TheyfoundMissAgnesinthedrawing-room;she,itseemed,alreadyknewofHazlehurst'sdeparture。Shesaidlittleonthesubject,butlookedanxiousandabsent。Elinorscarcelyknewwhattothink;shewasafraidtotrustherselftomakeanyinquiries,preferringtowaituntilalonewithherauntafterbreakfast。Themealpassedoverinsilence。Mr。Wyllyslookeduneasy;Elinorwasatalosstoknowwhattothink;neitheroftheladiespaidmuchattentiontothemorningmealthatday。
MissAgnesrosefromtable,andwenttoherownroom;Elinor,neglectingherusualtaskashousekeeper,hastenedtofollowheraunt,hermindfilledwithindistinctfearsandanxieties。MissAgneswaswalkingaboutherroom,lookingpainedanddistressed。
Severalletterswerelyingonatablenearher;twowereunopened;oneshehadbeenreading。
“Letters!——mydearAunt,fromwhom?Tellme,Iconjureyou,whatyouknow!HasanythinghappenedtoLouisa——toJane?DidHarryleavenomessageforme?”criedElinor,hurryingtowardsheraunt,whosefaceshewatchedforananswertoeachquestion,assheaskedit。MissWyllysmadeanefforttocomposeherself,andheldoutherhandtoElinor。
“MydearestAunt!——praytellmewhatdistressesyou——Ha!Harry'shandwriting!”sheexclaimed,ashereyefellontheopenletterbyMissWyllys——“IknowthatletterisfromHarry;donotconcealanything;isitforme?”
“Thisletteristome,mychild,“repliedheraunt,takinguptheoneshehadbeenreading;wishingtogiveElinorallthepreparationinherpower,forablowwhichsheknewmustfallheavily,sinceitwassoentirelyunexpected。
“Buttherearetwootherletters,“criedElinor,“oneofthemisforme,Iamsure。Letmeseeitatonce,Aunt;youcannotdenythatitisforme——andifitcontainbadnews,youknowthatI
cancommandmyselfwhennecessary。“
MissAgnes'shandtrembledasshetooktheletters。
“Mychild!MybelovedElinor!”shesaid。
“DearestAunt,youtortureme!Tellme,Ibeseechyou,whatwehavetofear!”
“Youshallknowall,“MissAgnesreplied,seatingherself;andendeavouringtobecalm。“Youwillbemuchdistressed,mychild;
butIknowthatyouwillbenow,whatyoualwayshavebeen,reasonable,andtruetoyourself——toyourgrandfather——tome,“
addedMissWyllys,inavoicealmostinarticulate。
AthousandindistinctideaspassedthroughElinor'smindwiththerapidityoflightning,whileherauntwasspeaking;illnessofsomeabsentfriendsuggesteditself——yetwhocoulditbe?NotHarry,surely,forhehadgoneovertoUpperLewistonthatmorning——yetherfearsinstinctivelycentreduponHazlehurst。
“ItissomethingrelatingtoHarry,Iamsure,“shesaid。“Isheill?——isheintrouble?”sheaskedinafaintvoice,whileaprayerforresignationsprangfromherheart,withthewords。
“Youareright,“repliedMissWyllys,inafalteringvoice;andseatingherselfbyherniece,shecontinued,“Heiswell。Ifheisintrouble,itisfromhisownchoice。Haveyounosuspicions,mydearestchild,ofwhathashappened?”
“Suspicions!”——exclaimedElinor,inastonishment,“whatisthereformetosuspect?MydearestAunt,Iammoreandmoreperplexed——explainitallyourself——whoisityouareconcernedfor?”
“Myonlyconcernisforyou,dearest;myonlyregret,thattroubleshouldhavebeenbroughtonyoubythosedeartoyou——byyourgrandfather,bymyself,byyourcousins。“
“Byyou!——bymycousins——whatcousins?”
“Harry——Jane——Haveyouremarkednothing?”
“Harry!whatcanhehavedone?”
“Youmustforgethim,“saidMissWyllys;andasElinorlookedeagerlyinheraunt'seyes,shereadthereallthatMissAgneshadnotcouragetotellinwords。
Halfstartingfromherseat,sheexclaimed,“Harry!——andJanetoo!”andasadeadlypalenesscameoverherface,shefellback,unconscious,onthesofa。Herfaintnesslastedbutamoment;tooshortatime,indeed,toallowtheimpressionofwhatshehadheardtopassfromhermind。Sheburstintotears。“Oh,AuntAgnes!——Isitreallytrue?——CanHarryhavechanged?canhehavebeensounkindtome?——AndJane,too!”sheexclaimedatintervals。
Herauntansweredonlybyhercaresses,silentlypressingherlipsuponElinor'sforehead。
ElinorthrewherarmsaboutMissAgnes'sneck,weepingbitterly。
“Butisitreallytrue?Istherenotsomemistake?Isitpossiblehefeltsolittleforme?Oh,dearestAunt!——andJane,too!”
MissWyllyssaidthatsheknewnothingofJane'sfeelings;butthatthemannerofbothJaneandHarryhadstruckherseveraltimesassingular;thoughnowbuttooeasilyaccountedfor。
Duringthelasttendays,shehadbeguntofearsomethingwrong。
“Never,foronesecond,hadIadoubtofeither!”criedElinor。
Shenowdreadedtoreceivetheletter,shehadbeforeaskedforsoeagerly。
ApackagehadbeengivenbyHarrytothechambermaid,thatmorning,requestinghertoplaceitinMissAgnes'shandsassoonassheleftherroom。Itcontainedthreeletters。ThattoMissAgnesherself,wasfullandexplicit。Henowwrote,hesaid,becausehefeltconcealmenttobenolongerpossible,afterthemannerinwhichhehadbetrayedhimselfonhearingofthesteamboataccident。HefeltconvincedthathisemotionhadbeenobservedbyMissWyllys,andhealmosthopedthesuspicionsofElinorhadbeenaroused。Hehopedit,forhefeltthatlongerconcealmentwouldbeunworthyofElinor,andofhimself,sincehehadnotbeenabletocontrolhisfeelings。Heacknowledgedthatafrankconfessionwasnowduetoher。
“Iknow,“hesaid,“thatyouwillreproachmeseverelyformywantoffaith,andIfeelthatIdeservefarmorethanyouwillsay。ButdonotthinkthatIerredfromdeliberateforgetfulnessofallthatIowedtoElinor。Iwasforalongtimeunconsciousofthestateofmyownfeelings;andwhenatlengthIcouldnolongerdeceivemyself,thediscoveryofmyweaknesswasdeeplypainfulandmortifying。Youknowwhathasbeenmysituationsincelastspring——youknowtowhatIhavebeenexposed。Greatercautionmightnodoubthavebeenused,hadInotbeenmisledbyblindness,orself-confidence,orvanity,callitwhatyouplease。NoonecanreproachmeasseverelyasIreproachmyself。
ButalthoughmyfeelingshadescapedmyowncontrolbeforeIknewit,yetIdeterminedfromthefirstthatmyactionsshouldatleastbeworthyofElinor。Iinstantlybecamemoreguarded。Nohumanbeing,Ibelieve,untilto-day,suspectedmyfolly。DonotreproachJane。Thefaultisentirelywithme;Janehasbeenblamelessthroughout。“
HeconcludedbyhopingthathisletterwouldnotforamomentbeconsideredbyMissWyllysorElinor,asanattempttobreakhisengagement,whichhewasstillanxioustofulfil。Buthethoughtthat,nowtheexplanationhadbeenmade,aseparationforsometimewouldbepreferableforallparties。Heproposedtotravelforsixmonths,andattheendofthattimebehopedtohaveconqueredhisownweakness,andtobeforgivenbyElinor。
BittertearswereshedbyElinor,inreadingthisletter。
Thenotetoherselfwasshort。Hehadnotthecouragetorepeattoherdirectly,whathehadsaidtoMissWyllys。
“Ifeelunworthyofyou,Elinor,andIcannotendurelongertodeceivesogenerousatemperasyours。Youmusthaveremarkedmyemotionthismorning——MissWyllysnowknowsall;Ireferyoutoher。Ishallneverceasetoreproachmyselfformyunpardonableingratitude。Butpainfulasitistoconfessit,itwouldhavebeenintolerabletoplaythehypocriteanylonger,bycontinuingtoreceiveproofsofkindnesswhichInolongerdeserve。Itismyhope,thatintimeyouwillforgiveme;thoughIshallneverforgivemyself。
“H。H。“
