`Ihavenotfalleninlovewithyou,MrBoldwood-certainlyImustsaythat。’Sheallowedaverysmallsmiletocreepforthefirsttimeoverherseriousfaceinsayingthis,andthewhiterowofupperteeth,andkeenly-cutlipsalreadynoticed,suggestedanideaofheartlessness,whichwasimmediatelycontradictedbythepleasanteyes。
  `Butyouwilljustthink-inkindnessandcondescensionthink-ifyoucannotbearwithmeasahusband!IfearIamtoooldforyou,butbelievemeIwilltakemorecareofyouthanwouldmanyamanofyourownage。Iwillprotectandcherishyouwithallmystrength-Iwillindeed!
  Youshallhavenocares-beworriedbynohouseholdaffairs,andlivequiteatease,MissEverdene。Thedairysuperintendenceshallbedonebyaman-Icanafforditwell-youshallneverhavesomuchastolookoutofdoorsathaymakingtime,ortothinkofweatherintheharvest。
  Iratherclingtothechaise,becauseitisthesamemypoorfatherandmotherdrove,butifyoudon’tlikeitIwillsellit,andyoushallhaveapony-carriageofyourown。Icannotsayhowfaraboveeveryotherideaandobjectonearthyouseemtome-nobodyknows-Godonlyknows-howmuchyouaretome!’
  Bathsheba’sheartwasyoung,anditswelledwithsympathyforthedeep-naturedmanwhospokesosimply。
  `Don’tsayit:don’t!Icannotbearyoutofeelsomuch,andmetofeelnothing。AndIamafraidtheywillnoticeus,MrBoldwood。Willyouletthematterrestnow?Icannotthinkcollectedly。Ididnotknowyouweregoingtosaythistome。O,Iamwickedtohavemadeyousufferso!’Shewasfrightenedaswellasagitatedathisvehemence。
  `Saythen,thatyoudon’tabsolutelyrefuse。Donotquiterefuse?’
  `Icandonothing。Icannotanswer。
  `Imayspeaktoyouagainonthesubject?’
  `Yes。’
  `Imaythinkofyou?’
  `Yes,Isupposeyoumaythinkofme。’
  `Andhopetoobtainyou?’
  `No-donothope!Letusgoon。’
  `Iwillcalluponyouagaintomorrow。’
  `No-pleasenot。Givemetime。’
  `Yes-Iwillgiveyouanytime,’hesaidearnestlyandgratefully。
  `Iamhappiernow。’
  `No-Ibegyou!Don’tbehappierifhappinessonlycomesfrommyagreeing。
  Beneutral,MrBoldwood!Imustthink。’
  `Iwillwait,’hesaid。
  Andthensheturnedaway。Boldwooddroppedhisgazetotheground,andstoodlonglikeamanwhodidnotknowwherehewas。Realitiesthenreturneduponhimlikethepainofawoundreceivedinanexcitementwhicheclipsesit,andhe,too,thenwenton。
  CHAPTERTWENTYPerplexity-bindingtheShears-AQuarrel`HeissodisinterestedandkindtooffermeallthatIcandesire,’Bathshebamused。
  YetFarmerBoldwood,whetherbynaturekindorthereversetokind,didnotexercisekindnesshere。Therarestofferingsofthepurestlovesarebutaself-indulgence,andnogenerosityatall。
  Bathsheba,notbeingtheleastinlovewithhim,waseventuallyabletolookcalmlyathisoffer。Itwasonewhichmanywomenofherownstationintheneighbourhood,andnotafewofhigherrank,wouldhavebeenwildtoacceptandproudtopublish。Ineverypointofview,rangingfrompolitictopassionate,itwasdesirablethatshe,alonelygirlshouldmarry,andmarrythisearnest,well-to-do,andrespectedman。Hewasclosetoherdoors:hisstandingwassufficient:hisqualitieswereevensupererogatory。
  Hadshefelt,whichshedidnot,anywishwhateverforthemarriedstateintheabstract,shecouldnotreasonablyhaverejectedhim,beingawomanwhofrequentlyappealedtoherunderstandingfordeliverancefromherwhims。
  Boldwoodasameanstomarriagewasunexceptionable:sheesteemedandlikedhim,yetshedidnotwanthim。Itappearsthatordinarymentakewivesbecausepossessionisnotpossiblewithoutmarriage,andthatordinarywomenaccepthusbandsbecausemarriageisnotpossiblewithoutpossession;
  withtotallydifferingaimsthemethodisthesameonbothsides。Buttheunderstoodincentiveonthewoman’spartwaswantinghere。Besides,Bathsheba’spositionasabsolutemistressofafarmandhousewasanovelone,andthenoveltyhadnotyetbeguntowearoff。
  Butadisquietfilledherwhichwassomewhattohercredit,foritwouldhaveaffectedfew。Beyondthementionedreasonswithwhichshecombatedherobjections,shehadastrongfeelingthat,havingbeentheonewhobeganthegame,sheoughtinhonestytoaccepttheconsequences。Stillthereluctanceremained。ShesaidinthesamebreaththatitwouldbeungenerousnottomarryBoldwood,andthatshecouldn’tdoittosaveherlife。
  Bathsheba’swasanimpulsivenatureunderadeliberateaspect。AnElizabethinbrainandaMaryStuartinspirit,sheoftenperformedactionsofthegreatesttemeritywithamannerofextremediscretion。Manyofherthoughtswereperfectsyllogisms;unluckilytheyalwaysremainedthoughts。Onlyafewwereirrationalassumptions;but,unfortunately,theyweretheoneswhichmostfrequentlygrewintodeeds。
  ThenextdaytothatofthedeclarationshefoundGabrielOakatthebottomofhergarden,grindinghisshearsforthesheep-shearing。Allthesurroundingcottagesweremoreorlessscenesofthesameoperation;thescurrofwhettingspreadintotheskyfromallpartsofthevillageasfromanarmouryprevioustoacampaign。Peaceandwarkisseachotherattheirhoursofpreparation-sickles,scythes,shears,andpruning-hooksrankingwithswords,bayonets,andlances,intheircommonnecessityforpointandedge。
  CainyBallturnedthehandleofGabriel’sgrindstone,hisheadperformingamelancholysee-sawupanddownwitheachturnofthewheel。OakstoodsomewhatasErosisrepresentedwhenintheactofsharpeninghisarrows:
  hisfigureslightlybent,theweightofhisbodythrownoverontheshears,andhisheadbalancedsideways,withacriticalcompressionofthelipsandcontractionoftheeyelidstocrowntheattitude。
  Hismistresscameupandlookedupontheminsilenceforaminuteortwo;thenshesaid——
  `Cain,gotothelowermeadandcatchthebaymare。I’llturnthewinchofthegrindstone。Iwanttospeaktoyou,Gabriel。’
  Caindeparted,andBathshebatookthehandle。Gabrielhadglancedupinintensesurprise,quelleditsexpression,andlookeddownagain。Bathshebaturnedthewinch,andGabrielappliedtheshears。
  Thepeculiarmotioninvolvedinturningawheelhasawonderfultendencytobenumbthemind。ItisasortofattenuatedvarietyofIxion’spunishment,andcontributesadismalchaptertothehistoryofgaols。Thebraingetsmuddled,theheadgrowsheavy,andthebody’scentreofgravityseemstosettlebydegreesinaleadenlumpsomewherebetweentheeyebrowsandthecrown。Bathshebafelttheunpleasantsymptomsaftertwoorthreedozenturns。
  `Willyouturn,Gabriel,andletmeholdtheshears?’shesaid。`Myheadisinawhirl,andIcan’ttalk。’
  Gabrielturned。Bathshebathenbegan,withsomeawkwardness,allowingherthoughtstostrayoccasionallyfromherstorytoattendtotheshears,whichrequiredalittlenicetyinsharpening。
  `IwantedtoaskyouifthemenmadeanyobservationsonmygoingbehindthesedgewithMrBoldwoodyesterday?’
