TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart6,Chapter31[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter31ThenewlyelectedmarshalandmanyofthesuccessfulpartydinedthatdaywithVronsky。
VronskyhadcometotheelectionspartlybecausehewasboredinthecountryandwantedtoshowAnnahisrighttoindependence,andalsotorepaySviiazhskybyhissupportattheelectionforallthetroublehehadtakenforVronskyattheZemstvoelection,butchieflyforthestrictperformanceofallthosedutiesofanoblemanandlandownerwhichhehadtakenuponhimself。Buthehadnotintheleastexpectedthattheelectionwouldinteresthimso,sokeenlyexcitehim,andthathewouldbesogoodatthiskindofthing。Hewasquiteanewmaninthecircleofthenobilityoftheprovince,buthissuccesswasunmistakable,andhewasnotwronginsupposingthathehadalreadyobtainedacertaininfluence。Thisinfluencewasduetohiswealthandaristocracy;thecapitalhouseinthetownlenthimbyhisoldfriendShirkov,whohadapostinthedepartmentoffinancesandwasdirectorofaflourishingbankinKashin;theexcellentcookVronskyhadbroughtfromthecountry;andhisfriendshipwiththegovernor,whowasaschoolfellowofVronsky-aschoolfellowhehadpatronizedandprotectedindeed。Butwhatcontributedmorethanalltohissuccesswashisdirect,equablemannerwitheveryone,whichveryquicklymadethemajorityofthenoblemenreversethecurrentopinionofhissupposedhaughtiness。Hewashimselfconsciousthat,exceptforthatmadgentlemanmarriedtoKittyShcherbatskaia,whohadà;proposdebottespouredoutastreamofirrelevantabsurditieswithsuchspitefulfury,everynoblemanwithwhomhehadmadeacquaintancehadbecomehisadherent。Hesawclearly,andotherpeoplerecognizedit,too,thathehaddoneagreatdealtosecurethesuccessofNeviedovsky。Andnowathisowntable,celebratingNeviedovsky’selection,hewasexperiencinganagreeablesenseoftriumphoverthesuccessofhiscandidate。Theelectionitselfhadsofascinatedhimthat,ifhecouldsucceedingettingmarriedduringthenextthreeyears,hebegantothinkofrunningforofficehimself-muchas,afterwinningaraceriddenbyajockey,hehadlongedtoridearacehimself。
Todayhewascelebratingthesuccessofhisjockey。Vronskysatattheheadofthetable,onhisrighthandsattheyounggovernor,ageneralofhighrank。Toalltheresthewasthemasteroftheprovince,whohadsolemnlyopenedtheelectionswithhisspeech,andarousedafeelingofrespectandevenofaweinmanypeople,asVronskysaw;toVronskyhewasKatkaMaslov-thathadbeenhisnicknameinthePages’Corps-whomhefelttobeshyandtriedtoputatease。OnthelefthandsatNeviedovskywithhisyouthful,stubborn,andvenomouscountenance。WithhimVronskywassimpleanddeferential。
Sviiazhskytookhisfailureverylightheartedly。Itwasindeednofailureinhiseyes,ashesaidhimself,turning,glassinhand,toNeviedovsky:theycouldnothavefoundabetterrepresentativeofthenewmovement,whichthenobilityoughttofollow。Andsoeveryhonestperson,ashesaid,wasonthesideoftoday’ssuccessandwascelebratingoverit。
StepanArkadyevichwasglad,too,becausehewashavingagoodtime,andbecauseeveryonewaspleased。Theepisodesoftheelectionsservedasagoodoccasionforacapitaldinner。Sviiazhskycomicallyimitatedthetearfuldiscourseofmarshal,andobserved,addressingNeviedovsky,thatHisExcellencywouldhavetoselectanother,morecomplicatedmethodofauditingaccountsthantears。Anothernoblemanjocoselydescribedhowfootmeninstockingshadbeenimportedforthemarshal’sball,andhownowtheywouldhavetobesentbackunlessthenewmarshalwouldgiveaballwithfootmeninstockings。
ContinuallyduringdinnertheysaidofNeviedovsky:`OurMarshal’
and`YourExcellency。’
Thiswassaidwiththesamepleasurewithwhichayoungwifeiscalled`Madame’andbyherhusband’sname。Neviedovskyaffectedtobenotmerelyindifferentbutscornfulofthisappellation,butitwasobviousthathewashighlydelighted,andhadtokeepacurbonhimselfnottobetraythetriumphwhichwasunsuitabletotheirnew,liberalparty。
Inthecourseofdinnerseveraltelegramsweresenttopeopleinterestedintheresultoftheelection。AndStepanArkadyevich,whowasinhighspirits,sentDaryaAlexandrovnaatelegram:`Neviedovskyelectedbytwentyvotes。Congratulations。Tellpeople。’Hedictateditaloud,saying:
`Wemustletthemshareourrejoicing。’DaryaAlexandrovna,gettingthemessage,simplysighedovertheroublewastedonit,andunderstoodthatitwasanafterdinneraffair。SheknewStivahadaweaknessafterdiningforfairejouerleté;lé;graphe。
Everything,togetherwiththeexcellentdinnerandthewine,notfromRussianmerchants,butimporteddirectfromabroad,wasextremelydignified,simple,andenjoyable。Theparty-sometwenty-hadbeenselectedbySviiazhskyfromamongthemoreactivenewliberals,allofthesamewayofthinking,whowereatthesametimecleverandwell-bred。Theydrank,alsohalfinjest,tothehealthofthenewmarshaloftheprovince,ofthegovernor,ofthebankdirector,andof`ouramiablehost。’
Vronskywassatisfied。Hehadneverexpectedtofindsopleasantatoneintheprovinces。
Towardtheendofdinneritwasstillmorelively。ThegovernoraskedVronskytocometoaconcertforthebenefitofthebrethrenwhichhiswife,whowasanxioustomakehisacquaintance,hadbeengettingup:
`There’llbeaball,andyou’llseethebelleoftheprovince。
Worthseeing,really。’
`Notinmyline,’Vronskyanswered。HelikedthatEnglishphrase。
Buthesmiled,andpromisedtocome。
Beforetheyrosefromthetable,whenallofthemweresmoking,Vronsky’svaletwentuptohimwithaletteronatray。
`FromVozdvizhenskoebyspecialmessenger,’hesaidwithasignificantexpression。
`Astonishing!HowlikeheistothedeputyprosecutorSventitsky,’
saidoneoftheguestsinFrenchofthevalet,whileVronsky,frowning,readtheletter。
TheletterwasfromAnna。Beforehereadtheletter,heknewitscontents。Expectingtheelectionstobeoverinfivedays,hehadpromisedtobebackonFriday。TodaywasSaturday,andheknewthatthelettercontainedreproachesfornotbeingbackatthetimefixed。Theletterhehadsentthepreviouseveninghadprobablynotreachedheryet。
