ChickorMissTox——daredeverwhispertohimthattherehad,onanyoneoccasion,beentheleastreasonforuneasinessinreferencetolittlePaul。
  Hehadsettled,withinhimself,thatthechildmustnecessarilypassthroughacertainroutineofminormaladies,andthatthesoonerhedidsothebetter。Ifhecouldhaveboughthimoff,orprovidedasubstitute,asinthecaseofanunluckydrawingforthemilitia,hewouldhavebeengladtodosoonliberalterms。Butasthiswasnotfeasible,hemerelywondered,inhishaughtymanner,nowandthen,whatNaturemeantbyit;andcomfortedhimselfwiththereflectionthattherewasanothermilestonepassedupontheroad,andthatthegreatendofthejourneylaysomuchthenearer。
  Forthefeelinguppermostinhismind,nowandconstantlyintensifying,andincreasinginitasPaulgrewolder,wasimpatience。Impatienceforthetimetocome,whenhisvisionsoftheirunitedconsequenceandgrandeurwouldbetriumphantlyrealized。
  SomePhilosopherstellusthatselfishnessisattherootofourbestlovesandaffections。Mr。Dombey'syoungchildwas,fromthebeginning,sodistinctlyimportanttohimasapartofhisowngreatness,orwhichisthesamethingofthegreatnessofDombeyandSon,thatthereisnodoubthisparentalaffectionmighthavebeeneasilytraced,likemanyagoodlysuper-structureoffairfame,toaverylowfoundation。Buthelovedhissonwithallthelovehehad。Iftherewereawarmplaceinhisfrostyheart,hissonoccupiedit;ifitsveryhardsurfacecouldreceivetheimpressionofanyimage,theimageofthatsonwasthere;thoughnotsomuchasaninfant,orasaboy,butasagrownman——the`Son'oftheFirm。
  Thereforehewasimpatienttoadvanceintothefuture,andtohurryovertheinterveningpassagesofhishistory。Thereforehehadlittleornoanxietyaboutthem,inspiteofhislove;feelingasiftheboyhadacharmedlife,andmustbecomethemanwithwhomheheldsuchconstantcommunicationinhisthoughts,andforwhomheplannedandprojected,asforanexistingreality,everyday。
  ThusPaulgrewtobenearlyfiveyearsold。Hewasaprettylittlefellow;thoughtherewassomethingwanandwistfulinhissmallface,thatgaveoccasiontomanysignificantshakesofMrs。Wickam'shead,andmanylong-drawninspirationsofMrs。Wickam'sbreath。Histempergaveabundantpromiseofbeingimperiousinafter-life;andhehadashopefulanapprehensionofhisownimportance,andtherightfulsubservienceofallotherthingsandpersonstoit,asheartcoulddesire。Hewaschildishandsportiveenoughattimes,andnotofasullendisposition;buthehadastrange,old-fashioned,thoughtfulway,atothertimes,ofsittingbroodinginhisminiaturearmchair,whenhelookedandtalkedlikeoneofthoseterriblelittleBeingsintheFairytales,who,atahundredandfiftyortwohundredyearsofage,fantasticallyrepresentthechildrenforwhomtheyhavebeensubstituted。Hewouldfrequentlybestrickenwiththisprecociousmoodupstairsinthenursery;andwouldsometimeslapseintoitsuddenly,exclaimingthathewastired:evenwhileplayingwithFlorence,ordrivingMissToxinsingleharness。Butatnotimedidhefallintoitsosurely,aswhen,hislittlechairbeingcarrieddownintohisfather'sroom,hesattherewithhimafterdinner,bythefire。Theywerethestrangestpairatsuchatimethateverfirelightshoneupon。Mr。Dombeysoerectandsolemn,gazingattheblaze;hislittleimage,withanold,oldface,peeringintotheredperspectivewiththefixedandraptattentionofasage。Mr。Dombeyentertainingcomplicatedworldlyschemesandplans;thelittleimageentertainingHeavenknowswhatwildfancies,half-formedthoughts,andwanderingspeculations。
  Mr。Dombeystiffwithstarchandarrogance;thelittleimagebyinheritance,andinunconsciousimitation。Thetwosoverymuchalike,andyetsomonstrouslycontrasted。
  Ononeoftheseoccasions,whentheyhadbothbeenperfectlyquietforalongtime,andMr。Dombeyonlyknewthatthechildwasawakebyoccasionallyglancingathiseye,wherethebrightfirewassparklinglikeajewel,littlePaulbrokesilencethus:
  `Papa!what'smoney?'
  TheabruptquestionhadsuchimmediatereferencetothesubjectofMr。
  Dombey'sthoughts,thatMr。Dombeywasquitedisconcerted。
  `Whatismoney,Paul?'heanswered。`Money?'
  `Yes,'saidthechild,layinghishandsupontheelbowsofhislittlechair,andturningtheoldfaceuptowardsMr。Dombey's;`whatismoney?'
  Mr。Dombeywasinadifficulty。Hewouldhavelikedtogivehimsomeexplanationinvolvingthetermscirculating-medium,currency,depreciationofcurrency,paper,bullion,ratesofexchange,valueofpreciousmetalsinthemarket,andsoforth;butlookingdownatthelittlechair,andseeingwhatalongwaydownitwas,heanswered:`Gold,andsilver,andcopper。Guineas,shillings,half-pence。Youknowwhattheyare?'
  `Ohyes,Iknowwhattheyare,'saidPaul。`Idon'tmeanthat,Papa。Imeanwhat'smoneyafterall?'
  HeavenandEarth,howoldhisfacewasasheturneditupagaintowardshisfather's!
  `Whatismoneyafterall!'saidMr。Dombey,backinghischairalittle,thathemightthebettergazeinsheeramazementatthepresumptuousatomthatpropoundedsuchaninquiry。
  `Imean,Papa,whatcanitdo?'returnedPaul,foldinghisarmstheywerehardlylongenoughtofold,andlookingatthefire,andupathim,andatthefire,andupathimagain。
  Mr。Dombeydrewhischairbacktoitsformerplace,andpattedhimonthehead。`You'llknowbetterby-and-by,myman,'hesaid。`Money,Paul,candoanything。'Hetookholdofthelittlehand,andbeatitsoftlyagainstoneofhisown,ashesaidso。
  ButPaulgothishandfreeassoonashecould;andrubbingitgentlytoandfroontheelbowofhischair,asifhiswitwereinthepalm,andheweresharpeningit——andlookingatthefireagain,asthoughthefirehadbeenhisadviserandprompter——repeated,afterashortpause:
  `Anything,Papa?'
  `Yes。Anything——almost,'saidMr。Dombey。
  `Anythingmeanseverything,don'tit,Papa?'askedhisson:notobserving,orpossiblynotunderstanding,thequalification。
  `Itincludesit:yes,'saidMr。Dombey。
  `Whydidn'tmoneysavememyMama?'returnedthechild。`Itisn'tcruel,isit?'
  `Cruel!'saidMr。Dombey,settlinghisneckcloth,andseemingtoresenttheidea。`No。Agoodthingcan'tbecruel。'
  `Ifit'sagoodthing,andcandoanything,'saidthelittlefellow,thoughtfully,ashelookedbackatthefire,`Iwonderwhyitdidn'tsavememyMama。'
  Hedidn'taskthequestionofhisfatherthistime。Perhapshehadseen,withachild'squickness,thatithadalreadymadehisfatheruncomfortable。Butherepeatedthethoughtaloud,asifitwerequiteanoldonetohim,andhadtroubledhimverymuch;andsatwithhischinrestingonhishand,stillcogitatingandlookingforanexplanationinthefire。
  Mr。Dombeyhavingrecoveredfromhissurprise,nottosayhisalarmforitwastheveryfirstoccasiononwhichthechildhadeverbroachedthesubjectofhismothertohim,thoughhehadhadhimsittingbyhisside,inthissamemanner,eveningafterevening,expoundedtohimhowthatmoney,thoughaverypotentspirit,nevertobedisparagedonanyaccountwhatever,couldnotkeeppeoplealivewhosetimewascometodie;
  andhowthatwemustalldie,unfortunately,evenintheCity,thoughwewereneversorich。Buthowthatmoneycausedustobehonoured,feared,respected,courted,andadmired,andmadeuspowerfulandgloriousintheeyesofallmen;andhowthatitcould,veryoften,evenkeepoffdeath,foralongtimetogether。How,forexample,ithadsecuredtohisMamatheservicesofMr。Pilkins,bywhichhe,Paul,hadoftenprofitedhimself;
  likewiseofthegreatDoctorParkerPeps,whomhehadneverknown。Andhowitcoulddoall,thatcouldbedone。This,withmoretothesamepurpose,Mr。Dombeyinstilledintothemindofhisson,wholistenedattentively,andseemedtounderstandthegreaterpartofwhatwassaidtohim。
  `Itcan'tmakemestrongandquitewell,either,Papa;canit?'
  askedPaul,afterashortsilence;rubbinghistinyhands。
  `Why,youarestrongandquitewell,'returnedMr。Dombey。
  `Areyounot?'
  Oh!theageofthefacethatwasturnedupagain,withanexpression,halfofmelancholy,halfofslyness,onit!
  `Youareasstrongandwellassuchlittlepeopleusuallyare?
