CHAPTERVII
THECATHEDRAL
IMUSTnotgoondescribingwhatcannotbedescribed,fornothingismorewearisome。
Beforetheyreachedthesea,DiamondfeltNorthWind’shairjustbeginningtofallabouthim。
“Isthestormover,NorthWind?”hecalledout。
“No,Diamond。Iamonlywaitingamomenttosetyoudown。
Youwouldnotliketoseetheshipsunk,andIamgoingtogiveyouaplacetostopintillIcomebackforyou。”
“Oh!thankyou。”saidDiamond。“Ishallbesorrytoleaveyou,NorthWind,butIwouldrathernotseetheshipgodown。AndI’mafraidthepoorpeoplewillcry,andIshouldhearthem。Oh,dear!“
“Thereareagoodmanypassengersonboard;andtotellthetruth,Diamond,Idon’tcareaboutyourhearingthecryyouspeakof。
Iamafraidyouwouldnotgetitoutofyourlittleheadagainforalongtime。”
“Buthowcanyoubearitthen,NorthWind?ForIamsureyouarekind。
Ishallneverdoubtthatagain。”
“IwilltellyouhowIamabletobearit,Diamond:Iamalwayshearing,througheverynoise,throughallthenoiseIammakingmyselfeven,thesoundofafar-offsong。Idonotexactlyknowwhereitis,orwhatitmeans;andIdon’thearmuchofit,onlytheodourofitsmusic,asitwere,flittingacrossthegreatbillowsoftheoceanoutsidethisairinwhichImakesuchastorm;butwhatIdohearisquiteenoughtomakemeabletobearthecryfromthedrowningship。
Soitwouldyouifyoucouldhearit。”
“No,itwouldn’t。”returnedDiamond,stoutly。“Fortheywouldn’thearthemusicofthefar-awaysong;andiftheydid,itwouldn’tdothemanygood。YouseeyouandIarenotgoingtobedrowned,andsowemightenjoyit。”
“Butyouhaveneverheardthepsalm,andyoudon’tknowwhatitislike。Somehow,Ican’tsayhow,ittellsmethatallisright;
thatitiscomingtoswallowupallcries。”
“Butthatwon’tdothemanygood——thepeople,Imean。”persistedDiamond。
“Itmust。Itmust。”saidNorthWind,hurriedly。“Itwouldn’tbethesongitseemstobeifitdidnotswallowupalltheirfearandpaintoo,andsetthemsingingitthemselveswiththerest。
Iamsureitwill。Anddoyouknow,eversinceIknewIhadhair,thatis,eversinceitbegantogooutandaway,thatsonghasbeencomingnearerandnearer。OnlyImustsayitwassomethousandyearsbeforeIheardit。”
“Buthowcanyousayitwascomingnearerwhenyoudidnothearit?”
askeddoubtinglittleDiamond。
“SinceIbegantohearit,Iknowitisgrowinglouder,thereforeI
judgeitwascomingnearerandneareruntilIdidhearitfirst。
I’mnotsoveryold,youknow——afewthousandyearsonly——andIwasquiteababywhenIheardthenoisefirst,butIknewitmustcomefromthevoicesofpeopleeversomucholderandwiserthanIwas。
Ican’tsingatall,exceptnowandthen,andIcannevertellwhatmysongisgoingtobe;IonlyknowwhatitisafterIhavesungit——
Butthiswillneverdo。Willyoustophere?”
“Ican’tseeanywheretostop。”saidDiamond。“Yourhairisalldownlikeadarkness,andIcan’tseethroughitifIknockmyeyesintoiteversomuch。”
“Look,then。”saidNorthWind;and,withonesweepofhergreatwhitearm,shesweptyardsdeepofdarknesslikeagreatcurtainfrombeforethefaceoftheboy。
Andlo!itwasabluenight,litupwithstars。Whereitdidnotshinewithstarsitshimmeredwiththemilkofthestars,exceptwhere,justoppositetoDiamond’sface,thegreytowersofacathedralblottedouteachitsownshapeofskyandstars。
“Oh!what’sthat?”criedDiamond,struckwithakindofterror,forhehadneverseenacathedral,anditrosebeforehimwithanawfulrealityinthemidstofthewidespaces,conqueringemptinesswithgrandeur。
“Averygoodplaceforyoutowaitin。”saidNorthWind。“Butweshallgoin,andyoushalljudgeforyourself。”
Therewasanopendoorinthemiddleofoneofthetowers,leadingoutupontheroof,andthroughittheypassed。ThenNorthWindsetDiamondonhisfeet,andhefoundhimselfatthetopofastonestair,whichwenttwistingawaydownintothedarknessforonlyalittlelightcameinatthedoor。Itwasenough,however,toallowDiamondtoseethatNorthWindstoodbesidehim。Helookeduptofindherface,andsawthatshewasnolongerabeautifulgiantess,butthetallgraciousladyhelikedbesttosee。Shetookhishand,and,givinghimthebroadpartofthespiralstairtowalkon,ledhimdownagoodway;then,openinganotherlittledoor,ledhimoutuponanarrowgallerythatranallroundthecentralpartofthechurch,ontheledgesofthewindowsoftheclerestory,andthroughopeningsinthepartsofthewallthatdividedthewindowsfromeachother。
Itwasverynarrow,andexceptwhentheywerepassingthroughthewall,Diamondsawnothingtokeephimfromfallingintothechurch。
Itlaybelowhimlikeagreatsilentgulfhollowedinstone,andheheldhisbreathforfearashelookeddown。
“Whatareyoutremblingfor,littleDiamond?”saidthelady,asshewalkedgentlyalong,withherhandheldoutbehindherleadinghim,fortherewasnotbreadthenoughforthemtowalksidebyside。
“Iamafraidoffallingdownthere。”answeredDiamond。“Itissodeepdown。”
“Yes,rather。”answeredNorthWind;“butyouwereahundredtimeshigherafewminutesago。”
“Ah,yes,butsomebody’sarmwasaboutmethen。”saidDiamond,puttinghislittlemouthtothebeautifulcoldhandthathadaholdofhis。
“Whatadearlittlewarmmouthyou’vegot!“saidNorthWind。
“Itisapityyoushouldtalknonsensewithit。Don’tyouknowI
haveaholdofyou?”
