TheprideCaptainCuttlehad,ingivinghisarmtoFlorence,andescortinghersometwoorthreehundredyards,keepingabrightlook-outallthetime,andattractingtheattentionofeveryonewhopassedthem,byhisgreatvigilanceandnumerousprecautions,wasextreme。Arrivedattheshop,theCaptainfeltitapointofdelicacytoretireduringthemakingofthepurchases,astheyweretoconsistofwearingapparel;buthepreviouslydepositedhistincanisteronthecounter,andinformingtheyoungladyoftheestablishmentthatitcontainedfourteenpoundtwo,requestedher,incasethatamountofpropertyshouldnotbesufficienttodefraytheexpensesofhisniece'slittleoutfit——attheword`niece,'
  hebestowedamostsignificantlookonFlorence,accompaniedwithpantomime,expressiveofsagacityandmystery——tohavethegoodnessto`singout,'
  andhewouldmakeupthedifferencefromhispocket。Casuallyconsultinghisbigwatch,asadeepmeansofdazzlingtheestablishment,andimpressingitwithasenseofproperty,theCaptainthenkissedhishooktohisniece,andretiredoutsidethewindow,whereitwasachoicesighttoseehisgreatfacelookinginfromtimetotime,amongthesilksandribbons,withanobviousmisgivingthatFlorencehadbeenspiritedawaybyabackdoor。
  `DearCaptainCuttle,'saidFlorence,whenshecameoutwithaparcel,thesizeofwhichgreatlydisappointedtheCaptain,whohadexpectedtoseeaporterfollowingwithabaleofgoods,`Idon'twantthismoney,indeed。Ihavenotspentanyofit。Ihavemoneyofmyown。'
  `Myladylass,'returnedthebaffledCaptain,lookingstraightdownthestreetbeforethem,`takecareonitforme,willyoubesogood,tillsuchtimeasIaskyeforit?'
  `MayIputitbackinitsusualplace,'saidFlorence,`andkeepitthere?'
  TheCaptainwasnotatallgratifiedbythisproposal,butheanswered,`Aye,aye,putitanywheres,myladylass,solongasyouknowwheretofinditagain。Itan'to'nousetome,'saidtheCaptain。
  `IwonderIhaven'tchuckeditawayaforenow。'
  TheCaptainwasquitedisheartenedforthemoment,butherevivedatthefirsttouchofFlorence'sarm,andtheyreturnedwiththesameprecautionsastheyhadcome;theCaptainopeningthedoorofthelittleMidshipman'sberth,anddivingin,withasuddennesswhichhisgreatpracticeonlycouldhavetaughthim。DuringFlorence'sslumberinthemorning,hehadengagedthedaughterofanelderlylady,whousuallysatunderablueumbrellainLeadenhallMarket,sellingpoultry,tocomeandputherroominorder,andrenderheranylittleservicessherequired;andthisdamselnowappearing,Florencefoundeverythingaboutherasconvenientandorderly,ifnotashandsome,asintheterribledreamshehadoncecalledHome。
  Whentheywerealoneagain,theCaptaininsistedonhereatingasliceofdrytoast,anddrinkingaglassofspicedneguswhichhemadetoperfection;and,encouragingherwitheverykindwordandinconsequentialquotationhecouldpossiblythinkof,ledherupstairstoherbedroom。
  Buthetoohadsomethingonhismind,andwasnoteasyinhismanner。
  `Goodnight,dearheart,'saidCaptainCuttletoheratherchamber-door。
  Florenceraisedhislipstohisface,andkissedhim。
  AtanyothertimetheCaptainwouldhavebeenoverbalancedbysuchatokenofheraffectionandgratitude;butnow,althoughhewasverysensibleofit,helookedinherfacewithevenmoreuneasinessthanhehadtestifiedbefore,andseemedunwillingtoleaveher。
  `PoorWal'r!'saidtheCaptain。
  `Poor,poorWalter!'sighedFlorence。
  `Drownded,an'the?'saidtheCaptain。
  Florenceshookherhead,andsighed。
  `Goodnight,myladylass!'saidCaptainCuttle,puttingouthishand。
  `Godblessyou,dear,kindfriend!'
  ButtheCaptainlingeredstill。
  `Isanythingthematter,dearCaptainCuttle?'saidFlorence,easilyalarmedinherthenstateofmind。`Haveyouanythingtotellme?'
  `Totellyou,ladylass!'repliedtheCaptain,meetinghereyesinconfusion。`No,no;whatshouldIhavetotellyou,pretty!Youdon'texpectasI'vegotanythinggoodtotellyou,sure?'
  `No!'saidFlorence,shakingherhead。
  TheCaptainlookedatherwistfully,andrepeated`No,'——stilllingering,andstillshowingembarrassment。
  `PoorWal'r!'saidtheCaptain。`MyWal'r,asIusedtocallyou!
  OldSolGills'snevy!Welcometoallasknowedyou,astheflowersinMay!
  Whereareyougotto,braveboy?Drownded,an'the?'
  ConcludinghisapostrophewiththisabruptappealtoFlorence,theCaptainbadehergoodnight,anddescendedthestairs,whileFlorenceremainedatthetop,holdingthecandleouttolighthimdown。Hewaslostintheobscurity,and,judgingfromthesoundofhisrecedingfootsteps,wasintheactofturningintothelittleparlour,whenhisheadandshouldersunexpectedlyemergedagain,asfromthedeep,apparentlyfornootherpurposethantorepeat,`Drownded,an'the,pretty?'Forwhenhehadsaidthatinatoneoftendercondolence,hedisappeared。
  Florencewasverysorrythatsheshouldunwittingly,thoughnaturally,haveawakenedtheseassociationsinthemindofherprotector,bytakingrefugethere;andsittingdownbeforethelittletablewheretheCaptainhadarrangedthetelescopeandsong-book,andthoseotherrarities,thoughtofWalter,andofallthatwasconnectedwithhiminthepast,untilshecouldhavealmostwishedtoliedownonherbedandfadeaway。Butinherlonelyyearningtothedeadwhomshehadloved,nothoughtofhome——nopossibilityofgoingback——nopresentationofitasyetexisting,orasshelteringherfather——onceenteredherthoughts。Shehadseenthemurderdone。Inthelastlingeringnaturalaspectinwhichshehadcherishedhimthroughsomuch,hehadbeentornoutofherheart,defaced,andslain。
  Thethoughtofitwassoappallingtoher,thatshecoveredhereyes,andshrunktremblingfromtheleastremembranceofthedeed,orofthecruelhandthatdidit。Ifherfondheartcouldhaveheldhisimageafterthat,itmusthavebroken;butitcouldnot;andthevoidwasfilledwithawilddreadthatfledfromallconfrontingwithitsshatteredfragments——withsuchadreadascouldhaverisenoutofnothingbutthedepthsofsuchalove,sowronged。
  Shedarednotlookintotheglass;forthesightofthedarkeningmarkuponherbosommadeherafraidofherself,asifsheboreabouthersomethingwicked。Shecovereditup,withahasty,falteringhand,andinthedark;andlaidherwearyheaddown,weeping。
  TheCaptaindidnotgotobedforalongtime。Hewalkedtoandfrointheshopandinthelittleparlour,forafullhour,and,appearingtohavecomposedhimselfbythatexercise,satdownwithagraveandthoughtfulface,andreadoutofaPrayer-booktheformsofprayerappointedtobeusedatsea。Thesewerenoteasilydisposedof;thegoodCaptainbeingamightyslow,gruffreader,andfrequentlystoppingatahardwordtogivehimselfsuchencouragementas`Now,mylad!Withawill!'or,`Steady,Ed'ardCuttle,steady!'whichhadagreateffectinhelpinghimoutofanydifficulty。Moreover,hisspectaclesgreatlyinterferedwithhispowersofvision。Butnotwithstandingthesedrawbacks,theCaptain,beingheartilyinearnest,readtheservicetotheverylastline,andwithgenuinefeelingtoo;andapprovingofitverymuchwhenhehaddone,turnedinunderthecounterbutnotbeforehehadbeenupstairs,andlistenedatFlorence'sdoor,withaserenebreast,andamostbenevolentvisage。
  TheCaptainturnedoutseveraltimesinthecourseofthenight,toassurehimselfthathischargewasrestingquietly;andonce,atdaybreak,foundthatshewasawake:forshecalledtoknowifitwerehe,onhearingfootstepsnearherdoor。
  `Yes,myladylass,'repliedtheCaptain,inagrowlingwhisper。
  `Areyouallright,di'mond?'