Theletterwaswhathehadexpected,buttheformofitwasunexpected,andparticularlydisagreeabletohim。`Annieisveryill,thedoctorsaysitmaybeinflammationofthelungs。Iamlosingmyheadallalone。PrincessVarvaraisnohelp,butahindrance。Iexpectedyouthedaybeforeyesterday,andyesterday,andnowIamsendingtofindoutwhereyouareandwhatyouaredoing。Iwantedtocomemyself,butthoughtbetterofit,knowingyouwoulddislikeit。Sendsomeanswer,thatImayknowwhattodo。’
Thechildill,yetshehadthoughtofcomingherself。Theirdaughterill-andthishostiletone。
Theinnocentfestivitiesovertheelection,andthisgloomy,burdensomelovetowhichhehadtoreturn,struckVronskybytheircontrast。Buthehadtogo,andbythefirsttrainthatnighthesetoffhome。
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart6,Chapter32[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter32BeforeVronsky’sdeparturefortheelections,Annahadreflectedthatthescenesconstantlyrepeatedbetweenthemeachtimehelefthomemightonlymakehimcoldtoherinsteadofattachinghimtoher,andresolvedtodoallshecouldtocontrolherselfsoastobearthepartingwithcomposure。
Butthecold,severeglancewithwhichhehadlookedatherwhenhecametotellherhewasgoinghadwoundedher,andbeforehehadstartedherpeaceofmindwasdestroyed。
Insolitude,later,thinkingoverthatglancewhichhadexpressedhisrighttofreedom,shecame,asshealwaysdid,tothesamepoint-
thesenseofherownhumiliation。`Hehastherighttogoawaywhenandwherehechooses。Notsimplytogoaway,buttoleaveme。Hehaseveryright,andIhavenone。Butknowingthat,heoughtnottodoit。Whathashedone,though?……Helookedatmewithacold,severeexpression。Ofcoursethatissomethingindefinable,impalpable,butithasneverbeensobefore,andthatglancemeansagreatdeal,’shethought。`Thatglanceshowsthebeginningofcoolness。’
Andthoughshefeltsurethatacoolnesswasbeginning,therewasnothingshecoulddo;shecouldnotinanywayalterherrelationstohim。Justasbefore,onlybyloveandbycharmcouldshekeephim。Andso,justasbefore,onlybyoccupationintheday,bymorphineatnight,couldshestiflethefearfulthoughtofwhatwouldcomeifheceasedtoloveher。Itistruetherewasstillonemeans;nottokeephim-forthatshewantednothingmorethanhislove-buttobenearertohim,tobeinsuchapositionthathewouldnotleaveher。Thatmeanswasdivorceandmarriage。Andshebegantolongforthat,andmadeuphermindtoagreetoitthefirsttimeheorStivaapproachedheronthesubject。
Absorbedinsuchthoughts,shepassedfivedayswithouthim,thefivedaysthathewastobeabsent。
Walks,conversationwithPrincessVarvara,visitstothehospital,and,mostofall,reading-readingofonebookafteranother-filleduphertime。Butonthesixthday,whenthecoachmancamebackwithouthim,andshefeltthatnowshewasutterlyincapableofstiflingthethoughtofhimandofwhathewasdoingthere-justatthattimeherlittlegirlwastakenill。Annabegantolookafterher,buteventhatdidnotdistracthermind,especiallyastheillnesswasnotserious。Howeverhardshetried,shecouldnotlovethislittlechild,andtofeignlovewasbeyondherpowers。Towardtheeveningofthatday,stillalone,Annawasinsuchapanicabouthimthatshedecidedtostartforthetown,butonsecondthoughtwrotehimthecontradictoryletterthatVronskyreceived,and,withoutreadingitthrough,sentitoffbyaspecialmessenger。Thenextmorningshereceivedhisletterandregrettedherown。Shedreadedarepetitionoftheseverelookhehadflungatheratparting,especiallywhenhewouldlearnthatthebabywasnotdangerouslyill。Butstill,shewasgladshehadwrittentohim。BynowAnnawasadmittingtoherselfthatshewasaburdentohim,thathewouldrelinquishhisfreedomregretfullytoreturntoher,andinspiteofthatshewasgladhewascoming。Lethimwearyofher,buthewouldbeherewithher,sothatshewouldseehim,wouldknowofeveryactionhetook。
Shewassittinginthedrawingroomnearalamp,withanewvolumeofTaine,and,assheread,listeningtothesoundofthewindoutside,andeveryminuteexpectingthecarriagetoarrive。Severaltimesshehadfanciedsheheardthesoundofwheels,butshehadbeenmistaken。Atlastsheheardnotthesoundofwheels,butthecoachman’sshoutandthedullrumbleinthecoveredentry。EvenPrincessVarvara,playingsolitaire,confirmedthis,andAnna,flushinghotly,gotup;but,insteadofgoingdown,asshehaddonetwicebefore,shestoodstill。Shesuddenlyfeltashamedofherduplicity,butevenmoreshedreadedhowhemightmeether。
Allfeelingofwoundedpridehadpassednow;shewasonlyafraidoftheexpressionofhisdispleasure。Sherememberedthatherchildhadbeenperfectlywellagainforthelastday。Shefeltpositivelyvexedwithherforgettingbetterfromtheverymomentherletterwassentoff。Thenshethoughtofhim,thathewashere-allofhim,withhishands,hiseyes。Sheheardhisvoice。Andforgettingeverything,sheranjoyfullytomeethim。
`Well,howisAnnie?’hesaidapprehensivelyfrombelow,lookinguptoAnnaassherandowntohim。
Hewassittingonachair,andafootmanwaspullingoffhiswarmoverboots。
`Oh,sheisbetter。’
`Andyou?’hesaid,shakinghimself。
Shetookhishandinbothofhers,anddrewittoherwaist,nevertakinghereyesoffhim。
`Well,I’mglad,’hesaid,coldlyscanningher,herhair,herdress,whichheknewshehadputonforhim。Allwascharming,buthowmanytimesithadcharmedhim!Andthestern,stonyexpressionthatshesodreadedsettleduponhisface。
`Well,I’mglad。Andareyouwell?’hesaid,wipinghisdampbeardwithhishandkerchiefandkissingherhand。
`Nevermind,’shethought,`onlylethimbehere,andsolongashe’sherehecannot,hedarenot,ceasetoloveme。’
TheeveningwasspenthappilyandgailyinthepresenceofPrincessVarvara,whocomplainedtohimthatAnnahadbeentakingmorphineinhisabsence。
`WhatamItodo?Icouldn’tsleep……Mythoughtspreventedme。
Whenhe’shereInevertakeit-hardlyever。’
Hetoldherabouttheelection,andAnnaknewhowbyadroitquestionstobringhimtowhatgavehimmostpleasure-hisownsuccess。Shetoldhimofeverythingthatinterestedhimathome;andallthatshetoldhimwasofthemostcheerfuldescription。
Butlateintheevening,whentheywerealone,Anna,seeingthatshehadregainedcompletepossessionofhim,wantedtoerasethepainfulimpressionoftheglancehehadgivenherforherletter。Shesaid:
`Tellmefrankly,youwerevexedatgettingmyletter,andyoudidn’tbelieveme?’
