Afterthishesaidnothingforawhile,andIlaidmyselfonthefloorofhisgarret,andstaredupandaroundatthegreatbluebeautifulness。
  Ihadforgottenhimalmost,whenatlasthesaid:`Ain’tyoudoneyet?’
  `Donewhat?’Iasked。`Donesayingyourprayers,’sayshe。
  ’Iwasn’tsayingmyprayers,’Ianswered。`Oh,yes,youwere,’
  saidhe,`thoughyoudidn’tknowit!AndnowImustshowyousomethingelse。’
  “Hetookmyhandandledmedownthestairagain,andthroughanarrowpassage,andthroughanother,andanother,andanother。
  Idon’tknowhowtherecouldberoomforsomanypassagesinsuchalittlehouse。Theheartofitmustbeeversomuchfartherfromthesidesthantheyarefromeachother。Howcouldithaveaninsidethatwassoindependentofitsoutside?There’sthepoint。
  Itwasfunny——wasn’tit,Diamond?”
  “No。”saidDiamond。Hewasgoingtosaythatthatwasverymuchthesortofthingatthebackofthenorthwind;buthecheckedhimselfandonlyadded,“Allright。Idon’tseeit。Idon’tseewhytheinsideshoulddependontheoutside。Itain’tsowiththecrabs。Theycreepoutoftheiroutsidesandmakenewones。
  Mr。Raymondtoldmeso。”
  “Idon’tseewhatthathasgottodowithit。”saidNanny。
  “Thengoonwithyourstory,please。”saidDiamond。“Whatdidyoucometo,aftergoingthroughallthosewindingpassagesintotheheartofthemoon?”
  “Ididn’tsaytheywerewindingpassages。Isaidtheywerelongandnarrow。Theydidn’twind。Theywentbycorners。”
  “That’sworthknowing。”remarkedDiamond。“Forwhoknowshowsoonhemayhavetogothere?Butthemainthingis,whatdidyoucometoatlast?”
  “Wecametoasmallboxagainstthewallofatinyroom。
  Thelittlemantoldmetoputmyearagainstit。Ididso,andheardanoisesomethinglikethepurringofacat,onlynotsoloud,andmuchsweeter。`Whatisit?’Iasked。`Don’tyouknowthesound?’returnedthelittleman。`No,’Ianswered。
  `Don’tyouknowthesoundofbees?’hesaid。Ihadneverheardbees,andcouldnotknowthesoundofthem。`Thosearemylady’sbees,’
  hewenton。Ihadheardthatbeesgatherhoneyfromtheflowers。
  `Butwherearetheflowersforthem?’Iasked。`Mylady’sbeesgathertheirhoneyfromthesunandthestars,’saidthelittleman。
  `Doletmeseethem,’Isaid。`No。Idaren’tdothat,’heanswered。
  `Ihavenobusinesswiththem。Idon’tunderstandthem。
  Besides,theyaresobrightthatifoneweretoflyintoyoureye,itwouldblindyoualtogether。’`Thenyouhaveseenthem?’
  `Oh,yes!Onceortwice,Ithink。ButIdon’tquiteknow:
  theyaresoverybright——likebuttonsoflightning。NowI’veshowedyouallIcanto-night,andwe’llgobacktotheroom。’
  Ifollowedhim,andhemademesitdownunderalampthathungfromtheroof,andgavemesomebreadandhoney。
  “Theladyhadnevermoved。Shesatwithherforeheadleaningonherhand,gazingoutofthelittlewindow,hungliketherestwithwhitecloudycurtains。FromwhereIwassittingIlookedoutofittoo,butIcouldseenothing。Herfacewasverybeautiful,andverywhite,andverystill,andherhandwasaswhiteastheforeheadthatleanedonit。Ididnotseeherwholeface——
  onlythesideofit,forshenevermovedtoturnitfulluponme,oreventolookatme。
  “HowlongIsatafterIhadeatenmybreadandhoney,Idon’tknow。
  Thelittlemanwasbusyabouttheroom,pullingastringhere,andastringthere,butchieflythestringatthebackofthedoor。
  Iwasthinkingwithsomeuneasinessthathewouldsoonbewantingmetogooutandcleanthewindows,andIdidn’tfancythejob。
  Atlasthecameuptomewithagreatarmfulofdusters。`It’stimeyousetaboutthewindows,’hesaid;`forthere’sraincoming,andifthey’requitecleanbefore,thentheraincan’tspoilthem。’
  Igotupatonce。`Youneedn’tbeafraid,’hesaid。`Youwon’ttumbleoff。Onlyyoumustbecareful。Alwaysholdonwithonehandwhileyourubwiththeother。’Ashespoke,heopenedthedoor。
  Istartedbackinaterriblefright,fortherewasnothingbutblueairtobeseenunderme,likeagreatwaterwithoutabottomatall。
  Butwhatmustbemust,andtoliveupherewassomuchnicerthandowninthemudwithholesinmyshoes,thatIneverthoughtofnotdoingasIwastold。ThelittlemanshowedmehowandwheretolayholdwhileIputmyfootroundtheedgeofthedoorontothefirstroundofaladder。`Onceyou’reup,’hesaid,`you’llseehowyouhavetogowellenough。’Ididashetoldme,andcreptoutverycarefully。Thenthelittlemanhandedmethebundleofdusters,saying,`Ialwayscarrythemonmyreapinghook,butIdon’tthinkyoucouldmanageitproperly。Youshallhaveitifyoulike。’Iwouldn’ttakeit,however,foritlookeddangerous。
  “IdidthebestIcouldwiththedusters,andcrawleduptothetopofthemoon。Butwhatagrandsightitwas!Thestarswereallovermyhead,sobrightandsonearthatIcouldalmosthavelaidholdofthem。TheroundballtowhichIclungwentbobbingandfloatingawaythroughthedarkblueaboveandbelowandoneveryside。Itwassobeautifulthatallfearleftme,andIsettoworkdiligently。Icleanedwindowafterwindow。
  AtlengthIcametoaverylittleone,inatwhichIpeeped。
  Therewastheroomwiththeboxofbeesinit!Ilaidmyeartothewindow,andheardthemusicalhumquitedistinctly。
  Agreatlongingtoseethemcameuponme,andIopenedthewindowandcreptin。Thelittleboxhadadoorlikeacloset。Iopenedit——
  thetiniestcrack——whenoutcamethelightwithsuchastingthatI
