Shedrewthehandupasshespike,andlaidherfaceagainstit。
  `Iliehere,sometimes,thinkingIshouldliketoliveuntilI
  hadhadalittletimetoshowyouhowgratefulIcouldbe!Itisaweakness,andsoonpasses。Betterforyouasitis。Betterforme!'
  Howdifferentherholduponthehand,fromwhatithadbeenwhenshetookitbythefiresideonthebleakwinterevening!Scorn,rage,defiance,recklessness,lookhere!Thisistheend。
  Mrs。Wickamhavingclinkedsufficientlyamongthebottles,nowproducedthemixture。Mrs。Wickamlookedhardatherpatientintheactofdrinking,screwedhermouthuptight,hereyebrowsalso,andshookherhead,expressingthattorturesshouldn'tmakehersayitwasahopelesscase。Mrs。Wickamthensprinkledalittlecooling-stuffabouttheroom,withtheairofafemalegrave-digger,whowasstrewingashesonashes,dustondust——forshewasaseriouscharacter——andwithdrewtopartakeofcertainfuneralbakedmeatsdownstairs。
  `Howlongisit,'askedAlice,`SinceIwenttoyouandtoldyouwhatIhaddone,andwhenyouwereadviseditwastoolateforanyonetofollow?'
  `Itisayearandmore,'saidHarriet。
  `Ayearandmore,'saidAlice,thoughtfullyintentuponherface。
  `Monthsuponmonthssinceyoubroughtmehere!'
  Harrietanswered`Yes。'
  `Broughtmehere,byforceofgentlenessandkindness。Me!'saidAlice,shrinkingwithherfacebehindthehand,`andmademehumanbywoman'slooksandwords,andangel'sdeeds!'
  Harrietbendingoverher,composedandsoothedher。Byandbye,Alicelyingasbefore,withthehandagainstherface,askedtohavehermothercalled。
  Harrietcalledtohermorethanonce,buttheoldwomanwassoabsorbedlookingoutattheopenwindowonthedarkness,thatshedidnothear。ItwasnotuntilHarrietwenttoherandtouchedher,thatsheroseup,andcame。
  `Mother,'saidAlice,takingthehandagain,andfixingherlustrouseyeslovinglyuponhervisitor,whileshemerelyaddressedamotionofherfingertotheoldwoman,`tellherwhatyouknow。'
  `To-night,mydeary?'
  `Aye,mother,'answeredAlice,faintlyandsolemnly,`to-night!'
  Theoldwoman,whosewitsappeareddisorderedbyalarm,remorse,orgrief,camecreepingalongthesideofthebed,oppositetothatonwhichHarrietsat;andkneelingdown,soastobringherwitheredfaceuponalevelwiththecoverlet,andstretchingoutherhand,soastotouchherdaughter'sarm,began:
  `Myhandsomegal——'
  Heaven,whatacrywasthat,withwhichshestoppedthere,gazingatthepoorformlyingonthebed!'
  `Changed,longago,mother!Withered,longago,'saidAlice,withoutlookingather。`Don'tgrieveforthatnow。'
  `——Mydaughter,'falteredtheoldwoman,`mygalwho'llsoongetbetter,andshame'emallwithhergoodlooks。'
  AlicesmiledmournfullyatHarriet,andfondledherhandalittlecloser,butsaidnothing。
  `Who'llsoongetbetter,Isay,'repeatedtheoldwoman,menacingthevacantairwithhershrivelledfist,`andwho'llshame'emallwithhergoodlooks——shewill。Isayshewill!sheshall!'——asifshewereinpassionatecontentionwithsomeunseenopponentatthebedside,whocontradictedher——`mydaughterhasbeenturnedawayfrom,andcastout,butshecouldboastrelationshiptoproudfolkstoo,ifshechose。Ah!Toproudfolks!
  There'srelationshipwithoutyourclergyandyourweddingrings——theymaymakeit,buttheycan'tbreakit——andmydaughter'swellrelated。ShowmeMrs。Dombey,andI'llshowyoumyAlice'sfirstcousin。'
  Harrietglancedfromtheoldwomantothelustrouseyesintentuponherface,andderivedcorroborationfromthem。
  `What!'criedtheoldwoman,hernoddingheadbridlingwithaghastlyvanity。`ThoughIamoldanuglynow,——mucholderbylifeandhabitthanyearsthough,——Iwasonceasyoungasany。Ah!asprettytoo,asmany!
  Iwasafreshcountrywenchinmytime,darling,'stretchingoutherarmtoHarriet,acrossthebed,`andlookedit,too。Downinmycountry,Mrs。
  Dombey'sfatherandhisbrotherwerethegayestgentlemenandthebest-likedthatcameavisitingfromLondon——theyhavelongbeendead,though!Lord,Lord,thislongwhile!Thebrother,whowasmyAlly'sfather,longestofthetwo。'
  Sheraisedherheadalittle,andpeeredatherdaughter'sface;
  asiffromtheremembranceofherownyouth,shehadflowntotheremembranceofherchild's。Then,suddenly,shelaidherfacedownonthebed,andshutherheadupinherhandsandarms。
  `Theywereaslike,'saidtheoldwoman,withoutlookingup,`asyoucouldseetwobrothers,sonearanage——therewasn'tmuchmorethanayearbetweenthem,asIrecollect——andifyoucouldhaveseenmygal,asIhaveseenheronce,sidebysidewiththeother'sdaughter,you'dhaveseen,forallthedifferenceofdressandlife,thattheywerelikeeachother。Oh!isthelikenessgone,andisitmygal——onlymygal——that'stochangeso!'
  `Weshallallchange,mother,inourturn,'saidAlice。
  `Turn!'criedtheoldwoman,`butwhynothersassoonasmygal's!
  Themothermusthavechanged——shelookedasoldasme,andfullaswrinkledthroughherpaint——butshewashandsome。WhathaveIdone,I,whathaveIdoneworsethanher,thatonlymygalistolietherefading!'
  Withanotherofthosewildcries,shewentrunningoutintotheroomfromwhichshehadcome;butimmediately,inheruncertainmood,returned,andcreepinguptoHarriet,said:
  `That'swhatAlicebademetellyou,deary。That'sall。IfounditoutwhenIbegantoaskwhoshewas,andallabouther,awayinWarwickshirethere,onesummer-time。Suchrelationswasnogoodtome,then。Theywouldn'thaveownedme,andhadnothingtogiveme。Ishouldhaveasked'em,maybe,foralittlemoney,afterwards,ifithadn'tbeenformyAlice;she'da'mosthavekilledme,ifIhad,Ithink。Shewasasproudast'otherinherway,'
  saidtheoldwoman,touchingthefaceofherdaughterfearfully,andwithdrawingherhand,`forallshe'ssoquietnow;butshe'llshame'emwithhergoodlooksyet。Ha,ha!she'llshame'em,willmyhandsomedaughter!'
