IfMrs。RobyhadsimplypleadedherignoranceofOsricDane'sworksasareasonforwithdrawing,theLunchClub,inviewofherrecentprowess,mighthaveapprovedsuchevidenceofdiscretion;
buttocouplethisexcusewiththebrazenannouncementthatshewasforegoingtheprivilegeforthepurposeofjoiningabridge-
party,wasonlyonemoreinstanceofherdeplorablelackofdiscrimination。
Theladiesweredisposed,however,tofeelthatherdeparture——
nowthatshehadperformedthesoleserviceshewaseverlikelytorenderthem——wouldprobablymakeforgreaterorderanddignityintheimpendingdiscussion,besidesrelievingthemofthesenseofself-distrustwhichherpresencealwaysmysteriouslyproduced。
Mrs。Ballingerthereforerestrictedherselftoaformalmurmurofregret,andtheothermemberswerejustgroupingthemselvescomfortablyaboutOsricDanewhenthelatter,totheirdismay,startedupfromthesofaonwhichshehadbeendeferentiallyenthroned。
“Ohwait——dowait,andI'llgowithyou!”shecalledouttoMrs。
Roby;and,seizingthehandsofthedisconcertedmembers,sheadministeredaseriesoffarewellpressureswiththemechanicalhasteofarailway-conductorpunchingtickets。
“I'msosorry——I'dquiteforgotten——“sheflungbackatthemfromthethreshold;andasshejoinedMrs。Roby,whohadturnedinsurpriseatherappeal,theotherladieshadthemortificationofhearinghersay,inavoicewhichshedidnottakethepainstolower:“Ifyou'llletmewalkalittlewaywithyou,IshouldsoliketoaskyouafewmorequestionsaboutXingu……“
III
Theincidenthadbeensorapidthatthedoorclosedonthedepartingpairbeforetheothermembershadhadtimetounderstandwhatwashappening。ThenasenseoftheindignityputuponthembyOsricDane'sunceremoniousdesertionbegantocontendwiththeconfusedfeelingthattheyhadbeencheatedoutoftheirduewithoutexactlyknowinghoworwhy。
Therewasanawkwardsilence,duringwhichMrs。Ballinger,withaperfunctoryhand,rearrangedtheskilfullygroupedliteratureatwhichherdistinguishedguesthadnotsomuchasglanced;thenMissVanVluycktartlypronounced:“Well,Ican'tsaythatI
considerOsricDane'sdepartureagreatloss。“
Thisconfessioncrystallisedthefluidresentmentoftheothermembers,andMrs。Leveretexclaimed:“Idobelieveshecameonpurposetobenasty!”
ItwasMrs。Plinth'sprivateopinionthatOsricDane'sattitudetowardtheLunchClubmighthavebeenverydifferenthaditwelcomedherinthemajesticsettingofthePlinthdrawing-rooms;
butnotlikingtoreflectontheinadequacyofMrs。Ballinger'sestablishmentshesoughtaround-aboutsatisfactionindepreciatinghersavoirfaire。
“Isaidfromthefirstthatweoughttohavehadasubjectready。
It'swhatalwayshappenswhenyou'reunprepared。Nowifwe'donlygotupXingu——“
TheslownessofMrs。Plinth'smentalprocesseswasalwaysallowedforbytheClub;butthisinstanceofitwastoomuchforMrs。
Ballinger'sequanimity。
“Xingu!”shescoffed。“Why,itwasthefactofourknowingsomuchmoreaboutitthanshedid——unpreparedthoughwewere——thatmadeOsricDanesofurious。Ishouldhavethoughtthatwasplainenoughtoeverybody!”
ThisretortimpressedevenMrs。Plinth,andLauraGlyde,movedbyanimpulseofgenerosity,said:“Yes,wereallyoughttobegratefultoMrs。Robyforintroducingthetopic。ItmayhavemadeOsricDanefurious,butatleastitmadehercivil。“
“Iamgladwewereabletoshowher,“addedMissVanVluyck,“thatabroadandup-to-datecultureisnotconfinedtothegreatintellectualcentres。“
Thisincreasedthesatisfactionoftheothermembers,andtheybegantoforgettheirwrathagainstOsricDaneinthepleasureofhavingcontributedtoherdefeat。
MissVanVluyckthoughtfullyrubbedherspectacles。“Whatsurprisedmemost,“shecontinued,“wasthatFannyRobyshouldbesouponXingu。“
Thisfrankadmissionthrewaslightchillonthecompany,butMrs。Ballingersaidwithanairofindulgentirony:“Mrs。Robyalwayshastheknackofmakingalittlegoalongway;still,wecertainlyoweheradebtforhappeningtorememberthatshe'dheardofXingu。“AndthiswasfeltbytheothermemberstobeagracefulwayofcancellingonceforalltheClub'sobligationtoMrs。Roby。
EvenMrs。Leverettookcouragetospeedatimidshaftofirony:
“IfancyOsricDanehardlyexpectedtotakealessoninXinguatHillbridge!”
Mrs。Ballingersmiled。“Whensheaskedmewhatwerepresented——
doyouremember?——IwishI'dsimplysaidwerepresentedXingu!”
Alltheladieslaughedappreciativelyatthissally,exceptMrs。
Plinth,whosaid,afteramoment'sdeliberation:“I'mnotsureitwouldhavebeenwisetodoso。“
Mrs。Ballinger,whowasalreadybeginningtofeelasifshehadlaunchedatOsricDanetheretortwhichhadjustoccurredtoher,lookedironicallyatMrs。Plinth。“MayIaskwhy?”sheenquired。
Mrs。Plinthlookedgrave。“Surely,“shesaid,“IunderstoodfromMrs。Robyherselfthatthesubjectwasoneitwasaswellnottogointotoodeeply?”
MissVanVluyckrejoinedwithprecision:“Ithinkthatappliedonlytoaninvestigationoftheoriginofthe——ofthe——“;andsuddenlyshefoundthatherusuallyaccuratememoryhadfailedher。“It'sapartofthesubjectIneverstudiedmyself,“sheconcludedlamely。
“NorI,“saidMrs。Ballinger。
LauraGlydebenttowardthemwithwidenedeyes。“Andyetitseems——doesn'tit?——thepartthatisfullestofanesotericfascination?”
“Idon'tknowonwhatyoubasethat,“saidMissVanVluyckargumentatively。
“Well,didn'tyounoticehowintenselyinterestedOsricDanebecameassoonassheheardwhatthebrilliantforeigner——heWAS
aforeigner,wasn'the?——hadtoldMrs。Robyabouttheorigin——theoriginoftherite——orwhateveryoucallit?”
