Kentuck
Ourreadersmaynotbeunwillingtoglanceback,forabriefinterval,atUncleTom’sCabin,ontheKentuckyfarm,andseewhathasbeentranspiringamongthosewhomhehadleftbehind。
Itwaslateinthesummerafternoon,andthedoorsandwindowsofthelargeparlorallstoodopen,toinviteanystraybreeze,thatmightfeelinagoodhumor,toenter。Mr。Shelbysatinalargehallopeningintotheroom,andrunningthroughthewholelengthofthehouse,toabalconyoneitherend。Leisurelytippedbackononechair,withhisheelsinanother,hewasenjoyinghisafter-dinnercigar。Mrs。Shelbysatinthedoor,busyaboutsomefinesewing;sheseemedlikeonewhohadsomethingonhermind,whichshewasseekinganopportunitytointroduce。
“Doyouknow,”shesaid,“thatChloehashadaletterfromTom?”
“Ah!hasshe?Tom’sgotsomefriendthere,itseems。Howistheoldboy?”
“Hehasbeenboughtbyaveryfinefamily,Ishouldthink,”saidMrs。Shelby,—“iskindlytreated,andhasnotmuchtodo。”
“Ah!well,I’mgladofit,—veryglad,”saidMr。Shelby,heartily。“Tom,Isuppose,willgetreconciledtoaSouthernresidence;—hardlywanttocomeuphereagain。”
“Onthecontraryheinquiresveryanxiously,”saidMrs。Shelby,“whenthemoneyforhisredemptionistoberaised。”
“I’msureIdon’tknow,”saidMr。Shelby。“Oncegetbusinessrunningwrong,theredoesseemtobenoendtoit。It’slikejumpingfromonebogtoanother,allthroughaswamp;borrowofonetopayanother,andthenborrowofanothertopayone,—andtheseconfoundednotesfallingduebeforeamanhastimetosmokeacigarandturnround,—dunninglettersanddunningmessages,—allscamperandhurry-scurry。”
“Itdoesseemtome,mydear,thatsomethingmightbedonetostraightenmatters。Supposeweselloffallthehorses,andselloneofyourfarms,andpayupsquare?”
“O,ridiculous,Emily!YouarethefinestwomaninKentucky;butstillyouhaven’tsensetoknowthatyoudon’tunderstandbusiness;—womenneverdo,andnevercan。
“But,atleast,”saidMrs。Shelby,“couldnotyougivemesomelittleinsightintoyours;alistofallyourdebts,atleast,andofallthatisowedtoyou,andletmetryandseeifIcan’thelpyoutoeconomize。”
“O,bother!don’tplagueme,Emily!—Ican’ttellexactly。Iknowsomewhereaboutwhatthingsarelikelytobe;butthere’snotrimmingandsquaringmyaffairs,asChloetrimscrustoffherpies。Youdon’tknowanythingaboutbusiness,Itellyou。”
AndMr。Shelby,notknowinganyotherwayofenforcinghisideas,raisedhisvoice,—amodeofarguingveryconvenientandconvincing,whenagentlemanisdiscussingmattersofbusinesswithhiswife。
Mrs。Shelbyceasedtalking,withsomethingofasigh。Thefactwas,thatthoughherhusbandhadstatedshewasawoman,shehadaclear,energetic,practicalmind,andaforceofcharactereverywaysuperiortothatofherhusband;sothatitwouldnothavebeensoveryabsurdasupposition,tohaveallowedhercapableofmanaging,asMr。Shelbysupposed。HerheartwassetonperformingherpromisetoTomandAuntChloe,andshesighedasdiscouragementsthickenedaroundher。
“Don’tyouthinkwemightinsomewaycontrivetoraisethatmoney?PoorAuntChloe!herheartissosetonit!”
“I’msorry,ifitis。IthinkIwasprematureinpromising。I’mnotsure,now,butit’sthebestwaytotellChloe,andlethermakeuphermindtoit。Tom’llhaveanotherwife,inayearortwo;andshehadbettertakeupwithsomebodyelse。”
“Mr。Shelby,Ihavetaughtmypeoplethattheirmarriagesareassacredasours。InevercouldthinkofgivingChloesuchadvice。”
“It’sapity,wife,thatyouhaveburdenedthemwithamoralityabovetheirconditionandprospects。Ialwaysthoughtso。”
“It’sonlythemoralityoftheBible,Mr。Shelby。”
“Well,well,Emily,Idon’tpretendtointerferewithyourreligiousnotions;onlytheyseemextremelyunfittedforpeopleinthatcondition。”
“Theyare,indeed,”saidMrs。Shelby,“andthatiswhy,frommysoul,Ihatethewholething。Itellyou,mydear,IcannotabsolvemyselffromthepromisesImaketothesehelplesscreatures。IfIcangetthemoneynootherwayIwilltakemusic-scholars;—Icouldgetenough,Iknow,andearnthemoneymyself。”
“Youwouldn’tdegradeyourselfthatway,Emily?Inevercouldconsenttoit。”
“Degrade!woulditdegrademeasmuchastobreakmyfaithwiththehelpless?No,indeed!”
“Well,youarealwaysheroicandtranscendental,”saidMr。Shelby,“butIthinkyouhadbetterthinkbeforeyouundertakesuchapieceofQuixotism。”
HeretheconversationwasinterruptedbytheappearanceofAuntChloe,attheendoftheverandah。
“Ifyouplease,Missis,”saidshe。
“Well,Chloe,whatisit?”saidhermistress,rising,andgoingtotheendofthebalcony。
“IfMissiswouldcomeandlookatdisyerloto’poetry。”
Chloehadaparticularfancyforcallingpoultrypoetry,—anapplicationoflanguageinwhichshealwayspersisted,notwithstandingfrequentcorrectionsandadvisingsfromtheyoungmembersofthefamily。
“Lasakes!”shewouldsay,“Ican’tsee;onejisgoodasturry,—poetrysuthingood,anyhow;”andsopoetryChloecontinuedtocallit。
Mrs。Shelbysmiledasshesawaprostratelotofchickensandducks,overwhichChloestood,withaverygravefaceofconsideration。
“I’mathinkinwhetherMissiswouldbeahavinachickenpieo’deseyer。”
“Really,AuntChloe,Idon’tmuchcare;—servethemanywayyoulike。”
Chloestoodhandlingthemoverabstractedly;itwasquiteevidentthatthechickenswerenotwhatshewasthinkingof。Atlast,withtheshortlaughwithwhichhertribeoftenintroduceadoubtfulproposal,shesaid,
“Lawsme,Missis!whatshouldMas’randMissisbeatroublintheirselves’boutdemoney,andnotausinwhat’srightinderhands?”andChloelaughedagain。
“Idon’tunderstandyou,Chloe,”saidMrs。Shelby,nothingdoubting,fromherknowledgeofChloe’smanner,thatshehadheardeverywordoftheconversationthathadpassedbetweenherandherhusband。
“Why,lawsme,Missis!”saidChloe,laughingagain,“otherfolkshiresoutderniggersandmakesmoneyon’em!Don’tkeepsichatribeeatin’emoutofhouseandhome。”
“Well,Chloe,whodoyouproposethatweshouldhireout?”
“Laws!Ian’taproposinnothin;onlySamhesaidderwasoneofdeseyerperfectioners,deycalls’em,inLouisville,saidhewantedagoodhandatcakeandpastry;andsaidhe’dgivefourdollarsaweektoone,hedid。”
“Well,Chloe。”
“Well,laws,I’sathinkin,Missis,it’stimeSallywasputalongtobedoin’something。Sally’sbeenundermycare,now,dissometime,andshedoesmostaswellasme,considerin;andifMissiswouldonlyletmego,Iwouldhelpfetchupdemoney。Ian’tafraidtoputmycake,norpiesnother,’longsidenoperfectioner’s。
“Confectioner’s,Chloe。”
“Lawsakes,Missis!’tan’tnoodds;—wordsissocuris,can’tneverget’emright!”
“But,Chloe,doyouwanttoleaveyourchildren?”
“Laws,Missis!deboysisbigenoughtododay’sworks;deydoeswellenough;andSally,she’lltakedebaby,—she’ssuchapeartyoungun,shewon’ttakenolookinarter。”
“Louisvilleisagoodwayoff。”
“Lawsakes!who’safeard?—it’sdownriver,somernearmyoldman,perhaps?”saidChloe,speakingthelastinthetoneofaquestion,andlookingatMrs。Shelby。
“No,Chloe;it’smanyahundredmilesoff,”saidMrs。Shelby。
Chloe’scountenancefell。
“Nevermind;yourgoingthereshallbringyounearer,Chloe。Yes,youmaygo;andyourwagesshalleverycentofthembelaidasideforyourhusband’sredemption。”
Aswhenabrightsunbeamturnsadarkcloudtosilver,soChloe’sdarkfacebrightenedimmediately,—itreallyshone。
“Laws!ifMissisisn’ttoogood!Iwasthinkingofdatarverything;causeIshouldn’tneednoclothes,norshoes,nornothin,—Icouldsaveeverycent。Howmanyweeksisderinayear,Missis?”