  Herlaugh,assheretreated,wasworsethanhercry;worsethantheburstofimbecilelamentationinwhichitended;worsethanthedotingairwithwhichshesatdowninheroldseat,andstaredoutatthedarkness。
  TheeyesofAlicehadallthistimebeenfixedonHarriet,whosehandshehadneverreleased。Shesaidnow:
  `Ihavefelt,lyinghere,thatIshouldlikeyoutoknowthis。
  Itmightexplain,Ihavethought,somethingthatusedtohelptohardenme。Ihadheardsomuch,inmywrongdoing,ofmyneglectedduty,thatI
  tookupwiththebeliefthatdutyhadnotbeendonetome,andthatastheseedwassown,theharvestgrew。Isomehowmadeitoutthatwhenladieshadbadhomesandmothers,theywentwrongintheirway,too;butthattheirwaywasnotsofoulaoneasmine,andtheyhadneedtoblessGodforit。Thatisallpast。Itislikeadream,now,whichIcannotquiterememberorunderstand。Ithasbeenmoreandmorelikeadream,everyday,sinceyoubegantosithere,andtoreadtome。Ionlytellityou,asIcanrecollectit。Willyoureadtomealittlemore?'
  Harrietwaswithdrawingherhandtoopenthebook,whenAlicedetaineditforamoment。
  `Youwillnotforgetmymother?Iforgiveher,ifIhaveanycause。
  Iknowthatsheforgivesme,andissorryinherheart。Youwillnotforgether?'
  `Never,Alice!'
  `Amomentyet。Laymyheadso,dear,thatasyoureadImayseethewordsinyourkindface。'
  Harrietcompliedandread——readtheeternalbookforallthewearyandtheheavy-laden;forallthewretched,fallen,andneglectedofthisearth——readtheblessedhistory,inwhichtheblindlamepalsiedbeggar,thecriminal,thewomanstainedwithshame,theshunnedofallourdaintyclay,haseachaportion,thatnohumanpride,indifference,orsophistry,throughalltheagesthatthisworldshalllast,cantakeaway,orbythethousandthatomofagrainreduce——readtheministryofHimwho,throughtheroundofhumanlife,andallitshopesandgriefs,frombirthtodeath,frominfancytoage,hadsweetcompassionfor,andinterestin,itseverysceneandstage,itseverysufferingandsorrow。
  `Ishallcome,'saidHarriet,whensheshutthebook,`veryearlyinthemorning。'
  Thelustrouseyes,yetfixeduponherface,closedforamoment,thenopened;andAlicekissedandblesther。
  Thesameeyesfollowedhertothedoor;andintheirlight,andonthetranquilface,therewasasmilewhenitwasclosed。
  Theyneverturnedaway。Shelaidherhanduponherbreast,murmuringthesacrednamethathadbeenreadtoher;andlifepassedfromherface,likelightremoved。
  Nothinglaythere,anylonger,buttheruinofthemortalhouseonwhichtherainhadbeaten,andtheblackhairthathadflutteredinthewintrywind。
  [NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter59[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERLIXRetributionCHANGEShavecomeagainuponthegreathouseinthelongdullstreet,oncethesceneofFlorence'schildhoodandloneliness。Itisagreathousestill,proofagainstwindandweather,withoutbreachesintheroof,orshatteredwindows,ordilapidatedwalls;butitisaruinnonetheless,andtheratsflyfromit。
  Mr。Towlinsonandcompanyare,atfirst,incredulousinrespectoftheshapelessrumoursthattheyhear。Cooksaysourpeople'screditain'tsoeasyshookasthatcomesto,thankGod;andMr。TowlinsonexpectstohearitreportedthattheBankofEngland'sa-goingtobreak,orthejewelsintheTowertobesoldup。But,nextcometheGazette,andMr。
  Perch:andMr。PerchbringsMrs。Perchtotalkitoverinthekitchen,andtospendapleasantevening。
  Assoonasthereisnodoubtaboutit,Mr。Towlinson'smainanxietyisthatthefailureshouldbeagoodroundone——notlessthanahundredthousandpound。Mr。Perchdon'tthinkhimselfthatahundredthousandpoundwillnearlycoverit。Thewomen,ledbyMrs。PerchandCook,oftenrepeat`ahun-dredthous-sandpound!'withawfulsatisfaction——asifhandlingthewordwerelikehandlingthemoney;andthehousemaid,whohashereyeonMr。Towlinson,wishesshehadonlyahundredthpartofthesumtobestowonthemanofherchoice。Mr。Towlinson,stillmindfulofhisoldwrong,opinesthataforeignerwouldhardlyknowwhattodowithsomuchmoney,unlesshespentitonhiswhiskers;whichbittersarcasmcausesthehousemaidtowithdrawintears。
  Butnottoremainlongabsent;forCook,whohasthereputationofbeingextremelygood-hearted,says,whatevertheydo,let'emstandbyoneanothernow,Towlinson,forthere'snotellinghowsoontheymaybedivided。TheyhavebeeninthathousesaysCookthroughafuneral,awedding,andarunning-away;andletitnotbesaidthattheycouldn'tagreeamongthemselvesatsuchatimeasthepresent。Mrs。Perchisimmenselyaffectedbythismovingaddress,andopenlyremarksthatCookisanangel。
  Mr。TowlinsonrepliestoCook,farbeitfromhimtostandinthewayofthatgoodfeelingwhichhecouldwishtosee;andadjourninginquestofthehousemaid,andpresentlyreturningwiththatyoungladyonhisarm,informsthekitchenthatforeignersisonlyhisfun,andthathimandAnnehavenowresolvedtotakeoneanotherforbetterforworse,andtosettleinOxfordMarketinthegeneralgreengroceryandherbandleechline,whereyourkindfavoursisparticularrequested。Thisannouncementisreceivedwithacclamation;andMrs。Perch,projectinghersoulintofuturity,says,`girls,'inCook'sear,inasolemnwhisper。