  `Yes,theydid,’saidGabriel。`Youdon’tholdtheshearsright,miss-Iknewyouwouldn’tknowtheway-holdlikethis。’
  Herelinquishedthewinch,andenclosinghertwohandscompletelyinhisowntakingeachaswesometimesclaspachild’shandinteachinghimtowrite,graspedtheshearswithher。`Inclinetheedgeso’hesaid。
  Handsandshearswereinclinedtosuitthewords,andheldthusforapeculiarlylongtimebytheinstructorashespoke。
  `Thatwilldo,’exclaimedBathsheba。`Loosemyhands。Iwon’thavethemheld!Turnthewinch。’
  Gabrielfreedherhandsquietly,retiredtohishandle,andthegrindingwenton。
  `Didthementhinkitodd?’shesaidagain。
  `Oddwasnottheidea,miss。’
  `Whatdidtheysay?’
  `ThatFarmerBoldwood’snameandyourownwerelikelytobeflungoverpulpittogetherbeforetheyearwasout。’
  `Ithoughtsobythelookofthem!Why,there’snothinginit。Amorefoolishremarkwasnevermade,andIwantyoutocontradictit:that’swhatIcamefor。’
  Gabriellookedincredulousandsad,butbetweenhismomentsofincredulity,relieved。
  `Theymusthaveheardourconversation,’shecontinued。
  `Well,then,Bathsheba!’saidOak,stoppingthehandle,andgazingintoherfacewithastonishment。
  `MissEverdene,youmean,’shesaidwithdignity。
  `Imeanthis,thatifMrBoldwoodreallyspokeofmarriage,Ibain’tgoingtotellastoryandsayhedidn’ttopleaseyou。Ihavealreadytriedtopleaseyoutoomuchformyowngood!’
  Bathshebaregardedhimwithround-eyedperplexity。Shedidnotknowwhethertopityhimfordisappointedloveofher,ortobeangrywithhimforhavinggotoverit-histonebeingambiguous。
  `IsaidIwantedyoujusttomentionthatitwasnottrueIwasgoingtobemarriedtohim,’shemurmured,withaslightdeclineinherassurance。
  `Icansaythattothemifyouwish,MissEverdene。AndIcouldlikewisegiveanopinionto’eeonwhatyouhavedone。’
  `Idaresay。ButIdon’twantyouropinion。’
  `Isupposenot,’saidGabrielbitterly,andgoingonwithhisturning;
  hiswordsrisingandfallinginaregularswellandcadenceashestoopedorrosewiththewinch,whichdirectedthem,accordingtohisposition,perpendicularlyintotheearth,orhorizontallyalongthegarden,hiseyesbeingfixedonaleafupontheground。
  WithBathshebaahastenedactwasarashact;but,asdoesnotalwayshappen,timegainedwasprudenceensured。Itmustbeadded,however,thattimewasveryseldomgained。AtthisperiodthesingleopinionintheparishonherselfandherdoingsthatshevaluedassounderthanherownwasGabrielOak’s。Andtheoutspokenhonestyofhischaracterwassuchthatonanysubject,eventhatofherlovefor,ormarriagewith,anotherman,thesamedisinterestednessofopinionmightbecalculatedon,andbehadfortheasking。Thoroughlyconvincedoftheimpossibilityofhisownsuit,ahighresolveconstrainedhimnottoinjurethatofanother。Thisisalover’smoststoicalvirtue,asthelackofitisalover’smostvenialsin。Knowinghewouldreplytrulysheaskedthequestion,painfulasshemusthaveknownthesubjectwouldbe。Suchistheselfishnessofsomecharmingwomen。Perhapsitwansomeexcuseforherthustorturinghonestytoherownadvantage,thatshehadabsolutelynoothersoundjudgementwithineasyreach。
  `Well,whatisyouropinionofmyconduct,’shesaidquietly。
  `Thatitisunworthyofanythoughtful,andmeek,andcomelywoman。’
  InaninstantBathsheba’sfacecolouredwiththeangrycrimsonofaDanbysunset。Butsheforboretoutterthisfeeling,andthereticenceofhertongueonlymadetheloquacityofherfacethemorenoticeable。
  ThenextthingGabrieldidwastomakeamistake。
  `Perhapsyoudon’tliketherudenessofmyreprimandingyou,forIknowitisrudeness;butIthoughtitwoulddogood。’
  Sheinstantlyrepliedsarcastically——
  `Onthecontrary,myopinionofyouissolow,thatIseeinyourabusethepraiseofdiscerningpeople!’
  `Iamgladyoudon’tmindit,forIsaidithonestlyandwitheveryseriousmeaning。’
  `Isee。But,unfortunately,whenyoutrynottospeakinjestyouareamusing-justaswhenyouwishtoavoidseriousnessyousometimessayasensibleword。’
  Itwasahardhit,butBathshebahadunmistakablylosthertemper,andonthataccountGabrielhadneverinhislifekepthisownbetter。Hesaidnothing。Shethenbrokeout——
  `Imayask,Isuppose,whereinparticularmyunworthinesslies?Inmynotmarryingyou,perhaps!’
  `Notbyanymeans,’saidGabrielquietly。`Ihavelonggivenupthinkingofthatmatter。’
  `Orwishingit,Isuppose,’shesaid;anditwasapparentthatsheexpectedanunhesitatingdenialofthissupposition。
  WhateverGabrielfelt,hecoollyechoedherwords——
  `Orwishingiteither。’
  Awomanmaybetreatedwithabitternesswhichissweettoher,andwitharudenesswhichisnotoffensive。BathshebawouldhavesubmittedtoanindignantchastisementforherlevityhadGabrielprotestedthathewaslovingheratthesametime;theimpetuosityofpassionunrequitedisbearable,evenifitstingsandanathematizes-thereisatriumphinthehumiliation,andatendernessinthestrife。Thiswaswhatshehadbeenexpecting,andwhatshehadnotgot。Tobelecturedbecausethelecturersawherinthecoldmorninglightofopen-shuttereddisillusionwasexasperating。
  Hehadnotfinished,either。Hecontinuedinamoreagitatedvoice:——
  `MyopinionissinceyouaskitthatyouaregreatlytoblameforplayingpranksuponamanlikeMrBoldwood,merelyasapastime。Leadingonamanyoudon’tcareforisnotapraiseworthyaction。Andeven,MissEverdene,ifyouseriouslyinclinedtowardshim,youmighthavelethimfinditoutinsomewayoftrueloving-kindness,andnotbysendinghimavalentine’sletter。’
  Bathshebalaiddowntheshears。
  `Icannotallowanymanto-tocriticizemyprivateconduct!’sheexclaimed。
  `NorwillIforaminute。Soyou’llpleaseleavethefarmattheendoftheweek!’
  Itmayhavebeenapeculiarity-atanyrateitwasafact-thatwhenBathshebawasswayedbyanemotionofanearthlysortherlowerliptrembled;
  whenbyarefinedemotion,herupperorheavenwardone。Hernetherlipquiverednow。
  `Verywell,soIwill,’saidGabrielcalmly。Hehadbeenheldtoherbyabeautifulthreadwhichitpainedhimtospoilbybreaking,ratherthanbyachainhecouldnotbreak。`Ishouldbeevenbetterpleasedtogoatonce,’headded。
  `Goatoncethen,inHeaven’sname!’saidshe,hereyesflashingathidthoughnevermeetingthem。`Don’tletmeseeyourfaceanymore。’
  `Verywell,MissEverdene-soitshallbe。’
  Andhetookhisshearsandwentawayfromherinplaciddignity,asMosesleftthepresenceofPharaoh。
  CHAPTERTWENTY-ONETroublesintheFold-AMessageGabrielOakhadceasedtofeedtheWeatherburyflockforaboutfour-and-twentyhours,whenonSundayafternoontheelderlygentlemenJosephPoorgrass,MatthewMoon,Fray,andhalf-a-dozenothers,camerunninguptothehouseofthemistressoftheUpperFarm。
  `Whateveristhematter,men?’shesaid,meetingthematthedoorjustasshewascomingoutonherwaytochurch,andceasinginamomentfromtheclosecompressionofhertworedlips,withwhichshehadaccompaniedtheexertionofpullingonatightglove。
  `Sixty!’saidJosephPoorgrass。
  `Seventy!’saidMoon。
  `Fifty-nine!’saidSusanTall’shusband。
  `-Sheephavebrokefence,’saidFray。
  `-Andgotintoafieldofyoungclover,’saidTall。
  `-Youngclover!’saidMoon。
  `-Clover!’saidJosephPoorgrass。
  `Andtheybegettingblasted,’saidHeneryFray。
  `Thattheybe,’saidJoseph。
  `Andwillalldieasdeadasnits,iftheybain’tgotoutandcured!’