  Florencethankedhim,andsaid`Yes。'
  TheCaptaincouldnotlosesofavourableanopportunityofapplyinghismouthtothekeyhole,andcallingthroughit,likeahoarsebreeze,`PoorWal'r!Drownded,an'the?'Afterwhichhewithdrew,andturninginagain,slepttillseveno'clock。
  Norwashefreefromhisuneasyandembarrassedmannerallthatday;thoughFlorence,beingbusywithherneedleinthelittleparlour,wasmorecalmandtranquilthanshehadbeenonthedaypreceding。Almostalwayswhensheraisedhereyesfromherwork,sheobservedtheCaptainlookingather,andthoughtfullystrokinghischin;andhesooftenhitchedhisarm-chairclosetoher,asifheweregoingtosaysomethingveryconfidential,andhitcheditawayagain,asnotbeingabletomakeuphismindhowtobegin,thatinthecourseofthedayhecruisedcompletelyroundtheparlourinthatfrailbark,andmorethanoncewentashoreagainstthewainscotortheclosetdoor,inaverydistressedcondition。
  ItwasnotuntilthetwilightthatCaptainCuttle,fairlydroppinganchor,atlast,bythesideofFlorence,begantotalkatallconnectedly。
  Butwhenthelightofthefirewasshiningonthewallsandceilingofthelittleroom,andontheteaboardandthecupsandsaucersthatwererangeduponthetable,andonhercalmfaceturnedtowardstheflame,andreflectingitinthetearsthatfilledhereyes,theCaptainbrokealongsilencethus:
  `Youneverwasatsea,myown?'
  `No,'repliedFlorence。
  `Aye,'saidtheCaptain,reverentially;`it'saalmightyelement。
  There'swondersinthedeep,mypretty。Thinkonitwhenthewindsisroaringandthewavesisrowling。Thinkonitwhenthestormynightsissopitchdark,'saidtheCaptain,solemnlyholdinguphishook,`asyoucan'tseeyourhandaforeyou,exceptingwhenthewiwidlightningrewealsthesame;
  andwhenyoudrive,drive,drivethroughthestormanddark,asifyouwasadriving,headon,totheworldwithoutend,evermore,amen,andwhenfoundmakinganoteof。Them'sthetimes,mybeauty,whenamanmaysaytohismessmatepreviouslyaoverhaulingofthewollume,“Astiffnor'wester'sblowing,Bill;harkdon'tyouhearitroarnow!Lordhelp'em,howIpitysallunhappyfolksashorenow!”'Whichquotation,asparticularlyapplicabletotheterrorsoftheocean,theCaptaindeliveredinamostimpressivemanner,concludingwithasonorous`Standby!'
  `Wereyoueverinadreadfulstorm?'askedFlorence。
  `Whyaye,myladylass,I'veseenmyshareofbadweather,'saidtheCaptain,tremulouslywipinghishead,`andI'vehadmyshareofknockingabout;but——butitan'tmyselfasIwasameaningtospeak。Ourdearboy,'
  drawingclosertoher,`Wal'r,darling,aswasdrownded。'
  TheCaptainspokeinsuchatremblingvoice,andlookedatFlorencewithafacesopaleandagitated,thatsheclungtohishandinaffright。
  `Yourfaceischanged,'criedFlorence。`Youarealteredinamoment。Whatisit?DearCaptainCuttle,itturnsmecoldtoseeyou!'
  `What!Ladylass,'returnedtheCaptain,supportingherwithhishand,`don'tbetookaback。No,no!All'swell,all'swell,mydear。AsIwasasaying——Wal'r——he's——he'sdrownded。An'the?'
  Florencelookedathimintently;hercolourcameandwent;andshelaidherhanduponherbreast。
  `There'sperilsanddangersonthedeep,mybeauty,'saidtheCaptain;`andovermanyabraveship,andmanyandmanyabouldheart,thesecretwatershasclosedup,andnevertoldnotales。Butthere'sescapesuponthedeep,too,andsometimesonemanoutofascore,——ah!maybeoutofahundred,pretty,——hasbeensavedbythemercyofGod,andcomehomeafterbeinggivenoverfordead,andtoldofallhandslost。I——Iknowastory,Heart'sDelight,'stammeredtheCaptain,`o'thisnatur,aswastoldtomeonce;andbeingonthisheretack,andyouandmesittingalonebythefire,maybeyou'dliketohearmetellit。Wouldyou,deary?'
  Florence,tremblingwithanagitationwhichshecouldnotcontrolorunderstand,involuntarilyfollowedhisglance,whichwentbehindherintotheshop,wherealampwasburning。Theinstantthatsheturnedherhead,theCaptainsprungoutofhischair,andinterposedhishand。
  `There'snothingthere,mybeauty,'saidtheCaptain。`Don'tlookthere。'
  `Whynot?'askedFlorence。
  TheCaptainmurmuredsomethingaboutitsbeingdullthatway,andaboutthefirebeingcheerful。Hedrewthedoorajar,whichhadbeenstandingopenuntilnow,andresumedhisseat。Florencefollowedhimwithhereyes,andlookedintentlyinhisface。
  `Thestorywasaboutaship,myladylass,'begantheCaptain,`assailedoutofthePortofLondon,withafairwindandinfairweather,boundfor——don'tbetookaback,myladylass,shewasonlyout'ardbound,pretty,onlyout'ardbound!'
  TheexpressiononFlorence'sfacealarmedtheCaptain,whowashimselfveryhotandflurried,andshowedscarcelylessagitationthanshedid。
  `ShallIgoon,Beauty?'saidtheCaptain。
  `Yes,yes,pray!'criedFlorence。
  TheCaptainmadeagulpasiftogetdownsomethingthatwasstickinginhisthroat,andnervouslyproceeded:
  `Thatthereunfort'nateshipmetwithsuchfoulweather,outatsea,asdon'tblowonceintwentyyear,mydarling。Therewashurricanesashoreastoreupforestsandbloweddowntowns,andtherewasgalesatseainthemlatitudes,asnotthestoutestwesseleverlaunchedcouldlivein。Dayarterdaythatthereunfort'nateshipbehavednoble,I'mtold,anddidherdutybrave,mypretty,butatoneblowa'mostherbulwarkswasstovein,hermastsandruddercarriedaway,herbestmensweptoverboard,andshelefttothemercyofthestormashadnomercybutblowedharderandharderyet,whilethewavesdashedoverher,andbeatherin,andeverytimetheycomeathunderingather,brokeherlikeashell。Everyblackspotineverymountainofwaterthatrolledawaywasabito'theship'slifeoralivingman,andsoshewenttopieces,Beauty,andnograsswillnevergrowuponthegravesofthemasmannedthatship。'
  `Theywerenotalllost!'criedFlorence。`Someweresaved!——Wasone?'
  `Aboardo'thatthereunfort'natewessel,'saidtheCaptain,risingfromhischair,andclenchinghishandwithprodigiousenergyandexultation,`wasalad,agallantlad——asI'veheerdtell——thathadloved,whenhewasaboy,toreadandtalkaboutbraveactionsinshipwrecks——I'veheerdhim!I'veheerdhim!——andherememberedof'eminhishourofneed;forwhenthestoutestheartsandoldesthandswashovedown,hewasfirmandcheery。Itwarn'tthewantofobjectstolikeandloveashorethatgavehimcourage,itwashisnat'ralmind。I'veseenitinhisface,whenhewasnomorethanachild——aye,manyatime!——andwhenIthoughtitnothingbuthisgoodlooks,blesshim!'
  `Andwashesaved!'criedFlorence。`Washesaved!'
  `Thatbravelad,'saidtheCaptain,——`lookatme,pretty!Don'tlookround——'
  Florencehadhardlypowertorepeat,`Whynot?'