Therearesaidtobeyoungladieswithheartssotender,astobecapableoftwoorthreedifferentloveaffairs,andanunlimitednumberofflirtations,inthecourseofatwelvemonth;butElinor'sdispositionwasofaverydifferentstamp。Herfeelingswerealltrueandstrong;herattachmentforHarrylittleresembledthatmixtureofcapriceandvanitytowhichsomeyoungpeoplegivethenameoflove。Withsomethingoffancy,andashareoftheweakness,nodoubt,itwasyetanaffectiontowhicheverybetterqualityofhernaturehadcontributeditsshare。
Hazlehurst'sdeterminationnevertoforgivehimselfforthesorrowhehadcausedher,wasajustone。Hisficklenesshaddeeplywoundedaheart,warm,true,andgenerous,aseverbeatinawoman'sbosom。
BitterlydidElinorweep,thatfirstdayofgrief,humiliation,anddisappointment。Shedidnothesitate,however,foramoment,astothecoursetobepursued,andevenfeltindignantthatHarryshouldhavebelievedhercapableofholdinghimtohisengagement,withthefeelingshehadavowed。Sheansweredhisnoteassoonasshecouldcommandherselfsufficientlytowrite。
“Idonotblameyou——yourconductwasbutnatural;onemoreexperienced,ormoreprudentthanmyself,wouldprobablyhaveforeseenit。Hadyouleftmeinignoranceofthetruthuntiltoolate,Ishouldthenhavebeenmiserableindeed。Myauntwilltakethefirstopportunityoflettingourmutualfriendsknowthepositioninwhichitisbestweshouldcontinueforthefuture。
MayyoubehappywithJane。
“ELINORWYLLYS。“
Elinor,atthismoment,feltkeenlythedisadvantagesofhomeliness,whichshehadhithertobornesocheerfully,andhadneveryetconsideredanevil。Beautynowappearedtoherasablessedgiftindeed。
“HadInotbeensounfortunatelyplain,“thoughtElinor,“surelyHarrycouldnothaveforgottenmesosoon。Oh,“sheexclaimed,“hadIbutasmallportionofthatbeautywhichsomanygirlswasteupontheworld,uponmerevanity;whichtheyaresoreadytocarryabouttopublicplaces——throughtheverystreets,tocatchtheeyeofeverypassingstranger,howhighlyshouldI
prizeit,onlyforthesakeofpleasingthoseIlove!Whatahappythoughtitmustbetothoseblessedwithbeauty,thattheeyesoftheirnearestanddearestfriendsneverrestuponthembutwithpleasure!HowwillinglywouldIconsenttoremainplaintougliness,plainasIam,intheeyesoftheworld,forthepreciouspowerofpleasingthoseIlove!”
Mr。WyllysandMissAgnes,ofcourse,approvedthestepElinorhadtaken。TheywerebothdeeplypainedbyHarry'sconduct;theybothregrettedhavingallowedtheengagementtotakeplacesoearly,andatthemomentofHarry'sabsence。MissWyllys,indeed,blamedherselfseverelyfornothavingusedallherinfluencetopreventit。Withherfather,onthecontrary,indignationagainstHarrywasthestrongestfeeling。
“Heartlessyoungcoxcomb!”heexclaimed;“todaretotriflewithElinor。Ihadagoodopinionofhim;Ithoughthehadtoomuchsense,andtoomuchfeeling,nottoappreciateElinor,thoughherfacemaynotbeasprettyassomeothers。Agnes,hemustneverbeaskedtoWyllys-Roofagain。Icanneverforgethistreatmentofmygrandchild。“
CHAPTERXVII。
“Maythisbeso?”
SHAKSPEARE。
{WilliamShakespeare,“MuchAdoAboutNothing“,III。ii。117}
WHILEthefamilyatWyllys-Roofwereinthisdistress,MissAgneshadreceivedthepartingvisitoftheTaylors。TheporticosofColonnadeManorrosebeforeclosedwindows;thehousewasabandonedforthewinter;whileMr。TaylorandMissAdelinewereengagedinputtingthefinishingtouchtotheeleganceofNo。
fivehundredand——,Broadway,preparatorytothedisplayofthewinter。
Mr。TaylorwasgettingathomeinNewYork。Theatmosphereofalargetown,thoroughlycommercial,wasjustfittedtohisnature。
HehadcertainlyeveryreasontobesatisfiedwiththerapiditywithwhichhehadmountedtowardsthetopoftheWall-Streetladder。Hewasalreadycheek-by-jowlwithcertainheavymenoftheplace;hewalkeddownBroadwayofamorningwith“Mr。A。oftheOcean,“andupagainofanafternoonwith“Mr。B。oftheHoboken;“heknewsomethingofmostofthegreatmenofthecommercialworld;andasfortherestofthecommunity,hecaredlittleenoughforthemortheirinterests。Hishousewasashandsomeandasfinelyfurnishedashecouldwish,hischildrenwereasexpensivelydressed,asexpensivelyschooled,asanyintheland。Hehadbecomeaccustomedtothefirstburstofluxury,andbeganalreadytolookuponahundredthingsasnecessaries,oftheusesofwhichhehadbeenignorantfiveyearsbefore。HethoughtNewYorkacommercialparadise;notonlytheplacetomakeafortune,buttheveryspottospenditin。HewonderedatMr。Hubbard;whocouldbesatisfiedtoretirefrombusinesssoearly,andwascontenttoliveatLongbridge,thevillagewherehewasborn。Mr。Taylorlookeduponhimselfasalreadyagreatman,butheintendedtobeagreatermanstill,byamillion,ormore。
AboutaweekaftertheTaylorsarrivedintown,theygaveaparty——quiteasmallaffair,verysociable,someeightyorninetypeopleonly。Thefollowingmorning,Mrs。Taylor,fatiguedwiththetoilsandcaresofgaiety,wenttoherownroomtorefreshherselfbydarningmorestockingsthanusual;whileMr。Taylor,whohadlabouredhardtheeveningbeforebyendeavouringtobevery'affable'tosometwentynewacquaintances,soughtthereliefofhiscounting-house。AshewalkeddownBroadway,histhoughtsweredividedbetweentwosubjects。Hehadpurchasedsomelotsthepreviousweek,whichprovedsoindifferentabargain,thathewasanxioustopersuadeaparticularfriendtotakethemoffhishands。Hehadalsojustreceivedletterfromhisson,latelyTomTaylor,nowT。TallmanTaylor,Esquire。Theyoungmanhadmadeveryheavydemandsuponhisfather'sbankerlately。Mr。
Taylorwasperfectlysatisfiedthathissonshouldspendhismoneyfreely,andhadgivenhimaveryliberalallowance,thathemightbeenabledtocutafigureamonghiscountrymeninParis。
Buthisprogressinacquiringhabitsofextravagancehadbecomeoflaterathermorerapidthanwasdesirable。Ashewastoreturn,however,inthecourseofafewweeks,hisfatherhopedthathewouldbeabletoplaythedandyinNewYorkatlesscostthaninParis。
Mr。Taylor'smeditationswereinterruptedbyMrs。Hilson,whostoppedtospeaktohimashepassed;shewishedtoinquireifMissAdelinewereathome,asshewasanxioustoseeher,havingapieceofnewstocommunicate。Havinggivenasatisfactoryanswer,themerchantpursuedhiscoursetowardstheregionsofcommerce,atoneextremityofBroadway,andthecity-ladywentherwaytowardstheregionsoffashionintheoppositedirection。
Mrs。Hilsonhadalreadyreturnedtohersuiteofapartments,andherintimatefriend,Mrs。Bagman。Attheboarding-houseshepatronised;andeverymorningbetweenthehoursoftwelveandthree,shemightbeseenatthewindowofthedrawing-room,ifitrained,orflittingupanddownBroadwayifthesunshone,generallyattendedbyCaptainKockney,thelong{sic}Englishman,whomshetookgreatpleasureinshowingofftothepublic。Onthepresentoccasionshewasalonehowever,andfortunateenoughtofindMissAdelineandtheFrenchfurniturevisible,foritwasthefirsttimeshehadbeeninthenewhouse。Therose-coloureddamask,andthepea-greensatinofthetwodrawing-roomswasmuchadmired,andmanycomplimentswerelavisheduponthegiltclocks,theSevresvases,&c。,whenMrs。HilsonrememberedshehadapieceofnewstosharewithMissTaylor。
“Andsuchnews——sounexpectedtousall;youwillbesosurprised!TheengagementbetweenMissWyllysandMr。Hazlehurstisactuallybrokenoff!”