  closeditagaininterror——not,however,beforethreebeeshadshotoutintotheroom,wheretheydartedaboutlikeflashesoflightning。
  Terriblyfrightened,Itriedtogetoutofthewindowagain,butI
  couldnot:therewasnowaytotheoutsideofthemoonbutthroughthedoor;andthatwasintheroomwheretheladysat。NosoonerhadIreachedtheroom,thanthethreebees,whichhadfollowedme,flewatoncetothelady,andsettleduponherhair。ThenfirstIsawhermove。Shestarted,putupherhand,andcaughtthem;
  thenroseand,havingheldthemintotheflameofthelamponeaftertheother,turnedtome。Herfacewasnotsosadnowasstern。
  Itfrightenedmemuch。`Nanny,youhavegotmeintotrouble,’
  shesaid。`Youhavebeenlettingoutmybees,whichitisallIcandotomanage。Youhaveforcedmetoburnthem。Itisagreatloss,andtherewillbeastorm。’Asshespoke,thecloudshadgatheredallaboutus。Icouldseethemcomecrowdingupwhiteaboutthewindows。`Iamsorrytofind,’saidthelady,`thatyouarenottobetrusted。Youmustgohomeagain——youwon’tdoforus。’
  Thencameagreatclapofthunder,andthemoonrockedandswayed。
  Allgrewdarkaboutme,andIfellonthefloorandlayhalf-stunned。
  Icouldheareverythingbutcouldseenothing。`ShallIthrowheroutofthedoor,mylady?’saidthelittleman。`No,’sheanswered;
  `she’snotquitebadenoughforthat。Idon’tthinkthere’smuchharminher;onlyshe’llneverdoforus。Shewouldmakedreadfulmischiefuphere。She’sonlyfitforthemud。It’sagreatpity。
  Iamsorryforher。Justtakethatringoffherfinger。Iamsadlyafraidshehasstolenit。’Thelittlemancaughtholdofmyhand,andIfelthimtuggingatthering。Itriedtospeakwhatwastrueaboutit,but,afteraterribleeffort,onlygaveagroan。
  Otherthingsbegantocomeintomyhead。Somebodyelsehadaholdofme。Thelittlemanwasn’tthere。Iopenedmyeyesatlast,andsawthenurse。Ihadcriedoutinmysleep,andshehadcomeandwakedme。But,Diamond,forallitwasonlyadream,Icannothelpbeingashamedofmyselfyetforopeningthelady’sboxofbees。”
  “Youwoudn’tdoitagain——wouldyou——ifsheweretotakeyouback?”
  saidDiamond。
  “No。Idon’tthinkanythingwouldevermakemedoitagain。
  Butwhere’sthegood?Ishallneverhavethechance。”
  “Idon’tknowthat。”saidDiamond。
  “Yousillybaby!Itwasonlyadream。”saidNanny。
  “Iknowthat,Nanny,dear。Buthowcanyoutellyoumayn’tdreamitagain?”
  “That’snotabitlikely。”
  “Idon’tknowthat。”saidDiamond。
  “You’realwayssayingthat。”saidNanny。“Idon’tlikeit。”
  “ThenIwon’tsayitagain——ifIdon’tforget。”saidDiamond。
  “Butitwassuchabeautifuldream!——wasn’tit,Nanny?Whatapityyouopenedthatdoorandletthebeesout!Youmighthavehadsuchalongdream,andsuchnicetalkswiththemoon-lady。Dotrytogoagain,Nanny。Idosowanttohearmore。”
  Butnowthenursecameandtoldhimitwastimetogo;andDiamondwent,sayingtohimself,“Ican’thelpthinkingthatNorthWindhadsomethingtodowiththatdream。Itwouldbetiresometolietherealldayandallnighttoo——withoutdreaming。Perhapsifshehadn’tdonethat,themoonmighthavecarriedhertothebackofthenorthwind——
  whoknows?”
  CHAPTERXXXI
  THENORTHWINDDOTHBLOW
  ITWASagreatdelighttoDiamondwhenatlengthNannywaswellenoughtoleavethehospitalandgohometotheirhouse。Shewasnotverystrongyet,butDiamond’smotherwasveryconsiderateofher,andtookcarethatsheshouldhavenothingtodoshewasnotquitefitfor。IfNannyhadbeentakenstraightfromthestreet,itisveryprobableshewouldnothavebeensopleasantinadecenthousehold,orsoeasytoteach;butaftertherefininginfluencesofherillnessandthekindtreatmentshehadhadinthehospital,shemovedaboutthehousejustlikesomerathersadpleasurehauntingthemind。
  Asshegotbetter,andthecolourcamebacktohercheeks,herstepgrewlighterandquicker,hersmileshoneoutmorereadily,anditbecamecertainthatshewouldsoonbeatreasureofhelp。
  ItwasgreatfuntoseeDiamondteachingherhowtoholdthebaby,andwashanddresshim,andoftentheylaughedtogetheroverherawkwardness。ButshehadnotmanysuchlessonsbeforeshewasabletoperformthosedutiesquiteaswellasDiamondhimself。
  ThingshoweverdidnotgowellwithJosephfromtheveryarrivalofRuby。
  Italmostseemedasiftheredbeasthadbroughtillluckwithhim。
  Thefareswerefewer,andthepayless。Ruby’sservicesdidindeedmaketheweek’sincomeatfirstalittlebeyondwhatitusedtobe,butthenthereweretwomoretofeed。Afterthefirstmonthhefelllame,andforthewholeofthenextJosephdarednotattempttoworkhim。
  Icannotsaythathenevergrumbled,forhisownhealthwasfarfromwhatithadbeen;butIcansaythathetriedtodohisbest。
  Duringallthatmonth,theylivedonveryshortcommonsindeed,seldomtastingmeatexceptonSundays,andpooroldDiamond,whoworkedhardestofall,noteventhen——sothatattheendofithewasasthinasaclothes-horse,whileRubywasasplumpandsleekasabishop’scob。
  NorwasitmuchbetterafterRubywasabletoworkagain,foritwasaseasonofgreatdepressioninbusiness,andthatisverysoonfeltamongstthecabmen。Citymenlookmoreaftertheirshillings,andtheirwivesanddaughtershavelesstospend。Itwasbesidesawetautumn,andbreadrosegreatlyinprice。WhenIaddtothisthatDiamond’smotherwasbutpoorly,foranewbabywascoming,youwillseethatthesewerenotveryjollytimesforourfriendsinthemews。