“Yes;butI’mwalkingonmyownlegs,andtheymightslip。
Ican’ttrustmyselfsowellasyourarms。”
“ButIhaveaholdofyou,Itellyou,foolishchild。”
“Yes,butsomehowIcan’tfeelcomfortable。”
“Ifyouweretofall,andmyholdofyouweretogiveway,Ishouldbedownafteryouinalessmomentthanalady’swatchcantick,andcatchyoulongbeforeyouhadreachedtheground。”
“Idon’tlikeitthough。”saidDiamond。
“Oh!oh!oh!“hescreamedthenextmoment,bentdoublewithterror,forNorthWindhadletgoherholdofhishand,andhadvanished,leavinghimstandingasifrootedtothegallery。
Sheleftthewords,“Comeafterme。”soundinginhisears。
Butmovehedarednot。Inamomentmorehewouldfromveryterrorhavefallenintothechurch,butsuddenlytherecameagentlebreathofcoolwinduponhisface,anditkeptblowinguponhiminlittlepuffs,andateverypuffDiamondfelthisfaintnessgoingaway,andhisfearwithit。Couragewasrevivinginhislittleheart,andstillthecoolwaftsofthesoftwindbreatheduponhim,andthesoftwindwassomightyandstrongwithinitsgentleness,thatinaminutemoreDiamondwasmarchingalongthenarrowledgeasfearlessforthetimeasNorthWindherself。
Hewalkedonandon,withthewindowsallinarowononesideofhim,andthegreatemptynaveofthechurchechoingtoeveryoneofhisbravestridesontheother,untilatlasthecametoalittleopendoor,fromwhichabroaderstairledhimdownanddownanddown,tillatlastallatoncehefoundhimselfinthearmsofNorthWind,whoheldhimclosetoher,andkissedhimontheforehead。
Diamondnestledtoher,andmurmuredintoherbosom,——“Whydidyouleaveme,dearNorthWind?”
“BecauseIwantedyoutowalkalone。”sheanswered。
“Butitissomuchnicerhere!“saidDiamond。
“Idaresay;butIcouldn’tholdalittlecowardtomyheart。
Itwouldmakemesocold!“
“ButIwasn’tbraveofmyself。”saidDiamond,whommyolderreaderswillhavealreadydiscoveredtobeatruechildinthis,thathewasgiventometaphysics。“Itwasthewindthatblewinmyfacethatmademebrave。Wasn’titnow,NorthWind?”
“Yes:Iknowthat。Youhadtobetaughtwhatcouragewas。
Andyoucouldn’tknowwhatitwaswithoutfeelingit:thereforeitwasgivenyou。Butdon’tyoufeelasifyouwouldtrytobebraveyourselfnexttime?”
“Yes,Ido。Buttryingisnotmuch。”
“Yes,itis——averygreatdeal,foritisabeginning。Andabeginningisthegreatestthingofall。Totrytobebraveistobebrave。
Thecowardwhotriestobebraveisbeforethemanwhoisbravebecauseheismadeso,andneverhadtotry。”
“Howkindyouare,NorthWind!“
“Iamonlyjust。Allkindnessisbutjustice。Weoweit。”
“Idon’tquiteunderstandthat。”
“Nevermind;youwillsomeday。Thereisnohurryaboutunderstandingitnow。”
“Whoblewthewindonmethatmademebrave?”
“Idid。”
“Ididn’tseeyou。”
“Thereforeyoucanbelieveme。”
“Yes,yes;ofcourse。Buthowwasitthatsuchalittlebreathcouldbesostrong?”
“ThatIdon’tknow。”
“Butyoumadeitstrong?”
“No:Ionlyblewit。Iknewitwouldmakeyoustrong,justasitdidthemanintheboat,youremember。ButhowmybreathhasthatpowerIcannottell。ItwasputintoitwhenIwasmade。
ThatisallIknow。ButreallyImustbegoingaboutmywork。”
“Ah!thepoorship!Iwishyouwouldstophere,andletthepoorshipgo。”
“ThatIdarenotdo。WillyoustopheretillIcomeback?”
“Yes。Youwon’tbelong?”
“NotlongerthanIcanhelp。Trustme,youshallgethomebeforethemorning。”
InamomentNorthWindwasgone,andthenextDiamondheardamoaningaboutthechurch,whichgrewandgrewtoaroaring。
Thestormwasupagain,andheknewthatNorthWind’shairwasflying。
Thechurchwasdark。Onlyalittlelightcamethroughthewindows,whichwerealmostallofthatpreciousoldstainedglasswhichissomuchlovelierthanthenew。ButDiamondcouldnotseehowbeautifultheywere,fortherewasnotenoughoflightinthestarstoshowthecoloursofthem。Hecouldonlyjustdistinguishthemfromthewalls,Helookedup,butcouldnotseethegalleryalongwhichhehadpassed。Hecouldonlytellwhereitwasfarupbythefaintglimmerofthewindowsoftheclerestory,whosesillsmadepartofit。Thechurchgrewverylonelyabouthim,andhebegantofeellikeachildwhosemotherhasforsakenit。
Onlyheknewthattobeleftaloneisnotalwaystobeforsaken。
Hebegantofeelhiswayabouttheplace,andforawhilewentwanderingupanddown。Hislittlefootstepswakedlittleansweringechoesinthegreathouse。Itwasn’ttoobigtomindhim。
Itwasasifthechurchknewhewasthere,andmeanttomakeitselfhishouse。Soitwentongivingbackananswertoeverystep,untilatlengthDiamondthoughtheshouldliketosaysomethingoutloud,andseewhatthechurchwouldanswer。Buthefoundhewasafraidtospeak。Hecouldnotutterawordforfearoftheloneliness。
Perhapsitwasaswellthathedidnot,forthesoundofaspokenwordwouldhavemadehimfeeltheplaceyetmoredesertedandempty。
Buthethoughthecouldsing。Hewasfondofsinging,andathomeheusedtosing,totunesofhisown,allthenurseryrhymesheknew。
Sohebegantotry`Heydiddlediddle’,butitwouldn’tdo。
Thenhetried`LittleBoyBlue’,butitwasnobetter。Neitherwould`SingaSongofSixpence’singitselfatall。Thenhetried`PooroldCockytoo’,buthewouldn’tdo。Theyallsoundedsosilly!
