Nextnight,shefoundhimwalkingabouttheconservatorywhenshecamedown。Asshestoppedatthedoor,checkedbythisunusualsight,anduncertainwhethertoadvanceorretreat,hecalledherin。
`Ifyoureallythinkthatsortofsocietyisgoodthechild,'
hesaidsharply,asiftherehadbeennointervalsincesheproposedit,`where'sMissFlorence?'
`NothingcouldbebetterthanMissFlorence,Sir,'saidPollyeagerly,`butIunderstoodfromherlittlemaidthattheywerenotto——'
Mr。Dombeyrangthebell,andwalkedtillitwasanswered。
`TellthemalwaystoletMissFlorencebewithRichardswhenshechooses,andgooutwithher,andsoforth。Tellthemtoletthechildrenbetogether,whenRichardswishesit。'
Theironwasnowhot,andRichardsstrikingonitboldly——itwasagoodcauseandshewasboldinit,thoughinstinctivelyafraidofMr。Dombey——requestedthatMissFlorencemightbesentdownthenandthere,tomakefriendswithherelittlebrother。
Shefeignedtobedandlingthechildastheservantretiredonthiserrand,butshethoughtthatshesawMr。Dombey'scolourchanged;
thattheexpressionofhisfacequitealtered;thatheturned,hurriedly,asiftogainsaywhathehadsaid,orshehadsaid,orboth,andwasonlydeterredbyveryshame。
Andshewasright。Thelasttimehehadseenhisslightedchild,therehadbeenthatinthesadembracebetweenherandherdyingmother,whichwasatoncearevelationandareproachtohim。LethimbeabsorbedashewouldintheSononwhomhebuiltsuchhighhopes,hecouldnotforgetthatclosingscene。Hecouldnotforgetthathehadhadnopartinit。
That,atthebottomofitscleardepthsoftendernessandtruth,laythosetwofiguresclaspedineachother'sarms,whilehestoodonthebankabovethem,lookingdownamerespectator——notasharerwiththem——quiteshutout。
Unabletoexcludethesethingsfromhisremembrance,ortokeephismindfreefromsuchimperfectshapesofthemeaningwithwhichtheywerefraught,aswereabletomakethemselvesvisibletohimthroughthemistofhispride,hispreviousfeelingsofindifferencetowardslittleFlorencechangedintoanuneasinessofanextraordinarykind。Healmostfeltasifshewatchedanddistrustedhim。Asifsheheldthecluetosomethingsecretinhisbreast,ofthenatureofwhichhewashardlyinformedhimself。
Asifshehadaninnateknowledgeofonejarringanddiscordantstringwithinhim,andherverybreathcouldsoundit。
Hisfeelingaboutthechildhadbeennegativefromherbirth。
Hehadneverconceivedanaversiontoher:ithadnotbeenworthhiswhileorinhishumour。Shehadneverbeenapositivelydisagreeableobjecttohim。Butnowhewasillateaseabouther。Shetroubledhispeace。Hewouldhavepreferredtoputherideaasidealtogether,ifhehadknownhow。Perhaps——whoshalldecideonsuchmysteries!——hewasafraidthathemightcometohateher。
WhenlittleFlorencetimidlypresentedherself,Mr。Dombeystoppedinhispacingupanddownandlookedtowardsher。Hadhelookedwithgreaterinterestandwithafather'seye,hemighthavereadinherkeenglancetheimpulsesandfearsthatmadeherwaver;thepassionatedesiretorunclingingtohim,crying,asshehidherfaceinhisembrace,`Ohfather,trytoloveme!there'snooneelse!'thedreadofarepulse;thefearofbeingtoobold,andofoffendinghim;thepitiableneedinwhichshestoodofsomeassuranceandencouragement;andhowheroverchargedyoungheartwaswanderingtofindsomenaturalresting-place,foritssorrowandaffection。
Buthesawnothingofthis。Hesawherpauseirresolutelyatthedoorandlooktowardshim;andhesawnomore。
`Comein,'hesaid,`comein:whatisthechildafraidof?'
Shecamein;andafterglancingroundherforamomentwithanuncertainair,stoodpressinghersmallhandshardtogether,closewithinthedoor。
`Comehere,Florence,'saidherfather,coldly。`DoyouknowwhoIam?'
`Yes,Papa。'
`Haveyounothingtosaytome?'
Thetearsthatstoodinhereyesassheraisedthemquicklytohisface,werefrozenbytheexpressionitwore。Shelookeddownagain,andputouthertremblinghand。
Mr。Dombeytookitlooselyinhisown,andstoodlookingdownuponherforamoment,asifheknewaslittleasthechild,whattosayordo。
`There!Beagoodgirl,'hesaid,pattingheronthehead,andregardingherasitwerebystealthwithadisturbedanddoubtfullook。
`GotoRichards!Go!'
Hislittledaughterhesitatedforanotherinstantasthoughshewouldhaveclungabouthimstill,orhadsomelingeringhopethathemightraiseherinhisarmsandkissher。Shelookedupinhisfaceoncemore。
Hethoughthowlikeherexpressionwasthen,towhatithadbeenwhenshelookedroundattheDoctor——thatnight——andinstinctivelydroppedherhandandturnedaway。
ItwasnotdifficulttoperceivethatFlorencewasatagreatdisadvantageinherfather'spresence。Itwasnotonlyaconstraintuponthechild'smind,butevenuponthenaturalgraceandfreedomofheractions。
StillPollyperseveredwithallthebetterheartforseeingthis;and,judgingofMr。Dombeybyherself,hadgreatconfidenceinthemuteappealofpoorlittleFlorence'smourningdress。`It'shardindeed,'thoughtPolly,`ifhetakesonlytoonelittlemotherlesschild,whenhehasanother,andthatagirl,beforehiseyes。'
So,Pollykeptherbeforehiseyes,aslongasshecould,andmanagedsowellwithlittlePaul,astomakeitveryplainthathewasallthelivelierforhissister'scompany。Whenitwastimetowithdrawupstairsagain,shewouldhavesentFlorenceintotheinnerroomtosaygood-nighttoherfather,butthechildwastimidanddrewback:andwhensheurgedheragain,said,spreadingherhandsbeforehereyes,asiftoshutoutherownunworthiness,`Ohno,no!Hedon'twantme。Hedon'twantme!'
ThelittlealtercationbetweenthemhadattractedthenoticeofMr。Dombey,whoinquiredfromthetablewherehewassittingathiswine,whatthematterwas。
`MissFlorencewasafraidofinterrupting,Sir,ifshecameintosaygood-night,'saidRichards。
`Itdoesn'tmatter,'returnedMr。Dombey。`Youcanlethercomeandgowithoutregardingme。'
Thechildshrunkasshelistened——andwasgonebeforeherhumblefriendlookedroundagain。
However,Pollytriumphednotalittleinthesuccessofherwell-intentionedscheme,andintheaddresswithwhichshehadbroughtittobear:whereofshemadeafulldisclosuretoSpitfirewhenshewasoncemoresafelyintrenchedupstairs。MissNipperreceivedthatproofofherconfidence,aswellastheprospectoftheirfreeassociationforthefuture,rathercoldly,andwasanythingbutenthusiasticinherdemonstrationsofjoy。
`Ithoughtyouwouldhavebeenpleased,'saidPolly。
`Ohyes,Mrs。Richards,I'mverywellpleased,thankyou,'returnedSusan,whohadsuddenlybecomesoveryuprightthatsheseemedtohaveputanadditionalboneinherstays。
`Youdon'tshowit,'saidPolly。
`Oh!BeingonlyapermanencyIcouldn'tbeexpectedtoshowitlikeatemporary,'saidSusanNipper。`Temporariescarriesitallbefore'emhere,Ifind,butthoughthere'saexcellentparty-wallbetweenthishouseandthenext,Imayn'texactlyliketogotoit,Mrs。Richards,notwithstanding!'