  Notwithstandingthedepressinginfluencesaroundhim,Josephwasabletokeepalittlehopealiveinhisheart;andwhenhecamehomeatnight,wouldgetDiamondtoreadtohim,andwouldalsomakeNannyproduceherbookthathemightseehowshewasgettingon。
  ForDiamondhadtakenhereducationinhand,andasshewasacleverchild,shewasverysoonabletoputlettersandwordstogether。
  Thusthethreemonthspassedaway,butMr。Raymonddidnotreturn。
  Josephhadbeenlookinganxiouslyforhim,chieflywiththedesireofgettingridofRuby——notthathewasabsolutelyofnousetohim,butthathewasaconstantweightuponhismind。Indeed,asfarasprovisionwent,hewasratherworseoffwithRubyandNannythanhehadbeenbefore,butontheotherhand,Nannywasagreathelpinthehouse,anditwasacomforttohimtothinkthatwhenthenewbabydidcome,Nannywouldbewithhiswife。
  OfGod’sgiftsababyisofthegreatest;thereforeitisnowonderthatwhenthisonecame,shewasasheartilywelcomedbythelittlehouseholdasifshehadbroughtplentywithher。
  Ofcourseshemadeagreatdifferenceintheworktobedone——
  farmoredifferencethanhersizewarranted,butNannywasnoendofhelp,andDiamondwasasmuchofasunbeamasever,andbegantosingtothenewbabythefirstmomenthegotherinhisarms。
  Buthedidnotsingthesamesongstoherthathehadsungtohisbrother,for,hesaid,shewasanewbabyandmusthavenewsongs;
  andbesides,shewasasister-babyandnotabrother-baby,andofcoursewouldnotlikethesamekindofsongs。Wherethedifferenceinhissongslay,however,Idonotpretendtobeabletopointout。
  OnethingIamsureof,thattheynotonlyhadnosmallshareintheeducationofthelittlegirl,buthelpedthewholefamilyagreatdealmorethantheywereaware。
  Howtheymanagedtogetthroughthelongdrearyexpensivewinter,Icanhardlysay。Sometimesthingswerebetter,sometimesworse。
  Butatlastthespringcame,andthewinterwasoverandgone,andthatwasmuch。Still,Mr。Raymonddidnotreturn,andalthoughthemotherwouldhavebeenabletomanagewithoutNannynow,theycouldnotlookforaplaceforhersolongastheyhadRuby;
  andtheywerenotaltogethersorryforthis。Oneweekatlastwasworsethantheyhadyethad。Theywerealmostwithoutbreadbeforeitwasover。Butthesadderhesawhisfatherandmotherlooking,themoreDiamondsethimselftosingtothetwobabies。
  OnethingwhichhadincreasedtheirexpenseswasthattheyhadbeenforcedtohireanotherlittleroomforNanny。Whenthesecondbabycame,DiamondgaveuphisroomthatNannymightbeathandtohelphismother,andwenttohers,which,althoughafineplacetowhatshehadbeenaccustomedto,wasnotveryniceinhiseyes。
  Hedidnotmindthechangethough,forwasnothismotherthemorecomfortableforit?AndwasnotNannymorecomfortabletoo?
  AndindeedwasnotDiamondhimselfmorecomfortablethatotherpeopleweremorecomfortable?Andiftherewasmorecomforteveryway,thechangewasahappyone。
  CHAPTERXXXII
  DIAMONDANDRUBY
  ITWASFridaynight,andDiamond,liketherestofthehousehold,hadhadverylittletoeatthatday。Themotherwouldalwayspaytheweek’srentbeforeshelaidoutanythingevenonfood。Hisfatherhadbeenverygloomy——sogloomythathehadactuallybeencrosstohiswife。Itisastrangethinghowpainofseeingthesufferingofthosewelovewillsometimesmakeusaddtotheirsufferingbybeingcrosswiththem。ThiscomesofnothavingfaithenoughinGod,andshowshownecessarythisfaithis,forwhenweloseit,weloseeventhekindnesswhichalonecansoothethesuffering。
  Diamondinconsequencehadgonetobedveryquietandthoughtful——
  alittletroubledindeed。
  Ithadbeenaverystormywinter。andevennowthatthespringhadcome,thenorthwindoftenblew。WhenDiamondwenttohisbed,whichwasinatinyroomintheroof,hehearditliketheseamoaning;andwhenhefellasleephestillheardthemoaning。
  Allatoncehesaidtohimself,“AmIawake,oramIasleep?”
  Buthehadnotimetoanswerthequestion,fortherewasNorthWindcallinghim。Hisheartbeatveryfast,itwassuchalongtimesincehehadheardthatvoice。Hejumpedoutofbed,andlookedeverywhere,butcouldnotseeher。“Diamond,comehere。”
  shesaidagainandagain;butwheretheherewashecouldnottell。
  Tobesuretheroomwasallbutquitedark,andshemightbeclosebesidehim。
  “DearNorthWind。”saidDiamond,“Iwantsomuchtogotoyou,butIcan’ttellwhere。”
  “Comehere,Diamond。”wasallheranswer。
  Diamondopenedthedoor,andwentoutoftheroom,anddownthestairandintotheyard。Hislittleheartwasinaflutter,forhehadlonggivenupallthoughtofseeingheragain。Neithernowwashetoseeher。Whenhegotout,agreatpuffofwindcameagainsthim,andinobediencetoitheturnedhisback,andwentasitblew。
  Itblewhimrightuptothestable-door,andwentonblowing。
  “Shewantsmetogointothestable。”saidDiamondtohimself。
  “butthedoorislocked。”
  Heknewwherethekeywas,inacertainholeinthewall——fartoohighforhimtogetat。Herantotheplace,however:justashereachedittherecameawildblast,anddownfellthekeyclangingonthestonesathisfeet。Hepickeditup,andranbackandopenedthestable-door,andwentin。Andwhatdoyouthinkhesaw?
