HaditbeenyesterdayMartinwouldhavebeenreadywithscornforanysuchfeeling,andwithcongratulationstoCameronuponhisexceptionallygoodluckintheexpectationofgoingtoCanada;butto-day,somehowitwasdifferent。HefoundthesplendidlureofhisnativelandavailednottobreakthespelloftheGlen,andashefollowedthegirlinandoutofthelittlecottages,seekingherbrother,andashenotedtheperfectcourtesyandrespectwhichmarkedhermannerwiththepeople,andtheirunstudiedandrespectfuldevotiontotheir”tearyoungleddy,”thisspelldeepeneduponhim。UnconsciouslyanddimlyhebecameawareofamysteriousandmightypowersomehowandsomewhereintheGlenstrainingattheheart-stringsofitschildren。Ofthenatureandoriginofthismysteriousandmightypower,theyoungCanadianknewlittle。Hiscountrywasoftoorecentanoriginformystery,anditspeopletooheterogeneousintheirethniccharacteristicstofurnishasoilfortribalinstinctsandpassions。Thepassionatelovesandhatredsoftheclans,theirprideofrace,theirdeathlesslealty;andmorethanall,andbetterthanall,theirreligiousinstincts,faithsandprejudices;these,withthemystic,wildlovelinessofheather-cladhillandrock-rimmedloch,ofroaringtorrentandjaggedcrags,oflonelymuirandsunnypasturenuiks;allthese,andtenthousandnamelessandunnamablethingsunitedintheweavingofthespelloftheGlenupontheheartsofitspeople。Ofhowitallcametobe,Martinknewnothing,butlikeanatmosphereitstoleinuponhim,andhecametovaguelyunderstandsomethingofwhatitmeanttobeaHighlander,andtobidfarewelltothelandintowhosegrimsoilhisliferootshadstruckdeep,andtotearhimselffromheartswhoselifestreamandhishadflowedasoneforascoreofgenerations。SofromcottocotMartinfollowedandobserved,untiltheycametothecrossingwherethebroadpathledupfromthehighroadtothekirkyardandthekirk。HeretheywerehaltedbyayoungmansomewhatolderthanMartin。Tallandgaunthestood。Hisface,paleandpock-markedandlitbylightblueeyes,andcrownedbybrilliantredhair,was,withallitsunloveliness,afaceofacertainruggedbeauty;whilehismannerandbearingshowedthenativecourtesyofaHighlandgentleman。”YouareseekingMr。Allan?”hesaid,takingoffhisbonnettothegirl。”Heisinyonder,”wavinghishandtowardsthekirkyard。”Inyonder?Youaresure,Mr。Maclise?”Shemightwellask,forneverbutonSabbathdays,sincethedaytheyhadlaidhismotherawayunderthebirchtrees,hadAllanputfootinsidethekirkyard。”Halfanhouragohewentin,”repliedtheyoungHighlander,”andhehasnotreturned。””Iwillgoin,then,”saidthegirl,andhesitated,unwillingthatastranger’seyesshouldwitnesswhatsheknewwaswaitingherthere。”You,Sir,willperhapsabidewithme,”suggestedMr。MaclisetoMartin,withaquickunderstandingofherhesitation。”Oh,thankyou,”criedMoira。”ThisisMr。MartinfromCanada,Mr。
Maclise——mybrother’sgreatfriend。Mr。Macliseisourschoolmasterhere,”sheadded,turningtoMartin,”andweareveryproudofhim。”
TheHighlander’spalefacebecamethecolourofhisbrillianthairasheremarked,”Youareverygoodindeed,MissCameron,andIamgladtomaketheacquaintanceofMr。Martin。ItwillgivemegreatpleasuretoshowMr。Martinthelittlefallsattheloch’send,ifhecarestostepthatfar。”IfMr。Martinwasconsciousofanygreatdesiretoviewthelittlefallsattheloch’send,hisfacemostsuccessfullydissembledanysuchfeeling,buttothelittlefallshemustgoastheschoolmasterquietlypossessedhimselfofhimandledhimaway,whileMissCameron,withneverathoughtofeitherofthem,passedupthebroadpathintothekirkyard。There,atthetower’sfoot,shecameuponherbrother,proneuponthelittlegrassymound,witharmsoutspread,asiftoholditinembrace。Atthesoundofhissister’streaduponthegravel,heraisedhimselftohiskneesswiftly,andwithafiercegesture,asifresentingintrusion。”Oh,itisyou,Moira,”hesaidquietly,sinkingdownuponthegrass。Atthesightofhistear-stained,haggardface,thegirlrantohimwithacry,andthrowingherselfdownbesidehimputherarmsabouthimwithinarticulatesoundsofpity。Atlengthherbrotherraisedhimselffromtheground。”Oh,itisterribletoleaveitall,”hegroaned;”yetIamgladtoleave,foritismoreterribletostay;theveryGlenIcannotlookat;andthepeople,Icannotbeartheireyes。Oh,”hegroaned,wringinghishands,”ifshewerehereshewouldunderstand,butthereisnobody。””Oh,Allan,”criedhissisterinreproach。”Oh,yes,Iknow!Iknow!Youbelieveinme,Moira,butyouarejustalassie,andyoucannotunderstand。””Yes,youknowwellIbelieveinyou,Allan,andothers,too,believeinyou。ThereisMr。Dunn,and——””Oh,Idon’tknow,”saidherbrotherbitterly,”hewantstobelieveit。””Yes,andthereisMr。Martin,”shecontinued,”and——Oh,Iforgot!
hereisaletterMr。Martinbroughtyou。””Martin?””Yes,yourMartin,astrangelittleman;yourquarter-back,youknow。Hebroughtthis,andhesaysitisgoodnews。”ButalreadyAllanwasintohisletter。Ashereadhisfacegrewwhite,hishandbegantoshake,hiseyestostareasiftheywoulddevourtheverypaper。Thesecondtimehereadtheletterhiswholebodytrembled,andhisbreathcameingasps,asifhewereinaphysicalstruggle。Thenliftingarmsandvoicetowardsthesky,hecriedinalong,lowwail,”OhGod,itisgood,itisgood!”
Withthathelaidhimselfdownproneuponthemoundagain,hisfaceinthegrass,sobbingbrokenly,”Oh,mother,motherdear,Ihavegotyouoncemore;Ihavegotyouoncemore!”
Hissisterstood,herhandsclaspeduponherheart——amannershehad——hertears,unnoted,flowingdownhercheeks,waitingtillherbrothershouldletherintohisjoy,asshehadwaitedforentranceintohisgrief。Hisgriefsandhisjoyswerehers,andthoughhestillheldheramerechild,itwaswithawoman’sself-forgettinglovesheministeredtohim,gladlyacceptingwhateverconfidencehewouldgive,butcontenttowaituntilheshouldgivemore。Soshestoodwaiting,withhertearsflowingquietly,andherfacealightwithwonderandjoyforhim。Butasherbrother’ssobbingcontinued,thisterribledisplayofemotionamazedher,startledher,forsincetheirmother’sdeathnoneofthemhadseenAllanweep。Atlengthheraisedhimselffromthegroundandstoodbesideher。”Oh,Moira,lassie,Ineverknewhowterribleitwastillnow。I
hadlosteverything,myfriends,you,and,”headdedinalowvoice,”mymother。Thiscursedthingshutmeoutfromall;itgotbetweenmeandallIeverloved。Ihavenotforthesemonthsbeenabletoseeherfaceclear,butdoyouknow,Moira,”herehisvoicefellandthemysticlightgrewinhiseyes,”Isawheragainjustnowasclearasclear,andIknowIhavegotheragain;andyou,too,Moira,darling,”herehegatheredhissistertohim,”andthepeople!andtheGlen!Oh!isitnotterriblewhatacrimecando?
Howitseparatesyoufromyourfolk,andfromalltheworld,for,mindyou,Ihavefeltmyselfacriminal;butIamnot!Iamnot!”
