Thecolourdawnedinherface,andshetimidlyandthoughtfullywithdrewherhand;stilllookingathimwithunabatedearnestness。
`Ihavenotabrother'sright,'saidWalter。`Ihavenotabrother'sclaim。Ileftachild。Ifindawoman。'
Thecolouroverspreadherface。Shemadeagestureasifofentreatythathewouldsaynomore,andherfacedroppeduponherhands。
Theywerebothsilentforatime;sheweeping。
`Ioweittoaheartsotrusting,pure,andgood,'saidWalter,`eventotearmyselffromit,thoughIrendmyown。HowdareIsayitismysister's!'
Shewasweepingstill。
`Ifyouhadbeenhappy;surroundedasyoushouldbebylovingandadmiringfriends,andbyallthatmakesthestationyouwereborntoenviable,'saidWalter;`andifyouhadcalledmebrother,then,inyouraffectionateremembranceofthepast,Icouldhaveansweredtothenamefrommydistantplace,withnoinwardassurancethatIwrongedyourspotlesstruthbydoingso。Buthere——andnow!'——
`Ohthankyou,thankyou,Walter!Forgivemyhavingwrongedyousomuch。Ihadnoonetoadviseme。Iamquitealone。'
`Florence!'saidWalter,passionately。`Iamhurriedontosay,whatIthought,butafewmomentsago,nothingcouldhaveforcedfrommylips。IfIhadbeenprosperous;ifIhadanymeansorhopeofbeingonedayabletorestoreyoutoastationnearyourown;Iwouldhavetoldyouthattherewasonenameyoumightbestowuponme——arightaboveallothers,toprotectandcherishyou——thatIwasworthyofinnothingbuttheloveandhonourthatIboreyou,andinmywholeheartbeingyours。Iwouldhavetoldyouthatitwastheonlyclaimthatyoucouldgivemetodefendandguardyou,whichIdareacceptanddareassert;butthatifIhadthatright,Iwouldregarditasatrustsopreciousandsopriceless,thattheundividedtruthandfervourofmylifewouldpoorlyacknowledgeitsworth。'
Theheadwasstillbentdown,thetearsstillfalling,andthebosomswellingwithitssobs。
`DearFlorence!DearestFlorence!whomIcalledsoinmythoughtsbeforeIcouldconsiderhowpresumptuousandwilditwas。Onelasttimeletmecallyoubyyourowndearname,andtouchthisgentlehandintokenofyoursisterlyforgetfulnessofwhatIhavesaid。'
Sheraisedherhead,andspoketohimwithsuchasolemnsweetnessinhereyes;withsuchacalm,bright,placidsmileshiningonhimthroughhertears;withsuchalow,softtrembleinherframeandvoice;thattheinnermostchordsofhisheartweretouched,andhissightwasdimashelistened。
`No,Walter,Icannotforgetit。Iwouldnotforgetit,fortheworld。Areyou——areyouverypoor?'
`Iambutawanderer,'saidWalter,`makingvoyagestoliveacrossthesea。Thatismycallingnow。'
`Areyousoongoingawayagain,Walter?'
`Verysoon。'
Shesatlookingathimforamoment;thentimidlyputhertremblinghandinhis。
`Ifyouwilltakemeforyourwife,Walter,Iwillloveyoudearly。
Ifyouwillletmegowithyou,Walter,Iwillgototheworld'sendwithoutfear。Icangiveupnothingforyou——Ihavenothingtoresign,andnoonetoforsake;butallmyloveandlifeshallbedevotedtoyou,andwithmylastbreathIwillbreatheyournametoGodifIhavesenseandmemoryleft。'
Hecaughthertohisheart,andlaidhercheekagainsthisown,andnow,nomorerepulsed,nomoreforlorn,sheweptindeed,uponthebreastofherdearlover。
BlessedSundayBells,ringingsotranquillyintheirentrancedandhappyears!BlessedSundaypeaceandquiet,harmonisingwiththecalmnessintheirsouls,andmakingholyairaroundthem!Blessedtwilightstealingon,andshadinghersosoothinglyandgravely,asshefallsasleep,likeahushedchild,uponthebosomshehasclungto!
Ohloadofloveandtrustfulnessthatliessolightlythere!Aye,lookdownontheclosedeyes,Walter,withaproudlytendergaze;forinallthewidewideworldtheyseekbuttheenow——onlythee!
TheCaptainremainedinthelittleparlouruntilitwasquitedark。HetookthechaironwhichWalterhadbeensitting,andlookedupattheskylight,untiltheday,bylittleandlittle,fadedaway,andthestarspeepeddown。Helightedacandle,lightedapipe,smokeditout,andwonderedwhatonearthwasgoingonupstairs,andwhytheydidn'tcallhimtotea。
Florencecametohissidewhilehewasintheheightofhiswonderment。
`Aye!ladylass!'criedtheCaptain。`Why,youandWal'rhavehadalongspello'talk,mybeauty。'
Florenceputherlittlehandroundoneofthegreatbuttonsofhiscoat,andsaid,lookingdownintohisface:
`DearCaptain,Iwanttotellyousomething,ifyouplease。'
TheCaptainraisedhisheadprettysmartly,tohearwhatitwas。
CatchingbythismeansamoredistinctviewofFlorence,hepushedbackhischair,andhimselfwithitasfarastheycouldgo。
`What!Heart'sDelight!'criedtheCaptain,suddenlyelated。`Isitthat?'
`Yes!'saidFlorence,eagerly。
`Wal'r!Husband!THAT?'roaredtheCaptain,tossinguphisglazedhatintotheskylight。
`Yes!'criedFlorence,laughingandcryingtogether。
TheCaptainimmediatelyhuggedher;andthen,pickinguptheglazedhatandputtingiton,drewherarmthroughhis,andconductedherupstairsagain;wherehefeltthatthegreatjokeofhislifewasnowtobemade。
`What,Wal'rmylad!'saidtheCaptain,lookinginatthedoor,withhisfacelikeanamiablewarming-pan。`Sothereain'tNOothercharacter,ain'tthere?'
Hehadliketohavesuffocatedhimselfwiththispleasantry,whichherepeatedatleastfortytimesduringtea;polishinghisradiantfacewiththesleeveofhiscoat,anddabbinghisheadalloverwithhispocket-handkerchief,intheintervals。Buthewasnotwithoutagraversourceofenjoymenttofallbackupon,whensodisposed,forhewasrepeatedlyheardtosayinanundertone,ashelookedwithineffabledelightatWalterandFlorence:
`Ed'ardCuttle,mylad,younevershapedabettercourseinyourlife,thanwhenyoumadethattherelittlepropertyover,jintly!'
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter51[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERLIMr。DombeyandtheWorldWHATistheproudmandoing,whilethedaysgoby?Doesheeverthinkofhisdaughter,orwonderwheresheisgone?Doeshesupposeshehascomehome,andisleadingheroldlifeinthewearyhouse?Noonecananswerforhim。Hehasneverutterhername,since。Hishouseholddreadhimtoomuchtoapproachasubjectonwhichheisresolutelydumb;andtheonlypersonwhodaresquestionhim,hesilencesimmediately。
`MydearPaul!'murmurshissister,sidlingintotheroom,onthedayofFlorence'sdeparture,`yourwife!thatupstartwoman!IsitpossiblethatwhatIhearconfusedly,istrue,andthatthisisherreturnforyourunparalleleddevotiontoher;extending,Iamsure,eventothesacrificeofyourownrelations,tohercapricesandhaughtiness?Mypoorbrother!'
Withthisspeech,feelinglyreminiscentofhernothavingbeenaskedtodinneronthedayofthefirstparty,Mrs。Chickmakesgreatuseofherpocket-handkerchief,andfallsonMr。Dombey'sneck。ButMr。Dombeyfrigidlyliftsheroff,andhandshertoachair。
`Ithankyou,Louisa,'hesays,`forthismarkofyouraffection;
butdesirethatourconversationmayrefertoanyothersubject。WhenI
bewailmyfate,Louisa,orexpressmyselfasbeinginwantofconsolation,youcanofferit,ifyouwillhavethegoodness。'
`MydearPaul,'rejoinshissister,withherhandkerchieftoherface,andshakingherhead,`Iknowyourgreatspirit,andwillsaynomoreuponathemesopainfulandrevolting;'ontheheadsofwhichtwoadjectives,Mrs。Chickvisitsscathingindignation;`butprayletmeaskyou——thoughIdreadtohearsomethingthatwillshockanddistressme——thatunfortunatechildFlorence——'
`Louisa!'saysherbrother,sternly,`silence。Notanotherwordofthis!'
