Doyouknow,Miaghkovhaspromisedmeaplacethere,andI’mgoingintotheservice。NowI’mgoingtoarrangemylifequitedifferently,’hewenton。`YouknowIgotridofthatwoman。’
`MaryaNikolaevna?Why,whatfor?’
`Oh,shewasahorridwoman!Shecausedmeallsortsofannoyances。’
Buthedidnotsaywhattheannoyanceswere。HecouldnotsaythathehaddrivenoffMaryaNikolaevnabecausetheteawasweak,and,aboveall,becauseshewouldlookafterhimasthoughhewereaninvalid。`Besides,Iwanttoturnoveranewleafcompletelynow。I’vedonesillythings,ofcourse,likeeveryoneelse,butmoney’sthelastconsideration;Idon’tregretit。Solongasthere’shealth-andmyhealth,thankGod,isquiterestored。’
Levinlistenedandrackedhisbrains,butcouldthinkofnothingtosay。Nikolaiprobablyfeltthesame;hebeganquestioninghisbrotherabouthisaffairs;andLevinwasgladtotalkabouthimself,becausethenhecouldspeakwithouthypocrisy。Hetoldhisbrotherofhisplansandhisdoings。
Hisbrotherlistened,butevidentlyhewasnotinterested。
Thesetwomenweresoakin,soneareachother,thattheslightestgesture,thetoneofvoice,toldbothmorethancouldbesaidinwords。
Bothofthemnowhadonlyonethought-theillnessofNikolaiandthenearnessofhisdeath-whichstifledallelse。Butneitherofthemdaredspeakofit,andso,whatevertheysaid-withoututteringtheonethoughtthatfilledtheirminds-wasallfalsehood。NeverhadLevinbeensogladwhentheeveningwasoveranditwastimetogotobed。Neverwithanyoutsideperson,neveronanyofficialvisit,hadhebeensounnaturalandfalseashewasthatevening。Andtheconsciousnessofthisunnaturalness,andtheremorsehefeltatit,madehimevenmoreunnatural。Hewantedtoweepoverhisdying,dearlylovedbrother,andhehadtolistenandkeepontalkingofhowhemeanttolive。
Asthehousewasdamp,andonlytheonebedroomhadbeenkeptheated,Levinputhisbrothertosleepinhisownbedroom,behindapartition。
Hisbrothergotintobed,andwhetherhesleptordidnotsleep,tossedaboutlikeasickman,coughed,andwhenhecouldnotgethisthroatclear,mumbledsomething。Sometimeswhenhisbreathingwaspainful,hesaid,`Oh,myGod!’Sometimeswhenhewaschokinghemutteredangrily,`Ah,thedevil!’Levincouldnotsleepforalongwhile,hearinghim。Histhoughtswereofthemostvariouskinds,buttheendofallhisthoughtswasthesame-death。
Death,theinevitableendofall,forthefirsttimepresenteditselftohimwithirresistibleforce。Anddeath,whichwashereinthislovedbrother,groaninghalf-asleepandfromhabitcallingwithoutdistinctiononGodandthedevil,wasnotsoremoteasithadhithertoseemedtohim。
Itwasinhimself,too,thathefeltthis。Ifnottoday,tomorrow;ifnottomorrow,inthirtyyears-wasn’titallthesame?Andwhatwasthisinevitabledeath-hedidnotknow,hadneverthoughtaboutit,and,whatwasmore,hadnotthepower,hadnotthecouragetothinkaboutit。
`Iwork,Iwanttodosomething,butIhadforgottenitmustallend;Ihadforgotten-death。’
Hesatonhisbedinthedarkness,crouchedup,hugginghisknees,and,holdinghisbreathfromthestrainofthought,hepondered。Butthemoreintenselyhethought,thecleareritbecametohimthatitwasindubitablyso,that,inreality,lookinguponlife,hehadforgottenonelittlefact-thatdeathwillcome,andallends;thatnothingwasevenworthbeginning,andthattherewasnohelpingitanyway。Yes,itwasawful,butitwasso。
`ButIamalivestill。What’stobedonenow-what’stobedone?’
heaskedindespair。Helightedacandle,gotupcautiously,wenttothelookingglass,andbeganlookingathisfaceandhair。Yes,thereweregrayhairsabouthistemples。Heopenedhismouth。Hisbackteethwerebeginningtodecay。Hebaredhismusculararms。Yes,therewasstrengthinthem。ButNikolenka,wholaytherebreathingwithwhatwasleftofhislungs,hadhadastrong,healthybodytoo。Andsuddenlyherecalledhowtheyusedtogotobedtogetheraschildren,andhowtheyonlywaitedtillFiodorBogdanichwasoutoftheroomtoflingpillowsateachotherandlaugh,laughirrepressibly,sothateventheiraweofFiodorBogdanichcouldnotchecktheeffervescing,overbrimmingsenseoflifeandhappiness。
`Andnowthatwarped,hollowchest……AndI,notknowingwhatwillbecomeofme,orwherefore……’
`K-ha!K-ha!Damnation!Whydoyoukeepfidgeting-whydon’tyougotosleep?’hisbrother’svoicecalledtohim。
`Oh,Idon’tknow;I’mnotsleepy。’
`Ihavehadagoodsleep,I’mnotinasweatnow。Justsee,feelmyshirt-there’snosweat,isthere?’
Levinfeltit,withdrewbehindthepartition,andputoutthecandle,butforalongwhilehecouldnotsleep。Thequestionhowtolivehadhardlybeguntogrowalittleclearertohim,whenanew,insolvablequestionpresenteditself-death。
`Why,he’sdying-yes,he’lldieinthespring;andhowisonetohelphim?WhatcanIsaytohim?WhatdoIknowaboutit?I’devenforgottentheveryfactofit。’
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart3,Chapter32[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter32Levinhadlongbeforemadetheobservationthatwhenoneisuncomfortablewithpeoplefromtheirbeingexcessivelyamenableandmeek,oneisaptverysoonaftertofindthingsintolerablefromtheirpretensionsandirritability。
Hefeltthatthiswashowitwouldbewithhisbrother。AndhisbrotherNikolai’sgentlenessdidnot,infact,lastoutforlong。Theverynextmorninghebegantobeirritable,andseemeddoinghisbesttofindfaultwithhisbrother,attackinghimonhistenderestpoints。
Levinfelthimselftoblame,andcouldnotsetthingsright。Hefeltthatiftheyhadbothnotkeptupappearances,buthadspoken,asitiscalled,fromtheheart-thatistosay,hadsaidonlyjustwhattheywerethinkingandfeeling-theywouldsimplyhavelookedintoeachother’sfaces,andKonstantincouldonlyhavesaid:`You’redying,you’redying,’andNikolaicouldonlyhaveanswered:`IknowI’mdying,butI’mafraid,I’mafraid,I’mafraid!’Andtheycouldhavesaidnothingmore,iftheyhadsaidonlywhatwasintheirhearts。Butlifelikethatwasimpossible,andsoKonstantintriedtodowhathehadbeentryingtodoallhislife,andnevercouldlearntodo,though,asfarashecouldobserve,manypeopleknewsowellhowtodoit,andwithoutittherewasnolivingatall。Hetriedtosaywhathewasnotthinking,buthefeltcontinuallythatithadaringoffalsehood,thathisbrotherdetectedhiminit,andwasexasperatedatit。
ThethirddayNikolaiinducedhisbrothertoexplainhisplantohimagain,andbegannotmerelyattackingit,butintentionallyconfoundingitwithcommunism。
`You’vesimplyborrowedanideathat’snotyourown,butyou’vedistortedit,andaretryingtoapplyitwhereit’snotapplicable。’
`ButItellyouthere’snothingincommon。Theydenythejusticeofproperty,ofcapital,ofinheritance,whileIdonotdenythischiefstimulus。’Levinfeltdisgustedhimselfatusingsuchexpressions,buteversincehehadbeenengrossedbyhiswork,hehadunconsciouslycomemoreandmorefrequentlytousenon-Russianwords。`AllIwantistoregulatelabor。’
`Whichmeans,you’veborrowedanidea,strippeditofallthatgaveititsforce,andwanttomakebelievethatit’ssomethingnew,’saidNikolai,angrilytuggingathisnecktie。
`Butmyideahasnothingincommon……’
`Theother,atanyrate,’saidNikolaiLevin,withanironicalsmile,hiseyesflashingmalignantly,`hasthecharmof-what’sonetocallit?-geometricalsymmetry,ofclearness,ofdefiniteness。ItmaybeaUtopia。Ifoneonceallowsthepossibilityofmakingallthepastatabularasa-noproperty,nofamily-thenlaborwouldorganizeitself。
Butyouhavenothing……’
`Whydoyoumixthingsup?I’veneverbeenacommunist。’
`ButIhave,andIconsiderit’spremature,butrational,andithasafuture,justlikeChristianityinitsfirstages。’
`AllthatImaintainisthatthelaborforceoughttobeinvestigatedfromthepointofviewofnaturalscience;thatistosay,itoughttobestudied,itsqualitiesascertained……’
`Butthat’sanutterwasteoftime。Thatforcefindsacertainformofactivityofitself,accordingtothestageofitsdevelopment。
Therehavebeenslavesfirst,everywhere;thenmetayers;andwehavethemetayagesystem,rent,anddaylaborers。Whatareyoutryingtofind?’