Hisvoiceroseintoanexultantshout,”Iamclearofit,Iamamanagain!Oh,itisgood!itisgood!Here,readtheletter,itwillprovetoyou。””Oh,whatdoesitmatteratall,Allan,”shecried,stillclingingtohim,”asifitmadeanydifferencetome。Ialwaysknewit。”
Herbrotherliftedherfacefromhisbreastandlookedintohereyes。”Doyoutellmeyoudon’twanttoknowtheproofofit?”heaskedinwonder。”No,”shesaidsimply。”WhyshouldIneedanyproof?Ialwaysknewit。”
Foramomentlongerhegazeduponher,thensaid,”Moira,youareawonder,lassie。No,youarealassienolonger,youareawoman,and,doyouknow,youarelikemothertomenow,andIneversawit。”
Shesmiledupathimthroughhertears。”Ishouldliketobe,”shesaidsoftly。Then,becauseshewastrulyScotch,sheadded,”foryoursake,forIloveyouterriblymuch;andIamgoingtoloseyou。”
Aquiverpassedthroughherframe,andherarmsgrippedhimtight。
Intheself-absorptioninhisgriefandpainhehadnotthoughtofhers,norconsideredhowwithhisgoingherwholelifewouldbechanged。”Ihavebeenaselfishbrute,”hemuttered。”Ihaveonlythoughtofmyownsuffering;but,listenMoira,itisallpast;thankGod,itisallpast。ThisletterfromMr。RaeholdsaconfessionfromPottspoorPotts!IamgladthatRaelethimoff:itwasPottswhocommittedtheforgery。NowIfeelmyselfcleanagain;youcan’tknowwhatthatis;tobeyourselfagain,andtobeabletolookallmeninthefacewithoutfearorshame。Come,wemustgo;
Imustseethemallagain。Letustotheburnfirst,andputmyfaceright。”
Amomenthestoodlookingdownuponhismother’sgrave。Thehideousthingthathadputherfarfromhim,andthathadblurredtheclearvisionofherface,wasgone。Asmilesoftandtenderasachild’sstoleoverhisface,andwiththatsmileheturnedaway。
Astheywerecomingbackfromtheburn,Martinandtheschoolmastersawtheminthedistance。”Blessme,man,willyoulookathim?”saidthemasterinanawestrucktone,clutchingMartin’sarm。”Whateveriscometohim?””What’sup,”criedMartin。”ByJove!you’reright!theRoderickDhuandBlackDouglasbusinessisgone,sure!””Godblessmysoul!”saidMacliseinanundertone。”Heishimselfoncemore。”
Hemightwellexclaim,foritwasanewAllanthatcamestridingupthehighroad,withheadlifted,andwiththeproudswingofaHighlandchieftain。”Hello,oldman!”heshouted,catchingsightofMartinandrunningtowardshimwithhandsoutstretched,”Youarewelcome”——hegraspedhishandsandheldthemfast——”youarewelcometothisGlen,andtomewelcomeasHeaventoaHell-boundsoul。””Maclise,”hecried,turningtothemaster,”thisletter,”wavingitinhishand,”islikeareprievetoamanonthescaffold。”
Maclisestoodgazinginamazementathim。”Theyaccusedmeofcrime!””Ofcrime,Mr。Allan?”Maclisestiffenedinhaughtysurprise。”Yes,ofbasecrime!””Butthislettercompletelyclearshim,”criedMartineagerly。
Macliseturneduponhimwithswiftscorn,”Therewasnoneed,foranyoneinthisGlenwhatever。”TheHighlander’sfacewaspale,andinhislightblueeyesgleamedafiercelight。
Martinflashedalookuponthegirlstandingsoproudlyerectbesideherbrother,andreflectinginherfaceandeyesthesentimentsoftheschoolmaster。”ByJove!Ibelieveyou,”criedMartinwithconviction,”itisnotneededhere,but——butthereareothers,youknow。””Others?”saidtheHighlanderwithfinescorn,”andwhatdifference?”
TheGlenfolkneedednoclearingoftheirchief,andtherestoftheworldmatterednot。”Buttherewasmyself,”saidAllan。”Nowitisgone,Maclise,andIcangivemyhandoncemorewithoutfearorshame。”
Maclisetooktheofferedhandalmostwithreverence,and,removinghisbonnetfromhishead,saidinavoice,deepandvibratingwithemotion,”NefferwillamanoftheGlencountitanythingbuthonourtotakethisshand。””Thankyou,Maclise,”criedAllan,keepinghisgripofthemaster’shand。”NowyoucantelltheGlen。””Youwillnotbegoingtoleaveusnow?”saidMacliseeagerly。”Yes,Ishallgo,Maclise,but,”withaproudliftofhishead,”tellthemIamcomingbackagain。”
AndwiththatmessageMaclisewenttotheGlen。Fromcottocotandfromliptolipthemessagesped,thatMr。Allanwashimselfagain,andthat,thoughonthemorrow’smornhewasleavingtheGlen,hehimselfhadpromisedthathewouldreturn。
Thatevening,asthegloamingdeepened,thepeopleoftheGlengathered,aswastheirwont,attheircottagedoorstolistentooldpiperMacphersonashemarchedupanddownthehighroad。Thisnight,itwasobserved,henolongerplayedthatmostheart-
breakingofallScottishlaments,”LochaberNoMore。”Hehadpasseduptothenolessheart-thrilling,butlessheartbreaking,”Macrimmon’sLament。”InapauseinMacpherson’swailingnotestherefloateddownovertheGlenthesoundofthepipesupatthebigHouse。”Blessmysoul!whisht,man!”criedBetsyMacphersontoherspouse。”Listenyonder!”ForthefirsttimeinmonthstheyheardthesoundofAllan’spipes。”Itishimself,”whisperedthewomentoeachother,andwaited。
Downthelongavenueofraggedfirs,anddownthehighroad,cameyoungMr。Allan,inallthegallantsplendourofhispiper’sgarb,andthetuneheplayedwasnolament,buttheblood-stirring”GatheringoftheGordons。”AshecameoppositetoMacpherson’scottagehegavethesignalfortheoldpiper,anddownthehighroadsteppedthetwoofthemtogether,tilltheypassedbeyondthefarthestcottage。Thenbackagaintheyswung,andthistimeitwastothe”CockoftheNorth,”thattheirtartansswayedandtheirbonnetsnodded。Thus,notwithwoeandlamentation,butwithgoodhopeandgallantcheer,youngMr。AllantookhisleaveoftheGlenCuaghOir。
CHAPTERVIII
WILLHECOMEBACK?
ItwasthecustominDoctorDunn’shouseholdthat,immediatelyafterdinner,hisyoungestsonwouldspendhalfanhourinthestudywithhisfather。Itwasatimeforconfidences。Duringthishalfhourfatherandsonmetasnearlyaspossibleonequalterms,discussing,asfriendsmight,theeventsofthedayortheplansforthemorrow,schoolworkorathletics,thelatestbookorthenewestjoke;andsometimesthetalkturneduponthereadingateveningprayers。Thisnightthestoryhadbeenoneofrarebeautyandofabsorbinginterest,thestory,viz。,ofthatidyllicsceneontheshoreofTiberiaswheretheerringdisciplewasfullyrestoredtohisplaceintheranksofthefaithful,ashehadbeenrestored,someweeksbefore,tohisplaceintheconfidenceofhisMaster。”Thatwasafinestory,Rob?”beganDoctorDunn。”Thatitwas,”saidRobgravely。”ItwasfineforPetertogetbackagain。””Justso,”repliedhisfather。”Yousee,whenamanonceturnshisbackonhisbestFriend,heisneverrighttillhegetsbackagain。””Yes,Iknow,”saidRobgravely。Foratimehesatwithashadowofsadnessandanxietyonhisyoungface。”Itisterrible!”heexclaimed。”Terrible?”inquiredtheDoctor。”Oh,yes,youmeanPeter’sfall?
Yes,thatwasaterriblething——tobeuntruetoourMasterandfaithlesstoourbestFriend。””Buthedidnotmeanto,Dad,”saidRobquickly,asifspringingtothefallendisciple’sdefence。”Heforgot,justforamoment,andwasawfullysorryafterwards。””Yes,truly,”saidhisfather,”andthatwasthefirststepback。”
ForafewmomentsRobremainedsilent,hisfacesadandtroubled。”Man!Itmustbeterrible!”atlengthhesaid,moretohimselfthantohisfather。TheDoctorlookedcloselyatthelittlelad。
Theeager,sensitiveface,usuallysoradiant,wasnowcloudedandsad。”Whatisit,Rob?Isitsomethingyoucantellme?”askedhisfatherinatoneoffriendlykindness。
Robmovedclosertohim。Thefatherwaitedinsilence。Heknewbetterthantoforceanunwillingconfidence。Atlengththelad,withanobviouseffortatself-command,said:”Itisto-morrow,Daddy,thatCameron——thatMr。Cameronisgoingaway。””To-morrow?Soitis。Andyouwillbeverysorry,Rob。But,ofcourse,hewillcomeback。””Oh,Dad,”criedRob,comingquiteclosetohisfather,”itisn’tthat!Itisn’tthat!”
