WhentheCountsawmyface,hiseyesblazedwithasortofdemoniacfury,andhesuddenlymadeagrabatmythroat。
  Idrewawayandhishandtouchedthestringofbeadswhichheldthecrucifix。Itmadeaninstantchangeinhim,forthefurypassedsoquicklythatIcouldhardlybelievethatitwaseverthere。
  “Takecare,“hesaid,“takecarehowyoucutyourself。
  Itismoredangerousthatyouthinkinthiscountry。“
  Thenseizingtheshavingglass,hewenton,“Andthisisthewretchedthingthathasdonethemischief。Itisafoulbaubleofman'svanity。Awaywithit!”Andopeningthewindowwithonewrenchofhisterriblehand,heflungouttheglass,whichwasshatteredintoathousandpiecesonthestonesofthecourtyardfarbelow。Thenhewithdrewwithoutaword。
  Itisveryannoying,forIdonotseehowIamtoshave,unlessinmywatch-caseorthebottomoftheshavingpot,whichisfortunatelyofmetal。
  WhenIwentintothediningroom,breakfastwasprepared,butIcouldnotfindtheCountanywhere。SoIbreakfastedalone。
  ItisstrangethatasyetIhavenotseentheCounteatordrink。
  Hemustbeaverypeculiarman!AfterbreakfastIdidalittleexploringinthecastle。Iwentoutonthestairs,andfoundaroomlookingtowardstheSouth。
  Theviewwasmagnificent,andfromwhereIstoodtherewaseveryopportunityofseeingit。Thecastleisontheveryedgeofaterrificprecipice。Astonefallingfromthewindowwouldfallathousandfeetwithouttouchinganything!
  Asfarastheeyecanreachisaseaofgreentreetops,withoccasionallyadeepriftwherethereisachasm。
  Hereandtherearesilverthreadswheretheriverswindindeepgorgesthroughtheforests。
  ButIamnotinhearttodescribebeauty,forwhenIhadseentheviewIexploredfurther。Doors,doors,doorseverywhere,andalllockedandbolted。Innoplacesavefromthewindowsinthecastlewallsisthereanavailableexit。
  Thecastleisaveritableprison,andIamaprisoner!
  CHAPTER3
  JonathanHarker'sJournalContinuedWhenIfoundthatIwasaprisonerasortofwildfeelingcameoverme。Irushedupanddownthestairs,tryingeverydoorandpeeringoutofeverywindowIcouldfind,butafteralittletheconvictionofmyhelplessnessoverpoweredallotherfeelings。
  WhenIlookbackafterafewhoursIthinkImusthavebeenmadforthetime,forIbehavedmuchasaratdoesinatrap。
  When,however,theconvictionhadcometomethatIwashelplessIsatdownquietly,asquietlyasIhaveeverdoneanythinginmylife,andbegantothinkoverwhatwasbesttobedone。
  Iamthinkingstill,andasyethavecometonodefiniteconclusion。
  OfonethingonlyamIcertain。ThatitisnousemakingmyideasknowntotheCount。HeknowswellthatIamimprisoned,andashehasdoneithimself,andhasdoubtlesshisownmotivesforit,hewouldonlydeceivemeifItrustedhimfullywiththefacts。
  SofarasIcansee,myonlyplanwillbetokeepmyknowledgeandmyfearstomyself,andmyeyesopen。Iam,Iknow,eitherbeingdeceived,likeababy,bymyownfears,orelseIamindesperatestraits,andifthelatterbeso,Ineed,andshallneed,allmybrainstogetthrough。
  IhadhardlycometothisconclusionwhenIheardthegreatdoorbelowshut,andknewthattheCounthadreturned。Hedidnotcomeatonceintothelibrary,soIwentcautiouslytomyownroomandfoundhimmakingthebed。Thiswasodd,butonlyconfirmedwhatI
  hadallalongthought,thattherearenoservantsinthehouse。
  WhenlaterIsawhimthroughthechinkofthehingesofthedoorlayingthetableinthediningroom,Iwasassuredofit。
  Forifhedoeshimselfallthesemenialoffices,surelyitisproofthatthereisnooneelseinthecastle,itmusthavebeentheCounthimselfwhowasthedriverofthecoachthatbroughtmehere。
  Thisisaterriblethought,forifso,whatdoesitmeanthathecouldcontrolthewolves,ashedid,byonlyholdinguphishandforsilence?
  HowwasitthatallthepeopleatBistritzandonthecoachhadsometerriblefearforme?Whatmeantthegivingofthecrucifix,ofthegarlic,ofthewildrose,ofthemountainash?
  Blessthatgood,goodwomanwhohungthecrucifixroundmyneck!
  ForitisacomfortandastrengthtomewheneverItouchit。
  ItisoddthatathingwhichIhavebeentaughttoregardwithdisfavourandasidolatrousshouldinatimeoflonelinessandtroublebeofhelp。
  Isitthatthereissomethingintheessenceofthethingitself,orthatitisamedium,atangiblehelp,inconveyingmemoriesofsympathyandcomfort?Sometime,ifitmaybe,Imustexaminethismatterandtrytomakeupmymindaboutit。InthemeantimeImustfindoutallIcanaboutCountDracula,asitmayhelpmetounderstand。
  Tonighthemaytalkofhimself,ifIturntheconversationthatway。
  Imustbeverycareful,however,nottoawakehissuspicion。
  Midnight——IhavehadalongtalkwiththeCount。
  IaskedhimafewquestionsonTransylvaniahistory,andhewarmeduptothesubjectwonderfully。Inhisspeakingofthingsandpeople,andespeciallyofbattles,hespokeasifhehadbeenpresentatthemall。ThisheafterwardsexplainedbysayingthattoaBoyartheprideofhishouseandnameishisownpride,thattheirgloryishisglory,thattheirfateishisfate。Wheneverhespokeofhishousehealwayssaid“we“,andspokealmostintheplural,likeakingspeaking。IwishIcouldputdownallhesaidexactlyashesaidit,fortomeitwasmostfascinating。
  Itseemedtohaveinitawholehistoryofthecountry。
  Hegrewexcitedashespoke,andwalkedabouttheroompullinghisgreatwhitemoustacheandgraspinganythingonwhichhelaidhishandsasthoughhewouldcrushitbymainstrength。
  OnethinghesaidwhichIshallputdownasnearlyasIcan,forittellsinitswaythestoryofhisrace。
  “WeSzekelyshavearighttobeproud,forinourveinsflowsthebloodofmanybraveraceswhofoughtasthelionfights,forlordship。
  Here,inthewhirlpoolofEuropeanraces,theUgrictribeboredownfromIcelandthefightingspiritwhichThorandWodingamethem,whichtheirBerserkersdisplayedtosuchfellintentontheseaboardsofEurope,aye,andofAsiaandAfricatoo,tillthepeoplesthoughtthatthewerewolvesthemselveshadcome。Here,too,whentheycame,theyfoundtheHuns,whosewarlikefuryhadswepttheearthlikealivingflame,tillthedyingpeoplesheldthatintheirveinsranthebloodofthoseoldwitches,who,expelledfromScythiahadmatedwiththedevilsinthedesert。Fools,fools!WhatdevilorwhatwitchwaseversogreatasAttila,whosebloodisintheseveins?”
