Mr。CarkertheManager,standingonthehearth-rugbeforetheemptyfireplace,whichwasornamentedwithacastellatedsheetofbrownpaper,lookedattheCaptainashecamein,withnoveryspecialencouragement。
`Mr。Carker?'saidCaptainCuttle。
`Ibelieveso,'saidMr。Carker,showingallhisteeth。
TheCaptainlikedhisansweringwithasmile;itlookedpleasant。
`Yousee,'begantheCaptain,rollinghiseyesslowlyroundthelittleroom,andtakinginasmuchofitashisshirt-collarpermitted;`I'maseafaringmanmyself,Mr。Carker,andWal'r,asisonyourbookshere,isalmostasonofmine。'
`WalterGay?'saidMr。Carker,showingallhisteethagain。
`Wal'rGayitis,'repliedtheCaptain,`right!'TheCaptain'smannerexpressedawarmapprovalofMr。Carker'squicknessofperception。
`I'maintimatefriendofhisandhisuncle's。Perhaps,'saidtheCaptain,`youmayhaveheardyourheadGovernormentionmyname?——CaptainCuttle。'
`No!'saidMr。Carker,withastillwiderdemonstrationthanbefore。
`Well,'resumedtheCaptain,`I'vethepleasureofhisacquaintance。
IwaiteduponhimdownontheSussexcoastthere,withmyyoungfriendWal'r,when——inshort,whentherewasalittleaccommodationwanted。'TheCaptainnoddedhisheadinamannerthatwasatoncecomfortable,easy,andexpressive。`Youremember,Idaresay?'
`Ithink,'saidMr。Carker,`Ihadthehonourofarrangingthebusiness。'
`Tobesure!'returnedtheCaptain。`Rightagain!youhad。NowI'vetookthelibertyofcominghere——'
`Won'tyousitdown?'saidMr。Carker,smiling。
`Thank'ee,'returnedtheCaptain,availinghimselfoftheoffer。
`Amandoesgetmorewayuponhimself,perhaps,inhisconversation,whenhesitsdown。Won'tyoutakeacheeryourself?'
`Nothankyou,'saidtheManager,standing,perhapsfromtheforceofwinterhabit,withhisbackagainstthechimney-piece,andlookingdownupontheCaptainwithaneyeineverytoothandgum。`Youhavetakentheliberty,youweregoingtosay——thoughit'snone——'
`Thank'eekindly,mylad,'returnedtheCaptain:`ofcominghere,onaccountofmyfriendWal'r。SolGills,hisuncle,isamanofscience,andinsciencehemaybeconsideredaclipper;butheain'twhatIshouldaltogethercallaableseaman——notamanofpractice。Wal'risastrimaladaseverstepped;buthe'salittledownbytheheadinonerespect,andthatismodesty。NowwhatIshouldwishtoputtoyou,'saidtheCaptain,loweringhisvoice,andspeakinginakindofconfidentialgrowl,`inafriendlyway,entirelybetweenyouandme,andformyownprivatereckoning,'tillyourheadGovernorhasworeroundabit,andIcancomealongsideofhim,isthis——Iseverythingrightandcomfortablehere,andisWal'rout'ardboundwithaprettyfairwind?'
`Whatdoyouthinknow,CaptainCuttle?'returnedCarker,gatheringuphisskirtsandsettlinghimselfinhisposition。`Youareapracticalman;whatdoyouthink?'
TheacutenessandsignificanceoftheCaptain'seyeashecockeditinreply,nowordsshortofthoseunutterableChinesewordsbeforereferredtocoulddescribe。
`Come!'saidtheCaptain,unspeakablyencouraged,`whatdoyousay?AmIrightorwrong?'
SomuchhadtheCaptainexpressedinhiseye,emboldenedandincitedbyMr。Carker'ssmilingurbanity,thathefelthimselfinasfairaconditiontoputthequestion,asifhehadexpressedhissentimentswiththeutmostelaboration。
`Right,'saidMr。Carker,`Ihavenodoubt。'
`Out'ardboundwithfairweather,then,Isay,'criedCaptainCuttle。
Mr。Carkersmiledassent。
`Windrightastarn,andplentyofit,'pursuedtheCaptain。
Mr。Carkersmiledassentagain。
`Aye,aye!'saidCaptainCuttle,greatlyrelievedandpleased。
`Iknow'dhowsheheaded,wellenough;ItoldWal'rso。Thank'ee,thank'ee。'
`Gayhasbrilliantprospects,'observedMr。Carker,stretchinghismouthwideryet:`alltheworldbeforehim。'
`Alltheworldandhiswifetoo,asthesayingis,'returnedthedelightedCaptain。
Attheword`wife'whichhehadutteredwithoutdesign,theCaptainstopped,cockedhiseyeagain,andputtingtheglazedhatonthetopoftheknobbystick,gaveitatwirl,andlookedsidewaysathisalwayssmilingfriend。
`I'dbetagillofoldJamaica,'saidtheCaptain,eyeinghimattentively,`thatIknowwhatyou'resmilingat。'
Mr。Carkertookhiscue,andsmiledthemore。
`Itgoesnofarther?'saidtheCaptain,makingapokeatthedoorwiththeknobbysticktoassurehimselfthatitwasshut。
`Notaninch,'saidMr。Carker。
`You'rethinkingofacapitalFperhaps?'saidtheCaptain。
Mr。Carkerdidn'tdenyit。
`AnythingaboutaL,'saidtheCaptain,`oraO?'
Mr。Carkerstillsmiled。
`AmIrightagain?'inquiredtheCaptaininawhisper,withthescarletcircleonhisforeheadswellinginhistriumphantjoy。
Mr。Carker,inreply,stillsmiling,andnownoddingassent,CaptainCuttleroseandsqueezedhimbythehand,assuringhim,warmly,thattheywereonthesametack,andthatasforhimCuttlehehadlaidhiscoursethatwayallalong。`Heknow'dherfirst,'saidtheCaptain,withallthesecrecyandgravitythatthesubjectdemanded,`inanuncommonmanner——yourememberhisfindingherinthestreetwhenshewasa'mostababby——hehaslikedhereversince,andshehim,asmuchastwosuchyoungsterscan。
We'vealwayssaid,SolGillsandme,thattheywascutoutforeachother。'
Acat,oramonkey,orahyena,oradeath's-head,couldnothaveshowntheCaptainmoreteethatonetime,thanMr。Carkershowedhimatthisperiodoftheirinterview。
`There'sageneralin-draughtthatway,'observedthehappyCaptain。
`Windandwatersetsinthatdirection,yousee。Lookathisbeingpresentt'otherday!'
`Mostfavourabletohishopes,'saidMr。Carker。
`Lookathisbeingtowedalonginthewakeofthatday!'pursuedtheCaptain。`Whywhatcancuthimadriftnow?'
`Nothing,'repliedMr。Carker。
`You'rerightagain,'returnedtheCaptain,givinghishandanothersqueeze。`Nothingitis。So!steady!There'sasongone:prettylittlecreetur。Ain'tthere?'
