Asheapproachedher,hisbeautifuleyesshonewithanespeciallytenderlight,andwithafaint,happyandmodestlytriumphantsmilesoitseemedtoLevin,bowingcarefullyandrespectfullyoverher,heheldouthissmallbroadhandtoher。
Greetingandsayingafewwordstoeveryone,hesatdownwithoutonceglancingatLevin,whohadnevertakenhiseyesoffhim。
`Letmeintroduceyou,’saidthePrincess,indicatingLevin。`ConstantinDmitrievichLevin,CountAlexeiKirillovichVronsky。’
Vronskygotupand,lookingcordiallyatLevin,shookhandswithhim。
`IbelieveIwastohavedinedwithyouthiswinter,’hesaid,smilinghissimpleandopensmile;`butyouhadunexpectedlyleftforthecountry。’
`ConstantinDmitrievichdespisesandhatesthetown,andustownspeople,’saidCountessNordstone。
`Mywordsmustmakeadeepimpressiononyou,sinceyourememberthemsowell,’saidLevin,and,suddenlybecomingconsciousthathehadsaidjustthesamethingbefore,hereddened。
VronskylookedatLevinandCountessNordstone,andsmiled。
`Areyoualwaysinthecountry?’heinquired。`Ishouldthinkitmustbedullinthewinter。’
`It’snotdullifonehasworktodo;besides,one’snotdullbyoneself,’Levinrepliedabruptly。
`Iamfondofthecountry,’saidVronsky,noticing,yetaffectingnottonotice,Levin’stone。
`ButIhope,Count,youwouldnotconsenttoliveinthecountryalways,’saidCountessNordstone。
`Idon’tknow;Ihavenevertriedforlong。Iexperiencedaqueerfeelingonce,’hewenton。`Ineverlongedsoforthecountry-Russiancountry,withbastshoesandpeasants-aswhenIwasspendingawinterwithmymotherinNice。Niceitselfisdullenough,youknow。And,indeed,NaplesandSorrentoareonlypleasantforashorttime。Andit’sjusttherethatRussiacomesbacktoone’smindmostvividly,andespeciallythecountry。It’sasthough……’
Hetalkedon,addressingbothKittyandLevin,turninghisserene,friendlyeyesfromonetotheother,andsayingobviouslyjustwhatcameintohishead。
NoticingthatCountessNordstonewantedtosaysomething,hestoppedshortwithoutfinishingwhathehadbegun,andlistenedattentivelytoher。
Theconversationdidnotflagforaninstant,sothattheoldPrincess,whoalwayskeptinreserve,incaseasubjectshouldbelacking,twoheavyguns-theclassicalandprofessionaleducation,anduniversalmilitaryservice-hadnottomoveouteitherofthem,whileCountessNordstonehadnochanceofchaffingLevin。
Levinwantedto,andcouldnot,takepartinthegeneralconversation;sayingtohimselfeveryinstant,`Nowgo,’hestilldidnotgo,asthoughwaitingforsomething。
Theconversationfellupontableturningandspirits,andCountessNordstone,whobelievedinspiritualism,begantodescribethemiraclesshehadseen。
`Ah,Countess,youreallymusttakeme;forpity’ssakedotakemetoseethem!Ihaveneverseenanythingextraordinary,thoughIamalwaysonthelookoutforiteverywhere,’saidVronsky,smiling。
`Verywell-nextSaturday,’answeredCountessNordstone。`Butyou,ConstantinDmitrievich-areyouabeliever?’sheaskedLevin。
`Whydoyouaskme?YouknowwhatIshallsay。’
`ButIwanttohearyouropinion。’
`Myopinion,’answeredLevin,`ismerelythatthistableturningprovesthateducatedsociety-socalled-isnohigherthanthepeasants。Theybelieveintheevileye,andinwitchcraftandconjurations,whilewe……’
`Oh,thenyouaren’tabeliever?’
`Ican’tbelieve,Countess。’
`ButifI’veseenformyself?’
`Thepeasantwomen,too,tellustheyhaveseenhobgoblins。’
`ThenyouthinkItellalie?’
Andshelaughedamirthlesslaugh。
`Oh,no,Masha,ConstantinDmitrievichmerelysaidhecouldnotbelieve,’saidKitty,blushingforLevin,andLevinsawthis,and,stillmoreexasperated,wouldhaveanswered;butVronskywithhisbrightfranksmilerushedtothesupportoftheconversation,whichwasthreateningtobecomedisagreeable。
`Youdonotadmitthepossibilityatall?’hequeried。`Butwhynot?Weadmittheexistenceofelectricity,ofwhichweknownothing。Whyshouldtherenotbesomenewforce,stillunknowntous,which……’
`Whenelectricitywasdiscovered,’Levininterruptedhurriedly,`itwasonlythephenomenonthatwasdiscovered,anditwasunknownfromwhatitproceededandwhatwereitseffects,andagespassedbeforeitsapplicationswereconceived。Butthespiritualists,onthecontrary,havebegunwithtableswritingforthem,andspiritsappearingtothem,andhaveonlylaterstartedsayingthatitisanunknownforce。’
VronskylistenedattentivelytoLevin,ashealwaysdidlisten,obviouslyinterestedinhiswords。
`Yes,butthespiritualistssaywedon’tknowatpresentwhatthisforceis,butthereisaforce,andthesearetheconditionsinwhichitacts。Letthescientificmenfindoutwhattheforceconsistsof。No,Idon’tseewhythereshouldnotbeanewforce,ifit……’
`Why,becausewithelectricity,’Levininterruptedagain,`everytimeyourubtaragainstwool,acertainphenomenonismanifested;butinthiscaseitdoesnothappeneverytime,andsoitfollowsitisnotanaturalphenomenon。’
Feelingprobablythattheconversationwastakingatonetooseriousforadrawingroom,Vronskymadenorejoinder,butbywayoftryingtochangetheconversation,hesmiledbrightly,andturnedtotheladies。
`Doletustryatonce,Countess,’hesaid;butLevinwouldfinishsayingwhathethought。
`Ithink,’hewenton,`thatthisattemptofthespiritualiststoexplaintheirmiraclesassomesortofnewnaturalforceismostfutile。Theyboldlytalkofspiritualforce,andthentrytosubjectittomaterialexperiment。’
Everyonewaswaitingforhimtofinish,andhefeltthis。
`Why,Ithinkyouwouldbeafirst-ratemedium,’saidCountessNordstone,`there’ssomethingenthusiasticaboutyou。’
Levinopenedhismouth,wasabouttosaysomething,reddened,andsaidnothing。
`Doletustrytableturningatonce,please,’saidVronsky。`Princess,willyouallowit?