  `Becausethere'snothingthere,mydeary,'saidtheCaptain。`Don'tbetookaback,prettycreetur!Don't,forthesakeofWal'r,aswasdeartoallonus!Thattherelad,'saidtheCaptain,`arterworkingwiththebest,andstandingbythefaint-hearted,andnevermakingnocomplaintnorsignoffear,andkeepingupaspiritinallhandsthatmade'emhonourhimasifhe'dbeenaadmiral——thatlad,alongwiththesecondmateandoneseaman,wasleft,ofallthebeatin'heartsthatwentaboardthatship,theonlylivingcreeturs——lashedtoafragmentofthewreck,anddriftin'
  onthestormysea。'
  `Weretheysaved?'criedFlorence。
  `Daysandnightstheydriftedonthemendlesswaters,'saidtheCaptain,`untilatlast——No!Don'tlookthatway,pretty!——asailboredownupon'em,andtheywas,bytheLord'smercy,tookaboard:twolivingandonedead。'
  `Whichofthemwasdead?'criedFlorence。
  `NottheladIspeakon,'saidtheCaptain。
  `ThankGod!ohthankGod!'
  `Amen!'returnedtheCaptainhurriedly。`Don'tbetookaback!
  Aminutemore,myladylass!withagoodheart!——aboardthatship,theywentalongvoyage,rightawayacrossthechartfortherewarn'tnotouchingnowhere,andonthatvoyagetheseamanaswaspickedupwithdimdied。
  Buthewasspared,and'
  TheCaptain,withoutknowingwhathedid,hadcutasliceofbreadfromtheloaf,andputitonhishookwhichwashisusualtoasting-fork,onwhichhenowheldittothefire;lookingbehindFlorencewithgreatemotioninhisface,andsufferingthebreadtoblazeandburnlikefuel。
  `Wasspared,'repeatedFlorence,`and?'
  `Andcomehomeinthatship,'saidtheCaptain,stilllookinginthesamedirection,`and——don'tbefrightened,pretty——andlanded;andonemorningcomecautiouslytohisowndoortotakeaobserwation,knowingthathisfriendswouldthinkhimdrownded,whenhesheeredoffattheunexpected'
  `Attheunexpectedbarkingofadog?'criedFlorencequickly。
  `Yes,'roaredtheCaptain。`Steady,darling!courage!Don'tlookroundyet。Seethere!uponthewall!'
  Therewastheshadowofamanuponthewallclosetoher。Shestartedup,lookedround,andwithapiercingcry,sawWalterGaybehindher!
  Shehadnothoughtofhimbutasabrother,abrotherrescuedfromthegrave;ashipwreckedbrothersavedandatherside;andrushedintohisarms。Inalltheworld,heseemedtobeherhope,hercomfort,refuge,naturalprotector。`TakecareofWalter,IwasfondofWalter!'
  Thedearremembranceoftheplaintivevoicethatsaidso,rusheduponhersoul,likemusicinthenight。`Ohwelcomehome,dearWalter!Welcometothisstrickenbreast!'Shefeltthewords,althoughshecouldnotutterthem,andheldhiminherpureembrace。
  CaptainCuttle,inafitofdelirium,attemptedtowipehisheadwiththeblackenedtoastuponhishook:andfindingitanuncongenialsubstanceforthepurpose,putitintothecrownofhisglazedhat,puttheglazedhatonwithsomedifficulty,essayedtosingaverseofLovelyPeg,brokedownatthefirstword,andretiredintotheshop,whencehepresentlycameback,express,withafaceallflushedandbesmeared,andthestarchcompletelytakenoutofhisshirt-collar,tosaythesewords:
  `Wal'r,mylad,hereisalittlebitofpropertyasIshouldwishtomakeover,jintly!'
  TheCaptainhastilyproducedthebigwatch,theteaspoons,thesugar-tongs,andthecanister,andlayingthemonthetable,sweptthemwithhisgreathandintoWalter'shat;butinhandingthatsingularstrongboxtoWalter,hewassoovercomeagain,thathewasfaintomakeanotherretreatintotheshop,andabsenthimselfforalongerspaceoftimethanonhisfirstretirement。
  ButWaltersoughthimout,andbroughthimback;andthentheCaptain'sgreatapprehensionwas,thatFlorencewouldsufferfromthisnewshock。Hefeltitsoearnestly,thatheturnedquiterational,andpositivelyinterdictedanyfurtherallusiontoWalter'sadventuresforsomedaystocome。CaptainCuttlethenbecamesufficientlycomposedtorelievehimselfofthetoastinhishat,andtotakehisplaceattheteaboard;
  butfindingWalter'sgraspuponhisshoulder,ononeside,andFlorencewhisperinghertearfulcongratulationsontheother,theCaptainsuddenlyboltedagain,andwasmissingforagoodtenminutes。
  ButneverinallhislifehadtheCaptain'sfacesoshoneandglistened,aswhen,atlast,hesatstationaryatthetea-board,lookingfromFlorencetoWalter,andfromWaltertoFlorence。Norwasthiseffectproducedoratallheightenedbytheimmensequantityofpolishinghehadadministeredtohisfacewithhiscoat-sleeveduringthelasthalf-hour。
  Itwassolelytheeffectofhisinternalemotions。TherewasagloryanddelightwithintheCaptainthatspreaditselfoverhiswholevisage,andmadeaperfectilluminationthere。
  ThePridewithwhichtheCaptainlookeduponthebronzedcheekandthecourageouseyesofhisrecoveredboy;withwhichhesawthegenerousfervourofhisyouth,andallitsfrankandhopefulqualities,shiningoncemore,inthefresh,wholesomemanner,andtheardentface,wouldhavekindledsomethingofthislightinhiscountenance。TheadmirationandsympathywithwhichheturnedhiseyesonFlorence,whosebeauty,grace,andinnocencecouldhavewonnotruerormorezealouschampionthanhimself,wouldhavehadanequalinfluenceuponhim。Butthefulnessoftheglowheshedaroundhimcouldonlyhavebeenengenderedinhiscontemplationofthetwotogether,andinallthefanciesspringingoutofthatassociation,thatcamesparklingandbeamingintohishead,anddancedaboutit。
  HowtheytalkedofpooroldUncleSol,anddweltoneverylittlecircumstancerelatingtohisdisappearance;howtheirjoywasmoderatedbytheoldman'sabsenceandbythemisfortunesofFlorence;howtheyreleasedDiogenes,whomtheCaptainhaddecoyedupstairssometimebefore,lestheshouldbarkagain;theCaptain,thoughhewasinonecontinualflutter,andmademanymoreshortplungesintotheshop,fullycomprehended。ButhenomoredreamedthatWalterlookedonFlorence,asitwere,fromanewandfar-offplace;thatwhilehiseyesoftensoughtthelovelyface,theyseldommetitsopenglanceofsisterlyaffection,butwithdrewthemselveswhenherswereraisedtowardshim;thanbebelievedthatitwasWalter'sghostwhosatbesidehim。Hesawthemtheretogetherintheiryouthandbeauty,andheknewthestoryoftheiryoungerdays,andhehadnoinchofroombeneathhisgreatbluewaistcoatforanythingsaveadmirationofsuchapair,andgratitudefortheirbeingreunited。
  Theysatthus,untilitgrewlate。TheCaptainwouldhavebeencontenttositsoforaweek。ButWalterrose,totakeleaveforthenight。
  `Going,Walter!'saidFlorence。`Where?'
  `Heslingshishammockforthepresent,ladylass,'saidCaptainCuttle,`roundatBrogley's。Withinhail,Heart'sDelight。'
  `Iamthecauseofyourgoingaway,Walter,'saidFlorence。`Thereisahouselesssisterinyourplace。'
  `DearMissDombey,'repliedWalter,hesitating——`ifitisnottooboldtocallyouso!——'
  `——Walter!'sheexclaimed,surprised。
  `Ifanythingcouldmakemehappierinbeingallowedtoseeandspeaktoyou,woulditnotbethediscoverythatIhadanymeansonearthofdoingyouamoment'sservice!WherewouldInotgo,whatwouldInotdoforyoursake?'