  Misfortuneinthefamilywithoutfeasting,intheselowerregions,Couldn'tbe。ThereforeCooktossesupahotdishortwoforsupper,andMr。Towlinsoncompoundsalobstersaladtobedevotedtothesamehospitablepurpose。EvenMrs。Pipchin,agitatedbytheoccasion,ringsherbell,andsendsdownwordthatsherequeststohavethatlittlebitofsweet-breadthatwasleft,warmedupforhersupper,andsenttoheronatraywithaboutaquarterofatumbler-fullofmulledsherry;forshefeelspoorly。
  ThereisalittletalkaboutMr。Dombey,butverylittle。Itischieflyspeculationastohowlonghehasknownthatthiswasgoingtohappen。Cooksaysshrewdly,`Ohalongtime,blessyou!Takeyouroathofthat。'AndreferencebeingmadetoMr。Perch,heconfirmsherviewofthecase。Somebodywonderswhathe'lldo,andwhetherhe'llgooutinanysituation。Mr。Towlinsonthinksnot,andhintsatarefugeinoneofthemgen-teelalmshousesofthebetterkind。`Ah,wherehe'llhavehislittlegarden,youknow,'saysCookplaintively,`andbringupsweetpeasinthespring。'`Exactlyso,'saysMr。Towlinson,`andbeoneoftheBrethrenofsomethingoranother。'`Weareallbrethren,saysMrs。Perch,inapauseofherdrink。`Exceptthesisters,'saysMr。Perch。`Howarethemightyfallen!'remarksCook。`Prideshallhaveafall,anditalwayswasandwillbeso!'observesthehousemaid。
  Itiswonderfulhowgoodtheyfeel,inmakingthesereflections;
  andwhataChristianunanimitytheyaresensibleof,inbearingthecommonshockwithresignation。Thereisonlyoneinterruptiontothisexcellentstateofmind,whichisoccasionedbyayoungkitchen-maidofinferiorrank——inblackstockings——who,havingsatwithhermouthopenforalongtime,unexpectedlydischargesfromitwordstothiseffect,`Supposethewagesshouldn'tbepaid!'Thecompanysitforamomentspeechless;butCookrecoveringfirst,turnsupontheyoungwoman,andrequeststoknowhowshedaresinsultthefamily,whosebreadsheeats,bysuchadishonestsupposition,andwhethershethinksthatanybody,withascrapofhonourleft,coulddeprivepoorservantsoftheirpittance?`Becauseifthatisyourreligiousfeelings,MaryDaws,'saysCookwarmly,`Idon'tknowwhereyoumeantogoto。'
  Mr。Towlinsondon'tknoweither;noranybody;andtheyoungkitchen-maid,appearingnottoknowexactly,herself,andscoutedbythegeneralvoice,iscoveredwithconfusion,aswithagarment。
  Afterafewdays,strangepeoplebegintocallatthehouse,andtomakeappointmentswithoneanotherinthedining-room,asiftheylivedthere。Especially,thereisagentleman,ofaMosaicAbrabiancastofcountenance,withaverymassivewatch-guard,whowhistlesinthedrawing-room,and,whileheiswaitingfortheothergentleman,whoalwayshaspenandinkinhispocket,asksMr。Towlinsonbytheeasynameof`OldCock,'ifhehappenstoknowwhatthefigureofthemcrimsonandgoldhangingsmighthavebeen,whennewbought。Thecallersandappointmentsinthedining-roombecomemorenumerouseveryday,andeverygentlemenseemstohavepenandinkinhispocket,andtohavesomeoccasiontouseit。AtlastitissaidthatthereisgoingtobeaSale;andthenmorepeoplearrive,withpenandinkintheirpockets,commandingadetachmentofmenwithcarpetcaps,whoimmediatelybegintopullupthecarpets,andknockthefurnitureabout,andtoprintoffthousandsofimpressionsoftheirshoesuponthehallandstaircase。
  Thecouncildownstairsareinfullconclaveallthistime,and,havingnothingtodo,performperfectfeatsofeating。Atlength,theyareonedaysummonedinabodytoMrs。Pipchin'sroom,andthusaddressedbythefairPeruvian:
  `Yourmaster'sindifficulties,'saysMrs。Pipchin,tartly。`Youknowthat,Isuppose?'
  Mr。Towlinson,asspokesman,admitsageneralknowledgeofthefact。
  `Andyou'reallonthelook-outforyourselves,Iwarrantyou,'
  saysMrs。Pipchin,shakingherheadatthem。
  Ashrillvoicefromtherearexclaims,`Nomorethanyourself!'
  `That'syouropinion,Mrs。Impudence,isit?'saystheirefulPipchin,lookingwithafieryeyeovertheintermediateheads。
  `Yes,Mrs。Pipchin,itis,'repliesCook,advancing。`Andwhatthen,pray?'
  `Why,thenyoumaygoassoonasyoulike,'saysMrs。Pipchin,`Thesoonerthebetter;andIhopeIshallneverseeyourfaceagain。'
  WiththisthedoughtyPipchinproducesacanvasbag;andtellsherwagesouttothatday,andamonthbeyondit:andclutchesthemoneytightuntilareceiptforthesameisdulysigned,tothelastup-stroke;
  whenshegrudginglyletsitgo。ThisformofproceedingMrs。Pipchinrepeatswitheverymemberofthehousehold,untilarepaid。
  `Nowthosethatchoosecangoabouttheirbusiness,'saysMrs。
  Pipchin,`andthosethatchoosecanstayhereonboardwagesforaweekorso,andmakethemselvesuseful。Except,'saystheinflammablePipchin,`thatslutofacook,who'llgoimmediately。'
  `That,'saysCook,`shecertainlywill!Iwishyougoodday,Mrs。
  Pipchin,andsincerelywishIcouldcomplimentyouonthesweetnessofyourappearance!'