“Fifty-two,”saidMrs。Shelby。
“Laws!now,dereis?andfourdollarsforeachonem。Why,howmuch’ddatarbe?”
“Twohundredandeightdollars,”saidMrs。Shelby。
“Why-e!”saidChloe,withanaccentofsurpriseanddelight;“andhowlongwouldittakemetoworkitout,Missis?”
“Somefourorfiveyears,Chloe;but,then,youneedn’tdoitall,—Ishalladdsomethingtoit。”
“Iwouldn’theartoMissis’givinlessonsnornothin。Mas’r’squiterightindatar;—’twouldn’tdo,noways。Ihopenoneourfamilyeverbebroughttodatar,whileI’sgothands。”
“Don’tfear,Chloe;I’lltakecareofthehonorofthefamily,”saidMrs。Shelby,smiling。“Butwhendoyouexpecttogo?”
“Well,Iwantspectinnothin;onlySam,he’sagwinetoderiverwithsomecolts,andhesaidIcouldgolongwithhim;soIjesputmythingstogether。IfMissiswaswillin,I’dgowithSamtomorrowmorning,ifMissiswouldwritemypass,andwritemeacommendation。”
“Well,Chloe,I’llattendtoit,ifMr。Shelbyhasnoobjections。Imustspeaktohim。”
Mrs。Shelbywentupstairs,andAuntChloe,delighted,wentouttohercabin,tomakeherpreparation。
“Lawsakes,Mas’rGeorge!yedidn’tknowI’sagwinetoLouisvilletomorrow!”shesaidtoGeorge,asenteringhercabin,hefoundherbusyinsortingoverherbaby’sclothes。“IthoughtI’djislookoversis’sthings,andget’emstraightenedup。ButI’mgwine,Mas’rGeorge,—gwinetohavefourdollarsaweek;andMissisisgwinetolayitallup,tobuybackmyoldmanagin!”
“Whew!”saidGeorge,“here’sastrokeofbusiness,tobesure!Howareyougoing?”
“Tomorrow,widSam。Andnow,Mas’rGeorge,Iknowsyou’lljissitdownandwritetomyoldman,andtellhimallaboutit,—won’tye?”
“Tobesure,”saidGeorge;“UncleTom’llberightgladtohearfromus。I’llgorightinthehouse,forpaperandink;andthen,youknow,AuntChloe,Icantellaboutthenewcoltsandall。”
“Sartin,sartin,Mas’rGeorge;yougo’long,andI’llgetyeupabito’chicken,orsomesich;yewon’thavemanymoresupperswidyerpooroldaunty。”
“TheGrassWithereth—theFlowerFadeth”
Lifepasses,withusall,adayatatime;soitpassedwithourfriendTom,tilltwoyearsweregone。Thoughpartedfromallhissoulhelddear,andthoughoftenyearningforwhatlaybeyond,stillwasheneverpositivelyandconsciouslymiserable;for,sowellistheharpofhumanfeelingstrung,thatnothingbutacrashthatbreakseverystringcanwhollymaritsharmony;and,onlookingbacktoseasonswhichinreviewappeartousasthoseofdeprivationandtrial,wecanrememberthateachhour,asitglided,broughtitsdiversionsandalleviations,sothat,thoughnothappywholly,wewerenot,either,whollymiserable。
Tomread,inhisonlyliterarycabinet,ofonewhohad“learnedinwhatsoeverstatehewas,therewithtobecontent。”Itseemedtohimgoodandreasonabledoctrine,andaccordedwellwiththesettledandthoughtfulhabitwhichhehadacquiredfromthereadingofthatsamebook。
Hisletterhomeward,aswerelatedinthelastchapter,wasinduetimeansweredbyMasterGeorge,inagood,round,school-boyhand,thatTomsaidmightberead“mostacrosttheroom。”Itcontainedvariousrefreshingitemsofhomeintelligence,withwhichourreaderisfullyacquainted:statedhowAuntChloehadbeenhiredouttoaconfectionerinLouisville,whereherskillinthepastrylinewasgainingwonderfulsumsofmoney,allofwhich,Tomwasinformed,wastobelaiduptogotomakeupthesumofhisredemptionmoney;MoseandPetewerethriving,andthebabywastrottingallaboutthehouse,underthecareofSallyandthefamilygenerally。
Tom’scabinwasshutupforthepresent;butGeorgeexpatiatedbrilliantlyonornamentsandadditionstobemadetoitwhenTomcameback。
TherestofthislettergavealistofGeorge’sschoolstudies,eachoneheadedbyaflourishingcapital;andalsotoldthenamesoffournewcoltsthatappearedonthepremisessinceTomleft;andstated,inthesameconnection,thatfatherandmotherwerewell。Thestyleoftheletterwasdecidedlyconciseandterse;butTomthoughtitthemostwonderfulspecimenofcompositionthathadappearedinmoderntimes。Hewasnevertiredoflookingatit,andevenheldacouncilwithEvaontheexpediencyofgettingitframed,tohangupinhisroom。Nothingbutthedifficultyofarrangingitsothatbothsidesofthepagewouldshowatoncestoodinthewayofthisundertaking。
ThefriendshipbetweenTomandEvahadgrownwiththechild’sgrowth。Itwouldbehardtosaywhatplacesheheldinthesoft,impressibleheartofherfaithfulattendant。Helovedherassomethingfrailandearthly,yetalmostworshippedherassomethingheavenlyanddivine。HegazedonherastheItaliansailorgazesonhisimageofthechildJesus,—withamixtureofreverenceandtenderness;andtohumorhergracefulfancies,andmeetthosethousandsimplewantswhichinvestchildhoodlikeamany-coloredrainbow,wasTom’schiefdelight。Inthemarket,atmorning,hiseyeswerealwaysontheflower-stallsforrarebouquetsforher,andthechoicestpeachororangewasslippedintohispockettogivetoherwhenhecameback;andthesightthatpleasedhimmostwashersunnyheadlookingoutthegateforhisdistantapproach,andherchildishquestions,—“Well,UncleTom,whathaveyougotformetoday?”
NorwasEvalesszealousinkindoffices,inreturn。Thoughachild,shewasabeautifulreader;—afinemusicalear,aquickpoeticfancy,andaninstinctivesympathywithwhat’sgrandandnoble,madehersuchareaderoftheBibleasTomhadneverbeforeheard。Atfirst,shereadtopleaseherhumblefriend;butsoonherownearnestnaturethrewoutitstendrils,andwounditselfaroundthemajesticbook;andEvalovedit,becauseitwokeinherstrangeyearnings,andstrong,dimemotions,suchasimpassioned,imaginativechildrenlovetofeel。
ThepartsthatpleasedhermostweretheRevelationsandtheProphecies,—partswhosedimandwondrousimagery,andferventlanguage,impressedherthemore,thatshequestionedvainlyoftheirmeaning;—andsheandhersimplefriend,theoldchildandtheyoungone,feltjustalikeaboutit。Allthattheyknewwas,thattheyspokeofaglorytoberevealed,—awondroussomethingyettocome,whereintheirsoulrejoiced,yetknewnotwhy;andthoughitbenotsointhephysical,yetinmoralsciencethatwhichcannotbeunderstoodisnotalwaysprofitless。Forthesoulawakes,atremblingstranger,betweentwodimeternities,—theeternalpast,theeternalfuture。Thelightshinesonlyonasmallspacearoundher;therefore,sheneedsmustyearntowardstheunknown;andthevoicesandshadowymovingswhichcometoherfromoutthecloudypillarofinspirationhaveeachoneechoesandanswersinherownexpectingnature。Itsmysticimageryaresomanytalismansandgemsinscribedwithunknownhieroglyphics;shefoldstheminherbosom,andexpectstoreadthemwhenshepassesbeyondtheveil。
Atthistimeinourstory,thewholeSt。Clareestablishmentis,forthetimebeing,removedtotheirvillaonLakePontchartrain。Theheatsofsummerhaddrivenallwhowereabletoleavethesultryandunhealthycity,toseektheshoresofthelake,anditscoolsea-breezes。
St。Clare’svillawasanEastIndiancottage,surroundedbylightverandahsofbamboo-work,andopeningonallsidesintogardensandpleasure-grounds。Thecommonsitting-roomopenedontoalargegarden,fragrantwitheverypicturesqueplantandflowerofthetropics,wherewindingpathsrandowntotheveryshoresofthelake,whosesilverysheetofwaterlaythere,risingandfallinginthesunbeams,—apictureneverforanhourthesame,yeteveryhourmorebeautiful。
Itisnowoneofthoseintenselygoldensunsetswhichkindlesthewholehorizonintooneblazeofglory,andmakesthewateranothersky。Thelakelayinrosyorgoldenstreaks,savewherewhite-wingedvesselsglidedhitherandthither,likesomanyspirits,andlittlegoldenstarstwinkledthroughtheglow,andlookeddownatthemselvesastheytrembledinthewater。
TomandEvawereseatedonalittlemossyseat,inanarbor,atthefootofthegarden。ItwasSundayevening,andEva’sBiblelayopenonherknee。Sheread,—“AndIsawaseaofglass,mingledwithfire。”
“Tom,”saidEva,suddenlystopping,andpointingtothelake,“there’tis。”
“What,MissEva?”
