TheShadowofChange"Harvestisendedandsummerisgone,"quotedAnneShirley,gazingacrosstheshornfieldsdreamily。SheandDianaBarryhadbeenpickingapplesintheGreenGablesorchard,butwerenowrestingfromtheirlaborsinasunnycorner,whereairyfleetsofthistledowndriftedbyonthewingsofawindthatwasstillsummer-sweetwiththeincenseoffernsintheHauntedWood。
  Buteverythinginthelandscapearoundthemspokeofautumn。
  Theseawasroaringhollowlyinthedistance,thefieldswerebareandsere,scarfedwithgoldenrod,thebrookvalleybelowGreenGablesoverflowedwithastersofetherealpurple,andtheLakeofShiningWaterswasblue——blue——blue;notthechangefulblueofspring,northepaleazureofsummer,butaclear,steadfast,sereneblue,asifthewaterwerepastallmoodsandtensesofemotionandhadsettleddowntoatranquilityunbrokenbyfickledreams。
  "Ithasbeenanicesummer,"saidDiana,twistingthenewringonherlefthandwithasmile。"AndMissLavendar’sweddingseemedtocomeasasortofcrowntoit。IsupposeMr。andMrs。IrvingareonthePacificcoastnow。"
  "Itseemstometheyhavebeengonelongenoughtogoaroundtheworld,"
  sighedAnne。
  "Ican’tbelieveitisonlyaweeksincetheyweremarried。
  Everythinghaschanged。MissLavendarandMr。andMrs。Allangone——howlonelythemanselookswiththeshuttersallclosed!
  Iwentpastitlastnight,anditmademefeelasifeverybodyinithaddied。"
  "We’llnevergetanotherministerasniceasMr。Allan,"saidDiana,withgloomyconviction。"Isupposewe’llhaveallkindsofsuppliesthiswinter,andhalftheSundaysnopreachingatall。AndyouandGilbertgone——itwillbeawfullydull。"
  "Fredwillbehere,"insinuatedAnneslyly。
  "WhenisMrs。Lyndegoingtomoveup?"askedDiana,asifshehadnotheardAnne’sremark。
  "Tomorrow。I’mgladshe’scoming——butitwillbeanotherchange。
  MarillaandIclearedeverythingoutofthespareroomyesterday。
  Doyouknow,Ihatedtodoit?Ofcourse,itwassilly——butitdidseemasifwewerecommittingsacrilege。Thatoldspareroomhasalwaysseemedlikeashrinetome。WhenIwasachildIthoughtitthemostwonderfulapartmentintheworld。YourememberwhataconsumingdesireIhadtosleepinaspareroombed——butnottheGreenGablesspareroom。Oh,no,neverthere!
  Itwouldhavebeentooterrible——Icouldn’thavesleptawinkfromawe。IneverWALKEDthroughthatroomwhenMarillasentmeinonanerrand——no,indeed,Itiptoedthroughitandheldmybreath,asifIwereinchurch,andfeltrelievedwhenIgotoutofit。
  ThepicturesofGeorgeWhitefieldandtheDukeofWellingtonhungthere,oneoneachsideofthemirror,andfrownedsosternlyatmeallthetimeIwasin,especiallyifIdaredpeepinthemirror,whichwastheonlyoneinthehousethatdidn’ttwistmyfacealittle。
  IalwayswonderedhowMarilladaredhousecleanthatroom。Andnowit’snotonlycleanedbutstrippedbare。GeorgeWhitefieldandtheDukehavebeenrelegatedtotheupstairshall。`Sopassesthegloryofthisworld,’"concludedAnne,withalaughinwhichtherewasalittlenoteofregret。Itisneverpleasanttohaveouroldshrinesdesecrated,evenwhenwehaveoutgrownthem。
  "I’llbesolonesomewhenyougo,"moanedDianaforthehundredthtime。
  "Andtothinkyougonextweek!"
  "Butwe’retogetherstill,"saidAnnecheerily。"Wemustn’tletnextweekrobusofthisweek’sjoy。Ihatethethoughtofgoingmyself——homeandIaresuchgoodfriends。Talkofbeinglonesome!
  It’sIwhoshouldgroan。YOU’LLbeherewithanynumberofyouroldfriends——ANDFred!WhileIshallbealoneamongstrangers,notknowingasoul!"
  "EXCEPTGilbert——ANDCharlieSloane,"saidDiana,imitatingAnne’sitalicsandslyness。
  "CharlieSloanewillbeagreatcomfort,ofcourse,"agreedAnnesarcastically;whereuponboththoseirresponsibledamselslaughed。
  DianaknewexactlywhatAnnethoughtofCharlieSloane;but,despitesundryconfidentialtalks,shedidnotknowjustwhatAnnethoughtofGilbertBlythe。Tobesure,Anneherselfdidnotknowthat。
  "TheboysmaybeboardingattheotherendofKingsport,forallIknow,"Annewenton。"IamgladI’mgoingtoRedmond,andIamsureIshalllikeitafterawhile。ButforthefirstfewweeksIknowIwon’t。Ishan’tevenhavethecomfortoflookingforwardtotheweekendvisithome,asIhadwhenIwenttoQueen’s。
  Christmaswillseemlikeathousandyearsaway。"
  "Everythingischanging——orgoingtochange,"saidDianasadly。
  "Ihaveafeelingthatthingswillneverbethesameagain,Anne。"
  "Wehavecometoapartingoftheways,Isuppose,"saidAnnethoughtfully。"Wehadtocometoit。Doyouthink,Diana,thatbeinggrown-upisreallyasniceasweusedtoimagineitwouldbewhenwewerechildren?"