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter4[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERIVInwhichsomemoreFirstAppearancesaremadeontheStageoftheseAdventuresTHOUGHtheofficesofDombeyandSonwerewithinthelibertiesoftheCityofLondon,andwithinhearingofBowBells,whentheirclashingvoiceswerenotdrownedbytheuproarinthestreets,yetweretherehintsofadventurousandromanticstorytobeobservedinsomeoftheadjacentobjects。
GogandMagogheldtheirstatewithintenminutes'walk;theRoyalExchangewascloseathand;theBankofEngland,withitsvaultsofgoldandsilver`downamongthedeadmen'underground,wastheirmagnificentneighbour。
JustroundthecornerstoodtherichEastIndiaHouse,teemingwithsuggestionsofpreciousstuffsandstones,tigers,elephants,howdahs,hookahs,umbrellas,palmtrees,palanquins,andgorgeousprincesofabrowncomplexionsittingoncarpets,withtheirslippersverymuchturnedupatthetoes。Anywhereintheimmediatevicinitytheremightbeseenpicturesofshipsspeedingawayfullsailtoallpartsoftheworld;outfittingware-housesreadytopackoffanybodyanywhere,fullyequippedinhalfanhour;andlittletimbermidshipmeninobsoletenavaluniforms,eternallyemployedoutsidetheshopdoorsofnauticalinstrument-makersintakingobservationsofthehackneycoaches。
Solemasterandproprietorofoneoftheseeffigies——ofthatwhichmightbecalled,familiarly,thewoodenest——ofthatwhichthrustitselfoutabovethepavement,rightlegforemost,withasuavitytheleastendurable,andhadtheshoebucklesandflappedwaistcoattheleastreconcileabletohumanreason,andboreatitsrighteyethemostoffensivelydisproportionatepieceofmachinery——solemasterandproprietorofthatmidshipman,andproudofhimtoo,anelderlygentlemaninaWelshwighadpaidhouse-rent,taxes,anddues,formoreyearsthanmanyafull-grownmidshipmanoffleshandbloodhasnumberedinhislife;andmidshipmenwhohaveattainedaprettygreenoldage,havenotbeenwantingintheEnglishnavy。
Thestock-in-tradeofthisoldgentlemancomprisedchronometers,barometers,telescopes,compasses,charts,maps,sextants,quadrants,andspecimensofeverykindofinstrumentusedintheworkingofaship'scourse,orthekeepingofaship'sreckoning,ortheprosecutingofaship'sdiscoveries。
Objectsinbrassandglasswereinhisdrawersandonhisshelves,whichnonebuttheinitiatedcouldhavefoundthetopof,orguessedtheuseof,orhavingonceexamined,couldhaveevergotbackagainintotheirmahoganynestswithoutassistance。Everythingwasjammedintothetightestcases,fittedintothenarrowestcorners,fencedupbehindthemostimpertinentcushions,andscrewedintotheacutestangles,topreventitsphilosophicalcomposurefrombeingdisturbedbytherollingofthesea。Suchextraordinaryprecautionsweretakenineveryinstancetosaveroom,andkeepthethingcompact;andsomuchpracticalnavigationwasfitted,andcushioned,andscrewedintoeveryboxwhethertheboxwasamereslab,assomewere,orsomethingbetweenacockedhatandastar-fish,asotherswere,andthosequitemildandmodestboxesascomparedwithothers;thattheshopitself,partakingofthegeneralinfection,seemedalmosttobecomeasnug,sea-going,ship-shapeconcern,wantingonlygoodsea-room,intheeventofanunexpectedlaunch,toworkitswaysecurelytoanydesertislandintheworld。
ManyminorincidentsinthehouseholdlifeoftheShips'Instrument-makerwhowasproudofhislittlemidshipman,assistedandboreoutthisfancy。
Hisacquaintancelyingchieflyamongship-chandlersandsoforth,hehadalwaysplentyoftheveritableships'biscuitonhistable。Itwasfamiliarwithdriedmeatsandtongues,possessinganextraordinaryflavourofropeyarn。Pickleswereproduceduponit,ingreatwholesalejars,with`dealerinallkindsofShips'Provisions'onthelabel;spiritsweresetforthincasebottleswithnothroats。Oldprintsofshipswithalphabeticalreferencestotheirvariousmysteries,hunginframesuponthewalls;theTartarFrigateunderweigh,wasontheplates;outlandishshells,seaweeds,andmosses,decoratedthechimney-piece;thelittlewainscottedbackparlourwaslightedbyasky-light,likeacabin。
Herehelivedtoo,inskipper-likestate,allalonewithhisnephewWalter:aboyoffourteenwholookedquiteenoughlikeamidshipman,tocarryouttheprevailingidea。Butthereitended,forSolomonGillshimselfmoregenerallycalledoldSolwasfarfromhavingamaritimeappearance。
TosaynothingofhisWelshwig,whichwasasplainandstubbornaWelshwigaseverwasworn,andinwhichhelookedlikeanythingbutaRover,hewasaslow,quiet-spoken,thoughtfuloldfellow,witheyesasredasiftheyhadbeensmallsunslookingatyouthroughafog;andanewly-awakenedmanner,suchashemighthaveacquiredbyhavingstaredforthreeorfourdayssuccessivelythrougheveryopticalinstrumentinhisshop,andsuddenlycamebacktotheworldagain,tofinditgreen。Theonlychangeeverknowninhisoutwardman,wasfromacompletesuitofcoffee-colourcutverysquare,andornamentedwithglaringbuttons,tothesamesuitofcoffee-colourminustheinexpressibles,whichwerethenofapalenankeen。Heworeaverypreciseshirt-frill,andcarriedapairoffirst-ratespectaclesonhisforehead,andatremendouschronometerinhisfob,ratherthandoubtwhichpreciouspossession,hewouldhavebelievedinaconspiracyagainstitonthepartofalltheclocksandwatchesintheCity,andevenoftheverySunitself。Suchashewas,suchhehadbeenintheshopandparlourbehindthelittlemidshipman,foryearsuponyears;goingregularlyalofttobedeverynightinahowlinggarretremotefromthelodgers,where,whengentlemenofEnglandwholivedbelowateasehadlittleornoideaofthestateoftheweather,itoftenblewgreatguns。
Itishalf-pastfiveo'clock,andanautumnafternoon,whenthereaderandSolomonGillsbecomeacquainted。SolomonGillsisintheactofseeingwhattimeitisbytheunimpeachablechronometer。TheusualdailyclearancehasbeenmakingintheCityforanhourormore;andthehumantideisstillrollingwestward。`Thestreetshavethinned,'asMr。Gillssays,`verymuch。'Itthreatenstobewetto-night。Alltheweather-glassesintheshipareinlowspirits,andtherainalreadyshinesuponthecockedhatofthewoodenmidshipman。
`Where'sWalter,Iwonder!'saidSolomonGills,afterhehadcarefullyputupthechronometeragain。`Here'sdinnerbeenready,halfanhour,andnoWalter!'
Turningrounduponhisstoolbehindthecounter,Mr。Gillslookedoutamongtheinstrumentsinthewindow,toseeifhisnephewmightbecrossingtheroad。No。Hewasnotamongthebobbingumbrellas,andhecertainlywasnotthenewspaperboyintheoilskincapwhowasslowlyworkinghiswayalongthepieceofbrassoutside,writinghisnameoverMr。Gills'namewithhisforefinger。
`IfIdidn'tknowhewastoofondofmetomakearunofit,andgoandenterhimselfaboardshipagainstmywishes,Ishouldbegintobefidgetty,'saidMr。Gills,tappingtwoorthreeweather-glasseswithhisknuckles。`Ireallyshould。AllintheDowns,eh!Lotsofmoisture!Well!
it'swanted。'
`Ibelieve,'saidMr。Gills,blowingthedustofftheglasstopofacompass-case,`thatyoudon'tpointmoredirectandduetothebackparlourthantheboy'sinclinationdoesafterall。Andtheparlourcouldn'tbearstraightereither。Duenorth。Notthetwentiethpartofapointeitherway。'
`Halloa,UncleSol!'
`Halloa,myboy!'criedtheInstrument-maker,turningbrisklyround。`What!youarehere,areyou?'
Acheerfullooking,merryboy,freshwithrunninghomeintherain;fair-faced,bright-eyed,andcurly-haired。
`Well,Uncle,howhaveyougotonwithoutmeallday?Isdinnerready?I'msohungry。'
`Astogettingon,'saidSolomongood-naturedly,`itwouldbeoddifIcouldn'tgetonwithoutayoungdoglikeyouagreatdealbetterthanwithyou。Astodinnerbeingready,it'sbeenreadythishalfhourandwaitingforyou。Astobeinghungry,Iam!
`Comealongthen,Uncle!'criedtheboy。`Hurrahfortheadmiral!'
`Confoundtheadmiral!'returnedSolomonGills。`YoumeantheLordMayor。'
`NoIdon't!'criedtheboy。`Hurrahfortheadmiral!Hurrahfortheadmiral!For——ward!'
Atthiswordofcommand,theWelshwiganditswearerwerebornewithoutresistanceintothebackparlour,asattheheadofaboardingpartyoffivehundredmen;andUncleSolandhisnephewwerespeedilyengagedonafriedsolewithaprospectofsteaktofollow。
`TheLordMayor,Wally,'saidSolomon,`forever!Nomoreadmirals。
TheLordMayor'syouradmiral。'
`Oh,ishethough!'saidtheboy,shakinghishead。`Why,theSwordBearer'sbetterthanhim。Hedrawshisswordsometimes。'
`Andaprettyfigurehecutswithitforhispains,'returnedtheUncle。`Listentome,Wally,listentome。Lookonthemantel-shelf。'
`Whywhohascockedmysilvermugupthere,onanail?'exclaimedtheboy。
`Ihave,'saidhisUncle。`Nomoremugsnow。Wemustbegintodrinkoutofglassesto-day,Walter。Wearemenofbusiness。WebelongtotheCity。Westartedinlifethismorning。'
`Well,Uncle,'saidtheboy,`I'lldrinkoutofanythingyoulike,solongasIcandrinktoyou。Here'stoyouUncleSol,andHurrahforthe——'
`LordMayor,'interruptedtheoldman。
`FortheLordMayor,Sheriffs,CommonCouncil,andLivery,'saidtheboy。`Longlifeto'em!'