  `Getalongwithyou,'saysMrs。Pipchin,stampingherfoot。
  Cooksailsoffwithanairofbeneficentdignity,highlyexasperatingtoMrs。Pipchin,andisshortlyjoinedbelowstairsbytherestoftheconfederation。
  Mr。Towlinsonthensaysthat,inthefirstplace,hewouldbegtoproposealittlesnackofsomethingtoeat;andoverthatsnackwoulddesiretoofferasuggestionwhichhethinkswillmeetthepositioninwhichtheyfindthemselves。Therefreshmentbeingproduced,andveryheartilypartakenof,Mr。Towlinson'ssuggestionis,ineffect,thatCookisgoing,andthatifwearenottruetoourselves,nobodywillbetruetous。Thattheyhavelivedinthathousealongtime,andexertedthemselvesverymuchtobesociabletogether。Atthis,Cooksays,withemotion,`Hear,hear!'andMrs。Perch,whoisthereagain,andfulltothethroat,shedstears。Andthathethinks,atthepresenttime,thefeelingoughttobe`Goone,goall!'Thehousemaidismuchaffectedbythisgeneroussentiment,andwarmlysecondsit。Cooksaysshefeelsit'sright,andonlyhopesit'snotdoneasacomplimenttoher,butfromasenseofduty。Mr。Towlinsonreplies,fromasenseofduty;andthatnowheisdriventoexpresshisopinions,hewillopenlysay,thathedoesnotthinkitover-respectabletoremaininahousewhereSalesandsuch-likearecarryingforwards。Thehousemaidissureofit;andrelates,inconfirmation,thatastrangeman,inacarpetcap,offeredthisverymorningtokissheronthestairs。Hereupon,Mr。Towlinsonisstartingfromhischair,toseekand`smash'theoffender;
  whenheislaidholdonbytheladies,whobeseechhimtocalmhimself,andtoreflectthatitiseasierandwisertoleavethesceneofsuchindecenciesatonce。Mrs。Perch,presentingthecaseinanewlight,evenshowsthatdelicacytowardsMr。Dombey,shutupinhisownrooms,imperativelydemandsprecipitateretreat。`Forwhat,'saysthegoodwoman,`musthisfeelingsbe,ifhewastocomeuponanyofthepoorservantsthatheoncedeceivedintothinkinghimimmenselyrich!'CookissostruckbythismoralconsiderationthatMrs。Perchimprovesitwithseveralpiousaxioms,originalandselected。
  Itbecomesaclearcasethattheymustallgo。Boxesarepacked,cabsfetched,andatduskthateveningthereisnotonememberofthepartyleft。
  Thehousestands,largeandweather-proof,inthelongdullstreet;
  butitisaruin,andtheratsflyfromit。
  Themeninthecarpetcapsgoontumblingthefurnitureabout;
  andthegentlemenwiththepensandinkmakeoutinventoriesofit,andsituponpiecesoffurniturenevermadetobesatupon,andeatbreadandcheesefromthepublic-houseonotherpiecesoffurniturenevermadetobeeatenon,andseemtohaveadelightinappropriatingpreciousarticlestostrangeuses。Chaoticcombinationsoffurniturealsotakeplace。Mattressesandbeddingappearinthedining-room;theglassandchinagetintotheconservatory;thegreatdinnerserviceissetoutinheapsonthelongdivaninthelargedrawing-room;andthestair-wires,madeintofasces,decoratethemarblechimneypieces。Finally,arug,withaprintedbilluponit,ishungoutfromthebalcony;andasimilarappendagegraceseithersideofthehalldoor。
  Then,alldaylong,thereisaretinueofmouldygigsandchaise-cartsinthestreet;andherdsofshabbyvampires,JewandChristian,over-runthehouse,soundingtheplate-glassmirrorswiththeirknuckles,strikingdiscordantoctavesontheGrandPiano,drawingwetforefingersoverthepictures,breathingonthebladesofthebestdinner-knives,punchingthesquabsofchairsandsofaswiththeirdirtyfists,touzlingthefeatherbeds,openingandshuttingallthedrawers,balancingthesilverspoonsandforks,lookingintotheverythreadsofthedraperyandlinen,anddisparagingeverything。Thereisnotasecretplaceinthewholehouse。
  Fluffyandsnuffystrangersstareintothekitchen-rangeascuriouslyasintotheatticclothes-press。Stoutmenwithnaplesshatson,lookoutofthebedroomwindows,andcutjokeswithfriendsinthestreet。Quiet,calculatingspiritswithdrawintothedressing-roomswithcatalogues,andmakemarginalnotesthereon,withstumpsofpencils。Twobrokersinvadetheveryfire-escape,andtakeapanoramicsurveyoftheneighbourhoodfromthetopofthehouse。Theswarmandbuzz,andgoingupanddown,endurefordays。TheCapitalModernHouseholdFurniture,&;c。,isonview。
  Thenthereisapalisadeoftablesmadeinthebestdrawing-room;
  andonthecapital,french-polished,extending,telescopicrangeofSpanishmahoganydining-tableswithturnedlegs,thepulpitoftheAuctioneeriserected;andtheherdsofshabbyvampires,JewandChristian,thestrangersfluffyandsnuffy,andthestoutmenwiththenaplesshats,congregateaboutitandsituponeverythingwithinreach,mantel-piecesincluded,andbegintobid。Hot,humming,anddustyaretheroomsallday;and——highabovetheheat,hum,anddust——theheadandshoulders,voiceandhammer,oftheAuctioneer,areeveratwork。ThemeninthecarpetcapsgetflusteredandviciouswithtumblingtheLotsabout,andstilltheLotsaregoing,going,gone;stillcomingon。Sometimesthereisjokingandageneralroar。
  Thislastsalldayandthreedaysfollowing。TheCapitalModernHouseholdFurniture,&;c。,isonsale。
  Thenthemouldygigsandchaise-cartsreappear;andwiththemcomespring-vansandwaggons,andanarmyofporterswithknots。Alldaylong,themenwithcarpetcapsarescrewingatscrew-driversandbed-winches,orstaggeringbythedozentogetheronthestaircaseunderheavyburdens,orupheavingperfectrocksofSpanishmahogany,bestrose-wood,orplate-glass,intothegigsandchaise-carts,vansandwaggons。Allsortsofvehiclesofburdenareinattendance,fromatiltedwaggontoawheelbarrow。PoorPaul'slittlebedsteadiscarriedoffinadonkey-tandem。Fornearlyawholeweek,theCapitalModernHouseholdFurniture,&;c。,isincourseofremoval。
  Atlastitisallgone。Nothingisleftaboutthehousebutscatteredleavesofcatalogues,litteredscrapsofstrawandhay,andabatteryofpewterpotsbehindthehall-door。Themenwiththecarpetcapsgatheruptheirscrew-driversandbed-winchesintobags,shoulderthem,andwalkoff。Oneofthepen-and-inkgentlemengoesoverthehouseasalastattention;
  stickingupbillsinthewindowsrespectingtheleaseofthisdesirablefamilymansion,andshuttingtheshutters。Atlengthhefollowsthemenwiththecarpetcaps。Noneoftheinvadersremain。Thehouseisaruin,andtheratsflyfromit。
  Mrs。Pipchin'sapartments,togetherwiththoselockedroomsontheground-floorwherethewindow-blindsaredrawndownclose,havebeensparedthegeneraldevastation。Mrs。Pipchinhasremainedaustereandstonyduringtheproceedingsinherownroom;orhasoccasionallylookedinatthesaletoseewhatthegoodsarefetching,andtobidforoneparticulareasychair。Mrs。Pipchinhasbeenthehighestbidderfortheeasychair,andsitsuponherpropertywhenMrs。Chickcomestoseeher。
  `Howismybrother,Mrs。Pipchin?'saysMrs。Chick。
  `Idon'tknowanymorethanthedeuce,'saysMrs。Pipchin。`Heneverdoesmethehonourtospeaktome。Hehashismeatanddrinkputinthenextroomtohisown;andwhathetakes,hecomesoutandtakeswhenthere'snobodythere。It'snouseaskingme。Iknownomoreabouthimthanthemaninthesouthwhoburnthismouthbyeatingcoldplumporridge。'
  ThistheacrimoniousPipchinsayswithaflounce。
  `Butgoodgraciousme!'criesMrs。Chickblandly。`Howlongisthistolast!Ifmybrotherwillnotmakeaneffort,Mrs。Pipchin,whatistobecomeofhim?IamsureIshouldhavethoughthehadseenenoughoftheconsequencesofnotmakinganeffort,bythistime,tobewarnedagainstthatfatalerror。'
  `Hoitytoity!'saysMrs。Pipchin,rubbinghernose。`There'sagreatfuss,Ithink,aboutit。Itan'tsowonderfulacase。Peoplehavehadmisfortunesbeforenow,andbeenobligedtopartwiththeirfurniture。
  I'msureIhave!'
