SEQUEL
  PREFATORYNOTE
  Thefollowingstory,thefirstpublishedbytheauthor,waswrittennineteenyearsago,atatimewhenhewasfeelinghiswaytoamethod。Theprinciplesobservedinitscompositionare,nodoubt,tooexclusivelythoseinwhichmystery,entanglement,surprise,andmoralobliquityaredependedonforexcitinginterest;butsomeofthescenes,andatleastoneofthecharacters,havebeendeemednotunworthyofalittlelongerpreservation;andastheycouldhardlybereproducedinafragmentaryformthenovelisreissuedcomplete——
  themorereadilythatithasforsomeconsiderabletimebeenreprintedandwidelycirculatedinAmerica。
  January1889。
  TotheforegoingnoteIhaveonlytoaddthat,inthepresenteditionof'DesperateRemedies,'someWessextownsandotherplacesthatarecommontothescenesofseveralofthesestorieshavebeencalledforthefirsttimebythenamesunderwhichtheyappearelsewhere,forthesatisfactionofanyreaderwhomaycareforconsistencyinsuchmatters。
  Thisistheonlymaterialchange;for,asithappenedthatcertaincharacteristicswhichprovokedmostdiscussioninmylateststorywerepresentinthismyfirst——publishedin1871,whentherewasnoFrenchnameforthemithasseemedbesttoletthemstandunaltered。
  T。H。
  February1896。
  I。THEEVENTSOFTHIRTYYEARS
  1。DECEMBERANDJANUARY,1835-36
  InthelongandintricatelyinwroughtchainofcircumstancewhichrendersworthyofrecordsomeexperiencesofCythereaGraye,EdwardSpringrove,andothers,thefirsteventdirectlyinfluencingtheissuewasaChristmasvisit。
  Intheabove-mentionedyear,1835,AmbroseGraye,ayoungarchitectwhohadjustbegunthepracticeofhisprofessioninthemidlandtownofHocbridge,tothenorthofChristminster,wenttoLondontospendtheChristmasholidayswithafriendwholivedinBloomsbury。
  TheyhadgoneuptoCambridgeinthesameyear,and,aftergraduatingtogether,Huntway,thefriend,hadtakenorders。
  Grayewashandsome,frank,andgentle。Hehadaqualityofthoughtwhich,exercisedonhomeliness,washumour;onnature,picturesqueness;onabstractions,poetry。Being,asarule,broadcast,itwasallthree。
  Ofthewickednessoftheworldhewastooforgetful。Todiscoverevilinanewfriendistomostpeopleonlyanadditionalexperience:tohimitwaseverasurprise。
  WhileinLondonhebecameacquaintedwitharetiredofficerintheNavynamedBradleigh,who,withhiswifeandtheirdaughter,livedinastreetnotfarfromRussellSquare。Thoughtheywereinnomorethancomfortablecircumstances,thecaptain'swifecameofanancientfamilywhosegenealogicaltreewasinterlacedwithsomeofthemostillustriousandwell-knowninthekingdom。
  Theyounglady,theirdaughter,seemedtoGrayebyfarthemostbeautifulandqueenlybeinghehadeverbeheld。Shewasaboutnineteenortwenty,andhernamewasCytherea。Intruthshewasnotsoveryunlikecountrygirlsofthattypeofbeauty,exceptinonerespect。Shewasperfectinhermannerandbearing,andtheywerenot。Ameredistinguishingpeculiarity,bycatchingtheeye,isoftenreadasthepervadingcharacteristic,andsheappearedtohimnolessthanperfectionthroughout——transcendingherruralrivalsinverynature。Grayedidathingtheblissfulnessofwhichwasonlyeclipsedbyitshazardousness。Helovedheratfirstsight。
  HisintroductionshadledhimintocontactwithCythereaandherparentstwoorthreetimesonthefirstweekofhisarrivalinLondon,andaccidentandalover'scontrivancebroughtthemtogetherasfrequentlytheweekfollowing。TheparentslikedyoungGraye,andhavingfewfriendsfortheirequalsinbloodweretheirsuperiorsinposition,hewasreceivedonverygenerousterms。HispassionforCythereagrewnotonlystrong,butineffablyexalted:
  she,withoutpositivelyencouraginghim,tacitlyassentedtohisschemesforbeingnearher。Herfatherandmotherseemedtohavelostallconfidenceinnobilityofbirth,withoutmoneytogiveeffecttoitspresence,andlookeduponthebuddingconsequenceoftheyoungpeople'sreciprocalglanceswithplacidity,ifnotactualfavour。
  Graye'swholeimpassioneddreamterminatedinasadandunaccountableepisode。Afterpassingthroughthreeweeksofsweetexperience,hehadarrivedatthelaststage——akindofmoralGaza——
  beforeplungingintoanemotionaldesert。ThesecondweekinJanuaryhadcomeround,anditwasnecessaryfortheyoungarchitecttoleavetown。
  Throughouthisacquaintanceshipwiththeladyofhishearttherehadbeenthismarkedpeculiarityinherlove:shehaddelightedinhispresenceasasweetheartshoulddo,yetfromfirsttolastshehadrepressedallrecognitionofthetruenatureofthethreadwhichdrewthemtogether,blindingherselftoitsmeaningandonlynaturaltendency,andappearingtodreadhisannouncementofthem。Thepresentseemedenoughforherwithoutcumulativehope:usually,evenifloveisinitselfanend,itmustberegardedasabeginningtobeenjoyed。
  Inspiteofevasionsasanobstacle,andinconsequenceofthemasaspur,hewouldputthematteroffnolonger。Itwasevening。Hetookherintoalittleconservatoryonthelanding,andthereamongtheevergreens,bythelightofafewtinylamps,infinitelyenhancingthefreshnessandbeautyoftheleaves,hemadethedeclarationofaloveasfreshandbeautifulasthey。
  'Mylove——mydarling,bemywife!'
  Sheseemedlikeonejustawakened。'Ah——wemustpartnow!'shefaltered,inavoiceofanguish。'Iwillwritetoyou。'Sheloosenedherhandandrushedaway。
  InawildfeverGrayewenthomeandwatchedforthenextmorning。
  Whoshallexpresshismiseryandwonderwhenanotecontainingthesewordswasputintohishand?