`Yes,there'sasongone,'saidtheacquiescentCarker。
`Passtheword,andthere'sanotherreadyforyou,'quoththeCaptain。
`Nevyofascientificuncle!NevyofSolGills!Wal'r!Wal'r,asisalreadyinyourbusiness!And'——saidtheCaptain,risinggraduallytoaquotationhewaspreparingforafinalburst,`who——comesfromSolGills'sdaily,toyourbusiness,andyourbuzzums。'
TheCaptain'scomplacencyashegentlyjoggedMr。Carkerwithhiselbow,onconcludingeachoftheforegoingshortsentences,couldbesurpassedbynothingbuttheexultationwithwhichhefellbackandeyedhimwhenhehadfinishedthisbrilliantdisplayofeloquenceandsagacity;
hisgreatbluewaistcoatheavingwiththethroesofsuchamasterpiece,andhisnoseinastateofviolentinflammationfromthesamecause。
`AmIright?'saidtheCaptain。
`CaptainCuttle,'saidMr。Carker,bendingdownattheknees,foramoment,inanoddmanner,asifhewerefallingtogethertohugthewholeofhimselfatonce,`yourviewsinreferencetoWalterGayarethoroughlyandaccuratelyright。Iunderstandthatwespeaktogetherinconfidence。'
`Honour!'interposedtheCaptain。`Notaword。'
`Tohimoranyone?'pursuedtheManager。
CaptainCuttlefrownedandshookhishead。
`Butmerelyforyourownsatisfactionandguidance——andguidance,ofcourse,'repeatedMr。Carker,`withaviewtoyourfutureproceedings。'
`Thank'eekindly,Iamsure,'saidtheCaptain,listeningwithgreatattention。
`Ihavenohesitationinsaying,that'sthefact。Youhavehittheprobabilitiesexactly。'
`AndwithregardtoyourheadGovernor,'saidtheCaptain,`whyaninterviewhadbettercomeaboutnat'ralbetweenus。There'stimeenough。'
Mr。Carker,withhismouthfromeartoear,repeated,`Timeenough。'
Notarticulatingthewords,butbowinghisheadaffably,andformingthemwithhistongueandlips。
`AndasIknow——it'swhatIalwayssaid——thatWal'r'sinawaytomakehisfortune,'saidtheCaptain。
`Tomakehisfortune,'Mr。Carkerrepeated,inthesamedumbmanner。
`AndasWal'r'sgoingonthislittlevoyageis,asImaysay,inhisday'swork,andapartofhisgeneralexpectationshere,'saidtheCaptain。
`Ofhisgeneralexpectationshere,'assentedMr。Carker,dumblyasbefore。
`Why,solongasIknowthat,'pursuedtheCaptain,`there'snohurry,andmymind'satease。'
Mr。Carkerstillblandlyassentinginthesamevoicelessmanner,CaptainCuttlewasstronglyconfirmedinhisopinionthathewasoneofthemostagreeablemenhehadevermet,andthatevenMr。Dombeymightimprovehimselfonsuchamodel。Withgreatheartiness,therefore,theCaptainonceagainextendedhisenormoushandnotunlikeanoldblockincolour,andgavehimagripthatleftuponhissmootherfleshaproofimpressionofthechinksandcreviceswithwhichtheCaptain'spalmwasliberallytattooed。
`Farewell!'saidtheCaptain。`Ian'tamanofmanywords,butItakeitverykindofyoutobesofriendly,andabove-board。You'llexcusemeifI'vebeenatallintruding,willyou?'saidtheCaptain。
`Notatall,'returnedtheother。
`Thank'ee。Myberthan'tveryroomy,'saidtheCaptain,turningbackagain,`butit'stolerablysnug;andifyouwastofindyourselfnearBrigPlace,numbernine,atanytime——willyoumakeanoteofit?——andwouldcomeupstairs,withoutmindingwhatwassaidbythepersonatthedoor,Ishouldbeproudtoseeyou。'
Withthathospitableinvitation,theCaptainsaid`Goodday!'andwalkedoutandshutthedoor;leavingMr。Carkerstillrecliningagainstthechimney-piece。
Inwhoseslylookandwatchfulmanner;inwhosefalsemouth,stretchedbutnotlaughing;inwhosespotlesscravatandverywhiskers;eveninwhosesilentpassingofhissofthandoverhiswhitelinenandhissmoothface;
therewassomethingdesperatelycat-like。
TheunconsciousCaptainwalkedoutinastateofself-glorificationthatimpartedquiteanewcuttothebroadbluesuit。`Standby,Ned!'
saidtheCaptaintohimself。`You'vedonealittlebusinessfortheyoungstersto-day,mylad!'
Inhisexultation,andinhisfamiliarity,presentandprospective,withtheHouse,theCaptain,whenhereachedtheouteroffice,couldnotrefrainfromrallyingMr。Perchalittle,andaskinghimwhetherhethoughteverybodywasstillengaged。Butnottobebitteronamanwhohaddonehisduty,theCaptainwhisperedinhisear,thatifhefeltdisposedforaglassofrum-and-water,andwouldfollow,hewouldbehappytobestowthesameuponhim。
Beforeleavingthepremises,theCaptain,somewhattotheastonishmentoftheclerks,lookedroundfromacentralpointofview,andtookageneralsurveyoftheofficeaspartandparcelofaprojectinwhichhisyoungfriendwasnearlyinterested。Thestrong-roomexcitedhisespecialadmiration;
but,thathemightnotappeartooparticular,helimitedhimselftoanapprovingglance,and,withagracefulrecognitionoftheclerksasabody,thatwasfullofpolitenessandpatronage,passedoutintothecourt。BeingpromptlyjoinedbyMr。Perch,heconveyedthatgentlemantothetavern,andfulfilledhispledge——hastily,forPerch'stimewasprecious。
`I'llgiveyouforatoast,'saidtheCaptain,`Wal'r!'
`Who?'submittedMr。Perch。
`Wal'r!'repeatedtheCaptain,inavoiceofthunder。
Mr。Perch,whoseemedtorememberhavingheardininfancythattherewasonceapoetofthatname,madenoobjection;buthewasmuchastonishedattheCaptain'scomingintotheCitytoproposetopoet;indeed,ifhehadproposedtoputapoet'sstatueup——sayShakespeare'sforexample——inacivicthoroughfare,hecouldhardlyhavedoneagreateroutragetoMr。
Perch'sexperience。Onthewhole,hewassuchamysteriousandincomprehensiblecharacter,thatMr。PerchdecidednottomentionhimtoMrs。Perchatall,incaseofgivingrisetoanydisagreeableconsequences。
Mysteriousandincomprehensible,theCaptain,withthatlivelysenseuponhimofhavingdonealittlebusinessfortheyoungsters,remainedallday,eventohismostintimatefriends;andbutthatWalterattributedhiswinksandgrins,andothersuchpantomimicreliefsofhimself,tohissatisfactioninthesuccessoftheirinnocentdeceptionuponoldSolGills,hewouldassuredlyhavebetrayedhimselfbeforenight。Asitwas,however,hekepthisownsecret;andwenthomelatefromtheInstrument-maker'shouse,wearingtheglazedhatsomuchononeside,andcarryingsuchabeamingexpressioninhiseyes,thatMrs。MacStingerwhomighthavebeenbroughtupatDoctorBlimber's,shewassuchaRomanmatronfortifiedherself,atthefirstglimpseofhim,behindtheopenstreetdoor,andrefusedtocomeouttothecontemplationofherblessedinfants,untilhewassecurelylodgedinhisownroom。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter18[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXVIIIFatherandDaughterTHEREisahushthroughMr。Dombey'shouse。Servantsglidingupanddownstairsrustle,butmakenosoundoffootsteps。Theytalktogetherconstantly,andsitlongatmeals,makingmuchoftheirmeatanddrink,andenjoyingthemselvesafteragrimunholyfashion。Mrs。Wickam,withhereyessuffusedwithtears,relatesmelancholyanecdotes;andtellsthemhowshealwayssaidatMrs。Pipchin'sthatitwouldbeso,andtakesmoretable-aletanusual,andisverysorrybutsociable。Cook'sstateofmindissimilar。