Mrs。Plinthlookeddisapproving,andMrs。Ballingervisiblywavered。Thenshesaidinadecisivetone:“Itmaynotbedesirabletotouchonthe——onthatpartofthesubjectingeneralconversation;but,fromtheimportanceitevidentlyhastoawomanofOsricDane'sdistinction,Ifeelasifweoughtnottobeafraidtodiscussitamongourselves——withoutgloves——thoughwithcloseddoors,ifnecessary。“
“I'mquiteofyouropinion,“MissVanVluyckcamebrisklytohersupport;“oncondition,thatis,thatallgrossnessoflanguageisavoided。“
“Oh,I'msureweshallunderstandwithoutthat,“Mrs。Leverettittered;andLauraGlydeaddedsignificantly:“Ifancywecanreadbetweenthelines,“whileMrs。Ballingerrosetoassureherselfthatthedoorswerereallyclosed。
Mrs。Plinthhadnotyetgivenheradhesion。“Ihardlysee,“shebegan,“whatbenefitistobederivedfrominvestigatingsuchpeculiarcustoms——“
ButMrs。Ballinger'spatiencehadreachedtheextremelimitoftension。“Thisatleast,“shereturned;“thatweshallnotbeplacedagaininthehumiliatingpositionoffindingourselveslessuponourownsubjectsthanFannyRoby!”
EventoMrs。Plinththisargumentwasconclusive。Shepeeredfurtivelyabouttheroomandloweredhercommandingtonestoask:
“Haveyougotacopy?”
“A——acopy?”stammeredMrs。Ballinger。Shewasawarethattheothermemberswerelookingatherexpectantly,andthatthisanswerwasinadequate,soshesupporteditbyaskinganotherquestion。“Acopyofwhat?”
HercompanionsbenttheirexpectantgazeonMrs。Plinth,who,inturn,appearedlesssureofherselfthanusual。“Why,of——of——
thebook,“sheexplained。
“Whatbook?”snappedMissVanVluyck,almostassharplyasOsricDane。
Mrs。BallingerlookedatLauraGlyde,whoseeyeswereinterrogativelyfixedonMrs。Leveret。Thefactofbeingdeferredtowassonewtothelatterthatitfilledherwithaninsanetemerity。“Why,Xingu,ofcourse!”sheexclaimed。
AprofoundsilencefollowedthisdirectchallengetotheresourcesofMrs。Ballinger'slibrary,andthelatter,afterglancingnervouslytowardtheBooksoftheDay,returnedinadeprecatingvoice:“It'snotathingonecarestoleaveabout。“
“IshouldthinkNOT!”exclaimedMrs。Plinth。
“ItISabook,then?”saidMissVanVluyck。
Thisagainthrewthecompanyintodisarray,andMrs。Ballinger,withanimpatientsigh,rejoined:“Why——thereISabook——
naturally……“
“ThenwhydidMissGlydecallitareligion?”
LauraGlydestartedup。“Areligion?Inever——“
“Yes,youdid,“MissVanVluyckinsisted;“youspokeofrites;
andMrs。Plinthsaiditwasacustom。“
MissGlydewasevidentlymakingadesperateefforttoreinforceherstatement;butaccuracyofdetailwasnotherstrongestpoint。Atlengthshebeganinadeepmurmur:“SurelytheyusedtodosomethingofthekindattheEleusinianmysteries——“
“Oh——“saidMissVanVluyck,onthevergeofdisapproval;andMrs。Plinthprotested:“Iunderstoodtherewastobenoindelicacy!”
Mrs。Ballingercouldnotcontrolherirritation。“Really,itistoobadthatweshouldnotbeabletotalkthematteroverquietlyamongourselves。Personally,IthinkthatifonegoesintoXinguatall——“
“Oh,sodoI!”criedMissGlyde。
“AndIdon'tseehowonecanavoiddoingso,ifonewishestokeepupwiththeThoughtoftheDay——“
Mrs。Leveretutteredanexclamationofrelief。“There——that'sit!”sheinterposed。
“What'sit?”thePresidentcurtlytookherup。
“Why——it'sa——aThought:Imeanaphilosophy。“
ThisseemedtobringacertainrelieftoMrs。BallingerandLauraGlyde,butMissVanVluycksaiddogmatically:“ExcusemeifI
tellyouthatyou'reallmistaken。Xinguhappenstobealanguage。“
“Alanguage!”theLunchClubcried。
“Certainly。Don'tyourememberFannyRoby'ssayingthattherewereseveralbranches,andthatsomewerehardtotrace?Whatcouldthatapplytobutdialects?”
Mrs。Ballingercouldnolongerrestrainacontemptuouslaugh。
“Really,iftheLunchClubhasreachedsuchapassthatithastogotoFannyRobyforinstructiononasubjectlikeXingu,ithadalmostbetterceasetoexist!”
“It'sreallyherfaultfornotbeingclearer,“LauraGlydeputin。
“Oh,clearnessandFannyRoby!”Mrs。Ballingershrugged。“I
daresayweshallfindshewasmistakenonalmosteverypoint。“
“Whynotlookitup?”saidMrs。Plinth。
AsarulethisrecurrentsuggestionofMrs。Plinth'swasignoredintheheatofdiscussion,andonlyresortedtoafterwardintheprivacyofeachmember'shome。ButonthepresentoccasionthedesiretoascribetheirownconfusionofthoughttothevagueandcontradictorynatureofMrs。Roby'sstatementscausedthemembersoftheLunchClubtoutteracollectivedemandforabookofreference。
AtthispointtheproductionofhertreasuredvolumegaveMrs。
Leveret,foramoment,theunusualexperienceofoccupyingthecentrefront;butshewasnotabletoholditlong,forAppropriateAllusionscontainednomentionofXingu。
“Oh,that'snotthekindofthingwewant!”exclaimedMissVanVluyck。ShecastadisparagingglanceoverMrs。Ballinger'sassortmentofliterature,andaddedimpatiently:“Haven'tyouanyusefulbooks?”
“OfcourseIhave,“repliedMrs。Ballingerindignantly;“butI
keeptheminmyhusband'sdressing-room。“
Fromthisregion,aftersomedifficultyanddelay,theparlour-
maidproducedtheW-ZvolumeofanEncyclopaediaand,indeferencetothefactthatthedemandforithadcomefromMissVanVluyck,laidtheponderoustomebeforeher。
TherewasamomentofpainfulsuspensewhileMissVanVluyckrubbedherspectacles,adjustedthem,andturnedtoZ;andamurmurofsurprisewhenshesaid:“Itisn'there。“
“Isuppose,“saidMrs。Plinth,“it'snotfittobeputinabookofreference。“
“Oh,nonsense!”exclaimedMrs。Ballinger。“TryX。“
MissVanVluyckturnedbackthroughthevolume,peeringshort-
sightedlyupanddownthepages,tillshecametoastopandremainedmotionless,likeadogonapoint。
“Well,haveyoufoundit?”Mrs。Ballingerenquired,afteraconsiderabledelay。
“Yes。I'vefoundit,“saidMissVanVluyckinaqueervoice。
Mrs。Plinthhastilyinterposed:“Ibegyouwon'treaditaloudifthere'sanythingoffensive。“
MissVanVluyck,withoutanswering,continuedhersilentscrutiny。
“Well,whatISit?”exclaimedLauraGlydeexcitedly。
“DOtellus!”urgedMrs。Leveret,feelingthatshewouldhavesomethingawfultotellhersister。
MissVanVluyckpushedthevolumeasideandturnedslowlytowardtheexpectantgroup。
“It'sariver。“
“ARIVER?”
