryportiere,——”punctualasaking。””Yourecognizedhisstepjustnow,”saidClaudetoFeliciteinalowvoice。
  Calystebowedlowtothemarquise,whoreturnedthesalutationwithaninclinationofherhead;hedidnotlookather;buthetookthehandClaudeVignonheldouttohimandpressedit。”Thisisthecelebratedmanofwhomwehavetalkedsomuch,GennaroConti,”saidCamille,notreplyingtoClaudeVignon’sremark。
  ShepresentedtoCalysteamanofmediumheight,thinandslender,withchestnuthair,eyesthatwerealmostred,andawhiteskin,freckledhereandthere,whoseheadwassopreciselythewell-knownheadofLordByronthoughratherbettercarriedonhisshoulders
  thatdescriptionissuperfluous。Contiwasratherproudofthisresemblance。”Iamfortunate,”hesaid,”tomeetMonsieurduGuenicduringtheonedaythatIspendatLesTouches。””Itwasformetosaythattoyou,”repliedCalyste,withacertainease。”Heishandsomeasanangel,”saidthemarquiseinanundertonetoFelicite。
  Standingbetweenthesofaandthetwoladies,Calysteheardthewordsconfusedly。Heseatedhimselfinanarm-chairandlookedfurtivelytowardthemarquise。Inthesofthalf-lighthesaw,recliningonadivan,asifasculptorhadplaceditthere,awhiteandserpentineshapewhichthrilledhim。Withoutbeingawareofit,Felicitehaddoneherfriendaservice;themarquisewasmuchsuperiortotheunflatteredportraitCamillehaddrawnofherthenightbefore。WasittodohonortotheguestthatBeatrixhadwoundintoherhairthosetuftsofblue-bellsthatgavevaluetothepaletintsofhercrepedcurls,soarrangedastofallaroundherfaceandplayuponthecheeks?Thecircleofhereyes,whichshowedfatigue,wasofthepurestmother-of-pearl,herskinwasasdazzlingastheeyes,andbeneathitswhiteness,delicateasthesatinyliningofanegg,lifeaboundedinthebeautifulblueveins。Thedelicacyofthefeatureswasextreme;theforeheadseemeddiaphanous。Thehead,sosweetandfragrant,admirablyjoinedtoalongneckofexquisitemoulding,lentitselftomanyandmostdiverseexpressions。Thewaist,whichcouldbespannedbythehands,hadacharmingwillowyease;thebareshoulderssparkledinthetwilightlikeawhitecamellia。Thethroat,visibletotheeyethoughcoveredwithatransparentfichu,allowedthegracefuloutlinesofthebosomtobeseenwithcharmingroguishness。Agownofwhitemuslin,strewnwithblueflowers,madewithverylargesleeves,apointedbodyandnobelt,shoeswithstringscrossedontheinstepoverScotchthreadstockings,showedacharmingknowledgeoftheartofdress。Ear-ringsofsilverfilagree,miraclesofGenoesejewelry,destinednodoubttobecomethefashion,wereinperfectharmonywiththedelightfulflowofthesoftcurlsstarredwithblue-bells。
  Calyste’seagereyetookinthesebeautiesataglance,andcarvedthemonhissoul。ThefairBeatrixandthedarkFelicitemighthavesatforthosecontrastingportraitsin”keepsakes”whichEnglishdesignersandengraversseeksopersistently。Hereweretheforceandthefeeblenessofwomanhoodinfulldevelopment,aperfectantithesis。
  Thesetwowomencouldneverberivals;eachhadherownempire。Herewasthedelicatecampanula,orthelily,besidethescarletpoppy;aturquoiseneararuby。Inamoment,asitwere,——atfirstsight,asthesayingis,——Calystewasseizedwithalovewhichcrownedthesecretworkofhishopes,hisfears,hisuncertainties。MademoiselledesToucheshadawakenedhisnature;Beatrixinflamedbothhisheartandthoughts。TheyoungBretonsuddenlyfeltwithinhimapowertoconquerallthings,andyieldtonothingthatstoodinhisway。HelookedatContiwithanenvious,gloomy,savagerivalryhehadneverfeltforClaudeVignon。Heemployedallhisstrengthtocontrolhimself;buttheinwardtempestwentdownassoonastheeyesofBeatrixturnedtohim,andhersoftvoicesoundedinhisear。Dinnerwasannounced。”Calyste,giveyourarmtothemarquise,”saidMademoiselledesTouches,takingContiwithherrighthand,andClaudeVignonwithherleft,anddrawingbacktoletthemarquisepass。
  ThedescentofthatancientstaircasewastoCalystelikethemomentofgoingintobattleforthefirsttime。Hisheartfailedhim,hehadnothingtosay;aslightsweatpearleduponhisforeheadandwethisback;hisarmtrembledsomuchthatastheyreachedtheloweststepthemarquisesaidtohim:”Isanythingthematter?””Oh!”hereplied,inamuffledtone,”Ihaveneverseenanywomansobeautifulasyou,exceptmymother,andIamnotmasterofmyemotions。””ButyouhaveCamilleMaupinbeforeyoureyes。””Ah!whatadifference!”saidCalyste,ingenuously。”Calyste,”whisperedFelicite,whowasjustbehindhim,”didInottellyouthatyouwouldforgetmeasifIhadneverexisted?Sitthere,”shesaidaloud,”besidethemarquise,onherright,andyou,Claude,onherleft。Asforyou,Gennaro,Iretainyoubyme;wewillkeepamutualeyeontheircoquetries。”
  ThepeculiaracceptwhichCamillegavetothelastwordstruckClaudeVignon’sear,andhecastthatslybuthalf-abstractedlookuponCamillewhichalwaysdenotedinhimtheclosestobservation。HeneverceasedtoexamineMademoiselledesTouchesthroughoutthedinner。”Coquetries!”repliedthemarquis,takingoffhergloves,andshowingherbeautifulhands;”theopportunityisgood,withapoet,”andshemotionedtoClaude,”ononeside,andpoesytheother。”
  AtthesewordsContiturnedandgaveCalystealookthatwasfullofflattery。
  Byartificiallight,Beatrixseemedmorebeautifulthanbefore。Thewhitegleamofthecandleslaidasatinylustreonherforehead,lightedthespanglesofhereyes,andranthroughherswayingcurls,touchingthemhereandthereintogold。Shethrewbackthethingauzescarfshewaswearinganddisclosedherneck。Calystethensawitsbeautifulnape,whiteasmilk,andhollowednearthehead,untilitslineswerelosttowardtheshoulderswithsoftandflowingsymmetry。