  Alittlelightcamethroughthedustywindowfromagas-lamp,sufficienttoshowhimDiamondandRubywiththeirtwoheadsup,lookingateachotheracrossthepartitionoftheirstalls。ThelightshowedthewhitemarkonDiamond’sforehead,butRuby’seyeshonesobright,thathethoughtmorelightcameoutofitthanwentin。
  Thisiswhathesaw。
  Butwhatdoyouthinkheheard?
  Heheardthetwohorsestalkingtoeachother——inastrangelanguage,whichyet,somehoworother,hecouldunderstand,andturnoverinhismindinEnglish。ThefirstwordsheheardwerefromDiamond,whoapparentlyhadbeenalreadyquarrellingwithRuby。
  “LookhowfatyouareRuby!“saidoldDiamond。“Youaresoplumpandyourskinshinesso,yououghttobeashamedofyourself。”
  “There’snoharminbeingfat。”saidRubyinadeprecatingtone。
  “No,norinbeingsleek。Imayaswellshineasnot。”
  “Noharm?”retortedDiamond。“Isitnoharmtogoeatingupallpoormaster’soats,andtakingupsomuchofhistimegroomingyou,whenyouonlyworksixhours——no,notsixhoursaday,and,asIhear,getalongnofasterthanabigdray-horsewithtwotonsbehindhim?——
  Sotheytellme。”
  “Yourmaster’snotmine。”saidRuby。“Imustattendtomyownmaster’sinterests,andeatallthatisgivenme,andbesleekandfatasIcan,andgonofasterthanIneed。”
  “Nowreallyiftherestofthehorsesweren’tallasleep,poorthings——
  theyworktillthey’retired——Idobelievetheywouldgetupandkickyououtofthestable。Youmakemeashamedofbeingahorse。
  Youdaretosaymymasterain’tyourmaster!That’syourgratitudeforthewayhefeedsyouandsparesyou!Praywherewouldyourcarcassbeifitweren’tforhim?”
  “Hedoesn’tdoitformysake。IfIwerehisownhorse,hewouldworkmeashardashedoesyou。”
  “AndI’mproudtobesoworked。Iwouldn’tbeasfatasyou——
  notforallyou’reworth。You’readisgracetothestable。Lookatthehorsenextyou。He’ssomethinglikeahorse——allskinandbone。
  Andhismasterain’toverkindtohimeither。Heputastinginglashonhiswhiplastweek。Butthatoldhorseknowshe’sgotthewifeandchildrentokeep——aswellashisdrunkenmaster——andheworkslikeahorse。Idaresayhegrudgeshismasterthebeerhedrinks,butIdon’tbelievehegrudgesanythingelse。”
  “Well,Idon’tgrudgeyourswhathegetsbyme。”saidRuby。
  “Gets!“retortedDiamond。“Whathegetsisn’tworthgrudging。
  Itcomestonexttonothing——whatwithyourfatandshine。
  “Well,atleastyououghttobethankfulyou’rethebetterforit。
  Yougetatwohours’restadayoutofit。”
  “Ithankmymasterforthat——notyou,youlazyfellow!Yougoalonglikeabuttockofbeefuponcastors——youdo。”
  “Ain’tyouafraidI’llkick,ifyougoonlikethat,Diamond?”
  “Kick!Youcouldn’tkickifyoutried。Youmightheaveyourrumpuphalfafoot,butforlashingout——oho!Ifyoudid,you’dbedownonyourbellybeforeyoucouldgetyourlegsunderyouagain。
  It’smybelief,onceout,they’dstickoutforever。Talkofkicking!
  Whydon’tyouputonefootbeforetheothernowandthenwhenyou’reinthecab?Theabusemastergetsforyoursakeisquiteshameful。
  Nodecenthorsewouldbringitonhim。Dependuponit,Ruby,nocabmanlikestobeabusedanymorethanhisfare。Buthisfares,atleastwhenyouarebetweentheshafts,areverymuchtobeexcused。
  Indeedtheyare。”
  “Well,yousee,Diamond,Idon’twanttogolameagain。”
  “Idon’tbelieveyouweresoverylameafterall——there!“
  “Oh,butIwas。”
  “ThenIbelieveitwasallyourownfault。I’mnotlame。
  Ineverwaslameinallmylife。Youdon’ttakecareofyourlegs。
  Youneverlaythemdownatnight。Thereyouarewithyourhugecarcasscrushingdownyourpoorlegsallnightlong。Youdon’tevencareforyourownlegs——solongasyoucaneat,eat,andsleep,sleep。
  Youahorseindeed!“
  “ButItellyouIwaslame。”
  “I’mnotdenyingtherewasapuffylookaboutyouroff-pastern。
  Butmybeliefis,itwasn’tevengrease——itwasfat。”
  “ItellyouIputmyfootononeofthosehorridstonestheymaketheroadswith,anditgavemyanklesuchatwist。”
  “Ankleindeed!Whyshouldyouapeyourbetters?Horsesain’tgotanyankles:they’reonlypasterns。Andsolongasyoudon’tliftyourfeetbetter,butfallasleepbetweeneverystep,you’llrunagoodchanceoflamingallyouranklesasyoucallthem,oneafteranother。It’snotyourlivelyhorsethatcomestogriefinthatway。ItellyouIbelieveitwasn’tmuch,andifitwas,itwasyourownfault。There!I’vedone。I’mgoingtosleep。
  I’lltrytothinkaswellofyouasIcan。Ifyouwouldbutstepoutabitandrunoffalittleofyourfat!“HereDiamondbegantodoubleuphisknees;butRubyspokeagain,and,asyoungDiamondthought,inaratherdifferenttone。
  “Isay,Diamond,Ican’tbeartohaveanhonestoldhorselikeyouthinkofmelikethat。Iwilltellyouthetruth:itwasmyownfaultthatIfelllame。”
  “Itoldyouso。”returnedtheother,tumblingagainstthepartitionasherolledoveronhissidetogivehislegseverypossibleprivilegeintheirnarrowcircumstances。
  “Imeanttodoit,Diamond。”
  Atthewords,theoldhorsearosewithascramblelikethunder,shothisangryheadandglaringeyeoverintoRuby’sstall,andsaid——
  “Keepoutofmyway,youunworthywretch,orI’llbiteyou。
  Youahorse!Whydidyoudothat?”