  'Good-bye;good-byeforever。Asrecognizedloverssomethingdividesuseternally。Forgiveme——Ishouldhavetoldyoubefore;
  butyourlovewassweet!Nevermentionme。'
  Thatveryday,andasitseemed,toputanendtoapainfulconditionofthings,daughterandparentsleftLondontopayoffapromisedvisittoarelativeinawesterncounty。Nomessageorletterofentreatycouldwringfromheranyexplanation。Shebeggedhimnottofollowher,andthemostbewilderingpointwasthatherfatherandmotherappeared,fromthetoneofaletterGrayereceivedfromthem,asvexedandsadasheatthissuddenrenunciation。Onethingwasplain:withoutadmittingherreasonasvalid,theyknewwhatthatreasonwas,anddidnotintendtorevealit。
  AweekfromthatdayAmbroseGrayelefthisfriendHuntway'shouseandsawnomoreoftheLovehemourned。FromtimetotimehisfriendansweredanyinquiryGrayemadebyletterrespectingher。
  Butverypoorfoodtoaloverisintelligenceofamistressfilteredthroughafriend。Huntwaycouldtellnothingdefinitely。HesaidhebelievedtherehadbeensomepriorflirtationbetweenCythereaandhercousin,anofficeroftheline,twoorthreeyearsbeforeGrayemether,whichhadsuddenlybeenterminatedbythecousin'sdepartureforIndia,andtheyounglady'stravellingontheContinentwithherparentsthewholeoftheensuingsummer,onaccountofdelicatehealth。EventuallyHuntwaysaidthatcircumstanceshadrenderedGraye'sattachmentmorehopelessstill。
  Cytherea'smotherhadunexpectedlyinheritedalargefortuneandestatesinthewestofEnglandbytherapidfallofsomeinterveninglives。ThishadcausedtheirremovalfromthesmallhouseinBloomsbury,and,asitappeared,arenunciationoftheiroldfriendsinthatquarter。
  YoungGrayeconcludedthathisCythereahadforgottenhimandhislove。Buthecouldnotforgether。
  2。FROM1843TO1861
  Eightyearslater,feelinglonelyanddepressed——amanwithoutrelatives,withmanyacquaintancesbutnofriends——AmbroseGrayemetayoungladyofadifferentkind,fairlyendowedwithmoneyandgoodgifts。AstocaringverydeeplyforanotherwomanafterthelossofCytherea,itwasanabsoluteimpossibilitywithhim。Withall,thebeautifulthingsoftheearthbecomemoredearastheyeludepursuit;butwithsomenaturesutterelusionistheonespecialeventwhichwillmakeapassinglovepermanentforever。
  ThissecondyoungladyandGrayeweremarried。Thathedidnot,firstorlast,lovehiswifeasheshouldhavedone,wasknowntoall;butfewknewthathisunmanageableheartcouldneverbeweanedfromuselessrepiningatthelossofitsfirstidol。
  Hischaractertosomeextentdeteriorated,asemotionalconstitutionswillunderthelongsenseofdisappointmentathavingmissedtheirimagineddestiny。Andthus,thoughnaturallyofagentleandpleasantdisposition,hegrewtobenotsotenderlyregardedbyhisacquaintancesasitisthelotofsomeofthosepersonstobe。Thewinningandsanguinereceptivityofhisearlylifedevelopedbydegreesamoodynervousness,andwhennotpicturingprospectsdrawnfrombaselesshopehewasthevictimofindescribabledepression。Thepracticalissueofsuchaconditionwasimprovidence,originallyalmostanunconsciousimprovidence,foreverydebtincurredhadbeenmentallypaidoffwithareligiousexactnessfromthetreasuresofexpectationbeforementioned。Butasyearsrevolved,thesamecoursewascontinuedfromthelackofspiritsufficientforshiftingoutofanoldgroovewhenithasbeenfoundtoleadtodisaster。
  Intheyear1861hiswifedied,leavinghimawidowerwithtwochildren。Theelder,asonnamedOwen,nowjustturnedseventeen,wastakenfromschool,andinitiatedaspupiltotheprofessionofarchitectinhisfather'soffice。Theremainingchildwasadaughter,andOwen'sjuniorbyayear。
  HerchristiannamewasCytherea,anditiseasytoguesswhy。
  3。OCTOBERTHETWELFTH,1863
  Wepassovertwoyearsinordertoreachthenextcardinaleventofthesepersons'lives。ThesceneisstilltheGrayes'nativetownofHocbridge,butasitappearedonaMondayafternooninthemonthofOctober。
  Theweatherwassunnyanddry,buttheancientboroughwastobeseenwearingoneofitsleastattractiveaspects。Firstonaccountofthetime。Itwasthatstagnanthourofthetwenty-fourwhenthepracticalgarishnessofDay,havingescapedfromthefreshlongshadowsandenliveningnewnessofthemorning,hasnotyetmadeanyperceptibleadvancetowardsacquiringthosemellowandsoothingtoneswhichgraceitsdecline。Next,itwasthatstageintheprogressoftheweekwhenbusiness——which,carriedonunderthegablesofanoldcountryplace,isnotdevoidofaromanticsparkle——
  waswell-nighextinguished。Lastly,thetownwasintentionallybentuponbeingattractivebyexhibitingtoaninfluxofvisitorsthelocaltalentfordramaticrecitation,andprovincialtownstryingtobelivelyarethedullestofdullthings。
  Littletownsarelikelittlechildreninthisrespect,thattheyinterestmostwhentheyareenactingnativepeculiaritiesunconsciousofbeholders。Discoveringthemselvestobewatchedtheyattempttobeentertainingbyputtingonanantic,andproducedisagreeablecaricatureswhichspoilthem。
  Theweather-stainedclock-faceinthelowchurchtowerstandingattheintersectionofthethreechiefstreetswasexpressinghalf-pasttwototheTownHallopposite,wherethemuchtalked-ofreadingfromShakespearewasabouttobegin。Thedoorswereopen,andthosepersonswhohadalreadyassembledwithinthebuildingwerenoticingtheentranceofthenew-comers——silentlycriticizingtheirdress——
  questioningthegenuinenessoftheirteethandhair——estimatingtheirprivatemeans。
  Amongtheselateronescameanexceptionalyoungmaidenwhoglowedamidthedulnesslikeasinglebright-redpoppyinafieldofbrownstubble。Sheworeanelegantdarkjacket,lavenderdress,hatwithgreystringsandtrimmings,andglovesofacolourtoharmonize。
  Shelightlywalkedupthesidepassageoftheroom,castaslightglancearound,andenteredtheseatpointedouttoher。
  TheyounggirlwasCythereaGraye;heragewasnowabouteighteen。
  Duringherentry,andatvarioustimeswhilstsittinginherseatandlisteningtothereaderontheplatform,herpersonalappearanceformedaninterestingsubjectofstudyforseveralneighbouringeyes。
  Herfacewasexceedinglyattractive,thoughartisticallylessperfectthanherfigure,whichapproachedunusuallyneartothestandardoffaultlessness。Buteventhisfeatureofhersyieldedthepalmtothegracefulnessofhermovement,whichwasfascinatinganddelightfultoanextremedegree。
  Indeed,motionwasherspeciality,whethershownonitsmostextendedscaleofbodilyprogression,orminutely,asintheupliftingofhereyelids,thebendingofherfingers,thepoutingofherlip。Thecarriageofherhead——motionwithinmotion——aglideuponaglide——wasasdelicateasthatofamagneticneedle。Andthisflexibilityandelasticityhadneverbeentaughtherbyrule,norevenbeenacquiredbyobservation,but,nullocultu,hadnaturallydevelopeditselfwithheryears。Inchildhood,astoneorstalkintheway,whichhadbeentheinevitableoccasionofafalltoherplaymates,hadusuallylefthersafeanduprightonherfeetafterthenarrowestescapebyoscillationsandwhirlsforthepreservationofherbalance。AtmixedChristmasparties,whenshenumberedbuttwelveorthirteenyears,andwasheartilydespisedonthataccountbyladswhodeemedthemselvesmen,heraptlightnessinthedancecoveredthisincompletenessinherwomanhood,andcompelledtheself-sameyouthsinspiteofresolutionstoseizeuponherchildishfigureasapartnerwhomtheycouldnotaffordtocontemn。Andinlateryears,whentheinstinctsofhersexhadshownherthispointasthebestandrarestfeatureinherexternalself,shewasnotfoundwantinginattentiontothecultivationoffinishinitsdetails。
  Herhairrestedgailyuponhershouldersincurlsandwasofashiningcornyellowinthehighlights,deepeningtoadefinitenut-
  brownaseachcurlwoundroundintotheshade。Shehadeyesofasapphirehue,thoughratherdarkerthanthegemordinarilyappears;
  theypossessedtheaffectionateandliquidsparkleofloyaltyandgoodfaithasdistinguishablefromthatharderbrightnesswhichseemstoexpressfaithfulnessonlytotheobjectconfrontingthem。
  Buttoattempttogainaviewofher——orindeedofanyfascinatingwoman——fromameasuredcategory,isasdifficultastoappreciatetheeffectofalandscapebyexploringitatnightwithalantern——
  orofafullchordofmusicbypipingthenotesinsuccession。
  Neverthelessitmayreadilybebelievedfromthedescriptionhereventured,thatamongthemanywinningphasesofheraspect,thesewereparticularlystriking:——