Levinsuddenlylosthistemperatthesewords,becauseatthebottomofhishearthewasafraidthatitwastrue-truethathewastryingtoholdthebalanceevenbetweencommunismandthefamiliarforms,andthatthiswashardlypossible。
`Iamtryingtofindmeansofworkingproductivelyformyselfandforthelaborers。Iwanttoorganize……’heansweredhotly。
`Youdon’twanttoorganizeanything;it’ssimplythesameasyou’vebeenallyourlife-youwanttobeoriginal,toposeasnotsimplyexploitingthepeasants,butwithsomeideainview。’
`Oh,allright,that’swhatyouthink-andletmealone!’answeredLevin,feelingthemusclesofhisleftcheektwitchinguncontrollably。
`You’veneverhad,andneverhave,convictions;allyouwantistopleaseyourvanity。’
`Oh,verywell;letmealonethen!’
`AndIwillletyoualone!Andit’shightimeIdid,andgotothedevilwithyou!AndI’mverysorryIevercame!’
InspiteofallLevin’seffortstosoothehisbrotherafterward,Nikolaiwouldlistentonothinghesaid,declaringthatitwasbettertopart,andKonstantinsawthatitwassimplyacaseoflifebeingunbearabletohim。
Nikolaiwasjustgettingreadytogo,whenKonstantinwentintohimagainandbeggedhim,ratherunnaturally,toforgivehimifhehadhurthisfeelingsinanyway。
`Ah,generosity!’saidNikolai,andhesmiled。`Ifyouwanttoberight,Icangiveyouthatsatisfaction。You’reintheright;butI’mgoingallthesame。’
ItwasonlyjustatpartingthatNikolaikissedhim,andsaid,lookingwithsuddenstrangenessandseriousnessathisbrother:
`Anyway,don’trememberevilagainstme,Kostia!’andhisvoicequavered。
Theseweretheonlywordsthathadbeenspokensincerelybetweenthem。Levinknewthatthosewordsmeant,`Yousee,andyouknow,thatI’minabadway,andmaybeweshallneverseeeachotheragain。’Levinknewthis,andthetearsgushedfromhiseyes。Hekissedhisbrotheroncemore,buthecouldnotspeak,andknewnotwhattosay。
Twodaysafterhisbrother’sdeparture,Levintoosetoffforhisforeigntour。HappeningtomeetShcherbatsky,Kitty’scousin,intherailwaytrain,Levingreatlyastonishedhimbyhisdepression。
`What’sthematterwithyou?’Shcherbatskyaskedhim。
`Oh,nothing;there’snotmuchhappinessinlife。’
`Notmuch?YoucomewithmetoParisinsteadoftoMulhouse。Youshallseehowtobehappy。’
`No,I’vedonewithitall。It’stimeIwasdead。’
`Well,that’sagoodone!’saidShcherbatsky,laughing,`why,I’monlyjustgettingreadytobegin。’
`Yes,Ithoughtthesamenotlongago,butnowIknowIshallsoonbedead。’
Levinsaidwhathehadgenuinelybeenthinkingoflate。Hesawnothingbutdeath,oranapproachtodeathineverything。Buthischerishedschemeonlyengrossedhimthemore。Lifehadtobegotthroughsomehow,tilldeathdidcome。Darknesshadfallenuponeverythingforhim;butjustbecauseofthisdarknesshefeltthattheoneguidingclueinthedarknesswashiswork,andheclutchedit,andclungtoitwithallhisstrength。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter01[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]PARTFOURChapter1TheKarenins,husbandandwife,continuedlivinginthesamehouse,meteveryday,butwerecompletestrangerstooneanother。AlexeiAlexandrovichmadeitaruletoseehiswifeeveryday,sothattheservantsmighthavenogroundsforsuppositions,butavoideddiningathome。VronskywasneveratAlexeiAlexandrovich’shouse,butAnnasawhimawayfromhome,andherhusbandwasawareofit。
Thepositionwasoneoftortureforallthree;andnotoneofthemwouldhavebeenequaltoenduringthispositionforasingleday,haditnotbeenfortheexpectationthatitwouldchange,thatitwasmerelyatemporarypainfuldifficultywhichwouldpassover。AlexeiAlexandrovichhopedthatthispassionwouldpass,aseverythingdoespass,thateveryonewouldforgetaboutit,andhisnamewouldremainunsullied。Anna,onwhomthepositiondepended,andforwhomitwasmorepoignantthanforanyother,endureditbecauseshenotmerelyhoped,butfirmlybelieved,thatitwouldallverysoonbesettledandcomeright。Shehadnottheleastideawhatwouldsettlethesituation,butshefirmlybelievedthatsomethingwouldnowverysoonturnup。Vronskyunaccountablyfollowedherlead,hopingtoothatsomething,independentofhim,wouldbesuretoclearupalldifficulties。
InthemiddleofthewinterVronskyspentaverytiresomeweek。
AforeignPrince,whohadcomeonavisittoPeterburg,wasputunderhischarge,andhehadtoshowhimthesightsworthseeing。Vronskywasofdistinguishedappearance;hepossessed,moreover,theartofbehavingwithrespectfuldignity,andwasusedtohavingtodowithsuchgrandpersonages-thatwashowhecametobeputinchargeofthePrince。Buthefelthisdutiestobeveryirksome。ThePrincewasanxioustomissnothingaboutwhichhewouldbeaskedathome:HadheseenthisandthatinRussia?AndonhisownaccounthewasanxioustoenjoytotheutmostallRussianformsofamusement。Vronskywasobligedtobehisguideinsatisfyingboththeseinclinations。Themorningstheyspentdrivingtolookatplacesofinterest:
theeveningstheypassedenjoyingthenationalamusements。TheprinceenjoyedahealthexceptionalevenamongPrinces。Bygymnasticsandcarefulattentiontohispersonhehadbroughthimselftosuchapointthatinspiteofhisexcessesinpleasurehelookedasfreshasabig,glossy,greenDutchcucumber。
ThePrincehadtraveledagreatdeal,andconsideredoneofthechiefadvantagesofmodernfacilitiesofcommunicationtheaccessibilityofthepleasuresofallnations。HehadbeeninSpain,andtherehadindulgedinserenades,andhadmadefriendswithaSpanishgirlwhoplayedthemandolin。InSwitzerlandhehadkilledchamois。InEnglandhehadgallopedinaredcoatoverhedgesandkilledtwohundredpheasantsonabet。InTurkeyhehadgotintoaharem;inIndiahehadtraveledonanelephant;andnow,inRussia,hewishedtotasteallthepeculiarlyRussianformsofpleasure。
Vronsky,whowas,asitwere,chiefmasteroftheceremoniestohim,wasatgreatpainstodistributealltheRussianamusementssuggestedbyvariouspersonstothePrince。Theyhadracehorses,andRussianpancakesandbearhunts,andtroikas,andgypsychoruses,anddrinkingorgies,withtheRussianaccompanimentofbrokencrockery。AndthePrince,withsurprisingease,fellinwiththeRussianspirit;hesmashedtraysfullofcrockery,satwithagypsygirlonhisknee,andseemedtobeasking:Whatmore?
OrdoesthewholeRussianspiritconsistinjustthis?
