CHAPTERX
  ATTHEBACKOFTHENORTHWIND
  IHAVEnowcometothemostdifficultpartofmystory。Andwhy?
  BecauseIdonotknowenoughaboutit。AndwhyshouldInotknowasmuchaboutthispartasaboutanyotherpart?ForofcourseIcouldknownothingaboutthestoryexceptDiamondhadtoldit;
  andwhyshouldnotDiamondtellaboutthecountryatthebackofthenorthwind,aswellasabouthisadventuresingettingthere?
  Because,whenhecameback,hehadforgottenagreatdeal,andwhathedidrememberwasveryhardtotell。Thingstherearesodifferentfromthingshere!Thepeopletheredonotspeakthesamelanguageforonething。Indeed,Diamondinsistedthattheretheydonotspeakatall。Idonotthinkhewasright,butitmaywellhaveappearedsotoDiamond。Thefactis,wehavedifferentreportsoftheplacefromthemosttrustworthypeople。
  Thereforeweareboundtobelievethatitappearssomewhatdifferenttodifferentpeople。All,however,agreeinageneralwayaboutit。
  Iwilltellyousomethingofwhattwoverydifferentpeoplehavereported,bothofwhomknewmoreaboutit,Ibelieve,thanHerodotus。
  Oneofthemspeaksfromhisownexperience,forhevisitedthecountry;
  theotherfromthetestimonyofayoungpeasantgirlwhocamebackfromitforamonth’svisittoherfriends。TheformerwasagreatItalianofnoblefamily,whodiedmorethanfivehundredyearsago;
  thelatteraScotchshepherdwhodiednotfortyyearsago。
  TheItalian,then,informsusthathehadtoenterthatcountrythroughafiresohotthathewouldhavethrownhimselfintoboilingglasstocoolhimself。ThiswasnotDiamond’sexperience,butthenDurante——thatwasthenameoftheItalian,anditmeansLasting,forhisbookswilllastaslongasthereareenoughmenintheworldworthyofhavingthem——Durantewasanelderlyman,andDiamondwasalittleboy,andsotheirexperiencemustbealittledifferent。
  Thepeasantgirl,ontheotherhand,fellfastasleepinawood,andwokeinthesamecountry。
  Indescribingit,Durantesaysthatthegroundeverywheresmeltsweetly,andthatagentle,even-temperedwind,whichneverblewfasterorslower,breathedinhisfaceashewent,makingalltheleavespointoneway,notsoastodisturbthebirdsinthetopsofthetrees,but,onthecontrary,soundingabasstotheirsong。
  Hedescribesalsoalittleriverwhichwassofullthatitslittlewaves,asithurriedalong,bentthegrass,fullofredandyellowflowers,throughwhichitflowed。Hesaysthatthepureststreamintheworldbesidethisonewouldlookasifitweremixedwithsomethingthatdidnotbelongtoit,evenalthoughitwasflowingeverinthebrownshadowofthetrees,andneithersunnormooncouldshineuponit。
  HeseemstoimplythatitisalwaysthemonthofMayinthatcountry。
  Itwouldbeoutofplacetodescribeherethewonderfulsightshesaw,forthemusicofthemisinanotherkeyfromthatofthisstory,andIshallthereforeonlyaddfromtheaccountofthistraveller,thatthepeopletherearesofreeandsojustandsohealthy,thateveryoneofthemhasacrownlikeakingandamitrelikeapriest。
  Thepeasantgirl——Kilmenywashername——couldnotreportsuchgrandthingsasDurante,for,astheshepherdsays,tellingherstoryasItellDiamond’s——
  “Kilmenyhadbeensheknewnotwhere,AndKilmenyhadseenwhatshecouldnotdeclare;
  Kilmenyhadbeenwherethecocknevercrew,Wheretherainneverfell,andthewindneverblew。
  Butitseemedastheharpoftheskyhadrung,Andtheairsofheavenplayedroundhertongue,Whenshespokeofthelovelyformsshehadseen,Andalandwheresinhadneverbeen;
  Alandofloveandalandoflight,Withoutensun,ormoon,ornight;
  Wheretheriverswayedalivingstream,Andthelightapureandcloudlessbeam:
  Thelandofvisionitwouldseem,Andstillaneverlastingdream。”
  Thelasttwolinesaretheshepherd’sownremark,andamatterofopinion。Butitisclear,Ithink,thatKilmenymusthavedescribedthesamecountryasDurantesaw,though,nothavinghisexperience,shecouldneitherunderstandnordescribeitsowell。
  NowImustgiveyousuchfragmentsofrecollectionasDiamondwasabletobringbackwithhim。
  Whenhecametohimselfafterhefell,hefoundhimselfatthebackofthenorthwind。NorthWindherselfwasnowheretobeseen。
  Neitherwasthereavestigeofsnoworoficewithinsight。
  Thesuntoohadvanished;butthatwasnomatter,fortherewasplentyofacertainstillraylesslight。Whereitcamefromheneverfoundout;buthethoughtitbelongedtothecountryitself。
  Sometimeshethoughtitcameoutoftheflowers,whichwereverybright,buthadnostrongcolour。Hesaidtheriver——forallagreethatthereisariverthere——flowednotonlythrough,butovergrass:itschannel,insteadofbeingrock,stones,pebbles,sand,oranythingelse,wasofpuremeadowgrass,notoverlong。Heinsistedthatifitdidnotsingtunesinpeople’sears,itsungtunesintheirheads,inproofofwhichImaymentionthat,inthetroubleswhichfollowed,Diamondwasoftenheardsinging;andwhenaskedwhathewassinging,wouldanswer,“Oneofthetunestheriveratthebackofthenorthwindsung。”AndImayaswellsayatoncethatDiamondnevertoldthesethingstoanyonebut——no,Ihadbetternotsaywhoitwas;
  butwhoeveritwastoldme,andIthoughtitwouldbewelltowritethemformychild-readers。
  Hecouldnotsayhewasveryhappythere,forhehadneitherhisfathernormotherwithhim,buthefeltsostillandquietandpatientandcontented,that,asfarasthemerefeelingwent,itwassomethingbetterthanmerehappiness。Nothingwentwrongatthebackofthenorthwind。Neitherwasanythingquiteright,hethought。Onlyeverythingwasgoingtoberightsomeday。
  HisaccountdisagreedwiththatofDurante,andagreedwiththatofKilmeny,inthis,thatheprotestedtherewasnowindthereatall。
  Ifancyhemissedit。Atalleventswecouldnotdowithoutwind。
  Italldependsonhowbigourlungsarewhetherthewindistoostrongforusornot。
  Whenthepersonhetoldaboutitaskedhimwhetherhesawanybodyheknewthere,heanswered,“Onlyalittlegirlbelongingtothegardener,whothoughthehadlosther,butwasquitemistaken,forthereshewassafeenough,andwastocomebacksomeday,asIcameback,iftheywouldonlywait。”
  “Didyoutalktoher,Diamond?”