AndVronskystoodup,lookingaboutforalittletable。
Kittygotuptofetchatable,and,asshepassed,hereyesmetLevin’s。Shefeltforhimwithherwholeheart,themorebecauseshewaspityinghimforasufferingofwhichshewasherselfthecause。`Ifyoucanforgiveme,forgiveme,’saidhereyes,`Iamsohappy。’
`Ihatethemall,andyou,andmyself,’hiseyesresponded,andhetookuphishat。Buthewasnotdestinedtoescape。justastheywerearrangingthemselvesroundthetable,andLevinwasonthepointofretiring,theoldPrincecamein,and,aftergreetingtheladies,addressedLevin。
`Ah!’hebeganjoyously。`Beenherelong,myboy?Ididn’tevenknowyouwereintown。Verygladtoseeyou。’TheoldPrinceembracedLevin,and,talkingtohim,didnotobserveVronsky,whohadrisen,andwascalmlywaitingtillthePrinceshouldturntohim。
Kittyfelthowgrievousherfather’scordialitywastoLevinafterwhathadhappened。Shesaw,too,howcoldlyherfatherrespondedatlasttoVronsky’sbow,andhowVronskylookedwithamiableperplexityatherfather,tryingandfailingtounderstandhowandwhyanyonecouldbehostilelydisposedtowardhim,andsheflushed。
`Prince,letushaveConstantinDmitrievich,’saidCountessNordstone,`wewanttotryanexperiment。’
`Whatexperiment?Tableturning?Well,youmustexcuseme,ladiesandgentlemen,buttomyminditisbetterfuntoplaytheringgame,’saidtheoldPrince,lookingatVronsky,andguessingthatithadbeenhissuggestion。`There’ssomesenseinthat,anyway。’
VronskylookedwonderinglyatthePrincewithhisfirmeyes,and,withafaintsmile,beganimmediatelytalkingtoCountessNordstoneofthegreatballthatwastocomeoffnextweek。
`Ihopeyouwillbethere?’hesaidtoKitty。AssoonastheoldPrinceturnedawayfromhim,Levinslippedoutunnoticed,andthelastimpressionhecarriedawaywithhimofthateveningwasthesmiling,happyfaceofKittyansweringVronsky’sinquiryabouttheball。
AttheendoftheeveningKittytoldhermotherofherconversationwithLevin,andinspiteofallthepityshefeltforLevin,shewasgladatthethoughtthatshehadreceivedaproposal。Shehadnodoubtthatshehadactedrightly。Butaftershehadgonetobed,shecouldnotsleepforalongwhile。Oneimpressionpursuedherrelentlessly。ItwasLevin’sface,withhisscowlingbrows,andhiskindeyeslookingoutindarkdejectionbelowthem,ashestoodlisteningtoherfather,andglancingatherandatVronsky。Andshefeltsosorryforhimthattearscameintohereyes。Butimmediatelyshethoughtofthemanforwhomshehadgivenhimup。Shevividlyrecalledhismanly,firmface,hisnoblecalmness,andthegoodnaturesoconspicuoustowardeveryone。Sherememberedtheloveforherofthemansheloved,andoncemoreallwasgladnessinhersoul,andshelayonthepillowsmilingwithhappiness。`I’msorry,I’msorry;butwhatcouldIdo?It’snotmyfault,’shesaidtoherself;butaninnervoicetoldherotherwise。WhethershefeltremorseathavingcaptivatedLevin,orathavingrefusedhim,shedidnotknow。Butherhappinesswaspoisonedbydoubts。`Lord,havepityonus;Lord,havepity,Lord,havepity!’shesaidovertoherselftillshefellasleep。
Meanwhiletheretookplacebelow,inthePrince’slittlestudy,oneofthescenessooftenrepeatedbetweentheparentsonaccountoftheirfavoritedaughter。
`What?I’lltellyouwhat!’shoutedthePrince,brandishinghisarms,andatoncewrappinghissquirrel-lineddressinggownroundhimagain。`Thatyou’venopride,nodignity;thatyou’redisgracing,ruiningyourdaughterbythisvulgar,stupidmatchmaking!’
`But,really,formercy’ssake,Prince,whathaveIdone?’saidthePrincess,almostcrying。
She,pleasedandhappyafterherconversationwithherdaughter,hadgonetothePrincetosaygoodnightasusual,andthoughshehadnointentionoftellinghimofLevin’sproposalandKitty’srefusal,stillshehintedtoherhusbandthatshefanciedthingswerepracticallysettledwithVronsky,andwouldbedefinitelysoassoonashismotherarrived。Andthereupon,atthosewords,thePrincehadallatonceflownintoapassion,andbeguntouseunseemlylanguage。
`Whathaveyoudone?I’lltellyouwhat。Firstofall,you’retryingtoallureaneligiblegentleman,andallMoscowwillbetalkingofit,andwithgoodreason。Ifyouhaveeveningparties,inviteeveryone,don’tpickoutthepossiblesuitors。Inviteallthesewhelps[sothePrincestyledtheyouthsofMoscow];engageapianoplayer,andletthemdance-andnotasyoudidtonight:onlythewooers,anddoingyourmatching。Itmakesmesick-sicktoseeit-andyou’vegoneontillyou’veturnedthepoorlas’sshead。Levin’sathousandtimesthebetterman。AsforthisPeterburgswell-they’returnedoutbymachinery,allononepattern,andallpreciousrubbish。Butifhewereaprinceoftheblood,mydaughterneednotrunafteranyone。’
`ButwhathaveIdone?’
`Why,you’ve……’ThePrincewasyellingwrathfully。
`Iknowifoneweretolistentoyou,’interruptedthePrincess,`weshouldnevermarryoffourdaughter。Ifit’stobeso,we’dbettergointothecountry。’
`Well,wehadbetter。’
`Butdowaitaminute。DoIwheedlethem?Idon’twheedlethemintheleast。Ayoungman,andaveryniceone,hasfalleninlovewithher,andshe,Ifancy……’
`Oh,yes,youfancy!Andhowifshereallyisinlove,andhe’snomorethinkingofmarriagethanIam!……Oh,thatIshouldlivetoseeit!……`Ah-spiritualism!Ah-Nice!Ah-theball!’’’AndthePrince,imaginingthathewasmimickinghiswife,madeamincingcurtsyateachword。`AndthisishowwepreparewretchednessforKatenka;andshe’sreallygotthenotionintoherhead……’
`Butwhatmakesyousupposeso?’
`Idon’tsuppose;Iknow。Forsuchthingswehaveeyes;womenfolkhaven’t。Iseeamanwhohasseriousintentions,that’sLevin:andIseeaquail,likethiscackler,who’sonlyamusinghimself。’
`Oh,well,whenonceyougetanideaintoyourhead!……’
`Well,you’llremembermywords,buttoolate,justaswithDashenka。’
`Well,well,wewon’ttalkofit,’thePrincessstoppedhim,recollectingherunluckyDolly。
`Byallmeans,andgoodnight!’
Andsigningeachotherwiththecross,thehusbandandwifepartedwithakiss,feelingthateachremainedofhisorherownopinion。
ThePrincesshadatfirstbeenquitecertainthatthateveninghadsettledKitty’sfortune,andthattherecouldbenodoubtofVronsky’sintentions,butherhusband’swordshaddisturbedher。Andreturningtoherownroom,interrorbeforetheunknownfuture,she,too,likeKitty,repeatedseveraltimesinherheart,`Lord,havepity;Lord,havepity;Lord,havepity!’