  "Idon’tknow——thereareSOMEnicethingsaboutit,"answeredDiana,againcaressingherringwiththatlittlesmilewhichalwayshadtheeffectofmakingAnnefeelsuddenlyleftoutandinexperienced。"Buttherearesomanypuzzlingthings,too。
  SometimesIfeelasifbeinggrown-upjustfrightenedme——andthenIwouldgiveanythingtobealittlegirlagain。"
  "Isupposewe’llgetusedtobeinggrownupintime,"saidAnnecheerfully。"Therewon’tbesomanyunexpectedthingsaboutitbyandby——though,afterall,Ifancyit’stheunexpectedthingsthatgivespicetolife。We’reeighteen,Diana。Intwomoreyearswe’llbetwenty。WhenIwastenIthoughttwentywasagreenoldage。Innotimeyou’llbeastaid,middle-agedmatron,andIshallbenice,oldmaidAuntAnne,comingtovisityouonvacations。You’llalwayskeepacornerforme,won’tyou,Didarling?Notthespareroom,ofcourse——oldmaidscan’taspiretosparerooms,andIshallbeas’umbleasUriahHeep,andquitecontentwithalittleover-the-porchoroff-the-parlorcubbyhole。"
  "Whatnonsenseyoudotalk,Anne,"laughedDiana。"You’llmarrysomebodysplendidandhandsomeandrich——andnospareroominAvonleawillbehalfgorgeousenoughforyou——andyou’llturnupyournoseatallthefriendsofyouryouth。"
  "Thatwouldbeapity;mynoseisquitenice,butIfearturningitupwouldspoilit,"saidAnne,pattingthatshapelyorgan。
  "Ihaven’tsomanygoodfeaturesthatIcouldaffordtospoilthoseIhave;so,evenifIshouldmarrytheKingoftheCannibalIslands,IpromiseyouIwon’tturnupmynoseatyou,Diana。"
  Withanothergaylaughthegirlsseparated,DianatoreturntoOrchardSlope,AnnetowalktothePostOffice。Shefoundaletterawaitingherthere,andwhenGilbertBlytheovertookheronthebridgeovertheLakeofShiningWatersshewassparklingwiththeexcitementofit。
  "PriscillaGrantisgoingtoRedmond,too,"sheexclaimed。
  "Isn’tthatsplendid?Ihopedshewould,butshedidn’tthinkherfatherwouldconsent。Hehas,however,andwe’retoboardtogether。IfeelthatIcanfaceanarmywithbanners——oralltheprofessorsofRedmondinonefellphalanx——withachumlikePriscillabymyside。"
  "Ithinkwe’lllikeKingsport,"saidGilbert。"It’saniceoldburg,theytellme,andhasthefinestnaturalparkintheworld。
  I’veheardthatthesceneryinitismagnificent。"
  "Iwonderifitwillbe——canbe——anymorebeautifulthanthis,"
  murmuredAnne,lookingaroundherwiththeloving,enrapturedeyesofthosetowhom"home"mustalwaysbetheloveliestspotintheworld,nomatterwhatfairerlandsmaylieunderalienstars。
  Theywereleaningonthebridgeoftheoldpond,drinkingdeepoftheenchantmentofthedusk,justatthespotwhereAnnehadclimbedfromhersinkingDoryonthedayElainefloateddowntoCamelot。
  Thefine,empurplingdyeofsunsetstillstainedthewesternskies,butthemoonwasrisingandthewaterlaylikeagreat,silverdreaminherlight。Remembrancewoveasweetandsubtlespelloverthetwoyoungcreatures。
  "Youareveryquiet,Anne,"saidGilbertatlast。
  "I’mafraidtospeakormoveforfearallthiswonderfulbeautywillvanishjustlikeabrokensilence,"breathedAnne。
  Gilbertsuddenlylaidhishandovertheslenderwhiteonelyingontherailofthebridge。Hishazeleyesdeepenedintodarkness,hisstillboyishlipsopenedtosaysomethingofthedreamandhopethatthrilledhissoul。ButAnnesnatchedherhandawayandturnedquickly。Thespelloftheduskwasbrokenforher。
  "Imustgohome,"sheexclaimed,witharatheroverdonecarelessness。
  "Marillahadaheadachethisafternoon,andI’msurethetwinswillbeinsomedreadfulmischiefbythistime。Ireallyshouldn’thavestayedawaysolong。"
  ShechatteredceaselesslyandinconsequentlyuntiltheyreachedtheGreenGableslane。PoorGilberthardlyhadachancetogetawordinedgewise。Annefeltratherrelievedwhentheyparted。
  Therehadbeenanew,secretself-consciousnessinherheartwithregardtoGilbert,eversincethatfleetingmomentofrevelationinthegardenofEchoLodge。Somethingalienhadintrudedintotheold,perfect,school-daycomradeship——somethingthatthreatenedtomarit。
  "IneverfeltgladtoseeGilbertgobefore,"shethought,half-
  resentfully,half-sorrowfully,asshewalkedaloneupthelane。
  "Ourfriendshipwillbespoiledifhegoesonwiththisnonsense。
  Itmustn’tbespoiled——Iwon’tletit。Oh,WHYcan’tboysbejustsensible!"
  Annehadanuneasydoubtthatitwasnotstrictly"sensible"thatsheshouldstillfeelonherhandthewarmpressureofGilbert’s,asdistinctlyasshehadfeltitfortheswiftsecondhishadrestedthere;andstilllesssensiblethatthesensationwasfarfrombeinganunpleasantone——verydifferentfromthatwhichhadattendedasimilardemonstrationonCharlieSloane’spart,whenshehadbeensittingoutadancewithhimataWhiteSandspartythreenightsbefore。Anneshiveredoverthedisagreeablerecollection。Butallproblemsconnectedwithinfatuatedswainsvanishedfromhermindwhensheenteredthehomely,unsentimentalatmosphereoftheGreenGableskitchenwhereaneight-year-oldboywascryinggrievouslyonthesofa。
  "Whatisthematter,Davy?"askedAnne,takinghimupinherarms。
  "WhereareMarillaandDora?"
  "Marilla’sputtingDoratobed,"sobbedDavy,"andI’mcrying’causeDorafelldowntheoutsidecellarsteps,heelsoverhead,andscrapedalltheskinoffhernose,and——"
  "Oh,well,don’tcryaboutit,dear。Ofcourse,youaresorryforher,butcryingwon’thelpherany。She’llbeallrighttomorrow。Cryingneverhelpsanyone,Davy-boy,and——"
  "Iain’tcrying’causeDorafelldowncellar,"saidDavy,cuttingshortAnne’swellmeantpreachmentwithincreasingbitterness。
  "I’mcrying,causeIwasn’ttheretoseeherfall。I’malwaysmissingsomefunorother,seemstome。"
  "Oh,Davy!"Annechokedbackanunholyshriekoflaughter。
  "WouldyoucallitfuntoseepoorlittleDorafalldownthestepsandgethurt?"
  "Shewasn’tMUCHhurt,"saidDavy,defiantly。"’Course,ifshe’dbeenkilledI’dhavebeenrealsorry,Anne。ButtheKeithsain’tsoeasykilled。They’reliketheBlewetts,Iguess。HerbBlewettfelloffthehayloftlastWednesday,androlledrightdownthroughtheturnipchuteintotheboxstall,wheretheyhadafearfulwild,crosshorse,androlledrightunderhisheels。
  Andstillhegotoutalive,withonlythreebonesbroke。Mrs。
  Lyndesaystherearesomefolksyoucan’tkillwithameat-axe。
  IsMrs。Lyndecomingheretomorrow,Anne?"
  "Yes,Davy,andIhopeyou’llbealwaysveryniceandgoodtoher。"
  "I’llbeniceandgood。Butwillsheeverputmetobedatnights,Anne?"
  "Perhaps。Why?"
  "’Cause,"saidDavyverydecidedly,"ifshedoesIwon’tsaymyprayersbeforeherlikeIdobeforeyou,Anne。"
  "Whynot?"
  "’CauseIdon’tthinkitwouldbenicetotalktoGodbeforestrangers,Anne。DoracansayherstoMrs。Lyndeifshelikes,but_I_won’t。I’llwaittillshe’sgoneandthensay’em。Won’tthatbeallright,Anne?"