Mrs。Chickcanonlyshakeherhead,anduseherhandkerchief,andmoanoverdegenerateDombeys,whoarenoDombeys。ButwhetherFlorencehasbeeninculpatedintheflightofEdith,orhasfollowedher,orhasdonetoomuch,ortoolittle,oranything,ornothing,shehasnottheleastidea。
Hegoeson,withoutdeviation,keepinghisthoughtsandfeelingsclosewithinhisownbreast,andimpartingthemtonoone。Hemakesnosearchforhisdaughter。Hemaythinkthatsheiswithhissister,orthatsheisunderhisownroof。Hemaythinkofherconstantly,orhemayneverthinkabouther。Itisalloneforanysignhemakes。
Butthisissure;hedoesnotthinkthathehaslosther。
Hehasnosuspicionofthetruth。Hehaslivedtoolongshutupinhistoweringsupremacy,seeingher,apatientgentlecreature,inthepathbelowit,tohaveanyfearofthat。Shakenasheisbyhisdisgrace,heisnotyethumbledtothelevelearth。Therootisbroadanddeep,andinthecourseofyearsitsfibreshavespreadoutandgatherednourishmentfromeverythingaroundit。Thetreeisstruck,butnotdown。
Thoughhehidetheworldwithinhimfromtheworldwithout——whichhebelieveshasbutonepurposeforthetime,andthat,towatchhimeagerlywhereverhegoes——hecannothidethoserebeltracesofit,whichescapeinholloweyesandcheeks,ahaggardforehead,andamoody,broodingair。
Impenetrableasbefore,heisstillanalteredman:and,proudasever,heishumbled,orthosemarkswouldnotbethere。
Theworld。Whattheworldthinksofhim,howitlooksathim,whatitseesinhim,andwhatitsays——thisisthehauntingdemonofhismind。Itiseverywherewhereheis;and,worsethanthat,itiseverywherewhereheisnot。Itcomesoutwithhimamonghisservants,andyetheleavesitwhisperingbehind;heseesitpointingafterhiminthestreet;itiswaitingforhiminhiscounting-house;itleersovertheshouldersofrichmenamongthemerchants;itgoesbeckoningandbabblingamongthecrowd;
italwaysanticipateshim,ineveryplace;andisalwaysbusiest,heknows,whenhehasgoneaway。Whenheisshutupinhisroomatnight,itisinhishouse,outsideit,audibleinfootstepsonthepavement,visibleinprintuponthetable,steamingtoandfroonrailroadsandinships:restlessandbusyeverywhere,withnothingelsebuthim。
Itisnotaphantomofhisimagination。Itisasactiveinotherpeople'smindsasinhis。WitnessCousinFeenix,whocomesfromBaden-Baden,purposelytotalktohim。WitnessMajorBagstock,whoaccompaniesCousinFeenixonthatfriendlymission。
Mr。Dombeyreceivesthemwithhisusualdignity,andstandserect,inhisoldattitude,beforethefire。Hefeelsthattheworldislookingathimoutoftheireyes。Thatitisinthestareofthepictures。ThatMr。Pitt,uponthebookcase,representsit。Thatthereareeyesinitsownmap,hangingonthewall。
`Anunusuallycoldspring,'saysMr。Dombey——todeceivetheworld。
`Damme,Sir,'saystheMajor,inthewarmthoffriendship,`JosephBagstockisabadhandatacounterfeit。Ifyouwanttoholdyourfriendsoff,Dombey,andtogivethemthecoldshoulder,J。B。isnotthemanforyourpurpose。Joeisroughandtough,Sir;blunt,Sir,blunt,isJoe。HisRoyalHighnessthelateDukeofYorkdidmethehonourtosay,deservedlyorundeservedly——nevermindthat——“IfthereisamanintheserviceonwhomIcandependforcomingtothepoint,thatmanisJoe——JoeBagstock。“'
Mr。Dombeyintimateshisacquiescence。
`Now,Dombey,'saystheMajor,`Iamamanoftheworld。OurfriendFeenix——ifImaypresumeto——'
`Honoured,Iamsure,'saysCousinFeenix。
`——is,'proceedstheMajor,withawagofhishead,`alsoamanoftheworld,Dombey,youareamanoftheworld。Now,whenthreemenoftheworldmeettogether,andarefriends——asIbelieve'——againappealingtoCousinFeenix。
`Iamsure,'saysCousinFeenix,`mostfriendly。'
`——andarefriends,'resumestheMajor,`OldJoe'sopinionisJ。
maybewrong,thattheopinionoftheworldonanyparticularsubject,isveryeasilygotat。'
`Undoubtedly,'saysCousinFeenix。`Inpointoffact,it'squiteaself-evidentsortofthing。Iamextremelyanxious,Major,thatmyfriendDombeyshouldhearmeexpressmyverygreatastonishmentandregret,thatmylovelyandaccomplishedrelative,whowaspossessedofeveryqualificationtomakeamanhappy,shouldhavesofarforgottenwhatwasdueto——inpointoffact,totheworld——astocommitherselfinsuchaveryextraordinarymanner。Ihavebeeninadevilishstateofdepressioneversince;andsaidindeedtoLongSaxbylastnight——manofsixfootten,withwhommyfriendDombeyisprobablyacquainted——thatithadupsetmeinaconfoundedway,andmademebilious。Itinducesamantoreflect,thiskindoffatalcatastrophe,'
saysCousinFeenix,`thateventsdooccurinquiteaprovidentialmanner;
forifmyAunthadbeenlivingatthetime,Ithinktheeffectuponadevilishlivelywomanlikeherself,wouldhavebeenprostration,andthatshewouldhavefallen,inpointoffact,avictim。'
`Now,Dombey!——'saystheMajor,resuminghisdiscoursewithgreatenergy。
`Ibegyourpardon,'interposesCousinFeenix。`Allowmeanotherword。MyfriendDombeywillpermitmetosay,thatifanycircumstancecouldhaveaddedtothemostinfernalstateofpaininwhichIfindmyselfonthisoccasion,itwouldbethenaturalamazementoftheworldatmylovelyandaccomplishedrelativeasImuststillbegleavetocallher
beingsupposedtohavesocommittedherselfwithaperson——manwithwhiteteeth,inpointoffact——ofveryinferiorstationtoherhusband。ButwhileImust,ratherperemptorily,requestmyfriendDombeynottocriminatemylovelyandaccomplishedrelativeuntilhercriminalityisperfectlyestablished,IbegtoassuremyfriendDombeythatthefamilyIrepresent,andwhichisnowalmostextinctdevilishsadreflectionforaman,willinterposenoobstacleinhisway,andwillbehappytoassenttoanyhonourablecourseofproceeding,withaviewtothefuture,thathemaypointout。
ItrustmyfriendDombeywillgivemecreditfortheintentionsbywhichIamanimatedinthisverymelancholyaffair,and——a——inpointoffact,IamnotawarethatIneedtroublemyfriendDombeywithanyfurtherobservations。'
Mr。Dombeybows,withoutraisinghiseyes,andissilent。
`Now,Dombey,'saystheMajor`ourfriendFeenixhaving,withanamountofeloquencethatOldJoeB。Hasneverheardsurpassed——no,bytheLord,Sir!never!'——saystheMajor,veryblue,indeed,andgraspinghiscaneinthemiddle——`statedthecaseasregardsthelady,Ishallpresumeuponourfriendship,Dombey,toofferawordonanotheraspectofit。Sir,'
saystheMajor,withthehorse'scough,`theworldinthesethingshasopinions,whichmustbesatisfied。'
`Iknowit,'rejoinsMr。Dombey。
`Ofcourseyouknowit,Dombey,'saystheMajor。`Damme,Sir,Iknowyouknowit。Amanofyourcalibreisnotlikelytobeignorantofit。'
`Ihopenot,'repliesMr。Dombey。
`Dombey!'saystheMajor,`youwillguesstherest。Ispeakout——prematurely,perhaps——becausetheBagstockbreedhavealwaysspokenout。Little,Sir,havetheyevergotbydoingit;butit'sintheBagstockblood。Ashotistobetakenatthisman。YouhaveJ。B。atyourelbow。Heclaimsthenameoffriend。Godblessyou!'