  saidTall。
  Joseph’scountenancewasdrawnintolinesandpuckersbyhisconcern。
  Fray’sforeheadwaswrinkledbothperpendicularlyandcrosswise,afterthepatternofaportcullis,expressiveofadoubledespair。LabanTall’slipswerethin,andhisfacewasrigid。Matthew’sjawssank,andhiseyesturnedwhicheverwaythestrongestmusclehappenedtopullthem。
  `Yes,’saidJoseph,`andIwassittingathomelookingforEphesians,andsaysItomyself,“’TisnothingbutCorinthiansandThessaloniansinthisdangedTestament。”whenwhoshouldcomeinbutHenerythere:“Joseph。”
  hesaid,“thesheephaveblastedtheirselves-“’
  WithBathshebaitwasamomentwhenthoughtwasspeechandspeechexclamation。
  Moreover,shehadhardlyrecoveredherequanimitysincethedisturbancewhichshehadsufferedfromOak’sremarks。
  `That’senough-that’senough-Oyoufools!’shecried,throwingtheparasolandPrayer-bookintothepassage,andrunningoutofdoorsinthedirectionsignified。’tocometome,andnotgoandgetthemoutdirectly!
  O,thestupidnumskulls!’
  Hereyeswereattheirdarkestandbrightestnow。Bathsheba’sbeautybelongingrathertothedemonianthantotheangelicschool,sheneverlookedsowellaswhenshewasangry-andparticularlywhentheeffectwasheightenedbyaratherdashingvelvetdresscarefullyputonbeforeaglass。
  Alltheancientmenraninajumbledthrongafterhertothecloverfield,Josephsinkingdowninthemidstwhenabouthalfway,likeanindividualwitheringinaworldwhichwasmoreandmoreinsupportable。Havingoncereceivedthestimulusthatherpresencealwaysgavethemtheywentroundamongthesheepwithawill。Themajorityoftheafflictedanimalswerelyingdown,andcouldnotbestirred。Thesewerebodilyliftedout,andtheothersdrivenintotheadjoiningfield。Here,afterthelapseofafewminutes,severalmorefelldown,andlayhelplessandlividastherest。
  Bathsheba,withasad,burstingheart,lookedattheseprimestspecimensofherprimeflockastheyrolledthere——SwolnwithwindandtherankmisttheydrewManyofthemfoamedatthemouth,theirbreathingbeingquickandshort,whilstthebodiesofallwerefearfullydistended。
  `O,whatcanIdo’whatcanIdo!’saidBathsheba,helplessly。`Sheeparesuchunfortunateanimals!-there’salwayssomethinghappeningtothem!
  Ineverknewaflockpassayearwithoutgettingintosomescrapeorother。’
  `There’sonlyonewayofsavingthem,’saidTall。
  `Whatway?Tellmequick!’
  `Theymustbepiercedinthesidewithathingmadeonpurpose。
  `Canyoudoit?CanI?’
  `No’ma’am。Wecan’t,noryouneither。Itmustbedoneinaparticularspot。Ifyegototherightorleftbutaninchyoustabtheeweandkillher。Notevenashepherdcandoit,asarule。’
  `Thentheymustdie,’shesaid,inaresignedtone。
  `Onlyonemanintheneighbourhoodknowstheway,’saidJoseph,nowjustcomeup。Hecouldcure’emallifhewerehere。’
  `Whoishe?Let’sgethim!’
  `ShepherdOak,’saidMatthew。`Ah,he’saclevermanintalents!’
  `Ah,thatheisso!’saidJosephPoorgrass。
  `True-he’stheman,’saidLabanTall。
  `Howdareyounamethatmaninmypresence!’shesaidexcitedly。`I
  toldyounevertoalludetohim,norshallyouifyoustaywithme。Ah!’
  sheadded,brightening,`FarmerBoldwoodknows!’
  `Ono’ma’am,’saidMatthew。’twoofhisstoreewesgotintosomevetchest’otherday,andwerejustlikethese。Hesentamanonhorsebackherepost-hasteforGable,andGablewentandsaved`em。FarmerBoldwoodhevgotthethingtheydoitwith。’tisahollerpipe,withasharpprickerinside。Isn’tit,Joseph?’
  `Ay-ahollerpipe,’echoedJoseph。’that’swhat’tis。’
  `Ay,sure-that’sthemachine,’chimedinHeneryFrayreflectively,withanOrientalindifferencetotheflightoftime。
  `Well,’burstoutBathsheba,`don’tstandtherewithyour“ayes“andyour“sures“,talkingatme!Getsomebodytocurethesheepinstantly!’
  Allthenstalkedoffinconsternation,togetsomebodyasdirected,withoutanyideaofwhoitwastobe。Inaminutetheyhadvanishedthroughthegate,andshestoodalonewiththedyingflock。
  `NeverwillIsendforhim-never!’shesaidfirmly。
  Oneoftheewesherecontracteditsmuscleshorribly,extendeditself,andjumpedhighintotheair。Theleapwasanastonishingone。Theewefellheavily,andlaystill。
  Bathshebawentuptoit。Thesheepwasdead。
  `O,whatshallIdo-whatshallIdo’sheagainexclaimed,wringingherhands。`Iwon’tsendforhim。No,Iwon’t!’
  Themostvigorousexpressionofaresolutiondoesnotalwayscoincidewiththegreatestvigouroftheresolutionitself。Itisoftenflungoutasasortofproptosupportadecayingconvictionwhich,whilststrong,requirednoenunciationtoproveitso。The`No,’Iwon’t’ofBathshebameantvirtually,`IthinkImust。’
  Shefollowedherassistantsthroughthegate,andliftedherhandtooneofthem。Labanansweredtohersignal。
  `WhereisOakstaying?’
  `AcrossthevalleyatNestCottage。
  `Jumponthebaymare,andrideacross,andsayhemustreturninstantly-thatIsayso。
  Tallscrambledofftothefield,andintwominuteswasonPoll,thebay,bare-backed,andwithonlyahalterbywayofrein。Hediminisheddownthehill。
  Bathshebawatched。Sodidalltherest。TallcanteredalongthebridlepaththroughSixteenAcres,Sheeplands,MiddleField,TheFlats,CappelsPiece,shrankalmosttoapoint,crossedthebridge,andascendedfromthevalleythroughSpringmeadandWhitepitsontheotherside。ThecottagetowhichGabrielhadretiredbeforetakinghisfinaldeparturefromthelocalitywasvisibleasawhitespotontheoppositehill,backedbybluefirs。Bathshebawalkedupanddown。Themenenteredthefieldandendeavouredtoeasetheanguishofthedumbcreaturesbyrubbingthem。Nothingavailed。
  Bathshebacontinuedwalking。Thehorsewasseendescendingthehill,andthewearisomeserieshadtoberepeatedinreverseorder:Whitepits,Springmead,Cappel’sPiece,TheFlats,MiddleField,Sheeplands,SixteenAcres。ShehopedTallhadhadpresenceofmindenoughtogivethemareuptoGabriel,andreturnhimselfonfoot。Theridernearedthem。ItwasTall。
  `Owhatfolly!’saidBathsheba。
  Gabrielwasnotvisibleanywhere。
  `Perhapsheisalreadygone!’shesaid。
  Tallcameintotheinclosure,andleaptoffhisfacetragicasMorton’safterthebattleofShrewsbury。
  `Well?’saidBathsheba,unwillingtobelievethatherverballettre-de-cachetcouldpossiblyhavemiscarried。
  `Hesaysbeggarsmustn’tbechoosers,’repliedLaban。
  `What!’saidtheyoungfarmer,openinghereyesanddrawinginherbreathforanoutburst。JosephPoorgrassretiredafewstepsbehindahurdle。
  `Hesaysheshallnotcomeonlessyourequestentocomecivillyandinapropermanner,asbecomesany’oomanbeggingafavour。’
  `Oh,oh,that’shisanswer!Wheredoeshegethisairs?WhoamI,then,tobetreatedlikethat?ShallIbegtoamanwhohasbeggedtome?’