andhehadneverthoughtthemsillybefore。Sohewasquiet,andlistenedtotheechoesthatcameoutofthedarkcornersinanswertohisfootsteps。
Atlasthegaveagreatsigh,andsaid,“I’msotired。”Buthedidnothearthegentleechothatansweredfromfarawayoverhishead,foratthesamemomenthecameagainstthelowestofafewstepsthatstretchedacrossthechurch,andfelldownandhurthisarm。
Hecriedalittlefirst,andthencrawledupthestepsonhishandsandknees。Atthetophecametoalittlebitofcarpet,onwhichhelaydown;andtherehelaystaringatthedullwindowthatrosenearlyahundredfeetabovehishead。
Nowthiswastheeasternwindowofthechurch,andthemoonwasatthatmomentjustontheedgeofthehorizon。Thenext,shewaspeepingoverit。Andlo!withthemoon,St。JohnandSt。Paul,andtherestofthem,begantodawninthewindowintheirlovelygarments。
Diamonddidnotknowthatthewonder-workingmoonwasbehind,andhethoughtallthelightwascomingoutofthewindowitself,andthatthegoodoldmenwereappearingtohelphim,growingoutofthenightandthedarkness,becausehehadhurthisarm,andwasverytiredandlonely,andNorthWindwassolongincoming。
Sohelayandlookedatthembackwardsoverhishead,wonderingwhentheywouldcomedownorwhattheywoulddonext。Theywereverydim,forthemoonlightwasnotstrongenoughforthecolours,andhehadenoughtodowithhiseyestryingtomakeouttheirshapes。
Sohiseyesgrewtired,andmoreandmoretired,andhiseyelidsgrewsoheavythattheywouldkeeptumblingdownoverhiseyes。
Hekeptliftingthemandliftingthem,buteverytimetheywereheavierthanthelast。Itwasnouse:theyweretoomuchforhim。
Sometimesbeforehehadgotthemhalfup,downtheywereagain;
andatlengthhegaveitupquite,andthemomenthegaveitup,hewasfastasleep。
CHAPTERVIII
THEEASTWINDOW
THATDiamondhadfallenfastasleepisveryevidentfromthestrangethingshenowfanciedastakingplace。Forhethoughtheheardasoundasofwhisperingupinthegreatwindow。Hetriedtoopenhiseyes,buthecouldnot。Andthewhisperingwentonandgrewlouderandlouder,untilhecouldheareverywordthatwassaid。
HethoughtitwastheApostlestalkingabouthim。Buthecouldnotopenhiseyes。
“Andhowcomeshetobelyingthere,St。Peter?”saidone。
“IthinkIsawhimawhileagoupinthegallery,undertheNicodemuswindow。Perhapshehasfallendown。
“Whatdoyouthink,St。Matthew?”
“Idon’tthinkhecouldhavecrepthereafterfallingfromsuchaheight。Hemusthavebeenkilled。”
“Whatarewetodowithhim?Wecan’tleavehimlyingthere。
Andwecouldnotmakehimcomfortableuphereinthewindow:
it’srathercrowdedalready。Whatdoyousay,St。Thomas?”
“Let’sgodownandlookathim。”
Therecamearustling,andachinking,forsometime,andthentherewasasilence,andDiamondfeltsomehowthatalltheApostleswerestandingroundhimandlookingdownonhim。Andstillhecouldnotopenhiseyes。
“Whatisthematterwithhim,St。Luke?”askedone。
“There’snothingthematterwithhim。”answeredSt。Luke,whomusthavejoinedthecompanyoftheApostlesfromthenextwindow,onewouldthink。“He’sinasoundsleep。”
“Ihaveit。”criedanother。“ThisisoneofNorthWind’stricks。
Shehascaughthimupanddroppedhimatourdoor,likeawitheredleaforafoundlingbaby。Idon’tunderstandthatwoman’sconduct,Imustsay。Asifwehadn’tenoughtodowithourmoney,withoutgoingtakingcareofotherpeople’schildren!That’snotwhatourforefathersbuiltcathedralsfor。”
NowDiamondcouldnotbeartohearsuchthingsagainstNorthWind,who,heknew,neverplayedanybodyatrick。Shewasfartoobusywithherownworkforthat。Hestruggledhardtoopenhiseyes,butwithoutsuccess。
“Sheshouldconsiderthatachurchisnotaplaceforpranks,nottomentionthatweliveinit。”saidanother。
“Itcertainlyisdisrespectfulofher。Butshealwaysisdisrespectful。
Whatrighthasshetobangatourwindowsasshehasbeendoingthewholeofthisnight?Idaresaythereisglassbrokensomewhere。
Iknowmybluerobeisinadreadfulmesswiththerainfirstandthedustafter。Itwillcostmeshillingstocleanit。”
ThenDiamondknewthattheycouldnotbeApostles,talkinglikethis。
Theycouldonlybethesextonsandvergersandsuch-like,whogotupatnight,andputontherobesofdeansandbishops,andcalledeachothergrandnames,asthefoolishservantshehadheardhisfathertellofcallthemselveslordsandladies,aftertheirmastersandmistresses。AndhewassoangryattheirdaringtoabuseNorthWind,thathejumpedup,crying——“NorthWindknowsbestwhatsheisabout。
Shehasagoodrighttoblowthecobwebsfromyourwindows,forshewassenttodoit。Shesweepsthemawayfromgranderplaces,Icantellyou,forI’vebeenwithheratit。”
Thiswaswhathebegantosay,butashespokehiseyescamewideopen,andbehold,therewereneitherApostlesnorvergersthere——
notevenawindowwiththeeffigiesofholymeninit,butadarkheapofhayallabouthim,andthelittlepanesintheroofofhisloftglimmeringblueinthelightofthemorning。OldDiamondwascomingawakedownbelowinthestable。Inamomentmorehewasonhisfeet,andshakinghimselfsothatyoungDiamond’sbedtrembledunderhim。
“He’sgrandatshakinghimself。”saidDiamond。“IwishIcouldshakemyselflikethat。ButthenIcanwashmyself,andhecan’t。
WhatfunitwouldbetoseeOldDiamondwashinghisfacewithhishoofsandironshoes!Wouldn’titbeapicture?”