“Yes:inBrazil。Isn'tthatwhereshe'sbeenliving?”
“Who?FannyRoby?Oh,butyoumustbemistaken。You'vebeenreadingthewrongthing,“Mrs。Ballingerexclaimed,leaningoverhertoseizethevolume。
“It'stheonlyXINGUintheEncyclopaedia;andsheHASbeenlivinginBrazil,“MissVanVluyckpersisted。
“Yes:herbrotherhasaconsulshipthere,“Mrs。Levereteagerlyinterposed。
“Butit'stooridiculous!I——we——whyweALLrememberstudyingXingulastyear——ortheyearbeforelast,“Mrs。Ballingerstammered。
“IthoughtIdidwhenYOUsaidso,“LauraGlydeavowed。
“Isaidso?”criedMrs。Ballinger。
“Yes。Yousaidithadcrowdedeverythingelseoutofyourmind。“
“Well,YOUsaidithadchangedyourwholelife!”
“Forthatmatter,MissVanVluycksaidshehadnevergrudgedthetimeshe'dgivenit。“
Mrs。Plinthinterposed:“ImadeitclearthatIknewnothingwhateveroftheoriginal。“
Mrs。Ballingerbrokeoffthedisputewithagroan。“Oh,whatdoesitallmatterifshe'sbeenmakingfoolsofus?IbelieveMissVanVluyck'sright——shewastalkingoftheriverallthewhile!”
“Howcouldshe?It'stoopreposterous,“MissGlydeexclaimed。
“Listen。“MissVanVluyckhadrepossessedherselfoftheEncyclopaedia,andrestoredherspectaclestoanosereddenedbyexcitement。“'TheXingu,oneoftheprincipalriversofBrazil,risesontheplateauofMatoGrosso,andflowsinanortherlydirectionforalengthofnolessthanonethousandonehundredandeighteenmiles,enteringtheAmazonnearthemouthofthelatterriver。TheuppercourseoftheXinguisauriferousandfedbynumerousbranches。Itssourcewasfirstdiscoveredin1884bytheGermanexplorervondenSteinen,afteradifficultanddangerousexpeditionthrougharegioninhabitedbytribesstillintheStoneAgeofculture。'“
TheladiesreceivedthiscommunicationinastateofstupefiedsilencefromwhichMrs。Leveretwasthefirsttorally。“ShecertainlyDIDspeakofitshavingbranches。“
Thewordseemedtosnapthelastthreadoftheirincredulity。
“Andofitsgreatlength,“gaspedMrs。Ballinger。
“Shesaiditwasawfullydeep,andyoucouldn'tskip——youjusthadtowadethrough,“MissGlydesubjoined。
TheideaworkeditswaymoreslowlythroughMrs。Plinth'scompactresistances。“Howcouldtherebeanythingimproperaboutariver?”sheinquired。
“Improper?”
“Why,whatshesaidaboutthesource——thatitwascorrupt?”
“Notcorrupt,buthardtogetat,“LauraGlydecorrected。“Someonewho'dbeentherehadtoldherso。Idaresayitwastheexplorerhimself——doesn'titsaytheexpeditionwasdangerous?”
“'Difficultanddangerous,'“readMissVanVluyck。
Mrs。Ballingerpressedherhandstoherthrobbingtemples。
“There'snothingshesaidthatwouldn'tapplytoariver——tothisriver!”Sheswungaboutexcitedlytotheothermembers。“Why,doyourememberhertellingusthatshehadn'tread'TheSupremeInstant'becauseshe'dtakenitonaboatingpartywhileshewasstayingwithherbrother,andsomeonehad'shied'itoverboard——
'shied'ofcoursewasherownexpression?”
Theladiesbreathlesslysignifiedthattheexpressionhadnotescapedthem。
“Well——andthendidn'tshetellOsricDanethatoneofherbookswassimplysaturatedwithXingu?Ofcourseitwas,ifsomeofMrs。Roby'srowdyfriendshadthrownitintotheriver!”
ThissurprisingreconstructionofthesceneinwhichtheyhadjustparticipatedleftthemembersoftheLunchClubinarticulate。AtlengthMrs。Plinth,aftervisiblylabouringwiththeproblem,saidinaheavytone:“OsricDanewastakenintoo。“
Mrs。Leverettookcourageatthis。“Perhapsthat'swhatMrs。
Robydiditfor。ShesaidOsricDanewasabrute,andshemayhavewantedtogiveheralesson。“
MissVanVluyckfrowned。“Itwashardlyworthwhiletodoitatourexpense。“
“Atleast,“saidMissGlydewithatouchofbitterness,“shesucceededininterestingher,whichwasmorethanwedid。“
“Whatchancehadwe?”rejoinedMrs。Ballinger。“Mrs。Robymonopolisedherfromthefirst。AndTHAT,I'venodoubt,washerpurpose——togiveOsricDaneafalseimpressionofherownstandingintheClub。Shewouldhesitateatnothingtoattractattention:weallknowhowshetookinpoorProfessorForeland。“
“Sheactuallymakeshimgivebridge-teaseveryThursday,“Mrs。
Leveretpipedup。
LauraGlydestruckherhandstogether。“Why,thisisThursday,andit'sTHEREshe'sgone,ofcourse;andtakenOsricwithher!”
“Andthey'reshriekingoverusatthismoment,“saidMrs。
Ballingerbetweenherteeth。
Thispossibilityseemedtoopreposteroustobeadmitted。“Shewouldhardlydare,“saidMissVanVluyck,“confesstheimposturetoOsricDane。“
“I'mnotsosure:IthoughtIsawhermakeasignassheleft。
Ifshehadn'tmadeasign,whyshouldOsricDanehaverushedoutafterher?”
“Well,youknow,we'dallbeentellingherhowwonderfulXinguwas,andshesaidshewantedtofindoutmoreaboutit,“Mrs。
Leveretsaid,withatardyimpulseofjusticetotheabsent。
Thisreminder,farfrommitigatingthewrathoftheothermembers,gaveitastrongerimpetus。
“Yes——andthat'sexactlywhatthey'rebothlaughingovernow,“
saidLauraGlydeironically。
Mrs。Plinthstoodupandgatheredherexpensivefursabouthermonumentalform。“Ihavenowishtocriticise,“shesaid;“butunlesstheLunchClubcanprotectitsmembersagainsttherecurrenceofsuch——suchunbecomingscenes,Iforone——“
“Oh,sodoI!”agreedMissGlyde,risingalso。
MissVanVluyckclosedtheEncyclopaediaandproceededtobuttonherselfintoherjacket。“Mytimeisreallytoovaluable——“shebegan。
“Ifancyweareallofonemind,“saidMrs。Ballinger,lookingsearchinglyatMrs。Leveret,wholookedattheothers。
“Ialwaysdeprecateanythinglikeascandal——“Mrs。Plinthcontinued。
“Shehasbeenthecauseofoneto-day!”exclaimedMissGlyde。
Mrs。Leveretmoaned:“Idon'tseehowsheCOULD!”andMissVanVluycksaid,pickinguphernote-book:“Somewomenstopatnothing。“
“——butif,“Mrs。Plinthtookupherargumentimpressively,“anythingofthekindhadhappenedinMYhouse“itneverwouldhave,hertoneimplied,“IshouldhavefeltthatIowedittomyselfeithertoaskforMrs。Roby'sresignation——ortooffermine。“
“Oh,Mrs。Plinth——“gaspedtheLunchClub。
“Fortunatelyforme,“Mrs。Plinthcontinuedwithanawfulmagnanimity,“thematterwastakenoutofmyhandsbyourPresident'sdecisionthattherighttoentertaindistinguishedguestswasaprivilegevestedinheroffice;andIthinktheothermemberswillagreethat,asshewasaloneinthisopinion,sheoughttobealoneindecidingonthebestwayofeffacingits——itsreallydeplorableconsequences。“
AdeepsilencefollowedthisunexpectedoutbreakofMrs。Plinth'slong-storedresentment。
“Idon'tseewhyIshouldbeexpectedtoaskhertoresign——“
Mrs。Ballingeratlengthbegan;butLauraGlydeturnedbacktoremindher:“Youknowshemadeyousaythatyou'dgotonswimminglyinXingu。“
Anill-timedgiggleescapedfromMrs。Leveret,andMrs。Ballingerenergeticallycontinued“——butyouneedn'tthinkforamomentthatI'mafraidto!”