Theunclenoddedhisheadwithgreatsatisfaction。`Andnow,'
hesaid,`let'shearsomethingaboutthefirm。'
`Oh!there'snotmuchtobetoldabouttheFirm,Uncle,'saidtheboy,plyinghisknifeandfork。`It'sapreciousdarksetofoffices,andintheroomwhereIsit,there'sahighfender,andanironsafe,andsomecardsaboutshipsthataregoingtosail,andanalmanack,andsomedesksandstools,andaninkbottle,andsomebooks,andsomeboxes,andalotofcobwebs,andinoneof'em,justovermyhead,ashrivelled-upblue-bottlethatlooksasifithadhungthereeversolong。'
`Nothingelse?'saidtheuncle。
`No,nothingelse,exceptanoldbird-cageIwonderhowthatevercamethere!andacoal-scuttle。'
`No,bankers'books,orchequebooks,orbills,orsuchtokensofwealthrollinginfromdaytoday?'saidoldSol,lookingwistfullyathisnephewoutofthefogthatalwaysseemedtohangabouthim,andlayinganunctuousemphasisuponthewords。
`Ohyes,plentyofthatIsuppose,'returnedhisnephewcarelessly;
`butallthatsortofthing'sinMr。Carker'sroom,orMr。Morfin's,orMr。Dombey's。'
`HasMr。Dombeybeenthereto-day?'inquiredtheUncle。
`Ohyes!Inandoutallday。'
`Hedidn'ttakeanynoticeofyou,Isuppose?'
`Yeshedid。Hewalkeduptomyseat——Iwishhewasn'tsosolemnandstiff,Uncle,andsaid,“Oh!youarethesonofMr。GillstheShips'
Instrument-maker。““Nephew,Sir,“Isaid。“Isaidnephew,boy,“saidhe。
ButIcouldtakemyoathhesaidSon,uncle。'
`You'remistakenIdaresay。It'snomatter。'
`No,it'snomatter,butheneedn'thavebeensosharp,Ithought。
TherewasnoharminitthoughhedidsaySon。Thenhetoldmethatyouhadspokentohimaboutme,andthathehadfoundmeemploymentintheHouseaccordingly,andthatIwasexpectedtobeattentiveandpunctual,andthenhewentaway。Ithoughthedidn'tseemtolikememuch。'
`Youmean,Isuppose,'observedtheInstrument-maker,`thatyoudidn'tseemtolikehimmuch?'
`Well,Uncle,'returnedtheboy,laughing。`Perhapsso;Ineverthoughtofthat。'
Solomonlookedalittlegraverashefinishedhisdinner,andglancedfromtimetotimeattheboy'sbrightface。Whendinnerwasdone,andtheclothwasclearedawaytheentertainmenthadbeenbroughtfromaneighbouringeating-house,helightedacandle,andwentdownbelowintoalittlecellar,whilehisnephew,standingonthemouldystaircase,dutifullyheldthelight。Afteramoment'sgropinghereandthere,hepresentlyreturnedwithaveryancient-lookingbottle,coveredwithdustanddirt。
`Why,UncleSol!'saidtheboy,`whatareyouabout?that'sthewonderfulMadeira!——there'sonlyonemorebottle!'
UncleSolnoddedhishead,implyingthatheknewverywellwhathewasabout;andhavingdrawnthecorkinsolemnsilence,filledtwoglassesandsetthebottleandathirdcleanglassonthetable。
`Youshalldrinktheotherbottle,Wally,'hesaid,`whenyoucometogoodfortune;whenyouareathriving,respected,happyman;whenthestartinlifeyouhavemadeto-dayshallhavebroughtyou,asIprayHeavenitmay!——toasmoothpartofthecourseyouhavetorun,mychild。
Mylovetoyou!'
SomeofthefogthathungaboutoldSolseemedtohavegotintohisthroat;forhespokehuskily。Hishandshooktoo,asheclinkedhisglassagainsthisnephew's。Buthavingoncegotthewinetohislips,hetosseditofflikeaman,andsmackedthemafterwards。
`DearUncle,'saidtheboy,affectingtomakelightofit,whilethetearsstoodinhiseyes,`forthehonouryouhavedoneme,etcetera,etcetera。IshallnowbegtoproposeMr。SolomonGillswiththreetimesthreeandonecheermore。Hurrah!andyou'llreturnthanks,Uncle,whenwedrinkthelastbottletogether;won'tyou?'
Theyclinkedtheirglassesagain;andWalter,whowashoardinghiswine,tookasipofit,andheldtheglassuptohiseyewithascriticalanairashecouldpossiblyassume。
HisUnclesatlookingathimforsometimeinsilence。Whentheireyesatlastmet,hebeganatoncetopursuethethemethathadoccupiedhisthoughts,aloud,asifhehadbeenspeakingallthewhile。
`Yousee,Walter,'hesaid,`intruththisbusinessismerelyahabitwithme。IamsoaccustomedtothehabitthatIcouldhardlyliveifIrelinquishedit:butthere'snothingdoing,nothingdoing。Whenthatuniformwasworn,'pointingouttowardsthelittlemidshipman,`thenindeed,fortunesweretobemade,andweremade。Butcompetition,competition——newinvention,newinvention——alteration,alteration——theworld'sgonepastme。IhardlyknowwhereIammyself;muchlesswheremycustomersare。'
Nevermind'em,Uncle!'
`Sinceyoucamehomefromweeklyboarding-schoolatPeckham,forinstance——andthat'stendays,'saidSolomon,`Idon'tremembermorethanonepersonthathascomeintotheshop。'
`Two,Uncle,don'tyourecollect?Therewasthemanwhocametoaskforchangeforasovereign——'
`That'stheone,'saidSolomon。
`Why,Uncle!don'tyoucallthewomenanybody,whocametoaskthewaytoMile-EndTurnpike?'
`Oh!it'strue,'saidsolomon,`Iforgother。Twopersons。'
`Tobesure,theydidn'tbuyanything,'criedtheboy。
`No。Theydidn'tbuyanything,'saidSolomon,quietly。
`Norwantanything,'criedtheboy。
`No。Iftheyhad,they'dgonetoanothershop,'saidSolomon,inthesametone。
`Butthereweretwoof'em,Uncle,'criedtheboy,asifthatwereagreattriumph。`Yousaidonlyone。'
`Well,Wally,'resumedtheoldman,afterashortpause:`notbeingliketheSavageswhocameonRobinsonCrusoe'sIsland,wecan'tliveonamanwhoasksforchangeforasovereign,andawomanwhoinquiresthewaytoMile-EndTurnpike。AsIsaidjustnow,theworldhasgonepastme。Idon'tblameit;butInolongerunderstandit。Tradesmenarenotthesameastheyusedtobe,apprenticesarenotthesame,businessisnotthesame,businesscommoditiesarenotthesame。Seven-eighthsofmystockisold-fashioned。Iamanold-fashionedmaninanold-fashionedshop,inastreetthatisnotthesameasIrememberit。Ihavefallenbehindthetime,andamtoooldtocatchitagain。Eventhenoiseitmakesalongwayahead,confusesme。'
Walterwasgoingtospeak,buthisUnclehelduphishand。
`Therefore,Wally——thereforeitisthatIamanxiousyoushouldbeearlyinthebusyworld,andontheworld'strack。Iamonlytheghostofthisbusiness——itssubstancevanishedlongago;andwhenIdie,itsghostwillbelaid。Asitisclearlynoinheritanceforyouthen,Ihavethoughtitbesttouseforyouradvantage,almosttheonlyfragmentoftheoldconnexionthatstandsbyme,thoughtlonghabit。Somepeoplesupposemetobewealthy。Iwishforyoursaketheywereright。ButwhateverI
leavebehindme,orwhateverIcangiveyou,youinsuchahouseasDombey'sareintheroadtousewellandmakethemostof。Bediligent,trytolikeit,mydearboy,workforasteadyindependence,andbehappy!'