  Thisneck,sodissimilartothatofCamille,wasthesignofatotallydifferentcharacterinBeatrix。
  Calystefoundmuchtroubleinpretendingtoeat;nervousmotionswithinhimdeprivedhimofappetite。Likeotheryoungmen,hisnaturewasinthethroesandconvulsionswhichprecedelove,andcarveitindeliblyonthesoul。Athisage,theardoroftheheart,restrainedbymoralardor,leadstoaninwardconflict,whichexplainsthelongandrespectfulhesitations,thetenderdebatings,theabsenceofallcalculation,characteristicofyoungmenwhoseheartsandlivesarepure。Studying,thoughfurtively,soasnottoattractthenoticeofConti,thevariousdetailswhichmadethemarquisesopurelybeautiful,Calystebecame,beforelong,oppressedbyasenseofhermajesty;hefelthimselfdwarfedbythehauteurofcertainofherglances,bytheimposingexpressionofafacethatwaswhollyaristocratic,byasortofpridewhichwomenknowhowtoexpressinslightmotions,turnsofthehead,andslowgestures,effectslessplasticandlessstudiedthanwethink。ThefalsesituationinwhichBeatrixhadplacedherselfcompelledhertowatchherownbehavior,andtokeepherselfimposingwithoutbeingridiculouslyso。Womenofthegreatworldknowhowtosucceedinthis,whichprovesafatalreeftovulgarwomen。
  TheexpressionofFelicite’seyesmadeBeatrixawareoftheinwardadorationsheinspiredintheyouthbesideher,andalsothatitwouldbemostunworthyonherparttoencourageit。Shethereforetookoccasionnowandthentogivehimafewrepressiveglances,whichfelluponhisheartlikeanavalancheofsnow。TheunfortunateyoungfellowturnedonFelicitealookinwhichshecouldreadthetearshewassuppressingbysuperhumanefforts。Sheaskedhiminafriendlytonewhyhewaseatingnothing。Thequestionpiquedhim,andhebegantoforcehimselftoeatandtotakepartintheconversation。
  Butwhateverhedid,MadamedeRochefidepaidlittleattentiontohim。
  MademoiselledesToucheshavingstartedthetopicofherjourneytoItalysherelated,verywittily,manyofitsincidents,whichmadeClaudeVignon,Conti,andFelicitelaugh。”Ah!”thoughtCalyste,”howfarsuchawomanisfromme!Willsheeverdeigntonoticeme?”
  MademoiselledesToucheswasstruckwiththeexpressionshenowsawonCalyste’sface,andtriedtoconsolehimwithalookofsympathy。
  ClaudeVignoninterceptedthatlook。Fromthatmomentthegreatcriticexpandedintogaietythatoverflowedinsarcasm。HemaintainedtoBeatrixthatloveexistedonlybydesire;thatmostwomendeceivedthemselvesinloving;thattheylovedforreasonsunknowntomenandtothemselves;thattheywantedtodeceivethemselves,andthatthebestamongthemwereartful。”Keeptobooks,anddon’tcriticiseourlives,”saidCamille,glancingathimimperiously。
  Thedinnerceasedtobegay。ClaudeVignon’ssarcasmhadmadethetwowomenpensive。CalystewasconsciousofpaininthemidstofthehappinesshefoundinlookingatBeatrix。Contilookedintotheeyesofthemarquisetoguessherthoughts。WhendinnerwasoverMademoiselledesTouchestookCalyste’sarm,gavetheothertwomentothemarquise,andletthempassbeforeher,thatshemightbealonewiththeyoungBretonforamoment。”MydearCalyste,”shesaid,”youareactinginamannerthatembarrassesthemarquise;shemaybedelightedwithyouradmiration,butshecannotacceptit。Praycontrolyourself。””Shewashardtome,shewillnevercareforme,”saidCalyste,”andifshedoesnotIshalldie。””Die!you!MydearCalyste,youareachild。Wouldyouhavediedforme?””Youhavemadeyourselfmyfriend,”heanswered。
  Afterthetalkthatfollowscoffee,VignonaskedContitosingsomething。MademoiselledesTouchessatdowntothepiano。TogethersheandGennarosangthe/Dunqueilmiobenetumiasarai/,thelastduetofZingarelli’s”RomeoeGiulietta,”oneofthemostpatheticpagesofmodernmusic。Thepassage/Ditantipalpiti/expressesloveinallitsgrandeur。Calyste,sittinginthesamearm-chairinwhichFelicitehadtoldhimthehistoryofthemarquise,listenedinraptdevotion。BeatrixandVignonwereoneithersideofthepiano。Conti’ssublimevoiceknewwellhowtoblendwiththatofFelicite。Bothhadoftensungthispiece;theyknewitsresources,andtheyputtheirwholemarvellousgiftintobringingthemout。Themusicwasatthismomentwhatitscreatorintended,apoemofdivinemelancholy,thefarewelloftwoswanstolife。Whenitwasover,allpresentwereundertheinfluenceoffeelingssuchascannotexpressthemselvesbyvulgarapplause。”Ah!musicisthefirstofarts!”exclaimedthemarquise。”Camillethinksyouthandbeautythefirstofpoesies,”saidClaudeVignon。
  MademoiselledesToucheslookedatClaudewithvagueuneasiness。
  Beatrix,notseeingCalyste,turnedherheadasiftoknowwhateffectthemusichadproduceduponhim,lessbywayofinterestinhimthanforthegratificationofConti;shesawawhitefacebathedintears。
  Atthesight,andasifsomesuddenpainhadseizedher,sheturnedbackquicklyandlookedatGennaro。NotonlyhadMusicarisenbeforetheeyesofCalyste,touchinghimwithherdivinewanduntilhestoodinpresenceofCreationfromwhichsherenttheveil,buthewasdumfoundedbyConti’sgenius。InspiteofwhatCamillehadtoldhimofthemusician’scharacter,henowbelievedinthebeautyofthesoul,intheheartthatexpressedsuchlove。Howcouldhe,Calyste,rivalsuchasanartist?Whatwomancouldeverceasetoadoresuchgenius?