Thedoorofthedrawing-roomclosedontheretreatingbacksoftheLunchClub,andthePresidentofthatdistinguishedassociation,seatingherselfatherwriting-table,andpushingawayacopyof“TheWingsofDeath“tomakeroomforherelbow,drewforthasheetoftheclub'snote-paper,onwhichshebegantowrite:“MydearMrs。Roby——“
TheEndofXinguTHEVERDICT
June1908
IhadalwaysthoughtJackGisburnratheracheapgenius——thoughagoodfellowenough——soitwasnogreatsurprisetometohearthat,intheheightofhisglory,hehaddroppedhispainting,marriedarichwidow,andestablishedhimselfinavillaontheRiviera。ThoughIratherthoughtitwouldhavebeenRomeorFlorence。
“Theheightofhisglory“——thatwaswhatthewomencalledit。I
canhearMrs。GideonThwing——hislastChicagositter——deploringhisunaccountableabdication。“Ofcourseit'sgoingtosendthevalueofmypicture'wayup;butIdon'tthinkofthat,Mr。
Rickham——thelosstoArrtisallIthinkof。“Theword,onMrs。
Thwing'slips,multiplieditsRSasthoughtheywerereflectedinanendlessvistaofmirrors。AnditwasnotonlytheMrs。Thwingswhomourned。HadnottheexquisiteHermiaCroft,atthelastGraftonGalleryshow,stoppedmebeforeGisburn's“Moon-dancers“
tosay,withtearsinhereyes:“Weshallnotlookuponitslikeagain“?
Well!——eventhroughtheprismofHermia'stearsIfeltabletofacethefactwithequanimity。PoorJackGisburn!Thewomenhadmadehim——itwasfittingthattheyshouldmournhim。Amonghisownsexfewerregretswereheard,andinhisowntradehardlyamurmur。Professionaljealousy?Perhaps。Ifitwere,thehonourofthecraftwasvindicatedbylittleClaudeNutley,who,inallgoodfaith,broughtoutintheBurlingtonaveryhandsome“obituary“onJack——oneofthoseshowyarticlesstockedwithrandomtechnicalitiesthatIhaveheardIwon'tsaybywhom
comparedtoGisburn'spainting。Andso——hisresolvebeingapparentlyirrevocable——thediscussiongraduallydiedout,and,asMrs。Thwinghadpredicted,thepriceof“Gisburns“wentup。
Itwasnottillthreeyearslaterthat,inthecourseofafewweeks'idlingontheRiviera,itsuddenlyoccurredtometowonderwhyGisburnhadgivenuphispainting。Onreflection,itreallywasatemptingproblem。Toaccusehiswifewouldhavebeentooeasy——hisfairsittershadbeendeniedthesolaceofsayingthatMrs。Gisburnhad“draggedhimdown。“ForMrs。
Gisburn——assuch——hadnotexistedtillnearlyayearafterJack'sresolvehadbeentaken。Itmightbethathehadmarriedher——
sincehelikedhisease——becausehedidn'twanttogoonpainting;butitwouldhavebeenhardtoprovethathehadgivenuphispaintingbecausehehadmarriedher。
Ofcourse,ifshehadnotdraggedhimdown,shehadequally,asMissCroftcontended,failedto“lifthimup“——shehadnotledhimbacktotheeasel。Toputthebrushintohishandagain——
whatavocationforawife!ButMrs。Gisburnappearedtohavedisdainedit——andIfeltitmightbeinterestingtofindoutwhy。
ThedesultorylifeoftheRivieralendsitselftosuchpurelyacademicspeculations;andhaving,onmywaytoMonteCarlo,caughtaglimpseofJack'sbalustradedterracesbetweenthepines,Ihadmyselfbornethitherthenextday。
Ifoundthecoupleatteabeneaththeirpalm-trees;andMrs。
Gisburn'swelcomewassogenialthat,intheensuingweeks,I
claimeditfrequently。Itwasnotthatmyhostesswas“interesting“:onthatpointIcouldhavegivenMissCroftthefullestreassurance。ItwasjustbecauseshewasNOT
interesting——ifImaybepardonedthebull——thatIfoundherso。
ForJack,allhislife,hadbeensurroundedbyinterestingwomen:
theyhadfosteredhisart,ithadbeenrearedinthehot-houseoftheiradulation。Anditwasthereforeinstructivetonotewhateffectthe“deadeningatmosphereofmediocrity“IquoteMissCroftwashavingonhim。
IhavementionedthatMrs。Gisburnwasrich;anditwasimmediatelyperceptiblethatherhusbandwasextractingfromthiscircumstanceadelicatebutsubstantialsatisfaction。Itis,asarule,thepeoplewhoscornmoneywhogetmostoutofit;andJack'selegantdisdainofhiswife'sbigbalanceenabledhim,withanappearanceofperfectgood-breeding,totransmuteitintoobjectsofartandluxury。Tothelatter,Imustadd,heremainedrelativelyindifferent;buthewasbuyingRenaissancebronzesandeighteenth-centurypictureswithadiscriminationthatbespoketheamplestresources。
“Money'sonlyexcuseistoputbeautyintocirculation,“wasoneoftheaxiomshelaiddownacrosstheSevresandsilverofanexquisitelyappointedluncheon-table,when,onalaterday,IhadagainrunoverfromMonteCarlo;andMrs。Gisburn,beamingonhim,addedformyenlightenment:“Jackissomorbidlysensitivetoeveryformofbeauty。“
PoorJack!Ithadalwaysbeenhisfatetohavewomensaysuchthingsofhim:thefactshouldbesetdowninextenuation。Whatstruckmenowwasthat,forthefirsttime,heresentedthetone。
Ihadseenhim,sooften,baskingundersimilartributes——wasittheconjugalnotethatrobbedthemoftheirsavour?No——for,oddlyenough,itbecameapparentthathewasfondofMrs。
Gisburn——fondenoughnottoseeherabsurdity。Itwashisownabsurdityheseemedtobewincingunder——hisownattitudeasanobjectforgarlandsandincense。
“Mydear,sinceI'vechuckedpaintingpeopledon'tsaythatstuffaboutme——theysayitaboutVictorGrindle,“washisonlyprotest,asherosefromthetableandstrolledoutontothesunlitterrace。
Iglancedafterhim,struckbyhislastword。VictorGrindlewas,infact,becomingthemanofthemoment——asJackhimself,onemightputit,hadbeenthemanofthehour。Theyoungerartistwassaidtohaveformedhimselfatmyfriend'sfeet,andI