“Don’tyousee,—there?”saidthechild,pointingtotheglassywater,which,asitroseandfell,reflectedthegoldenglowofthesky。“There’sa‘seaofglass,mingledwithfire。’”
“Trueenough,MissEva,”saidTom;andTomsang—
“O,hadIthewingsofthemorning,
I’dflyawaytoCanaan’sshore;
Brightangelsshouldconveymehome,
TothenewJerusalem。”
“WheredoyousupposenewJerusalemis,UncleTom?”saidEva。
“O,upintheclouds,MissEva。”
“ThenIthinkIseeit,”saidEva。“Lookinthoseclouds!—theylooklikegreatgatesofpearl;andyoucanseebeyondthem—far,faroff—it’sallgold。Tom,singabout‘spiritsbright。’”
Tomsungthewordsofawell-knownMethodisthymn,
“Iseeabandofspiritsbright,
Thattastethegloriesthere;
Theyallarerobedinspotlesswhite,
Andconqueringpalmstheybear。”
“UncleTom,I’veseenthem,”saidEva。
Tomhadnodoubtofitatall;itdidnotsurprisehimintheleast。IfEvahadtoldhimshehadbeentoheaven,hewouldhavethoughtitentirelyprobable。
“Theycometomesometimesinmysleep,thosespirits;”andEva’seyesgrewdreamy,andshehummed,inalowvoice,
“Theyareallrobedinspotlesswhite,
Andconqueringpalmstheybear。”
“UncleTom,”saidEva,“I’mgoingthere。”
“Where,MissEva?”
Thechildrose,andpointedherlittlehandtothesky;theglowofeveninglithergoldenhairandflushedcheekwithakindofunearthlyradiance,andhereyeswerebentearnestlyontheskies。
“I’mgoingthere,”shesaid,“tothespiritsbright,Tom;I’mgoing,beforelong。”
Thefaithfuloldheartfeltasuddenthrust;andTomthoughthowoftenhehadnoticed,withinsixmonths,thatEva’slittlehandshadgrownthinner,andherskinmoretransparent,andherbreathshorter;andhow,whensheranorplayedinthegarden,assheoncecouldforhours,shebecamesoonsotiredandlanguid。HehadheardMissOpheliaspeakoftenofacough,thatallhermedicamentscouldnotcure;andevennowthatferventcheekandlittlehandwereburningwithhecticfever;andyetthethoughtthatEva’swordssuggestedhadnevercometohimtillnow。
HasthereeverbeenachildlikeEva?Yes,therehavebeen;buttheirnamesarealwaysongrave-stones,andtheirsweetsmiles,theirheavenlyeyes,theirsingularwordsandways,areamongtheburiedtreasuresofyearninghearts。Inhowmanyfamiliesdoyouhearthelegendthatallthegoodnessandgracesofthelivingarenothingtothepeculiarcharmsofonewhoisnot。Itisasifheavenhadanespecialbandofangels,whoseofficeitwastosojournforaseasonhere,andendeartothemthewaywardhumanheart,thattheymightbearitupwardwiththemintheirhomewardflight。Whenyouseethatdeep,spirituallightintheeye,—whenthelittlesoulrevealsitselfinwordssweeterandwiserthantheordinarywordsofchildren,—hopenottoretainthatchild;forthesealofheavenisonit,andthelightofimmortalitylooksoutfromitseyes。
Evenso,belovedEva!fairstarofthydwelling!Thouarepassingaway;buttheythatlovetheedearestknowitnot。
ThecolloquybetweenTomandEvawasinterruptedbyahastycallfromMissOphelia。
“Eva—Eva!—why,child,thedewisfalling;youmustn’tbeoutthere!”
EvaandTomhastenedin。
MissOpheliawasold,andskilledinthetacticsofnursing。ShewasfromNewEngland,andknewwellthefirstguilefulfootstepsofthatsoft,insidiousdisease,whichsweepsawaysomanyofthefairestandloveliest,and,beforeonefibreoflifeseemsbroken,sealsthemirrevocablyfordeath。
Shehadnotedtheslight,drycough,thedailybrighteningcheek;norcouldthelustreoftheeye,andtheairybuoyancybornoffever,deceiveher。
ShetriedtocommunicateherfearstoSt。Clare;buthethrewbackhersuggestionswitharestlesspetulance,unlikehisusualcarelessgood-humor。
“Don’tbecroaking,Cousin,—Ihateit!”hewouldsay;“don’tyouseethatthechildisonlygrowing。Childrenalwayslosestrengthwhentheygrowfast。”
“Butshehasthatcough!”
“O!nonsenseofthatcough!—itisnotanything。Shehastakenalittlecold,perhaps。”
“Well,thatwasjustthewayElizaJanewastaken,andEllenandMariaSanders。”
“O!stopthesehobgoblin’nurselegends。Youoldhandsgotsowise,thatachildcannotcough,orsneeze,butyouseedesperationandruinathand。Onlytakecareofthechild,keepherfromthenightair,anddon’tletherplaytoohard,andshe’lldowellenough。”
SoSt。Claresaid;buthegrewnervousandrestless。HewatchedEvafeverishlydaybyday,asmightbetoldbythefrequencywithwhichherepeatedoverthat“thechildwasquitewell”—thattherewasn’tanythinginthatcough,—itwasonlysomelittlestomachaffection,suchaschildrenoftenhad。Buthekeptbyhermorethanbefore,tookheroftenertoridewithhim,broughthomeeveryfewdayssomereceiptorstrengtheningmixture,—“not,”hesaid,“thatthechildneededit,butthenitwouldnotdoheranyharm。”
Ifitmustbetold,thethingthatstruckadeeperpangtohisheartthananythingelsewasthedailyincreasingmaturityofthechild’smindandfeelings。Whilestillretainingallachild’sfancifulgraces,yetsheoftendropped,unconsciously,wordsofsuchareachofthought,andstrangeunworldlywisdom,thattheyseemedtobeaninspiration。Atsuchtimes,St。Clarewouldfeelasuddenthrill,andclaspherinhisarms,asifthatfondclaspcouldsaveher;andhisheartroseupwithwilddeterminationtokeepher,nevertolethergo。
Thechild’swholeheartandsoulseemedabsorbedinworksofloveandkindness。Impulsivelygenerousshehadalwaysbeen;buttherewasatouchingandwomanlythoughtfulnessabouthernow,thateveryonenoticed。ShestilllovedtoplaywithTopsy,andthevariouscoloredchildren;butshenowseemedratheraspectatorthananactoroftheirplays,andshewouldsitforhalfanhouratatime,laughingattheoddtricksofTopsy,—andthenashadowwouldseemtopassacrossherface,hereyesgrewmisty,andherthoughtswereafar。
“Mamma,”shesaid,suddenly,tohermother,oneday,“whydon’tweteachourservantstoread?”
“Whataquestionchild!Peopleneverdo。”
“Whydon’tthey?”saidEva。
“Becauseitisnouseforthemtoread。Itdon’thelpthemtoworkanybetter,andtheyarenotmadeforanythingelse。”
“ButtheyoughttoreadtheBible,mamma,tolearnGod’swill。”
“O!theycangetthatreadtothemalltheyneed。”
“Itseemstome,mamma,theBibleisforeveryonetoreadthemselves。Theyneeditagreatmanytimeswhenthereisnobodytoreadit。”
“Eva,youareanoddchild,”saidhermother。
“MissOpheliahastaughtTopsytoread,”continuedEva。
“Yes,andyouseehowmuchgooditdoes。TopsyistheworstcreatureIeversaw!”
“Here’spoorMammy!”saidEva。“ShedoeslovetheBiblesomuch,andwishessoshecouldread!AndwhatwillshedowhenIcan’treadtoher?”
Mariewasbusy,turningoverthecontentsofadrawer,assheanswered,
“Well,ofcourse,byandby,Eva,youwillhaveotherthingstothinkofbesidesreadingtheBibleroundtoservants。Notbutthatisveryproper;I’vedoneitmyself,whenIhadhealth。Butwhenyoucometobedressingandgoingintocompany,youwon’thavetime。Seehere!”sheadded,“thesejewelsI’mgoingtogiveyouwhenyoucomeout。Iworethemtomyfirstball。Icantellyou,Eva,Imadeasensation。”
Evatookthejewel-case,andliftedfromitadiamondnecklace。Herlarge,thoughtfuleyesrestedonthem,butitwasplainherthoughtswereelsewhere。
“Howsoberyoulookchild!”saidMarie。
“Aretheseworthagreatdealofmoney,mamma?”
“Tobesure,theyare。FathersenttoFranceforthem。Theyareworthasmallfortune。”
“IwishIhadthem,”saidEva,“todowhatIpleasedwith!”
“Whatwouldyoudowiththem?”
“I’dsellthem,andbuyaplaceinthefreestates,andtakeallourpeoplethere,andhireteachers,toteachthemtoreadandwrite。”
Evawascutshortbyhermother’slaughing。
“Setupaboarding-school!Wouldn’tyouteachthemtoplayonthepiano,andpaintonvelvet?”