Assoonasshehadsaidit,shefeltthathoweverwarmhisfeelingsweretoher,hehadnotforgivenherforthat。
`Yes,’hesaid,`theletterwassostrange。First,Annieill,andthenyouthoughtofcomingyourself。’
`Itwasallthetruth。’
`Oh,Idon’tdoubtit。’
`Yes,youdodoubtit。Youarevexed,Isee。’
`Notforonemoment。I’monlyvexed,that’strue,thatyouseemsomehowunwillingtoadmitthatthereareduties……’
`Thedutyofgoingtoaconcert……’
`Butwewon’ttalkaboutit,’hesaid。
`Whynottalkaboutit?’shesaid。
`Ionlymeanttosaythatmattersofrealimportancemayturnup。Now,forinstance,IshallhavetogotoMoscowtoarrangeaboutthehouse……Oh,Anna,whyareyousoirritable?Don’tyouknowthatIcan’tlivewithoutyou?’
`Ifso,’saidAnna,hervoicesuddenlychanging,`itmeansthatyouaresickofthislife……Yes,youwillcomeforadayandgoaway,asmendo……’
`Anna,that’scruel。Iamreadytogiveupmywholelife。’
Butshedidnothearhim。
`IfyougotoMoscow,Iwillgotoo。Iwillnotstayhere。Eitherwemustseparateorelselivetogether。’
`Why,youknow,that’smyonedesire。Buttodothat……’
`Wemustgetadivorce。Iwillwritetohim。IseeIcannotgoonlikethis……ButIwillcomewithyoutoMoscow。’
`Youtalkasifyouwerethreateningme。ButIdesirenothingsomuchasnevertobepartedfromyou,’saidVronsky,smiling。
Butashesaidthesewordstheregleamedinhiseyesnotmerelyacoldlook,butthevindictivelookofamanpersecutedandmadecruel。
Shesawthelookandcorrectlydivineditsmeaning。
`And,ifthingshavecometosuchapass,it’sacalamity!’thatglancetoldher。Itwasamoment’simpression,butsheneverforgotit。
Annawrotetoherhusbandaskinghimaboutadivorce,andtowardtheendofNovember,takingleaveofPrincessVarvara,whowantedtogotoPeterburg,shewentwithVronskytoMoscow。ExpectingeverydayananswerfromAlexeiAlexandrovich,andafterthatthedivorce,theynowestablishedthemselvestogether,likemarriedpeople。
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart7,Chapter01[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]PARTSEVENChapter1TheLevinshadbeentwomonthsinMoscow。Thedatehadlongpassedonwhich,accordingtothemosttrustworthycalculationsofpeoplelearnedinsuchmatters,Kittyshouldhavebeenconfined。Butshewasstillabout,andtherewasnothingtoshowthathertimewasanynearerthantwomonthsago。Thedoctor,themidwife,andDollyandhermother,andmostofallLevin,whocouldnotthinkoftheapproachingeventwithoutterror,begantobeimpatientanduneasy。Kittywastheonlypersonwhofeltperfectlycalmandhappy。
Shewasdistinctlyconsciousnowofthebirthofanewfeelingofloveforthefuturechild,forhertosomeextentactuallyexistingalready,andshebroodedblissfullyoverthisfeeling。Hewasnotbynowaltogetherapartofherself,butsometimeslivedhisownlifeindependentlyofher。Oftenthisseparatebeinggaveherpain,butatthesametimeshewantedtolaughwithastrangenewjoy。
Allthepeopleshelovedwerewithher,andallweresogoodtoher,soattentivelylookingoutforher,soentirelypleasantwaseverythingpresentedtoher,thatifshehadnotknownandfeltthatitmustallsoonbeover,shecouldnothavewishedforabetterandpleasanterlife。Theonlythingthatspoiledthecharmofthismodeoflifewasthathereherhusbandwasnotasshelovedhimtobe,andashewasinthecountry。
Shelikedhisserene,friendly,andhospitablemannerinthecountry。
Inthetownheseemedcontinuallyuneasyandonhisguard,asthoughhewereafraidsomeonewouldberudetohim,and,stillmore,toher。Athomeinthecountry,definitelyknowinghimselftobeinhisrightplace,hewasneverinhastetobeoffelsewhere,wasoccupiedallthetime。Hereintownhewasinacontinualhurry,asthoughafraidofmissingsomething,andyethehadnothingtodo。Andshefeltpityforhim。Toothers,sheknew,hedidnotappearanobjectofpity;onthecontrary,whenKittylookedathiminsociety,asonesometimeslooksatthoseoneloves,tryingtoseehimasifhewereastranger,soastocatchtheimpressionhemustmakeonothers,shesawwithapanicevenofjealousfearthathewasfarindeedfrombeingapitiablefigure,thathewasveryattractivewithhishonesty,hisratherold-fashioned,reservedcourtesytowomen,hispowerfulfigure,andstriking,asshethought,andexpressiveface。Butshesawhimnotfromwithout,butfromwithin;shesawthatherehewasnothimself;
thatwastheonlywayshecoulddefinehisconditiontoherself。Sometimessheinwardlyreproachedhimforhisinabilitytoliveinthetown;sometimessherecognizedthatitwasreallyhardforhimtoorderhislifeheresothathecouldbesatisfiedwithit。
Whathadhetodo,indeed?Hedidnotcareforcards;hedidnotgotoaclub。SpendingthetimewithjovialgentlemenofOblonsky’stype-sheknewnowwhatthatmeant……itmeantdrinking,andgoingsomewhereafterdrinking。Shecouldnotthinkwithouthorrorofwheremenwentonsuchoccasions。Washetogointosociety?Butsheknewhecouldonlyfindsatisfactioninthatifhetookpleasureinthesocietyofyoungwomen,andthatshecouldnotwishfor。Shouldhestayathomewithher,hermother,andhersisters?Butmuchasshelikedandenjoyedtheirconversationsforeveronthesamesubjects-`Alines-Nadines,’astheoldPrincecalledthesisters’talks-sheknewitmustborehim。Whatwasthereleftforhimtodo?Togoonwritinghisbook?Hehadindeedattemptedtodoit;
andatfirstheusedtogotothelibraryandmakeextractsandlookupreferencesforhisbook,but,ashetoldher,themorehedidnothing,thelesstimehehadtodoanything。Andbesides,hecomplainedthathehadtalkedtoomuchabouthisbookhere,andthatconsequentlyallhisideasaboutitweremuddledandhadlosttheirinterestforhim。
Oneadvantageinthistownlifewasthatquarrelshardlyeverhappenedbetweenthemhereintown。Whetheritwasthattheirconditions,intown,weredifferent,orthattheyhadbothbecomemorecarefulandsensibleinthatrespect,theyhadnoquarrelsinMoscowfromjealousy,whichtheyhadsodreadedwhentheymovedfromthecountry。
Oneevent,aneventofgreatimportancetobothfromthatpointofview,didindeedhappen-whichwasKitty’smeetingwithVronsky。
TheoldPrincessMaryaBorissovna,Kitty’sgodmother,whohadalwaysbeenveryfondofher,hadinsistedonseeingher。Kitty,thoughshedidnotgointosocietyatallonaccountofhercondition,wentwithherfathertoseethevenerableoldlady,andtheremetVronsky。