  Shesmiled,andcalledhimbrother。
  `Youaresochanged,'saidWalter——
  `Ichanged!'sheinterrupted。
  `Tome,'saidWalter,softly,asifhewerethinkingaloud,`changedtome。Ileftyousuchachild,andfindyou——oh!somethingsodifferent——'
  `Butyoursister,Walter。Youhavenotforgottenwhatwepromisedtoeachother,whenweparted?'
  `Forgotten!'Buthesaidnomore。
  `Andifyouhad——ifsufferinganddangerhaddrivenitfromyourthoughts——whichithasnot——youwouldrememberitnow,Walter,whenyoufindmepoorandabandoned,withnohomebutthis,andnofriendsbutthetwowhohearmespeak!'
  `Iwould!HeavenknowsIwould!'saidWalter。
  `Oh,Walter,'exclaimedFlorence,throughhersobsandtears。
  `Dearbrother!Showmesomewaythroughtheworld——somehumblepaththatImaytakealone,andlabourin,andsometimesthinkofyouasonewhowillprotectandcareformeasforasister!Oh,helpme,Walter,forIneedhelpsomuch!'
  `MissDombey!Florence!Iwoulddietohelpyou。Butyourfriendsareproudandrich。Yourfather'
  `No,no!Walter!'Sheshrieked,andputherhandsuptoherhead,inanattitudeofterrorthattransfixedhimwherehestood。`Don'tsaythatword!'
  Henever,fromthathour,forgotthevoiceandlookwithwhichshestoppedhimatthename。Hefeltthatifheweretoliveahundredyears,henevercouldforgetit。
  Somewhere——anywhere——butneverhome!Allpast,allgone,alllost,andbrokenup!Thewholehistoryofheruntoldslightandsufferingwasinthecryandlook;andhefelthenevercouldforgetit,andheneverdid。
  ShelaidhergentlefaceupontheCaptain'sshoulder,andrelatedhowandwhyshehadfled。Ifeverysorrowingtearsheshedindoingso,hadbeenacurseupontheheadofhimshenevernamedorblamed,itwouldhavebeenbetterforhim,Walterthought,withawe,thantoberenouncedoutofsuchastrengthandmightoflove。
  `There,precious!'saidtheCaptain,whensheceased;anddeepattentiontheCaptainhadpaidtoherwhileshespoke;listening,withhisglazedhatallawryandhismouthwideopen。`Awast,awast,myeyes!
  Wal'r,dearlad,sheeroffforto-night,andleavetheprettyonetome!'
  Waltertookherhandinbothofhis,andputittohislips,andkissedit。Heknewnowthatshewas,indeed,ahomelesswanderingfugitive;
  but,richertohimso,thaninallthewealthandprideofherrightstation,sheseemedfartheroffthanevenontheheightthathadmadehimgiddyinhisboyishdreams。
  CaptainCuttle,perplexedbynosuchmeditations,guardedFlorencetoherroom,andwatchedatintervalsuponthecharmedgroundoutsideherdoor——forsuchittrulywastohim——untilhefeltsufficientlyeasyinhismindabouther,toturninunderthecounter。Onabandoninghiswatchforthatpurpose,hecouldnothelpcallingonce,rapturously,throughthekeyhole,`Drownded。An'the,pretty?'——or,whenhegotdownstairs,makinganothertrialatthatverseofLovelyPeg。Butitstuckinhisthroatsomehow,andhecouldmakenothingofit;sohewenttobed,anddreamedthatoldSolGillswasmarriedtoMrs。MacStinger,andkeptprisonerbythatladyinasecretchamberonashortallowanceofvictuals。
  [NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter50[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERLMr。Toots'sComplaintTHEREwasanemptyroomabove-stairsattheWoodenMidshipman's,which,indaysofyore,hadbeenWalter'sbedroom。Walter,rousinguptheCaptainbetimesinthemorning,proposedthattheyshouldcarrythithersuchfurnitureoutofthelittleparlouraswouldgraceitbest,sothatFlorencemighttakepossessionofitwhensherose。AsnothingcouldbemoreagreeabletoCaptainCuttlethanmakinghimselfveryredandshortofbreathinsuchacause,heturnedtoashehimselfsaidwithawill;and,inacoupleofhours,thisgarretwastransformedintoaspeciesofland-cabin,adornedwithallthechoicestmoveablesoutoftheparlour,inclusiveevenoftheTartarfrigate,whichtheCaptainhungupoverthechimneypiecewithsuchextremedelight,thathecoulddonothingforhalf-an-hourafterwardsbutwalkbackwardfromit,lostinadmiration。
  TheCaptaincouldbeinducedbynopersuasionofWalter'stowindupthebigwatch,ortotakebackthecanister,ortotouchthesugar-tongsandteaspoons。`No,no,mylad,'wastheCaptain'sinvariablereplytoanysolicitationofthekind,`I'vemadethattherelittlepropertyover,jintly。'Thesewordsherepeatedwithgreatunctionandgravity,evidentlybelievingthattheyhadthevirtueofanActofParliament,andthatunlesshecommittedhimselfbysomenewadmissionofownership,noflawcouldbefoundinsuchaformofconveyance。
  Itwasanadvantageofthenewarrangement,thatbesidesthegreaterseclusionitaffordedFlorence,itadmittedoftheMidshipmanbeingrestoredtohisusualpostofobservation,andalsooftheshopshuttersbeingtakendown。Thelatterceremony,howeverlittleimportancetheunconsciousCaptainattachedtoit,wasnotwhollysuperfluous;for,onthepreviousday,somuchexcitementhadbeenoccasionedintheneighbourhood,bytheshuttersremainingunopened,thattheInstrument-maker'shousehadbeenhonouredwithanunusualshareofpublicobservation,andhadbeenintentlystaredatfromtheoppositesideoftheway,bygroupsofhungrygazers,atanytimebetweensunriseandsunset。TheidlersandvagabondshadbeenparticularlyinterestedintheCaptain'sfate;constantlygrovellinginthemudtoapplytheireyestothecellar-grating,undertheshop-window,anddelightingtheirimaginationswiththefancythattheycouldseeapieceofhiscoatashehunginacorner;thoughthissettlementofhimwasstoutlydisputedbyanoppositefaction,whowereofopinionthathelaymurderedwithahammer,onthestairs。Itwasnotwithoutexcitingsomediscontent,therefore,thatthesubjectoftheserumourswasseenearlyinthemorningstandingathisshop-doorashaleandheartyasifnothinghadhappened;andthebeadleofthatquarter,amanofanambitiouscharacter,whohadexpectedtohavethedistinctionofbeingpresentatthebreakingopenofthedoor,andofgivingevidenceinfulluniformbeforethecorner,wentsofarastosaytoanoppositeneighbour,thatthechapintheglazedhathadbetternottryitonthere——withoutmoreparticularlymentioningwhat——andfurther,thathe,theBeadle,wouldkeephiseyeuponhim。
  `CaptainCuttle,'saidWalter,musing,whentheystoodrestingfromtheirlaboursattheshop-door,lookingdowntheoldfamiliarstreet;
  itbeingstillearlyinthemorning;`nothingatallofUncleSol,inallthattime!'
