TheCaptainspokewithallcomposureandattentiontothegame,butsuddenlyhiscardsdroppedoutofhishand,hismouthandeyesopenedwide,hislegsdrewthemselvesupandstuckoutinfrontofhischair,andhesatstaringatthedoorwithblankamazement。Lookingrounduponthecompany,andseeingthatnoneofthemobservedhimorthecauseofhisastonishment,theCaptainrecoveredhimselfwithagreatgasp,struckthetableatremendousblow,criedinastentorianroar,`SolGillsahoy!'
andtumbledintothearmsofaweather-beatenpea-coatthathadcomewithPollyintotheroom。
Inanothermoment,Walterwasinthearmsoftheweather-beatenpea-coat。Inanothermoment,Florencewasinthearmsoftheweather-beatenpea-coat。Inanothermoment,CaptainCuttlehadembracedMrs。RichardsandMissNipper,andwasviolentlyshakinghandswithMr。Toots,exclaiming,ashewavedhishookabovehishead,`Hooroar,mylad,hooroar!'TowhichMr。Toots,whollyatalosstoaccountfortheseproceedings,repliedwithgreatpoliteness,`Certainly,CaptainGills,whateveryouthinkproper!'
Theweather-beatenpea-coat,andanolessweather-beatencapandcomforterbelongingtoit,turnedfromtheCaptainandfromFlorencebacktoWalter,andsoundscamefromtheweather-beatenpea-coat,cap,andcomforter,asofanoldmansobbingunderneaththem;whiletheshaggysleevesclaspedWaltertight。Duringthispause,therewasanuniversalsilence,andtheCaptainpolishedhisnosewithgreatdiligence。Butwhenthepea-coat,cap,andcomforterliftedthemselvesupagain,Florencegentlymovedtowardsthem;andsheandWaltertakingthemoff,disclosedtheoldInstrument-maker,alittlethinnerandmorecarewornthanofold,inhisoldWelshwigandhisoldcoffee-colouredcoatandbasketbuttons,withhisoldinfalliblechronometertickingawayinhispocket。
`Chockfullo'science,'saidtheradiantCaptain,`aseverhewas!SolGills,SolGills,whathaveyoubeenupto,forthismanyalongday,myouldboy?'
`I'mhalfblind,Ned,'saidtheoldman,`andalmostdeafanddumbwithjoy。'
`Hiswerywoice,'saidtheCaptain,lookingroundwithanexultationtowhichevenhisfacecouldhardlyrenderjustice——`hiswerywoiceaschockfullo'scienceaseveritwas!SolGills,layto,mylad,uponyourownwinesandfig-trees,likeatautouldpatriarkasyouare,andoverhaulthemthereadwentureso'yourn,inyourownformiliorwoice。'Tisthewoice,saidtheCaptain,impressively,andannouncingaquotationwithhishook,`ofthesluggard,Iheerdhimcomplain,youhavewokemetoosoon,Imustslumberagain。Scatterhisene-mies,andmake'emfall!'
TheCaptainsatdownwiththeairofamanwhohadhappilyexpressedthefeelingofeverybodypresent,andimmediatelyroseagaintopresentMr。Toots,whowasmuchdisconcertedbythearrivalofanybody,appearingtopreferaclaimtothenameofGills。
`Although,'stammeredMr。Toots,`Ihadnotthepleasureofyouracquaintance,Sir,beforeyouwere——youwere——'
`Losttosight,tomemorydear,'suggestedtheCaptain,inalowvoice。
`Exactlyso,CaptainGills!'assentedMr。Toots。`AlthoughIhadnotthepleasureofyouracquaintance,Mr——Mr。Sols,'saidToots,hittingonthatnameintheinspirationofabrightidea,`beforethathappened,Ihavethegreatestpleasure,Iassureyou,in——youknow,inknowingyou。
Ihope,'saidMr。Toots,`thatyou'reaswellascanbeexpected。'
Withthesecourteouswords,Mr。Tootssatdownblushingandchuckling。
TheoldInstrument-maker,seatedinacornerbetweenWalterandFlorence,andnoddingatPolly,whowaslookingon,allsmilesanddelight,answeredtheCaptainthus:
`NedCuttle,mydearboy,althoughIhaveheardsomethingofthechangesofeventshere,frommypleasantfriendthere——whatapleasantfaceshehastobesure,towelcomeawandererhome!'saidtheoldman,breakingoff,andrubbinghishandsinhisolddreamyway。
`Hearhim!'criedtheCaptaingravely。`'Tiswomanasseducesallmankind。Forwhich,'asidetoMr。Toots,`you'lloverhaulyourAdamandEve,brother。'
`Ishallmakeapointofdoingso,CaptainGills,'saidMr。Toots。
`AlthoughIhaveheardsomethingofthechangesofevents,fromher,'resumedtheInstrument-maker,takinghisoldspectaclesfromhispocket,andputtingthemonhisforeheadinhisoldmanner,`theyaresogreatandunexpected,andIamsooverpoweredbythesightofmydearboy,andbythe,'——glancingatthedowncasteyesofFlorence,andnotattemptingtofinishthesentence——`thatI——Ican'tsaymuchto-night。ButmydearNedCuttle,whydidn'tyouwrite?'
TheastonishmentdepictedintheCaptain'sfeaturespositivelyfrightenedMr。Toots,whoseeyeswerequitefixedbyit,sothathecouldnotwithdrawthemfromhisface。
`Write!'echoedtheCaptain。`Write,SolGills?'
`Aye,'saidtheoldman,`eithertoBarbados,orJamaica,orDemerara。
ThatwaswhatIasked。'
`Whatyouasked,SolGills?'repeatedtheCaptain。
`Aye,'saidtheoldman。`Don'tyouknow,Ned?Sureyouhavenotforgotten?EverytimeIwrotetoyou。'
TheCaptaintookoffhisglazedhat,hungitonhishook,andsmoothinghishairfrombehindwithhishand,satgazingatthegrouparoundhim:aperfectimageofwonderingresignation。
`Youdon'tappeartounderstandme,Ned!'observedoldSol。
`SolGills,'returnedtheCaptain,afterstaringathimandtherestforalongtime,withoutspeaking,`I'mgoneaboutandadrift。Payoutawordortworespectingthemadwenturs,willyou!Can'tIbringup,nohows?Nohows?'saidtheCaptain,ruminating,andstaringallround。
`Youknow,Ned,'saidSolGills,`whyIlefthere。Didyouopenmypacket,Ned?'
`Why,aye,aye,'saidtheCaptain。`Tobesure,Iopenedthepacket。'
`Andreadit?'saidtheoldman。
`Andreadit,'answeredtheCaptain,eyeinghimattentively,andproceedingtoquoteitfrommemory。`“MydearNedCuttle,whenIlefthomefortheWestIndiesinforlornsearchofintelligenceofmydear——“Therehesits!There'sWal'r!'saidtheCaptain,asifhewererelievedbygettingholdofanythingthatwasrealandindisputable。
`Well,Ned。Nowattendamoment!'saidtheoldman。`WhenIwrotefirst——thatwasfromBarbados——Isaidthatthoughyouwouldreceivethatletterlongbeforetheyearwasout,Ishouldbegladifyouwouldopenthepacket,asitexplainedthereasonofmygoingaway。Verygood,Ned。
WhenIwrotethesecond,third,andperhapsthefourthtimes——thatwasfromJamaica——IsaidIwasinjustthesamestate,couldn'trest,andcouldn'tcomeawayfromthatpartoftheworld,withoutknowingthatmyboywaslostorsaved。WhenIwrotenext——that,Ithink,wasfromDemerara,wasn'tit?'
`ThathethinkswasfromDemerara,warn'tit!'saidtheCaptain,lookinghopelesslyround。
`——Isaid,'proceededoldSol,`thatstilltherewasnocertaininformationgotyet。ThatIfoundmanycaptainsandothers,inthatpartoftheworld,whohadknownmeforyears,andwhoassistedmewithapassagehereandthere,andforwhomIwasable,nowandthen,todoalittleinreturn,inmyowncraft。Thateveryonewassorryforme,andseemedtotakeasortofinterestinmywanderings;andthatIbegantothinkitwouldbemyfatetocruiseaboutinsearchoftidingsofmyboyuntilI
died。'
`BegantothinkashowhewasascientificflyingDutchman!'saidtheCaptain,asbefore,andwithgreatseriousness。
`Butwhenthenewscomeoneday,Ned,——thatwastoBarbados,afterIgotbackthere,——thataChinatraderhome'ardboundhadbeenspoke,thathadmyboyaboard,then,Ned,Itookpassageinthenextshipandcamehome;arrivedathometo-nighttofindittrue,thankGod!'saidtheoldman,devoutly。
TheCaptain,afterbowinghisheadwithgreatreverence,staredallroundthecircle,beginningwithMr。Toots,andendingwiththeInstrument-maker;
thengravelysaid:
`SolGills!TheobservationasI'ma-goingtomakeiscalc'latedtobloweverystitchofsailasyoucancarry,cleanoutofthebolt-ropes,andbringyouonyourbeamendswithalurch。NotoneofthemletterswaseverdeliveredtoEd'ardCuttle。Notoneo'themletters,'repeatedtheCaptain,tomakehisdeclarationthemoresolemnandimpressive,`waseverdelivereduntoEd'ardCuttle,Mariner,ofEngland,aslivesathomeatease,anddothimproveeachshininghour!'