  Eh?'saidMr。Dombey。
  `FlorenceisolderthanIam,butI'mnotasstrongandwellasFlorence,Iknow,'returnedthechild;`butIbelievethatwhenFlorencewasaslittleasme,shecouldplayagreatdeallongeratatimewithouttiringherself。Iamsotiredsometimes,'saidlittlePaul,warminghishands,andlookinginbetweenthebarsofthegrate,asifsomeghostlypuppet-showwereperformingthere,`andmybonesachesoWickamsaysit'smybones,thatIdon'tknowwhattodo。'
  `Aye!Butthat'satnight,'saidMr。Dombey,drawinghisownchairclosertohisson's,andlayinghishandgentlyonhisback;`littlepeopleshouldbetiredatnight,forthentheysleepwell。'
  `Oh,it'snotatnight,Papa,'returnedthechild,`it'sintheday;andIliedowninFlorence'slap,andshesingstome。AtnightI
  dreamaboutsuchcuri-ousthings!'
  Andhewenton,warminghishandsagain,andthinkingaboutthem,likeanoldmanorayounggoblin。
  Mr。Dombeywassoastonished,andsouncomfortable,andsoperfectlyatlosshowtopursuetheconversation,thathecouldonlysitlookingathissonbythelightofthefire,withhishandrestingonhisback,asifitweredetainedtherebysomemagneticattraction。Onceheadvancedhisotherhand,andturnedthecontemplativefacetowardshisownforamoment。Butitsoughtthefireagainassoonashereleasedit;andremained,addressedtowardstheflickeringblaze,untilthenurseappeared,tosummonhimtobed。
  `IwantFlorencetocomeforme,'saidPaul。
  `Won'tyoucomewithyourpoorNurseWickam,MasterPaul?'inquiredthatattendant,withgreatpathos。
  `No,Iwon't,'repliedPaul,composinghimselfinhisarmchairagain,likethemasterofhouse。
  Invokingablessinguponhisinnocence,Mrs。Wickamwithdrew,andpresentlyFlorenceappearedinherstead。Thechildimmediatelystartedupwithsuddenreadinessandanimation,andraisedtowardshisfatherinbiddinghimgoodnight,acountenancesomuchbrighter,somuchyounger,andsomuchmorechildlikealtogether,thatMr。Dombey,whilehefeltgreatlyreassuredbythechange,wasquiteamazedatit。
  Aftertheyhadlefttheroomtogether,hethoughtheheardasoftvoicesinging;andrememberingthatPaulhadsaidhissistersungtohim,hehadthecuriositytoopenthedoorandlisten,andlookafterthem。
  Shewastoilingupthegreat,wide,vacantstaircase,withhiminherarms;
  hisheadwaslyingonhershoulder,oneofhisarmsthrownnegligentlyroundherneck。Sotheywent,toilingup;shesingingalltheway,andPaulsometimescrooningoutafeebleaccompaniment。Mr。Dombeylookedafterthemuntiltheyreachedthetopofthestaircase——notwithouthaltingtorestbytheway——andpassedoutofhissight;andthenhestillstoodgazingupwards,untilthedullraysofthemoon,glimmeringinamelancholymannerthroughthedimskylight,senthimbacktohisownroom。
  Mrs。ChickandMissToxwereconvokedincouncilatdinnernextday;andwhentheclothwasremoved,Mr。Dombeyopenedtheproceedingsbyrequiringtobeinformed,withoutanyglossorreservation,whethertherewasanythingthematterwithPaul,andwhatMr。Pilkinssaidabouthim。
  `Forthechildishardly,'saidMr。Dombey,`asstoutasIcouldwish。'
  `Withyourusualhappydiscrimination,mydearPaul,'returnedMrs。Chick,`youhavehitthepointatonce。Ourdarlingisnotaltogetherasstoutaswecouldwish。Thefactis,thathismindistoomuchforhim。Hissoulisagreatdealtoolargeforhisframe。Iamsurethewayinwhichthatdearchildtalks!'saidMrs。Chick,shakingherhead;
  `noonewouldbelieve。Hisexpressions,Lucretia,onlyyesterdayuponthesubjectofFunerals!——'
  `Iamafraid,'saidMr。Dombey,interruptinghertestily,`thatsomeofthosepersonsupstairssuggestimpropersubjectstothechild。
  Hewasspeakingtomelastnightabouthis——abouthisBones,'saidMr。
  Dombey,layinganirritatedstressupontheword。`Whatonearthhasanybodytodowiththe——withthe——Bonesofmyson?Heisnotalivingskeleton,Isuppose。'
  `Veryfarfromit,'saidMrs。Chick,withunspeakableexpression。
  `Ihopeso,'returnedherbrother。`Funeralsagain!whotalkstothechildoffunerals?Wearenotundertakers,ormutes,orgrave-diggers,Ibelieve。'
  `Veryfarfromit,'interposedMrs。Chick,withthesameprofoundexpressionasbefore。
  `Thenwhoputssuchthingsintohishead?'saidMr。Dombey。`ReallyIwasquitedismayedandshockedlastnight。Whoputssuchthingsintohishead,Louisa?'
  `MydearPaul,'saidMrs。Chick,afteramoment'ssilence,`itisofnouseinquiring。Idonotthink,Iwilltellyoucandidly,thatWickamisapersonofverycheerfulspirit,orwhatonewouldcalla——'
  `AdaughterofMomus,'MissToxsoftlysuggested。
  `Exactlyso,'saidMrs。Chick;`butsheisexceedinglyattentiveanduseful,andnotatallpresumptuous;indeedIneversawamorebiddablewoman。Ifthedearchild,'pursuedMrs。Chick,inthetoneofonewhowassummingupwhathadbeenpreviouslyquiteagreedupon,insteadofsayingitallforthefirsttime,`isalittleweakenedbythatlastattack,andisnotinquitesuchvigoroushealthaswecouldwish;andifhehassometemporaryweaknessinhissystem,anddoesoccasionallyseemabouttolose,forthemoment,theuseofhis——'
  Mrs。Chickwasafraidtosaylimbs,afterMr。Dombey'srecentobjectiontobones,andthereforewaitedforasuggestionfromMissTox,who,truetoheroffice,hazarded`members。'
  `Members!'repeatedMr。Dombey。
  `Ithinkthemedicalgentlemanmentionedlegsthismorning,mydearLouisa,didhenot?'saidMissTox。
  `Why,ofcoursehedid,mylove,'retortedMrs。Chick,mildlyreproachful。`Howcanyouaskme?Youheardhim。Isay,ifourdearPaulshouldlose,forthemoment,theuseofhislegs,thesearecasualtiescommontomanychildrenathistimeoflife,andnottobepreventedbyanycareorcaution。Thesooneryouunderstandthat,Paul,andadmitthat,thebetter。'
  `Surelyyoumustknow,Louisa,'observedMr。Dombey,`thatIdon'tquestionyournaturaldevotionto,andregardfor,thefutureheadofmyhouse。Mr。PilkinssawPaulthismorning,Ibelieve?'saidMr。Dombey。
  `Yes,hedid,'returnedhissister。`MissToxandmyselfwerepresent,MissToxandmyselfarealwayspresent。Wemakeapointofit。
  Mr。Pilkinshasseenhimforsomedayspast,andaveryclevermanIbelievehimtobe。Hesaysitisnothingtospeakof;whichIcanconfirm,ifthatisanyconsolation;butherecommended,to-day,sea-air。Verywisely,Paul,Ifeelconvinced。'
  `Sea-air,'repeatedMr。Dombey,lookingathissister。
  `Thereisnothingtobemadeuneasyby,inthat,'saidMrs。Chick。
  `MyGeorgeandFrederickwerebothorderedsea-air,whentheywereabouthisage;andIhavebeenordereditmyselfagreatmanytimes。Iquiteagreewithyou,Paul,thatperhapstopicsmaybeincautiouslymentionedupstairsbeforehim,whichitwouldbeaswellforhislittlemindnottoexpatiateupon;butIreallydon'tseehowthatistobehelpedinthecaseofachildofhisquickness。Ifhewereacommonchild,therewouldbenothinginit。ImustsayIthink,withMissTox,thatashortabsencefromthishouse,theairofBrighton,andthebodilyandmentaltrainingofsojudiciousapersonasMrs。Pipchinforinstance——'
  `WhoisMrs。Pipchin,Louisa?'askedMr。Dombey;aghastatthisfamiliarintroductionofanamehehadneverheardbefore。
  `Mrs。Pipchin,mydearPaul,'returnedhissister,`isanelderlylady——MissToxknowsherwholehistory——whohasforsometimedevotedalltheenergiesofhermind,withthegreatestsuccess,tothestudyandtreatmentofinfancy,andwhohasbeenextremelywellconnected。Herhusbandbrokehisheartin——howdidyousayherhusbandbrokehisheart,mydear?Iforgettheprecisecircumstances。'
  `InpumpingwateroutofthePeruvianMines,'repliedMissTox。
  `NotbeingaPumperhimself,ofcourse,'saidMrs。chick,glancingatherbrother;anditreallydidseemnecessarytooffertheexplanation,forMissToxhadspokenofhimasifhehaddiedatthehandle;`buthavinginvestedmoneyinthespeculation,whichfailed。IbelievethatMrs。Pipchin'smanagementofchildrenisquiteastonishing。IhavehearditcommendedinprivatecircleseversinceIwas——dearme——howhigh!'Mrs。Chick'seyewanderedaboutthebookcasenearthebustofMr。Pitt,whichwasabouttenfeetfromtheground。
  `PerhapsIshouldsayofMrs。Pipchin,mydearSir,'observedMissTox,withaningenuousblush,`havingbeensopointedlyreferredto,thattheencomiumwhichhasbeenpasseduponherbyyoursweetsisteriswellmerited。Manyladiesandgentlemen,nowgrownuptobeinterestingmembersofsociety,havebeenindebtedtohercare。Thehumbleindividualwhoaddressesyouwasonceunderhercharge。IbelieveJuvenilenobilityitselfisnostrangertoherestablishment。'
  `DoIunderstandthatthisrespectablematronkeepsanestablishment,MissTox?'inquiredMr。Dombey,condescendingly。
  `Why,Ireallydon'tknow,'rejoinedthatlady,`whetherIamjustifiedincallingitso。ItisnotaPreparatorySchoolbyanymeans。
  ShouldIexpressmymeaning,'saidMissTox,withpeculiarsweetness,`ifIdesignateditaninfantineBoarding-Houseofaveryselectdescription?'