Shepromisesalittlefryforsupper,andstrugglesaboutequallyagainstherfeelingsandtheonions。Towlinsonbeginstothinkthere'safateinit,andwantstoknowifanybodycantellhimofanygoodthatevercameoflivinginacornerhouse。Itseemstoallofthemashavinghappenedalongtimeago;thoughyetthechildlies,calmandbeautiful,uponhislittlebed。
Afterdarktherecomesomevisitors——noiselessvisitors,withshoesoffelt——whohavebeentherebefore;andwiththemcomesthatbedofrestwhichissostrangeaoneforinfantsleepers。Allthistime,thebereavedfatherhasnotbeenseenevenbythisattendant;forhesitsinaninnercornerofhisowndarkroomwhenanyoneisthere,andneverseemstomoveatothertimes,excepttopaceittoandfro。Butinthemorningitiswhisperedamongthehouseholdthathewasheardtogoupstairsinthedeadnight,andthathestayedthere——intheroom——untilthesunwasshining。
AttheofficesintheCity,theground-glasswindowsaremademoredimbyshutters;andwhilethelightedlampsuponthedesksarehalfextinguishedbythedaythatwandersin,thedayishalfextinguishedbythelamps,andanunusualgloomprevails。Thereisnotmuchbusinessdone。
Theclerksareindisposedtowork;andtheymakeassignationstoeatchopsintheafternoon,andgouptheriver。Perch,themessenger,stayslonguponhiserrands;andfindshimselfinbarsofpublic-houses,invitedthitherbyfriends,andholdingforthontheuncertaintyofhumanaffairs。HegoeshometoBall'sPondearlierintheeveningthanusual,andtreatsMrs。
Perchtoavealcutletandscotchale。Mr。CarkertheManagertreatsnoone;neitherishetreated;butaloneinhisownroomheshowshisteethallday;anditwouldseemthatthereissomethinggonefromMr。Carker'spath——someobstaclereremoved——whichclearshiswaybeforehim。
NowtherosychildrenlivingoppositetoMr。Dombey'shouse,peepfromtheirnurserywindowsdownintothestreet;fortherearefourblackhorsesathisdoor,withfeathersontheirheads;andfeatherstrembleonthecarriagethattheydraw;andthese,andanarrayofmenwithscarvesandstaves,attractacrowd。Thejugglerwhowasgoingtotwirlthebasin,putshisloosecoatonagainoverhisfinedress;andhistrudgingwife,one-sidedwithherheavybabyinherarms,loiterstoseethecompanycomeout。Butclosertoherdingybreastshepressesherbaby,whentheburdenthatissoeasilycarriedisborneforth;andtheyoungestoftherosychildrenatthehighwindowopposite,needsnorestraininghandtocheckherinherglee,when,pointingwithherdimpledfinger,shelooksintohernurse'sface,andasks`What'sthat?'
Andnow,amongtheknotofservantsdressedinmourning,andtheweepingwomen,Mr。Dombeypassesthroughthehalltotheothercarriagethatiswaitingtoreceivehim。Heisnot`broughtdown,'theseobservesthink,bysorrowanddistressofmind。Hiswalkisaserect,hisbearingisasstiffaseverithasbeen。Hehideshisfacebehindnohandkerchief,andlooksbeforehim。Butthathisfaceissomethingsunkandrigid,andispale,itbearsthesameexpressionasofold。Hetakeshisplacewithinthecarriage,andthreeothergentlemenfollow。Thenthegrandfuneralmovesslowlydownthestreet。Thefeathersareyetnoddinginthedistance,whenthejugglerhasthebasinspinningonacane,andhasthesamecrowdtoadmireit。Butthejuggler'swifeislessalertthanusualwiththemoney-box,forachild'sburialhassetherthinkingthatperhapsthebabyunderneathhershabbyshawlmaynotgrowuptobeaman,andwearasky-bluefilletroundhishead,andsalmon-colouredworsteddrawers,andtumbleinthemud。
Thefeatherswindtheirgloomywayalongthestreets,andcomewithinthesoundofachurchbell。Inthissamechurch,theprettyboyreceivedallthatwillsoonbeleftofhimonearth——aname。Allofhimthatisdead,theylaythere,neartheperishablesubstanceofhismother。
Itiswell。TheirashesliewhereFlorenceinherwalks——ohlonely,lonelywalks!——maypassthemanyday。
Theserviceover,andtheclergymanwithdrawn,Mr。Dombeylooksround,demandinginalowvoice,whetherthepersonwhohasbeenrequestedtoattendtoreceiveinstructionsforthetablet,isthere?
Someonecomesforward,andsays`Yes。'
Mr。Dombeyintimateswherehewouldhaveitplaced;andshowshim,withhishanduponthewall,theshapeandsize;andhowitistofollowthememorialtothemother。Then,withhispencil,hewritesouttheinscription,andgivesittohim:adding,`Iwishtohaveitdoneatonce。'
`Itshallbedoneimmediately,Sir。'
`Thereisreallynothingtoinscribebutnameandage,yousee。'
Themanbows,glancingatthepaper,butappearstohesitate。
Mr。Dombeynotobservinghishesitation,turnsaway,andleadstowardstheporch。
`Ibegyourpardon,Sir;'atouchfallsgentlyonhismourningcloak;`butasyouwishitdoneimmediately,anditmaybeputinhandwhenIgetback——'
`Well?'
`Willyoubesogoodasreaditoveragain?Ithinkthere'samistake'。
`Where?'
Thestatuarygiveshimbackthepaper,andpointsout,withhispocketrule,thewords,`belovedandonlychild。'
`Itshouldbe,`son,'Ithink,Sir?'
`Youareright。Ofcourse。Makethecorrection。'
Thefather,withahastierstep,pursueshiswaytothecoach。
Whentheotherthree,whofollowclosely,taketheirseats,hisfaceishiddenforthefirsttime——shadedbyhiscloak。Nordotheyseeitanymorethatday。Healightsfirst,andpassesimmediatelyintohisownroom。
TheothermournerswhoareonlyMr。Chick,andtwoofthemedicalattendants
proceedupstairstothedrawing-room,tobereceivedbyMrs。ChickandMissTox。Andwhatthefaceis,intheshut-upchamberunderneath:orwhatthethoughtsare:whattheheartis,whatthecontestorthesuffering:
nooneknows。
Thechiefthingthattheyknowbelowstairs,inthekitchen,isthat`itseemslikeSunday。'Theycanhardlypersuadethemselvesbutthatthereissomethingunbecoming,ifnotwicked,intheconductofthepeopleoutofdoors,whopursuetheirordinaryoccupations,andweareverydayattire。Itisquiteanoveltytohavetheblindsup,andtheshuttersopen:
andtheymakethemselvesdismallycomfortableoverbottlesofwine,whicharefreelybroachedasonafestival。Theyaremuchinclinestomoralise。
Mr。Towlinsonproposeswithasigh,`Amendmenttousall'forwhich,asCooksayswithanothersigh,`There'sroomenough,Godknows。'Intheevening,Mrs。ChickandMissToxtaketoneedleworkagain。Intheeveningalso,Mr。Towlinsongoesouttotaketheair,accompaniedbythehousemaid,whohasnotyettriedhermourningbonnet。Theyareverytendertoeachotheratduskystreet-corners,andTowlinsonhasvisionsofleadinganalteredandblamelessexistenceasaseriousgreengrocerinOxfordMarket。
ThereissoundersleepanddeeperrestinMr。Dombey'shouseto-night,thantherehasbeenformanynights。Themorningsunawakenstheoldhousehold,settleddownoncemoreintheiroldways。Therosychildrenoppositerunpastwithhoops。Thereisasplendidweddinginthechurch。Thejuggler'swifeisactivewiththemoney-boxinanotherquarterofthetown。ThemasonsingsandwhistlesashechipsoutP-A-U-Linthemarbleslabbeforehim。
Andcanitbethatinaworldsofullandbusy,thelossofoneweakcreaturemakesavoidinanyheart,sowideanddeepthatnothingbutthewidthanddepthofvasteternitycanfillitup!Florence,inherinnocentaffliction,mighthaveanswered,`Ohmybrother,ohmydearlylovedandlovingbrother!Onlyfriendandcompanionofmyslightedchildhood!