  Hehelduphisarms。“Isitawonderthatwewereaconqueringrace,thatwewereproud,thatwhentheMagyar,theLombard,theAvar,theBulgar,ortheTurkpouredhisthousandsonourfrontiers,wedrovethemback?
  IsitstrangethatwhenArpadandhislegionssweptthroughtheHungarianfatherlandhefoundusherewhenhereachedthefrontier,thattheHonfoglalaswascompletedthere?AndwhentheHungarianfloodswepteastward,theSzekelyswereclaimedaskindredbythevictoriousMagyars,andtousforcenturieswastrustedtheguardingofthefrontierofTurkeyland。
  Aye,andmorethanthat,endlessdutyofthefrontierguard,forastheTurkssay,`watersleeps,andtheenemyissleepless。'WhomoregladlythanwethroughouttheFourNationsreceivedthe`bloodysword,'
  oratitswarlikecallflockedquickertothestandardoftheKing?
  Whenwasredeemedthatgreatshameofmynation,theshameofCassova,whentheflagsoftheWallachandtheMagyarwentdownbeneaththeCrescent?
  WhowasitbutoneofmyownracewhoasVoivodecrossedtheDanubeandbeattheTurkonhisownground?ThiswasaDraculaindeed!
  Woewasitthathisownunworthybrother,whenhehadfallen,soldhispeopletotheTurkandbroughttheshameofslaveryonthem!
  WasitnotthisDracula,indeed,whoinspiredthatotherofhisracewhoinalaterageagainandagainbroughthisforcesoverthegreatriverintoTurkeyland,who,whenhewasbeatenback,cameagain,andagain,thoughhehadtocomealonefromthebloodyfieldwherehistroopswerebeingslaughtered,sinceheknewthathealonecouldultimatelytriumph!
  Theysaidthathethoughtonlyofhimself。Bah!Whatgoodarepeasantswithoutaleader?Whereendsthewarwithoutabrainandhearttoconductit?Again,when,afterthebattleofMohacs,wethrewofftheHungarianyoke,weoftheDraculabloodwereamongsttheirleaders,forourspiritwouldnotbrookthatwewerenotfree。Ah,youngsir,theSzekelys,andtheDraculaastheirheart'sblood,theirbrains,andtheirswords,canboastarecordthatmushroomgrowthsliketheHapsburgsandtheRomanoffscanneverreach。Thewarlikedaysareover。
  Bloodistoopreciousathinginthesedaysofdishonourablepeace,andthegloriesofthegreatracesareasatalethatistold。“
  Itwasbythistimecloseonmorning,andwewenttobed。
  Mem。,thisdiaryseemshorriblylikethebeginningofthe“ArabianNights,“foreverythinghastobreakoffatcockcrow,orliketheghostofHamlet'sfather。
  12May——Letmebeginwithfacts,bare,meagerfacts,verifiedbybooksandfigures,andofwhichtherecanbenodoubt。
  Imustnotconfusethemwithexperienceswhichwillhavetorestonmyownobservation,ormymemoryofthem。
  LasteveningwhentheCountcamefromhisroomhebeganbyaskingmequestionsonlegalmattersandonthedoingofcertainkindsofbusiness。Ihadspentthedaywearilyoverbooks,and,simplytokeepmymindoccupied,wentoversomeofthemattersIhadbeenexaminedinatLincoln'sInn。
  TherewasacertainmethodintheCount'sinquiries,soIshalltrytoputthemdowninsequence。Theknowledgemaysomehoworsometimebeusefultome。
  First,heaskedifamaninEnglandmighthavetwosolicitorsormore。
  Itoldhimhemighthaveadozenifhewished,butthatitwouldnotbewisetohavemorethanonesolicitorengagedinonetransaction,asonlyonecouldactatatime,andthattochangewouldbecertaintomilitateagainsthisinterest。Heseemedthoroughlytounderstand,andwentontoaskiftherewouldbeanypracticaldifficultyinhavingonemantoattend,say,tobanking,andanothertolookaftershipping,incaselocalhelpwereneededinaplacefarfromthehomeofthebankingsolicitor。
  Iaskedtoexplainmorefully,sothatImightnotbyanychancemisleadhim,sohesaid,“Ishallillustrate。Yourfriendandmine,Mr。PeterHawkins,fromundertheshadowofyourbeautifulcathedralatExeter,whichisfarfromLondon,buysformethroughyourgoodselfmyplaceatLondon。Good!Nowhereletmesayfrankly,lestyoushouldthinkitstrangethatIhavesoughttheservicesofonesofarofffromLondoninsteadofsomeoneresidentthere,thatmymotivewasthatnolocalinterestmightbeservedsavemywishonly,andasoneofLondonresidencemight,perhaps,havesomepurposeofhimselforfriendtoserve,Iwentthusafieldtoseekmyagent,whoselaboursshouldbeonlytomyinterest。Now,supposeI,whohavemuchofaffairs,wishtoshipgoods,say,toNewcastle,orDurham,orHarwich,orDover,mightitnotbethatitcouldwithmoreeasebedonebyconsigningtooneintheseports?”
  Iansweredthatcertainlyitwouldbemosteasy,butthatwesolicitorshadasystemofagencyonefortheother,sothatlocalworkcouldbedonelocallyoninstructionfromanysolicitor,sothattheclient,simplyplacinghimselfinthehandsofoneman,couldhavehiswishescarriedoutbyhimwithoutfurthertrouble。
  “But,“saidhe,“Icouldbeatlibertytodirectmyself。
  Isitnotso?”
  “Ofcourse,“Ireplied,and“Suchisoftendonebymenofbusiness,whodonotlikethewholeoftheiraffairstobeknownbyanyoneperson。“
  “Good!”hesaid,andthenwentontoaskaboutthemeansofmakingconsignmentsandtheformstobegonethrough,andofallsortsofdifficultieswhichmightarise,butbyforethoughtcouldbeguardedagainst。
  Iexplainedallthesethingstohimtothebestofmyability,andhecertainlyleftmeundertheimpressionthathewouldhavemadeawonderfulsolicitor,fortherewasnothingthathedidnotthinkoforforesee。
  Foramanwhowasneverinthecountry,andwhodidnotevidentlydomuchinthewayofbusiness,hisknowledgeandacumenwerewonderful。
  Whenhehadsatisfiedhimselfonthesepointsofwhichhehadspoken,andIhadverifiedallaswellasIcouldbythebooksavailable,hesuddenlystoodupandsaid,“HaveyouwrittensinceyourfirstlettertoourfriendMr。PeterHawkins,ortoanyother?”
  ItwaswithsomebitternessinmyheartthatIansweredthatIhadnot,thatasyetIhadnotseenanyopportunityofsendingletterstoanybody。
  “Thenwritenow,myyoungfriend,“hesaid,layingaheavyhandonmyshoulder,“writetoourfriendandtoanyother,andsay,ifitwillpleaseyou,thatyoushallstaywithmeuntilamonthfromnow。“
  “Doyouwishmetostaysolong?”Iasked,formyheartgrewcoldatthethought。
  “Idesireitmuch,nayIwilltakenorefusal。Whenyourmaster,employer,whatyouwill,engagedthatsomeoneshouldcomeonhisbehalf,itwasunderstoodthatmyneedsonlyweretobeconsulted。
  Ihavenotstinted。Isitnotso?”