  "Yes,ifyouaresureyouwon’tforgettosaythem,Davy-boy。"
  "Oh,Iwon’tforget,youbet。Ithinksayingmyprayersisgreatfun。
  Butitwon’tbeasgoodfunsayingthemaloneassayingthemtoyou。
  Iwishyou’dstayhome,Anne。Idon’tseewhatyouwanttogoawayandleaveusfor。"
  "Idon’texactlyWANTto,Davy,butIfeelIoughttogo。"
  "Ifyoudon’twanttogoyouneedn’t。You’regrownup。When_I_’mgrownupI’mnotgoingtodoonesinglethingIdon’twanttodo,Anne。"
  "Allyourlife,Davy,you’llfindyourselfdoingthingsyoudon’twanttodo。"
  "Iwon’t,"saidDavyflatly。"Catchme!IhavetodothingsI
  don’twanttonow’causeyouandMarilla’llsendmetobedifIdon’t。
  ButwhenIgrowupyoucan’tdothat,andthere’llbenobodytotellmenottodothings。Won’tIhavethetime!Say,Anne,MiltyBoultersayshismothersaysyou’regoingtocollegetoseeifyoucancatchaman。
  Areyou,Anne?Iwanttoknow。"
  ForasecondAnneburnedwithresentment。Thenshelaughed,remindingherselfthatMrs。Boulter’scrudevulgarityofthoughtandspeechcouldnotharmher。
  "No,Davy,I’mnot。I’mgoingtostudyandgrowandlearnaboutmanythings。"
  "Whatthings?"
  "`ShoesandshipsandsealingwaxAndcabbagesandkings,’"
  quotedAnne。
  "ButifyouDIDwanttocatchamanhowwouldyougoaboutit?
  Iwanttoknow,"persistedDavy,forwhomthesubjectevidentlypossessedacertainfascination。
  "You’dbetteraskMrs。Boulter,"saidAnnethoughtlessly。"I
  thinkit’slikelysheknowsmoreabouttheprocessthanIdo。"
  "Iwill,thenexttimeIseeher,"saidDavygravely。
  "Davy!Ifyoudo!"criedAnne,realizinghermistake。
  "Butyoujusttoldmeto,"protestedDavyaggrieved。
  "It’stimeyouwenttobed,"decreedAnne,bywayofgettingoutofthescrape。
  AfterDavyhadgonetobedAnnewandereddowntoVictoriaIslandandsattherealone,curtainedwithfine-spun,moonlitgloom,whilethewaterlaughedaroundherinaduetofbrookandwind。
  Annehadalwayslovedthatbrook。Manyadreamhadshespunoveritssparklingwaterindaysgoneby。Sheforgotlovelornyouths,andthecayennespeechesofmaliciousneighbors,andalltheproblemsofhergirlishexistence。Inimaginationshesailedoverstoriedseasthatwashthedistantshiningshoresof"faerylandsforlorn,"wherelostAtlantisandElysiumlie,withtheeveningstarforpilot,tothelandofHeart’sDesire。Andshewasricherinthosedreamsthaninrealities;forthingsseenpassaway,butthethingsthatareunseenareeternal。
  ChapterII
  GarlandsofAutumnThefollowingweekspedswiftly,crowdedwithinnumerable"lastthings,"
  asAnnecalledthem。Good-byecallshadtobemadeandreceived,beingpleasantorotherwise,accordingtowhethercallersandcalled-uponwereheartilyinsympathywithAnne’shopes,orthoughtshewastoomuchpuffed-upovergoingtocollegeandthatitwastheirdutyto"takeherdownapegortwo。"
  TheA。V。I。S。gaveafarewellpartyinhonorofAnneandGilbertoneeveningatthehomeofJosiePye,choosingthatplace,partlybecauseMr。Pye’shousewaslargeandconvenient,partlybecauseitwasstronglysuspectedthatthePyegirlswouldhavenothingtodowiththeaffairiftheirofferofthehouseforthepartywasnotaccepted。Itwasaverypleasantlittletime,forthePyegirlsweregracious,andsaidanddidnothingtomartheharmonyoftheoccasion——whichwasnotaccordingtotheirwont。
  Josiewasunusuallyamiable——somuchsothatsheevenremarkedcondescendinglytoAnne,"Yournewdressisratherbecomingtoyou,Anne。Really,youlookALMOSTPRETTYinit。"
  "Howkindofyoutosayso,"respondedAnne,withdancingeyes。
  Hersenseofhumorwasdeveloping,andthespeechesthatwouldhavehurtheratfourteenwerebecomingmerelyfoodforamusementnow。JosiesuspectedthatAnnewaslaughingatherbehindthosewickedeyes;butshecontentedherselfwithwhisperingtoGertie,astheywentdownstairs,thatAnneShirleywouldputonmoreairsthanevernowthatshewasgoingtocollege——you’dsee!
  Allthe"oldcrowd"wasthere,fullofmirthandzestandyouthfullightheartedness。DianaBarry,rosyanddimpled,shadowedbythefaithfulFred;JaneAndrews,neatandsensibleandplain;RubyGillis,lookingherhandsomestandbrightestinacreamsilkblouse,withredgeraniumsinhergoldenhair;GilbertBlytheandCharlieSloane,bothtryingtokeepasneartheelusiveAnneaspossible;CarrieSloane,lookingpaleandmelancholybecause,soitwasreported,herfatherwouldnotallowOliverKimballtocomeneartheplace;MoodySpurgeonMacPherson,whoseroundfaceandobjectionableearswereasroundandobjectionableasever;andBillyAndrews,whosatinacorneralltheevening,chuckledwhenanyonespoketohim,andwatchedAnneShirleywithagrinofpleasureonhisbroad,freckledcountenance。
  Annehadknownbeforehandoftheparty,butshehadnotknownthatsheandGilbertwere,asthefoundersoftheSociety,tobepresentedwithaverycomplimentary"address"and"tokensofrespect"——inhercaseavolumeofShakespeare’splays,inGilbert’safountainpen。Shewassotakenbysurpriseandpleasedbythenicethingssaidintheaddress,readinMoodySpurgeon’smostsolemnandministerialtones,thatthetearsquitedrownedthesparkleofherbiggrayeyes。ShehadworkedhardandfaithfullyfortheA。V。I。S。,anditwarmedthecocklesofherheartthatthemembersappreciatedhereffortssosincerely。
  Andtheywereallsoniceandfriendlyandjolly——eventhePyegirlshadtheirmerits;atthatmomentAnnelovedalltheworld。
  Sheenjoyedtheeveningtremendously,buttheendofitratherspoiledall。Gilbertagainmadethemistakeofsayingsomethingsentimentaltoherastheyatetheirsupperonthemoonlitverandah;andAnne,topunishhim,wasgracioustoCharlieSloaneandallowedthelattertowalkhomewithher。Shefound,however,thatrevengehurtsnobodyquitesomuchastheonewhotriestoinflictit。GilbertwalkedairilyoffwithRubyGillis,andAnnecouldhearthemlaughingandtalkinggailyastheyloiteredalonginthestill,crispautumnair。Theywereevidentlyhavingthebestofgoodtimes,whileshewashorriblyboredbyCharlieSloane,whotalkedunbrokenlyon,andnever,evenbyaccident,saidonethingthatwasworthlisteningto。
  Annegaveanoccasionalabsent"yes"or"no,"andthoughthowbeautifulRubyhadlookedthatnight,howverygogglyCharlie’seyeswereinthemoonlight——worseeventhanbydaylight——andthattheworld,somehow,wasn’tquitesuchaniceplaceasshehadbelievedittobeearlierintheevening。
  "I’mjusttiredout——thatiswhatisthematterwithme,"
  shesaid,whenshethankfullyfoundherselfaloneinherownroom。
  Andshehonestlybelieveditwas。Butacertainlittlegushofjoy,asfromsomesecret,unknownspring,bubbledupinherheartthenextevening,whenshesawGilbertstridingdownthroughtheHauntedWoodandcrossingtheoldlogbridgewiththatfirm,quickstepofhis。SoGilbertwasnotgoingtospendthislasteveningwithRubyGillisafterall!