Hisfatherwaited。Hedidnotunderstandhisboy’strouble,andsohewiselyrefrainedfromutteringwordthatmighthinderratherthanhelp。Atlength,withasuddeneffort,Robaskedinalow,hurriedvoice:”Doyouthink,Dad,hehas——got——back?””Gotback?”saidhisfather。”Oh,Isee。Why,myboy?Whatdoyouknowofit?DidyouknowtherewasaletterfromamannamedPotts,thatcompletelyclearsyourfriendofallcrime?””Isthere?”askedtheboyquickly。”Man!Thatisfine!ButI
alwaysknewhecouldnotdoanythingreallybad——Imean,anythingthatthepolicecouldtouchhimfor。Butitisnotthat,Dad。
IhaveheardJacksayheusedtobedifferentwhenhecamedownfirst,andnowsometimeshe——”Thelad’svoicefellsilent。Hecouldnotbringhimselftoaccusehisheroofanyevil。Hisfatherdrewhimclosetohisside。”Youmeanthathehasfallenintobadways——drink,andthingslikethat?”
Theboyhunghishead;hewaskeenlyashamedforhisfriend。Afterafewmoments’silencehesaid:”AndheisgoingawaytoCanadato-morrow,andIwonder,Dad,ifhehas——got——back?Itwouldbeterrible——Oh,Dad,allaloneandawayfrom——!”
Theboy’svoicesanktoawhisper,andarushoftearsfilledhiseyes。”Iseewhatyoumean,myboy。Youmeanitwouldbeterribleforhimtobeinthatfarland,andawayfromthatFriendweknowandlovebest。”
Theladlookedathisfatherthroughhistears,andnoddedhishead,andforsomemomentstherewassilencebetweenthem。Ifthetruthmustbetold,DoctorDunnfelthimselfkeenlyrebukedbyhislittleson’swords。Amidthemultitudeofhisresponsibilities,theresponsibilityforhissons’bestfriendhehadhardlyrealised。”Iamgladthatyouspokeofit,Rob;Iamgladthatyouspokeofit。Somethingwillbedone。Itisnot,afterall,inourhands。
Still,wemuststandreadytohelp。Good-night,myboy。Andremember,itisalwaysgoodtohurrybacktoourbestFriend,ifeverwegetawayfromHim。”
Theboyputhisarmsaroundhisfather’sneckandkissedhimgood-
night;then,kissinghimagain,hewhispered:”Thankyou,Daddy。”
Andfromthereliefinhistonethefatherrecognisedthatuponhimtheladhadlaidalltheburdenofhissolicitudeforhisfriend。
Laterintheevening,whenhiseldersoncamehome,thefathercalledhimin,andfranklygavehimthesubstanceoftheconversationoftheearlierpartoftheevening。
Jacklaughedsomewhatuneasily。”Oh,Robisanawfullyreligiouslittlebeggar;painfullyso,Ithink,sometimes——youknowwhatI
mean,Sir,”headded,noticingthelookonhisfather’sface。”IamnotsurethatIdo,Jack,”saidhisfather,”butIwanttotellyou,thatasfarasIamconcerned,Ifeltdistinctlyrebukedatthelittlechap’sanxietyforhisfriendinamatterofsuchvitalimport。Hisisatrulyreligiouslittlesoul,asyousay,butIwonderifhistypeisnotmorenearlylikethenormalthanisours。Certainly,ifreality,simplicity,sincerityarethequalitiesoftruereligiousfeeling——andthese,Ibelieve,arethequalitiesemphasisedbytheMasterHimself——thenitmayindeedbethattheboy’stypeisnearertheidealthanours。”
AtthispointMrs。Dunnenteredtheroom。”Anythingprivate?”sheenquiredwithabrightsmileatherhusband。”Notatall!Comein!”saidDoctorDunn,andheproceededtorepeattheconversationwithhisyoungerson,andhisownrecentcommentthereupon。”Iamconvinced,”headded,”thatthereisaprofundityofmeaninginthosewords,’WhosoevershallnotreceivethekingdomofGodasalittlechild,heshallnotentertherein,’thatwehavenotyetfathomed。IsuspectWordsworthisnotfarastraywhenhesuggeststhatwiththepassingyearswegrowawayfromthesimplicityofourfaithandtheclearnessofourvision。ThereisnodoubtthattoRob,JesusisasrealasIam。””Thereisnodoubtofthat,”saidhiswifequickly。”Notonlyasreal,butquiteasdear;indeed,dearer。IshallneverforgettheshockIreceivedwhenIheardhimoneday,asawee,weeboy,classifyingtheobjectsofhisaffection。Iremembertheascendingscalewas:’IloveJackandDaddyjustthesame,thenmother,thenJesus。’Itwasalwaysinthehighestplace,Jesus;andIbelievethatthescaleisthesameto-day,unlessJack,”sheadded,withasmileatherson,”hasmovedtohismother’splace。””Notmuchfearofthat,mother,”saidJack,”butIshouldnotbesurprisedifyouarequiterightaboutthelittlechap。Heisaqueerlittlebeggar!””Thereyouareagain,Jack,”saidhisfather,”anditisuponthatpointIwasinclinedtotakeissuewithyouwhenyourmotherentered。””IthinkIshallleaveyou,”saidthemother。”Iamrathertired,andsoIshallbidyougood-night。””Yes,”saidthefather,whentheyhadseatedthemselvesagain,”theveryfactthattoyou,andtomeforthatmatter,Rob’sattitudeofmindshouldseempeculiarraisestheissue。WhatisthenormaltypeofChristianfaith?Isitnotmarkedbythesimplicityandcompletenessofthechild’s?””Andyet,Sir,”repliedJack,”thatsimplicityandcompletenessistheresultofinexperience。Surelytheidealfaithisnotthatwhichignoresthefactsandexperiencesoflife?””Notexactly,”repliedhisfather,”yetIamnotsurebutafterall,’theperfectlovewhichcastethoutfear’isonewhichignorestheexperiencesoflife,or,rather,classifiestheminalargercategory。Thatis,itrefusestobedisturbedbylife’sexperiences,becauseamongthoseexperiencesthereisaplacefortheenlargedhorizon,theclearervision。ButIamnotarguingaboutthismatter;Iratherwishtomakeaconfessionandenlistyouraid。
Frankly,theboy’swordsgavemeanuneasysenseoffailureinmydutytothisyoungman;or,perhapsIshouldsay,myprivilege。Andreally,itisnowonder!Hereisthislittlechapactuallycarryingeverydayaloadofintenseconcernforourfriend,astowhether,asheputsithimself,’hehascomeback。’And,afterall,Jack,I
wonderifthisshouldnothavebeenmoreuponourminds?Theyoungman,Itakeit,sincehismother’sdeathhaslittleinhishomelifetoinspirehimwithreligiousfaithandfeeling。Ifshehadbeenalive,onewouldnotfeelthesameresponsibility;shewasasingularlysaintlywoman。””Youarequiteright,Sir,”saidJackquickly,”andIsuspectyourathermeanthatIamtheonethatshouldfeelcondemned。””Notatall!Notatall,Jack!Iamthinking,aseverymanmust,ofmyownresponsibility,though,doubtless,youhaveyoursaswell。OfcourseIknowquitewellyouhavestuckbyhimsplendidlyinhisfightforacleanandself-controlledlife,butonewonderswhetherthereisnotsomethingmore。””Thereis,Sir!”repliedhissonquickly。”Thereundoubtedlyis!