  WhatcouldIdobutbowacceptance?ItwasMr。Hawkins'
  interest,notmine,andIhadtothinkofhim,notmyself,andbesides,whileCountDraculawasspeaking,therewasthatinhiseyesandinhisbearingwhichmademerememberthatI
  wasaprisoner,andthatifIwisheditIcouldhavenochoice。
  TheCountsawhisvictoryinmybow,andhismasteryinthetroubleofmyface,forhebeganatoncetousethem,butinhisownsmooth,resistlessway。
  “Iprayyou,mygoodyoungfriend,thatyouwillnotdiscourseofthingsotherthanbusinessinyourletters。
  Itwilldoubtlesspleaseyourfriendstoknowthatyouarewell,andthatyoulookforwardtogettinghometothem。Isitnotso?”
  Ashespokehehandedmethreesheetsofnotepaperandthreeenvelopes。Theywereallofthethinnestforeignpost,andlookingatthem,thenathim,andnoticinghisquietsmile,withthesharp,canineteethlyingovertheredunderlip,IunderstoodaswellasifhehadspokenthatIshouldbemorecarefulwhatIwrote,forhewouldbeabletoreadit。
  SoIdeterminedtowriteonlyformalnotesnow,buttowritefullytoMr。Hawkinsinsecret,andalsotoMina,fortoherIcouldwriteshorthand,whichwouldpuzzletheCount,ifhedidseeit。
  WhenIhadwrittenmytwolettersIsatquiet,readingabookwhilsttheCountwroteseveralnotes,referringashewrotethemtosomebooksonhistable。Thenhetookupmytwoandplacedthemwithhisown,andputbyhiswritingmaterials,afterwhich,theinstantthedoorhadclosedbehindhim,Ileanedoverandlookedattheletters,whichwerefacedownonthetable。
  IfeltnocompunctionindoingsoforunderthecircumstancesIfeltthatIshouldprotectmyselfineverywayIcould。
  OneoftheletterswasdirectedtoSamuelF。Billington,No。7,TheCrescent,Whitby,anothertoHerrLeutner,Varna。ThethirdwastoCoutts&Co。,London,andthefourthtoHerrenKlopstock&Billreuth,bankers,BudaPesth。Thesecondandfourthwereunsealed。
  IwasjustabouttolookatthemwhenIsawthedoorhandlemove。
  Isankbackinmyseat,havingjusthadtimetoresumemybookbeforetheCount,holdingstillanotherletterinhishand,enteredtheroom。
  Hetookupthelettersonthetableandstampedthemcarefully,andthenturningtome,said,“Itrustyouwillforgiveme,butIhavemuchworktodoinprivatethisevening。Youwill,Ihope,findallthingsasyouwish。“
  Atthedoorheturned,andafteramoment'spausesaid,“Letmeadviseyou,mydearyoungfriend。Nay,letmewarnyouwithallseriousness,thatshouldyouleavetheseroomsyouwillnotbyanychancegotosleepinanyotherpartofthecastle。Itisold,andhasmanymemories,andtherearebaddreamsforthosewhosleepunwisely。Bewarned!
  Shouldsleepnoworeverovercomeyou,orbeliketodo,thenhastetoyourownchamberortotheserooms,foryourrestwillthenbesafe。
  Butifyoubenotcarefulinthisrespect,then,“Hefinishedhisspeechinagruesomeway,forhemotionedwithhishandsasifhewerewashingthem。
  Iquiteunderstood。Myonlydoubtwasastowhetheranydreamcouldbemoreterriblethantheunnatural,horriblenetofgloomandmysterywhichseemedclosingaroundme。
  Later——Iendorsethelastwordswritten,butthistimethereisnodoubtinquestion。Ishallnotfeartosleepinanyplacewhereheisnot。
  Ihaveplacedthecrucifixovertheheadofmybed,Iimaginethatmyrestisthusfreerfromdreams,andthereitshallremain。
  WhenheleftmeIwenttomyroom。Afteralittlewhile,nothearinganysound,IcameoutandwentupthestonestairtowhereIcouldlookouttowardstheSouth。Therewassomesenseoffreedominthevastexpanse,inaccessiblethoughitwastome,ascomparedwiththenarrowdarknessofthecourtyard。
  Lookingoutonthis,IfeltthatIwasindeedinprison,andI
  seemedtowantabreathoffreshair,thoughitwereofthenight。
  Iambeginningtofeelthisnocturnalexistencetellonme。
  Itisdestroyingmynerve。Istartatmyownshadow,andamfullofallsortsofhorribleimaginings。Godknowsthatthereisgroundformyterriblefearinthisaccursedplace!
  Ilookedoutoverthebeautifulexpanse,bathedinsoftyellowmoonlighttillitwasalmostaslightasday。
  Inthesoftlightthedistanthillsbecamemelted,andtheshadowsinthevalleysandgorgesofvelvetyblackness。
  Themerebeautyseemedtocheerme。TherewaspeaceandcomfortineverybreathIdrew。AsIleanedfromthewindowmyeyewascaughtbysomethingmovingastoreybelowme,andsomewhattomyleft,whereIimagined,fromtheorderoftherooms,thatthewindowsoftheCount'sownroomwouldlookout。
  ThewindowatwhichIstoodwastallanddeep,stone-mullioned,andthoughweatherworn,wasstillcomplete。
  Butitwasevidentlymanyadaysincethecasehadbeenthere。
  Idrewbackbehindthestonework,andlookedcarefullyout。
  WhatIsawwastheCount'sheadcomingoutfromthewindow。
  Ididnotseetheface,butIknewthemanbytheneckandthemovementofhisbackandarms。InanycaseIcouldnotmistakethehandswhichIhadhadsomemanyopportunitiesofstudying。
  Iwasatfirstinterestedandsomewhatamused,foritiswonderfulhowsmallamatterwillinterestandamuseamanwhenheisaprisoner。
  ButmyveryfeelingschangedtorepulsionandterrorwhenIsawthewholemanslowlyemergefromthewindowandbegintocrawldownthecastlewalloverthedreadfulabyss,facedownwithhiscloakspreadingoutaroundhimlikegreatwings。AtfirstIcouldnotbelievemyeyes。