wonderedifatingeofjealousyunderlaythelatter'smysteriousabdication。Butno——foritwasnottillafterthateventthattheroseDubarrydrawing-roomshadbeguntodisplaytheir“Grindles。“
IturnedtoMrs。Gisburn,whohadlingeredtogivealumpofsugartoherspanielinthedining-room。
“WhyHAShechuckedpainting?”Iaskedabruptly。
Sheraisedhereyebrowswithahintofgood-humouredsurprise。
“Oh,hedoesn'tHAVEtonow,youknow;andIwanthimtoenjoyhimself,“shesaidquitesimply。
Ilookedaboutthespaciouswhite-panelledroom,withitsfamille-vertevasesrepeatingthetonesofthepaledamaskcurtains,anditseighteenth-centurypastelsindelicatefadedframes。
“Hashechuckedhispicturestoo?Ihaven'tseenasingleoneinthehouse。“
AslightshadeofconstraintcrossedMrs。Gisburn'sopencountenance。“It'shisridiculousmodesty,youknow。Hesaysthey'renotfittohaveabout;he'ssentthemallawayexceptone——myportrait——andthatIhavetokeepupstairs。“
Hisridiculousmodesty——Jack'smodestyabouthispictures?Mycuriositywasgrowinglikethebean-stalk。Isaidpersuasivelytomyhostess:“Imustreallyseeyourportrait,youknow。“
Sheglancedoutalmosttimorouslyattheterracewhereherhusband,lounginginahoodedchair,hadlitacigaranddrawntheRussiandeerhound'sheadbetweenhisknees。
“Well,comewhilehe'snotlooking,“shesaid,withalaughthattriedtohidehernervousness;andIfollowedherbetweenthemarbleEmperorsofthehall,andupthewidestairswithterra-
cottanymphspoisedamongflowersateachlanding。
Inthedimmestcornerofherboudoir,amidaprofusionofdelicateanddistinguishedobjects,hungoneofthefamiliarovalcanvases,intheinevitablegarlandedframe。ThemereoutlineoftheframecalledupallGisburn'spast!
Mrs。Gisburndrewbackthewindow-curtains,movedasideajardinierefullofpinkazaleas,pushedanarm-chairaway,andsaid:“Ifyoustandhereyoucanjustmanagetoseeit。Ihaditoverthemantel-piece,buthewouldn'tletitstay。“
Yes——Icouldjustmanagetoseeit——thefirstportraitofJack'sIhadeverhadtostrainmyeyesover!Usuallytheyhadtheplaceofhonour——saythecentralpanelinapaleyelloworroseDubarrydrawing-room,oramonumentaleaselplacedsothatittookthelightthroughcurtainsofoldVenetianpoint。Themoremodestplacebecamethepicturebetter;yet,asmyeyesgrewaccustomedtothehalf-light,allthecharacteristicqualitiescameout——allthehesitationsdisguisedasaudacities,thetricksofprestidigitationbywhich,withsuchconsummateskill,hemanagedtodivertattentionfromtherealbusinessofthepicturetosomeprettyirrelevanceofdetail。Mrs。Gisburn,presentinganeutralsurfacetoworkon——forming,asitwere,soinevitablythebackgroundofherownpicture——hadlentherselfinanunusualdegreetothedisplayofthisfalsevirtuosity。ThepicturewasoneofJack's“strongest,“ashisadmirerswouldhaveputit——itrepresented,onhispart,aswellingofmuscles,acongestingofveins,abalancing,straddlingandstraining,thatremindedoneofthecircus-clown'sironiceffortstoliftafeather。Itmet,inshort,ateverypointthedemandoflovelywomantobepainted“strongly“becauseshewastiredofbeingpainted“sweetly“——andyetnottoloseanatomofthesweetness。
“It'sthelasthepainted,youknow,“Mrs。Gisburnsaidwithpardonablepride。“Thelastbutone,“shecorrectedherself——
“buttheotherdoesn'tcount,becausehedestroyedit。“
“Destroyedit?”IwasabouttofollowupthiscluewhenIheardafootstepandsawJackhimselfonthethreshold。
Ashestoodthere,hishandsinthepocketsofhisvelveteencoat,thethinbrownwavesofhairpushedbackfromhiswhiteforehead,hisleansunburntcheeksfurrowedbyasmilethatliftedthetipsofaself-confidentmoustache,Ifelttowhatadegreehehadthesamequalityashispictures——thequalityoflookingclevererthanhewas。
Hiswifeglancedathimdeprecatingly,buthiseyestravelledpasthertotheportrait。
“Mr。Rickhamwantedtoseeit,“shebegan,asifexcusingherself。Heshruggedhisshoulders,stillsmiling。
“Oh,Rickhamfoundmeoutlongago,“hesaidlightly;then,passinghisarmthroughmine:“Comeandseetherestofthehouse。“
Heshowedittomewithakindofnaivesuburbanpride:thebath-rooms,thespeaking-tubes,thedress-closets,thetrouser-
presses——allthecomplexsimplificationsofthemillionaire'sdomesticeconomy。Andwhenevermywonderpaidtheexpectedtributehesaid,throwingouthischestalittle:“Yes,Ireallydon'tseehowpeoplemanagetolivewithoutthat。“
Well——itwasjusttheendonemighthaveforeseenforhim。Onlyhewas,throughitallandinspiteofitall——ashehadbeenthrough,andinspiteof,hispictures——sohandsome,socharming,sodisarming,thatonelongedtocryout:“Bedissatisfiedwithyourleisure!”asonceonehadlongedtosay:“Bedissatisfiedwithyourwork!”
But,withthecryonmylips,mydiagnosissufferedanunexpectedcheck。
“Thisismyownlair,“hesaid,leadingmeintoadarkplainroomattheendofthefloridvista。Itwassquareandbrownandleathery:no“effects“;nobric-a-brac,noneoftheairofposingforreproductioninapictureweekly——aboveall,noleastsignofeverhavingbeenusedasastudio。
ThefactbroughthometometheabsolutefinalityofJack'sbreakwithhisoldlife。
“Don'tyoueverdabblewithpaintanymore?”Iasked,stilllookingaboutforatraceofsuchactivity。
“Never,“hesaidbriefly。
“Orwater-colour——oretching?”