`I'lldoeverythingIcan,Uncle,todeserveyouraffection。IndeedIwill,'saidtheboy,earnestly。
`Iknowit,'saidSolomon。`Iamsureofit,'andheappliedhimselftoasecondglassoftheoldMadeira,withincreasedrelish。`AstotheSea,'hepursued,`that'swellenoughinfiction,wally,butitwon'tdoinfact:itwon'tdoatall。It'snaturalenoughthatyoushouldthinkaboutit,associatingitwithallthesefamiliarthings;butitwon'tdo,itwon'tdo。'
SolomonGillsrubbedhishandswithanairofstealthyenjoyment,ashetalkedofthesea,though;andlookedonthesea-faringobjectsabouthimwithinexpressiblecomplacency。
`Thinkofthiswineforinstance,'saidoldSol,`whichhasbeentotheEastIndiesandback,I'mnotabletosayhowoften,andhasbeenonceroundtheworld。Thinkofthepitch-darknights,theroaringwinds,androllingseas:'
`Thethunder,lightning,rain,hail,stormofallkinds,'saidtheboy。
`Tobesure,'saidSolomon,——`thatthiswinehaspassedthrough。
Thinkwhatastrainingandcreakingoftimbersandmasts:whatawhistlingandhowlingofthegalethroughropesandrigging:'
`Whataclamberingaloftofmen,vyingwitheachotherwhoshalllieoutfirstupontheyardstofurltheicysails,whiletheshiprollsandpitches,likemad!'criedhisnephew。
`Exactlyso,'saidSolomon:`hasgoneon,overtheoldcaskthatheldthiswine。Why,whenthecharmingSallywentdowninthe——'
`IntheBalticSea,inthedeadofthenight;five-and-twentyminutespasttwelvewhenthecaptain'swatchstoppedinhispocket;helyingdeadagainstthemain-mast——onthefourteenthofFebruary,seventeenforty-nine!'criedWalter,withgreatanimation。
`Ay,tobesure!'criedoldSol,`quiteright!Then,therewerefivehundredcasksofsuchwineaboard;andallhandsexceptthefirstmate,firstlieutenant,twoseamen,andalady,inaleakyboatgoingtoworktostavethecasks,gotdrunkanddieddrunk,singing,`RuleBritannia,'
whenshesettledandwentdown,andendingwithoneawfulscreaminchorus。'
`ButwhentheGeorgetheSeconddroveashore,uncle,onthecoastofCornwall,inadismalgale,twohoursbeforedaybreak,onthefourthofMarch,'seventy-one,shehadneartwohundredhorsesaboard;andthehorsesbreakingloosedownbelow,earlyinthegale,andtearingtoandfro,andtramplingeachothertodeath,madesuchnoises,andsetupsuchhumancries,thatthecrewbelievingtheshiptobefullofdevils,someofthebestmen,losingheartandhead,wentoverboardindespair,andonlytwowereleftalive,atlast,totellthetale。'
`Andwhen,'saidoldSol,`whenthePolyphemus——'
`PrivateWestIndiaTrader,burdenthreehundredandfiftytons,Captain,JohnBrownofDeptford。Owners,WiggsandCo。,'criedWalter。
`Thesame,'saidSol;`whenshetookfire,fourdays'sailwithafairwindoutofJamaicaHarbour,inthenight——'
`Thereweretwobrothersonboard,'interposedhisnephew,speakingveryfastandloud,`andtherenotbeingroomforbothofthemintheonlyboatthatwasn'tswamped,neitherofthemwouldconsenttogo,untiltheeldertooktheyoungerbythewaistandflunghimin。Andthentheyoungerrisingintheboat,criedout,“DearEdward,thinkofyourpromisedwifeathome。I'monlyaboy。Noonewaitsathomeforme。Leapdownintomyplace!”andflunghimselfinthesea!'
Thekindlingeyeandheightenedcolouroftheboy,whohadrisenfromhisseatintheearnestnessofwhathesaidandfelt,seemedtoremindoldSolofsomethinghehadforgotten,orthathisencirclingmisthadhithertoshutout。Insteadofproceedingwithanymoreanecdotes,ashehadevidentlyintendedbutamomentbefore,hegaveashortdrycough,andsaid,`Well!supposewechangethesubject。'
Thetruthwas,thatthesimple-mindeduncleinhissecretattractiontowardsthemarvellousandadventurous——ofwhichhewas,insomesort,adistantrelation,byhistrade——hadgreatlyencouragedthesameattractioninthenephew;andthateverythingthathadeverbeenputbeforetheboytodeterhimfromalifeofadventure,hadhadtheusualunaccountableeffectofsharpeninghistasteforit。Thisisinvariable。Itwouldseemasifthereneverwasabookwritten,orastorytold,expresslywiththeobjectofkeepingboysonshore,whichdidnotlureandcharmthemtotheocean,asamatterofcourse。
Butanadditiontothelittlepartynowmadeitsappearance,intheshapeofagentlemaninawidesuitofblue,withahookinsteadofahandattachedtohisrightwrist;verybushyblackeyebrows;andathickstickinhislefthand,coveredalloverlikehisnosewithknobs。Heworealooseblacksilkhandkerchiefroundhisneck,andsuchaverylargecoarseshirtcollar,thatitlookedlikeasmallsail。Hewasevidentlythepersonforwhomthesparewine-glasswasintended,andevidentlyknewit;forhavingtakenoffhisroughoutercoat,andhungup,onaparticularpetbehindthedoor,suchahardglazedhatasasympatheticperson'sheadmightacheatthesightof,andwhichleftaredrimroundhisownforeheadasifhehadbeenwearingatightbasin,hebroughtachairtowherethecleanglasswas,andsathimselfdownbehindit。HewasusuallyaddressedasCaptain,thisvisitor;andhadbeenapilot,oraskipper,oraprivateers-man,orallthreeperhaps;andwasaverysalt-lookingmanindeed。
Hisface,remarkableforabrownsolidity,brightenedasheshookhandswithuncleandnephew;butheseemedtobeofalaconicdisposition,andmerelysaid:
`Howgoesit?'
`Allwell,'saidMr。Gills,pushingthebottletowardshim。
Hetookitup,andhavingsurveyedandsmeltit,saidwithextraordinaryexpression:
`The?'
`The,'returnedtheInstrument-maker。
Uponthathewhistledashefilledhisglass,andseemedtothinktheyweremakingholidayindeed。
`Wal'r!'hesaid,arranginghishairwhichwasthinwithhishook,andthenpointingitattheInstrument-maker,`Lookathim!Love!
Honour!AndObey!Overhaulyourcatechismtillyoufindthatpassage,andwhenfoundturntheleafdown。Success,myboy!'
Hewassoperfectlysatisfiedbothwithhisquotationandhisreferencetoit,thathecouldnothelprepeatingthewordsagaininalowvoice,andsayinghehadforgotten'emthesefortyyear。
`ButIneverwantedtwoorthreewordsinmylifethatIdidn'tknowwheretolaymyhandupon'em,Gills,'heobserved。`Itcomesofnotwastinglanguageassomedo。'
Thereflectionperhapsremindedhimthathehadbetter,likeyoungNorval'sfather,`increasehisstore。'Atanyratehebecamesilent,andremainedso,untiloldSolwentoutintotheshoptolightitup,whenheturnedtoWalter,andsaid,withoutanyintroductoryremark:
`Isupposehecouldmakeaclockifhetried?'
`Ishouldn'twonder,CaptainCuttle,returnedtheboy。
`Anditwouldgo!'saidCaptainCuttle,makingaspeciesofserpentintheairwithhishook。`Lord,howthatclockwouldgo!'
Foramomentortwoheseemedquitelostincontemplatingthepaceofthisidealtimepiece,andsatlookingattheboyasifhisfacewerethedial。
`Buthe'schockfullofscience,'heobserved,wavinghishooktowardsthestock-in-trade。`Look'yehere!Here'sacollectionof'em。
Earth,air,orwater。It'sallone。Onlysaywhereyou'llhaveit。Upinaballoon?Thereyouare。Downinabell?Thereyouare。D'yewanttoputtheNorthStarinapairofscalesandweighit?He'lldoitforyou。'
ItmaybegatheredfromtheseremarksthatCaptainCuttle'sreverenceforthestockofinstrumentswasprofound,andthathisphilosophyknewlittleornodistinctionbetweentradinginitandinventingit。
`Ah!'hesaid,withasigh,`it'safinethingtounderstand'em。
Andyetit'safinethingnottounderstand'em。Ihardlyknowwhichisbest。It'ssocomfortabletosithereandfeelthatyoumightbeweighed,measured,magnified,electrified,polarized,playedtheverydevilwith:
andneverknowhow。'
NothingshortofthewonderfulMadeira,combinedwiththeoccasionwhichrendereditdesirabletoimproveandexpandWalter'smind,couldhaveeverloosenedhistonguetotheextentofgivingutterancetothisprodigiousoration。Heseemedquiteamazedhimselfatthemannerinwhichitopeneduptoviewthesourcesofthetaciturndelight,hehadhadineatingSundaydinnersinthatparlourfortenyears。Becomingasadderandawiserman,hemusedandheldhispeace。
`Come!'criedthesubjectofhisadmiration,returning。`Beforeyouhaveyourglassofgrog,Ned,wemustfinishthebottle。'
`Standby!'saidNed,fillinghisglass。`Givetheboysomemore。'
`Nomore,thank'e,uncle!'
`Yes,yes,'saidSol,`alittlemore。We'llfinishthebottle,totheHouse,Ned——Walter'shouse。Whyitmaybehishouseoneofthesedays,inpart。Whoknows?SirRichardWhittingtonmarriedhismaster'sdaughter。'
`“TurnagainWhittington,LordMayorofLondon,andwhenyouareoldyouwillneverdepartfromit,“'interposedtheCaptain。`Wal'r!Overhaulthebook,mylad。'
`AndalthoughMr。Dombeyhasn'tadaughter,'Solbegan。
`Yes,yes,hehas,Uncle,'saidtheboy,reddeningandlaughing。
`Hashe?'criedtheoldman。`IndeedIthinkhehastoo。'
`Oh!Iknowhehas,'saidtheboy。`Someof'emweretalkingaboutitintheofficeto-day。Andtheydosay,UncleandCaptainCuttle,'loweringhisvoice,`thathe'stakenadisliketoher,andthatshe'sleft,unnoticed,amongtheservants,andthathismind'ssosetallthewhileuponhavinghissonintheHouse,thatalthoughhe'sonlyababynow,heisgoingtohavebalancesstruckoftenerthanformerly,andthebookskeptcloserthantheyusedtobe,andhasevenbeenseenwhenhethoughthewasn'twalkingintheDocks,lookingathisshipsandpropertyandallthat,asifhewasexultinglike,overwhatheandhissonwillpossesstogether。That'swhattheysay。OfcourseIdon'tknow。'
`Heknowsallaboutheralready,yousee,'saidtheInstrumentmaker。
`Nonsense,Uncle,'criedtheboy,stillreddeningandlaughing,boy-like。`HowcanIhelphearingwhattheytellme?'