AdelinewasnotsomuchastonishedasMrs。Hilsonsupposedshewouldbe。
“Iamveryquickatseeingsuchthings,“shesaid。“Iwassureitwouldcometothat;thoughMissWyllysdidnotseemtosuspectanythingherself。Butnowonder——anengagementoftwoyearsistoolongforanybody。IamsurethatintwoyearsIshouldgettiredofthehandsomestbeauinNewYork。“
Theladieshadeachtheirsurmisesastowhichofthepartieshadtakenthefirststep,andwhatwasprobablythecause;butalthoughMissTaylorhadaprettycorrectideaofthestateofthings,shedidnotexpressheropiniononthesubjectverydecidedly。Mrs。Hilsonsoonmadehercurtsey,expressingthehopethattheyshouldseeeachotherveryoftenduringthewinter;ahopewhichMissAdelinewasdeterminednottogratify,forMrs。
Hilson'sstandingwasnotsufficientlyfashionabletosatisfyher。Thevisitorhadnosoonerlefttheroom,thansheranupstairstoputonherlastParishat,andherhandsomestcashmere,andthenhurriedofftoBarclay-StreettoenjoyaconfidentialmeetingwithJane。
Theyoungladieswereclosetedtogetherforanhour。Wehavenoauthorityforrevealingwhatpassed,andcanonlyobservethatJanereturnedtothedrawing-roomwithaheightenedcolour,andtherewasacertainexpressionofmysterystilllingeringaboutMissAdeline'sface。
“HaveyouanycommandsforBoston,Mrs。Graham?”theyoungladyinquiredinherusualflippantmanner。“IthinkIshallgotherenextweek,topayashortvisittoafriendofmine;IwishI
couldhearofanescort。“
Mrs。Grahamthankedhercivilly,butdeclinedtheofferofherservices。
“HaveyoureallymadeupyourmindtogotoBoston?”askedJane。
“Why,notpositively。Itdepends,asIsaidbefore,uponmyfindinganescort。Ihavesixpressinginvitationsfromdifferentquarters,mostofthemacquaintancesthatImadelastsummeratSaratoga;andIhavebeenhesitatingbetweenAlbany,Boston,orBaltimore。Iamdeterminedtogosomewheretospendthenextthreeweeks,tillthegaietybeginsinearnest,andTallmancomesback。“
“Isyourbrotherexpectedsosoon?”askedMrs。Graham。
“Yes,hemusthavesailednow。Weheardfromhimlastnight;hewillbeherenextmonth,Ihope,justintimeforthefirstgreatparties。Whatwouldyouadvisemetodo,Jane,togetridofthetimeuntilthen?”
“Ihadmuchratheryouwouldstayathome;ifyougo,Ishallmissyouverymuch。“
“Butthenweshallhavethepleasureofcorresponding——Iliketheexcitementofreceivingagoodlongletter,fullofnonsense,aboveallthings。“
“Youmustnotforgettoletmeknowwhichwayyouarereallygoing,“saidJane。“Iwillwrite,thoughIcan'tpromiseyoualongletter;Ineverwrotealongletterinmylife。“
“Well,youmustwrite,atanyrate,Ishallseeyouhalf-a-dozentimesbetweenthisandMonday。IratherthinkIshalldecideuponBoston。MissLawrencesaystherearesomedelightfulyounggentlementhere,andhaspromisedtogivemeaball。IfIgo,I
shalltryhardtobringMissLawrencebackwithme。Mind,Jane,youdon'tmaketoomanyconquestswhileIamgone。YoumustreserveyourselffortheoneIhaverecommendedtoyou。Oh,by-the-bye,Mrs。Graham,Iforgottotellyouthenews;Iamastonishedyouhavenothearditalready。“
“Pray,whatisit?”askedMrs。Graham。
“ItseemstheengagementbetweenMissWyllysandMr。Hazlehursthasbeenbrokenoff。“
“Youaremistaken,surely!Wehaveheardnothingofit,anditishighlyimprobable。Iftherebesuchastory,letmebegyouwillnotmentionitagain,MissTaylor!”
“Oh,thereisnomistake,I'mquitesure。Ihavehearditthreetimesalreadythismorning,fromLongbridgepeople;firstMrs。
Hilsontoldme,andthenImetJohnBibbs,andEdwardTibbs,whosaidthesamething。Mrs。GeorgeWyllys,itseems,contradictedtheengagementopenly;MissHubbardheardher,andwroteittohersister。“
“HowgrievedIshouldbeifthisstoryweretoprovetrue;yousurelyneverremarkedanything,Jane?”
“Elinorseemedtomejustasusual;butAdelinethinkstherehasbeensomechange,“saidJane,alittleembarrassed。
“Oh,yes,givemecreditforbeingquick-sighted;IsuspectedsomethingthefirsttimeIsawthemtogetherafterMr。Hazlehurstcameback。“
“Itiswhatnoneoftheirotherfriendsappeartohavedone,MissTaylor,“saidMrs。Graham,alittleseverely。
“Idaresaynot;butIamveryquickatseeingsuchthings。IfJanehasanymysteries,shehadbetternotpretendtokeepthemfromme。Butitisnowonderthattheengagementwasbrokenoff——Idon'tbelieveinlongengagements。WemustnotletJanedragmattersonatthatratewhenherturncomes;“andthenkissingherfriendtenderly,andmakingacurtseytoMrs。Graham,withoutremarkingthedisapprovingexpressionofthatlady'sface,thelivelyAdelineleftthemotheranddaughteralone。
“IdislikethatMissTaylor,excessively,Jane,“observedhermother,“sheisverydisagreeabletome;IwishyouwouldfindsomebettercompanionwhileweareinNewYork。TherearetheHowards,anddeVaux's——veryamiable,pleasantgirls,andforagreatmanyreasonsfarbetterassociatesforyou。“
“ButIdon'tknowthemsowell。Adelineisagreatbelle,mamma,asmuchsoasanygirlintown。“
“Sheisnotatalltomytaste,Iconfess。Yourfather,too,dislikestheTaylorsverymuch。ThewayinwhichshespokeofthisstoryaboutElinor'sengagementwasreallyunfeeling。NotthatIbelieveit;butbreakingoffanengagementwithoutgoodreason,isnosuchtrifleinmyopinion,asitseemstobeinthatofMissTaylor。“
Janelookedquiteagitated;sheblushedsomuchthathermotherwouldprobablyhaveremarkedit,hadshenotbeen,atthemoment,stoopingoverherlittleinvalidboy,whowaslyingonthesofanearher。
“MissTaylorhasnoclaimwhateveruponyou,thatIcansee,“
continuedMrs。Graham。“Itistrueshewaskindtoyouwhenyouwereillwiththewhooping-coughatschool;butsowereyourothercompanions——andIamsureshehasnotbeenhalfsoconsiderateandgoodtoyouasElinor,andyetyouseemtopreferMissAdelinenow。“
PoorJanelookeddown,andcolouredstillmore。
“Adelinewoulddoanythingforme,mother,“shesaid,inalowvoice;“Youdon'tknowhowmuchsheisattachedtome;Ican'thelplikingher,“andJanebegantoshedafewtears。
“Foolishchild!”saidhermother,beginningtorelent,assheusuallydidonsuchoccasions,“Idon'twishyoutobeunciviltoher;butIshouldlikeyoutobemorewithKateHoward,andAnnedeVaux;“andtheconversationended,asseveralothersofthesamedescriptionhaddone,byleavingthingspreciselyastheywerebefore。Mrs。Graham,indeed,lookeduponherselfashavingshowedmuchdecisionontheoccasion,andactedasawatchfulmother,byhavingmadetheseobjections,fruitlessastheyprovedtobe。
ThereportthattheengagementbetweenElinorandHarryhadbeenbrokenoff,wassoonknowntobecorrect。Itcausedsomesurprisetoallwhoknewthem,andmuchregrettotheirfriends。Mrs。
Stanley,whofeltawarminterestinbothHarryandElinor,wasgrievedanddisappointed。TheGrahams,andMrs。RobertHazlehurst,feltveryunpleasantlywhenthecauseoftherupturecametobesuspected。Mrs。Grahamwas,however,relievedbyfindingthattherewasnounderstandingbetweenHarryandherdaughter——thusfaratleastallwasright;noexplanationhadtakenplacebetweenthem,andJaneevenassuredhermotherthatwheninParis,shehadhadnoideathatHazlehurstwasattachedtoher。Stillthereweremanyblusheswheneverthesubjectwasalludedto,therewereconfidentialmeetingswithAdeline,andothersymptomswhichleftlittledoubttoherfriendsthatJane'sfeelingswereinterested。Mrs。Grahamwasobligedtoconsoleherselfwiththeidea,thatthemischiefhad,atleast,beenunintentionalonthepartofherdaughter。
