AtfirstTroyresolvedtotakenonoticeandabidebycircumstances。
Thathehadbeenrecognizedbythismanwashighlyprobable;yettherewasroomforadoubt。ThenthegreatobjectionhehadfelttoallowingnewsofhisproximitytoprecedehimtoWeatherburyintheeventofhisreturn,basedonafeelingthatknowledgeofhispresentoccupationwoulddiscredithimstillfartherinhiswife’seyes,returnedinfallforce。
Moreover,shouldheresolvenottoreturnatall,ataleofhisbeingaliveandbeingintheneighbourhoodwouldbeawkward;andhewasanxioustoacquireknowledgeofhiswife’stemporalaffairsbeforedecidingwhichtodo。
InthisdilemmaTroyatoncewentouttoreconnoitre。ItoccurredtohimthattofindPennyways,andmakeafriendofhimifpossible,wouldbeaverywiseact。Hehadputonathickbeardborrowedfromtheestablishment,andinthishewanderedaboutthefair-field。Itwasnowalmostdark,andrespectablepeopleweregettingtheircartsandgigsreadytogohome。
Thelargestrefreshmentboothinthefairwasprovidedbyaninnkeeperfromaneighbouringtown。Thiswasconsideredanunexceptionableplaceforobtainingthenecessaryfoodandrest:HostTrencherashewasjauntilycalledbythelocalnewspaperbeingasubstantialmanofhighreputeforcateringthroughallthecountryround。Thetentwasdividedintofirstandsecond-classcompartments,andattheendofthefirst-classdivisionwasayetfartherenclosureforthemostexclusive,fencedofffromthebodyofthetentbyaluncheon-bar,behindwhichthehosthimselfstood,bustlingaboutinwhiteapronandshirt-sleeves,andlookingasifhehadneverlivedanywherebutundercanvasallhislife。Inthesepenetraliawerechairsandatable,which,oncandlesbeinglighted,madequiteacosyandluxuriousshowwithanurn,platedteaandcoffeepots,chinateacups,andplumcakes。
Troystoodattheentrancetothebooth,whereagipsy-womanwasfryingpancakesoveralittlefireofsticksandsellingthematapennyapiece,andlookedovertheheadsofthepeoplewithin。HecouldseenothingofPennyways,buthesoondiscernedBathshebathroughanopeningintothereservedspaceatthefartherend。Troythereuponretreated,wentroundthetentintothedarkness,andlistened。HecouldhearBathsheba’svoiceimmediatelyinsidethecanvas;shewasconversingwithaman。Awarmthoverspreadhisface;surelyshewasriotsounprincipledastoflirtinafair!Hewonderedif,then,shereckoneduponhisdeathasanabsolutecertaintyTogetattherootofthematter,Troytookapenknifefromhispocketandsoftlymadetwolittlecutscrosswiseinthecloth,which,byfoldingbackthecorners,leftaholethesizeofawafer。Closetothisheplacedhisface,withdrawingitagaininamovementofsurprise,forhiseyehadbeenwithintwelveinchesofthetopofBathsheba’shead。Itwastooneartobeconvenient。Hemadeanotherholealittletoonesideandlowerdown,inashadedplacebesideherchair,fromwhichitwaseasyandsafetosurveyherbylookinghorizontally。
Troytookinthescenecompletelynow。Shewasleaningback,sippingacupofteathatsheheldinherhand,andtheownerofthemalevoicewasBoldwood,whohadapparentlyjustbroughtthecuptoher。Bathsheba,beinginanegligentmood,leantsoidlyagainstthecanvasthatitwaspressedtotheshapeofhershoulder,andshewas,infact,asgoodasinTroy’sarms;andhewasobligedtokeephisbreastcarefullybackwardthatshemightnotfeelitswarmththroughtheclothashegazedin。
Troyfoundunexpectedchordsoffeelingtobestirredagainwithinhimastheyhadbeenstirredearlierintheday。Shewashandsomeasever,andshewashis。Itwassomeminutesbeforehecouldcounteracthissuddenwishtogoin,andclaimher。Thenhethoughthowtheproudgirlwhohadalwayslookeddownuponhimevenwhilstitwastolovehim,wouldhatehimondiscoveringhimtobeastrollingplayer。Werehetomakehimselfknown,thatchapterofhislifemustatallrisksbekeptforeverfromherandfromtheWeatherburypeople,orhisnamewouldbeabywordthroughouttheparish。Hewouldbenicknamed`Turpin’aslongashelived。Assuredlybeforehecouldclaimherthesefewpastmonthsofhisexistencemustbeentirelyblottedout。
`ShallIgetyouanothercupbeforeyoustart,ma’am?’saidFarmerBoldwood。
`Thankyou,’saidBathsheba。`ButImustbegoingatonce。Itwas`greatneglectinthatmantokeepmewaitingheretillsolate。Ishouldhavegonetwohoursago,ifithadnotbeenforhim。Ihadnoideaofcominginhere;butthere’snothingsorefreshingasacupoftea,thoughIshouldneverhavegotoneifyouhadn’thelpedme。’
Troyscrutinizedhercheekaslitbythecandles,andwatchedeachvaryingshadethereon,andthewhiteshell-likesinuositiesofherlittleear。
ShetookoutherpurseandwasinsistingtoBoldwoodonpayingforherteaforherself,whenatthismomentPennywaysenteredthetent。Troytrembled:
herewashisschemeforrespectabilityendangeredatonce。Hewasabouttoleavehisholeofespial,attempttofollowPennyways,andfindoutiftheex-bailiffhadrecognizedhim,whenhewasarrestedbytheconversation,andfoundhewastoolate。
`Excuseme,ma’am,’saidPennyways;`I’vesomeprivateinformationforyourearalone。’
`Icannothearitnow,’shesaidcoldly。ThatBathshebacouldnotendurethismanwasevident;infact,hewascontinuallycomingtoherwithsometaleorother,bywhichhemightcreepintofavourattheexpenseofpersonsmaligned。
`I’llwriteitdown,’saidPennywaysconfidently。Hestoopedoverthetable,pulledaleaffromawarpedpocket-book,andwroteuponthepaper,inaroundhand——
`Yourhusbandishere。I’veseenhim。Who’sthefoolnow?’