  Duringpleasantdoubt,whenhereyesbrightenedstealthilyandsmiledaseyeswillsmileasdistinctlyasherlips,andinthespaceofasingleinstantexpressedclearlythewholeroundofdegreesofexpectancywhichlieoverthewideexpansebetweenYeaandNay。
  Duringthetellingofasecret,whichwasinvoluntarilyaccompaniedbyasuddenminutestart,andecstaticpressureofthelistener'sarm,side,orneck,asthepositionanddegreeofintimacydictated。
  Whenanxiouslyregardingonewhopossessedheraffections。
  Shesuddenlyassumedthelast-mentionedbearingintheprogressofthepresententertainment。Herglancewasdirectedoutofthewindow。
  Whytheparticularsofayounglady'spresenceataverymediocreperformancewerepreventedfromdroppingintotheoblivionwhichtheirintrinsicinsignificancewouldnaturallyhaveinvolved——whytheywererememberedandindividualizedbyherselfandothersthroughafteryears——wassimplythatsheunknowinglystood,asitwere,upontheextremeposterioredgeofatractinherlife,inwhichtherealmeaningofTakingThoughthadneverbeenknown。Itwasthelasthourofexperiencesheeverenjoyedwithamindentirelyfreefromaknowledgeofthatlabyrinthintowhichshesteppedimmediatelyafterwards——tocontinueaperplexedcoursealongitsmazesforthegreaterportionoftwenty-ninesubsequentmonths。
  TheTownHall,inwhichCythereasat,wasabuildingofbrownstone,andthroughoneofthewindowscouldbeseenfromtheinterioroftheroomthehousetopsandchimneysoftheadjacentstreet,andalsotheupperpartofaneighbouringchurchspire,nowincourseofcompletionunderthesuperintendenceofMissGraye'sfather,thearchitecttothework。
  ThatthetopofthisspireshouldbevisiblefromherpositionintheroomwasafactwhichCytherea'sidlingeyeshaddiscoveredwithsomeinterest,andshewasnowengagedinwatchingthescenethatwasbeingenactedaboutitsairysummit。Roundtheconicalstoneworkroseacageofscaffoldingagainstthebluesky,anduponthisstoodfivemen——fourinclothesaswhiteasthenewerectionclosebeneaththeirhands,thefifthintheordinarydarksuitofagentleman。
  Thefourworking-meninwhitewerethreemasonsandamason'slabourer。Thefifthmanwasthearchitect,Mr。Graye。Hehadbeengivingdirectionsasitseemed,andretiringasfarasthenarrowfootwayallowed,stoodperfectlystill。
  ThepicturethuspresentedtoaspectatorintheTownHallwascuriousandstriking。Itwasanilluminatedminiature,framedinbythedarkmarginofthewindow,thekeen-edgedshadinessofwhichemphasizedbycontrastthesoftnessoftheobjectsenclosed。
  Theheightofthespirewasaboutonehundredandtwentyfeet,andthefivemenengagedthereonseemedentirelyremovedfromthesphereandexperiencesofordinaryhumanbeings。Theyappearedlittlelargerthanpigeons,andmadetheirtinymovementswithasoft,spirit-likesilentness。Oneideaaboveallotherswasconveyedtothemindofapersononthegroundbytheiraspect,namely,concentrationofpurpose:thattheywereindifferentto——evenunconsciousof——thedistractedworldbeneaththem,andallthatmoveduponit。Theyneverlookedoffthescaffolding。
  Thenoneofthemturned;itwasMr。Graye。Againhestoodmotionless,withattentiontotheoperationsoftheothers。Heappearedtobelostinreflection,andhaddirectedhisfacetowardsanewstonetheywerelifting。
  'Whydoeshestandlikethat?'theyoungladythoughtatlength——uptothatmomentaslistlessandcarelessasoneoftheancientTarentines,who,onsuchanafternoonasthis,watchedfromtheTheatretheentryintotheirHarbourofapowerthatoverturnedtheState。
  Shemovedherselfuneasily。'Iwishhewouldcomedown,'shewhispered,stillgazingattheskybackedpicture。'Itissodangeroustobeabsent-mindedupthere。'
  Whenshehaddonemurmuringthewordsherfatherindecisivelylaidholdofoneofthescaffold-poles,asiftotestitsstrength,thenletitgoandsteppedback。Instepping,hisfootslipped。Aninstantofdoublingforwardandsideways,andhereeledoffintotheair,immediatelydisappearingdownwards。
  Hisagonizeddaughterrosetoherfeetbyaconvulsivemovement。
  Herlipsparted,andshegaspedforbreath。Shecouldutternosound。Onebyonethepeopleabouther,unconsciousofwhathadhappened,turnedtheirheads,andinquiryandalarmbecamevisibleupontheirfacesatthesightofthepoorchild。Amomentlonger,andshefelltothefloor,ThenextimpressionofwhichCythereahadanyconsciousnesswasofbeingcarriedfromastrangevehicleacrossthepavementtothestepsofherownhousebyherbrotherandanolderman。
  Recollectionofwhathadpassedevolveditselfaninstantlater,andjustastheyenteredthedoor——throughwhichanotherandsadderburdenhadbeencarriedbutafewinstantsbefore——hereyescaughtsightofthesouth-westernsky,and,withoutheeding,sawwhitesunlightshininginshaft-likelinesfromariftinaslatycloud。
  Emotionswillattachthemselvestoscenesthataresimultaneous——
  howeverforeigninessencethesescenesmaybe——aschemicalwaterswillcrystallizeontwigsandwires。EvenafterthattimeanymentalagonybroughtlessvividlytoCytherea'smindthescenefromtheTownHallwindowsthansunlightstreaminginshaft-likelines。
  4。OCTOBERTHENINETEENTH
  Whendeathentersahouse,anelementofsadnessandanelementofhorroraccompanyit。Sadness,fromthedeathitself:horror,fromthecloudsofblacknesswedesignedlylabourtointroduce。
  Thefuneralhadtakenplace。Depressed,yetresolvedinhisdemeanour,OwenGrayesatbeforehisfather'sprivateescritoire,engagedinturningoutandunfoldingaheterogeneouscollectionofpapers——forbiddingandinharmonioustotheeyeatalltimes——mostofalltooneundertheinfluenceofagreatgrief。Laminaeofwhitepapertiedwithtwinewereindiscriminatelyintermixedwithotherwhitepapersboundedbyblackedges——thesewithbluefoolscapwrappedroundwithcruderedtape。
  Thebulkoftheseletters,bills,andotherdocumentsweresubmittedtoacarefulexamination,bywhichtheappendedparticularswereascertained:——
  First,thattheirfather'sincomefromprofessionalsourceshadbeenverysmall,amountingtonotmorethanhalftheirexpenditure;
  andthathisownandhiswife'sproperty,uponwhichhehadreliedforthebalance,hadbeensunkandlostinunwiseloanstounscrupulousmen,whohadtradedupontheirfather'stooopen-
  heartedtrustfulness。
  Second,thatfindinghismistake,hehadendeavouredtoregainhisstandingbytheillusorypathofspeculation。Themostnotableinstanceofthiswasthefollowing。Hehadbeeninduced,whenatPlymouthintheautumnofthepreviousyear,toventureallhissparecapitalonthebottomrysecurityofanItalianbrigwhichhadputintotheharbourindistress。Theprofitwastobeconsiderable,sowastherisk。Thereturnedouttobenosecuritywhatever。Thecircumstancesofthecasetendereditthemostunfortunatespeculationthatamanlikehimself——ignorantofallsuchmatters——couldpossiblyengagein。Thevesselwentdown,andallMr。Graye'smoneywithit。
  Third,thatthesefailureshadlefthimburdenedwithdebtsheknewnothowtomeet;sothatatthetimeofhisdeatheventhefewpoundslyingtohisaccountatthebankwerehisonlyinname。
  Fourth,thatthelossofhiswifetwoyearsearlierhadawakenedhimtoakeensenseofhisblindness,andofhisdutybyhischildren。Hehadthenresolvedtoreinstatebyunflaggingzealinthepursuitofhisprofession,andbynospeculation,atleastaportionofthelittlefortunehehadletgo。
  Cythereawasfrequentlyatherbrother'selbowduringtheseexaminations。Sheoftenremarkedsadly——
  'Poorpapafailedtofulfilhisgoodintentionforwantoftime,didn'the,Owen?Andtherewasanexcuseforhispast,thoughheneverwouldclaimit。Ineverforgetthatoriginaldishearteningblow,andhowthatfromitsprangalltheillsofhislife——
  everythingconnectedwithhisgloom,andthelassitudeinbusinessweusedsooftentoseeabouthim。'
  'Irememberwhathesaidonce,'returnedthebrother,'whenIsatuplatewithhim。Hesaid,“Owen,don'tlovetooblindly:blindlyyouwillloveifyouloveatall,butalittlecareisstillpossibletoawell-disciplinedheart。Maythatheartbeyoursasitwasnotmine,“fathersaid。“Cultivatetheartofrenunciation。“AndIamgoingto,Cytherea。'
  'Andoncemammasaidthatanexcellentwomanwaspapa'sruin,becausehedidnotknowthewaytogiveherupwhenhehadlosther。
  Iwonderwheresheisnow,Owen?Weweretoldnottotrytofindoutanythingabouther。Papanevertoldushername,didhe?'