Harry,himself,wasmuchmortifiedbythereceptionofElinor'snote,which,byshowingthefullconsequenceofhisconduct,madeitappearmoreculpableinhisowneyesthanhehadyetbeenwillingtobelieveit。Heevenwroteasecondtime,beggingElinortore-considerherdecision。FullashisfancywasofJane,yethisregard,onemightsayhisaffection,forElinor,wastoowell-founded,andoftoolongstanding,forhimtoendurequietlytheideaofhavingtrifledwithher。Sheremainedfirm,however;hersecondanswerwasasdecidedasthefirst。Harry'sself-reproachwassincere,atleast,andhehadneverbeforefeltsomuchdissatisfiedwithhimself。
Hewaslesseagerthanonemightsuppose,toprofitbyhisnewly-acquiredliberty。HewasinnohurrytoofferJanetheattentionswhichhadsolatelybeenElinor'sdue。Itistruethathispositionwasratherawkward;itisnoteveryfaithlessswainwhoisobligedtoplaythelovertotwodifferentindividuals,withinsoshortaperiod,beforethesamewitnesses。Atlength,afterdoingpenanceforawhile,byencouraginghumiliatingreflections,somefearofarivalcarriedHazlehurstontoNewYork,inhisnewcharacterofJane'sadmirer。Thefirstmeetingwasratherawkward,andHarrywasobligedtocallupallhisgood-breedingandcleverness,tomakeitpassoffwithoutleavinganunpleasantimpression。“Cen'estquelepremierpasquicoute,“however,aseverybodyknows。ThesightofJane'slovelyface,withabrightercolourthanusual,andafewhalf-timidandembarrassedglancesfromherbeautifuldarkeyes,hadasurprisingeffectinsoothingHarry'sconscience,andconvincinghisreasonthatafterallhehadnotactedsounwisely。HesoonshowedhimselfverymuchinearnestinseekingJane'sfavour;
thoughhepersuadedhimselfthathemustalwaysdojusticetoElinor'sexcellence。“Sheisjustthewomanforafriend,“heobservedtohimself,“andfriendsItrustweshallbe,whenthepastisforgotten。ButJane,withhertranscendant{sic}beauty,hergentlehelplessness,istheverycreaturethatfancywouldpaintforawife!”
{“Cen'estquelepremier……“=it'sonlythefirststepthathurtsFrench}
CHAPTERXVIII。
“Bepatient,gentleNell,forgetthisgrief。“
HenryVI。
{WilliamShakespeare,“2HenryVI“,II。iv。26}
THEWyllysesremainedlaterthantheyhadintendedinthecountry。Elinor,indeed,proposedtoherauntthattheyshouldpassthewinteratWyllys-Roof,butMissAgnesandhergrandfatherwereunwillingtodoso。Thevarietyofalifeintownwouldbepreferableforhersaketothequietmonotonyofacountrywinter。Theyknewshehadtoomuchsensetowishtoplaythevictim;butitwasonlynaturaltobelieve,thatinasolitarycountrylife,painfulrecollectionswouldforcethemselvesuponheroftenerthanamongherfriendsintown,whereshewouldheobligedtothinklessofherself,andmoreofothers。
Ithadbeenagreatrelieftohertofind,thatJanehadnotactedasunworthilyasMissAgneshadatfirstfeared;inspiteofwhatsheherselfhadoverheardatMissHubbard'sparty,Elinorthrewoffallsuspicionofhercousin,assoonasshelearnedthatJanedeniedanypreviousknowledgeofthechangeinHarry'sfeelings。Hazlehurst,himself,hadsaidinhisletterthatshewasblameless。
“Then,“sheexclaimed,“IshallatleastbeabletoloveJaneasbefore!”Sheimmediatelysatdown,andwrotehercousinashort,butaffectionateletter,containingonlyaslightallusiontowhathadpassed。Jane'sanswer,ofcourse,avoidedwoundingherfeelings,andtheirintercoursewasresumed。
“Thetimewillcome,Itrust,“shethought,“whenHarry,too,willbeafriendagain。“Butshefeltthehourhadnotyetarrived。Shecouldnotsosoonforgetthepast。Itwasnoeasytask,suddenlytochangethewholecurrentoffeelingwhichhadfilledhermindduringthelasttwoyears。Inspiteofherearnestresolutions,duringthefirstfewweeks,thoughtsandfeelingsofthepastwouldrecurtoooften。ForsometimeElinorwasveryunhappy;shefeltthatthestrongestanddeepestaffectionsofherhearthadbeenneglected,rejected,undervalued,byonewhoseopinionshehadlearnedtoprizetoohighly。SheweptandblushedtothinkhowmuchshehadbecomeattachedtoHarry,sinceshehadlookeduponhimasheraffiancedhusband。Shecouldnotbutfeelherselffreefromallreproachtowardshim;itwashewho,unsoughtbyher,hadwishedtodrawaclosertiebetweenthem。Hehadsucceededbuttoowell,andthenhehadforgottenher。Thetemptationwhichhadprovedtoostrongforhim,wouldnothavedeservedthename,hadthecasebeenreversed,hadshebeenexposedtoit。Andyetshedidnotreproachhim;menthinksomuchofbeauty,andshewassoveryplain!Itwasbutnaturalatsuchamoment,thatsheshouldbeoppressedbyanover-wroughthumility。Sheaccusedherselfofvanity,forhavingatonetimebelieveditpossibleHarrycouldloveonelikeherself。ButhowhappywasJane!
Hereffortstostruggleagainstlowspiritswerethegreater,forthesakeofherauntandhergrandfather。Shemadeitadutytoneglectnoregulartask,andmuchofhertimewasoccupiedasusual;butthefeelingswhichshecarriedabouttoheremployment,wereverydifferentfromwhattheyhadbeenheretofore。Itwasherfirsttasteofsorrow;wellmightherauntdeeplyreproachHazlehurstforhisversatileconducttowardsherbelovedchild。ElinorflatteredherselfthatMissAgnesknewnothalfofwhatshefelt。Ingeneralshesucceededinbeingquitecalm,andattentivetoothers;shewasalwayssweet-tempered,andunrepining。Butshecouldnotread,herself,theexpressionofherowncountenance,sotenderlywatchedbyheraunt。Shewasnotawarethatthemusicaltonesofhervoicewerenolongercheerful;thatinsteadofthegay,easyconversationinwhichsheusedtobearherpart,shewasnowattimesabsent,oftensilent;
shewhosegracefulwitandyouthfulspiritshadbeenuntillatelythejoyofherfamily。Mr。Wyllys'sindignationagainstHazlehurstwouldhavebeenboundless,ifhecouldhaveseenhimatsuchmoments,aswasoftennowthecase,sittingbythesideofJane,admiringthelengthofhereye-lashes,thepearlysmoothnessofhercomplexion,andthebrightcolourofherlips,assheutteredsomeverycommon-placeremark。SuchhadnowbecomeHazlehurst'sdailypleasure,hisdailyhabit。
[“versatile“=inconstant,fickle}
MissAgnespurposelylefttoherniece,thisyear,allthearrangementsfortheirremovaltotown;andElinorwasobligedtobeverybusy。Ithappenedtoo,quiteopportunely,perhaps,thatjustatthattimeMrs。GeorgeWyllyswascomingoveroftenerthanusual,toconsultherfather-in-lawandMissAgnes。AgainstMr。
Wyllys'sadvice,shehadtowithdrawhereldestboyfromtheschoolwherehehadbeenfirstplaced,andnowanewchoicewastobemade。Mr。Wyllysrecommendedasmallestablishmentintheirownneighbourhood,recentlyopenedbyMissPatsey'sbrother;hethoughtitequallygoodwiththeoneshehadinview,andwiththeadditionaladvantageofmoremoderateterms,andasmallernumberofboys。ButMrs。Wyllyshadagreatdealtosayontheoppositesideofthequestion;thelowpricewasanobjectioninhereyes。
“There,mydearsir,youmustallowmetodifferfromyou。Ihavealwaysintendedtodevotealargeportionofmymeanstotheeducationofmychildren;economyinsuchacase,Icannotlookuponaseconomyatall。“
“Certainly,Harriet,youareperfectlyrighttosecuretoyourchildreneveryadvantageinyourpower。Butthisisnotacaseinpoint。ThomasHubbard,youknow,wasaprincipalintheveryschoolwhichyouhaveinview,andonlywithdrewlastspringonaccountofillhealth。Hestillcontinuesthesamesystem,andhasthesamemasters,withtheadvantageofonlyfourboysbesidesEvert,tooccupyhisattention。“
Thiswastooplaintobecontradicted。“Butinmyopinion,sir,alargeschoolisverymuchtobepreferredforaboy。Ihavethoughtagreatdealonthesubject,sinceEverthasbeenofanagetoleaveme。“
“Butwhatareyourreasonsforpreferringalargeschooltoasmallone?”