`Andpostedbymyownhand!Anddirectedbymyownhand,NumbernineBrigPlace!'exclaimedoldSol。
ThecolourallwentoutoftheCaptain'sface,andallcamebackagaininaglow。
`Whatdoyoumean,SolGills,myfriend,byNumbernineBrigPlace?'
inquiredtheCaptain。
`Mean?Yourlodgings,Ned,'returnedtheoldman。`Mrs。What's-her-name!
Ishallforgetmyownnamenext,butIambehindthepresenttime——Ialwayswas,yourecollect——andverymuchconfused。Mrs。'
`SolGills!'saidtheCaptain,asifhewereputtingthemostimprobablecaseintheworld,`itain'tthenameofMacStingerasyou'reatryingtoremember?'
`Ofcourseitis!'exclaimedtheInstrument-maker。`TobesureNed。Mrs。MacStinger!'
CaptainCuttle,whoseeyeswerenowaswideopenastheycouldbe,andtheknobsuponwhosefacewereperfectlyluminous,gavealongshrillwhistleofamostmelancholysound,andstoodgazingateverybodyinastateofspeechlessness。
`Overhaulthatthereagain,SolGills,willyoubesokind?'hesaidatlast。
`Alltheseletters,'returnedUncleSol,beatingtimewiththeforefingerofhisrighthanduponthepalmofhisleft,withasteadinessanddistinctnessthatmighthavedonehonour,eventotheinfalliblechronometerinhispocket,`Ipostedwithmyownhand,anddirectedwithmyownhand,toCaptainCuttle,atMrs。MacStinger's,NumbernineBrigPlace。'
TheCaptaintookhisglazedhatoffhishook,lookedintoit,putiton,andsatdown。
`Why,friendsall,'saidtheCaptain,staringroundinthelaststateofdiscomfiture,`Icutandrunfromthere!'
`Andnooneknewwhereyouweregone,CaptainCuttle?'criedWalterhastily。
`Blessyourheart,Wal'r,'saidtheCaptain,shakinghishead,`she'dneverhaveallowedo'mycomingtotakechargeo'thishereproperty。
Nothingcouldbedonebutcutandrun。Lordloveyou,Wal'r!'saidtheCaptain,`you'veonlyseenherinacalm!Butseeherwhenherangrypassionsrise——andmakeanoteon!'
`I'dgiveither!'remarkedtheNipper,softly。
`Wouldyou,doyouthink,mydear?'returnedtheCaptainwithfeebleadmiration。`Well,mydear,itdoesyoucredit。Butthereain'tnowildanimalIwouldsoonerfacemyself。Ionlygotmychestawaybymeansofafriendasnobody'samatchfor。Itwasnogoodsendinganyletterthere。Shewouldn'ttakeinanyletter,blessyou,'saidtheCaptain,`underthemcircumstances!Why,youcouldhardlymakeitworthaman'swhiletobethepostman!'
`Thenit'sprettyclear,CaptainCuttle,thatallofus,andyouandUncleSolespecially,'saidWalter,`maythankMrs。MacStingerfornosmallanxiety。'
ThegeneralobligationinthiswisetothedeterminedrelictofthelateMr。MacStinger,wassoapparent,thattheCaptaindidnotcontestthepoint;butbeinginsomemeasureashamedofhisposition,thoughnobodydweltuponthesubject,andWalterespeciallyavoidedit,rememberingthelastconversationheandtheCaptainhadheldtogetherrespectingit,heremainedunderacloudfornearlyfiveminutes——anextra-ordinaryperiodforhim——whenthatsun,hisface,brokeoutoncemore,shiningonallbeholderswithextraordinarybrilliancy;andhefellintoafitofshakinghandswitheverybodyoverandoveragain。
Atanearlyhour,butnotbeforeUncleSolandWalterhadquestionedeachotheratsomelengthabouttheirvoyagesanddangers,theyall,exceptWalter,vacatedFlorence'sroom,andwentdowntotheparlour。HeretheyweresoonafterwardsjoinedbyWalter,whotoldthemFlorencewasalittlesorrowfulandheavy-hearted,andhadgonetobed。Thoughtheycouldnothavedisturbedherwiththeirvoicesdownthere,theyallspokeinawhisperafterthis:andeach,inhisdifferentway,feltverylovinglyandgentlytowardsWalter'sfairyoungbride:andalongexplanationtherewasofeverythingrelatingtoher,forthesatisfactionofUncleSol;andverysensibleMr。TootswasofthedelicacywithwhichWaltermadehisnameandservicesimportant,andhispresencenecessarytotheirlittlecouncil。
`Mr。Toots,'saidWalter,onpartingwithhimatthehousedoor,`weshallseeeachotherto-morrowmorning?'
`LieutenantWalters,'returnedMr。Toots,graspinghishandfervently,`Ishallcertainlybepresent。'
`Thisisthelastnightweshallmeetforalongtime——thelastnightwemayevermeet,'saidWalter。`Suchanobleheartasyours,mustfeel,Ithink,whenanotherheartisboundtoit。IhopeyouknowthatIamverygratefultoyou?'
`Walters,'repliedMr。Toots,quitetouched,`Ishouldbegladtofeelthatyouhadreasontobeso。''
`Florence,'saidWalter,`onthislastnightofherbearingherownname,hasmademepromise——itwasonlyjustnow,whenyouleftustogether——thatIwouldtellyou——withherdearlove——'
Mr。Tootslaidhishanduponthedoorpost,andhiseyesuponhishand。
`——withherdearlove,'saidWalter,`thatshecanneverhaveafriendwhomshewillvalueaboveyou。Thattherecollectionofyourtrueconsiderationforheralways,canneverbeforgottenbyher。Thatsheremembersyouinherprayersto-night,andhopesthatyouwillthinkofherwhensheisfaraway。ShallIsayanythingforyou?'
`Say,Walter,'repliedMr。Tootsindistinctly,`thatIshallthinkofhereveryday,butneverwithoutfeelinghappytoknowthatsheismarriedtothemansheloves,andwholovesher。Say,ifyouplease,thatIamsureherhusbanddeservesher——evenher!——andthatIamgladofherchoice。'
Mr。Tootsgotmoredistinctashecametotheselastwords,andraisinghiseyesfromthedoorpost,saidthemstoutly。HethenshookWalter'shandagainwithafervourthatWalterwasnotslowtoreturn,andstartedhomeward。
Mr。TootswasaccompaniedbytheChicken,whomhehadoflatebroughtwithhimeveryevening,andleftintheshop,withanideathatunforeseencircumstancesmightarisefromwithout,inwhichtheprowessofthatdistinguishedcharacterwouldbeofservicetotheMidshipman。
TheChickendidnotappeartobeinaparticularlygoodhumouronthisoccasion。Eitherthegas-lampsweretreacherous,orhecockedhiseyeinahideousmanner,andlikewisedistortedhisnose,whenMr。Toots,crossingtheroad,lookedbackoverhisshoulderattheroomwhereFlorenceslept。
Ontheroadhome,hewasmoredemonstrativeofaggressiveintentionsagainsttheotherfoot-passengers,thancomportedwithaprofessorofthepeacefulartofself-defence。Arrivedathome,insteadofleavingMr。Tootsinhisapartmentswhenhehadescortedhimthither,heremainedbeforehimweighinghiswhitehatinbothhandsbythebrim,andtwitchinghisheadandnosebothofwhichhadbeenmanytimesbroken,andbutindifferentlyrepaired,withanairofdecideddisrespect。
Hispatronbeingmuchengagedwithhisownthoughts,didnotobservethisforsometime,norindeeduntiltheChicken,determinednottobeoverlooked,hadmadediversclickingsoundswithhistongueandteeth,toattractattention。
`Now,Master,'saidtheChicken,doggedly,whenhe,atlength,caughtMr。Toot'seye,`Iwanttoknowwhetherthisheregammonistofinishit,orwhetheryou'reagoingintowin?'