`Major,'returnsMr。Dombey,`Iamobliged。Ishallputmyselfinyourhandswhenthetimecomes。Thetimenotbeingcome,Ihaveforbornetospeaktoyou。'
`Whereisthefellow,Dombey?'inquirestheMajor,aftergaspingandlookingathim,foraminute。
`Idon'tknow。'
`Anyintelligenceofhim?'askstheMajor。
`Yes。'
`Dombey,Iamrejoicedtohearit,'saystheMajor。`Icongratulateyou。'
`Youwillexcuse——evenyou,Major,'repliesMr。Dombey,`myenteringintoanyfurtherdetailatpresent。Theintelligenceisofasingularkind,andsingularlyobtained。Itmayturnouttobevalueless;itmayturnouttobetrue;Icannotsayatpresent。Myexplanationmuststophere。'
AlthoughthisisbutadryreplytotheMajor'spurpleenthusiasm,theMajorreceivesitgraciously,andisdelightedtothinkthattheworldhassuchafairprospectofsoonreceivingitsdue。CousinFeenixisthenpresentedwithhismeedofacknowledgmentbythehusbandofhislovelyandaccomplishedrelative,andCousinFeenixandMajorBagstockretire,leavingthathusbandtotheworldagain,andtoponderatleisureontheirrepresentationofitsstateofmindconcerninghisaffairs,andonitsjustandreasonableexpectations。
Butwhositsinthehousekeeper'sroom,sheddingtears,andtalkingtoMrs。Pipchininalowtone,withupliftedhands?Itisaladywithherfaceconcealedinaverycloseblackbonnet,whichappearsnottobelongtoher。ItisMissTox,whohasborrowedthisdisguisefromherservant,andcomesfromPrincess'sPlace,thussecretly,toreviveheroldacquaintancewithMrs。Pipchin,inordertogetcertaininformationofthestateofMr。Dombey。
`Howdoeshebearit,mydearcreature?'asksMissTox。
`Well,'saysMrs。Pipchin,inhersnappishway,`he'sprettymuchasusual。'
`Externally,'suggestsMissTox。`Butwhathefeelswithin!'
Mrs。Pipchin'shardgreyeyelooksdoubtfulassheanswers,inthreedistinctjerks,`Ah!Perhaps。Isupposeso。'
`Totellyoumymind,Lucretia,'saysMrs。Pipchin;shestillcallsMissToxLucretia,onaccountofhavingmadeherfirstexperimentsinthechild-quellinglineofbusinessonthatlady,whenanunfortunateandweazenlittlegirloftenderyears;`totellyoumymind,Lucretia,Ithinkit'sagoodriddance。Idon'twantanyofyourbrazenfaceshere,myself!'
`Brazenindeed!Wellmayyousaybrazen,Mrs。Pipchin!'returnsMissTox。`Toleavehim!Suchanoblefigureofaman!'AndhereMissToxisovercome。
`Idon'tknowaboutnoble,I'msure,'observesMrs。Pipchin,irasciblyrubbinghernose。`ButIknowthis——thatwhenpeoplemeetwithtrails,theymustbear'em。Hoity,toity!Ihavehadenoughtobearmyself,inmytime!Whatafussthereis!She'sgoneandwellgotridof。Nobodywantsherback,Ishouldthink!'
ThishintofthePeruvianMines,causesMissToxtorisetogoaway;whenMrs。PipchinringsthebellforTowlinsontoshowherout。Mr。
Towlinson,nothavingseenMissToxforages,grins,andhopesshe'swell;
observingthathedidn'tknowheratfirst,inthatbonnet。
`Prettywell,Towlinson,Ithankyou,'saysMissTox。`Ibegyou'llhavethegoodness,whenyouhappentoseemehere,nottomentionit。MyvisitsaremerelytoMrs。Pipchin。'
`Verygood,Miss,'saysTowlinson。
`Shockingcircumstancesoccur,Towlinson,'saysMissTox。
`Verymuchsoindeed,Miss,'rejoinsTowlinson。
`Ihope,Towlinson,'saysMissTox,who,inherinstructionoftheToodlefamily,hasacquiredanadmonitorialtone,andahabitofimprovingpassingoccasions,`thatwhathashappenedhere,willbeawarningtoyou,Towlinson。'
`Thankyou,Miss,I'msure,'saysTowlinson。
Heappearstobefallingintoaconsiderationofthemannerinwhichthiswarningoughttooperateinhisparticularcase,whenthevinegaryMrs。Pipchin,suddenlystirringhimupwitha`Whatareyoudoing?Whydon'tyoushowtheladytothedoor?'heushersMissToxforth。AsshepassesMr。Dombey'sroom,sheshrinksintotheinmostdepthsoftheblackbonnet,andwalksontip-toe;andthereisnotanotheratomintheworldwhichhauntshimso,thatfeelssuchsorrowandsolicitudeabouthim,asMissToxtakesoutundertheblackbonnetintothestreet,andtriestocarryhomeshadowedfromthenewly-lightedlamps。
ButMissToxisnotapartofMr。Dombey'sworld。Shecomesbackeveryeveningatdusk;addingclogsandanumbrellatothebonnetonwetnights;andbearsthegrinsofTowlinson,andthehuffsandrebuffsofMrs。Pipchin,andalltoaskhowhedoes,andhowhebearshismisfortune:
butshehasnothingtodowithMr。Dombey'sworld。Exactingandharassingasever,itgoesonwithouther;andshe,abynomeansbrightorparticularstar,movesinherlittleorbitinthecornerofanothersystem,andknowsitquitewell,andcomes,andcries,andgoesaway,andissatisfied。VerilyMissToxiseasierofsatisfactionthantheworldthattroublesMr。Dombeysomuch!