  “No。Nobodytalksthere。Theyonlylookateachother,andunderstandeverything。”
  “Isitcoldthere?”
  “No。”
  “Isithot?”
  “No。”
  “Whatisitthen?”
  “Youneverthinkaboutsuchthingsthere。”
  “Whataqueerplaceitmustbe!“
  “It’saverygoodplace。”
  “Doyouwanttogobackagain?”
  “No;Idon’tthinkIhaveleftit;Ifeelithere,somewhere。”
  “Didthepeopletherelookpleased?”
  “Yes——quitepleased,onlyalittlesad。”
  “Thentheydidn’tlookglad?”
  “Theylookedasiftheywerewaitingtobegladdersomeday。”
  ThiswashowDiamondusedtoanswerquestionsaboutthatcountry。
  AndnowIwilltakeupthestoryagain,andtellyouhowhegotbacktothiscountry。
  CHAPTERXI
  HOWDIAMONDGOTHOMEAGAIN
  WHENoneatthebackofthenorthwindwantedtoknowhowthingsweregoingwithanyoneheloved,hehadtogotoacertaintree,climbthestem,andsitdowninthebranches。Inafewminutes,ifhekeptverystill,hewouldseesomethingatleastofwhatwasgoingonwiththepeopleheloved。
  OnedaywhenDiamondwassittinginthistree,hebegantolongverymuchtogethomeagain,andnowonder,forhesawhismothercrying。
  Durantesaysthatthepeopletheremayalwaysfollowtheirwishes,becausetheyneverwishbutwhatisgood。Diamond’swishwastogethome,andhewouldfainfollowhiswish。
  Buthowwashetosetaboutit?IfhecouldonlyseeNorthWind!
  Butthemomenthehadgottoherback,shewasgonealtogetherfromhissight。Hehadneverseenherback。Shemightbesittingonherdoorstepstill,lookingsouthwards,andwaiting,whiteandthinandblue-eyed,untilshewaswanted。Orshemighthaveagainbecomeamightycreature,withpowertodothatwhichwasdemandedofher,andgonefarawayuponmanymissions。Shemustbesomewhere,however。
  Hecouldnotgohomewithouther,andthereforehemustfindher。
  Shecouldneverhaveintendedtoleavehimalwaysawayfromhismother。
  Iftherehadbeenanydangerofthat,shewouldhavetoldhim,andgivenhimhischoiceaboutgoing。ForNorthWindwasrighthonest。
  HowtofindNorthWind,therefore,occupiedallhisthoughts。
  Inhisanxietyabouthismother,heusedtoclimbthetreeeveryday,andsitinitsbranches。Howevermanyofthedwellerstheredidso,theyneverincommodedoneanother;forthemomentonegotintothetree,hebecameinvisibletoeveryoneelse;anditwassuchawide-spreadingtreethattherewasroomforeveryoneofthepeopleofthecountryinit,withouttheleastinterferencewitheachother。Sometimes,ongettingdown,twoofthemwouldmeetattheroot,andthentheywouldsmiletoeachothermoresweetlythanatanyothertime,asmuchastosay,“Ah,you’vebeenuptheretoo!“
  Onedayhewassittingononeoftheouterbranchesofthetree,lookingsouthwardsafterhishome。Farawaywasablueshiningsea,dottedwithgleamingandsparklingspecksofwhite。Thoseweretheicebergs。Nearerhesawagreatrangeofsnow-cappedmountains,anddownbelowhimthelovelymeadow-grassofthecountry,withthestreamflowingandflowingthroughit,awaytowardsthesea。
  Ashelookedhebegantowonder,forthewholecountrylaybeneathhimlikeamap,andthatwhichwasnearhimlookedjustassmallasthatwhichheknewtobemilesaway。Theridgeoficewhichencircleditappearedbutafewyardsoff,andnolargerthantherowofpebbleswithwhichachildwillmarkouttheboundariesofthekingdomhehasappropriatedonthesea-shore。HethoughthecoulddistinguishthevapouryformofNorthWind,seatedashehadlefther,ontheotherside。Hastilyhedescendedthetree,andtohisamazementfoundthatthemapormodelofthecountrystilllayathisfeet。
  Hestoodinit。Withonestridehehadcrossedtheriver;
  withanotherhehadreachedtheridgeofice;withthethirdhesteppedoveritspeaks,andsankwearilydownatNorthWind’sknees。
  Forthereshesatonherdoorstep。Thepeaksofthegreatridgeoficewereasloftyaseverbehindher,andthecountryatherbackhadvanishedfromDiamond’sview。
  NorthWindwasasstillasDiamondhadlefther。Herpalefacewaswhiteasthesnow,andhermotionlesseyeswereasblueasthecavernsintheice。ButtheinstantDiamondtouchedher,herfacebegantochangelikethatofonewakingfromsleep。
  Lightbegantoglimmerfromtheblueofhereyes。
  Amomentmore,andshelaidherhandonDiamond’shead,andbeganplayingwithhishair。Diamondtookholdofherhand,andlaidhisfacetoit。Shegavealittlestart。
  “Howveryaliveyouare,child!“shemurmured。“Comenearertome。”
  Bythehelpofthestonesallaroundheclamberedupbesideher,andlaidhimselfagainstherbosom。Shegaveagreatsigh,slowlyliftedherarms,andslowlyfoldedthemabouthim,untilsheclaspedhimclose。Yetamoment,andsherousedherself,andcamequiteawake;andthecoldofherbosom,whichhadpiercedDiamond’sbones,vanished。
  “HaveyoubeensittinghereeversinceIwentthroughyou,dearNorthWind?”askedDiamond,strokingherhand。
  “Yes。”sheanswered,lookingathimwithheroldkindness。
  “Ain’tyouverytired?”
  “No;I’veoftenhadtositlonger。Doyouknowhowlongyouhavebeen?”