  Thatvoiceenteredthesoullikeanothersoul。Thepoorladwasoverwhelmedbypoesy,andhisowndespair。Hefelthimselfofnoaccount。Thisingenuousadmissionofhisnothingnesscouldbereaduponhisfacemingledwithhisadmiration。HedidnotobservethegesturewithwhichBeatrix,attractedtoCalystebythecontagionofatruefeeling,calledFelicite’sattentiontohim。”Oh!theadorableheart!”criedCamille。”Conti,youwillneverobtainapplauseofone-halfthevalueofthatchild’shomage。Letussingthistrio。Beatrix,mydear,come。”
  Whenthemarquise,Camille,andContihadarrangedthemselvesatthepiano,Calysterosesoftly,withoutattractingtheirattention,andflunghimselfononeofthesofasinthebedroom,thedoorofwhichstoodopen,wherehesatwithhisheadinhishands,plungedinmeditation。
  X
  DRAMA”Whatisit,mychild?”saidClaudeVignon,whohadslippedsilentlyintothebedroomafterCalyste,andnowtookhimbythehand。”Youlove;youthinkyouaredisdained;butitisnotso。Thefieldwillbefreetoyouinafewdaysandyouwillreign——belovedbymorethanone。””Loved!”criedCalyste,springingup,andbeckoningClaudeintothelibrary,”Wholovesmehere?””Camille,”repliedClaude。”Camillelovesme?Andyou!——whatofyou?””I?”answeredClaude,”I——”Hestopped;satdownonasofaandrestedhisheadwithwearysadnessonacushion。”Iamtiredoflife,butI
  havenotthecouragetoquitit,”hewenton,afterashortsilence。”IwishIweremistakeninwhatIhavejusttoldyou;butforthelastfewdaysmorethanonevividlighthascomeintomymind。Ididnotwanderaboutthemarshesformypleasure;no,uponmysoulIdidnot!
  ThebitternessofmywordswhenIreturnedandfoundyouwithCamilleweretheresultofwoundedfeeling。Iintendtohaveanexplanationwithhersoon。Twomindsasclear-sightedashersandminecannotdeceiveeachother。Betweentwosuchprofessionalduelliststhecombatcannotlastlong。ThereforeImayaswelltellyounowthatIshallleaveLesTouches;yes,to-morrowperhaps,withConti。Afterwearegonestrangethingswillhappenhere。IshallregretnotwitnessingconflictsofpassionofakindsorareinFrance,andsodramatic。Youareveryyoungtoentersuchdangerouslists;youinterestme;wereitnotfortheprofounddisgustIfeelforwomen,Iwouldstayandhelpyouplaythisgame。Itisdifficult;youmayloseit;youhavetodowithtwoextraordinarywomen,andyoufeeltoomuchforonetousetheotherjudiciously。Beatrixisdoggedbynature;Camillehasgrandeur。
  Probablyyouwillbewreckedbetweenthosereefs,drawnuponthembythewavesofpassion。Beware!”
  Calyste’sstupefactiononhearingthesewordsenabledClaudetosaythemwithoutinterruptionandleavetheyoungBreton,whoremainedlikeatravelleramongtheAlpstowhomaguidehasshownthedepthofsomeabyssbyflingingastoneintoit。TohearfromthelipsofClaudehimselfthatCamillelovedhim,attheverymomentwhenhefeltthathelovedBeatrixforlife,wasaweighttooheavyforhisuntriedsoultobear。Goadedbyanimmenseregretwhichnowfilledallthepast,overwhelmedwithasightofhispositionbetweenBeatrixwhomhelovedandCamillewhomhehadceasedtolove,thepoorboysatdespairingandundecided,lostinthought。HesoughtinvainforthereasonswhichhadmadeFeliciterejecthisloveandbringClaudeVignonfromParistoopposeit。EverynowandthenthevoiceofBeatrixcamefreshandpuretohisearsfromthelittlesalon;asavagedesiretorushinandcarryheroffseizedhimatsuchmoments。
  Whatwouldbecomeofhim?Whatmusthedo?CouldhecometoLesTouches?IfCamillelovedhimhowcouldhecometheretoadoreBeatrix?Hesawnosolutiontothesedifficulties。
  Insensiblytohimsilencenowreignedinthehouse;heheard,butwithoutnoticing,theopeningandshuttingofdoors。Thensuddenlymidnightsoundedontheclockoftheadjoiningbedroom,andthevoicesofClaudeandCamillerousedhimfullyfromhistorpidcontemplationofthefuture。Beforehecouldriseandshowhimself,heheardthefollowingterriblewordsinthevoiceofClaudeVignon。”YoucametoParislastyeardesperatelyinlovewithCalyste,”ClaudewassayingtoFelicite,”butyouwerehorrifiedatthethoughtoftheconsequencesofsuchapassionatyourage;itwouldleadyoutoagulf,tohell,tosuicideperhaps。Lovecannotexistunlessitthinksitselfeternal,andyousawnotfarbeforeyouahorribleparting;oldageyouknewwouldendthegloriouspoemsoon。Youthoughtof’Adolphe,’thatdreadfulfinaleofthelovesofMadamedeStaelandBenjaminConstant,who,however,werenearerofanagethanyouandCalyste。Thenyoutookme,assoldiersusefascinestobuildentrenchmentsbetweentheenemyandthemselves。YoubroughtmetoLesTouchestomaskyourrealfeelingsandleaveyousafetofollowyourownsecretadoration。Theschemewasgrandandignobleboth;buttocarryitoutyoushouldhavechoseneitheracommonmanoronesopreoccupiedbynoblethoughtsthatyoucouldeasilydeceivehim。Youthoughtmesimpleandeasytomisleadasamanofgenius。Iamnotamanofgenius,Iamamanoftalent,andassuchIhavedivinedyou。
  WhenImadethateulogyyesterdayonwomenofyourage,explainingtoyouwhyCalystehadlovedyou,doyousupposeItooktomyselfyourravished,fascinated,fazzlingglance?HadInotreadintoyoursoul?