Sosaying,hegotupanddressedhimself。Thenhewentoutintothegarden。Theremusthavebeenatremendouswindinthenight,foralthoughallwasquietnow,therelaythelittlesummer-housecrushedtotheground,andoveritthegreatelm-tree,whichthewindhadbrokenacross,beingmuchdecayedinthemiddle。
Diamondalmostcriedtoseethewildernessofgreenleaves,whichusedtobesofarupintheblueair,tossingaboutinthebreeze,andlikingitbestwhenthewindblewitmost,nowlyingsoneartheground,andwithoutanyhopeofevergettingupintothedeepairagain。
“Iwonderhowoldthetreeis!“thoughtDiamond。“Itmusttakealongtimetogetsoneartheskyasthatpoortreewas。”
“Yes,indeed。”saidavoicebesidehim,forDiamondhadspokenthelastwordsaloud。
Diamondstarted,andlookingaroundsawaclergyman,abrotherofMrs。Coleman,whohappenedtobevisitingher。Hewasagreatscholar,andwasinthehabitofrisingearly。
“Whoareyou,myman?”headded。
“LittleDiamond。”answeredtheboy。
“Oh!Ihaveheardofyou。Howdoyoucometobeupsoearly?”
“BecausetheshamApostlestalkedsuchnonsense,theywakedmeup。”
Theclergymanstared。Diamondsawthathehadbetterhaveheldhistongue,forhecouldnotexplainthings。
“Youmusthavebeendreaming,mylittleman。”saidhe。“Dear!dear!“
hewenton,lookingatthetree,“therehasbeenterribleworkhere。
Thisisthenorthwind’sdoing。Whatapity!Iwishwelivedatthebackofit,I’msure。”
“Whereisthatsir?”askedDiamond。
“AwayintheHyperboreanregions。”answeredtheclergyman,smiling。
“Ineverheardoftheplace。”returnedDiamond。
“Idaresaynot。”answeredtheclergyman;“butifthistreehadbeentherenow,itwouldnothavebeenblowndown,forthereisnowindthere。”
“But,please,sir,ifithadbeenthere。”saidDiamond,“weshouldnothavehadtobesorryforit。”
“Certainlynot。”
“Thenweshouldn’thavehadtobegladforit,either。”
“You’requiteright,myboy。”saidtheclergyman,lookingathimverykindly,asheturnedawaytothehouse,withhiseyesbenttowardstheearth。ButDiamondthoughtwithinhimself,“IwillaskNorthWindnexttimeIseehertotakemetothatcountry。
Ithinkshedidspeakaboutitoncebefore。”
CHAPTERIX
HOWDIAMONDGOTTOTHEBACKOFTHENORTHWIND
WHENDiamondwenthometobreakfast,hefoundhisfatherandmotheralreadyseatedatthetable。Theywerebothbusywiththeirbreadandbutter,andDiamondsathimselfdowninhisusualplace。
Hismotherlookedupathim,and,afterwatchinghimforamoment,said:
“Idon’tthinktheboyislookingwell,husband。”
“Don’tyou?Well,Idon’tknow。Ithinkhelooksprettybobbish。
Howdoyoufeelyourself,Diamond,myboy?”
“Quitewell,thankyou,father;atleast,IthinkI’vegotalittleheadache。”
“There!Itoldyou。”saidhisfatherandmotherbothatonce。
“Thechild’sverypoorly“addedhismother。
“Thechild’squitewell。”addedhisfather。
Andthentheybothlaughed。
“Yousee。”saidhismother,“I’vehadaletterfrommysisteratSandwich。”
“Sleepyoldhole!“saidhisfather。
“Don’tabusetheplace;there’sgoodpeopleinit。”saidhismother。
“Right,oldlady。”returnedhisfather;“onlyIdon’tbelievetherearemorethantwopairofcarriage-horsesinthewholeblessedplace。”
“Well,peoplecangettoheavenwithoutcarriages——orcoachmeneither,husband。NotthatIshouldliketogowithoutmycoachman,youknow。Butabouttheboy?”
“Whatboy?”
“Thatboy,there,staringatyouwithhisgoggle-eyes。”
“HaveIgotgoggle-eyes,mother?”askedDiamond,alittledismayed。
“Nottoogoggle。”saidhismother,whowasquiteproudofherboy’seyes,onlydidnotwanttomakehimvain。
“Nottoogoggle;onlyyouneednotstareso。”
“Well,whatabouthim?”saidhisfather。
“ItoldyouIhadgotaletter。”
“Yes,fromyoursister;notfromDiamond。”
“La,husband!you’vegotoutofbedthewronglegfirstthismorning,Idobelieve。”
“Ialwaysgetoutwithbothatonce。”saidhisfather,laughing。
“Well,listenthen。Hisauntwantstheboytogodownandseeher。”
“Andthat’swhyyouwanttomakeoutthatheain’tlookingwell。”
“Nomoreheis。Ithinkhehadbettergo。”
“Well,Idon’tcare,ifyoucanfindthemoney。”saidhisfather。
“I’llmanagethat。”saidhismother;andsoitwasagreedthatDiamondshouldgotoSandwich。
IwillnotdescribethepreparationsDiamondmade。Youwouldhavethoughthehadbeengoingonathreemonths’voyage。NorwillI
describethejourney,forourbusinessisnowattheplace。
Hewasmetatthestationbyhisaunt,acheerfulmiddle-agedwoman,andconveyedinsafetytothesleepyoldtown,ashisfathercalledit。
Andnowonderthatitwassleepy,foritwasnearlydeadofoldage。
Diamondwentaboutstaringwithhisbeautifulgoggle-eyes,atthequaintoldstreets,andtheshops,andthehouses。
Everythinglookedverystrange,indeed;forherewasatownabandonedbyitsnurse,thesea,likeanoldoysterleftontheshoretillitgapedforweariness。ItusedtobeoneofthefivechiefseaportsinEngland,butitbegantoholditselftoohigh,andtheconsequencewastheseagrewlessandlessintimatewithit,graduallydrewback,andkeptmoretoitself,tillatlengthitleftithighanddry:Sandwichwasaseaportnomore;theseawentonwithitsowntide-businessalongwayoff,andforgotit。