  'Thatwasbyherownrequest,Ibelieve。Butnevermindher;shewasnotourmother。'
  TheloveaffairwhichhadbeenAmbroseGraye'sdishearteningblowwaspreciselyofthatnaturewhichladstakelittleaccountof,butgirlsponderintheirhearts。
  5。FROMOCTOBERTHENINETEENTHTOJULYTHENINTH
  ThusAmbroseGraye'sgoodintentionswithregardtothereintegrationofhispropertyhadscarcelytakentangibleformwhenhissuddendeathputthemforeveroutofhispower。
  Heavybills,showingtheextentofhisobligations,tumbledinimmediatelyupontheheelsofthefuneralfromquarterspreviouslyunheardandunthoughtof。Thuspressed,abillwasfiledinChancerytohavetheassets,suchastheywere,administeredbytheCourt。
  'Whatwillbecomeofusnow?'thoughtOwencontinually。
  Thereisinusanunquenchableexpectation,whichatthegloomiesttimepersistsininferringthatbecauseweareOURSELVES,theremustbeaspecialfutureinstoreforus,thoughournatureandantecedentstotheremotestparticularhavebeencommontothousands。ThustoCythereaandOwenGrayethequestionhowtheirliveswouldendseemedthedeepestofpossibleenigmas。Tootherswhoknewtheirpositionequallywellwiththemselvesthequestionwastheeasiestthatcouldbeasked——'Likethoseofotherpeoplesimilarlycircumstanced。'
  ThenOwenheldaconsultationwithhissistertocometosomedecisionontheirfuturecourse,andamonthwaspassedinwaitingforanswerstoletters,andintheexaminationofschemesmoreorlessfutile。Suddenhopesthatwererainbowstothesightprovedbutmiststothetouch。Inthemeantime,unpleasantremarks,disguisethemassomewell-meaningpeoplemight,werefloatingaroundthemeveryday。Theundoubtedtruth,thattheywerethechildrenofadreamerwholetslipawayeveryfarthingofhismoneyandranintodebtwithhisneighbours——thatthedaughterhadbeenbroughtuptonoprofession——thatthesonwhohad,hadmadenoprogressinit,andmightcometothedogs——couldnotfromthenatureofthingsbewrappedupinsilenceinorderthatitmightnothurttheirfeelings;andasamatteroffact,itgreetedtheirearsinsomeformorotherwherevertheywent。Theirfewacquaintancespassedthemhurriedly。Ancientpot-wallopers,andthrivingshopkeepers,intheirintervalsofleisure,stoodattheirshop-
  doors——theirtoeshangingovertheedgeofthestep,andtheirobesewaistshangingovertheirtoes——andindiscourseswithfriendsonthepavement,formulatedthecourseoftheimprovident,andreducedthechildren'sprospectstoashadow-likeattenuation。Thesonsofthesemenwhoworebreastpinsofasarcastickind,andsmokedhumorouspipesstaredatCythereawithastareunmitigatedbyanyoftherespectthathadformerlysoftenedit。
  Nowitisanoticeablefactthatwedonotmuchmindwhatmenthinkofus,orwhathumiliatingsecrettheydiscoverofourmeans,parentage,orobject,providedthateachthinksandactsthereuponinisolation。Itistheexchangeofideasaboutusthatwedreadmost;andthepossessionbyahundredacquaintances,severallyinsulated,oftheknowledgeofourskeleton-closet'swhereabouts,isnotsodistressingtothenervesasachatoveritbyapartyofhalf-a-dozen——exclusivedepositariesthoughthesemaybe。
  Perhaps,thoughHocbridgewatchedandwhispered,itsanimuswouldhavebeenlittlemorethanatrifletopersonsinthrivingcircumstances。Butunfortunately,poverty,whilstitisnew,andbeforetheskinhashadtimetothicken,makespeoplesusceptibleinverselytotheiropportunitiesforshieldingthemselves。InOwenwasfound,inplaceofhisfather'simpressibility,alargershareofhisfather'spride,andasquarenessofideawhich,ifcoupledwithalittlemoreblindness,wouldhaveamountedtopositiveprejudice。Tohimhumanity,sofarashehadthoughtofitatall,wasratherdividedintodistinctclassesthanblendedfromextremetoextreme。Hencebyasequenceofideaswhichmightbetracedifitwereworthwhile,heeitherdetestedorrespectedopinion,andinstinctivelysoughttoescapeacoldshadethatmeresensitivenesswouldhaveendured。Hecouldhavesubmittedtoseparation,sickness,exile,drudgery,hungerandthirst,withstoicalindifference,butsuperciliousnesswastooincisive。
  Afterlivingonforninemonthsinattemptstomakeanincomeashisfather'ssuccessorintheprofession——attemptswhichwereutterlyfruitlessbyreasonofhisinexperience——Grayecametoasimpleandsweepingresolution。TheywouldprivatelyleavethatpartofEngland,dropfromthesightofacquaintances,gossips,harshcritics,andbittercreditorsofwhosemisfortunehewasnotthecause,andescapethepositionwhichgalledhimbytheonlyroadtheirgreatpovertyleftopentothem——thatofhisobtainingsomeemploymentinadistantplacebyfollowinghisprofessionasahumbleunder-draughtsman。
  Hethoughtoverhiscapabilitieswiththesensationsofasoldiergrindinghisswordattheopeningofacampaign。Whatwithlackofemployment,owingtothedecreaseofhislatefather'spractice,andtheabsenceofdirectanduncompromisingpressuretowardsmonetaryresultsfromapupil'slabourwhichseemstobealwaysthecasewhenaprofessionalman'spupilisalsohisson,Owen'sprogressintheartandscienceofarchitecturehadbeenveryinsignificantindeed。Thoughanythingbutanidleyoungman,hehadhardlyreachedtheageatwhichindustriousmenwholackanexternalwhiptosendthemonintheworld,areinducedbytheirowncommonsensetowhiponthemselves。Hencehisknowledgeofplans,elevations,sections,andspecifications,wasnotgreaterattheendoftwoyearsofprobationthanmighteasilyhavebeenacquiredinsixmonthsbyayouthofaverageability——himself,forinstance——amidabustlingLondonpractice。
  Butatanyratehecouldmakehimselfhandytooneoftheprofession——somemaninaremotetown——andtherefulfilhisindentures。Atangibleinducementlayinthisdirectionofsurvey。
  Hehadaslightconceptionofsuchaman——aMr。Gradfield——whowasinpracticeinBudmouthRegis,aseaporttownandwatering-placeinthesouthofEngland。
  Aftersomedoubts,Grayeventuredtowritetothisgentleman,askingthenecessaryquestion,shortlyalludingtohisfather'sdeath,andstatingthathistermofapprenticeshiphadonlyhalfexpired。Hewouldbegladtocompletehisarticlesataverylowsalaryforthewholeremainingtwoyears,providedpaymentcouldbeginatonce。
  TheanswerfromMr。GradfieldstatedthathewasnotinwantofapupilwhowouldservetheremainderofhistimeonthetermsMr。
  Grayementioned。Buthewouldjustaddoneremark。Hechancedtobeinwantofsomeyoungmaninhisoffice——forashorttimeonly,probablyabouttwomonths——totracedrawings,andattendtoothersubsidiaryworkofthekind。IfMr。Grayedidnotobjecttooccupysuchaninferiorpositionasthesedutieswouldentail,andtoacceptweeklywageswhichtoonewithhisexpectationswouldbeconsideredmerelynominal,thepostwouldgivehimanopportunityforlearningafewmoredetailsoftheprofession。
  'Itisabeginning,and,aboveall,anabiding-place,awayfromtheshadowofthecloudwhichhangsoverushere——Iwillgo,'saidOwen。
