Didyounotgetmytelegram?”
IansweredasquicklyandcoherentlyasIcouldthatIhadonlygothistelegramearlyinthemorning,andhadnotaminuteincominghere,andthatIcouldnotmakeanyoneinthehousehearme。Hepausedandraisedhishatashesaidsolemnly,“ThenIfearwearetoolate。
God'swillbedone!”
Withhisusualrecuperativeenergy,hewenton,“Come。
Iftherebenowayopentogetin,wemustmakeone。
Timeisallinalltousnow。“
Wewentroundtothebackofthehouse,wheretherewasakitchenwindow。
TheProfessortookasmallsurgicalsawfromhiscase,andhandingittome,pointedtotheironbarswhichguardedthewindow。
Iattackedthematonceandhadverysooncutthroughthreeofthem。
Thenwithalong,thinknifewepushedbackthefasteningofthesashesandopenedthewindow。IhelpedtheProfessorin,andfollowedhim。
Therewasnooneinthekitchenorintheservants'rooms,whichwerecloseathand。Wetriedalltheroomsaswewentalong,andinthediningroom,dimlylitbyraysoflightthroughtheshutters,foundfourservantwomenlyingonthefloor。Therewasnoneedtothinkthemdead,fortheirstertorousbreathingandtheacridsmelloflaudanumintheroomleftnodoubtastotheircondition。
VanHelsingandIlookedateachother,andaswemovedawayhesaid,“Wecanattendtothemlater。“ThenweascendedtoLucy'sroom。
Foraninstantortwowepausedatthedoortolisten,buttherewasnosoundthatwecouldhear。Withwhitefacesandtremblinghands,weopenedthedoorgently,andenteredtheroom。
HowshallIdescribewhatwesaw?Onthebedlaytwowomen,Lucyandhermother。Thelatterlayfarthestin,andshewascoveredwithawhitesheet,theedgeofwhichhadbeenblownbackbythedroughtthroughthebrokenwindow,showingthedrawn,white,face,withalookofterrorfixeduponit。
ByhersidelayLucy,withfacewhiteandstillmoredrawn。
Theflowerswhichhadbeenroundherneckwefounduponhermother'sbosom,andherthroatwasbare,showingthetwolittlewoundswhichwehadnoticedbefore,butlookinghorriblywhiteandmangled。WithoutawordtheProfessorbentoverthebed,hisheadalmosttouchingpoorLucy'sbreast。
Thenhegaveaquickturnofhishead,asofonewholistens,andleapingtohisfeet,hecriedouttome,“Itisnotyettoolate!Quick!Quick!Bringthebrandy!”
Iflewdownstairsandreturnedwithit,takingcaretosmellandtasteit,lestit,too,weredruggedlikethedecanterofsherrywhichIfoundonthetable。Themaidswerestillbreathing,butmorerestlessly,andIfanciedthatthenarcoticwaswearingoff。
Ididnotstaytomakesure,butreturnedtoVanHelsing。
Herubbedthebrandy,asonanotheroccasion,onherlipsandgumsandonherwristsandthepalmsofherhands。
Hesaidtome,“Icandothis,allthatcanbeatthepresent。
Yougowakethosemaids。Flicktheminthefacewithawettowel,andflickthemhard。Makethemgetheatandfireandawarmbath。
Thispoorsoulisnearlyascoldasthatbesideher。
Shewillneedbeheatedbeforewecandoanythingmore。“
Iwentatonce,andfoundlittledifficultyinwakingthreeofthewomen。
Thefourthwasonlyayounggirl,andthedrughadevidentlyaffectedhermorestronglysoIliftedheronthesofaandlethersleep。
Theothersweredazedatfirst,butasremembrancecamebacktothemtheycriedandsobbedinahystericalmanner。
Iwassternwiththem,however,andwouldnotletthemtalk。
Itoldthemthatonelifewasbadenoughtolose,andiftheydelayedtheywouldsacrificeMissLucy。So,sobbingandcryingtheywentabouttheirway,halfcladastheywere,andpreparedfireandwater。Fortunately,thekitchenandboilerfireswerestillalive,andtherewasnolackofhotwater。
WegotabathandcarriedLucyoutasshewasandplacedherinit。
Whilstwewerebusychafingherlimbstherewasaknockatthehalldoor。
Oneofthemaidsranoff,hurriedonsomemoreclothes,andopenedit。
ThenshereturnedandwhisperedtousthattherewasagentlemanwhohadcomewithamessagefromMr。Holmwood。Ibadehersimplytellhimthathemustwait,forwecouldseenoonenow。
Shewentawaywiththemessage,and,engrossedwithourwork,Icleanforgotallabouthim。
IneversawinallmyexperiencetheProfessorworkinsuchdeadlyearnest。
Iknew,asheknew,thatitwasastand-upfightwithdeath,andinapausetoldhimso。HeansweredmeinawaythatIdidnotunderstand,butwiththesternestlookthathisfacecouldwear。
“Ifthatwereall,Iwouldstopherewherewearenow,andletherfadeawayintopeace,forIseenolightinlifeoverherhorizon。“
Hewentonwithhisworkwith,ifpossible,renewedandmorefrenziedvigour。
Presentlywebothbegantobeconsciousthattheheatwasbeginningtobeofsomeeffect。Lucy'sheartbeatatriflemoreaudiblytothestethoscope,andherlungshadaperceptiblemovement。
VanHelsing'sfacealmostbeamed,andasweliftedherfromthebathandrolledherinahotsheettodryherhesaidtome,“Thefirstgainisours!ChecktotheKing!”
WetookLucyintoanotherroom,whichhadbynowbeenprepared,andlaidherinbedandforcedafewdropsofbrandydownherthroat。
InoticedthatVanHelsingtiedasoftsilkhandkerchiefroundherthroat。
Shewasstillunconscious,andwasquiteasbadas,ifnotworsethan,wehadeverseenher。
VanHelsingcalledinoneofthewomen,andtoldhertostaywithherandnottotakehereyesoffhertillwereturned,andthenbeckonedmeoutoftheroom。
“Wemustconsultastowhatistobedone,“hesaidaswedescendedthestairs。Inthehallheopenedthediningroomdoor,andwepassedin,heclosingthedoorcarefullybehindhim。
Theshuttershadbeenopened,buttheblindswerealreadydown,withthatobediencetotheetiquetteofdeathwhichtheBritishwomanofthelowerclassesalwaysrigidlyobserves。Theroomwas,therefore,dimlydark。Itwas,however,lightenoughforourpurposes。
VanHelsing'ssternnesswassomewhatrelievedbyalookofperplexity。
Hewasevidentlytorturinghismindaboutsomething,soIwaitedforaninstant,andhespoke。
“Whatarewetodonow?Wherearewetoturnforhelp?
Wemusthaveanothertransfusionofblood,andthatsoon,orthatpoorgirl'slifewon'tbeworthanhour'spurchase。
Youareexhaustedalready。Iamexhaustedtoo。Ifeartotrustthosewomen,eveniftheywouldhavecouragetosubmit。
Whatarewetodoforsomeonewhowillopenhisveinsforher?”