Vronskyhadneverhadarealhomelife。Hismotherhadbeeninheryouthabrilliantsocietywoman,whohadhadduringhermarriedlife,andstillmoreafterward,manyloveaffairsnotoriousinthewholefashionableworld。Hisfatherhescarcelyremembered,andhehadbeeneducatedintheCorpsofPages。
Leavingtheschoolveryyoungasabrilliantofficer,hehadatoncegotintothecircleofwealthyPeterburgarmymen。AlthoughhedidgomoreorlessintoPeterburgsociety,hisloveaffairshadalwayshithertobeenoutsideit。
InMoscowhehadforthefirsttimefelt,afterhisluxuriousandcoarselifeatPeterburg,allthecharmofintimacywithasweetandinnocentgirlofhisownrank,whocaredforhim。ItneverevenenteredhisheadthattherecouldbeanyharminhisrelationswithKitty。Atballshedancedprincipallywithher。Hewasaconstantvisitoratherhouse。Hetalkedtoheraspeoplecommonlydotalkinsociety-allsortsofnonsense,butnonsensetowhichhecouldnothelpattachingaspecialmeaninginhercase。Althoughhesaidnothingtoherthathecouldnothavesaidbeforeeverybody,hefeltthatshewasbecomingmoreandmoredependentuponhim,andthemorehefeltthis,thebetterhelikedit,andthetendererwashisfeelingforher。HedidnotknowthatthismodeofbehaviorinrelationtoKittyhadadefinitecharacter,thatitiscourtingyounggirlswithnointentionofmarriage,andthatsuchcourtingisoneoftheevilactionscommonamongbrilliantyoungmensuchashewas。Itseemedtohimthathewasthefirstwhohaddiscoveredthispleasure,andhewasenjoyinghisdiscovery。
Ifhecouldhaveheardwhatherparentsweresayingthatevening,ifhecouldhaveputhimselfatthepointofviewofthefamily,andhaveheardthatKittywouldbeunhappyifhedidnotmarryher,hewouldhavebeengreatlyastonished,andwouldnothavebelievedit。Hecouldnotbelievethatwhatgavesuchgreatanddelicatepleasuretohim,andabovealltoher,couldbewrong。Stilllesscouldhehavebelievedthatheoughttomarry。
Marriagehadneverpresenteditselftohimasapossibility。Henotonlydislikedfamilylife,butafamily,andespeciallyahusband,inaccordancewiththeviewsgeneralinthebachelorworldinwhichhelived,wereconceivedassomethingalien,repellent,and,aboveall,ridiculous。ButthoughVronskyhadnottheleastsuspicionofwhattheparentsweresaying,hefeltoncomingawayfromtheShcherbatsky’sthatthesecretspiritualbondwhichexistedbetweenhimandKittyhadgrownsomuchstrongerthateveningthatsomestepmustbetaken。Butwhatstepcouldandshouldbetakenhecouldnotimagine。
`Whatissoexquisite,’hethought,ashereturnedfromtheShcherbatsky’s,carryingawaywithhim,ashealwaysdid,adeliciousfeelingofpurityandfreshness,arisingpartlyfromthefactthathehadnotbeensmokingforawholeevening,andwithitanewfeelingoftendernessatherloveforhim-`whatissoexquisiteisthatnotawordhasbeensaidbymeorbyher,yetweunderstandeachothersowellinthisunseenlanguageoflooksandtones,thatthiseveningmoreclearlythanevershetoldmeshelovesme。Andhowsweetly,simply,andmostofall,howtrustfully!Ifeelmyselfbetter,purer。IfeelthatIhaveaheart,andthatthereisagreatdealofgoodinmeThosesweet,lovingeyes!Whenshesaid:``IndeedIdo……’’’
`Well,whatthen?Oh,nothing。It’sgoodforme,andgoodforher。’Andhebeganwonderingwheretofinishtheevening。
Hepassedinreviewtheplaceshemightgoto。`Club?agameofbezique;champagnewithIgnatov?No,I’mnotgoing。ChateaudesFleurs;thereIshallfindOblonsky,songs,thecancan。No,I’msickofit。That’swhyIliketheShcherbatsky’s,becauseI’mgrowingbetter。I’llgohome。’HewentstraighttohisroomatDussot’sHotel,orderedsupper,andthenundressed,andassoonashisheadtouchedthepillow,fellintoasoundsleep。
Nextday,ateleveno’clockinthemorning,VronskydrovetothestationofthePeterburgrailwaytomeethismother,andthefirstpersonhecameacrossonthegreatflightofstepswasOblonsky,whowasexpectinghissisterbythesametrain。
`Ah!YourExcellency!’criedOblonsky,`Whomareyoumeeting?’
`Mymother,’Vronskyresponded,smiling,aseveryonedidwhometOblonsky。Heshookhandswithhim,andtogethertheyascendedthesteps。`SheistobeherefromPeterburgtoday。’
`Iwaslookingoutforyoutilltwoo’clocklastnight。WheredidyougofromtheShcherbatsky’s?’
`Home,’answeredVronsky。`ImustownIfeltsowellcontentyesterdayaftertheShcherbatsky’sthatIdidn’tcaretogoanywhere。’
```Icantellthegallantsteed’sbysome……Idon’tknowwhat……``pace’s;Icantellyouths``bytheirfaces,’’’declaimedStepanArkadyevich,justashehaddonebeforetoLevin。
Vronskysmiledwithalookthatseemedtosaythathedidnotdenyit,buthepromptlychangedthesubject。
`Andwhomareyoumeeting?’heasked。
`I?I’vecometomeetaprettywoman,’saidOblonsky。
`Sothat’sit!’
`Honisoitquimalypense!MysisterAnna。’
`Ah!that’sMadameKarenina,’saidVronsky。
`Youknowher,nodoubt?’
`IthinkIdo。Orperhapsnot……Ireallyamnotsure,’Vronskyansweredheedlessly,withavaguerecollectionofsomethingstiffandtediousevokedbythenameKarenina。
`ButAlexeiAlexandrovich,mycelebratedbrother-in-law,yousurelymustknow。Alltheworldknowshim。’
`Iknowhimbyreputationandbysight。Iknowthathe’sclever,learned,religioussomewhat……Butyouknowthat’snot……notinmyline,’saidVronskyinEnglish。
`Yes,he’saveryremarkableman;ratheraconservative,butaveryniceman,’observedStepanArkadyevich,`averyniceman。’
`Oh,well,somuchthebetterforhim,’saidVronskysmiling。`Oh,you’vecome,’hesaid,addressingatalloldfootmanofhismother’sstandingatthedoor;`comehere。’
BesidesthecharmOblonskyhadingeneralforeveryone,VronskyhadfeltoflatespeciallydrawntohimbythefactthatinhisimaginationhewasassociatedwithKitty。
`Well,whatdoyousay?ShallwegiveasupperonSundayforthediva?’hesaidtohimwithasmile,takinghisarm。
`Ofcourse。I’mcollectingsubscriptions。Oh,didyoumaketheacquaintanceofmyfriendLevin?’askedStepanArkadyevich。
`Yes;butheleftratherearly。’
`He’sacapitalfellow,’pursuedOblonsky。`Isn’the?’