  `Nothingatall,mylad,'repliedtheCaptain,shakinghishead。
  `Goneinsearchofme,dear,kindoldman,'saidWalter:`yetneverwritetoyou!Butwhynot?Hesays,ineffect,inthispacketthatyougaveme,'takingthepaperfromhispocket,whichhadbeenopenedinthepresenceoftheenlightenedBunsby,`thatifyouneverhearfromhimbeforeopeningit,youmaybelievehimdead。Heavenforbid!Butyouwouldhaveheardofhim,evenifheweredead!Someonewouldhavewritten,surely,byhisdesire,ifhecouldnot;andhavesaid,“onsuchaday,therediedinmyhouse,“or“undermycare,“orsoforth,“Mr。SolomonGillsofLondon,wholeftthislastremembranceandthislastrequesttoyou。“'
  TheCaptain,whohadneverclimbedtosuchaclearheightofprobabilitybefore,wasgreatlyimpressedbythewideprospectitopened,andanswered,withathoughtfulshakeofhishead,`Wellsaid,mylad;werywellsaid。'
  `Ihavebeenthinkingofthis,or,atleast,'saidWalter,colouring,`Ihavebeenthinkingofonethingandanother,allthroughasleeplessnight,andIcannotbelieve,CaptainCuttle,butthatmyUncleSolLordblesshim!isalive,andwillreturn。Idon'tsomuchwonderathisgoingaway,because,leavingoutofconsiderationthatspiceofthemarvellouswhichwasalwaysinhischaracter,andhisgreataffectionforme,beforewhicheveryotherconsiderationofhislifebecamenothing,asnooneoughttoknowsowellasIwhohadthebestoffathersinhim,'——Walter'svoicewasindistinctandhuskyhere,andhelookedaway,alongthestreet,——`leavingthatoutofconsideration,Isay,Ihaveoftenreadandheardofpeoplewho,havingsomenearanddearrelative,whowassupposedtobeshipwreckedatsea,havegonedowntoliveonthatpartofthesea-shorewhereanytidingsofthemissingshipmightbeexpectedtoarrive,thoughonlyanhourortwosoonerthanelsewhere,orhaveevengoneuponhertracktotheplacewhithershewasbound,asiftheirgoingwouldcreateintelligence。
  IthinkIshoulddosuchathingmyself,assoonasanother,orsoonerthanmany,perhaps。Butwhymyuncleshouldn'twritetoyou,whenhesoclearlyintendedtodoso,orhowheshoulddieabroad,andyounotknowitthroughsomeotherhand,Icannotmakeout。'
  CaptainCuttleobserved,withashakeofhishead,thatJackBunsbyhimselfhadn'tmadeitout,andthathewasamanascouldgiveaprettytautopiniontoo。
  `Ifmyunclehadbeenaheedlessyoungman,likelytobeentrappedbyjovialcompanytosomedrinking-place,wherehewastobegotridofforthesakeofwhatmoneyhemighthaveabouthim,'saidWalter;`orifhehadbeenarecklesssailor,goingashorewithtwoorthreemonths'payinhispocket,Icouldunderstandhisdisappearing,andleavingnotracebehind。But,beingwhathewas——andis,Ihope——Ican'tbelieveit。'
  `Wal'r,mylad,'inquiredtheCaptainwistfullyeyeinghimasheponderedandpondered,`Whatdoyoumakeofit,then?'
  `CaptainCuttle,'returnedWalter,`Idon'tknowwhattomakeofit。Isupposeheneverhaswritten!Thereisnodoubtaboutthat?'
  `IfsobeasSolGillswrote,mylad,'repliedtheCaptain,argumentatively,`where'shisdispatch?'
  `Saythatheintrustedittosomeprivatehand,'suggestedWalter,`andthatithasbeenforgotten,orcarelesslythrownaside,orlost。Eventhatismoreprobabletome,thantheotherevent。Inshort,Inotonlycannotbeartocontemplatethatotherevent,CaptainCuttle,butIcan't,andwon't。'
  `Hope,yousee,Wal'r,'saidtheCaptain,sagely,`Hope。It'sthatasanimatesyou。Hopeisabuoy,forwhichyouoverhaulyourLittleWarbler,sentimentaldiwision,butLord,mylad,likeanyotherbuoy,itonlyfloats;itcan'tbesteerednowhere。Alongwiththefigure-headofHope,'saidtheCaptain,`there'saanchor;butwhat'sthegoodofmyhavingaanchor,ifIcan'tfindnobottomtoletitgoin?'
  CaptainCuttlesaidthisratherinhischaracterofasagaciouscitizenandhouseholder,boundtoimpartamorselfromhisstoresofwisdom,toaninexperiencedyouth,thaninhisownproperperson。Indeed,hisfacewasquiteluminousashespoke,withnewhope,caughtfromWalter;andheappropriatelyconcludedbyslappinghimontheback;andsaying,withenthusiasm,`Hooroar,mylad!Indiwidually,I'mo'youropinion。'
  Walter,withhischeerfullaugh,returnedthesalutation,andsaid:
  `Onlyonewordmoreaboutmyuncleatpresent,CaptainCuttle。
  Isupposeitisimpossiblethathecanhavewrittenintheordinarycourse——bymailpacket,orshipletter,youunderstand——'
  `Aye,aye,mylad,'saidtheCaptainapprovingly。
  `——Andthatyouhavemissedtheletteranyhow?'
  `Why,Wal'r,'saidtheCaptain,turninghiseyesuponhimwithafaintapproachtoasevereexpression,`an'tIbeenonthelookoutforanytidingsofthatmano'science,oldSolGills,youruncle,dayandnight,eversinceIlosthim?'An'tmyheartbeenheavyandwatchfulalways,alongofhimandyou?Sleepingandwaking,an'tIbeenuponmypost,andwouldn'tIscorntoquititwhilethishereMidshipmanheldtogether!'
  `Yes,CaptainCuttle,'repliedWalter,graspinghishand,`Iknowyouwould,andIknowhowfaithfulandearnestallyousayandfeelis。
  Iamsureofit。Youdon'tdoubtthatIamassureofitasIamthatmyfootisagainuponthisdoor-steporthatIagainhaveholdofthistruehand。Doyou?'
  `No,no,Wal'r,'returnedtheCaptain,withhisbeamingface。
  `I'llhazardnomoreconjectures,'saidWalter,ferventlyshakingthehardhandoftheCaptain,whoshookhiswithnolessgood-will。`AllIwilladdis,HeavenforbidthatIshouldtouchmyuncle'spossessions,CaptainCuttle!Everythingthathelefthere,shallremaininthecareofthetruestofstewardsandkindestofmen——andifhisnameisnotCuttle,hehasnoname!Now,bestoffriends,about——MissDombey。'
  TherewasachangeinWalter'smanner,ashecametothesetwowords;andwhenheutteredthem,allhisconfidenceandcheerfulnessappearedtohavedesertedhim。
  `Ithought,beforeMissDombeystoppedmewhenIspokeofherfatherlastnight,'saidWalter,`——yourememberhow?'
  TheCaptainwellremembered,andshookhishead。
  `Ithought,'saidWalter,`beforethat,thatwehadbutoneharddutytoperform,andthatitwas,toprevailuponhertocommunicatewithherfriends,andtoreturnhome。'
  TheCaptainmutteredafeeble`Awast!'ora`Standby!'orsomethingorother,equallypertinenttotheoccasion;butitwasrenderedsoextremelyfeeblebythetotaldiscomfiturewithwhichhereceivedthisannouncement,thatwhatitwas,ismerematterofconjecture。
  `But,'saidWalter,`thatisover。Ithinksonolonger。Iwouldsoonerbeputbackagainuponthatpieceofwreck,onwhichIhavesooftenfloated,sincemypreservation,inmydreams,andtherelefttodrift,anddrive,anddie!'
  `Hooroar,mylad!'exclaimedtheCaptain,inaburstofuncontrollablesatisfaction。`Hooroar!hooroar!hooroar!'
  `Tothinkthatshe,soyoung,sogood,andbeautiful,'saidWalter,`sodelicatelybroughtup,andborntosuchadifferentfortune,shouldstrivewiththeroughworld!Butwehaveseenthegulfthatcutsoffallbehindher,thoughnoonebutherselfcanknowhowdeepitis;andthereisnoreturn。'
  CaptainCuttle,withoutquiteunderstandingthis,greatlyapprovedofit,andobservedinatoneofstrongcorroboration,thatthewindwasquiteabaft。
  `Sheoughtnottobealonehere;oughtshe,CaptainCuttle?'saidWalter,anxiously。
  `Well,mylad,'repliedtheCaptain,afteralittlesagaciousconsideration。`Idon'tknow。Youbeingheretokeephercompany,yousee,andyoutwobeingjintly'
  `DearCaptainCuttle!'remonstratedWalter。`Ibeinghere!MissDombey,inherguilelessinnocentheart,regardsmeasheradoptedbrother;
  butwhatwouldtheguileandguiltofmyheartbe,ifIpretendedtobelievethatIhadanyrighttoapproachher,familiarly,inthatcharacter——ifIpretendedtoforgetthatIambound,inhonour,nottodoit?'