ButthoughIhavenohesitationinspeakingtomendownintheSettlementaboutthesethings,youknow,still,somehow,toamanofyourownclass,andtoapersonalfriend,onehesitates。Oneshrinksfromwhatseemslikeassuminganattitudeofsuperiority。””Iappreciatethat,”saidhisfather,”butyetonewonderstowhatextentthisshrinkingisduetoarealsenseofone’sownimperfections,andtowhatextentitisduetoanunwillingnesstoriskcriticism,evenfromourselves,inaloyalattempttoservetheMasterandHiscause。And,besidesthat,onewonderswhetherfromanycauseoneshouldhesitatetodothetrulykindandChristianthingtoone’sfriend。Imean,youvalueyourreligion;
or,toputitpersonally,asRobwould,youwouldesteemasyourchiefpossessionyourknowledgeoftheChrist,asFriendandSaviour。DonotloyaltytoHimandfriendshiprequirethatyousharethatpossessionwithyourdearestfriend?””Iknowwhatyoumean,Sir,”saidJackearnestly。”Ishallthinkitover。Butdon’tyouthinkawordfromyou,Sir——”
Hisfatherlookedathissonwithacurioussmile。”Oh,Iknowwhatyouarethinking,”saidhisson,”butIassureyouitisnotquiteacaseoffunk。””Doyouknow,Jack,”saidhisfatherearnestly,”wemakeourreligionfartoounreal;athingeitherofformsremotefromlife,orathingofindividualisticemotiondivorcedfromresponsibility。
Onethinghistoryreveals,thattheearlypropagandumforthefaithwasentirelyunprofessional。Itwasfromfriendtofriend,frommantoman。Itwashorizontalratherthanperpendicular。””Well,Ishallthinkitover,”saidJack。”Doyouknow,”saidhisfather,”thatIhavethefeelingofhavingacceptedfromRobresponsibilityforourutmostendeavourtobringitaboutthat,asRobputsit,’somehowheshallgetback’?”
ItwasfulltwentyminutesbeforetraintimewhenRob,tornwithanxietylesttheyshouldbelate,marchedhisbrotherontotherailwayplatformtowaitfortheCamerons,whoweretoarrivefromtheNorth。Upanddowntheyparaded,Dunnturningoverinhismindtheconversationofthenightbefore,Robbreakingawayeverythreeminutestoconsulttheclockandthebookingclerkatthewicket。”Willhecometousthisafternoon,Jack,doyouthink?”enquiredtheboy。”Don’tknow!Heturneddownafootballlunch!Hehashissisterandhisfatherwithhim。””Hissistercouldcomewithhim!”arguedtheboy。”Whatabouthisfather?”
RobhadbeencloseenoughtoeventstoknowthattheCaptainconstitutedsomethingofadifficultyinthesituation。”Well,won’thehavebusinesstoattendto?”
Hisbrotherlaughed。”Goodidea,Rob,letushopeso!AtanyratewewilldoourbesttogetCameronandhissistertocometous。
Wewantthem,don’twe?””Wedothat!”saidtheboyfervently;”onlyI’msuresomethingwillhappen!There,”heexclaimedamomentlater,inatoneofdisappointmentanddisgust,”Ijustknewit!ThereisMissBrodieandsomeoneelse;theywillgetafterhim,Iknow!””Soitis,”saidDunn,withanotaltogethersuccessfulattemptatsurprise。”Aw!youknew!”saidRobreproachfully。”Well!Ikindofthoughtshemightturnup!”saidhisbrother,withanairofaconvictedcriminal。”YouknowsheisquiteafriendofCameron’s。ButwhatisSirArchibaldherefor?””Theywilljustgethim,Iknow,”saidRobgloomily,ashefollowedhisbrothertomeetMissBrodieandheruncle。”We’rehere!”criedthatyounglady,”tojoininthedemonstrationtothehero!And,myunclebeingsomewhatconscience-strickenoverhistardyandunwillingacceptanceofoursuperiorjudgmentintherecentfamouscase,hascometomakesuchreparationashecan。””Whatapieceofimpertinence!Don’tlistentoher,Sir!”criedSirArchibald,greetingDunnwarmlyandwiththerespectdueanInternationalcaptain。”ThetruthisIhavealetterhereforhimtoabusinessfriendinMontreal,whichmaybeofservice。Ofcourse,ImaysaytoyouthatIammorethandelightedthatthisletterofPottshasquiteclearedtheyoungman,andthathegoestothenewcountrywithreputationunstained。Iamgreatlydelighted!greatlydelighted!andIwishtheopportunitytosayso。””Indeed,wearealldelighted,”repliedDunncordially,”though,ofcourse,Inevercouldbringmyselftobelievehimguiltyofcrime。””Well,onthestrengthofthejudgmentofyourselfand,Imustconfess,ofthisyoungpersonhere,Imademydecision。””Well,”criedMissBrodie,”Igaveyoumyopinionbecauseitwasmyopinion,butIconfessattimesIhadmyowndoubts——”
Hereshepausedabruptly,arrestedbythelookonyoungRob’sface;
itwasalookofsurprise,grief,andhorror。”Thatistosay,”continuedMissBrodiehastily,answeringthelook,andrecognisingthatherhighplaceinRob’sregardwasinperil,”thewholethingwasamystery——wasimpossibletosolve——I
mean,”shecontinued,stumblingalong,”hisownattitudewassoveryuncertainandsounsatisfactory——ifhehadonlybeenabletosayclearly’Iamnotguilty’itwouldhavebeendifferent——Imean——
ofcourse,Idon’tbelievehimguilty。Don’tlookatmelikethat,Rob!Iwon’thaveit!ButwasitnotcleverofthatdearMr。RaetoextractthatletterfromthewretchedPotts?””There’sthetrain!”criedDunn。”Here,Rob,youstayherewithme!Wherehastheyoungrascalgone!””Look!Oh,look!”criedMissBrodie,clutchingatDunn’sarm,hereyeswidewithterror。TherebeforetheirhorrifiedeyeswasyoungRob,hangingontothewindow,outofwhichhisfriendCameronwasleaning,andracingmadlywiththeswiftlymovingtrain,inmomentarydangerofbeingdraggedunderitswheels。Withacry,Dunnrushedforward。”Mercifulheavens!”criedMissBrodie。”Oh!heisgone!”
Aporter,standingwithhisbacktowardstheracingboy,hadknockedhisfeetfromunderhim。Butashefell,astronghandgrabbedhim,anddraggedhimtosafetythroughthewindow。
Paleandshaking,thethreefriendswaitedforthecardoortobeopened,andasRobissuedintriumphantpossessionofhisfriend,MissBrodierushedathimand,seizinghiminherstronggrasp,cried:”Youheartlessyoungrascal!Younearlykilledme——nottospeakofyourself!Here,”shecontinued,throwingherarmsabouthim,andgivinghimaloudsmack,”takethatforyourpunishment!Doyouhear,younearlykilledme!Ihadavisionofyourmangledformgroundupbetweenthewheelsandtheplatform。Holdon,youcan’tgetawayfromme!Ihaveamindtogiveyouanother!””Oh,MissBrodie,please,”pleadedCameron,comingforwardtoRob’srescue,”IassureyouIwaspartlytoblame;itisonlyfairI
shouldsharehispunishment。””Indeed,”criedMissBrodie,thebloodcomingbackintohercheeksthathadbeenwhiteenoughamomentbefore,”ifitwerenotforyoursize,andyour——looks,Ishouldtreatyouexactlythesame,thoughnotwiththesameintent,asourfriendMr。Raewouldsay。
Youdidthatsplendidly!””Alas!formysize,”groanedCameron——hewasingreatspirits——”andalas!formyuglyphiz!””Whosaid’ugly’?”repliedMissBrodie。”ButIwon’trisetoyourbait。MayIintroduceyoutomyuncle,SirArchibaldBrodie,whohasalittlebusinesswithyou?””Ah!Mr。Cameron,”saidthatgentleman,”thatwasextremelywelldone。Indeed,Icanhardlygetbackmynerve——mighthavebeenanuglyaccident。Bytheway,Sir,”takingCameronaside,”justamoment。YouareonyourwaytoCanada?IhavealetterwhichI
thoughtmightbeofservicetoyou。Itistoabusinessfriendofmine,abanker,inMontreal,Mr。JamesRitchie。Youwillfindhimagoodmantoknow,andIfancygladtoserveany——ah——friendofmine。”
OnhearingSirArchibald’sname,Cameron’smannerbecamedistinctlyhaughty,andhewasonthepointofdecliningtheletter,whenSirArchibald,whowasquicktoobservehismanner,tookhimbythearmandledhimsomewhatfurtheraway。”Now,Sir,thereisalittlematterIwishtospeakof,ifyouwillpermit。Indeed,IcamespeciallytosayhowdelightedIamthatthe——ah——recentlittleunpleasantnesshasbeenremoved。OfcourseyouunderstandmyresponsibilitytotheBankrenderedacertaincourseofactionimperative,howeverrepugnant。But,believeme,I
amtrulydelightedtofindthatmydecisiontowithdrawthe——ah——
actionhasbeenentirelyjustifiedbyevents。Delighted,Sir!
