Afterthishesaidnothingforawhile,andIlaidmyselfonthefloorofhisgarret,andstaredupandaroundatthegreatbluebeautifulness。
Ihadforgottenhimalmost,whenatlasthesaid:`Ain’tyoudoneyet?’
`Donewhat?’Iasked。`Donesayingyourprayers,’sayshe。
’Iwasn’tsayingmyprayers,’Ianswered。`Oh,yes,youwere,’
saidhe,`thoughyoudidn’tknowit!AndnowImustshowyousomethingelse。’
“Hetookmyhandandledmedownthestairagain,andthroughanarrowpassage,andthroughanother,andanother,andanother。
Idon’tknowhowtherecouldberoomforsomanypassagesinsuchalittlehouse。Theheartofitmustbeeversomuchfartherfromthesidesthantheyarefromeachother。Howcouldithaveaninsidethatwassoindependentofitsoutside?There’sthepoint。
Itwasfunny——wasn’tit,Diamond?”
“No。”saidDiamond。Hewasgoingtosaythatthatwasverymuchthesortofthingatthebackofthenorthwind;buthecheckedhimselfandonlyadded,“Allright。Idon’tseeit。Idon’tseewhytheinsideshoulddependontheoutside。Itain’tsowiththecrabs。Theycreepoutoftheiroutsidesandmakenewones。
Mr。Raymondtoldmeso。”
“Idon’tseewhatthathasgottodowithit。”saidNanny。
“Thengoonwithyourstory,please。”saidDiamond。“Whatdidyoucometo,aftergoingthroughallthosewindingpassagesintotheheartofthemoon?”
“Ididn’tsaytheywerewindingpassages。Isaidtheywerelongandnarrow。Theydidn’twind。Theywentbycorners。”
“That’sworthknowing。”remarkedDiamond。“Forwhoknowshowsoonhemayhavetogothere?Butthemainthingis,whatdidyoucometoatlast?”
“Wecametoasmallboxagainstthewallofatinyroom。
Thelittlemantoldmetoputmyearagainstit。Ididso,andheardanoisesomethinglikethepurringofacat,onlynotsoloud,andmuchsweeter。`Whatisit?’Iasked。`Don’tyouknowthesound?’returnedthelittleman。`No,’Ianswered。
`Don’tyouknowthesoundofbees?’hesaid。Ihadneverheardbees,andcouldnotknowthesoundofthem。`Thosearemylady’sbees,’
hewenton。Ihadheardthatbeesgatherhoneyfromtheflowers。
`Butwherearetheflowersforthem?’Iasked。`Mylady’sbeesgathertheirhoneyfromthesunandthestars,’saidthelittleman。
`Doletmeseethem,’Isaid。`No。Idaren’tdothat,’heanswered。
`Ihavenobusinesswiththem。Idon’tunderstandthem。
Besides,theyaresobrightthatifoneweretoflyintoyoureye,itwouldblindyoualtogether。’`Thenyouhaveseenthem?’
`Oh,yes!Onceortwice,Ithink。ButIdon’tquiteknow:
theyaresoverybright——likebuttonsoflightning。NowI’veshowedyouallIcanto-night,andwe’llgobacktotheroom。’
Ifollowedhim,andhemademesitdownunderalampthathungfromtheroof,andgavemesomebreadandhoney。
“Theladyhadnevermoved。Shesatwithherforeheadleaningonherhand,gazingoutofthelittlewindow,hungliketherestwithwhitecloudycurtains。FromwhereIwassittingIlookedoutofittoo,butIcouldseenothing。Herfacewasverybeautiful,andverywhite,andverystill,andherhandwasaswhiteastheforeheadthatleanedonit。Ididnotseeherwholeface——
onlythesideofit,forshenevermovedtoturnitfulluponme,oreventolookatme。
“HowlongIsatafterIhadeatenmybreadandhoney,Idon’tknow。
Thelittlemanwasbusyabouttheroom,pullingastringhere,andastringthere,butchieflythestringatthebackofthedoor。
Iwasthinkingwithsomeuneasinessthathewouldsoonbewantingmetogooutandcleanthewindows,andIdidn’tfancythejob。
Atlasthecameuptomewithagreatarmfulofdusters。`It’stimeyousetaboutthewindows,’hesaid;`forthere’sraincoming,andifthey’requitecleanbefore,thentheraincan’tspoilthem。’
Igotupatonce。`Youneedn’tbeafraid,’hesaid。`Youwon’ttumbleoff。Onlyyoumustbecareful。Alwaysholdonwithonehandwhileyourubwiththeother。’Ashespoke,heopenedthedoor。
Istartedbackinaterriblefright,fortherewasnothingbutblueairtobeseenunderme,likeagreatwaterwithoutabottomatall。