  Anotheroftheflocksprangintotheair,andfelldead。
  Themenlookedgrave,asiftheysuppressedopinion。
  Bathshebaturnedaside,hereyesfulloftears。Thestraitshewasinthroughprideandshrewishnesscouldnotbedisguisedlonger:sheburstoutcryingbitterly;theyallsawit;andsheattemptednofurtherconcealment。
  `Iwouldn’tcryaboutit,miss,’saidWilliamSmallburycompassionately。
  `Whynotaskhimsofterlike?I’msurehe’dcomethen。Gableisatruemaninthatway。
  Bathshebacheckedhergriefandwipedhereyes。`O,itisawickedcrueltytome-itis-itis!’shemurmured。`AndhedrivesmetodowhatIwouldn’t;
  yes,hedoes!-Tall,comeindoors。’
  Afterthiscollapse,notverydignifiedfortheheadofanestablishment,shewentintothehouse,Tallatherheels。Hereshesatdownandhastilyscribbledanotebetweenthesmallconvulsivesobsofconvalescencewhichfollowafitofcryingasaground-swellfollowsastorm。Thenotewasnonethelesspoliteforbeingwritteninahurry。Shehelditatadistance,wasabouttofoldit,thenaddedthesewordsatthebottom:——`Donotdesertme,Gabriel!’Shelookedalittleredderinrefoldingit,andclosedherlips,asiftherebytosuspendtilltoolatetheactionofconscienceinexaminingwhethersuchstrategywerejustifiable。Thenotewasdespatchedasthemessagehadbeen,andBathshebawaitedindoorsfortheresult。
  Itwasananxiousquarterofanhourthatintervenedbetweenthemessenger’sdepartureandthesoundofthehorse’strampagainoutside。Shecouldnotwatchthistime,but,leaningovertheoldbureauatwhichshehadwrittentheletter,closedhereyes,asiftokeepoutbothhopeandfear。
  Thecase,however,wasapromisingone。Gabrielwasnotangry:hewassimplyneutral,althoughherfirstcommandhadbeensohaughty。Suchimperiousnesswouldhavedamnedalittlelessbeauty;andontheotherhand,suchbeautywouldhaveredeemedalittlelessimperiousness。
  Shewentoutwhenthehorsewasheard,andlookedup。Amounted,figurepassedbetweenherandthesky,anddrewontowardsthefieldofsheep,theriderturninghisfaceinreceding。Gabriellookedather。Itwasamomentwhenawoman’seyesandtonguetelldistinctlyoppositetales。Bathshebalookedhallofgratitude,andshesaid:——
  `O,Gabriel,howcouldyouservemesounkindly!’
  Suchatenderly-shapedreproachforhispreviousdelaywastheonespeechinthelanguagethathecouldpardonfornotbeingcommendationofhisreadinessnow。
  Gabrielmurmuredaconfusedreply,andhastenedon。Sheknewfromthelookwhichsentenceinhernotehadbroughthim。Bathshebafollowedtothefield。
  Gabrielwasalreadyamongtheturgid,prostrateforms。Hehadflungoffhiscoat,rolleduphisshirt-sleeves,andtakenfromhispockettheinstrumentofsalvation。Itwasasmalltubeortrochar,withalancepassingdowntheinside;andGabrielbegantouseitwithadexteritythatwouldhavegracedahospital-surgeon。Passinghishandoverthesheep’sleftflank,andselectingtheproperpoint,hepuncturedtheskinandrumenwiththelanceasitstoodinthetube;thenhesuddenlywithdrewthelance,retainingthetubeinitsplace。Acurrentofairrushedupthetube,forcibleenoughtohaveextinguishedacandleheldattheorifice。
  Ithasbeensaidthatmereeaseaftertormentisdelightforatime;
  andthecountenancesofthesepoorcreaturesexpresseditnow。Forty-nineoperationsweresuccessfullyperformed。Owingtothegreathurrynecessitatedbythefar-gonestateofsomeoftheflock,Gabrielmissedhisaiminonecase,andinoneonly-strikingwideofthemark,andinflictingamortalblowatonceuponthesufferingewe。Fourhaddied;threerecoveredwithoutanoperation。Thetotalnumberofsheepwhichhadthusstrayedandinjuredthemselvessodangerouslywasfifty-seven。
  Whenthelove-ledmanhadceasedfromhislaboursBathshebacameandlookedhimintheface。
  `Gabriel,willyoustayonwithme?’shesaid,smilingwinningly,andnottroublingtobringherlipsquitetogetheragainattheend,becausetherewasgoingtobeanothersmilesoon。
  `Iwill,’saidGabriel。
  Andshesmiledonhimagain。
  CHAPTERTWENTY-TWOTheGreatBarnandtheSheep-shearersMenthinawaytoinsignificanceandoblivionquiteasoftenbynotmakingthemostofgoodspiritswhentheyhavethemasbylackinggoodspiritswhentheyareindispensable。Gabriellately,forthefirsttimesincehisprostrationbymisfortune,hadbeenindependentinthoughtandvigorousinactiontoamarkedextent-conditionswhich,powerlesswithoutanopportunityasanopportunitywithoutthemisbarren,wouldhavegivenhimasureliftupwardswhenthefavourableconjunctionshouldhaveoccurred。ButthisincurableloiteringbesideBathshebaEverdenestolehistimeruinously。
  Thespringtidesweregoingbywithoutfloatinghimoff,andtheneapmightsooncomewhichcouldnot。
  ItwasthefirstdayofJune,andthesheep-shearingseasonculminated,thelandscape,eventotheleanestpasture,beingallhealthandcolour。
  Everygreenwasyoung,everyporewasopen,andeverystalkwasswollenwithracingcurrentsofjuice。Godwaspalpablypresentinthecountry,andthedevilhadgonewiththeworldtotown。Flossycatkinsofthelaterkinds,fern-sproutslikebishops’croziers,thesquare-headedmoschatel,theoddcuckoo-pint,-likeanapoplecticsaintInanicheofmalachite,-snow-whiteladies’-smocks,thetoothwort,approximatingtohumanflesh,theenchanter’snight-shade,andtheblack-petaleddoleful-bells,wereamongthequainterobjectsofthevegetableworldinandaboutWeatherburyatthisteemingtime;andoftheanimal,themetamorphosedfiguresofMrJanCoggan,themaster-shearer;thesecondandthirdshearers,whotravelledintheexerciseoftheircalling,anddonotrequiredefinitionbyname;
  HeneryFraythefourthshearer,SusanTall’shusbandthefifth,JosephPoorgrassthesixth,youngCainBallasassistant-shearer,andGabrielOakasgeneralsupervisor。Noneofthesewereclothedtoanyextentworthmentioning,eachappearingtohavehitinthematterofraimentthedecentmeanbetweenahighandlowcasteHindoo。Anangularityoflineament,andafixityoffacialmachineryingeneral,proclaimedthatseriousworkwastheorderoftheday。
  Theyshearedinthegreatbarn,calledforthenoncetheShearing-barn,whichonground-planresembledachurchwithtransepts。Itnotonlyemulatedtheformoftheneighbouringchurchoftheparish,butviedwithitinantiquity。Whetherthebarnhadeverformedoneofagroupofconventualbuildingsnobodyseemedtobeaware;notraceofsuchsurroundingsremained。
  Thevastporchesatthesides,loftyenoughtoadmitawaggonladentoitshighestwithcorninthesheaf,werespannedbyheavy-pointedarchesofstone,broadlyandboldlycut,whoseverysimplicitywastheoriginofagrandeurnotapparentinerectionswheremoreornamenthasbeenattempted。