“What'sthematterwithme,anyhow?”
Thevoicecamefromthesofaacrosstheroom,anditstonesbroughtreliefandjoytomyheart,fortheywerethoseofQuinceyMorris。
VanHelsingstartedangrilyatthefirstsound,buthisfacesoftenedandagladlookcameintohiseyesasIcriedout,“QuinceyMorris!”
andrushedtowardshimwithoutstretchedhands。
“Whatbroughtyouher?”Icriedasourhandsmet。
“IguessArtisthecause。“
Hehandedmeatelegram——`HavenotheardfromSewardforthreedays,andamterriblyanxious。Cannotleave。
Fatherstillinsamecondition。SendmewordhowLucyis。
Donotdelay——Holmwood。'
“IthinkIcamejustinthenickoftime。Youknowyouhaveonlytotellmewhattodo。“
VanHelsingstrodeforward,andtookhishand,lookinghimstraightintheeyesashesaid,“Abraveman'sbloodisthebestthingonthisearthwhenawomanisintrouble。
You'reamanandnomistake。Well,thedevilmayworkagainstusforallhe'sworth,butGodsendsusmenwhenwewantthem。“
Onceagainwewentthroughthatghastlyoperation。
Ihavenotthehearttogothroughwiththedetails。
Lucyhadgotaterribleshockandittoldonhermorethanbefore,forthoughplentyofbloodwentintoherveins,herbodydidnotrespondtothetreatmentaswellasontheotheroccasions。
Herstrugglebackintolifewassomethingfrightfultoseeandhear。
However,theactionofbothheartandlungsimproved,andVanHelsingmadeasub-cutaneousinjectionofmorphia,asbefore,andwithgoodeffect。Herfaintbecameaprofoundslumber。
TheProfessorwatchedwhilstIwentdownstairswithQuinceyMorris,andsentoneofthemaidstopayoffoneofthecabmenwhowerewaiting。
IleftQuinceylyingdownafterhavingaglassofwine,andtoldthecooktogetreadyagoodbreakfast。Thenathoughtstruckme,andIwentbacktotheroomwhereLucynowwas。
WhenIcamesoftlyin,IfoundVanHelsingwithasheetortwoofnotepaperinhishand。Hehadevidentlyreadit,andwasthinkingitoverashesatwithhishandtohisbrow。
Therewasalookofgrimsatisfactioninhisface,asofonewhohashadadoubtsolved。Hehandedmethepapersayingonly,“ItdroppedfromLucy'sbreastwhenwecarriedhertothebath。“
WhenIhadreadit,IstooklookingattheProfessor,andafterapauseaskedhim,“InGod'sname,whatdoesitallmean?
Wasshe,orisshe,mad,orwhatsortofhorribledangerisit?”
IwassobewilderedthatIdidnotknowwhattosaymore。
VanHelsingputouthishandandtookthepaper,saying,“Donottroubleaboutitnow。Forgetifforthepresent。
Youshallknowandunderstanditallingoodtime,butitwillbelater。Andnowwhatisitthatyoucametometosay?”
Thisbroughtmebacktofact,andIwasallmyselfagain。
“Icametospeakaboutthecertificateofdeath。Ifwedonotactproperlyandwisely,theremaybeaninquest,andthatpaperwouldhavetobeproduced。Iaminhopesthatweneedhavenoinquest,forifwehaditwouldsurelykillpoorLucy,ifnothingelsedid。
Iknow,andyouknow,andtheotherdoctorwhoattendedherknows,thatMrs。Westenrahaddiseaseoftheheart,andwecancertifythatshediedofit。Letusfillupthecertificateatonce,andI
shalltakeitmyselftotheregistrarandgoontotheundertaker。“
“Good,ohmyfriendJohn!Wellthoughtof!TrulyMissLucy,ifshebesadinthefoesthatbesether,isatleasthappyinthefriendsthatloveher。One,two,three,allopentheirveinsforher,besidesoneoldman。Ah,yes,Iknow,friendJohn。Iamnotblind!
Iloveyouallthemoreforit!Nowgo。“
InthehallImetQuinceyMorris,withatelegramforArthurtellinghimthatMrs。Westenrawasdead,thatLucyalsohadbeenill,butwasnowgoingonbetter,andthatVanHelsingandIwerewithher。
ItoldhimwhereIwasgoing,andhehurriedmeout,butasI
wasgoingsaid,“Whenyoucomeback,Jack,mayIhavetwowordswithyoualltoourselves?”
Inoddedinreplyandwentout。Ifoundnodifficultyabouttheregistration,andarrangedwiththelocalundertakertocomeupintheeveningtomeasureforthecoffinandtomakearrangements。
WhenIgotbackQuinceywaswaitingforme。ItoldhimIwouldseehimassoonasIknewaboutLucy,andwentuptoherroom。
Shewasstillsleeping,andtheProfessorseeminglyhadnotmovedfromhisseatatherside。Fromhisputtinghisfingertohislips,Igatheredthatheexpectedhertowakebeforelongandwasafraidoffore-stallingnature。SoIwentdowntoQuinceyandtookhimintothebreakfastroom,wheretheblindswerenotdrawndown,andwhichwasalittlemorecheerful,orratherlesscheerless,thantheotherrooms。
Whenwewerealone,hesaidtome,“JackSeward,Idon'twanttoshovemyselfinanywherewhereI'venorighttobe,butthisisnoordinarycase。
YouknowIlovedthatgirlandwantedtomarryher,butalthoughthat'sallpastandgone,Ican'thelpfeelinganxiousaboutherallthesame。
Whatisitthat'swrongwithher?TheDutchman,andafineoldfellowisis,Icanseethat,saidthattimeyoutwocameintotheroom,thatyoumusthaveanothertransfusionofblood,andthatbothyouandhewereexhausted。
NowIknowwellthatyoumedicalmenspeakincamera,andthatamanmustnotexpecttoknowwhattheyconsultaboutinprivate。
Butthisisnocommonmatter,andwhateveritis,Ihavedonemypart。
Isnotthatso?”
“That'sso,“Isaid,andhewenton。
“ItakeitthatbothyouandVanHelsinghaddonealreadywhatIdidtoday。
Isnotthatso?”
“That'sso。“
“AndIguessArtwasinittoo。WhenIsawhimfourdaysagodownathisownplacehelookedqueer。IhavenotseenanythingpulleddownsoquicksinceIwasonthePampasandhadamarethatIwasfondofgotograssallinanight。
Oneofthosebigbatsthattheycallvampireshadgotatherinthenight,andwhatwithhisgorgeandtheveinleftopen,therewasn'tenoughbloodinhertoletherstandup,andI
hadtoputabulletthroughherasshelay。Jack,ifyoumaytellmewithoutbetrayingconfidence,Arthurwasthefirst,isnotthatso?”