Delighted!AndmuchmoresinceIhaveseenyou。”
BeforetheoverflowingkindlinessofSirArchibald’svoiceandmanner,Cameron’shauteurvanishedlikemorningmistbeforetherisingsun。”Ithankyou,SirArchibald,”hesaid,withdignity,”notonlyforthisletter,butespeciallyforyourgoodopinion。””Verygood!Verygood!Theletterwill,Ihope,beuseful,”
repliedSirArchibald,”andasformyopinion,Iamgladtofindnotonlythatitiswellfounded,butthatitappearstobesharedbymostofthiscompanyhere。Nowwemustgetbacktoyourparty。
Butletmesayagain,Iamtrulygladtohavecometoknowyou。”
BOOKTWO
CHAPTERI
HOFORTHEOPEN!
Mr。JamesRitchie,manageroftheBankofMontreal,glancedfromtheletterinhishandtotheyoungmanwhohadjustgivenittohim。”Ah!youhavejustarrivedfromtheoldland,”hesaid,asmileofgenialwelcomeilluminatinghishandsomeface。”Iampleasedtohearfrommyoldfriend,SirArchibaldBrodie,andpleasedtowelcomeanyfriendofhistoCanada。”
Sosaying,withfineold-timecourtesy,thebankerrosetohissplendidheightofsixfeettwo,andshookhisvisitorwarmlybythehand。”Yournameis——?””Cameron,Sir,”saidtheyoungman。”Yes,Isee!Mr。AllanCameron——um,um,”withhiseyesontheletter。”Oldanddistinguishedfamily——exactlyso!Now,then,Mr。
Cameron,Ihopeweshallbeabletodosomethingforyou,bothforthesakeofmyoldfriend,SirArchibald,and,indeed,foryourownsake,”saidthebanker,withaglanceofapprovalatCameron’suprightform。”Sitdown,Sir!Sitdown!Now,businessfirstismymotto。WhatcanIdoforyou?””Well,firstofall,”saidCameronwithalaugh,”Iwishtomakeadeposit。IhaveadraftofonehundredpoundsherewhichIshouldliketoplaceinyourcare。””Verywell,Sir,”saidthebanker,touchingabutton,”myyoungmanwillattendtothat。””Now,then,”whenthebusinesshadbeentransacted,”whatareyourplans,Mr。Cameron?Thirty-fiveyearsagoIcametoMontrealayoungman,fromScotland,likeyourself,anditwasalonelydayformewhenIreachedthiscity,theloneliestinmylife,andsomyheartwarmstothestrangerfromtheoldland。Yes,”continuedMr。Ritchie,inareminiscenttone,”Irememberwell!Ihiredaserrandboyandgeneralfactotumtoasmallgrocerdownnearthemarket。Montrealwasasmallcitythen,withwretchedstreets——
they’rebadenoughyet——andpoorbuildings;everythingwasslowandbackward;therehavebeenmightychangessince。Buthereweare!
Now,whatareyourplans?””Iamafraidtheyareofthevaguestkind,”saidCameron。”Iwantsomethingtodo。””Whatsortofthing?Imean,whathasbeenthelineofyourtraining?””Iamafraidmytraininghasbeendefective。IhavepassedthroughEdinburghAcademy,alsotheUniversity,withtheexceptionofmylastyear。ButIamwillingtotakeanything。””Ah!”saidthebankerthoughtfully。”Noofficetraining,eh?””No,Sir。Thatis,ifyouexceptabriefperiodofthreeorfourmonthsinthelawofficeofourfamilysolicitor。””Law,eh?——Ihaveit!Denman’syourman!IshallgiveyoualettertoMr。Denman——alawyerfriendofmine。Ishallseehimpersonallyto-day,andifyoucallto-morrowattenIhopetohavenewsforyou。Meantime,Ishallbepleasedtohaveyoulunchwithmeto-dayattheclub。Oneo’clockisthehour。Ifyouwouldkindlycallatthebank,weshallgodowntogether。”
Cameronexpressedhisgratitude。”Bytheway!”saidMr。Ritchie,”wherehaveyouputup?””AttheRoyal,”saidCameron。”Ah!Thatwilldoforthepresent,”saidMr。Ritchie。”Iamsorryourcircumstancesdonotpermitofmyinvitingyoutoourhome。
Thetruthis,Mrs。Ritchieisatpresentoutofthecity。Butweshallfindsomesuitablelodgingforyou。TheRoyalisfartooexpensiveaplaceforayoungmanwithhisfortunetomake。”
Cameronspentthedaymakingtheacquaintanceofthebeautiful,quaint,ifsomewhatsqualid,oldcityofMontreal;andnextmorning,withaletterofintroductionfromMr。Ritchie,presentedhimselfatMr。Denman’soffice。Mr。Denmanwasamaninyoungmiddlelife,athleticofframe,keenofeye,andenergeticofmanner;hisvoicewasloudandsharp。HewelcomedCameronwithbriskheartiness,andimmediatelyproceededtobusiness。”Letmesee,”hebegan,”whatisyouridea?Whatkindofajobareyouafter?””Indeed,”repliedCameron,”thatisjustwhatIhardlyknow。””Well,whathasbeenyourexperience?YouareaUniversityman,I
believe?Buthaveyouhadanypracticaltraining?Doyouknowofficework?””No,I’vehadlittletrainingforanoffice。Iwasinalawofficeforpartofayear。””Ah!Familiarwithbookkeeping,oraccounting?Isupposeyoucan’trunoneofthesetypewritingmachines?”
InregardtoeachoftheselinesofeffortCameronwasforcedtoconfessignorance。”Isay!”criedMr。Denman,”thoseoldcountrypeopleseriouslyannoymewiththeirinadequatesystemofeducation!””Iamafraid,”repliedCameron,”thefaultismoreminethanthesystem’s。””Don’tknowaboutthat!Don’tknowaboutthat!”repliedMr。Denmanquickly;”Ihavehadscoresofyoungmen,fineyoungmen,too,cometome;publicschoolmen,universitymen,butquiteunfitforanypracticallineofwork。”
Mr。Denmanconsideredforsomemoments。”Letussee。Youhavedonesomeworkinalawoffice。Now,”Mr。Denmanspokewithsomehesitation;”Ihaveaplaceinmyownofficehere——notmuchinitforthepresent,but——””Totellthetruth,”interruptedCameron,”Ididnotmakemuchofthelaw;infact,IdonotthinkIamsuitedforofficework。I
wouldprefersomethingintheopen。Ihadthoughtoftheland。””Farming,”exclaimedMr。Denman。”Ah!——youwould,Isuppose,beabletoinvestsomething?””No,”saidCameron,”nothing。”
Denmanshookhishead。”Nothinginit!Youwouldnotearnenoughtobuyafarmabouthereinfifteenyears。””ButIunderstood,”repliedCameron,”thatfurtherwestwascheaperland。””Oh!Inthefarwest,yes!ButitisaGod-forsakencountry!I
don’tknowmuchaboutit,Iconfess。Iknowtheyareboomingtownlotsallovertheland。Ibelievetheyhavegonequitemadinthebusiness,butfromwhatIhear,themainworkinthewestjustnowisjawwork;theonlythingtheyraiseiscornerlots。”
OnCameron’sfacetherefellthegloomofdiscouragement。Oneofhisfondestdreamswasbeingdispelled——hisvisionofhimselfasawealthyrancher,rangingoversquaremilesofhisestateupona”buckingbroncho,”garbedinthepicturesquecowboydress,begantofade。”Butthereisranching,Ibelieve?”heventured。”Ranching?Ohyes!Thereis,upneartheRockies,butthatisoutofcivilization;outofreachofeverythingandeverybody。””ThatiswhatIwant,Sir!”exclaimedCameron,hisfaceoncemoreaglowwitheagerhope。”Iwanttogetawayintotheopen。”
Mr。Denmandidnot,orcouldnot,recognisethisastheinstinctivecryoftheprimitivemanforacloserfellowshipwithMotherNature。Hewaskeenlypractical,andimpatientwitheverythingthatappearedtohimtobepurelyvisionaryandunbusiness-like。”But,mydearfellow,”hesaid,”aranchmeanscattleandhorses;
andcattleandhorsesmeansmoney,unlessofcourse,youmeantobesimplyacowboy——cowpuncher,Ibelieve,isthecorrectterm——butthereisnothinginthat;nofuture,Imean。Itisallverywellforalittlefun,ifyouhaveabankaccounttostandit,althoughsomefellowsstanditonsomeone’selsebankaccount——notmuchtotheircredit,however。Thereisayoungfriendofmineoutthereatpresent,butfromwhatIcangatherhishomecorrespondenceismainlyconfinedtoappealsforremittancesfromhisgovernor,andhischiefoccupationspendingtheseremittancesasspeedilyaspossible。Allverywell,asIhavesaid,forfun,ifyoucanpaytheshot。Buttoplaytheroleofgentlemancowboy,whilesomebodyelsepaysforit,isthesortofthingIdespise。””AndsodoI,Sir!”saidCameron。”Therewillbenoremittanceinmycase。”
Denmanglancedatthefirm,closedlipsandthestiffeningfigure。”Thatisthetalk!”heexclaimed。”No,thereisnochanceinranchingunlessyouhavecapital。””AsfarasIcansee,”repliedCamerongloomily,”everythingseemsclosedupexcepttothecapitalist,andyetfromwhatIheardathomesituationswereopenoneveryhandinthiscountry。””Comehere!”criedDenman,drawingCamerontotheofficewindow。”Seethosedoors!”pointingtoalonglineofshops。”Everylastoneisopenedtoamanwhoknowshisbusiness。Seethosesmokestacks!Everylastwheelinthosefactoriesishowlingforamanwhoisontohisjob。Butdon’tlookblue,thereisaplaceforyou,too;thethingistofindit。””Whatarethoselongbuildings?”inquiredCameron,pointingtowardsthewaterfront。”Thosearerailroadsheds;or,rather,TransportationCompany’ssheds;theyarepracticallythesamething。Isay!WhatisthematterwithtryingtheTransportationCompany?Iknowthemanagerwell。Theverything!TrytheTransportationCompany!””HowshouldIgoaboutit?”saidCameron。”ImeantosayjustwhatpositionshouldIapplyfor?””Position!”shoutedDenman。”Why,generalmanagerwouldbegood!”