  `Wal'r,mylad,'hintedtheCaptain,withsomerevivalofhisdiscomfiture,`an'ttherenoothercharacteras'
  `Oh!'returnedWalter,`wouldyouhavemedieinheresteem——insuchesteemashers——andputaveilbetweenmyselfandherangel'sfaceforever,bytakingadvantageofherbeinghereforrefuge,sotrustingandsounprotected,toendeavourtoexaltmyselfintoherlover?WhatdoIsay?ThereisnooneintheworldwhowouldbemoreopposedtomeifIcoulddoso,thanyou。'
  `Wal'r,mylad,'saidtheCaptain,droopingmoreandmore,`prowidingasthereisanyjustcauseorimpedimentwhytwopersonsshouldnotbejinedtogetherinthehouseofbondage,forwhichyou'lloverhaultheplaceandmakeanote,IhopeIshoulddeclareitaspromisedandwowedinthebanns。Sotherean'tnoothercharacter;an'tthere,mylad?'
  Walterbrisklywavedhishandinthenegative。
  `Well,mylad,'growledtheCaptainslowly,`Iwon'tdenybutwhatIfindmyselfwerymuchdownbythehead,alongo'thishere,orbutwhatI'vegonecleanabout。ButastoLady-lass,Wal'r,mindyou,wot'srespectanddutytoherisrespectanddutyinmyarticles,howsumiverdisapinting;andthereforeIfollowsinyourwake,mylad,andfeelasyouare,nodoubt,actinguptoyourself。Andtherean'tnoothercharacter,an'tthere?'saidtheCaptain,musingovertheruinsofhisfallencastlewithaverydespondentface。
  `Now,CaptainCuttle,'saidWalter,startingafreshpointwithagayerair,tocheertheCaptainup——butnothingcoulddothat;hewastoomuchconcerned——`IthinkweshouldexertourselvestofindsomeonewhowouldbeaproperattendantforMissDombeywhilesheremainshere,andwhomaybetrusted。Noneofherrelationsmay。It'sclearMissDombeyfeelsthattheyareallsubservienttoherfather。WhathasbecomeofSusan?'
  `Theyoungwoman?'returnedtheCaptain。`It'smybeliefasshewassentawayagainthewillofHeart'sDelight。ImadeasignalforherwhenLady-lassfirstcome,andsheratedofherweryhigh,andsaidshehadbeengonealongtime。'
  `Then,'saidWalter,`doyouaskMissDombeywhereshe'sgone,andwe'lltrytofindher。Themorning'sgettingon,andMissDombeywillsoonberising。Youareherbestfriend。Waitforherupstairs,andleavemetotakecareofalldownhere。'
  TheCaptain,verycrest-fallenindeed,echoedthesighwithwhichWaltersaidthis,andcomplied。Florencewasdelightedwithhernewroom,anxioustoseeWalter,andoverjoyedattheprospectofgreetingheroldfriendSusan。ButFlorencecouldnotsaywhereSusanwasgone,exceptthatitwasinEssex,andnoonecouldsay,sheremembered,unlessitwereMr。
  Toots。
  WiththisinformationthemelancholyCaptainreturnedtoWalter,andgavehimtounderstandthatMr。Tootswastheyounggentlemanwhomhehadencounteredonthedoor-step,andthathewasafriendofhis,andthathewasayounggentlemanofproperty,andthathehopelesslyadoredMissDombey。TheCaptainalsorelatedhowtheintelligenceofWalter'ssupposedfatehadfirstmadehimacquaintedwithMr。Toots,andhowtherewassolemntreatyandcompactbetweenthem,thatMr。Tootsshouldbemuteuponthesubjectofhislove。
  Thequestionthenwas,whetherFlorencecouldtrustMr。Toots;
  andFlorencesaying,withasmile,`Oh,yes,withherwholeheart!'itbecameimportanttofindoutwhereMr。Tootslived。ThisFlorencedidn'tknow,andtheCaptainhadforgotten;andtheCaptainwastellingWalter,inthelittleparlour,thatMr。Tootswassuretobetheresoon,whenincameMr。Tootshimself。
  `CaptainGills,'saidMr。Toots,rushingintotheparlourwithoutanyceremony,`I'minastateofmindborderingondistraction!'
  Mr。Tootshaddischargedthosewords,asfromamortar,beforeheobservedWalter,whomherecognisedwithwhatmaybedescribedasachuckleofmisery。
  `You'llexcuseme,Sir,'saidMr。Toots,holdinghisforehead,`butI'matpresentinthatstatethatmybrainisgoing,ifnotgone,andanythingapproachingtopolitenessinanindividualsosituatedwouldbeahollowmockery。CaptainGills,Ibegtorequestthefavourofaprivateinterview。'
  `Why,Brother,'returnedtheCaptain,takinghimbythehand,`youarethemanaswewasonthelook-outfor。'
  `Oh,CaptainGills,'saidMr。Toots,`whatalook-outthatmustbe,ofwhichIamtheobject!Ihaven'tdaredtoshave,I'minthatrashstate。Ihaven'thadmyclothesbrushed。Myhairismatteredtogether。
  ItoldtheChickenthatifheofferedtocleanmyboots,I'dstretchhimacorpsebeforeme!'
  AlltheseindicationsofadisorderedmindwereverifiedinMr。
  Toots'sappearance,whichwaswildandsavage。
  `Seehere,Brother,'saidtheCaptain。`Thishere'soldSolGills'snevyWal'r。Himaswassupposedtohaveperishedatsea。'
  Mr。Tootstookhishandfromhisforehead,andstaredatWalter。
  `Goodgraciousme!'stammeredMr。Toots。`Whatacomplicationofmisery!How-de-do?I——I——I'mafraidyoumusthavegotverywet。CaptainGills,willyouallowmeawordintheshop?'
  HetooktheCaptainbythecoat,andgoingoutwithhimwhispered:
  `Thatthen,CaptainGills,isthepartyyouspokeof,whenyousaidthatheandMissDombeyweremadeforoneanother?'
  `Why,aye,mylad,'repliedthedisconsolateCaptain;`Iwasofthatmindonce。'
  `Andatthistime!'exclaimedMr。Toots,withhishandtohisforeheadagain。`Ofallothers!——ahatedrival!Atleast,hean'tahatedrival,'saidMr。Toots,stoppingshort,onsecondthoughts,andtakingawayhishand;`whatshouldIhatehimfor?No。Ifmyaffectionhasbeentrulydisinterested,CaptainGills,letmeproveitnow!'
  Mr。Tootsshotbackabruptlyintotheparlour,andsaid,wringingWalterbythehand:
  `How-de-do?Ihopeyoudidn'ttakeanycold。I——Ishallbeverygladifyou'llgivemethepleasureofyouracquaintance。Iwishyoumanyhappyreturnsoftheday。Uponmywordandhonour,'saidMr。Toots,warmingashebecamebetteracquaintedwithWalter'sfaceandfigure,`I'mverygladtoseeyou!'
  `Thankyou,heartily,'saidWalter。`Icouldn'tdesireamoregenuineandgenialwelcome。'
  `Couldn'tyou,though?'saidMr。Toots,stillshakinghishand。
  `It'sverykindofyou。I'mmuchobligedtoyou。How-de-do?Ihopeyoulefteverybodyquitewelloverthe——thatis,uponthe——Imeanwhereveryoucamefromlast,youknow。'
  Allthesegoodwishes,andbetterintentions,Walterrespondedtomanfully。
  `CaptainGills,'saidMr。Toots,`Ishouldwishtobestrictlyhonourable;butItrustImaybeallowednow,toalludetoacertainsubjectthat'
  `Aye,aye,mylad,'returnedtheCaptain。`Freely,freely。'
  `Then,CaptainGills,'saidMr。Toots,`andLieutenantWalters,areyouawarethatthemostdreadfulcircumstanceshavebeenhappeningatMr。Dombey'shouse,andthatMissDombeyherselfhasleftherfather,who,inmyopinion,'saidMr。Toots,withgreatexcitement,`itaBrute,thatitwouldbeaflatterytocalla——amarblemonument,orabirdofprey,——andthatsheisnottobefound,andhasgonenooneknowswhere?'