  `Mybrother,'pursuesMrs。Chickprofoundly,`issopeculiar——sostrangeaman。HeisthemostpeculiarmanIeversaw。Wouldanyonebelievethatwhenhereceivednewsofthemarriageandemigrationofthatunnaturalchild——it'sacomforttome,now,torememberthatIalwayssaidtherewassomethingextraordinaryaboutthatchild:butnobodymindsme——wouldanybodybelieve,Isay,thatheshouldthenturnrounduponmeandsayhehadsupposed,frommymanner,thatshehadcometomyhouse?
  Why,mygracious!AndwouldanybodybelievethatwhenImerelysaytohim,“Paul,Imaybeveryfoolish,andIhavenodoubtIam,butIcannotunderstandhowyouraffairscanhavegotintothisstate,“heshouldactuallyflyatme,andrequestthatIwillcometoseehimnomoreuntilheasksme!
  Why,mygoodness!'
  `Ah!'saysMrs。Pipchin,`It'sapityhehadn'talittlemoretodowithmines。They'dhavetriedhistemperforhim。'
  `Andwhat,'resumesMrs。Chick,quiteregardlessofMrs。Pipchin'sobservations,`isittoendin?That'swhatIwanttoknow。Whatdoesmybrothermeantodo?Hemustdosomething。It'sofnouseremainingshutupinhisownrooms。Businesswon'tcometohim。No。Hemustgotoit。
  Thenwhydon'thego!Heknowswheretogo,Isuppose,havingbeenamanofbusinessallhislife。Verygood。Thenwhynotgothere?'
  Mrs。Chick,afterforgingthispowerfulchainofreasoning,remainssilentforaminutetoadmireit。
  `Besides,'saysthediscreetlady,withanargumentativeair,`whoeverheardofsuchobstinacyashisstayingshutupherethroughallthesedreadfuldisagreeables?It'snotasiftherewasnoplaceforhimtogoto。Ofcoursehecouldhavecometoourhouse。Heknowsheisathomethere,Isuppose?Mr。Chickhasperfectlyboredaboutit,andIsaidwithmyownlips,“Whysurely,Paul,youdon'timaginethatbecauseyouraffairshavegotintothisstate,youarethelessathometosuchnearrelativesasourselves?Youdon'timaginethatweareliketherestoftheworld?”Butno;herehestaysallthrough,andhereheis。Why,goodgraciousme,supposethehousewastobelet!Whatwouldhedothen?Hecouldn'tremainherethen。Ifheattemptedtodoso,therewouldbeanejectment,anactionforDoe,andallsortsofthings;andthenhemustgo。Thenwhynotgoatfirstinsteadofatlast?AndthatbringsmebacktowhatIsaidjustnow,andInaturallyaskwhatistobetheendofit?'
  `Iknowwhat'stobetheendofit,asfarasIamconcerned,'
  repliesMrs。Pipchin,`andthat'senoughforme。I'mgoingtotakemyselfoffinajiffy。'
  `Inawhich,Mrs。Pipchin,'saysMrs。Chick。
  `Inajiffy,'retortsMrs。Pipchinsharply。
  `Ah,well!reallyIcan'tblameyou,Mrs。Pipchin,'saysMrs。
  Chick,withfrankness。
  `Itwouldbeprettymuchthesametome,ifyoucould,'repliesthesardonicPipchin。`AtanyrateI'mgoing。Ican'tstophere。Ishouldbedeadinaweek。Ihadtocookmyownporkchopyesterday,andI'mnotusedtoit。Myconstitutionwillbegivingwaynext。Besides,IhadaveryfairconnexionatBrightonwhenIcamehere——littlePankey'sfolksalonewereworthagoodeightypoundsa-yeartome——andIcan'taffordtothrowitaway。I'vewrittentomyniece,andsheexpectsmebythistime。'
  `Haveyouspokentomybrother?'inquiresMrs。Chick。
  `Oh,yes,it'sveryeasytosayspeaktohim,'retortsMrs。Pipchin。
  `Howisitdone?Icalledouttohimyesterday,thatIwasnousehere,andthathehadbetterletmesendforMrs。Richards。Hegruntedsomethingorotherthatmeantyes,andIsent!Gruntindeed!IfhehadbeenMr。Pipchin,he'dhavehadsomereasontogrunt。Yah!I'venopatiencewithit!'
  Herethisexemplaryfemale,whohaspumpedupsomuchfortitudeandvirtuefromthedepthsofthePeruvianmines,risesfromhercushionedpropertytoseeMrs。Chicktothedoor。Mrs。Chick,deploringtothelastthepeculiarcharacterofherbrother,noiselesslyretires,muchoccupiedwithherownsagacityandclearnessofhead。
  IntheduskoftheeveningMr。Toodle,beingoffduty,arriveswithPollyandabox,andleavesthem,withasoundingkiss,inthehalloftheemptyhouse,theretiredcharacterofwhichaffectsMr。Toodle'sspiritsstrongly。
  `Itellyouwhat,Polly,mydear。'saysMr。Toodle,`beingnowaningein-driver,andwelltodointheworld,Ishouldn'tallowofyourcominghere,tobemadedull-like,ifitwarn'tforfavourspast。Butfavourspast,Polly,isnevertobeforgot。Tothemwhichisinadversity,besides,yourfaceisacord'l。Solet'shaveanotherkissonit,mydear。Youwishnobetterthantodoarightact,Iknow;andmyviewsis,thatit'srightanddutifultodothis。Goodnight,Polly!'