“Ithinkitabetterpreparationfortheirentranceintolife。
Andthentheyhavetheadvantageofchoosingtheirintimatesfromalargernumberofboys;Evert'sdispositionwillmakeitparticularlydesirableforhim。Iamsure,ifhewereshutupwithtwoorthreeboysonly,hewouldfinditsodullthathewouldbedisgusted。“
“Well,mydear,Iviewthematterinadifferentlight,“repliedMr。Wyllys,whowouldneverallowhimselftobesilenced,orforcedtoadviseanythingagainsthisconscience;thoughmanymenwouldhavebeenworriedintoitbysuchawoman。Unfortunately,Mrs。Wyllyswastheonlyguardianofherchildren,andMr。Wyllyswasoftenobligedtoseehisdaughter-in-lawactinamannerthathethoughtill-judged;butthoughverygood-natured,hecouldneverbetalkedintobeingapartytosuchplans。“ItispreciselyonaccountofEvert'shighspiritsthatIshouldlikeasmallschoolforhim。Hewouldbelesslikelytogethimselfandothersintoscrapes;hewouldbemoreunderhismaster'seye。“
“Ithink,sir,fromtheconversationIhadwithMr。Stone,heisjustthemantoobtainaninfluenceoverEvert。“
“YouwouldlikeHubbardstillbetter,ifyouknewhim。“
“Idoubtitverymuch,sir;IamsickoftheverynameofHubbard。ThoseLongbridgeHubbardsareenoughtospoilaparadise。“
“Well,Harriet,“saidMr。Wyllys,“youseemtohavemadeupyourmind;sohaveI;nowwhatistobedone?”
“Ofcourse,sir,youropinionhasgreatweightwithme;youknowIamalwaysguidedbyyou。“
“Thenthematterissettled,andEvertgoestoHubbard's。“
Mr。Wyllysthoughthehadsucceeded,onthisoccasion,ingaininghispoint,bytakinghisdaughter-in-lawatherword;buttheverynextmorningshedroveovertoWyllys-Roof,withanewviewofthesubject;anditwasnotuntilafterhalf-a-dozenmoreconversations,thatthematterwasfinallysettled,byMr。Wyllysrefusingtogiveanymoreadvice;whenhisdaughter-in-law,ofherownaccord,determinedtosendherboytoMr。Hubbard'sschool。Itmustbeconfessedthatsomewomen,endowedtoowithcertaingoodqualities,areverytrying,andpossessamostvexatiousveinofcaprice。Inthemeantimethechildwastakensick;hewasillforseveralweeks,andElinorassistedinnursinghim。
Independentlyoftheseconsultations,andcaresaboutherlittlecousin,therewereotherclaimsuponElinor'sattentionatthistime,andthosetheleastromanticintheworld。Withinthelastfewweeks,allthemenofLongbridgeseemedtohavetheirheadsfullofanewrail-road,oneofthefirstthatweremadeinthiscountry。AllthepropertyElinorhadinheritedfromherfatherwasinthisvillage,andsoplacedastohaveitsvalueverymuchincreasedbythisintendedpieceofinternalimprovement。Mr。
Hubbardwasoneofthosemostinterestedintheproject,whichwasofsomeimportancetoMr。Wyllys,also。Thegentlemenhadmanymeetingsonthesubject,andElinorwasobligedtohearagreatdealthatwasgoingon;whichhousesweretobepulleddown,whichstreetswidened,whatengineerwastobeemployed,wheretherailsweretocomefrom,atwhattimetheyhopedtogettheactthroughtheAssembly。Mr。Taylor,ofcourse,wasnotthemantoallowanythingapproachingtospeculation,totakeplaceinhisneighbourhoodwithouthavingsomethingtodowithithimself。HecameovertoLongbridgeexpresslytohelpmatterson;
andasColonnadeManorwasshutup,Mr。Wyllys,alwayshospitablyinclined,askedhimtohisownhouseforadayortwo。Withsuchaspiritundertheirroof,littleelsewasheardofbesidesstocksandlots,wharvesandstores。Elinor'spropertywasknowntobemuchinterestedintheaffair,andMr。HubbardandMr。
Taylorthoughtitnecessarytocongratulateher。Mr。Taylor,indeed,wouldhavebeenmuchshockedhadheknownhowverylittleshecaredaboutthematter。
{“anewrail-road“=TheCamdenandPerthAmboylinecrossedNewJerseyin1833,andthePhiladelphiaandColumbiaPenn。
lineopenedin1834}
“Weshallhavetoconsultyou,MissElinor,inourproceedings,“
saidMr。Hubbard,astheyweresittingatthedinner-table;
perhapsyoudon'tknowit,butyouwillbeoneofourstockholders,andmuchinterestedinoursuccess,Iassureyou。“
“Mygrandfathertriedlastnighttogivemesomenotionsonthesubject,Mr。Hubbard;butIamafraidhewasnotverysuccessful。“
“Oh,Idon'tknowthat,“saidMr。Wyllys;“Ishallmakequiteabusinesswomanofyou,yet,Nelly。“Infact,hergrandfatherhadtakenthemomenttoassureElinorthatitwashightimesheshouldhavesomejustideasonsuchsubjects,andinsistedonherlisteningtoallhisexplanations,anddoingherbesttocomprehendthem。Elinortriedtobeadocilepupil,andreallyacquiredsomeusefulinformation,whichmayappearsingulartoromanticyoungladies,whosetupforbroken-hearted;asheronlyobject,however,wastogratifyhergrandfather,wehopeshewillbeforgivenforanythingsomuchoutofcharacterinaheroine。
“Itisabeautifulspeculation,MissWyllys,“observedMr。
Taylor。“Isupposeyouknowenoughaboutthesethings,tobegladtohearthatinayearortwo,youwillprobablyrealizetwohundredpercent。onyourlotsinWater-Street,wherethedepotistobebuilt。“
“Itallsoundsverygrandly,certainly,“saidElinor,smiling。
“Weshallmakeafortuneforyou,MissElinor,“addedMr。
Hubbard。“YouwillbethegreatladyofLongbridge。“
“Idaresay,Nelly,youwillfindsomewayofspendingthemoney;
youngladiesknowverywellhowtogetridofit,letitcomeeversofast。“
“Yes,sir,mydaughtersareveryexpertatthat;Emmelinethinksnothingofgivingfiftydollarsforaflimsypocket-handkerchief,andasmuchforaflighty-lookinghat。ButI'venoobjections;
I'lltellyouinconfidence,thatiswhatwemakeourmoneyfor,MissElinor——forourchildrentospend,“addedMr。Hubbard,smilinggood-naturedly。“Idaresayyouwillfindarightuseforsomeofyours。Itwillbeingoodhands,andIhopeyoumaylongenjoyit,“saidhe,makingabowtoElinor,ashedrankoffaglassofMadeira。
{“fiftydollarsforaflimsypocket-handkerchief“=thisremarkbyMr。HubbardreflectsJamesFenimoreCooper'slittle-knownnovelette,“TheAutobiographyofaPocket-Handkerchief“1843,asdomanyaspectsofthegreedyandostentatiousTaylorfamilywhomEmmelineHubbardseekstoemulate}
Mr。Taylor,thoughhejoinedinthetoastwithsome“affable“
remark,asusual,couldnothelpregrettingthatsomuchmoney,andconsequentlythepowerofmakingsomuchmore,shouldnotbeinthehandsofonewhocouldturnittobetteraccountthanMissElinorWyllys。HehadaverypooropinionofMr。Wyllys'smoney-makingabilities,andthoughthimvery“unenterprising。“
Thatgentleman,onthecontrary,whenbroughtinclosercontactwithMr。Taylor,begantohaveaclearerinsightintohischaracter,andwhilehefoundhimuncommonlyclever,discoveredthatseveralofhispropositionsbetrayedanythingbuthighprinciples。HebegantobelievethatMr。Graham'sdislikewasnotill-founded。
Mr。Hubbard,inthemeantime,whohadknownElinorfromachild,wasthinkinghowhecouldsaysomethingagreeableaboutloveandbeaux,supposedalwaystobepleasantsubjectstoyoungladies。
HefeltsomedoubtsabouthintingatHazlehurst,forhethoughthehadheardtheengagementwasbrokenoff。HappilyforElinor,thepartyrosefromtablebeforeanythinghadsuggesteditself。
AtlengthMrs。Wyllys'sboyrecovered,andwassentofftoschool;andthisrail-roadmatterwasalsosatisfactorilysettled。Astherewasnothingmoretodetainthefamilyinthecountry,theWyllyseswenttoPhiladelphia,andtookpossessionoftheirlodgingsforthewinter。
CHAPTERXIX。
“Hadyounotlatelyanintent,speaktruly,TogotoParis?”