AttheCountingHouse,theclerksdiscussthegreatdisasterinallitslightsandshades,butchieflywonderwhowillgetMr。Carker'splace。Theyaregenerallyofopinionthatitwillbeshornofsomeofitsemoluments,andmadeuncomfortablebynewly-devisedchecksandrestriction;
andthosewhoarebeyondallhopeofit,arequitesuretheywouldrathernothaveit,anddon'tatallenvythepersonforwhomitmayprovetobereserved。NothingliketheprevailingsensationhasexistedintheCountingHousesinceMr。Dombey'slittlesondied;butallsuchexcitementstheretakeasocial,nottosayajovialturn,andleadtothecultivationofgoodfellowship。AreconciliationisestablishedonthispropitiousoccasionbetweentheacknowledgedwitoftheCountingHouseandanaspiringrival,withwhomhehasbeenatdeadlyfeudformonths;andalittledinnerbeingproposed,incommemorationoftheirhappilyrestoredamity,takesplaceataneighbouringtavern;thewitinthechair;therivalactingasVice-President。
TheorationsfollowingtheremovaloftheclothareopenedbytheChair,whosays,Gentlemen,hecan'tdisguisefromhimselfthatthisisnotatimeforprivatedissensions。Recentoccurrencestowhichheneednotmoreparticularlyallude,butwhichhavenotbeenaltogetherwithoutnoticeinsomeSundayPapers,andinadailypaperwhichheneednotnamehereeveryothermemberofthecompanynamesitinanaudiblemurmur,havecausedhimtoreflect;andhefeelsthatforhimandRobinsontohaveanypersonaldifferencesatsuchamoment,wouldbeforevertodenythatgoodfeelinginthegeneralcause,forwhichhehasreasontothinkandhopethatthegentlemeninDombey'sHousehavealwaysbeendistinguished。Robinsonrepliestothislikeamanandabrother;andonegentlemanwhohasbeenintheofficethreeyears,undercontinualnoticetoquitonaccountoflapsesinhisarithmetic,appearsinaperfectlynewlight,suddenlyburstingoutwithathrillingspeech,inwhichhesays,Maytheirrespectedchiefneveragainknowthedesolationwhichhasfallenonhishearth!andsaysagreatvarietyofthings,beginningwith`Mayheneveragain,'whicharereceivedwiththundersofapplause。Inshort,amostdelightfuleveningispassed,onlyinterruptedbyadifferencebetweentwojuniors,who,quarrellingabouttheprobableamountofMr。Carker'slatereceiptsperannum,defyeachotherwithdecanters,andaretakenoutgreatlyexcited。Sodawaterisingeneralrequestattheofficenextday,andmostofthepartydeemthebillanimposition。
AstoPerch,themessenger,heisinafairwayofbeingruinedforlife。Hefindshimselfagainconstantlyinbarsofpublic-houses,beingtreatedandlyingdreadfully。Itappearsthathemeteverybodyconcernedinthelatetransaction,everywhere,andsaidtothem,`Sir,'or`Madam,'
asthecasewas`whydoyoulooksopale?'atwhicheachshudderedfromheadtofoot,andsaid,`Oh,Perch!'andranaway。Eithertheconsciousnessoftheseenormities,orthereactionconsequentonliquor,reducesMr。
PerchtoanextremestateoflowspiritsatthathouroftheeveningwhenheusuallyseeksconsolationinthesocietyofMrs。PerchatBallsPond;
andMrs。Perchfretsagooddeal,forshefearshisconfidenceinwomanisshakennow,andthathehalfexpectsoncominghomeatnighttofindhergoneoffwithsomeViscount。
Mr。Dombey'sservantsarebecoming,atthesametime,quitedissipated,andunfitforotherservice。Theyhavehotsupperseverynight,and`talkitover'withsmokingdrinksupontheboard。Mr。Towlinsonisalwaysmaudlinafterhalfpastten,andfrequentlybegstoknowwhetherhedidn'tsaythatnogoodwouldevercomeoflivinginacornerhouse?TheywhisperaboutMissFlorence,andwonderwheresheis;butagreethatifMr。Dombeydon'tknow,Mrs。Dombeydoes。Thisbringsthemtothelatter,ofwhomCooksays,Shehadastatelywaythough,hadn'tshe?Butshewastoohigh!Theyallagreethatshewastoohigh,andMr。Towlinson'soldflame,thehousemaidwhoisveryvirtuous,entreatsthatyouwillnevertalktoheranymoreaboutpeoplewhoholdtheirheadsup,asifthegroundwasn'tgoodenoughfor'em。
Everythingthatissaidanddoneaboutit,exceptbyMr。Dombey,isdoneinchorus。Mr。Dombeyandtheworldarealonetogether。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter52[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERLIISecretIntelligenceGOODMrs。BrownandherdaughterAlicekeptsilentcompanytogether,intheirowndwelling。Itwasearlyintheevening,andlateinthespring。
ButafewdayshadelapsedsinceMr。DombeyhadtoldmajorBagstockofhissingularintelligence,singularlyobtained,whichmightturnouttobevalueless,andmightturnouttobetrue;andtheworldwasnotsatisfiedyet。
Themotheranddaughtersatforalongtimewithoutinter-changingaword:almostwithoutmotion。Theoldwoman'sfacewasshrewdlyanxiousandexpectant;thatofherdaughterwasexpectanttoo,butinalesssharpdegree,andsometimesitdarkened,asifwithgatheringdisappointmentandincredulity。Theoldwoman,withoutheedingthesechangesinitsexpression,thoughhereyeswereoftenturnedtowardsit,satmumblingandmunching,andlisteningconfidently。
Theirabode,thoughpoorandmiserable,wasnotsoutterlywretchedasinthedayswhenonlyGoodMrs。Browninhabitedit。Somefewattemptsatcleanlinessandorderweremanifest,thoughmadeinareckless,gipsyway,thatmighthaveconnectedthem,ataglance,withtheyoungerwoman。
Theshadesofeveningthickenedanddeepenedasthetwokeptsilence,untiltheblackenedwallswerenearlylostintheprevailinggloom。
ThenAlicebrokethesilencewhichhadlastedsolong,andsaid:
`Youmaygivehimup,mother。He'llnotcomehere。'
`Deathgivehimup!'returnedtheoldwoman,impatiently。`Hewillcomehere。'
`Weshallsee,'saidAlice。
`Weshallseehim,'returnedhermother。
`Anddoomsday,'saidthedaughter。
`YouthinkI'minmysecondchildhood,Iknow!'croakedtheoldwoman。`That'stherespectanddutythatIgetfrommyowngal,butI'mwiserthanyoutakemefor。He'llcome。T'otherdaywhenItouchedhiscoatinthestreet,helookedroundasifIwasatoad。ButLord,toseehimwhenIsaidtheirnames,andaskedhimifhe'dliketofindoutwheretheywas!'
`Wasitsoangry?'askedherdaughter,rousedtointerestinamoment。
`Angry?askifitwasbloody。That'smoreliketheword。Angry?
Ha,ha!Tocallthatonlyangry!'saidtheoldwoman,hobblingtothecupboard,andlightingacandle,whichdisplayedtheworkingsofhermouthtouglyadvantage,asshebroughtittothetable。`Imightaswellcallyourfaceonlyangry,whenyouthinkortalkabout'em。'
Itwassomethingdifferentfromthat,truly,asshesatasstillasacrouchedtigress,withherkindlingeyes。
`Hark!'saidtheoldwoman,triumphantly。`Ihearastepcoming。
It'snotthetreadofanyonethatlivesabouthere,orcomesthiswayoften。Wedon'twalklikethat。Weshouldgrowproudonsuchneighbours!
Doyouhearhim?'
`Ibelieveyouareright,mother,'repliedAlice,inalowvoice。
`Peace!openthedoor。'
Asshedrewherselfwithinhershawl,andgathereditabouther,theoldwomancomplied;andpeeringout,andbeckoning,gaveadmissiontoMr。Dombey,whostoppedwhenhehadsethisfootwithinthedoor,andlookeddistrustfullyaround。
`It'sapoorplaceforagreatgentlemanlikeyourworship,'saidtheoldwoman,curtseyingandchattering。`Itoldyouso,butthere'snoharminit。'
`Whoisthat?'askedMr。Dombey,lookingathercompanion。
`That'smyhandsomedaughter,'saidtheoldwoman。
`Yourworshipwon'tmindher。Sheknowsallaboutit。'
Ashadowfelluponhisfacenotlessexpressivethanifhehadgroanedaloud,`Whodoesnotknowallaboutit!'buthelookedathersteadily,andshe,withoutanyacknowledgmentofhispresence,lookedathim。Theshadowonhisfacewasdarkerwhenheturnedhisglanceawayfromher;
andeventhenitwanderedbackagain,furtively,asifhewerehauntedbyherboldeyes,andsomeremembrancetheyinspired。
`Woman,'saidMr。Dombeytotheoldwitchwhowaschucklingandleeringcloseathiselbow,andwho,whenheturnedtoaddressher,pointedstealthilyatherdaughter,andrubbedherhands,andpointedagain,`Woman!
IbelievethatIamweakandforgetfulofmystationincominghere,butyouknowwhyIcome,andwhatyouofferedwhenyoustoppedmeinthestreettheotherday。WhatisitthatyouhavetotellmeconcerningwhatIwanttoknow;andhowdoesithappenthatIcanfindvoluntaryintelligenceinahovellikethis,'withadisdainfulglanceabouthim,`whenIhaveexertedmypowerandmeanstoobtainitinvain?Idonotthink,'hesaid,afteramoment'spause,duringwhichhehadobservedher,sternly,`thatyouaresoaudaciousastomeantotriflewithme,orendeavourtoimposeuponme。Butifyouhavethatpurpose,youhadbetterstoponthethresholdofyourscheme。Myhumourisnotatriflingone,andmyacknowledgmentwillbesevere。'
`Ohaproud,hardgentleman!'chuckledtheoldwoman,shakingherhead,andrubbinghershrivelledhands,`ohhard,hard,hard!Butyouworshipshallseewithyourowneyesandhearwithyourownears;notwithours——andifyourworship'sputupontheirtrack,youwon'tmindpayingsomethingforit,willyou,honourabledeary?'