  Mrs。Pipchinbythistimeloomsdarkinherblackbombazeenskirts,blackbonnet,andshawl;andhasherpersonalpropertypackedup;andhasherchairlateafavouritechairofMr。Dombey'sandthedeadbargainofthesalereadynearthestreetdoor;andisonlywaitingforafly-van,goingto-nighttoBrightononprivateservice,whichistocallforher,byprivatecontract,andconveyherhome。
  Presentlyitcomes。Mrs。Pipchin'swardrobebeinghandedinandstowedaway,Mrs。Pipchin'schairisnexthandedin,andplacedinaconvenientcorneramongcertaintrussesofhay;itbeingtheintentionoftheamiablewomantooccupythechairduringherjourney。Mrs。Pipchinherselfisnexthandedin,andgrimlytakesherseat。Thereisasnakygleaminherhardgreyeye,asofanticipatedroundsofbutteredtoast,relaysofhotchops,worryingsandquellingsofyoungchildren,sharpsnappingsatpoorBerry,andalltheotherdelightsofherOgress'scastle。Mrs。Pipchinalmostlaughsasthefly-vandrivesoff,andshecomposesherblackbombazeenskirts,andsettlesherselfamongthecushionsofhereasychair。
  Thehouseissucharuinthattheratshavefled,andthereisnotoneleft。
  ButPolly,thoughaloneinthedesertedmansion——forthereisnocompanionshipintheshut-uproomsinwhichitslatemasterhideshishead——isnotalonelong。Itisnight;andsheissittingatworkinthehousekeeper'sroom,tryingtoforgetwhatalonelyhouseitis,andwhatahistorybelongstoit;whenthereisaknockatthehalldoor,asloudsoundingasanyknockcanbe,strikingintosuchanemptyplace。Openingit,shereturnsacrosstheechoinghall,accompaniedbyafemalefigureinacloseblackbonnet。ItisMissTox,andMissTox'seyesarered。
  `Oh,Polly,'saysMissTox,`whenIlookedintohavealittlelessonwiththechildrenjustnow,Igotthemessagethatyouleftforme;andassoonasIcouldrecovermyspiritsatall,Icameonafteryou。
  Istherenooneherebutyou?'
  `Ah!notasoul。'saysPolly。
  `Haveyouseenhim?'whispersMissTox。
  `Blessyou,'returnsPolly,`no;hehasnotbeenseenthismanyaday。Theytellmeheneverleaveshisroom。'
  `Ishesaidtobeill?'inquiresMissTox。
  `No,ma'am,notthatIknowof,'returnsPolly,`exceptinhismind。Hemustbeverybadtherepoorgentleman!'
  MissTox'ssympathyissuchthatshecanscarcelyspeak。Sheisnochicken,butshehasnotgrowntoughwithageandcelibacy。Herheartisverytender,hercompassionverygenuine,herhomageveryreal。Beneaththelocketwiththefishyeyeinit,MissToxbearsbetterqualitiesthanmanyalesswhimsicaloutside;suchqualitiesaswilloutlive,bymanycoursesofthesun,thebestoutsidesandbrightesthusksthatfallintheharvestofthegreatreaper。
  ItislongbeforeMissToxgoesaway,andbeforePolly,withacandleflaringontheblankstairs,looksafterher,forcompany,downthestreet,andfeelsunwillingtogobackintothedrearyhouse,andjaritsemptinesswiththeheavyfasteningsofthedoor,andglideawaytobed。ButallthisPollydoes;andinthemorningsetsinoneofthosedarkenedroomssuchmattersasshehasbeenadvisedtoprepare,andthenretiresandentersthemnomoreuntilnextmorningatthesamehour。Therearebellsthere,buttheyneverring;andthoughshecansometimeshearafootfallgoingtoandfro,itnevercomesout。
  MissToxreturnsearlyintheday。ItthenbeginstobeMissTox'soccupationtopreparelittledainties——orwhataresuchtoher——tobecarriedintotheseroomsnextmorning。Shederivessomuchsatisfactionfromthepursuit,thatsheentersonitregularlyfromthattime;andbringsdailyinherlittlebasket,variouschoicecondimentsselectedfromthescantystoresofthedeceasedownerofthepoweredheadandpigtail。Shelikewisebrings,insheetsofcurl-paper,morselsofcoldmeats,tonguesofsheep,halvesoffowls,forherowndinner;andsharingthesecollationswithPolly,passesthegreaterpartofhertimeintheruinedhousethattheratshavefledfrom:hiding,inafrightateverysound,stealinginandoutlikeacriminal;onlydesiringtobetruetothefallenobjectofheradmiration,unknowntohim,unknowntoalltheworldbutonepoorsimplewoman。
  TheMajorknowsit;butnooneisthewiserforthat,thoughtheMajorismuchthemerrier。TheMajor,inafitofcuriosity,haschargedtheNativetowatchthehousesometimes,andfindoutwhatbecomesofDombey。
  TheNativehasreportedMissTox'sfidelity,andtheMajorhasnearlychokedhimselfdeadwithlaughter。Heispermanentlybluerfromthathour,andconstantlywheezestohimself,hislobstereyesstartingoutofhishead,`Damme,Sir,thewoman'sabornidiot!'
  Andtheruinedman。Howdoeshepassthehours,alone?
  `Lethimrememberitinthatroom,yearstocome!'Hedidrememberit。Itwasheavyonhismindnow;heavierthanalltherest。
  `Lethimrememberitinthatroom,yearstocome!Therainthatfallsupontheroof,thewindthatmournsoutsidethedoor,mayhaveforeknowledgeintheirmelancholysound。Lethimrememberitinthatroom,yearstocome!'
  Hedidrememberit。Inthemiserablenighthethoughtofit;inthedrearyday,thewretcheddawn,theghostly,memory-hauntedtwilight。
  Hedidrememberit。Inagony,insorrow,inremorse,indespair!`Papa!