  Cytherea'splanforherfuture,anintenselysimpleone,owingtotheevengreaternarrownessofherresources,wasalreadymarkedout。Oneadvantagehadaccruedtoherthroughhermother'spossessionofafairshareofpersonalproperty,andperhapsonlyone。Shehadbeencarefullyeducated。Uponthisconsiderationherplanwasbased。Shewastotakeupherabodeinherbrother'slodgingatBudmouth,whenshewouldimmediatelyadvertiseforasituationasgoverness,havingobtainedtheconsentofalawyeratAldbrickhamwhowaswindingupherfather'saffairs,andwhoknewthehistoryofherposition,toallowhimselftobereferredtointhematterofherpastlifeandrespectability。
  Earlyonemorningtheydepartedfromtheirnativetown,leavingbehindthemscarcelyatraceoftheirfootsteps。
  Thenthetownpitiedtheirwantofwisdomintakingsuchastep。
  'Rashness;theywouldhavemadeabetterincomeinHocbridge,wheretheyareknown!Thereisnodoubtthattheywould。'
  ButwhatisWisdomreally?Asteadyhandlingofanymeanstobringaboutanyendnecessarytohappiness。
  Yetwhetherone'sendbetheusualend——awealthypositioninlife——
  orno,thenameofwisdomisseldomappliedbuttothemeanstothatusualend。
  II。THEEVENTSOFAFORTNIGHT
  1。THENINTHOFJULY
  Thedayoftheirdeparturewasoneofthemostglowingthattheclimaxofalongseriesofsummerheatscouldevolve。Thewideexpanseoflandscapequiveredupanddownliketheflameofataper,astheysteamedalongthroughthemidstofit。Placidflocksofsheeprecliningundertreesalittlewayoffappearedofapalebluecolour。Cloverfieldswerelividwiththebrightnessofthesunupontheirdeepredflowers。Allwaggonsandcartsweremovedtotheshadebytheircarefulowners,rain-waterbuttsfelltopieces;
  well-bucketswereloweredinsidethecoversofthewell-hole,topreservethemfromthefateofthebutts,andgenerally,waterseemedscarcerinthecountrythanthebeerandciderofthepeasantrywhotoiledoridledthere。
  Toseepersonslookingwithchildren'seyesatanyordinaryscenery,isaproofthattheypossessthecharmingfacultyofdrawingnewsensationsfromanoldexperience——ahealthysign,rareinthesefeverishdays——themarkofanimperishablebrightnessofnature。
  Bothbrotherandsistercoulddothis;Cythereamorenoticeably。
  Theywatchedtheundulatingcorn-lands,monotonoustoalltheircompanions;thestonyandclayeyprospectsucceedingthose,withitsangularandabrupthills。Boggymoorscamenext,nowwitheredanddry——thespotsuponwhichpoolsusuallyspreadtheirwatersshowingthemselvesascirclesofsmoothbaresoil,over-runbyanet-workofinnumerablelittlefissures。Thenaroseplantationsoffirs,abruptlyterminatingbesidemeadowscleanlymown,inwhichhigh-
  hipped,rich-colouredcows,withbackshorizontalandstraightastheridgeofahouse,stoodmotionlessorlazilyfed。Glimpsesoftheseanowinterestedthem,whichbecamemoreandmorefrequenttillthetrainfinallydrewupbesidetheplatformatBudmouth。
  'Thewholetownislookingoutforus,'hadbeenGraye'simpressionthroughouttheday。HecalleduponMr。Gradfield——theonlymanwhohadbeendirectlyinformedofhiscoming——andfoundthatMr。
  Gradfieldhadforgottenit。
  However,arrangementsweremadewiththisgentleman——astout,active,grey-beardedburgherofsixty——bywhichOwenwastocommenceworkinhisofficethefollowingweek。
  ThesamedayCythereadrewupandsentofftheadvertisementappended:——
  'AYOUNGLADYisdesirousofmeetingwithanENGAGEMENTasGOVERNESS
  orCOMPANION。SheiscompetenttoteachEnglish,French,andMusic。
  Satisfactoryreferences——Address,C。G。,Post-Office,Budmouth。'
  Itseemedamorematerialexistencethanherownthatshesawthusdelineatedonthepaper。'Thatcan'tbemyself;howoddIlook!'
  shesaid,andsmiled。
  2。JULYTHEELEVENTH
  OntheMondaysubsequenttotheirarrivalinBudmouth,OwenGrayeattendedatMr。Gradfield'sofficetoenteruponhisduties,andhissisterwasleftintheirlodgingsaloneforthefirsttime。
  Despitethesadoccurrencesoftheprecedingautumn,anunwontedcheerfulnesspervadedherspiritthroughouttheday。Changeofscene——andthattountravelledeyes——conjoinedwiththesensationoffreedomfromsupervision,revivedthesparkleofawarmyoungnaturereadyenoughtotakeadvantageofanyadventitiousrestoratives。
  Point-blankgrieftendsrathertosealuphappinessforatimethantoproducethatattritionwhichresultsfromgriefsofanticipationthatmoveonwardwiththedays:thesemaybesaidtofurrowawaythecapacityforpleasure。
  Herexpectationsfromtheadvertisementbegantobeextravagant。A
  thrivingfamily,whohadalwayssadlyneededher,wasalreadydefinitelypicturedinherfancy,which,initsexuberance,ledherontopicturingitsindividualmembers,theirpossiblepeculiarities,virtues,andvices,andobliteratedforatimetherecollectionthatshewouldbeseparatedfromherbrother。
  Thusmusing,asshewaitedforhisreturnintheevening,hereyesfellonherlefthand。Thecontemplationofherownleftfourthfingerbysymbol-lovinggirlhoodofthisageis,itseems,veryfrequently,ifnotalways,followedbyapeculiartrainofromanticideas。Cytherea'sthoughts,stillplayingaboutherfuture,becamedirectedintothisromanticgroove。Sheleantbackinherchair,andtakingholdofthefourthfinger,whichhadattractedherattention,shelifteditwiththetipsoftheothers,andlookedatthesmoothandtaperingmemberforalongtime。
  Shewhisperedidly,'Iwonderwhoandwhathewillbe?
  'Ifhe'sagentlemanoffashion,hewilltakemyfingerso,justwiththetipsofhisown,andwithsomeflutteringoftheheart,andtheleasttremblingofhislip,sliptheringsolightlyonthatI
  shallhardlyknowitisthere——lookingdelightfullyintomyeyesallthetime。
  'Ifhe'sabold,dashingsoldier,Iexpecthewillproudlyturnround,taketheringasifitequalledherMajesty'scrowninvalue,anddesperatelysetitonmyfingerthus。Hewillfixhiseyesunflinchinglyuponwhatheisdoing——justasifhestoodinbattlebeforetheenemythough,inreality,veryfondofme,ofcourse,andblushasmuchasIshall。
  'Ifhe'sasailor,hewilltakemyfingerandtheringinthisway,anddeckitoutwithahousewifelytouchandatendernessofexpressionabouthismouth,assailorsdo:kissit,perhaps,withasimpleair,asifwewerechildrenplayinganidlegame,andnotattheveryheightofobservationandenvybyagreatcrowdsaying,“Ah!theyarehappynow!”
  'Ifheshouldberatherapoorman——noble-mindedandaffectionate,butstillpoor——'
  Owen'sfootstepsrapidlyascendingthestairs,interruptedthisfancy-freemeditation。Reproachingherself,evenangrywithherselfforallowinghermindtostrayuponsuchsubjectsinthefaceoftheirpresentdesperatecondition,sherosetomeethim,andmaketea。
  Cytherea'sinteresttoknowhowherbrotherhadbeenreceivedatMr。
  Gradfield'sbrokeforthintowordsatonce。Almostbeforetheyhadsatdowntotable,shebegancross-examininghimintheregularsisterlyway。
  'Well,Owen,howhasitbeenwithyouto-day?Whatistheplacelike——doyouthinkyouwilllikeMrGradfield?'