`Money,'returnedMr。Dombey,apparentlyrelieved,andreassuredbythisinquiry,`willbringaboutunlikelythings,Iknow。Itmayturnevenmeansasunexpectedandunpromisingasthese,toaccount。Yes。ForandreliableinformationIreceive,Iwillpay。ButImusthavetheinformationfirst,andjudgeformyselfofitsvalue。'
`Doyouknownothingmorepowerfulthanmoney?'askedtheyoungerwoman,withoutrising,oralteringherattitude。
`Nothere,Ishouldimagine,'saidMr。Dombey。
`Youshouldknowofsomethingthatismorepowerfulelsewhere,asIjudge,'shereturned。`Doyouknownothingofawoman'sanger?'
`Youhaveasaucytongue,Jade,'saidMr。Dombey。
`Notusually,'sheanswered,withoutanyshowofemotion:`Ispeaktoyounow,thatyoumayunderstandusbetter,andrelymoreonus。Awoman'sangerisprettymuchthesamehere,asinyourfinehouse。Iamangry。Ihavebeenso,manyyears。Ihaveasgoodcauseformyangerasyouhaveforyours,anditsobjectisthesameman。'
Hestarted,inspiteofhimself,andlookedatherwithastonishment。
`Yes,'shesaid,withakindoflaugh。`Wideasthedistancemayseembetweenus,itisso。Howitisso,isnomatter;thatismystory,andIkeepmystorytomyself。Iwouldbringyouandhimtogether,becauseIhavearageagainsthim。Mymotherthere,isavariciousandpoor;andshewouldsellanytidingsshecouldglean,oranything,oranybody,formoney。Itisfairenough,perhaps,thatyoushouldpayhersome,ifshecanhelpyoutowhatyouwanttoknow。Butthatisnotmymotive。Ihavetoldyouwhatmineis,anditwouldbeasstrongandall-sufficientwithmeifyouhaggledandbargainedwithherforasixpence。Ihavedone。Mysaucytonguesaysnomore,ifyouwaitheretillsunriseto-morrow。'
Theoldwoman,whohadshowngreatuneasinessduringthisspeech,whichhadatendencytodepreciateherexpectedgains,pulledMr。Dombeysoftlybythesleeve,andwhisperedtohimnottomindher。Heglancedatthemboth,byturns,withahaggardlook,andsaid,inadeepervoicethanwasusualwithhim:
`Goon——whatdoyouknow?'
`Oh,notsofast,yourworship!wemustwaitforsomeone,'answeredtheoldwoman。`It'stobegotfromsomeoneelse——wormedout——screwedandtwistedfromhim。'
`Whatdoyoumean?'saidMr。Dombey。
`Patience,'shecroaked,layingherhand,likeaclaw,uponhisarm。`Patience。I'llgetatit。IknowIcan!Ifhewastoholditbackfromme,'saidGoodMrs。Brown,crookinghertenfingers,`I'dtearitoutofhim!'
Mr。Dombeyfollowedherwithhiseyesasshehobbledtothedoor,andlookedoutagain:andthenhisglancesoughtherdaughter;butsheremainedimpassive,silent,andregardlessofhim。
`Doyoutellme,woman,'hesaid,whenthebentfigureofMrs。
Browncameback,shakingitsheadandchatteringtoitself,`thatthereisanotherpersonexpectedhere?'
`Yes!'saidtheoldwoman,lookingupintohisface,andnodding。
`Fromwhomyouaretoexacttheintelligencethatistobeusefultome?'
`Yes,'saidtheoldwoman,noddingagain。
`Astranger?'
`Chut!'saidtheoldwoman,withashrilllaugh。`Whatsignifies!
Well,well;no。Nostrangertoyourworship。Buthewon'tseeyou。He'dbeafraidofyou,andwouldn'ttalk。You'llstandbehindthatdoor,andjudgehimforyourself。Wedon'tasktobebelievedontrust。What!Yourworshipdoubtstheroombehindthedoor?Ohthesuspicionofyourichgentlefolks!
Lookatit,then。'
Hersharpeyehaddetectedaninvoluntaryexpressionofthisfeelingonhispart,whichwasnotunreasonableunderthecircumstances。Insatisfactionofitshenowtookthecandletothedoorshespokeof。Mr。Dombeylookedin;assuredhimselfthatitwasanempty,crazyroom;andsignedtohertoputthelightbackinitsplace。
`Howlong,'heasked,`beforethispersoncomes?'
`Notlong,'sheanswered。`Wouldyourworshipsitdownforafewoddminutes?'
Hemadenoanswer;butbeganpacingtheroomwithanirresoluteair,asifhewereundecidedwhethertoremainordepart,andasifhehadsomequarrelwithhimselfforbeingthereatall。Butsoonhistreadgrewslowerandheavier,andhisfacemoresternlythoughtful:astheobjectwithwhichhehadcome,fixeditselfinhismind,anddilatedthereagain。
Whilehethuswalkedupanddownwithhiseyesontheground,Mrs。Brown,inthechairfromwhichshehadrisentoreceivehim,satlisteninganew。Themonotonyofhisstep,ortheuncertaintyofage,madehersoslowofhearing,thatafootfallwithouthadsoundedinherdaughter'searsforsomemoments,andshehadlookeduphastilytowarnhermotherofitsapproach,beforetheoldwomanwasrousedbyit。Butthenshestartedfromherseat,andwhispering`Hereheis!'hurriedhervisitortohisplaceofobservation,andputabottleandglassuponthetable,withsuchalacrityastobereadytoflingherarmsroundtheneckofRobtheGrinderonhisappearanceatthedoor。
`Andhere'smybonnyboy,'criedMrs。Brown,`atlast!——oho,oho!
You'relikemyownson,Robby!'
`Oh!MissesBrown!'remonstratedtheGrinder。`Don't!Can'tyoubefondofacovewithoutsqueedgingandthrottlingofhim?Takecareofthebirdcageinmyhand,willyou?'
`Thinksofabirdcage,aforeme!'criedtheoldwoman,apostrophizingtheceiling。`Methatfeelsmorethanamotherforhim!'
`Well,I'msureI'mverymuchobligedtoyou,MissesBrown,'saidtheunfortunateyouth,greatlyaggravated;`butyou'resojealousofacove。I'mveryfondofyoumyself,andallthat,ofcourse;butIdon'tsmotheryou,doI,MissesBrown?'
Helookedandspokeasifhewouldhavebeenfarfromobjectingtodoso,however,onafavourableoccasion。
`Andtotalkaboutbirdcages,too!'whimperedtheGrinder。`Asifthatwasacrime!Why,look'eehere!Doyouknowwhothisbelongsto?'
`ToMaster,dear?'saidtheoldwomanwithagrin。
`Ah!'repliedtheGrinder,liftingalargecagetiedupinawrapper,onthetable,anduntyingitwithhisteethandhands。`It'sourparrot,thisis。'
`Mr。Carker'sparrot,Rob?'
`Willyouholdyourtongue,MissesBrown?'returnedthegoadedGrinder。`Whatdoyougonamingnamesfor?I'mblest,'saidRob,pullinghishairwithbothhandsintheexasperationofhisfeelings,`ifshean'tenoughtomakeacoverunwild!'
`What!Doyousnubme,thanklessboy!'criedtheoldwoman,withreadyvehemence。
`Goodgracious,MissesBrown,no!'returnedtheGrinder,withtearsinhiseyes。`Wasthereeversucha!Don'tIdoteuponyou,MissesBrown?'
`Doyou,sweetRob?Doyoutruly,chickabiddy?'Withthat,Mrs。
Brownheldhiminherfondembraceoncemore;anddidnotreleasehimuntilhehadmadeseveralviolentandineffectualstruggleswithhislegs,andhishairwasstandingonendalloverhishead。
`Oh!'returnedtheGrinder,`whatathingitistobeperfectlypitchedintowithaffectionlikethishere。IwishshewasHowhaveyoubeen,MissesBrown?'