Couldanylessideashedthelightalreadydawningonyourearlygrave,orgivebirthtothesoftenedsorrowthatisspringingintolifebeneaththisrainoftears!'
`Mydearchild,'saidMrs。Chick,whohelditasadutyincumbentonher,toimprovetheoccasion,`whenyouareasoldasIam——'
`Whichwillbetheprimeoflife,'observedMissTox。
`Youwillthen,'pursuedMrs。Chick,gentlysqueezingMissTox'shandinacknowledgmentofherfriendlyremark,`youwillthenknowthatallgriefisunavailing,andthatitisourdutytosubmit。'
`Iwilltry,dearaunt。Idotry,'answeredFlorence,sobbing。
`Iamgladtohearit,'saidMrs。Chick,`because,mylove,asourdearMissTox——ofwhosesoundsenseandexcellentjudgment,therecannotpossiblybetwoopinions——'
`MydearLouisa,Ishallreallybeproud,soon,'saidMissTox——
`willtellyou,andconfirmbyherexperience,'pursuedMrs。
Chick,`wearecalledupononalloccasionstomakeaneffort。Itisrequiredofus。Ifany——mydear,'turningtoMissTox,`Iwantaword。Mis——Mis——'
`Demeanour?'suggestedMissTox。
`No,no,no,'saidMrs。Chick。`Howcanyou!Goodnessme,it'sontheendofmytongue。Mis——'
`Placedaffection?'suggestedMissTox,timidly。
`Goodgracious,Lucretia!'returnedMrs。Chick。`Howverymonstrous!
Misanthrope,isthewordIwant。Theidea!Misplacedaffection!Isay,ifanymisanthropeweretoput,inmypresence,thequestion“Whywereweborn?”Ishouldreply,“Tomakeaneffort。“'`Verygoodindeed,'saidMissTox,muchimpressedbytheoriginalityofthesentiment。`Verygood。'
`Unhappily,'pursuedMrs。Chick,`wehaveawarningunderourowneyes。Wehavebuttoomuchreasontosuppose,mydearchild,thatifanefforthadbeenmadeintime,inthisfamily,atrainofthemosttryinganddistressingcircumstancesmighthavebeenavoided。Nothingshalleverpersuademe,'observedthegoodmatron,witharesoluteair,`butthatifthatefforthadbeenmadebypoordearFanny,thepoordeardarlingchildwouldatleasthavehadastrongerconstitution。'
Mrs。Chickabandonedherselftoherfeelingsforhalfamoment;
but,asapracticalillustrationofherdoctrine,broughtherselfupshort,inthemiddleofasob,andwentonagain。
`Therefore,Florence,prayletusseethatyouhavesomestrengthofmind,anddonotselfishlyaggravatethedistressinwhichyourpoorPapaisplunged。'
`Dearaunt!'saidFlorence,kneelingquicklydownbeforeher,thatshemightthebetterandmoreearnestlylookintoherface。`TellmemoreaboutPapa。Praytellmeabouthim!Ishequiteheartbroken?'
MissToxwasofatendernature,andtherewassomethinginthisappealthatmovedherverymuch。Whethershesawitinasuccession,onthepartoftheneglectedchild,totheaffectionateconcernsooftenexpressedbyherdeadbrother——oralovethatsoughttotwineitselfabouttheheartthathadlovedhim,andthatcouldnotbeartobeshutoutfromsympathywithsuchasorrow,insuchsadcommunityofloveandgrief——orwhethersheonlyrecognisedtheearnestanddevotedspiritwhich,althoughdiscardedandrepulsed,waswrungwithtendernesslongunreturned,andinthewasteandsolitudeofthisbereavementcriedtohimtoseekacomfortinit,andtogivesome,bysomesmallresponse——whatevermayhavebeenherunderstandingofit,itmovedMissTox。ForthemomentsheforgotthemajestyofMrs。
Chick,and,pattingFlorencehastilyonthecheek,turnedasideandsufferedthetearstogushfromhereyes,withoutwaitingforaleadfromthatwisematron。
Mrs。Chickherselflost,foramoment,thepresenceofmindonwhichshesomuchpridedherself;andremainedmute,lookingonthebeautifulyoungfacethathadsolong,sosteadily,andpatiently,beenturnedtowardsthelittlebed。Butrecoveringhervoice——whichwassynonymouswithherpresenceofmind,indeedtheywereoneandthesamething——sherepliedwithdignity:
`Florence,mydearchild,yourpoorPapaispeculiarattimes;
andtoquestionmeabouthim,istoquestionmeuponasubjectwhichI
reallydonotpretendtounderstand。IbelieveIhaveasmuchinfluencewithyourPapaasanybodyhas。Still,allIcansayis,thathehassaidverylittletome;andthatIhaveonlyseenhimonceortwiceforaminuteatatime,andindeedhavehardlyseenhimthen,forhisroomhasbeendark。IhavesaidtoyourPapa,“Paul!”——thatistheexactexpressionI
used——“Paul!whydoyounottakesomethingstimulating?”YourPapa'sreplyhasalwaysbeen,“Louisa,havethegoodnesstoleaveme。Iwantnothing。
Iambetterbymyself。“IfIwastobeputuponmyoathto-morrow,Lucretia,beforeamagistrate,'saidMrs。Chick,`IhavenodoubtIcouldventuretosweartothoseidenticalwords。'
MissToxexpressedheradmirationbysaying,`MyLouisaisevermethodical!'
`Inshort,Florence,'resumedheraunt,`literallynothinghaspassedbetweenyourpoorPapaandmyself,untilto-day;whenImentionedtoyourPapathatSirBarnetandLadySkettleshadwrittenexceedinglykindnotes——oursweetboy!LadySkettleslovedhimlikea——where'smypockethandkerchief?'
MissToxproducedone。
`Exceedinglykindnotes,proposingthatyoushouldvisitthemforchangeofscene。MentioningtoyourPapathatIthoughtMissToxandmyselfmightnowgohomeinwhichhequiteagreed,Iinquiredifhehadanyobjectiontoyouracceptingthisinvitation。Hesaid,“No,Louisa,nottheleast!”'
Florenceraisedhertearfuleyes。
`Atthesametime,ifyouwouldpreferstayinghere,Florence,topayingthisvisitatpresent,ortogoinghomewithme——'
`Ishouldmuchpreferit,aunt,'wasthefaintrejoinder。
`Whythen,child,'saidMrs。Chick,`youcan。It'sastrangechoice,Imustsay。Butyoualwayswerestrange。Anybodyelseatyourtimeoflife,andafterwhathaspassed——mydearMissTox,Ihavelostmypockethandkerchiefagain——wouldbegladtoleavehere,onewouldsuppose。'
`Ishouldnotlifetofeel,'saidFlorence,`asifthehousewasavoided。Ishouldnotliketothinkthatthe——his——theroomsupstairswerequiteemptyanddreary,aunt。Iwouldratherstayhere,forthepresent。
Ohmybrother!ohmybrother!'