Ashespokethepoorfellowlookedterriblyanxious。Hewasinatortureofsuspenseregardingthewomanheloved,andhisutterignoranceoftheterriblemysterywhichseemedtosurroundherintensifiedhispain。
Hisveryheartwasbleeding,andittookallthemanhoodofhim,andtherewasaroyallotofit,too,tokeephimfrombreakingdown。
Ipausedbeforeanswering,forIfeltthatImustnotbetrayanythingwhichtheProfessorwishedkeptsecret,butalreadyheknewsomuch,andguessedsomuch,thattherecouldbenoreasonfornotanswering,soIansweredinthesamephrase。
“That'sso。“
“Andhowlonghasthisbeengoingon?”
“Abouttendays。“
“Tendays!ThenIguess,JackSeward,thatthatpoorprettycreaturethatwealllovehashadputintoherveinswithinthattimethebloodoffourstrongmen。Manalive,herwholebodywouldn'tholdit。“
Thencomingclosetome,hespokeinafiercehalf-whisper。“Whattookitout?”
Ishookmyhead。“That,“Isaid,“isthecrux。VanHelsingissimplyfranticaboutit,andIamatmywits'end。Ican'tevenhazardaguess。
TherehasbeenaseriesoflittlecircumstanceswhichhavethrownoutallourcalculationsastoLucybeingproperlywatched。
Buttheseshallnotoccuragain。Herewestayuntilallbewell,orill。“
Quinceyheldouthishand。“Countmein,“hesaid。
“YouandtheDutchmanwilltellmewhattodo,andI'lldoit。“
Whenshewokelateintheafternoon,Lucy'sfirstmovementwastofeelinherbreast,andtomysurprise,producedthepaperwhichVanHelsinghadgivenmetoread。ThecarefulProfessorhadreplaceditwhereithadcomefrom,lestonwakingsheshouldbealarmed。
HereyesthenlitonVanHelsingandonmetoo,andgladdened。
Thenshelookedroundtheroom,andseeingwhereshewas,shuddered。
Shegavealoudcry,andputherpoorthinhandsbeforeherpaleface。
Webothunderstoodwhatwasmeant,thatshehadrealizedtothefullhermother'sdeath。Sowetriedwhatwecouldtocomforther。
Doubtlesssympathyeasedhersomewhat,butshewasverylowinthoughtandspirit,andweptsilentlyandweaklyforalongtime。
Wetoldherthateitherorbothofuswouldnowremainwithherallthetime,andthatseemedtocomforther。
Towardsduskshefellintoadoze。Hereaveryoddthingoccurred。
Whilststillasleepshetookthepaperfromherbreastandtoreitintwo。VanHelsingsteppedoverandtookthepiecesfromher。
Allthesame,however,shewentonwiththeactionoftearing,asthoughthematerialwerestillinherhands。Finallysheliftedherhandsandopenedthemasthoughscatteringthefragments。
VanHelsingseemedsurprised,andhisbrowsgatheredasifinthought,buthesaidnothing。
19September——Alllastnightshesleptfitfully,beingalwaysafraidtosleep,andsomethingweakerwhenshewokefromit。
TheProfessorandItookinturnstowatch,andweneverleftherforamomentunattended。QuinceyMorrissaidnothingabouthisintention,butIknewthatallnightlonghepatrolledroundandroundthehouse。
Whenthedaycame,itssearchinglightshowedtheravagesinpoorLucy'sstrength。Shewashardlyabletoturnherhead,andthelittlenourishmentwhichshecouldtakeseemedtodohernogood。
Attimessheslept,andbothVanHelsingandInoticedthedifferenceinher,betweensleepingandwaking。Whilstasleepshelookedstronger,althoughmorehaggard,andherbreathingwassofter。
Heropenmouthshowedthepalegumsdrawnbackfromtheteeth,whichlookedpositivelylongerandsharperthanusual。
Whenshewokethesoftnessofhereyesevidentlychangedtheexpression,forshelookedherownself,althoughadyingone。
IntheafternoonsheaskedforArthur,andwetelegraphedforhim。
Quinceywentofftomeethimatthestation。
Whenhearriveditwasnearlysixo'clock,andthesunwassettingfullandwarm,andtheredlightstreamedinthroughthewindowandgavemorecolortothepalecheeks。Whenhesawher,Arthurwassimplychokingwithemotion,andnoneofuscouldspeak。
Inthehoursthathadpassed,thefitsofsleep,orthecomatoseconditionthatpassedforit,hadgrownmorefrequent,sothatthepauseswhenconversationwaspossiblewereshortened。
Arthur'spresence,however,seemedtoactasastimulant。
Sheralliedalittle,andspoketohimmorebrightlythanshehaddonesincewearrived。Hetoopulledhimselftogether,andspokeascheerilyashecould,sothatthebestwasmadeofeverything。
Itisnownearlyoneo'clock,andheandVanHelsingaresittingwithher。
Iamtorelievetheminaquarterofanhour,andIamenteringthisonLucy'sphonograph。Untilsixo'clocktheyaretotrytorest。
Ifearthattomorrowwillendourwatching,fortheshockhasbeentoogreat。
Thepoorchildcannotrally。Godhelpusall。
LETTERMINAHARKERTOLUCYWESTENRA
Unopenedbyher
17SeptemberMydearestLucy,“ItseemsanagesinceIheardfromyou,orindeedsinceIwrote。
Youwillpardonme,Iknow,forallmyfaultswhenyouhavereadallmybudgetofnews。Well,Igotmyhusbandbackallright。
WhenwearrivedatExetertherewasacarriagewaitingforus,andinit,thoughhehadanattackofgout,Mr。Hawkins。
Hetookustohishouse,wheretherewereroomsforusallniceandcomfortable,andwedinedtogether。
AfterdinnerMr。Hawkinssaid,“`Mydears,Iwanttodrinkyourhealthandprosperity,andmayeveryblessingattendyouboth。Iknowyoubothfromchildren,andhave,withloveandpride,seenyougrowup。NowIwantyoutomakeyourhomeherewithme。Ihavelefttomeneitherchicknorchild。
Allaregone,andinmywillIhaveleftyoueverything。'
Icried,Lucydear,asJonathanandtheoldmanclaspedhands。
Oureveningwasavery,veryhappyone。
“Sohereweare,installedinthisbeautifuloldhouse,andfrombothmybedroomandthedrawingroomIcanseethegreatelmsofthecathedralclose,withtheirgreatblackstemsstandingoutagainsttheoldyellowstoneofthecathedral,andIcanheartherooksoverheadcawingandcawingandchatteringandchatteringandgossipingallday,afterthemannerofrooks——andhumans。
Iambusy,Ineednottellyou,arrangingthingsandhousekeeping。
JonathanandMr。Hawkinsarebusyallday,fornowthatJonathanisapartner,Mr。Hawkinswantstotellhimallabouttheclients。
“Howisyourdearmothergettingon?IwishIcouldrunuptotownforadayortwotoseeyou,dear,butI,darenotgoyet,withsomuchonmyshoulders,andJonathanwantslookingafterstill。
Heisbeginningtoputsomefleshonhisbonesagain,buthewasterriblyweakenedbythelongillness。EvennowhesometimesstartsoutofhissleepinasuddenwayandawakesalltremblinguntilIcancoaxhimbacktohisusualplacidity。
However,thankGod,theseoccasionsgrowlessfrequentasthedaysgoon,andtheywillintimepassawayaltogether,Itrust。
AndnowIhavetoldyoumynews,letmeaskyours。Whenareyoutobemarried,andwhere,andwhoistoperformtheceremony,andwhatareyoutowear,andisittobeapublicorprivatewedding?