  “Oh!yearsandyears。”answeredDiamond。
  “Youhavejustbeensevendays。”returnedNorthWind。
  “IthoughtIhadbeenahundredyears!“exclaimedDiamond。
  “Yes,Idaresay。”repliedNorthWind。“You’vebeenawayfromheresevendays;buthowlongyoumayhavebeeninthereisquiteanotherthing。Behindmybackandbeforemyfacethingsaresodifferent!Theydon’tgoatallbythesamerule。”
  “I’mveryglad。”saidDiamond,afterthinkingawhile。
  “Why?”askedNorthWind。
  “BecauseI’vebeensuchalongtimethere,andsuchalittlewhileawayfrommother。Why,shewon’tbeexpectingmehomefromSandwichyet!“
  “No。Butwemustn’ttalkanylonger。I’vegotmyordersnow,andwemustbeoffinafewminutes。”
  NextmomentDiamondfoundhimselfsittingaloneontherock。
  NorthWindhadvanished。Acreaturelikeagreathumble-beeorcockchaferflewpasthisface;butitcouldbeneither,fortherewerenoinsectsamongsttheice。Itpassedhimagainandagain,flyingincirclesaroundhim,andheconcludedthatitmustbeNorthWindherself,nobiggerthanTomThumbwhenhismotherputhiminthenutshelllinedwithflannel。Butshewasnolongervapouryandthin。Shewassolid,althoughtiny。Amomentmore,andsheperchedonhisshoulder。
  “Comealong,Diamond。”shesaidinhisear,inthesmallestandhighestoftreblevoices;“itistimeweweresettingoutforSandwich。”
  Diamondcouldjustseeher,byturninghisheadtowardshisshoulderasfarashecould,butonlywithoneeye,forhisnosecamebetweenherandtheother。
  “Won’tyoutakemeinyourarmsandcarryme?”hesaidinawhisper,forheknewshedidnotlikealoudvoicewhenshewassmall。
  “Ah!youungratefulboy。”returnedNorthWind,smiling“howdareyoumakegameofme?Yes,Iwillcarryyou,butyoushallwalkabitforyourimpertinencefirst。Comealong。”
  Shejumpedfromhisshoulder,butwhenDiamondlookedforherupontheground,hecouldseenothingbutalittlespiderwithlonglegsthatmadeitswayovertheicetowardsthesouth。Itranveryfastindeedforaspider,butDiamondranalongwaybeforeit,andthenwaitedforit。Itwasupwithhimsoonerthanhehadexpected,however,andithadgrownagooddeal。Andthespidergrewandgrewandwentfasterandfaster,tillallatonceDiamonddiscoveredthatitwasnotaspider,butaweasel;andawayglidedtheweasel,andawaywentDiamondafterit,andittookalltheruntherewasinhimtokeepupwiththeweasel。Andtheweaselgrew,andgrew,andgrew,tillallatonceDiamondsawthattheweaselwasnotaweaselbutacat。Andawaywentthecat,andDiamondafterit。
  Andwhenhehadrunhalfamile,hefoundthecatwaitingforhim,sittingupandwashingherfacenottolosetime。Andawaywentthecatagain,andDiamondafterit。Butthenexttimehecameupwiththecat,thecatwasnotacat,butahunting-leopard。
  Andthehunting-leopardgrewtoajaguar,allcoveredwithspotslikeeyes。AndthejaguargrewtoaBengaltiger。AndatnoneofthemwasDiamondafraid,forhehadbeenatNorthWind’sback,andhecouldbeafraidofhernolongerwhatevershedidorgrew。
  Andthetigerflewoverthesnowinastraightlineforthesouth,growinglessandlesstoDiamond’seyestillitwasonlyablackspeckuponthewhiteness;andthenitvanishedaltogether。
  AndnowDiamondfeltthathewouldrathernotrunanyfarther,andthattheicehadgotveryrough。Besides,hewasneartheprecipicesthatboundedthesea,soheslackenedhispacetoawalk,sayingaloudtohimself:
  “WhenNorthWindhaspunishedmeenoughformakinggameofher,shewillcomebacktome;Iknowshewill,forIcan’tgomuchfartherwithouther。”
  “Youdearboy!Itwasonlyinfun。HereIam!“saidNorthWind’svoicebehindhim。
  Diamondturned,andsawherashelikedbesttoseeher,standingbesidehim,atalllady。
  “Where’sthetiger?”heasked,forheknewallthecreaturesfromapicturebookthatMissColemanhadgivenhim。“But,ofcourse。”
  headded,“youwerethetiger。Iwaspuzzledandforgot。Isawitsuchalongwayoffbeforeme,andthereyouwerebehindme。
  It’ssoodd,youknow。”
  “Itmustlookveryoddtoyou,Diamond:Iseethat。Butitisnomoreoddtomethantobreakanoldpineintwo。”
  “Well,that’soddenough。”remarkedDiamond。
  “Soitis!Iforgot。Well,noneofthesethingsareoddertomethanitistoyoutoeatbreadandbutter。”
  “Well,that’soddtoo,whenIthinkofit。”persistedDiamond。
  “Ishouldjustlikeasliceofbreadandbutter!I’mafraidtosayhowlongitis——howlongitseemstome,thatis——sinceIhadanythingtoeat。”
  “Comethen。”saidNorthWind,stoopingandholdingoutherarms。
  “Youshallhavesomebreadandbutterverysoon。Iamgladtofindyouwantsome。”
  Diamondhelduphisarmstomeethers,andwassafeuponherbosom。
  NorthWindboundedintotheair。Hertressesbegantoliftandriseandspreadandstreamandflowandflutter;andwitharoarfromherhairandanansweringroarfromoneofthegreatglaciersbesidethem,whoseslowtorrenttumbledtwoorthreeicebergsatonceintothewavesattheirfeet,NorthWindandDiamondwentflyingsouthwards。
  CHAPTERXII
  WHOMETDIAMONDATSANDWICH
  AsTHEYflew,sofasttheywentthattheseaslidawayfromunderthemlikeagreatwebofshotsilk,blueshotwithgrey,andgreenshotwithpurple。Theywentsofastthatthestarsthemselvesappearedtosailawaypastthemoverhead,“likegoldenboats。”
  onablueseaturnedupsidedown。AndtheywentsofastthatDiamondhimselfwenttheotherwayasfast——ImeanhewentfastasleepinNorthWind’sarms。
  Whenhewoke,afacewasbendingoverhim;butitwasnotNorthWind’s;
  itwashismother’s。Heputouthisarmstoher,andsheclaspedhimtoherbosomandburstoutcrying。Diamondkissedheragainandagaintomakeherstop。Perhapskissingisthebestthingforcrying,butitwillnotalwaysstopit。
  “Whatisthematter,mother?”hesaid。
  “Oh,Diamond,mydarling!youhavebeensoill!“shesobbed。
  “No,motherdear。I’veonlybeenatthebackofthenorthwind。”
  returnedDiamond。
  “Ithoughtyouweredead。”saidhismother。
  Butthatmomentthedoctorcamein。
  “Oh!there!“saidthedoctorwithgentlecheerfulness;“we’rebetterto-day,Isee。”
  Thenhedrewthemotheraside,andtoldhernottotalktoDiamond,ortomindwhathemightsay;forhemustbekeptasquietaspossible。
  AndindeedDiamondwasnotmuchinclinedtotalk,forhefeltverystrangeandweak,whichwaslittlewonder,seeingthatallthetimehehadbeenawayhehadonlysuckedafewlumpsofice,andtherecouldnotbemuchnourishmentinthem。
  Nowwhileheislyingthere,gettingstrongagainwithchickenbrothandothernicethings,Iwilltellmyreaderswhathadbeentakingplaceathishome,fortheyoughttobetoldit。
  TheymayhaveforgottenthatMissColemanwasinaverypoorstateofhealth。Nowtherewerethreereasonsforthis。