Thishefoldedsmall,andhandedtowardsher。Bathshebawouldnotreadit;shewouldnotevenputoutherhandtotakeit。Pennyways,then,withalaughofderision,tosseditintoherlap,and,turningaway,lefther。
FromthewordsandactionofPennyways,Troy,thoughhehadnotbeenabletoseewhattheex-bailiffwrote,hadnotamoment’sdoubtthatthenotereferredtohim。Nothingthathecouldthinkofcouldbedonetochecktheexposure。`Cursemyluck!’hewhispered,andaddedimprecationswhichrustledinthegloomlikeapestilentwind。MeanwhileBoldwoodsaid,takingupthenotefromherlap——
`Don’tyouwishtoreadit,MrsTroy?Ifnot,I’lldestroyit。’
`Oh,well,’saidBathshebacarelessly,`perhapsitisunjustriottoreadit;butIcanguesswhatitisabout。Hewantsmetorecommendhim,oritistotellmeofsomelittlescandaloranotherconcernedwithmywork-people。He’salwaysdoingthat。’
Bathshebaheldthenoteinherrighthand。Boldwoodhandedtowardsheraplateofcutbread-and-butter;when,inordertotakeaslice,sheputthenoteintoherlefthand,whereshewasstillholdingthepurse,andthenallowedherhandtodropbesideherclosetothecanvas。Themomenthadcomeforsavinghisgame,andTroyimpulsivelyfeltthathewouldplaythecard。Foryetanothertimehelookedatthefairhand,andsawthepinkfinger-tips,andtheblueveinsofthewrist,encircledbyabraceletofcoralchippingswhichshewore:howfamiliaritallwastohim!Then,withthelightningactioninwhichhewassuchanadept,henoiselesslyslippedhishandunderthebottomofthetent-cloth,whichwasfarfrombeingpinnedtightlydown,lifteditalittleway,keepinghiseyetothehole,snatchedthenotefromherfingers,droppedthecanvas,andranawayinthegloomtowardsthebankandditch,smilingatthescreamofastonishmentwhichburstfromher。Troythensliddownontheoutsideoftherampart,hastenedroundinthebottomoftheentrenchmenttoadistanceofahundredyards,ascendedagain,andcrossedboldlyinaslowwalktowardsthefrontentranceofthetent。HisobjectwasnowtogettoPennyways,andpreventarepetitionoftheannouncementuntilsuchtimeasheshouldchoose。
Troyreachedthetentdoor,andstandingamongthegroupstheregathered,lookedanxiouslyforPennyways,evidentlynotwishingtomakehimselfprominentbyinquiringforhim。Oneortwomenwerespeakingofadaringattemptthathadjustbeenmadetorobayoungladybyliftingthecanvasofthetentbesideher。Itwassupposedthattheroguehadimaginedaslipofpaperwhichsheheldinherhandtobeabanknote,forhehadseizedit,andmadeoffwithit,leavingherpursebehind。Hischagrinanddisappointmentatdiscoveringitsworthlessnesswouldbeagoodjoke,`itwassaid。However,theoccurrenceseemedtohavebecomeknowntofew,forithadnotinterruptedafiddler,whohadlatelybegunplayingbythedoorofthetent,northefourbowedoldmenwithgrimcountenancesandwalking-sticksinhand,whoweredancing`MajorMalley’sReel’tothetune。BehindthesestoodPennyways。
Troyglideduptohim,beckoned,andwhisperedafewwords;andwithamutualglanceofconcurrencethetwomenwentintothenighttogether。
CHAPTERFIFTY-ONEBathshebatalkswithherOutriderThearrangementforgettingbackagaintoWeatherburyhadbeenthatOakshouldtaketheplaceofPoorgrassinBathsheba’sconveyanceanddriveherhome,itbeingdiscoveredlateintheafternoonthatJosephwassufferingfromhisoldcomplaint,amultiplyingeye,andwas,therefore,hardlytrustworthyascoachmanandprotectortoawoman。ButOakhadfoundhimselfsooccupied,andwasfallofsomanycaresrelativetothoseportionsofBoldwood’sflocksthatwerenotdisposedof,thatBathsheba,withouttellingOakoranybody,resolvedtodrivehomeherselfasshehadmanytimesdonefromCasterbridgeMarket,andtrusttohergoodangelforperformingthejourneyunmolested。ButhavingfalleninwithFarmerBoldwoodaccidentallyonherpartatleastattherefreshment-tentshefounditimpossibletorefusehisoffertorideonhorsebackbesideherasescort。Ithadgrowntwilightbeforeshewasaware,butBoldwoodassuredherthattherewasnocauseforuneasiness,asthemoonwouldbeupinhalfan-hour。
Immediatelyaftertheincidentinthetentshehadrisentogo-nowabsolutelyalarmedandreallygratefulforheroldlover’sprotection-
thoughregrettingGabriel’sabsence,whosecompanyshewouldhavemuchpreferred,asbeingmoreproperaswellasmorepleasant,sincehewasherownmanaging-manandservant。This,however,couldnotbehelped;shewouldnot,onanyconsideration,treatBoldwoodharshly,havingoncealreadyill-usedhim,andthemoonhavingrisen,andthegigbeingready,shedroveacrossthehill-topinthewendingwayswhichleddownwards-toobliviousobscurity,asitseemed,forthemoonandthehillitfloodedwithlightwereinappearanceonalevel,therestoftheworldlyingasavastshadyconcavebetweenthem。Boldwoodmountedhishorse,andfollowedincloseattendancebehind。Thustheydescendedintothelowlands,andthesoundsofthoseleftonthehillcamelikevoicesfromthesky,andthelightswereasthoseofacampinheaven。Theysoonpassedthemerrystragglersintheimmediatevicinityofthehill,traversedKingsbere,andgotuponthehighroad。
ThekeeninstinctsofBathshebahadperceivedthatthefarmer’sstaunchdevotiontoherselfwasstillundiminished,andshesympathizeddeeply。
Thesighthadquitedepressedherthisevening;hadremindedherofherfolly;shewishedanewasshehadwishedmanymonthsago,forsomemeansofmakingreparationforherfault。HenceherpityforthemanwhosopersistentlylovedontohisowninjuryandpermanentgloomhadbetrayedBathshebaintoaninjudiciousconsideratenessofmanner,whichappearedalmostliketenderness,andgavenewvigourtotheexquisitedreamofaJacob’ssevenyears’serviceinpoorBoldwood’smind。
Hesoonfoundanexcuseforadvancingfromhispositionintherear,androdeclosetoherside。Theyhadgonetwoorthreemilesinthemoonlight,speakingdesultorilyacrossthewheelofhergigconcerningthefair,farming,Oak’susefulnesstothemboth,andotherindifferentsubjects,whenBoldwoodsaidsuddenlyandsimply——
`MrsTroy,youwillmarryagainsomeday?’
Thispoint-blankqueryunmistakablyconfusedher,anditwasnottillaminuteormorehadelapsedthatshesaid,`Ihavenotseriouslythoughtofanysuchsubject。’
`Iquiteunderstandthat。Yetyourlatehusbandhasbeendeadnearlyoneyear,and——’
`Youforgetthathisdeathwasneverabsolutelyproved,andmaynothavetakenplace;sothatImaynotbereallyawidow,’shesaid,catchingatthestrawofescapethatthefactafforded。
`Notabsolutelyproved,perhaps,butitwasprovedcircumstantially。
Amansawhimdrowning,too。Noreasonablepersonhasanydoubtofhisdeath;norhaveyou,ma’am,Ishouldimagine。’
`OyesIhave,orIshouldhaveacteddifferently,’shesaidgently。
`FromthefirstIhavehadastrangeunaccountablefeelingthathecouldnothaveperished。ButIhavebeenabletoexplainthatinseveralwayssince。EvenwereIhalfpersuadedthatIshallseehimnomore,Iamfarfromthinkingofmarriagewithanother。Ishouldbeverycontemptibletoindulgeinsuchathought。’
Theyweresilentnowawhile,andhavingstruckintoanunfrequentedtrackacrossacommon,thecreaksofBoldwood’ssaddleandhergigspringswereallthesoundstobeheard。Boldwoodendedthepause。
`DoyourememberwhenIcarriedyoufaintinginmyarmsintotheKing’sArms,inCasterbridge?Everydoghashisday:thatwasmine。’
`Iknow-Iknowitall,’shesaid,hurriedly。
`I,forone,shallneverceaseregrettingthateventssofelloutastodenyyoutome。
`I,too,amverysorry,’shesaid,andthencheckedherself。`Imean,youknow,IamsorryyouthoughtI——’
`Ihavealwaysthisdrearypleasureinthinkingoverthosepasttimeswithyou-thatIwassomethingtoyoubeforehewasanything,andthatyoubelongedalmosttome。Butofcourse,that’snothing。Youneverlikedme。’
`Idid;andrespectedyou,too。’
`Doyounow?’