“I’dteachthemtoreadtheirownBible,andwritetheirownletters,andreadlettersthatarewrittentothem,”saidEva,steadily。“Iknow,mamma,itdoescomeveryhardonthemthattheycan’tdothesethings。Tomfeelsit—Mammydoes,—agreatmanyofthemdo。Ithinkit’swrong。”
“Come,come,Eva;youareonlyachild!Youdon’tknowanythingaboutthesethings,”saidMarie;“besides,yourtalkingmakesmyheadache。”
Mariealwayshadaheadacheonhandforanyconversationthatdidnotexactlysuither。
Evastoleaway;butafterthat,sheassiduouslygaveMammyreadinglessons。
Henrique
Aboutthistime,St。Clare’sbrotherAlfred,withhiseldestson,aboyoftwelve,spentadayortwowiththefamilyatthelake。
Nosightcouldbemoresingularandbeautifulthanthatofthesetwinbrothers。Nature,insteadofinstitutingresemblancesbetweenthem,hadmadethemoppositesoneverypoint;yetamysterioustieseemedtounitetheminacloserfriendshipthanordinary。
Theyusedtosaunter,arminarm,upanddownthealleysandwalksofthegarden。Augustine,withhisblueeyesandgoldenhair,hisethereallyflexibleformandvivaciousfeatures;andAlfred,dark-eyed,withhaughtyRomanprofile,firmly-knitlimbs,anddecidedbearing。Theywerealwaysabusingeachother’sopinionsandpractices,andyetneverawhitthelessabsorbedineachother’ssociety;infact,theverycontrarietyseemedtounitethem,liketheattractionbetweenoppositepolesofthemagnet。
Henrique,theeldestsonofAlfred,wasanoble,dark-eyed,princelyboy,fullofvivacityandspirit;and,fromthefirstmomentofintroduction,seemedtobeperfectlyfascinatedbythespirituellegracesofhiscousinEvangeline。
Evahadalittlepetpony,ofasnowywhiteness。Itwaseasyasacradle,andasgentleasitslittlemistress;andthisponywasnowbroughtuptothebackverandahbyTom,whilealittlemulattoboyofaboutthirteenledalongasmallblackArabian,whichhadjustbeenimported,atagreatexpense,forHenrique。
Henriquehadaboy’sprideinhisnewpossession;and,asheadvancedandtookthereinsoutofthehandsofhislittlegroom,helookedcarefullyoverhim,andhisbrowdarkened。
“What’sthis,Dodo,youlittlelazydog!youhaven’trubbedmyhorsedown,thismorning。”
“Yes,Mas’r,”saidDodo,submissively;“hegotthatdustonhisownself。”
“Yourascal,shutyourmouth!”saidHenrique,violentlyraisinghisriding-whip。“Howdareyouspeak?”
Theboywasahandsome,bright-eyedmulatto,ofjustHenrique’ssize,andhiscurlinghairhungroundahigh,boldforehead。Hehadwhitebloodinhisveins,ascouldbeseenbythequickflushinhischeek,andthesparkleofhiseye,asheeagerlytriedtospeak。
“Mas’rHenrique!—”hebegan。
Henriquestruckhimacrossthefacewithhisriding-whip,and,seizingoneofhisarms,forcedhimontohisknees,andbeathimtillhewasoutofbreath。
“There,youimpudentdog!NowwillyoulearnnottoanswerbackwhenIspeaktoyou?Takethehorseback,andcleanhimproperly。I’llteachyouyourplace!”
“YoungMas’r,”saidTom,“Ispecswhathewasgwinetosaywas,thatthehorsewouldrollwhenhewasbringinghimupfromthestable;he’ssofullofspirits,—that’sthewayhegotthatdirtonhim;Ilookedtohiscleaning。”
“Youholdyourtonguetillyou’reaskedtospeak!”saidHenrique,turningonhisheel,andwalkingupthestepstospeaktoEva,whostoodinherriding-dress。
“DearCousin,I’msorrythisstupidfellowhaskeptyouwaiting,”hesaid。“Let’ssitdownhere,onthisseattilltheycome。What’sthematter,Cousin?—youlooksober。”
“HowcouldyoubesocruelandwickedtopoorDodo?”askedEva。
“Cruel,—wicked!”saidtheboy,withunaffectedsurprise。“Whatdoyoumean,dearEva?”
“Idon’twantyoutocallmedearEva,whenyoudoso,”saidEva。
“DearCousin,youdon’tknowDodo;it’stheonlywaytomanagehim,he’ssofullofliesandexcuses。Theonlywayistoputhimdownatonce,—notlethimopenhismouth;that’sthewaypapamanages。”
“ButUncleTomsaiditwasanaccident,andhenevertellswhatisn’ttrue。”
“He’sanuncommonoldnigger,then!”saidHenrique。“Dodowilllieasfastashecanspeak。”
“Youfrightenhimintodeceiving,ifyoutreathimso。”
“Why,Eva,you’vereallytakensuchafancytoDodo,thatIshallbejealous。”
“Butyoubeathim,—andhedidn’tdeserveit。”
“O,well,itmaygoforsometimewhenhedoes,anddon’tgetit。AfewcutsnevercomeamisswithDodo,—he’saregularspirit,Icantellyou;butIwon’tbeathimagainbeforeyou,ifittroublesyou。”
Evawasnotsatisfied,butfounditinvaintotrytomakeherhandsomecousinunderstandherfeelings。
Dodosoonappeared,withthehorses。
“Well,Dodo,you’vedoneprettywell,thistime,”saidhisyoungmaster,withamoregraciousair。“Come,now,andholdMissEva’shorsewhileIputherontothesaddle。”
DodocameandstoodbyEva’spony。Hisfacewastroubled;hiseyeslookedasifhehadbeencrying。
Henrique,whovaluedhimselfonhisgentlemanlyadroitnessinallmattersofgallantry,soonhadhisfaircousininthesaddle,and,gatheringthereins,placedtheminherhands。
ButEvabenttotheothersideofthehorse,whereDodowasstanding,andsaid,asherelinquishedthereins,—“That’sagoodboy,Dodo;—thankyou!”
Dodolookedupinamazementintothesweetyoungface;thebloodrushedtohischeeks,andthetearstohiseyes。
“Here,Dodo,”saidhismaster,imperiously。
Dodosprangandheldthehorse,whilehismastermounted。
“There’sapicayuneforyoutobuycandywith,Dodo,”saidHenrique;“gogetsome。”
AndHenriquecantereddownthewalkafterEva。Dodostoodlookingafterthetwochildren。Onehadgivenhimmoney;andonehadgivenhimwhathewantedfarmore,—akindword,kindlyspoken。Dodohadbeenonlyafewmonthsawayfromhismother。Hismasterhadboughthimataslavewarehouse,forhishandsomeface,tobeamatchtothehandsomepony;andhewasnowgettinghisbreakingin,atthehandsofhisyoungmaster。
ThesceneofthebeatinghadbeenwitnessedbythetwobrothersSt。Clare,fromanotherpartofthegarden。
Augustine’scheekflushed;butheonlyobserved,withhisusualsarcasticcarelessness。
“Isupposethat’swhatwemaycallrepublicaneducation,Alfred?”
“Henriqueisadevilofafellow,whenhisblood’sup,”saidAlfred,carelessly。
“Isupposeyouconsiderthisaninstructivepracticeforhim,”saidAugustine,drily。
“Icouldn’thelpit,ifIdidn’t。Henriqueisaregularlittletempest;—hismotherandIhavegivenhimup,longago。But,then,thatDodoisaperfectsprite,—noamountofwhippingcanhurthim。”
“AndthisbywayofteachingHenriquethefirstverseofarepublican’scatechism,‘Allmenarebornfreeandequal!’”