  'Oyes。Buthehasnotbeenthereto-day;Ihaveonlyhadtheheaddraughtsmanwithme。'
  Youngwomenhaveahabit,notnoticeableinmen,ofputtingonatamoment'snoticethedramaofwhosoever'slifetheychoose。
  Cytherea'sinterestwastransferredfromMr。Gradfieldtohisrepresentative。
  'Whatsortofamanishe?'
  'Heseemsaverynicefellowindeed;thoughofcourseIcanhardlytelltoacertaintyasyet。ButIthinkhe'saveryworthyfellow;
  there'snononsenseinhim,andthoughheisnotapublicschoolmanhehasreadwidely,andhasasharpappreciationofwhat'sgoodinbooksandart。Infact,hisknowledgeisn'tnearlysoexclusiveasmostprofessionalmen's。'
  'That'sagreatdealtosayofanarchitect,forofallprofessionalmentheyare,asarule,themostprofessional。'
  'Yes;perhapstheyare。Thismanisratherofamelancholyturnofmind,Ithink。'
  'Hasthemanagingclerkanyfamily?'shemildlyasked,afterawhile,pouringoutsomemoretea。
  'Family;no!'
  'Well,dearOwen,howshouldIknow?'
  'Why,ofcourseheisn'tmarried。Buttherehappenedtobeaconversationaboutwomengoingonintheoffice,andIheardhimsaywhatheshouldwishhiswifetobelike。'
  'Whatwouldhewishhiswifetobelike?'shesaid,withgreatapparentlackofinterest。
  'O,hesaysshemustbegirlishandartless:yethewouldbelothtodowithoutadashofwomanlysubtlety,'tissopiquant。Yes,hesaid,thatmustbeinher;shemusthavewomanlycleverness。“AndyetIshouldlikehertoblushifonlyacock-sparrowweretolookatherhard,“hesaid,“whichbringsmebacktothegirlagain:andsoIflitbackwardsandforwards。Imusthavewhatcomes,I
  suppose,“hesaid,“andwhatevershemaybe,thankGodshe'snoworse。However,ifhemightgiveafinalhinttoProvidence,“hesaid,“achildamongpleasures,andawomanamongpainswastheroughoutlineofhisrequirement。“'
  'Didhesaythat?Whatamusingcreaturehemustbe。'
  'Hedid,indeed。'
  3。FROMTHETWELFTHTOTHEFIFTEENTHOFJULY
  Asiswellknown,ideasaresoelasticinahumanbrain,thattheyhavenoconstantmeasurewhichmaybecalledtheiractualbulk。Anyimportantideamaybecompressedtoamoleculebyanunwontedcrowdingofothers;andanysmallideawillexpandtowhateverlengthandbreadthofvacuumthemindmaybeabletomakeovertoit。Cytherea'sworldwastolerablyvacantatthistime,andtheyoungarchitecturaldesigner'simagebecameverypervasive。Thenexteveningthissubjectwasagainrenewed。
  'HisnameisSpringrove,'saidOwen,inreplytoher。'Heisathoroughartist,butamanofratherhumbleorigin,itseems,whohasmadehimselfsofar。Ithinkheisthesonofafarmer,orsomethingofthekind。'
  'Well,he'snonetheworseforthat,Isuppose。'
  'Nonetheworse。Aswecomedownthehill,weshallbecontinuallymeetingpeoplegoingup。'ButOwenhadfeltthatSpringrovewasalittletheworsenevertheless。
  'Ofcoursehe'sratheroldbythistime。'
  'Ono。He'saboutsix-and-twenty——notmore。'
  'Ah,Isee……Whatishelike,Owen?'
  'Ican'texactlytellyouhisappearance:'tisalwayssuchadifficultthingtodo。'
  'Amanyouwoulddescribeasshort?Mostmenarethoseweshoulddescribeasshort,Ifancy。'
  'Ishouldcallhim,Ithink,ofthemiddleheight;butasIonlyseehimsittingintheoffice,ofcourseIamnotcertainabouthisformandfigure。'
  'Iwishyouwere,then。'
  'Perhapsyoudo。ButIamnot,yousee。'
  'Ofcoursenot,youarealwayssoprovoking。Owen,Isawamaninthestreetto-daywhomIfanciedwashe——andyet,Idon'tseehowitcouldbe,either。Hehadlightbrownhair,asnubnose,veryroundface,andapeculiarhabitofreducinghiseyestostraightlineswhenhelookednarrowlyatanything。'
  'Ono。Thatwasnothe,Cytherea。'
  'Notabitlikehiminallprobability。'
  'Notabit。Hehasdarkhair——almostaGreciannose,regularteeth,andanintellectualface,asnearlyasIcanrecalltomind。'
  'Ah,therenow,Owen,youHAVEdescribedhim!ButIsupposehe'snotgenerallycalledpleasing,or——'
  'Handsome?'
  'Iscarcelymeantthat。Butsinceyouhavesaidit,ishehandsome?'
  'Rather。'
  'Histoutensembleisstriking?'
  'Yes——Ono,no——Iforgot:itisnot。Heisratheruntidyinhiswaistcoat,andneck-ties,andhair。'
  'Howvexing!……itmustbetohimself,poorthing。'
  'He'sathoroughbookworm——despisesthepap-and-daisyschoolofverse——knowsShakespearetotheverydregsofthefoot-notes。
  Indeed,he'sapoethimselfinasmallway。'
  'Howdelicious!'shesaid。'Ihaveneverknownapoet。'
  'Andyoudon'tknowhim,'saidOwendryly。
  Shereddened。'OfcourseIdon't。Iknowthat。'
  'Haveyoureceivedanyanswertoyouradvertisement?'heinquired。
  'Ah——no!'shesaid,andtheforgottendisappointmentwhichhadshoweditselfinherfaceatdifferenttimesduringtheday,becamevisibleagain。
  Anotherdaypassedaway。OnThursday,withoutinquiry,shelearntmoreoftheheaddraughtsman。HeandGrayehadbecomeveryfriendly,andhehadbeentemptedtoshowherbrotheracopyofsomepoemsofhis——someseriousandsad——somehumorous——whichhadappearedinthepoets'cornerofamagazinefromtimetotime。OwenshowedthemnowtoCytherea,whoinstantlybegantoreadthemcarefullyandtothinkthemverybeautiful。
  'Yes——Springrove'snofool,'saidOwensententiously。
  'Nofool!——Ishouldthinkheisn't,indeed,'saidCytherea,lookingupfromthepaperinquiteanexcitement:'towritesuchversesasthese!'
  'Whatlogicareyouchopping,Cytherea?Well,Idon'tmeanonaccountoftheverses,becauseIhaven'treadthem;butforwhathesaidwhenthefellowsweretalkingaboutfallinginlove。'
  'Whichyouwilltellme?'
  'Hesaysthatyourtrueloverbreathlesslyfindshimselfengagedtoasweetheart,likeamanwhohascaughtsomethinginthedark。Hedoesn'tknowwhetheritisabatorabird,andtakesittothelightwhenheiscooltolearnwhatitis。Helookstoseeifsheistherightage,butrightageorwrongage,hemustconsiderheraprize。Sometimelaterheponderswhethersheistherightkindofprizeforhim。Rightkindorwrongkind——hehascalledherhis,andmustabidebyit。Afteratimeheaskshimself,“Hasshethetemper,hair,andeyesImeanttohave,andwasfirmlyresolvednottodowithout?”Hefindsitisallwrong,andthencomesthetussle——'
  'Dotheymarryandlivehappily?'