Ofcourseitwenttosleep,andhadnomoretodowithships。
That’swhatcomestocitiesandnations,andboysandgirls,whosay,“Icandowithoutyourhelp。I’menoughformyself。”
Diamondsoonmadegreatfriendswithanoldwomanwhokeptatoyshop,forhismotherhadgivenhimtwopenceforpocket-moneybeforeheleft,andhehadgoneintohershoptospendit,andshegottalkingtohim。Shelookedveryfunny,becauseshehadnotgotanyteeth,butDiamondlikedher,andwentoftentohershop,althoughhehadnothingtospendthereafterthetwopencewasgone。
Oneafternoonhehadbeenwanderingratherwearilyaboutthestreetsforsometime。Itwasahotday,andhefelttired。
Ashepassedthetoyshop,hesteppedin。
“PleasemayIsitdownforaminuteonthisbox?”hesaid,thinkingtheoldwomanwassomewhereintheshop。Buthegotnoanswer,andsatdownwithoutone。Aroundhimwereagreatmanytoysofallprices,fromapennyuptoshillings。Allatonceheheardagentlewhirringsomewhereamongstthem。Itmadehimstartandlookbehindhim。Therewerethesailsofawindmillgoingroundandroundalmostclosetohisear。Hethoughtatfirstitmustbeoneofthosetoyswhicharewoundupandgowithclockwork;
butno,itwasacommonpennytoy,withthewindmillattheendofawhistle,andwhenthewhistleblowsthewindmillgoes。
Butthewonderwasthattherewasnooneatthewhistleendblowing,andyetthesailswereturningroundandround——nowfaster,nowslower,nowfasteragain。
“Whatcanitmean?”saidDiamond,aloud。
“Itmeansme。”saidthetiniestvoicehehadeverheard。
“Whoareyou,please?”askedDiamond。
“Well,really,Ibegintobeashamedofyou。”saidthevoice。
“Iwonderhowlongitwillbebeforeyouknowme;orhowoftenImighttakeyouinbeforeyougotsharpenoughtosuspectme。
Youareasbadasababythatdoesn’tknowhismotherinanewbonnet。”
“Notquitesobadasthat,dearNorthWind。”saidDiamond,“forI
didn’tseeyouatall,andindeedIdon’tseeyouyet,althoughI
recogniseyourvoice。Dogrowalittle,please。”
“Notahair’s-breadth。”saidthevoice,anditwasthesmallestvoicethateverspoke。“Whatareyoudoinghere?”
“Iamcometoseemyaunt。But,please,NorthWind,whydidn’tyoucomebackformeinthechurchthatnight?”
“Idid。Icarriedyousafehome。AllthetimeyouweredreamingabouttheglassApostles,youwerelyinginmyarms。”
“I’msoglad。”saidDiamond。“Ithoughtthatmustbeit,onlyI
wantedtohearyousayso。Didyousinktheship,then?”
“Yes。”
“Anddrowneverybody?”
“Notquite。Oneboatgotawaywithsixorsevenmeninit。”
“Howcouldtheboatswimwhentheshipcouldn’t?”
“OfcourseIhadsometroublewithit。Ihadtocontriveabit,andmanagethewavesalittle。Whenthey’reoncethoroughlywakedup,Ihaveagooddealoftroublewiththemsometimes。
They’reapttogetstupidwithtumblingovereachother’sheads。
That’swhenthey’refairlyatit。However,theboatgottoadesertislandbeforenoonnextday。”
“Andwhatgoodwillcomeofthat?”
“Idon’tknow。Iobeyedorders。Goodbye。”
“Oh!stay,NorthWind,dostay!“criedDiamond,dismayedtoseethewindmillgetslowerandslower。
“Whatisit,mydearchild?”saidNorthWind,andthewindmillbeganturningagainsoswiftlythatDiamondcouldscarcelyseeit。
“Whatabigvoiceyou’vegot!andwhatanoiseyoudomakewithit?
Whatisityouwant?Ihavelittletodo,butthatlittlemustbedone。”
“Iwantyoutotakemetothecountryatthebackofthenorthwind。”
“That’snotsoeasy。”saidNorthWind,andwassilentforsolongthatDiamondthoughtshewasgoneindeed。Butafterhehadquitegivenherup,thevoicebeganagain。
“IalmostwisholdHerodotushadheldhistongueaboutit。
Muchheknewofit!“
“Whydoyouwishthat,NorthWind?”
“Becausethenthatclergymanwouldneverhaveheardofit,andsetyouwantingtogo。Butweshallsee。Weshallsee。Youmustgohomenow,mydear,foryoudon’tseemverywell,andI’llseewhatcanbedoneforyou。Don’twaitforme。I’vegottobreakafewofoldGoody’stoys;she’sthinkingtoomuchofhernewstock。
Twoorthreewilldo。There!gonow。”
Diamondrose,quitesorry,andwithoutawordlefttheshop,andwenthome。
Itsoonappearedthathismotherhadbeenrightabouthim,forthatsameafternoonhisheadbegantoacheverymuch,andhehadtogotobed。
Heawokeinthemiddleofthenight。Thelatticewindowofhisroomhadblownopen,andthecurtainsofhislittlebedwereswingingaboutinthewind。
“IfthatshouldbeNorthWindnow!“thoughtDiamond。
Butthenextmomentheheardsomeoneclosingthewindow,andhisauntcametohisbedside。Sheputherhandonhisface,andsaid——
“How’syourhead,dear?”
“Better,auntie,Ithink。”
“Wouldyoulikesomethingtodrink?”
“Oh,yes!Ishould,please。”
Sohisauntgavehimsomelemonade,forshehadbeenusedtonursingsickpeople,andDiamondfeltverymuchrefreshed,andlaidhisheaddownagaintogoveryfastasleep,ashethought。
Andsohedid,butonlytocomeawakeagain,asafreshburstofwindblewthelatticeopenasecondtime。ThesamemomenthefoundhimselfinacloudofNorthWind’shair,withherbeautifulface,setinitlikeamoon,bendingoverhim。
“Quick,Diamond!“shesaid。“Ihavefoundsuchachance!“
“ButI’mnotwell。”saidDiamond。
“Iknowthat,butyouwillbebetterforalittlefreshair。
Youshallhaveplentyofthat。”
“Youwantmetogo,then?”