  Ithoughtitwassometrickofthemoonlight,someweirdeffectofshadow,butIkeptlooking,anditcouldbenodelusion。
  Isawthefingersandtoesgraspthecornersofthestones,wornclearofthemortarbythestressofyears,andbythususingeveryprojectionandinequalitymovedownwardswithconsiderablespeed,justasalizardmovesalongawall。
  Whatmannerofmanisthis,orwhatmannerofcreature,isitinthesemblanceofman?Ifeelthedreadofthishorribleplaceoverpoweringme。
  Iaminfear,inawfulfear,andthereisnoescapeforme。
  IamencompassedaboutwithterrorsthatIdarenotthinkof。
  15May——OncemoreIhaveseenthecountgooutinhislizardfashion。
  Hemoveddownwardsinasidelongway,somehundredfeetdown,andagooddealtotheleft。Hevanishedintosomeholeorwindow。
  Whenhisheadhaddisappeared,Ileanedouttotryandseemore,butwithoutavail。Thedistancewastoogreattoallowaproperangleofsight。Iknewhehadleftthecastlenow,andthoughttousetheopportunitytoexploremorethanIhaddaredtodoasyet。
  Iwentbacktotheroom,andtakingalamp,triedallthedoors。
  Theywerealllocked,asIhadexpected,andthelockswerecomparativelynew。ButIwentdownthestonestairstothehallwhereIhadenteredoriginally。IfoundIcouldpullbacktheboltseasilyenoughandunhookthegreatchains。Butthedoorwaslocked,andthekeywasgone!ThatkeymustbeintheCount'sroom。
  Imustwatchshouldhisdoorbeunlocked,sothatImaygetitandescape。
  Iwentontomakeathoroughexaminationofthevariousstairsandpassages,andtotrythedoorsthatopenedfromthem。
  Oneortwosmallroomsnearthehallwereopen,buttherewasnothingtoseeinthemexceptoldfurniture,dustywithageandmoth-eaten。
  Atlast,however,Ifoundonedooratthetopofthestairwaywhich,thoughitseemedlocked,gavealittleunderpressure。
  Itrieditharder,andfoundthatitwasnotreallylocked,butthattheresistancecamefromthefactthatthehingeshadfallensomewhat,andtheheavydoorrestedonthefloor。
  HerewasanopportunitywhichImightnothaveagain,soIexertedmyself,andwithmanyeffortsforceditbacksothatIcouldenter。
  IwasnowinawingofthecastlefurthertotherightthantheroomsIknewandastoreylowerdown。FromthewindowsIcouldseethatthesuiteofroomslayalongtothesouthofthecastle,thewindowsoftheendroomlookingoutbothwestandsouth。
  Onthelatterside,aswellastotheformer,therewasagreatprecipice。
  Thecastlewasbuiltonthecornerofagreatrock,sothatonthreesidesitwasquiteimpregnable,andgreatwindowswereplacedherewheresling,orbow,orculverincouldnotreach,andconsequentlylightandcomfort,impossibletoapositionwhichhadtobeguarded,weresecured。Tothewestwasagreatvalley,andthen,risingfaraway,greatjaggedmountainfastnesses,risingpeakonpeak,thesheerrockstuddedwithmountainashandthorn,whoserootsclungincracksandcrevicesandcranniesofthestone。
  Thiswasevidentlytheportionofthecastleoccupiedbytheladiesinbygonedays,forthefurniturehadmoreanairofcomfortthananyIhadseen。
  Thewindowswerecurtainless,andtheyellowmoonlight,floodinginthroughthediamondpanes,enabledonetoseeevencolours,whilstitsoftenedthewealthofdustwhichlayoverallanddisguisedinsomemeasuretheravagesoftimeandmoth。
  Mylampseemedtobeoflittleeffectinthebrilliantmoonlight,butIwasgladtohaveitwithme,fortherewasadreadlonelinessintheplacewhichchilledmyheartandmademynervestremble。
  Still,itwasbetterthanlivingaloneintheroomswhichIhadcometohatefromthepresenceoftheCount,andaftertryingalittletoschoolmynerves,Ifoundasoftquietudecomeoverme。
  HereIam,sittingatalittleoaktablewhereinoldtimespossiblysomefairladysattopen,withmuchthoughtandmanyblushes,herill-speltloveletter,andwritinginmydiaryinshorthandallthathashappenedsinceIcloseditlast。
  Itisthenineteenthcenturyup-to-datewithavengeance。
  Andyet,unlessmysensesdeceiveme,theoldcenturieshad,andhave,powersoftheirownwhichmere“modernity“cannotkill。
  Later:Themorningof16May——Godpreservemysanity,fortothisI
  amreduced。Safetyandtheassuranceofsafetyarethingsofthepast。
  WhilstIliveonherethereisbutonethingtohopefor,thatImaynotgomad,if,indeed,Ibenotmadalready。
  IfIbesane,thensurelyitismaddeningtothinkthatofallthefoulthingsthatlurkinthishatefulplacetheCountistheleastdreadfultome,thattohimaloneIcanlookforsafety,eventhoughthisbeonlywhilstIcanservehispurpose。GreatGod!
  MercifulGod,letmebecalm,foroutofthatwayliesmadnessindeed。
  Ibegintogetnewlightsoncertainthingswhichhavepuzzledme。
  UptonowIneverquiteknewwhatShakespearemeantwhenhemadeHamletsay,“Mytablets!Quick,mytablets!`tismeetthatI
  putitdown,“etc。,Fornow,feelingasthoughmyownbrainwereunhingedorasiftheshockhadcomewhichmustendinitsundoing,Iturntomydiaryforrepose。Thehabitofenteringaccuratelymusthelptosootheme。
  TheCount'smysteriouswarningfrightenedmeatthetime。ItfrightensmemorenotwhenIthinkofit,forinthefuturehehasafearfulholduponme。
  Ishallfeartodoubtwhathemaysay!