Tellmeallaboutit,dear,tellmeallabouteverything,forthereisnothingwhichinterestsyouwhichwillnotbedeartome。
Jonathanasksmetosendhis`respectfulduty',butIdonotthinkthatisgoodenoughfromthejuniorpartneroftheimportantfirmHawkins&Harker。Andso,asyouloveme,andhelovesme,andIloveyouwithallthemoodsandtensesoftheverb,Isendyousimplyhis`love'instead。Goodbye,mydearestLucy,andblessingsonyou。“Yours,MinaHarkerREPORTFROMPATRICKHENNESSEY,MD,MRCSLK,QCPI,ETC,ETC,TOJOHNSEWARD,MD
20SeptemberMydearSir:
“Inaccordancewithyourwishes,Ienclosereportoftheconditionsofeverythingleftinmycharge。
Withregardtopatient,Renfield,thereismoretosay。
Hehashadanotheroutbreak,whichmighthavehadadreadfulending,butwhich,asitfortunatelyhappened,wasunattendedwithanyunhappyresults。Thisafternoonacarrier'scartwithtwomenmadeacallattheemptyhousewhosegroundsabutonours,thehousetowhich,youwillremember,thepatienttwiceranaway。
Themenstoppedatourgatetoasktheportertheirway,astheywerestrangers。
“Iwasmyselflookingoutofthestudywindow,havingasmokeafterdinner,andsawoneofthemcomeuptothehouse。
AshepassedthewindowofRenfield'sroom,thepatientbegantoratehimfromwithin,andcalledhimallthefoulnameshecouldlayhistongueto。Theman,whoseemedadecentfellowenough,contentedhimselfbytellinghimto`shutupforafoul-mouthedbeggar',whereonourmanaccusedhimofrobbinghimandwantingtomurderhimandsaidthathewouldhinderhimifheweretoswingforit。
Iopenedthewindowandsignedtothemannottonotice,sohecontentedhimselfafterlookingtheplaceoverandmakinguphismindastowhatkindofplacehehadgottobysaying,`Lor'blessyer,sir,Iwouldn'tmindwhatwassaidtomeinabloomin'madhouse。Ipityyeandtheguv'norforhavin'
toliveinthehousewithawildbeastlikethat。'
“Thenheaskedhiswaycivillyenough,andItoldhimwherethegateoftheemptyhousewas。Hewentawayfollowedbythreatsandcursesandrevilingsfromourman。
IwentdowntoseeifIcouldmakeoutanycauseforhisanger,sinceheisusuallysuchawell-behavedman,andexcepthisviolentfitsnothingofthekindhadeveroccurred。
Ifoundhim,tomyastonishment,quitecomposedandmostgenialinhismanner。Itriedtogethimtotalkoftheincident,butheblandlyaskedmequestionsastowhatImeant,andledmetobelievethathewascompletelyobliviousoftheaffair。
Itwas,Iamsorrytosay,however,onlyanotherinstanceofhiscunning,forwithinhalfanhourIheardofhimagain。
Thistimehehadbrokenoutthroughthewindowofhisroom,andwasrunningdowntheavenue。Icalledtotheattendantstofollowme,andranafterhim,forIfearedhewasintentonsomemischief。MyfearwasjustifiedwhenIsawthesamecartwhichhadpassedbeforecomingdowntheroad,havingonitsomegreatwoodenboxes。Themenwerewipingtheirforeheads,andwereflushedintheface,asifwithviolentexercise。
BeforeIcouldgetuptohim,thepatientrushedatthem,andpullingoneofthemoffthecart,begantoknockhisheadagainsttheground。IfIhadnotseizedhimjustatthemoment,Ibelievehewouldhavekilledthemanthereandthen。
Theotherfellowjumpeddownandstruckhimovertheheadwiththebuttendofhisheavywhip。Itwasahorribleblow,buthedidnotseemtomindit,butseizedhimalso,andstruggledwiththethreeofus,pullingustoandfroasifwewerekittens。
YouknowIamnolightweight,andtheotherswerebothburlymen。
Atfirsthewassilentinhisfighting,butaswebegantomasterhim,andtheattendantswereputtingastraitwaistcoatonhim,hebegantoshout,`I'llfrustratethem!Theyshan'trobme!