TheonlythingKittycouldreproachherselfforatthismeetingwasthatattheinstantwhensherecognizedinhisciviliandressthefeaturesoncesofamiliartoher,herbreathfailedher,thebloodrushedtoherheart,andavividblush-shefeltit-overspreadherface。Butthislastedonlyafewseconds。Beforeherfather,whopurposelybegantalkinginaloudvoicetoVronsky,hadfinished,shewasperfectlyreadytolookatVronsky,tospeaktohim,ifnecessary,exactlyasshespoketoPrincessMaryaBorissovna,and,morethanthat,todosoinsuchawaythateverything,tothefaintestintonationandsmilewouldhavebeenapprovedbyherhusband,whoseunseenpresencesheseemedtofeelaboutheratthatinstant。
Shesaidafewwordstohim,evensmiledserenelyathisjokeabouttheelections,whichhecalled`ourparliament。’Shehadtosmiletoshowshesawthejoke。ButsheturnedawayimmediatelytoPrincessMaryaBorissovna,anddidnotonceglanceathimtillhegotuptogo;
thenshelookedathim,butevidentlyonlybecauseitwouldbeuncivilnottolookatamanwhenheissayinggood-by。
ShewasgratefultoherfatherforsayingnothingtoherabouttheirmeetingVronsky,butshesawbyhisspecialwarmthtoherafterthevisit,duringtheirusualwalk,thathewaspleasedwithher。Shewaspleasedwithherself。Shehadnotexpectedshewouldhavehadthepower,whilekeepingsomewhereinthebottomofherheartallthememoriesofheroldfeelingforVronsky,notonlytoseem,buttobe,perfectlyindifferentandcomposedwithhim。
LevinflushedagreatdealmorethanshewhenshetoldhimshehadmetVronskyatPrincessMaryaBorissovna’s。Itwasveryhardforhertotellhimthis,butstillhardertogoonspeakingofthedetailsofthemeeting,ashedidnotquestionher,butsimplygazedatherwithafrown。
`Iamverysorryyouweren’tthere,’shesaid。`Itwasn’tsomuchthefactthatyouweren’tintheroom……Icouldn’thavebeensonaturalinyourpresence……Iamblushingnowmuchmore-much,muchmore,’shesaid,blushingtillthetearscameintohereyes。`Butit’sapityyoucouldn’thavelookedthroughapeephole。’
ThetruthfuleyestoldLevinthatshewassatisfiedwithherself,and,inspiteofherblushinghewasquicklyreassuredandbeganquestioningher,whichwasallshewanted。Whenhehadheardeverything,eventothedetailthatforthefirstsecondshecouldnothelpflushing,butthatafterwardshewasjustasdirectandasmuchathereaseaswithanychanceacquaintance,Levinwasquitehappyagainandsaidhewasgladofit,andwouldnotnowbehaveasstupidlyashehaddoneattheelection,butwouldtrythefirsttimehemetVronskytobeasfriendlyaspossible。
`It’ssowretchedtofeelthatthere’sanymanwhoisalmostyourenemy,andwhomit’spainfultomeet,’saidLevin。`I’mvery,veryglad。’
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart7,Chapter02[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter2`Dogothen,please,andcallontheBols,’Kittysaidtoherhusband,whenhecameintoseeherateleveno’clockbeforegoingout。`Iknowyouarediningattheclub;papaputdownyourname。Butwhatareyougoingtodointhemorning?’
`IamonlygoingtoKatavassov,’answeredLevin。
`Whysoearly?’
`HepromisedtointroducemetoMetrov。Iwantedtotalktohimaboutmywork。He’sadistinguishedsavantfromPeterburg,’saidLevin。
`Yes;wasn’tithisarticleyouwerepraisingso?Well,andafterthat?’saidKitty。
`Ishallgotothecourt,perhaps,aboutmysister’sbusiness。’
`Andtheconcert?’shequeried。
`Ishan’tgothereallalone。’
`No?Dogo;therearegoingtobesomenewthings……Thatusedtointerestyouso。Ishouldcertainlygo。’
`Well,anyway,Ishallcomehomebeforedinner,’hesaid,lookingathiswatch。
`Putonyourfrockcoat,sothatyoucangostraighttocallonCountessBol。’
`Butisitabsolutelynecessary?’
`Oh,absolutely!Hehasbeentoseeus。Come,whatisit?Yougoin,sitdown,talkforfiveminutesoftheweather,getup,andgoaway。’
`Oh,youwouldn’tbelieveit!I’vegotsooutofthewayofallthisthatitmakesmefeelpositivelyashamed。It’ssuchahorriblethingtodo!Acompleteoutsiderwalksin,sitsdown,staysonwithnothingtodo,wastestheirtimeandupsetshimself,andthengoesaway!’
Kittylaughed。
`Why,Isupposeyouusedtopaycallsbeforeyouweremarried,didn’tyou?’
`Yes,Idid,butIalwaysfeltashamed,andnowI’msounaccustomedtoitthat,byGod,I’dsoonergotwodaysrunningwithoutmydinnerthanpaythiscall!One’ssoashamed!Ifeelallthewhilethatthey’reannoyed,thatthey’resaying:Whathashecomefor?’
`No,theywon’t。I’llanswerforthat,’saidKitty,lookingintohisfacewithalaugh。Shetookhishand。`Well,good-by……Dogo,please。’
Hewasjustgoingoutafterkissinghiswife’shand,whenshestoppedhim。
`Kostia,doyouknowI’veonlyfiftyroublesleft?’
`Oh,allright,I’llgotothebankandgetsome。Howmuch?’hesaid,withtheexpressionofdissatisfactionsheknewsowell。
`No,waitaminute。’Sheheldhishand。`Let’stalkaboutit,itworriesme。Iseemtospendnothingunnecessarily,butmoneyseemssimplytoflyaway。Wedon’tmanagewell,somehow。’
`Notatall,’hesaidwithalittlecough,lookingatherfromunderhisbrows。
Thatcoughsheknewwell。Itwasasignofintensedissatisfaction,notwithher,butwithhimself。Hecertainlywasdispleased,notatsomuchmoneybeingspent,butatbeingremindedofwhathe,knowingsomethingwasunsatisfactory,wantedtoforget。
`IhavetoldSokolovtosellthewheat,andtoborrowanadvanceonthemill。Weshallhavemoneyenoughinanycase。’
`Yes,butI’mafraidthataltogetherit’stoomuch……’
`Notatall,notatall,’herepeated。`Well,good-by,darling。’
`No,I’mreallysorrysometimesthatIlistenedtomamma。Howniceitwouldhavebeeninthecountry!Asitis,I’mworryingyouall,andwe’rewastingourmoney。’
`Notatall,notatall。NotoncesinceI’vebeenmarriedhaveIsaidthatthingscouldhavebeenbetterthantheyare……’
`Truly?’shesaid,lookingintohiseyes。
Hehadsaiditwithoutthinking,simplytoconsoleher。Butwhenheglancedatherandsawthosesweettruthfuleyesfastenedquestioninglyonhim,herepeateditwithhiswholeheart。`Iwaspositivelyforgettingher,’hethought。Andherememberedwhatwasbeforethem,sosoontocome。
`Willitbesoon?Howdoyoufeel?’hewhispered,takinghertwohands。
`Ihavesooftenthoughtso,thatnowIdon’tthinkaboutit,orknowanythingaboutit。’
`Andyou’renotfrightened?’