  Inthefirstplace,herlungswerenotstrong。Inthesecondplace,therewasagentlemansomewherewhohadnotbehavedverywelltoher。
  Inthethirdplace,shehadnotanythingparticulartodo。
  Thesethreenotstogetherareenoughtomakealadyveryillindeed。
  Ofcourseshecouldnothelpthefirstcause;butiftheothertwocauseshadnotexisted,thatwouldhavebeenoflittleconsequence;
  shewouldonlyhavetobealittlecareful。Thesecondshecouldnothelpquite;butifshehadhadanythingtodo,andhaddoneitwell,itwouldhavebeenverydifficultforanymantobehavebadlytoher。
  Andforthisthirdcauseofherillness,ifshehadhadanythingtodothatwasworthdoing,shemighthavebornehisbadbehavioursothateventhatwouldnothavemadeherill。Itisnotalwayseasy,Iconfess,tofindsomethingtodothatisworthdoing,butthemostdifficultthingsareconstantlybeingdone,andshemighthavefoundsomethingifshehadtried。Herfaultlayinthis,thatshehadnottried。But,tobesure,herfatherandmotherweretoblamethattheyhadneversethergoing。Onlythenagain,nobodyhadtoldherfatherandmotherthattheyoughttosethergoinginthatdirection。Soasnoneofthemwouldfinditoutofthemselves,NorthWindhadtoteachthem。
  WeknowthatNorthWindwasverybusythatnightonwhichsheleftDiamondinthecathedral。ShehadinasensebeenblowingthroughandthroughtheColemans’housethewholeofthenight。
  First,MissColeman’smaidhadleftachinkofhermistress’swindowopen,thinkingshehadshutit,andNorthWindhadwoundafewofherhairsroundthelady’sthroat。Shewasconsiderablyworsethenextmorning。Again,theshipwhichNorthWindhadsunkthatverynightbelongedtoMr。Coleman。NorwillmyreadersunderstandwhataheavylossthiswastohimuntilIhaveinformedthemthathehadbeengettingpoorerandpoorerforsometime。
  Hewasnotsosuccessfulinhisspeculationsashehadbeen,forhespeculatedagreatdealmorethanwasright,anditwastimeheshouldbepulledup。Itisahardthingforarichmantogrowpoor;
  butitisanawfulthingforhimtogrowdishonest,andsomekindsofspeculationleadamandeepintodishonestybeforehethinkswhatheisabout。Povertywillnotmakeamanworthless——hemaybeworthagreatdealmorewhenheispoorthanhewaswhenhewasrich;
  butdishonestygoesveryfarindeedtomakeamanofnovalue——
  athingtobethrownoutinthedust-holeofthecreation,likeabitofabrokenbasin,oradirtyrag。SoNorthWindhadtolookafterMr。Coleman,andtrytomakeanhonestmanofhim。
  Soshesanktheshipwhichwashislastventure,andhewaswhathimselfandhiswifeandtheworldcalledruined。
  Norwasthisallyet。ForonboardthatvesselMissColeman’sloverwasapassenger;andwhenthenewscamethatthevesselhadgonedown,andthatallonboardhadperished,wemaybesureshedidnotthinkthelossoftheirfinehouseandgardenandfurniturethegreatestmisfortuneintheworld。
  Ofcourse,thetroubledidnotendwithMr。Colemanandhisfamily。
  Nobodycansufferalone。Whenthecauseofsufferingismostdeeplyhiddenintheheart,andnobodyknowsanythingaboutitbutthemanhimself,hemustbeagreatandagoodmanindeed,suchasfewofushaveknown,ifthepaininsidehimdoesnotmakehimbehavesoastocauseallabouthimtobemoreorlessuncomfortable。
  Butwhenamanbringsmoney-troublesonhimselfbymakinghastetoberich,thenmostofthepeoplehehastodowithmustsufferinthesamewaywithhimself。Theelm-treewhichNorthWindblewdownthatverynight,asifsmallandgreattrialsweretobegatheredinoneheap,crushedMissColeman’sprettysummer-house:
  justsothefallofMr。Colemancrushedthelittlefamilythatlivedoverhiscoach-houseandstable。BeforeDiamondwaswellenoughtobetakenhome,therewasnohomeforhimtogoto。
  Mr。Coleman——orhiscreditors,forIdonotknowtheparticulars——
  hadsoldhouse,carriage,horses,furniture,andeverything。
  HeandhiswifeanddaughterandMrs。CrumphadgonetoliveinasmallhouseinHoxton,wherehewouldbeunknown,andwhencehecouldwalktohisplaceofbusinessintheCity。
  Forhewasnotanoldman,andhopedyettoretrievehisfortunes。
  Letushopethathelivedtoretrievehishonesty,thetailofwhichhadslippedthroughhisfingerstotheverylastjoint,ifnotbeyondit。
  Ofcourse,Diamond’sfatherhadnothingtodoforatime,butitwasnotsohardforhimtohavenothingtodoasitwasforMissColeman。
  Hewrotetohiswifethat,ifhersisterwouldkeephertheretillhegotaplace,itwouldbebetterforthem,andhewouldbegreatlyobligedtoher。Meantime,thegentlemanwhohadboughtthehousehadallowedhisfurnituretoremainwhereitwasforalittlewhile。
  Diamond’sauntwasquitewillingtokeepthemaslongasshecould。
  AndindeedDiamondwasnotyetwellenoughtobemovedwithsafety。
  Whenhehadrecoveredsofarastobeabletogoout,onedayhismothergothersister’shusband,whohadalittlepony-cart,tocarrythemdowntothesea-shore,andleavethemthereforafewhours。
  HehadsomebusinesstodofurtheronatRamsgate,andwouldpickthemupashereturned。Awhiffofthesea-airwoulddothembothgood,shesaid,andshethoughtbesidesshecouldbesttellDiamondwhathadhappenedifshehadhimquitetoherself。
  CHAPTERXIII
  THESEASIDE
  DIAMONDandhismothersatdownupontheedgeoftheroughgrassthatborderedthesand。Thesunwasjustfarenoughpastitshighestnottoshineintheireyeswhentheylookedeastward。
  Asweetlittlewindblewontheirleftside,andcomfortedthemotherwithoutlettingherknowwhatitwasthatcomfortedher。
  Awaybeforethemstretchedthesparklingwatersoftheocean,everywaveofwhichflashedoutitsowndelightbackinthefaceofthegreatsun,whichlookeddownfromthestillnessofitsbluehousewithglorioussilentfaceuponitsflashingchildren。
  Oneachhandtheshoreroundedoutwards,formingalittlebay。
  Therewerenowhitecliffshere,asfurthernorthandsouth,andtheplacewasratherdreary,buttheskygotatthemsomuchthebetter。
  Notahouse,notacreaturewaswithinsight。Drysandwasabouttheirfeet,andunderthemthinwirygrass,thatjustmanagedtogrowoutofthepoverty-strickenshore。
  “Ohdear!“saidDiamond’smother,withadeepsigh,“it’sasadworld!“
  “Isit?”saidDiamond。“Ididn’tknow。”
  “Howshouldyouknow,child?You’vebeentoowelltakencareof,Itrust。”
  “Ohyes,Ihave。”returnedDiamond。“I’msorry!Ithoughtyouweretakencareoftoo。Ithoughtmyfathertookcareofyou。
  Iwillaskhimaboutit。Ithinkhemusthaveforgotten。”
  “Dearboy!“saidhismother。“yourfather’sthebestmanintheworld。”
  “SoIthought!“returnedDiamondwithtriumph。“Iwassureofit!——Well,doesn’thetakeverygoodcareofyou?”