SHAKSPEARE。
{WilliamShakespeare,“All'sWellThatEndsWell“,I。iii。218-219}
MISSTAYLORpaidhervisittoMissLawrence。OnemorningatbreakfastsheinformedherparentsthatsheintendedtomakeanexcursiontoBoston。“Whomwasshegoingtosee?”askedherfather。“MissLawrence,ayoungladywhohadpassedthreedaysattheSprings,atthehotelwheretheystayed,andwithwhomshehadbecomeveryintimate。““Howlongwasshegoingtobeabsent?”
inquiredhermother。“Shethoughtofremainingafortnight;
perhapsthreeweeks,ifshefounditverypleasant。Mr。Powell,theyounggentlemanwhowastobeherescort,hadbeenintroducedtohertheeveningpreviousataball,andshethoughthimsufficientlyfashionableinhisappearance,tohavethehonouroftakingchargeofherselfandherbaggage。“Herfatherobservedthathewouldbringasupplyofmoneyforher,whenhecamehometodinner;hermotherofferedtolookoverherstockings。
Everythingthussettled,thenextmorningMr。TaylorandMissAdelinedrovetotheEast-Riverwharf,wheretheBostonboatlay:
heretheymetwithaslightdifficulty;thegentlemanengagedasanescortcouldnotbefound;somethinghadinterferedwithhisjourney。Nothingwaseasierthantopickupanother,however。Mr。
Taylorlookedabouthim,sawafaceheknewslightly,andrememberedthenamethatbelongedtoit。
“Goodmorning,sir;areyougoingtoBoston,Mr。Hopkins?”
Mr。Hopkinsbowed,anddeclaredthathewasgoingtoBoston。
“Ihaveadaughteronboard,sir;andtheyounggentlemanwhowastobeherescortisnothere;willyoubesogoodastolookafterher?”
Mr。HopkinswouldbeveryhappytotakechargeofMissTaylor。
ButAdelinewasalmostindespairwhenshesawhim。HowcouldoneofthemostdashingbellesinNewYork,consenttosit,inviewofallthepassengers,side-by-sidewithsuchafat,rusty,snuffy,littleoldgentleman,whomoregreenspectacles,andhadaredsilkhandkerchiefspreadonhisknee?Supposeheshouldaskhertowalk,howcouldshepaceupanddownthepromenade-deckarm-in-armwithsuchafigure?She,AdelineTaylor,whosetravellingdresswasfaultless,andwhohadexpectedtohaveacharmingflirtationwithAlbertPowell!Whatcouldshedo?Thefates,andthewarningbell,decidedthequestion;itwastoolatetolookoutforsomebetter-lookingescort。Mr。Taylorhadhardlytimetoshakehandswithhisdaughter,andjumponthewharf,erethewhizzingofthesteamhadceased,andtheplashingofthewheelswasheard。Adelinesankonabenchbesidetherustyoldgentlemanforamoment,butsoonfledtotheladies'cabinforrefuge。
Duringthewholejaunt,thefat,snuffyMr。Hopkinswaskindandgood-naturedtoAdeline,whenevershewouldallowhim。Hethoughtshemustbelonely,andshehadbeenobligedtoconfessthatsheknewnooneonboard;sotheoldgentlemanhelditincumbentonhimtobesociable。Hetooksomepea-nutsoutofhispocket,andofferedherahandful;hegaveheracoupleofnewspaperstoread;askedherquestionsaboutherfamily,brothersandsisters,andseemedtolookuponherasaschool-girl。Hewasnottheleastimpressedwithhereleganceandfinery,andquiteunawareofherbelle-ship;heevenoncecalledher“mydear。“Then,theredsilkhandkerchiefwasalwayseitheronhisknee,orinhishand!ItwouldhedifficulttosaywhetherAdelinewouldhavesurvivedthemortificationofsuchanescort,haditnotbeenfortwocircumstances,whichchangedthecurrentofherthoughts。
Therewereseveralelegantlydressedyoungladiesonboard,andshesoonsucceededingettingupanintimacywithtwoofthem;
theyexchangedcardsandinvitationstoeachother'shouses,andthroughthesamemeansAdelinewasintroducedtoacoupleofbeaux。Betweenbreakfastanddinner,thesenewbosom-friendsandherselfwereinseparable,but,unfortunately,theywereonlygoinghalf-way。Thegriefofseparationwas,however,somewhatassuagedwithMissTaylorbysea-sickness,which,aseveryoneknows,isverydestructivetosentimentandsensibility。AslongastheyweretossingaboutnearPointJudith,thesnuffyoldgentleman,whowasnotintheleastsea-sickhimself,wasveryfaithfulinhisinquiriesafterAdeline,andproposedseveralremediestoher,throughthestewardess。AtlengththeyreachedBoston。AstheydrovetothedoorofMissLawrence'sfather,Mr。
Hopkinsasked“howlongsheintendedtoremaininBoston?”“Aboutafortnight,“Adelinereplied。
{“PointJudith“=prominentcapeonthecoastofRhodeIsland,southofNarragansett}
“IshallbegoingbacktoNewYorkaboutthesametime,mydear,andifyouhavenotgotsomeonemoretoyourtaste,I'lltakecareofyouonyourwayhome,withpleasure,“saidthefatoldgentleman,sprinklingahandfulofsnuffonMissTaylor'sgreysilk,andbrandishingtheredhandkerchiefatthesametime。
Adeline'sthankswereveryfaintlyuttered;butgratitudeisnotafashionablevirtue。ItwasfortunatelysodarkthattherustyoldgentlemancouldscarcelybeseenashetookleaveoftheelegantMissTayloratMr。Lawrence'sdoor,andthustheyounglady'smortificationwasover。
Attheendofthethreeweeks,Adelinereturnedhome,bringingglowingaccountsofthedelightsofBoston,andtalkingagreatdealaboutseveral“delightfulyounggentlemen,“andoccasionallymentioningacertainTheodoreSt。Leger。ShehadheardthattheBostonpeoplewereallBLUE;butitmustbeacalumnytosayso,forshehadhadaverylivelytime——plentyoffunandflirtation。
MissLawrencereturnedwithher,andofcourseapartywasgiveninherhonour;thereweresomeeightypersonspresent,allfreefromtheshacklesofmatrimony,apparentlytogivetheBostonyoungladyanopportunityofmeetingarepresentationofherpeers,themarriageableportiononlyoftheNewYorkcommunity。
TheeveningwaspronounceddelightfulbyMissLawrence;butalltheguestswerenotofthesameopinion。
{“BLUE“=literaryorlearned,from“blue-stocking“}
“Whatanabsurdcustomitis,tohavetheseyoungpeopleparties,“saidHarryHazlehurst,whowasononeofhisfrequentvisitstoNewYorkatthetime,andwassittinginMrs。Graham'sdrawing-room,withthatlady,Jane,andMrs。Stanley。
“Iagreewithyou;itisabadplan,“observedMrs。Stanley。
“ThefirstofthekindthatIwentto,afterwecamehome,mademefeelashamedofmyself;thoughDr。VanHorne,Isuppose,wouldaccusemeofhigh-treasonforsayingso。“
“Butmostyoungpeopleseemtoenjoythem,“saidMrs。Graham。
“Itispayingusbutapoorcomplimenttosayso。Onewouldthinktheyoungpeoplewereafraidtolaughandtalkbeforetheirfathersandmothers。Ireallyfelttheothernightasifwewereapartyofchildrenturnedintothenurserytoplay,andeatsugar-plumstogether,andmakeasmuchnoiseaswepleased,withoutdisturbingourelders。Itisacustomthatappearstomeasunnaturalasitispuerile。Ihopeyoudon'tlikeit,“headded,turningtoJane。
“Icareverylittleaboutit。“