  “BecauseIwantedtogrowfat。”
  “Yougrease-tub!Oh!myteethandtail!Ithoughtyouwereahumbug!
  Whydidyouwanttogetfat?There’snotruthtobegotoutofyoubutbycross-questioning。Youain’tfittobeahorse。”
  “BecauseonceIamfat,mynatureistokeepfatforalongtime;
  andIdidn’tknowwhenmastermightcomehomeandwanttoseeme。”
  “Youconceited,good-for-nothingbrute!You’reonlyfitfortheknacker’syard。Youwantedtolookhandsome,didyou?Holdyourtongue,orI’llbreakmyhalterandbeatyou——withyourhandsomefat!“
  “Nevermind,Diamond。You’reagoodhorse。Youcan’thurtme。”
  “Can’thurtyou!Justletmeoncetry。”
  “No,youcan’t。”
  “Whythen?”
  “BecauseI’manangel。”
  “What’sthat?”
  “Ofcourseyoudon’tknow。”
  “IndeedIdon’t。”
  “Iknowyoudon’t。Anignorant,rudeoldhumanhorse,likeyou,couldn’tknowit。Butthere’syoungDiamondlisteningtoallwe’resaying;andheknowswellenoughtherearehorsesinheavenforangelstorideupon,aswellasotheranimals,lionsandeaglesandbulls,inmoreimportantsituations。Thehorsestheangelsride,mustbeangel-horses,elsetheangelscouldn’trideuponthem。
  Well,I’moneofthem。”
  “Youain’t。”
  “Didyoueverknowahorsetellalie?”
  “Neverbefore。Butyou’veconfessedtoshamminglame。”
  “Nothingofthesort。ItwasnecessaryIshouldgrowfat,andnecessarythatgoodJoseph,yourmaster,shouldgrowlean。
  Icouldhavepretendedtobelame,butthatnohorse,leastofallanangel-horsewoulddo。SoImustbelame,andsoIsprainedmyankle——
  fortheangel-horseshaveankles——theydon’ttalkhorse-slangupthere——
  andithurtmeverymuch,Iassureyou,Diamond,thoughyoumayn’tbegoodenoughtobeabletobelieveit。”
  OldDiamondmadenoreply。Hehadlaindownagain,andasleepysnort,verylikeasnore,revealedthat,ifhewasnotalreadyasleep,hewaspastunderstandingawordthatRubywassaying。WhenyoungDiamondfoundthis,hethoughthemightventuretotakeupthedroptshuttlecockoftheconversation。
  “I’mgoodenoughtobelieveit,Ruby。”hesaid。
  ButRubyneverturnedhishead,ortookanynoticeofhim。
  IsupposehedidnotunderstandmoreofEnglishthanjustwhatthecoachmanandstablemanwereinthehabitofaddressinghimwith。Finding,however,thathiscompanionmadenoreply,heshothisheadoverthepartitionandlookingdownathimsaid——
  “Youjustwaittillto-morrow,andyou’llseewhetherI’mspeakingthetruthornot——Ideclaretheoldhorseisfastasleep!——
  Diamond!——NoIwon’t。”
  Rubyturnedaway,andbeganpullingathishayrackinsilence。
  Diamondgaveashiver,andlookingroundsawthatthedoorofthestablewasopen。Hebegantofeelasifhehadbeendreaming,andafteraglanceaboutthestabletoseeifNorthWindwasanywherevisible,hethoughthehadbettergobacktobed。
  CHAPTERXXXIII
  THEPROSPECTBRIGHTENS
  THEnextmorning,Diamond’smothersaidtohisfather,“I’mnotquitecomfortableaboutthatchildagain。”
  “Whichchild,Martha?”askedJoseph。“You’vegotachoicenow。”
  “Well,DiamondImean。I’mafraidhe’sgettingintohisqueerwaysagain。He’sbeenathisoldtrickofwalkinginhissleep。
  Isawhimrunupthestairinthemiddleofthenight。”
  “Didn’tyougoafterhim,wife?”
  “OfcourseIdid——andfoundhimfastasleepinhisbed。It’sbecausehe’shadsolittlemeatforthelastsixweeks,I’mafraid。”
  “Itmaybethat。I’mverysorry。Butifitdon’tpleaseGodtosendusenough,whatamItodo,wife?”
  “Youcan’thelpit,Iknow,mydeargoodman。”returnedMartha。
  “AndafterallIdon’tknow。Idon’tseewhyheshouldn’tgetonaswellastherestofus。ThereI’mnursingbabyallthistime,andIgetalongprettywell。I’msure,tohearthelittlemansinging,youwouldn’tthinktherewasmuchamisswithhim。”
  ForatthatmomentDiamondwassinginglikealarkintheclouds。
  Hehadthenewbabyinhisarms,whilehismotherwasdressingherself。
  Josephwassittingathisbreakfast——alittleweaktea,drybread,andverydubiousbutter——whichNannyhadsetforhim,andwhichhewasenjoyingbecausehewashungry。Hehadgroomedbothhorses,andhadgotoldDiamondharnessedreadytoputto。
  “Thinkofafatangel,Dulcimer!“saidDiamond。
  Thebabyhadnotbeenchristenedyet,butDiamond,inreadinghisBible,hadcomeupontheworddulcimer,andthoughtitsoprettythateverafterhecalledhissisterDulcimer!
  “Thinkofared,fatangel,Dulcimer!“herepeated;“forRuby’sanangelofahorse,Dulcimer。Hesprainedhisankleandgotfatonpurpose。”
  “Whatpurpose,Diamond?”askedhisfather。
  “Ah!thatIcan’ttell。Isupposetolookhandsomewhenhismastercomes。”answeredDiamond——“Whatdoyouthink,Dulcimer?