  WhenIhadwritteninmydiaryandhadfortunatelyreplacedthebookandpeninmypocketIfeltsleepy。TheCount'swarningcameintomymind,butItookpleasureindisobeyingit。
  Thesenseofsleepwasuponme,andwithittheobstinacywhichsleepbringsasoutrider。Thesoftmoonlightsoothed,andthewideexpansewithoutgaveasenseoffreedomwhichrefreshedme。
  Ideterminednottoreturntonighttothegloom-hauntedrooms,buttosleephere,where,ofold,ladieshadsatandsungandlivedsweetliveswhilsttheirgentlebreastsweresadfortheirmenfolkawayinthemidstofremorselesswars。
  Idrewagreatcouchoutofitsplacenearthecorner,sothatasIlay,Icouldlookatthelovelyviewtoeastandsouth,andunthinkingofanduncaringforthedust,composedmyselfforsleep。
  IsupposeImusthavefallenasleep。Ihopeso,butIfear,forallthatfollowedwasstartlinglyreal,sorealthatnowsittinghereinthebroad,fullsunlightofthemorning,Icannotintheleastbelievethatitwasallsleep。
  Iwasnotalone。Theroomwasthesame,unchangedinanywaysinceIcameintoit。Icouldseealongthefloor,inthebrilliantmoonlight,myownfootstepsmarkedwhereIhaddisturbedthelongaccumulationofdust。Inthemoonlightoppositemewerethreeyoungwomen,ladiesbytheirdressandmanner。
  IthoughtatthetimethatImustbedreamingwhenIsawthem,theythrewnoshadowonthefloor。Theycameclosetome,andlookedatmeforsometime,andthenwhisperedtogether。
  Twoweredark,andhadhighaquilinenoses,liketheCount,andgreatdark,piercingeyes,thatseemedtobealmostredwhencontrastedwiththepaleyellowmoon。Theotherwasfair,asfairascanbe,withgreatmassesofgoldenhairandeyeslikepalesapphires。Iseemedsomehowtoknowherface,andtoknowitinconnectionwithsomedreamyfear,butIcouldnotrecollectatthemomenthoworwhere。
  Allthreehadbrilliantwhiteteeththatshonelikepearlsagainsttherubyoftheirvoluptuouslips。Therewassomethingaboutthemthatmademeuneasy,somelongingandatthesametimesomedeadlyfear。Ifeltinmyheartawicked,burningdesirethattheywouldkissmewiththoseredlips。
  Itisnotgoodtonotethisdown,lestsomedayitshouldmeetMina'seyesandcauseherpain,butitisthetruth。
  Theywhisperedtogether,andthentheyallthreelaughed,suchasilvery,musicallaugh,butashardasthoughthesoundnevercouldhavecomethroughthesoftnessofhumanlips。
  Itwasliketheintolerable,tinglingsweetnessofwaterglasseswhenplayedonbyacunninghand。Thefairgirlshookherheadcoquettishly,andtheothertwourgedheron。
  Onesaid,“Goon!Youarefirst,andweshallfollow。
  Yours'istherighttobegin。“
  Theotheradded,“Heisyoungandstrong。Therearekissesforusall。“
  Ilayquiet,lookingoutfromundermyeyelashesinanagonyofdelightfulanticipation。ThefairgirladvancedandbentovermetillIcouldfeelthemovementofherbreathuponme。
  Sweetitwasinonesense,honey-sweet,andsentthesametinglingthroughthenervesashervoice,butwithabitterunderlyingthesweet,abitteroffensiveness,asonesmellsinblood。
  Iwasafraidtoraisemyeyelids,butlookedoutandsawperfectlyunderthelashes。Thegirlwentonherknees,andbentoverme,simplygloating。
  Therewasadeliberatevoluptuousnesswhichwasboththrillingandrepulsive,andasshearchedhernecksheactuallylickedherlipslikeananimal,tillIcouldseeinthemoonlightthemoistureshiningonthescarletlipsandontheredtongueasitlappedthewhitesharpteeth。
  Lowerandlowerwentherheadasthelipswentbelowtherangeofmymouthandchinandseemedtofastenonmythroat。Thenshepaused,andIcouldhearthechurningsoundofhertongueasitlickedherteethandlips,andIcouldfeelthehotbreathonmyneck。
  Thentheskinofmythroatbegantotingleasone'sfleshdoeswhenthehandthatistotickleitapproachesnearer,nearer。Icouldfeelthesoft,shiveringtouchofthelipsonthesupersensitiveskinofmythroat,andtheharddentsoftwosharpteeth,justtouchingandpausingthere。
  Iclosedmyeyesinlanguorousecstasyandwaited,waitedwithbeatingheart。
  Butatthatinstant,anothersensationsweptthroughmeasquickaslightning。IwasconsciousofthepresenceoftheCount,andofhisbeingasiflappedinastormoffury。AsmyeyesopenedinvoluntarilyIsawhisstronghandgrasptheslenderneckofthefairwomanandwithgiant'spowerdrawitback,theblueeyestransformedwithfury,thewhiteteethchampingwithrage,andthefaircheeksblazingredwithpassion。
  ButtheCount!NeverdidIimaginesuchwrathandfury,eventothedemonsofthepit。Hiseyeswerepositivelyblazing。
  Theredlightinthemwaslurid,asiftheflamesofhellfireblazedbehindthem。Hisfacewasdeathlypale,andthelinesofitwerehardlikedrawnwires。Thethickeyebrowsthatmetoverthenosenowseemedlikeaheavingbarofwhitehotmetal。
  Withafiercesweepofhisarm,hehurledthewomanfromhim,andthenmotionedtotheothers,asthoughhewerebeatingthemback。
  ItwasthesameimperiousgesturethatIhadseenusedtothewolves。
  Inavoicewhich,thoughlowandalmostinawhisperseemedtocutthroughtheairandthenringintheroomhesaid,“Howdareyoutouchhim,anyofyou?HowdareyoucasteyesonhimwhenIhadforbiddenit?Back,Itellyouall!
  Thismanbelongstome!Bewarehowyoumeddlewithhim,oryou'llhavetodealwithme。“
  Thefairgirl,withalaughofribaldcoquetry,turnedtoanswerhim。
  “Youyourselfneverloved。Youneverlove!”Onthistheotherwomenjoined,andsuchamirthless,hard,soullesslaughterrangthroughtheroomthatitalmostmademefainttohear。
  Itseemedlikethepleasureoffiends。
  ThentheCountturned,afterlookingatmyfaceattentively,andsaidinasoftwhisper,“Yes,Itoocanlove。
  Youyourselvescantellitfromthepast。Isitnotso?
  Well,nowIpromiseyouthatwhenIamdonewithhimyoushallkisshimatyourwill。Nowgo!Go!Imustawakenhim,forthereisworktobedone。“
  “Arewetohavenothingtonight?”saidoneofthem,withalowlaugh,asshepointedtothebagwhichhehadthrownuponthefloor,andwhichmovedasthoughthereweresomelivingthingwithinit。
  Foranswerhenoddedhishead。Oneofthewomenjumpedforwardandopenedit。Ifmyearsdidnotdeceivemetherewasagaspandalowwail,asofahalfsmotheredchild。
  Thewomenclosedround,whilstIwasaghastwithhorror。
  ButasIlooked,theydisappeared,andwiththemthedreadfulbag。
  Therewasnodoornearthem,andtheycouldnothavepassedmewithoutmynoticing。Theysimplyseemedtofadeintotheraysofthemoonlightandpassoutthroughthewindow,forIcouldseeoutsidethedim,shadowyformsforamomentbeforetheyentirelyfadedaway。
  Thenthehorrorovercameme,andIsankdownunconscious。
  CHAPTER4
  JonathanHarker'sJournalContinuedIawokeinmyownbed。IfitbethatIhadnotdreamt,theCountmusthavecarriedmehere。Itriedtosatisfymyselfonthesubject,butcouldnotarriveatanyunquestionableresult。
  Tobesure,therewerecertainsmallevidences,suchasthatmyclotheswerefoldedandlaidbyinamannerwhichwasnotmyhabit。
  Mywatchwasstillunwound,andIamrigorouslyaccustomedtowinditthelastthingbeforegoingtobed,andmanysuchdetails。
  Butthesethingsarenoproof,fortheymayhavebeenevidencesthatmymindwasnotasusual,and,forsomecauseoranother,Ihadcertainlybeenmuchupset。Imustwatchforproof。OfonethingIamglad。
  IfitwasthattheCountcarriedmehereandundressedme,hemusthavebeenhurriedinhistask,formypocketsareintact。
  Iamsurethisdiarywouldhavebeenamysterytohimwhichhewouldnothavebrooked。Hewouldhavetakenordestroyedit。
  AsIlookroundthisroom,althoughithasbeentomesofulloffear,itisnowasortofsanctuary,fornothingcanbemoredreadfulthanthoseawfulwomen,whowere,whoare,waitingtosuckmyblood。
  18May——Ihavebeendowntolookatthatroomagainindaylight,forImustknowthetruth。WhenIgottothedoorwayatthetopofthestairsIfounditclosed。Ithadbeensoforciblydrivenagainstthejambthatpartofthewoodworkwassplintered。
  Icouldseethattheboltofthelockhadnotbeenshot,butthedoorisfastenedfromtheinside。Ifearitwasnodream,andmustactonthissurmise。
  19May——Iamsurelyinthetoils。LastnighttheCountaskedmeinthesauvesttonestowritethreeletters,onesayingthatmyworkherewasnearlydone,andthatI
  shouldstartforhomewithinafewdays,anotherthatIwasstartingonthenextmorningfromthetimeoftheletter,andthethirdthatIhadleftthecastleandarrivedatBistritz。
  Iwouldfainhaverebelled,butfeltthatinthepresentstateofthingsitwouldbemadnesstoquarrelopenlywiththeCountwhilstIamsoabsolutelyinhispower。Andtorefusewouldbetoexcitehissuspicionandtoarousehisanger。
  HeknowsthatIknowtoomuch,andthatImustnotlive,lestIbedangeroustohim。Myonlychanceistoprolongmyopportunities。
  Somethingmayoccurwhichwillgivemaachancetoescape。
  Isawinhiseyessomethingofthatgatheringwrathwhichwasmanifestwhenhehurledthatfairwomanfromhim。
  Heexplainedtomethatpostswerefewanduncertain,andthatmywritingnowwouldensureeaseofmindtomyfriends。
  Andheassuredmewithsomuchimpressivenessthathewouldcountermandthelaterletters,whichwouldbeheldoveratBistritzuntilduetimeincasechancewouldadmitofmyprolongingmystay,thattoopposehimwouldhavebeentocreatenewsuspicion。
  Ithereforepretendedtofallinwithhisviews,andaskedhimwhatdatesIshouldputontheletters。
  Hecalculatedaminute,andthensaid,“ThefirstshouldbeJune12,thesecondJune19,andthethirdJune29。“
  Iknownowthespanofmylife。Godhelpme!