Theyshan'tmurdermebyinches!I'llfightformyLordandMaster!'andallsortsofsimilarincoherentravings。
Itwaswithveryconsiderabledifficultythattheygothimbacktothehouseandputhiminthepaddedroom。
Oneoftheattendants,Hardy,hadafingerbroken。
However,Isetitallright,andheisgoingonwell。
“Thetwocarrierswereatfirstloudintheirthreatsofactionsfordamages,andpromisedtorainallthepenaltiesofthelawonus。
Theirthreatswere,however,mingledwithsomesortofindirectapologyforthedefeatofthetwoofthembyafeeblemadman。
Theysaidthatifithadnotbeenforthewaytheirstrengthhadbeenspentincarryingandraisingtheheavyboxestothecarttheywouldhavemadeshortworkofhim。
Theygaveasanotherreasonfortheirdefeattheextraordinarystateofdrouthtowhichtheyhadbeenreducedbythedustynatureoftheiroccupationandthereprehensibledistancefromthesceneoftheirlaborsofanyplaceofpublicentertainment。
Iquiteunderstoodtheirdrift,andafterastiffglassofstronggrog,orrathermoreofthesame,andwitheachasovereigninhand,theymadelightoftheattack,andsworethattheywouldencounteraworsemadmananydayforthepleasureofmeetingso`bloomin'goodabloke'asyourcorrespondent。
Itooktheirnamesandaddresses,incasetheymightbeneeded。
Theyareasfollows:JackSmollet,ofDudding'sRents,KingGeorge'sRoad,GreatWalworth,andThomasSnelling,PeterFarley'sRow,GuideCourt,BethnalGreen。TheyarebothintheemploymentofHarris&Sons,MovingandShipmentCompany,OrangeMaster'sYard,Soho。
“Ishallreporttoyouanymatterofinterestoccurringhere,andshallwireyouatonceifthereisanythingofimportance。
“Believeme,dearSir,“Yoursfaithfully,“PatrickHennessey。“
LETTER,MINAHARKERTOLUCYWESTENRAUnopenedbyher
18September“MydearestLucy,“Suchasadblowhasbefallenus。Mr。Hawkinshasdiedverysuddenly。
Somemaynotthinkitsosadforus,butwehadbothcometosolovehimthatitreallyseemsasthoughwehadlostafather。
Ineverkneweitherfatherormother,sothatthedearoldman'sdeathisarealblowtome。Jonathanisgreatlydistressed。
Itisnotonlythathefeelssorrow,deepsorrow,forthedear,goodmanwhohasbefriendedhimallhislife,andnowattheendhastreatedhimlikehisownsonandlefthimafortunewhichtopeopleofourmodestbringingupiswealthbeyondthedreamofavarice,butJonathanfeelsitonanotheraccount。
Hesaystheamountofresponsibilitywhichitputsuponhimmakeshimnervous。Hebeginstodoubthimself。Itrytocheerhimup,andmybeliefinhimhelpshimtohaveabeliefinhimself。
Butitisherethatthegraveshockthatheexperiencedtellsuponhimthemost。Oh,itistoohardthatasweet,simple,noble,strongnaturesuchashis,anaturewhichenabledhimbyourdear,goodfriend'saidtorisefromclerktomasterinafewyears,shouldbesoinjuredthattheveryessenceofitsstrengthisgone。
Forgiveme,dear,ifIworryyouwithmytroublesinthemidstofyourownhappiness,butLucydear,Imusttellsomeone,forthestrainofkeepingupabraveandcheerfulappearancetoJonathantriesme,andIhavenooneherethatIcanconfidein。IdreadcominguptoLondon,aswemustdothatdayaftertomorrow,forpoorMr。Hawkinsleftinhiswillthathewastobeburiedinthegravewithhisfather。
Astherearenorelationsatall,Jonathanwillhavetobechiefmourner。
Ishalltrytorunovertoseeyou,dearest,ifonlyforafewminutes。
Forgivemefortroublingyou。Withallblessings,“YourlovingMinaHarker“
DR。SEWARD'DIARY
20September——Onlyresolutionandhabitcanletmemakeanentrytonight。
Iamtoomiserable,toolowspirited,toosickoftheworldandallinit,includinglifeitself,thatIwouldnotcareifI
heardthismomenttheflappingofthewingsoftheangelofdeath。
Andhehasbeenflappingthosegrimwingstosomepurposeoflate,Lucy'smotherandArthur'sfather,andnow……Letmegetonwithmywork。
IdulyrelievedVanHelsinginhiswatchoverLucy。
WewantedArthurtogotorestalso,butherefusedatfirst。
ItwasonlywhenItoldhimthatweshouldwanthimtohelpusduringtheday,andthatwemustnotallbreakdownforwantofrest,lestLucyshouldsuffer,thatheagreedtogo。
VanHelsingwasverykindtohim。“Come,mychild,“hesaid。
“Comewithme。Youaresickandweak,andhavehadmuchsorrowandmuchmentalpain,aswellasthattaxonyourstrengththatweknowof。
Youmustnotbealone,fortobealoneistobefulloffearsandalarms。
Cometothedrawingroom,wherethereisabigfire,andtherearetwosofas。
Youshalllieonone,andIontheother,andoursympathywillbecomforttoeachother,eventhoughwedonotspeak,andevenifwesleep。“
Arthurwentoffwithhim,castingbackalonginglookonLucy'sface,whichlayinherpillow,almostwhiterthanthelawn。
Shelayquitestill,andIlookedaroundtheroomtoseethatallwasasitshouldbe。IcouldseethattheProfessorhadcarriedoutinthisroom,asintheother,hispurposeofusingthegarlic。
Thewholeofthewindowsashesreekedwithit,androundLucy'sneck,overthesilkhandkerchiefwhichVanHelsingmadeherkeepon,wasaroughchapletofthesameodorousflowers。
Lucywasbreathingsomewhatstertorously,andherfacewasatitsworst,fortheopenmouthshowedthepalegums。Herteeth,inthedim,uncertainlight,seemedlongerandsharperthantheyhadbeeninthemorning。
Inparticular,bysometrickofthelight,thecanineteethlookedlongerandsharperthantherest。
Isatdownbesideher,andpresentlyshemoveduneasily。Atthesamemomenttherecameasortofdullflappingorbuffetingatthewindow。
Iwentovertoitsoftly,andpeepedoutbythecorneroftheblind。
Therewasafullmoonlight,andIcouldseethatthenoisewasmadebyagreatbat,whichwheeledaround,doubtlessattractedbythelight,althoughsodim,andeverynowandagainstruckthewindowwithitswings。
WhenIcamebacktomyseat,IfoundthatLucyhadmovedslightly,andhadtornawaythegarlicflowersfromherthroat。IreplacedthemaswellasIcould,andsatwatchingher。
Presentlyshewoke,andIgaveherfood,asVanHelsinghadprescribed。Shetookbutalittle,andthatlanguidly。
Theredidnotseemtobewithhernowtheunconsciousstruggleforlifeandstrengththathadhithertosomarkedherillness。
Itstruckmeascuriousthatthemomentshebecameconsciousshepressedthegarlicflowersclosetoher。
Itwascertainlyoddthatwhenevershegotintothatlethargicstate,withthestertorousbreathing,sheputtheflowersfromher,butthatwhenshewakedsheclutchedthemclose,Therewasnopossibilityofmakingamymistakeaboutthis,forinthelonghoursthatfollowed,shehadmanyspellsofsleepingandwakingandrepeatedbothactionsmanytimes。
Atsixo'clockVanHelsingcametorelieveme。Arthurhadthenfallenintoadoze,andhemercifullylethimsleepon。
WhenhesawLucy'sfaceIcouldhearthesissingindrawofbreath,andhesaidtomeinasharpwhisper。“Drawuptheblind。
Iwantlight!”Thenhebentdown,and,withhisfacealmosttouchingLucy's,examinedhercarefully。Heremovedtheflowersandliftedthesilkhandkerchieffromherthroat。
AshedidsohestartedbackandIcouldhearhisejaculation,“MeinGott!”asitwassmotheredinhisthroat。Ibentoverandlooked,too,andasInoticedsomequeerchillcameoverme。
Thewoundsonthethroathadabsolutelydisappeared。
ForfullyfiveminutesVanHelsingstoodlookingather,withhisfaceatitssternest。Thenheturnedtomeandsaidcalmly,“Sheisdying。Itwillnotbelongnow。Itwillbemuchdifference,markme,whethershediesconsciousorinhersleep。
Wakethatpoorboy,andlethimcomeandseethelast。
Hetrustsus,andwehavepromisedhim。“
Iwenttothediningroomandwakedhim。Hewasdazedforamoment,butwhenhesawthesunlightstreaminginthroughtheedgesoftheshuttershethoughthewaslate,andexpressedhisfear。
IassuredhimthatLucywasstillasleep,buttoldhimasgentlyasicouldthatbothVanHelsingandIfearedthattheendwasnear。
Hecoveredhisfacewithhishands,andsliddownonhiskneesbythesofa,whereheremained,perhapsaminute,withhisheadburied,praying,whilsthisshouldersshookwithgrief。Itookhimbythehandandraisedhimup。
“Come,“Isaid,“mydearoldfellow,summonallyourfortitude。
Itwillbebestandeasiestforher。“
WhenwecameintoLucy'sroomIcouldseethatVanHelsinghad,withhisusualforethought,beenputtingmattersstraightandmakingeverythinglookaspleasingaspossible。HehadevenbrushedLucy'shair,sothatitlayonthepillowinitsusualsunnyripples。
Whenwecameintotheroomsheopenedhereyes,andseeinghim,whisperedsoftly,“Arthur!Oh,mylove,Iamsogladyouhavecome!”