  Theeyeswereturnedonme,buttheheartwasthrobbingforCalyste。
  Youhaveneverbeenloved,mypoorMaupin,andyouneverwillbeafterrejectingthebeautifulfruitwhichchancehasofferedtoyouattheportalsofthathellofwoman,thelockofwhichisthenumeral50!””Whyhaslovefledme?”shesaidinalowvoice。”Tellme,youwhoknowall。””Becauseyouarenotlovable,”heanswered。”Youdonotbendtolove;
  lovemustbendtoyou。Youmayperhapshaveyieldedtosomefolliesofyouth,buttherewasnoyouthinyourheart;yourmindhastoomuchdepth;youhaveneverbeennaiveandartless,andyoucannotbegintobesonow。Yourcharmcomesfrommystery;itisabstract,notactive。
  Yourstrengthrepulsesmenofstrengthwhofearastruggle。Yourpowermaypleaseyoungsouls,likethatofCalyste,whichliketobeprotected;though,eventhemitweariesinthelongrun。Youaregrand,andyouaresublime;bearwiththeconsequenceofthosetwoqualities——theyfatigue。””Whatasentence!”criedCamille。”AmInotawoman?Doyouthinkmeananomaly?””Possibly,”saidClaude。”Wewillsee!”saidthewoman,stungtothequick。”Farewell,mydearCamille;Ileaveto-morrow。Iamnotangrywithyou,mydear;Ithinkyouthegreatestofwomen,butifIcontinuedtoserveyouasascreen,orashield,”saidClaude,withtwosignificantinflectionsofhisvoice,”youwoulddespiseme。Wecanpartnowwithoutpainorremorse;wehaveneitherhappinesstoregretnorhopesbetrayed。Toyou,aswithsomefewbutraremenofgenius,loveisnotwhatNaturemadeit,——animperiousneed,tothesatisfactionofwhichsheattachesgreatandpassingjoys,whichdie。YouseelovesuchasChristianityhascreatedit,——anidealkingdom,fullofnoblesentiments,ofgrandweaknesses,poesies,spiritualsensations,devotionsofmoralfragrance,entrancingharmonies,placedhighaboveallvulgarcoarseness,towhichtwocreaturesasoneangelflyonthewingsofpleasure。ThisiswhatIhopedtoshare;IthoughtIheldinyouakeytothatdoor,closedtosomany,bywhichwemayadvancetowardtheinfinite。Youweretherealready。Inthisyouhavemisledme。Ireturntomymisery,——tomyvastprisonofParis。Suchadeceptionasthis,haditcometomeearlierinlife,wouldhavemademefleefromexistence;to-dayitputsintomysouladisenchantmentwhichwillplungemeforeverintoanawfulsolitude。IamwithoutthefaithwhichhelpedtheFatherstopeopletheirswithsacredimages。Itistothis,mydearCamille,tothisthatthesuperiorityofourmindhasbroughtus;wemay,bothofus,singthatdreadfulhymnwhichapoethasputintothemouthofMosesspeakingtotheAlmighty:’LordGod,Thouhastmademepowerfulandsolitary。’”
  AtthismomentCalysteappeared。”IoughtnottoleaveyouignorantthatIamhere,”hesaid。
  MademoiselledesTouchesshowedtheutmostfear;asuddenflushcoloredherimpassiblefacewithtintsoffire。Duringthisstrangesceneshewasmorebeautifulthanatanyothermomentofherlife。”Wethoughtyougone,Calyste,”saidClaude。”Butthisinvoluntarydiscretiononbothsideswilldonoharm;perhaps,indeed,youmaybemoreatyoureaseatLesTouchesbyknowingFeliciteassheis。HersilenceshowsmeIamnotmistakenastothepartshemeantmetoplay。AsItoldyoubefore,shelovesyou,butitisforyourself,notforherself,——asentimentthatfewwomenareabletoconceiveandpractise;fewamongthemknowthevoluptuouspleasureofsufferingsbornoflonging,——thatisoneofthemagnificentpassionsreservedforman。Butsheisinsomesenseaman,”headded,sardonically。”YourloveforBeatrixwillmakehersufferandmakeherhappytoo。”
  TearswereintheeyesofMademoiselledesTouches,whowasunabletolookeitherattheterribleVignonortheingenuousCalyste。Shewasfrightenedatbeingunderstood;shehadsupposedtoimpossibleforaman,howeverkeenhisperception,toperceiveadelicacysoself-
  immolating,aheroismsoloftyasherown。HerevidenthumiliationatthisunveilingofhergrandeurmadeCalystesharetheemotionofthewomanhehadheldsohigh,andnowbeheldsostrickendown。Hethrewhimself,fromanirresistibleimpulse,atherfeet,andkissedherhands,layinghisface,coveredwithtears,uponthem。”Claude,”shesaid,”donotabandonme,orwhatwillbecomeofme?””Whathaveyoutofear?”repliedthecritic。”Calystehasfalleninloveatfirstsightwiththemarquise;youcannotfindabetterbarrierbetweenyouthanthat。ThispassionofhisisworthmoretoyouthanI。Yesterdaytheremighthavebeensomedangerforyouandforhim;to-dayyoucantakeamaternalinterestinhim,”hesaid,withamockingsmile,”andbeproudofhistriumphs。”
  MademoiselledesToucheslookedatCalyste,whohadraisedhisheadabruptlyatthesewords。ClaudeVignonenjoyed,forhissolevengeance,thesightoftheirconfusion。”YouyourselfhavedrivenhimtoMadamedeRochefide,”continuedClaude,”andheisnowunderthespell。Youhavedugyourowngrave。
  Hadyouconfidedinme,youwouldhaveescapedthesufferingsthatawaityou。””Sufferings!”criedCamilleMaupin,takingCalyste’sheadinherhands,andkissinghishair,onwhichhertearsfellplentifully。”No,Calyste;forgetwhatyouhaveheard;Icountfornothinginallthis。”
  Sheroseandstooderectbeforethetwomen,subduingbothwiththelightningofhereyes,fromwhichhersoulshoneout。”WhileClaudewasspeaking,”shesaid,”Iconceivedthebeautyandthegrandeuroflovewithouthope;itisthesentimentthatbringsusnearestGod。Donotloveme,Calyste;butIwillloveyouasnowomanwill!”