`Ah!Notheresincethisnightweek!'saidtheoldwoman,contemplatinghimwithalookofreproach。
`Goodgracious,MissesBrown,'returnedtheGrinder,`Isaidto-night'saweek,thatI'dcometo-night,didn'tI?AndhereIam。Howyoudogoon!Iwishyou'dbealittlerational,MissesBrown。I'mhoarsewithsayingthingsinmydefence,andmyveryfaceisshinywithbeinghugged。'Herubbedithardwithhissleeve,asiftoremovethetenderpolishinquestion。
`Drinkalittledroptocomfortyou,myRobin,'saidtheoldwoman,fillingtheglassfromthebottleandgivingittohim。
`Thank'ee,MissesBrown,'returnedtheGrinder。`Here'syourhealth。
Andlongmayyou——etceterer。'Whichtojudgefromtheexpressionofhisface,didnotincludeanyverychoiceblessing。`Andhere'sherhealth,'saidtheGrinder,glancingatAlice,whosatwithhereyesfixed,asitseemedtohim,onthewallbehindhim,butinrealityonMr。Dombey'sfaceatthedoor,`andwishingherthesameandmanyof'em!'
Hedrainedtheglasstothesetwosentiments,andsetitdown。
`Well,Isay,MissesBrown!'heproceeded。`Togoonalittlerationalnow。You'reajudgeofbirds,anduptotheirways,asIknowtomycost。'
`Cost!'repeatedMrs。Brown。
`Satisfaction,Imean,'returnedtheGrinder。`Howyoudotakeupacove,MissesBrown!You'veputitalloutofmyheadagain。'
`Judgeofbirds,Robby,'suggestedtheoldwoman。
`Ah!'saidtheGrinder。`Well,I'vegottotakecareofthisparrot——certainthingsbeingsold,andacertainestablishmentbrokeup——andasIdon'twantnonoticetookatpresent,Iwishyou'dattendtoherforaweekorso,andgiveherboardandlodging,willyou?IfImustcomebackwardsandforwards,'musedtheGrinderwithadejectedface,`Imayaswellhavesomethingtocomefor。'
`Somethingtocomefor?'screamedtheoldwoman。
`Besidesyou,Imean,MissesBrown,'returnedthecravenRob。
`NotthatIwantanyinducementbutyourself,MissesBrown,I'msure。Don'tbeginagain,forgoodness'sake。'
`Hedon'tcareforme!Hedon'tcareforme,asIcareforhim!'
criedMrs。Brown,liftingupherskinnyhands。`ButI'lltakecareofhisbird。'
`Takegoodcareofittoo,youknow,Mrs。Brown,'saidRob,shakinghishead。`Ifyouwassomuchastostrokeitsfeathersoncethewrongway,Ibelieveitwouldbefoundout。'
`Ah,sosharpasthat,Rob?'saidMrs。Brown,quickly。
`Sharp,MissesBrown!'repeatedRob。`Butthisisnottobetalkedabout。'
Checkinghimselfabruptly,andnotwithoutafearfulglanceacrosstheroom,robfilledtheglassagain,andhavingslowlyemptiedit,shookhishead,andbegantodrawhisfingersacrossandacrossthewiresoftheparrot'scagebywayofadiversionfromthedangerousthemethathadjustbeenbroached。
Theoldwomaneyedhimslily,andhitchingherchairnearerhis,andlookinginattheparrot,whocamedownfromthegildeddomeathercall,said:
`Outofplacenow,Robby?'
`Neveryoumind,MissesBrown,'returnedtheGrinder,shortly。
`Boardwages,perhaps,Rob?'saidMrs。Brown。
`PrettyPolly!'saidtheGrinder。
Theoldwomandartedaglanceathimthatmighthavewarnedhimtoconsiderhisearsindanger,butitwashisturntolookinattheparrotnow,andhoweverexpressivehisimaginationmayhavemadeherangryscowl,itwasunseenbyhisbodilyeyes。
`IwonderMasterdidn'ttakeyouwithhim,Rob,'saidtheoldwoman,inawheedlingvoice,butwithincreasedmalignityofaspect。
Robwassoabsorbedincontemplationoftheparrot,andintrollinghisforefingeronthewires,thathemadenoanswer。
Theoldwomanhadherclutchwithinahair'sbreadthofhisshockofhairasitstoopedoverthetable;butsherestrainedherfingers,andsaid,inavoicethatchokedwithitseffortstobecoaxing:
`Robby,mychild。'
`Well,MissesBrown,'returnedtheGrinder。
`IsayIwonderMasterdidn'ttakeyouwithhim,dear。'
`Neveryou,MissesBrown,'returnedtheGrinder。
Mrs。Browninstantlydirectedtheclutchofherrighthandathishair,andtheclutchofherlefthandathisthroat,andheldontotheobjectofherfondaffectionwithsuchextraordinaryfury,thathisfacebegantoblackeninamoment。
`MissesBrown!'exclaimedtheGrinder,`letgo,willyou?Whatareyoudoingof?Help,youngwoman!MissesBrow——Brow——!'
Theyoungwoman,however,equallyunmovedbyhisdirectappealtoher,andbyhisinarticulateutterance,remainedquiteneutral,until,afterstrugglingwithhisassailantintoacorner,Robdisengagedhimself,andstoodtherepantingandfencedinbyhisownelbows,whiletheoldwoman,pantingtoo,andstampingwithrageandeagerness,appearedtobecollectingherenergiesforanotherswoopuponhim。AtthiscrisisAliceinterposedhervoice,butnotintheGrinder'sfavour,bysaying,`Welldone,mother。Tearhimtopieces!'
`What,youngwoman!'blubberedRob;`areyouagainstmetoo?WhathaveIbeenanddone?WhatamItobetoretopiecesfor,Ishouldliketoknow?
Whydoyoutakeandchokeacovewhohasneverdoneyouanyharm,neitherofyou?Callyourselvesfemales,too!'saidthefrightenedandafflictedGrinder,withhiscoat-cuffathiseye。`I'msurprisedatyou!Where'syourfemininetenderness?'
`Youthanklessdog!'gaspedMrs。Brown。`Youimpudentinsultingdog!'
`WhathaveIbeenanddonetogoandgiveyouoffence,MissesBrown?'retortedthefearfulRob。`Youwasverymuchattachedtomeaminuteago。'
`Tocutmeoffwithhisshortanswersandhissulkywords,'saidtheoldwoman。`Me!BecauseIhappentobecurioustohavealittlebitofgossipaboutMasterandthelady,todaretoplayatfastandloosewithme!ButI'lltalktoyounomore,mylad。Nowgo!'
`I'msure,MissesBrown,'returnedtheabjectGrinder,`IneverinsiniwatedthatIwishedtogo。Don'ttalklikethat,MissesBrown,ifyouplease。'
`Iwon'ttalkatall,'saidMrs。Brown,withanactionofhercrookedfingersthatmadehimshrinkintohalfhisnaturalcompassinthecorner。`Notanotherwordwithhimshallpassmylips。He'sanungratefulhound。Icasthimoff。Nowlethimgo!AndI'llslipthoseafterhimthatshalltalktoomuch;thatwon'tbeshookaway;that'llhangtohimlikeleeches,andslinkarterhimlikefoxes。What!Heknows'em。Heknowshisoldgamesandhisoldways。Ifhe'sforgotten'em,they'llsoonremindhim。Nowlethimgo,andseehowhe'lldoMaster'sbusiness,andkeepMaster'ssecrets,withsuchcompanyalwaysfollowinghimupanddown。Ha,ha,ha!He'llfind'emadifferentsortfromyouandme,Ally;closeasheiswithyouandme。Nowlethimgo,nowlethimgo!'
Theoldwoman,totheunspeakabledismayoftheGrinder,walkedhertwistedfigureroundandround,inaringofsomefourfeetindiameter,constantlyrepeatingthesewords,andshakingherfistaboveherhead,andworkinghermouthabout。
`MissesBrown,'pleadedRob,comingalittleoutofhiscorner,`I'msureyouwouldn'tinjureacove,onsecondthoughts,andincoldblood,wouldyou?'
`Don'ttalktome,'saidMrs。Brown,stillwrathfullypursuinghercircle。`Nowlethimgo,nowlethimgo!'