  Theduskyfilmed,chestnutroof,bracedandtiedinbyhugecollars,curves,anddiagonals,wasfarnoblerindesign,becausemorewealthyinmaterial,thanninetenthsofthoseinourmodernchurches。Alongeachsidewallwasarangeofstridingbuttresses,throwingdeepshadowsonthespacesbetweenthemwhichwereperforatedbylancetopenings,combiningintheirproportionsthepreciserequirementsbothofbeautyandventilation。
  Onecouldsayaboutthisbarn,whatcouldhardlybesaidofeitherthechurchorthecastle,akintoitinageandstyle,thatthepurposewhichhaddictateditsoriginalerectionwasthesamewiththattowhichit`wasstillapplied。Unlikeandsuperiortoeitherofthosetwotypicalremnantsofmediæ;valism,theoldbarnembodiedpracticeswhichhadsufferednomutilationatthehandsoftime。Hereatleastthespiritoftheancientbuilderswasatonewiththespiritofthemodernbeholder。Standingbeforethisabradedpile,theeyeregardeditspresentusage,theminddweltuponitspasthistory,withasatisfiedsenseoffunctionalcontinuitythroughout-afeelingalmostofgratitude,andquiteofpride,atthepermanenceoftheideawhichhadheapeditup。Theactthatfourcenturieshadneitherprovedittobefoundedonamistake,inspiredanyhatredofitsprose,norgivenrisetoanyreactionthathadbattereditdown,investedthissimplegreyeffortofoldmindswitharepose,ifnotagrandeur,whichatoocuriousreflectionwasapttodisturbinitsecclesiasticalandmilitarycompeers。Foroncemediæ;valismandmodernismhadacommonstandpoint。
  Thelanceolatewindows,thetime-eatenarch-stonesandchamfers,theorientationoftheaxis,themistychestnutworkoftherafters,referredtonoexplodedfortifyingartofworn-outreligiouscreed。Thedefenceandsalvationofthebodybydailybreadisstillastudy,areligion,andadesire。
  Todaythelargesidedoorswerethrownopentowardsthesuntoadmitabountifullighttotheimmediatespotoftheshearers’operations,whichwasthewoodthreshing-floorinthecentre,formedofthickoak,blackwithageandpolishedbythebeatingofflailsformanygenerations,tillithadgrownasslipperyandasrichinhueasthestate-roomfloorsofanElizabethanmansion。Heretheshearersknelt,thesunslantinginupontheirbleachedshirts,tannedarms,andthepolishedshearstheyflourished,causingthesetobristlewithathousandraysstrongenoughtoblindaweak-eyedman。Beneaththemacaptivesheeplaypanting,quickeningitspantsasmisgivingmergedinterror,tillitquiveredlikethehotlandscapeoutside。
  Thispictureoftodayinitsframeoffourhundredyearsagodidnotproducethatmarkedcontrastbetweenancientandmodernwhichisimpliedbythecontrastofdate。Incomparisonwithcities,Weatherburywasimmutable。
  Thecitizen’sThenistherustic’sNow。InLondon,twentyorthirtyyearsagoareoldtimes;inParistenyears,orfive;inWeatherburythreeorfourscoreyearswereincludedinthemerepresent,andnothinglessthanacenturysetamarkonitsfaceortone。Fivedecadeshardlymodifiedthecutofagaiter,theembroideryofasmockfrock,bythebreadthofahair。Tengenerationsfailedtoaltertheturnofasinglephrase。
  IntheseWessexnooksthebusyoutsider’sancienttimesareonlyold;hisoldtimesarestillnew;hispresentisfuturity。
  Sothebarnwasnaturaltotheshearers,andtheshearerswereinharmonywiththebarn。
  Thespaciousendsofthebuilding,answeringecclesiasticallytonaveandchancelextremities,werefencedoffwithhurdles,thesheepbeingallcollectedinacrowdwithinthesetwoenclosures;andinoneangleacatching-penwasformed,inwhichthreeorfoursheepwerecontinuouslykeptreadyfortheshearerstoseizewithoutlossoftime。Inthebackground,mellowedbytawnyshade,werethethreewomen,MaryannMoney,andTemperanceandSobernessMiller,gatheringupthefleecesandtwistingropesofwoolwithawimblefortyingthemround。Theywereindifferentlywellassistedbytheoldmaltster,who,whenthemaltingseasonfromOctobertoAprilhadpassed,madehimselfusefuluponanyoftheborderingfarmsteads。
  BehindallwasBathsheba,carefullywatchingthementoseethattherewasnocuttingorwoundingthroughcarelessness,andthattheanimalswereshornclose。Gabriel,whoflittedandhoveredunderherbrighteyeslikeamoth,didnotshearcontinuously,halfhistimebeingspentinattendingtotheothersandselectingthesheepforthem。Atthepresentmomenthewasengagedinhandingroundamugofmildliquor,suppliedfromabarrelinthecorner,andcutpiecesofbreadandcheese。
  Bathsheba,afterthrowingaglancehere,acautionthere,andlecturingoneoftheyoungeroperatorswhohadallowedhislastfinishedsheeptogooffamongtheflockwithoutre-stampingitwithherinitials,cameagaintoGabriel,asheputdowntheluncheontodragafrightenedewetohisshear-station,flingingitoveruponitsbackwithadexteroustwistofthearm。Heloppedoffthetressesaboutitshead,andopeneduptheneckandcollar,hismistressquietlylookingon。
  `Sheblushesattheinsult,’murmuredBathsheba,watchingthepinkflushwhicharoseandoverspreadtheneckandshouldersoftheewewheretheywereleftbarebytheclickingshears-aflushwhichwasenviable,foritsdelicacy,bymanyqueensofcoteries,andwouldhavebeencreditable,foritspromptness,toanywomanintheworld。
  PoorGabriel’ssoulwasfedwithaluxuryofcontentbyhavingheroverhim,hereyescriticallyregardinghisskilfulshears,whichapparentlyweregoingtogatherupapieceofthefleshateveryclose,andyetneverdidso。LikeGuildenstern,Oakwashappyinthathewasnotoverhappy。
  Hehadnowishtoconversewithher:thathisbrightladyandhimselfformedonegroup,exclusivelytheirown,andcontainingnoothersintheworld,wasenough。
  Sothechatterwasallonherside。Thereisaloquacitythattellsnothing,whichwasBathsheba’s;andthereisasilencewhichsaysmuch:
  thatwasGabriel’s。Fullofthisdimandtemperateblisshewentontoflingtheeweoveruponherotherside,coveringherheadwithhisknee,graduallyrunningtheshearslineafterlineroundherdewlap,thenceaboutherflankandback,andfinishingoverthetail。
  `Welldone,anddonequickly!’saidBathsheba,lookingatherwatchasthelastsnipresounded。
  `Howlong,miss?’saidGabriel,wipinghisbrow。
  `Three-and-twentyminutesandahalfsinceyoutookthefirstlockfromitsforehead。ItisthefirsttimethatIhaveeverseenonedoneinlessthanhalfanhour。’
  Theclean,sleekcreaturearosefromitsfleece-howperfectlylikeAphroditerisingfromthefoam’shouldhavebeenseentoberealized-
  lookingstartledandshyatthelossofitsgarment,whichlayonthefloorinonesoftcloud,unitedthroughout,theportionvisiblebeingtheinnersurfaceonly,whichneverbeforeexposed,waswhiteassnow,andwithoutflaworblemishoftheminutestkind。
  `CainBall!’
  `Yes,MisterOak;hereIbe!’