Shesmiledcontemptuously。
`Nottheleastlittlebit,’shesaid。
`Well,ifanythinghappens,IshallbeatKatavassov’s。’
`No,nothingwillhappen,anddon’tthinkaboutit。I’mgoingforawalkontheboulevardwithpapa。We’regoingtoseeDolly。Ishallexpectyoubeforedinner。Oh,yes!DoyouknowthatDolly’spositionisbecomingutterlyimpossible?She’sindebtallround;shehasn’tapenny。
WeweretalkingyesterdaywithmammaandArsenii’thiswashersister’shusband,Lvov,`andwedeterminedtosendyouwithhimtotalktoStiva。
It’sreallyunbearable。Onecan’tspeaktopapaaboutit……Butifyouandhe……’
`Why,whatcanwedo?’saidLevin。
`You’llbeatArsenii’s,anyway;talktohim-hewilltellyouwhatwedecided。’
`Oh,IagreetoeverythingArseniithinksbeforehand。I’llgoandseehim。Bytheway,ifIdogototheconcert,I’llgowithNatalie。
Well,good-by。’
OnthestepsLevinwasstoppedbyhisoldservantKouzma,whohadbeenwithhimbeforehismarriage,andnowlookedaftertheirhouseholdintown。
`LittleAdonis’thatwastheleftshafthorsebroughtupfromthecountry`hasbeenshodanew,butsheisstilllame,’hesaid。`WhatdoesYourHonorwishtobedone?’
DuringthefirstpartoftheirstayinMoscow,Levinhadusedhisownhorsesbroughtupfromthecountry。Hehadtriedtoarrangethispartoftheirexpensesinthebestandcheapestwaypossible;butitappearedthattheirownhorsescamedearerthanhiredhorses,andtheystillhiredadditionalhorses。
`Sendfortheveterinary-theremaybeabruise。’
`AndforKaterinaAlexandrovna?’askedKouzma。
LevinwasnotbynowstruckashehadbeenatfirstbythefactthattogetinMoscowfromtheVozdvizhenkatotheSsivtzev-Vrazhekhehadtohavetwopowerfulhorsesputintoaheavycarriage,totakethecarriageaquarterofaverstathroughthesnowymushandtokeepitstandingtherefourhours,payingfiveroubleseverytime。
Nowitseemedquitenatural。
`Hireapairforourcarriagefromtheliverystable,’saidhe。
`Yes,sir。’
Andso,simplyandeasily,thankstothefacilitiesoftownlife,Levinsettledaquestionwhich,inthecountry,wouldhavecalledforsomuchpersonaltroubleandexertion,and,goingoutonthesteps,hecalledasleigh,satdown,anddrovetotheNikitskaia。Onthewayhethoughtnomoreofmoney,butmusedontheintroductionthatawaitedhimtothePeterburgsavant,awriteronsociology,andwhathewouldsaytohimabouthisbook。
OnlyduringthefirstdaysofhisstayinMoscowLevinhadbeenstruckbytheexpenditure,strangetoonelivinginthecountry,unproductivebutinevitable,thatwasexpectedofhimoneveryside。Butbynowhehadgrownusedtoit。Thathadhappenedtohiminthismatterwhichissaidtohappentodrunkards-thefirstglasssticksinthethroat,thesecondfliesdownlikeahawk,butafterthethirdthey’reliketinylittlebirds。
WhenLevinhadchangedhisfirsthundred-roublenotetopayforliveriesforhisfootmanandhallporterhecouldnothelpreflectingthattheseliverieswereofnousetoanyone-buttheywereindubitablynecessary,tojudgebytheamazementofthePrincessandKittywhenhesuggestedthattheymightdowithoutliveries-thattheseliverieswouldcostthewagesoftwolaborersforthesummer-thatis,wouldpayforaboutthreehundredworkingdaysfromEastertothefastofAdvent,andeachadayofhardworkfromearlymorningtolateevening-andthathundred-roublenotedidstickinhisthroat。Butthenextnote,changedtopayforprovidingadinnerfortheirrelations,thatcosttwenty-eightroubles,thoughitdidexciteinLevinthereflectionthattwenty-eightroublesmeantninechetvertsofoats,whichmenwouldwithgroansandsweathavereapedandboundandthreshedandwinnowedandsiftedandsown-thisnextonehepartedwithmoreeasily。Andnowthenoteshechangednolongerarousedsuchreflections,andtheyflewofflikelittlebirds。Whetherthelabordevotedtoobtainingthemoneycorrespondedtothepleasuregivenbywhatwasboughtwithit,wasaconsiderationhehadlongagodismissed。Hisbusinesscalculationthattherewasacertainpricebelowwhichhecouldnotsellcertaingrainwasforgottentoo。Therye,forthepriceofwhichhehadsolongheldout,hadbeensoldforfiftykopecksachetvertcheaperthanithadbeenfetchingamonthago。Eventheconsiderationthatwithsuchanexpenditurehecouldnotgoonlivingforayearwithoutdebt,eventhathadnoforce。Onlyonethingwasessential:tohavemoneyinthebank,withoutinquiringwhereitcamefrom,soastoknowthatonehadthewherewithaltobuymeatfortomorrow。Andthisconditionhadhithertobeenfulfilled;hehadalwayshadthemoneyinthebank。Butnowthemoneyinthebankhadgone,andhecouldnotquitetellwheretogetthenextinstallment。Andthisitwaswhich,atthemomentwhenKittyhadmentionedmoney,haddisturbedhim;buthehadnotimetothinkaboutit。Hedroveoff,thinkingofKatavassovandthemeetingwithMetrovwhichwasbeforehim。
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart7,Chapter03[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter3Levinhadonthisvisittotownseenagreatdealofhisoldfriendattheuniversity,ProfessorKatavassov,whomhehadnotseensincehismarriage。
HelikedinKatavassovtheclearnessandsimplicityofhisconceptionoflife。LevinthoughtthattheclearnessofKatavassov’sconceptionoflifewasduetothepovertyofhisnature;KatavassovthoughtthatthedisconnectednessofLevin’sideaswasduetohislackofintellectualdiscipline;butLevinenjoyedKatavassov’sclearness,andKatavassovenjoyedtheabundanceofLevin’suntrainedideas,andtheylikedtomeetandtodispute。
LevinhadreadtoKatavassovsomepartsofhisbook,andhehadlikedthem。OnthepreviousdayKatavassovhadmetLevinatapubliclectureandtoldhimthatthecelebratedMetrov,whosearticleLevinhadsomuchliked,wasinMoscow,thathehadbeenmuchinterestedbywhatKatavassovhadtoldhimaboutLevin’swork,andthathewascomingtoseehimtomorrowateleven,andwouldbeverygladtomakeLevin’sacquaintance。
`You’repositivelyareformedcharacter,mydear,I’mgladtosee,’saidKatavassov,meetingLevininthelittledrawingroom。`Iheardthebellandthought:Impossible!Itcan’tbeheattheexacttime!……
Well,whatdoyousaytotheMontenegrinsnow?They’rearaceofwarriors。’
`Why,what’shappened?’askedLevin。
Katavassovinafewwordstoldhimthelastpieceofnewsfromthewar,and,goingintohisstudy,introducedLevintoashort,thicksetmanofpleasantappearance。ThiswasMetrov。TheconversationtouchedforabriefspaceonpoliticsandonhowrecenteventswerelookedatinthehigherspheresinPeterburg。Metrovrepeatedasayingthathadreachedhimthroughamosttrustworthysource,reportedashavingbeenutteredonthissubjectbytheCzarandoneoftheministers。KatavassovhadheardalsoonexcellentauthoritythattheCzarhadsaidsomethingquitedifferent。
Levintriedtoimaginecircumstancesinwhichbothsayingsmighthavebeenuttered,andtheconversationonthattopicdropped。
`Yes,herehe’spracticallywrittenabookonthenaturalconditionsofthelaborerinrelationtotheland,’saidKatavassov;`I’mnotaspecialist,butI,asastudentofnaturalscience,waspleasedathisnottakingmankindassomethingoutsidebiologicallaws;but,onthecontrary,perceivinghisdependenceonhissurroundings,andinthatdependenceseekingthelawsofhisdevelopment。’
`That’sveryinteresting,’saidMetrov。
`Totellthetruth,Ibegantowriteabookonagriculture;but,studyingthechiefinstrumentofagriculture,thelaborer,’saidLevin,reddening,`Icouldnothelpcomingtoquiteunexpectedresults。’
AndLevinbegancarefully,asthoughfeelinghisground,toexpoundhisviews。HeknewMetrovhadwrittenanarticleagainstthegenerallyacceptedtheoryofpoliticaleconomy,buttowhatextenthecouldreckononhissympathywithhisownnewviewshedidnotknowandcouldnotguessfromthecleverandserenefaceofthesavant。
`ButinwhatdoyouseethespecialcharacteristicsoftheRussianlaborer?’saidMetrov;`inhisbiologicalcharacteristics,sotospeak,orintheconditioninwhichheisplaced?’