Itwasanaturalemotion,nottobesuppressed;anditwouldmakewayevenbetweenthefingersofthehandswithwhichshecoveredupherface。Theoverchargedandheavy-ladenbreastmustsometimeshavethatvent,orthepoorwoundedsolitaryheartwithinitwouldhaveflutteredlikeabirdwithbrokenwings,andsunkdowninthedust。
`Well,child!'saidMrs。Chick,afterapause。`Iwouldn'tonanyaccountsayanythingunkindtoyou,andthatI'msureyouknow。Youwillremainhere,then,anddoexactlyasyoulike。Noonewillinterferewithyou,Florence,orwishtointerferewithyou,I'msure。'
Florenceshookherheadinsadassent。
`IhadnosoonerbeguntoadviseyourpoorPapathathereallyoughttoseeksomedistractionandrestorationinatemporarychange,'
saidMrs。Chick,`thanhetoldmehehadalreadyformedtheintentionofgoingintothecountryforashorttime。I'msureIhopehe'llgoverysoon。Hecan'tgotoosoon。ButIsupposetherearesomearrangementsconnectedwithhisprivatepapersandsoforth,consequentontheafflictionthathastriedusallsomuch——Ican'tthinkwhat'sbecomeofmine:Lucretia,lendmeyours,mydear——thatmayoccupyhimforoneortwoeveningsinhisownroom。Yourpapa'saDombey,child,ifevertherewasone,'saidMrs。Chick,dryingbothhereyesatoncewithgreatcareonoppositecornersofMissTox'shandkerchief。`He'llmakeaneffort。There'snofearofhim。'
`Istherenothing,aunt,'saidFlorence,trembling,`Imightdoto——'
`Lord,mydearchild,'interposedMrs。Chick,hastily,`whatareyoutalkingabout?IfyourPapasaidtoMe——Ihavegivenyouhisexactwords,“Louisa,Iwantnothing;Iambetterbymyself“——whatdoyouthinkhe'dsaytoyou?Youmustn'tshowyourselftohim,child。Don'tdreamofsuchathing。'
`Aunt,'saidFlorence,`Iwillgoandliedownonmybed。'
Mrs。Chickapprovedofthisresolution,anddismissedherwithakiss。ButMissTox,onafaintpretenceoflookingforthemislaidhandkerchief,wentupstairsafterher;andtriedinafewstolenminutestocomforther,inspiteofgreatdiscouragementfromSusanNipper。ForMissNipper,inherburningzeal,disparagedMissToxasacrocodile;yethersympathyseemedgenuine,andhadatleastthevantage-groundofdisinterestedness——therewaslittlefavourtobewonbyit。
AndwastherenooneneareranddearerthanSusan,toupholdthestrivingheartinitsanguish?Wastherenoothernecktoclasp;nootherfacetoturnto?nooneelsetosayasoothingwordtosuchdeepsorrow?
WasFlorencesoaloneinthebleakworldthatnothingelseremainedtoher?Nothing。Strickenmotherlessandbrotherlessatonce——forinthelossoflittlePaul,thatfirstandgreatestlossfellheavilyuponher——thiswastheonlyhelpshehad。Oh,whocantellhowmuchsheneededhelpatfirst!
Atfirst,whenthehousesubsidedintoitsaccustomedcourse,andtheyhadallgoneaway,excepttheservants,andherfathershutupinhisownrooms,Florencecoulddonothingbutweep,andwanderupanddown,andsometimes,inasuddenpangofdesolateremembrance,flytoherownchamber,wringherhands,layherfacedownonherbed,andknownoconsolation:nothingbutthebitternessandcrueltyofgrief。Thiscommonlyensuedupontherecognitionofsomespotorobjectverytenderlyassociatedwithhim;anditmadethemiserablehouse,atfirst,aplaceofagony。
Butitisnotinthenatureofpurelovetoburnsofiercelyandunkindlylong。Theflamethatinitsgrossercompositionhasthetaintofearth,maypreyuponthebreastthatgivesitshelter;butthesacredfirefromheavenisasgentleintheheart,aswhenitrestedontheheadsoftheassembledtwelve,andshowedeachmanhisbrother,brightenedandunhurt。Theimageconjuredup,theresoonreturnedtheplacidface,thesoftenedvoice,thelovinglooks,thequiettrustfulnessandpeace;andFlorence,thoughsheweptstill,weptmoretranquilly,andcourtedtheremembrance。
Itwasnotverylongbeforethegoldenwater,dancingonthewall,intheoldplace,attheoldserenetime,hadhercalmeyefixeduponitasitebbedaway。Itwasnotverylongbeforethatroomagainknewher,often;sittingtherealone,aspatientandasmildaswhenshehadwatchedbesidethelittlebed。Whenanysharpsenseofitsbeingemptysmoteuponher,shecouldkneelbesideit,andprayGOD——itwasthepouringoutofherfullheart——toletoneangelloveherandrememberher。
Itwasnotverylongbefore,inthemidstofthedismalhousesowideanddreary,herlowvoiceinthetwilight,slowlyandstoppingsometimes,touchedtheoldairtowhichhehadsooftenlistened,withhisdroopingheaduponherarm。Andafterthat,andwhenitwasquitedark,alittlestrainofmusictrembledintheroom:sosoftlyplayedandsung,thatitwasmorelikethemournfulrecollectionofwhatshehaddoneathisrequestonthatlastnight,thantherealityrepeated。Butitwasrepeated,often——veryoften,intheshadowysolitude;andbrokenmurmursofthestrainstilltrembledonthekeys,whenthesweetvoicewashushedintears。
Thusshegainedhearttolookupontheworkwithwhichherfingershadbeenbusybyhissideonthesea-shore;andthusitwasnotverylongbeforeshetooktoitagain——withsomethingofahumanloveforit,asifithadbeensentientandhadknownhim;and,sittinginawindow,nearhermother'spicture,intheunusedroomsolongdeserted,woreawaythethoughtfulhours。
Whydidthedarkeyesturnsooftenfromthisworktowheretherosychildrenlived?Theywerenotimmediatelysuggestiveofherloss;
fortheywereallgirls:fourlittlesisters。Buttheyweremotherlesslikeher——andhadafather。
Itwaseasytoknowwhenhehadgoneoutandwasexpectedhome,fortheelderchildwasalwaysdressedandwaitingforhimatthedrawing-roomwindow,orinthebalcony;andwhenheappeared,herexpectantfacelightedupwithjoy,whiletheothersatthehighwindow,andalwaysonthewatchtoo,clappedtheirhands,anddrummedthemonthesill,andcalledtohim。
Theelderchildwouldcomedowntothehall,andputherhandinhis,andleadhimupthestairs;andFlorencewouldseeherafterwardssittingbyhisside,oronhisknee,orhangingcoaxinglyabouthisneckandtalkingtohim:andthoughtheywerealwaysgaytogether,hewouldoftenwatchherfaceasifhethoughtherlikehermotherthatwasdead。Florencewouldsometimeslooknomoreatthis,andburstingintotearswouldhidebehindthecurtainasifshewerefrightened,orwouldhurryfromthewindow。
Yetshecouldnothelpreturning;andherworkwouldsoonfallunheededfromherhandsagain。
Itwasthehousethathadbeenempty,yearsago,Ithadremainedsoforalongtime。Atlast,andwhileshehadbeenawayfromhome,thisfamilyhadtakenit;anditwasrepairedandnewlypainted;andtherewerebirdsandflowersaboutit;anditlookedverydifferentfromitsoldself。
Butsheneverthoughtofthehouse。Thechildrenandtheirfatherwereallinall。
Whenhehaddined,shecouldseethem,throughtheopenwindows,godownwiththeirgovernessornurse,andclusterroundthetable;andinthestillsummerweather,thesoundoftheirchildishvoicesandclearlaughterwouldcomeringingacrossthestreet,intothedroopingairoftheroominwhichshesat。Thentheywouldclimbandclamberupstairswithhim,andrompabouthimonthesofa,orgroupthemselvesathisknee,averynosegayoflittlefaces,whileheseemedtotellthemsomestory。