Inreality,ofalltheRussianentertainmentsthePrincelikedbestFrenchactresses,aballetdancer,andwhite-sealchampagne。VronskywasusedtoPrinces,but,eitherbecausehehadhimselfchangedoflate,orthathewasintoocloseproximitytothePrince,thatweekseemedfearfullywearisometohim。Thewholeofthatweekheexperiencedunceasinglyasensationsuchasamanmighthavewhohasbeenputinchargeofadangerousmadman,whoisafraidofthemadman,and,atthesametime,frombeingwithhim,fearsforhisownreason。Vronskywascontinuallyconsciousofthenecessityofneverforasecondrelaxingthetoneofsternofficialrespectfulness,sothathemightnothimselfbeinsulted。ThePrince’smanneroftreatingtheverypeoplewho,toVronsky’ssurprise,werereadytodescendtoanydepthstoprovidehimwithRussianamusements,wascontemptuous。HiscriticismsofRussianwomen,whomhewishedtostudy,morethanoncemadeVronskycrimsonwithindignation。ThechiefreasonwhythePrincewassoparticularlydisagreeabletoVronskywasthathecouldnothelpseeinghimselfinhim。
Andwhathesawinthismirrordidnotgratifyhisself-esteem。Hewasaverystupidandaveryself-satisfiedandaveryhealthyandaverywell-washedman,andnothingelse。Hewasagentleman,itwastrue,andVronskycouldnotdenyit。Hewasequableandnotcringingwithhissuperiors,wasfreeandingratiatinginhisbehaviorwithhisequals,andwascontemptuouslyindulgentwithhisinferiors。Vronskywashimselfthesame,andregardeditasagreatmerittobeso。ButtothisPrincehewasaninferior,andhiscontemptuousandindulgentattitudetohimrevoltedhim。
`Brainlessbeef!CanIbelikethat?’hereflected。
Bethatasitmight,when,ontheseventhday,hepartedfromthePrince,whowasstartingforMoscow,andreceivedhisthanks,hewashappytoberidofhisuncomfortablepositionandtheunpleasantreflectionofhimself。Hesaidgood-bytohimatthestation,ontheirreturnfromabearhunt,atwhichtheyhadhadadisplayofRussianderring-dokeptupallnight。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter02[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter2Whenhegothome,VronskyfoundthereanotefromAnna。Shewrote:`Iamillandunhappy。Icannotcomeout,yetcannotgoonlongerwithoutseeingyou。Comeinthisevening。AlexeiAlexandrovichgoestotheCouncilatsevenandwillbetheretillten。’Afteraminute’sreflectiononthestrangenessofherbiddinghimcomestraighttoher,inspiteofherhusband’sinsistingonhernotreceivinghim,hedecidedtogo。
Vronskyhadthatwintergothispromotion,wasnowacolonel,hadlefttheregiment,andwaslivingalone。Afterhavingsomelunch,helaydownonthesofaimmediately,andinfiveminutesmemoriesofthehideoussceneshehadwitnessedduringthelastfewdayswerejumbledandjoinedtoamentalimageofAnnaandofthepeasant,oneoftheencompassingpeople,whohadplayedanimportantpartinthebearhunt,andVronskyfellasleep。
Hewakedupinthedark,tremblingwithhorror,andmadehastetolightacandle。`Whatwasit?What?WhatwasthedreadfulthingIdreamed?Yes,yes;thepeasantbearhunter,Ithink;alittledirtymanwithadisheveledbeardwasstoopingdowndoingsomething,andallofasuddenhebegansayingsomestrangewordsinFrench。Yes,therewasnothingelseinthedream,’
hesaidtohimself。`Butwhywasitsoawful?’HevividlyrecalledthepeasantagainandthoseincomprehensibleFrenchwordsthepeasanthaduttered,andachillofhorrorrandownhisspine。
`Whatnonsense!’thoughtVronsky,andglancedathiswatch。
Itwashalf-pasteightalready。Heranguphisservant,dressedinhaste,andwentoutonthesteps,completelyforgettingthedreamandonlyworriedatbeinglate。AshedroveuptotheKarenins’entrancehelookedathiswatchandsawitwastenminutestonine。Ahigh,narrowcarriagewithapairofgrayswasstandingattheentrance。HerecognizedAnna’scarriage。`Sheiscomingtome,’thoughtVronsky,`andbettersheshould。Idon’tlikegoingintothathouse。Butnomatter;Ican’thidemyself,’hethought,andwiththatmannerpeculiartohimfromchildhood,asofamanwhohasnothingtobeashamedof,Vronskygotoutofhissleighandwenttothedoor。Thedooropened,andthehallporterwitharugonhisarmcalledthecarriage。Vronsky,thoughhedidnotusuallynoticedetails,noticedatthismomenttheamazedexpressionwithwhichtheporterglancedathim。IntheverydoorwayVronskyalmostranupagainstAlexeiAlexandrovich。Thegasjetthrewitsfulllightonthebloodless,sunkenfaceundertheblackhat,andonthewhitecravat,brilliantagainstthebeaverofthecoat。Karenin’sfixed,dulleyeswerefasteneduponVronsky’sface。Vronskybowed,andAlexeiAlexandrovich,chewinghislips,liftedhishandtohishatandwenton。Vronskysawhimgetintothecarriagewithoutlookingback,receivetherugandtheoperaglassesthroughthewindow,anddisappear。Vronskywentintothehall。Hisbrowswerescowling,andhiseyesgleamedwithaproudandangrylightinthem。
`Whatasituation!’hethought。`Ifhewouldfight,wouldstandupforhishonor,Icouldact,couldexpressmyfeelings;butthisweaknessorbaseness……Heputsmeinthepositionofplayingfalse,whichInevermeantandnevermeantodo。’
Vronsky’sideashadchangedsincethedayofhisconversationwithAnnaintheVredegarden。UnconsciouslyyieldingtotheweaknessofAnna-whohadsurrenderedherselfuptohimutterly,andsimplylookedtohimtodecideherfate,readytosubmittoanything-hehadlongceasedtothinkthattheirliaisonmightendashehadthoughtthen。Hisambitiousplanshadretreatedintothebackgroundagain,andfeelingthathehadgotoutofthatcircleofactivityinwhicheverythingwasdefinite,hehadgivenhimselfupentirelytohispassion,andthatpassionwasbindinghimmoreandmorecloselytoher。
Hewasstillinthehallwhenhecaughtthesoundofherretreatingfootsteps。Herealizedshehadbeenexpectinghim,hadlistenedforhim,andwasnowgoingbacktothedrawingroom。
`No,’shecried,onseeinghim,andatthefirstsoundofhervoicethetearscameintohereyes。`No;ifthingsaretogoonlikethis,theendwillcomemuch,muchtoosoon。’
`Whatisit,dearone?’
`What?I’vebeenwaitinginagonyforanhour,twohours……No,Iwon’t……Ican’tquarrelwithyou。Ofcourseyoucouldn’tcome。No,I
won’t。’
Shelaidhertwohandsonhisshoulders,andlookedalongwhileathimwithaprofound,passionate,and,atthesametime,searchinglook。
Shewasstudyinghisfacetomakeupforthetimeshehadnotseenhim。
Shewas,everytimeshesawhim,makingthepictureofhiminherimaginationincomparablysuperior,impossibleinrealityfitwithhimashereallywas。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter03[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter3`Youmethim?’sheasked,whentheyhadsatdownatthetableinthelamplight。
`You’repunished,yousee,forbeinglate。’
`Yes;buthowwasit?Wasn’thetobeattheCouncil?’
`Hehadbeenandcomeback,andwasgoingoutsomewhereagain。
Butthatdoesn’tmatter。Don’ttalkaboutit。Wherehaveyoubeen?WiththePrincestill?’
Shekneweverydetailofhisexistence。Hewasgoingtosaythathehadbeenupallnightandhaddroppedasleep,butlookingatherthrilledandrapturousface,hewasashamed。AndhesaidhehadhadtoreportonthePrince’sdeparture。
`Butit’sovernow?Heisgone?’
`ThankGodit’sover!Youwouldn’tbelievehowinsufferableit’sbeenforme。’
`Whyso?Isn’titthelifeallofyou-allyoungmen-alwayslead?’shesaid,knittingherbrows;and,takingupthecrochetworkthatwaslyingonthetable,shebegandrawingthehookoutofit,withoutlookingatVronsky。
`Igavethatlifeuplongago,’saidhe,wonderingatthechangeinherface,andtryingtodivineitsmeaning。`AndIconfess,’hesaid,withasmile,showinghisthick,whiteteeth,`thisweekI’vebeen,asitwere,lookingatmyselfinaglass,seeingthatlife,andIdidn’tlikeit。’
Sheheldtheworkinherhands,butdidnotcrochet,andlookedathimwithstrange,shining,andhostileeyes。
`ThismorningLizacametoseeme-they’renotafraidtocallonme,inspiteoftheCountessLidiaIvanovna,’sheputin-`andshetoldmeaboutyourAthenianevening。Howloathsome!’
`Iwasjustgoingtosay……’
Sheinterruptedhim。
`ItwasthatThé;rè;seyouusedtoknow?’