  `MayIaskhowyouheardthis?'inquiredWalter。
  `LieutenantWalters,'saidMr。Toots,whohadarrivedatthatappellationbyaprocesspeculiartohimself;probablybyjumblinguphisChristiannamewiththeseafaringprofession,andsupposingsomerelationshipbetweenhimandtheCaptain,whichwouldextend,asamatterofcourse,totheirtitles;`LieutenantWalters,Icanhaveonobjectiontomakeastraightforwardreply。Thefactis,thatfeelingextremelyinterestedineverythingthatrelatestoMissDombey——notforanyselfishreason,LieutenantWalters,forIamwellawarethatthemostagreeablethingIcoulddoforallpartieswouldbetoputanendtomyexistence,whichcanonlyberegardedasaninconvenience——Ihavebeeninthehabitofbestowingatriflenowandthenuponafootman;amostrespectableyoungman,ofthenameofTowlinson,whohaslivedinthefamilysometime;andTowlinsoninformedme,yesterdayevening,thatthiswasthestateofthings。Sincewhich,CaptainGills——andLieutenantWalters——Ihavebeenperfectlyfrantic,andhavebeenlyingdownonthesofaallnight,theRuinyoubehold。'
  `Mr。Toots,'saidWalter,`Iamhappytobeabletorelieveyourmind。Praycalmyourself。MissDombeyissafeandwell。'
  `Sir!'criedMr。Toots,startingfromhischairandshakinghandswithhimanew,`thereliefissoexcessive,andunspeakable,thatifyouweretotellmenowthatMissDombeywasmarriedeven,Icouldsmile。Yes,CaptainGills,'saidMr。Toots,appealingtohim,`uponmysoulandbody,Ireallythink,whateverImightdotomyselfimmediatelyafterwards,thatIcouldsmile,Iamsorelieved。'
  `Itwillbeagreaterreliefanddelightstill,tosuchagenerousmindasyours,'saidWalter,notatallslowinreturninghisgreeting,`tofindthatyoucanrenderservicetoMissDombey。CaptainCuttle,willyouhavethekindnesstotakeMr。Tootsupstairs?'
  TheCaptainbeckonedtoMr。Toots,whofollowedhimwithabewilderedcountenance,and,ascendingtothetopofthehouse,wasintroduced,withoutawordofpreparationfromhisconductor,intoFlorence'snewretreat。
  PoorMr。Toots'samazementandpleasureatsightofherweresuch,thattheycouldfindaventinnothingbutextravagance。Heranuptoher,seizedherhand,kissedit,droppedit,seizeditagain,fellupononeknee,shedtears,chuckled,andwasquiteregardlessofhisdangerofbeingpinnedbyDiogenes,who,inspiredbythebeliefthattherewassomethinghostiletohismistressinthesedemonstrations,workedroundandroundhim,asifonlyundecidedatwhatparticularpointtogoinfortheassault,butquiteresolvedtodohimafearfulmischief。
  `OhDi,youbad,forgetfuldog!DearMr。Toots,Iamsorejoicedtoseeyou!'
  `Thankee,'saidMr。Toots,`Iamprettywell,I'mmuchobligedtoyou,MissDombey。Ihopeallthefamilyarethesame。'
  Mr。Tootssaidthiswithouttheleastnotionofwhathewastalkingabout,andsatdownonachair,staringatFlorencewiththeliveliestcontentionofdelightanddespairgoingoninhisfacethatanyfacecouldexhibit。
  `CaptainGillsandLieutenantWaltershavementioned,MissDombey,'
  gaspedMr。Toots,`thatIcandoyousomeservice。IfIcouldbyanymeanswashouttheremembranceofthatdayatBrighton,whenIconductedmyself——muchmorelikeaParricidethanapersonofindependentproperty,'saidMr。
  Toots,withsevereself-accusation,`Ishouldsinkintothesilenttombwithagleamofjoy。'
  `Pray,Mr。Toots,'saidFlorence,`donotwishmetoforgetanythinginouracquaintance。Inevercan,believeme。Youhavebeenfartookindandgoodtomealways。'
  `MissDombey,'returnedMr。Toots,`yourconsiderationformyfeelingsisapartofyourangeliccharacter。Thankyouathousandtimes。
  It'sofnoconsequenceatall。'
  `Whatwethoughtofaskingyou,'saidFlorence,`is,whetheryourememberwhereSusan,whomyouweresokindastoaccompanytothecoach-officewhensheleftme,istobefound。'
  `WhyIdonotcertainly,MissDombey,'saidMr。Toots,afteralittleconsideration,`remembertheexactnameoftheplacethatwasonthecoach;andIdorecollectthatshesaidshewasnotgoingtostopthere,butwasgoingfartheron。But,MissDombey,ifyourobjectistofindher,andtohaveherhere,myselfandtheChickenwillproduceherwitheverydispatchthatdevotiononmypart,andgreatintelligenceontheChicken's,caninsure。'
  Mr。Tootswassomanifestlydelightedandrevivedbytheprospectofbeinguseful,andthedisinterestedsincerityofhisdevotionwassounquestionable,thatitwouldhavebeencrueltorefusehim。Florence,withaninstinctivedelicacy,forboretourgetheleastobstacle,thoughshedidnotforbeartoover-powerhimwiththanks;andMr。Tootsproudlytookthecommissionuponhimselfforimmediateexecution。
  `MissDombey,'saidMr。Toots,touchingherprofferedhand,withapangofhopelesslovevisiblyshootingthroughhim,andflashingoutinhisface,`Good-bye!Allowmetotakethelibertyofsaying,thatyourmisfortunesmakemeperfectlywretched,andthatyoumaytrustme,nexttoCaptainGillshimself。Iamquiteaware,MissDombey,ofmyowndeficiencies——they'renotoftheleastconsequence,thankyou——butIamentirelytobereliedupon,Idoassureyou,MissDombey。'
  WiththatMr。Tootscameoutoftheroom,againaccompaniedbytheCaptain,who,standingatalittledistance,holdinghishatunderhisarmandarranginghisscatteredlockswithhishook,hadbeenanotuninterestedwitnessofwhatpassed。Andwhenthedoorclosedbehindthem,thelightofMr。Toots'slifewasdarklycloudedagain。
  `CaptainGills,'saidthatgentleman,stoppingnearthebottomofthestairs,andturninground,`totellyouthetruth,Iamnotinaframeofmindatthepresentmoment,inwhichIcouldseeLieutenantWalterswiththatentirelyfriendlyfeelingtowardshimthatIshouldwishtoharbourinmybreast。Wecannotalwayscommandourfeelings,CaptainGills,andIshouldtakeitasaparticularfavourifyou'dletmeoutattheprivatedoor。'
  `Brother,'returnedtheCaptain,`youshallshapeyourowncourse。
  Wotevercourseyoutake,isplainandseamanlike,I'mwerysure。'
  `CaptainGills,'saidMr。Toots,`you'reextremelykind。Yourgoodopinionisaconsolationtome。Thereisonething,'saidMr。Toots,standinginthepassage,behindthehalf-openeddoor,`thatIhopeyou'llbearinmind,CaptainGills,andthatIshouldwishLieutenantWalterstobemadeacquaintedwith。Ihavequitecomeintomypropertynow,youknow,and——andIdon'tknowwhattodowithit。IfIcouldbeatallusefulinapecuniarypointofview,Ishouldglideintothesilenttombwitheaseandsmoothness。'
  Mr。Tootssaidnomore,butslippedoutquietlyandshutthedooruponhimself,tocuttheCaptainofffromanyreply。
  Florencethoughtofthisgoodcreature,longafterhehadlefther,withmingledemotionsofpainandpleasure。Hewassohonestandwarm-hearted,thattoseehimagainandbeassuredofhistruthtoherinherdistress,wasajoyandcomfortbeyondallprice;butforthatveryreason,itwassoaffectingtothinkthatshecausedhimamoment'sunhappiness,orruffled,byabreath,theharmlesscurrentofhislife,thathereyesfilledwithtears,andherbosomoverflowedwithpity。CaptainCuttle,inhisdifferentway,thoughtmuchofMr。Tootstoo;andsodidWalter;andwhentheeveningcame,andtheywereallsittingtogetherinFlorence'snewroom,Walterpraisedhiminamostimpassionedmanner,andtoldFlorencewhathehadsaidonleavingthehouse,witheverygracefulsetting-offinthewayofcommentandappreciationthathisownhonestyandsympathycouldsurrounditwith。