  Itwasthecryofawoundedeagleseekingitseyrie。Claudehimselfkneltdown,tookCamille’shand,andkissedit。”Leaveusnow,Calyste,”shesaid,”itislate,andyourmotherwillbeuneasy。”
  CalystereturnedtoGuerandewithlaggingsteps,turningagainandagain,toseethelightfromthewindowsoftheroominwhichwasBeatrix。HewassurprisedhimselftofindhowlittlepityhefeltforCamille。Butpresentlyhefeltoncemoretheagitationsofthatscene,thetearsshehadleftuponhishair;hesufferedwithhersuffering;
  hefanciedheheardthemoansofthatnoblewoman,sobeloved,sodesiredbutafewshortdaysbefore。
  Whenheopenedthedoorofhispaternalhome,wheretotalsilencereigned,hesawhismotherthroughthewindow,asshesatsewingbythelightofthecuriouslyconstructedlampwhilesheawaitedhim。
  Tearsmoistenedthelad’seyesashelookedather。”Whathashappened?”criedFanny,seeinghisemotion,whichfilledherwithhorribleanxiety。
  Forallanswer,Calystetookhismotherinhisarms,andkissedheronhercheeks,herforeheadandhair,withoneofthosepassionateeffusionsoffeelingthatcomfortmothers,andfillthemwiththesubtleflamesofthelifetheyhavegiven。”ItisyouIlove,you!”criedCalyste,——”you,wholiveforme;you,whomIlongtorenderhappy!””Butyouarenotyourself,mychild,”saidthebaroness,lookingathimattentively。”Whathashappenedtoyou?””Camillelovesme,butIlovehernolonger,”heanswered。
  Thenextday,CalystetoldGasselintowatchtheroadtoSaint-
  Nazaire,andlethimknowifthecarriageofMademoiselledesTouchespassedoverit。Gasselinbroughtwordthatthecarriagehadpassed。”Howmanypersonswereinit?”askedCalyste。”Four,——twoladiesandtwogentlemen。””Thensaddlemyhorseandmyfather’s。”
  Gasselindeparted。”My,nephew,whatmischiefisinyounow?”saidhisAuntZephirine。”Lettheboyamusehimself,sister,”criedthebaron。”Yesterdayhewasdullasanowl;to-dayheisgayasalark。””DidyoutellhimthatourdearCharlottewastoarriveto-day?”saidZephirine,turningtohersister-in-law。”No,”repliedthebaroness。”Ithoughtperhapshewasgoingtomeether,”saidMademoiselleduGuenic,slyly。”IfCharlotteistostaythreemonthswithheraunt,hewillhaveplentyofopportunitiestoseeher,”saidhismother。”MademoiselledePen-HoelwantsmetomarryCharlotte,tosavemefromperdition,”saidCalyste,laughing。”IwasonthemallwhensheandtheChevalierduHalgaweretalkingaboutit。Shecan’tseethatitwouldbegreaterperditionformetomarryatmyage——””Itiswrittenabove,”saidtheoldmaid,interruptingCalyste,”thatIshallnotdietranquilorhappy。Iwantedtoseeourfamilycontinued,andsome,atleast,oftheestatesbroughtback;butitisnottobe。Whatcanyou,myfinenephew,putinthescaleagainstsuchduties?IsitthatactressatLesTouches?””What?”saidthebaron;”howcanMademoiselledesToucheshinderCalyste’smarriage,whenitbecomesnecessaryforustomakeit?I
  shallgoandseeher。””Iassureyou,father,”saidCalyste,”thatFelicitewillneverbeanobstacletomymarriage。”
  Gasselinappearedwiththehorses。”Whereareyougoing,chevalier?”saidhisfather。”ToSaint-Nazaire。””Ha,ha!andwhenisthemarriagetobe?”saidthebaron,believingthatCalystewasreallyinahurrytoseeCharlottedeKergarouet。”ItishightimeIwasagrandfather。Sparethehorses,”hecontinued,ashewentontheporticowithFannytoseeCalystemount;”rememberthattheyhavemorethanthirtymilestogo。”
  Calystestartedwithatenderfarewelltohismother。”Deartreasure!”shesaid,asshesawhimlowerhisheadtoridethroughthegateway。”Godkeephim!”repliedthebaron;”forwecannotreplacehim。”
  Thewordsmadethebaronessshudder。”MynephewdoesnotloveCharlotteenoughtoridetoSaint-Nazaireafterher,”saidtheoldblindwomantoMariotte,whowasclearingthebreakfast-table。”No;butafinelady,amarquise,hascometoLesTouches,andI’llwarranthe’safterher;that’sthewayathisage,”saidMariotte。”They’llkillhim,”saidMademoiselleduGuenic。”Thatwon’tkillhim,mademoiselle;quitethecontrary,”repliedMariotte,whoseemedtobepleasedwithCalyste’sbehavior。
  Theyoungfellowstartedatagreatpace,untilGasselinaskedhimifhewastryingtocatchtheboat,which,ofcourse,wasnotatallhisdesire。HehadnowishtoseeeitherContiorClaudeagain;buthedidexpecttobeinvitedtodrivebackwiththeladies,leavingGasselintoleadhishorse。Hewasgayasabird,thinkingtohimself,——”/She/hasjustpassedhere;/her/eyessawthosetrees!——Whatalovelyroad!”hesaidtoGasselin。”Ah!monsieur,Brittanyisthemostbeautifulcountryinalltheworld,”repliedtheBreton。”Wherecouldyoufindsuchflowersinthehedges,andnicecoolroadsthatwindaboutlikethese?””Nowhere,Gasselin。””/Tiens/!herecomesthecoachfromNazaire,”criedGasselinpresently。”MademoiselledePen-Hoelandherniecewillbeinit。Letushide,”
  saidCalyste。”Hide!areyoucrazy,monsieur?Why,weareonthemoor!”