  "Youlooktired,Anne,"hesaid。
  "Iamtired,and,worsethanthat,I’mdisgruntled。I’mtiredbecauseI’vebeenpackingmytrunkandsewingallday。ButI’mdisgruntledbecausesixwomenhavebeenheretosaygood-byetome,andeveryoneofthesixmanagedtosaysomethingthatseemedtotakethecolorrightoutoflifeandleaveitasgrayanddismalandcheerlessasaNovembermorning。"
  "Spitefuloldcats!"wasGilbert’selegantcomment。
  "Oh,no,theyweren’t,"saidAnneseriously。"Thatisjustthetrouble。IftheyhadbeenspitefulcatsIwouldn’thavemindedthem。Buttheyareallnice,kind,motherlysouls,wholikemeandwhomIlike,andthatiswhywhattheysaid,orhinted,hadsuchundueweightwithme。TheyletmeseetheythoughtIwascrazygoingtoRedmondandtryingtotakeaB。A。,andeversinceI’vebeenwonderingifIam。Mrs。PeterSloanesighedandsaidshehopedmystrengthwouldholdouttillIgotthrough;andatonceIsawmyselfahopelessvictimofnervousprostrationattheendofmythirdyear;Mrs。EbenWrightsaiditmustcostanawfullottoputinfouryearsatRedmond;andIfeltallovermethatitwasunpardonableofmetosquanderMarilla’smoneyandmyownonsuchafolly。Mrs。JasperBellsaidshehopedIwouldn’tletcollegespoilme,asitdidsomepeople;andIfeltinmybonesthattheendofmyfourRedmondyearswouldseemeamostinsufferablecreature,thinkingIknewitall,andlookingdownoneverythingandeverybodyinAvonlea;Mrs。ElishaWrightsaidsheunderstoodthatRedmondgirls,especiallythosewhobelongedtoKingsport,were’dreadfuldressyandstuck-up,’andsheguessedIwouldn’tfeelmuchathomeamongthem;andIsawmyself,asnubbed,dowdy,humiliatedcountrygirl,shufflingthroughRedmond’sclassichallsincoppertonedboots。"
  Anneendedwithalaughandasighcommingled。Withhersensitivenaturealldisapprovalhadweight,eventhedisapprovalofthoseforwhoseopinionsshehadscantrespect。Forthetimebeinglifewassavorless,andambitionhadgoneoutlikeasnuffedcandle。
  "Yousurelydon’tcareforwhattheysaid,"protestedGilbert。
  "Youknowexactlyhownarrowtheiroutlookonlifeis,excellentcreaturesthoughtheyare。TodoanythingTHEYhaveneverdoneisanathemamaranatha。YouarethefirstAvonleagirlwhohasevergonetocollege;andyouknowthatallpioneersareconsideredtobeafflictedwithmoonstruckmadness。"
  "Oh,Iknow。ButFEELINGissodifferentfromKNOWING。Mycommonsensetellsmeallyoucansay,buttherearetimeswhencommonsensehasnopoweroverme。Commonnonsensetakespossessionofmysoul。Really,afterMrs。ElishawentawayIhardlyhadthehearttofinishpacking。"
  "You’rejusttired,Anne。Come,forgetitallandtakeawalkwithme——aramblebackthroughthewoodsbeyondthemarsh。
  ThereshouldbesomethingthereIwanttoshowyou。"
  "Shouldbe!Don’tyouknowifitisthere?"
  "No。Ionlyknowitshouldbe,fromsomethingIsawthereinspring。
  Comeon。We’llpretendwearetwochildrenagainandwe’llgothewayofthewind。"
  Theystartedgailyoff。Anne,rememberingtheunpleasantnessoftheprecedingevening,wasverynicetoGilbert;andGilbert,whowaslearningwisdom,tookcaretobenothingsavetheschoolboycomradeagain。Mrs。LyndeandMarillawatchedthemfromthekitchenwindow。
  "That’llbeamatchsomeday,"Mrs。Lyndesaidapprovingly。
  Marillawincedslightly。Inherheartshehopeditwould,butitwentagainsthergraintohearthematterspokenofinMrs。Lynde’sgossipymatter-of-factway。
  "They’reonlychildrenyet,"shesaidshortly。
  Mrs。Lyndelaughedgood-naturedly。
  "Anneiseighteen;IwasmarriedwhenIwasthatage。Weoldfolks,Marilla,aretoomuchgiventothinkingchildrennevergrowup,that’swhat。AnneisayoungwomanandGilbert’saman,andheworshipsthegroundshewalkson,asanyonecansee。
  He’safinefellow,andAnnecan’tdobetter。Ihopeshewon’tgetanyromanticnonsenseintoherheadatRedmond。Idon’tapproveofthemcoeducationalplacesandneverdid,that’swhat。
  Idon’tbelieve,"concludedMrs。Lyndesolemnly,"thatthestudentsatsuchcollegeseverdomuchelsethanflirt。"
  "Theymuststudyalittle,"saidMarilla,withasmile。
  "Preciouslittle,"sniffedMrs。Rachel。"However,IthinkAnnewill。Sheneverwasflirtatious。Butshedoesn’tappreciateGilbertathisfullvalue,that’swhat。Oh,Iknowgirls!