`Chicken,'returnedMr。Toots,`explainyourself。'
`Whythen,here'sallaboutit,Master,'saidtheChicken。`I
ain'tacovetochuckawordaway。Here'swotitis。Areanyon'emtobedoubledup?'
WhentheChickenputthisquestionhedroppedhishat,madeadodgeandafeintwithhislefthand,hitasupposedenemyaviolentblowwithhisright,shookhisheadsmartly,andrecoveredhimself。
`Come,Master,'saidtheChicken。`Isittobegammonorpluck?
Which?'
`Chicken,'returnedMr。Toots,`yourexpressionsarecoarse,andyourmeaningisobscure。'
`Why,then,Itellyouwhat,Master,'saidtheChicken。`Thisiswhereitis。It'smean。'
`Whatismean,Chicken?'askedMr。Toots。
`Itis,'saidtheChicken,withafrightfulcorrugationofhisbrokennose。`There!Now,Master!Wot!Whenyoucouldgoandblowonthisherematchtothestiff'un;'bywhichdepreciatoryappellationithasbeensincesupposedthattheGameOneintendedtosignifyMr。Dombey;
`andwhenyoucouldknockthewinnerandallthekitof'emdeadouto'
windandtime,areyougoingtogivein?Togivein?'saidtheChicken,withcontemptuousemphasis。`Wy,it'smean!'
`Chicken,'saidMr。Toots,severely,`you'reaperfectVulture!
Yoursentimentsareatrocious。'
`MysentimentsisGameandFancy,Master,'returnedtheChicken。
`That'swotmysentimentsis。Ican'tabearameanness。I'maforethepublic,I'mtobeheerdonatthebaroftheLittleHelephant,andnoGov'nero'
minemustn'tgoanddowhat'smean。Wy,it'smean,'saidtheChicken,withincreasedexpression。`That'swhereitis。It'smean。'
`Chicken,'saidMr。Toots,`Youdisgustme。'
`Master,'returnedtheChicken,puttingonhishat,`there'sapaironus,then。Come!Here'saoffer!You'vespoketomemorethanonce'tortwice'taboutthepublicline。Nevermind!Givemeafi'typunnoteto-morrow,andletmego。'
`Chicken,'returnedMr。Toots,`aftertheodioussentimentsyouhaveexpressed,Ishallbegladtopartonsuchterms。'
`Donethen,'saidtheChicken。`It'sabargain。Thishereconductofyournwon'tsuitmybook,Master。Wy,it'smean,'saidtheChicken;
whoseemedequallyunabletogetbeyondthatpoint,andtostopshortofit。`That'swhereitis;it'smean!'
SoMr。TootsandtheChickenagreedtopartonthisincompatibilityofmoralperception;andMr。Tootslyingdowntosleep,dreamedhappilyofFlorence,whohadthoughtofhimasherfrienduponthelastnightofhermaidenlife,andwhohadsenthimherdearlove。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter57[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERLVIIAnotherWeddingMR。SOWNDSthebeadle,andMrs。Miffthepew-opener,areearlyattheirpostsinthefinechurchwhereMr。Dombeywasmarried。Ayellow-facedoldgentlemanfromIndia,isgoingtotakeuntohimselfayoungwifethismorning,andsixcarriagesfullofcompanyareexpected,andMrs。Miffhasbeeninformedthattheyellow-facedoldgentlemancouldpavetheroadtochurchwithdiamondsandhardlymissthem。Thenuptialbenedictionistobeasuperiorone,proceedingfromaveryreverend,adean,andtheladyistobegivenaway,asanextraordinarypresent,bysomebodywhocomesexpressfromtheHorseGuards。
Mrs。Miffismoreintolerantofcommonpeoplethismorning,thanshegenerallyis;andshehasalwaysstrongopinionsonthatsubject,foritisassociatedwithfreesittings。Mrs。Miffisnotastudentofpoliticaleconomyshethinksthescienceisconnectedwithdissenters;`BaptistsorWesleyans,orsomeo'them,'shesays,butshecanneverunderstandwhatbusinessyourcommonfolkshavetobemarried。`Drat'em,'saysMrs。
Miff,`youreadthesamethingsover'em,andinsteadofsovereignsgetsixpences!'
Mr。SowndsthebeadleismoreliberalthanMrs。Miff——butthenheisnorapew-opener。`Itmustbedone,ma'am,'hesays。`Wemustmarry'em。Wemusthaveournationalschoolstowalkattheheadof,andwemusthaveourstandingarmies。Wemustmarry'em,ma'am,'saysMr。Sownds,`andkeepthecountrygoing。'
Mr。SowndsissittingonthestepsandMrs。Miffisdustinginthechurch,whenayoungcouple,plainlydressed,comein。ThemortifiedbonnetofMrs。Miffissharplyturnedtowardsthem,forsheespiesinthisearlyvisitindicationsofarunawaymatch。Buttheydon'twanttobemarried——`Only,'
saysthegentleman,`towalkroundthechurch。'AndasheslipsagenteelcomplimentintothepalmofMrs。Miff,hervinegaryfacerelaxes,andhermortifiedbonnetandhersparedryfiguredipandcrackle。
Mrs。Miffresumesherdustingandplumpsuphercushions——fortheyellow-facedoldgentlemanisreportedtohavetenderknees——butkeepsherglazed,pew-openingeyeontheyoungcouplewhoarewalkingroundthechurch。`Ahem,'coughsMrs。Miff,whosecoughisdrierthanthehayinanyhassockinhercharge,`you'llcometousoneofthesemornings,mydears,unlessI'mmuchmistaken!'
Theyarelookingatatabletonthewall,erectedtothememoryofsomeonedead。TheyarealongwayofffromMrs。Miff,butMrs。Miffcanseewithhalfaneyehowsheisleaningonhisarm,andhowhisheadisbentdownoverher。`Well,well,'saysMrs。Miff,`youmightdoworse。
Foryou'reatidypair!'
ThereisnothingpersonalinMrs。Miff'sremark。Shemerelyspeaksofstock-in-trade。Sheishardlymorecuriousincouplesthanincoffins。
Sheissuchaspare,straight,dryoldlady——suchapewofawoman——thatyoushouldfindasmanyindividualsympathiesinaship。Mr。Sownds,now,whoisfleshy,andhasscarletinhiscoat,isofadifferenttemperament。
Hesays,astheystanduponthestepswatchingtheyoungcoupleaway,thatshehasaprettyfigure,hasn'tshe,andaswellashecouldseforsheheldherheaddowncomingout,anuncommonprettyface。`Altogether,Mrs。
Miff,'saysMr。Sowndswitharelish,`sheiswhatyoumaycallarose-bud。'
Mrs。Miffassentswithasparenodofhermortifiedbonnet;butapprovesofthissolittle,thatsheinwardlyresolvesshewouldn'tbethewifeofMr。Sowndsforanymoneyhecouldgiveher,Beadleasheis。
Andwhataretheyoungcouplesayingastheyleavethechurch,andgooutatthegate?