  `Onanexceedinglylimitedandparticularscale,'suggestedMrs。Chick,withaglanceatherbrother。
  `Oh!Exclusionitself!'saidMissTox。
  Therewassomethinginthis。Mrs。Pipchin'shusbandhavingbrokenhisheartofthePeruvianmineswasgood。Ithadarichsound。Besides,Mr。DombeywasinastatealmostamountingtoconsternationattheideaofPaulremainingwherehewasonehourafterhisremovalhadbeenrecommendedbythemedicalpractitioner。Itwasastoppageanddelayupontheroadthechildmusttraverse,slowlyatthebest,beforethegoalwasreached。
  TheirrecommendationofMrs。Pipchinhadgreatweightwithhim;forheknewthattheywerejealousofanyinterferencewiththeircharge,andheneverforamomenttookitintoaccountthattheymightbesolicitoustodividearesponsibility,ofwhichhehad,asshownjustnow,hisownestablishedviews。BrokehisheartofthePeruvianmines,musedMr。Dombey。
  Well,averyrespectablewayofdoingit。
  `Supposingweshoulddecide,onto-morrow'sinquiries,tosendPauldowntoBrightontothislady,whowouldgowithhim?'inquiredMr。
  Dombey,aftersomereflection。
  `Idon'tthinkyoucouldsendthechildanywhereatpresentwithoutFlorence,mydearPaul,'returnedhissister,hesitating。`It'squiteaninfatuationwithhim。He'sveryyoung,youknow,andhashisfancies。'
  Mr。Dombeyturnedhisheadaway,andgoingslowlytothebookcase,andunlockingit,broughtbackabooktoread。
  `Anybodyelse,Louisa?'hesaid,withoutlookingup,andturningovertheleaves。
  `Wickam,ofcourse。Wickamwouldbequitesufficient,Ishouldsay,'returnedhissister。`PaulbeinginsuchhandsasMrs。Pipchin's,youcouldhardlysendanybodywhowouldbeafurthercheckuponher。Youwouldgodownyourselfoncea-weekatleast,ofcourse。'
  `Ofcourse,'saidMr。Dombey;andsatlookingatonepageforanhourafterwards,withoutreadingoneword。
  ThiscelebratedMrs。Pipchinwasamarvellousill-favoured,ill-conditionedoldlady,ofastoopingfigure,withamottledface,likebadmarble,ahooknose,andahardgreyeye,thatlookedasifitmighthavebeenhammeredatonananvilwithoutsustaininganyinjury。FortyyearsatleasthadelapsedsincethePeruvianmineshadbeenthedeathofMr。Pipchin;buthisrelictstillworeblackbombazeen,ofsuchalustreless,deep,dead,sombreshade,thatgasitselfcouldn'tlightherupafterdark,andherpresencewasaquenchertoanynumberofcandles。Shewasgenerallyspokenofas`agreatmanager'ofchildren;andthesecretofhermanagementwas,togivethemeverythingthattheydidn'tlike,andnothingthattheydid——whichwasfoundtosweetentheirdispositionsverymuch。Shewassuchabitteroldlady,thatonewastemptedtobelievetherehadbeensomemistakeintheapplicationofthePeruvianmachinery,andthatallherwatersofgladnessandmilkofhumankindness,hadbeenpumpedoutdry,insteadofthemines。
  TheCastleofthisogressandchild-quellerwasinasteepby-streetatrighton;wherethesoilwasmorethanusuallychalky,flinty,andsterile,andthehousesweremorethanusuallybrittleandthin;wherethesmallfrontgardenshadtheunaccountablepropertyofproducingnothingbutmarigolds,whateverwassowninthem;andwheresnailswereconstantlydiscoveredholdingontothestreetdoors,andotherpublicplacestheywerenotexpectedtoornament,withthetenacityofcupping-glasses。Inthewintertimetheaircouldn'tbegotoutoftheCastle,andinthesummertimeitcouldn'tbegotin。Therewassuchacontinualreverberationofwindinit,thatitsoundedlikeagreatshell,whichtheinhabitantswereobligedtoholdtotheirearsnightandday,whethertheylikeditorno。Itwasnot,naturally,afreshsmellinghouse;andinthewindowofthefrontparlour,whichwasneveropened,Mrs。Pipchinkeptacollectionofplantsinpots,whichimpartedanearthyflavouroftheirowntotheestablishment。Howeverchoiceexamplesoftheirkind,too,theseplantswereofakindpeculiarlyadaptedtotheembowermentofMrs。Pipchin。Therewerehalf-a-dozenspecimensofthecactus,writhingroundbitsoflath,likehairyserpents;anotherspecimenshootingoutbroadclaws,likeagreenlobster;severalcreepingvegetables,possessedofstickyandadhesiveleaves;andoneuncomfortableflower-pothangingtotheceiling,whichappearedtohaveboiledover,andticklingpeopleunderneathwithitslonggreenends,remindedthemofspiders——inwhichMrs。Pipchin'sdwellingwasuncommonlyprolific,thoughperhapsitchallengedcompetitionstillmoreproudly,intheseason,inpointofearwigs。
  Mrs。Pipchin'sscaleofchargesbeinghigh,however,toallwhocouldaffordtopay,andMrs。Pipchinveryseldomsweeteningtheequableacidityofhernatureinfavourofanybody,shewasheldtobeanoldladyofremarkablefirmness,whowasquitescientificinherknowledgeofthechildishcharacter。Onthisreputation,andonthebrokenheartofMr。
  Pipchin,shehadcontrived,takingoneyearwithanother,toekeoutatolerablesufficientlivingsinceherhusband'sdemise。WithinthreedaysafterMrs。Chick'sfirstallusiontoher,thisexcellentoldladyhadthesatisfactionofanticipatingahandsomeadditiontohercurrentreceipts,fromthepocketofMr。Dombey;andofreceivingFlorenceandherlittlebrotherPaul,asinmatesoftheCastle。
  Mrs。ChickandMissTox,whohadbroughtthemdownonthepreviousnightwhichtheyallpassedatanHotel,hadjustdrivenawayfromthedoor,ontheirjourneyhomeagain;andMrs。Pipchin,withherbacktothefire,stood,reviewingthenew-comers,likeanoldsoldier。Mrs。Pipchin'smiddle-agedniece,hergood-naturedanddevotedslave,butpossessingagauntandironboundaspect,andmuchafflictedwithboilsonhernose,wasdivestingMasterBitherstoneofthecleancollarhehadwornonparade。
  MissPankey,theonlyotherlittleboarderatpresent,hadthatmomentbeenwalkedofftotheCastleDungeonanemptyapartmentattheback,devotedtocorrectionalpurposes,forhavingsniffedthrice,inthepresenceofvisitors。
  `Well,Sir,'saidMrs。PipchintoPaul,`howdoyouthinkyoushalllikeme?'