Levinsawthattherewasanideaunderlyingthisquestionwithwhichhedidnotagree。ButhewentonexplaininghisownideathattheRussianlaborerhasaquitespecialviewoftheland,differentfromthatofotherpeople;andtosupportthispropositionhemadehastetoaddthatinhisopinionthisattitudeoftheRussianpeasantwasduetotheconsciousnessofhisvocationtosettlevastunoccupiedexpansesintheEast。
`Onemayeasilybeledintoerrorinbasinganyconclusiononthegeneralvocationofapeople,’saidMetrov,interruptingLevin。`Theconditionofthelaborerwillalwaysdependonhisrelationtothelandandtocapital。’
AndwithoutlettingLevinfinishexplaininghisidea,Metrovbeganexpoundingtohimthespecialpointofhisowntheory。
Inwhatthepointofhistheorylay,Levindidnotunderstand,becausehedidnottakethetroubletounderstand。HesawthatMetrov,likeotherpeople,inspiteofhisownarticle,inwhichhehadattackedthecurrenttheoryofpoliticaleconomy,lookedatthepositionoftheRussianpeasantsimplyfromthepointofviewofcapital,wages,andrent。
Hewouldindeedhavebeenobligedtoadmitthatintheeastern-muchthelarger-partofRussiarentwasasyetnil,thatfornine-tenthsoftheeightymillionsoftheRussianpeasantswagestooktheformsimplyoffoodprovidedforthemselves,andthatcapitaldoesnotsofarexistexceptintheformofthemostprimitivetools。Yetitwasonlyfromthatpointofviewthatheconsideredeverylaborer,thoughinmanypointshedifferedfromtheeconomistsandhadhisowntheoryofthewagefund,whichheexpoundedtoLevin。
Levinlistenedreluctantly,andatfirstmadeobjections。HewouldhavelikedtointerruptMetrov,toexplainhisownthought,whichinhisopinionwouldhaverenderedfurtherexpositionofMetrov’stheoriessuperfluous。
Butlateron,feelingconvincedthattheylookedatthemattersodifferently,thattheycouldneverunderstandoneanother,hedidnotevenopposehisstatements,butsimplylistened。AlthoughwhatMetrovwassayingwasbynowutterlydevoidofinterestforhim,heyetexperiencedacertainsatisfactioninlisteningtohim。Itflatteredhisvanitythatsuchalearnedmanshouldexplainhisideastohimsoeagerly,withsuchintensityandconfidenceinLevin’sunderstandingofthesubject,sometimeswithamerehintreferringhimtoawholeaspectofthesubject。Heputthisdowntohisowncredit,unawarethatMetrov,whohadalreadydiscussedhistheoryoverandoveragainwithallhisintimatefriends,talkedofitwithspecialeagernesstoeverynewperson,andingeneralwaseagertotalktoanyoneofanysubjectthatinterestedhim,evenifstillobscuretohimself。
`Wearelatethough,’saidKatavassov,lookingathiswatchdirectlyMetrovhadfinishedhisdiscourse。
`Yes,there’sameetingoftheSocietyofAmateurstodayincommemorationofthefifty-yearjubileeofSvintich,’saidKatavassovinanswertoLevin’sinquiry。`PiotrIvanovichandIweregoing。I’vepromisedtodeliveranaddressonhislaborsinzoology。Comealongwithus,it’sveryinteresting。’
`Yes,andit’sreallytimetostart,’saidMetrov。`Comewithus,andfromthere,ifyoucareto,cometomyplace。Ishouldverymuchliketohearyourwork。’
`Oh,no!It’snogoodyet-it’sunfinished。ButIshallbeverygladtogotothemeeting。’
`Isay,mydear,haveyouheard?Hehashandedinaminorityreport,’
Katavassovcalledfromtheotherroom,wherehewasputtingonhisdresscoat。
Andaconversationsprangupontheuniversityquestion。
TheuniversityquestionwasaveryimportanteventthatwinterinMoscow。Threeoldprofessorsinthecouncilhadnotacceptedtheopinionoftheyoungerprofessors。Theyoungoneshadregisteredaseparateresolution。
Thisresolution,inthejudgmentofsomepeople,wasmonstrous,inthejudgmentofothersitwasthesimplestandmostjustthingtodo,andtheprofessorsweresplitintotwoparties。
Oneparty,towhichKatavassovbelonged,sawintheoppositepartyascoundrellybetrayalandtreachery,whiletheoppositepartysawinthemchildishnessandlackofrespectfortheauthorities。Levin,thoughhedidnotbelongtotheuniversity,hadseveraltimesalreadyduringhisstayinMoscowheardandtalkedaboutthismatter,andhadhisownopiniononthesubject。Hetookpartintheconversationthatwascontinuedinthestreet,asallthreewalkedtotheoldbuildingsoftheuniversity。
Themeetinghadalreadybegun。Roundthecloth-coveredtable,atwhichKatavassovandMetrovseatedthemselves,thereweresomehalf-dozenpersons,andoneofthesewasbendingcloseoveramanuscript,readingsomethingaloud。Levinsatdowninoneoftheemptychairsthatwerestandingroundthetable,andinawhisperaskedastudentsittingnearwhatwasbeingread。Thestudent,eyingLevinwithdispleasure,said:
`Thebiography。’
ThoughLevinwasnotinterestedinthebiography,hecouldnothelplistening,andlearnedsomenewandinterestingfactsaboutthelifeofthedistinguishedmanofscience。
Whenthereaderhadfinished,thechairmanthankedhimandreadsomeversesofthepoetMent,senthimonthejubilee,andsaidafewwordsbywayofthankstothepoet。ThenKatavassovinhisloud,ringingvoicereadhisaddressonthescientificlaborsofthemanwhosejubileewasbeingkept。
WhenKatavassovhadfinished,Levinlookedathiswatch,sawitwaspastone,andthoughtthattherewouldnotbetimebeforetheconcerttoreadhispapertoMetrov,andindeed,hedidnotnowcaretodoso。
Duringthereadinghehadthoughtovertheirconversation。HesawdistinctlynowthatthoughMetrov’sideasmightperhapshavevalue,hisownideashadavaluetoo,andtheirideascouldonlybemadeclearandleadtosomethingifeachworkedseparatelyinhischosenpath,andthatnothingwouldbegainedbycommunicatingtheseideas。AndhavingmadeuphismindtorefuseMetrov’sinvitation,Levinwentuptohimattheendofthemeeting。MetrovintroducedLevintothechairman,withwhomhewastalkingofthepoliticalnews。MetrovtoldthechairmanwhathehadalreadytoldLevin,andLevinmadethesameremarksonhisnewsthathehadalreadymadethatmorning,butforthesakeofvarietyheexpressedalsoanewopinionwhichhadonlyjuststruckhim。Afterthattheconversationturnedagainontheuniversityquestion。AsLevinhadalreadyhearditall,hemadehastetotellMetrovthathewassorryhecouldnottakeadvantageofhisinvitation,tookleave,anddrovetoLvov’s。