  28May——Thereisachanceofescape,oratanyrateofbeingabletosendwordhome。AbandofSzganyhavecometothecastle,andareencampedinthecourtyard。Thesearegipsies。
  Ihavenotesoftheminmybook。Theyarepeculiartothispartoftheworld,thoughalliedtotheordinarygipsiesalltheworldover。
  TherearethousandsoftheminHungaryandTransylvania,whoarealmostoutsidealllaw。Theyattachthemselvesasaruletosomegreatnobleorboyar,andcallthemselvesbyhisname。
  Theyarefearlessandwithoutreligion,savesuperstition,andtheytalkonlytheirownvarietiesoftheRomanytongue。
  Ishallwritesomelettershome,andshalltrytogetthemtohavethemposted。Ihavealreadyspokentothemthroughmywindowtobeginacquaintanceship。Theytooktheirhatsoffandmadeobeisanceandmanysigns,whichhowever,IcouldnotunderstandanymorethanIcouldtheirspokenlanguage……
  Ihavewrittentheletters。Mina'sisinshorthand,andIsimplyaskMr。Hawkinstocommunicatewithher。ToherIhaveexplainedmysituation,butwithoutthehorrorswhichImayonlysurmise。
  ItwouldshockandfrightenhertodeathwereItoexposemyhearttoher。
  Shouldthelettersnotcarry,thentheCountshallnotyetknowmysecretortheextentofmyknowledge……
  Ihavegiventheletters。Ithrewthemthroughthebarsofmywindowwithagoldpiece,andmadewhatsignsIcouldtohavethemposted。Themanwhotookthempressedthemtohisheartandbowed,andthenputtheminhiscap。
  Icoulddonomore。Istolebacktothestudy,andbegantoread。
  AstheCountdidnotcomein,Ihavewrittenhere……
  TheCounthascome。Hesatdownbesideme,andsaidinhissmoothestvoiceasheopenedtwoletters,“TheSzganyhasgivenmethese,ofwhich,thoughIknownotwhencetheycome,Ishall,ofcourse,takecare。See!”——Hemusthavelookedatit——“Oneisfromyou,andtomyfriendPeterHawkins。
  Theother,“——herehecaughtsightofthestrangesymbolsasheopenedtheenvelope,andthedarklookcameintohisface,andhiseyesblazedwickedly,——“Theotherisavilething,anoutrageuponfriendshipandhospitality!
  Itisnotsigned。Well!Soitcannotmattertous。“Andhecalmlyheldletterandenvelopeintheflameofthelamptilltheywereconsumed。
  Thenhewenton,“ThelettertoHawkins,thatIshall,ofcoursesendon,sinceitisyours。Yourlettersaresacredtome。
  Yourpardon,myfriend,thatunknowinglyIdidbreaktheseal。
  Willyounotcoveritagain?”Heheldoutthelettertome,andwithacourteousbowhandedmeacleanenvelope。
  Icouldonlyredirectitandhandittohiminsilence。
  WhenhewentoutoftheroomIcouldhearthekeyturnsoftly。
  AminutelaterIwentoverandtriedit,andthedoorwaslocked。
  When,anhourortwoafter,theCountcamequietlyintotheroom,hiscomingawakenedme,forIhadgonetosleeponthesofa。
  Hewasverycourteousandverycheeryinhismanner,andseeingthatIhadbeensleeping,hesaid,“So,myfriend,youaretired?Gettobed。Thereisthesurestrest。
  Imaynothavethepleasureoftalktonight,sincetherearemanylabourstome,butyouwillsleep,Ipray。“
  Ipassedtomyroomandwenttobed,and,strangetosay,sleptwithoutdreaming。Despairhasitsowncalms。
  31May——ThismorningwhenIwokeIthoughtIwouldprovidemyselfwithsomepapersandenvelopesfrommybagandkeeptheminmypocket,sothatImightwriteincaseIshouldgetanopportunity,butagainasurprise,againashock!