“Poh!”saidAlfred;“oneofTomJefferson’spiecesofFrenchsentimentandhumbug。It’sperfectlyridiculoustohavethatgoingtheroundsamongus,tothisday。”
“Ithinkitis,”saidSt。Clare,significantly。
“Because,”saidAlfred,“wecanseeplainlyenoughthatallmenarenotbornfree,norbornequal;theyarebornanythingelse。Formypart,Ithinkhalfthisrepublicantalksheerhumbug。Itistheeducated,theintelligent,thewealthy,therefined,whooughttohaveequalrightsandnotthecanaille。”
“Ifyoucankeepthecanailleofthatopinion,”saidAugustine。“Theytooktheirturnonce,inFrance。”
“Ofcourse,theymustbekeptdown,consistently,steadily,asIshould,”saidAlfred,settinghisfootharddownasifhewerestandingonsomebody。
“Itmakesaterribleslipwhentheygetup,”saidAugustine,—“inSt。Domingo,forinstance。”
“Poh!”saidAlfred,“we’lltakecareofthat,inthiscountry。Wemustsetourfaceagainstallthiseducating,elevatingtalk,thatisgettingaboutnow;thelowerclassmustnotbeeducated。”
“Thatispastprayingfor,”saidAugustine;“educatedtheywillbe,andwehaveonlytosayhow。Oursystemiseducatingtheminbarbarismandbrutality。Wearebreakingallhumanizingties,andmakingthembrutebeasts;and,iftheygettheupperhand,suchweshallfindthem。”
“Theyshallnevergettheupperhand!”saidAlfred。
“That’sright,”saidSt。Clare;“putonthesteam,fastendowntheescape-valve,andsitonit,andseewhereyou’llland。”
“Well,”saidAlfred,“wewillsee。I’mnotafraidtositontheescape-valve,aslongastheboilersarestrong,andthemachineryworkswell。”
“ThenoblesinLouisXVI。’stimethoughtjustso;andAustriaandPiusIX。thinksonow;and,somepleasantmorning,youmayallbecaughtuptomeeteachotherintheair,whentheboilersburst。”
“Diesdeclarabit,”saidAlfred,laughing。
“Itellyou,”saidAugustine,“ifthereisanythingthatisrevealedwiththestrengthofadivinelawinourtimes,itisthatthemassesaretorise,andtheunderclassbecometheupperone。”
“That’soneofyourredrepublicanhumbugs,Augustine!Whydidn’tyouevertaketothestump;—you’dmakeafamousstumporator!Well,IhopeIshallbedeadbeforethismillenniumofyourgreasymassescomeson。”
“Greasyornotgreasy,theywillgovernyou,whentheirtimecomes,”saidAugustine;“andtheywillbejustsuchrulersasyoumakethem。TheFrenchnoblessechosetohavethepeople‘sansculottes,’andtheyhad‘sansculotte’governorstotheirhearts’content。ThepeopleofHayti—”
“O,come,Augustine!asifwehadn’thadenoughofthatabominable,contemptibleHayti!1TheHaytienswerenotAngloSaxons;iftheyhadbeentherewouldhavebeenanotherstory。TheAngloSaxonisthedominantraceoftheworld,andistobeso。”
“Well,thereisaprettyfairinfusionofAngloSaxonbloodamongourslaves,now,”saidAugustine。“ThereareplentyamongthemwhohaveonlyenoughoftheAfricantogiveasortoftropicalwarmthandfervortoourcalculatingfirmnessandforesight。IfevertheSanDomingohourcomes,AngloSaxonbloodwillleadontheday。Sonsofwhitefathers,withallourhaughtyfeelingsburningintheirveins,willnotalwaysbeboughtandsoldandtraded。Theywillrise,andraisewiththemtheirmother’srace。”
“Stuff!—nonsense!”
“Well,”saidAugustine,“theregoesanoldsayingtothiseffect,‘AsitwasinthedaysofNoahsoshallitbe;—theyate,theydrank,theyplanted,theybuilded,andknewnottillthefloodcameandtookthem。’”
“Onthewhole,Augustine,Ithinkyourtalentsmightdoforacircuitrider,”saidAlfred,laughing。“Neveryoufearforus;possessionisourninepoints。We’vegotthepower。Thissubjectrace,”saidhe,stampingfirmly,“isdownandshallstaydown!Wehaveenergyenoughtomanageourownpowder。”
“SonstrainedlikeyourHenriquewillbegrandguardiansofyourpowder-magazines,”saidAugustine,—“socoolandself-possessed!Theproverbsays,“‘Theythatcannotgovernthemselvescannotgovernothers。’”
“Thereisatroublethere”saidAlfred,thoughtfully;“there’snodoubtthatoursystemisadifficultonetotrainchildrenunder。Itgivestoofreescopetothepassions,altogether,which,inourclimate,arehotenough。IfindtroublewithHenrique。Theboyisgenerousandwarm-hearted,butaperfectfire-crackerwhenexcited。IbelieveIshallsendhimNorthforhiseducation,whereobedienceismorefashionable,andwherehewillassociatemorewithequals,andlesswithdependents。”
“Sincetrainingchildrenisthestapleworkofthehumanrace,”saidAugustine,“Ishouldthinkitsomethingofaconsiderationthatoursystemdoesnotworkwellthere。”
“Itdoesnotforsomethings,”saidAlfred;“forothers,again,itdoes。Itmakesboysmanlyandcourageous;andtheveryvicesofanabjectracetendtostrengtheninthemtheoppositevirtues。IthinkHenrique,now,hasakeenersenseofthebeautyoftruth,fromseeinglyinganddeceptiontheuniversalbadgeofslavery。”
“AChristian-likeviewofthesubject,certainly!”saidAugustine。
“It’strue,Christian-likeornot;andisaboutasChristian-likeasmostotherthingsintheworld,”saidAlfred。
“Thatmaybe,”saidSt。Clare。
“Well,there’snouseintalking,Augustine。Ibelievewe’vebeenroundandroundthisoldtrackfivehundredtimes,moreorless。Whatdoyousaytoagameofbackgammon?”
Thetwobrothersranuptheverandahsteps,andweresoonseatedatalightbamboostand,withthebackgammon-boardbetweenthem。Astheyweresettingtheirmen,Alfredsaid,
“Itellyou,Augustine,ifIthoughtasyoudo,Ishoulddosomething。”
“Idaresayyouwould,—youareoneofthedoingsort,—butwhat?”
“Why,elevateyourownservants,foraspecimen,”saidAlfred,withahalf-scornfulsmile。
“YoumightaswellsetMount?tnaonthemflat,andtellthemtostandupunderit,astellmetoelevatemyservantsunderallthesuperincumbentmassofsocietyuponthem。Onemancandonothing,againstthewholeactionofacommunity。Education,todoanything,mustbeastateeducation;ortheremustbeenoughagreedinittomakeacurrent。”
“Youtakethefirstthrow,”saidAlfred;andthebrothersweresoonlostinthegame,andheardnomoretillthescrapingofhorses’feetwasheardundertheverandah。
“Therecomethechildren,”saidAugustine,rising。“Lookhere,Alf!Didyoueverseeanythingsobeautiful?”And,intruth,itwasabeautifulsight。Henrique,withhisboldbrow,anddark,glossycurls,andglowingcheek,waslaughinggaylyashebenttowardshisfaircousin,astheycameon。Shewasdressedinablueridingdress,withacapofthesamecolor。Exercisehadgivenabrillianthuetohercheeks,andheightenedtheeffectofhersingularlytransparentskin,andgoldenhair。
“Goodheavens!whatperfectlydazzlingbeauty!”saidAlfred。“Itellyou,Auguste,won’tshemakesomeheartsache,oneofthesedays?”
“Shewill,tootruly,—GodknowsI’mafraidso!”saidSt。Clare,inatoneofsuddenbitterness,ashehurrieddowntotakeheroffherhorse。
“Evadarling!you’renotmuchtired?”hesaid,asheclaspedherinhisarms。
“No,papa,”saidthechild;buthershort,hardbreathingalarmedherfather。
“Howcouldyouridesofast,dear?—youknowit’sbadforyou。”
“Ifeltsowell,papa,andlikeditsomuch,Iforgot。”
St。Clarecarriedherinhisarmsintotheparlor,andlaidheronthesofa。
“Henrique,youmustbecarefulofEva,”saidhe;“youmustn’tridefastwithher。”
“I’lltakeherundermycare,”saidHenrique,seatinghimselfbythesofa,andtakingEva’shand。
Evasoonfoundherselfmuchbetter。Herfatheranduncleresumedtheirgame,andthechildrenwerelefttogether。
“Doyouknow,Eva,I’msorrypapaisonlygoingtostaytwodayshere,andthenIshan’tseeyouagainforeversolong!IfIstaywithyou,I’dtrytobegood,andnotbecrosstoDodo,andsoon。Idon’tmeantotreatDodoill;but,youknow,I’vegotsuchaquicktemper。I’mnotreallybadtohim,though。Igivehimapicayune,nowandthen;andyouseehedresseswell。Ithink,onthewhole,Dodo’sprettywelloff。”
“Wouldyouthinkyouwerewelloff,iftherewerenotonecreatureintheworldnearyoutoloveyou?”
“I?—Well,ofcoursenot。”
“AndyouhavetakenDodoawayfromallthefriendsheeverhad,andnowhehasnotacreaturetolovehim;—nobodycanbegoodthatway。”
“Well,Ican’thelpit,asIknowof。Ican’tgethismotherandIcan’tlovehimmyself,noranybodyelse,asIknowof。”
“Whycan’tyou?”saidEva。
“LoveDodo!Why,Eva,youwouldn’thaveme!Imaylikehimwellenough;butyoudon’tloveyourservants。”
“Ido,indeed。”
“Howodd!”
“Don’ttheBiblesaywemustloveeverybody?”
“O,theBible!Tobesure,itsaysagreatmanysuchthings;but,then,nobodyeverthinksofdoingthem,—youknow,Eva,nobodydoes。”
Evadidnotspeak;hereyeswerefixedandthoughtfulforafewmoments。
“Atanyrate,”shesaid,“dearCousin,dolovepoorDodo,andbekindtohim,formysake!”