Ortheywouldcomerunningoutintothebalcony;andthenFlorencewouldhideherselfquickly,lestitshouldcheckthemintheirjoy,toseeherinherblackdress,sittingtherealone。
Theelderchildremainedwithherfatherwhentheresthadgoneaway,andmadehisteaforhim——happylittlehousekeepershewasthen!——andsatconversingwithhim,sometimesatthewindow,sometimesintheroom,untilthecandlescame。Hemadeherhiscompanion,thoughshewassomeyearsyoungerthanFlorence;andshecouldbeasstaidandpleasantlydemure,withherlittlebookorwork-box,asawoman。Whentheyhadcandles,Florencefromherowndarkroomwasnotafraidtolookagain。Butwhenthetimecameforthechildtosay`Goodnight,papa,'andgotobed,Florencewouldsobandtrembleassheraisedherfacetohim,andcouldlooknomore。
Thoughstillshewouldturn,againandagain,beforegoingtobedherself,fromthesimpleairthathadlulledhimtorestsooften,longago,andfromtheotherlowsoftbrokenstrainofmusic,backtothathouse。Butthatsheeverthoughtofit,orwatchedit,wasasecretwhichshekeptwithinherownyoungbreast。
AnddidthatbreastofFlorence——Florence,soingenuousandtrue——soworthyofthelovethathehadborneher,andhadwhisperedinhislastfaintwords——whoseguilelessheartwasmirroredinthebeautyofherface,andbreathedineveryaccentofhergentlevoice——didthatyoungbreastholdanyothersecret?Yes。Onemore。
Whennooneinthehousewasstirring,andthelightswereallextinguished,shewouldsoftlyleaveherownroom,andwithnoiselessfeetdescendthestaircase,andapproachherfather'sdoor。Againstit,scarcelybreathing,shewouldrestherfaceandhead,andpressherlips,intheyearningofherlove。Shecroucheduponthecoldstoneflooroutsideit,everynight,tolistenevenforhisbreath;andinheroneabsorbingwishtobeallowedtoshowhimsomeaffection,tobeaconso-lationtohim,towinhimovertotheenduranceofsometendernessfromher,hissolitarychild,shewouldhavekneltdownathisfeet,ifshehaddared,inhumblesupplication。
Nooneknewit。Noonethoughtofit。Thedoorwaseverclosed,andheshutupwithin。Hewentoutonceortwice,anditwassaidinthehousethathewasverysoongoingonhiscountryjourney;buthelivedinthoserooms,andlivedalone,andneversawher,orinquiredforher。
Perhapshedidnotevenknowthatshewasinthehouse。
Oneday,aboutaweekafterthefuneral,Florencewassittingatherwork,whenSusanappeared,withafacehalflaughingandhalfcryingtoannounceavisitor。
`Avisitor!Tome,Susan!'saidFlorence,lookingupinastonishment。
`Well,itisawonder,ain'titnow,MissFloy?'saidSusan;
`butIwishyouhadamanyvisitors,Ido,indeed,foryou'dbeallthebetterforit,andit'smyopinionthatthesooneryouandmegoeseventothemoldSkettleses,Miss,thebetterforboth,Imaynotwishtoliveincrowds,MissFloy,butstillI'mnotaoyster。'
TodoMissNipperjustice,shespokemoreforheryoungmistressthanherself;andherfaceshowedit。
`Butthevisitor,Susan,'saidFlorence。
Susan,withanhystericalexplosionthatwasasmuchalaughasasob,andasmuchasobasalaugh,answered,`Mr。Toots!'
ThesmilethatappearedonFlorence'sfacepassedfromitinamoment,andhereyesfilledwithtears。Butatanyrateitwasasmile,andthatgavegreatsatisfactiontoMissNipper。
`Myownfeelingsexactly,MissFloy,'saidSusan,puttingheraprontohereyes,andshakingherhead。`ImmediatelyIseethatInnocentintheHall,MissFloy,Iburstoutlaughingfirst,andthenIchoked。'
SusanNipperinvoluntarilyproceededtodothelikeagainonthespot。InthemeantimeMr。Toots,whohadcomeupstairsafterher,allunconsciousoftheeffectheproduced,announcedhimselfwithhisknucklesonthedoor,andwalkedinverybriskly。
`Howd'yedo,MissDombey?'saidMr。Toots。`I'mverywell,I
thankyou;howareyou?'
Mr。Toots——thanwhomtherewerefewbetterfellowsintheworld,thoughtheremayhavebeenoneortwobrighterspirits——hadlaboriouslyinventedthislongburstofdiscoursewiththeviewofrelievingthefeelingsbothofFlorenceandhimself。Butfindingthathehadrunthroughhisproperty,asitwere,inaninjudiciousmanner,bysquanderingthewholebeforetakingachair,orbeforeFlorencehadutteredaword,orbeforehehadwellgotinatthedoor,hedeemeditadvisabletobeginagain。
`Howd'yedo,MissDombey?'saidMr。Toots。`I'mverywell,I
thankyou;howareyou?'
Florencegavehimherhand,andsaidshewasverywell。
`I'mverywellindeed,'saidMr。Toots,takingachair。`Verywellindeed,Iam。Idon'tremember,'saidMr。Toots,afterreflectingalittle,`thatIwaseverbetter,thankyou。'
`It'sverykindofyoutocome,'saidFlorence,takingupherwork。`Iamverygladtoseeyou。'
Mr。Tootsrespondedwithachuckle。Thinkingthatmightbetoolively,hecorrecteditwithasigh。Thinkingthatmightbetoomelancholy,hecorrecteditwithachuckle。Notthoroughlypleasinghimselfwitheithermodeofreply,hebreathedhard。
`Youwereverykindtomydearbrother,'saidFlorence,obeyingherownnaturalimpulsetorelievehimbysayingso。`Heoftentalkedtomeaboutyou。'
`Oh,it'sofnoconsequence,'saidMr。Tootshastily。`Warm,ain'tit?'
`Itisbeautifulweather,'repliedFlorence。
`Itagreeswithme!'saidMr。Toots。`Idon'tthinkIeverwassowellasIfindmyselfatpresent,I'mobligedtoyou。'
Afterstatingthiscuriousandunexpectedfact,Mr。Tootsfellintoadeepwellofsilence。
`YouhaveleftDr。Blimber's,Ithink?'saidFlorence,tryingtohelphimout。
`Ishouldhopeso,'returnedMr。Toots。Andtumbledinagain。
Heremainedatthebottom,apparentlydrowned,foratleasttenminutes。Attheexpirationofthatperiod,hesuddenlyfloated,andsaid,`Well!Goodmorning,MissDombey。'
`Areyougoing?'askedFlorence,rising。
`Idon'tknow,though。No,notjustatpresent,'saidMr。Toots,sittingdownagain,mostunexpectedly。`Thefactis——Isay,MissDombey!'
`Don'tbeafraidtospeaktome,'saidFlorence,withaquietsmile,`Ishouldbeverygladifyouwouldtalkaboutmybrother。'
`Wouldyou,though?'retortedMr。Toots,withsympathyineveryfibreofhisotherwiseexpressionlessface。`PoorDombey!I'msureIneverthoughtthatBurgessandCo——fashionabletailorsbutverydear,thatweusedtotalkabout——wouldmakethissuitofclothesforsuchapurpose。'Mr。
Tootswasdressedinmourning。`PoorDombey!Isay!MissDombey!'blubberedToots。
`Yes,'saidFlorence。
`There'safriendhetooktoverymuchatlast。Ithoughtyou'dliketohavehim,perhaps,asasortofkeepsake。YourememberhisrememberingDiogenes?'
`Ohyes!ohyes!'criedFlorence。
`PoorDombey!SodoI,'saidMr。Toots。
Mr。Toots,seeingFlorenceintears,hadgreatdifficultyingettingbeyondthispoint,andhadnearlytumbledintothewellagain。Butachucklesavedhimonthebrink。
`Isay,'heproceeded,`MissDombey!Icouldhavehadhimstolenfortenshillings,iftheyhadn'tgivenhimup:andIwould:buttheyweregladtogetridofhim,Ithink。Ifyou'dliketohavehim,he'satthedoor。Ibroughthimonpurposeforyou。Heain'talady'sdog,youknow,'
saidMr。Toots,`butyouwon'tmindthat,willyou?'