Then,notingtheflushinCameron’sface,headdedquickly,”Pardonme!Thethingistogetyourfootinsomehow,andthenwireintillyouaregeneralmanager,byJove!Itcanbedone!Fleminghasdoneit!Wentinasmessengerboy,but——”Denmanpaused。
ThereflashedthroughhismindthestoryofFleming’scareer;avisionofthehalf-starvedraggedwaifwhostartedasmessengerboyinthecompany’soffices,andwho,bydintofinvincibledeterminationandresoluteself-denial,foughthiswaystepbysteptohispresentpositionofcontrol。Incontrast,helookedattheyoungman,bornandbredincircleswhereworkisregardedasacalamity,andservicewearsthebadgeofsocialdisfranchisement。
Fleminghaddoneitundercompulsionoftheinexorablemistress”Necessity。”Butwhatofthisyoungman?”Willwetry?”hesaidatlength。”IshallgiveyoualettertoMr。Fleming。”
Hesatdowntohisdeskandwrotevigourously。”Takethis,andseewhathappens。”
Camerontooktheletter,and,glancingattheaddress,read,Wm。
Fleming,Esquire,GeneralManager,MetropolitanTransportation&
CartageCompany。”Isthisarailroad?”askedCameron。”No,butnextthingtoit。Thecompaniesarepracticallyone。Thetransitionfromonetotheotheriseasyenough。Letmeknowhowyougeton。Good-by!And——Isay!”criedMr。Denman,callingCameronbackagainfromthedoor,”seeMr。Fleminghimself。
Rememberthat!Andremember,”headded,withasmile,”thepositionofmanagerisnotvacantjustyet,butitwillbe。Igiveyoumywordforitwhenyouarereadytotakeit。Good-by!Buckup!Takewhatheoffersyou!Getyourteethin,andneverletgo!””ByGeorge!”saidDenmantohimselfasthedoorclosedonCameron,”thesechapsarethelimit。He’sgotlotsofstuffinhim,buthehasbeenrenderedhelplessbytheirfoolsystem——Godsaveusfromit!Thatchaphashadthingsdoneforhimeversincehewasfirstbathed;theyhavewashed’em,dressed’em,fed’em,schooled’em,found’empositions,stuck’emin,andwatchedthattheydidn’tfallout。Andyet,byGeorge!”headded,afterapause,”theyarerunningtheworldto-day——thatis,someofthem。”Facingwhichsomewhatpuzzlingphenomenon,Denmanplungedintohisworkagain。
MeantimeCameronwasmakinghiswaytowardstheofficesoftheMetropolitanTransportation&CartageCompany,oppressedwithanunacknowledgedbutnonethelessrealsenseofunfitness,andhauntedbyadepressingsenseofthedeficiencyofhisowntraining,andofthetrainingaffordedtheyoungmenofhisclassathome。Ashestartedalonghebattledwithhisdepression。Trueenough,hehadnoskillinthevariousaccomplishmentsthatMr。Denmanseemedtoconsideressential;hehadnoexperienceinbusiness,hewasnotfitforofficework——officeworkheloathed;butsurelytherewassomepositionwherehistalentswouldbringhimrecognitionandfortuneatlast。Afterall,Mr。DenmanwasonlyaColonial,andwithaColonial’ssomewhatnarrowviewoflife。Whowashetocriticisethesystemoftrainingthatforgenerationshadbeeninvogueathome?HadnotWellingtonsaid”thatEngland’sbattleswerefirstwononthefootballfieldsofEtonandRugby,”orsomethinglikethat?Ofcourse,thetrainingthatmightfitforadistinguishedcareerintheBritisharmymightnotnecessarilyinsuresuccessonthebattlefieldsofindustryandcommerce。Yetsurely,anInternationalplayershouldbeabletogetsomewhere!
AtthispointinhiscogitationsCameronwasarrestedbyamemorythatstabbedhimlikeaknife-thrust;theawfulmomentwhenupontheInverleithgrounds,inthefaceoftheWelshforward-line,hehadfalteredandlosttheInternational。Shouldheeverbeabletoforgettheagonyofthatmomentandofthedaythatfollowed?Andyet,heneednothavefailed。HeknewhecouldplayhispositionwithanymaninScotland;hehadfailedbecausehewasnotfit。Hesethisteethhard。HewouldshowtheseballyColonials!Hewouldmakegood!Andwithhisheadhigh,hewalkedintothesomewhatdingyofficesoftheMetropolitanTransportation&CartageCompany,ofwhichWilliamFleming,Esquire,wasmanager。
Openingthedoor,Cameronfoundhimselfconfrontedbyashortcounterthatblockedthewayforthegeneralpublicintothelongroom,filledwithdesksandchairsandclickingtypewritingmachines。Cameronhadneverseensomanyofthesemachinesduringthewholeperiodofhislife。Thetypewriterbegantoassumeanaltogethernewimportanceinhismind。HithertoithadappearedtohimmoreorlessofaYankeefad,unworthyoftheattentionofanable-bodiedmanofaverageintelligence。InEdinburgha”writingmachine”wasstillsomethingofanew-fangledluxury,tobeapologisedfor。Mr。Raewouldallownosuchfinickyinstrumentinhisoffice。Here,however,therewereadozen,moreorless,manipulatedforthemostpartbyyoungladies,andsomeofthemactuallybymen;oneverysidetheyclickedandbanged。ItmayhavebeentheclickingandbangingofthesemachinesthatgavetoCameronthesenseofrushandhurrysodifferentfromthecalmquietanddignifiedreposeoftheonlyofficehehadeverknown。
Forsomemomentshestoodatthecounter,waitingattentionfromoneofthemanyclerkssittingbeforehim,butthoughoneandanotheroccasionallyglancedinhisdirection,hispresenceseemedtoawakennotevenapassingcuriosityintheirminds,muchlesstosuggesttheproprietyoftheirinquiringhisbusiness。
AsthemomentspassedCameronbecameconsciousofafeelingofaffront。HowdifferentlyagentlemanwastreatedbytheclerksintheofficeofMessrs。Rae&Macpherson,wherepromptattentionanddeferentialcourtesyinaclerkwereasessentialasasuitofclothes。GraduallyCameron’sheadwentup,andwithithischoler。
Atlength,inhishaughtiesttone,hehailedapassingyouth:”Isay,boy,isthisMr。Fleming’soffice?”