“Icouldloveanything,foryoursake,dearCousin;forIreallythinkyouaretheloveliestcreaturethatIeversaw!”AndHenriquespokewithanearnestnessthatflushedhishandsomeface。Evareceiveditwithperfectsimplicity,withoutevenachangeoffeature;merelysaying,“I’mgladyoufeelso,dearHenrique!Ihopeyouwillremember。”
Thedinner-bellputanendtotheinterview。
1InAugust1791,asaconsequenceoftheFrenchRevolution,theblackslavesandmulattoesonHaitiroseinrevoltagainstthewhites,andintheperiodofturmoilthatfollowedenormouscrueltieswerepractisedbybothsides。The“Emperor”Dessalines,cometopowerin1804,massacredallthewhitesontheisland。HaitianbloodshedbecameanargumenttoshowthebarbarousnatureoftheNegro,adoctrineWendellPhillipssoughttocombatinhiscelebratedlectureonToussaintL’Ouverture。
Foreshadowings
Twodaysafterthis,AlfredSt。ClareandAugustineparted;andEva,whohadbeenstimulated,bythesocietyofheryoungcousin,toexertionsbeyondherstrength,begantofailrapidly。St。Clarewasatlastwillingtocallinmedicaladvice,—athingfromwhichhehadalwaysshrunk,becauseitwastheadmissionofanunwelcometruth。
But,foradayortwo,Evawassounwellastobeconfinedtothehouse;andthedoctorwascalled。
MarieSt。Clarehadtakennonoticeofthechild’sgraduallydecayinghealthandstrength,becauseshewascompletelyabsorbedinstudyingouttwoorthreenewformsofdiseasetowhichshebelievedsheherselfwasavictim。ItwasthefirstprincipleofMarie’sbeliefthatnobodyeverwasorcouldbesogreatasuffererasherself;and,therefore,shealwaysrepelledquiteindignantlyanysuggestionthatanyonearoundhercouldbesick。Shewasalwayssure,insuchacase,thatitwasnothingbutlaziness,orwantofenergy;andthat,iftheyhadhadthesufferingshehad,theywouldsoonknowthedifference。
MissOpheliahadseveraltimestriedtoawakenhermaternalfearsaboutEva;buttonoavail。
“Idon’tseeasanythingailsthechild,”shewouldsay;“sherunsabout,andplays。”
“Butshehasacough。”
“Cough!youdon’tneedtotellmeaboutacough。I’vealwaysbeensubjecttoacough,allmydays。WhenIwasofEva’sage,theythoughtIwasinaconsumption。Nightafternight,Mammyusedtositupwithme。O!Eva’scoughisnotanything。”
“Butshegetsweak,andisshort-breathed。”
“Law!I’vehadthat,yearsandyears;it’sonlyanervousaffection。”
“Butshesweatsso,nights!”
“Well,Ihave,thesetenyears。Veryoften,nightafternight,myclotheswillbewringingwet。Therewon’tbeadrythreadinmynight-clothesandthesheetswillbesothatMammyhastohangthemuptodry!Evadoesn’tsweatanythinglikethat!”
MissOpheliashuthermouthforaseason。But,nowthatEvawasfairlyandvisiblyprostrated,andadoctorcalled,Marie,allonasudden,tookanewturn。
“Sheknewit,”shesaid;“shealwaysfeltit,thatshewasdestinedtobethemostmiserableofmothers。Hereshewas,withherwretchedhealth,andheronlydarlingchildgoingdowntothegravebeforehereyes;”—andMarieroutedupMammynights,andrumpussedandscolded,withmoreenergythanever,allday,onthestrengthofthisnewmisery。
“MydearMarie,don’ttalkso!”saidSt。Clare。Yououghtnottogiveupthecaseso,atonce。”
“Youhavenotamother’sfeelings,St。Clare!Younevercouldunderstandme!—youdon’tnow。”
“Butdon’ttalkso,asifitwereagonecase!”
“Ican’ttakeitasindifferentlyasyoucan,St。Clare。Ifyoudon’tfeelwhenyouronlychildisinthisalarmingstate,Ido。It’sablowtoomuchforme,withallIwasbearingbefore。”
“It’strue,”saidSt。Clare,“thatEvaisverydelicate,thatIalwaysknew;andthatshehasgrownsorapidlyastoexhaustherstrength;andthathersituationiscritical。Butjustnowsheisonlyprostratedbytheheatoftheweather,andbytheexcitementofhercousin’svisit,andtheexertionsshemade。Thephysiciansaysthereisroomforhope。”
“Well,ofcourse,ifyoucanlookonthebrightside,praydo;it’samercyifpeoplehaven’tsensitivefeelings,inthisworld。IamsureIwishIdidn’tfeelasIdo;itonlymakesmecompletelywretched!IwishIcouldbeaseasyastherestofyou!”
Andthe“restofthem”hadgoodreasontobreathethesameprayer,forMarieparadedhernewmiseryasthereasonandapologyforallsortsofinflictionsoneveryoneabouther。Everywordthatwasspokenbyanybody,everythingthatwasdoneorwasnotdoneeverywhere,wasonlyanewproofthatshewassurroundedbyhard-hearted,insensiblebeings,whowereunmindfulofherpeculiarsorrows。PoorEvaheardsomeofthesespeeches;andnearlycriedherlittleeyesout,inpityforhermamma,andinsorrowthatsheshouldmakehersomuchdistress。
Inaweekortwo,therewasagreatimprovementofsymptoms,—oneofthosedeceitfullulls,bywhichherinexorablediseasesooftenbeguilestheanxiousheart,evenonthevergeofthegrave。Eva’sstepwasagaininthegarden,—inthebalconies;sheplayedandlaughedagain,—andherfather,inatransport,declaredthattheyshouldsoonhaveherasheartyasanybody。MissOpheliaandthephysicianalonefeltnoencouragementfromthisillusivetruce。Therewasoneotherheart,too,thatfeltthesamecertainty,andthatwasthelittleheartofEva。Whatisitthatsometimesspeaksinthesoulsocalmly,soclearly,thatitsearthlytimeisshort?Isitthesecretinstinctofdecayingnature,orthesoul’simpulsivethrob,asimmortalitydrawson?Beitwhatitmay,itrestedintheheartofEva,acalm,sweet,propheticcertaintythatHeavenwasnear;calmasthelightofsunset,sweetasthebrightstillnessofautumn,thereherlittleheartreposed,onlytroubledbysorrowforthosewholovedhersodearly。
Forthechild,thoughnursedsotenderly,andthoughlifewasunfoldingbeforeherwitheverybrightnessthatloveandwealthcouldgive,hadnoregretforherselfindying。
Inthatbookwhichsheandhersimpleoldfriendhadreadsomuchtogether,shehadseenandtakentoheryounghearttheimageofonewholovedthelittlechild;and,asshegazedandmused,Hehadceasedtobeanimageandapictureofthedistantpast,andcometobealiving,all-surroundingreality。Hisloveenfoldedherchildishheartwithmorethanmortaltenderness;anditwastoHim,shesaid,shewasgoing,andtohishome。
Butherheartyearnedwithsadtendernessforallthatshewastoleavebehind。Herfathermost,—forEva,thoughsheneverdistinctlythoughtso,hadaninstinctiveperceptionthatshewasmoreinhisheartthananyother。Shelovedhermotherbecauseshewassolovingacreature,andalltheselfishnessthatshehadseeninheronlysaddenedandperplexedher;forshehadachild’simplicittrustthathermothercouldnotdowrong。TherewassomethingaboutherthatEvanevercouldmakeout;andshealwayssmootheditoverwiththinkingthat,afterall,itwasmamma,andshelovedherverydearlyindeed。
Shefelt,too,forthosefond,faithfulservants,towhomshewasasdaylightandsunshine。Childrendonotusuallygeneralize;butEvawasanuncommonlymaturechild,andthethingsthatshehadwitnessedoftheevilsofthesystemunderwhichtheywerelivinghadfallen,onebyone,intothedepthsofherthoughtful,ponderingheart。Shehadvaguelongingstodosomethingforthem,—toblessandsavenotonlythem,butallintheircondition,—longingsthatcontrastedsadlywiththefeeblenessofherlittleframe。
“UncleTom,”shesaid,oneday,whenshewasreadingtoherfriend,“IcanunderstandwhyJesuswantedtodieforus。”
“Why,MissEva?”
“BecauseI’vefeltso,too。”
“WhatisitMissEva?—Idon’tunderstand。”
“Ican’ttellyou;but,whenIsawthosepoorcreaturesontheboat,youknow,whenyoucameupandI,—somehadlosttheirmothers,andsometheirhusbands,andsomemotherscriedfortheirlittlechildren—andwhenIheardaboutpoorPrue,—oh,wasn’tthatdreadful!—andagreatmanyothertimes,I’vefeltthatIwouldbegladtodie,ifmydyingcouldstopallthismisery。Iwoulddieforthem,Tom,ifIcould,”saidthechild,earnestly,layingherlittlethinhandonhis。
Tomlookedatthechildwithawe;andwhenshe,hearingherfather’svoice,glidedaway,hewipedhiseyesmanytimes,ashelookedafterher。
“It’sjestnousetryin’tokeepMissEvahere,”hesaidtoMammy,whomhemetamomentafter。“She’sgottheLord’smarkinherforehead。”
“Ah,yes,yes,”saidMammy,raisingherhands;“I’veallerssaidso。Shewasn’tneverlikeachildthat’stolive—therewasallerssomethingdeepinhereyes。I’vetoldMississo,manythetime;it’sacomin’true,—weallseesit,—dear,little,blessedlamb!”