  CharlieSloaneiswildabouther,too,butI’dneveradvisehertomarryaSloane。TheSloanesaregood,honest,respectablepeople,ofcourse。Butwhenall’ssaidanddone,they’reSLOANES。"
  Marillanodded。Toanoutsider,thestatementthatSloaneswereSloanesmightnotbeveryilluminating,butsheunderstood。
  Everyvillagehassuchafamily;good,honest,respectablepeopletheymaybe,butSLOANEStheyareandmusteverremain,thoughtheyspeakwiththetonguesofmenandangels。
  GilbertandAnne,happilyunconsciousthattheirfuturewasthusbeingsettledbyMrs。Rachel,weresaunteringthroughtheshadowsoftheHauntedWood。Beyond,theharvesthillswerebaskinginanambersunsetradiance,underapale,aerialskyofroseandblue。
  Thedistantsprucegroveswereburnishedbronze,andtheirlongshadowsbarredtheuplandmeadows。Butaroundthemalittlewindsangamongthefirtassels,andinittherewasthenoteofautumn。
  "Thiswoodreallyishauntednow——byoldmemories,"saidAnne,stoopingtogatherasprayofferns,bleachedtowaxenwhitenessbyfrost。"ItseemstomethatthelittlegirlsDianaandIusedtobeplayherestill,andsitbytheDryad’sBubbleinthetwilights,trystingwiththeghosts。Doyouknow,Icannevergoupthispathintheduskwithoutfeelingabitoftheoldfrightandshiver?Therewasoneespeciallyhorrifyingphantomwhichwecreated——theghostofthemurderedchildthatcreptupbehindyouandlaidcoldfingersonyours。Iconfessthat,tothisday,Icannothelpfancyingitslittle,furtivefootstepsbehindmewhenIcomehereafternightfall。I’mnotafraidoftheWhiteLadyortheheadlessmanortheskeletons,butIwishIhadneverimaginedthatbaby’sghostintoexistence。HowangryMarillaandMrs。Barrywereoverthataffair,"concludedAnne,withreminiscentlaughter。
  Thewoodsaroundtheheadofthemarshwerefullofpurplevistas,threadedwithgossamers。Pastadourplantationofgnarledsprucesandamaple-fringed,sun-warmvalleytheyfoundthe"something"
  Gilbertwaslookingfor。
  "Ah,hereitis,"hesaidwithsatisfaction。
  "Anappletree——andawaybackhere!"exclaimedAnnedelightedly。
  "Yes,averitableapple-bearingappletree,too,hereintheverymidstofpinesandbeeches,amileawayfromanyorchard。Iwashereonedaylastspringandfoundit,allwhitewithblossom。
  SoIresolvedI’dcomeagaininthefallandseeifithadbeenapples。See,it’sloaded。Theylookgood,too——tawnyasrussetsbutwithaduskyredcheek。Mostwildseedlingsaregreenanduninviting。"
  "Isupposeitsprangyearsagofromsomechance-sownseed,"saidAnnedreamily。"Andhowithasgrownandflourishedandhelditsownhereallaloneamongaliens,thebravedeterminedthing!"
  "Here’safallentreewithacushionofmoss。Sitdown,Anne——
  itwillserveforawoodlandthrone。I’llclimbforsomeapples。
  Theyallgrowhigh——thetreehadtoreachuptothesunlight。"
  Theapplesprovedtobedelicious。Underthetawnyskinwasawhite,whiteflesh,faintlyveinedwithred;and,besidestheirownproperappletaste,theyhadacertainwild,delightfultangnoorchard-grownappleeverpossessed。
  "ThefatalappleofEdencouldn’thavehadararerflavor,"
  commentedAnne。"Butit’stimeweweregoinghome。See,itwastwilightthreeminutesagoandnowit’smoonlight。Whatapitywecouldn’thavecaughtthemomentoftransformation。Butsuchmomentsneverarecaught,Isuppose。"
  "Let’sgobackaroundthemarshandhomebywayofLover’sLane。
  Doyoufeelasdisgruntlednowaswhenyoustartedout,Anne?"
  "NotI。Thoseappleshavebeenasmannatoahungrysoul。IfeelthatIshallloveRedmondandhaveasplendidfouryearsthere。"
  "Andafterthosefouryears——what?"
  "Oh,there’sanotherbendintheroadattheirend,"answeredAnnelightly。"I’venoideawhatmaybearoundit——Idon’twanttohave。It’snicernottoknow。"
  Lover’sLanewasadearplacethatnight,stillandmysteriouslydiminthepaleradianceofthemoonlight。Theyloiteredthroughitinapleasantchummysilence,neithercaringtotalk。
  "IfGilbertwerealwaysashehasbeenthiseveninghowniceandsimpleeverythingwouldbe,"reflectedAnne。
  GilbertwaslookingatAnne,asshewalkedalong。Inherlightdress,withherslenderdelicacy,shemadehimthinkofawhiteiris。
  "IwonderifIcanevermakehercareforme,"hethought,withapangofself-destruct。
  ChapterIII
  GreetingandFarewellCharlieSloane,GilbertBlytheandAnneShirleyleftAvonleathefollowingMondaymorning。Annehadhopedforafineday。Dianawastodrivehertothestationandtheywantedthis,theirlastdrivetogetherforsometime,tobeapleasantone。ButwhenAnnewenttobedSundaynighttheeastwindwasmoaningaroundGreenGableswithanominousprophecywhichwasfulfilledinthemorning。
  Anneawoketofindraindropspatteringagainstherwindowandshadowingthepond’sgraysurfacewithwideningrings;hillsandseawerehiddeninmist,andthewholeworldseemeddimanddreary。
  Annedressedinthecheerlessgraydawn,foranearlystartwasnecessarytocatchtheboattrain;shestruggledagainstthetearsthatWOULDwellupinhereyesinspiteofherself。Shewasleavingthehomethatwassodeartoher,andsomethingtoldherthatshewasleavingitforever,saveasaholidayrefuge。Thingswouldneverbethesameagain;comingbackforvacationswouldnotbelivingthere。
  Andoh,howdearandbelovedeverythingwas——thatlittlewhiteporchroom,sacredtothedreamsofgirlhood,theoldSnowQueenatthewindow,thebrookinthehollow,theDryad’sBubble,theHauntedWoods,andLover’sLane——allthethousandandonedearspotswherememoriesoftheoldyearsbided。Couldsheeverbereallyhappyanywhereelse?