InfactDiogeneswasatthatmoment,astheypresentlyascertainedfromlookingdownintothestreet,staringthroughthewindowofahackneycabriolet,intowhich,forconveyancetothatspot,hehadbeenensnared,onafalsepretenceofratsamongthestraw。Soothtosay,hewasasunlikealady'sdogasmightbe;andinhisgruffanxietytogetout,presentedanappearancesufficientlyunpromising,ashegaveshortyelpsoutofonesideofhismouth,andoverbalancinghimselfbytheintensityofeveryoneofthoseefforts,tumbleddownintothestraw,andthensprungpantingupagain,puttingouthistongue,asifhehadcomeexpresstoaDispensarytobeexaminedforhishealth。
ButthoughDiogeneswasasridiculousadogasonewouldmeetwithonasummer'sday;ablundering,ill-favoured,clumsy,bullet-headeddog,continuallyactingonawrongideathattherewasanenemyintheneighbourhood,whomitwasmeritorioustobarkat;andthoughhewasfarfromgood-tempered,andcertainlywasnotclever,andhadhairalloverhiseyes,andacomicnose,andaninconsistenttail,andagruffvoice;
hewasdearertoFlorence,invirtueofthatpartingremembranceofhim,andthatrequestthathemightbetakencareof,thanthemostvaluableandbeautifulofhiskind。Sodear,indeed,wasthissameuglyDiogenes,andsowelcometoher,thatshetookthejewelledhandofMr。Tootsandkisseditinhergratitude。AndwhenDiogenes,released,cametearingupthestairsandbouncingintotheroomsuchabusinessastherewasfirst,togethimoutofthecabriolet!,divedunderallthefurniture,andwoundalongironchain,thatdangledfromhisneck,roundlegsofchairsandtables,andthentuggedatituntilhiseyesbecameunnaturallyvisible,inconsequenceoftheirnearlystartingoutofhishead;andwhenhegrowledatMr。Toots,whoaffectedfamiliarity;andwentpell-mellatTowlinson,morallyconvincedthathewastheenemywhomhehadbarkedatroundthecornerallhislifeandhadneverseenyet;Florencewasaspleasedwithhimasifhehadbeenamiracleofdiscretion。
Mr。Tootswassooverjoyedbythesuccessofhispresent,andwassodelightedtoseeFlorencebendingdownoverDiogenes,smoothinghiscoarsebackwithherlittledelicatehand——Diogenesgraciouslyallowingitfromthefirstmomentoftheiracquaintance——thathefeltitdifficulttotakeleave,andwould,nodoubt,havebeenamuchlongertimeinmakinguphismindtodoso,ifhehadnotbeenassistedbyDiogeneshimself,whosuddenlytookitintohisheadtobayMr。Toots,andtomakeshortrunsathimwithhismouthopen。Notexactlyseeinghiswaytotheendofthesedemonstrations,andsensiblethattheyplacedthepantaloonsconstructedbytheartofBurgessandCo。injeopardy,Mr。Toots,withchuckles,lapsedoutatthedoor:bywhich,afterlookinginagaintwoorthreetimes,withoutanyobjectatall,andbeingoneachoccasiongreetedwithafreshrunfromDiogenes,hefinallytookhimselfoffandgotaway。
`Come,then,Di!DearDi!Makefriendswithyournewmistress。
Letusloveeachother,Di!'saidFlorencefondlinghisshaggyhead。AndDi,theroughandgruff,asifhishairyhidewerepervioustothetearthatdroppeduponit,andhisdog'sheartmeltedasitfell,puthisnoseuptoherface,andsworefidelity。
DiogenesthemandidnotspeakplainertoAlexandertheGreatthanDiogenesthedogspoketoFlorence。Hesubscribedtotheofferofhislittlemistresscheerfully,anddevotedhimselftoherservice。Abanquetwasimmediatelyprovidedforhiminacorner;andwhenhehadeatenanddrunkhisfill,hewenttothewindowwhereFlorencewassitting,lookingon,roseuponhishindlegs,withhisawkwardforepawsonhershoulders,lickedherfaceandhands,nestledhisgreatheadagainstherheart,andwaggedhistailtillhewastired。Finally,Diogenescoiledhimselfupatherfeetandwenttosleep。
AlthoughMissNipperwasnervousinregardofdogs,andfeltitnecessarytocomeintotheroomwithherskirtscarefullycollectedabouther,asifshewerecrossingabrookonstepping-stones;alsotoutterlittlescreamsandstanduponchairswhenDiogenesstretchedhimself:
shewasinherownmanneraffectedbythekindnessofMr。Toots,andcouldnotseeFlorencesoalivetotheattachmentandsocietyofthisrudefriendoflittlePaul's,withoutsomementalcommentsthereuponthatbroughtthewatertohereyes。Mr。Dombey,asapartofherreflections,mayhavebeen,intheassociationofideas,connectedwiththedog;but,atanyrate,afterobservingDiogenesandhismistressalltheevening,andafterexertingherselfwithmuchgood-willtoprovideDiogenesabedinanante-chamberoutsidehismistress'sdoor,shesaidhurriedlytoFlorence,beforeleavingherforthenight:
`YourPa'sagoingoff,MissFloy,to-morrowmorning。'
`To-morrowmorning,Susan?'
`Yes,Miss;that'stheorders。Early。'
`Doyouknow,'askedFlorence,withoutlookingather,`wherePapaisgoing,Susan?'
`Notexactly,Miss。He'sgoingtomeetthatpreciousMajorfirst,andImustsayifIwasacquaintedwithanyMajormyselfwhichHeavensforbid,itshouldn'tbeablueone!'
`Hush,Susan!'urgedFlorencegently。
`Well,MissFloy,'returnedMissNipper,whowasfullofburningindignation,andmindedherstopsevenlessthanusual。`Ican'thelpit,blueheis,andwhileIwasaChristian,althoughhumble,Iwouldhavenatural-colouredfriends,ornone。'
Itappearedfromwhatsheaddedandhadgleaneddownstairs,thatMrs。ChickhadproposedtheMajorforMr。Dombey'scompanion,andthatMr。Dombey,aftersomehesitation,hadinvitedhim。
`Talkofhimbeingachange,indeed!'observedMissNippertoherselfwithboundlesscontempt。`Ifhe'sachangegivemeaconstancy。'
`Goodnight,Susan,'saidFlorence。
`Goodnight,mydarlingdearMissFloy。'
Hertoneofcommiserationsmotethechordsooftenroughlytouched,butneverlistenedtowhilesheoranyonelookedon。Florenceleftalone,laidherheaduponherhand,andpressingtheotheroverherswellingheart,heldfreecommunicationwithhersorrows。
Itwasawetnight;andthemelancholyrainfellpatteringanddroppingwithaweariedsound。Asluggishwindwasblowing,andwentmoaningroundthehouse,asifitwereinpainorgrief。Ashrillnoisequiveredthroughthetrees。Whileshesatweeping,itgrewlate,anddrearymidnighttolledoutfromthesteeples。
Florencewaslittlemorethanachildinyears——notyetfourteen——andthelonelinessandgloomofsuchanhourinthegreathousewhereDeathhadlatelymadeitsowntremendousdevastation,mighthavesetanolderfancybroodingonvagueterrors。Butherinnocentimaginationwastoofullofonethemetoadmitthem。Nothingwanderedinherthoughtsbutlove——awanderinglove,indeed,andcastaway——butturningalwaystoherfather。
Therewasnothinginthedroppingoftherain,themoaningofthewind,theshudderingofthetrees,thestrikingofthesolemnclocks,thatshookthisonethought,ordiminisheditsinterest。Herrecollectionsofthedeardeadboy——andtheywereneverabsent——wereitself;thesamething。Andoh,tobeshutout:tobesolost:nevertohavelookedintoherfather'sfaceortouchedhimsincethathour!