`Idon’tknowwhyitis,’respondedVronsky,`inallMoscowpeople-presentcompanyofcourseexcepted,’heputinjestingly,`there’ssomethinguncompromising。Theyareallonthedefensive,losetheirtempers,asthoughtheyallwanttomakeonefeelsomething……’
`Yes,that’strue,it’sso,’saidStepanArkadyevich,laughingcheerfully。
`Willthetrainbeinsoon?’Vronskyaskedarailwayofficial。
`Thetrain’ssignaled,’answeredtheman。
Theapproachofthetrainwasmoreandmoreevidentbythepreparatorybustleinthestation,therushofporters,themovementofgendarmesandattendants,andcrowdingpeoplemeetingthetrain。Throughthefrostyvaporcouldbeseenworkmeninshortsheepskinsandsoftfeltbootscrossingtherailsofthecurvingline。Thehissoftheboilercouldbeheardonthedistantrails,andtherumbleofsomethingheavy。
`No,’saidStepanArkadyevich,whofeltagreatinclinationtotellVronskyofLevin’sintentionsinregardtoKitty。`No,youhaven’tgotatrueimpressionofLevin。He’saverynervousman,andissometimesoutofhumor,it’strue,butthenheisoftenverycharming。Hehassuchatrue,honestnature,andaheartofgold。Butyesterdaytherewerespecialreasons,’pursuedStepanArkadyevich,withameaningsmile,totallyobliviousofthegenuinesympathyhehadfeltthedaybeforeforhisfriend,andfeelingthesamesympathynow,onlyforVronsky。`Yes,therewerereasonswhyhecouldnothelpbeingeitherparticularlyhappyorparticularlyunhappy。’
Vronskystoodstillandaskeddirectly:`Howso?Doyoumeanheproposedtoyourbelle-soeuryesterday?’
`Maybe,’saidStepanArkadyevich。`Ifanciedsomethingofthesortyesterday。Yes,ifhewentawayearly,andwasoutofhumortoo,suchmustbethecase……He’sbeensolonginlove,andI’mverysorryforhim。’
`Sothat’sit!……Ishouldimagine,though,shemightreckononabettermatch,’saidVronsky,settinghischeststraightandwalkingaboutagain,`thoughIdon’tknowhim,ofcourse,’headded。`Yes,thatisahatefulposition!That’swhymostfellowsprefertohavetodowiththeClaras。Ifyoudon’tsucceedwiththemitonlyprovesthatyou’venotenoughcash,butinthiscaseone’sdignityisinthebalance。Buthere’sthetrain。’
Theenginehadalreadywhistledinthedistance。Afewinstantslatertheplatformbegantoshake,and,withpuffsofsteamhanginglowintheairfromthefrost,theenginerolledup,withtherodofthemiddlewheelrhythmicallymovingupanddown,andthebowed,muffledfigureoftheenginedrivercoveredwithhoarfrost。Behindthetender,settingtheplatformmoreandmoreslowlyandmorepowerfullyshaking,cametheluggagevanwithadogwhininginit。Atlastthepassengercarriagesrolledin,quiveringbeforecomingtoastandstill。
Asmartguardjumpedout,givingawhistle,andafterhimonebyonetheimpatientpassengersbegantogetdown:anofficeroftheguards,holdinghimselferect,andlookingseverelyabouthim;animbleyoungmerchantwithabag,smilinggaily;apeasantwithasackoverhisshoulder。
Vronsky,standingbesideOblonsky,watchedthecarriagesandthepassengers,totallyobliviousofhismother。WhathehadjustheardaboutKittyexcitedanddelightedhim。Unconsciouslyhestraightenedhischest,andhiseyesflashed。Hefelthimselfaconqueror。
`CountessVronskaiaisinthatcompartment,’saidthesmartguard,goinguptoVronsky。
Theguard’swordsrousedhim,andforcedhimtothinkofhismotherandhisapproachingmeetingwithher。Hedidnotinhisheartrespecthismother,and,withoutacknowledgingittohimself,hedidnotloveher,thoughinaccordancewiththeideasofthesetinwhichhelived,andwithhisownupbringing,hecouldnothaveconceivedofanybehaviortohismothernotinthehighestdegreerespectfulandobedient,andthemoreexternallyobedientandrespectful,thelessinhisheartherespectedandlovedher。
Vronskyfollowedtheguardtothecarriage,andatthedoorofthecompartmenthestoppedshorttomakeroomforaladywhowasgettingout。
Withthehabitualfeelingofamanoftheworld,fromoneglanceatthislady’sappearanceVronskyclassifiedherasbelongingtothebestsociety。Hebeggedpardon,andwasgettingintothecarriage,butfelthemustglanceatheroncemore;notbecauseshewasverybeautiful,notbecauseofthateleganceandmodestgracewhichwereapparentinherwholefigure,butbecauseintheexpressionofhercharmingface,asshepassedclosebyhim,therewassomethingpeculiarlycaressingandsoft。Ashelookedround,shetooturnedherhead。Hershininggrayeyes,thatlookeddarkbecauseofherthicklashes,restedwithfriendlyattentiononhisface,asthoughshewererecognizinghim,andthenpromptlyturnedawaytothepassingcrowd,asthoughseekingsomeone。InthatbrieflookVronskyhadtimetonoticethesuppressedanimationwhichplayedoverherface,andflittedbetweenthebrillianteyesandthefaintsmilethatcurvedherredlips。Itwasasthoughhernatureweresobrimmingoverwithsomethingthat,againstherwill,itshoweditselfnowintheflashofhereyes,andnowinhersmile。Deliberatelysheshroudedthelightinhereyes,butitshoneagainstherwillinherfaintlyperceptiblesmile。
Vronskysteppedintothecarriage。Hismother,adried-upoldladywithblackeyesandringlets,screweduphereyes,scanningherson,andsmiledslightlywithherthinlips。Gettingupfromtheseatandhandinghermaidahandbag,shegaveherlittlewrinkledhandtohersontokiss,andliftinghisheadfromherhand,kissedhimonthecheek。
`Yougotmytelegram?Quitewell?ThankGod。’
`Youhadagoodjourney?’saidherson,sittingdownbesideher,andinvoluntarilylisteningtoawoman’svoiceoutsidethedoor。Heknewitwasthevoiceoftheladyhehadmetatthedoor。
`AllthesameIdon’tagreewithyou,’saidthelady’svoice。
`It’sthePeterburgview,madame。’
`NotPeterburg,butsimplyfeminine,’sheresponded。
`Well,well,allowmetokissyourhand。’
`Good-by,IvanPetrovich。Andwouldyouseeifmybrotherishere,andsendhimtome?’saidtheladyinthedoorway,andsteppedbackagainintothecompartment。
`Well,haveyoufoundyourbrother?’saidCountessVronskaia,addressingthelady。
VronskyunderstoodnowthatthiswasMadameKarenina。
`Yourbrotherishere,’hesaid,standingup。`Excuseme,Ididnotknowyou,and,indeed,ouracquaintancewassoslight,’saidVronskybowing,`thatnodoubtyoudonotrememberme。’
`Oh,no,’saidshe,`IshouldhaveknownyoubecauseyourmotherandIhavebeentalking,Ithink,ofnothingbutyoualltheway。’Asshespokeshelettheanimationthatwouldinsistoncomingoutshowitselfinhersmile。`Andstillnosignofmybrother。’
`Docallhim,Aliosha,’saidtheoldcountess。
Vronskysteppedoutontotheplatformandshouted:`Oblonsky!Here!’