  “Yes,yes,hedoes。”answeredhismother,burstingintotears。
  “Butwho’stotakecareofhim?Andhowishetotakecareofusifhe’sgotnothingtoeathimself?”
  “Ohdear!“saidDiamondwithagasp;“hasn’thegotanythingtoeat?Oh!Imustgohometohim。”
  “No,no,child。He’snotcometothatyet。Butwhat’stobecomeofus,Idon’tknow。”
  “Areyouveryhungry,mother?There’sthebasket。Ithoughtyouputsomethingtoeatinit。”
  “Oyoudarlingstupid!Ididn’tsayIwashungry。”returnedhismother,smilingthroughhertears。
  “ThenIdon’tunderstandyouatall。”saidDiamond。“Dotellmewhat’sthematter。”
  “Therearepeopleintheworldwhohavenothingtoeat,Diamond。”
  “ThenIsupposetheydon’tstopinitanylonger。They——they——
  whatyoucall——die——don’tthey?”
  “Yes,theydo。Howwouldyoulikethat?”
  “Idon’tknow。Inevertried。ButIsupposetheygowheretheygetsomethingtoeat。”
  “Likeenoughtheydon’twantit。”saidhismother,petulantly。
  “That’sallrightthen。”saidDiamond,thinkingIdaresaymorethanhechosetoputinwords。
  “Isitthough?Poorboy!howlittleyouknowaboutthings!
  Mr。Coleman’slostallhismoney,andyourfatherhasnothingtodo,andweshallhavenothingtoeatbyandby。”
  “Areyousure,mother?”
  “Sureofwhat?”
  “Surethatweshallhavenothingtoeat。”
  “No,thankHeaven!I’mnotsureofit。Ihopenot。”
  “ThenIcan’tunderstandit,mother。There’sapieceofgingerbreadinthebasket,Iknow。”
  “Oyoulittlebird!Youhavenomoresensethanasparrowthatpickswhatitwants,andneverthinksofthewinterandthefrostand,thesnow。”
  “Ah——yes——Isee。Butthebirdsgetthroughthewinter,don’tthey?”
  “Someofthemfalldeadontheground。”
  “Theymustdiesometime。Theywouldn’tliketobebirdsalways。
  Wouldyou,mother?”
  “Whatachilditis!“thoughthismother,butshesaidnothing。
  “Oh!nowIremember。”Diamondwenton。“FathertoldmethatdayIwenttoEppingForestwithhim,thattherose-bushes,andthemay-bushes,andtheholly-busheswerethebird’sbarns,fortherewerethehips,andthehaws,andtheholly-berries,allreadyforthewinter。”
  “Yes;that’sallverytrue。Soyouseethebirdsareprovidedfor。
  Buttherearenosuchbarnsforyouandme,Diamond。”
  “Ain’tthere?”
  “No。We’vegottoworkforourbread。”
  “Thenlet’sgoandwork。”saidDiamond,gettingup。
  “It’snouse。We’venotgotanythingtodo。”
  “Thenlet’swait。”
  “Thenweshallstarve。”
  “No。There’sthebasket。Doyouknow,mother,IthinkIshallcallthatbasketthebarn。”
  “It’snotaverybigone。Andwhenit’sempty——wherearewethen?”
  “Atauntie’scupboard。”returnedDiamondpromptly。
  “Butwecan’teatauntie’sthingsallupandleavehertostarve。”
  “No,no。We’llgobacktofatherbeforethat。He’llhavefoundacupboardsomewherebythattime。”
  “Howdoyouknowthat?”
  “Idon’tknowit。ButIhaven’tgotevenacupboard,andI’vealwayshadplentytoeat。I’veheardyousayIhadtoomuch,sometimes。”
  “ButItellyouthat’sbecauseI’vehadacupboardforyou,child。”
  “Andwhenyourswasempty,auntieopenedhers。”
  “Butthatcan’tgoon。”
  “Howdoyouknow?Ithinktheremustbeabigcupboardsomewhere,outofwhichthelittlecupboardsarefilled,youknow,mother。”
  “Well,IwishIcouldfindthedoorofthatcupboard。”saidhismother。
  Butthesamemomentshestopped,andwassilentforagoodwhile。
  IcannottellwhetherDiamondknewwhatshewasthinking,butI
  thinkIknow。Shehadheardsomethingatchurchthedaybefore,whichcamebackuponher——somethinglikethis,thatshehadn’ttoeatfortomorrowaswellasforto-day;andthatwhatwasnotwantedcouldn’tbemissed。So,insteadofsayinganythingmore,shestretchedoutherhandforthebasket,andsheandDiamondhadtheirdinner。
  AndDiamonddidenjoyit。Forthedriveandthefreshairhadmadehimquitehungry;andhedidnot,likehismother,troublehimselfaboutwhattheyshoulddineoffthatdayweek。Thefactwashehadlivedsolongwithoutanyfoodatallatthebackofthenorthwind,thatheknewquitewellthatfoodwasnotessentialtoexistence;
  thatinfact,undercertaincircumstances,peoplecouldlivewithoutitwellenough。
  Hismotherdidnotspeakmuchduringtheirdinner。Afteritwasovershehelpedhimtowalkaboutalittle,buthewasnotableformuchandsoongottired。Hedidnotgetfretful,though。
  Hewastoogladofhavingthesunandthewindagain,tofretbecausehecouldnotrunabout。Helaydownonthedrysand,andhismothercoveredhimwithashawl。Shethensatbyhisside,andtookabitofworkfromherpocket。ButDiamondfeltrathersleepy,andturnedonhissideandgazedsleepilyoverthesand。
  Afewyardsoffhesawsomethingfluttering。
  “Whatisthat,mother?”hesaid。
  “Onlyabitofpaper。”sheanswered。
  “Itfluttersmorethanabitofpaperwould,Ithink。”saidDiamond。
  “I’llgoandseeifyoulike。”saidhismother。“Myeyesarenoneofthebest。”
  Sosheroseandwentandfoundthattheywerebothright,foritwasalittlebook,partlyburiedinthesand。Butseveralofitsleaveswereclearofthesand,andthesethewindkeptblowingaboutinaveryflutterfulmanner。ShetookitupandbroughtittoDiamond。
  “Whatisit,mother?”heasked。
  “Somenurseryrhymes,Ithink。”sheanswered。
  “I’mtoosleepy。”saidDiamond。“Doreadsomeofthemtome。”
  “Yes,Iwill。”shesaid,andbeganone——“Butthisissuchnonsense!“
  shesaidagain。“Iwilltrytofindabetterone。”
  Sheturnedtheleavessearching,butthreetimes,withsuddenpuffs,thewindblewtheleavesrustlingbacktothesameverses。
  “Doreadthatone。”saidDiamond,whoseemedtobeofthesamemindasthewind。“Itsoundedverynice。Iamsureitisagoodone。”
  Sohismotherthoughtitmightamusehim,thoughshecouldn’tfindanysenseinit。Sheneverthoughthemightunderstandit,althoughshecouldnot。
  NowIdonotexactlyknowwhatthemotherread,butthisiswhatDiamondheard,orthoughtafterwardsthathehadheard。
  Hewas,however,asIhavesaid,verysleepy。Andwhenhethoughtheunderstoodtheverseshemayhavebeenonlydreamingbetterones。