  Thecoach,whichwascomingupthesandyhillaboveSaint-Nazaire,wasfull,and,muchtotheastonishmentofCalyste,therewerenosignsofCharlotte。”WehadtoleaveMademoiselledePen-Hoel,hersisterandniece;theyaredreadfullyworried;butallmyseatswereengagedbythecustom-
  house,”saidtheconductortoGasselin。”Iamlost!”thoughtCalyste;”theywillmeetmedownthere。”
  WhenCalystereachedthelittleesplanadewhichsurroundsthechurchofSaint-Nazaire,andfromwhichisseenPaimboeufandthemagnificentMouthsoftheLoireastheystrugglewiththesea,hefoundCamilleandthemarquisewavingtheirhandkerchiefsasalastadieutotwopassengersonthedeckofthedepartingsteamer。Beatrixwascharmingasshestoodthere,herfeaturessoftenedbytheshadowofarice-
  strawhat,onwhichweretuftsandknotsofscarletribbon。Sheworeamuslingownwithapatternofflowers,andwasleaningwithonewell-
  glovedhandonaslenderparasol。Nothingisfinertotheeyesthanawomanpoisedonarocklikeastatueonitspedestal。ConticouldseeCalystefromthevesselasheapproachedCamille。”Ithought,”saidtheyoungman,”thatyouwouldprobablycomebackalone。””Youhavedoneright,Calyste,”shereplied,pressinghishand。
  Beatrixturnedround,sawheryounglover,andgavehimthemostimperiouslookinherrepertory。Asmile,whichthemarquisedetectedontheeloquentlipsofMademoiselledesTouches,madeherawareofthevulgarityofsuchconduct,worthyonlyofabourgeoise。ShethensaidtoCalyste,smiling,——”AreyounotguiltyofaslightimpertinenceinsupposingthatI
  shouldboreCamille,ifleftalonewithher?””Mydear,onemantotwowidowsisnonetoomuch,”saidMademoiselledesTouches,takingCalyste’sarm,andleavingBeatrixtowatchthevesseltillitdisappeared。
  AtthismomentCalysteheardtheapproachingvoicesofMademoiselledePen-Hoel,theVicomtessedeKergarouet,Charlotte,andGasselin,whowerealltalkingatonce,likesomanymagpies。TheoldmaidwasquestioningGasselinastowhathadbroughthimandhismastertoSaint-Nazaire;thecarriageofMademoiselledesToucheshadalreadycaughthereye。BeforetheyoungBretoncouldgetoutofsight,Charlottehadseenhim。”Why,there’sCalyste!”sheexclaimedeagerly。”Goandofferthemseatsinmycarriage,”saidCamilletoCalyste;”themaidcansitwiththecoachman。Isawthoseladieslosetheirplacesinthemail-coach。”
  Calyste,whocouldnothelphimself,carriedthemessage。AssoonasMadamedeKergarouetlearnedthattheoffercamefromthecelebratedCamilleMaupin,andthattheMarquisedeRochefidewasoftheparty,shewasmuchsurprisedattheobjectionsraisedbyhereldersister,whorefusedpositivelytoprofitbywhatshecalledthedevil’scarryall。AtNantes,whichboastedofmorecivilizationthanGuerande,Camillewasreadandadmired;shewasthoughttobethemuseofBrittanyandanhonortotheregion。TheabsolutiongrantedtoherinParisbysociety,byfashion,wastherejustifiedbyhergreatfortuneandherearlysuccessesinNantes,whichclaimedthehonorofhavingbeen,ifnotherbirthplace,atleasthercradle。Theviscountess,therefore,eagertoseeher,draggedheroldsisterforward,payingnoattentiontoherjeremiads。”Good-morning,Calyste,”saidCharlotte。”Oh!good-morning,Charlotte,”repliedCalyste,notofferinghisarm。
  Bothwereconfused;shebyhiscoldness,hebyhiscruelty,astheywalkedupthesortofravine,whichiscalledinSaint-Nazaireastreet,followingthetwosistersinsilence。InamomentthelittlegirlofsixteensawhercastleinSpain,builtandfurnishedwithromantichopes,aheapofruins。SheandCalystehadplayedtogethersomuchinchildhood,shewassoboundupwithhim,asitwere,thatshehadquietlysupposedherfutureunassailable;shearrivednow,sweptalongbythoughtlesshappiness,likeacirclingbirddartingdownuponawheat-field,andlo!shewasstoppedinherflight,unabletoimaginetheobstacle。”Whatisthematter,Calyste?”shesaid,takinghishand。”Nothing,”repliedtheyoungman,releasinghimselfwithcruelhasteasherememberedtheprojectsofhisauntandherfriend。
  TearscameintoCharlotte’seyes。ShelookedatthehandsomeCalystewithoutill-humor;butafirstspasmofjealousyseizedher,andshefeltthedreadfulmadnessofrivalrywhenshecameinsightofthetwoParisianwomen,andsuspectedthecauseofhiscoldness。
  CharlottedeKergarouetwasagirlofordinaryheight,andcommonplacecoloring;shehadalittleroundface,madelivelybyapairofblackeyeswhichsparkledwithcleverness,abundantbrownhair,aroundwaist,aflatback,thinarms,andthecurt,decidedmannerofaprovincialgirl,whodidnotwanttobetakenforalittlegoose。Shewasthepettedchildofthefamilyonaccountofthepreferenceherauntshowedforher。AtthismomentshewaswrappedinamantleofScotchmerinoinlargeplaids,linedwithgreensilk,whichshehadwornontheboat。Hertravelling-dress,ofsomecommonstuff,chastelymadewithachemisettebodyandapleatedcollar,wasfatedtoappear,eventoherowneyes,horribleincomparisonwiththefreshtoiletsofBeatrixandCamille。Shewaspainfullyawareofthestockingssoiledamongtherocksasshehadjumpedfromtheboat,ofshabbyleathershoes,chosenforthepurposeofnotspoilingbetteronesonthejourney,——afixedprincipleinthemannersandcustomsofprovincials。
  AsfortheVicomtessedeKergarouet,shemightstandasthetypeofaprovincialwoman。Tall,hard,withered,fullofpretensions,whichdidnotshowthemselvesuntiltheyweremortified,talkingmuch,andcatching,bydintoftalkingasonecannonsatbilliards,afewideas,whichgaveherthereputationofwit,endeavoringtohumiliateParisians,whenevershemetthem,withanassumptionofcountrywisdomandpatronage,humblingherselftobeexaltedandfuriousatbeingleftuponherknees;fishing,astheEnglishsay,forcompliments,whichshenevercaught;dressedinclothesthatwereexaggeratedinstyle,andyetillcaredfor;mistakingwantofgoodmannersfordignity,andtryingtoembarrassothersbypayingnoattentiontothem;refusingwhatshedesiredinordertohaveitofferedagain,andtoseemtoyieldonlytoentreaty;concernedaboutmattersthatothershavedonewith,andsurprisedatnotbeinginthefashion;andfinally,unabletogetthroughanhourwithoutreferencetoNantes,mattersofsociallifeinNantes,complaintsofNantes,criticismofNantes,andtakingaspersonalitiestheremarkssheforcedoutofabsent-mindedorweariedlisteners。