`Iwasjustsaying……’
`Howdisgustingyouare,youmen!Howisityoucan’tunderstandthatawomancanneverforgetthat,’shesaid,gettingmoreandmoreangry,andsolettinghimseethecauseofherirritation,`especiallyawomanwhocannotknowyourlife?WhatdoIknow?WhathaveIeverknown?’shesaid。`Onlywhatyoutellme。AndhowdoIknowwhetheryoutellmethetruth?……’
`Anna,youhurtme。Don’tyoutrustme?Haven’tItoldyouthatIhaven’tathoughtIwouldn’tlaybaretoyou?’
`Yes,yes,’shesaid,evidentlytryingtosuppressherjealousthoughts。`ButifonlyyouknewhowwretchedIam!Ibelieveyou,Ibelieveyou……Whatwereyousaying?’
Buthecouldnotatoncerecallwhathehadbeengoingtosay。
Thesefitsofjealousy,whichoflatehadbeenmoreandmorefrequentwithher,horrifiedhim,andhowevermuchhetriedtodisguisethefact,madehimfeelcoldtoher,althoughheknewthecauseofherjealousywasherloveforhim。Howoftenhehadtoldhimselfthatherlovewashappiness;
andnowshelovedhimasawomancanlovewhenlovehasoutweighedforherallthegoodthingsoflife-andhewasmuchfurtherfromhappinessthanwhenhehadfollowedherfromMoscow。Thenhehadthoughthimselfunhappy,buthappinesswasbeforehim;nowhefeltthatthebesthappinesswasalreadyleftbehind。Shewasutterlyunlikewhatshehadbeenwhenhefirstsawher。Bothmorallyandphysicallyshehadchangedfortheworse。
Shehadbroadenedoutallover,andinherfaceatthetimewhenshewasspeakingoftheactresstherewasanevilexpressionofhatredthatdistortedit。Helookedatherasamanlooksatafadedflowerhehasgathered,withdifficultyrecognizinginitthebeautyforwhichhepickedandruinedit。Andinspiteofthishefeltthatthen,whenhislovewasstronger,hecould,ifhehadgreatlywishedit,havetornthatloveoutofhisheart;
butnowwhen,asatthismomentitseemedtohimhefeltnoloveforher,heknewthathisbondwithhercouldnotbebroken。
`Well,well,whatwasityouweregoingtosayaboutthePrince?
Ihavedrivenawaythefiend,Ihave,’sheadded。Thefiendwasthenametheyhadgivenherjealousy。`WhatdidyoubegintotellmeaboutthePrince?
Whydidyoufinditsotiresome?’
`Oh,itwasintolerable!’hesaid,tryingtopickupthethreadofhisinterruptedthought。`Hedoesnotimproveoncloseracquaintance。
Ifyouwanthimdefined,hereheis:aprime,well-fedanimal,suchastakesmedalsatthecattleshows,andnothingmore,’hesaid,withatoneofvexationthatinterestedher。
`No;howso?’shereplied。`He’sseenagreatdeal,anyway;he’scultured?’
`It’sanutterlydifferentculture-theirculture。He’scultivated,onesees,simplytobeabletodespiseculture,astheydespiseeverythingbutanimalpleasures。’
`Butdon’tyouallcarefortheseanimalpleasures?’shesaid,andagainhenoticedadarklookinhereyesthatavoidedhim。
`Howisityou’redefendinghim?’hesaid,smiling。
`I’mnotdefendinghim,it’snothingtome;butIimagine,ifyouhadnotcaredforthosepleasuresyourself,youmighthavegotoutofthem。ButitaffordsyousatisfactiontogazeatThé;rè;seintheattireofEve……’
`Again-againthedevil,’Vronskysaid,takingthehandshehadlaidonthetableandkissingit。
`Yes;butIcan’thelpit。Youdon’tknowwhatIhavesufferedwaitingforyou。IbelieveI’mnotjealous。I’mnotjealous:Ibelieveyouwhenyou’rehere,nearme;butwhenyou’reawaysomewhereleadingyourlifealone,soincomprehensibletome……’
Sheturnedawayfromhim,pulledthehookatlastoutofthecrochetwork,andrapidlywiththehelpofherforefinger,beganworkingloopafterloopofthewoolthatwasdazzlinglywhiteinthelamplight,whiletheslenderwristmovedswiftly,nervouslyinitsembroideredcuff。
`Howwasit,then?WheredidyoumeetAlexeiAlexandrovich?’Hervoicesoundedinanunnaturalandjarringtone。
`Weranagainsteachotherinthedoorway。’
`Andhebowedtoyoulikethis?’
Shedrewalongface,andhalf-closinghereyes,quicklytransformedherexpression,foldedherhands,andVronskysuddenlysawinherbeautifulfacetheveryexpressionwithwhichAlexeiAlexandrovichhadbowedtohim。
Hesmiled,whileshelaughedgaily,withthatsweet,deeplaugh,whichwasoneofhergreatestcharms。
`Idon’tunderstandhimintheleast,’saidVronsky。`Ifafteryouravowaltohimatyoursummervillahehadbrokenwithyou,ifhehadchallengedme……ButthisIcan’tunderstand。Howcanheputupwithsuchaposition?Hefeelsit,that’sevident。’
`He?’shesaidsneeringly。`He’sperfectlysatisfied。’
`Whatareweallmiserablefor,wheneverythingmightbesowell?’
`Exceptforhim。Don’tIknowhim-thefalsityinwhichhe’sutterlysteeped?……Couldone,withanyfeeling,liveasheislivingwithme?Heunderstandsnothing,andfeelsnothing。Couldamanofanyfeelingliveinthesamehousewithhisunfaithfulwife?Couldhetalktoher,callher``mydear’?’
Andagainshecouldnothelpmimickinghim:`Anna,machè;re;
Anna,dear!’
`He’snotaman,notahumanbeing-he’samannikin!Nooneknowshim;butIknowhim。Oh,ifI’dbeeninhisplace,I’dlongagohavekilled,havetorntopiecesawifelikeme。Iwouldn’thavesaid,``Anna,machè;re’!He’snotaman,he’saministerialmachine。Hedoesn’tunderstandthatI’myourwife,thathe’soutside,thathe’ssuperfluous……
Don’tlet’stalkofhim!……’
`You’reunfair,veryunfair,dearest,’saidVronsky,tryingtosootheher。`Butnevermind,don’tlet’stalkofhim。Tellmewhatyou’vebeendoing。Whatisthematter?Whyareyouunwell,andwhatdidthedoctorsay?’
Shelookedathimwithmockingamusement。Evidentlyshehadhitonotherabsurdandgrotesqueaspectsinherhusbandandwasawaitingthemomenttogiveexpressiontothem。
Buthewenton:
`Iimaginethatit’snotillness,butyourcondition。Whenwillitbe?’
Theironicallightdiedawayinhereyes,butadifferentsmile,aconsciousnessofsomething,hedidnotknowwhat,andofquietmelancholy,cameoverherface。
`Soon,soon。Yousaythatourpositionismiserable,thatwemustputanendtoit。Ifyouknewhowterribleitistome-whatIwouldgivetobeabletoloveyoufreelyandunafraid!Ishouldnottorturemyselfandtortureyouwithmyjealousy……Anditwillcomesoon,butnotasweexpect。’
Andatthethoughtofhowitwouldcome,sheseemedsopitiabletoherselfthattearscameintohereyes,andshecouldnotgoon。Shelaidonhissleeveherhand,shiningwithitswhitenessanditsringsinthelamplight。
`Itwon’tcomeaswesuppose。Ididn’tmeantosaythistoyou,butyou’vemademe。Soon,soon,allwillbeover,andweshallall,allbeatpeace,andsuffernomore。’
`Idon’tunderstand,’hesaid,understandingher。
`Youaskedwhen?Soon。AndIshan’tlivethroughit。Don’tinterruptme!’andshemadehastetospeak。`Iknowit;Iknowforcertain。Ishalldie;andI’mverygladIshalldie,andreleasemyselfandyou。’
Tearsdroppedfromhereyes;hebentdownoverherhandandbegankissingit,tryingtohidehisemotion,which,heknew,hadnosortofgrounds,thoughhecouldnotcontrolit。
`Yes,it’sbetterso,’shesaid,tightlygrippinghishand。`That’stheonlyway-theonlywayleftus。’
Hehadrecoveredhimself,andliftedhishead。
`Howabsurd!Whatabsurdnonsenseyouaretalking!’
`No,it’sthetruth。’
`What-what’sthetruth?’