  BreakfastatGreenGablesthatmorningwasaratherdolefulmeal。
  Davy,forthefirsttimeinhislifeprobably,couldnoteat,butblubberedshamelesslyoverhisporridge。Nobodyelseseemedtohavemuchappetite,saveDora,whotuckedawayherrationscomfortably。
  Dora,liketheimmortalandmostprudentCharlotte,who"wentoncuttingbreadandbutter"whenherfrenziedlover’sbodyhadbeencarriedpastonashutter,wasoneofthosefortunatecreatureswhoareseldomdisturbedbyanything。EvenateightittookagreatdealtoruffleDora’splacidity。ShewassorryAnnewasgoingaway,ofcourse,butwasthatanyreasonwhysheshouldfailtoappreciateapoachedeggontoast?Notatall。And,seeingthatDavycouldnoteathis,Doraateitforhim。
  PromptlyontimeDianaappearedwithhorseandbuggy,herrosyfaceglowingaboveherraincoat。Thegood-byeshadtobesaidthensomehow。Mrs。LyndecameinfromherquarterstogiveAnneaheartyembraceandwarnhertobecarefulofherhealth,whatevershedid。Marilla,brusqueandtearless,peckedAnne’scheekandsaidshesupposedthey’dhearfromherwhenshegotsettled。AcasualobservermighthaveconcludedthatAnne’sgoingmatteredverylittletoher——unlesssaidobserverhadhappenedtogetagoodlookinhereyes。DorakissedAnneprimlyandsqueezedouttwodecorouslittletears;butDavy,whohadbeencryingonthebackporchstepeversincetheyrosefromthetable,refusedtosaygood-byeatall。WhenhesawAnnecomingtowardshimhesprangtohisfeet,boltedupthebackstairs,andhidinaclothescloset,outofwhichhewouldnotcome。HismuffledhowlswerethelastsoundsAnneheardassheleftGreenGables。
  ItrainedheavilyallthewaytoBrightRiver,towhichstationtheyhadtogo,sincethebranchlinetrainfromCarmodydidnotconnectwiththeboattrain。CharlieandGilbertwereonthestationplatformwhentheyreachedit,andthetrainwaswhistling。
  Annehadjusttimetogetherticketandtrunkcheck,sayahurriedfarewelltoDiana,andhastenonboard。ShewishedsheweregoingbackwithDianatoAvonlea;sheknewshewasgoingtodieofhomesickness。
  Andoh,ifonlythatdismalrainwouldstoppouringdownasifthewholeworldwereweepingoversummervanishedandjoysdeparted!
  EvenGilbert’spresencebroughthernocomfort,forCharlieSloanewasthere,too,andSloanishnesscouldbetoleratedonlyinfineweather。
  Itwasabsolutelyinsufferableinrain。
  ButwhentheboatsteamedoutofCharlottetownharborthingstookaturnforthebetter。Therainceasedandthesunbegantoburstoutgoldenlynowandagainbetweentherentsintheclouds,burnishingthegrayseaswithcopper-huedradiance,andlightingupthemiststhatcurtainedtheIsland’sredshoreswithgleamsofgoldforetokeningafinedayafterall。Besides,CharlieSloanepromptlybecamesoseasickthathehadtogobelow,andAnneandGilbertwereleftaloneondeck。
  "IamverygladthatalltheSloanesgetseasickassoonastheygoonwater,"thoughtAnnemercilessly。"IamsureIcouldn’ttakemyfarewelllookatthe`ouldsod’withCharliestandingtherepretendingtolooksentimentallyatit,too。"
  "Well,we’reoff,"remarkedGilbertunsentimentally。
  "Yes,IfeellikeByron’s`ChildeHarold’——onlyitisn’treallymy`nativeshore’thatI’mwatching,"saidAnne,winkinghergrayeyesvigorously。"NovaScotiaisthat,Isuppose。Butone’snativeshoreisthelandonelovesthebest,andthat’sgoodoldP。E。I。forme。Ican’tbelieveIdidn’talwayslivehere。
  ThoseelevenyearsbeforeIcameseemlikeabaddream。
  It’ssevenyearssinceIcrossedonthisboat——theeveningMrs。SpencerbroughtmeoverfromHopetown。Icanseemyself,inthatdreadfuloldwinceydressandfadedsailorhat,exploringdecksandcabinswithenrapturedcuriosity。Itwasafineevening;
  andhowthoseredIslandshoresdidgleaminthesunshine。NowI’mcrossingthestraitagain。Oh,Gilbert,IdohopeI’lllikeRedmondandKingsport,butI’msureIwon’t!"
  "Where’sallyourphilosophygone,Anne?"
  "It’sallsubmergedunderagreat,swampingwaveoflonelinessandhomesickness。I’velongedforthreeyearstogotoRedmond——andnowI’mgoing——andIwishIweren’t!Nevermind!I
  shallbecheerfulandphilosophicalagainafterIhavejustonegoodcry。IMUSThavethat,`asawent’——andI’llhavetowaituntilIgetintomyboardinghousebedtonight,whereveritmaybe,beforeIcanhaveit。ThenAnnewillbeherselfagain。I
  wonderifDavyhascomeoutoftheclosetyet。"
  ItwasninethatnightwhentheirtrainreachedKingsport,andtheyfoundthemselvesintheblue-whiteglareofthecrowdedstation。
  Annefelthorriblybewildered,butamomentlatershewasseizedbyPriscillaGrant,whohadcometoKingsportonSaturday。
  "Hereyouare,beloved!AndIsupposeyou’reastiredasIwaswhenIgothereSaturdaynight。"
  "Tired!Priscilla,don’ttalkofit。I’mtired,andgreen,andprovincial,andonlyabouttenyearsold。Forpity’ssaketakeyourpoor,broken-downchumtosomeplacewhereshecanhearherselfthink。"
  "I’lltakeyourightuptoourboardinghouse。I’veacabreadyoutside。"
  "It’ssuchablessingyou’rehere,Prissy。Ifyouweren’tI
  thinkIshouldjustsitdownonmysuitcase,hereandnow,andweepbittertears。Whatacomfortonefamiliarfaceisinahowlingwildernessofstrangers!"
  "IsthatGilbertBlytheoverthere,Anne?Howhehasgrownupthispastyear!HewasonlyaschoolboywhenItaughtinCarmody。
  Andofcoursethat’sCharlieSloane。HEhasn’tchanged——couldn’t!
  Helookedjustlikethatwhenhewasborn,andhe’lllooklikethatwhenhe’seighty。Thisway,dear。We’llbehomeintwentyminutes。"
  "Home!"groanedAnne。"Youmeanwe’llbeinsomehorribleboardinghouse,inastillmorehorriblehallbedroom,lookingoutonadingybackyard。"
  "Itisn’tahorribleboardinghouse,Anne-girl。Here’sourcab。
  Hopin——thedriverwillgetyourtrunk。Oh,yes,theboardinghouse——it’sreallyaveryniceplaceofitskind,asyou’lladmittomorrowmorningwhenagoodnight’ssleephasturnedyourbluesrosypink。
  It’sabig,old-fashioned,graystonehouseonSt。JohnStreet,justanicelittleconstitutionalfromRedmond。Itusedtobethe`residence’ofgreatfolk,butfashionhasdesertedSt。JohnStreetanditshousesonlydreamnowofbetterdays。They’resobigthatpeoplelivinginthemhavetotakeboardersjusttofillup。Atleast,thatisthereasonourlandladiesareveryanxioustoimpressonus。
  They’redelicious,Anne——ourlandladies,Imean。"
  "Howmanyarethere?"