Evacametrippinguptheverandahstepstoherfather。Itwaslateintheafternoon,andtheraysofthesunformedakindofglorybehindher,asshecameforwardinherwhitedress,withhergoldenhairandglowingcheeks,hereyesunnaturallybrightwiththeslowfeverthatburnedinherveins。
St。Clarehadcalledhertoshowastatuettethathehadbeenbuyingforher;butherappearance,asshecameon,impressedhimsuddenlyandpainfully。Thereisakindofbeautysointense,yetsofragile,thatwecannotbeartolookatit。Herfatherfoldedhersuddenlyinhisarms,andalmostforgotwhathewasgoingtotellher。
“Eva,dear,youarebetternow-a-days,—areyounot?”
“Papa,”saidEva,withsuddenfirmness“I’vehadthingsIwantedtosaytoyou,agreatwhile。Iwanttosaythemnow,beforeIgetweaker。”
St。ClaretrembledasEvaseatedherselfinhislap。Shelaidherheadonhisbosom,andsaid,
“It’sallnouse,papa,tokeepittomyselfanylonger。ThetimeiscomingthatIamgoingtoleaveyou。Iamgoing,andnevertocomeback!”andEvasobbed。
“O,now,mydearlittleEva!”saidSt。Clare,tremblingashespoke,butspeakingcheerfully,“you’vegotnervousandlow-spirited;youmustn’tindulgesuchgloomythoughts。Seehere,I’veboughtastatuetteforyou!”
“No,papa,”saidEva,puttingitgentlyaway,“don’tdeceiveyourself!—Iamnotanybetter,Iknowitperfectlywell,—andIamgoing,beforelong。Iamnotnervous,—Iamnotlow-spirited。Ifitwerenotforyou,papa,andmyfriends,Ishouldbeperfectlyhappy。Iwanttogo,—Ilongtogo!”
“Why,dearchild,whathasmadeyourpoorlittleheartsosad?Youhavehadeverything,tomakeyouhappy,thatcouldbegivenyou。”
“Ihadratherbeinheaven;though,onlyformyfriends’sake,Iwouldbewillingtolive。Thereareagreatmanythingsherethatmakemesad,thatseemdreadfultome;Ihadratherbethere;butIdon’twanttoleaveyou,—italmostbreaksmyheart!”
“Whatmakesyousad,andseemsdreadful,Eva?”
“O,thingsthataredone,anddoneallthetime。Ifeelsadforourpoorpeople;theylovemedearly,andtheyareallgoodandkindtome。Iwish,papa,theywereallfree。”
“Why,Eva,child,don’tyouthinktheyarewellenoughoffnow?”
“O,but,papa,ifanythingshouldhappentoyou,whatwouldbecomeofthem?Thereareveryfewmenlikeyou,papa。UncleAlfredisn’tlikeyou,andmammaisn’t;andthen,thinkofpooroldPrue’sowners!Whathorridthingspeopledo,andcando!”andEvashuddered。
“Mydearchild,youaretoosensitive。I’msorryIeverletyouhearsuchstories。”
“O,that’swhattroublesme,papa。Youwantmetolivesohappy,andnevertohaveanypain,—neversufferanything,—notevenhearasadstory,whenotherpoorcreatureshavenothingbutpainandsorrow,antheirlives;—itseemsselfish。Ioughttoknowsuchthings,Ioughttofeelaboutthem!Suchthingsalwayssunkintomyheart;theywentdowndeep;I’vethoughtandthoughtaboutthem。Papa,isn’tthereanywaytohaveallslavesmadefree?”
“That’sadifficultquestion,dearest。There’snodoubtthatthiswayisaverybadone;agreatmanypeoplethinkso;IdomyselfIheartilywishthattherewerenotaslaveintheland;but,then,Idon’tknowwhatistobedoneaboutit!”
“Papa,youaresuchagoodman,andsonoble,andkind,andyoualwayshaveawayofsayingthingsthatissopleasant,couldn’tyougoallroundandtrytopersuadepeopletodorightaboutthis?WhenIamdead,papa,thenyouwillthinkofme,anddoitformysake。Iwoulddoit,ifIcould。”
“Whenyouaredead,Eva,”saidSt。Clare,passionately。“O,child,don’ttalktomeso!YouareallIhaveonearth。”
“PooroldPrue’schildwasallthatshehad,—andyetshehadtohearitcrying,andshecouldn’thelpit!Papa,thesepoorcreatureslovetheirchildrenasmuchasyoudome。O!dosomethingforthem!There’spoorMammylovesherchildren;I’veseenhercrywhenshetalkedaboutthem。AndTomloveshischildren;andit’sdreadful,papa,thatsuchthingsarehappening,allthetime!”
“There,there,darling,”saidSt。Clare,soothingly;“onlydon’tdistressyourself,don’ttalkofdying,andIwilldoanythingyouwish。”
“Andpromiseme,dearfather,thatTomshallhavehisfreedomassoonas”—shestopped,andsaid,inahesitatingtone—“Iamgone!”
“Yes,dear,Iwilldoanythingintheworld,—anythingyoucouldaskmeto。”
“Dearpapa,”saidthechild,layingherburningcheekagainsthis,“howIwishwecouldgotogether!”
“Where,dearest?”saidSt。Clare。
“ToourSaviour’shome;it’ssosweetandpeacefulthere—itisallsolovingthere!”Thechildspokeunconsciously,asofaplacewhereshehadoftenbeen。“Don’tyouwanttogo,papa?”shesaid。
St。Claredrewherclosertohim,butwassilent。
“Youwillcometome,”saidthechild,speakinginavoiceofcalmcertaintywhichsheoftenusedunconsciously。
“Ishallcomeafteryou。Ishallnotforgetyou。”
Theshadowsofthesolemneveningclosedroundthemdeeperanddeeper,asSt。Claresatsilentlyholdingthelittlefrailformtohisbosom。Hesawnomorethedeepeyes,butthevoicecameoverhimasaspiritvoice,and,asinasortofjudgmentvision,hiswholepastliferoseinamomentbeforehiseyes:hismother’sprayersandhymns;hisownearlyyearningsandaspiringsforgood;and,betweenthemandthishour,yearsofworldlinessandscepticism,andwhatmancallsrespectableliving。Wecanthinkmuch,verymuch,inamoment。St。Claresawandfeltmanythings,butspokenothing;and,asitgrewdarker,hetookhischildtoherbed-room;and,whenshewaspreparedforrest;hesentawaytheattendants,androckedherinhisarms,andsungtohertillshewasasleep。
Chapter25
TheLittleEvangelist
ItwasSundayafternoon。St。Clarewasstretchedonabambooloungeintheverandah,solacinghimselfwithacigar。Marielayreclinedonasofa,oppositethewindowopeningontheverandah,closelysecluded,underanawningoftransparentgauze,fromtheoutragesofthemosquitos,andlanguidlyholdinginherhandanelegantlyboundprayer-book。ShewasholdingitbecauseitwasSunday,andsheimaginedshehadbeenreadingit,—though,infact,shehadbeenonlytakingasuccessionofshortnaps,withitopeninherhand。
MissOphelia,who,aftersomerummaging,hadhuntedupasmallMethodistmeetingwithinridingdistance,hadgoneout,withTomasdriver,toattendit;andEvahadaccompaniedthem。
“Isay,Augustine,”saidMarieafterdozingawhile,“ImustsendtothecityaftermyoldDoctorPosey;I’msureI’vegotthecomplaintoftheheart。”
“Well;whyneedyousendforhim?ThisdoctorthatattendsEvaseemsskilful。”
“Iwouldnottrusthiminacriticalcase,”saidMarie;“andIthinkImaysaymineisbecomingso!I’vebeenthinkingofit,thesetwoorthreenightspast;Ihavesuchdistressingpains,andsuchstrangefeelings。”
“O,Marie,youareblue;Idon’tbelieveit’sheartcomplaint。”
“Idaresayyoudon’t,”saidMarie;“Iwaspreparedtoexpectthat。Youcanbealarmedenough,ifEvacoughs,orhastheleastthingthematterwithher;butyouneverthinkofme。”
“Ifit’sparticularlyagreeabletoyoutohaveheartdisease,why,I’lltryandmaintainyouhaveit,”saidSt。Clare;“Ididn’tknowitwas。”
“Well,Ionlyhopeyouwon’tbesorryforthis,whenit’stoolate!”saidMarie;“but,believeitornot,mydistressaboutEva,andtheexertionsIhavemadewiththatdearchild,havedevelopedwhatIhavelongsuspected。”
WhattheexertionswerewhichMariereferredto,itwouldhavebeendifficulttostate。St。Clarequietlymadethiscommentarytohimself,andwentonsmoking,likeahard-heartedwretchofamanashewas,tillacarriagedroveupbeforetheverandah,andEvaandMissOpheliaalighted。
MissOpheliamarchedstraighttoherownchamber,toputawayherbonnetandshawl,aswasalwayshermanner,beforeshespokeawordonanysubject;whileEvacame,atSt:Clare’scall,andwassittingonhisknee,givinghimanaccountoftheservicestheyhadheard。
TheysoonheardloudexclamationsfromMissOphelia’sroom,which,liketheoneinwhichtheyweresitting,openedontotheverandahandviolentreproofaddressedtosomebody。
“WhatnewwitchcrafthasTopsbeenbrewing?”askedSt。Clare。“Thatcommotionisofherraising,I’llbebound!”