  Mr。Tootsdidnotreturnuponthenextday,orthenext,orforseveraldays;andinthemeanwhileFlorence,withoutanynewalarm,livelikeaquietbirdinacage,atthetopoftheoldInstrument-maker'shouse。
  ButFlorencedroopedandhungherheadmoreandmoreplainly,asthedayswenton;andtheexpressionthathadbeenseeninthefaceofthedeadchild,wasoftenturnedtotheskyfromherhighwindow,asifitsoughthisangelout,onthebrightshoreofwhichhehadspoken:lyingonhislittlebed。
  Florencehadbeenweakanddelicateoflate,andtheagitationshehadundergonewasnotwithoutitsinfluencesonherhealth。Butitwasnobodilyillnessthataffectedhernow。Shewasdistressedinmind;
  andthecauseofherdistresswasWalter。
  Interestedinher,anxiousforher,proudandgladtoserveher,andshowingallthiswiththeenthusiasmandardourofhischaracter,Florencesawthatheavoidedher。Allthelongdaythrough,heseldomapproachedherroom。Ifsheaskedforhim,hecame,againforthemomentasearnestandasbrightassherememberedhimwhenshewasalostchildinthestaringstreets;buthesoonbecameconstrained——herquickaffectionwastoowatchfulnottoknowit——anduneasy,andsoonlefther。Unsought,henevercame,allday,betweenthemorningandthenight。Whentheeveningclosedin,hewasalwaysthere,andthatwasherhappiesttime,forthenshehalfbelievedthattheoldWalterofherchildhoodwasnotchanged。But,eventhen,sometrivialword,look,orcircumstancewouldshowherthattherewasanindefinabledivisionbetweenthemwhichcouldnotbepassed。
  AndshecouldnotbutseethattheserevealingsofagreatalterationinWaltermanifestedthemselvesindespiteofhisutmosteffortstohidethem。Inhisconsiderationforher,shethought,andintheearnestnessofhisdesiretospareheranywoundfromhiskindhand,heresortedtoinnumerablelittleartificesanddisguises。SomuchthemoredidFlorencefeelthegreatnessofthealterationinhim;somuchtheoftenerdidsheweepatthisestrangementofherbrother。
  ThegoodCaptain——heruntiring,tender,everzealousfriend——sawit,too,Florencethought,anditpainedhim。Hewaslesscheerfulandhopefulthanhehadbeenatfirst,andwouldsteallooksatherandWalter,byturns,whentheywereallthreetogetherofanevening,withquiteasadface。
  Florenceresolved,atlast,tospeaktoWalter。Shebelievedsheknewnowwhatthecauseofhisestrangementwas,andshethoughtitwouldbearelieftoherfullheart,andwouldsethimmoreatease,ifshetoldhimshehadfounditout,andquitesubmittedtoit,anddidnotreproachhim。
  ItwasonacertainSundayafternoon,thatFlorencetookthisresolution。ThefaithfulCaptain,inanamazingshirt-collar,wassittingbyher,readingwithhisspectacleson,andsheaskedhimwhereWalterwas。
  `Ithinkhe'sdownbelow,myladylass,'returnedtheCaptain。
  `Ishouldliketospeaktohim,'saidFlorence,risinghurriedlyasiftogodownstairs。
  `I'llrousehimuphere,Beauty,'saidtheCaptain,`inatrice。'
  ThereupontheCaptain,withmuchalacrity,shoulderedhisbook——forhemadeitapointofdutytoreadnonebutverylargebooksonaSunday,ashavingamorestaidappearance:andhadbargained,yearsago,foraprodigiousvolumeatabook-stall,fivelinesofwhichutterlyconfoundedhimatanytime,insomuchthathehadnotyetascertainedofwhatsubjectittreated——andwithdrew。Waltersoonappeared。
  `CaptainCuttletellsme,MissDombey,'heeagerlybeganoncomingin——butstoppedwhenhesawherface。
  `Youarenotsowellto-day。Youlookdistressed。Youhavebeenweeping。'
  Hespokesokindly,andwithsuchaferventtremorinhisvoice,thatthetearsgushedintohereyesatthesoundofhiswords。
  `Walter,'saidFlorence,gently,`Iamnotquitewell,andIhavebeenweeping。Iwanttospeaktoyou。'
  Hesatdownoppositetoher,lookingatherbeautifulandinnocentface:andhisownturnedpale,andhislipstrembled。
  `Yousaid,uponthenightwhenIknewthatyouweresaved——andoh!dearWalter,whatIfeltthatnight,andwhatIhoped!'——
  Heputhistremblinghanduponthetablebetweenthem,andsatlookingather——
  `thatIwaschanged。Iwassurprisedtohearyousayso,butIunderstand,now,thatIam。Don'tbeangrywithme,Walter。Iwastoomuchoverjoyedtothinkofit,then。'
  Sheseemedachildtohimagain。Itwastheingenuous,confiding,lovingchildhesawandheard。Notthedearwoman,atwhosefeethewouldhavelaidtherichesoftheearth。
  `YourememberthelasttimeIsawyou,Walter,beforeyouwentaway?'
  Heputhishandintohisbreast,andtookoutalittlepurse。
  `Ihavealwayswornitroundmyneck!IfIhadgonedowninthedeep,itwouldhavebeenwithmeatthebottomofthesea。'
  `Andyouwillwearitstill,Walter,formyoldsake?'
  `UntilIdie!'
  Shelaidherhandonhis,asfearlesslyandsimply,asifnotadayhadintervenedsinceshegavehimthelittletokenofremembrance。
  `Iamgladofthat。Ishallbealwaysgladtothinkso,Walter。
  Doyourecollectthatathoughtofthischangeseemedtocomeintoourmindsatthesametimethatevening,whenweweretalkingtogether?'
  `No!'heanswered,inawonderingtone。
  `Yes,Walter。Ihadbeenthemeansofinjuringyourhopesandprospectseventhen。Ifearedtothinkso,then,butIknowitnow。Ifyouwereable,then,inyourgenerosity,tohidefrommethatyouknewittoo,youcannotdosonow,althoughyoutryasgenerouslyasbefore。
  Youdo。Ithankyouforit,Walter,deeply,truly;butyoucannotsucceed。Youhavesufferedtoomuchinyourownhardships,andinthoseofyourdearestrelation,quitetooverlooktheinnocentcauseofalltheperilandafflictionthathasbefallenyou。Youcannotquiteforgetmeinthatcharacter,andwecanbebrotherandsisternolonger。But,dearWalter,donotthinkthatIcomplainofyouinthis。Imighthaveknownit——oughttohaveknownit——butforgotitinmyjoy。AllIhopeisthatyoumaythinkofmelessirksomelywhenthisfeelingisnomoreasecretone;andallIaskis,Walter,inthenameofthepoorchildwhowasyoursisteronce,thatyouwillnotstrugglewithyourself,andpainyourself,formysake,nowthatIknowall!'
  Walterhadlookeduponherwhileshesaidthis,withafacesofullofwonderandamazement,thatithadroomfornothingelse。Nowhecaughtupthehandthattouchedhis,soentreatingly,andhelditbetweenhisown。
  `Oh,MissDombey,'hesaid,`isitpossiblethatwhileIhavebeensufferingsomuch,instrivingwithmysenseofwhatisduetoyou,andmustberenderedtoyou,Ihavemadeyousufferwhatyourwordsdisclosetome?Never,never,beforeHeaven,haveIthoughtofyoubutasthesingle,bright,pure,blessedrecollectionofmyboyhoodandmyyouth。NeverhaveIfromthefirst,andnevershallItothelast,regardyourpartinmylife,butassomethingsacred,nevertobelightlythoughtof,nevertobeesteemedenough,never,untildeath,tobeforgotten。Againtoseeyoulook,andhearyouspeak,asyoudidonthatnightwhenweparted,ishappinesstomethattherearenowordstoutter;andtobelovedandtrustedasyourbrother,isthenextgreatgiftIcouldreceiveandprize!'
  `Walter,'saidFlorence,lookingathimearnestly,butwithachangingface,`whatisthatwhichisduetome,andmustberenderedtome,atthesacrificeofallthis?'
  `Respect,'saidWalter,inalowtone。`Reverence。'