`TheSon'salittleinourwayatpresent,I'mafraid,Ned,'saidtheoldman,humouringthejoke。
`Verymuch,'saidtheCaptain。
`Nevertheless,we'lldrinkhim,'pursuedSol。`So,here'stoDombeyandSon。'
`Oh,verywell,Uncle,'saidtheboy,merrily。`Sinceyouhaveintroducedthementionofher,andhaveconnectedmewithher,andhavesaidthatIknowallabouther,Ishallmakeboldtoamendthetoast。Sohere'stoDombey——andSon——andDaughter!'
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter5[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERVPaul'sProgressandChristeningLITTLEPaul,sufferingnocontamination,fromthebloodoftheToodles,grewstouterandstrongereveryday。Everyday,too,hewasmoreandmoreardentlycherishedbyMissTox,whosedevotionwassofarappreciatedbyMr。Dombeythathebegantoregardherasawomanofgreatnaturalgoodsense,whosefeelingsdidhercreditanddeservedencouragement。Hewassolavishofthiscondescension,thathenotonlybowedtoher,inaparticularmanner,onseveraloccasions,butevenentrustedsuchstatelyrecognitionsofhertohissisteras`praytellyourfriend,Louisa,thatsheisverygood,'or`mentiontoMissTox,Louisa,thatIamobligedtoher;'specialitieswhichmadeadeepimpressionontheladythusdistinguished。
MissToxwasofteninthehabitofassuringMrs。Chick,that`nothingcouldexceedherinterestinallconnectedwiththedevelopmentofthatsweetchild;'andanobserverofMissTox'sproceedingsmighthaveinferredsomuchwithoutdeclaratoryconfirmation。Shewouldpresideovertheinnocentrepastsoftheyoungheir,withineffablesatisfaction,almostwithanairofjointproprietorshipwithRichardsintheentertainment。Atthelittleceremoniesofthebathandtoilette,sheassistedwithenthusiasm。
Theadministrationofinfantinedosesofphysicawakenedalltheactivesympathyofhercharacter;andbeingononeoccasionsecretedinacupboardwhithershehadfledinmodesty,whenMr。Dombeywasintroducedintothenurserybyhissister,tobeholdhisson,inthecourseofpreparationforbed,takingashortwalkuphilloverRichards'sgown,inashortandairylinenjacket,MissToxwassotransportedbeyondtheignorantpresentastobeunabletorefrainfromcryingout,`IshenotbeautifulMr。Dombey!IshenotaCupid,Sir!'andthenalmostsinkingbehindtheclosetdoorwithconfusionandblushes。
`Louisa,'saidMr。Dombey,oneday,tohissister,`IreallythinkImustpresentyourfriendwithsomelittletoken,ontheoccasionofPaul'schristening。Shehasexertedherselfsowarmlyinthechild'sbehalffromthefirst,andseemstounderstandherpositionsothoroughlyaveryraremeritinthisworld,Iamsorrytosay,thatitwouldreallybeagreeabletometonoticeher。'
LetitbenodetractionfromthemeritsofMissTox,tohintthatinMr。Dombey'seyes,asinsomeothersthatoccasionallyseethelight,theyonlyachievedthatmightypieceofknowledge,theunderstandingoftheirownposition,whoshowedafittingreverenceforhis。Itwasnotsomuchtheirmeritthattheyknewthemselves,asthattheyknewhim,andbowedlowbeforehim。
`MydearPaul,'returnedhissister,`youdoMissToxbutjustice,asamanofyourpenetrationwassure,Iknew,todo。IbelieveiftherearethreewordsintheEnglishlanguageforwhichshehasarespectamountingalmosttoveneration,thosewordsare,DombeyandSon。'
`Well,'saidMr。Dombey,`Ibelieveit。ItdoesMissToxcredit。'
`Andastoanythingintheshapeofatoken,mydearPaul,'pursuedhissister,`allIcansayisthatanythingyougiveMissToxwillbehoardedandprized,Iamsure,likearelic。Butthereisaway,mydearPaul,ofshowingyoursenseofMissTox'sfriendlinessinastillmoreflatteringandacceptablemanner,ifyoushouldbesoinclined。'
`Howisthat?'askedMr。Dombey。
`Godfathers,ofcourse,'continuedMrs。Chick,`areimportantinpointofconnexionandinfluence。'
`Idon'tknowwhytheyshouldbe,tomyson,'saidMr。Dombey,coldly。
`Verytrue,mydearPaul,'retortedMrs。Chick,withanextraordinaryshowofanimation,tocoverthesuddennessofherconversion;`andspokenlikeyourself。Imighthaveexpectednothingelsefromyou。Imighthaveknownthatsuchwouldhavebeenyouropinion。Perhaps;'hereMrs。Chickflatteredagain,asnotquitecomfortablyfeelingherway;`perhapsthatisareasonwhyyoumighthavethelessobjectiontoallowingMissToxtobegodmothertothedearthing,ifitwereonlyasdeputyandproxyforsomeoneelse。Thatitwouldbereceivedasagreathonouranddistinction,Paul,Ineednotsay。'
`Louisa,'saidMr。Dombey,afterashortpause,`itisnottobesupposed——'
`Certainlynot,'criedMrs。Chick,hasteningtoanticipatearefusal,`Ineverthoughtitwas。'
Mr。Dombeylookedatherimpatiently。
`Don'tflurryme,mydearPaul,'saidhissister;`forthatdestroysme。Iamfarfromstrong。Ihavenotbeenquitemyself,sincepoordearFannydeparted。'
Mr。Dombeyglancedatthepocket-handkerchiefwhichhissisterappliedtohereyes,andresumed:
`Itisnottobesupposed,Isay——'
`AndIsay,'murmuredMrs。Chick,`thatIneverthoughtitwas。'
`GoodHeaven,Louisa!'saidMr。Dombey。
`No,mydearPaul,'sheremonstratedwithtearfuldignity,`I
mustreallybeallowedtospeak。Iamnotsoclever,orsoreasoning,orsoeloquent,orsoanything,asyouare。Iknowthatverywell。Somuchtheworseforme。Butiftheywerethelastwords。Ihadtoutter——andlastwordsshouldbeverysolemntoyouandme,Paul,afterpoordearFanny——I
shouldstillsayIneverthoughtitwas。Andwhatismore,'addedMrs。
Chickwithincreaseddignity,asifshehadwithheldhercrushingargumentuntilnow,`Ineverdidthinkitwas。'
Mr。Dombeywalkedtothewindowandbackagain。
`Itisnottobesupposed,Louisa,'hesaidMrs。Chickhadnailedhercolourstothemast,andrepeated`Iknowitisn't,'buthetooknonoticeofit,`butthattherearemanypersonswho,supposingthatIrecognisedanyclaimatallinsuchacase,haveaclaimuponmesuperiortoMissTox's。ButIdonot。Irecognisenosuchthing。Paulandmyselfwillbeable,whenthetimecomes,toholdourown——thehouse,inotherwords,willbeabletoholditsown,andmaintainitsown,andhanddownitsownofitself,andwithoutanysuchcommon-placeaids。Thekindofforeignhelpwhichpeopleusuallyseekfortheirchildren,Icanaffordtodespise;
beingaboveit,Ihope。SothatPaul'sinfancyandchildhoodpassawaywell,andIseehimbecomingqualifiedwithoutwasteoftimeforthecareeronwhichheisdestinedtoenter,Iamsatisfied。Hewillmakewhatpowerfulfriendshepleasesinafter-life,whenheisactivelymaintaining——andextending,ifthatispossible——thedignityandcreditoftheFirm。Untilthen,Iamenoughforhim,perhaps,andallinall。Ihavenowishthatpeopleshouldstepinbetweenus。Iwouldmuchrathershowmysenseoftheobligingconductofadeservingpersonlikeyourfriend。Thereforeletitbeso;andyourhusbandandmyselfwilldowellenoughfortheothersponsors,Idaresay。'
Inthecourseoftheseremarks,deliveredwithgreatmajestyandgrandeur,Mr。Dombeyhadtrulyrevealedthesecretfeelingsofhisbreast。
Anindescribabledistrustofanybodysteppinginbetweenhimselfandhisson;ahaughtydreadofhavinganyrivalorpartnerintheboy'srespectanddeference;asharpmisgiving,recentlyacquired,thathewasnotinfallibleinhispowerofbendingandbindinghumanwills;assharpajealousyofanysecondcheckorcross;thesewere,atthattime,themasterkeysofhissoul。Inallhislife,hehadnevermadeafriend。Hiscoldanddistantnaturehadneithersoughtonenorfoundone。Andnowwhenthatnatureconcentrateditswholeforcesostronglyonapartialschemeofparentalinterestandambition,itseemedasifitsicycurrent,insteadofbeingreleasedbythisinfluence,andrunningclearandfree,hadthawedforbutaninstanttoadmititsburden,andthenfrozenwithitintooneunyieldingblock。
ElevatedthustothegodmothershipoflittlePaul,invirtueofherinsignificance,MissToxwasfromthathourchosenandappointedtooffice;andMr。Dombeyfurthersignifiedhispleasurethattheceremony,alreadylongdelayed,shouldtakeplacewithoutfurtherpostponement。Hissister,whohadbeenfarfromanticipatingsosignalasuccess,withdrewassoonasshecould,tocommunicateittoherbestoffriends;andMr。
Dombeywasleftaloneinhislibrary。
Therewasanythingbutsolitudeinthenursery;forthere,Mrs。
ChickandMissToxwereenjoyingasocialevening,somuchtothedisgustofMissSusanNipper,thatthatyoungladyembracedeveryopportunityofmakingwryfacesbehindthedoor。Herfeelingsweresomuchexcitedontheoccasion,thatshefounditindispensabletoaffordthemthisrelief,evenwithouthavingthecomfortofanyaudienceorsympathywhatever。Astheknight-errantsofoldrelievedtheirmindsbycarvingtheirmistress'snamesindeserts,andwildernesses,andothersavageplaceswheretherewasnoprobabilityofthereeverbeinganybodytoredthem,sodidMissSusanNippercurlhersnubnoseintodrawersandwardrobes,putawaywinksofdisparagementincupboards,shedderisivesquintsintostonepitchers,andcontradictandcallnamesoutinthepassage。
Thetwointerlopers,however,blissfullyunconsciousoftheyounglady'ssentiments,sawlittlePaulsafethroughallthestagesofundressing,airyexercise,supperandbed;andthensatdowntoteabeforethefire。
Thetwochildrennowlay,throughthegoodofficesofPolly,inoneroom;
anditwasnotuntiltheladieswereestablishedattheirtea-tablethathappeningtolooktowardsthelittlebeds,theythoughtofFlorence。
`Howsoundshesleeps!'saidMissTox。
`Why,youknow,mydear,shetakesagreatdealofexerciseinthecourseoftheday,'returnedMrs。Chicks,`playingaboutlittlePaulsomuch。'
`Sheisacuriouschild,'saidMissTox。
`Mydear,'retortedMrs。Chick,inalowvoice:`Hermama,allover!'