MadameKarenina,however,didnotwaitforherbrother,butcatchingsightofhimshesteppedoutwithherlight,resolutestep。Andassoonasherbrotherhadreachedher,withagesturethatstruckVronskybyitsdecisionanditsgrace,sheflungherleftarmaroundhisneck,drewhimrapidlytoher,andkissedhimwarmly。Vronskylookedon,nevertakinghiseyesfromher,andsmiled,hecouldnothavesaidwhy。Butrecollectingthathismotherwaswaitingforhim,hewentbackagainintothecarriage。
`She’sverysweet,isn’tshe?’saidtheCountessofMadameKarenina。`Herhusbandputherwithme,andIwasdelightedtohaveher。We’vebeentalkingalltheway。Andsoyou,Ihear……vousfilezleparfaitamour。Tantmieux,moncher,tantmieux。’
`Idon’tknowwhatyouarereferringto,maman,’heansweredcoldly。`Come,maman,letusgo。’
MadameKareninaenteredthecarriageagaintosaygood-bytotheCountess。
`Well,Countess,youhavemetyourson,andImybrother,’shesaidgaily。`Andallmystoriesareexhausted;Ishouldhavenothingmoretotellyou。’
`Oh,no,’saidtheCountess,takingherhand。`Icouldgoallaroundtheworldwithyouandneverbedull。Youareoneofthosedelightfulwomeninwhosecompanyit’ssweeteithertobesilentortochat。Nowpleasedon’tfretoveryourson;youcan’texpectnevertobeparted。’
MadameKareninastoodquitestill,holdingherselfveryerect,andhereyesweresmiling。
`AnnaArkadyevna,’theCountesssaidinexplanationtoherson,`hasalittlesoneightyearsold,Ibelieve,andshehasneverbeenpartedfromhimbefore,andshekeepsfrettingoverleavinghim。’
`Yes,theCountessandIhavebeentalkingallthetime,Iofmysonandsheofhers,’saidMadameKarenina,andagainasmilelightedupherface-acaressingsmileintendedforhim。
`Iamafraidthatyoumusthavebeendreadfullybored,’hesaid,promptlycatchingtheballofcoquetryshehadflunghim。Butapparentlyshedidnotcaretopursuetheconversationinthatstrain,andsheturnedtotheoldCountess。
`Thankyousomuch。Thetimehaspassedsoquickly。Good-by,Countess。’
`Good-by,mylove,’answeredtheCountess。`Letmekissyourprettyface。Ispeakplainly,atmyage,andItellyousimplythatI’velostmyhearttoyou。’
Stereotypedasthephrasewas,MadameKareninaobviouslybelieveditandwasdelightedbyit。Sheflushed,bentdownslightly,andputhercheektotheCountes’sslips,drewherselfupagain,and,withthesamesmileflutteringbetweenherlipsandhereyes,shegaveherhandtoVronsky。Hepressedthelittlehandshegavehim,andwasdelighted,asthoughatsomethingspecial,bytheenergeticsqueezewithwhichshefreelyandvigorouslyshookhishand。Shewentoutwiththerapidstepwhichboreherratherfullydevelopedfigurewithsuchstrangelightness。
`Verycharming,’saidtheCountess。
Thatwaspreciselywhathersonwasthinking。Hiseyesfollowedhertillhergracefulfigurewasoutofsight,andthenthesmileremainedonhisface。Hesawoutofthewindowhowshewentuptoherbrother,putherarminhis,andbegantellinghimsomethinganimatedly-obviouslysomethingthathadnothingtodowithhim,Vronsky,andatthathefeltannoyed。
`Well,maman,areyouperfectlywell?’herepeated,turningtohismother。
`Everythinghasbeendelightful。Alexandrehasbeenverygood,andMariehasgrownverypretty。She’sveryinteresting。’
Andshebegantellinghimagainofwhatinterestedhermost-thechristeningofhergrandson,forwhichshehadbeenstayinginPeterburg,andthespecialfavorshownhereldersonbytheCzar。
`Here’sLavrentii,’saidVronsky,lookingoutofthewindow;`nowwecango,ifyoulike。’
TheoldbutlerwhohadtraveledwiththeCountesscametothecarriagetoannouncethateverythingwasready,andtheCountessgotuptogo。
`Come;there’snotsuchacrowdnow,’saidVronsky。
Themaidtookahandbagandthelapdog,thebutlerandaportertheotherbaggage。Vronskygavehismotherhisarm;butjustastheyweregettingoutofthecarriageseveralmenransuddenlybywithpanic-strickenfaces。Thestationmaster,too,ranbyinhisextraordinarilycoloredcap。Obviouslysomethingunusualhadhappened。Thecrowdwasrunningtothetailendofthetrain。
`What?……What?……Where?……Flunghimself!……Crushed!……’washeardamongthecrowd。
StepanArkadyevich,withhissisteronhisarm,turnedback。Theytoolookedscared,andstoppedatthecarriagedoortoavoidthecrowd。
Theladiesgotin,whileVronskyandStepanArkadyevichfollowedthecrowdtofindoutdetailsofthedisaster。
Awatchman,eitherdrunkortoomuchmuffledupinthebitterfrost,hadnotheardthetrainmovingback,andhadbeencrushed。
BeforeVronskyandOblonskycamebacktheladiesheardthefactsfromthebutler。
OblonskyandVronskyhadbothseenthemutilatedcorpse。Oblonskywasevidentlydistressed。Hefrownedandseemedreadytocry。
`Ah,howawful!Ah,Anna,ifyouhadseenit!Ah,howawful!’hekeptrepeating。
Vronskydidnotspeak;hishandsomefacewasserious,butperfectlycalm。
`Ah,ifyouhadseenit,Countess,’saidStepanArkadyevich。`Andhiswifewasthere……Itwasawfultoseeher!……Sheflungherselfonthebody。Theysayhewastheonlysupportofanimmensefamily。Howawful!’
`Couldn’tonedoanythingforher?’saidMadameKareninainanagitatedwhisper。
Vronskyglancedather,andimmediatelygotoutofthecarriage。
`I’llbebackdirectly,maman,’heremarked,turningroundinthedoorway。
Whenhecamebackafewminuteslater,StepanArkadyevichwasalreadyinconversationwiththeCountessaboutanewsinger,whileshewasimpatientlylookingtowardthedoor,waitingforherson。
`Nowletusbeoff,’saidVronsky,comingin。
Theywentouttogether。Vronskywasinfrontwithhismother。BehindwalkedMadameKareninawithherbrother。JustastheyweregoingoutofthestationthestationmasterovertookVronsky。
`Yougavemyassistanttwohundredroubles。Wouldyoukindlyexplainforwhosebenefityouintendthem?’