`MissesBrown,'urgedthetormentedGrinder,`Ididn'tmeanto——Oh,whatathingitisforacovetogetintosuchalineasthis!——Iwasonlycarefuloftalking,MissesBrown,becauseIalwaysam,onaccountofhisbeinguptoeverything;butImighthaveknownitwouldn'thavegoneanyfurther。I'msureI'mquiteagreeable,'withawretchedface,`foranylittlebitofgossip,MissesBrown。Don'tgoonlikethis,ifyouplease。
Oh,couldn'tyouhavethegoodnesstoputinawordforamiserablecove,here?'saidtheGrinder,appealingindesperationtothedaughter。
`Come,mother,youhearwhathesays,'sheinterposed,inhersternvoice,andwithanimpatientactionofherhead;`tryhimoncemore,andifyoufalloutwithhimagain,ruinhim,ifyoulike,andhavedonewithhim。'
Mrs。Brown,movedasitseemedbythisverytenderexhortation,presentlybegantohowl;andsofteningbydegrees,tooktheapologeticGrindertoherarms,whoembracedherwithafaceofunutterablewoe,andlikeavictimashewas,resumedhisformerseat,closebythesideofhisvenerablefriend,whomhesuffered,notwithoutmuchconstrainedsweetnessofcountenance,combatingveryexpressivephysiognomicalrevelationsofanoppositecharacter,todrawhisarmthroughhers,andkeepitthere。
`Andhow'sMaster,dearydear?'saidMrs。Brown,when,sittinginthisamicableposture,theyhadpledgedeachother。
`Hush!Ifyou'dbesogood,MissesBrown,astospeakalittlelower,'Robimplored。`Why,he'sprettywell,thank'ee,Isuppose。'
`You'renotoutofplace,Robby?'saidMrs。Browninawheedlingtone。
`Why,I'mnotexactlyoutofplace,norin,'falteredRob。`I——I'mstillinpay,MissesBrown。'
`Andnothingtodo,Rob?'
`Nothingparticulartodojustnow,MissesBrown,butto——keepmyeyesopen,'saidtheGrinder,rollingtheminaforlornway。
`Mastersabroad,Rob?'
`Oh,forgoodness'sake,MissesBrown,couldn'tyougossipwithacoveaboutanythingelse?'criedtheGrinder,inaburstofdespair。
TheimpetuousMrs。Brownrisingdirectly,thetorturedGrinderdetainedher,stammering`Ye-es,MissesBrown,Ibelievehe'sabroad。What'sshestaringat?'headded,inallusiontothedaughter,whoseeyeswerefixeduponthefacethatnowagainlookedoutbehindhim。
`Don'tmindher,lad,'saidtheoldwoman,holdinghimclosertopreventhisturninground。`It'sherway——herway。Tellme,Rob。Didyoueverseethelady,deary?'
`Oh,MissesBrown,whatlady?'criedtheGrinderinatoneofpiteoussupplication。
`Whatlady?'sheretorted。`Thelady;Mrs。Dombey。'
`Yes,IbelieveIseeheronce,'repliedRob。
`Thenightshewentaway,Robby,eh?'saidtheoldwomaninhisear,andtakingnoteofeverychangeinhisface。`Aha!Iknowitwasthatnight。'
`Well,ifyouknowitwasthatnight,youknow,MissesBrown,'
repliedRob,`it'snouseputtingpinchersintoacovetomakehimsayso。'
`Wheredidtheygothatnight,Rob?Straightaway?Howdidtheygo?Wheredidyouseeher?Didshelaugh?Didshecry?Tellmeallaboutit,'criedtheoldhag,holdinghimcloseryet,pattingthehandthatwasdrawnthroughhisarmagainstherotherhand,andsearchingeverylineinhisfacewithherblearedeyes。`Come!Begin!Iwanttobetoldallaboutit。What,Rob,boy!Youandmecankeepasecrettogether,eh?We'vedonesobeforenow。Wheredidtheygofirst,Rob?'
ThewretchedGrindermadeagasp,andapause。
`Areyoudumb?'saidtheoldwoman,angrily。
`Lord,MissesBrown,no!Youexpectacovetobeaflashoflightning。
IwishIwastheelectricfluency,'mutteredthebewilderedGrinder。
`I'dhaveashockatsomebody,thatwouldsettletheirbusiness。'
`Whatdoyousay?'askedtheoldwoman,withagrin。
`I'mwishingmylovetoyou,MissesBrown,'returnedthefalseRob,seekingconsolationintheglass。`Wheredidtheygotofirst,wasit?Himandher,doyoumean?'
`Ah!'saidtheoldwoman,eagerly。`Themtwo。'
`Why,theydidn'tgonowhere——nottogether,Imean,'answeredRob。
Theoldwomanlookedathim,asthoughshehadastrongimpulseuponhertomakeanotherclutchathisheadandthroat,butwasrestrainedbyacertaindoggedmysteryinhisface。
`Thatwastheartofit,'saidthereluctantGrinder;`that'sthewaynobodysaw'emgo,orhasbeenabletosayhowtheydidgo。Theywentdifferentways,Itellyou,MissesBrown。'
`Ay,ay,ay!Tomeetatanappointedplace,'chuckledtheoldwoman,afteramoment'ssilentandkeenscrutinyofhisface。
`Why,iftheyweren'tagoingtomeetsomewhere,Isupposetheymightaswellhavestayedathome,mightn'tthey,MissesBrown?'returnedtheunwillingGrinder。
`Well,Rob?Well?'saidtheoldwoman,drawinghisarmyettighterthroughherown,asif,inhereagerness,shewereafraidofhisslippingaway。
`What,haven'twetalkedenoughyet,MissesBrown?'returnedtheGrinder,who,betweenhissenseofinjury,hissenseofliquor,andhissenseofbeingontherack,hadbecomesolachrymose,thatatalmosteveryanswerhescoopedhiscoat-cuffintooneorotherofhiseyes,andutteredanunavailingwhineofremonstrance。`Didshelaughthatnight,wasit?
Didn'tyouaskifshelaughed,MissesBrown?'
`Orcried?'addedtheoldwoman,noddingassent。
`Neither,'saidtheGrinder。`Shekeptassteadywhensheandme——oh,Iseeyouwillhaveitoutofme,MissesBrown!Buttakeyoursolemnoathnow,thatyou'llnevertellanybody。'
ThisMrs。Brownveryreadilydid:beingnaturallyJesuitical;
andhavingnootherintentioninthematterthanthatherconcealedvisitorshouldhearforhimself。
`Shekeptassteady,then,whensheandmewentdowntoSouthampton,'
saidtheGrinder,`asaimage。Inthemorningshewasjustthesame,MissesBrown。Andwhenshewentawayinthepacketbeforedaylight,byherself——mepretendingtobeherservant,andseeinghersafeaboard——shewasjustthesame。Now,areyoucontented,MissesBrown?'
`No,Rob。Notyet,'answeredMrs。Brown,decisively。
`Oh,here'sawomanforyou!'criedtheunfortunateRob,inanoutburstoffeeblelamentationoverhisownhelplessness。`Whatdidyouwishtoknownext,MissesBrown?'
`WhatbecameofMaster?Wheredidhego?'sheinquired,stillholdinghimtight,andlookingcloseintohisface,withhersharpeyes。
`Uponmysoul,Idon'tknow,MissesBrown,'answeredRob。`UponmysoulIdon'tknowwhathedid,norwherehewent,noranythingabouthim。I
onlyknowwhathesaidtomeasacautiontoholdmytongue,whenweparted;
andItellyouthis,MissesBrown,asafriend,thatsoonerthaneverrepeatawordofwhatwe'resayingnow,youhadbettertakeandshootyourself,orshutyourselfupinthishouse,andsetita-fire,forthere'snothinghewouldn'tdo,toberevengeduponyou。Youdon'tknowhimhalfaswellasIdo,MissesBrown。You'reneversafefromhim,Itellyou。'
`Haven'tItakenanoath,'retortedtheoldwoman,`andwon'tIkeepit?'
`Well,I'msureIhopeyouwill,MissesBrown。'returnedRob,somewhatdoubtfully,andnotwithoutalatentthreateninginhismanner。
`Foryourownsakequiteasmuchasmine。'
Helookedatherashegaveherthisfriendlycaution,andemphasizeditwithanoddingofhishead;butfindingituncomfortabletoencountertheyellowfacewithitsgrotesqueaction,andtheferreteyeswiththeirkeenoldwintrygaze,soclosetohisown,helookeddownuneasilyandsatshufflinginhischair,asifheweretryingtobringhimselftoasullendeclarationthathewouldanswernomorequestions。Theoldwoman,stillholdinghimasbefore,tookthisopportunityofraisingtheforefingerofherrighthand,intheair,asastealthysignaltotheconcealedobservertogiveparticularattentiontowhatwasabouttofollow。
`Rob,'shesaid,inhermostcoaxingtone。
`Goodgracious,MissesBrown,what'sthematternow?'returnedtheexasperatedGrinder。
`Rob!wheredidtheladyandMasterappointtomeet?'