  `Idon'tthinkIshalllikeyouatall,'repliedPaul。`Iwanttogoaway。Thisisn'tmyhouse。'
  `No。It'smine,'retortedMrs。Pipchin。
  `It'saverynastyone,'saidPaul。
  `There'saworseplaceinitthanthisthough,'saidMrs。Pipchin,`whereweshutupourbadboys。'
  `Hasheeverbeeninit?'askedPaul:pointingoutMasterBitherstone。
  Mrs。Pipchinnoddedassent;andPaulhadenoughtodo,fortherestofthatday,insurveyingMasterBitherstonefromheadtofoot,andwatchingalltheworkingsofhiscountenance,withtheinterestattachingtoaboyofmysteriousandterribleexperiences。
  Atoneo'clocktherewasadinner,chieflyofthefarinaceousandvegetablekind,whenMissPankeyamildlittleblue-eyedmorselofachild,whowasshampoo'deverymorning,andseemedindangerofbeingrubbedaway,altogetherwasledinfromcaptivitybytheogressherself,andinstructedthatnobodywhosniffedbeforevisitorseverwenttoHeaven。
  Whenthisgreattruthhadbeenthoroughlyimpresseduponher,shewasregaledwithrice;andsubsequentlyrepeatedtheformofgraceestablishedintheCastle,inwhichtherewasaspecialclause,thankingMrs。Pipchinforagooddinner。Mrs。Pipchin'sniece,Berinthia,tookcoldpork。Mrs。Pipchin,whoseconstitutionrequiredwarmnourishment,madeaspecialrepastofmutton-chops,whichwerebroughtinhotandhot,betweentwoplates,andsmeltverynice。
  Asitrainedafterdinner,andtheycouldn'tgooutwalkingonthebeach,andMrs。Pipchin'sconstitutionrequiredrestafterchops,theywentawaywithBerryotherwiseBerinthiatotheDungeon;anemptyroomlookingoutuponachalkwallandawater-butt,andmadeghastlybyaraggedfireplacewithoutanystoveinit。Enlivenedbycompany,however,thiswasthebestplaceafterall;forBerryplayedwiththemthere,andseemedtoenjoyagameatrompsasmuchastheydid;untilMrs。Pipchinknockingangrilyatthewall,liketheCockLaneGhostrevived,theyleftoff,andBerrytoldthemstoriesinawhisperuntiltwilight。
  Forteatherewasplentyofmilkandwater,andbreadandbutter,withalittleblacktea-potforMrs。PipchinandBerry,andbutteredtoastunlimitedforMrs。Pipchin,whichwasbroughtin,hotandhot,likethechops。ThoughMrs。Pipchingotverygreasy,outside,overthisdish,itdidn'tseemtolubricateherinternally,atall;forshewasasfierceasever,andthehardgreyeyeknewnosoftening。
  Aftertea,Berrybroughtoutalittlework-box,withtheRoyalPaviliononthelid,andfelltoworkingbusily;whileMrs。Pipchin,havingputonherspectaclesandopenedagreatvolumeboundingreenbaize,begantonod。AndwheneverMrs。Pipchincaughtherselffallingforwardintothefire,andwokeup,shefillipedMasterBitherstoneonthenosefornoddingtoo。
  Atlastitwasthechildren'sbedtime,andafterprayerstheywenttobed。AslittleMissPankeywasafraidofsleepingaloneinthedark,Mrs。Pipchinalwaysmadeapointofdrivingherupstairsherself,likeasheep;anditwascheerfultohearMissPankeymoaninglongafterwards,intheleasteligiblechamber,andMrs。Pipchinnowandthengoingintoshakeher。Atabouthalfpastnineo'clocktheodourofawarmsweet-breadMrs。Pipchin'sconstitutionwouldn'tgotosleepwithoutsweet-bread
  diversifiedtheprevailingfragranceofthehouse,whichMrs。Wickamsaidwas`asmellofbuilding;'andslumberfellupontheCastleshortlyafter。
  Thebreakfastnextmorningwasliketheteaovernight,exceptthatMrs。Pipchintookherrollinsteadoftoast,andseemedalittlemoreiratewhenitwasover。MasterBitherstonereadaloudtotherestapedigreefromGenesisjudi-ciouslyselectedbyMrs。Pipchin,gettingoverthenameswiththeeaseandclearnessofapersontumblingupthetreadmill。
  Thatdone,MissPankeywasborneawaytobeshampoo'd;andMasterBitherstonetohavesomethingelsedonetohimwithsaltwater,fromwhichhealwaysreturnedveryblueanddejected。PaulandFlorencewentoutinthemeantimeonthebeachwithWickam——whowasconstantlyintears——andataboutnoonMrs。PipchinpresidedoversomeEarlyReadings。ItbeingapartofMrs。
  Pipchin'ssystemnottoencourageachild'smindtodevelopandexpanditselflikeayoungflower,buttoopenitbyforcelikeanoyster,themoraloftheselessonswasusuallyofaviolentandstunningcharacter:
  thehero——anaughtyboy——seldom,inthemildestcatastrophe,beingfinishedoffbyanythinglessthanalion,orabear。
  SuchwaslifeatMrs。Pipchin's。OnSaturdayMr。Dombeycamedown;
  andFlorenceandPaulwouldgotohisHotel,andhavetea。TheypassedthewholeofSundaywithhim,andgenerallyrodeoutbeforedinner;andontheseoccasionsMr。Dombeyseemedtogrow,likeFalstaff'sassailants,andinsteadofbeingonemaninbuckram,tobecomeadozen。Sundayeveningwasthemostmelancholyeveningintheweek;forMrs。PipchinalwaysmadeapointofbeingparticularlycrossonSundaynights。MissPankeywasgenerallybroughtbackfromanaunt'satRottingdean,indeepdistress;andMasterBitherstone,whoserelativeswereallinIndia,andwhowasrequiredtosit,betweentheservices,inanerectpositionwithhisheadagainsttheparlourwall,neithermovinghandnorfoot,sufferedsoacutelyinhisyoungspiritsthatheonceaskedFlorence,onaSundaynight,ifshecouldgivehimanyideaofthewaybacktoBengal。
  ButitwasgenerallysaidthatMrs。Pipchinwasawomanofsystemwithchildren;andnodoubtshewas。Certainlythewildoneswenthometameenough,aftersojourningforafewmonthsbeneathherhospitableroof。
  Itwasgenerallysaid,too,thatitwashighlycreditableofMrs。Pipchintohavedevotedherselftothiswayoflife,andtohavemadesuchasacrificeofherfeelings,andsucharesolutestandagainsthertroubles,whenMr。
  PipchinbrokehisheartinthePeruvianmines。
  Atthisexemplaryoldlady,Paulwouldsitstaringinhislittlearm-chairbythefire,foranylengthoftime。Heneverseemedtoknowwhatwearinesswas,whenhewaslookingfixedlyatMrs。Pipchin。Hewasnotfondofher;hewasnotafraidofher;butinthoseold,oldmoodsofhis,sheseemedtohaveagrotesqueattractionforhim。Therehewouldsit,lookingather,andwarminghishands,andlookingather,untilhesometimesquiteconfoundedMrs。Pipchin,Ogressasshewas。Oncesheaskedhim,whentheywerealone,whathewasthinkingabout。
  `You,'saidPaul,withouttheleastreserve。
  `Andwhatareyouthinkingaboutme?'askedMrs。Pipchin。
  `I'mthinkinghowoldyoumustbe,'saidPaul。
  `Youmustn'tsaysuchthingsasthat,younggentleman,'returnedthedame。`That'llneverdo。'
  `Whynot?'askedPaul。
  `Becauseit'snotpolite,'saidMrs。Pipchin,snappishly。
  `Notpolite?'saidPaul。
  `No。'
  `It'snotpolite,'saidPaul,innocently,`toeatallthemutton-chopsandtoast,Wickamsays。'
  `Wickam,'retortedMrs。Pipchin,colouring,`isawicked,impudent,boldfacedhussy。'
  `What'sthat?'inquiredPaul。
  `Neveryoumind,Sir,'retortedMrs。Pipchin。`Rememberthestoryofthelittleboythatwasgoredtodeathbyamadbullforaskingquestions。'
  `Ifthebullwasmad,'saidPaul,`howdidheknowthattheboyhadaskedquestions?Nobodycangoandwhispersecretstoamadbull。Idon'tbelievethatstory。'
  `Youdon'tbelieveit,Sir?'repeatedMrs。Pipchin,amazed。
  `No,'saidPaul。
  `Notifitshouldhappentohavebeenatamebull,youlittleInfidel?'saidMrs。Pipchen。
  AsPaulhadnotconsideredthesubjectinthatlight,andhadfoundedhisconclusionsontheallegedlunacyofthebull,heallowedhimselftobeputdownforthepresent。Buthesatturningitoverinhismind,withsuchanobviousintentionoffixingMrs。Pipchinpresently,thateventhathardyoldladydeemeditprudenttoretreatuntilheshouldhaveforgottenthesubject。
  Fromthattime,Mrs。PipchinappearedtohavesomethingofthesameoddkindofattractiontowardsPaul,asPaulhadtowardsher。Shewouldmakehimmovehischairtohersideofthefire,insteadofsittingopposite;andtherehewouldremaininanookbetweenMrs。Pipchinandthefender,withallthelightofhislittlefaceabsorbedintotheblackbombazeendrapery,studyingeverylineandwrinkleofhercountenance,andpeeringatthehardgreyeye,untilMrs。Pipchinwassometimesfaintoshutitonpretenceofdozing。Mrs。Pipchinhadanoldblackcat,whogenerallylaycoileduponthecentrefootofthefender,purringegotistically,andwinkingatthefireuntilthecontractedpupilsofhiseyeswereliketwonotesofadmiration。Thegoodoldladymighthavebeen——nottorecorditdisrespectfully——awitch,andPaulandthecathertwofamiliars,astheyallsatbythefiretogether。Itwouldhavebeenquiteinkeepingwiththeappearanceofthepartyiftheyhadallsprungupthechimneyinahighwindonenight,andneverbeenheardofanymore。
  This,however,nevercametopass。Thecat,andPaul,andMrs。
  Pipchin,wereconstantlytobefoundintheirusualplacesafterdark;
  andPaul,eschewingthecompanionshipofMasterBitherstone,wentonstudyingMrs。Pipchin,andthecat,andthefire,nightafternight,asiftheywereabookofnecromancy,inthreevolumes。
  Mrs。WickamputherownconstructiononPaul'seccentricities:
  andbeingconfirmedinherlowspiritsbyaperplexedviewofchimneysfromtheroomwhereshewasaccustomedtosit,andbythenoiseofthewind,andbythegeneraldulnessgashlinesswasMrs。Wickam'sstrongexpression
  ofherpresentlife,deducedthemostdismalreflectionsfromtheforegoingpremises。ItwasapartofMrs。Pipchin'spolicytopreventherown`younghussy'——thatwasMrs。Pipchin'sgenericnameforfemaleservant——fromcommunicatingwithMrs。Wickam:towhichendshedevotedmuchofhertimetoconcealingherselfbehinddoors,andspringingoutonthatdevotedmaiden,whenevershemadeanapproachtowardsMrs。Wickam'sapartment。ButBerrywasfreetoholdwhatconverseshecouldinthatquarterconsistentlywiththedischargeofthemultifariousdutiesatwhichshetoiledincessantlyfrommorningtonight;andtoBerryMrs。Wickamunburdenedhermind。
  `Whataprettyfellowheiswhenhe'sasleep!'saidBerry,stoppingtolookatPaulinbed,onenightwhenshetookupMrs。Wickam'ssupper。
  `Ah!'sighedMrs。Wickam。`Heneedbe。'
  `Why,he'snotuglywhenhe'sawake,'observedBerry。
  `No,Ma'am。Oh,no。Nomorewasmyuncle'sBetseyJane,'saidMrs。Wickam。
  BerrylookedasifshewouldliketotracetheconnexionofideasbetweenPaulDombeyandMrs。Wickam'sUncle'sBetseyJane。
  `Myuncle'swife,'Mrs。Wickamwentontosay,`diedjustlikehismama。Myuncle'schildtookonjustasMasterPauldo。Myuncle'schildmadepeople'sbloodruncold,sometimes,shedid!'