Shecouldnotgotobed,poorchild,andneverhadgoneyet,sincethen,withoutmakinghernightlypilgrimagetohisdoor。Itwouldhavebeenastrangesadsight,toseehernow,stealinglightlydownthestairsthroughthethickgloom,andstoppingatitwithabeatingheart,andblindedeyes,andhairthatfelldownlooselyandunthoughtof;andtouchingitoutsidewithherwetcheek。Butthenightcoveredit,andnooneknew。
Themomentthatshetouchedthedooronthisnight,Florencefoundthatitwasopen。Forthefirsttimeitstoodopen,thoughbybutahair's-breadth:
andtherewasalightwithin。Thefirstimpulseofthetimidchild——andsheyieldedtoit——wastoretireswiftly。Hernext,togoback,andtoenter;andthissecondimpulseheldherinirresolutiononthestair-case。
Initsstandingopen,evenbysomuchasthatchink,thereseemedtobehope。Therewasencouragementinseeingarayoflightfromwithin,stealingthroughthedarksterndoor-way,andfallinginathreaduponthemarblefloor。Sheturnedback,hardlyknowingwhatshedid,buturgedonbythelovewithinher,andthetrialtheyhadundergonetogether,butnotshared:andwithherhandsalittleraisedandtrembling,glidedin。
Herfathersatathisoldtableinthemiddleroom。Hehadbeenarrangingsomepapers,anddestroyingothers,andthelatterlayinfragileruinsbeforehim。Theraindrippedheavilyupontheglasspanesintheouterroom,wherehehadsooftenwatchedpoorPaul,ababy;andthelowcomplainingsofthewindwereheardwithout。
Butnotbyhim。Hesatwithhiseyesfixedonthetable,soimmersedinthought,thatafarheaviertreadthanthelightfootofhischildcouldmake,mighthavefailedtorousehim。Hisfacewasturnedtowardsher。
Bythewaninglamp,andatthehaggardhour,itlookedwornanddejected;
andintheutterlonelinesssurroundinghim,therewasanappealtoFlorencethatstruckhome。
`Papa!Papa!speaktome,dearPapa!'
Hestartedathervoice,andleapedupfromhisseat。Shewasclosebeforehim,withextendedarms,buthefellback。
`Whatisthematter?'hesaid,sternly。`Whydoyoucomehere?
Whathasfrightenedyou?'
Ifanythinghadfrightenedher,itwasthefaceheturneduponher。Theglowinglovewithinthebreastofhisyoungdaughterfrozebeforeit,andshestoodandlookedathimasifstrickenintostone。
Therewasnotonetouchoftendernessorpityinit。Therewasnotonegleamofinterest,parentalrecognition,orrelentinginit。Therewasachangeinit,butnotofthatkind。Theoldindifferenceandcoldconstrainthadgivenplacetosomething:what,sheneverthoughtanddidnotdaretothink,andyetshefeltitinitsforce,andknewitwellwithoutaname:thatasitlookeduponher,seemedtocastashadowonherhead。
Didheseebeforehimthesuccessfulrivalofhisson,inhealthandlife?Didhelookuponhisownsuccessfulrivalofhisson,inthatson'saffection?Didamadjealousyandwitheredpride,poisonsweetremembrancesthatshouldhaveendearedandmadeherprecioustohim?Coulditbepossiblethatitwasgalltohimtolookuponherinherbeautyandherpromise:
thinkingofhisinfantboy!
Florencehadnosuchthoughts。Butloveisquicktoknowwhenitisspurnedandhopeless:andhopediedoutofhers,asshestoodlookinginherfather'sface。
`Iaskyou,Florence,areyoufrightened?Isthereanythingthematter,thatyoucomehere?'
`Icame,Papa——'
`Againstmywishes。Why?'
Shesawheknewwhy:itwaswrittenbroadlyonhisface:anddroppedherheaduponherhandswithoneprolongedlowcry。
Lethimrememberitinthatroom,yearstocome。Ithasfadedfromtheair,beforehebreaksthesilence。Itmaypassasquicklyfromhisbrain,ashebelieves,butitisthere。Lethimrememberitinthatroom,yearstocome!
Hetookherbythearm。Hishandwascold,andloose,andscarcelycloseduponher。
`Youaretired,Idaresay,'hesaid,takingupthelight,andleadinghertowardsthedoor,`andwantrest。Weallwantrest。Go,Florence。
Youhavebeendreaming。'
Thedreamshehadhad,wasoverthen,Godhelpher!andshefeltthatitcouldnevermorecomeback。
`Iwillremainheretolightyouupthestairs。Thewholehouseisyoursabovethere,'saidherfather,slowly。`Youareitsmistressnow。
Goodnight!'
Stillcoveringherface,shesobbed,andanswered`Goodnight,dearpapa,'andsilentlyascended。Onceshelookedbackasifshewouldhavereturnedtohim,butforfear。Itwasamomentarythought,toohopelesstoencourage;andherfatherstoodtherewiththelight——hard,unresponsive,motionless——untiltheflutteringdressofhisfairchildwaslostinthedarkness。
Lethimrememberitinthatroom,yearstocome。Therainthatfallsupontheroof:thewindthatmournsoutsidethedoor:mayhaveforeknowledgeintheirmelancholysound。Lethimrememberitinthatroom,yearstocome!
Thelasttimehehadwatchedher,fromthesameplace,windingupthosestairs,shehadhadherbrotherinherarms。Itdidnotmovehishearttowardshernow,itsteeledit:buthewentintohisroom,andlockedhisdoor,andsatdowninhischair,andcriedforhislostboy。
Diogeneswasbroadawakeuponhispost,andwaitingforhislittlemistress。
`Oh,Di!Oh,dearDi!Lovemeforhissake!'
Diogenesalreadylovedherforherown,anddidn'tcarehowmuchheshowedit。Sohemadehimselfvastlyridiculousbyperformingavarietyofuncouthbouncesintheante-chamber,andconcluded,whenpoorFlorencewasatlastasleep,anddreamingoftherosychildrenopposite,byscratchingopenherbedroomdoor:rollinguphisbedintoapillow:lyingdownontheboards,atthefulllengthofhistether,withhisheadtowardsher:
andlookinglazilyather,upsidedown,outofthetopsofhiseyes,untilfromwinkingandwinkinghefellasleephimself,anddreamed,withgruffbarks,ofhisenemy。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter19[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXIXWaltergoesawayTHEWoodenMidshipmanattheInstrument-maker'sdoor,likethehard-heartedlittlemidshipmanhewas,remainedsupremelyindifferenttoWalter'sgoingaway,evenwhentheverylastdayofhissojourninthebackparlourwasonthedecline。Withhisquadrantathisroundblackknobofaneye,andhisfigureinitsoldattitudeofindomitablealacrity,themidshipmandisplayedhiselfinsmall-clothestothebestadvantage,and,absorbedinscientificpursuits,hadnosympathywithworldlyconcerns。Hewassofarthecreatureofcircumstances,thatadrydaycoveredhimwithdust,andamistydaypepperedhimwithlittlebitsofsoot,andawetdaybrighteneduphistarnisheduniformforthemoment,andaveryhotdayblisteredhim;
butotherwisehewasacallous,obdurate,conceitedmidshipman,intentonhisowndiscoveries,andcaringaslittleforwhatwentonabouthim,terrestrially,asArchimedesatthetakingofSyracuse。
Suchamidshipmanheseemedtobe,atleast,inthethenpositionofdomesticaffairs。Waltereyedhimkindlymanyatimeinpassinginandout;andpooroldSol,whenWalterwasnotthere,wouldcomeandleanagainstthedoorpost,restinghiswearywigasneartheshoe-bucklesoftheguardiangeniusofhistradeandshopashecould。Butnofierceidolwithamouthfromeartoear,andamurderousvisagemadeofparrot'sfeathers,wasevermoreindifferenttotheappealsofitssavagevotaries,thanwasthemidshipmantothesemarksofattachment。