`Yes。’
`Which?’
`Howdoyoumeanwhich?’
`Doyoulikeme,ordoyourespectme?’
`Idon’tknow-atleast,Icannottellyou。Itisdifficultforawomantodefineherfeelingsinlanguagewhichischieflymadebymentoexpresstheirs。Mytreatmentofyouwasthoughtless,inexcusable,wicked!Ishalleternallyregretit。IftherehadbeenanythingIcouldhavedonetomakeamendsIwouldmostgladlyhavedoneit-therewasnothingonearthI
solongedtodoastorepairtheerror。Butthatwasnotpossible。’
`Don’tblameyourself-youwerenotsofarinthewrongasyousuppose。
Bathsheba,supposeyouhadrealcompleteproofthatyouarewhat,infact,youare-awidow-wouldyourepairtheoldwrongtomebymarryingme?’
`Icannotsay。Ishouldn’tyet,atanyrate。’
`Butyoumightatsomefuturetimeofyourlife?’
`Oyes,Imightatsometime。’
`Well,then,doyouknowthatwithoutfurtherproofofanykindyoumaymarryagaininaboutsixyearsfromthepresent-subjecttonobody’sobjectionorblame?’
`Oyes,’shesaid,quickly。`Iknowallthat。Butdon’ttalkofit-
sevenorsixyears-wheremayweallbebythattime?’
`Theywillsoonglideby,anditwillseemanastonishinglyshorttimetolookbackuponwhentheyarepast-muchlessthantolookforwardtonow。’
`Yes,yes;Ihavefoundthatinmyownexperience。’
`Now,listenoncemore,’Boldwoodpleaded。`IfIwaitthattime,willyoumarryme?Youownthatyouowemeamends-letthatbeyourwayofmakingthem。’
`But,MrBoldwood-sixyears——’
`Doyouwanttobethewifeofanyotherman?’
`Noindeed!Imean,thatIdon’tliketotalkaboutthismatternow。
Perhapsitisnotproper,andIoughtnottoallowit。Letusdropit。
Myhusbandmaybeliving,asIsaid。’
`Ofcourse,I’lldropthesubjectifyouwish。Butproprietyhasnothingtodowithreasons。Iamamiddle-agedman,willingtoprotectyoufortheremainderofourlives。Onyourside,atleast,thereisnopassionorblamablehaste-onmine,perhaps,thereis。ButIcan’thelpseeingthatifyouchoosefromafeelingofpity,and,asyousay,awishtomakeamends,tomakeabargainwithmeforafaraheadtime-anagreementwhichwillsetallthingsrightandmakemehappylatethoughitmaybe-thereisnofaulttobefoundwithyouasawoman。Hadn’tIthefirstplacebesideyou?Haven’tyoubeenalmostmineoncealready?Surelyyoucansaytomeasmuchasthis,youwillhavemebackagainshouldcircumstancespermit?
Now,prayspeak!OBathsheba,promise-itisonlyalittlepromise-thatifyoumarryagain,youwillmarryme!’
Histonewassoexcitedthatshealmostfearedhimitthismoment,evenwhilstshesympathized。Itwasasimplephysicalfear-theweakofthestrong;therewasnoemotionalaversionorinnerrepugnanceShesaid,withsomedistressinhervoice,forsherememberedvividlyhidoutburstontheYalburyRead,andshrankfromarepetitionofhisanger:——
`Iwillnevermarryanothermanwhilstyouwishmetobeyourwife,whatevercomes-buttosaymore-youhavetakenmesobysurprise——’
`Butletitstandinthesesimplewords-thatinsixyears’timeyouwillbemywife?Unexpectedaccidentswe’llnotmention,becausethose,ofcourse,mustbegivenwayto。Now,thistimeIknowyouwillkeepyourword。’
`That’swhyIhesitatetogiveit。’
`Butdogiveit!Rememberthepast,andbekind。’
Shebreathed;andthensaidmournfully:`OwhatshallIdo?Idon’tloveyou,andImuchfearthatInevershallloveyouasmuchasawomanoughttoloveahusband。Ifyou,sir,knowthat,andIcanyetgiveyouhappinessbyamerepromisetomarryattheendofsixyears,ifmyhusbandshouldnotcomeback,itisagreathonourtome。Andifyouvaluesuchanactoffriendshipfromawomanwhodoesn’testeemherselfasshedid,andhaslittleloveleft,whyI-Iwill——’
`Promise!’
`-Consider,ifIcannotpromisesoon。’
`Butsoonisperhapsnever?’
`Ono,itisnot!Imeansoon。Christmas,we’llsay。’
`Christmas!’Hesaidnothingfurthertillheadded:`Well,I’llsaynomoretoyouaboutittillthattime。’
Bathshebawasinaverypeculiarstateofmind,whichshowedhowentirelythesoulistheslaveofthebody,theetherealspiritdependentforitsqualityuponthetangiblefleshandblood。Itishardlytoomuchtosaythatshefeltcoercedbyaforcestrongerthanherownwill,notonlyintotheactofpromisinguponthissingularlyremoteandvaguematter,butintotheemotionoffancyingthatsheoughttopromise。WhentheweeksinterveningbetweenthenightofthisconversationandChristmasdaybeganperceptiblytodiminish,heranxietyandperplexityincreased。
OnedayshewasledbyanaccidentintoanoddlyconfidentialdialoguewithGabrielaboutherdifficulty。Itaffordedheralittlerelief-ofadullandcheerlesskind。Theywereauditingaccounts,andsomethingoccurredinthecourseoftheirlabourswhichledOaktosay,speakingofBoldwood,`He’llneverforgetyou,ma’am,never。
Thenoutcamehertroublebeforeshewasaware;andshetoldhimhowshehadagaingotintothetoils;whatBoldwoodhadaskedher,andhowhewasexpectingherassent。`Themostmournfulreasonofallformyagreeingtoit,’shesaidsadly,`andthetruereasonwhyIthinktodosoforgoodorforevil,isthis-itisathingIhavenotbreathedtoalivingsoulasyet-IbelievethatifIdon’tgivemyword,he’llgooutofhismind。’
`Really,doye?’saidGabriel,gravely。
`Ibelievethis,’shecontinued,withrecklessfrankness;`andHeavenknowsIsayitinaspirittheveryreverseofvain,forIamgrievedandtroubledtomysoulaboutit-IbelieveIholdthatman’sfutureinmyhand。Hiscareerdependsentirelyuponmytreatmentofhim。OGabriel,Itrembleatmyresponsibility,foritisterrible。’
`Well,Ithinkthismuch,ma’am,asItoldyouyearsago,’saidOak,`thathislifeisatotalblankwheneverheisn’thopingfor’ee;butI
can’tsuppose-Ihopethatnothingsodreadfulhangsontoitasyoufancy。
Hisnaturalmannerhasalwaysbeendarkandstrange,youknow。Butsincethecaseissosadandodd-like,whydon’tyegivetheconditionalpromise?