`DearWalter,thankyou!Icangoaway,now,happy。'
`Andwhenwecomeback,Florence,wewillcomeandseehisgraveagain。'
Florenceliftshereyes,sobrightwithtears,tohiskindface;
andclaspsherdisengagedhandonthatothermodestlittlehandwhichclaspshisarm。
`Itisveryearly,Walter,andthestreetsarealmostemptyyet。
Letuswalk。'
`Butyouwillbesotired,mylove。'
`Ohno!Iwasverytiredthefirsttimethatweeverwalkedtogether,butIshallnotbesoto-day。'
Andthus——notmuchchanged——she,asinnocentandearnest-hearted——he,asfrank,ashopeful,andmoreproudofher——FlorenceandWalter,ontheirbridalmorning,walkthroughthestreetstogether。
Noteveninthatchildishwalkoflongago,weretheysofarremovedfromalltheworldaboutthemasto-day。Thechildishfeetoflongago,didnottreadsuchenchantedgroundastheirsdonow。Theconfidenceandloveofchildrenmaybegivenmanytimes,andwillspringupinmanyplaces;
butthewoman'sheartofFlorence,withitsundividedtreasure,canbeyieldedonlyonce,andunderslightorchange,canonlydroopanddie。
Theytakethestreetsthatarethequietest,anddonotgonearthatinwhichheroldhomestands。Itisafair,warmsummermorning,andthesunshinesonthem,astheywalktowardsthedarkeningmistthatoverspreadstheCity。Richesareuncoveringinshops;jewels,gold,andsilverflashinthegoldsmith'ssunnywindows;andgreathousescastastatelyshadeuponthemastheypass。Butthroughthelight,andthroughtheshade,theygoonlovinglytogether,losttoeverythingaround;thinkingofnootherriches,andnoprouderhome,thantheyhavenowinoneanother。
Graduallytheycomeintothedarker,narrowerstreets,wherethesun,nowyellow,andnowred,isseenthroughthemist,onlyatstreetcorners,andinsmallopenspaceswherethereisatree,oroneoftheinnumerablechurches,orapavedwayandaflightofsteps,oracuriouslittlepatchofgarden,oraburying-ground,wherethefewtombsandtombstonesarealmostblack。Lovinglyandtrustfully,throughallthenarrowyardsandalleysandtheshadystreets,Florencegoes,clingingtohisarm,tobehiswife。
Herheartbeatsquickernow,forWaltertellsherthattheirchurchisverynear。Theypassafewgreatstacksofware-houses,withwaggonsatthedoors,andbusycarmenstoppinguptheway——butFlorencedoesnotseeorhearthem——andthentheairisquiet,andthedayisdarkened,andsheistremblinginachurchwhichhasastrangesmelllikeacellar。
TheShabbylittleoldman,ringerofthedisappointedbell,isstandingintheporch,andhasputhishatinthefont——forheisquiteathomethere,beingsexton。Heushersthemintoanoldbrown,panelled,dustyvestry,likeacorner-cupboardwiththeshelvestakenout;wherethewormyregistersdiffuseasmelllikefadedsnuff,whichhassetthetearfulNippersneezing。
Youthful,andhowbeautiful,theyoungbridelooks,inthisolddustyplace,withnokindredobjectnearherbutherhusband。Thereisadustyoldclerk,whokeepsasortofevaporatednewsshopunderneathanarchwayopposite,behindaperfectfortificationofposts。Thereisadustyoldpew-openerwhoonlykeepsherself,andfindsthatquiteenoughtodo。ThereisadustyoldbeadletheseareMr。Toots'sbeadleandpew-openeroflastSunday,whohassomethingtodowithaWorshipfulCompanywhohavegotaHallintheNextyard,withastained-glasswindowinitthatnomortaleversaw。Therearedustywoodenledgesandcornicespokedinandoutoverthealtar,andoverthescreenandroundthegallery,andovertheinscriptionaboutwhattheMasterandWardensoftheWorshipfulCompanydidinonethousandsixhundredandninety-four。Therearedustyoldsounding-boardsoverthepulpitandreading-desk,lookinglikelidstobeletdownontheofficiatingministers,incaseoftheirgivingoffence。
Thereiseverypossibleprovisionfortheaccommodationofdust,exceptinthechurchyard,wherethefacilitiesinthatrespectareverylimited。
TheCaptain,UncleSol,andMr。Tootsarecome;theclergymanisputtingonhissurpliceinthevestry,whiletheclerkwalksroundhim,blowingthedustoffit;andthebrideandbridegroomstandbeforethealtar。Thereisnobrides-maid,unlessSusanNipperisone;andnobetterfatherthanCaptainCuttle。Amanwithawoodenleg,chewingafaintappleandcarryingabluebaginhishand,looksintoseewhatisgoingon;
butfindingitnothingentertaining,stumpsoffagain,andpegshiswayamongtheechoesoutofdoors。
NograciousrayoflightisseentofallonFlorence,kneelingatthealtarwithhertimidheadboweddown。TheMorningluminaryisbuiltout,anddon'tshinethere。Thereisameagretreeoutside,wherethesparrowsarechirpingalittle;andthereisablackbirdinaneyelet-holeofsuninadyer'sgarret,overagainstthewindow,whowhistlesloudlywhilsttheserviceisperforming;andthereisthemanwiththewoodenlegstumpingaway。Theamensofthedustyclerkappear,likeMacBeth's,tostickinhisthroatalittle;butCaptainCuttlehelpshimout,anddoesitwithsomuchgoodwillthatheinterpolatesthreeentirelynewresponsesofthatword,neverintroducedintotheservicebefore。
Theyaremarried,andhavesignedtheirnamesinoneoftheoldsneezyregisters,andtheclergyman'ssurpliceisrestoredtothedust,andtheclergymanisgonehome。Inadarkcornerofthedarkchurch,FlorencehasturnedtoSusanNipper,andisweepinginherarms。Mr。Toots'seyesarered。TheCaptainlubricateshisnose。UncleSolhaspulleddownhisspectaclesfromhisforehead,andwalkedouttothedoor。
`Godblessyou,Susan;dearestSusan!IfyouevercanbearwitnesstotheloveIhaveforWalter,andthereasonthatIhavetolovehim,doitforhissake。Good-bye!Good-bye!'
TheyhavethoughtitbetternottogobacktotheMidshipman,buttopartso;acoachiswaitingforthem,nearathand。
MissNippercannotspeak;sheonlysobsandchokes,andhugshermistress。Mr。Tootsadvances,urgeshertocheerup,andtakeschargeofher。Florencegiveshimherhand——giveshim,inthefulnessofherheart,herlips——kissesUncleSol,andCaptainCuttle,andisborneawaybyheryounghusband。
ButSusancannotbearthatFlorenceshouldgoawaywithamournfulrecollectionofher。Shehadmeanttobesodifferent,thatshereproachesherselfbitterly。Intentonmakingonelastefforttoredeemhercharacter,shebreaksfromMr。Tootsandrunsawaytofindthecoach,andshowapartingsmile。TheCaptain,diviningherobject,setsoffafterher;forhefeelsithisdutyalsotodismissthemwithacheer,ifpossible。UncleSolandMr。Tootsareleftbehindtogether,outsidethechurch,towaitforthem。
Thecoachisgone,butthestreetissteep,andnarrow,andblockedup,andSusancanseeitatastand-stillinthedistance,sheissure。
CaptainCuttlefollowsherasshefliesdownthehill,andwaveshisglazedhatasageneralsignal,whichmayattracttherightcoachandwhichmaynot。
SusanoutstripstheCaptain,andcomesupwithit。Shelooksinatthewindow,seesWalter,withthegentlefacebesidehim,andclapsherhandsandscreams:
`MissFloy,mydarling!lookatme!Weareallsohappynow,dear!
Onemoregood-bye,myprecious,onemore!'
HowSusandoesit,shedon'tknow,butshereachestothewindow,kissesher,andhasherarmsaboutherneck,inamoment。
`Weareallso——sohappynow,mydearMissFloy!'saysSusan,withasuspiciouscatchinginherbreath。`You,youwon'tbeangrywithmenow。Nowwillyou?'`Angry,Susan!'
`No,no;Iamsureyouwon't。Isayyouwon't,mypet,mydearest!'
exclaimsSusan;`andhere'stheCaptaintoo——yourfriendtheCaptain,youknow——tosaygood-byeoncemore!'
`Hooroar,myHeart'sDelight!'vociferatestheCaptain,withacountenanceofstrongemotion。`Hooroar,Wal'rmylad。Hooroar!Hooroar!'