`ThatIshalldie。Ihavehadadream。’
`Adream?’repeatedVronsky,andinstantlyherecalledthepeasantofhisdream。
`Yes,adream,’shesaid。`It’salongwhilesinceIdreamedit。
IdreamedthatIranintomybedroom,thatIhadtogetsomethingthere,tofindoutsomething;youknowhowitisindreams,’shesaid,hereyeswidewithhorror;`andinthebedroom,inthecorner,stoodsomething。’
`Oh,whatnonsense!Howcanyoubelieve……’
Butshewouldnotlethiminterrupther。Whatshewassayingwastooimportanttoher。
`Andthesomethingturnedround,andIsawitwasapeasantwithadisheveledbeard-alittleman,anddreadful。Iwantedtorunaway,buthebentdownoverasack,andwasfumblingtherewithhishands……’
Sheshowedhowhehadmovedhishands。Therewasterrorinherface。AndVronsky,rememberinghisdream,feltthesameterrorfillinghissoul。
`Hewasfumblingandkepttalkingquickly,quicklyinFrench,and,youknow,heburred:Ilfautlebattre,lefer,lebroyer,lepé;trir……
AndinmyhorrorItriedtowakeup,andwokeup……butwokeupinthedream。AndIbeganaskingmyselfwhatitmeant。AndKorneisaidtome:
``Inchildbirthyou’lldie,ma’am,you’lldie……’AndIwokeup。’
`Whatnonsense,whatnonsense!’saidVronsky;buthefelthimselfthattherewasnoconvictioninhisvoice。
`Butdon’tlet’stalkofit。Ringthebell,I’llhavetea。Andstayalittle,now;it’snotlongIshall……’
Butallatonceshestopped。Theexpressionofherfaceinstantaneouslychanged。Horrorandexcitementweresuddenlyreplacedbyalookofsoft,solemn,blissfulattention。Hecouldnotcomprehendthemeaningofthechange。Shewaslisteningtothestirringofthenewlifewithinher。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter04[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter4AlexeiAlexandrovich,aftermeetingVronskyonhisownsteps,drove,ashehadintended,totheItalianopera。Hesatthroughtwoactsthere,andsaweveryonehewantedtosee。Onreturninghome,hecarefullyscrutinizedthehatstand,andnoticingthattherewasnotamilitaryovercoatthere,hewent,asusual,tohisownroom。But,contrarytohisusualhabit,hedidnotgotobed;hewalkedupanddownhisstudytillthreeo’clockinthemorning。Thefeelingoffuriousangerwithhiswife,whowouldnotobservetheproprietiesandkeeptotheonestipulationhehadlaidonher-nottoreceiveherloverinherownhouse-gavehimnopeace。Shehadnotcompliedwithhisrequest,andhewasboundtopunishherandcarryouthisthreat-obtainadivorceandtakeawayhisson。Heknewallthedifficultiesconnectedwiththiscourse,buthehadsaidhewoulddoit,andnowhemustcarryouthisthreat。CountessLidiaIvanovnahadhintedthatthiswasthebestwayoutofhisposition,andoflatetheobtainingofdivorceshadbeenbroughttosuchapitchofperfectionthatAlexeiAlexandrovichsawapossibilityofovercomingtheformaldifficulties。
Misfortunesnevercomesingly,andtheaffairsofthereorganizationofthenativetribes,andoftheirrigationofthelandsoftheZaraiskyprovince,hadbroughtsuchofficialworriesuponAlexeiAlexandrovichthathehadbeenoflateinacontinualstateofextremeirritability。
Hedidnotsleepthewholenight,andhisfurygrowinginasortofvast,arithmeticalprogression,reacheditshighestlimitsinthemorning。
Hedressedinhaste,and,asthoughcarryinghiscupfullofwrath,andfearingtospillanyover,fearingtolosewithhiswraththeenergynecessaryfortheinterviewwithhiswife,hewentintoherroomdirectlyheheardshewasup。
Anna,whohadthoughtsheknewherhusbandsowell,wasamazedathisappearancewhenhewentintoher。Hisbrowwasloweringandhiseyesstareddarklybeforehim,avoidinghereyes;hismouthwastightlyandcontemptuouslyshut。Inhiswalk,inhisgestures,inthesoundofhisvoicetherewasadeterminationandfirmnesssuchashiswifehadneverseeninhim。Hewentintoherroom,and,withoutgreetingher,walkedstraightuptoherwritingtable,and,takingherkeys,openedadrawer。
`Whatdoyouwant?’shecried。
`Yourlover’sletters,’hesaid。
`They’renothere,’shesaid,shuttingthedrawer;butfromthatactionhesawhehadguessedright,androughlypushingawayherhand,hequicklysnatchedaportfolioinwhichheknewsheusedtoputhermostimportantpapers。Shetriedtopulltheportfolioaway,buthepushedherback。
`Sitdown!Ihavetospeaktoyou,’hesaid,puttingtheportfoliounderhisarm,andsqueezingitsotightlywithhiselbowthathisshoulderstoodup。
Amazedandintimidated,shegazedathiminsilence。
`ItoldyouthatIwouldnotallowyoutoreceiveyourloverinthishouse。’
`Ihadtoseehimto……’
Shestopped,notfindingareason。
`Idonotenterintothedetailsofwhyawomanwantstoseeherlover。’
`Imeant,Ionly……’shesaid,flushinghotly。Thiscoarsenessofhisangeredher,andgavehercourage。`Surelyyoumustfeelhoweasyitisforyoutoinsultme?’shesaid。
`Anhonestmanandanhonestwomanmaybeinsulted,buttotellathiefhe’sathiefissimplylaconstatationd’unfait。’
`Thiscrueltyissomethingnew-Ididnotknowinyou。’
`Youcallitcrueltyforahusbandtogivehiswifeliberty,givingherthehonorableprotectionofhisname,simplyontheconditionofobservingtheproprieties:isthatcruelty?’
`It’sworsethatcruel-it’sbase,ifyouwanttoknow!’Annacried,inarushofhatred,and,gettingup,shewasabouttoleavetheroom。
`No!’heshriekedinhisshrillvoice,whichpitchedanoteevenhigherthanusual,andhisbighandsclutchingherbythearmsoviolentlythatredmarkswereleftfromthebracelethewassqueezing,heforciblymadehersitdowninherplace。`Base!Ifyoucaretousethatword,whatisbaseistoforsakehusbandandchildforalover,whileyoueatyourhusband’sbread!’
Shebowedherhead。Shedidnotsaywhatshehadsaidtheeveningbeforetoherlover,thathewasherhusband,andherhusbandwassuperfluous;
shedidnoteventhinkofthat。Shefeltallthejusticeofhiswords,andonlysaidsoftly:
`YoucannotdescribemypositionasworsethanIfeelittobemyself;butwhatareyousayingallthisfor?’
`WhatamIsayingitfor?Whatfor?’hewenton,asangrily。`Sothatyoumayknowthat,sinceyouhavenotcarriedoutmywishesinregardtoobservingoutwarddecorum,Iwilltakemeasurestoputanendtothisstateofthings。’
`Soon,verysoon,itwillend,anyway,’shesaid;andagain,atthethoughtofdeathnearathandandnowdesired,tearscameintohereyes。
`Itwillendsoonerthanyouandyourloverhaveplanned!Ifyoumusthavethesatisfactionofanimalpassion……’
`AlexeiAlexandrovich!Iwon’tsayit’snotgenerous,butit’snotlikeagentlemantostrikeanyonewho’sdown。’
`Yes,youonlythinkofyourself!Butthesufferingsofamanwhowasyourhusbandhavenointerestforyou。Youdon’tcarethathiswholelifeisruined,thatheisseff……seff……’
AlexeiAlexandrovichwasspeakingsoquicklythathebegantostammer,andwasutterlyunabletoarticulatetheword`suffering’。Intheendhepronouncedit`saffering’。Shewantedtolaugh,andwasimmediatelyashamedthatanythingcouldamuseheratsuchamoment。Andforthefirsttime,foraninstant,shefeltforhim,putherselfinhisplace,andwassorryforhim。Butwhatcouldshesayordo?Herheadsank,andshesatsilent。Hetoowassilentforsometime,andthenbeganspeakinginafrigid,lessshrillvoice,emphasizingrandomwordsthathadnospecialsignificance。
Icametotellyou……’hesaid。
Sheglancedathim。`No;itwasmyfancy,’shethought,recallingtheexpressionofhisfacewhenhestumbledovertheword`suffering。’
`No;canamanwiththosedulleyes,withthatself-satisfiedcomplacency,feelanything?’