  Thisishowtheywent——
  Iknowariverwhosewatersrunasleeprunruneversingingintheshallowsdumbinthehollowssleepingsodeepandalltheswallowsthatdiptheirfeathersinthehollowsorintheshallowsarethemerriestswallowsofallfortheneststheybakewiththeclaytheycakewiththewatertheyshakefromtheirwingsthatrakethewateroutoftheshallowsorthehollowswillholdtogetherinanyweatherandsotheswallowsarethemerriestfellowsandhavethemerriestchildrenandarebuiltsonarrowliketheheadofanarrowtocuttheairandgojustwherethenicestwaterisflowingandthenicestdustisblowingforeachsonarrowlikeheadofanarrowisonlyabarrowtocarrythemudhemakesfromthenicestwaterflowingandthenicestdustthatisblowingtobuildhisnestforherhelovesbestwiththenicestcakeswhichthesunshinebakesallfortheirmerrychildrenallsocallowwithbeaksthatfollowgapingandhollowwiderandwideraftertheirfatheroraftertheirmotherthefood-providerwhobringsthemaspiderorawormthepoorhiderdownintheearthsothere’snodearthfortheirbeaksasyellowasthebuttercupsgrowingbesidetheflowingofthesingingriveralwaysandevergrowingandblowingforfastasthesheepawakeorasleepcropthemandcropthemtheycannotstopthembutuptheycreepandontheygoblowingandsowiththedaisiesthelittlewhitepraisestheygrowandtheyblowandtheyspreadouttheircrownandtheypraisethesunandwhenhegoesdowntheirpraisingisdoneandtheyfolduptheircrownandtheysleepeveryonetillovertheplainhe’sshiningamainandthey’reatitagainpraisingandpraisingsuchlowsongsraisingthatnoonehearsthembutthesunwhorearsthemandthesheepthatbitethemarethequietestsheepawakeorasleepwiththemerriestbleatandthelittlelambsarethemerriestlambstheyforgettoeatforthefrolicintheirfeetandthelambsandtheirdamsarethewhitestsheepwiththewoolliestwoolandthelongestwoolandthetrailingesttailsandtheyshinelikesnowinthegrassesthatgrowbythesingingriverthatsingsforeverandthesheepandthelambsaremerryforeverbecausetheriversingsandtheydrinkitandthelambsandtheirdamsarequietandwhitebecauseoftheirdietforwhattheybiteisbuttercupsyellowanddaisieswhiteandgrassasgreenastherivercanmakeitwithwindasmellowtokissitandshakeitasneverwasseenbuthereinthehollowsbesidetheriverwherealltheswallowsaremerriestoffellowsfortheneststheymakewiththeclaytheycakeinthesunshinebaketilltheyarelikeboneasdryinthewindasamarblestonesofirmtheybindthegrassintheclaythatdriesinthewindthesweetestwindthatblowsbytheriverflowingforeverbutneveryoufindwhencecomesthewindthatblowsonthehollowsandovertheshallowswherediptheswallowsaliveitblowsthelifeasitgoesawakeorasleepintotheriverthatsingsasitflowsandthelifeitblowsintothesheepawakeorasleepwiththewoolliestwoolandthetrailingesttailsanditneverfailsgentleandcooltowavethewoolandtotossthegrassasthelambsandthesheepoveritpassandtugandbitewiththeirteethsowhiteandthenwiththesweepoftheirtrailingtailssmoothitagainanditgrowsamainandamainitgrowsandthewindasitblowstossestheswallowsoverthehollowsanddownontheshallowstilleveryfeatherdothshakeandquiverandalltheirfeathersgoalltogetherblowingthelifeandthejoysorifeintotheswallowsthatskimtheshallowsandhavetheyellowestchildrenforthewindthatblowsisthelifeoftheriverflowingforeverthatwashesthegrassesstillasitpassesandfeedsthedaisiesthelittlewhitepraisesandbuttercupsbonnysogoldenandsunnywithbutterandhoneythatwhitenthesheepawakeorasleepthatnibbleandbiteandgrowwhiterthanwhiteandmerryandquietonthesweetdietfedbytheriverandtossedforeverbythewindthattossestheswallowthatcrossesovertheshallowsdippinghiswingstogatherthewaterandbakethecakethatthewindshallmakeashardasaboneasdryasastoneit’sallinthewindthatblowsfrombehindandallintheriverthatflowsforeverandallinthegrassesandthewhitedaisiesandthemerrysheepawakeorasleepandthehappyswallowsskimmingtheshallowsandit’sallinthewindthatblowsfrombehindHereDiamondbecameawarethathismotherhadstoppedreading。
  “Whydon’tyougoon,motherdear?”heasked。
  “It’ssuchnonsense!“saidhismother。“Ibelieveitwouldgoonforever。”
  “That’sjustwhatitdid。”saidDiamond。
  “Whatdid?”sheasked。
  “Why,theriver。That’salmosttheverytuneitusedtosing。”
  Hismotherwasfrightened,forshethoughtthefeverwascomingonagain。Soshedidnotcontradicthim。
  “Whomadethatpoem?”askedDiamond。
  “Idon’tknow。”sheanswered。“Somesillywomanforherchildren,Isuppose——andthenthoughtitgoodenoughtoprint。”
  “Shemusthavebeenatthebackofthenorthwindsometimeorother,anyhow。”saidDiamond。“Shecouldn’thavegotaholdofitanywhereelse。That’sjusthowitwent。”Andhebegantochantbitsofithereandthere;buthismothersaidnothingforfearofmakinghim,worse;andshewasverygladindeedwhenshesawherbrother-in-lawjoggingalonginhislittlecart。TheyliftedDiamondin,andgotupthemselves,andawaytheywent,“homeagain,homeagain,homeagain。”asDiamondsang。Buthesoongrewquiet,andbeforetheyreachedSandwichhewasfastasleepanddreamingofthecountryatthebackofthenorthwind。
  CHAPTERXIV
  OLDDIAMOND
  AFTERthisDiamondrecoveredsofast,thatinafewdayshewasquiteabletogohomeassoonashisfatherhadaplaceforthemtogo。
  Nowhisfatherhavingsavedalittlemoney,andfindingthatnosituationoffereditself,hadbeenthinkingoveranewplan。
  Astrangeoccurrenceitwaswhichturnedhisthoughtsinthatdirection。
  HehadafriendintheBloomsburyregion,wholivedbylettingoutcabsandhorsestothecabmen。Thisman,happeningtomeethimonedayashewasreturningfromanunsuccessfulapplication,saidtohim:
  “Whydon’tyousetupforyourselfnow——inthecabline,Imean?”