IthinkIwould。’
`Butisitright?Somerashactsofmypastlifehavetaughtmethatawatchedwomanmusthaveverymuchcircumspectiontoretainonlyaverylittlecredit,andIdowantandlongtobediscreetinthis!Andsixyears-whywemayallbeinourgravesbythattime,evenifMrTroydoesnotcomebackagain,whichhemaynotimpossiblydo!Suchthoughtsgiveasortofabsurditytothescheme。Now,isn’titpreposterous,Gabriel?Howeverhecametodreamofit,Icannotthink。Butisitwrong?Youknow-youareolderthanI。’
`Eightyearsolder,ma’am。’
`Yes,eightyears-andisitwrong?’
`Perhapsitwouldbeanuncommonagreementforamanandwomantomake:
Idon’tseeanythingreallywrongaboutit,’saidOak,slowly。`Infacttheverythingthatmakesitdoubtfulifyououghttomarryenunderanycondition,thatis,yournotcaringabouthim-forImaysuppose——’
`Yes,youmaysupposethatloveiswanting,’shesaidshortly。`loveisanutterlybygone,sorry,worn-out,miserablethingwithme-forhimoranyoneelse。’
`Well,yourwantofloveseemstometheonethingthattakesawayharmfromsuchanagreementwithhim。Ifwildheathadtodowi’it,makingyelongtoovercometheawkwardnessaboutyourhusband’svanishing,itmidbewrong;butacold-heartedagreementtoobligeamanseemsdifferent,somehow。Therealsin,ma’aminmymind,liesinthinkingofeverweddingwi’amanyoudon’tlovehonestandtrue。’
`ThatI’mwillingtopaythepenaltyof,’saidBathsheba,firmly。`Youknow,Gabriel,thisiswhatIcannotgetoffmyconscience-thatIonceseriouslyinjuredhiminsheeridleness。IfIhadneverplayedatrickuponhim,hewouldneverhavewantedtomarryme。OifIcouldonlypaysomeheavydamagesinmoneytohimfortheharmIdid,andsogetthesinoffmysoulthatway!Well,there’sthedebt,whichcanonlybedischargedinoneway,andIbelieveIamboundtodoitifithonestlyliesinmypower,withoutanyconsiderationofmyownfutureatall。Whenarakegamblesawayhisexpectations,thefactthatitisaninconvenientdebtdoesn’tmakehimthelessliable。I’vebenarake,andthesinglepointIaskyouis,consideringthatmyownscruples,andthefactthatintheeyeofthelawmyhusbandisonlymissing,willkeepanymanfrommarryingmeuntilsevenyearshavepassed-amItreetoentertainsuchanidea,eventhough’tisasortofpenance-foritwillbethat!Ihatetheactofmarriageundersuchcircumstances,andtheclassofwomenIshouldseemtobelongtobydoingit!’
`Itseemstomethatalldependsuponwhe’ryouthink,aseverybodyelsedo,thatyourhusbandisdead。’
`Ishallgetto,Isuppose,becauseIcannothelpfeelingwhatwouldhavebroughthimbacklongbeforethistimeifhehadlived。’
`Well,then,inareligioussenseyouwillbeasfreetothinko’marryingagainasanyrealwidowofoneyear’sstanding。Butwhydon’tyeaskMrThirdly’sadviceonhowtotreatMrBoldwood?’
`No。WhenIwantabroad-mindedopinionforgeneralenlightenment,distinctfromspecialadvice,Inevergotoamanwhodealsinthesubjectprofessionally。
SoIliketheparson’sopiniononlaw,thelawyer’sondoctoring,thedoctor’sonbusiness,andmybusinessman’s-thatis,yours-onmorals。’
`Andonlove——’
`Myown。’
`I’mafraidthere’sahitchinthatargument,’saidOak,withagravesmile。
Shedidnotreplyatonce,andthensaying,`Goodevening,MrOak,’
wentaway。
Shehadspokenfrankly,andneitheraskednorexpectedanyreplyfromGabrielmoresatisfactorythanthatshehadobtained。Yetinthecentremostpartsofhercomplicatedheartthereexistedatthisminutealittlepangofdisappointment,forareasonshewouldnotallowherselftorecognize。
Oakhadnotoncewishedherfreethathemightmarryherhimself-hadnotoncesaid,`Icouldwaitforyouaswellashe。’Thatwastheinsectsting。Notthatshewouldhavelistenedtoanysuchhypothesis。Ono-
forwasn’tshesayingallthetimethatsuchthoughtsofthefuturewereimproper,andwasn’tGabrielfartoopooramantospeaksentimenttoher?