  Itmustbeforsomegood,forRuby’sanangel。”
  “IwishIwereridofhim,anyhow。”saidhisfather;“forheweighsheavyonmymind。”
  “Nowonder,father:he’ssofat。”saidDiamond。“Butyouneedn’tbeafraid,foreverybodysayshe’sinbetterconditionthanwhenyouhadhim。”
  “Yes,buthemaybeasthinasatinhorsebeforehisownercomes。
  Itwastoobadtoleavehimonmyhandsthisway。”
  “Perhapshecouldn’thelpit。”suggestedDiamond。“Idaresayhehassomegoodreasonforit。”
  “SoIshouldhavesaid。”returnedhisfather,“ifhehadnotdrivensuchahardbargainwithmeatfirst。”
  “Butwedon’tknowwhatmaycomeofityet,husband。”saidhiswife。
  “Mr。Raymondmaygivealittletoboot,seeingyou’vehadmoreofthebargainthanyouwantedorreckonedupon。”
  “I’mafraidnot:he’sahardman。”saidJoseph,asheroseandwenttogethiscabout。
  Diamondresumedhissinging。Forsometimehecarolledsnatchesofeverythingoranything;butatlastitsettleddownintosomethinglikewhatfollows。Icannottellwhereorhowhegotit。
  Wheredidyoucomefrom,babydear?
  Outoftheeverywhereintohere。
  Wheredidyougetyoureyessoblue?
  OutoftheskyasIcamethrough。
  Whatmakesthelightinthemsparkleandspin?
  Someofthestarryspikesleftin。
  Wheredidyougetthatlittletear?
  IfounditwaitingwhenIgothere。
  Whatmakesyourforeheadsosmoothandhigh?
  AsofthandstrokeditasIwentby。
  Whatmakesyourcheeklikeawarmwhiterose?
  Isawsomethingbetterthananyoneknows。
  Whencethatthree-corneredsmileofbliss?
  Threeangelsgavemeatonceakiss。
  Wheredidyougetthispearlyear?
  Godspoke,anditcameouttohear。
  Wheredidyougetthosearmsandhands?
  Lovemadeitselfintohooksandbands。
  Feet,whencedidyoucome,youdarlingthings?
  Fromthesameboxasthecherubs’wings。
  Howdidtheyalljustcometobeyou?
  Godthoughtaboutme,andsoIgrew。
  Buthowdidyoucometous,youdear?
  Godthoughtaboutyou,andsoIamhere。
  “Younevermadethatsong,Diamond。”saidhismother。
  “No,mother。IwishIhad。No,Idon’t。Thatwouldbetotakeitfromsomebodyelse。Butit’smineforallthat。”
  “Whatmakesityours?”
  “Iloveitso。”
  “Doeslovingathingmakeityours?”
  “Ithinkso,mother——atleastmorethananythingelsecan。IfIdidn’tlovebabywhichcouldn’tbe,youknowshewouldn’tbemineabit。
  ButIdolovebaby,andbabyismyveryownDulcimer。”
  “Thebaby’smine,Diamond。”
  “Thatmakesherthemoremine,mother。”
  “Howdoyoumakethatout?”
  “Becauseyou’remine,mother。”
  “Isthatbecauseyouloveme?”
  “Yes,justbecause。Lovemakestheonlymyness。”saidDiamond。
  Whenhisfathercamehometohavehisdinner,andchangeDiamondforRuby,theysawhimlookverysad,andhetoldthemhehadnothadafareworthmentioningthewholemorning。
  “Weshallallhavetogototheworkhouse,wife。”hesaid。
  “Itwouldbebettertogotothebackofthenorthwind。”
  saidDiamond,dreamily,notintendingtosayitaloud。
  “Soitwould。”answeredhisfather。“Buthowarewetogetthere,Diamond?”
  “Wemustwaittillwe’retaken。”returnedDiamond。
  Beforehisfathercouldspeakagain,aknockcametothedoor,andinwalkedMr。Raymondwithasmileonhisface。Josephgotupandreceivedhimrespectfully,butnotverycordially。Marthasetachairforhim,buthewouldnotsitdown。
  “Youarenotverygladtoseeme。”hesaidtoJoseph。“Youdon’twanttopartwiththeoldhorse。”
  “Indeed,sir,youaremistakenthere。Whatwithanxietyabouthim,andbadluck,I’vewishedIwereridofhimathousandtimes。
  Itwasonlytobeforthreemonths,andhereit’seightornine。”
  “I’msorrytohearsuchastatement。”saidMr。Raymond。“Hasn’thebeenofservicetoyou?”
  “Notmuch,notwithhislameness“
  “Ah!“saidMr。Raymond,hastily——“you’vebeenlaminghim——haveyou?
  Thataccountsforit。Isee,Isee。”
  “Itwasn’tmyfault,andhe’sallrightnow。Idon’tknowhowithappened,but“
  “Hediditonpurpose。”saidDiamond。“Heputhisfootonastonejusttotwisthisankle。”
  “Howdoyouknowthat,Diamond?”saidhisfather,turningtohim。
  “Ineversaidso,forIcouldnotthinkhowitcame。”
  “Iheardit——inthestable。”answeredDiamond。
  “Let’shavealookathim。”saidMr。Raymond。
  “Ifyou’llstepintotheyard。”saidJoseph,“I’llbringhimout。”
  Theywent,andJoseph,havingfirsttakenoffhisharness,walkedRubyintothemiddleoftheyard。
  “Why。”saidMr。Raymond,“you’venotbeenusinghimwell。”
  “Idon’tknowwhatyoumeanbythat,sir。Ididn’texpecttohearthatfromyou。He’ssoundinwindandlimb——assoundasabarrel。”
  “Andasbig,youmightadd。Why,he’sasfatasapig!Youdon’tcallthatgoodusage!“
  Josephwastooangrytomakeanyanswer。
  “You’venotworkedhimenough,Isay。That’snotmakinggooduseofhim。That’snotdoingasyou’dbedoneby。”
  “Ishouldn’tbesorryifIwasservedthesame,sir。”
  “He’stoofat,Isay。”
  “TherewasawholemonthIcouldn’tworkhimatall,andhedidnothingbuteathisheadoff。He’sanawfuleater。I’vetakenthebestpartofsixhoursadayoutofhimsince,butI’malwaysafraidofhiscomingtogriefagain,andsoIcouldn’tmakethemostevenofthat。Ideclaretoyou,sir,whenhe’sbetweentheshafts,IsitontheboxasmiserableasifI’dstolenhim。Helooksallthetimeasifhewasabottlingupofcomplaintstomakeofmetheminuteheseteyesonyouagain。There!lookathimnow,squintingroundatmewithoneeye!Ideclaretoyou,onmyword,Ihaven’tlaidthewhiponhimmorethanthreetimes。”