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart7,Chapter04[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter4Lvov,thehusbandofNatalie,Kitty’ssister,hadspentallhislifeinthecapitalsandabroad,wherehehadbeeneducated,andhadbeeninthediplomaticservice。
Duringthepreviousyearhehadleftthediplomaticservice,notowingtoany`unpleasantness’heneverhadany`unpleasantness’withanyone,andwastransferredtothePalaceDepartmentinMoscow,inordertogivehistwoboysthebesteducationpossible。
InspiteofthestrikingcontrastintheirhabitsandviewsandthefactthatLvovwasolderthanLevin,theyhadseenagreatdealofoneanotherthatwinter,andhadtakenagreatlikingtoeachother。
Lvovwasathome,andLevinwentintohimunannounced。
Lvov,inahousecoatwithabeltandinchamoisleathershoes,wassittinginanarmchair,andwithapince-nezwithbluelenseshewasreadingabookthatstoodonareadingdesk,whileinhisbeautifulhandheheldahalf-burnedcigarcarefullyawayfromhim。
Hishandsome,delicate,andstillyouthful-lookingface,towhichhiscurly,glisteningsilveryhairgaveastillmorearistocraticair,lightedupwithasmilewhenhesawLevin。
`Capital!Iintendedtosendtoyou。How’sKitty?Sithere,it’smorecomfortable。’Hegotupandpusheduparockingchair。`HaveyoureadthelastcircularintheJournaldeStPé;tersbourg?Ithinkit’sexcellent,’hesaidwithaslightFrenchaccent。
LevintoldhimwhathehadheardfromKatavassovwasbeingsaidinPeterburg,and,aftertalkingalittleaboutpolitics,hetoldhimofhisinterviewwithMetrov,andthelearnedsociety’smeeting。ToLvovitwasveryinteresting。
`That’swhatIenvyyou,thatyouareabletomixintheseinterestingscientificcircles,’hesaid。Andashetalked,hepassedasusualintoFrench,whichwaseasierforhim。`It’strueIhaven’tthetimeforit。
Myofficialworkandthechildrenleavemenotime;andthenI’mnotashamedtoownthatmyeducationhasbeentoodefective。’
`ThatIdon’tbelieve,’saidLevinwithasmile,feeling,ashealwaysdid,touchedatLvov’slowopinionofhimself,whichwasnotintheleastputonfromadesiretoseemortobemodest,butwasabsolutelysincere。
`Oh,yes,indeed!IfeelnowhowbadlyeducatedIam。ToeducatemychildrenIpositivelyhavetolookupagreatdeal,and,infact,actuallytostudymyself。Forit’snotenoughtohaveteachers-theremustbesomeonetolookafterthem;justasonyourlandyouwantlaborersandanoverseer。
SeewhatI’mreading’-hepointedtoBuslaev’sGrammaronthedesk-`it’sexpectedofMisha,andit’ssodifficult……Come,explaintome……Herehesays……’
Levintriedtoexplaintohimthatitcouldn’tbeunderstood,butthatithadtobetaught;butLvovwouldnotagreewithhim。
`Oh,you’relaughingatit!’
`Onthecontrary,youcan’timaginehow,whenIlookatyou,I’malwayslearningthetaskthatliesbeforeme-thatis,theeducationofone’schildren。’
`Well,there’snothingforyoutolearn,’saidLvov。
`AllIknow,’saidLevin,`isthatIhaveneverseenbetterbrought-upchildrenthanyours,andIwouldn’twishforchildrenbetterthanyours。’
Lvovvisiblytriedtorestraintheexpressionofhisdelight,buthewaspositivelyradiantwithsmiles。
`Ifonlythey’rebetterthanI!That’sallIdesire。Youdon’tknowyetallthework,’hesaid,`withboyswho’vebeenleftlikeminetorunwildabroad。’
`You’llcatchupwithallthat。They’resuchcleverchildren。
Thegreatthingistheeducationofcharacter。That’swhatIlearnwhenIlookatyourchildren。’
`Youtalkoftheeducationofcharacter。Youcan’timaginehowdifficultthatis!Youhavehardlysucceededincombatingonetendencywhenotherscropup,andthestrugglebeginsagain。Ifonehadnotasupportinreligion-yourememberwetalkedaboutthat-nofathercouldbringchildrenuprelyingonhisownstrengthalone,withoutthathelp。’
Thissubject,whichalwaysinterestedLevin,wascutshortbytheentranceofthebeautyNatalyaAlexandrovna,dressedtogoout。
`Ididn’tknowyouwerehere,’shesaid,unmistakablyfeelingnoregret,butapositivepleasure,ininterruptingthisconversationonatopicshehadheardsomuchofthatshewasbynowwearyofit。`Well,howisKitty?Iamdiningwithyoutoday。Itellyouwhat,Arsenii,’sheturnedtoherhusband,`youtakethecarriage。’
Andthehusbandandwifebegantodiscusstheirarrangementsfortheday。Asthehusbandhadtodrivetomeetsomeoneonofficialbusiness,whilethewifehadtogototheconcertandsomepublicmeetingofacommitteeontheSouth-EasternQuestion,therewasagreatdealtoconsiderandsettle。
Levinhadtotakepartintheirplansasoneofthemselves。ItwassettledthatLevinshouldgowithNatalietotheconcertandthemeeting,andthatfromtheretheyshouldsendthecarriagetotheofficeforArseniiandheshouldcallforherandtakehertoKitty’s;orthat,ifhehadnotfinishedhiswork,heshouldsendthecarriagebackandLevinwouldgowithher。
`He’sspoilingme,’Lvovsaidtohiswife:`heassuresmethatourchildrenaresplendid,whenIknowhowmuchbadthereisinthem。’
`Arseniigoestoextremes,Ialwayssay,’saidhiswife。`Ifyoulookforperfection,youwillneverbesatisfied。Andit’strue,aspapasays-thatwhenwewerebroughtuptherewasoneextreme-wewerekeptintheattic,whileourparentslivedinthebestrooms;nowit’sjusttheotherway-theparentsareinthewashhouse,whilethechildrenareinthebestrooms。Parentsnowarenotexpectedtoliveatall,buttoexistaltogetherfortheirchildren。’
`Well,whatiftheylikeitbetter?Lvovsaid,withhisbeautifulsmile,touchingherhand。`Anyonewhodidn’tknowyouwouldthinkyouwereastepmother,notatruemother。’
`No,extremesarenotgoodinanything,’Nataliesaidserenely,puttinghispaperknifestraightinitsproperplaceonthetable。
`Well,comehere,youperfectchildren,’Lvovsaidtothetwohandsomeboyswhocamein,and,afterbowingtoLevin,wentuptotheirfather,obviouslywishingtoaskhimaboutsomething。
Levinwouldhavelikedtotalktothem,tohearwhattheywouldsaytotheirfather,butNataliebegantalkingtohim,andthenLvov’scolleagueintheservice,Makhotin,walkedin,wearinghisCourtdress,togowithhimtomeetsomeone,andaconversationwaskeptupwithoutabreakuponHerzegovina,PrincessKorzinskaya,thetowncouncil,andthesuddendeathofMadameApraksina。
Levinevenforgotthecommissionintrustedtohim。Herecollecteditashewasgoingintothehall。
`O,KittytoldmetotalktoyouaboutOblonsky,’hesaid,asLvovwasstandingonthestairs,seeinghiswifeandLevinoff。
`Yes,yes,mamanwantsus,lesbeaux-frè;res,toattackhim,’hesaid,blushing。`ButwhyshouldI?’