`Icannotchangeanything,’shewhispered。
`IhavecometotellyouthatIamgoingtomorrowtoMoscow,andshallnotreturnagaintothishouse,andyouwillreceivenoticeofwhatIdecidethroughthelawyerintowhosehandsIshallentrustthetaskofgettingadivorce。Mysonisgoingtomysister’s,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich,withaneffortrecallingwhathehadmeanttosayabouthisson。
`YoutakeSeriozhatohurtme,’shesaid,lookingathimfromunderherbrows。`Youdonotlovehim……LeavemeSeriozha!’
`Yes,Ihavelostevenmyaffectionformyson,becauseheisassociatedwiththerepulsionIfeelforyou。ButstillIshalltakehim。
Good-by!’
Andhewasgoingaway,butnowshedetainedhim。
`AlexeiAlexandrovich,leavemeSeriozha!’shewhisperedoncemore。`Ihavenothingelsetosay。LeaveSeriozhatillmy……Ishallsoonbeconfined;leavehim!’
AlexeiAlexandrovichflaredup,and,snatchinghishandfromher,hewentoutoftheroomwithoutaword。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter05[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter5ThewaitingroomofthecelebratedPeterburglawyerwasfullwhenAlexeiAlexandrovichenteredit。Threeladies-anoldlady,ayounglady,andamerchant’swife,andthreegentlemen-oneaGermanbankerwitharingonhisfinger,thesecondamerchantwithabeard,andthethirdawrathful-lookinggovernmentclerkinofficialuniform,withacrossonhisneck-hadobviouslybeenwaitingalongwhilealready。Twoclerkswerewritingattableswithscratchingpens。Theappurtenancesofthewritingtables,aboutwhichAlexeiAlexandrovichwashimselfveryfastidious,wereexceptionallygood。Hecouldnothelpobservingthis。Oneoftheclerks,withoutgettingup,turnedfretfullytoAlexeiAlexandrovich,half-closinghiseyes。
`Whatisityouwish?’
`Mybusinesshastodowiththelawyer。’
`Heisengaged,’theclerkrespondedseverely,andhepointedwithhispenatthepersonswaiting,andwentonwriting。
`Can’thesparetimetoseeme?’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich。
`Hehasnotimefree;heisalwaysbusy。Kindlywaityourturn。’
`ThenImusttroubleyoutogivehimmycard,’AlexeiAlexandrovichsaidwithdignity,seeingtheimpossibilityofpreservinghisincognito。
Theclerktookthecardand,obviouslynotapprovingofwhathereadonit,wenttothedoor。
AlexeiAlexandrovichwasinprincipleinfavorofthepublicityoflegalproceedings,thoughforsomehigherofficialconsiderationshedislikedtheapplicationoftheprincipleinRussia,anddisapprovedofit,asfarashecoulddisapproveofanythinginstitutedbyauthorityoftheEmperor。Hiswholelifehadbeenspentinadministrativework,andconsequently,whenhedidnotapproveofanything,hisdisapprovalwassoftenedbytherecognitionoftheinevitabilityofmistakesandthepossibilityofreformineverydepartment。Inthenewpubliclawcourtshedislikedtherestrictionslaidonthelawyersconductingcases。Buttillthenhehadhadnothingtodowiththelawcourts,andsohaddisapprovedoftheirpublicitysimplyintheory;nowhisdisapprobationwasstrengthenedbytheunpleasantimpressionmadeonhiminthelawyer’swaitingroom。
`Hewillbeoutrightaway,’saidtheclerk;andtwominuteslatertheredidactuallyappearinthedoorwaythelargefigureofanoldstudentofjurisprudencewhohadbeenconsultingwiththelawyer,andthelawyerhimself。
Thelawyerwasalittle,squat,baldman,withadark,reddishbeard,light-coloredlongeyebrows,andbeetlingbrow。Hewasattiredasthoughforawedding,fromhiscravattohisdoublewatchchainandpatent-leathershoes。Hisfacewascleverandrustic,buthisdresswasdandifiedandinbadtaste。
`Praywalkin,’saidthelawyer,addressingAlexeiAlexandrovich;
and,gloomilyusheringKarenininbeforehim,heclosedthedoor。`Won’tyousitdown?’Heindicatedanarmchairatawritingtablecoveredwithpapers。Hesatdownhimself,and,rubbinghislittlehandswithshortfingerscoveredwithwhitehairs,hebenthisheadononeside。Butassoonashewassettledinthispositionamothflewoverthetable。Thelawyer,withaswiftnessthatcouldneverhavebeenexpectedofhim,openedhishands,caughtthemoth,andresumedhisformerattitude。
`Beforebeginningtospeakofmybusiness,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich,followingthelawyer’smovementswithwonderingeyes,`IoughttoobservethatthematteraboutwhichIhavetospeaktoyouistobeasecret。’
Thelawyer’sdroopingreddishmustacheswerestirredbyascarcelyperceptiblesmile。
`IshouldnotbealawyerifIcouldnotkeepthesecretsconfidedtome。Butifyouwouldlikeproof……’
AlexeiAlexandrovichglancedathisface,andsawthattheshrewd,grayeyeswerelaughing,andseemedtoknowallaboutitalready。
`Youknowmyname?’AlexeiAlexandrovichresumed。
`Iknowyouandthegood’-againhecaughtamoth-`workyouaredoing,likeeveryRussian,’saidthelawyer,bowing。
AlexeiAlexandrovichsighed,pluckinguphiscourage。But,havingoncemadeuphismind,hewentoninhisshrillvoice,withouttimidityorhesitation,accentuatingawordhereandthere。
`Ihavethemisfortune,’AlexeiAlexandrovichbegan,`tobeadeceivedhusband,andIdesiretobreakoffallrelationswithmywifebylegalmeans-thatis,tobedivorced;butdothissothatmysonmaynotremainwithhismother。’
Thelawyer’sgrayeyestriednottolaugh,buttheyweredancingwithirrepressibleglee,andAlexeiAlexandrovichsawthatitwasnotsimplythedelightofamanwhohasjustgotaprofitablejob:therewastriumphandjoy,therewasagleamlikethemalignantgleamhehadseeninhiswife’seyes。
`Youdesiremyassistanceinsecuringadivorce?’
`Yes,precisely;butIoughttowarnyouthatImaybewastingyourtimeandattention。Ihavecomesimplytoconsultyouasapreliminarystep。Iwantadivorce,buttheformwhichitmaytakeisofgreatconsequencetome。ItisverypossiblethatifthatformdoesnotcorrespondwithmyrequirementsImaygiveupalegalaction。’
`Oh,that’salwaysthecase,’saidthelawyer,`andthat’salwaysforyoutodecide。’
HelethiseyesrestonAlexeiAlexandrovich’sfeet,feelingthathemightoffendhisclientbythesightofhisirrepressibleamusement。
Helookedatamoththatflewbeforehisnose,andmovedhishand,butdidnotcatchitfromregardforAlexeiAlexandrovich’ssituation。
`Thoughintheirgeneralfeaturesourlawsonthissubjectareknowntome,’pursuedAlexeiAlexandrovich,`Ishouldbegladtohaveanideaoftheformsinwhichsuchthingsaredone,inpractice。’
`Youwouldbeglad,’thelawyer,withoutliftinghiseyes,responded,adopting,withacertainsatisfaction,thetoneofhisclient’sremarks,`formetolaybeforeyouallthemethodsbywhichyoucouldsecurewhatyoudesire?’