Whatwiththeyounghusbandatonewindow,andtheyoungwifeattheother;theCaptainhangingonatthisdoor,andSusanNipperholdingfastbythat;thecoachobligedtogoonwhetheritwillorno,andalltheothercartsandcoachesturbulentbecauseithesitates;thereneverwassomuchconfusiononfourwheels。ButSusanNippergallantlymaintainsherpoint。Shekeepsasmilingfaceuponhermistress,smilingthroughhertears,untilthelast。Evenwhensheisleftbehind,theCaptaincontinuestoappearanddisappearatthedoor,crying`Hooroar,mylad!Hooroar,myHeart'sDelight!'withhisshirt-collarinaviolentstateofagitation,untilitishopelesstoattempttokeepupwiththecoachanylonger。Finally,whenthecoachisgone,SusanNipper,beingrejoinedbytheCaptain,fallsintoastateofinsensibility,andistakenintoabaker'sshoptorecover。
UncleSolandMr。Tootswaitpatientlyinthechurchyard,sittingonthecoping-stoneoftherailings,untilCaptainCuttleandSusancomeback。Neitherbeingatalldesiroustospeak,ortobespokento,theyareexcellentcompany,andquitesatisfied。WhentheyallarriveagainatthelittleMidshipman,andsitdowntobreakfast,nobodycantouchamorsel。CaptainCuttlemakesafeintofbeingvoraciousabouttoast,butgivesitupasaswindle。Mr。Tootssays,afterbreakfast,hewillcomebackintheevening;andgoeswanderingaboutthetownallday,withavaguesensationuponhimasifhehadn'tbeentobedforafortnight。
Thereisastrangecharminthehouse,andintheroom,inwhichtheyhavebeenusedtobetogether,andoutofwhichsomuchisgone。Itaggravates,andyetitsoothes,thesorrowoftheseparation。Mr。TootstellsSusanNipperwhenhecomesatnight,thathehasn'tbeensowretchedalldaylong,andyethelikesit。HeconfidesinSusanNipper,beingalonewithher,andtellsherwhathisfeelingswerewhenshegavehimthatcandidopinionastotheprobabilityofMissDombey'severlovinghim。Intheveinofconfidenceengenderedbythesecommonrecollections,andtheirtears,Mr。Tootsproposesthattheyshallgoouttogether,andbuysomethingforsupper。MissNipperassenting,theybuyagoodmanylittlethings;
and,withtheaidofMrs。Richards,setthesupperoutquiteshowilybeforetheCaptainandoldSolcamehome。
TheCaptainandoldSolhavebeenonboardtheship,andhaveestablishedDithere,andhaveseenthechestsputaboard。TheyhavemuchtotellaboutthepopularityofWalter,andthecomfortshewillhaveabouthim,andthequietwayinwhichitseemshehasbeenworkingearlyandlate,tomakehiscabinwhattheCaptaincalls`apicter,'tosurprisehislittlewife。`Aadmiral'scabin,mindyou,'saystheCaptain,`ain'tmoretrim。'
ButoneoftheCaptain'schiefdelightsis,thatheknowsthebigwatch,andthesugar-tongs,andtea-spoons,areonboard:andagainandagainhemurmurstohimself,`Ed'ardCuttle,mylad,younevershapedabettercourseinyourlifethanwhenyoumadethattherelittlepropertyoverjintly。Youseehowthelandbore,Ed'ard,'saystheCaptain,`anditdoesyoucredit,mylad。'
TheoldInstrument-makerismoredistraughtandmistythanheusedtobe,andtakesthemarriageandthepartingverymuchtoheart。
Butheisgreatlycomfortedbyhavinghisoldally,NedCuttle,athisside;andhesitsdowntosupperwithagratefulandcontentedface。
`Myboyhasbeenpreservedandthrives,'saysoldSolGills,rubbinghishands。`WhatrighthaveItobeotherwisethanthankfulandhappy!'
TheCaptain,whohasnotyettakenhisseatatthetable,butwhohasbeenfidgetingaboutforsometime,andnowstandshesitatinginhisplace,looksdoubtfullyatMr。Gills,andsays:
`Sol!There'sthelastbottleoftheoldMadeiradownbelow。Wouldyouwishtohaveitupto-night,myboy,anddrinktoWal'randhiswife?'
TheInstrument-maker,lookingwistfullyattheCaptain,putshishandintothebreast-pocketofhiscoffee-colouredcoat,bringsforthhispocket-book,andtakesaletterout。
`ToMr。Dombey,'saystheoldman。`FromWalter。Tobesentinthreeweeks'time。I'llreadit。'
`“Sir。Iammarriedtoyourdaughter。Sheisgonewithmeuponadistantvoyage。Tobedevotedtoheristohavenoclaimonheroryou,butGodknowsthatIam。
`“Why,lovingherbeyondallearthlythings,Ihaveyet,withoutremorse,unitedhertotheuncertaintiesanddangersofmylife,Iwillnotsaytoyou。Youknowwhy,andyouareherfather。
`“Donotreproachher。Shehasneverreproachedyou。
`“Idonotthinkorhopethatyouwilleverforgiveme。ThereisnothingIexpectless。ButifanhourshouldcomewhenitwillcomfortyoutobelievethatFlorencehassomeoneevernearher,thegreatchargeofwhoselifeistocancelherremembranceofpastsorrow,Isolemnlyassureyou,youmay,inthathour,restinthatbelief。“'
Solomonputsbackthelettercarefullyinhispocket-book,andputsbackhispocket-bookinhiscoat。
`Wewon'tdrinkthelastbottleoftheoldMadeirayet,Ned,'
saystheoldmanthoughtfully。`Notyet。'
`Notyet,'assentstheCaptain。`No。Notyet。'
SusanandMr。Tootsareofthesameopinion。Afterasilencetheyallsitdowntosupper,anddrinktotheyounghusbandandwifeinsomethingelse;andthelastbottleoftheoldMadeirastillremainsamongitsdustandcobwebs,undisturbed。
Afewdayshaveelapsed,andastatelyshipisoutatsea,spreadingitswhitewingstothefavouringwind。
Uponthedeck,imagetotheroughestmanonboardofsomethingthatisgraceful,beautiful,andharmless——somethingthatitisgoodandpleasanttohavethere,andthatshouldmakethevoyageprosperous——isFlorence。Itisnight,andsheandWaltersitalone,watchingthesolemnpathoflightupontheseabetweenthemandthemoon。
Atlengthshecannotseeitplainly,forthetearsthatfillhereyes;andthenshelaysherheaddownonhisbreast,andputsherarmsaroundhisneck,saying,`OhWalter,dearestlove,Iamsohappy!'
Herhusbandholdshertohisheart,andtheyareveryquiet,andthestatelyshipgoesonserenely。
`AsIhearthesea,'saysFlorence,`andsitwatchingit,itbringssomanydaysintomymind。Itmakesmethinksomuch'
`OfPaul,mylove。Iknowitdoes。'
OfPaulandWalter。AndthevoicesinthewavesarealwayswhisperingtoFlorence,intheirceaselessmurmuring,oflove——oflove,eternalandillimitable,notboundedbytheconfinesofthisworld,orbytheendoftime,butrangingstill,beyondthesea,beyondthesky,totheinvisiblecountryfaraway!
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter58[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERLVIIIAfteraLapseTHEseahadebbedandflowed,throughawholeyear。Throughawholeyear,thewindsandcloudshadcomeandgone;theceaselessworkofTimehadbeenperformed,instormandsunshine。Throughawholeyear,thetidesofhumanchanceandchangehadsetintheirallottedcourses。Throughawholeyear,thefamousHouseofDombeyandSonhadfoughtafightforlife,againstcrossaccidents,doubtfulrumours,unsuccessfulventures,unpropitioustimes,andmostofall,againsttheinfatuationofitshead,whowouldnotcontractitsenterprisesbyahair'sbreadth,andwouldnotlistentoawordofwarningthattheshiphestrainedsohardagainstthestorm,wasweak,andcouldnotbearit。
Theyearwasout,andthegreatHousewasdown。
Onesummerafternoon;ayear,wantingsomeodddays,afterthemarriageintheCitychurch;therewasabuzzandwhisperupon'Changeofagreatfailure。Acertaincoldproudman,wellknownthere,wasnotthere,norwasherepresentedthere。NextdayitwasnoisedabroadthatDombeyandSonhadstopped,andnextnighttherewasaListofBankruptspublished,headedbythatname。
Theworldwasverybusynow,insooth,andhadadealtosay。
Itwasaninnocentlycredulousandamuchill-usedworld。Itwasaworldinwhichtherewasnoothersortofbankruptcywhatever。Therewerenoconspicuouspeopleinit,tradingfarandwideonrottenbanksofreligion,patriotism,virtue,honour。Therewasnoamountworthmentioningofmerepaperincirculation,onwhichanybodylivedprettyhandsomely,promisingtopaygreatsumsofgoodnesswithnoeffects。Therewasnoshortcomingsanywhere,inanythingbutmoney。Theworldwasveryangryindeed;andthepeopleespecially,who,inaworseworld,mighthavebeensupposedtobebankrupttradersthemselvesinshowsandpretences,wereobservedtobemightilyindignant。
Herewasanewinducementtodissipation,presentedtothatsportofcircumstances,Mr。PerchtheMessenger!ItwasapparentlythefateofMr。Perchtobealwayswakingup,andfindinghimselffamous。Hehadbutyesterday,asonemightsay,subsidedintoprivatelifefromthecelebrityoftheelopementandtheeventsthatfollowedit;andnowhewasmadeamoreimportantmanthanever,bythebankruptcy。Glidingfromhisbracketintheouterofficewherehenowsat,watchingthestrangefacesofaccountantsandothers,whoquicklysupersedednearlyalltheoldclerks,Mr。Perchhadbuttoshowhimselfinthecourtoutside,or,atfarthest,inthebaroftheKing'sArms,tobeaskedamultitudeofquestions,almostcertaintoincludethatinterestingquestion,whatwouldhetaketodrink?ThenwouldMr。PerchdescantuponthehoursofacuteuneasinessheandMrs。
PerchhadsufferedoutatBallsPond,whentheyfirstsuspected`thingswasgoingwrong。'ThenwouldMr。Perchrelatetogapinglisteners,inalowvoice,asifthecorpseofthedeceasedHousewerelyingunburiedinthenextroom,howMrs。PerchhadfirstcometosurmisethatthingswasgoingwrongbyhearinghimPerchmoaninginhissleep,`twelveandninepenceinthepound,twelveandninepenceinthepound!'WhichactofsomnambulismhesupposedtohaveoriginatedintheimpressionmadeuponhimbythechangeinMr。Dombey'sface。Thenwouldheinformthemhowhehadoncesaid,`MightImakesoboldasask,Sir,areyouunhappyinyourmind?'andhowMr。
Dombeyhadreplied,`MyfaithfulPerch——butno,itcannotbe!'andwiththathadstruckhishanduponhisforehead,andsaid,`Leaveme,Perch!'