  Cainynowrunsforwardwiththetar-pot。`B。E。’isnewlystampedupontheshornskin,andawaythesimpledamleaps,panting,overtheboardintotheshirtlessflockoutside。ThenupcomesMaryann;throwsthelooselocksintothemiddleofthefleece,rollsitup,andcarriesitintothebattlegroundasthree-and-a-halfpoundsofunadulteratedwarmthforthewinterenjoymentofpersonsunknownandfaraway,whowill,however,neverexperiencethesuperlativecomfortderivablefromthewoolasithereexists,newandpure-beforetheunctuousnessofitsnaturewhilstinalivingstatehasdried,stiffened,andbeenwashedout-renderingitjustnowassuperiortoanythingwoollenascreamissuperiortomilk-and-water。
  ButheartlesscircumstancecouldnotleaveentireGabriel’shappinessofthismorning。Therams,oldewes,andtwo-sheareweshaddulyundergonetheirstripping,andthemenwereproceedingwiththeshearlingsandhogs,whenOak’sbeliefthatshewasgoingtostandpleasantlybyandtimehimthroughanotherperformancewaspainfullyinterruptedbyFarmerBoldwood’sappearanceintheextremestcornerofthebarn。Nobodyseemedtohaveperceivedhisentry,buttherehecertainlywas。Boldwoodalwayscarriedwithhimasocialatmosphereofhisown,whicheverybodyfeltwhocamenearhim;
  andthetalk,whichBathsheba’spresencehadsomewhatsuppressed,wasnowtotallysuspended。
  HecrossedovertowardsBathsheba,whoturnedtogreethimwithacarriageofperfectease。Hespoketoherinlowtones,andsheinstinctivelymodulatedherowntothesamepitch,andhervoiceultimatelyevencaughttheinflectionofhis。Shewasfarfromhavingawishtoappearmysteriouslyconnectedwithhim;butwomanattheimpressionableagegravitatestothelargerbodynotonlyinherchoiceofwords,whichisapparenteveryday,buteveninhershadesoftoneandhumourwhentheinfluenceisgreat。
  WhattheyconversedaboutwasnotaudibletoGabriel,whowastooindependenttogetnear,thoughtooconcernedtodisregard。Theissueoftheirdialoguewasthetakingofherhandbythecourteousfarmertohelpheroverthespreading-boardintothebrightJunesunlightoutside。Standingbesidethesheepalreadyshorn,theywentontalkingagain。Concerningtheflock?
  Apparentlynot。Gabrieltheorized,notwithouttruth,thatinquietdiscussionofanymatterwithinreachofthespeakers’eyes,theseareusuallyfixeduponit。Bathshebademurelyregardedacontemptiblestrawlyingupontheground,inawaywhichsuggestedlessovinecriticismthanwomanlyembarrassment。
  Shebecamemoreorlessredinthecheek,thebloodwaveringinuncertainfluxandrefluxoverthesensitivespacebetweenebbandflood。Gabrielshearedon,constrainedandsad。
  SheleftBoldwood’sside,andhewalkedupanddownalonefornearlyaquarterofanhour。Thenshereappearedinhernewriding-habitofmyrtle-green,whichfittedhertothewaistasarindfitsitsfruit;andyoungBobCogganledonhermare,Boldwoodfetchinghisownhorsefromthetreeunderwhichithadbeentied。
  Oak’seyescouldnotforsakethem;andinendeavouringtocontinuehisshearingatthesametimethathewatchedBoldwood’smanner,hesnippedthesheepinthegroin。Theanimalplunged;Bathshebainstantlygazedtowardsit,andsawtheblood。
  `OGabriel!’sheexclaimed,withsevereremonstrance,`youwhoaresostrictwiththeothermen-seewhatyouaredoingyourself’
  Toanoutsidertherewasnotmuchtocomplainofinthisremark;buttoOak,whoknewBathshebatobewellawarethatsheherselfwasthecauseofthepoorewe’swound,becauseshehadwoundedtheewe’sshearerinastillmorevitalpart,ithadastingwhichtheabidingsenseofhisinferioritytobothherselfandBoldwoodwasnotcalculatedtoheal。Butamanlyresolvetorecognizeboldlythathehadnolongeralover’sinterestinher,helpedhimoccasionallytoconcealafeeling。
  `Bottle!’heshouted,inanunmovedvoiceofroutine。CainyBallranup,thewoundwasanointed,andtheshearingcontinued。
  BoldwoodgentlytossedBathshebaintothesaddle,andbeforetheyturnedawaysheagainspokeouttoOakwiththesamedominativeandtantalizinggraciousness。
  `IamgoingnowtoseeMrBoldwood’sLeicesters。Takemyplaceinthebarn,Gabriel,andkeepthemencarefullytotheirwork。’
  Thehorses’headswereputabout,andtheytrottedaway。
  Boldwood’sdeepattachmentwasamatterofgreatinterestamongailaroundhim;but,afterhavingbeenpointedoutforsomanyyearsastheperfectexemplarofthrivingbachelorship,hislapsewasananticlimaxsomewhatresemblingthatofStJohnLong’sdeathbyconsumptioninthemidstofhisproofsthatitwasnotafataldisease。
  `Thatmeansmatrimony,’saidTemperanceMiller,followingthemoutofsightwithhereyes。
  `Ireckonthat’sthesizeo’t,’saidCoggan,workingalongwithoutlookingup。
  `Well,betterwedoverthemixenthanoverthemoor,’saidLabanTall,turninghissheep。
  HeneryFrayspoke,exhibitingmiserableeyesatthesametime:`Idon’tseewhyamaidshouldtakeahusbandwhenshe’sboldenoughtofightherownbattles,anddon’twantahome;for’tiskeepinganotherwomanout。
  Butletitbe,for’tisapityheandsheshouldtroubletwohouses。’
  Asusualwithdecidedcharacters,BathshebainvariablyprovokedthecriticismofindividualslikeHeneryFray。Heremblazonedcultwastobetoopronouncedinherobjections,andnotsufficientlyovertinherlikings。
  Welearnthatitisnottherayswhichbodiesabsorb,butthosewhichtheyreject,thatgivethemthecolourstheyareknownby;andinthesamewaypeoplearespecializedbytheirdislikesandantagonisms,whilsttheirgoodwillislookeduponasnoattributeatall。
  Henerycontinuedinamorecomplaisantmood:`Ioncehintedmymindtoheronafewthings,asnearlyasabatteredframedaredtodosotosuchafrowardpiece。Youallknow,neighbours,whatamanIbe,andhowIcomedownwithmypowerfulwordswhenmyprideisboilingwi’scarn?’
  `Wedo,wedo,Henery。
  `SoIsaid,“MissEverdene,there’splacesempty,andthere’sgiftedmenwilling;butthespite“-no’notthespite-Ididn’tsayspite-
  “butthevillainyofthecontrarikind。”Isaidmeaningwomankind,“keepsemout。”Thatwasn’ttoostrongforher,say?’
  `Passablywellput。’
  `Yes;andIwouldhavesaidit,haddeathandsalvationovertookmeforit。SuchismyspiritwhenIhaveamind。’
  `Atrueman,andproudasalucifer。’
  `Youseetheartfulness?Why,’twasaboutbeingbailyreally;butI
  didn’tputitsoplainthatshecouldunderstandmymeaning,soIcouldlayitonallthestronger。Thatwasmydepth!……However,lethermarryanshewill。Perhaps’tishightime。IbelieveFarmerBoldwoodkissedherbehindthespear-bed’atthesheep-washingt’otherday-thatIdo。’
  `Whatalie!’saidGabriel。
  `Ah,neighbourOak-how’stknow?’saidHenerymildly。
  `Becauseshetoldmeallthatpassed,’saidOak,withapharisaicalsensethathewasnotasothershearersinthismatter。
  `Yehavearighttobelieveit,’saidHenery,withdudgeon;`averytrueright。ButImidseealittledistanceintothings!Tobelong-headedenoughforabaily’splaceisapoormeretrifle-yetatriflemorethannothing。However,Ilookrounduponlifequitecool。Doyouheedme,neighbours?
  Mywords,thoughmadeassimpleasIcan,midberatherdeepforsomeheads。’
  `Oyes,Henery,wequiteheedye。’
  `Astrangeoldpiece,goodmen-whirledaboutfromheretoyonder,asifIwerenothing!Alittlewarped,too。ButIhavemydepths;ha,andevenmygreatdepths!Imightgirdatacertainshepherd,braintobrain。
  Butno-Ono!’