  R`How!'askedBerry。
  `Iwouldn'thavesatupallnightalonewithBetseyJane!'saidMrs。Wickam,`notifyou'dhaveputWickamintobusinessnextmorningforhimself。Icouldn'thavedoneit,MissBerry。'
  MissBerrynaturallyaskedwhynot?ButMrs。Wickam,agreeablytotheusageofsomeladiesinhercondition,pursuedherownbranchofthesubjectwithoutanycompunction。
  `BetseyJane,'saidMrs。Wickam,`wasassweetachildasIcouldwishtosee。Icouldn'twishtoseeasweeter。Everythingthatachildcouldhaveinthewayofillnesses,BetseyJanehadcomethrough。Thecrampswasascommontoher,'saidMrs。Wickam,`asbilesistoyourself,MissBerry。'MissBerryinvoluntarilywrinkledhernose。
  `ButBetseyJane,'saidMrs。Wickam,loweringhervoice,andlookingroundtheroom,andtowardsPaulinbed,`hadbeenminded,inhercradle,byherdepartedmother。Icouldn'tsayhow,norIcouldn'tsaywhen,norIcouldn'tsaywhetherthedearchildknewitornot,butBetseyJanehadbeenwatchedbyhermother,MissBerry!Youmaysaynonsense!Ian'toffended,Miss。Ihopeyoumaybeabletothinkinyourownconsciencethatitisnonsense;you'llfindyourspiritsallthebetterforitinthis——you'llexcusemybeingsofree——inthisburying-groundofaplace;whichiswearingofmedown。MasterPaul'salittlerestlessinhissleep。Pathisback,ifyouplease。'
  `Ofcourseyouthink,'saidBerry,gentlydoingwhatshewasasked,`thathehasbeennursedbyhismother,too?'
  `BetseyJane,'returnedMrs。Wickaminhermostsolemntones,`wasputuponasthatchildhasbeenputupon,andchangedasthatchildhaschanged。Ihaveseenhersit,oftenandoften,think,think,thinking,likehim。Ihaveseenherlook,oftenandoften,old,old,old,likehim。
  Ihaveheardher,manyatime,talkjustlikehim。IconsiderthatchildandBetseyJaneonthesamefootingentirely,MissBerry。'
  `Isyouruncle'schildalive?'askedBerry。
  `Yes,Miss,sheisalive,'returnedMrs。Wickamwithanairoftriumph,foritwasevidentMissBerryexpectedthereverse;`andismarriedtoasilverchaser。Ohyes,Miss,SHEisalive,'saidMrs。Wickam,layingstrongstressonhernominativecase。
  Itbeingclearthatsomebodywasdead,Mrs。Pipchin'snieceinquiredwhoitwas。
  `Iwouldn'twishtomakeyouuneasy,'returnedMrs。Wickam,pursuinghersupper。`Don'taskme。'
  Thiswasthesurestwayofbeingaskedagain。MissBerryrepeatedherquestion,therefore;andaftersomeresistance,andreluctance,Mrs。
  Wickamlaiddownherknife,andagainglancingroundtheroomandatPaulinbed,replied:
  `Shetookfanciestopeople;whimsicalfancies,someofthem;
  others,affectionsthatonemightexpecttosee——onlystrongerthancommon。
  Theyalldied。'
  ThiswassoveryunexpectedandawfultoMrs。Pipchin'sniece,thatshesatuprightonthehardedgeofthebedstead,breathingshort,andsurveyingherinformantwithlooksofundisguisedalarm。
  Mrs。Wickamshookherleftfore-fingerstealthilytowardsthebedwhereFlorencelay;thenturneditupsidedown,andmadeseveralemphaticpointsatthefloor;immediatelybelowwhichwastheparlourinwhichMrs。
  Pipchinhabituallyconsumedthetoast。
  `Remembermywords,MissBerry,'saidMrs。Wickam,`andbethankfulthatMasterPaulisnottoofondofyou。Iam,thathe'snottoofondofme,Iassureyou;thoughthereisn'tmuchtolivefor——you'llexcusemybeingsofree——inthisjailofahouse!'
  MissBerry'semotionmighthaveledtoherpattingPaultoohardontheback,ormighthaveproducedacessationofthatsoothingmonotony,butheturnedinhisbedjustnow,and,presentlyawaking,satupinitwithhishairhotandwetfromtheeffectsofsomechildishdream,andaskedforFlorence。
  Shewasoutofherownbedatthefirstsoundofhisvoice;andbendingoverhispillowimmediately,sanghimtosleepagain。Mrs。Wickamshakingherhead,andlettingfallseveraltears,pointedoutthelittlegrouptoBerry,andturnedhereyesuptotheceiling。
  `Goodnight,Miss!'saidWickam,softly。`Goodnight!Yourauntisanoldlady,MissBerry,andit'swhatyoumusthavelookedfor,often。'
  Thisconsolatoryfarewell,Mrs。Wickamaccompaniedwithalookofheartfeltanguish;andbeingleftalonewiththetwochildrenagain,andbecomingconsciousthatthewindwasblowingmournfully,sheindulgedinmelancholy——thatcheapestandmostaccessibleofluxuries——untilshewasoverpoweredbyslumber。
  AlthoughthenieceofMrs。Pipchindidnotexpecttofindthatexemplarydragonprostrateonthehearth-rugwhenshewentdownstairs,shewasrelievedtofindherunusuallyfractiousandsevere,andwitheverypresentappearanceofintendingtolivealongtimetobeacomforttoallwhoknewher。Norhadsheanysymptomsofdeclining,inthecourseoftheensuingweek,whentheconstitutionalviandsstillcontinuedtodisappearinregularsuccession,notwithstandingthatPaulstudiedherasattentivelyasever,andoccupiedhisusualseatbetweentheblackskirtsandthefender,withunwaveringconstancy。
  ButasPaulhimselfwasnostrongerattheexpirationofthattimethanhehadbeenonhisfirstarrival,thoughhelookedmuchhealthierintheface,alittlecarriagewasgotforhim,inwhichhecouldlieathisease,withanalphabetandotherelementaryworksofreference,andbewheeleddowntothesea-side。Consistentinhisoddtastes,thechildsetasidearuddy-facedladwhowasproposedasthedrawerofthiscarriage,andselected,instead,hisgrandfather——aweazen,old,crab-facedman,inasuitofbatteredoilskin,whohadgottoughandstringyfromlongpicklinginsaltwater,andwhosmeltlikeaweedysea-beachwhenthetideisout。
  Withthisnotableattendanttopullhimalong,andFlorencealwayswalkingbyhisside,andthedespondentWickambringinguptherear,hewentdowntothemarginoftheoceaneveryday;andtherehewouldsitorlieinhiscarriageforhourstogether:neversodistressedasbythecompanyofchildren——Florencealoneexcepted,always。
  `Goaway,ifyouplease,'hewouldsaytoanychildwhocametobearhimcompany。`Thankyou,butIdon'twantyou。'
  Somesmallvoice,nearhisear,wouldaskhimhowhewas,perhaps。
  `Iamverywell,Ithankyou,'hewouldanswer。`Butyouhadbettergoandplay,ifyouplease。'
  Thenhewouldturnhishead,andwatchthechildaway,andsaytoFlorence,`Wedon'twantanyothers,dowe?Kissme,Floy。'
  Hehadevenadislike,atsuchtimes,tothecompanyofWickam,andwaswellpleasedwhenshestrolledaway,asshegenerallydid,topickupshellsandacquaintances。Hisfavouritespotwasquitealonelyone,farawayfrommostloungers;andwithFlorencesittingbyhissideatwork,orreadingtohim,ortalkingtohim,andthewindblowingonhisface,andthewatercomingupamongthewheelsofhisbed,hewantednothingmore。
  `Floy,'hesaidoneday,`where'sIndia,wherethatboy'sfriendslive?'
  `Oh,it'salong,longdistanceoff,'saidFlorence,raisinghereyesfromherwork。
  `Weeksoff?'askedPaul。
  `Yes,dear。Manyweeks'journey,nightandday。'
  `IfyouwereinIndia,Floy,'saidPaul,afterbeingsilentforaminute,`Ishould——whatisthatMamadid?Iforget。'
  `Lovedme!'answeredFlorence。
  `No,no。Don'tIloveyounow,Floy?Whatisit?——Died。IfyouwereinIndia,Ishoulddie,Floy。'
  Shehurriedlyputherworkaside,andlaidherheaddownonhispillow,caressinghim。Andsowouldshe,shesaid,ifhewerethere。Hewouldbebettersoon。
  `Oh!Iamagreatdealbetternow!'heanswered。`Idon'tmeanthat。ImeanthatIshoulddieofbeingsosorryandsolonely,Floy!'