Yethemighthavejusthintedaboutthatoldloveofhis,andasked,inaplayfuloffhandway,ifhemightspeakofit。Itwouldhaveseemedprettyandsweet,ifnomore;andthenshewouldhaveshownhowkindandinoffensiveawoman’s`No’cansometimesbe。Buttogivesuchcooladvice-theveryadviceshehadaskedfor-itruffledourheroinealltheafternoon。
CHAPTERFIFTY-TWOConvergingCoursesIChristmasEvecame,andapartythatBoldwoodwastogiveintheeveningwasthegreatsubjectoftalkinWeatherbury。ItwasnotthattherarityofChristmaspartiesintheparishmadethisoneawonder,butthatBoldwoodshouldbethegiver。Theannouncementhadhadanabnormalandincongruoussound,asifoneshouldhearofcroquet-playinginacathedralaisle,orthatsomemuch-respectedjudgewasgoinguponthestage。Thatthepartywasintendedtobeatruejovialonetherewasnoroomfordoubt。Alargeboughofmistletoehadbeenbroughtfromthewoodsthatday,andsuspendedinthehallofthebachelor’shome。Hollyandivyhadfollowedinarmfuls。
Fromsixthatmorningtillpastnoonthehugewoodfireinthekitchenroaredandsparkledatitshighest,thekettle,thesaucepan,andthethree-leggedpotappearinginthemidstoftheflameslikeShadrach,Meshach,andAbednego;
moreover,roastingandbastingoperatingswerecontinuallycarriedoninfrontofthegenialblaze。
Asitgrewlaterthefirewasmadeupinthelargelonghallintowhichthestaircasedescended,andallencumbranceswereclearedoutfordancing。
Thelogwhichwastoformtheback-brandoftheeveningfirewastheunclefttrunkofatree,sounwieldythatitcouldheneitherbroughtnorrolledtoitsplace;andaccordinglytwomenweretobeobserveddraggingandheavingitinbychainsandleversasthehourofassemblydrewnear。
Inspiteofallthis,thespiritofrevelrywaswantingintheatmosphereofthehouse。Suchathinghadneverbeenattemptedbeforebyitsowner,anditwasnowdoneasbyawrench。Intendedgaietieswouldinsistuponappearinglikesolemngrandeurs,theorganizationofthewholeeffortwascarriedoutcoldlybyhirelings,andashadowseemedtomoveabouttherooms,sayingthattheproceedingswereunnaturaltotheplaceandthelonemanwholivedtherein,andhencenotgood。IIBathshebawasatthistimeinherroom,dressingfortheevent。Shehadcalledforcandles,andLiddyenteredandplacedoneoneachsideofhermistress’sglass。
`Don’tgoaway,Liddy,’saidBathsheba,almosttimidly。`Iamfoolishlyagitated-Icannottellwhy。IwishIhadnotbeenobligedtogotothisdance;butthere’snoescapingnow。IhavenotspokentoMrBoldwoodsincetheautumn,whenIpromisedtoseehimatChristmasonbusiness,butI
hadnoideatherewastobeanythingofthiskind。’
`ButIwouldgonow,’saidLiddy,whowasgoingwithher;forBoldwoodhadbeenindiscriminateinhisinvitations。
`Yes,Ishallmakemyappearance,ofcourse,’saidBathsheba。`ButI
amthecauseoftheparty,andthatupsetsme!-Don’ttell,Liddy。’
`Ono;ma’am。Youthecauseofit,ma’am?’
`Yes。Iamthereasonoftheparty-I。Ifithadnotbeenforme,therewouldneverhavebeenone。Ican’texplainanymore-there’snomoretobeexplained。IwishIhadneverseenWeatherbury。’
`That’swickedofyou-towishtobeworseoffthanyouare。’
`No,Liddy。IhaveneverbeenfreefromtroublesinceIhavelivedhere,andthispartyislikelytobringmemore。Now,fetchmyblacksilkdress,andseehowitsitsuponme。’
`Butyouwillleaveoffthat,surely,ma’am?Youhavebeenasortofwidowfourteenmonths,andoughttobrightenupalittleonsuchanightasthis。’
`Isitnecessary?No;Iwillappearasusual,forifIweretowearanylightdresspeoplewouldsaythingsaboutme,andIshouldseemtoberejoicingwhenIamsolemnallthetime。Thepartydoesn’tsuitmeabit;butnevermind,stayandhelptofinishmeoff。’IIIBoldwoodwasdressingalsoatthishour。AtailorfromCasterbridgewaswithhim,assistinghimintheoperationoftryingonanewcoatthathadjustbeenbroughthome。
NeverhadBoldwoodbeensofastidious,unreasonableaboutthefit,andgenerallydifficulttoplease。Thetailorwalkedroundandroundhim,tuggedatthewaist,pulledthesleeve,pressedoutthecollar,andforthefirsttimeinhisexperienceBoldwoodwasnotbored。Timeshadbeenwhenthefarmerhadclaimedagainstallsuchnicetiesaschildish,butnownophilosophicorhastyrebukewhateverwasprovokedbythismanforattachingasmuchimportancetoacreaseinthecoatastoanearthquakeinSouthAmerica。
Boldwoodatlastexpressedhimselfnearlysatisfied,andpaidthebill,thetailorpassingoutofthedoorjustasOakcameintoreportprogressfortheday。
`Oh,Oak,’saidBoldwood。`Ishallofcourseseeyouheretonight。
Makeyourselfmerry。Iamdeterminedthatneitherexpensenortroubleshallbespared。’
`I’lltrytobehere,sir,thoughperhapsitmaynotbeveryearly,’
saidGabriel,quietly。`Iamgladindeedtoseesuchachangein’eefromwhatitusedtobe。’
`Yes-Imustownit-Iambrightto-night:cheerfulandmorethancheerful-somuchsothatIamalmostsadagainwiththesensethatallofitispassingaway。Andsometimes,whenIamexcessivelyhopefulandblithe,atroubleisloominginthedistance:sothatIoftengettolookupongloominmewithcontent,andtofearahappymood。Stillthismaybeabsurd-Ifeelthatitisabsurd。Perhapsmydayisdawningatlast。’
`Ihopeit’illbealongandafairone。’
`Thankyou-thankyou。Yetperhapsmycheerfulnessrestsonaslenderhope。AndyetItrustmyhope。Itisfaith,nothope。IthinkthistimeIreckonwithmyhost-Oak,myhandsarealittleshaky,orsomething:
Ican’ttiethisneckerchiefproperly。Perhapsyouwilltieitforme。
Thefactis,Ihavenotbeenwelllately,youknow。’
`Iamsorrytohearthat,sir。’
`Oh,it’snothing。Iwantitdoneaswellasyoucan,please。Isthereanylateknotinfashion,Oak?’
`Idon’tknow,sir,’saidOak。Histonehadsunktosadness。
BoldwoodapproachedGabriel,andasOaktiedtheneckerchiefthefarmerwentonfeverishly——
`Doesawomankeepherpromise,Gabriel?’
`Ifitisnotinconvenienttohershemay。’
`-Orratheranimpliedpromise。’
`Iwon’tanswerforherimplying,’saidOak,withfaintbitterness。
`That’sawordasfallo’holesasasievewiththem。’
`Oak,don’ttalklikethat。Youhavegotquitecynicallately-howisit?Weseemtohaveshiftedourpositions:Ihavebecometheyoungandhopefulman,andyoutheoldandunbelievingone。However,doesawomankeepapromise,nottomarry,buttoenteronanengagementtomarryatsometime?NowyouknowwomenbetterthanI-tellme。’
`Iamafeardyouhonourmyunderstandingtoomuch。However,shemaykeepsuchapromise,ifitismadewithanhonestmeaningtorepairawrong。
`Ithasnotgonefaryet,butIthinkitwillsoon-yes,Iknowitwill,’hesaid,inanimpulsivewhisper。`Ihavepressedheruponthesubject,andsheinclinestobekindtome,andtothinkofmeasahusbandatalongfuturetime,andthat’senoughforme。HowcanIexpectmore?Shehasanotionthatawomanshouldnotmarrywithinsevenyearsofherhusband’sdisappearance-thatherownselfshouldn’t,Imean-becausehisbodywasnotfound。Itmaybemerelythislegalreasonwhichinfluencesher,oritmaybeareligiousone,butsheisreluctanttotalkonthepoint。
Yetshehaspromised-implied-thatshewillratifyanengagementto-night。’
`Sevenyears,’murmuredOak。
`No,no-it’snosuchthing!’hesaid,withimpatience。`Fiveyears,ninemonths,andafewdays。Fifteenmonthsnearlyhavepassedsincehevanished,andisthereanythingsowonderfulinanengagementoflittlemorethanfiveyears?’