  Everyscrapofpaperwasgone,andwithitallmynotes,mymemoranda,relatingtorailwaysandtravel,myletterofcredit,infactallthatmightbeusefultomewereIonceoutsidethecastle。
  Isatandponderedawhile,andthensomethoughtoccurredtome,andImadesearchofmyportmanteauandinthewardrobewhereI
  hadplacedmyclothes。
  ThesuitinwhichIhadtravelledwasgone,andalsomyovercoatandrug。
  Icouldfindnotraceofthemanywhere。Thislookedlikesomenewschemeofvillainy……
  17June——Thismorning,asIwassittingontheedgeofmybedcudgellingmybrains,Iheardwithoutacracklingofwhipsandpoundingandscrapingofhorses'feetuptherockypathbeyondthecourtyard。WithjoyIhurriedtothewindow,andsawdriveintotheyardtwogreatleiter-wagons,eachdrawnbyeightsturdyhorses,andattheheadofeachpairaSlovak,withhiswidehat,greatnail-studdedbelt,dirtysheepskin,andhighboots。Theyhadalsotheirlongstavesinhand。
  Irantothedoor,intendingtodescendandtryandjointhemthroughthemainhall,asIthoughtthatwaymightbeopenedforthem。
  Againashock,mydoorwasfastenedontheoutside。
  ThenIrantothewindowandcriedtothem。Theylookedupatmestupidlyandpointed,butjustthenthe“hetman“oftheSzganycameout,andseeingthempointingtomywindow,saidsomething,atwhichtheylaughed。
  Henceforthnoeffortofmine,nopiteouscryoragonizedentreaty,wouldmakethemevenlookatme。Theyresolutelyturnedaway。
  Theleiter-wagonscontainedgreat,squareboxes,withhandlesofthickrope。
  ThesewereevidentlyemptybytheeasewithwhichtheSlovakshandledthem,andbytheirresonanceastheywereroughlymoved。
  Whentheywereallunloadedandpackedinagreatheapinonecorneroftheyard,theSlovaksweregivensomemoneybytheSzgany,andspittingonitforluck,lazilywenteachtohishorse'shead。
  Shortlyafterwards,Iheardthecracklingoftheirwhipsdieawayinthedistance。
  24June——LastnighttheCountleftmeearly,andlockedhimselfintohisownroom。AssoonasIdaredIranupthewindingstair,andlookedoutofthewindow,whichopenedSouth。IthoughtI
  wouldwatchfortheCount,forthereissomethinggoingon。
  TheSzganyarequarteredsomewhereinthecastleandaredoingworkofsomekind。Iknowit,fornowandthen,Ihearafar-awaymuffledsoundasofmattockandspade,and,whateveritis,itmustbetheendofsomeruthlessvillainy。
  Ihadbeenatthewindowsomewhatlessthanhalfanhour,whenIsawsomethingcomingoutoftheCount'swindow。
  Idrewbackandwatchedcarefully,andsawthewholemanemerge。
  ItwasanewshocktometofindthathehadonthesuitofclotheswhichIhadwornwhilsttravellinghere,andslungoverhisshouldertheterriblebagwhichIhadseenthewomentakeaway。
  Therecouldbenodoubtastohisquest,andinmygarb,too!
  This,then,ishisnewschemeofevil,thathewillallowotherstoseeme,astheythink,sothathemaybothleaveevidencethatIhavebeenseeninthetownsorvillagespostingmyownletters,andthatanywickednesswhichhemaydoshallbythelocalpeoplebeattributedtome。
  Itmakesmeragetothinkthatthiscangoon,andwhilstIamshutuphere,averitableprisoner,butwithoutthatprotectionofthelawwhichisevenacriminal'srightandconsolation。
  IthoughtIwouldwatchfortheCount'sreturn,andforalongtimesatdoggedlyatthewindow。ThenIbegantonoticethatthereweresomequaintlittlespecksfloatingintheraysofthemoonlight。
  Theywerelikethetiniestgrainsofdust,andtheywhirledroundandgatheredinclustersinanebuloussortofway。Iwatchedthemwithasenseofsoothing,andasortofcalmstoleoverme。
  Ileanedbackintheembrasureinamorecomfortableposition,sothatIcouldenjoymorefullytheaerialgambolling。
  Somethingmademestartup,alow,piteoushowlingofdogssomewherefarbelowinthevalley,whichwashiddenfrommysight。
  Louderitseemedtoringinmyears,andthefloatingmoatsofdusttotakenewshapestothesoundastheydancedinthemoonlight。
  Ifeltmyselfstrugglingtoawaketosomecallofmyinstincts。
  Nay,myverysoulwasstruggling,andmyhalf-rememberedsensibilitieswerestrivingtoanswerthecall。Iwasbecominghypnotised!
  Quickerandquickerdancedthedust。Themoonbeamsseemedtoquiverastheywentbymeintothemassofgloombeyond。
  Moreandmoretheygatheredtilltheyseemedtotakedimphantomshapes。
  AndthenIstarted,broadawakeandinfullpossessionofmysenses,andranscreamingfromtheplace。
  Thephantomshapes,whichwerebecominggraduallymaterialisedfromthemoonbeams,werethosethreeghostlywomentowhomIwasdoomed。
  Ifled,andfeltsomewhatsaferinmyownroom,wheretherewasnomoonlight,andwherethelampwasburningbrightly。
  WhenacoupleofhourshadpassedIheardsomethingstirringintheCount'sroom,somethinglikeasharpwailquicklysuppressed。
  Andthentherewassilence,deep,awfulsilence,whichchilledme。
  Withabeatingheart,Itriedthedoor,butIwaslockedinmyprison,andcoulddonothing。Isatdownandsimplycried。
  AsIsatIheardasoundinthecourtyardwithout,theagonisedcryofawoman。Irushedtothewindow,andthrowingitup,peeredbetweenthebars。
  There,indeed,wasawomanwithdishevelledhair,holdingherhandsoverherheartasonedistressedwithrunning。
  Shewasleaningagainstthecornerofthegateway。
  Whenshesawmyfaceatthewindowshethrewherselfforward,andshoutedinavoiceladenwithmenace,“Monster,givememychild!”
  Shethrewherselfonherknees,andraisingupherhands,criedthesamewordsintoneswhichwrungmyheart。
  Thenshetoreherhairandbeatherbreast,andabandonedherselftoalltheviolencesofextravagantemotion。
  Finally,shethrewherselfforward,andthoughIcouldnotseeher,Icouldhearthebeatingofhernakedhandsagainstthedoor。
  Somewherehighoverhead,probablyonthetower,IheardthevoiceoftheCountcallinginhisharsh,metallicwhisper。Hiscallseemedtobeansweredfromfarandwidebythehowlingofwolves。
  Beforemanyminuteshadpassedapackofthempoured,likeapent-updamwhenliberated,throughthewideentranceintothecourtyard。
  Therewasnocryfromthewoman,andthehowlingofthewolveswasbutshort。
  Beforelongtheystreamedawaysingly,lickingtheirlips。
  Icouldnotpityher,forIknewnowwhathadbecomeofherchild,andshewasbetterdead。
  WhatshallIdo?WhatcanIdo?HowcanIescapefromthisdreadfulthingofnight,gloom,andfear?
  25June——Nomanknowstillhehassufferedfromthenighthowsweetanddeartohisheartandeyethemorningcanbe。
  Whenthesungrewsohighthismorningthatitstruckthetopofthegreatgatewayoppositemywindow,thehighspotwhichittouchedseemedtomeasifthedovefromthearkhadlightedthere。
  Myfearfellfrommeasifithadbeenavaporousgarmentwhichdissolvedinthewarmth。
  Imusttakeactionofsomesortwhilstthecourageofthedayisuponme。
  Lastnightoneofmypost-datedletterswenttopost,thefirstofthatfatalserieswhichistoblotouttheverytracesofmyexistencefromtheearth。
  Letmenotthinkofit。Action!
  Ithasalwaysbeenatnight-timethatIhavebeenmolestedorthreatened,orinsomewayindangerorinfear。
  IhavenotyetseentheCountinthedaylight。Canitbethathesleepswhenotherswake,thathemaybeawakewhilsttheysleep?
  IfIcouldonlygetintohisroom!Butthereisnopossibleway。
  Thedoorisalwayslocked,nowayforme。
  Yes,thereisaway,ifonedarestotakeit。Wherehisbodyhasgonewhymaynotanotherbodygo?Ihaveseenhimmyselfcrawlfromhiswindow。WhyshouldnotIimitatehim,andgoinbyhiswindow?