`Indeed!'saidMissTox。`Ahdearme!'
AtoneofmostextraordinarycompassionMissToxsaiditin,thoughshehadnodistinctideawhy,exceptthatitwasexpectedofher。
`Florencewillnever,never,never,beaDombey,'saidMrs。Chick,`notifshelivestobeathousandyearsold。'
MissToxelevatedhereyebrows,andwasagainfullofcommiseration。
`Iquitefretandworrymyselfabouther,'saidMrs。Chick,withasighofmodestmerit。`Ireallydon'tseewhatistobecomeofherwhenshegrowsolder,orwhatpositionsheistotake。Shedon'tgainonherpapaintheleast。Howcanoneexpectsheshould,whensheissoveryunlikeaDombey?'
MissToxlookedasifshesawnowayoutofsuchacogentargumentasthat,atall。
`Andthechild,yousee,'saidMrs。Chick,indeepconfidence,`haspoorFanny'snature。She'llnevermakeaneffortinafter-lifeI'llventuretosay。Never!she'llneverwindandtwineherselfaboutherpapa'sheartlike——'
`Liketheivy?'suggestedMissTox。
`Liketheivy,'Mrs。Chickassented。`Never!she'llneverglideandnestleintothebosomofherpapa'saffectionslike——the——'
`Startledfawn?'suggestedMissTox。
`Likethestartledfawn,'saidMrs。Chick。`Never!PoorFanny!
Yet,howIlovedher!'
`Youmustnotdistressyourself,mydear,'saidMissTox,inasoothingvoice。`Nowreally!Youhavetoomuchfeeling。'
`Wehaveallourfaults,'saidMrs。Chick,weepingandshakingherhead。
`Idaresaywehave。Ineverwasblindtohers。IneversaidIwas。Farfromit。YethowIlovedher!'
WhatasatisfactionitwastoMrs。Chick——acommon-placepieceoffollyenough,comparedwithwhomhersister-in-lawhadbeenaveryangelofwhomanlyintelligenceandgentleness——topatroniseandbetendertothememoryofthatlady:inexactpursuanceofherconducttoherinherlifetime:andtothoroughlybelieveherself,andtakeherselfinandmakeherselfuncommonlycomfortableonthestrengthofhertoleration!Whatamightypleasantvirtuetolerationshouldbewhenweareright,tobesoverypleasantwhenwearewrong,andquiteunabletodemonstratehowwecometobeinvestedwiththeprivilegeofexercisingit!
Mrs。Chickwasyetdryinghereyesandshakingherhead,whenRichardsmadeboldtocautionherthatMissFlorencewasawakeandsittinginherbed。Shehadrisen,asthenursesaid,andthelashesofhereyeswerewetwithtears。ButnoonesawthemglisteningsavePolly。Nooneelseleantoverher,andwhisperedsoothingwordstoher,orwasnearenoughtoheartheflutterofherbeatingheart。
`Oh!dearnurse!'saidthechild,lookingearnestlyupinherface,`letmeliebymybrother!'
`Why,mypet?'saidRichards。
`Oh!Ithinkhelovesme,'criedthechildwildly。`Letmeliebyhim。Praydo!'
Mrs。Chickinterposedwithsomemotherlywordsaboutgoingtosleeplikeadear,butFlorencerepeatedhersupplication,withafrightenedlook,andinavoicebrokenbysobsandtears。
`I'llnotwakehim,'shesaid,coveringherfaceandhangingdownherhead。`I'llonlytouchhimwithmyhand,andgotosleep。Oh,pray,pray,letmeliebymybrotherto-night,forIbelievehe'sfondofme!'
Richardstookherwithoutaword,andcarryinghertothelittlebedinwhichtheinfantwassleeping,laidherdownbyhisside。Shecreptasnearhimasshecouldwithoutdisturbinghisrest;andstretchingoutonearmsothatittimidlyembracedhisneck,andhidingherfaceontheother,overwhichherdampandscatteredhairfellloose,laymotionless。
`Poorlittlething,'saidMissTox;`shehasbeendreaming,I
daresay。'
Thistrivialincidenthadsointerruptedthecurrentofconversation,thatitwasdifficultofresumption;andMrs。Chickmoreoverhadbeensoaffectedbythecontemplationofherowntolerantnature,thatshewasnotinspirits。Thetwofriendsaccordinglysoonmadeanendoftheirtea,andaservantwasdespatchedtofetchahackneycabrioletforMissTox。
MissToxhadgreatexperienceinhackneycabs,andherstartinginonewasgenerallyworkoftime,asshewassystematicinthepreparatoryarrangements。
`Havethegoodness,ifyouplease,Towlinson,'saidMissTox,`firstofall,tocarryoutapenandinkandtakehisnumberlegibly。'
`Yes,Miss,'saidTowlinson。
`Then,ifyouplease,Towlinson,'saidMissTox,`havethegoodnesstoturnthecushion。Which,'saidMissToxaparttoMrs。Chick,`isgenerallydamp,mydear。'
`Yes,Miss,'saidTowlinson。
`I'lltroubleyoualso,ifyouplease,'saidMissTox,`withthiscardandthisshilling。He'stodrivetothecard,andistounderstandthathewillnotonanyaccounthavemorethantheshilling。'
`No,Miss,'saidTowlinson。
`And——I'msorrytogiveyousomuchtrouble,Towlinson,'——saidMissTox,lookingathimpensively。
`Notatall,Miss,'saidTowlinson。
`Mentiontotheman,then,ifyouplease,Towlinson,'saidMissTox,`Thatthelady'suncleisamagistrate,andthatifhegivesheranyofhisimpertinencehewillbepunishedterribly。Youcanpretendtosaythat,ifyouplease,Towlinson,inafriendlyway,andbecauseyouknowitwasdonetoanotherman,whodied。'
`Certainly,Miss,'saidTowlinson。
`Andnowgoodnighttomysweet,sweet,sweet,godson,'saidMissTox,withasoftshowerofkissesateachrepetitionoftheadjective;
`andLouisa,mydearfriend,promisemetotakealittlesomethingwarmbeforeyougotobed,andnottodistressyourself!'
ItwaswithextremedifficultythatNipper,theblack-eyed,wholookedonsteadfastly,containedherselfatthiscrisis,and,untilthesubsequentdepartureofMrs。Chick。Butthenurserybeingatlengthfreeofvisitors,shemadeherselfsomerecompenseforherlaterestraint。
`Youmightkeepmeinastrait-waistcoatforsixweeks,'saidNipper,`andwhenIgotitoffI'donlybemoreaggravated,whoeverheardthelikeofthemtwoGriffins,Mrs。Richards?'