Theclickingandbangingofthetypewriters,andthehumofvoicesceased。Everywhereheadswereraisedandeyesturnedcuriouslyuponthehaughtystranger。”Eh?”Noletterscanrepresentthenasalintonationofthissyllabicinquiry,andnowordsthesupremeindifferenceoftheboy’stone。”IsMr。Flemingin?Iwishtoseehim!”Cameron’svoicewasloudandimperious。”Say,boys,”saidalankyyouth,withalong,cadaverouscountenanceandsallow,unhealthycomplexion,illumined,however,andredeemedtoacertainextentbyblackeyesofextraordinarybrilliance,”itisthePrinceofWales!”Thedrawling,awe-strucktones,inthesilencethathadfallen,wereaudibletoallintheimmediateneighbourhood。
ThetitterthatsweptoverthelistenersbroughtthehotbloodtoCameron’sface。AdeliberateinsultaHighlandertakeswithcalm。
Heispreparedtodealwithitinamanneraffordinghimentiresatisfaction。Ridiculerouseshimtofury,for,whileittoucheshispride,itleaveshimnoopportunityofvengeance。”CanyoutellmeifMr。Flemingisin?”heenquiredagainoftheboythatstoodscanninghimwithcalmindifference。Theragethatpossessedhimsovibratedinhistonethatthelankyladdrawledagaininawarningvoice:”Slide,Jimmy,slide!”
Jimmy”slid,”buttowardsthecounter。”Wanttoseehim?”heenquiredinatoneofbriskimpertinence,asifsuddenlyrousedfromareverie。”Ihavealetterforhim。””Allright!Handitover,”saidJimmy,fullyconsciousthathewastheheroofmorethanusualinterest。
Cameronhesitated,thenpassedhisletterovertoJimmy,who,readingtheaddresswithdeliberatecare,winkedatthelankyboy,andwithajauntystepmadetowardsadooratthefartherendoftheroom。Ashepassedadeskthatstoodnearestthedoor,amanwhoduringthelastfewminuteshadremainedwithhisheaddown,apparentlysoimmersedinthepapersbeforehimastobequiteunconsciousofhissurroundings,suddenlycalledout,”Here,boy!”
Jimmyinstantlyassumedanairofrespectfulattention。”AletterforMr。Fleming,”hesaid。”Here!”repliedtheman,stretchingouthishand。
Hehurriedlyglancedthroughtheletter。”Tellhimthereisnovacancyatpresent,”hesaidshortly。
TheboycamebacktoCameronwithcheerfulpoliteness。The”oldman’s”eyewasuponhim。”Thereisnovacancyatpresent,”hesaidbriefly,andturnedawayasifhisattentionwereimmediatelydemandedelsewherebypressingbusinessoftheMetropolitanTransportation&CartageCompany。
Foranswer,Cameronthrewbacktheleafofthecounterthatbarredhisway,andstartedupthelongroom,pastthestaringclerks,tothedesknextthedoor。”IwishtoseeMr。Fleming,Sir,”hesaid,hisvoicetremblingslightly,hisfacepale,hisblue-grayeyesablaze。
Themanatthedesklookedupfromhiswork。”Ihavejustinformedyouthereisnovacancyatpresent,”hesaidtestily,andturnedtohispapersagain,asifdismissingtheincident。”WillyoukindlytellmeifMr。Flemingisin?”saidCameroninavoicethathadgrownquitesteady;”Iwishtoseehimpersonally。””Mr。Flemingcannotseeyou,Itellyou!”almostshoutedtheman,risingfromhisdeskandrevealinghimselfashort,pudgyfigure,withflabbyfaceandshiningbaldhead。”Can’tyouunderstandEnglish?——Ican’tbebothered——!””Whatisit,Bates?Someonetoseeme?”
Cameronturnedquicklytowardsthespeaker,whohadcomefromtheinnerroom。”Ihavebroughtyoualetter,Sir,fromMr。Denman,”hesaidquietly;”itisthere,”pointingtoBates’desk。”Aletter?Letmehaveit!Whywasnotthisbroughttomeatonce,Mr。Bates?””Itwasanopenletter,Sir,”repliedBates,”andIthoughttherewasnoneedoftroublingyou,Sir。Itoldtheyoungmanwehadnovacancyatpresent。””Thisisapersonalletter,Mr。Bates,andshouldhavebeenbroughttomeatonce。WhywasMr——ah——Mr。Cameronnotbroughtintome?”
Mr。Batesmurmuredsomethingaboutnotwishingtodisturbthemanagerontrivialbusiness。”Iamthejudgeofthat,Mr。Bates。Infuture,whenanymanaskstoseeme,Idesirehimtobeshowninatonce。”
Mr。Batesbegantoapologise。”Thatisallthatisnecessary,Mr。Bates,”saidthemanager,inavoiceatoncequietanddecisive。”Comein,Mr。Cameron。Iamverysorrythishashappened!”
Cameronfollowedhimintohisoffice,noting,ashepassed,theredpatchesofrageonMr。Bates’pudgyface,andcatchingalookoffiercehatefromhissmallpiggyeyes。ItflashedthroughhismindthatinMr。Bates,atanyrate,hehadfoundnofriend。
TheresultoftheinterviewwithMr。FlemingwasanintimationtoMr。BatesthatMr。CameronwastohaveapositionintheofficeoftheMetropolitanTransportation&CartageCompany,andtobeginworkthefollowingmorning。”Verywell,Sir,”repliedMr。Bates——hehadapparentlyquiterecoveredhisequanimity——”weshallfindMr。Cameronadesk。””Webeginworkateighto’clockexactly,”headded,turningtoCameronwithapleasantsmile。
Mr。FlemingaccompaniedCamerontothedoor。”Now,awordwithyou,Mr。Cameron。YoumayfindMr。Batesalittledifficult——heissomethingofadriver——but,remember,heisinchargeofthisoffice;Ineverinterferewithhisorders。””Iunderstand,Sir,”saidCameron,resolvingthat,atallcosts,heshouldobeyMr。Bates’orders,ifonlytoshowthegeneralmanagerhecouldrecogniseandappreciateagentlemanwhenhesawone。
Mr。FlemingwasputtingitmildlywhenhedescribedMr。Batesas”somethingofadriver。”Thewholeofficestaff,fromJimmy,theofficeboy,toJacobs,thegentle,white-hairedclerk,whosedeskwasinthefarthestcorneroftheroom,feltthedrive。Hewasnotonlyofficemanager,butofficemasteraswell。Hisrulewasabsolute,andfromhisdecisionstherewasnoappeal。Thegeneralmanagerwentonthetheorythatitwaswasteofenergytokeepadogandbarkhimself。InthepolicythatgovernedtheofficethereweretworuleswhichMr。Batesenforcedwiththeutmostrigidity——
thefirst,namely,thateverymemberofthestaffmustbeinhisorherplaceandreadyforworkwhentheclockstruckeight;theother,thateachmemberofthestaffmustworkindependentlyofeveryothermember。Amanmustknowhisbusiness,andgothroughwithit;ifherequiredinstructions,hemustapplytotheofficemanager。But,asarule,oneexperienceofsuchapplicationsufficedforthewholeperiodofaclerk’sserviceintheofficeoftheMetropolitanTransportation&CartageCompany,forMr。Bateswasgiftedwithsuchanexquisitenessofironicalspeechthatthewholestaffwerewonttopauseintherushoftheirworktolistenandtoadmirewhenanewmemberwasunhappyenoughtorequireinstructions,theirsilentadmirationactingasaspurtoMr。
Bates’ingenuityintheinventionofironicaldiscourse。
OfthepeculiaritiesandidiosyncrasiesofMr。Bates’system,however,Cameronwasquiteignorant;norhadhisexperienceintheofficeofMessrs。Rae&Macphersonbeensuchastoimpressuponhimthenecessityofacloseobservationoftheflightoftime。Itdidnotdisturbhim,therefore,tonoticeashestrolledintotheofficesoftheMetropolitanTransportation&CartageCompanythenextmorningthatthehandsoftheclockshowedsixminutespastthehourfixedforthebeginningoftheday’swork。Theofficestaffshiveredinanecstasyofexpectantdelight。CameronwalkednonchalantlytoMr。Bates’desk,hisovercoatonhisarm,hiscapinhishand。”Goodmorning,Sir,”hesaid。
Mr。Batesfinishedwritingasentence,lookedup,andnoddedabriefgoodmorning。”Wedepositourstreetattireonthehooksbehindthedoor,yonder!”hesaidwithemphaticpoliteness,pointingacrosstheroom。