  “I’mgladtohearit。Heneverdidwantthewhip。”
  “Ididn’tsaythat,sir。Ifeverahorsewantedthewhip,hedo。
  He’sbroughtmetobeggaryalmostwithhissnail’space。I’mverygladyou’vecometoridmeofhim。”
  “Idon’tknowthat。”saidMr。Raymond。“SupposeIweretoaskyoutobuyhimofme——cheap。”
  “Iwouldn’thavehiminapresent,sir。Idon’tlikehim。
  AndIwouldn’tdriveahorsethatIdidn’tlike——no,notforgold。
  Itcan’tcometogoodwherethere’snolovebetween’em。”
  “Justbringoutyourownhorse,andletmeseewhatsortofapairthey’dmake。”
  JosephlaughedratherbitterlyashewenttofetchDiamond。
  Whenthetwowereplacedsidebyside,Mr。Raymondcouldhardlykeephiscountenance,butfromaminglingoffeelings。
  Besidethegreat,red,roundbarrel,Ruby,allbodyandnolegs,Diamondlookedlikeaclothes-horsewithaskinthrownoverit。
  Therewashardlyaspotofhimwhereyoucouldnotdescrysomesignofaboneunderneath。Gauntandgrimandwearyhestood,kissinghismaster,andheedingnooneelse。
  “Youhaven’tbeenusinghimwell。”saidMr。Raymond。
  “Imustsay。”returnedJoseph,throwinganarmroundhishorse’sneck,“thattheremarkhadbetterhavebeenspared,sir。Thehorseisworththreeoftheothernow。”
  “Idon’tthinkso。Ithinktheymakeaverynicepair。
  Iftheone’stoofat,theother’stoolean——sothat’sallright。
  Andifyouwon’tbuymyRuby,ImustbuyyourDiamond。”
  “Thankyou,sir。”saidJoseph,inatoneimplyinganythingbutthanks。
  “Youdon’tseemtoliketheproposal。”saidMr。Raymond。
  “Idon’t。”returnedJoseph。“Iwouldn’tpartwithmyoldDiamondforhisskinasfullofnuggetsasitisofbones。”
  “Whosaidanythingaboutpartingwithhim?”
  “Youdidnow,sir。”
  “No;Ididn’t。IonlyspokeofbuyinghimtomakeapairwithRuby。
  WecouldpareRubyandpatchDiamondabit。Andforheight,theyareasnearamatchasIcareabout。Ofcourseyouwouldbethecoachman——
  ifonlyyouwouldconsenttobereconciledtoRuby。”
  Josephstoodbewildered,unabletoanswer。
  “I’veboughtasmallplaceinKent。”continuedMr。Raymond,“andI
  musthaveapairtomycarriage,fortheroadsarehillythereabouts。
  Idon’twanttomakeashowwithapairofhigh-steppers。Ithinkthesewilljustdo。Suppose,foraweekortwo,yousetyourselftotakeRubydownandbringDiamondup。IfwecouldonlylayapipefromRuby’ssidesintoDiamond’s,itwouldbetheworkofamoment。
  ButIfearthatwouldn’tanswer。”
  AstronginclinationtolaughintrudeduponJoseph’sinclinationtocry,andmadespeechstillharderthanbefore。
  “Ibegyourpardon,sir。”hesaidatlength。“I’vebeensomiserable,andforsolong,thatIneverthoughtyouwasonlyachaffingofmewhenyousaidIhadn’tusedthehorseswell。Ididgrumbleatyou,sir,many’sthetimeinmytrouble;butwheneverIsaidanything,mylittleDiamondwouldlookatmewithasmile,asmuchastosay:
  “Iknowhimbetterthanyou,father;“anduponmyword,Ialwaysthoughttheboymustberight。”
  “WillyousellmeoldDiamond,then?”
  “Iwill,sir,ononecondition——thatifeveryouwanttopartwithhimorme,yougivemetheoptionofbuyinghim。Icouldnotpartwithhim,sir。Astowhocallshimhis,that’snothing;
  for,asDiamondsays,it’sonlylovingathingthatcanmakeityours——
  andIdoloveoldDiamond,sir,dearly。”
  “Well,there’sachequefortwentypounds,whichIwrotetoofferyouforhim,incaseIshouldfindyouhaddonethehandsomethingbyRuby。Willthatbeenough?”
  “It’stoomuch,sir。Hisbodyain’tworthit——shoesandall。
  It’sonlyhisheart,sir——that’sworthmillions——buthisheart’llbemineallthesame——soit’stoomuch,sir。”
  “Idon’tthinkso。Itwon’tbe,atleast,bythetimewe’vegothimfedupagain。Youtakeitandwelcome。Justgoonwithyourcabbingforanothermonth,onlytakeitoutofRubyandletDiamondrest;
  andbythattimeIshallbereadyforyoutogodownintothecountry。”
  “Thankyou,sir。thankyou。Diamondsetyoudownforafriend,sir,themomenthesawyou。Idobelievethatchildofmineknowsmorethanotherpeople。”
  “Ithinkso,too。”saidMr。Raymondashewalkedaway。
  HehadmeanttotestJosephwhenhemadethebargainaboutRuby,buthadnointentionofsogreatlyprolongingthetrial。HehadbeentakenillinSwitzerland,andhadbeenquiteunabletoreturnsooner。
  Hewentawaynowhighlygratifiedatfindingthathehadstoodthetest,andwasatrueman。
  Josephrushedintohiswifewhohadbeenstandingatthewindowanxiouslywaitingtheresultofthelongcolloquy。Whensheheardthatthehorsesweretogotogetherindoubleharness,sheburstforthintoanimmoderatefitoflaughter。Diamondcameupwiththebabyinhisarmsandmadebiganxiouseyesather,saying——
  “Whatisthematterwithyou,motherdear?Docryalittle。
  Itwilldoyougood。Whenfathertakeseversosmalladropofspirits,heputswatertoit。”
  “Yousillydarling!“saidhismother;“howcouldIbutlaughatthenotionofthatgreatfatRubygoingsidebysidewithourpooroldDiamond?”