`Andthentotalkofhavingbeendreaming,poordear!'saidPolly。
`Ohyoubeauties!'criedSusanNipper,affectingtosalutethedoorbywhichtheladieshaddeparted。`NeverbeaDombeywon'tshe?It'stobehopedshewon't,wedon'twantanymoresuch,one'senough。'
`Don'twakethechildren,Susandear,'Susandear,'saidPolly。
`I'mverymuchbeholdentoyou,Mrs。Richards,'saidSusan,whowasnotbyanymeansdiscriminatinginherwrath,`andreallyfeelitasahonourtoreceiveyourcommands,beingablackslaveandamulotter。
Mrs。Richards,ifthere'sanyotherorders,youcangiveme,praymention'em。'
`Nonsense;orders,'saidPolly。
`Oh!blessyourheart,Mrs。Richards,'criedSusan,`temporariesalwaysorderspermanencieshere,didn'tyouknowthat,whywhereverwasyouborn,Mrs。Richards?Butwhereveryouwasborn,Mrs。Richards,'pursueSpitfire,shakingherheadresolutely,`andwhenever,andhoweverwhichisbestknowntoyourself,youmaybearinmind,please,thatit'sonethingtogiveorders,andquiteanotherthingtotake'em。Apersonmaytellapersontodiveoffabridgeheadforemostintofive-and-fortyfeetofwater,Mrs。Richards,butapersonmaybeveryfarfromdiving。'
`Therenow,'saidPolly,`you'reangrybecauseyou'reagoodlittlething,andfondofMissFlorence;andyetyouturnroundonme,becausethere'snobodyelse。'
`It'sveryeasyforsometokeeptheirtempers,andbesoft-spoken,Mrs。Richards,'returnedSusan,slightlymollified,`Whentheirchild'smadeasmuchofasaprince,andispettedandpattedtillitwishesitsfriendsfurther,butwhenasweetyoungprettyinnocent,thatneveroughttohaveacrosswordspokentoorofit,isrundown,thecaseisverydifferentindeed。Mygoodnessgraciousme,MissFloy,younaughty,sinfulchildifyoudon'tshutyoureyesthisminute,I'llcallinthemhobgoblinsthatlivesinthecock-lofttocomeandeatyouupalive!'
HereMissNippermadeahorriblelowing,supposedtoissuefromaconscientiousgoblinofthebullspecies,impatienttodischargetheseveredutyofhisposition。Havingfurthercomposedheryoungchargebycoveringherheadwiththebed-clothes,andmakingthreeorfourangrydabsatthepillow,shefoldedherarms,andscreweduphermouth,andsatlookingatthefirefortherestoftheevening。
ThoughlittlePaulwassaid,innurseryphrase,`totakeadealofnoticeforhisage,'hetookaslittlenoticeofallthisasofthepreparationsforhischristeningonthenextdaybutone;whichneverthelesswentonabouthim,astohispersonalapparel,andthatofhissisterandthetwonurses,withgreatactivity。Neitherdidhe,onthearrivaloftheappointedmorning,showanysenseofitsimportance;being,onthecontrary,unusuallyinclinedtosleep,andunusuallyinclinedtotakeitillinhisattendantsthattheydressedhimtogoout。
Ithappenedtobeaniron-greyautumnalday,withashrewdeastwindblowing——adayinkeepingwiththeproceedings。Mr。Dombeyrepresentedinhimselfthewind,theshade,andtheautumnofthechristening。Hestoodinhislibrarytoreceivethecompany,ashardlandcoldastheweather;
andwhenhelookedoutthroughtheglassroom,atcameflutteringdown,asifheblightedthem。
Ugh!Theywereblack,coldrooms;andseemedtobeinmourning,liketheinmatesofthehouse。Thebookspreciselymatchedastosize,anddrawnupinline,likesoldiers,lookedintheircold,hard,slipperyuniforms,asiftheyhadbutoneideaamongthem,andthatwasafreezer。Thebookcase,glazedandlocked,repudiatedallfamiliarities。Mr。Pitt,inbronzeonthetopwithnotraceofhiscelestialoriginabouthim,guardedtheunattainabletreasurelikeanenchantedMoor。Adustyurnateachhighcorner,dugupfromanancienttomb,preacheddesolationanddecay,asfromtwopulpits;
andthechimmey-glass,reflectingMr。Dombeyandhisportraitatoneblow,seemedfraughtwithmelancholymeditations。
Thestiffandstarkfire-ironsappearedtoclaimanearerrelationshipthananythingelsetheretoMr。Dombey,withhisbuttonedcoat,hiswhitecravat,isheavygoldwatch-chain,andhiscreakingboots。ButthiswasbeforethearrivalofMr。andMrs。Chick,hislawfulrelatives,whosoonpresentedthemselves。
`MydearPaul,'Mrs。Chickmurmured,assheembracedhim,`thebeginning,Ihope,ofmanyjoyfuldays!'
`Thankyou,Louisa,'saidMr。Dombey,grimly。`Howdoyoudo,Mr。John?'
`Howdoyoudo,Sir?'saidChick。
HegaveMr。Dombeyhishand,asifhefeareditmightelectrifyhim。Mr。Dombeytookitasifitwereafish,orseaweed,orsomesuchclammysubstance,andimmediatelyreturnedittohimwithexaltedpoliteness。
`Perhaps,Louisa,'saidMr。Dombey,slightlyturninghisheadinhiscravat,asifitwereasocket,`youwouldhavepreferredafire?'
`Oh,mydearPaul,no,'saidMrs。chick,whohadmuchadotokeepherteethfromchattering;`notforme。'
`Mr。John,'saidMr。Dombey,`youarenotsensibleofanychill?'
Mr。John,whohadalreadygotbothhishandsinhispocketsoverthewrists,andwasontheverythresholdofthatsamecaninechoruswhichhadgivenMrs。Chicksomuchoffenceonaformeroccasion,protestedthathewasperfectlycomfortable。
Headdedinalowvoice,`Withmytiddletoltoorrul'——whenhewasprovidentiallystoppedbyTowlinson,whoannounced:
`MissTox!'
Andenterthatfairenslaver,withabluenoseandindescribablyfrostyface,referabletoherbeingverythinlycladinamazeofflutteringoddsandends,todohonourtotheceremony。
`Howdoyoudo,MissTox?'saidMr。Dombey。
MissTox,inthemidstofherspreadinggauzes,wentdownaltogetherlikeanopera-glassshutting-up;shecurtseyedsolow,inacknowledgmentofMr。Dombey'sadvancingasteportwotomeether。
`Icanneverforgetthisoccasion,Sir,'saidMissTox,softly。
`'Tisimpossible。MydearLouisa,Icanhardlybelievetheevidenceofmysenses。'
IfMissToxcouldbelievetheevidenceofoneofhersenses,itwasaverycoldday。Thatwasquiteclear。Shetookanearlyopportunityofpromotingthecirculationinthetipofhernosebysecretlychafingitwithherpocket-handkerchief,lest,byitsverylowtemperature,itshoulddisagreeablyastonishthebabywhenshecametokissit。
Thebabysoonappeared,carriedingreatglorybyRichards;whileFlorence,incustodyofthatactiveyoungconstable,SusanNipper,broughtuptherear。Thoughthewholenurserypartyweredressedbythistimeinlightermourningthanatfirst,therewasenoughintheappearanceofthebereavedchildrentomakethedaynobrighter。Thebabytoo——itmighthavebeenMissTox'snose——begantocry。Thereby,asithappened,preventingMr。chickfromtheawkwardfulfilmentofaveryhonestpurposehehad;
whichwas,tomakemuchofFlorence。Forthisgentleman,insensibletothesuperiorclaimsofaperfectDombeyperhapsonaccountofhavingthehonourtobeunitedtoaDombeyhimself,andbeingfamiliarwithexcellence,reallylikedher,andshowedthathelikedher,andwasabouttoshowitinhisownwaynow,whenPaulcried,andhishelpmatestoppedhimshort。
`NowFlorence,child!'saidheraunt,briskly,`whatareyoudoing,love?Showyourselftohim。Engagehisattention,mydear!'