Then,inshort,wouldMr。Perch,avictimtohisposition,tellallmanneroflies;affectinghimselftotearsbythosethatwereofamovingnature,andreallybelievingthattheinventionsofyesterdayhad,onrepetition,asortoftruthaboutthemto-day。
Mr。Perchalwaysclosedtheseconferencesbymeeklyremarking,That,ofcourse,whateverhissuspicionsmighthavebeenasifhehadeverhadany!itwasn'tforhimtobetrayhistrust,wasit?Whichsentimentthereneverbeinganycreditorspresentwasreceivedasdoingasdoinggreathonourtohisfeelings。Thus,hegenerallybroughtawayasoothedconscienceandleftanagreeableimpressionbehindhim,whenhereturnedtohisbracket:againtositwatchingthestrangefacesoftheaccountantsandothers,makingsofreewiththegreatmysteries,theBooks;ornowandthentogoontiptoeintoMr。Dombey'semptyroom,andstirthefire;ortotakeanairingatthedoor,andhavealittlemoredolefulchatwithanystragglerwhomheknew;ortopropitiate,withvarioussmallattentions,theheadaccountant:fromwhomMr。PerchhadexpectationsofamessengershipinaFireOffice,whentheaffairsoftheHouseshouldbewoundup。
ToMajorBagstock,thebankruptcywasquiteacalamity。TheMajorwasnotasympatheticcharacter——hisattentionbeingwhollyconcentratedonJ。B——norwasheamansubjecttolivelyemotions,exceptinthephysicalregardsofgaspingandchoking。ButhehadsoparadedhisfriendDombeyattheclub;hadsoflourishedhimattheheadsofthemembersingeneral,andsoputthemdownbycontinualassertionofhisriches;thattheclub,beingbuthuman,wasdelightedtoretortupontheMajor,byaskinghim,withashowofgreatconcern,whetherthistremendoussmashhadbeenatallexpected,andhowhisfriendDombeyboreit。Tosuchquestions,theMajor,waxingverypurple,wouldreplythatitwasabadworld,Sir,altogether;
thatJoeyknewathingortwo,buthadbeendone,Sir,donelikeaninfant;
thatifyouhadforetoldthis,Sir,toJ。Bagstock,whenhewentabroadwithDombeyandwaschasingthatvagabondupanddownFrance,J。Bagstockwouldhavepooh-pooh'dyou——wouldhavepooh-pooh'dyou,Sir,bytheLord!
ThatJoehadbeendeceived,Sir,takenin,hoodwinked,blindfolded,butwasbroadawakeagainandstaring;insomuch,Sir,thatifJoe'sfatherweretoriseupfromthegraveto-morrow,hewouldn'ttrusttheoldbladewithapennypiece,butwouldtellhimthathissonJoshwastoooldasoldiertobedoneagain,Sir。Thathewasasuspicious,crabbed,cranky,used-up,J。B。infidel,Sir;andthatifitwereconsistentwiththedignityofaroughandtougholdMajor,oftheoldschool,whohadhadthehonourofbeingpersonallyknownto,andcommendedby,theirlateRoyalHighnessestheDukesofKentandYork,toretiretoatubandliveinit,byGad!
Sir,he'dhaveatubinPallMallto-morrow,toshowhiscontemptformankind!
Ofallthis,andmanyvariationsofthesametune,theMajorwoulddeliverhimselfwithsomanyapoplecticsymptoms,suchrollingsofhishead,andsuchviolentgrowlsofillusageandresentment,thattheyoungermembersoftheclubsurmisedhehadinvestedmoneyinhisfriendDombey'sHouse,andlostit;thoughtheoldersoldiersanddeeperdogs,whoknewJoebetter,wouldn'thearofsuchathing。TheunfortunateNative,expressingnoopinion,suffereddreadfully;notmerelyinhismoralfeelings,whichwereregularlyfusilladedbytheMajoreverynourintheday,andriddledthroughandthrough,butinhissensitivenesstobodilyknocksandbumps,whichwaskeptcontinuallyonthestretch。Forsixentireweeksafterthebankruptcy,thismiserableforeignerlivedinarainyseasonofboot-jacksandbrushes。
Mrs。Chickhadthreeideasuponthesubjectoftheterriblereverse。
Thefirstwasthatshecouldnotunderstandit。Thesecond,thatherbrotherhadnotmadeaneffort。Thethird,thatifshehadbeeninvitedtodinneronthedayofthatfirstparty,itneverwouldhavehappened;andthatshehadsaidso,atthetime。
Nobody'sopinionstayedthemisfortune,lightenedit,ormadeitheavier。ItwasunderstoodthattheaffairsoftheHouseweretobewoundupastheybestcouldbe;thatMr。Dombeyfreelyresignedeverythinghehad,andaskedfornofavourfromanyone。Thatanyresumptionofthebusinesswasoutofthequestion,ashewouldlistentonofriendlynegotiationhavingthatcompromiseinview;thathehadrelinquishedeverypostoftrustordistinctionhehadheld,asamanrespectedamongmerchants;thathewasdying,accordingtosome;thathewasgoingmelancholymad,accordingtoothers;thathewasabrokenman,accordingtoall。
Theclerksdispersedafterholdingalittledinnerofcondolenceamongthemselves,whichwasenlivenedbycomicsinging,andwentoffadmirably。
Sometookplacesabroad,andsomeengagedinotherHousesathome;somelookeduprelationsinthecountry,forwhomtheysuddenlyrememberedtheyhadaparticularaffection;andsomeadvertisedforemploymentinthenewspapers。
Mr。Perchaloneremainedofallthelateestablishment,sittingonhisbracketlookingattheaccountants,orstartingoffit,topropitiatetheheadaccountant,whowastogethimintotheFireOffice。TheCountingHousesoongottobedirtyandneglected。Theprincipalslipperanddogs'
collarseller,atthecornerofthecourt,wouldhavedoubtedtheproprietyofthrowinguphisforefingertothebrimofhishat,anymore,ifMr。
Dombeyhadappearedtherenow;andtheticketporter,withhishandsunderhiswhiteapron,moralisedgoodsoundmoralityaboutambition,whichheobservedwasnot,inhisopinion,madetorhymetoperdition,fornothing。
Mr。Morfin,thehazel-eyedbachelor,withthehairandwhiskerssprinkledwithgrey,wasperhapstheonlypersonwithintheatmosphereoftheHouse——itshead,ofcourse,excepted——whowasheartilyanddeeplyaffectedbythedisasterthathadbefallenit。HehadtreatedMr。Dombeywithduerespectanddeferencethroughmanyyears,buthehadneverdisguisedhisnaturalcharacter,ormeanlytruckledtohim,orpamperedhismasterpassionfortheadvancementofhisownpurposes。Hehad,therefore,noself-disrespecttoavenge;nolong-tightenedspringstoreleasewithaquickrecoil。HeworkedearlyandlatetounravelwhateverwascomplicatedordifficultintherecordsofthetransactionsoftheHouse;wasalwaysinattendancetoexplainwhateverrequiredexplanation;satinhisoldroomsometimesverylateatnight,studyingpointsbyhismasteryofwhichhecouldspareMr。Dombeythepainofbeingpersonallyreferredto;andthenwouldgohometoIslington,andcalmhismindbyproducingthemostdismalandforlornsoundsoutofhisvioloncellobeforegoingtobed。
Hewassolacinghimselfwiththismelodiousgrumbleroneevening,and,havingbeenmuchdispiritedbytheproceedingsoftheday,wasscrapingconsolationoutofitsdeepestnotes,whenhislandladywhowasfortunatelydeaf,andhadnootherconsciousnessoftheseperformancesthanasensationofsomethingrumblinginherbonesannouncedalady。
`Inmourning,'shesaid。
Thevioloncellostoppedimmediately;andtheperformer,layingitonthesofawithgreattendernessandcare,madeasignthattheladywastocomein。Hefolloweddirectly,andmetHarrietCarkeronthestair。
`Alone!'hesaid,`andJohnherethismorning!Isthereanythingthematter,mydear?Butno,'headded,`yourfacetellsquiteanotherstory。'
`Iamafraiditisaselfishrevelationthatyouseethere,then,'
sheanswered。
`Itisaverypleasantone,'saidhe;`and,ifselfish,anoveltytoo,worthseeinginyou。ButIdon'tbelievethat。'
Hehadplacedachairforherbythistime,andsatdownopposite;
thevioloncellolyingsnuglyonthesofabetweenthem。
`Youwillnotbesurprisedatmycomingalone,oratJohn'snothavingtoldyouIwascoming,'saidHarriet;`andyouwillbelievethat,whenItellyouwhyIhavecome。MayIdosonow?'