Robshuffledmoreandmore,andlookedupandlookeddown,andbithisthumb,anddrieditonhiswaistcoat,andfinallysaid,eyeinghistormentoraskant,`HowshouldIknow,MissesBrown?'
Theoldwomanheldupherfingeragain,asbefore,andreplying,`Come,lad!It'snouseleadingmetothat,andthereleavingme。Iwanttoknow'——waitedforhisanswer。
Rob,afteradiscomfitedpause,suddenlybrokeoutwith,`HowcanIpronouncethenamesofforeignplaces,Mrs。Brown?Whatanunreasonablewomanyouare!'
`Butyouhavehearditsaid,Robby,'sheretortedfirmly,`andyouknowwhatitsoundedlike。Come!'
`Ineverhearditsaid,MissesBrown,'returnedtheGrinder。
`Then,'retortedtheoldwomanquickly,`youhaveseenitwritten,andyoucanspellit。'
Rob,withapetulantexclamationbetweenlaughingandcrying——forhewaspenetratedwithsomeadmirationofMrs。Brown'scunning,eventhroughthispersecution——aftersomereluctantfumblinginhiswaistcoatpocket,producedfromitalittlepieceofchalk。Theoldwoman'seyessparkledwhenshesawitbetweenhisthumbandfinger,andhastilyclearingaspaceonthedealtable,thathemightwritethewordthere,sheoncemoremadehersignalwithashakinghand。
`NowItellyoubeforehandwhatitis,MissesBrown,'saidRob,`it'snouseaskingmeanythingelse。Iwon'tansweranythingelse;Ican't。
Howlongitwastobebeforetheymet,orwhoseplanitwasthattheywastogoawayalone,Idon'tknownomorethanyoudo。Idon'tknowanymoreaboutit。IfIwastotellyouhowIfoundoutthisword,you'dbelievethat。ShallItellyou,MissesBrown?'
`Yes,Rob。'
`Wellthen,MissesBrown。Theway——nowyouwon'taskanymore,youknow?'saidrob,turninghiseyes,whichwerenowfastgettingdrowsyandstupid,uponher。
`Notanotherword,'saidMrs。Brown。
`Wellthen,thewaywasthis。Whenacertainpersonlefttheladywithme,heputapieceofpaperwithadirectionwrittenonitinthelady'shand,sayingitwasincasesheshouldforget。Shewasn'tafraidofforgetting,forshetoreitupassoonashisbackwasturned,andwhenIputupthecarriagesteps,Ishookoutoneofthepieces——shesprinkledtherestoutofthewindow,Isuppose,fortherewasnonethereafterwards,thoughIlookedfor'em。Therewasonlyonewordonit,andthatwasthis,ifyoumustandwillknow。Butremember!You'reuponyouroath,MissesBrown!'
Mrs。Brownknewthat,shesaid。Rob,havingnothingmoretosay,begantochalk,slowlyandlaboriously,onthetable。
`“D,“'theoldwomanreadaloud,whenhehadformedtheletter。
`Willyouholdyourtongue,MissesBrown?'heexclaimed,coveringitwithhishand,andturningimpatientlyuponher。`Iwon'thaveitreadout。Bequiet,willyou!'
`Thenwritelarge,Rob,'shereturned,repeatinghersecretsignal;
`formyeyesarenotgood,evenatprint。'
Mutteringtohimself,andreturningtohisworkwithanillwill,Robwentonwiththeword。Ashebenthisheaddown,thepersonforwhoseinformationhesounconsciouslylaboured,movedfromthedoorbehindhimtowithinashortstrideofhisshoulder,andlookedeagerlytowardsthecreepingtrackofhishanduponthetable。Atthesametime,Alice,fromheroppositechair,watcheditnarrowlyasitshapedtheletters,andrepeatedeachoneonherlipsashemadeit,withoutarticulatingitaloud。AttheendofeveryletterhereyesandMr。Dombey'smet,asifeachofthemsoughttobeconfirmedbytheother;andthustheybothspeltD。I。J。O。N。
`There!'saidtheGrinder,moisteningthepalmofhishandhastily,toobliteratetheword;andnotcontentwithsmearingitout,rubbingandplaningalltraceofitawaywithhiscoat-sleeve,untiltheverycolourofthechalkwasgonefromthetable。`Now,Ihopeyou'recontented,MissesBrown!'
Theoldwoman,intokenofherbeingso,releasedhisarmandpattedhisback;andtheGrinder,overcomewithmortification,cross-examination,andliquor,foldedhisarmsonthetable,laidhisheaduponthem,andfellasleep。
Notuntilhehadbeenheavilyasleepsometime,andwassnoringroundly,didtheoldwomanturntowardsthedoor,whereMr。Dombeystoodconcealed,andbeckonhimtocomethroughtheroom,andpassout。Eventhen,shehoveredoverRob,readytoblindhimwithherhands,orstrikehisheaddown,ifheshouldraiseitwhilethesecretstepwascrossingtothedoor。Butthoughherglancetooksharpcognizanceofthesleeper,itwassharptooforthewakingman;andwhenhetouchedherhandwithhis,andinspiteofallhiscaution,madeachinking,goldensound,itwasasbrightandgreedyasaraven's。
Thedaughter'sdarkgazefollowedhimtothedoor,andnotedwellhowpalehewas,andhowhishurriedtreadindicatedthattheleastdelaywasaninsupportablerestraintuponhim,andhowhewasburningtobeactiveandaway。Asheclosedthedoorbehindhim,shelookedroundathermother。
Theoldwomantrottedtoher;openedherhandtoshowwhatwaswithin;
and,tightlyclosingitagaininherjealousyandavarice,whispered:
`Whatwillhedo,Ally?'
`Mischief,'saidthedaughter。
`Murder?'askedtheoldwoman。
`He'samadman,inhiswoundedpride,andmaydothat,foranythingwecansay,orheeither。'
Herglancewasbrighterthanhermother's,andthefirethatshoneinitwasfiercer;butherfacewascolourless,eventoherlips。
Theysaidnomore,butsatapart;themothercommuningwithhermoney;thedaughterwithherthoughts;theglanceofeach,shininginthegloomofthefeeblylightedroom。Robsleptandsnored。Thedisregardedparrotonlywasinaction。Ittwistedandpulledatthewiresofitscage,withitscrookedbeak,andcrawleduptothedome,andalongitsrooflikeafly,anddownagainheadforemost,andshook,andbit,andrattledateveryslenderbar,asifitknewitsmaster'sdanger,andwaswildtoforceapassageout,andflyawaytowarnhimofit。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter53[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERLIIIMoreIntelligenceTHEREweretwoofthetraitor'sownblood——hisrenouncedbrotherandsister——onwhomtheweightofhisguiltrestedalmostmoreheavily,atthistime,thanonthemanwhomhehadsodeeplyinjured。Pryingandtormentingastheworldwas,itdidMr。Dombeytheserviceofnervinghimtopursuitandrevenge。Itrousedhispassion,stunghispride,twistedtheoneideaofhislifeintoanewshape,andmadesomegratificationofhiswrath,theobjectintowhichhiswholeintellectualexistenceresolveditself。
Allthestubbornnessandimplacabilityofhisnature,allitshardimpenetrablequality,allitsgloomandmoroseness,allitsexaggeratedsenseofpersonalimportance,allitsjealousdispositiontoresenttheleastflawintheamplerecognitionofhisimportancebyothers,setthiswaylikemanystreamsunitedintoone,andborehimonupontheirtide。ThemostimpetuouslypassionateandviolentlyimpulsiveofmankindwouldhavebeenamilderenemytoencounterthanthesullenMr。Dombeywroughttothis。Awildbeastwouldhavebeeneasierturnedorsoothedthanthegravegentlemanwithoutawrinkleinhisstarchedcravat。