Hewasstoopingtokissher,whenVanHelsingmotionedhimback。
“No,“hewhispered,“notyet!Holdherhand,itwillcomforthermore。“
SoArthurtookherhandandkneltbesideher,andshelookedherbest,withallthesoftlinesmatchingtheangelicbeautyofhereyes。
Thengraduallyhereyesclosed,andshesanktosleep。
Foralittlebitherbreastheavedsoftly,andherbreathcameandwentlikeatiredchild's。
AndtheninsensiblytherecamethestrangechangewhichIhadnoticedinthenight。Herbreathinggrewstertorous,themouthopened,andthepalegums,drawnback,madetheteethlooklongerandsharperthanever。
Inasortofsleep-waking,vague,unconsciouswaysheopenedhereyes,whichwerenowdullandhardatonce,andsaidinasoft,voluptuousvoice,suchasIhadneverheardfromherlips,“Arthur!Oh,mylove,Iamsogladyouhavecome!Kissme!”
Arthurbenteagerlyovertokissher,butatthatinstantVanHelsing,who,likeme,hadbeenstartledbyhervoice,swoopeduponhim,andcatchinghimbytheneckwithbothhands,draggedhimbackwithafuryofstrengthwhichIneverthoughthecouldhavepossessed,andactuallyhurledhimalmostacrosstheroom。
“Notonyourlife!”hesaid,“notforyourlivingsoulandhers!”
Andhestoodbetweenthemlikealionatbay。
Arthurwassotakenabackthathedidnotforamomentknowwhattodoorsay,andbeforeanyimpulseofviolencecouldseizehimherealizedtheplaceandtheoccasion,andstoodsilent,waiting。
IkeptmyeyesfixedonLucy,asdidVanHelsing,andwesawaspasmasofrageflitlikeashadowoverherface。
Thesharpteethclampedtogether。Thenhereyesclosed,andshebreathedheavily。
Veryshortlyaftersheopenedhereyesinalltheirsoftness,andputtingoutherpoor,pale,thinhand,tookVanHelsing'sgreatbrownone,drawingitclosetoher,shekissedit。
“Mytruefriend,“shesaid,inafaintvoice,butwithuntellablepathos,“Mytruefriend,andhis!Oh,guardhim,andgivemepeace!”
“Iswearit!”hesaidsolemnly,kneelingbesideherandholdinguphishand,asonewhoregistersanoath。ThenheturnedtoArthur,andsaidtohim,“Come,mychild,takeherhandinyours,andkissherontheforehead,andonlyonce。“
Theireyesmetinsteadoftheirlips,andsotheyparted。
Lucy'seyesclosed,andVanHelsing,whohadbeenwatchingclosely,tookArthur'sarm,anddrewhimaway。
AndthenLucy'sbreathingbecamestertorousagain,andallatonceitceased。
“Itisallover,“saidVanHelsing。“Sheisdead!”
ItookArthurbythearm,andledhimawaytothedrawingroom,wherehesatdown,andcoveredhisfacewithhishands,sobbinginawaythatnearlybrokemedowntosee。
Iwentbacktotheroom,andfoundVanHelsinglookingatpoorLucy,andhisfacewassternerthaneve。Somechangehadcomeoverherbody。
Deathhadgivenbackpartofherbeauty,forherbrowandcheekshadrecoveredsomeoftheirflowinglines。Eventhelipshadlosttheirdeadlypallor。
Itwasasiftheblood,nolongerneededfortheworkingoftheheart,hadgonetomaketheharshnessofdeathaslittlerudeasmightbe。
“Wethoughtherdyingwhilstsheslept,Andsleepingwhenshedied。“
IstoodbesideVanHelsing,andsaid,“Ahwell,poorgirl,thereispeaceforheratlast。Itistheend!”
Heturnedtome,andsaidwithgravesolemnity,“Notso,alas!Notso。
Itisonlythebeginning!”
WhenIaskedhimwhathemeant,heonlyshookhisheadandanswered,“Wecandonothingasyet。Waitandsee。“
CHAPTER13
DR。SEWARD'SDIARY——cont。
Thefuneralwasarrangedforthenextsucceedingday,sothatLucyandhermothermightbeburiedtogether。
Iattendedtoalltheghastlyformalities,andtheurbaneundertakerprovedthathisstaffwasafflicted,orblessed,withsomethingofhisownobsequioussuavity。Eventhewomanwhoperformedthelastofficesforthedeadremarkedtome,inaconfidential,brother-professionalway,whenshehadcomeoutfromthedeathchamber,“Shemakesaverybeautifulcorpse,sir。It'squiteaprivilegetoattendonher。It'snottoomuchtosaythatshewilldocredittoourestablishment!”
InoticedthatVanHelsingneverkeptfaraway。Thiswaspossiblefromthedisorderedstateofthingsinthehousehold。
Therewerenorelativesathand,andasArthurhadtobebackthenextdaytoattendathisfather'sfuneral,wewereunabletonotifyanyonewhoshouldhavebeenbidden。Underthecircumstances,VanHelsingandItookituponourselvestoexaminepapers,etc。
HeinsisteduponlookingoverLucy'spapershimself。
Iaskedhimwhy,forIfearedthathe,beingaforeigner,mightnotbequiteawareofEnglishlegalrequirements,andsomightinignorancemakesomeunnecessarytrouble。
Heansweredme,“Iknow,Iknow。YouforgetthatIamalawyeraswellasadoctor。Butthisisnotaltogetherforthelaw。Youknewthat,whenyouavoidedthecoroner。
Ihavemorethanhimtoavoid。Theremaybepapersmore,suchasthis。“
AshespokehetookfromhispocketbookthememorandumwhichhadbeeninLucy'sbreast,andwhichshehadtorninhersleep。
“WhenyoufindanythingofthesolicitorwhoisforthelateMrs。Westenra,sealallherpapers,andwritehimtonight。Forme,IwatchhereintheroomandinMissLucy'soldroomallnight,andImyselfsearchforwhatmaybe。
Itisnotwellthatherverythoughtsgointothehandsofstrangers。“
Iwentonwithmypartofthework,andinanotherhalfhourhadfoundthenameandaddressofMrs。Westenra'ssolicitorandhadwrittentohim。Allthepoorlady'spaperswereinorder。
Explicitdirectionsregardingtheplaceofburialweregiven。
Ihadhardlysealedtheletter,when,tomysurprise,VanHelsingwalkedintotheroom,saying,“CanIhelpyoufriendJohn?Iamfree,andifImay,myserviceistoyou。“
“Haveyougotwhatyoulookedfor?”Iasked。
Towhichhereplied,“Ididnotlookforanyspecificthing。
Ionlyhopedtofind,andfindIhave,allthattherewas,onlysomelettersandafewmemoranda,andadiarynewbegun。
ButIhavethemhere,andweshallforthepresentsaynothingofthem。
Ishallseethatpoorladtomorrowevening,and,withhissanction,Ishallusesome。“
Whenwehadfinishedtheworkinhand,hesaidtome,“Andnow,friendJohn,Ithinkwemaytobed。Wewantsleep,bothyouandI,andresttorecuperate。Tomorrowweshallhavemuchtodo,butforthetonightthereisnoneedofus。Alas!”