“Yes,Ido。Itwon’thurtyou。”
“Verywell。”saidDiamond;andgettingoutofthebed-clothes,hejumpedintoNorthWind’sarms。
“Wemustmakehastebeforeyourauntcomes。”saidshe,assheglidedoutoftheopenlatticeandleftitswinging。
ThemomentDiamondfeltherarmsfoldaroundhimhebegantofeelbetter。Itwasamoonlessnight,andverydark,withglimpsesofstarswhenthecloudsparted。
“Iusedtodashthewavesabouthere。”saidNorthWind,“wherecowsandsheeparefeedingnow;butweshallsoongettothem。
Theretheyare。”
AndDiamond,lookingdown,sawthewhiteglimmerofbreakingwaterfarbelowhim。
“Yousee,Diamond。”saidNorthWind,“itisverydifficultformetogetyoutothebackofthenorthwind,forthatcountryliesintheverynorthitself,andofcourseIcan’tblownorthwards。”
“Whynot?”askedDiamond。
“Youlittlesilly!“saidNorthWind。“Don’tyouseethatifI
weretoblownorthwardsIshouldbeSouthWind,andthatisasmuchastosaythatonepersoncouldbetwopersons?”
“Buthowcanyouevergethomeatall,then?”
“Youarequiteright——thatismyhome,thoughInevergetfartherthantheouterdoor。Isitonthedoorstep,andhearthevoicesinside。
Iamnobodythere,Diamond。”
“I’mverysorry。”
“Why?”
“Thatyoushouldbenobody。”
“Oh,Idon’tmindit。Dearlittleman!youwillbeverygladsomedaytobenobodyyourself。Butyoucan’tunderstandthatnow,andyouhadbetternottry;forifyoudo,youwillbecertaintogofancyingsomeegregiousnonsense,andmakingyourselfmiserableaboutit。”
“ThenIwon’t。”saidDiamond。
“There’sagoodboy。Itwillallcomeingoodtime。”
“Butyouhaven’ttoldmehowyougettothedoorstep,youknow。”
“Itiseasyenoughforme。Ihaveonlytoconsenttobenobody,andthereIam。IdrawintomyselfandthereIamonthedoorstep。
Butyoucaneasilysee,oryouhavelesssensethanIthink,thattodragyou,youheavything,alongwithme,wouldtakecenturies,andIcouldnotgivethetimetoit。”
“Oh,I’msosorry!“saidDiamond。
“Whatfornow,pet?”
“ThatI’msoheavyforyou。IwouldbelighterifIcould,butI
don’tknowhow。”
“Yousillydarling!Why,IcouldtossyouahundredmilesfrommeifIliked。ItisonlywhenIamgoinghomethatIshallfindyouheavy。”
“Thenyouaregoinghomewithme?”
“Ofcourse。DidInotcometofetchyoujustforthat?”
“Butallthistimeyoumustbegoingsouthwards。”
“Yes。OfcourseIam。”
“Howcanyoubetakingmenorthwards,then?”
“Averysensiblequestion。Butyoushallsee。Iwillgetridofafewoftheseclouds——onlytheydocomeupsofast!
It’sliketryingtoblowabrookdry。There!Whatdoyouseenow?”
“IthinkIseealittleboat,awaythere,downbelow。”
“Alittleboat,indeed!Well!She’sayachtoftwohundredtons;
andthecaptainofitisafriendofmine;forheisamanofgoodsense,andcansailhiscraftwell。I’vehelpedhimmanyatimewhenhelittlethoughtit。I’veheardhimgrumblingatme,whenIwasdoingtheverybestIcouldforhim。Why,I’vecarriedhimeightymilesaday,againandagain,rightnorth。”
“Hemusthavedodgedforthat。”saidDiamond,whohadbeenwatchingthevessels,andhadseenthattheywentotherwaysthanthewindblew。
“Ofcoursehemust。Butdon’tyousee,itwasthebestIcoulddo?
Icouldn’tbeSouthWind。Andbesidesitgavehimashareinthebusiness。Itisnotgoodatall——mindthat,Diamond——todoeverythingforthoseyoulove,andnotgivethemashareinthedoing。
It’snotkind。It’smakingtoomuchofyourself,mychild。
IfIhadbeenSouthWind,hewouldonlyhavesmokedhispipeallday,andmadehimselfstupid。”
“Buthowcouldhebeamanofsenseandgrumbleatyouwhenyouweredoingyourbestforhim?”
“Oh!youmustmakeallowances。”saidNorthWind,“oryouwillneverdojusticetoanybody——Youdounderstand,then,thatacaptainmaysailnorth——“
“Inspiteofanorthwind——yes。”supplementedDiamond。
“Now,Idothinkyoumustbestupid,my,dear“saidNorthWind。
“Supposethenorthwinddidnotblowwherewouldhebethen?”
“Whythenthesouthwindwouldcarryhim。”
“Soyouthinkthatwhenthenorthwindstopsthesouthwindblows。
Nonsense。IfIdidn’tblow,thecaptaincouldn’tsailhiseightymilesaday。NodoubtSouthWindwouldcarryhimfaster,butSouthWindissittingonherdoorstepthen,andifIstoppedtherewouldbeadeadcalm。Soyouareallwrongtosayhecansailnorthinspiteofme;hesailsnorthbymyhelp,andmyhelpalone。
Youseethat,Diamond?”
“Yes,Ido,NorthWind。Iamstupid,butIdon’twanttobestupid。”
“Goodboy!Iamgoingtoblowyounorthinthatlittlecraft,oneofthefinestthateversailedthesea。Hereweare,rightoverit。
Ishallbeblowingagainstyou;youwillbesailingagainstme;
andallwillbejustaswewantit。Thecaptainwon’tgetonsofastashewouldlike,buthewillgeton,andsoshallwe。
I’mjustgoingtoputyouonboard。Doyouseeinfrontofthetiller——
thatthingthemanisworking,nowtooneside,nowtotheother——
aroundthinglikethetopofadrum?”