Theatmospherebecameormighthavebecomecolderandcolder,whenMr。Dombeystoodfrigidlywatchinghislittledaughter,who,clappingherhands,andstandingontip-toebeforethethroneofhissonandheir,luredhimtobenddownfromhishighestate,andlookather。SomehonestactofRichards'smayhaveaidedtheeffect,buthedidlookdown,andheldhispeace。Ashissisterhidbehindhernurse,hefollowedherwithhiseyes;andwhenshepeepedoutwithamerrycrytohim,hesprangupandcrowedlustily——laughingoutrightwhensheraninuponhim;andseemingtofondlehercurlswithhistinyhands,whileshesmotheredhimwithkisses。
WasMr。Dombeypleasedtoseethis?Hetestifiednopleasurebytherelaxationofanerve;butoutwardtokensofanykingoffeelingwereunusualwithhim。Ifanysunbeamstoleintotheroomtolightthechildrenattheirplay,itneverreachedhisface。Helookedonsofixedlyandcoldly,thatthewarmlightvanishedevenfromthelaughingeyesoflittleFlorence,when,atlast,theyhappenedtomeethis。
Itwasadull,grey,autumndayindeed,andinaminute'spauseandsilencethattookplace,theleavesfellsorrowfully。
`Mr。John,'saidMr。Dombey,referringtohiswatch,andassuminghishatandgloves。`Takemysister,ifyouplease:myarmto-dayisMissTox's。
YouhadbettergofirstwithMasterPaul,Richards。Beverycareful。'
InMr。Dombey'scarriage,DombeyandSon,MissTox,Mrs。Chick,Richards,andFlorence。Inalittlecarriagefollowingit,SusanNipperandtheownerMr。Chick。Susanlookingoutofwindow,withoutintermission,asarelieffromtheembarrassmentofconfrontingthelargefaceofthathegentleman,andthinkingwheneveranythingrattledthathewasputtingupinpaperanappropriatepecuniarycomplimentforherself。
Onceupontheroadtochurch,Mr。Dombeyclappedhishandsfortheamusementofhisson。AtwhichinstanceofparentalenthusiasmMissToxwasenchanted。Butexclusiveofthisincident,thechiefdifferencebetweenthechristeningpartyandapartyinamourningcoach,consistedinthecoloursofthecarriageandhorses。
Arrivedatthechurchsteps,theywerereceivedbyaportentousbeadle。Mr。Dombeydismountingfirsttohelptheladiesout,andstandingnearhimatthechurchdoor,lookedlikeanotherbeadle。Abeadlelessgorgeousbutmoredreadful;thebeadleofprivatelife;thebeadleofourbusinessandourbosoms。
MissTox'shandtrembledassheslippeditthroughMr。Dombey'sarm,andfeltherselfescortedupthesteps,precededbyacockedhatandaBabyloniancollar。Itseemedforamomentlikethatothersolemninstitution,`Wiltthouhavethisman,Lucretia?'`Yes,Iwill。'
`Pleasetobringthechildinquickoutoftheairthere,'whisperedthebeadle,holdingopentheinnerdoorofthechurch。
LittlePaulmighthaveaskedwithHamlet`intomygrave?'sochillandearthywastheplace。Thetallshroudedpulpitandreadingdesk;thedrearyperspectiveofemptypewsstretchingawayunderthegalleries,andemptybenchesmountingtotheroofandlostintheshadowofthegreatgrimorgan;thedustymattingandcoldstoneslabs;thegrislyfreeseatsintheaisles;andthedampcornerbythebell-rope,wheretheblacktrestlesusedforfuneralswerestowedaway,alongwithsomeshovelsandbaskets,andacoilortwoofdeadly-lookingrope;thestrange,unusual,uncomfortablesmell,andthecadaverouslight;wereallinunison。Itwasacoldanddismalscene。
`There'saweddingjuston,Sir,'saidthebeadle,`butit'llbeoverdirectly,ifyou'llwalkintothewestryhere。'
Beforeheturnedagaintoleadtheway,hegaveMr。Dombeyabowandahalfsmileofrecognition,importingthathethebeadlerememberedtohavehadthepleasureofattendingonhimwhenheburiedhiswife,andhopedhehadenjoyedhimselfsince。
Theveryweddinglookingdismalastheypassedinfrontofthealtar。Thebridewastoooldandthebridegroomtooyoung,andasuperannuatedbeauwithoneeyeandaneye-glassstuckinitsblankcompanion,wasgivingawaythelady,whilethefriendswereshivering。Inthevestrythefirewassmoking;andanover-agedandover-workedandunder-paidattorney'sclerk,`makingasearch,'wasrunninghisforefingerdowntheparchmentpagesofanimmenseregisteroneofalongseriesofsimilarvolumes
gorgedwithburials。Overthefireplacewasaground-planofthevaultsunderneaththechurch;andMr。Chick,skimmingtheliteraryportionofitaloud,bywayofenliveningthecompany,readthereferencetoMrs。
Dombey'stombinfull,beforehecouldstophimself。
Afteranothercoldinterval,awheezylittlepew-openerafflictedwithanasthma,appropriatetothechurchyard,ifnottothechurch,summonedthemtothefont。Heretheywaitedsomelittletimewhilethemarriagepartyenrolledthemselves;andmeanwhilethewheezylittlepew-opener——partlyinconsequenceofherinfirmity,andpartlythatthemarriagepartymightnotforgether——wentaboutthebuildingcoughinglikeagrampus。
Presentlytheclerktheonlycheerful-lookingobjectthere,andwasanundertakercameupwithajugofwarmwater,andsaidsomething,ashepoureditintothefont,abouttakingthechilloff;whichmillionsofgallonsboilinghotcouldnothavedonefortheoccasion。Thentheclergyman,anamiableandmild-lookingyoungcurate,butobviouslyafraidofthebaby,appearedliketheprincipalcharacterinaghost-story,`atallfigureallinwhite;'atsightofwhomPaulrenttheairwithhiscries,andneverleftagaintillhewastakenoutblackintheface。
Evenwhenthateventhadhappened,tothegreatreliefofeverybody,hewasheardundertheportico,duringtherestoftheceremony,nowfainter,nowlouder,nowhushed,nowburstingforthagainwithanirrepressiblesenseofhiswrongs。Thissodistractedtheattentionofthetwoladies,thatMrs。Chickwasconstantlydeployingintothecentreaisle,tosendoutmessagesbythepew-opener,whileMissToxkeptherPrayer-bookopenattheGunpowderPlot,andoccasionallyreadresponsesfromthatservice。
Duringthewholeoftheseproceedings,Mr。Dombeyremainedasimpassiveandgentlemanlyasever,andperhapsassistedinmakingitsocold,thattheyoungcuratesmokedatthemouthasheread。Theonlytimethatheunbenthisvisageintheleast,waswhentheclergyman,indeliveringveryunaffectedlyandsimplytheclosingexhortation,relativetothefutureexaminationofthechildbythesponsors,happenedtoresthiseyeonMr。Chick;andthenMr。Dombeymighthavebeenseentoexpressbyamajesticlook,thathewouldliketocatchhimatit。
ItmighthavebeenwellforMr。Dombey,ifhehadthoughtofhisowndignityalittleless;andhadthoughtofthegreatoriginandpurposeoftheceremonyinwhichhetooksoformalandsostiffapart,alittlemore。Hisarrogancecontrastedstrangelywithitshistory。
Whenitwasallover,heagaingavehisarmtoMissTox,andconductedhertothevestry,whereheinformedtheclergymanhowmuchpleasureitwouldhavegivenhimtohavesolicitedthehonourofhiscompanyatdinner,butfortheunfortunatestateofhishouseholdaffairs。Theregistersigned,andthefeespaid,andthepew-openerwhosecoughwasverybadagain
remembered,andthebeadlegratified,andthesextonwhowasaccidentallyonthedoor-steps,lookingwithgreatinterestattheweathernotforgotten,theygotintothecarriageagain,anddrovehomeinthesamebleakfellowship。
TheretheyfoundMr。Pittturninguphisnoseatacoldcollation,setforthinacoldpompofglassandsilver,andlookingmorelikeadeaddinnerlyinginstatethanasocialrefreshment。OntheirarrivalMissToxproducedamugforhergodson,andMr。Chickaknifeandforkandspooninacase。Mr。DombeyalsoproducedabraceletforMissTox;and,onthereceiptofthistoken,MissToxwastenderlyaffected。
`Mr。John,'saidMr。Dombey,`willyoutakethebottomofthetable,ifyouplease?Whathaveyougotthere,Mr。John?'
`Ihavegotacoldfilletofvealhere,Sir,'repliedMr。Chick,rubbinghisnumbedhandshardtogether。`Whathaveyougotthere,Sir?'
`This,'returnedMr。Dombey,`issomecoldpreparationofcalf'shead,Ithink。Iseecoldfowls——ham——patties——salad——lobster。MissToxwilldomethehonouroftakingsomewine?ChampagnetoMissTox。'
Therewasatoothacheineverything。ThewinewassobittercoldthatitforcedalittlescreamfromMissTox,whichshehadgreatdifficultyinturningintoa`Hem!'Thevealhadcomefromsuchanairypantry,thatthefirsttasteofithadstruckasensationasofcoldleadtoMr。Chick'sextremities。Mr。Dombeyaloneremainedunmoved。HemighthavebeenhungupforsaleataRussianfairasaspecimenofafrozengentleman。
Theprevailinginfluencewastoomuchevenforhissister。Shemadenoeffortatflatteryorsmalltalk,anddirectedallhereffortstolookingaswarmasshecould。
`Well,Sir,'saidMr。Chick,makingadesperateplunge,afteralongsilence,andfillingaglassofsherry;`Ishalldrinkthis,ifyou'llallowme,Sir,tolittlePaul。'
`Blesshim!'murmuredMissTox,takingasipofwine。
`DearlittleDombey!'murmuredMrs。Chick。
`Mr。John,'saidMr。Dombey,withseveregravity,`mysonwouldfeelandexpresshimselfobligedtoyou,Ihavenodoubt,ifhecouldappreciatethefavouryouhavedonehim。Hewillprove,intimetocome,Itrust,equaltoanyresponsibilitythattheobligingdispositionofhisrelationsandfriends,inprivate,ortheonerousnatureofourposition,inpublic,mayimposeuponhim。'