  “Butwhynot,mother?Withamonth’soats,andnothingtodo,Diamond’llbenearerRuby’ssizethanyouwillfather’s。Ithinkit’sverygoodfordifferentsortstogotogether。NowRubywillhaveachanceofteachingDiamondbettermanners。”
  “Howdareyousaysuchathing,Diamond?”saidhisfather,angrily。
  “Tocomparethetwoformanners,there’snocomparisonpossible。
  OurDiamond’sagentleman。”
  “Idon’tmeantosayheisn’t,father;forIdaresaysomegentlemenjudgetheirneighboursunjustly。That’sallImean。
  Diamondshouldn’thavethoughtsuchbadthingsofRuby。Hedidn’ttrytomakethebestofhim。”
  “Howdoyouknowthat,pray?”
  “Iheardthemtalkingaboutitonenight。”
  “Who?”
  “WhyDiamondandRuby。Ruby’sanangel。”
  Josephstaredandsaidnomore。Forallhisnewgladness,hewasverygloomyashere-harnessedtheangel,forhethoughthisdarlingDiamondwasgoingoutofhismind。
  Hecouldnothelpthinkingratherdifferently,however,whenhefoundthechangethathadcomeoverRuby。Consideringhisfat,heexertedhimselfamazingly,andgotoverthegroundwithincrediblespeed。
  Sowilling,evenanxious,washetogonow,thatJosephhadtoholdhimquitetight。
  Thenashelaughedathisownfancies,anewfearcameuponhimlestthehorseshouldbreakhiswind,andMr。Raymondhavegoodcausetothinkhehadnotbeenusinghimwell。Hemightevensupposethathehadtakenadvantageofhisnewinstructions,toletoutuponthehorsesomeofhispent-updislike;whereasintruth,ithadsoutterlyvanishedthathefeltasifRuby,too,hadbeenhisfriendallthetime。
  CHAPTERXXXIV
  INTHECOUNTRY
  BEFOREtheendofthemonth,Rubyhadgotrespectablythin,andDiamondrespectablystout。Theyreallybegantolookfitfordoubleharness。
  Josephandhiswifegottheiraffairsinorder,andeverythingreadyformigratingattheshortestnotice;andtheyfeltsopeacefulandhappythattheyjudgedallthetroubletheyhadgonethroughwellworthenduring。AsforNanny,shehadbeensohappyeversincesheleftthehospital,thatsheexpectednothingbetter,andsawnothingattractiveinthenotionofthecountry。
  Atthesametime,shehadnottheleastideaofwhatthewordcountrymeant,forshehadneverseenanythingaboutherbutstreetsandgas-lamps。Besides,shewasmoreattachedtoJimthantoDiamond:
  Jimwasareasonablebeing,Diamondinhereyesatbestonlyanamiable,over-grownbaby,whomnoamountofexpostulationwouldeverbringtotalksense,nottosaythinkit。Nowthatshecouldmanagethebabyaswellashe,shejudgedherselfaltogetherhissuperior。
  Towardshisfatherandmother,shewasalltheycouldwish。
  DiamondhadtakenagreatdealofpainsandtroubletofindJim,andhadatlastsucceededthroughthehelpofthetallpoliceman,whowasgladtorenewhisacquaintancewiththestrangechild。
  Jimhadmovedhisquarters,andhadnotheardofNanny’sillnesstillsometimeaftershewastakentothehospital,wherehewastooshytogoandinquireabouther。ButwhenatlengthshewenttolivewithDiamond’sfamily,Jimwaswillingenoughtogoandseeher。
  Itwasafteroneofhisvisits,duringwhichtheyhadbeentalkingofhernewprospects,thatNannyexpressedtoDiamondheropinionofthecountry。
  “Thereain’tnothinginitbutthesunandmoon,Diamond。”
  “There’streesandflowers。”saidDiamond。
  “Well,theyain’tnocount。”returnedNanny。
  “Ain’tthey?They’resobeautiful,theymakeyouhappytolookatthem。”
  “That’sbecauseyou’resuchasilly。”
  Diamondsmiledwithafar-awaylook,asifheweregazingthroughcloudsofgreenleavesandthevisioncontentedhim。
  ButhewasthinkingwithhimselfwhatmorehecoulddoforNanny;
  andthatsameeveninghewenttofindMr。Raymond,forhehadheardthathehadreturnedtotown。
  “Ah!howdoyoudo,Diamond?”saidMr。Raymond;“Iamgladtoseeyou。”
  Andhewasindeed,forhehadgrownveryfondofhim。HisopinionofhimwasverydifferentfromNanny’s。
  “Whatdoyouwantnow,mychild?”heasked。
  “I’malwayswantingsomething,sir。”answeredDiamond。
  “Well,that’squiteright,solongaswhatyouwantisright。
  Everybodyisalwayswantingsomething;onlywedon’tmentionitintherightplaceoftenenough。Whatisitnow?”
  “There’safriendofNanny’s,alameboy,calledJim。”
  “I’veheardofhim。”saidMr。Raymond。“Well?”
  “Nannydoesn’tcaremuchaboutgoingtothecountry,sir。”
  “Well,whathasthattodowithJim?”
  “Youcouldn’tfindacornerforJimtoworkin——couldyou,sir?”
  “Idon’tknowthatIcouldn’t。Thatis,ifyoucanshowgoodreasonforit。”
  “He’sagoodboy,sir。”
  “Well,somuchthebetterforhim。”
  “Iknowhecanshineboots,sir。”
  “Somuchthebetterforus。”
  “Youwantyourbootsshinedinthecountry——don’tyou,sir?”
  “Yes,tobesure。”
  “Itwouldn’tbenicetowalkovertheflowerswithdirtyboots——
  wouldit,sir?”
  “No,indeed。”
  “Theywouldn’tlikeit——wouldthey?”
  “No,theywouldn’t。”
  “ThenNannywouldbebetterpleasedtogo,sir。”
  “Iftheflowersdidn’tlikedirtybootstowalkoverthem,Nannywouldn’tmindgoingtothecountry?Isthatit?Idon’tquiteseeit。”
  “No,sir;Ididn’tmeanthat。Imeant,ifyouwouldtakeJimwithyoutocleanyourboots,anddooddjobs,youknow,sir,thenNannywouldlikeitbetter。She’ssofondofJim!“
  “Nowyoucometothepoint,Diamond。Iseewhatyoumean,exactly。
  Iwillturnitoverinmymind。CouldyoubringJimtoseeme?”
  “I’lltry,sir。Buttheydon’tmindmemuch。TheythinkI’msilly。”
  addedDiamond,withoneofhissweetestsmiles。