`Youcandonothingbetter。'
`Youwerenotbusy?'
Hepointedtothevioloncellolyingonthesofa,andsaid,`I
havebeen,allday。Here'smywitness。Ihavebeenconfidingallmycarestoit。IwishIhadnonebutmyowntotell。'
`IstheHouseatanend?'saidHarriet,earnestly。
`Completelyatanend。'
`Willitneverberesumed?'
`Never。'
Thebrightexpressionofherfacewasnotovershadowedasherlipssilentlyrepeatedtheword。Heseemedtoobservethiswithsomelittleinvoluntarysurprise:andsaidagain:
`Never。YourememberwhatItoldyou。Ithasbeen,allalong,impossibletoconvincehim;impossibletoreasonwithhim;sometimes,impossibleeventoapproachhim。Theworsthashappened;andtheHousehasfallen,nevertobuiltupanymore。'
`AndMr。Dombey,ishepersonallyruined?'
`Ruined。'`Willhehavenoprivatefortuneleft?Nothing?'
Acertaineagernessinhervoice,andsomethingthatwasalmostjoyfulinherlook,seemedtosurprisehimmoreandmore;todisappointhimtoo,andjardiscordantlyagainsthisownemotions。Hedrummedwiththefingersofonehandonthetable,lookingwistfullyather,andshakinghishead,said,afterapause:
`TheextentofMr。Dombey'sresourcesisnotaccuratelywithinmyknowledge;butthoughtheyaredoubtlessverylarge,hisobligationsareenormous。Heisagentlemanofhighhonourandintegrity。Anymaninhispositioncould,andmanyamaninhispositionwould,havesavedhimself,bymakingtermswhichwouldhaveveryslighty,almostinsensibly,increasedthelossesofthosewhohadhaddealingswithhim,andlefthimaremnanttoliveupon。Butheisresolvedonpaymenttothelastfarthingofhismeans。Hisownwordsare,thattheywillclear,ornearlyclear,theHouse,andthatnoonecanlosemuch。Ah,MissHarriet,itwoulddousnoharmtorememberoftenerthanwedo,thatvicesaresometimesonlyvirtuescarriedtoexcess!Hisprideshowswellinthis。'
Sheheardhimwithlittleornochangeinherexpression,andwithadividedattentionthatshowedhertobebusywithsomethinginherownmind。Whenhewassilent,sheaskedhimhurriedly:
`Haveyouseenhimlately?'
`Nooneseeshim。Whenthiscrisisofhisaffairsrendersitnecessaryforhimtocomeoutofhishouse,hecomesoutfortheoccasion,andagaingoeshome,andshutshimselfup,andwillseenoone。Hehaswrittenmealetter,acknowledgingourpastconnexioninhighertermsthanitdeserved,andpartingfromme。Iamdelicateofobtrudingmyselfuponhimnow,neverhavinghadmuchintercoursewithhiminbettertimes;butIhavetriedtodoso。Ihavewritten,gonethere,entreated。Quiteinvain。'
Hewatchedher,asinthehopethatshewouldtestifysomegreaterconcernthanshehadyetshown;andspokegravelyandfeelingly,asiftoimpressherthemore;buttherewasnochangeinher。
`Well,well,MissHarriet,'hesaid,withadisappointedair,`thisisnottothepurpose。Youhavenotcomeheretohearthis。Someotherandpleasanterthemeisinyourmind。Letitbeinmine,too,andweshalltalkuponmoreequalterms。Come!'
`No,itisthesametheme,'returnedHarriet,withfrankandquicksurprise。`Isitnotlikelythatitshouldbe?IsitnotnaturalthatJohnandIshouldhavebeenthinkingandspeakingverymuchoflateofthesegreatchanges?Mr。Dombey,whomheservedsomanyyears——youknowuponwhatterms——reduced,asyoudescribe;andwequiterich!'
Good,trueface,asthatfaceofherswas,andpleasantasithadbeentohim,Mr。Morfin,thehazel-eyedbachelor,sincethefirsttimehehadeverlookeduponit,itpleasedhimlessatthatmoment,lightedwitharayofexultation,thanithadeverpleasedhimbefore。
`Ineednotremindyou,'saidHarriet,castingdownhereyesuponherblackdress,`throughwhatmeansourcircumstanceschanged。YouhavenotforgottenthatourbrotherJames,uponthatdreadfulday,leftnowill,norelationsbutourselves。'
Thefacewaspleasantertohimnow,thoughitwaspaleandmelancholy,thanithadbeenamomentsince。Heseemedtobreathemorecheerily。
`Youknow,'shesaid,`ourhistory,thehistoryofbothmybrothers,inconnexionwiththeunfortunate,unhappygentleman,ofwhomyouhavespokensotruly。Youknowhowfewourwantsare——John'sandmine——andwhatlittleusewehaveformoney,afterthelifewehaveledtogetherforsomanyyears;andnowthatheisearninganincomethatisampleforus,throughyourkindness。YouarenotunpreparedtohearwhatfavourIhavecometoaskofyou?'
`Ihardlyknow。Iwas,aminuteago。Now,Ithink,Iamnot。'
`OfmydeadbrotherIsaynothing。Ifthedeadknowwhatwedo——butyouunderstandme。OfmylivingbrotherIcouldsaymuch:butwhatneedIsaymore,thanthatthisactofduty,inwhichIhavecometoaskyourindispensableassistance,ishisown,andthathecannotrestuntilitisperformed!'
Sheraisedhereyesagain;andthelightofexultationinherfacebegintoappearbeautiful,intheobservanteyesthatwatchedher。
`Dearsir,'shewentontosay,`Itmustbedoneveryquietlyandsecretly。Yourexperienceandknowledgewillpointoutawayofdoingit。Mr。Dombeymay,perhaps,beledtobelievethatitissomethingsaved,unexpectedly,fromthewreckofhisfortunes;orthatitisavoluntarytributetohishonourableanduprightcharacter,fromsomeofthosewithwhomhehashadgreatdealings;orthatitissomeoldlostdebtrepaid。
Theremustbemanywaysofdoingit。Iknowyouwillchoosethebest。ThefavourIhavecometoaskis,thatyouwilldoitforusinyourownkind,generous,consideratemanner。ThatyouwillneverspeakofittoJohn,whosechiefhappinessinthisactofrestitutionistodoitsecretly,unknown,andunapprovedof:thatonlyaverysmallpartoftheinheritancemaybereservedtous,untilMr。Dombeyshallhavepossessedtheinterestoftherestfortheremainderofhislife;thatyouwillkeepoursecret,faithfully——butthatIamsureyouwill;andthat,fromthistime,itmayseldombewhispered,evenbetweenyouandme,butmayliveinanythoughtsonlyasanewreasonforthankfulnesstoHeaven,andjoyandprideinmybrother。'
SuchalookofexultationtheremaybeonAngels'faces,whentheonerepentantsinnerentersHeaven,amongninety-ninejustmen。Itwasnotdimmedortarnishedbythejoyfultearsthatfilledhereyes,butwasthebrighterforthem。
`MydearHarriet,'saidMr。Morfin,afterasilence,`Iwasnotpreparedforthis。DoIunderstandyouthatyouwishtomakeyourownpartintheinheritanceavailableforyourgoodpurpose,aswellasJohn's?'