“Iamglad,atleast,youdonotdefendit。“
“Thereareafewfamiliesyouknow,Harry,whonevergivethosekindofparties,“observedMrs。Stanley。
Hazlehurst'sconsciencefeltatwinge,forheknewshewasthinkingofElinor,whomMissWyllyshadneverallowedtogivetheseUNMARRIEDparties;thoughshewenttootherhouses,whenasked。
“MissTaylorhadcollectedatribeofEuropeansofallsorts,lastnight;half-a-dozenEnglishmen,andavulgarFrenchman,“
observedHarry,bywayofchangingtheconversation。“IwassurprisedwhenmyfriendTownsendtoldmehewasinvited;hedidnotknowtheTaylors,andonlyarrivedaweeksince。“
“Adelineinvitedhimonpurpose;MissLawrenceisveryfondofforeigners,andyouknowMr。Taylorcallsonallthestrangerswhoarrive,“saidJane。
Harry'slipcurledalittle。
“HowdisagreeablethatCaptainKockneyis,“continuedJane。
“Morethandisagreeable,“repliedHarry。“Ishouldnothaveusedsosoftaword。Iwasnotalittleamused,by-the-bye,toseehowthefellowcooledoffwhenTownsendandEllerycamein。YourlowsetofEnglishhavesuchathoroughaweofthoseafewdegreesabovethem。“
“ThatMr。Kockneyissoveryforwardandvulgar,“saidMrs。
Graham,“thatIwonderanybodycanendurehim。IwasdisgustedwithhismanneronboardthesteamboatfromLongbridge,theotherday。“
“Heisbeneathnotice,“saidHarry。
“Iamnotsure,either,thatIlikeyourfriend,Mr。Ellery,Harry。“
“Elleryisnofriendofmine;but,pray,don'tnamehiminthesamebreathwiththatKockney。“
“Oh,no,Mr。Elleryisagentleman,evidently;butIdon'tlikehismanners,thereissomethingaffectedabouthim。“
“Certainly,heknowshowtoplaythecoxcomb,andcondescendstodosoquitetoooften。ButIhopeyoulikeTownsend;heisreallyafinefellow。“
“Mr。Townsendhasverydifferentmanners。“
“Yes,hehasthebestEnglishmanner;quitenatural,andnotafraidtobecivil。ItisonlythebestoftheEnglishwhoarequitefreefromnonsense。Elleryaimsateffect,halfthetime;
Townsendhastoomuchsensetodoso。“
“Well,Ireallywonder,“saidJane,“howMrs。HilsoncanendurethatCaptainKockney。“
“Thesillylittlesoulknowsnobetter。“
“Tobesure,sheisquiteasridiculousasheis。“
“Sheisreallyverysilly,“saidMrs。Stanley。“Itisapitythatgood,worthyMr。Hubbardshouldhavedaughterssolittlelikehimself,andsomuchliketheirmother。“
“Sheisverypretty,though,anddressesverywell,“saidJane。
“Wouldyoubelieveit,mamma,theotherday,whenshecalledatAdeline'ssheworeacollarpreciselyliketheprettiestofthoseIbroughtfromParis。“
“DoesshevisitagreatdealatMrs。Taylor's?”inquiredhermother。
“Oh,no;Adelinecan'tendureher。Butshecannotgetridofherentirely,becausetheymeetinthecountry。Adelinewouldliketodroptheacquaintancealtogether,butshesaysMrs。Hilsonwon'tlether,becauseMrs。Taylor'sistheonlyfashionablehousewhereshevisits。“
“TheseTaylorshavereallydonewondersinthelastfewyears,“
saidMrs。Stanley,smiling。
“Theyhavebeenquiteaspersevering,Idaresay,asMrs。Hilsoncanbe。Theyareaveryvulgar,pushingfamily,“observedMrs。
Graham。
Janecoloured,andHarryfearedshewouldshedatearortwo。Shewasquiteagitated。“DearJane,“hethought,“whatanaffectionateheartshehas!”Bywayofconsolingher,probably,andatthesametimeobtainingabetterviewofherdowncastface,hetookaseatbesideher。Heevenrefrainedfrommakinganobservationwhichhehadinpetto,uponthevolatilecharacterandmannersofMissTaylor,reservingitforthefuture;
determiningthatwhentheyweremanandwife,Janeshouldhavethefullbenefitofhisopinionofherfriend。
{“inpetto“=inmind}
LetitnotbesupposedthatHarrywastoosureofsuccess,inthuslookingforwardtohismarriagewithJaneasnoveryimprobableevent。Sincehehadappearedinthefamilyashersuitor,hermannerhadbeenencouraging。Therewereblushesandmomentsofembarrassmentwhichlookedveryfavourably;andhadhebeenobligedtoproclaimallhishopes,hewouldhaveconfessedthatthesameflatteringsignshadbeenobservedbyhiminParis,andhadcontributednotalittletoincreasethewarmthofhisownfeelings。Therewasnowarivalinthefield,andonebynomeanstobedespised;but,althoughyoungdeVauxwasgood-looking,agreeable,andverymuchinlove,Janedidnotseemdisposedtosmileuponhim。Todoherjustice,shewasnocoquette;shewastooindolentbynature,tolabourveryhardtosecureseveralconquestsatthesametime。MissGrahamwasverymuchadmired,however,andwasgenerallyproclaimedthebeautyoftheseason;whileHarrysoonbegantofeelthevanityofthefavouredman。
Butifshewereabeauty,Adelinewasabelle;apretty,andarichbelle,moreover,andMissTaylor'strainofadmirerswasmuchlargerthanthatofMissGraham。Sonumerousindeedwereherfollowers,thatshewasseldomseenalone。Ifshevisited,itwaswithanattendantbeau;ifshewerewalkinginBroadway,shehadgenerallyoneoneachsideofher;andatapartyshewasalwaystalkingtohalf-a-dozenyoungmenatatime。MissAdelinewas,undeniably,averypopularbelle。Butallthishomagewassometimesattendedwithdifficulties:onemorningshewroteanurgentnotetoherfriendJane,requestingthatshewouldcometoseeher,forshewasunwellherself,andwantedadviceinamomentousaffair。
ThesympathisingJanehadnosoonerappeared,thanAdelineexclaimed,{sic}
“Iamsoperplexed,thatIreallydon'tknowwhattodo!Youmustdecideforme。“
“HowcanIhelpyou?Whatisthematter?”inquiredJane。
“Whyyouknowto-nightisMrs。Thompson'sgreatball,andIamgoing,ofcourse;thoughIhaveaverybadcold。“
“Yes,youarereallyquitehoarse。“
“Nowonder!Ihavebeensopesteredbyserenadesforthelastfortnight,thatIhavenothadonegoodnight'srest。Ihadtogetupandshowmyselfatthewindow,untilIcaughtonecoldafteranother。“
“Perhapsyouhadbetternotgoto-night。“
“YoumaybesureIshan'tstayathomeunlessIhavetokeepmybed;Iamalreadyengagedforfivedances。Butjustlookatthecentre-table。“
Janeturnedhereyestowardsthetable,whichwascoveredwithflowers。
“Howbeautifultheyare!”sheexclaimed,goingtolookatthem。
“One,two,four,sixbouquets!——Wheredidtheyallcomefrom?”
“Don'taskme;Iamsickoftheverysightofflowers!”
“This,withthevariegatedcamellias,isbeautiful!”
“Yes,it'sprettyenough;butwhatshallIdowithit?”
“Why,takeittothepartythisevening,ofcourse。“
“No,indeed;itcamefromMr。Howard,andIcan'tendurehim。“
“Whichhaveyouchosen,then?”
“Thatistheveryquestion;Idon'tknowhowtosettleit。“
“Takethisonewiththepassion-flower。“
“No,thatIshan't;foritwassentjusttospiteme。Mr。Grantsentit——andItoldhimlastnightthatIhatedpassionflowers,andeverythingelsethatissentimental。WhatshallIdo?——Itissoprovoking!”