  'Who?O,thesupposedpair。Ithinkhesaid——well,Ireallyforgetwhathesaid。'
  'ThatISstupidofyou!'saidtheyoungladywithdismay。
  'Yes。'
  'Buthe'sasatirist——Idon'tthinkIcareabouthimnow。'
  'Thereyouarejustwrong。Heisnot。Heis,asIbelieve,animpulsivefellowwhohasbeenmadetopaythepenaltyofhisrashnessinsomeloveaffair。'
  ThusendedthedialogueofThursday,butCythereareadtheversesagaininprivate。OnFridayherbrotherremarkedthatSpringrovehadinformedhimhewasgoingtoleaveMr。Gradfield'sinafortnighttopushhisfortunesinLondon。
  AnindescribablefeelingofsadnessshotthroughCytherea'sheart。
  Whyshouldshebesadatsuchanannouncementasthat,shethought,concerningamanshehadneverseen,whenherspiritswereelasticenoughtoreboundafterhardblowsfromdeepandrealtroublesasifshehadscarcelyknownthem?Thoughshecouldnotanswerthisquestion,sheknewonething,shewassaddenedbyOwen'snews。
  4。JULYTHETWENTY-FIRST
  AverypopularlocalexcursionbysteamboattoLulsteadCovewasannouncedthroughthestreetsofBudmouthoneThursdaymorningbytheweak-voicedtown-crier,tostartatsixo'clockthesameday。
  Theweatherwaslovely,andtheopportunitybeingthefirstofthekindofferedtothem,OwenandCythereawentwiththerest。
  TheyhadreachedtheCove,andhadwalkedlandwardfornearlyanhouroverthehillwhichrosebesidethestrand,whenGrayerecollectedthattwoorthreemilesyetfurtherinlandfromthisspotwasaninterestingmediaevalruin。Hewasalreadyfamiliarwithitscharacteristicsthroughthemediumofanarchaeologicalwork,andnowfindinghimselfsoclosetothereality,feltinclinedtoverifysometheoryhehadformedrespectingit。Concludingthattherewouldbejustsufficienttimeforhimtogothereandreturnbeforetheboathadlefttheshore,hepartedfromCythereaonthehill,struckdownwards,andthenupaheatheryvalley。
  Sheremainedonthesummitwherehehadlefthertillthetimeofhisexpectedreturn,scanningthedetailsoftheprospectaround。
  PlacidlyspreadoutbeforeheronthesouthwastheopenChannel,reflectingablueintenserbymanyshadesthanthatoftheskyoverhead,anddottedintheforegroundbyhalf-a-dozensmallcraftofcontrastingrig,theirsailsgraduatinginhuefromextremewhitenesstoreddishbrown,thevaryingactualcoloursvariedagaininadoubledegreebytheraysofthedecliningsun。
  Presentlythedistantbellfromtheboatwasheard,warningthepassengerstoembark。Thiswasfollowedbyalivelyairfromtheharpsandviolinsonboard,theirtones,astheyarose,becomingintermingledwith,thoughnotmarredby,thebrushofthewaveswhentheircrestsrolledover——atthepointwherethecheckoftheshallowswasfirstfelt——andthenthinnedawayuptheslopeofpebblesandsand。
  Sheturnedherfacelandwardandstrainedhereyestodiscern,ifpossible,somesignofOwen'sreturn。Nothingwasvisiblesavethestrikinglybrilliant,stilllandscape。Thewideconcavewhichlayatthebackofthehillinthisdirectionwasblazingwiththewesternlight,addinganorangetinttothevividpurpleoftheheather,nowattheveryclimaxofbloom,andfreefromtheslightesttouchoftheinvidiousbrownthatsosooncreepsintoitsshades。Thelightsointensifiedthecoloursthattheyseemedtostandabovethesurfaceoftheearthandfloatinmid-airlikeanexhalationofred。Intheminorvalleys,betweenthehillocksandridgeswhichdiversifiedthecontourofthebasin,butdidnotdisturbitsgeneralsweep,shemarkedbrakesoftall,heavy-stemmedferns,fiveorsixfeethigh,inabrilliantlight-greendress——abroadribandofthemwiththepathintheirmidstwindinglikeastreamalongthelittleravinethatreachedtothefootofthehill,anddeliveredupthepathtoitsgrassyarea。Amongthefernsgrewhollybushesdeeperintintthananyshadowaboutthem,whilstthewholesurfaceofthescenewasdimpledwithsmallconicalpits,andhereandtherewereroundponds,nowdry,andhalfovergrownwithrushes。
  Thelastbellofthesteamerrang。Cythereahadforgottenherself,andwhatshewaslookingfor。InafeverofdistresslestOwenshouldbeleftbehind,shegatheredupinherhandthecornersofherhandkerchief,containingspecimensoftheshells,plants,andfossilswhichthelocalityproduced,startedofftothesands,andmingledwiththeknotsofvisitorstherecongregatedfromotherinterestingpointsaround;fromtheinn,thecottages,andhiredconveyancesthathadreturnedfromshortdrivesinland。Theyallwentaboardbytheprimitiveplanofanarrowplankontwowheels——
  thewomenbeingassistedbyarope。Cytherealingeredtilltheverylast,reluctanttofollow,andlookingalternatelyattheboatandthevalleybehind。HerdelayprovokedaremarkfromCaptainJacobs,athicksetmanofhybridstains,resultingfromthemixedeffectsoffireandwater,peculiartosailorswhereenginesarethepropellingpower。
  'Nowthen,missy,ifyouplease。Iamsorrytotell'eeourtime'sup。Whoareyoulookingfor,miss?'
  'Mybrother——hehaswalkedashortdistanceinland;hemustbeheredirectly。Couldyouwaitforhim——justaminute?'
  'Really,Iamafraidnot,m'm。'Cytherealookedatthestout,round-facedman,andatthevessel,withalightinhereyessoexpressiveofherownopinionbeingthesame,onreflection,ashis,andwithsuchresignation,too,that,fromaninstinctivefeelingofprideatbeingabletoprovehimselfmorehumanethanhewasthoughttobe——worksofsupererogationaretheonlysacrificesthatenticeinthisway——andthatataverysmallcost,hedelayedtheboattillsomeamongthepassengersbegantomurmur。
  'There,nevermind,'saidCythereadecisively。'Goonwithoutme——I
  shallwaitforhim。'
  'Well,'tisaveryawkwardthingtoleaveyouhereallalone,'saidthecaptain。'Icertainlyadviseyounottowait。'
  'He'sgoneacrosstotherailwaystation,forcertain,'saidanotherpassenger。
  'No——hereheis!'Cythereasaid,regarding,asshespoke,thehalfhiddenfigureofamanwhowasseenadvancingataheadlongpacedowntheravinewhichlaybetweentheheathandtheshore。
  'Hecan'tgethereinlessthanfiveminutes,'apassengersaid。
  'Peopleshouldknowwhattheyareabout,andkeeptime。Really,if——
  '
  'Yousee,sir,'saidthecaptain,inanapologeticundertone,'since'tisherbrother,andshe'sallalone,'tisonlynatertowaitaminute,nowhe'sinsight。Suppose,now,youwereayoungwoman,asmightbe,andhadabrother,likethisone,andyoustoodofaneveninguponthisherewildlonelyshore,likeher,whyyou'dwantustowait,too,wouldn'tyou,sir?Ithinkyouwould。'
  Thepersonsohastilyapproachinghadbeenlosttoviewduringthisremarkbyreasonofahollowintheground,andtheprojectingcliffimmediatelyathandcoveredthepathinitsrise。Hisfootstepswerenowheardstrikingsharplyupontheflintyroadatadistanceofabouttwentyorthirtyyards,butstillbehindtheescarpment。
  Tosavetime,Cythereapreparedtoascendtheplank。
  'Letmegiveyoumyhand,miss,'saidCaptainJacobs。
  'No——pleasedon'ttouchme,'saidshe,ascendingcautiouslybyslidingonefootforwardtwoorthreeinches,bringinguptheotherbehindit,andsoonalternately——herlipscompressedbyconcentrationonthefeat,hereyesgluedtotheplank,herhandtotherope,andherimmediatethoughttothefactofthedistressingnarrownessofherfooting。Stepsnowshookthelowerendoftheboard,andinaninstantwereuptoherheelswithabound。
  'O,Owen,Iamsogladyouarecome!'shesaidwithoutturning。
  'Don't,don'tshaketheplankortouchme,whateveryoudo……
  There,Iamup。Wherehaveyoubeensolong?'shecontinued,inalowertone,turningroundtohimasshereachedthetop。
  Raisinghereyesfromherfeet,which,standingonthefirmdeck,demandedherattentionnolonger,sheacquiredperceptionsofthenew-comerinthefollowingorder:unknowntrousers;unknownwaistcoat;unknownface。Themanwasnotherbrother,butatotalstranger。
  Offwenttheplank;thepaddlesstarted,stopped,backed,patteredinconfusion,thenrevolveddecisively,andtheboatpassedoutintodeepwater。
  Oneortwopersonshadsaid,'Howd'yedo,Mr。Springrove?'andlookedatCytherea,toseehowsheboreherdisappointment。Herearshadbutjustcaughtthenameoftheheaddraughtsman,whenshesawhimadvancingdirectlytoaddressher。
  'MissGraye,Ibelieve?'hesaid,liftinghishat。
  'Yes,'saidCytherea,colouring,andtryingnottolookguiltyofasurreptitiousknowledgeofhim。
  'IamMr。Springrove。IpassedCorvsgateCastleaboutanhourago,andsoonafterwardsmetyourbrothergoingthatway。Hehadbeendeceivedinthedistance,andwasabouttoturnwithoutseeingtheruin,onaccountofalamenessthathadcomeoninhislegorfoot。
  Iproposedthatheshouldgoon,sincehehadgotsonear;andafterwards,insteadofwalkingbacktotheboat,getacrosstoAngleburyStation——ashorterwalkforhim——wherehecouldcatchthelatetrain,andgodirectlyhome。Icouldletyouknowwhathehaddone,andallayanyuneasiness。'
  'Isthelamenessserious,doyouknow?'