  papa!Speaktome,dearpapa!'Heheardthewordsagain,andsawtheface。
  Hesawitfalluponthetremblinghands,andheardtheoneprolongedlowcrygoupward。
  Hewasfallen,nevertoberaisedupanymore。Forthenightofhisworldlyruintherewasnoto-morrow'ssun;forthestainofhisdomesticshametherewasnopurification;nothing,thankHeaven,couldbringhisdeadchildbacktolife。ButthatwhichhemighthavemadesodifferentinallthePast——whichmighthavemadethePastitselfsodifferent,thoughthishehardlythoughtofnow——thatwhichwashisownwork,thatwhichhecouldsoeasilyhavewroughtintoablessing,andhadsethimselfsosteadilyforyearstoformintoacurse:thatwasthesharpgriefofhissoul。
  Oh!Hedidrememberit!Therainthatfellupontheroof,thewindthatmournedoutsidethedoorthatnight,hadhadforeknowledgeintheirmelancholysound。Heknew,now,whathehaddone。Heknew,now,thathehadcalleddownthatuponhishead,whichboweditlowerthattheheavieststrokeoffortune。Heknew,now,whatitwastoberejectedanddeserted;
  now,wheneverylovingblossomhehadwitheredinhisinnocentdaughter'sheartwassnowingdowninashesonhim。
  Hethoughtofher,asshehadbeenthatnightwhenheandhisbridecamehome。Hethoughtofherasshehadbeen,inallthehome-events,oftheabandonedHouse。Hethought,now,thatofallaroundhim,shealonehadneverchanged。Hisboyhadfadedintodust,hisproudwifehadsunkintoapollutedcreature,hisflattererandfriendhadbeentransformedintotheworstofvillains,hisricheshadmeltedaway,theverywallsthatshelteredhimlookedonhimasastranger;shealonehadturnedthesamemildgentlelookuponhimalways。Yes,tothelatestandthelast。
  Shehadneverchangedtohim——norhadheeverchangedtoher——andshewaslost。
  As,onebyone,theyfellawaybeforehismind——hisbaby-hope,hiswife,hisfriend,hisfortune——ohhowthemist,throughwhichhehadseenher,cleared,andshowedhimhertrueself!Oh,howmuchbetterthanthisthathehadlovedherashadhidboy,andlostherashehadhisboy,andlaidthemintheirearlygravetogether!
  Inhispride——forhewasproudyet——helettheworldgofromhimfreely。Asitfellaway,heshookitoff。Whetherheimagineditsfaceasexpressingpityforhim,orindifferencetohim,heshunneditalike。
  Itwasinthesamedegreetobeavoided,ineitheraspect。Hehadnoideaofanyonecompanioninhismisery,buttheonehehaddrivenaway。Whathewouldhavesaidtoher,orwhatconsolationsubmittedtoreceivefromher,heneverpicturedtohimself。Buthealwaysknewshewouldhavebeentruetohim,ifhehadsufferedher。Healwaysknewshewouldhavelovedhimbetternow,thanatanyothertime:hewasascertainthatitwasinhernature,ashewasthattherewasaskyabovehim;andhesatthinkingso,inhisloneliness,fromhourtohour。Dayafterdayutteredthisspeech;
  nightafternightshowedhimthisknowledge。
  Itbegan,beyondalldoubthoweverslowitadvancedforsometime,inthereceiptofheryounghusband'sletter,andthecertaintythatshewasgone。Andyet——soproudhewasinhisruin,orsoreminiscentofher,onlyassomethingthatmighthavebeenhis,butwaslostbeyondredemption——thatifhecouldhaveheardhervoiceinanadjoiningroom,hewouldnothavegonetoher。Ifhecouldhaveseenherinthestreet,andshehaddonenomorethanlookathimasshehadbeenusedtolook,hewouldhavepassedonwithhisoldcoldunforgivingface,andnotaddressedher,orrelaxedit,thoughhisheartshouldhavebrokensoonafterwards。
  Howeverturbulenthisthoughts,orharshisangerhadbeen,atfirst,concerninghermarriage,orherhusband,thatwasallpastnow。Hechieflythoughtofwhatmighthavebeen,andwhatwasnot。Whatwas,wasallsummedupinthis:thatshewaslost,andheboweddownwithsorrowandremorse。
  Andnowhefeltthathehadhadtwochildrenborntohiminthathouse,andthatbetweenhimandthebarewideemptywallstherewasatie,mournful,buthardtorendasunder,connectedwithadoublechildhood,andadoubleloss。Hehadthoughttoleavethehouse——knowinghemustgo,notknowingwhither——upontheeveningofthedayonwhichthisfeelingfirststruckrootinhisbreast;butheresolvedtostayanothernight,andinthenighttoramblethroughtheroomsoncemore。
  Hecameoutofhissolitudewhenitwasthedeadofnight,andwithacandleinhishandwentsoftlyupthestairs。Ofallthefootmarksthere,makingthemascommonasthecommonstreet,therewasnotone,hethought,buthadseemedatthetimetosetitselfuponhisbrainwhilehehadkeptclose,listening。Helookedattheirnumber,andtheirhurry,andcontention——foottreadingfootout,andupwardtrackanddownwardjostlingoneanother——andthought,withabsolutedreadandwonder,howmuchhemusthavesufferedduringthattrial,andwhatachangedmanhehadcausetobe。Hethought,besides,ohwasthere,somewhereintheworld,alightfootstepthatmighthavewornoutinamomenthalfthosemarks!——andbenthishead,andweptashewentup。
  Healmostsawit,goingonbefore。Hestopped,lookinguptowardstheskylight;andafigure,childishitself,butcarryingachild,andsingingasitwent,seemedtobethereagain。Anon,itwasthesamefigure,alone,stoppingforaninstant,withsuspendedbreath;thebrighthairclusteringlooselyrounditstearfulface;andlookingbackathim。
  Hewanderedthroughtherooms:latelysoluxurious;nowsobareanddismalandsochanged,apparently,evenintheirshapeandsize。Thepressoffootstepswasasthickhere;andthesameconsiderationofthesufferinghehadhad,perplexedandterrifiedhim。Hebegantofearthatallthisintricacyinhisbrainwoulddrivehimmad;andthathisthoughtsalreadylostcoherenceasthefootprintsdid,andwerepiecedontooneanother,withthesametracklessinvolutions,andvarietiesofindistinctshapes。
  Hedidnotsomuchasknowinwhichoftheseroomsshehadlived,whenshewasalone。Hewasgladtoleavethem,andgowanderinghigherup。Abundanceofassociationswerehere,connectedwithhisfalsewife,hisfalsefriendandservant,hisfalsegroundsofpride;butheputthemallbynow,andonlyrecalledmiserably,weakly,fondly,histwochildren。
  Everywhere,thefootsteps!Theyhadhadnorespectfortheoldroomhighup,wherethelittlebedhadbeen;hecouldhardlyfindaclearspacethere,tothrowhimselfdown,onthefloor,againstthewall,poorbrokenman,andlethistearsflowastheywould。Hehadshedsomanytearshere,longago,thathewaslessashamedofhisweaknessinthisplacethaninanyother——perhaps,withthatconsciousness,hadmadeexcusestohimselfforcominghere。Here,withstoopingshoulders,andhischindroppedonhisbreast,hehadcome。Here,thrownuponthebareboards,inthedeadofnight,hewept,alone——aproudman,eventhen;who,ifakindhandcouldhavebeenstretchedout,orakindfacecouldhavelookedinwouldhaverisenup,andturnedaway,andgonedowntohiscell。
  Whenthedaybrokehewasshutupinhisroomsagain。Hehadmeanttogoawayto-day,butclungtothistieinthehouseasthelastandonlythinglefttohim。Hewouldgoto-morrow。To-morrowcame。Hewouldgoto-morrow。
  Everynight,withintheknowledgeofnohumancreature,hecameforth,andwanderedthroughthedespoiledhouselikeaghost。Manyamorningwhenthedaybroke,hisalteredface,droopingbehindtheclosedblindinhiswindow,imperfectlytransparenttothelightasyet,ponderedonthelossofhistwochildren。Itwasonechildnomore。Hereunitedtheminhisthoughts,andtheywereneverasunder。Oh,thathecouldhaveunitedtheminhispastlove,andindeath,andthatonehadnotbeensomuchworsethandead!