  Anothertime,inthesameplace,hefellasleep,andsleptquietlyforalongtime。Awakingsuddenly,helistened,startedup,andsatlistening。
  Florenceaskedhimwhathethoughtheheard。
  `Iwanttoknowwhatitsays,'heanswered,lookingsteadilyinherface。`Thesea,Floy,whatisitthatitkeepsonsaying?'
  Shetoldhimthatitwasonlythenoiseoftherollingwaves。
  `Yes,yes,'hesaid。`ButIknowthattheyarealwayssayingsomething。
  Alwaysthesamething。Whatplaceisoverthere?'Heroseup,lookingeagerlyatthehorizon。
  Shetoldhimthattherewasanothercountryopposite,buthesaidhedidn'tmeanthat:hemeantfartheraway——fartheraway!
  Veryoftenafterwards,inthemidstoftheirtalk,hewouldbreakoff,totrytounderstandwhatitwasthatthewaveswerealwayssaying;
  andwouldriseupinhiscouchtolooktowardsthatinvisibleregion,faraway。
  [NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter9[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERIXInwhichtheWoodenMidshipmangetsintoTroubleTHATspiceofromanceandloveofthemarvellous,ofwhichtherewasaprettystronginfusioninthenatureofyoungWalterGay,andwhichtheguardianshipofhisuncle,oldSolomonGills,hadnotverymuchweakenedbythewatersofsternpracticalexperience,wastheoccasionofhisattachinganuncommonanddelightfulinteresttotheadventureofFlorencewithgoodMrs。Brown。Hepamperedandcherisheditinhismemory,especiallythatpartofitwithwhichhehadbeenassociated:untilitbecamethespoiledchildofhisfancy,andtookitsownway,anddidwhatitlikedwithit。
  Therecollectionofthoseincidents,andhisownshareinthem,mayhavebeenmadethemorecaptivating,perhaps,bytheweeklydreamingsofoldSolandCaptainCuttleonSundays。HardlyaSundaypassed,withoutmysteriousreferencesbeingmadebyoneorotherofthoseworthychumstoRichardWhittington;andthelattergentlemanhadevengonesofarastopurchaseaballadofconsiderableantiquity,thathadlongflutteredamongmanyothers,chieflyexpressiveofmaritimesentiments,onadeadwallintheCommercialRoads:whichpoeticalperformancessetforththecourtshipandnuptialsofapromisingyoungcoal-whipperwithacertain`lovelyPeg,'theaccomplisheddaughterofthemasterandpart-ownerofaNewcastlecollier。Inthisstirringlegend,CaptainCuttledescriedaprofoundmetaphysicalbearingonthecaseofWalterandFlorence;anditexcitedhimsomuch,thatonveryfestiveoccasions,asbirthdaysandfewothernon-Dominicalholidays,hewouldroarthroughthewholesonginthelittlebackparlour;makinganamazingshakeonthewordPe——e——eg,withwhicheveryverseconcluded,incomplimenttotheheroineofthepiece。
  Butafrank,free-spirited,open-heartedboy,isnotmuchgiventoanalysingthenatureofhisownfeelings,howeverstrongtheirholduponhim:andWalterwouldhavefounditdifficulttodecidethispoint。
  HehadagreataffectionforthewharfwherehehadencounteredFlorence,andforthestreetsalbeitnotenchantinginthemselvesbywhichtheyhadcomehome。Theshoesthathadsooftentumbledoffbyway,hepreservedinhisownroom;and,sittinginthelittlebackparlourofanevening,hehaddrawnawholegalleryoffancyportraitsofgoodMrs。Brown。Itmaybethathebecamealittlesmarterinhisdressafterthatmemorableoccasion;andhecertainlylikedinhisleisuretimetowalktowardsthatquarterofthetownwhereMr。Dombey'shousewassituated,onthevaguechanceofpassinglittleFlorenceinthestreet。Butthesentimentofallthiswasasboyishandinnocentascouldbe。Florencewasverypretty,anditispleasanttoadmireaprettyface。Florencewasdefencelessandweak,anditwasaproudthoughtthathehadbeenabletorenderheranyprotectionandassistantce。Florencewasthemostgratefullittlecreatureintheworld,anditwasdelightfultoseeherbrightgratitudebeaminginherface。Florencewasneglectedandcoldlylookedupon,andhisbreastwasfullofyouthfulinterestfortheslightedchildinherdull,statelyhome。
  Thusitcameaboutthat,perhapssomehalf-a-dozentimesinthecourseoftheyear,WalterpulledoffhishattoFlorenceinthestreet,andFlorencewouldstoptoshakehands。Mrs。Wickamwho,withacharacteristicalterationofhisname,invariablyspokeofhimas`YoungGraves'wassowellusedtothis,knowingthestoryoftheiracquaintance,thatshetooknoheedofitatall。MissNipper,ontheotherhand,ratherlookedoutfortheseoccasions:hersensitiveyoungheartbeingsecretlypropitiatedbyWalter'sgoodlooks,andincliningtothebeliefthatitssentimentswererespondedto。
  Inthisway,Walter,sofarfromforgettingorlosingsightofhisacquaintancewithFlorence,onlyremembereditbetterandbetter。Astoitsadventurousbeginning,andallthoselittlecircumstanceswhichgaveitadistinctivecharacterandrelish,hetookthemintoaccount,moreasapleasantstoryveryagreeabletohisimagination,andnottobedismissedfromit,thanasapartofanymatteroffactwithwhichhewasconcerned。TheysetoffFlorenceverymuch,tohisfancy;butnothimself。
  Sometimeshethoughtandthenhewalkedveryfastwhatagrandthingitwouldhavebeenforhimtohavebeengoingtoseaonthedayafterthatfirstmeeting,andtohavegone,andtohavedonewondersthere,andtohavestoppedawayalongtime,andtohavecomebackanAdmiralofallthecoloursofthedolphin,oratleastaPost-Captainwithepaulettesofinsupportablebrightness,andhavemarriedFlorencethenabeautifulyoungwomaninspiteofMr。Dombey'steeth,cravat,andwatch-chain,andborneherawaytotheblueshoresofsomewhereorother,triumphantly。
  ButtheseflightsoffancyseldomburnishedthebrassplateofDombeyandSon'sOfficesintoatabletofgoldenhope,orshedabrilliantlustreontheirdirtyskylights;andwhentheCaptainandUncleSoltalkedaboutRichardWhittingtonandmasters'daughters,WalterfeltthatheunderstoodhistruepositionatDombeyandSon'smuchbetterthantheydid。
  Soitwasthathewentondoingwhathehadtodofromdaytoday,inacheerful,pains-taking,merryspirit;andsawthroughthesanguinecomplexionofUncleSolandCaptainCuttle;andyetentertainedathousandindistinctandvisionaryfanciesofhisown,towhichtheirswereword-a-dayprobabilities。SuchwashisconditionatthePipchinperiod,whenhelookedalittleolderthanofyore,butnotmuch;andwasthesamelight-footed,light-hearted,lightheadedlad,aswhenhechargedintotheparlourattheheadofUncleSolandtheimaginaryboarders,andlightedhimtobringuptheMadeira。
  `UncleSol',saidWalter,`Idon'tthinkyou'rewell。Youhaven'teatenanybreakfast。Ishallbringadoctortoyou,ifyougoonlikethis。'
  `Hecan'tgivemewhatIwant,myboy,'saidUncleSol。`Atleastheisingoodpracticeifhecan——andthenhewouldn't。'
  `Whatisit,Uncle?Customers?'
  `Aye,'returnedSolomon,withasigh。`Customerswoulddo。'
  `Confoundit,Uncle!'saidWalter,puttingdownhisbreakfastcupwithaclatter,andstrikinghishandonthetable:`whenIseethepeoplegoingupanddownthestreetinshoalsallday,andpassingandre-passingtheshopeveryminute,byscores,Ifeelhalftemptedtorushout,collarsomebody,bringhimin,andmakehimbuyfiftypounds'
  worthofinstrumentsforreadymoney。Whatareyoulookinginatthedoorfor?——'continuedWalter,apostrophizinganoldgentlemanwithapowderedheadinaudiblytohimofcourse,whowasstaringataship'stelescopewithallhismightandmain。`That'snouse。Icoulddothat。Comeinandbuyit!'
  Theoldgentleman,however,havingsatiatedhiscuriosity,walkedcalmlyaway。
  `Therehegoes!'saidWalter。`That'sthewaywith'emall。But,Uncle——Isay,uncleSol'——fortheoldmanwasmeditating,andhadnotrespondedtohisfirstappeal。`Don'tbecastdown。Don'tbeoutofspirits,Uncle。
  Whenordersdocome,they'llcomeinsuchacrowd,youwon'tbeabletoexecute'em。'
  `Ishallbepastexecuting'em,whenevertheycome,myboy,'returnedSolomonGills。`They'llnevercometothisshopagain,tillIamoutofit。'
  `Isay,Uncle!Youmusn'treally,youknow!urgedWalter。`Don't!'
  OldSolendeavouredtoassumeacherrylook,andsmiledacrossthelittletableathimaspleasantlyashecould。
  `There'snothingmorethanusualthematter;isthere,Uncle?'
  saidWalter,leaninghiselbowsontheteatrayandbendingover,tospeakthemoreconfidentiallyandkindly。`Beopenwithme,Uncle,ifthereis,andtellmeallaboutit。'
  `No,no,no,'returnedOldSol。`Morethanusual?No,no。whatshouldtherebethemattermorethanusual?'