“Yes。”saidDiamond。
“Belowthatiswheretheykeeptheirsparesails,andsomestoresofthatsort。Iamgoingtoblowthatcoveroff。ThesamemomentIwilldropyouondeck,andyoumusttumblein。Don’tbeafraid,itisofnodepth,andyouwillfallonsail-cloth。Youwillfinditniceandwarmanddry-onlydark;andyouwillknowIamnearyoubyeveryrollandpitchofthevessel。Coilyourselfupandgotosleep。
Theyachtshallbemycradleandyoushallbemybaby。”
“Thankyou,dearNorthWind。Iamnotabitafraid。”saidDiamond。
Inamomenttheywereonalevelwiththebulwarks,andNorthWindsentthehatchoftheafter-storerattlingawayoverthedecktoleeward。Thenext,Diamondfoundhimselfinthedark,forhehadtumbledthroughtheholeasNorthWindhadtoldhim,andthecoverwasreplacedoverhishead。Awayhewentrollingtoleeward,forthewindbeganallatoncetoblowhard。Heheardthecallofthecaptain,andtheloudtramplingofthemenoverhishead,astheyhauledatthemainsheettogettheboomonboardthattheymighttakeinareefinthemainsail。Diamondfeltaboutuntilhehadfoundwhatseemedthemostcomfortableplace,andtherehesnuggleddownandlay。
Hoursafterhours,agreatmanyofthem,wentby;andstillDiamondlaythere。Heneverfeltintheleasttiredorimpatient,forastrangepleasurefilledhisheart。Thestrainingofthemasts,thecreakingoftheboom,thesingingoftheropes,thebangingoftheblocksastheyputthevesselabout,allfellinwiththeroaringofthewindabove,thesurgeofthewavespasthersides,andthethudwithwhicheverynowandthenonewouldstrikeher;
whilethroughitallDiamondcouldhearthegurgling,rippling,talkingflowofthewateragainstherplanks,assheslippedthroughit,lyingnowonthisside,nowonthat——likeasubduedairrunningthroughthegrandmusichisNorthWindwasmakingabouthimtokeephimfromtiringastheyspedontowardsthecountryatthebackofherdoorstep。
HowlongthislastedDiamondhadnoidea。Heseemedtofallasleepsometimes,onlythroughthesleepheheardthesoundsgoingon。
Atlengththeweatherseemedtogetworse。Theconfusionandtramplingoffeetgrewmorefrequentoverhishead;thevessellayovermoreandmoreonherside,andwentroaringthroughthewaves,whichbangedandthumpedatherasifinanger。Allatoncearoseaterribleuproar。Thehatchwasblownoff;acoldfiercewindsweptinuponhim;andalongarmcamewithitwhichlaidholdofhimandliftedhimout。Thesamemomenthesawthelittlevesselfarbelowhimrightingherself。Shehadtakeninallhersailsandlaynowtossingonthewaveslikeasea-birdwithfoldedwings。
Ashortdistancetothesouthlayamuchlargervessel,withtwoorthreesailsset,andtowardsitNorthWindwascarryingDiamond。
ItwasaGermanship,onitswaytotheNorthPole。
“Thatvesseldowntherewillgiveusaliftnow。”saidNorthWind;
“andafterthatImustdothebestIcan。”
Shemanagedtohidehimamongsttheflagsofthebigship,whichwereallsnuglystowedaway,andonandontheyspedtowardsthenorth。Atlengthonenightshewhisperedinhisear,“Comeondeck,Diamond;“andhegotupatonceandcreptondeck。
Everythinglookedverystrange。Hereandthereonallsideswerehugemassesoffloatingice,lookinglikecathedrals,andcastles,andcrags,whileawaybeyondwasabluesea。
“Isthesunrisingorsetting?”askedDiamond。
“Neitherorboth,whichyouplease。Icanhardlytellwhichmyself。
Ifheissettingnow,hewillberisingthenextmoment。”
“Whatastrangelightitis!“saidDiamond。“Ihaveheardthatthesundoesn’tgotobedallthesummerintheseparts。
MissColemantoldmethat。Isupposehefeelsverysleepy,andthatiswhythelighthesendsoutlookssolikeadream。”
“Thatwillaccountforitwellenoughforallpracticalpurposes。”
saidNorthWind。
Someoftheicebergsweredriftingnorthwards;onewaspassingveryneartheship。NorthWindseizedDiamond,andwithasingleboundlightedononeofthem——ahugething,withsharppinnaclesandgreatclefts。Thesameinstantawindbegantoblowfromthesouth。
NorthWindhurriedDiamonddownthenorthsideoftheiceberg,steppingbyitsjagsandsplintering;forthisberghadnevergotfarenoughsouthtobemeltedandsmoothedbythesummersun。
Shebroughthimtoacavenearthewater,wheresheentered,and,lettingDiamondgo,satdownasifwearyonaledgeofice。
Diamondseatedhimselfontheotherside,andforawhilewasenrapturedwiththecolouroftheairinsidethecave。Itwasadeep,dazzling,lovelyblue,deeperthanthedeepestblueofthesky。
Theblueseemedtobeinconstantmotion,liketheblacknesswhenyoupressyoureyeballswithyourfingers,boilingandsparkling。
ButwhenhelookedacrosstoNorthWindhewasfrightened;
herfacewaswornandlivid。
“Whatisthematterwithyou,dearNorthWind?”hesaid。
“Nothingmuch。Ifeelveryfaint。Butyoumustn’tmindit,forIcanbearitquitewell。SouthWindalwaysblowsmefaint。
Ifitwerenotforthecoolofthethickicebetweenmeandher,Ishouldfaintaltogether。Indeed,asitis,IfearImustvanish。”
Diamondstaredatherinterror,forhesawthatherformandfaceweregrowing,notsmall,buttransparent,likesomethingdissolving,notinwater,butinlight。Hecouldseethesideofthebluecavethroughherveryheart。Andshemeltedawaytillallthatwasleftwasapaleface,likethemooninthemorning,withtwogreatlucideyesinit。
“Iamgoing,Diamond。”shesaid。
“Doesithurtyou?”askedDiamond。