“Supposeyouputthemallinwater,andgowithoutany。“
“MydearJane,howyoutalk!That'swhatIneverdidinmylife。
Gotoaballwithoutabouquet!——Ican'tthinkofsuchathing!”
“Wecanuntiethem,andmakeuponeourselves,takingtheprettiestflowersfromeach。“
“Thatwon'tdo,either;forit'sonlythegardenersthatcandoupthesethingsdecently。Iwouldn't,fortheworld,carryonethatlookedasifIhadmadeitupmyself。“
“Well,“saidJane,indespair,“Ireallydon'tknowwhatelsetoadvise。“
“Idobelievetheyounggentlemenhaveleaguedtogethertoprovokeme!Andthisisnotall,therearethreemoreinwaterup-stairs。“
“Youmighttakethefirstthatcame;perhapsthatwouldbethebestplan。“
“Wouldyouhavemetakethisridiculous-lookingthing,withonlyonecamelliainit!No,indeed;“andforamomentthetwoyoungladiessatdownbythecentre-table,lookingdespondinglyateachotherandattheflowers。
“IfIcouldonlytaketheoneIlikebest,itwouldbetheeasiestthingintheworld;but,youknow,alltheothergentlemenwouldbeoffendedthen。“
“Whichdoyoulikebest?”askedJane。
“Whythisone,withthewhitecamellias;itcamefromTheodoreSt。Leger;hetoldmehewouldsendonewithwhiteflowersonly。“
Adeline'scolourrosealittleasshespoke,andasthatwasnotacommonoccurrencewithher,itlookedsuspicious。
“DidMr。St。Legerdancewithyoulastnight?”
“Why,no,child,heneverdances;Ididn'tseehimdance,allthetimewewereinBoston。“
“Ithoughtyoulikedhim,“saidJane,withinnocentsurprise。
“Ilikehimwellenough,afterafashion;aswellasonecanlikeamanwhoneverdances,anddon'ttalkmuch。Heisverystupid,sometimes,anddressesverybadlytoo。“
“Ishehandsome?”askedJane。
“No,heisasuglyashecanbe;IreallythinkhelooksjustalittlelikethatoldMr。Hopkins,hisuncle。“
“Whatintheworldmakesyoulikehimthen?”
“IamsureIdon'tknow。Butdon'tfancyIreallycareabouttheman。HeisgoingbacktoBostonnextweek,andIdon'tsupposeI
shalleverseehimagain;butIthoughtIwouldtakehisbouquet,to-night,becausehewassopolitetome;andhewillbethere。
Oh,mydearJane,talkingofBoston,Ihavehituponanidea!”
“Well,whatisit?”
“Isawagirlatapartythere——by-the-bye,itwasTheodoreSt。
Leger'ssister——whohadherdresstrimmedwithnaturalflowers;
that'sjustthethingforme!”criedAdeline,clappingherhands。
Thedifficultythushappilyremoved,theyoungladiesranupstairs,todeterminemorefullyupontrimmingacertainwhitecrapewiththeeightbouquets,dividedforthepurpose。Thewhiteone,theofferingofMr。St。Leger,wasreservedfortheplaceofhonour,inAdeline'shand。
CHAPTERXX。
“Thyyoungandinnocentheart,Howisitbeating?Hasitnoregrets?
Discoverestthounoweaknesslurkingthere?”
ROGERS。
{SamuelRogersEnglishpoet,1763-1855,“Italy:TheNun“lines71-73}
SISTERS'children,thoughbearingdifferentnames,andclassedbytheworldindifferentfamilies,aregenerallymuchmorealikethanthoseofbrothers;theyareapttohavemorehabits,tastes,andfeelingsincommon。Andthereasonisevident;itisusuallythemotherwhocontrolstheinternalfamilypolicy,whogivesthecolouringtowhatmaybecalledthefamilyatmosphere。Thefathermaypassastatuteonceinawhile,butthecommon-lawwhichregulatestheevery-dayproceedingsofthelittlecommunityflowsfromthemother;andweallknowthatthecharacterismouldedratherbydailypracticeintrifles,thanbyafewisolatedactionsofgreaterimportanceinthemselves。Theaimsandviewswhichpeoplecarrywiththemthroughlife,generallyspringupfromseedsreceivedinthenursery,oratthefamilyfire-side。
Evenwithmenthisisthecase。Thefathermayinculcatethisorthatpoliticalcreedintohisson,hemaydirecthischoicetothisorthatprofession;butthemannerinwhichtheyouthcarriesouthispoliticalprinciples,thewayinwhichhefillshisprofession,willdependontheimpulsesandmotivescultivatedinchildhood,andearlyyouth;foritisthenthatthecharacterreceivesitsbias。Themother'sinfluenceandexampleareoftentobetracedinthoseminuteshadesoftasteandopinion,whicharethefoundationofourpartialities,orourdislikes;and,ofcourse,thedaughtersofafamily,frombeingmoreconstantlysubjecttothisinfluence,imbibealargershareofit。Itisimmaterialwhetherthemotherbeawareoftheimportanceofherduties,oftheweightofthisresponsibility,ornot;forgoodorforevil,theeffectwillstillbefelt,thoughvarying,ofcourse,indifferentcircumstances。
Elinorhadnotseenhercousin,MaryVanAlstyne,hermother'sniece,forseveralyears,andshenowmetherinPhiladelphiawithgreatpleasure。MissVanAlstynewassomefiveorsixyearsolderthanherself;thisdifferenceinyearshad,indeed,beenthechiefreasonwhytheyhadneveryetbeenveryintimate。Butthesamedistancewhichseparatesgirlsoftwelveandeighteen,is,ofcourse,lessthoughtofattwentyandsix-and-twenty,whenbotharefairlylaunchedintotheworld。MaryVanAlstyneandElinorfoundmuchtolikeineachotheronacloseracquaintance;
andMissWyllysobservingthatthetwocousinssuitedeachothersowell,drewthemtogetherasmuchaspossible,inorderthatElinormighthavesomeonetofilltheemptyplacesofherformercompanions,JaneandHarry。
Mrs。RobertHazlehurstwasanearneighbouroftheWyllysesinPhiladelphia;butElinorhadtoomuchdreadofmeetingHarry,togothereoften;anditwasonlywhensheknewthathewasinNewYork,thatshewenttohisbrother's。Thechangeintheirpositionwastoorecenttoallowofherseeinghimwithcomposure;theirfamilyconnexion,andtheintimatetermsuponwhichtheyhadhithertolived,onlymadetheirpresentestrangementmuchmoreawkwardthanusual。ElinortriedtothinkitfortunatethatheshouldnowbesoofteninNewYork。
ThefirsttimehewasinPhiladelphiaaftertheWyllysesweresettledthereforthewinter,Elinorescapedseeinghim。Asshecameinonemorningfromaridewithhergrandfather,shefoundhiscardonthetable。Ittoldthewholestoryofwhathadpassed;forshecouldnotrememberhishavingeverleftacardattheirhousebefore;hehadbeenasmuchathomethereasherself,untilthelastsixweeks。Thesightofitcausedheraverypainfulfeeling,anddidawayallthegoodeffectofthepleasantrideshehadjusttakenonthebanksoftheSchuylkill。Asshewalkedslowlyup-stairstochangeherhabit,hereyesfilledwithtears;andhadshebeenendowedwiththeproperdegreeofromanceforaregularheroine,shewouldprobablyhavepassedthemorninginhystericalsobs。Butasshehadquiteasmuchgoodsense,asfancyandfeeling,shewasbynomeansromantic;shehadneverfaintedbutonceinherlife;andalthoughitmustbeconfessedshehadweptduringthelastfewweeks,yetitwasalwaysinspiteofherself,atmomentswhenthetearswereforcedfromherbysomesuddenrecollectionofthepast,orsomedistressingglimpseofthefuture。Onthepresentoccasion,insteadofencouragingsolitarygrief,shereturnedtothedrawing-room,andreadaloudtoheraunt,whowasbusywithherneedle。
ButHarry'ssecondvisittoPhiladelphiawasnottopasswithouttheirmeeting。Mr。Wyllys,MissAgnes,andElinorwerespendingtheeveningatthehouseofafriend,when,tothesurpriseandregretofallparties,Hazlehurstwalkedinwithoneoftheyoungmenofthefamily,withwhomhewasintimate。ItwasthefirsttimetheyhadmetsincethealarmonthepiazzaatWyllys-Roof。