Hisconfidenteyesgrewdim,andhischeekspaledalittleundertheirhandsomesunburn。
“Neverthinkofit,mydearfellow——anymorethanifI'dnevertouchedabrush。“
Andhistonetoldmeinaflashthatheneverthoughtofanythingelse。
Imovedaway,instinctivelyembarrassedbymyunexpecteddiscovery;andasIturned,myeyefellonasmallpictureabovethemantel-piece——theonlyobjectbreakingtheplainoakpanellingoftheroom。
“Oh,byJove!”Isaid。
Itwasasketchofadonkey——anoldtireddonkey,standingintherainunderawall。
“ByJove——aStroud!”Icried。
Hewassilent;butIfelthimclosebehindme,breathingalittlequickly。
“Whatawonder!Madewithadozenlines——butoneverlastingfoundations。Youluckychap,wheredidyougetit?”
Heansweredslowly:“Mrs。Stroudgaveittome。“
“Ah——Ididn'tknowyouevenknewtheStrouds。Hewassuchaninflexiblehermit。“
“Ididn't——tillafter……Shesentformetopainthimwhenhewasdead。“
“Whenhewasdead?You?”
Imusthaveletalittletoomuchamazementescapethroughmysurprise,forheansweredwithadeprecatinglaugh:“Yes——she'sanawfulsimpleton,youknow,Mrs。Stroud。Heronlyideawastohavehimdonebyafashionablepainter——ah,poorStroud!Shethoughtitthesurestwayofproclaiminghisgreatness——offorcingitonapurblindpublic。AndatthemomentIwasTHE
fashionablepainter。“
“Ah,poorStroud——asyousay。WasTHAThishistory?”
“Thatwashishistory。Shebelievedinhim,gloriedinhim——orthoughtshedid。Butshecouldn'tbearnottohaveallthedrawing-roomswithher。Shecouldn'tbearthefactthat,onvarnishingdays,onecouldalwaysgetnearenoughtoseehispictures。Poorwoman!She'sjustafragmentgropingforotherfragments。StroudistheonlywholeIeverknew。“
“Youeverknew?Butyoujustsaid——“
Gisburnhadacurioussmileinhiseyes。
“Oh,Iknewhim,andheknewme——onlyithappenedafterhewasdead。“
Idroppedmyvoiceinstinctively。“Whenshesentforyou?”
“Yes——quiteinsensibletotheirony。Shewantedhimvindicated——
andbyme!”
Helaughedagain,andthrewbackhisheadtolookupatthesketchofthedonkey。“ThereweredayswhenIcouldn'tlookatthatthing——couldn'tfaceit。ButIforcedmyselftoputithere;andnowit'scuredme——curedme。That'sthereasonwhyI
don'tdabbleanymore,mydearRickham;orratherStroudhimselfisthereason。“
Forthefirsttimemyidlecuriosityaboutmycompanionturnedintoaseriousdesiretounderstandhimbetter。
“Iwishyou'dtellmehowithappened,“Isaid。
Hestoodlookingupatthesketch,andtwirlingbetweenhisfingersacigarettehehadforgottentolight。Suddenlyheturnedtowardme。
“I'dratherliketotellyou——becauseI'vealwayssuspectedyouofloathingmywork。“
Imadeadeprecatinggesture,whichhenegativedwithagood-
humouredshrug。
“Oh,Ididn'tcareastrawwhenIbelievedinmyself——andnowit'sanaddedtiebetweenus!”
Helaughedslightly,withoutbitterness,andpushedoneofthedeeparm-chairsforward。“There:makeyourselfcomfortable——andherearethecigarsyoulike。“
Heplacedthematmyelbowandcontinuedtowanderupanddowntheroom,stoppingnowandthenbeneaththepicture。
“Howithappened?Icantellyouinfiveminutes——anditdidn'ttakemuchlongertohappen……IcanremembernowhowsurprisedandpleasedIwaswhenIgotMrs。Stroud'snote。Ofcourse,deepdown,IhadalwaysFELTtherewasnoonelikehim——
onlyIhadgonewiththestream,echoedtheusualplatitudesabouthim,tillIhalfgottothinkhewasafailure,oneofthekindthatareleftbehind。ByJove,andheWASleftbehind——
becausehehadcometostay!Therestofushadtoletourselvesbesweptalongorgounder,buthewashighabovethecurrent——oneverlastingfoundations,asyousay。
“Well,Iwentofftothehouseinmymostegregiousmood——rathermoved,Lordforgiveme,atthepathosofpoorStroud'scareeroffailurebeingcrownedbythegloryofmypaintinghim!OfcourseImeanttodothepicturefornothing——ItoldMrs。Stroudsowhenshebegantostammersomethingaboutherpoverty。IremembergettingoffaprodigiousphraseaboutthehonourbeingMINE——oh,Iwasprincely,mydearRickham!Iwasposingtomyselflikeoneofmyownsitters。
“ThenIwastakenupandleftalonewithhim。Ihadsentallmytrapsinadvance,andIhadonlytosetuptheeaselandgettowork。Hehadbeendeadonlytwenty-fourhours,andhediedsuddenly,ofheartdisease,sothattherehadbeennopreliminaryworkofdestruction——hisfacewasclearanduntouched。Ihadmethimonceortwice,yearsbefore,andthoughthiminsignificantanddingy。NowIsawthathewassuperb。
“Iwasgladatfirst,withamerelyaestheticsatisfaction:gladtohavemyhandonsucha'subject。'Thenhisstrangelife-
likenessbegantoaffectmequeerly——asIblockedtheheadinI
feltasifhewerewatchingmedoit。Thesensationwasfollowedbythethought:ifheWEREwatchingme,whatwouldhesaytomywayofworking?Mystrokesbegantogoalittlewild——Ifeltnervousanduncertain。
“Once,whenIlookedup,Iseemedtoseeasmilebehindhisclosegrayishbeard——asifhehadthesecret,andwereamusinghimselfbyholdingitbackfromme。Thatexasperatedmestillmore。Thesecret?Why,Ihadasecretworthtwentyofhis!Idashedatthecanvasfuriously,andtriedsomeofmybravuratricks。Buttheyfailedme,theycrumbled。Isawthathewasn'twatchingtheshowybits——Icouldn'tdistracthisattention;hejustkepthiseyesonthehardpassagesbetween。ThoseweretheonesIhadalwaysshirked,orcoveredupwithsomelyingpaint。Andhowhesawthroughmylies!