  “Ihaven’tenoughforthat。”answeredDiamond’sfather。
  “Youmusthavesavedagoodishbit,Ishouldthink。JustcomehomewithmenowandlookatahorseIcanletyouhavecheap。Iboughthimonlyafewweeksago,thinkinghe’ddoforaHansom,butIwaswrong。
  He’sgotboneenoughforawaggon,butawaggonain’taHansom。
  Heain’tgotgoenoughforaHansom。YouseepartiesastakesHansomswantstogolikethewind,andheain’tgotwindenough,forheain’tsoyoungasheoncewas。Butforafour-wheelerastakesfamiliesandtheirluggages,he’stheveryhorse。
  He’dcarryasmallhouseanyday。Iboughthimcheap,andI’llsellhimcheap。”
  “Oh,Idon’twanthim。”saidDiamond’sfather。“Abodymusthavetimetothinkoveranaffairofsomuchimportance。Andthere’sthecabtoo。Thatwouldcometoadealofmoney。”
  “Icouldfityouthere,Idaresay。”saidhisfriend。“Butcomeandlookattheanimal,anyhow。”
  “SinceIlostmyownoldpair,aswasMr。Coleman’s。”
  saidDiamond’sfather,turningtoaccompanythecab-master,“Iain’talmostgotthehearttolookahorseintheface。
  It’sathousandpitiestopartmanandhorse。”
  “Soitis。”returnedhisfriendsympathetically。
  Butwhatwastheex-coachman’sdelight,when,ongoingintothestablewherehisfriendledhim,hefoundthehorsehewantedhimtobuywasnootherthanhisownoldDiamond,grownverythinandbonyandlong-legged,asifthey,hadbeendoingwhattheycouldtofithimforHansomwork!
  “Heain’taHansomhorse。”saidDiamond’sfatherindignantly。
  “Well,you’reright。Heain’thandsome,buthe’sagoodun“
  saidhisowner。
  “Whosaysheain’thandsome?He’soneofthehandsomesthorsesagentleman’scoachmaneverdruv。”saidDiamond’sfather;
  remarkingtohimselfunderhisbreath——“thoughIsaysitasshouldn’t“——
  forhedidnotfeelinclinedallatoncetoconfessthathisownoldhorsecouldhavesunksolow。
  “Well。”saidhisfriend,“allIsayis——There’saanimalforyou,asstrongasachurch;an’llgolikeatrain,leastwaysaparly。”
  headded,correctinghimself。
  Butthecoachmanhadalumpinhisthroatandtearsinhiseyes。
  Fortheoldhorse,hearinghisvoice,hadturnedhislongneck,andwhenhisoldfriendwentuptohimandlaidhishandonhisside,hewhinniedforjoy,andlaidhisbigheadonhismaster’sbreast。
  Thissettledthematter。Thecoachman’sarmswereroundthehorse’sneckinamoment,andhefairlybrokedownandcried。
  Thecab-masterhadneverbeensofondofahorsehimselfastohughimlikethat,buthesawinamomenthowitwas。Andhemusthavebeenagood-heartedfellow,forIneverheardofsuchanideacomingintotheheadofanyothermanwithahorsetosell:
  insteadofputtingsomethingontothepricebecausehewasnowprettysureofsellinghim,heactuallytookapoundoffwhathehadmeanttoaskforhim,sayingtohimselfitwasashametopartoldfriends。
  Diamond’sfather,assoonashecametohimself,turnedandaskedhowmuchhewantedforthehorse。
  “Iseeyou’reoldfriends。”saidtheowner。
  “It’smyownoldDiamond。Ilikedhimfarthebestofthepair,thoughtheotherwasgood。Youain’tgothimtoo,haveyou?”
  “No;nothinginthestabletomatchhimthere。”
  “Ibelieveyou。”saidthecoachman。“Butyou’llbewantingalongpriceforhim,Iknow。”
  “No,notsomuch。Iboughthimcheap,andasIsay,heain’tformywork。”
  TheendofitwasthatDiamond’sfatherboughtoldDiamondagain,alongwithafour-wheeledcab。Andasthereweresomeroomstobehadoverthestable,hetookthem,wrotetohiswifetocomehome,andsetupasacabman。
  CHAPTERXV
  THEMEWS
  ITWASlateintheafternoonwhenDiamondandhismotherandthebabyreachedLondon。IwassofullofDiamondthatIforgottotellyouababyhadarrivedinthemeantime。Hisfatherwaswaitingforthemwithhisowncab,buttheyhadnottoldDiamondwhothehorsewas;
  forhisfatherwantedtoenjoythepleasureofhissurprisewhenhefounditout。Hegotinwithhismotherwithoutlookingatthehorse,andhisfatherhavingputupDiamond’scarpet-bagandhismother’slittletrunk,gotupontheboxhimselfanddroveoff;andDiamondwasquiteproudofridinghomeinhisfather’sowncarriage。
  Butwhenhegottothemews,hecouldnothelpbeingalittledismayedatfirst;andifhehadneverbeentothebackofthenorthwind,Iamafraidhewouldhavecriedalittle。Butinsteadofthat,hesaidtohimselfitwasafinethingalltheoldfurniturewasthere。
  Andinsteadofhelpinghismothertobemiserableatthechange,hebegantofindoutalltheadvantagesoftheplace;foreveryplacehassomeadvantages,andtheyarealwaysbetterworthknowingthanthedisadvantages。Certainlytheweatherwasdepressing,forathick,dull,persistentrainwasfallingbythetimetheyreachedhome。Buthappilytheweatherisverychangeable;
  andbesides,therewasagoodfireburningintheroom,whichtheirneighbourwiththedrunkenhusbandhadattendedtoforthem;andthetea-thingswereputout,andthekettlewasboilingonthefire。
  Andwithagoodfire,andteaandbreadandbutter,thingscannotbesaidtobemiserable。
  Diamond’sfatherandmotherwere,notwithstanding,rathermiserable,andDiamondbegantofeelakindofdarknessbeginningtospreadoverhisownmind。Butthesamemomenthesaidtohimself,“Thiswillneverdo。Ican’tgiveintothis。I’vebeentothebackofthenorthwind。Thingsgorightthere,andsoImusttrytogetthingstogorighthere。I’vegottofightthemiserablethings。
  Theyshan’tmakememiserableifIcanhelpit。”Idonotmeanthathethoughttheseverywords。Theyareperhapstoogrown-upforhimtohavethought,buttheyrepresentthekindofthingthatwasinhisheartandhishead。Andwhenheartandheadgotogether,nothingcanstandbeforethem。
  “Whatnicebreadandbutterthisis!“saidDiamond。
  “I’mgladyoulikeit,mydear“saidhisfather。“Iboughtthebuttermyselfatthelittleshoproundthecorner。”
  “It’sverynice,thankyou,father。Oh,there’sbabywaking!