`Itseemslonginaforwardview。Don’tbuildtoomuchuponsuchpromises,sir。Remember,youhaveoncebe’ndeceived。Hermeaningmaybegood;butthere-she’syoungyet。’
`Deceived?Never!’saidBoldwood,vehemently。`Sheneverpromisedmeatthatfirsttime,andhenceshedidnotbreakherpromise!Ifshepromisesme,she’llmarryme。Bathshebaisawomantoherword。’IVTroywassittinginacornerofTheWhiteHarttavernatCasterbridge,smokinganddrinkingasteamingmixturefromaglass。Aknockwasgivenatthedoor,andPennywaysentered。
`Well,haveyouseenhim?’Troyinquired,pointingtoachair。
`Boldwood?’
`No-lawyerlong。’
`Hewadn’athome。Iwenttherefirst,too。’
`That’sanuisance。’
`’Tisrather,Isuppose。’
`YetIdon’tseethat,becauseamanappearstobedrownedandwasnot,heshouldbeliableforanything。Ishan’taskanylawyer-notI。’
`Butthat’snotit,exactly。Ifamanchangeshisnameandsoforth,andtakesstepstodeceivetheworldandhisownwife,he’sacheat,andthatintheeyeofthelawisaylessarogue,andthatisaylessalammockenvagabond;andthat’sapunishablesituation。’
`Ha-ha!Welldone,Pennyways。’Troyhadlaughed,butitwaswithsomeanxietythathesaid,`Now,whatIwanttoknowisthis,doyouthinkthere’sreallyanythinggoingonbetweenherandBoldwood?Uponmysoul,Ishouldneverhavebelievedit!Howshemustdetestme!Haveyoufoundoutwhethershehasencouragedhim?’
`Ihaen’tbeenabletolearn。There’sadealoffeelingonhissideseemingly,butIdon’tanswerforher。Ididn’tknowawordaboutanysuchthingtillyesterday,andallIheardthenwasthatshewasgwinetothepartyathishousetonight。Thisisthefirsttimeshehasevergonethere,theysay。Andtheysaythatshe’venotsomuchasspoketohimsincetheywereatGreenhillFair:butwhatcanfolkbelieveo’t?However,she’snotfondofhim-quiteoffishandquitecareless,Iknow。’
`I’mnotsosureofthat……She’sahandsomewoman,Pennyways,isshenot?Ownthatyouneversawafinerormoresplendidcreatureinyourlife。
Uponmyhonour,whenIseteyesuponherthatdayIwonderedwhatIcouldhavebeenmadeoftobeabletoleaveherbyherselfsolong。AndthenIwashamperedwiththatbotheringshow,whichI’mfreeofatlast,thankthestars。’Hesmokedonawhile,andthenadded,`Howdidshelookwhenyoupassedbyyesterday?’
`Oh,shetooknogreatheedofme,yemaywellfancy;butshelookedwellenough,far’sIknow。Justflashedherhaughtyeyesuponmypoorscrambody,andthenletthemgopastmetowhatwasyond,muchasifI’dbeennomorethanaleaflesstree。Shehadjustgotoffhermaretolookatthelastwring-downofciderfortheyear;shehadbeenriding,andsohercolourswereupandherbreathratherquick,sothatherbosomplimmedandfell-plimmedandfell-everytimeplaintomyeye。Ay,andtherewerethefellersroundherwringingdownthecheeseandbustlingaboutandsaying,“Wareo’thepommy,ma’am:’twillspoilyergown。’“Nevermindme。”saysshe。ThenGabebroughthersomeofthenewcider,andshemustneedsgodrinkingitthroughastrawmote,andnotinanateralwayatall。
“Liddy。”saysshe,“bringindoorsafewgallons,andI’llmakesomecider-wine。”
Sergeant,Iwasnomoretoherthanamorselofscroffinthefuel-house!’
`Imustgoandfindheroutatonce-Oyes,Iseethat-Imustgo。
Oakisheadmanstill,isn’the?’
`Yes,’ab’lieve。AndatLittleWeatherburyFarmtoo。Hemanageseverything。’
`’Twillpuzzlehimtomanageher,oranyothermanofhiscompass!’
`Idon’tknowaboutthat。Shecan’tdowithouthim,andknowingitwellhe’sprettyindependent。Andshe’veafewsoftcornerstohermind,thoughI’veneverbeenabletogetintoone,thedevil’sin’t!’
`Ah,baily,she’sanotchaboveyou,andyoumustownit:ahigherclassofanimal-afinertissue。However,sticktome,andneitherthishaughtygoddess,dashingpieceofwomanhood,Juno-wifeofmineJunowasagoddess,youknow,noranybodyelseshallhurtyou。Butallthiswantslookinginto,Iperceive。Whatwithonethingandanother,Iseethatmyworkiswellcutoutforme。’V`HowdoIlookto-night,Liddy?’saidBathsheba,givingafinaladjustmenttoherdressbeforeleadingtheglass。
`Ineversawyoulooksowellbefore。Yes-I’lltellyouwhenyoulookedlikeit-thatnight,ayearandahalfago,whenyoucameinsowild-like,andscoldedusformakingremarksaboutyouandMrTroy。’
`EverybodywillthinkthatIamsettingmyselftocaptivateMrBoldwood,Isuppose,’shemurmured。`Atleastthey’llsayso。Can’tmyhairbebrusheddownalittleflatter?Idreadgoing-yetIdreadtheriskofwoundinghimbystayingaway。’
`Anyhow,ma’am,youcan’twellbedressedplainerthanyouare,unlessyougoinsackclothatonce。’Tisyourexcitementiswhatmakesyoulooksonoticeableto-night。’
`Idon’tknowwhat’sthematter,Ifeelwretchedatonetime,andbuoyantatanother。IwishIcouldhavecontinuedquitealoneasIhavebeenforthelastyearorso,withnohopesandnofears,andnopleasureandnogrief’
`NowjustsupposeMrBoldwoodshouldaskyou-onlyjustsupposeit-torunawaywithhim,whatwouldyoudo,ma’am?’
`Liddy-noneofthat,’saidBathsheba,gravely。`Mind,Iwon’thearjokingonanysuchmatter。Doyouhear?’