“Ilookedupagain,andcaughtsightofthatsketchofthedonkeyhangingonthewallnearhisbed。Hiswifetoldmeafterwarditwasthelastthinghehaddone——justanotetakenwithashakinghand,whenhewasdowninDevonshirerecoveringfromapreviousheartattack。Justanote!Butittellshiswholehistory。
Thereareyearsofpatientscornfulpersistenceineveryline。A
manwhohadswumwiththecurrentcouldneverhavelearnedthatmightyup-streamstroke……
“Iturnedbacktomywork,andwentongropingandmuddling;thenIlookedatthedonkeyagain。Isawthat,whenStroudlaidinthefirststroke,heknewjustwhattheendwouldbe。Hehadpossessedhissubject,absorbedit,recreatedit。WhenhadI
donethatwithanyofmythings?Theyhadn'tbeenbornofme——I
hadjustadoptedthem……
“Hangit,Rickham,withthatfacewatchingmeIcouldn'tdoanotherstroke。Theplaintruthwas,Ididn'tknowwheretoputit——IHADNEVERKNOWN。Only,withmysittersandmypublic,ashowysplashofcolourcoveredupthefact——Ijustthrewpaintintotheirfaces……Well,paintwastheonemediumthosedeadeyescouldseethrough——seestraighttothetotteringfoundationsunderneath。Don'tyouknowhow,intalkingaforeignlanguage,evenfluently,onesayshalfthetimenotwhatonewantstobutwhatonecan?Well——thatwasthewayIpainted;andashelaythereandwatchedme,thethingtheycalledmy'technique'collapsedlikeahouseofcards。Hedidn'tsneer,youunderstand,poorStroud——hejustlaytherequietlywatching,andonhislips,throughthegraybeard,Iseemedtohearthequestion:'Areyousureyouknowwhereyou'recomingout?'
“IfIcouldhavepaintedthatface,withthatquestiononit,I
shouldhavedoneagreatthing。ThenextgreatestthingwastoseethatIcouldn't——andthatgracewasgivenme。But,oh,atthatminute,Rickham,wasthereanythingonearthIwouldn'thavegiventohaveStroudalivebeforeme,andtohearhimsay:'It'snottoolate——I'llshowyouhow'?
“ItWAStoolate——itwouldhavebeen,evenifhe'dbeenalive。I
packedupmytraps,andwentdownandtoldMrs。Stroud。OfcourseIdidn'ttellherTHAT——itwouldhavebeenGreektoher。
IsimplysaidIcouldn'tpainthim,thatIwastoomoved。Sheratherlikedtheidea——she'ssoromantic!Itwasthatthatmadehergivemethedonkey。Butshewasterriblyupsetatnotgettingtheportrait——shedidsowanthim'done'bysomeoneshowy!AtfirstIwasafraidshewouldn'tletmeoff——andatmywits'endIsuggestedGrindle。Yes,itwasIwhostartedGrindle:ItoldMrs。Stroudhewasthe'coming'man,andshetoldsomebodyelse,andsoitgottobetrue……AndhepaintedStroudwithoutwincing;andshehungthepictureamongherhusband'sthings……“
Heflunghimselfdowninthearm-chairnearmine,laidbackhishead,andclaspinghisarmsbeneathit,lookedupatthepictureabovethechimney-piece。
“IliketofancythatStroudhimselfwouldhavegivenittome,ifhe'dbeenabletosaywhathethoughtthatday。“
And,inanswertoaquestionIputhalf-mechanically——“Beginagain?”heflashedout。“WhentheonethingthatbringsmeanywherenearhimisthatIknewenoughtoleaveoff?”
Hestoodupandlaidhishandonmyshoulderwithalaugh。“OnlytheironyofitisthatIAMstillpainting——sinceGrindle'sdoingitforme!TheStroudsstandalone,andhappenonce——butthere'snoexterminatingourkindofart。“
TheEndofTheVerdictTHERECKONING
August,1902
I
“Themarriagelawofthenewdispensationwillbe:THOUSHALTNOT
BEUNFAITHFUL——TOTHYSELF。“
Adiscreetmurmurofapprovalfilledthestudio,andthroughthehazeofcigarettesmokeMrs。ClementWestall,asherhusbanddescendedfromhisimprovisedplatform,sawhimmergedinacongratulatorygroupofladies。Westall'sinformaltalkson“TheNewEthics“haddrawnabouthimaneagerfollowingofthementallyunemployed——thosewho,ashehadoncephrasedit,likedtohavetheirbrain-foodcutupforthem。Thetalkshadbegunbyaccident。Westall'sideaswereknowntobe“advanced,“buthithertotheiradvancehadnotbeeninthedirectionofpublicity。Hehadbeen,inhiswife'sopinion,almostpusillanimouslycarefulnottolethispersonalviewsendangerhisprofessionalstanding。Oflate,however,hehadshownapuzzlingtendencytodogmatize,tothrowdownthegauntlet,toflaunthisprivatecodeinthefaceofsociety;andtherelationofthesexesbeingatopicalwayssureofanaudience,afewadmiringfriendshadpersuadedhimtogivehisafter-dinneropinionsalargercirculationbysummingthemupinaseriesoftalksattheVanSiderenstudio。
TheHerbertVanSiderenswereacouplewhosubsisted,socially,onthefactthattheyhadastudio。VanSideren'spictureswerechieflyvaluableasaccessoriestothemiseenscenewhichdifferentiatedhiswife's“afternoons“fromtheblightingfunctionsheldinlongNewYorkdrawing-rooms,andpermittedhertooffertheirfriendswhiskey-and-sodainsteadoftea。Mrs。VanSideren,forherpart,wasskilledinmakingthemostofthekindofatmospherewhichalay-figureandaneaselcreate;andifattimesshefoundtheillusionhardtomaintain,andlostcouragetotheextentofalmostwishingthatHerbertcouldpaint,shepromptlyovercamesuchmomentsofweaknessbycallinginsomefreshtalent,someextraneousre-enforcementofthe“artistic“
impression。ItwasinquestofsuchaidthatshehadseizedonWestall,coaxinghim,somewhattohiswife'ssurprise,intoaflatteredparticipationinherfraud。Itwasvaguelyfelt,intheVanSiderencircle,thatalltheaudacitieswereartistic,andthatateacherwhopronouncedmarriageimmoralwassomehowasdistinguishedasapainterwhodepictedpurplegrassandagreensky。TheVanSiderensetweretiredoftheconventionalcolor-
schemeinartandconduct。
JuliaWestallhadlonghadherownviewsontheimmoralityofmarriage;shemightindeedhaveclaimedherhusbandasadisciple。Intheearlydaysoftheirunionshehadsecretlyresentedhisdisinclinationtoproclaimhimselfafollowerofthenewcreed;hadbeeninclinedtotaxhimwithmoralcowardice,withafailuretoliveuptotheconvictionsforwhichtheirmarriagewassupposedtostand。Thatwasinthefirstburstofpropagandism,when,womanlike,shewantedtoturnherdisobedienceintoalaw。Nowshefeltdifferently。Shecouldhardlyaccountforthechange,yetbeingawomanwhoneverallowedherimpulsestoremainunaccountedfor,shetriedtodosobysayingthatshedidnotcaretohavethearticlesofherfaithmisinterpretedbythevulgar。Inthisconnection,shewasbeginningtothinkthatalmosteveryonewasvulgar;certainlytherewerefewtowhomshewouldhavecaredtointrustthedefenceofsoesotericadoctrine。AnditwaspreciselyatthispointthatWestall,discardinghisunspokenprinciples,hadchosentodescendfromtheheightsofprivacy,andstandhawkinghisconvictionsatthestreet-corner!