  Hermanners,language,andideashad,moreorless,descendedtoherfourdaughters。ToknowCamilleMaupinandMadamedeRochefidewouldbeforherafuture,andthetopicofahundredconversations。
  Consequently,sheadvancedtowardthechurchasifshemeanttotakeitbyassault,wavingherhandkerchief,unfoldedforthepurposeofdisplayingtheheavycornersofdomesticembroidery,andtrimmedwithflimsylace。Hergaitwastolerablyboldandcavalier,which,however,wasofnoconsequenceinawomanforty-sevenyearsofage。”Monsieurlechevalier,”shesaidtoCamilleandBeatrix,pointingtoCalyste,whowasmournfullyfollowingwithCharlotte,”hasconveyedtomeyourfriendlyproposal,butwefear——mysister,mydaughter,andmyself——toinconvenienceyou。””Sister,Ishallnotputtheseladiestoinconvenience,”saidMademoiselledePen-Hoel,sharply;”IcanverywellfindahorseinSaint-Nazairetotakemehome。”
  CamilleandBeatrixexchangedanobliqueglance,whichCalysteintercepted,andthatglancesufficedtoannihilateallthememoriesofhischildhood,allhisbeliefsintheKergarouetsandPen-Hoels,andtoputanendforevertotheprojectsofthethreefamilies。”Wecanverywellputfiveinthecarriage,”repliedMademoiselledesTouches,onwhomJacquelineturnedherback,”evenifwewereinconvenienced,whichcannotbethecase,withyourslenderfigures。
  Besides,IshouldenjoythepleasureofdoingalittleservicetoCalyste’sfriends。Yourmaid,madame,willfindaseatbythecoachman,andyourluggage,ifyouhaveany,cangobehindthecarriage;Ihavenofootmanwithme。”
  Theviscountesswasoverwhelminginthanks,andcomplainedthathersisterJacquelinehadbeeninsuchahurrytoseeherniecethatshewouldnotgivehertimetocomeproperlyinherowncarriagewithpost-horses,though,tobesure,thepost-roadwasnotonlylonger,butmoreexpensive;sheherselfwasobligedtoreturnalmostimmediatelytoNantes,whereshehadleftthreeotherlittlekittens,whowereanxiouslyawaitingher。HeresheputherarmroundCharlotte’sneck。Charlotte,inreply,raisedhereyestohermotherwiththeairofalittlevictim,whichgaveanimpressiontoonlookersthattheviscountessboredherfourdaughtersprodigiouslybydraggingthemonthesceneverymuchasCorporalTrimproduceshiscapin”TristramShandy。””Youareafortunatemotherand——”beganCamille,stoppingshortassherememberedthatBeatrixmusthavepartedfromhersonwhensheleftherhusband’shouse。”Oh,yes!”saidtheviscountess;”ifIhavethemisfortuneofspendingmylifeinthecountry,and,aboveall,atNantes,Ihaveatleasttheconsolationofbeingadoredbymychildren。Haveyouchildren?”shesaidtoCamille。”IamMademoiselledesTouches,”repliedCamille。”MadameistheMarquisedeRochefide。””ThenImustpityyoufornotknowingthegreatesthappinessthatthereisforuspoor,simplewomen——isnotthatso,madame?”saidtheviscountess,turningtoBeatrix。”Butyou,mademoiselle,havesomanycompensations。”
  ThetearscameintoMadamedeRochefide’seyes,andsheturnedawaytowardtheparapettohidethem。Calystefollowedher。”Madame,”saidCamille,inalowvoicetotheviscountess,”areyounotawarethatthemarquiseisseparatedfromherhusband?Shehasnotseenhersonfortwoyears,anddoesnotknowwhenshewillseehim。””Youdon’tsayso!”saidMadamedeKergarouet。”Poorlady!isshelegallyseparated?””No,bymutualconsent,”repliedCamille。”Ah,well!Iunderstandthat,”saidtheviscountessboldly。
  OldMademoiselledePen-Hoel,furiousatbeingthusdraggedintotheenemy’scamp,hadretreatedtoashortdistancewithherdearCharlotte。Calyste,afterlookingabouthimtomakesurethatnoonecouldseehim,seizedthehandofthemarquise,kissedit,andleftatearuponit。Beatrixturnedround,hertearsdriedbyanger;shewasabouttouttersometerribleword,butitdieduponherlipsasshesawthegriefontheangelicfaceoftheyouth,asdeeplytouchedbyherpresentsorrowasshewasherself。”Goodheavens,Calyste!”saidCamilleinhisear,ashereturnedwithMadamedeRochefide,”areyoutohave/that/foramother-in-law,andthelittleoneforawife?””Becauseherauntisrich,”repliedCalyste,sarcastically。
  Thewholepartynowmovedtowardtheinn,andtheviscountessfeltherselfobligedtomakeCamilleaspeechonthesavagesofSaint-
  Nazaire。”IloveBrittany,madame,”repliedCamille,gravely。”IwasbornatGuerande。”
  CalystecouldnothelpadmiringMademoiselledesTouches,who,bythetoneofhervoice,thetranquillityofherlook,andherquietmanner,puthimathisease,inspiteoftheterribledeclarationsoftheprecedingnight。Sheseemed,however,alittlefatigued;hereyeswereenlargedbydarkcirclesroundthem,showingthathehadnotslept;
  butthebrowdominatedtheinwardstormwithcoldplacidity。”Whatqueens!”hesaidtoCharlotte,callingherattentiontothemarquiseandCamilleashegavethegirlhisarm,toMademoiselledePen-Hoel’sgreatsatisfaction。”Whatanideayourmotherhashad,”saidtheoldmaid,takingherniece’sotherarm,”toputherselfinthecompanyofthatreprobatewoman!””Oh,aunt,awomanwhoisthegloryofBrittany!””Theshame,mydear。Mindthatyoudon’tfawnuponherinthatway。””MademoiselleCharlotteisright,”saidCalyste;”youarenotjust。””Oh,you!”repliedMademoiselledePen-Hoel,”shehasbewitchedyou。””Iregardher,”saidCalyste,”withthesamefriendshipthatIfeelforyou。””SincewhenhavetheduGuenicstakentotellinglies?”askedtheoldmaid。”SincethePen-Hoelshavegrowndeaf,”repliedCalyste。”Areyounotinlovewithher?”demandedtheoldmaid。”Ihavebeen,butIamsonolonger,”hesaid。”Badboy!thenwhyhaveyougivenussuchanxiety?Iknowverywellthatloveisonlyfoolishness;thereisnothingsolidbutmarriage,”
  sheremarked,lookingatCharlotte。
  Charlotte,somewhatreassured,hopedtorecoverheradvantagesbyrecallingthememoriesofchildhood。SheleanedaffectionatelyonCalyste’sarm,whoresolvedinhisownmindtohaveaclearexplanationwiththelittleheiress。”Ah!whatfunweshallhaveat/mouche/,Calyste!”shesaid;”whatgoodlaughsweusedtohaveoverit!”