`Oh,yes,'shereturned。`Whenwehavesharedeverythingtogetherforsolongatime,andhavehadnocare,hope,orpurposeapart,couldIbeartobeexcludedfrommyshareinthis?MayInoturgeaclaimtobemybrother'spartnerandcompaniontothelast?'
`HeavenforbidthatIshoulddisputeit!'hereplied。
`Wemayrelyonyourfriendlyhelp?'shesaid。`Iknewwemight!'
`Ishouldbeaworsemanthan,——thanIhopeIam,orwouldwillinglybelievemyself,ifIcouldnotgiveyouthatassurancefrommyheartandsoul。Youmay,implicitly。Uponmyhonour,Iwillkeepyoursecret。AndifitshouldbefoundthatMr。DombeyissoreducedasIfearhewillbe,actingonadeterminationthatthereseemtobenomeansofinfluencing,Iwillassistyoutoaccomplishthedesign,onwhichyouandJohnarejointlyresolved。'
Shegavehimherhand,andthankedhimwithacordial,happyface。
`Harriet,'hesaid,detainingitinhis。`Tospeaktoyouoftheworthofanysacrificethatyoucanmakenow——aboveall,ofanysacrificeofmeremoney——wouldbeidleandpresumptuous。Toputbeforeyouanyappealtoreconsideryourpurposeortosetnarrowlimitstoit,wouldbe,Ifeel,notlessso。Ihavenorighttomarthegreatendofagreathistory,byanyobtrusionofmyownweakself。Ihaveeveryrighttobendmyheadbeforewhatyouconfidetome,satisfiedthatitcomesfromahigherandbettersourceofinspirationthanmypoorworldlyknowledge。Iwillsayonlythis:
Iamyourfaithfulsteward;andIwouldratherbeso,andyourchosenfriend,thanIwouldbeanybodyintheworld,exceptyourself。'
Shethankedhimagain,cordially,andwishedhimgoodnight。
`Areyougoinghome?'hesaid。`Letmegowithyou。'
`Notto-night。Iamnotgoinghomenow;Ihaveavisittomakealone。Willyoucometo-morrow?'
`Well,well,'saidhe,`I'llcometo-morrow。Inthemeantime,I'llthinkofthis,andhowwecanbestproceed。Andperhapsyou'llthinkofit,dearHarriet,and——and——thinkofmealittleinconnexionwithit。'
Hehandedherdowntoacoachshehadinwaitingatthedoor;andifhislandladyhadnotbeendeaf,shewouldhaveheardhimmutteringashewentbackupstairs,whenthecoachhaddrivenoff,thatwewerecreaturesofhabit,anditwasasorrowfulhabittobeanoldbachelor。
Thevioloncellolyingonthesofabetweenthetwochairs,hetookitup,withoutputtingawaythevacantchair,andsatdroningonit,andslowlyshakinghisheadatthevacantchair,foralong,longtime。Theexpressionhecommunicatedtotheinstrumentatfirst,thoughmonstrouslypatheticandbland,wasnothingtotheexpressionhecommunicatedtothisownface,andbestowedupontheemptychair:whichwassosincere,thathewasobligedtohaverecoursetoCaptainCuttle'sremedymorethanonce,andtorubhisfacewithhissleeve。Bydegrees,however,thevioloncello,inunisonwithhisownframeofmind,glidedmelodiouslyintotheHarmoniousBlacksmith,whichheplayedoverandoveragain,untilhisruddyandserenefacegleamedliketruemetalontheanvilofaveritableblacksmith。Infine,thevioloncelloandtheemptychairwerethecompanionsofhisbachelorhooduntilnearlymidnight;andwhenhetookhissupper,thevioloncellosetuponendinthesofacorner,bigwiththelatentharmonyofawholefoundryfullofharmoniousblacksmiths,seemedtoogletheemptychairoutofitscrookedeyes,withunutterableintelligence。
WhenHarrietleftthehouse,thedriverofherhiredcoach,takingacoursethatwasevidentlynonewonetohim,wentinandoutbybye-ways,throughthatpartofthesuburbs,untilhearrivedatsomeopenground,wheretherewereafewquietlittleoldhousesstandingamonggardens。
Atthegarden-gateofoneofthesehestopped,andHarrietalighted。
Hergentleringingatthebellwasrespondedtobyadolorous-lookingwoman,oflightcomplexion,withraisedeyebrows,andheaddroopingononeside,whocurtseyedatsightofher,andconductedheracrossthegardentothehouse。
`Howisyourpatient,nurse,to-night?'saidHarriet。
`Inapoorway,Miss,Iamafraid。Ohhowshedoremindme,sometimes,ofmyuncle'sBetseyJane!'returnedthewomanofthelightcomplexion,inasortofdolefulrapture。
`Inwhatrespect?'askedHarriet。
`Miss,inallrespects,'repliedtheother,`exceptthatshe'sgrownup,andBetseyJane,whenatdeath'sdoor,wasbutachild。'
`Butyouhavetoldmesherecovered,'observedHarrietmildly;
`sothereisthemorereasonforhope,Mrs。Wickam。'
`Ah,Miss,hopeisanexcellentthingforsuchashasthespiritstobearit!'saidMrs。Wickam,shakingherhead。`Myownspiritsisnotequaltoit,butIdon'toweitanygrudge。Ienvysthemthatissoblest!'
`Youshouldtrytobemorecheerful,'remarkedHarriet。
`Thankyou,Miss,I'msure,'saidMrs。Wickamgrimly。`IfIwassoinclined,thelonelinessofthissituation——you'llexcusemyspeakingsofree——wouldputitoutofmypowerinfourandtwentyhours;butIan'tatall。I'drathernot。ThelittlespiritsthatIeverhad,IwasbereavedofatBrightonsomefewyearsago,andIthinkIfeelmyselfthebetterforit。'
Intruth,thiswastheveryMrs。Wickamwhohadsuper-sededMrs。
RichardsasthenurseoflittlePaul,andwhoconsideredherselftohavegainedthelossinquestion,undertheroofoftheamiablePipchin。Theexcellentandthoughtfuloldsystem,hallowedbylongprescription,whichhasusuallypickedoutfromtherestofmankindthemostdrearyanduncomfortablepeoplethatcouldpossiblybelaidholdof,toactasinstructorsofyouth,finger-poststothevirtues,matrons,monitors,attendantsonsickbeds,andthelike,hadestablishedMrs。Wickaminverygoodbusinessasanurse,andhadledtoherseriousqualitiesbeingparticularlycommendedbyanadmiringandnumerousconnexion。
Mrs。Wickam,withhereyebrowselevated,andherheadononeside,lightedthewayupstairstoaclean,neatchamber,openingonanotherchamberdimlylighted,wheretherewasabed。Inthefirstroom,anoldwomansatmechanicallystaringoutattheopenwindow,onthedarkness。
Inthesecond,stretcheduponthebed,laytheshadowofafigurethathadspurnedthewindandrain,onewintrynight;hardlytoberecognisednow,butbythelongblackhairthatshowedsoveryblackagainstthecolourlessface,andallthewhitethingsaboutit。
Oh,thestrongeyes,andtheweakframe!TheeyesthatturnedsoeagerlyandbrightlytothedoorwhenHarrietcamein;thefeebleheadthatcouldnotraiseitself,andmovedsoslowlyrounduponitspillow!
`Alice!'saidthevisitor'smildvoice,`amIlateto-night?'
`Youalwaysseemlate,butarealwaysearly。'
Harriethadsatdownbythebedsidenow,andputherhanduponthethinhandlyingthere。
`Youarebetter?'
Mrs。Wickam,standingatthefootofthebed,likeadisconsolatespectre,mostdecidedlyandforciblyshookherheadtonegativethisposition。
`Itmattersverylittle!'saidAlice,withafaintsmile。`Betterorworseto-day,isbutaday'sdifference——perhapsnotsomuch。'
Mrs。Wickam,asaseriouscharacter,expressedherapprovalwithagroan;andhavingmadesomecolddabsatthebottomofthebedclothes,asfeelingforthepatient'sfeetandexpectingtofindthemstony,wentclinkingamongthemedicinebottlesonthetable,aswhoshouldsay,`whilewearehere,letusrepeatthemixtureasbefore。'
`No,'saidAlice,whisperingtohervisitor,`evilcourses,andremorse,travel,want,andweather,stormwithin,andstormwithout,havewornmylifeaway。Itwillnotlastmuchlonger。'