  "Two。MissHannahHarveyandMissAdaHarvey。Theywereborntwinsaboutfiftyyearsago。"
  "Ican’tgetawayfromtwins,itseems,"smiledAnne。"WhereverI
  gotheyconfrontme。"
  "Oh,they’renottwinsnow,dear。Aftertheyreachedtheageofthirtytheyneverweretwinsagain。MissHannahhasgrownold,nottoogracefully,andMissAdahasstayedthirty,lessgracefullystill。Idon’tknowwhetherMissHannahcansmileornot;I’venevercaughtheratitsofar,butMissAdasmilesallthetimeandthat’sworse。However,they’renice,kindsouls,andtheytaketwoboarderseveryyearbecauseMissHannah’seconomicalsoulcannotbearto`wasteroomspace’——notbecausetheyneedtoorhaveto,asMissAdahastoldmeseventimessinceSaturdaynight。Asforourrooms,Iadmittheyarehallbedrooms,andminedoeslookoutonthebackyard。YourroomisafrontoneandlooksoutonOldSt。John’sgraveyard,whichisjustacrossthestreet。"
  "Thatsoundsgruesome,"shiveredAnne。"IthinkI’dratherhavethebackyardview。"
  "Oh,no,youwouldn’t。Waitandsee。OldSt。John’sisadarlingplace。It’sbeenagraveyardsolongthatit’sceasedtobeoneandhasbecomeoneofthesightsofKingsport。Iwasallthroughityesterdayforapleasureexertion。There’sabigstonewallandarowofenormoustreesallaroundit,androwsoftreesallthroughit,andthequeerestoldtombstones,withthequeerestandquaintestinscriptions。You’llgotheretostudy,Anne,seeifyoudon’t。Ofcourse,nobodyiseverburiedtherenow。
  ButafewyearsagotheyputupabeautifulmonumenttothememoryofNovaScotiansoldierswhofellintheCrimeanWar。
  Itisjustoppositetheentrancegatesandthere’s`scopeforimagination’init,asyouusedtosay。Here’syourtrunkatlast——andtheboyscomingtosaygoodnight。MustIreallyshakehandswithCharlieSloane,Anne?Hishandsarealwayssocoldandfishy-feeling。Wemustaskthemtocalloccasionally。
  MissHannahgravelytoldmewecouldhave`younggentlemencallers’twoeveningsintheweek,iftheywentawayatareasonablehour;andMissAdaaskedme,smiling,pleasetobesuretheydidn’tsitonherbeautifulcushions。Ipromisedtoseetoit;butgoodnessknowswhereelsetheyCANsit,unlesstheysitonthefloor,fortherearecushionsonEVERYTHING。
  MissAdaevenhasanelaborateBattenburgoneontopofthepiano。"
  Annewaslaughingbythistime。Priscilla’sgaychatterhadtheintendedeffectofcheeringherup;homesicknessvanishedforthetimebeing,anddidnotevenreturninfullforcewhenshefinallyfoundherselfaloneinherlittlebedroom。Shewenttoherwindowandlookedout。Thestreetbelowwasdimandquiet。
  AcrossitthemoonwasshiningabovethetreesinOldSt。John’s,justbehindthegreatdarkheadoftheliononthemonument。
  AnnewonderedifitcouldhavebeenonlythatmorningthatshehadleftGreenGables。Shehadthesenseofalongpassageoftimewhichonedayofchangeandtravelgives。
  "IsupposethatverymoonislookingdownonGreenGablesnow,"
  shemused。"ButIwon’tthinkaboutit——thatwayhomesicknesslies。I’mnotevengoingtohavemygoodcry。I’llputthatofftoamoreconvenientseason,andjustnowI’llgocalmlyandsensiblytobedandtosleep。"
  ChapterIV
  April’sLadyKingsportisaquaintoldtown,hearkingbacktoearlyColonialdays,andwrappedinitsancientatmosphere,assomefineolddameingarmentsfashionedlikethoseofheryouth。Hereandthereitsproutsoutintomodernity,butatheartitisstillunspoiled;
  itisfullofcuriousrelics,andhaloedbytheromanceofmanylegendsofthepast。Onceitwasamerefrontierstationonthefringeofthewilderness,andthosewerethedayswhenIndianskeptlifefrombeingmonotonoustothesettlers。ThenitgrewtobeaboneofcontentionbetweentheBritishandtheFrench,beingoccupiednowbytheoneandnowbytheother,emergingfromeachoccupationwithsomefreshscarofbattlingnationsbrandedonit。
  Ithasinitsparkamartellotower,autographedalloverbytourists,adismantledoldFrenchfortonthehillsbeyondthetown,andseveralantiquatedcannoninitspublicsquares。
  Ithasotherhistoricspotsalso,whichmaybehuntedoutbythecurious,andnoneismorequaintanddelightfulthanOldSt。John’sCemeteryattheverycoreofthetown,withstreetsofquiet,old-timehousesontwosides,andbusy,bustling,modernthoroughfaresontheothers。EverycitizenofKingsportfeelsathrillofpossessiveprideinOldSt。John’s,for,ifhebeofanypretensionsatall,hehasanancestorburiedthere,withaqueer,crookedslabathishead,orelsesprawlingprotectivelyoverthegrave,onwhichallthemainfactsofhishistoryarerecorded。Forthemostpartnogreatartorskillwaslavishedonthoseoldtombstones。Thelargernumberareofroughlychiselledbrownorgraynativestone,andonlyinafewcasesisthereanyattemptatornamentation。Someareadornedwithskullandcross-bones,andthisgrizzlydecorationisfrequentlycoupledwithacherub’shead。Manyareprostrateandinruins。
  IntoalmostallTime’stoothhasbeengnawing,untilsomeinscriptionshavebeencompletelyeffaced,andotherscanonlybedecipheredwithdifficulty。Thegraveyardisveryfullandverybowery,foritissurroundedandintersectedbyrowsofelmsandwillows,beneathwhoseshadethesleepersmustlieverydreamlessly,forevercroonedtobythewindsandleavesoverthem,andquiteundisturbedbytheclamoroftrafficjustbeyond。
  AnnetookthefirstofmanyramblesinOldSt。John’sthenextafternoon。
  SheandPriscillahadgonetoRedmondintheforenoonandregisteredasstudents,afterwhichtherewasnothingmoretodothatday。Thegirlsgladlymadetheirescape,foritwasnotexhilaratingtobesurroundedbycrowdsofstrangers,mostofwhomhadaratheralienappearance,asifnotquitesurewheretheybelonged。
  The"freshettes"stoodaboutindetachedgroupsoftwoorthree,lookingaskanceateachother;the"freshies,"wiserintheirdayandgeneration,hadbandedthemselvestogetheronthebigstaircaseoftheentrancehall,wheretheywereshoutingoutgleeswithallthevigorofyouthfullungs,asaspeciesofdefiancetotheirtraditionalenemies,theSophomores,afewofwhomwereprowlingloftilyabout,lookingproperlydisdainfulofthe"unlickedcubs"onthestairs。GilbertandCharliewerenowheretobeseen。
  "LittledidIthinkthedaywouldevercomewhenI’dbegladofthesightofaSloane,"saidPriscilla,astheycrossedthecampus,"butI’dwelcomeCharlie’sgoggleeyesalmostecstatically。Atleast,they’dbefamiliareyes。"
  "Oh,"sighedAnne。"Ican’tdescribehowIfeltwhenIwasstandingthere,waitingmyturntoberegistered——asinsignificantastheteeniestdropinamostenormousbucket。
  It’sbadenoughtofeelinsignificant,butit’sunbearabletohaveitgrainedintoyoursoulthatyouwillnever,cannever,beanythingbutinsignificant,andthatishowIdidfeel——
  asifIwereinvisibletothenakedeyeandsomeofthoseSophsmightsteponme。IknewIwouldgodowntomygraveunwept,unhonoredandunsung。"
  "Waittillnextyear,"comfortedPriscilla。"Thenwe’llbeabletolookasboredandsophisticatedasanySophomoreofthemall。
  Nodoubtitisratherdreadfultofeelinsignificant;butIthinkit’sbetterthantofeelasbigandawkwardasIdid——asifIweresprawledalloverRedmond。That’showIfelt——IsupposebecauseIwasagoodtwoinchestallerthananyoneelseinthecrowd。
  Iwasn’tafraidaSophmightwalkoverme;Iwasafraidthey’dtakemeforanelephant,oranovergrownsampleofapotato-fedIslander。"
  "Isupposethetroubleiswecan’tforgivebigRedmondfornotbeinglittleQueen’s,"saidAnne,gatheringabouthertheshredsofheroldcheerfulphilosophytocoverhernakednessofspirit。
  "WhenweleftQueen’swekneweverybodyandhadaplaceofourown。
  IsupposewehavebeenunconsciouslyexpectingtotakelifeupatRedmondjustwhereweleftoffatQueen’s,andnowwefeelasifthegroundhadslippedfromunderourfeet。I’mthankfulthatneitherMrs。LyndenorMrs。ElishaWrightknow,oreverwillknow,mystateofmindatpresent。Theywouldexultinsaying`Itoldyouso,’andbeconvinceditwasthebeginningoftheend。Whereasitisjusttheendofthebeginning。"
  "Exactly。ThatsoundsmoreAnneish。Inalittlewhilewe’llbeacclimatedandacquainted,andallwillbewell。Anne,didyounoticethegirlwhostoodalonejustoutsidethedoorofthecoeds’dressingroomallthemorning——theprettyonewiththebrowneyesandcrookedmouth?"