AndonreceivinganassentingnodfromAlexeiAlexandrovich,hewenton,stealingaglancenowandthenatAlexeiAlexandrovich’sface,whichwasgrowingredinpatches。
`Divorcebyourlaws,’hesaid,withaslightshadeofdisapprobationofourlaws,`ispossible,asyouareaware,inthefollowingcases……
Towait!’hecalledtoaclerkwhoputhisheadinatthedoor,buthegotupallthesame,saidafewwordstohim,andsatdownagain。`Inthefollowingcases:physicaldefectinthemarriedparties,desertionwithoutcommunicationforfiveyears,’hesaid,crookingashortfingercoveredwithhair,`adultery’thiswordhepronouncedwithobvioussatisfaction,`subdividedasfollows’hecontinuedtocrookhisfatfingers,thoughthecasesandtheirsubdivisionscouldobviouslynotbeclassifiedtogether:
`physicaldefectofthehusbandorofthewife,adulteryofthehusbandorofthewife。’Asbynowallhisfingerswereusedup,hestraightenedthemandwenton:`Thisisthetheoreticalview;butIimagineyouhavedonemethehonortoapplytomeinordertolearnitsapplicationinpractice。
Andtherefore,guidedbyprecedents,Imustinformyouthatinpracticecasesofdivorcemayallbereducedtothefollowing-there’snophysicaldefect,Imayassume,nordesertion?……’
AlexeiAlexandrovichbowedhisheadinassent。
`Theymaybereducedtothefollowing:adulteryofoneofthemarriedparties,andthedetectioninthefactoftheguiltypartybymutualagreement,and,failingsuchagreement,accidentaldetection。Itmustbeadmittedthatthelattercaseisrarelymetwithinpractice,’saidthelawyer,andstealingaglanceatAlexeiAlexandrovichhepaused,asamansellingpistols,afterenlargingontheadvantagesofeachweapon,mightawaithiscustomer’schoice。ButAlexeiAlexandrovichsaidnothing,andthereforethelawyerwenton:`Themostusualandsimple,thesensiblecourse,Iconsider,isadulterybymutualconsent。Ishouldnotpermitmyselftoexpressitso,speakingwithamanofnoeducation,’hesaid,`butIimaginethattoyouthisiscomprehensible。’
AlexeiAlexandrovichwas,however,soperturbedthathedidnotimmediatelycomprehendallthereasonablenessofadulterybymutualconsent,andhiseyesexpressedthisuncertainty;butthelawyerpromptlycametohisassistance。
`Peoplecannotgoonlivingtogether-hereyouhaveafact。Andifbothareagreedaboutit,thedetailsandformalitiesbecomeamatterofnoimportance。Andatthesametimethisisthesimplestandmostcertainmethod。’
AlexeiAlexandrovichunderstoodfullynow。Buthehadreligiousscruples,whichhinderedtheexecutionofsuchaplan。
`Thatisoutofthequestioninthepresentcase,’hesaid。`Onlyonealternativeispossible:involuntarydetection,supportedbyletterswhichIhave。’
Atthementionoflettersthelawyerpurseduphislips,andgaveutterancetoathinlittlecompassionateandcontemptuoussound。
`Kindlyconsider,’hebegan,`casesofthatkindare,asyouareaware,underecclesiasticaljurisdiction;thereverendfathersarefondofgoingintotheminutestdetailsincasesofthatkind,’hesaid,withasmilewhichbetrayedhissympathywiththetasteofthereverendfathers。
`Lettersmay,ofcourse,beapartialconfirmation;butdetectionintheacttheremustbeofthemostdirectkind-thatis,byeyewitnesses。Infact,ifyoudomethehonortotrustmewithyourconfidence,youwilldowelltoleavemethechoiceofthemeasurestobeemployed。Ifonewantstheresult,onemustallowthemeans。’
`Ifitisso……’AlexeiAlexandrovichbegan,suddenlyturningwhite;butatthatmomentthelawyerroseandagainwenttothedoortospeaktotheintrudingclerk。
`Tellherwedon’thaggleoverfees!’hesaid,andreturnedtoAlexeiAlexandrovich。
Onhiswaybackhecaught,unobserved,anothermoth。`Nicestatemyrepcurtainswillbeinbythesummer!’hethought,frowning。
`Andsoyouweresaying?……’hesaid。
`Iwillcommunicatemydecisiontoyoubyletter,’saidAlexeiAlexandrovich,gettingup,andheclutchedatthetable。Afterstandingamomentinsilence,hesaid:`FromyourwordsImayconsequentlyconcludethatadivorcemaybeobtained?Iwouldaskyoutoletmeknowwhatyourtermsare。’
`Itmaybeobtainedifyougivemecompletelibertyofaction,’
saidthelawyer,withoutansweringhisquestion。`WhencanIcountonreceivingwordfromyou?’heaskedmovingtowardthedoor,hiseyesandhispatent-leathershoesshining。
`Inaweek’stime。Youwillbekindenoughtocommunicatetomeyouranswerastowhetheryouwillundertaketoconductthecase,andonwhatterms。’
`Verygood,sir。’
Thelawyerbowedrespectfully,lethisclientoutofthedoor,and,leftalone,gavehimselfuptohissenseofamusement。Hefeltsomirthfulthat,contrarytohisrule,hemadeareductioninhistermstothehagglinglady,andgaveupcatchingmoths,finallydecidingthatnextwinterhemusthavethefurniturecoveredwithvelvet,likeSigonin’s。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter06[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter6AlexeiAlexandrovichhadgainedabrilliantvictoryatthesittingoftheCommissionofthe17thofAugust,butinthesequelthisvictorycutthegroundfromunderhisfeet。Thenewcommissionfortheinquiryintotheconditionofthenativetribesoneveryaspecthadbeenformedanddespatchedtoitsdestinationwithanunusualspeedandenergy,inspiredbyAlexeiAlexandrovich。Withinthreemonthsareportwaspresented。Theconditionofthenativetribeswasinvestigatedinitspolitical,administrative,economic,ethnographic,material,andreligiousaspects。Toallthesequestionstherewereanswersadmirablystated,andanswersadmittingnoshadeofdoubt,sincetheywerenotaproductofhumanthought,alwaysliabletoerror,butwerealltheproductofofficialactivity。Theanswerswereallbasedonofficialdatafurnishedbygovernorsandbishops,andfoundedonthereportsofdistrictmagistratesandecclesiasticalsuperintendents,foundedintheirturnonthereportsoflocalauthoritiesandparishpriests;
andsoalloftheseanswerswereunhesitatingandcertain。Allsuchquestionsas,forinstance,thecauseofcropfailures,whycertaintribesadheredtotheirancientbeliefs,andsoon-questionswhich,butfortheconvenientinterventionoftheofficialmachine,arenot,andcannotbesolvedforages-receivedfull,unhesitatingsolution。AndthissolutionwasinfavorofAlexeiAlexandrovich’scontention。ButStremov,whohadfeltstungtothequickatthelastsitting,had,onthereceptionofthecommission’sreport,resortedtotacticswhichAlexeiAlexandrovichhadnotanticipated。
Stremov,carryingwithhimseveralothermembers,wentovertoAlexeiAlexandrovich’sside,and,notcontentinghimselfwithwarmlydefendingthemeasureproposedbyKarenin,proposedothermeasures,stillmoreextreme,inthesamedirection。
Thesemeasures,stillstrongerthanAlexeiAlexandrovich’sfundamentalidea,werepassedbythecommission,andthentheaimofStremov’stacticsbecameapparent。Carriedtoanextreme,themeasuresseemedatoncetobesoabsurdthatthehighestauthorities,andpublicopinion,andintellectualladies,andthenewspapers,allatthesametimefellfoulofthem,expressingtheirindignationbothwiththemeasuresandtheirnominalfather,AlexeiAlexandrovich。Stremovdrewback,affectingtohaveblindlyfollowedKarenin,andtobeastoundedanddistressedatwhathadbeendone。ThismeantthedefeatofAlexeiAlexandrovich。Butinspiteoffailinghealth,inspiteofhisdomesticgriefs,hedidnotgivein。TherewasasplitintheCommission。
Somemembers,withStremovattheirhead,justifiedtheirmistakeonthegroundthattheyhadputfaithinthecommissionofrevision,institutedbyAlexeiAlexandrovich,andmaintainedthatthereportofthecommissionwasrubbish,andsimplysomuchwastepaper。AlexeiAlexandrovich,withafollowingofthosewhosawthedangerofsorevolutionaryanattitudetoofficialdocuments,persistedinupholdingthestatementsobtainedbytherevisingcommission。Inconsequenceofthis,inthehigherspheres,andeveninsociety,allwaschaos,andalthougheveryonewasinterested,noonecouldtellwhetherthenativetribesreallywerebecomingimpoverishedandruined,orwhethertheywereinaflourishingcondition。ThepositionofAlexeiAlexandrovich,owingtothis,andpartlyowingtothecontemptlavishedonhimforhiswife’sinfidelity,becameveryprecarious。Andinthispositionhetookanimportantresolution。TotheastonishmentoftheCommission,heannouncedthatheshouldaskpermissiontogohimselftoinvestigatethequestiononthespot。Andhavingobtainedpermission,AlexeiAlexandrovichpreparedtosetofftotheseremoteprovinces。
AlexeiAlexandrovich’sdeparturecreatedagreatstir,themoresoasjustbeforehestartedheofficiallyreturnedthepostingfaresallowedhimfortwelvehorsestodrivetohisdestination。
`Ithinkitverynoble,’BetsysaidaboutthistothePrincessMiaghkaia。`Whytakemoneyforpostinghorseswheneveryoneknowsthattherearerailwayseverywherenow?’