“It’sveryuncomfortable。”sheanswered;“butIdon’tmindit,forIshallcomeallrightagainbeforelong。IthoughtIshouldbeabletogowithyoualltheway,butIcannot。Youmustnotbefrightenedthough。Justgostraighton,andyouwillcomeallright。
You’llfindmeonthedoorstep。”
Asshespoke,herfacetoofadedquiteaway,onlyDiamondthoughthecouldstillseehereyesshiningthroughtheblue。
Whenhewentcloser,however,hefoundthatwhathethoughthereyeswereonlytwohollowsintheice。NorthWindwasquitegone;
andDiamondwouldhavecried,ifhehadnottrustedhersothoroughly。
Sohesatstillintheblueairofthecavernlisteningtothewashandrippleofthewaterallaboutthebaseoftheiceberg,asitspedonandonintotheopenseanorthwards。Itwasanexcellentcrafttogowiththecurrent,fortherewastwiceasmuchofitbelowwaterasabove。Butalightsouthwindwasblowingtoo,andsoitwentfast。
AfteralittlewhileDiamondwentoutandsatontheedgeofhisfloatingisland,andlookeddownintotheoceanbeneathhim。
Thewhitesidesofthebergreflectedsomuchlightbelowthewater,thathecouldseefardownintothegreenabyss。SometimeshefanciedhesawtheeyesofNorthWindlookingupathimfrombelow,butthefancyneverlastedbeyondthemomentofitsbirth。Andthetimepassedhedidnotknowhow,forhefeltasifhewereinadream。
Whenhegottiredofthegreenwater,hewentintothebluecave;
andwhenhegottiredofthebluecavehewentoutandgazedallabouthimonthebluesea,eversparklinginthesun,whichkeptwheelingaboutthesky,nevergoingbelowthehorizon。Buthechieflygazednorthwards,toseewhetheranylandwereappearing。
Allthistimeheneverwantedtoeat。Hebrokeofflittlebitsofthebergnowandthenandsuckedthem,andhethoughtthemverynice。
Atlength,onetimehecameoutofhiscave,hespiedfaroffonthehorizon,ashiningpeakthatroseintotheskylikethetopofsometremendousiceberg;andhisvesselwasbearinghimstraighttowardsit。Asitwentonthepeakroseandrosehigherandhigherabovethehorizon;andotherpeaksroseafterit,withsharpedgesandjaggedridgesconnectingthem。Diamondthoughtthismustbetheplacehewasgoingto;andhewasright;forthemountainsroseandrose,tillhesawthelineofthecoastattheirfeetandatlengththeicebergdroveintoalittlebay,allaroundwhichwereloftyprecipiceswithsnowontheirtops,andstreaksoficedowntheirsides。Thebergfloatedslowlyuptoaprojectingrock。
Diamondsteppedonshore,andwithoutlookingbehindhimbegantofollowanaturalpathwhichledwindinglytowardsthetopoftheprecipice。
Whenhereachedit,hefoundhimselfonabroadtableofice,alongwhichhecouldwalkwithoutmuchdifficulty。Beforehim,ataconsiderabledistance,rosealoftyridgeofice,whichshotupintofantasticpinnaclesandtowersandbattlements。Theairwasverycold,andseemedsomehowdead,fortherewasnottheslightestbreathofwind。
Inthecentreoftheridgebeforehimappearedagapliketheopeningofavalley。Butashewalkedtowardsit,gazing,andwonderingwhetherthatcouldbethewayhehadtotake,hesawthatwhathadappearedagapwastheformofawomanseatedagainsttheicefrontoftheridge,leaningforwardswithherhandsinherlap,andherhairhangingdowntotheground。
“ItisNorthWindonherdoorstep。”saidDiamondjoyfully,andhurriedon。
Hesooncameuptotheplace,andtheretheformsat,likeoneofthegreatfiguresatthedoorofanEgyptiantemple,motionless,withdroopingarmsandhead。ThenDiamondgrewfrightened,becauseshedidnotmovenorspeak。HewassureitwasNorthWind,buthethoughtshemustbedeadatlast。Herfacewaswhiteasthesnow,hereyeswereblueastheairintheice-cave,andherhairhungdownstraight,likeicicles。Shehadonagreenishrobe,likethecolourinthehollowsofaglacierseenfromfaroff。
Hestoodupbeforeher,andgazedfearfullyintoherfaceforafewminutesbeforeheventuredtospeak。Atlength,withagreateffortandatremblingvoice,hefalteredout——
“NorthWind!“
“Well,child?”saidtheform,withoutliftingitshead。
“Areyouill,dearNorthWind?”
“No。Iamwaiting。”
“Whatfor?”
“TillI’mwanted。”
“Youdon’tcareformeanymore。”saidDiamond,almostcryingnow。
“YesIdo。OnlyIcan’tshowit。Allmyloveisdownatthebottomofmyheart。ButIfeelitbubblingthere。”
“Whatdoyouwantmetodonext,dearNorthWind?”saidDiamond,wishingtoshowhislovebybeingobedient。
“Whatdoyouwanttodoyourself?”
“Iwanttogointothecountryatyourback。”
“Thenyoumustgothroughme。”
“Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。”
“ImeanjustwhatIsay。YoumustwalkonasifIwereanopendoor,andgorightthroughme。”
“Butthatwillhurtyou。”
“Notintheleast。Itwillhurtyou,though。”
“Idon’tmindthat,ifyoutellmetodoit。”
“Doit。”saidNorthWind。
Diamondwalkedtowardsherinstantly。Whenhereachedherknees,heputouthishandtolayitonher,butnothingwastheresaveanintensecold。Hewalkedon。Thenallgrewwhiteabouthim;
andthecoldstunghimlikefire。Hewalkedonstill,gropingthroughthewhiteness。Itthickenedabouthim。Atlast,itgotintohisheart,andhelostallsense。Iwouldsaythathefainted——onlywhereasincommonfaintsallgrowsblackaboutyou,hefeltswallowedupinwhiteness。ItwaswhenhereachedNorthWind’sheartthathefaintedandfell。Butashefell,herolledoverthethreshold,anditwasthusthatDiamondgottothebackofthenorthwind。