`Forthewidow,’saidVronsky,shrugginghisshoulders。`Ishouldhavethoughttherewasnoneedtoask。’
`Yougavethat?’criedOblonskybehind,and,pressinghissister’shand,headded:`Mostcharming,mostcharming!Isn’theafinefellow?Good-by,Countess。’
Andheandhissisterstoodstill,lookingforhermaid。
WhentheywentouttheVronsky’scarriagehadalreadydrivenaway。Peoplecominginwerestilltalkingofwhathadhappened。
`Whatahorribledeath!’saidagentleman,passingby。`Theysayhewascutintwo。’
`Onthecontrary,Ithinkit’stheeasiest-instantaneous,’observedanother。
`Howisittheydon’ttakeproperprecautions?’athirdwassaying。
MadameKareninaseatedherselfinthecarriage,andStepanArkadyevichsawwithsurprisethatherlipswerequivering,andthatshewaswithdifficultyrestraininghertears。
`Whatisit,Anna?’heasked,whentheyhaddrivenafewhundredsagenes。
`It’sanomenofevil,’shesaid。
`Whatnonsense!’saidStepanArkadyevich。`You’vecome,that’sthechiefthing。Youcan’tconceivehowI’mrestingmyhopesonyou。’
`HaveyouknownVronskylong?sheasked。
`Yes。Youknowwe’rehopinghewillmarryKitty。’
`Yes?’saidAnnasoftly。`Comenow,letustalkofyou,’sheadded,tossingherhead,asthoughshewouldphysicallyshakeoffsomethingsuperfluousoppressingher。`Letustalkofyouraffairs。Igotyourletter,andhereIam。’
`Yes,allmyhopesareinyou,’saidStepanArkadyevich。
`Well,tellmeallaboutit。’
AndStepanArkadyevichbeganhisstory。
OnreachinghomeOblonskyhelpedhissisterout,sighed,pressedherhand,andsetofftohisoffice。
WhenAnnaenteredthetinydrawingroom,shefoundDollysittingtherewithawhite-headedplumplittleboy,alreadyresemblinghisfather;shewaslisteningtoalessoninFrenchreading。Astheboyread,hekepttwistingandtryingtotearoffabuttonthatwasnearlyoffhisjacket。Hismotherhadseveraltimestakenhishandfromit,buttheplumplittlehandwentbacktothebuttonagain。Hismotherpulledthebuttonoffandputitinherpocket。
`Keepyourhandsstill,Grisha,’shesaid,andshetookupherwork,acoverletshehadlongbeenmaking。Shealwayssettoworkonitatdepressedmoments,andnowsheknittedatitnervously,twitchingherfingersandcountingthestitches。Thoughshehadsentwordthedaybeforetoherhusbandthatitwasnothingtoherwhetherhissistercameornot,shehadmadeeverythingreadyforherarrival,andwasexpectinghersister-in-lawwithagitation。
Dollywascrushedbyhersorrow,utterlyswallowedupbyit。StillshedidnotforgetthatAnna,hersister-in-law,wasthewifeofoneofthemostimportantpersonagesinPeterburg,andwasaPeterburggrandedame。And,thankstothiscircumstance,shedidnotcarryoutherthreattoherhusband-thatistosay,shehadnotforgottenthathersister-in-lawwascoming。`And,afterall,Annaisinnowisetoblame,’thoughtDolly。`Iknownothingsavetheverybestabouther,andIhaveseennothingbutkindnessandaffectionfromhertowardmyself。’ItwastruethatasfarasshecouldrecallherimpressionsatPeterburgattheKarenin’s,shedidnotliketheirhouseholditself;therewassomethingartificialaboutthewholearrangementoftheirfamilylife。`ButwhyshouldInotreceiveher?Ifonlyshedoesn’ttakeitintoherheadtoconsoleme!’thoughtDolly。`AllconsolationsandexhortationsandChristianforgiveness-Ihavethoughtallthisoverathousandtimes,andit’sallnouse。’
AllthesedaysDollyhadbeenalonewithherchildren。Shedidnotwanttotalkofhersorrow,butwiththatsorrowinherheartshecouldnottalkofoutsidematters。
SheknewthatinonewayoranothershewouldtellAnnaeverything,andshewasalternatelygladatthethoughtofspeakingfreely,andangryatthenecessityofspeakingofherhumiliationwithher,hissister,andofhearingherready-madephrasesofexhortationandconsolation。
Shehadbeenonthelookoutforher,glancingatherwatcheveryminute,and,asoftenhappens,letslipthatpreciseminutewhenhervisitorarrived,sothatshedidnothearthebell。
Catchingthesoundofskirtsandoflightstepsatthedoor,shelookedround,andhercarewornfaceunconsciouslyexpressednotgladness,butwonder。Shegotupandembracedhersister-in-law。
`What,herealready?’shesaidasshekissedher。
`Dolly,howgladIamtoseeyou!’
`Iamglad,too,’saidDolly,faintlysmiling,andtryingbytheexpressionofAnna’sfacetofindoutwhethersheknew。`Mostlikelysheknows,’shethought,noticingthesympathyinAnna’sface。`Well,comealong,I’lltakeyoutoyourroom,’shewenton,tryingtodeferaslongaspossiblethetimeofexplanation。
`IsthisGrisha?Heavens,howhe’sgrown!’saidAnna;andkissinghim,nevertakinghereyesoffDolly,shestoodstillandflushed。`No,please,letusstayhere。’
Shetookoffhershawlandherhat,andcatchingitinalockofherblackhair,whichwasamassofcurls,shetossedherheadandshookherhairdown。
`Youareradiantwithhealthandhappiness!’saidDolly,almostwithenvy。
`I?……Yes,’saidAnna。`Mercifulheavens,Tania!You’rethesameageasmySeriozha,’sheadded,addressingthelittlegirlassheranin。Shetookherinherarmsandkissedher。`Delightfulchild,delightful!Showmethemall。’
Shementionedthem,notonlyrememberingthenames,buttheyears,months,characters,illnessesofallthechildren,andDollycouldnotbutappreciatethat。
`Verywell,wewillgotothem,’shesaid。`It’sapityVassia’sasleep。’
Afterseeingthechildren,theysatdown,alonenow,inthedrawingroom,tocoffee。Annatookthetray,andthenpusheditawayfromher。
`Dolly,’shesaid,`hehastoldme。’
DollylookedcoldlyatAnna;shewaswaitingnowforhypocriticallysympatheticphrases,butAnnasaidnothingofthesort。
`Dolly,darling,’shesaid,`Idon’twanttointercedeforhim,nortotrytocomfortyou-that’simpossible。But,mydearest,I’msimplysorry,sorryfrommyheartforyou!’
Underthethicklashesofhershiningeyestearssuddenlyglittered。Shemovednearertohersister-in-lawandtookherhandinherown,vigorousandlittle。Dollydidnotshrinkaway,butherfacedidnotloseitsfrigidexpression。Shesaid:
`Tocomfortmeisimpossible。Everything’slostafterwhathashappened,everything’sover!’