  Thechancesaredesperate,butmyneedismoredesperatestill。
  Ishallriskit。Attheworstitcanonlybedeath,andaman'sdeathisnotacalf's,andthedreadedHereaftermaystillbeopentome。
  Godhelpmeinmytask!Goodbye,Mina,ifIfail。Goodbye,myfaithfulfriendandsecondfather。Goodbye,all,andlastofallMina!
  Sameday,later——Ihavemadetheeffort,andGodhelpingme,havecomesafelybacktothisroom。Imustputdowneverydetailinorder。
  Iwentwhilstmycouragewasfreshstraighttothewindowonthesouthside,andatoncegotoutsideonthisside。Thestonesarebigandroughlycut,andthemortarhasbyprocessoftimebeenwashedawaybetweenthem。
  Itookoffmyboots,andventuredoutonthedesperateway。
  Ilookeddownonce,soastomakesurethatasuddenglimpseoftheawfuldepthwouldnotovercomeme,butafterthatkeptmyeyesawayfromit。
  IknowprettywellthedirectionanddistanceoftheCount'swindow,andmadeforitaswellasIcould,havingregardtotheopportunitiesavailable。
  Ididnotfeeldizzy,IsupposeIwastooexcited,andthetimeseemedridiculouslyshorttillIfoundmyselfstandingonthewindowsillandtryingtoraiseupthesash。Iwasfilledwithagitation,however,whenI
  bentdownandslidfeetforemostinthroughthewindow。ThenIlookedaroundfortheCount,butwithsurpriseandgladness,madeadiscovery。
  Theroomwasempty!Itwasbarelyfurnishedwithoddthings,whichseemedtohaveneverbeenused。
  Thefurniturewassomethingthesamestyleasthatinthesouthrooms,andwascoveredwithdust。Ilookedforthekey,butitwasnotinthelock,andIcouldnotfinditanywhere。
  TheonlythingIfoundwasagreatheapofgoldinonecorner,goldofallkinds,Roman,andBritish,andAustrian,andHungarian,andGreekandTurkishmoney,coveredwithafilmofdust,asthoughithadlainlongintheground。
  NoneofitthatInoticedwaslessthanthreehundredyearsold。
  Therewerealsochainsandornaments,somejewelled,butallofthemoldandstained。
  Atonecorneroftheroomwasaheavydoor。Itriedit,for,sinceI
  couldnotfindthekeyoftheroomorthekeyoftheouterdoor,whichwasthemainobjectofmysearch,Imustmakefurtherexamination,orallmyeffortswouldbeinvain。Itwasopen,andledthroughastonepassagetoacircularstairway,whichwentsteeplydown。
  Idescended,mindingcarefullywhereIwentforthestairsweredark,beingonlylitbyloopholesintheheavymasonry。
  Atthebottomtherewasadark,tunnel-likepassage,throughwhichcameadeathly,sicklyodour,theodourofoldearthnewlyturned。
  AsIwentthroughthepassagethesmellgrewcloserandheavier。
  AtlastIpulledopenaheavydoorwhichstoodajar,andfoundmyselfinanoldruinedchapel,whichhadevidentlybeenusedasagraveyard。
  Theroofwasbroken,andintwoplaceswerestepsleadingtovaults,butthegroundhadrecentlybeendugover,andtheearthplacedingreatwoodenboxes,manifestlythosewhichhadbeenbroughtbytheSlovaks。
  Therewasnobodyabout,andImadeasearchovereveryinchoftheground,soasnottoloseachance。Iwentdownevenintothevaults,wherethedimlightstruggled,althoughtodosowasadreadtomyverysoul。IntotwooftheseIwent,butsawnothingexceptfragmentsofoldcoffinsandpilesofdust。
  Inthethird,however,Imadeadiscovery。
  There,inoneofthegreatboxes,ofwhichtherewerefiftyinall,onapileofnewlydugearth,laytheCount!
  Hewaseitherdeadorasleep。Icouldnotsaywhich,foreyeswereopenandstony,butwithouttheglassinessofdeath,andthecheekshadthewarmthoflifethroughalltheirpallor。
  Thelipswereasredasever。Buttherewasnosignofmovement,nopulse,nobreath,nobeatingoftheheart。
  Ibentoverhim,andtriedtofindanysignoflife,butinvain。
  Hecouldnothavelaintherelong,fortheearthysmellwouldhavepassedawayinafewhours。Bythesideoftheboxwasitscover,piercedwithholeshereandthere。Ithoughthemighthavethekeysonhim,butwhenIwenttosearchIsawthedeadeyes,andinthemdeadthoughtheywere,suchalookofhate,thoughunconsciousofmeormypresence,thatIfledfromtheplace,andleavingtheCount'sroombythewindow,crawledagainupthecastlewall。
  Regainingmyroom,Ithrewmyselfpantinguponthebedandtriedtothink。
  29June——Todayisthedateofmylastletter,andtheCounthastakenstepstoprovethatitwasgenuine,foragainIsawhimleavethecastlebythesamewindow,andinmyclothes。Ashewentdownthewall,lizardfashion,IwishedIhadagunorsomelethalweapon,thatImightdestroyhim。ButI
  fearthatnoweaponwroughtalongbyman'shandwouldhaveanyeffectonhim。
  Idarednotwaittoseehimreturn,forIfearedtoseethoseweirdsisters。
  Icamebacktothelibrary,andreadtheretillIfellasleep。
  IwasawakenedbytheCount,wholookedatmeasgrimlyasamancouldlookashesaid,“Tomorrow,myfriend,wemustpart。YoureturntoyourbeautifulEngland,Itosomeworkwhichmayhavesuchanendthatwemaynevermeet。
  Yourletterhomehasbeendespatched。TomorrowIshallnotbehere,butallshallbereadyforyourjourney。InthemorningcometheSzgany,whohavesomelaboursoftheirownhere,andalsocomesomeSlovaks。
  Whentheyhavegone,mycarriageshallcomeforyou,andshallbearyoutotheBorgoPasstomeetthediligencefromBukovinatoBistritz。
  ButIaminhopesthatIshallseemoreofyouatCastleDracula。“
  Isuspectedhim,anddeterminedtotesthissincerity。Sincerity!Itseemslikeaprofanationofthewordtowriteitinconnectionwithsuchamonster,soIaskedhimpoint-blank,“WhymayInotgotonight?”
  “Because,dearsir,mycoachmanandhorsesareawayonamission。“
  “ButIwouldwalkwithpleasure。Iwanttogetawayatonce。“
  Hesmiled,suchasoft,smooth,diabolicalsmilethatI
  knewtherewassometrickbehindhissmoothness。Hesaid,“Andyourbaggage?”
  “Idonotcareaboutit。Icansendforitsomeothertime。“
  TheCountstoodup,andsaid,withasweetcourtesywhichmademerubmyeyes,itseemedsoreal,“YouEnglishhaveasayingwhichisclosetomyheart,foritsspiritisthatwhichrulesourboyars,`Welcomethecoming,speedthepartingguest。'
  Comewithme,mydearyoungfriend。Notanhourshallyouwaitinmyhouseagainstyourwill,thoughsadamIatyourgoing,andthatyousosuddenlydesireit。Come!”Withastatelygravity,he,withthelamp,precededmedownthestairsandalongthehall。
  Suddenlyhestopped。“Hark!”