ItwasUnaVanSiderenwho,onthisoccasion,unconsciouslyfocusseduponherselfMrs。Westall'swanderingresentment。Inthefirstplace,thegirlhadnobusinesstobethere。Itwas“horrid“——Mrs。Westallfoundherselfslippingbackintotheoldfemininevocabulary——simply“horrid“tothinkofayounggirl'sbeingallowedtolistentosuchtalk。ThefactthatUnasmokedcigarettesandsippedanoccasionalcocktaildidnotintheleasttarnishacertainradiantinnocencywhichmadeherappearthevictim,ratherthantheaccomplice,ofherparents'vulgarities。
JuliaWestallfeltinahothelplesswaythatsomethingoughttobedone——thatsomeoneoughttospeaktothegirl'smother。AndjustthenUnaglidedup。
“Oh,Mrs。Westall,howbeautifulitwas!”Unafixedherwithlargelimpideyes。“Youbelieveitall,Isuppose?”sheaskedwithseraphicgravity。
“All——what,mydearchild?”
Thegirlshoneonher。“Aboutthehigherlife——thefreerexpansionoftheindividual——thelawoffidelitytoone'sself,“
shegliblyrecited。
Mrs。Westall,toherownwonder,blushedadeepandburningblush。
“MydearUna,“shesaid,“youdon'tintheleastunderstandwhatit'sallabout!”
MissVanSiderenstared,withaslowlyansweringblush。“Don'tYOU,then?”shemurmured。
Mrs。Westalllaughed。“Notalways——oraltogether!ButIshouldlikesometea,please。“
Unaledhertothecornerwhereinnocentbeveragesweredispensed。AsJuliareceivedhercupshescrutinizedthegirlmorecarefully。Itwasnotsuchagirlishface,afterall——
definitelineswereformingundertherosyhazeofyouth。ShereflectedthatUnamustbesix-and-twenty,andwonderedwhyshehadnotmarried。Anicestockofideasshewouldhaveasherdower!IfTHEYweretobeapartofthemoderngirl'strousseau——
Mrs。Westallcaughtherselfupwithastart。Itwasasthoughsomeoneelsehadbeenspeaking——astrangerwhohadborrowedherownvoice:shefeltherselfthedupeofsomefantasticmentalventriloquism。ConcludingsuddenlythattheroomwasstiflingandUna'steatoosweet,shesetdownhercup,andlookedaboutforWestall:tomeethiseyeshadlongbeenherrefugefromeveryuncertainty。Shemetthemnow,butonly,asshefelt,intransit;theyincludedherparentheticallyinalargerflight。
Shefollowedtheflight,anditcarriedhertoacornertowhichUnahadwithdrawn——oneofthepalmynookstowhichMrs。VanSiderenattributedthesuccessofherSaturdays。Westall,amomentlater,hadovertakenhislook,andfoundaplaceatthegirl'sside。Shebentforward,speakingeagerly;heleanedback,listening,withthedepreciatorysmilewhichactedasafiltertoflattery,enablinghimtoswallowthestrongestdoseswithoutapparentgrossnessofappetite。Juliawincedatherowndefinitionofthesmile。
Onthewayhome,inthedesertedwinterdusk,Westallsurprisedhiswifebyasuddenboyishpressureofherarm。“DidIopentheireyesabit?DidItellthemwhatyouwantedmeto?”heaskedgaily。
Almostunconsciously,sheletherarmslipfromhis。“WhatI
wanted——?”
“Why,haven'tyou——allthistime?”Shecaughtthehonestwonderofhistone。“Isomehowfanciedyou'dratherblamedmefornottalkingmoreopenly——before——You'vemademefeel,attimes,thatIwassacrificingprinciplestoexpediency。“
Shepausedamomentoverherreply;thensheaskedquietly:“Whatmadeyoudecidenotto——anylonger?”
Shefeltagainthevibrationofafaintsurprise。“Why——thewishtopleaseyou!”heanswered,almosttoosimply。
“Iwishyouwouldnotgoon,then,“shesaidabruptly。
Hestoppedinhisquickwalk,andshefelthisstarethroughthedarkness。
“Notgoon——?”
“Callahansom,please。I'mtired,“brokefromherwithasuddenrushofphysicalweariness。
Instantlyhissolicitudeenvelopedher。Theroomhadbeeninfernallyhot——andthenthatconfoundedcigarettesmoke——hehadnoticedonceortwicethatshelookedpale——shemustn'tcometoanotherSaturday。Shefeltherselfyielding,asshealwaysdid,tothewarminfluenceofhisconcernforher,thefeminineinherleaningonthemaninhimwithaconsciousintensityofabandonment。Heputherinthehansom,andherhandstoleintohisinthedarkness。Atearortworose,andsheletthemfall。
Itwassodelicioustocryoverimaginarytroubles!
Thatevening,afterdinner,hesurprisedherbyrevertingtothesubjectofhistalk。Hecombinedaman'sdislikeofuncomfortablequestionswithanalmostfeminineskillineludingthem;andsheknewthatifhereturnedtothesubjecthemusthavesomespecialreasonfordoingso。
“YouseemnottohavecaredforwhatIsaidthisafternoon。DidIputthecasebadly?”
“No——youputitverywell。“
“Thenwhatdidyoumeanbysayingthatyouwouldrathernothavemegoonwithit?”
Sheglancedathimnervously,herignoranceofhisintentiondeepeninghersenseofhelplessness。
“Idon'tthinkIcaretohearsuchthingsdiscussedinpublic。“
“Idon'tunderstandyou,“heexclaimed。Againthefeelingthathissurprisewasgenuinegaveanairofobliquitytoherownattitude。Shewasnotsurethatsheunderstoodherself。
“Won'tyouexplain?”hesaidwithatingeofimpatience。
Hereyeswanderedaboutthefamiliardrawing-roomwhichhadbeenthesceneofsomanyoftheireveningconfidences。Theshadedlamps,thequiet-coloredwallshungwithmezzotints,thepalespringflowersscatteredhereandthereinVeniceglassesandbowlsofoldSevres,recalled,shehardlyknewwhy,theapartmentinwhichtheeveningsofherfirstmarriagehadbeenpassed——awildernessofrosewoodandupholstery,withapictureofaRomanpeasantabovethemantel-piece,andaGreekslavein“statuarymarble“betweenthefolding-doorsofthebackdrawing-room。Itwasaroomwithwhichshehadneverbeenabletoestablishanycloserrelationthanthatbetweenatravellerandarailwaystation;andnow,asshelookedaboutatthesurroundingswhichstoodforherdeepestaffinities——theroomforwhichshehadleftthatotherroom——shewasstartledbythesamesenseofstrangenessandunfamiliarity。Theprints,theflowers,thesubduedtonesoftheoldporcelains,seemedtotypifyasuperficialrefinementthathadnorelationtothedeepersignificancesoflife。
Suddenlysheheardherhusbandrepeatinghisquestion。
“Idon'tknowthatIcanexplain,“shefaltered。
Hedrewhisarm-chairforwardsothathefacedheracrossthehearth。Thelightofareading-lampfellonhisfinelydrawnface,whichhadakindofsurface-sensitivenessakintothesurface-refinementofitssetting。
“Isitthatyounolongerbelieveinourideas?”heasked。
“Inourideas——?”
“TheideasIamtryingtoteach。TheideasyouandIaresupposedtostandfor。“Hepausedamoment。“Theideasonwhichourmarriagewasfounded。“