  Strongmentalagitationanddisturbancewasnonoveltytohim,evenbeforehislatesuffering。Itneveris,toobstinateandsullennatures;
  fortheystrugglehardtobesuch。Ground,longundermined,willoftenfalldowninamoment;whatwasunderminedhereinsomanyways,weakened,andcrumbled,littlebylittle,moreandmore,asthehandmovedonthedial。
  Atlasthebegantothinkheneednotgoatall。Hemightyetgiveupwhathiscreditorshadsparedhimthattheyhadnotsparedhimmore,washisownact,andonlyseverthetiebetweenhimandtheruinedhouse,byseveringthatotherlinkItwasthenthathisfootfallwasaudibleinthelatehouse-keeper'sroom,ashewalkedtoandfro;butnotaudibleinitstruemeaning,oritwouldhavehadanappallingsound。
  Theworldwasverybusyandrestlessabouthim。Hebecameawareofthatagain。Itwaswhisperingandbabbling。Itwasneverquiet。This,andtheintricacyandcomplicationofthefootsteps,harassedhimtodeath。
  Objectsbegantotakeablearedandrussetcolourinhiseyes。DombeyandSonwasnomore——hischildrennomore。Thismustbethoughtof,well,to-morrow。
  Hethoughtofitto-morrow;andsittingthinkinginhischair,sawintheglass,fromtimetotime,thispicture:
  Aspectral,haggard,wastedlikenessofhimself,broodedandbroodedovertheemptyfireplace。Nowitliftedupitshead,examiningthelinesandhollowsinitsface;nowhungitdownagain,andbroodedafresh。Nowitroseandwalkedabout;nowpassedintothenextroom,andcamebackwithsomethingfromthedressing-tableinitsbreast。Now,itwaslookingatthebottomofthedoor,andthinking——
  Hush!what?
  Itwasthinkingthatifbloodweretotricklethatway,andtoleakoutintothehall,itmustbealongtimegoingsofar。Itwouldmovesostealthilyandslowly,creepingon,withheralazylittlepool,andthereastart,andthenanotherlittlepool,thatadesperatelywoundedmancouldonlybediscoveredthroughitsmeans,eitherdeadordying。Whenithadthoughtofthisalongwhile,itgotupagain,andwalkedtoandfrowithitshandinitsbreast。Heglancedatitoccasionally,verycurioustowatchitsmotions,andhemarkedhowwickedandmurderousthathandlooked。
  Nowitwasthinkingagain!Whatwasitthinking?
  Whethertheywouldtreadinthebloodwhenitcreptsofar,andcarryitaboutthehouseamongthosemanyprintsoffeet,orevenoutintothestreet。
  Itsatdown,withitseyesupontheemptyfireplace,andasitlostitselfinthoughtthereshoneintotheroomagleamoflight;arayofsun。Itwasquiteunmindful,andsatthinking。Suddenlyitrose,withaterribleface,andthatguiltyhandgraspingwhatwasinitsbreast。
  Thenitwasarrestedbyacry——awild,loud,piercing,lovingrapturouscry——andheonlysawhisownreflectionintheglass,andathisknees,hisdaughter!
  Yes。Hisdaughter!Lookather!Lookhere!Downupontheground,clingingtohim,callingtohim,foldingherhands,prayingtohim。
  `Papa!Dearestpapa!Pardonme,forgiveme!Ihavecomebacktoaskforgivenessonmyknees。Inevercanbehappymore,withoutit!'
  Unchangedstill。Ofalltheworld,unchanged。Raisingthesamefacetohis,asonthatmiserablenight。Askinghisforgiveness!
  `Dearpapa,ohdon'tlookstrangelyonme!Inevermeanttoleaveyou。Ineverthoughtofit,beforeorafterwards。IwasfrightenedwhenIwentaway,andcouldnotthink。Papa,dear,Iamchanged。Iampenitent。
  Iknowmyfault。Iknowmydutybetternow。Papa,don'tcastmeoff,orIshalldie!'
  Hetotteredtohischair。Hefeltherdrawhisarmsaboutherneck;hefeltherputherownroundhis;hefeltherkissesonhisface;
  hefeltherwetcheeklaidagainsthisown;hefelt——oh,howdeeply!——allthathehaddone。
  Uponthebreastthathehadbruised,againsttheheartthathehadalmostbroken,shelaidhisface,nowcoveredwithhishands,andsaid,sobbing:
  `Papa,love,Iamamother。IhaveachildwhowillsooncallWalterbythenamebywhichIcallyou。Whenitwasborn,andwhenIknewhowmuchIlovedit,IknewwhatIhaddoneinleavingyou。Forgiveme,dearPapa!ohsayGodblessme,andmylittlechild!'
  Hewouldhavesaidit,ifhecould。Hewouldhaveraisedhishandsandbesoughtherforpardon,butshecaughttheminherown,andputthemdown,hurriedly。
  `Mylittlechildwasbornatsea,Papa。IprayedtoGodandsodidWalterformetospareme,thatImightcomehome。ThemomentIcouldland,Icamebacktoyou。Neverletusbepartedanymore,Papa!'
  Hishead,nowgrey,wasencircledbyherarm;andhegroanedtothinkthatnever,never,haditrestedsobefore。
  `Youwillcomehomewithme,Papa,andseemybaby。Aboy,Papa。
  HisnameisPaul。Ithink——Ihope——he'slike——'
  Hertearsstoppedher。
  `DearPapa,forthesakeofmychild,forthesakeofthenamewehavegivenhim,formysake,pardonWalter。Heissokindandtendertome。Iamsohappywithhim。Itwasnothisfaultthatweweremarried。
  Itwasmine。Ilovedhimsomuch。'