  'Ono;simplyfromover-walkinghimself。Still,itwasjustaswelltoridehome。'
  RelievedfromherapprehensionsonOwen'sscore,shewasableslightlytoexaminetheappearanceofherinformant——EdwardSpringrove——whonowremovedhishatforawhile,tocoolhimself。
  Hewasratheraboveherbrother'sheight。Althoughtheupperpartofhisfaceandheadwashandsomelyformed,andboundedbylinesofsufficientlymasculineregularity,hisbrowsweresomewhattoosoftlyarched,andfinelypencilledforoneofhissex;withoutprejudice,however,tothebeliefwhichthesumtotalofhisfeaturesinspired——thatthoughtheydidnotprovethatthemanwhothoughtinsidethemwoulddomuchintheworld,menwhohaddonemostofallhadhadnobetterones。Acrosshisforehead,otherwiseperfectlysmooth,ranonethinline,thehealthyfreshnessofhisremainingfeaturesexpressingthatithadcomethereprematurely。
  Thoughsomeyearsshortoftheageatwhichtheclearspiritbidsgood-byetothelastinfirmityofnoblemind,andtakestohouse-
  huntingandinvestments,hehadreachedtheperiodinayoungman'slifewhenepisodicperiods,withahopefulbirthandadisappointingdeath,havebeguntoaccumulate,andtobearafruitofgeneralities;hisglancesometimesseemingtostate,'Ihavealreadythoughtouttheissueofsuchconditionsastheseweareexperiencing。'Atothertimesheworeanabstractedlook:'Iseemtohavelivedthroughthismomentbefore。'
  Hewascarelesslydressedindarkgrey,wearingarolled-upblackkerchiefasaneck-cloth;theknotofwhichwasdisarranged,andstoodobliquely——adepositofwhitedusthavinglodgedinthecreases。
  'Iamsorryforyourdisappointment,'hecontinued,glancingintoherface。Theireyeshavingmet,became,asitwere,mutuallylockedtogether,andthesingleinstantonlywhichgoodbreedingallowsasthelengthofsuchalook,becametrebled:aclearpenetratingrayofintelligencehadshotfromeachintoeach,givingbirthtooneofthoseunaccountablesensationswhichcarryhometotheheartbeforethehandhasbeentouchedorthemerestcomplimentpassed,bysomethingstrongerthanmathematicalproof,theconviction,'Atiehasbeguntouniteus。'
  Bothfacesalsounconsciouslystatedthattheirownershadbeenmuchineachother'sthoughtsoflate。OwenhadtalkedtotheyoungarchitectofhissisterasfreelyastoCythereaoftheyoungarchitect。
  Aconversationbegan,whichwasnonethelessinterestingtothepartiesengagedbecauseitconsistedonlyofthemosttrivialandcommonplaceremarks。Thenthebandofharpsandviolinsstruckupalivelymelody,andthedeckwasclearedfordancing;thesundippingbeneaththehorizonduringtheproceeding,andthemoonshowingherselfattheirstern。Theseawassocalm,thatthesofthissproducedbytheburstingoftheinnumerablebubblesoffoambehindthepaddlescouldbedistinctlyheard。Thepassengerswhodidnotdance,includingCythereaandSpringrove,lapsedintosilence,leaningagainstthepaddle-boxes,orstandingaloof——noticingthetremblingofthedecktothestepsofthedance——watchingthewavesfromthepaddlesastheyslidthinlyandeasilyundereachother'sedges。
  NighthadquiteclosedinbythetimetheyreachedBudmouthharbour,sparklingwithitswhite,red,andgreenlightsinoppositiontotheshimmeringpathofthemoon'sreflectionontheotherside,whichreachedawaytothehorizontillthefleckedripplesreducedthemselvestosparklesasfineasgolddust。
  'Iwillwalktothestationandfindouttheexacttimethetrainarrives,'saidSpringrove,rathereagerly,whentheyhadlanded。
  Shethankedhimmuch。
  'Perhapswemightwalktogether,'hesuggestedhesitatingly。Shelookedasifshedidnotquiteknow,andhesettledthequestionbyshowingtheway。
  Theyfound,onarrivingthere,thatonthefirstdayofthatmonththeparticulartrainselectedforGraye'sreturnhadceasedtostopatAngleburystation。
  'IamverysorryImisledhim,'saidSpringrove。
  'O,Iamnotalarmedatall,'repliedCytherea。
  'Well,it'ssuretobeallright——hewillsleepthere,andcomebythefirstinthemorning。Butwhatwillyoudo,alone?'
  'Iamquiteeasyonthatpoint;thelandladyisveryfriendly。I
  mustgoindoorsnow。Good-night,Mr。Springrove。'
  'Letmegoroundtoyourdoorwithyou?'hepleaded。
  'No,thankyou;welivecloseby。'
  Helookedatherasawaiterlooksatthechangehebringsback。
  Butshewasinexorable。
  'Don't——forgetme,'hemurmured。Shedidnotanswer。
  'Letmeseeyousometimes,'hesaid。
  'Perhapsyouneverwillagain——Iamgoingaway,'sherepliedinlingeringtones;andturningintoCrossStreet,ranindoorsandupstairs。
  Thesuddenwithdrawalofwhatwassuperfluousatfirst,isoftenfeltasanessentialloss。Itwasfeltnowwithregardtothemaiden。More,too,afterameetingsopleasantandsoenkindling,shehadseemedtoimplythattheywouldnevercometogetheragain。
  Theyoungmansoftlyfollowedher,stoodoppositethehouseandwatchedhercomeintotheupperroomwiththelight。Presentlyhisgazewascutshortbyherapproachingthewindowandpullingdowntheblind——EdwarddwellinguponhervanishingfigurewithahopelesssenseoflossakintothatwhichAdamissaidbylogicianstohavefeltwhenhefirstsawthesunset,andthought,inhisinexperience,thatitwouldreturnnomore。
  Hewaitedtillhershadowhadtwicecrossedthewindow,when,findingthecharmingoutlinewasnottobeexpectedagain,heleftthestreet,crossedtheharbour-bridge,andenteredhisownsolitarychamberontheotherside,vaguelythinkingashewentforundefinedreasons,'OnehopeistoolikedespairForprudencetosmother。'