  I’lltakehim。”
  “Sitstill,Diamond。”saidhismother。“Goonwithyourbreadandbutter。You’renotstrongenoughtolifthimyet。”
  Soshetookthebabyherself,andsethimonherknee。ThenDiamondbegantoamusehim,andwentontillthelittlefellowwasshriekingwithlaughter。Forthebaby’sworldwashismother’sarms;
  andthedrizzlingrain,andthedrearymews,andevenhisfather’stroubledfacecouldnottouchhim。Whatcaredbabyforthelossofahundredsituations?Yetneitherfathernormotherthoughthimhard-heartedbecausehecrowedandlaughedinthemiddleoftheirtroubles。Onthecontrary,hiscrowingandlaughingwereinfectious。Hislittleheartwassofullofmerrimentthatitcouldnotholditall,anditranoverintotheirs。Fatherandmotherbegantolaughtoo,andDiamondlaughedtillhehadafitofcoughingwhichfrightenedhismother,andmadethemallstop。
  Hisfathertookthebaby,andhismotherputhimtobed。
  Butitwasindeedachangetothemall,notonlyfromSandwich,butfromtheiroldplace,insteadofthegreatriverwherethehugebargeswiththeirmightybrownandyellowsailswenttackingfromsidetosidelikelittlepleasure-skiffs,andwherethelongthinboatsshotpastwitheightandsometimestwelverowers,theirwindowsnowlookedoutuponadirtypavedyard。AndtherewasnogardenmoreforDiamondtorunintowhenhepleased,withgayflowersabouthisfeet,andsolemnsun-filledtreesoverhishead。
  NeitherwasthereawoodenwallatthebackofhisbedwithaholeinitforNorthWindtocomeinatwhensheliked。Indeed,therewassuchahighwall,andthereweresomanyhousesaboutthemews,thatNorthWindseldomgotintotheplaceatall,exceptwhensomethingmustbedone,andshehadagrandcleaningoutlikeotherhousewives;
  whilethepartitionattheheadofDiamond’snewbedonlydivideditfromtheroomoccupiedbyacabmanwhodranktoomuchbeer,andcamehomechieflytoquarrelwithhiswifeandpinchhischildren。
  ItwasdreadfultoDiamondtohearthescoldingandthecrying。
  Butitcouldnotmakehimmiserable,becausehehadbeenatthebackofthenorthwind。
  IfmyreaderfindithardtobelievethatDiamondshouldbesogood,hemustrememberthathehadbeentothebackofthenorthwind。
  Ifheneverknewaboysogood,didheeverknowaboythathadbeentothebackofthenorthwind?ItwasnotintheleaststrangeofDiamondtobehaveashedid;onthecontrary,itwasthoroughlysensibleofhim。
  Weshallseehowhegoton。
  CHAPTERXVI
  DIAMONDMAKESABEGINNING
  THEwindblewloud,butDiamondsleptadeepsleep,andneverheardit。
  MyownimpressionisthateverytimewhenDiamondsleptwellandrememberednothingaboutitinthemorning,hehadbeenallthatnightatthebackofthenorthwind。Iamalmostsurethatwashowhewokesorefreshed,andfeltsoquietandhopefulalltheday。
  Indeedhesaidthismuch,thoughnottome——thatalwayswhenhewokefromsuchasleeptherewasasomethinginhismind,hecouldnottellwhat——couldnottellwhetheritwasthelastfar-offsoundsoftheriverdyingawayinthedistance,orsomeofthewordsoftheendlesssonghismotherhadreadtohimonthesea-shore。
  Sometimeshethoughtitmusthavebeenthetwitteringoftheswallows——
  overtheshallows,you,know;butitmayhavebeenthechirpingofthedingysparrowspickinguptheirbreakfastintheyard——
  howcanItell?Idon’tknowwhatIknow,IonlyknowwhatIthink;
  andtotellthetruth,Iammorefortheswallowsthanthesparrows。
  Whenheknewhewascomingawake,hewouldsometimestryhardtokeepholdofthewordsofwhatseemedanewsong,onehehadnotheardbefore——asonginwhichthewordsandthemusicsomehowappearedtobeallone;butevenwhenhethoughthehadgotthemwellfixedinhismind,everashecameawaker——ashewouldsay——
  onelinefadedawayoutofit,andthenanother,andthenanother,tillatlasttherewasnothingleftbutsomelovelypictureofwaterorgrassordaisies,orsomethingelseverycommon,butwithallthecommonnesspolishedoffit,andthelovelysoulofit,whichpeoplesoseldomsee,and,alas!yetseldomerbelievein,shiningout。
  Butafterthathewouldsingtheoddest,loveliestlittlesongstothebaby——ofhisownmaking,hismothersaid;butDiamondsaidhedidnotmakethem;theyweremadesomewhereinsidehim,andheknewnothingaboutthemtilltheywerecomingout。
  Whenhewokethatfirstmorninghegotupatonce,sayingtohimself,“I’vebeenilllongenough,andhavegivenagreatdealoftrouble;
  Imusttryandbeofusenow,andhelpmymother。”Whenhewentintoherroomhefoundherlightingthefire,andhisfatherjustgettingoutofbed。Theyhadonlytheoneroom,besidesthelittleone,notmuchmorethanacloset,inwhichDiamondslept。Hebeganatoncetosetthingstorights,butthebabywakingup,hetookhim,andnursedhimtillhismotherhadgotthebreakfastready。
  Shewaslookinggloomy,andhisfatherwassilent;andindeedexceptDiamondhaddoneallhepossiblycouldtokeepoutthemiserythatwastryingtogetinatdoorsandwindows,hetoowouldhavegrownmiserable,andthentheywouldhavebeenallmiserabletogether。
  Buttotrytomakeotherscomfortableistheonlywaytogetrightcomfortableourselves,andthatcomespartlyofnotbeingabletothinksomuchaboutourselveswhenwearehelpingotherpeople。