  `Astrangeoldpiece,yesay!’interposedthemaltster,inaquerulousvoice。`Atthesametimeyebenooldmanworthnaming-nooldmanatall。Yerteethbain’thalfgoneyet;andwhat’saoldman’sstandingifsobehisteethbain’tgone?Weren’tIstaleinwedlockaforeyewereoutofarms?’tisapoorthingtobesixty,whenthere’speoplefarpastfour-score-aboastweakaswater。’
  ItwastheunvaryingcustominWeatherburytosinkminordifferenceswhenthemaltsterhadtobepacified。
  `Weakaswater!yes,’saidJanCoggan。`Malter,wefeelyetobeawonderfulveteranman,andnobodycangainsayit。’
  `Nobody,’saidJosephPoorgrass。`Yebeaveryrareoldspectacle,malter,andwealladmireyeforthatgift。’
  `Ay,andasayoungman,whenmysenseswereinprosperity,Iwaslikewiselikedbyagood-fewwhoknowedme,’saidthemaltster。
  `’Ithoutdoubtyouwas——’ithoutdoubt。’
  Thebentandhoarymanwassatisfied,andsoapparentlywasHeneryFray。
  ThatmattersshouldcontinuepleasantMaryannspoke,who,whatwithherbrowncomplexion,andtheworkingwrapperofrustylinsey,hadatpresentthemellowhueofanoldsketchinoils-notablysomeofNicholasPoussin’s:——
  `Doanybodyknowofacrookedman,oralame,oranysecondhandfellowatallthatwoulddoforpoorme?’saidMaryann。`AperfectoneIdon’texpecttogetatmytimeoflife。IfIcouldhearofsuchathing’twoulddomemoregoodthantoastandale。’
  Cogganfurnishedasuitablereply。Oakwentonwithhisshearing,andsaidnotanotherword。Pestilentmoodshadcome,andteasedawayhisquiet。
  Bathshebahadshownindicationsofanointinghimabovehisfellowsby’
  installinghimasthebailiffthatthefarmimperativelyrequired。Hedidnotcovetthepostrelativelytothefarm:inrelationtoherself,asbelovedbyhimandunmarriedtoanother,hehadcovetedit。Hisreadingsofherseemednowtobevapouryandindistinct。Hislecturetoherwas,hethought,oneoftheabsurdestmistakes。FarfromcoquettingwithBoldwood,shehadtrifledwithhimselfinthusfeigningthatshehadtrifledwithanother。
  Hewasinwardlyconvincedthat,inaccordancewiththeanticipationsofhiseasy-goingandworse-educatedcomrades,thatdaywouldseeBoldwoodtheacceptedhusbandofMissEverdene。GabrielatthistimeofhislifehadoutgrowntheinstinctivedislikewhicheveryChristianboyhasforreadingtheBible,perusingitnowquitefrequently,andheinwardlysaid,“`Ifindmorebitterthandeaththewomanwhoseheartissnaresandnets!“’
  Thiswasmereexclamation-thefrothofthestorm。HeadoredBathshebajustthesame。
  `Weworkfolkshallhavesomelordlyjunketingto-night,’saidCainyBall,castingforthhisthoughtsinanewdirection。’thismorningIseeemmakingthegreatpuddensinthemilking-pails-lumpsoffatasbigasyerthumb,MisterOak!I’veneverseedsuchsplendidlargeknobsoffatbeforeinthedaysofmylife-theyneverusedtobebiggerthanahorse-bean。Andtherewasagreatblackcrockuponthebrandisewithhislegsa-stickingout,butIdon’tknowwhatwasinwithin。’
  `Andthere’stwobushelsofbiffinsforapple-pies,’saidMaryann。
  `Well,Ihopetodomydutybyitall,’saidJosephPoorgrass,inapleasant,masticatingmannerofanticipation。`Yes;victualsanddrinkisacheerfulthing,andgivesnervestothenerveless,iftheformofwordsmaybeused。’tisthegospelofthebody,withoutwhichweperish,sotospeakit。’
  CHAPTERTWENTY-THREEEventide-ASecondDeclarationFortheshearing-supperalongtablewasplacedonthegrass-plotbesidethehouse,theendofthetablebeingthrustoverthesillofthewideparlourwindowandafootortwointotheroom。MissEverdenesatinsidethewindow,facingdownthetable。Shewasthusattheheadwithoutminglingwiththemen。
  ThiseveningBathshebawasunusuallyexcited,herredcheeksandlipscontrastinglustrouslywiththemazyskeinsofhershadowyhair。Sheseemedtoexpectassistance,andtheseatatthebottomofthetablewasatherrequestleftvacantuntilaftertheyhadbegunthemeal。ShethenaskedGabrieltotaketheplaceandthedutiesappertainingtothatend,whichhedidwithgreatreadiness。
  AtthismomentMrBoldwoodcameinatthegate,andcrossedthegreentoBathshebaatthewindow。Heapologizedforhislateness:hisarrivalwasevidentlybyarrangement。
  `Gabriel,’saidshe,`willyoumoveagain,please,andletMrBoldwoodcomethere?’
  Oakmovedinsilencebacktohisoriginalseat。
  Thegentleman-farmerwasdressedincheerfulstyle,inanewcoatandwhitewaistcoat,quitecontrastingwithhisusualsobersuitsofgrey。
  Inwardly,toehewasblithe,andconsequentlychattytoanexceptionaldegree。SoalsowasBathshebanowthathehadcome,thoughtheuninvitedpresenceofPennyways,thebailiffwhohadbeendismissedfortheft,disturbedherequanimityforawhile。
  Supperbeingended,Cogganbeganonhisownprivateaccount,withoutreferencetolisteners:——I’velostmylove,andIcarenot,I’velostmylove,andIcarenot;
  IshallsoonhaveanotherThat’sbetterthant’other;
  I’velostmylove,andIcarenot。Thislyric,whenconcluded,wasreceivedwithasilentlyappreciativegazeatthetable,implyingthattheperformance,likeaworkbythoseestablishedauthorswhoareindependentofnoticesinthepapers,wasawell-knowndelightwhichrequirednoapplause。
  `Now,MasterPoorgrass,yoursong!’saidCoggan。
  `Ibeallbutinliquor,andthegiftiswantinginme,’saidJoseph,diminishinghimself。
  `Nonsense;wou’stneverbesoungrateful,Joseph-never!’saidCoggan,expressinghurtfeelingsbyaninflectionofvoice。`Andmistressislookinghardatye,asmuchastosay,“Singatonce,JosephPoorgrass。”’
  `Faith,sosheis;well,Imustsufferit!……Justeyemyfeatures,andseeifthetell-talebloodoverheatsmemuch,neighbours?’