`Ibegpardon,ma’am。Butknowingwhatrumthingswewomenbe,Ijustsaid-however,Iwon’tspeakofitagain。’
`Nomarryingformeyetformanyayear;ifever,’twillbeforreasonsvery,verydifferentfromthoseyouthink,orotherswillbelieve!Nowgetmycloakforitistimetogo。’VI`Oak,’saidBoldwood,`beforeyougoIwanttomentionwhathasbeenpassinginmymindlately-thatlittlearrangementwemadeaboutyourshareinthefarmImean。Thatshareissmall,toosmall,consideringhowlittleIattendtobusinessnow,andhowmuchtimeandthoughtyougivetoit。
Well,sincetheworldisbrighteningforme,Iwanttoshowmysenseofitbyincreasingyourproportioninthepartnership。I’llmakeamemorandumofthearrangementwhichstruckmeaslikelytobeconvenient,forIhaven’ttimetotalkaboutitnow;andthenwe’lldiscussitatourleisure。Myintentionisultimatelytoretirefromthemanagementaltogether,anduntilyoucantakealltheexpenditureuponyourshoulders,I’llbeasleepingpartnerinthestock。Then,ifImarryher-andIhope-IfeelIshall,why——’
`Praydon’tspeakofit,sir,’saidOak,hastily。`Wedon’tknowwhatmayhappen。Somanyupsetsmaybefall’ee。There’smanyaslip,astheysay-andIwouldadviseyou-Iknowyou’llpardonmethisonce-nottobetoosure。
`Iknow,Iknow。ButthefeelingIhaveaboutincreasingyourshareisonaccountofwhatIknowofyou。Oak,Ihavelearntalittleaboutyoursecret:yourinterestinherismorethanthatofbailiffforanemployer。
Butyouhavebehavedlikeaman,andI,asasortofsuccessfulrival-
successfulpartlythroughyourgoodnessofheart-shouldlikedefinitelytoshowmysenseofyourfriendshipunderwhatmusthavebeenagreatpaintoyou。
`Othat’snotnecessary,thank’ee,’saidOak,hurriedly。`Imustgetusedtosuchasthat;othermenhave,andsoshallI。’
Oakthenlefthim。HewasuneasyonBoldwood’saccount,forhesawanewthatthisconstantpassionofthefarmermadehimnotthemanheoncehadbeen。
AsBoldwoodcontinuedawhileinhisroomalone-readyanddressedtoreceivehiscompany-themoodofanxietyabouthisappearanceseemedtopassaway,andtobesucceededbyadeepsolemnity。Helookedoutofthewindow,andregardedthedimoutlineofthetreesuponthesky,andthetwilightdeepeningtodarkness。
Thenhewenttoalockedcloset,andtookfromalockeddrawerthereinasmallcircularcasethesizeofapill-box,andwasabouttoputitintohispocket。Buthelingeredtoopenthecoverandtakeamomentaryglanceinside。Itcontainedawoman’sfinger-ring,setallthewayroundwithsmalldiamonds,andfromitsappearancehadevidentlybeenrecentlypurchased。
Boldwood’seyesdweltuponitsmanysparklesalongtime,thoughthatitsmaterialaspectconcernedhimlittlewasplainfromhismannerandmien,whichwerethoseofamindfollowingoutthepresumedthreadofthatjewel’sfuturehistory。
Thenoiseofwheelsatthefrontofthehousebecameaudible。Boldwoodclosedthebox,stoweditawaycarefullyinhispocket,andwentoutuponthelanding。Theoldmanwhowashisindoorfactotumcameatthesamemomenttothefootofthestairs。
`Theybecoming,sir-lotsof’em-a-footanda-driving!’
`Iwascomingdownthismoment。ThosewheelsIheard-isitMrsTroy?’
`No,sir——’tisnotsheyet。’
AreservedandsombreexpressionhadreturnedtoBoldwood’sfaceagain,butitpoorlycloakedhisfeelingswhenhepronouncedBathsheba’sname;
andhisfeverishanxietycontinuedtoshowitsexistencebyagallopingmotionofhisfingersuponthesideofhisthighashewentdownthestairs。VII`Howdoesthiscoverme?’saidTroytoPennyways。`Nobodywouldrecognizemenow,I’msure。’
HewasbuttoningonaheavygreyovercoatofNoachiancut,withcapeandhighcollar,thelatterbeingerectandrigid,likeagirdlingwall,andnearlyreachingtothevergeofatravellingcapwhichwaspulleddownoverhisears。
Pennywayssnuffedthecandle,andthenlookedupanddeliberatelyinspectedTroy。
`You’vemadeupyourmindtogothen?’hesaid。
`Madeupmymind?Yes;ofcourseIhave。’
`Whynotwritetoher?’Tisaveryqueercomerthatyouhavegotinto,sergeant。Yousee,allthesethingswillcometolightifyougoback,andtheywon’tsoundwellatall。Faith,if!wasyouI’devenbideasyoube-asinglemanofthenameofFrancis。Agoodwifeisgood,butthebestwifeisnotsogoodasnowifeatall。Nowthat’smyoutspokemind,andI’vebeencalledalong-headedfellerhereandthere。’
`Allnonsense!’saidTroy,angrily。`Theresheiswithplentyofmoney,andahouseandfarm,andhorses,andcomfort,andhereamIlivingfromhandtomouth-aneedyadventurer。Besides,itisnousetalkingnow;
itistoolate,andIamgladofit;I’vebeenseenandrecognizedherethisveryafternoon。Ishouldhavegonebacktoherthedayafterthefair,ifithadn’tbeenforyoutalkingaboutthelaw,andrubbishaboutgettingaseparation:andIdon’tputitoffanylonger。Whatthedeuceputitintomyheadtorunawayatall,Ican’tthink!Humbuggingsentiment-
that’swhatitwas。Butwhatmanonearthwastoknowthathiswifewouldbeinsuchahurrytogetridofhisname!’
`Ishouldhaveknownit。She’sbadenoughforanything。’
`Pennyways,mindwhoyouaretalkingto。’
`Well,sergeant,allIsayisthis,thatif!wereyouI’dgoabroadagainwhereIcamefrom——’tisn’ttoolatetodoitnow。Iwouldn’tstirupthebusinessandgetabadnameforthesakeoflivingwithher-forallthataboutyourplay-actingissuretocomeout,youknow,althoughyouthinkotherwise。Myeyesandlimbs,there’llbearacketifyougobackjustnow-inthemiddleofBoldwood’sChritmasing!’