  Thehorseswerenowputin;CamilleplacedMadamedeKergarouetandCharlotteonthebackseat。Jacquelinehavingdisappeared,sheherself,withthemarquise,satforward。Calystewas,ofcourse,obligedtorelinquishthepleasureonwhichhehadcounted,ofdrivingbackwithCamilleandBeatrix,butherodebesidethecarriagealltheway;thehorses,beingtiredwiththejourney,wentslowlyenoughtoallowhimtokeephiseyesonBeatrix。
  Historymustlosethecuriousconversationsthatwentonbetweenthesefourpersonswhomaccidenthadsostrangelyunitedinthiscarriage,foritisimpossibletoreportthehundredandmoreversionswhichwenttheroundofNantesontheremarks,replies,andwitticismswhichtheviscountessheardfromthelipsofthecelebratedCamilleMaupin/herself/。Shewas,however,verycarefulnottorepeat,noteventocomprehend,theactualrepliesmadebyMademoiselledesTouchestoherabsurdquestionsaboutCamille’sauthorship,——apenancetowhichallauthorsaresubjected,andwhichoftenmakethemexpiatethefewandrarepleasuresthattheywin。”Howdoyouwriteyourbooks?”shebegan。”Muchasyoudoyourworsted-workorknitting,”repliedCamille。”Butwheredoyoufindthosedeepreflections,thoseseductivepictures?””Whereyoufindthewittythingsyousay,madame;thereisnothingsoeasyastowritebooks,providedyouwill——””Ah!doesitdependwhollyonthewill?Ishouldn’thavethoughtit。
  Whichofyourcompositionsdoyouprefer?””Ifinditdifficulttopreferanyofmylittlekittens。””Iseeyouare/blasee/oncompliments;thereisreallynothingnewthatonecansay。””Iassureyou,madame,thatIamverysensibletotheformwhichyougivetoyours。”
  Theviscountess,anxiousnottoseemtoneglectthemarquise,remarked,lookingatBeatrixwithameaningair,——”IshallneverforgetthisjourneymadebetweenWitandBeauty。””Youflatterme,madame,”saidthemarquise,laughing。”Iassureyouthatmywitisbutasmallmatter,nottobementionedbythesideofgenius;besides,IthinkIhavenotsaidmuchasyet。”
  Charlotte,whokeenlyfelthermother’sabsurdity,lookedather,endeavoringtostopitscourse;butMadamedeKergarouetwentbravelyoninhertiltwiththesatiricalParisians。
  Calyste,whowastrottingslowlybesidethecarriage,couldonlyseethefacesofthetwoladiesonthefrontseat,andhiseyesexpressed,fromtimetotime,ratherpainfulthoughts。Forced,byherposition,toletherselfbelookedat,Beatrixconstantlyavoidedmeetingtheyoungman’seyes,andpractisedamanoeuvremostexasperatingtolovers;sheheldhershawlcrossedandherhandscrossedoverit,apparentlyplungedinthedeepestmeditation。
  Atapartoftheroadwhichisshaded,dewy,andverdantasaforestglade,wherethewheelsofthecarriagescarcelysounded,andthebreezebroughtdownbalsamicodorsandwavedthebranchesabovetheirheads,CamillecalledMadamedeRochefide’sattentiontotheharmoniesoftheplace,andpressedherkneetomakeherlookatCalyste。”Howwellherides!”shesaid。”Oh!Calystedoeseverythingwell,”saidCharlotte。”HerideslikeanEnglishman,”saidthemarquise,indifferently。”HismotherisIrish,——anO’Brien,”continuedCharlotte,whothoughtherselfinsultedbysuchindifference。
  CamilleandthemarquisedrovethroughGuerandewiththeviscountessandherdaughter,tothegreatastonishmentoftheinhabitantsofthetown。TheyleftthemotheranddaughterattheendofthelaneleadingtotheGuenicmansion,whereacrowdcameneargathering,attractedbysounusualasight。Calystehadriddenontoannouncethearrivalofthecompanytohismotherandaunt,whoexpectedthemtodinner,thatmealhavingbeenpostponedtillfouro’clock。Thenhereturnedtothegatetogivehisarmtothetwoladies,andbidCamilleandBeatrixadieu。
  HekissedthehandofFelicite,hopingtherebytobeabletodothesametothatofthemarquise;butshestillkeptherarmscrossedresolutely,andhecastmoistglancesofentreatyatheruselessly。”Youlittleninny!”whisperedCamille,lightlytouchinghisearwithakissthatwasfulloffriendship。”Quitetrue,”thoughtCalystetohimselfasthecarriagedroveaway。”Iamforgettingheradvice——butIshallalwaysforgetit,I’mafraid。”
  MademoiselledePen-HoelwhohadintrepidlyreturnedtoGuerandeonthebackofahiredhorse,theVicomtessedeKergarouet,andCharlottefounddinnerready,andweretreatedwiththeutmostcordiality,ifluxurywerelacking,bytheduGuenics。MademoiselleZephirinehadorderedthebestwinetobebroughtfromthecellar,andMariottehadsurpassedherselfinherBretondishes。
  Theviscountess,proudofhertripwiththeillustriousCamilleMaupin,endeavoredtoexplaintotheassembledcompanythepresentconditionofmodernliterature,andCamille’splaceinit。Buttheliterarytopicmetthefateofwhist;neithertheduGuenics,northeabbe,northeChevalierduHalgaunderstoodonewordofit。Therectorandthechevalierhadarrivedintimefortheliqueursatdessert。
  AssoonasMariotte,assistedbyGasselinandMadamedeKergarouet’smaid,hadclearedthetable,therewasageneralandenthusiasticcryfor/mouche/。Joyappearedtoreigninthehousehold。AllsupposedCalystetobefreeofhislateentanglement,andalmostasgoodasmarriedtothelittleCharlotte。Theyoungmanalonekeptsilence。Forthefirsttimeinhislifehehadinstitutedcomparisonsbetweenhislife-longfriendsandthetwoelegantwomen,witty,accomplished,andtasteful,who,atthepresentmoment,mustbelaughingheartilyattheprovincialmotheranddaughter,judgingbythelookheinterceptedbetweenthem。
  Hewasseekinginvainforsomeexcusetoleavehisfamilyonthisoccasion,andgoupasusualtoLesTouches,whenMadamedeKergarouetmentionedthatsheregrettednothavingacceptedMademoiselledesTouches’offerofhercarriageforthereturnjourneytoSaint-
  Nazaire,whichforthesakeofherthreeother”dearkittens,”shefeltcompelledtomakeonthefollowingday。
  Fanny,whoalonesawherson’suneasiness,andthelittleholdwhichCharlotte’scoquetriesandhermother’sattentionsweregainingonhim,cametohisaid。”Madame,”shesaidtotheviscountess,”youwill,Ithink,beveryuncomfortableinthecarrier’svehicle,andespeciallyathavingtostartsoearlyinthemorning。YouwouldcertainlyhavedonebettertotaketheoffermadetoyoubyMademoiselledesTouches。Butitisnottoolatetodosonow。Calyste,gouptoLesTouchesandarrangethematter;butdon’tbelong;returntoussoon。””Itwon’ttakemetenminutes,”criedCalyste,kissinghismotherviolentlyasshefollowedhimtothedoor。