BeforeturninginwewenttolookatpoorLucy。Theundertakerhadcertainlydonehisworkwell,fortheroomwasturnedintoasmallchapelleardente。Therewasawildernessofbeautifulwhiteflowers,anddeathwasmadeaslittlerepulsiveasmightbe。
Theendofthewindingsheetwaslaidovertheface。
WhentheProfessorbentoverandturneditgentlyback,webothstartedatthebeautybeforeus。Thetallwaxcandlesshowingasufficientlighttonoteitwell。
AllLucy'slovelinesshadcomebacktoherindeath,andthehoursthathadpassed,insteadofleavingtracesof`decay'seffacingfingers',hadbutrestoredthebeautyoflife,tillpositivelyIcouldnotbelievemyeyesthatIwaslookingatacorpse。
TheProfessorlookedsternlygrave。HehadnotlovedherasIhad,andtherewasnoneedfortearsinhiseyes。
Hesaidtome,“RemaintillIreturn,“andlefttheroom。
Hecamebackwithahandfulofwildgarlicfromtheboxwaitinginthehall,butwhichhadnotbeenopened,andplacedtheflowersamongsttheothersonandaroundthebed。Thenhetookfromhisneck,insidehiscollar,alittlegoldcrucifix,andplaceditoverthemouth。
Herestoredthesheettoitsplace,andwecameaway。
Iwasundressinginmyownroom,when,withapremonitorytapatthedoor,heentered,andatoncebegantospeak。
“TomorrowIwantyoutobringme,beforenight,asetofpost-mortemknives。“
“Mustwemakeanautopsy?”Iasked。
“Yesandno。Iwanttooperate,butnotwhatyouthink。
Letmetellyounow,butnotawordtoanother。Iwanttocutoffherheadandtakeoutherheart。Ah!Youasurgeon,andsoshocked!You,whomIhaveseenwithnotrembleofhandorheart,dooperationsoflifeanddeaththatmaketherestshudder。Oh,butImustnotforget,mydearfriendJohn,thatyoulovedher,andIhavenotforgottenitforisIthatshalloperate,andyoumustnothelp。
Iwouldliketodoittonight,butforArthurImustnot。
Hewillbefreeafterhisfather'sfuneraltomorrow,andhewillwanttoseeher,toseeit。Then,whensheiscoffinedreadyforthenextday,youandIshallcomewhenallsleep。
Weshallunscrewthecoffinlid,andshalldoouroperation,andthenreplaceall,sothatnoneknow,savewealone。“
“Butwhydoitatall?Thegirlisdead。Whymutilateherpoorbodywithoutneed?Andifthereisnonecessityforapost-mortemandnothingtogainbyit,nogoodtoher,tous,toscience,tohumanknowledge,whydoit?
Withoutsuchitismonstrous。“
Foranswerheputhishandonmyshoulder,andsaid,withinfinitetenderness,“FriendJohn,Ipityyourpoorbleedingheart,andIloveyouthemorebecauseitdoessobleed。
IfIcould,Iwouldtakeonmyselftheburdenthatyoudobear。
Buttherearethingsthatyouknownot,butthatyoushallknow,andblessmeforknowing,thoughtheyarenotpleasantthings。
John,mychild,youhavebeenmyfriendnowmanyyears,andyetdidyoueverknowmetodoanywithoutgoodcause?
Imayerr,Iambutman,butIbelieveinallIdo。
Wasitnotforthesecausesthatyousendformewhenthegreattroublecame?Yes!Wereyounotamazed,nayhorrified,whenIwouldnotletArthurkisshislove,thoughshewasdying,andsnatchedhimawaybyallmystrength?Yes!Andyetyousawhowshethankedme,withhersobeautifuldyingeyes,hervoice,too,soweak,andshekissmyrougholdhandandblessme?Yes!Anddidyounothearmeswearpromisetoher,thatsosheclosedhereyesgrateful?Yes!
“Well,IhavegoodreasonnowforallIwanttodo。
Youhaveformanyyearstrustme。Youhavebelievemeweekspast,whentherebethingssostrangethatyoumighthavewelldoubt。
Believemeyetalittle,friendJohn。Ifyoutrustmenot,thenImusttellwhatIthink,andthatisnotperhapswell。
AndifIwork,asworkIshall,nomattertrustornotrust,withoutmyfriendtrustinme,Iworkwithheavyheartandfeel,ohsolonelywhenIwantallhelpandcouragethatmaybe!”
Hepausedamomentandwentonsolemnly,“FriendJohn,therearestrangeandterribledaysbeforeus。
Letusnotbetwo,butone,thatsoweworktoagoodend。
Willyounothavefaithinme?”
Itookhishand,andpromisedhim。Iheldmydooropenashewentaway,andwatchedhimgotohisroomandclosethedoor。
AsIstoodwithoutmoving,Isawoneofthemaidspasssilentlyalongthepassage,shehadherbacktome,sodidnotseeme,andgointotheroomwhereLucylay。Thesighttouchedme。
Devotionissorare,andwearesogratefultothosewhoshowitunaskedtothosewelove。Herewasapoorgirlputtingasidetheterrorswhichshenaturallyhadofdeathtogowatchalonebythebierofthemistresswhomsheloved,sothatthepoorclaymightnotbelonelytilllaidtoeternalrest。
Imusthavesleptlongandsoundly,foritwasbroaddaylightwhenVanHelsingwakedmebycomingintomyroom。Hecameovertomybedsideandsaid,“Youneednottroubleabouttheknives。
Weshallnotdoit。“
“Whynot?”Iasked。Forhissolemnityofthenightbeforehadgreatlyimpressedme。
“Because,“hesaidsternly,“itistoolate,ortooearly。See!”Hereheheldupthelittlegoldencrucifix。
“Thiswasstoleninthenight。“
“Howstolen,“Iaskedinwonder,“sinceyouhaveitnow?”