`Hm,yes。IexpectIshallnotbeaverywelcomeguestifhehasherthere,’saidthesergeant,withaslightlaugh。`AsortofAlonzotheBrave;
andwhenIgointheguestswillsitinsilenceandfear,andalllaughterandpleasurewillbehushed,andthelightsinthechamberburnblue,andtheworms-Ugh,horrible!-Ringforsomemorebrandy,Pennyways,Ifeltanawfulshudderjustthen!Well,whatistherebesides?Astick-Imusthaveawalking-stick。’
Pennywaysnowfelthimselftobeinsomethingofadifficulty,forshouldBathshebaandTroybecomereconcileditwouldbenecessarytoregainhergoodopinionifhewouldsecurethepatronageofherhusband。`Isometimesthinkshelikesyouyet,andisagoodwomanatbottom,hesaid,asasavingsentence。`Butthere’snotellingtoacertaintyfromabody’soutside。
Well,you’lldoasyoulikeaboutgoing,ofcourse,sergeant,andasforme,I’lldoasyoutellme。’
`Now,letmeseewhatthetimeis,’saidTroy,afteremptyinghisglassinonedraughtashestood。`Half-pastsixo’clock。Ishallnothurryalongtheroad,andshallbetherethenbeforenine。’
CHAPTERFIFTY-THREEConcurritur-Horæ;MomentoOutsidethefrontofBoldwood’shouseagroupofmenstoodinthedark,withtheirfacestowardsthedoor,whichoccasionallyopenedandclosedforthepassageofsomeguestorservant,whenagoldenrodoflightwouldstripethegroundforthemomentandvanishagain,leavingnothingoutsidebuttheglowwormshineofthepalelampamidtheevergreensoverthedoor。
`HewasseeninCasterbridgethisafternoon-sotheboysaid,’oneofthemremarkedinawhisper。`AndIforonebelieveit。Hisbodywasneverfound,youknow。’
`’Tisastrangestory,’saidthenext。`Youmaydependupon’tthatsheknowsnothingaboutit。’
`Notaword。’
`Perhapshedon’tmeanthatsheshall,’saidanotherman。
`Ifhe’saliveandhereintheneighbourhood,hemeansmischief,’saidthefirst。`Pooryoungthing:Idopityher,if’tistrue。He’lldraghertothedogs。’
`Ono;he’llsettledownquietenough,’saidonedisposedtotakeamorehopefulviewofthecase。
`Whatafoolshemusthavebeenevertohavehadanythingtodowiththisman!Sheissoself-willedandindependenttoo,thatoneismoremindedtosayitservesherrightthanpityher。’
`No,no!Idon’tholdwith’eethere。Shewasnootherwisethanagirlmind,andhowcouldshetellwhatthemanwasmadeof?If’tisreallytrue,’tistoohardapunishment,andmorethansheoughttohae-Hullo,who’sthat?’Thiswastosomefootstepsthatwereheardapproaching。
`WilliamSmallbury,’saidadimfigureintheshades,comingupandjoiningthem。`Darkasahedge,to-night,isn’tit?Iallbutmissedtheplankovertheriverath’artthereinthebottom-neverdidsuchathingbeforeinmylife。BeyeanyofBoldwood’sworkfolk?’Hepeeredintotheirfaces。
`Yes-allo’us。Wemethereafewminutesago。’
`Oh,Ihearnow-that’sSamSamway:thoughtIknowedthevoice,too。
Goingin?’
`Presently。ButIsay,William,’Samwaywhispered,`haveyeheardthisstrangetale?’
`What-thataboutSergeantTroybeingseen,d’yemean,souls?’saidSmallbury,alsoloweringhisvoice。
`Ay:inCasterbridge。’
`Yes,Ihave。LabanTallnamedahintofittomebutnow-butIdon’tthinkit。Hark,hereLabancomeshimself,’ab’lieve。’Afootstepdrewnear。
`Laban?’
`Yes,’tisI,’saidTall。
`Haveyeheardanymoreaboutthat?’
`No,’saidTall,joiningthegroup。`AndI’minclinedtothinkwe’dbetterkeepquiet。Ifsobe’tisnottrue,’twillflurryher,anddohermuchharmtorepeatit;andifsobe’tistrue,’twilldonogoodtoforestallhertimeo’trouble。Godsendthatitmidbealie,forthoughHeneryFrayandsomeof’emdospeakagainsther,she’sneverbeenanythingbutfairtome。She’shotandhasty,butshe’sabravegirlwho’llnevertellaliehowevermuchthetruthmayharmher,andI’venocausetowishherevil。’
`Sheneverdotellwomen’slittlelies,that’strue;and’tisathingthatcanbesaidofveryfew。Ay,alltheharmshethinksshesaystoyerface:there’snothingunderhandwi’her。’
Theystoodsilentthen,everymanbusiedwithhisownthoughts,duringwhichintervalsoundsofmerrimentcouldbeheardwithin。Thenthefrontdooragainopened,theraysstreamedout,thewell-knownformofBoldwoodwasseenintherectangularareaoflight,thedoorclosed,andBoldwoodwalkedslowlydownthepath。
`’Tismaster,’oneofthemenwhispered,ashenearedthem。`We’dbetterstandquiet-he’llgoinagaindirectly。Hewouldthinkitunseemlyo’
ustobeloiteringhere。’
Boldwoodcameon,andpassedbythemenwithoutseeingthem,theybeingunderthebushesonthegrass。Hepaused,leantoverthegate,andbreathedalongbreath。Theyheardlowwordscomefromhim。
`IhopetoGodshe’llcome,orthisnightwillbenothingbutmiserytome!Omydarling,mydarling,whydoyoukeepmeinsuspenselikethis?’
Hesaidthistohimself,andtheyalldistinctlyheardit。Boldwoodremainedsilentafterthat,andthenoisefromindoorswasagainjustaudible,until,afewminuteslater,lightwheelscouldbedistinguishedcomingdownthehill。Theydrewnearer,andceasedatthegate。Boldwoodhastenedbacktothedoor,andopenedit;andthelightshoneuponBathshebacomingupthepath。
Boldwoodcompressedhisemotiontomerewelcome:themenmarkedherlightlaughandapologyasshemethim:hetookherintothehouse;andthedoorclosedagain。
`Graciousheaven,Ididn’tknowitwaslikethatwithhim!’saidoneofthemen。`Ithoughtthatfancyofhiswasoverlongago。’
`Youdon’tknowmuchofmaster,ifyouthoughtthat,’saidSamway。`I
wouldn’theshouldknowweheardwhat’asaidfortheworld,’remarkedathird。
`Iwishwehadtoldofthereportatonce,’thefirstuneasilycontinued。
`MoreharmmaycomeofthisthanweknowofPoorMrBoldwood,itwillbeharduponen。IwishTroywasin-Well,Godforgivemeforsuchawish!
Ascoundreltoplayapoorwifesuchtricks。NothinghasprosperedinWeatherburysincehecamehere。AndnowI’venohearttogoin。Let’slookintoWarren’sforafewminutesfirst,shallus,neighbours?’
Samway,Tall,andSmallburyagreedtogotoWarren’s,andwentoutatthegate,theremainingonesenteringthehouse。Thethreesoondrewnearthemalt-house,approachingitfromtheadjoiningorchard,andnotbywayofthestreet。Thepaneofglasswasilluminatedasusual。Smallburywasalittleinadvanceoftherest,when,pausing,heturnedsuddenlytohiscompanionsandsaid,`Hist!Seethere。’
Thelightfromthepanewasnowperceivedtobeshiningnotupontheiviedwallasusual,butuponsomeobjectclosetotheglass。Itwasahumanface。
`Let’scomecloser,’whisperedSamway;andtheyapproachedontip-toe。
Therewasnodisbelievingthereportanylonger。Troy’sfacewasalmostclosetothepane,andhewaslookingin。Notonlywashelookingin,butheappearedtohavebeenarrestedbyaconversationwhichwasinprogressinthemalt-house,thevoicesoftheinterlocutorbeingthoseofOakandthemaltster。
`Thespreeisallinherhonour,isn’tit-hey?’saidtheoldman。
`Althoughhemadebelieve’tisonlykeepingupo’Christmas?’
`Icannotsay,’repliedOak。
`O’tistrueenough,faith。IcannotunderstandFarmerBoldwoodbeingsuchafoolathistimeoflifeastohoandhankerafterthikwomanintheway’ado,andshenotcareabitabouten。’