  "Yes,Idid。InoticedherparticularlybecausesheseemedtheonlycreaturetherewhoLOOKEDaslonelyandfriendlessasIFELT。
  IhadYOU,butshehadnoone。"
  "Ithinkshefeltprettyall-by-herselfish,too。SeveraltimesI
  sawhermakeamotionasiftocrossovertous,butsheneverdidit——tooshy,Isuppose。Iwishedshewouldcome。IfIhadn’tfeltsomuchliketheaforesaidelephantI’dhavegonetoher。
  ButIcouldn’tlumberacrossthatbighallwithallthoseboyshowlingonthestairs。ShewastheprettiestfreshetteIsawtoday,butprobablyfavorisdeceitfulandevenbeautyisvainonyourfirstdayatRedmond,"concludedPriscillawithalaugh。
  "I’mgoingacrosstoOldSt。John’safterlunch,"saidAnne。
  "Idon’tknowthatagraveyardisaverygoodplacetogotogetcheeredup,butitseemstheonlyget-at-ableplacewheretherearetrees,andtreesImusthave。I’llsitononeofthoseoldslabsandshutmyeyesandimagineI’mintheAvonleawoods。"
  Annedidnotdothat,however,forshefoundenoughofinterestinOldSt。John’stokeephereyeswideopen。Theywentinbytheentrancegates,pastthesimple,massive,stonearchsurmountedbythegreatlionofEngland。
  "`AndonInkermanyetthewildbrambleisgory,Andthosebleakheightshenceforthshallbefamousinstory,’"
  quotedAnne,lookingatitwithathrill。Theyfoundthemselvesinadim,cool,greenplacewherewindswerefondofpurring。
  Upanddownthelonggrassyaislestheywandered,readingthequaint,voluminousepitaphs,carvedinanagethathadmoreleisurethanourown。
  "`HerelieththebodyofAlbertCrawford,Esq。,’"readAnnefromaworn,grayslab,"`formanyyearsKeeperofHisMajesty’sOrdnanceatKingsport。Heservedinthearmytillthepeaceof1763,whenheretiredfrombadhealth。Hewasabraveofficer,thebestofhusbands,thebestoffathers,thebestoffriends。
  HediedOctober29th,1792,aged84years。’There’sanepitaphforyou,Prissy。Thereiscertainlysome`scopeforimagination’
  init。Howfullsuchalifemusthavebeenofadventure!Andasforhispersonalqualities,I’msurehumaneulogycouldn’tgofurther。Iwonderiftheytoldhimhewasallthosebestthingswhilehewasalive。"
  "Here’sanother,"saidPriscilla。"Listen——
  `TothememoryofAlexanderRoss,whodiedonthe22ndofSeptember,1840,aged43years。Thisisraisedasatributeofaffectionbyonewhomheservedsofaithfullyfor27yearsthathewasregardedasafriend,deservingthefullestconfidenceandattachment。’"
  "Averygoodepitaph,"commentedAnnethoughtfully。"Iwouldn’twishabetter。Weareallservantsofsomesort,andifthefactthatwearefaithfulcanbetruthfullyinscribedonourtombstonesnothingmoreneedbeadded。Here’sasorrowfullittlegraystone,Prissy——`tothememoryofafavoritechild。’Andhereisanother`erectedtothememoryofonewhoisburiedelsewhere。’Iwonderwherethatunknowngraveis。Really,Pris,thegraveyardsoftodaywillneverbeasinterestingasthis。Youwereright——Ishallcomehereoften。Iloveitalready。Iseewe’renotalonehere——there’sagirldownattheendofthisavenue。"
  "Yes,andIbelieveit’stheverygirlwesawatRedmondthismorning。
  I’vebeenwatchingherforfiveminutes。Shehasstartedtocomeuptheavenueexactlyhalfadozentimes,andhalfadozentimeshassheturnedandgoneback。Eithershe’sdreadfullyshyorshehasgotsomethingonherconscience。Let’sgoandmeether。It’seasiertogetacquaintedinagraveyardthanatRedmond,Ibelieve。"
  Theywalkeddownthelonggrassyarcadetowardsthestranger,whowassittingonagrayslabunderanenormouswillow。Shewascertainlyverypretty,withavivid,irregular,bewitchingtypeofprettiness。Therewasaglossasofbrownnutsonhersatin-smoothhairandasoft,ripeglowonherroundcheeks。
  Hereyeswerebigandbrownandvelvety,underoddly-pointedblackbrows,andhercrookedmouthwasrose-red。Sheworeasmartbrownsuit,withtwoverymodishlittleshoespeepingfrombeneathit;andherhatofdullpinkstraw,wreathedwithgolden-brownpoppies,hadtheindefinable,unmistakableairwhichpertainstothe"creation"ofanartistinmillinery。
  Priscillahadasuddenstingingconsciousnessthatherownhathadbeentrimmedbyhervillagestoremilliner,andAnnewondereduncomfortablyiftheblouseshehadmadeherself,andwhichMrs。