  `No,yerblushesbequitereasonable,’saidCoggan。
  `Ialwaystriestokeepmycoloursfromrisingwhenabeauty’seyesgetfixedonme,’saidJosephdiffidently;`butifsobe’tiswilledtheydo,theymust。
  `Now,Joseph,yoursong,please,’saidBathshebafromthewindow。`Well,really,ma’am,’herepliedinayieldingtone。`Idon’tknowwhattosay。
  Itwouldbeapoorplainballetofmyowncomposure。’
  `Hear,hear!’saidthesupper-party。
  Poorgrass,thusassured,trilledforthaflickeringyetcommendablepieceofsentiment,thetuneofwhichconsistedofthekey-noteandanother,thelatterbeingthesoundchieflydweltupon。Thiswassosuccessfulthatherashlyplungedintoasecondinthesamebreath,afterafewfalsestarts:——Isow’-edth’-e……
  Isow’-ed。
  Isow’-edtheeseeds’of’love’,I-itwas’all’i’-intheespring’,I-inApril’,Ma’-ay,a’-ndsunny’June’,`Whensma’-allbi’-irdsthey’do’sing;`Wellputoutofhand,’saidCoggan,attheendoftheverse。“`Theydosing“wasaverytakingparagraph。’
  `Ay;andtherewasaprettyplaceat“seedsoflove“,and’twaswellheavedout。Though“love“isanastyhighcornerwhenaman’svoiceisgettingcrazed。Nextverse,MasterPoorgrass。’
  ButduringthisrenderingyoungBobCogganexhibitedoneofthoseanomalieswhichwillafflictlittlepeoplewhenotherpersonsareparticularlyserious:
  intryingtocheckhislaughter,hepusheddownhisthroatasmuchofthetableclothashecouldgetholdofwhen,aftercontinuinghermeticallysealedforashorttime,hismirthburstoutthroughhisnose。Josephperceivedit,andwithhecticcheeksofindignationinstantlyceasedsinging。CogganboxedBob’searsimmediately。
  `Goon,Joseph-goon,andnevermindtheyoungscamp,’saidCoggan。
  `’Tisaverycatchingballet。Nowthenagain-thenextbar;I’llhelpyetoflourishuptheshrillnoteswhereyerwindisratherwheezy:thewi’-il-lo’-owtree’will’twist’,Andthewil’-low’tre’-eewi’-illtwineButthesingercouldnotbesetgoingagain。BobCogganwassenthomeforhisillmanners,andtranquillitywasrestoredbyJacobSmallbury,whovolunteeredaballadasinclusiveandinterminableasthatwithwhichtheworthytoperoldSilenusamusedonasimilaroccasiontheswainsChromisandMnasylus,andotherjollydogsofhisday。
  Itwasstillthebeamingtimeofevening,thoughnightwasstealthilymakingitselfvisiblelowdownupontheground,thewesternlinesoflightrakingtheearthwithoutalightinguponittoanyextent,orilluminatingthedeadlevelsatall。Thesunhadcreptroundthetreeasalasteffortbeforedeath,andthenbegantosink,theshearers’lowerpartsbecomingsteepedinembrowningtwilight,whilsttheirheadsandshoulderswerestillenjoyingday,touchedwithayellowofself-sustainedbrilliancythatseemedinherentratherthanacquired。
  Thesunwentdowninanochreousmist;buttheysat,andtalkedon,andgrewasmerryasthegodsinHomer’sheaven。Bathshebastillremainedenthronedinsidethewindow,andoccupiedherselfinknitting,fromwhichshesometimeslookeduptoviewthefadingsceneoutside。Theslowtwilightexpandedandenvelopedthemcompletelybeforethesignsofmovingwereshown。
  GabrielsuddenlymissedFarmerBoldwoodfromhisplaceatthebottomofthetable。HowlonghehadbeengoneOakdidnotknow;buthehadapparentlywithdrawnintotheencirclingdusk。WhilsthewasthinkingofthisLiddybroughtcandlesintothebackpartoftheroomoverlookingtheshearers,andtheirlivelynewflamesshonedownthetableandoverthemen,anddispersedamongthegreenshadowsbehind。
  Bathsheba’sform,stillinitsoriginalposition,wasnowagaindistinctbetweentheireyesandthelight,whichrevealedthatBoldwoodhadgoneinsidetheroom,andwassittingnearher。
  Nextcamethequestionoftheevening。WouldMissEverdenesingtothemthesongshealwayssangsocharmingly-`TheBanksofAllanWater’-beforetheywenthome?
  Afteramoment’sconsiderationBathshebaassented,beckoningtoGabriel,whohastenedupintothecovetedatmosphere。
  `Haveyoubroughtyourflute?’shewhispered。
  `Yes,miss。’
  `Playtomysinging,then。’
  Shestoodupinthewindow-opening,facingthemen,thecandlesbehindher。Gabrielonherrighthand,immediatelyoutsidethesashframe。Boldwoodhaddrawnuponherleft,withintheroom。Hersingingwassoftandrathertremulousatfirst,butitsoonswelledtoasteadyclearness。Subsequenteventscausedoneoftheversestoberememberedformanymonths,andevenyears,bymorethanoneofthosewhoweregatheredthere:Forhisbrideasoldiersoughther,Andawinningtonguehadhe:
  OnthebanksofAllanWaterNonewasgayasshe!InadditiontothedulcetpipingofGabriel’sfluteBoldwoodsuppliedabassinhiscustomaryprofoundvoice,utteringhisnotessosoftly,however,astoabstainentirelyfrommakinganythinglikeanordinaryduetofthesong;theyratherformedarichunexploredshadow,whichthrewhertonesintorelief。Theshearersreclinedagainsteachotherasatsuppersintheearlyagesoftheworld,andsosilentandabsorbedweretheythatherbreathingcouldalmostbeheardbetweenthebars;andattheendoftheballad,whenthelasttoneloiteredontoaninexpressibleclose,therearosethatbuzzofpleasurewhichistheattarofapplause。
  ItisscarcelynecessarytostatethatGabrielcouldnotavoidnotingthefarmer’sbearingtonighttowardstheirentertainer。Yettherewasnothingexceptionalinhisactionsbeyondwhatappertainedtohistimeofperformingthem。ItwaswhentherestwerealllookingawaythatBoldwoodobservedher;whentheyregardedherheturnedaside;whentheythankedorpraisedhewassilent;whentheywereinattentivehemurmuredhisthanks。Themeaninglayinthedifferencebetweenactionsnoneofwhichhadanymeaningofitselfandthenecessityofbeingjealous,whichloversaretroubledwith,didnotleadOaktounderestimatethesesigns。
  Bathshebathenwishedthemgood-night,withdrewfromthewindow,andretiredtothebackpartoftheroom,Boldwoodthereuponclosingthesashandtheshutters,andremaininginsidewithher。Oakwanderedawayunderthequietandscentedtrees。RecoveringfromthesofterimpressionsproducedbyBathsheba’svoice,theshearersrosetoleave,CogganturningtoPennywaysashepushedbackthebenchtopassout:
  `Iliketogivepraisewherepraiseisdue,andthemandeservesit-that`adoso,’heremarked,lookingattheworthythiefasifhewerethemasterpieceofsomeworld-renownedartist。
  `I’msureIshouldneverhavebelieveditifwehadn’tprovedit,sotoallude,’hiccuppedJosephPoorgrass,`thateverycup,everyoneofthebestknivesandforks,andeveryemptybottlebeintheirplaceasperfectnowasatthebeginning,andnotonestoleatall。’
  `I’msureIdon’tdeservehalfthepraiseyougiveme,’saidthevirtuousthiefgrimly。
  `Well,I’llsaythisforPennyways,’addedCoggan,`thatwheneverhedoreallymakeuphismindtodoanoblethingintheshapeofagoodaction,asIcouldseebyhisfacehedidto-nightaforesittingdown,he’sgenerallyabletocarryitout。Yes,I’mproudtosay,neighbours,thathe’sstolenothingatall。’
  `Well,’tisanhonestdeed,andwethankyeforit,Pennyways,’saidJoseph;towhichopiniontheremainderofthecompanysubscribedunanimously。
  Atthistimeofdeparture,whennothingmorewasvisibleoftheinsideoftheparlourthanathinandstillchinkoflightbetweentheshutters,apassionatescenewasincourseofenactmentthere。
  MissEverdeneandBoldwoodwerealone。Hercheekshadlostagreatdealoftheirhealthfulfirefromtheveryseriousnessofherposition;buthereyewasbrightwiththeexcitementofatriumph-thoughitwasatriumphwhichhadratherbeencontemplatedthandesired。
  Shewasstandingbehindalowarm-chair,fromwhichshehadjustrisen,andhewaskneelinginit-inclininghimselfoveritsbacktowardsher,andholdingherhandinbothherown。Hisbodymovedrestlessly,anditwaswithwhatKeatsdaintilycallsatoohappyhappiness。Thisunwontedabstractionbyloveofalldignityfromamanofwhomithadeverseemedthechiefcomponent,was,initsdistressingincongruity,apaintoherwhichquenchedmuchofthepleasureshederivedfromtheproofthatshewasidolized。
  `Iwilltrytoloveyou,’shewassaying,inatremblingvoicequiteunlikeherusualself-confidence。`AndifIcanbelieveinanywaythatIshallmakeyouagoodwifeIshallindeedbewillingtomarryyou。But,MrBoldwood,hesitationonsohighamatterishonourableinanywoman,andIdon’twanttogiveasolemnpromisetonight。Iwould,ratheraskyoutowaitafewweekstillIcanseemysituationbetter。’
  `Butyouhaveeveryreasontobelievethatthen——’
  `Ihaveeveryreasontohopethatattheendofthefiveorsixweeks,betweenthistimeandharvest,thatyousayyouaregoingtobeawayfromhome,Ishallbeabletopromisetobeyourwife,’shesaidfirmly。`Butrememberthisdistinctly,Idon’tpromiseyet。’
  `Itisenough;Idon’taskmore。Icanwaitonthosedearwords。Andnow,MissEverdene,good-night!’
  `Good-night,’shesaidgraciously-almosttenderly;andBoldwoodwithdrewwithaserenesmile。