And,inamomentafter,MissOphelia,inhighindignation,camedraggingtheculpritalong。
“Comeouthere,now!”shesaid。“Iwilltellyourmaster!”
“What’sthecasenow?”askedAugustine。
“Thecaseis,thatIcannotbeplaguedwiththischild,anylonger!It’spastallbearing;fleshandbloodcannotendureit!Here,Ilockedherup,andgaveherahymntostudy;andwhatdoesshedo,butspyoutwhereIputmykey,andhasgonetomybureau,andgotabonnet-trimming,andcutitalltopiecestomakedolls’jackets!Ineversawanythinglikeit,inmylife!”
“Itoldyou,Cousin,”saidMarie,“thatyou’dfindoutthatthesecreaturescan’tbebroughtupwithoutseverity。IfIhadmyway,now,”shesaid,lookingreproachfullyatSt。Clare,“I’dsendthatchildout,andhaveherthoroughlywhipped;I’dhaveherwhippedtillshecouldn’tstand!”
“Idon’tdoubtit,”saidSt。Clare。“Tellmeofthelovelyruleofwoman!Ineversawaboveadozenwomenthatwouldn’thalfkillahorse,oraservant,either,iftheyhadtheirownwaywiththem!—letaloneaman。”
“Thereisnouseinthisshilly-shallywayofyours,St。Clare!”saidMarie。“Cousinisawomanofsense,andsheseesitnow,asplainasIdo。”
MissOpheliahadjustthecapabilityofindignationthatbelongstothethorough-pacedhousekeeper,andthishadbeenprettyactivelyrousedbytheartificeandwastefulnessofthechild;infact,manyofmyladyreadersmustownthattheyshouldhavefeltjustsoinhercircumstances;butMarie’swordswentbeyondher,andshefeltlessheat。
“Iwouldn’thavethechildtreatedso,fortheworld,”shesaid;“but,Iamsure,Augustine,Idon’tknowwhattodo。I’vetaughtandtaught;I’vetalkedtillI’mtired;I’vewhippedher;I’vepunishedherineverywayIcanthinkof,andshe’sjustwhatshewasatfirst。”
“Comehere,Tops,youmonkey!”saidSt。Clare,callingthechilduptohim。
Topsycameup;herround,hardeyesglitteringandblinkingwithamixtureofapprehensivenessandtheirusualodddrollery。
“Whatmakesyoubehaveso?”saidSt。Clare,whocouldnothelpbeingamusedwiththechild’sexpression。
“Spectsit’smywickedheart,”saidTopsy,demurely;“MissFeelysaysso。”
“Don’tyouseehowmuchMissOpheliahasdoneforyou?Shesaysshehasdoneeverythingshecanthinkof。”
“Lor,yes,Mas’r!oldMissisusedtosayso,too。Shewhippedmeaheapharder,andusedtopullmyhar,andknockmyheadaginthedoor;butitdidn’tdomenogood!Ispects,ifthey’stopulleveryspireo’harouto’myhead,itwouldn’tdonogood,neither,—I’ssowicked!Laws!I’snothinbutanigger,noways!”
“Well,Ishallhavetogiveherup,”saidMissOphelia;“Ican’thavethattroubleanylonger。”
“Well,I’djustliketoaskonequestion,”saidSt。Clare。
“Whatisit?”
“Why,ifyourGospelisnotstrongenoughtosaveoneheathenchild,thatyoucanhaveathomehere,alltoyourself,what’stheuseofsendingoneortwopoormissionariesoffwithitamongthousandsofjustsuch?Isupposethischildisaboutafairsampleofwhatthousandsofyourheathenare。”
MissOpheliadidnotmakeanimmediateanswer;andEva,whohadstoodasilentspectatorofthescenethusfar,madeasilentsigntoTopsytofollowher。Therewasalittleglass-roomatthecorneroftheverandah,whichSt。Clareusedasasortofreading-room;andEvaandTopsydisappearedintothisplace。
“What’sEvagoingabout,now?”saidSt。Clare;“Imeantosee。”
And,advancingontiptoe,heliftedupacurtainthatcoveredtheglass-door,andlookedin。Inamoment,layinghisfingeronhislips,hemadeasilentgesturetoMissOpheliatocomeandlook。Theresatthetwochildrenonthefloor,withtheirsidefacestowardsthem。Topsy,withherusualairofcarelessdrolleryandunconcern;but,oppositetoher,Eva,herwholefaceferventwithfeeling,andtearsinherlargeeyes。
“Whatdoesmakeyousobad,Topsy?Whywon’tyoutryandbegood?Don’tyouloveanybody,Topsy?”
“Donnonothing’boutlove;Ilovescandyandsich,that’sall,”saidTopsy。
“Butyouloveyourfatherandmother?”
“Neverhadnone,yeknow。Itelledyethat,MissEva。”
“O,Iknow,”saidEva,sadly;“buthadn’tyouanybrother,orsister,oraunt,or—”
“No,noneon’em,—neverhadnothingnornobody。”
“But,Topsy,ifyou’donlytrytobegood,youmight—”
“Couldn’tneverbenothin’butanigger,ifIwaseversogood,”saidTopsy。“IfIcouldbeskinned,andcomewhite,I’dtrythen。”
“Butpeoplecanloveyou,ifyouareblack,Topsy。MissOpheliawouldloveyou,ifyouweregood。”
Topsygavetheshort,bluntlaughthatwashercommonmodeofexpressingincredulity。
“Don’tyouthinkso?”saidEva。
“No;shecan’tbarme,’causeI’manigger!—she’d’ssoonhaveatoadtouchher!Therecan’tnobodyloveniggers,andniggerscan’tdonothin’!Idon’tcare,”saidTopsy,beginningtowhistle。
“O,Topsy,poorchild,Iloveyou!”saidEva,withasuddenburstoffeeling,andlayingherlittlethin,whitehandonTopsy’sshoulder;“Iloveyou,becauseyouhaven’thadanyfather,ormother,orfriends;—becauseyou’vebeenapoor,abusedchild!Iloveyou,andIwantyoutobegood。Iamveryunwell,Topsy,andIthinkIshan’tliveagreatwhile;anditreallygrievesme,tohaveyoubesonaughty。Iwishyouwouldtrytobegood,formysake;—it’sonlyalittlewhileIshallbewithyou。”
Theround,keeneyesoftheblackchildwereovercastwithtears;—large,brightdropsrolledheavilydown,onebyone,andfellonthelittlewhitehand。Yes,inthatmoment,arayofrealbelief,arayofheavenlylove,hadpenetratedthedarknessofherheathensoul!Shelaidherheaddownbetweenherknees,andweptandsobbed,—whilethebeautifulchild,bendingoverher,lookedlikethepictureofsomebrightangelstoopingtoreclaimasinner。
“PoorTopsy!”saidEva,“don’tyouknowthatJesuslovesallalike?Heisjustaswillingtoloveyou,asme。HelovesyoujustasIdo,—onlymore,becauseheisbetter。Hewillhelpyoutobegood;andyoucangotoHeavenatlast,andbeanangelforever,justasmuchasifyouwerewhite。Onlythinkofit,Topsy!—youcanbeoneofthosespiritsbright,UncleTomsingsabout。”
“O,dearMissEva,dearMissEva!”saidthechild;“Iwilltry,Iwilltry;Ineverdidcarenothin’aboutitbefore。”
St。Clare,atthisinstant,droppedthecurtain。“Itputsmeinmindofmother,”hesaidtoMissOphelia。“Itistruewhatshetoldme;ifwewanttogivesighttotheblind,wemustbewillingtodoasChristdid,—callthemtous,andputourhandsonthem。”
“I’vealwayshadaprejudiceagainstnegroes,”saidMissOphelia,“andit’safact,Inevercouldbeartohavethatchildtouchme;but,Idon’tthinksheknewit。”
“Trustanychildtofindthatout,”saidSt。Clare;“there’snokeepingitfromthem。ButIbelievethatallthetryingintheworldtobenefitachild,andallthesubstantialfavorsyoucandothem,willneverexciteoneemotionofgratitude,whilethatfeelingofrepugnanceremainsintheheart;—it’saqueerkindofafact,—butsoitis。”
“Idon’tknowhowIcanhelpit,”saidMissOphelia;“theyaredisagreeabletome,—thischildinparticular,—howcanIhelpfeelingso?”
“Evadoes,itseems。”
“Well,she’ssoloving!Afterall,though,she’snomorethanChrist-like,”saidMissOphelia;“IwishIwerelikeher。Shemightteachmealesson。”
“Itwouldn’tbethefirsttimealittlechildhadbeenusedtoinstructanolddisciple,ifitwereso,”saidSt。Clare。