Anddirectlyshehadsaidthis,herfacesuddenlysoftened。Annaliftedthewasted,thinhandofDolly,kisseditandsaid:
`But,Dolly,what’stobedone,what’stobedone?Howisitbesttoactinthisawfulposition-that’swhatyoumustthinkof。’
`All’sover,andthere’snothingmore,’saidDolly。`Andtheworstofitallis,yousee,thatIcan’tcasthimoff:therearethechildren-myhandsaretied。AndIcan’tlivewithhim!It’satortureformetoseehim。’
`Dolly,darling,hehasspokentome,butIwanttohearitfromyou:tellmeallaboutit。’
Dollylookedatherinquiringly。
SympathyandloveunfeignedwereapparentonAnna’sface。
`Verywell,’shesuddenlysaid。`ButIwillbeginatthebeginning。YouknowhowIwasmarried。WiththeeducationmamangaveusIwasmorethaninnocent-Iwasfoolish。Iknewnothing。Theysay,Iknow,mentelltheirwivesoftheirformerlives,butStiva’-shecorrectedherself-`StepanArkadyevichtoldmenothing。You’llhardlybelieveit,buttillnowIimaginedthatIwastheonlywomanhehadknown。SoIlivedeightyears。YoumustunderstandthatIwasnotonlyfarfromsuspectinginfidelity,butIregardeditasimpossible,andthen-trytoimagineit-withsuchconceptionstofindoutsuddenlyallthehorror,alltheloathsomeness……Youmusttryandunderstandme。Tobefullyconvincedofone’shappiness,andallatonce……’continuedDolly,holdingbackhersobs,`Togetaletter……Hislettertohismistress,agovernessinmyemploy。No,it’stooawful!’Shehastilypulledoutherhandkerchiefandhidherfaceinit。`Icanunderstandifitwerepassion,’shewenton,afterabriefsilence,`buttodeceivemedeliberately,slyly……Andwithwhom?……Togoonbeingmyhusbandwhileheandshe……It’sawful!Youcan’tunderstand……’
`Oh,yes,Iunderstand!Iunderstand!Dolly,dearest,Idounderstand,’saidAnna,pressingherhand。
`Anddoyouimagineherealizesalltheawfulnessofmyposition?Dollyresumed。`Notintheslightest!He’shappyandcontented。’
`Oh,no!’Annainterposedquickly。`He’stobepitied,he’sweigheddownbyremorse……’
`Ishecapableofremorse?’Dollyinterrupted,gazingintentlyintohersister-in-law’sface。
`Yes。Iknowhim。Icouldnotlookathimwithoutfeelingsorryforhim。Webothknowhim。He’sgood-natured,buthe’sproud,andnowhe’ssohumiliated。Whattouchedmemost……’AndhereAnnaguessedwhatwouldtouchDollymost。`He’storturedbytwothings:thathe’sashamedforthechildren’ssake,andthat,lovingyou-yes,yes,lovingyoubeyondeverythingonearth,’shehurriedlyinterruptedDolly,whowouldhaverejoined-`hehashurtyou,piercedyoutotheheart。``No,no,shecannotforgiveme,’’hekeepsonsaying。’
Dollylookedpensivelypasthersister-in-lawasshelistenedtoherwords。
`Yes,Icanseethathispositionisawful;it’sworsefortheguiltythantheinnocent,’shesaid,`ifhefeelsthatallthemiserycomesfromhisfault。ButhowamItoforgivehim,howamItobehiswifeagainafterher?Formetolivewithhimnowwouldbetorture,justbecauseIlovemypastloveforhim……’
Andsobscutshortherwords。
Butasthoughofsetdesign,eachtimeshewassoftenedshebegantospeakagainofwhatexasperatedher。
`She’syoung,yousee,she’spretty,’shewenton。`Doyouknow,Anna,myyouthandmybeautyaregone,takenbywhom?Byhimandhischildren。Ihaveworkedforhim,andallIhadhasgoneinhisservice,andnowofcourseanyfresh,vulgarcreaturehasmorecharmforhim。Nodoubttheytalkedofmetogether,or,worsestill,theyweresilentaboutme……Doyouunderstand?’
Againhereyesglowedwithhatred。
`Andafterthathewilltellme……What!AmItobelievehim?Never!No,everythingisover,everythingthatonceconstitutedmycomfort,therewardofmyworkandofmysufferings……Wouldyoubelieveit?IwasteachingGrishajustnow:oncethiswasajoytome,nowitisatorture。WhathaveItostriveandtoilfor?Whytohavechildren?What’ssoawfulisthatallatoncemyheart’sturned,andinsteadofloveandtenderness,Ihavenothingbuthatredforhim;yes,hatred。Icouldkillhimand……’
`DarlingDolly,Iunderstand,butdon’ttortureyourselfYouaresoinsulted,soexcited,thatyoulookatmanythingsmistakenly。’
Dollygrewcalmer,andfortwominutesbothweresilent。
`What’stobedone?Thinkforme,Anna,helpme。Ihavethoughtovereverything,andIseenothing。’
Annacouldnotfindanything,butherheartechoedinstantlytoeachword,toeachchangeofexpressiononhersister-in-law’sface。
`OnethingIwouldsay,’beganAnna。`Iamhissister,Iknowhischaracter,thatfacultyofforgettingeverything,everything’shewavedherhandbeforeherforehead,`thatfacultyforbeingcompletelycarriedaway,butforcompletelyrepenting,too。Hecannotbelieveit,hecannotcomprehendnow,howhecouldhaveactedashedid。’
`No;heunderstands,andunderstood!’Dollybrokein。`ButI……Youareforgettingme……Doesthatmakeiteasierforme?’
`Waitaminute。Whenhetoldme,IwillownIdidnotrealizeallthehorrorofyourposition。Isawnothingbuthim,andthatthefamilywasbrokenup。Ifeltsorryforhim,butaftertalkingtoyou,Iseeit,asawoman,quitedifferently。Iseeyouragony,andIcan’ttellyouhowsorryIamforyou!But,Dolly,darling,whileIfullyrealizeyoursufferings,thereisonethingIdon’tknow;Idon’tknow……Idon’tknowhowmuchlovethereisstillinyourheartforhim。Thatyouknow-whetherthereisenoughforyoutobeabletoforgivehim。Ifthereis-forgivehim!’
`No,’Dollywasbeginning,butAnnacuthershort,kissingherhandoncemore。
`Iknowmoreoftheworldthanyoudo,’shesaid。IknowhowmenlikeStivalookatit。Youspeakofhistalkingofyouwithher。Thatneverhappened。Suchmenareunfaithful,buttheirownhomeandwifearesacredtothem。Somehoworotherthesewomenarestilllookedonwithcontemptbythem,anddonottouchontheirfeelingfortheirfamily。Theydrawasortoflinethatcan’tbecrossedbetweenthemandtheirfamilies。Idon’tunderstandit,butitisso。’
`Yes,buthehaskissedher……’
`Dolly,hush,darling。IsawStivawhenhewasinlovewithyou。Irememberthetimewhenhecametomeandcried,talkingofyou,andofwhatapoetryandloftinessyouwereforhim,andIknowthatthelongerhehaslivedwithyoutheloftieryouhavebeeninhiseyes。Youknowwehavesometimeslaughedathimforputtinginateveryword:`Dolly’samarvelouswoman。’havealwaysbeenadivinityforhim,andyouarethatstill,andthishasnotbeenapassionoftheheart……
`Butifitberepeated?’
`Itcannotbe,asIunderstandit……
`Yes,butcouldyouforgiveit?’