“BecauseIgetitbackfromtheworthlesswretchwhostoleit,fromthewomanwhorobbedthedeadandtheliving。
Herpunishmentwillsurelycome,butnotthroughme。
Sheknewnotaltogetherwhatshedid,andthusunknowing,sheonlystole。Nowwemustwait。“Hewentawayontheword,leavingmewithanewmysterytothinkof,anewpuzzletograpplewith。
Theforenoonwasadrearytime,butatnoonthesolicitorcame,Mr。Marquand,ofWholeman,Sons,Marquand&Lidderdale。
Hewasverygenialandveryappreciativeofwhatwehaddone,andtookoffourhandsallcaresastodetails。DuringlunchhetoldusthatMrs。Westenrahadforsometimeexpectedsuddendeathfromherheart,andhadputheraffairsinabsoluteorder。
Heinformedusthat,withtheexceptionofacertainentailedpropertyofLucy'sfatherwhichnow,indefaultofdirectissue,wentbacktoadistantbranchofthefamily,thewholeestate,realandpersonal,wasleftabsolutelytoArthurHolmwood。
Whenhehadtoldussomuchhewenton,“Franklywedidourbesttopreventsuchatestamentarydisposition,andpointedoutcertaincontingenciesthatmightleaveherdaughtereitherpennilessornotsofreeassheshouldbetoactregardingamatrimonialalliance。Indeed,wepressedthemattersofarthatwealmostcameintocollision,forsheaskedusifwewereorwerenotpreparedtocarryoutherwishes。
Ofcourse,wehadthennoalternativebuttoaccept。
Wewererightinprinciple,andninety-ninetimesoutofahundredweshouldhaveproved,bythelogicofevents,theaccuracyofourjudgment。
“Frankly,however,Imustadmitthatinthiscaseanyotherformofdispositionwouldhaverenderedimpossiblethecarryingoutofherwishes。
Forbyherpredeceasingherdaughterthelatterwouldhavecomeintopossessionoftheproperty,and,evenhadsheonlysurvivedhermotherbyfiveminutes,herpropertywould,incasetherewerenowill,andawillwasapracticalimpossibilityinsuchacase,havebeentreatedatherdeceaseasunderintestacy。InwhichcaseLordGodalming,thoughsodearafriend,wouldhavehadnoclaimintheworld。
Andtheinheritors,beingremote,wouldnotbelikelytoabandontheirjustrights,forsentimentalreasonsregardinganentirestranger。
Iassureyou,mydearsirs,Iamrejoicedattheresult,perfectlyrejoiced。“
Hewasagoodfellow,buthisrejoicingattheonelittlepart,inwhichhewasofficiallyinterested,ofsogreatatragedy,wasanobject-lessoninthelimitationsofsympatheticunderstanding。
Hedidnotremainlong,butsaidhewouldlookinlaterinthedayandseeLordGodalming。Hiscoming,however,hadbeenacertaincomforttous,sinceitassuredusthatweshouldnothavetodreadhostilecriticismastoanyofouracts。Arthurwasexpectedatfiveo'clock,soalittlebeforethattimewevisitedthedeathchamber。
Itwassoinverytruth,fornowbothmotheranddaughterlayinit。
Theundertaker,truetohiscraft,hadmadethebestdisplayhecouldofhisgoods,andtherewasamortuaryairabouttheplacethatloweredourspiritsatonce。
VanHelsingorderedtheformerarrangementtobeadheredto,explainingthat,asLordGodalmingwascomingverysoon,itwouldbelessharrowingtohisfeelingstoseeallthatwasleftofhisfianceequitealone。
Theundertakerseemedshockedathisownstupidityandexertedhimselftorestorethingstotheconditioninwhichweleftthemthenightbefore,sothatwhenArthurcamesuchshockstohisfeelingsaswecouldavoidweresaved。
Poorfellow!Helookeddesperatelysadandbroken。Evenhisstalwartmanhoodseemedtohaveshrunksomewhatunderthestrainofhismuch-triedemotions。
Hehad,Iknew,beenverygenuinelyanddevotedlyattachedtohisfather,andtolosehim,andatsuchatime,wasabitterblowtohim。
Withmehewaswarmasever,andtoVanHelsinghewassweetlycourteous。
ButIcouldnothelpseeingthattherewassomeconstraintwithhim。
Theprofessornoticedittoo,andmotionedmetobringhimupstairs。
Ididso,andlefthimatthedooroftheroom,asIfelthewouldliketobequitealonewithher,buthetookmyarmandledmein,sayinghuskily,“Youlovedhertoo,oldfellow。Shetoldmeallaboutit,andtherewasnofriendhadacloserplaceinherheartthanyou。
Idon'tknowhowtothankyouforallyouhavedoneforher。
Ican'tthinkyet……“
Herehesuddenlybrokedown,andthrewhisarmsroundmyshouldersandlaidhisheadonmybreast,crying,“Oh,Jack!Jack!WhatshallIdo?
Thewholeoflifeseemsgonefrommeallatonce,andthereisnothinginthewideworldformetolivefor。“
IcomfortedhimaswellasIcould。Insuchcasesmendonotneedmuchexpression。Agripofthehand,thetighteningofanarmovertheshoulder,asobinunison,areexpressionsofsympathydeartoaman'sheart。Istoodstillandsilenttillhissobsdiedaway,andthenIsaidsoftlytohim,“Comeandlookather。“
Togetherwemovedovertothebed,andIliftedthelawnfromherface。God!Howbeautifulshewas。
Everyhourseemedtobeenhancingherloveliness。
Itfrightenedandamazedmesomewhat。AndasforArthur,hefelltotrembling,andfinallywasshakenwithdoubtaswithanague。
Atlast,afteralongpause,hesaidtomeinafaintwhisper,“Jack,isshereallydead?”
Iassuredhimsadlythatitwasso,andwentontosuggest,forIfeltthatsuchahorribledoubtshouldnothavelifeforamomentlongerthanI
couldhelp,thatitoftenhappenedthatafterdeathfacesbecomesoftenedandevenresolvedintotheiryouthfulbeauty,thatthiswasespeciallysowhendeathhadbeenprecededbyanyacuteorprolongedsuffering。
Iseemedtoquitedoawaywithanydoubt,andafterkneelingbesidethecouchforawhileandlookingatherlovinglyandlong,heturnedaside。
Itoldhimthatthatmustbegoodbye,asthecoffinhadtobeprepared,sohewentbackandtookherdeadhandinhisandkissedit,andbentoverandkissedherforehead。Hecameaway,fondlylookingbackoverhisshoulderatherashecame。
Ilefthiminthedrawingroom,andtoldVanHelsingthathehadsaidgoodbye,sothelatterwenttothekitchentotelltheundertaker'smentoproceedwiththepreperationsandtoscrewupthecoffin。WhenhecameoutoftheroomagainItoldhimofArthur'squestion,andhereplied,“Iamnotsurprised。
JustnowIdoubtedforamomentmyself!”