  Walteransweredwithanincredulousshakeofhishead。`That'swhatIwanttoknow,'hesaid,`andyouaskme!I'lltellyouwhat,Uncle,whenIseeyoulikethis,IamquitesorrythatIlivewithyou。'
  OldSolopenedhiseyesinvoluntarily。
  `Yes。ThoughnobodyeverwashappierthanIamandalwayshavebeenwithyou,IamquitesorrythatIlivewithyou,whenIseeyouwithanythingonyourmind。'
  `Iamalittledullatsuchtimes,Iknow,'observedSolomon,meeklyrubbinghishands。
  `WhatImean,UncleSol,'pursuedWalter,bendingoveralittlemoretopathimontheshoulder,`is,thatthenIfeelyououghttohave,sittinghereandpouringouttheteainsteadofme,anicelittledumplingofawife,youknow,——acomfortable,capital,coseyoldlady,whowasjustamatchforyou,andknewhowtomanageyou,andkeepyouingoodheart。
  HereamI,aslovinganephewaseverwasIamsureIoughttobe!butIamonlyanephew,andIcan'tbesuchacompaniontoyouwhenyou'relowandoutofsortsasshewouldhavemadeherself,yearsago,thoughI'msureI'dgiveanymoneyifIcouldcheeryouup。AndsoIsay,whenIseeyouwithanythingonyourmind,thatIfeelquitesorryyouhaven'tgotsomebodybetteraboutyouthanablunderingyoungrough-and-toughboylikeme,whohasgotthewilltoconsoleyou,Uncle,buthasn'tgottheway——hasn'tgottheway,'repeatedWalter,reachingoverfurtheryet,toshakehisunclebythehand。
  `Wally,mydearboy,'saidSolomon,`ifthecoseylittleoldladyhadtakenherplaceinthisparlourfiveandfortyyearsago,InevercouldhavebeenfonderofherthanIamofyou。'
  `Iknowthat,UncleSol,'returnedWalter。`Lordblessyou,Iknowthat。Butyouwouldn'thavehadthewholeweightofanyuncomfortablesecretsifshehadbeenwithyou,becauseshewouldhaveknownhowtorelieveyouof'em,andIdon't。'
  `Yes,yes,youdo,'returnedtheinstrument-maker。
  `Wellthen,what'sthematter,UncleSol?'saidWalter,coaxingly。
  `Come!What'sthematter?'
  SolomonGillspersistedthattherewasnothingthematter;andmaintaineditsoresolutely,thathisnephewhadnoresourcebuttomakeaveryindifferentimitationofbelievinghim。
  `AllIcansayis,UncleSol,thatifthereis'
  `Butthereisn't'saidSolomon。
  `Verywell,'saidWalter。`ThenI'venomoretosay;andthat'slucky,formytime'supforgoingtobusiness。Ishalllookinby-and-bywhenI'mout,toseehowyougeton,Uncle。Andmind,Uncle!I'llneverbelieveyouagain,andnevertellyouanythingmoreaboutMr。CarkertheJunior,ifIfindoutthatyouhavebeendeceivingme!'
  SolomonGillslaughinglydefiedhimtofindoutanythingofthekind;andWalter,revolvinginhisthoughtsallsortsofimpracticablewaysofmakingfortunesandplacingthewoodenmidshipmaninapositionofindependence,betookhimselftotheofficesofDombeyandSonwithaheaviercountenancethanheusuallycarriedthere。
  Therelivedinthosedays,roundthecorner——inBishopsgateStreetWithout——oneBrogley,swornbrokerandappraiser,whokeptashopwhereeverydescriptionofsecond-handfurniturewasexhibitedinthemostuncomfortableaspect,andundercircumstancesandincombinationsthemostcompletelyforeigntoitspurpose。Dozensofchairshookedontowashing-stands,whichwithdifficultypoisedthemselvesontheshouldersofsideboards,whichintheirturnstooduponthewrongsideofdining-tables,gymnasticwiththeirlegsupwardonthetopsofotherdining-tables,wereamongitsmostreasonablearrangements。Abanquetarrayofdish-covers,wine-glasses,anddecanterswasgenerallytobeseen,spreadforthuponthebosomofafour-postbedstead,fortheentertainmentofsuchgenialcompanyashalf-a-dozenpokers,andahalllamp。Asetofwindowcurtainswithnowindowsbelongingtothem,wouldbeseengracefullydrapingabarricadeofchestsofdrawers,loadedwithlittlejarsfromchemists'shops;whileahomelesshearthrugseveredfromitsnaturalcompanionthefireside,bravedtheshrewdeastwindinitsadversity,andtrembledinmelancholyaccordwiththeshrillcomplainingsofacabinetpiano,wastingaway,astringaday,andfaintlyresoundingtothenoisesofthestreetinitsjanglinganddistractedbrain。
  Ofmotionlessclocksthatneverstirredafinger,andseemedasincapableofbeingsuccessfullywoundup,asthepecuniaryaffairsoftheirformerowners,therewasalwaysgreatchoiceinMr。Brogley'sshop;andvariouslooking-glasses,accidentallyplacedatcompoundinterestofreflectionandrefraction,presentedtotheeyeaneternalperspectiveofbankruptcyandruin。
  Mr。Brogleyhimselfwasamoist-eyed,pink-complexioned,crisp-hairedman,ofabulkyfigureandaneasytemper——forthatclassofCaiusMariuswhositsupontheruinsofotherpeople'sCarthages,cankeepuphisspiritswellenough。HehadlookedinatSolomon'sshopsometimestoaskaquestionaboutarticlesinSolomon'swayofbusiness;andWalterknewhimsufficientlytogivehimgooddaywhentheymetinthestreet,butasthatwastheextentofthebroker'sacquaintancewithSolomonGillsalso,Walterwasnotalittlesurprisedwhenhecamebackinthecourseoftheforenoon,agreeablytohispromise,tofindMr。Brogleysittinginthebackparlourwithhishandsinhispockets,andhishathangingupbehindthedoor。
  `Well,UncleSol!'saidWalter。Theoldmanwassittingruefullyontheoppositesideofthetable,withhisspectaclesoverhiseyes,forawonder,insteadonhisforehead。`Howareyounow?'
  Solomonshookhishead,andwavedonehandtowardsthebrokeras,introducinghim。
  `Isthereanythingthematter?'askedWalter,withacatchinginhisbreath。
  `No,no。There'snothingthematter,'saidMr。Brogley。`Don'tletitputyououtoftheway。'
  Walterlookedfromthebrokertohisuncleinmuteamazement。
  `Thefactis,'saidMr。Brogley,`there'salittlepaymentonabonddebt——threehundredandseventyodd,overdue:andI'minpossession。'
  `Inpossession!'criedWalter,lookingroundattheshop。
  `Ah!'saidMr。Brogley,inconfidentialassent,andnoddinghisheadasifhewouldurgetheadvisabilityoftheirallbeingcomfortabletogether。`It'sanexecution。That'swhatitis。Don'tletitputyououtoftheway。Icomemyself,becauseofkeepingitquietandsociable。Youknowme。It'squiteprivate。'
  `UncleSol!'falteredWalter。
  `Wally,myboy,'returnedhisuncle。`It'sthefirsttime。Suchacalamityneverhappenedtomebefore。I'manoldmantobegin。'Pushinguphisspectaclesagainfortheywereuselessanylongertoconcealhisemotion,hecoveredhisfacewithhishand,andsobbedaloud,andhistearsfelldownuponhiscoffee-colouredwaistcoat。
  `UncleSol!Pray!ohdon't!'exclaimedWalter,whoreallyfeltathrillofterrorinseeingtheoldmanweep。`ForGod'ssakedon'tdothat。Mr。Brogley,whatshallIdo?'
  `Ishouldrecommendyoulookingupafriendorso,'saidMr。Brogley,`andtalkingitover。'
  `Tobesure!'criedWalter,catchingatanything。`Certainly!
  Thankee。CaptainCuttle'stheman,Uncle。WaittillIruntoCaptainCuttle。
  KeepyoureyeuponmyUncle,willyou,Mr。Brogley,andmakehimascomfortableasyoucanwhileIamgone?Don'tdespair,UncleSol。Tryandkeepagoodheart,there'sadearfellow!'