`Well,then,Iwillattackhim,’saidMadameLvova,withasmile,standinginherroundwhitedogskinoperacloakwaitingtilltheyhadfinishedspeaking。`Come,letusgo。’
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TOLSTOY:AnnaKareninaPart7,Chapter05[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter5Attheconcertintheafternoontwoveryinterestingthingswereperformed。
Onewasafantasia,KingLearintheHeath;theotherwasaquartettededicatedtothememoryofBach。Bothwerenewandinthenewstyle,andLevinwaseagertoformanopinionofthem。Afterescortinghissister-in-lawtoherstall,hestoodagainstacolumnandtriedtolistenasattentivelyandconscientiouslyaspossible。Hetriednottolethisattentionbedistracted,andnottospoilhisimpressionbylookingattheconductorinawhitetie,wavinghisarms,whichalwaysdisturbedhisenjoymentofmusicsomuch,ortheladiesinbonnets,theribbonsofwhich,sinceitwasaconcert,theyhadcarefullytiedovertheirears,andallthesepeopleeitherthinkingofnothingatall,orthinkingofallsortsofthingsexceptthemusic。Hetriedtoavoidmeetingmusicalconnoisseursortalkativeacquaintances,andstoodlookingatthefloorstraightbeforehim,listening。
ButthemorehelistenedtothefantasiaofKingLearthefurtherhefeltfromforminganydefiniteopinionofit。Therewas,asitwere,acontinualbeginning,apreparationofthemusicalexpressionofsomefeeling,butitfelltopiecesagaindirectly,breakingintonewmusicalmotifs,orsimplynothingbutthewhimsofthecomposer-exceedinglycomplexbutdisconnectedsounds。Andthesefragmentarymusicalexpressions,thoughsometimesbeautiful,weredisagreeable,becausetheywereutterlyunexpectedandnotleduptobyanything。Gaietyandgriefanddespairandtendernessandtriumphfollowedoneanotherwithoutanyground,liketheemotionsofamadman。Andthoseemotions,likeamadman’s,sprangupquiteunexpectedly。
DuringthewholeperformanceLevinfeltlikeadeafmanwatchingpeopledancing,andwasinastateofcompletebewildermentwhenthefantasiawasover,andfeltagreatwearinessfromthefruitlessstrainonhisattention。
Loudapplauseresoundedonallsides。Everyonegotup,movedabout,andbegantalking。Anxioustothrowsomelightonhisownperplexityfromtheimpressionsofothers,Levinbegantowalkabout,lookingforconnoisseurs,andwasgladtoseeawell-knownmusicalamateurinconversationwithPestsov,whomheknew。
`Marvelous!’Pestsovwassayinginhisdeepbass。`Howareyou,KonstantinDmitrievich?Particularlysculpturesqueandplastic,sotosay,andrichlycoloredisthatpassagewhereyoufeelCordelia’sapproach,wherewoman,dasewigWeibliche,entersintoconflictwithfate。
Isn’tit?’
`Youmean……WhathasCordeliatodowithit?’Levinaskedtimidly,forgettingthatthefantasiawassupposedtorepresentKingLear。
`Cordeliacomesin……Seehere!’saidPestsov,tappinghisfingeronthesatinysurfaceoftheprogramheheldinhishandandpassingittoLevin。
OnlythenLevinrecollectedthetitleofthefantasia,andmadehastetoreadintheRussiantranslationthelinesfromShakespearethatwereprintedonthebackoftheprogram。
`Youcan’tfollowitwithoutthat,’saidPestsov,addressingLevin,asthepersonhehadbeenspeakingtohadgoneaway,andhehadnoonetotalkto。
Intheentr’acteLevinandPestsovfellintoanargumentuponthemeritsanddefectsofthemusicoftheWagnerschool。LevinmaintainedthatthemistakeofWagnerandallhisfollowerslayintheirtryingtotakemusicintothesphereofanotherart,justaspoetrygoeswrongwhenittriestopaintafaceastheartofpaintingoughttodo,andasaninstanceofthismistakehecitedthesculptorwhocarvedinmarblecertainpoeticphantasmsflittingroundthefigureofthepoetonthepedestal。
`Thesephantomsweresofarfrombeingphantomsthattheywerepositivelyclingingtothestairs,’saidLevin。Thecomparisonpleasedhim,buthecouldnotrememberwhetherhehadnotusedthesamephrasebefore,andtoPestsov,too,andashesaidithefeltconfused。
Pestsovmaintainedthatartisone,andthatitcanattainitshighestmanifestationsonlybytheconjunctionofallkindsofart。
ThesecondpiecethatwasperformedLevincouldnothear。Pestsov,whowasstandingbesidehim,wastalkingtohimalmostallthetime,condemningthemusicforitsexcessiveaffectedassumptionofsimplicity,andcomparingitwiththesimplicityofthePre-Raphaelitesinpainting。AshewentoutLevinmetmanymoreacquaintances,withwhomhetalkedofpolitics,ofmusic,andofcommonacquaintances。AmongothershemetCountBol,whomhehadutterlyforgottentocallupon。
`Well,goatoncethen,’MadameLvovasaid,whenhetoldher;
`perhapsthey’llnotbeathome,andthenyoucancometothemeetingtofetchme。You’llfindmestillthere。’
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