Cameronflushed,asinpassinghisdeskheobservedthepleasedsmileonthelankyboy’ssallowface。”Youevidentlywerenotawareofthehoursofthisoffice,”
continuedMr。BateswhenCameronhadreturned。”Weopenateighto’clock。””Oh!”saidCameron,carelessly。”Eight?Yes,Ithoughtitwaseight!Ah!Isee!IbelieveIamfiveminuteslate!ButI
supposeIshallcatchupbeforethedayisover!””Mr。Cameron,”repliedMr。Batesearnestly,”ifyoushouldworkfortwentyyearsfortheMetropolitanTransportation&CartageCompany,neverwillyoucatchupthosefiveminutes;everyminuteofyourofficehoursispledgedtothecompany,andeveryminutehasitsownproperwork。YourdeskistheonenextMr。Jacobs,yonder。
Yourworkiswaitingyouthere。Itisquitesimple,theentryoffreightreceiptsupontheledger。Ifyouwishfurtherinstructions,applytomehere——youunderstand?””Ithinkso!”repliedCameron。”Ishalldomybestto——””Verywell!Thatisall!”repliedMr。Bates,plunginghisheadagainintohispapers。
Theofficestaffsankbacktoworkwitheveryexpressionofdisappointment。Amomentlater,however,theirhopesrevived。”Oh!Mr。Cameron!”calledoutMr。Bates。Mr。Cameronreturnedtohisdesk。”Ifyoushouldchancetobelateagain,nevermindgoingtoyourdesk;justcomehereforyourcheque。”
Mr。Bates’tonewaskindly,evenconsiderate,asifhewereanxioustosavehisclerkunnecessaryinconvenience。”Ibegyourpardon!”stammeredCameron,astonished。”Thatisall!”repliedMr。Bates,hisnoseoncemoreinhispapers。
Cameronstoodhesitating。Hiseyefellupontheboy,Jimmy,whosefaceexpressedkeenestjoy。”Doyoumean,Sir,thatifIamlateyoudismissmeforthwith?””What?”Mr。Bates’tonewassofiercelyexplosivethatitappearedtothrowuphisheadwithaviolentmotion。
Cameronrepeatedhisquestion。”Mr。Cameron,mytimeisvaluable;soisyours。IthoughtthatI
spokequitedistinctly。ApparentlyIdidnot。Letmerepeat:Incaseyoushouldinadvertentlybelateagain,youneednottakethetroubletogotoyourdesk;justcomehere。Yourchequewillbeimmediatelymadeout。Savestime,youknow——yourtimeandmine——
andtime,youperceive,inthisofficerepresentsmoney。”
Mr。Bates’voicelostnoneofitskindlyinterest,butithadgrownsomewhatinintensity;thelastsentencewasutteredwithhisfaceclosetohisdesk。
Cameronstoodamomentinuncertainty,gazingatthebaldheadbeforehim;then,findingnothingtoreply,heturnedabouttobeholdJimmyandhislankyfriendexecutingananimatedwarpantomimewhichtheyapparentlydeemedappropriatetotheoccasion。
WithfaceablazeandteethsetCameronwenttohisdesk,totheextremedisappointmentofJimmyandthelankyyouth,whofellintoeachother’sarms,apparentlyovercomewithgrief。
Forhalfanhourtheofficehummedwiththenoiseofsubduedvoicesandclickedwiththerapidfireofthetypewriters。SuddenlythroughthehumMr。Bates’voicewasheard,clear,calm,andcoldlypenetrating:”Mr。Jacobs!”
Theold,white-hairedclerkstartedupfromCameron’sdesk,andbeganinaconfusedandgentlevoicetoexplainthathewasmerelygivingsomehintstothenewclerk。”Mr。Jacobs,”saidMr。Bates,”Icannothearyou,andyouarewastingmytime!””Hewasmerelyshowingmehowtomaketheseentries!”saidCameron。”Ah!Indeed!Thankyou,Mr。Cameron!ThoughIbelieveMr。Jacobshasnotyetlostthepoweroflucidspeech。Mr。Jacobs,Ibelieveyouknowtherulesofthisoffice;yourfinewillbeone-quarterofaday。””Thankyou!”saidMr。Jacobs,hurriedlyresuminghisdesk。”And,Mr。Cameron,ifyouwillkindlybringyourworktome,I
shalldomybesttoenlightenyouinregardtothecomplexdutyofenteringyourfreightreceipts。”
Anaudiblesnickerranthroughthedelightedstaff。Cameronseizedhisledgerandthepileoffreightbills,andstartedforMr。
Bates’desk,catchingoutofthecornerofhiseyethepantomimeofJimmyandthelankyone,whichwasbeingrenderedwithvigorandduecaution。
ForafewmomentsCameronstoodatthemanager’sdesktillthatgentlemanshouldbedisengaged,butMr。Bateswasskilledinthefineartofreducingtoabjecthumilityanemployeewhomightgiveindicationsofinsubordination。Cameron’sragegrewwitheverypassingmoment。”Hereistheledger,Sir!”hesaidatlength。
ButMr。Bateswassocompletelyabsorbedinthebusinessofsavingtimethathemadenottheslightestpauseinhiswriting,whiletheredoubledvigorandcautionofthepantomimeseemedtoindicatetheapproachofacrisis。AtlengthMr。Batesraisedhishead。Jimmyandthelankyclerkbecameatonceengrossedintheirduties。”Youhavehadnoexperienceofthiskindofwork,Mr。Cameron?”
inquiredMr。Bateskindly。”No,Sir。Butifyouwilljustexplainoneortwomatters,IthinkIcan——””Exactly!Thisisnot,however,abusinesscollege!Butweshalldoourbest!”
Arapturoussmilepervadedtheoffice。Mr。Bateswasinexcellentform。”Bytheway,Mr。Cameron——pardonmyneglect——butmayIinquirejustwhatdepartmentofthisworkyouarefamiliarwith?””Oh,general——””Ah!Thepositionofgeneralmanager,however,isfilledatpresent!”repliedMr。Bateskindly。
Cameron’sflushgrewdeeper,whileJimmyandhisfriendresignedthemselvestoanecstasyofdelight。”Iwasgoingtosay,”saidCameroninatoneloudanddeliberate,”thatIhadbeenemployedwiththegeneralcopyingworkinawriter’soffice。””Writing?Fancy!Writing,eh?Nousehere!”saidMr。Batesshortly,fortimewaspassing。”Awriterwithusmeansalawyer!”repliedCameron。”Whythedeucedon’ttheysayso?”answeredMr。Batesimpatiently。”Well!Well!”gettingholdofhimselfagain。”Hereweallowoursolicitorstolookafterourlegalwork。Typewrite?”heinquiredsuddenly。”Ibegyourpardon!”repliedCameron。”Typewrite?Doyoumean,canIuseatypewritingmachine?””Yes!Yes!Forheaven’ssake,yes!””No,Icannot!””Bookkeep?””No。””GoodLord!WhathaveIgot?”inquiredMr。Batesofhimself,inatone,however,perfectlyaudibletothoseintheimmediateneighbourhood。”Tryhimlickingstamps!”suggestedthelankyyouthinavoicethat,whileitreachedtheearsofJimmyandothersnearby,includingCameron,wasinaudibletothemanager。Mr。Batescaughtthesound,however,andglaredabouthimthroughhisspectacles。
Timewasbeingwasted——thesupremeoffenseinthatoffice——andMr。
Bateswasfastlosinghisself-command。”Here!”hecriedsuddenly,seizingasheafofletters。”Filetheseletters。Youwillbeabletodothat,Iguess!File’sinthevaultoverthere!”
CamerontookthelettersandstoodlookinghelplesslyfromthemtoMr。Bates’baldhead,thatgentleman’sfacebeingalreadyincloseproximitytothepapersonhisdesk。”JusthowdoIgoaboutthis?——Imean,whatsystemdoyou——””Jim!”roaredMr。Bates,throwingdownhispen,”showthiscon——
showMr。Cameronhowtofiletheseletters!Justliketheseblankold-countrychumps!”addedMr。Bates,inalowervoice,butloudenoughtobedistinctlyheard。
Jimcameupwithasmileofpatronisingpityonhisface。ItwasthesmilethattouchedtolifethemassofcombustiblematerialthathadbeenaccumulatingforthelasthourinCameron’ssoul。
Insteadoffollowingtheboy,heturnedwithaswiftmovementbacktothemanager’sdesk,laidhissheafoflettersdownonMr。Bates’
papers,and,leaningoverthedesk,towardsthatgentleman,said:”Didyoumeanthatremarktoapplytome?”Hisvoicewasveryquiet。ButMr。Batesstartedbackwithaquickmovementfromthewhitefaceandburningeyes。”Here,yougetoutofthis!”hecried。”Because,”continuedCameron,”ifyoudid,Imustaskyoutoapologiseatonce。”