`Idon’tknow,Ican’tjudge……No,Icanjudge,’saidAnna,thinkingamoment;andgraspingthepositioninherthoughtandweighingitinherinnerbalance,sheadded:`Yes,Ican,Ican,Ican。Yes,Icouldforgive。Icouldnotbethesame,no;butIcouldforgive,andforgiveasthoughithadneverbeen,neverbeenatall……’
`Oh,ofcourse,’Dollyinterposedquickly,asthoughsayingwhatshehadmorethanoncethought,`elseitwouldnotbeforgiveness。Ifoneforgives,itmustbecompletely,completely。Come,letusgo;I’lltakeyoutoyourroom,’shesaid,gettingup,andonthewaysheembracedAnna。`Mydear,howgladIamyoucame。Ithasmadethingsbetter,eversomuchbetter。’
ThewholeofthatdayAnnaspentathome-thatis,attheOblonsky’s,andreceivednoone,thoughsomeofheracquaintanceshadalreadyheardofherarrival,andcametocallthesameday。AnnaspentthewholemorningwithDollyandthechildren。Shemerelysentabriefnotetoherbrothertotellhimthathemustnotfailtodineathome。`Come,Godismerciful,’shewrote。
Oblonskydiddineathome:theconversationwasgeneral,andhiswife,speakingtohim,addressedhimas`Stiva,’asshehadnotdoneforsometimepast。Intherelationsofhusbandandwifethesameestrangementstillremained,buttherewasnotalkofseparation,andStepanArkadyevichsawthepossibilityofexplanationandreconciliation。
ImmediatelyafterdinnerKittycamein。SheknewAnnaArkadyevna,butonlyveryslightly,andshecamenowtohersister’swithsometrepidation,attheprospectofmeetingthisfashionablePeterburglady,ofwhomeveryonespokesohighly。ButshemadeafavorableimpressiononAnnaArkadyevna-sheperceivedthatatonce。Annawasunmistakablyadmiringherlovelinessandheryouth:beforeKittyknewwhereshewasshefoundherselfnotmerelyunderAnna’ssway,butinlovewithher,asyounggirlsdofallinlovewitholderandmarriedwomen。Annadidnotresembleafashionablelady,orthemotherofaboyeightyearsold。Intheelasticityofhermovements,thefreshnessandtheanimationwhichpersistedinherfaceandbrokeoutinhersmileandherglance,shewouldratherhavepassedforagirloftwenty,haditnotbeenforaseriousand,attimes,amournfullookinhereyes,whichstruckandattractedKitty。KittyfeltthatAnnawasperfectlysimpleandwasconcealingnothing,butthatshehadanotherhigherworldofinterests,complexandpoetic,whichwereinaccessibletoKitty。
Afterdinner,whenDollywithdrewtoherownroom,Annarosequicklyandwentuptoherbrother,whowasjustlightingacigar。
`Stiva,’shesaidtohim,winkinggaily,makingthesignofthecrossoverhim,andglancingtowardthedoor,`go,andGodhelpyou。
Hetossedawayhiscigar,havingunderstoodher,anddepartedthroughthedoorway。
WhenStepanArkadyevichhaddisappeared,shewentbacktothesofawhereshehadbeensitting,surroundedbythechildren。Eitherbecausethechildrensawthattheirmotherwasfondofthisaunt,orthattheythemselvessensedaspecialcharminher,thetwoelderones,andtheyoungerfollowingtheirlead,aschildrensooftendo,hadclungabouttheirnewauntsincebeforedinner,andwouldnotleaveherside。Andithadbecomeasortofgameamongthemtositascloseaspossibletotheiraunt,totouchher,holdherlittlehand,kissit,playwithherring,oreventouchtheflounceofherskirt。
`Come,come,asweweresittingbefore,’saidAnnaArkadyevna,sittingdowninherplace。
AndagainGrishapokedhislittlefaceunderherarm,andnestledwithhisheadonhergown,beamingwithprideandhappiness。
`Andwhenisyournextball?’sheaskedKitty。
`Nextweek-andasplendidball。Oneofthoseballswhereonealwaysenjoysoneself。’
`Why,arethereballswhereonealwaysenjoysoneself?’Annasaid,withtenderirony。
`It’sstrange,butthereare。AttheBobrishchev’sonealwaysenjoysoneself,andattheNikitin’stoo,whileattheMezhkov’sit’salwaysdull。Haven’tyounoticedit?’
`No,mydear,formetherearenoballsnowwhereoneenjoysoneself,’saidAnna,andKittydetectedinhereyesthatpeculiarworldwhichwasnotrevealedtoher。`Formetherearesomewhicharelessdullandtiresomethanothers。’
`Howcanyoubedullataball?’
`WhyshouldnotIbedullataball?’inquiredAnna。
KittyperceivedthatAnnaknewwhatanswerwouldfollow。
`Becauseyoualwayslooktheloveliestofall。’
Annahadthefacultyofblushing。Sheblushed,andsaid:
`Inthefirstplaceit’sneverso;andsecondly,ifitwere,whatdifferencewoulditmaketome?’
`Areyoucomingtothisball?askedKitty。
`Iimagineitwon’tbepossibletoavoidgoing。Here,takeit,’shesaidtoTania,whowaspullingthelooselyfittingringoffherwhite,slender-tippedfinger。
`Ishallbesogladifyougo。Ishouldsoliketoseeyouataball。’
`Anyway,ifIdogo,Ishallcomfortmyselfwiththethoughtthatit’sapleasuretoyou……Grisha,don’tpullmyhair。It’suntidyenoughwithoutthat,’shesaid,puttingupastrayinglock,whichGrishahadbeenplayingwith。
`Iimagineyouattheballinlilac。’
`Andwhyinlilac,precisely?’askedAnna,smiling。`Now,children,runalong,runalong。Doyouhear?MissHooleiscallingyoutotea,’shesaidtearingthechildrenfromher,andsendingthemofftothediningroom。
`Iknowwhyyoupressmetocometotheball。Youexpectagreatdealofthisball,andyouwanteveryonetobethereandtakepartinit。’
`Howdoyouknow?Yes!’
`Oh!Whatahappytimeyouareat,’pursuedAnna。`Iremember,andIknowthisbluehaze,likethemistonthemountainsinSwitzerland。Thismist,whichcoverseverythinginthatblissfultimewhenchildhoodisjustending,andoutofthatvastcircle,happyandgay,thereisapathgrowingnarrowerandnarrower,anditisdelightfulandalarmingtoentertheballroom,brightandsplendidasitis……Whohasnotbeenthroughit?’
Kittysmiledwithoutspeaking。`Buthowdidshegothroughit?HowIshouldliketoknowallherlovestory!’thoughtKitty,recallingtheunromanticappearanceofAlexeiAlexandrovich,herhusband。
`Iknowsomething。Stivatoldme,andIcongratulateyou。Ilikedhimsomuch,’Annacontinued。`ImetVronskyattherailwaystation。’
`Oh,washethere?’askedKitty,blushing。`WhatwasitStivatoldyou?’
`Stivablabbedaboutitall。AndIshouldbesoglad。ItraveledyesterdaywithVronsky’smother,’shewenton;`andhismothertalkedwithoutapauseofhim;he’sherfavorite。Iknowmothersarepartial,but……’
`Whatdidhismothertellyou?’
`Oh,agreatdeal!AndalthoughIknowthathe’sherfavorite,onecanstillseehowchivalrousheis……Well,forinstance,shetoldmethathehadwantedtogiveupallhispropertytohisbrother;thathehaddonesomethingextraordinarywhenhewasquiteachild-savedawomanfromthewater。He’sahero,infact,’saidAnna,smilingandrecollectingthetwohundredroubleshehadgivenatthestation。
ButshedidnottellKittyaboutthetwohundredroubles。Forsomereasonitwasdisagreeabletohertothinkofit。Shefeltthattherewassomethingthathadtodowithherinit,andsomethingthatoughtnottohavebeen。
`Shepressedmeverymuchtogoandseeher,’Annawenton;`andIshallbegladtogotoseehertomorrow。StivaisstayingalongwhileinDolly’sroom,thankGod,’Annaadded,changingthesubject,andgettingup,Kittyfancied,displeasedwithsomething。
`No,I’mfirst!No,I!’screamedthechildren,whohadfinishedtea,runninguptotheirAuntAnna。
`Alltogether,’saidAnna,andsheranlaughingtomeetthem,and,embracingthem,threwallthechildren,shriekingwithdelight,intoaswarmingheap。