  Sayingthiswithgreatfervour,anddisregardingtheoldman'sbrokenremonstrances,Walterdashedoutoftheshopagainashardashecouldgo;andhavinghurriedroundtotheofficetoexcusehimselfonthepleaofhisuncle'ssuddenillness,setoff,fullspeed,forCaptainCuttle'sresidence。
  Everythingseemedalteredasheranalongthestreets。Thereweretheusualentanglementandnoiseofcarts,drays,omni-buses,waggons,andfootpassengers,butthemisfortunethathadfallenonthewoodenmidshipmanmadeitstrangeandnew。Housesandshopsweredifferentfromwhattheyusedtobe,andboreMr。Brogley'swarrantontheirfrontsinlargecharacter。
  Thebrokerseemedtohavegotholdoftheverychurches;fortheirspiresroseintotheskywithanunwontedair。Eventheskyitselfwaschanged,andhadanexecutioninitplainly。
  CaptainCuttlelivedonthebrinkofalittlecanalneartheIndiaDocks,wheretherewasaswivelbridgewhichopenednowandthentoletsomewanderingmonsterofashipcomeroamingupthestreetlikeastrandedleviathan。Thegradualchangefromlandtowater,ontheapproachtoCaptainCuttle'slodgings,wascurious。Itbeganwiththeerectionofflag-staffs,asappurtenancestopublic-houses;thencameslop-sellers'shops,withGuernseyshirts,sou'westerhats,andcanvaspantaloons,atoncethetightestandtheloosestoftheirorder,hangingupoutside。Theseweresucceededbyanchorandchain-cableforges,wheresledge-hammersweredinginguponironalldaylong。Thencamerowsofhouses,withlittlevanesurmountedmastsuprearingthemselvesfromamongthescarletbeans。Thenditches。
  Thenpollardwillows。Thenmoreditches。Thenunaccountablepatchesofdirtywater,hardlytobedescried,fortheshipsthatcoveredthem。Then,theairwasperfumedwithchips;andallothertradeswereswallowedupinmast,oar,andblock-making,andboat-building。Then,thegroundgrewmarshyandunsettled。Then,therewasnothingtobesmeltbutrumandsugar。
  Then,CaptainCuttle'slodgings——atonceafirstfloorandatopstory,inBrigPlace——wereclosebeforeyou。
  Thecaptainwasoneofthosetimber-lookingmen,suitsofoakaswellashearts,whomitisalmostimpossiblefortheliveliestimaginationtoseparatefromanypartoftheirdress,howeverinsignificant。Accordingly,whenWalterknockedatthedoor,andtheCaptaininstantlypokedhisheadoutofoneofhislittlefrontwindows,andhailedhim,withthehardglazedhatalreadyonit,andtheshirt-collarlikeasail,andthewidesuiteofblue,allstandingasusual,Walterwasasfullypersuadedthathewasalwaysinthatstate,asiftheCaptainhadbeenabirdandthosehadbeenhisfeathers。
  `Wal'r,mylad!'saidCaptainCuttle。`Standbyandknockagain。
  Hard!It'swashingday。'
  Walter,inhisimpatience,gaveaprodigiousthumpwiththeknocker。
  `Harditis!'saidCaptainCuttle,andimmediatelydrewinhishead,asifheexpectedasquall。
  Norwashemistaken:forawidowlady,withhersleevesrolleduptohershoulders,andherarmsfrothywithsoap-sudsandsmokingwithhotwater,repliedtothesummonswithstartlingrapidity。BeforeshelookedatWaltershelookedattheknocker,andthen,measuringhimwithhereyesfromheadtofoot,saidshewonderedhehadleftanyofit。
  `CaptainCuttle'sathome,Iknow,'saidWalterwithaconciliatorysmile。
  `Ishe?'repliedthewidowlady。`In-deed!'
  `Hehasjustbeenspeakingtome,'saidWalter,inbreathlessexplanation。
  `Hashe?'repliedthewidowlady。`Thenp'rapsyou'llgivehimMrs。MacStinger'srespects,andsaythatthenexttimehelowershimselfandhislodgingsbytalkingoutofwindershe'llthankhimtocomedownandopenthedoortoo。'Mrs。MacStingerspokeloud,andlistenedforanyobservationsthatmightbeofferedfromthefirstfloor。
  `I'llmentionit,'saidWalter,`ifyou'llhavethegoodnesstoletmein,ma'am。'
  Forhewasrepelledbyawoodenfortificationextendingacrossthedoorway,andputtheretopreventthelittleMacStingersintheirmomentsofrecreationfromtumblingdownthesteps。
  `Aboythatcanknockmydoordown,'saidMrs。MacStinger,contemptuously,`cangetoverthat,Ishouldhope!'ButWalter,takingthisasapermissiontoenter,andgettingoverit,Mrs。MacStingerimmediatelydemandedwhetheranEnglishwoman'shousewashercastleornot;andwhethershewastobebrokeinuponby`raff。'Onthesesubjectsherthirstforinformationwasstillveryimportunate,whenWalter,havingmadehiswayupthelittlestaircasethroughanartificialfogoccasionedbythewashing,whichcoveredthebanisterswithaclammyperspiration,enteredCaptainCuttle'sroom,andfoundthatgentlemaninambushbehindthedoor。
  `Neverowedherapenny,Wal'r,'saidCaptainCuttle,inalowvoice,andwithvisiblemarksoftrepidationonhiscountenance。`Doneheraworldofgoodturns,andthechildrentoo。Vixenattimes,though。
  Whew!'
  `Ishouldgoaway,CaptainCuttle,'saidWalter。
  `Dursn'tdoit,Wal'r,'returnedtheCaptain。`She'dfindmeout,whereverIwent。Sitdown。How'sGills?'
  TheCaptainwasdininginhishatoffcoldloinofmutton,porter,andsomesmokinghotpotatoes,whichhehadcookedhimself,andtookoutofalittlesaucepanbeforethefireashewantedthem。Heunscrewedhishookatdinnertime,andscrewedaknifeintoitswoodensocketinstead,withwhichhehadalreadybeguntopeeloneofthesepotatoesforWalter。
  Hisroomswereverysmall,andstronglyimpregnatedwithtobacco-smoke,butsnugenough:everythingbeingstowedaway,asiftherewereanearthquakeregularlyeveryhalf-hour。
  `How'sGills?'inquiredtheCaptain。
  Walter,whohadbythistimerecoveredhisbreath,andlosthisspirits——orsuchtemporaryspiritsashisrapidjourneyhadgivenhim——lookedathisquestionerforamoment,said`Oh,CaptainCuttle!'andburstintotears。
  NowordscandescribetheCaptain'sconsternationatthissight。
  Mrs。MacStingerfadedintonothingbeforeit。Hedroppedthepotatoandthefork——andwouldhavedroppedtheknifetooifhecould——andsatgazingattheboy,asifheexpectedtohearnextmomentthatagulfhadopenedintheCity,whichhadswalloweduphisoldfriend,coffee-colouredsuit,buttons,chronometer,spectaclesandall。
  ButwhenWaltertoldhimwhatwasreallythematter,CaptainCuttle,afteramoment'sreflection,startedupintofullactivity。Heemptiedoutofalittletincanisteronthetopshelfofthecupboard,hiswholestockofreadymoneyamountingtothirteenpoundsandhalf-a-crown,whichhetransferredtooneofthepocketsofhissquarebluecoat;furtherenrichedthatrepositorywiththecontentsofhisplatechest,consistingoftwowitheredatomiesoftea-spoons,andanobsoletepairofknock-knee'dsugar-tongs;
  pulleduphisimmensedoublecasedsilverwatchfromthedepthsinwhichitreposed,toassurehimselfthatthatvaluablewassoundandwhole;re-attachedthehooktohisrightwrist;andseizingthestickcoveredoverwithknobs,badeWaltercomealong。
  Remembering,however,inthemidstofhisvirtuousexcitement,thatMrs。MacStingermightbelyinginwaitbelow,CaptainCuttlehesitatedatlast,notwithoutglancingatthewindow,asifhehadsomethoughtsofescapingbythatunusualmeansofegress,ratherthanencounterhisterribleenemy。Hedecided,however,infavourofstratagem。
  `Wal'r,'saidtheCaptain,withatimidwink,`goafore,mylad。
  Singout,`good-bye,CaptainCuttle,'whenyou'reinthepassage,andshutthedoor。Thenwaitatthecornerofthestreet'tillyouseeme。'
  Thesedirectionswerenotissuedwithoutapreviousknowledgeoftheenemy'stactics,forwhenWaltergotdownstairs,Mrs。MacStingerglidedoutofthelittlebackkitchen,likeanavengingspirit。ButnotglidingoutupontheCaptain,asshehadexpected,shemerelymadeafurtherallusiontotheknocker,andglidedinagain。
  SomefiveminuteselapsedbeforeCaptainCuttlecouldsummoncouragetoattempthisescape;forWalterwaitedsolongatthestreetcorner,lookingbackatthehouse,beforetherewereanysymptomsofthehardglazedhat。AtlengththeCaptainburstoutofthedoorwiththesuddennessofanexplosion,andcomingtowardshimatagreatpace,andneveroncelookingoverhisshoulder,pretended,assoonastheywerewelloutofthestreet,towhistleatune。
  `Unclemuchhovedown,Wal'r?'inquiredtheCaptain,astheywerewalkingalong。
  `Iamafraidso。Ifyouhadseenhimthismorning,youwouldneverhaveforgottenit。'
  `Walkfast,Wal'r,mylad,'returnedtheCaptain,mendinghispace;`andwalkthesameallthedaysofyourlife。Over-haulthecatechismforthatadvice,andkeepit!'
  TheCaptainwastoobusywithhisownthoughtsofSolomonGills,mingledperhapswithsomereflectionsonhislateescapefromMrs。MacStinger,toofferanyfurtherquotationsonthewayforWalter'smoralimprovement。
  TheyinterchangednootherworduntiltheyarrivedatoldSol'sdoor,wheretheunfortunatewoodenmidshipman,withhisinstrumentathiseye,seemedtobesurveyingthewholehorizoninsearchofsomefriendtohelphimoutofhisdifficulty。
  `Gills!'saidtheCaptain,hurryingintothebackparlour,andtakinghimbythehandquitetenderly。`Layyourheadwelltothewind,andwe'llfightthroughit。Allyou'vegottodo,'saidtheCaptain,withthesolemnityofamanwhowasdeliveringhimselfofoneofthemostpreciouspracticaltenetseverdiscoveredbyhumanwisdom,`istolayyourheadwelltothewind,andwe'llfightthroughit!'