ButPrincessMiaghkaiadidnotagree,andthePrincessTverskaia’sopinionannoyedherindeed。
`It’sallverywellforyoutotalk,’saidshe,`whenyouhaveIdon’tknowhowmanymillions;butIamverygladwhenmyhusbandgoesonarevisingtourinthesummer。It’sverygoodforhimandpleasanttravelingabout,andit’sasettledarrangementformetokeepacarriageandhiredcoachonthemoney。’
OnhiswaytotheremoteprovincesAlexeiAlexandrovichstoppedforthreedaysatMoscow。
Thedayafterhisarrivalhewenttocallonthegovernorgeneral。
AtthecrossroadsbyGazetnyLane,wheretherearealwayscrowdsofcarriagesandhiredsleighs,AlexeiAlexandrovichsuddenlyheardhisnamecalledoutinsuchaloudandcheerfulvoicethathecouldnothelplookinground。
Atthecornerofthepavement,inashort,stylishovercoatandalow-crownedfashionablehat,jauntilyaskew,withasmilethatshowedagleamofwhiteteethandredlips,stoodStepanArkadyevich,radiant,young,andbeaming。
Hecalledhimvigorouslyandurgently,andinsistedonhisstopping。Hehadonearmonthewindowofacarriagethatwasstoppingatthecorner,andoutofthewindowwerethrusttheheadsofaladyinavelvethat,andtwochildren。StepanArkadyevichwassmilingandbeckoningtohisbrother-in-law。
Theladysmiledakindlysmiletoo,andshetoowavedherhandtoAlexeiAlexandrovich。ItwasDollywithherchildren。
AlexeiAlexandrovichdidnotwanttoseeanyoneinMoscow,andleastofallhiswife’sbrother。Heraisedhishatandwouldhavedrivenon,butStepanArkadyevichtoldhiscoachmantostop,andranacrossthesnowtohim。
`Well,whatashamenottohaveletusknow!Beenherelong?I
wasatDussot’syesterdayandsaw``Karenin’onthevisitors’list,butitneverenteredmyheadthatitwasyou,’saidStepanArkadyevich,stickinghisheadinatthewindowofthecarriage,`orIshouldhavelookedyouup。Iamgladtoseeyou!’hesaid,knockingonefootagainsttheothertoshakethesnowoff。`Whatashameyoudidnotletusknow!’herepeated。
`Ihadnotime;Iamverybusy,’AlexeiAlexandrovichrespondeddryly。
`Cometomywife-shedoessowanttoseeyou。’
AlexeiAlexandrovichunfoldedtheruginwhichhisfrozenfeetwerewrapped,andgettingoutofhiscarriagemadehiswayoverthesnowtoDaryaAlexandrovna。
`Why,AlexeiAlexandrovich,whatareyoucuttinguslikethisfor?’saidDollysmiling。
`Iwasverybusy。Delightedtoseeyou!’hesaidinatoneclearlyindicatingthathewasannoyedbyit。`Howareyou?’
`Tellme,howismydarlingAnna?’
AlexeiAlexandrovichmumbledsomethingandwouldhavegoneon。
ButStepanArkadyevichstoppedhim。
`Itellyouwhatwe’lldotomorrow。Dolly,askhimtodinner。
We’llaskKoznishevandPestsov,soastoentertainhimwithourMoscowintellectuals。’
`Yes,please,docome,’saidDolly;`wewillexpectyouatfive-orsixo’clock,ifyoulike。HowismydarlingAnna?Howlong……’
`Sheisquitewell,’AlexeiAlexandrovichmumbled,frowning。`Delighted!’
andhemovedawaytowardhiscarriage。
`Youwillcome?’Dollycalledafterhim。
AlexeiAlexandrovichsaidsomethingwhichDollycouldnotcatchinthenoiseofthemovingcarriages。
`Ishallcomeroundtomorrow!’StepanArkadyevichshoutedtohim。
AlexeiAlexandrovichgotintohiscarriage,andburiedhimselfinitsoasneithertoseenortobeseen。
`Queerfish!’saidStepanArkadyevichtohiswife,and,glancingathiswatch,hemadeamotionofhishandbeforehisface,indicatingacaresstohiswifeandchildren,andwalkedjauntilyalongthepavement。
`Stiva!Stiva!’Dollycalled,reddening。
Heturnedround。
`Imustgetcoats,youknow,forGrishaandTania。Givemethemoney。’
`Nevermind;youtellthemI’llpaythebill!’andhevanished,noddinggeniallytoanacquaintancewhodroveby。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart4,Chapter07[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter7ThenextdaywasSunday。StepanArkadyevichwenttotheGrandTheatertoarehearsaloftheballet,andgaveMashaChibisova,aprettydancinggirlwhohadbeenengagedthroughhisprotection,thecoralnecklacehehadpromisedhertheeveningbefore,and,behindthescenes,inthedimdaylightofthetheater,managedtokissherprettylittleface,radiantoverthepresent。Besidesthegiftofthenecklacehewantedtoarrangeameetingwithheraftertheballet。Afterexplainingthathecouldnotcomeatthebeginningoftheballet,hepromisedhewouldcomeforthelastactandtakehertosupper。FromthetheaterStepanArkadyevichdrovetoOkhotnyRiad,selectedhimselfthefishandasparagusfordinner,andbytwelveo’clockwasatDussot’s,wherehehadtoseethreepeople,luckilyallstayingatthesamehotel:Levin,whohadrecentlycomebackfromabroadandwasstayingthere;thenewheadofhisboardwhohadjustbeenpromotedtothatposition,andhadcomeonatourofrevisiontoMoscow;andhisbrother-in-law,Karenin,whomhemustsee,soastobesureofbringinghimtodinner。
StepanArkadyevichlikeddining,butstillbetterhelikedtogiveadinner,small,butverychoice,bothasregardsthefoodanddrinkandasregardstheselectionofguests。Heparticularlylikedtheprogramofthatday’sdinner。Therewouldbefreshperch,asparagus,andlapiè;cederé;sistance-first-rate,butquiteplain,roastbeef,andwinestosuit:somuchfortheeatinganddrinking。KittyandLevinwouldbeoftheparty,and,sothatthismightnotbeobtrusivelyevident,therewouldbeagirlcousintoo,andyoungShcherbatsky,and-lapiecederesistanceamongtheguests-SergeiKoznishevandAlexeiAlexandrovich。SergeiIvanovichwasaMoscowman,andaphilosopher;AlexeiAlexandrovichaPeterburgman,andapracticalpolitician。Hewasasking,too,thewell-knowneccentricenthusiast,Pestsov,aliberal,agreattalker,amusician,ahistorian,andthemostdelightfullyyouthfulpersonoffifty,whowouldbeasauceorgarnishforKoznishevandKarenin。Hewouldprovokethemandsetthemoffagainstoneanother。
Thesecondinstallmentfortheforesthadbeenreceivedfromthemerchantandwasnotyetexhausted;Dollyhadbeenveryamiableandgood-humoredoflate,andtheideaofthedinnerpleasedStepanArkadyevichfromeverypointofview。Hewasinthemostlightheartedmood。Thereweretwocircumstancesalittleunpleasant,butthesetwocircumstancesweredrownedintheseaofgood-humoredgaietywhichfloodedthesoulofStepanArkadyevich。Thesetwocircumstanceswere:first,thatonmeetingAlexeiAlexandrovichthedaybeforeinthestreetStivahadnoticedthatthelatterwascoldandreservedwithhim,andputtingtogethertheexpressionofAlexeiAlexandrovich’sface,andthefactthathehadnotcometoseethem,orletthemknowofhisarrival,withtherumorshehadheardaboutAnnaandVronsky,StepanArkadyevichguessedthatsomethingwaswrongbetweenthehusbandandwife。
Thatwasonedisagreeablething。Theotherslightlydisagreeablefactwasthatthenewheadofhisboard,likeallnewheads,alreadyhadthereputationofaterribleperson,whogotupatsixo’clockinthemorning,workedlikeahorse,andinsistedonhissubordinatesworkinginthesameway。Moreover,thisnewheadhadthefurtherreputationofbeingabearinhismanners,andwas,accordingtoallreports,amanofaclassinallrespectstheoppositeofthattowhichhispredecessorhadbelonged,andtowhichStepanArkadyevichhadhithertobelongedhimself。OnthepreviousdayStepanArkadyevichhadappearedattheofficeinauniform,andthenewchiefhadbeenveryaffableandhadtalkedtohimastoanacquaintance。