Butwhatmustbemust,andtoliveupherewassomuchnicerthandowninthemudwithholesinmyshoes,thatIneverthoughtofnotdoingasIwastold。ThelittlemanshowedmehowandwheretolayholdwhileIputmyfootroundtheedgeofthedoorontothefirstroundofaladder。`Onceyou’reup,’hesaid,`you’llseehowyouhavetogowellenough。’Ididashetoldme,andcreptoutverycarefully。Thenthelittlemanhandedmethebundleofdusters,saying,`Ialwayscarrythemonmyreapinghook,butIdon’tthinkyoucouldmanageitproperly。Youshallhaveitifyoulike。’Iwouldn’ttakeit,however,foritlookeddangerous。
“IdidthebestIcouldwiththedusters,andcrawleduptothetopofthemoon。Butwhatagrandsightitwas!Thestarswereallovermyhead,sobrightandsonearthatIcouldalmosthavelaidholdofthem。TheroundballtowhichIclungwentbobbingandfloatingawaythroughthedarkblueaboveandbelowandoneveryside。Itwassobeautifulthatallfearleftme,andIsettoworkdiligently。Icleanedwindowafterwindow。
AtlengthIcametoaverylittleone,inatwhichIpeeped。
Therewastheroomwiththeboxofbeesinit!Ilaidmyeartothewindow,andheardthemusicalhumquitedistinctly。
Agreatlongingtoseethemcameuponme,andIopenedthewindowandcreptin。Thelittleboxhadadoorlikeacloset。Iopenedit——
thetiniestcrack——whenoutcamethelightwithsuchastingthatI
closeditagaininterror——not,however,beforethreebeeshadshotoutintotheroom,wheretheydartedaboutlikeflashesoflightning。
Terriblyfrightened,Itriedtogetoutofthewindowagain,butI
couldnot:therewasnowaytotheoutsideofthemoonbutthroughthedoor;andthatwasintheroomwheretheladysat。NosoonerhadIreachedtheroom,thanthethreebees,whichhadfollowedme,flewatoncetothelady,andsettleduponherhair。ThenfirstIsawhermove。Shestarted,putupherhand,andcaughtthem;
thenroseand,havingheldthemintotheflameofthelamponeaftertheother,turnedtome。Herfacewasnotsosadnowasstern。
Itfrightenedmemuch。`Nanny,youhavegotmeintotrouble,’
shesaid。`Youhavebeenlettingoutmybees,whichitisallIcandotomanage。Youhaveforcedmetoburnthem。Itisagreatloss,andtherewillbeastorm。’Asshespoke,thecloudshadgatheredallaboutus。Icouldseethemcomecrowdingupwhiteaboutthewindows。`Iamsorrytofind,’saidthelady,`thatyouarenottobetrusted。Youmustgohomeagain——youwon’tdoforus。’
Thencameagreatclapofthunder,andthemoonrockedandswayed。
Allgrewdarkaboutme,andIfellonthefloorandlayhalf-stunned。
Icouldheareverythingbutcouldseenothing。`ShallIthrowheroutofthedoor,mylady?’saidthelittleman。`No,’sheanswered;
`she’snotquitebadenoughforthat。Idon’tthinkthere’smuchharminher;onlyshe’llneverdoforus。Shewouldmakedreadfulmischiefuphere。She’sonlyfitforthemud。It’sagreatpity。
Iamsorryforher。Justtakethatringoffherfinger。Iamsadlyafraidshehasstolenit。’Thelittlemancaughtholdofmyhand,andIfelthimtuggingatthering。Itriedtospeakwhatwastrueaboutit,but,afteraterribleeffort,onlygaveagroan。
Otherthingsbegantocomeintomyhead。Somebodyelsehadaholdofme。Thelittlemanwasn’tthere。Iopenedmyeyesatlast,andsawthenurse。Ihadcriedoutinmysleep,andshehadcomeandwakedme。But,Diamond,forallitwasonlyadream,Icannothelpbeingashamedofmyselfyetforopeningthelady’sboxofbees。”
“Youwoudn’tdoitagain——wouldyou——ifsheweretotakeyouback?”
saidDiamond。
“No。Idon’tthinkanythingwouldevermakemedoitagain。
Butwhere’sthegood?Ishallneverhavethechance。”
“Idon’tknowthat。”saidDiamond。
“Yousillybaby!Itwasonlyadream。”saidNanny。
“Iknowthat,Nanny,dear。Buthowcanyoutellyoumayn’tdreamitagain?”
“That’snotabitlikely。”
“Idon’tknowthat。”saidDiamond。
“You’realwayssayingthat。”saidNanny。“Idon’tlikeit。”
“ThenIwon’tsayitagain——ifIdon’tforget。”saidDiamond。
“Butitwassuchabeautifuldream!——wasn’tit,Nanny?Whatapityyouopenedthatdoorandletthebeesout!Youmighthavehadsuchalongdream,andsuchnicetalkswiththemoon-lady。Dotrytogoagain,Nanny。Idosowanttohearmore。”
Butnowthenursecameandtoldhimitwastimetogo;andDiamondwent,sayingtohimself,“Ican’thelpthinkingthatNorthWindhadsomethingtodowiththatdream。Itwouldbetiresometolietherealldayandallnighttoo——withoutdreaming。Perhapsifshehadn’tdonethat,themoonmighthavecarriedhertothebackofthenorthwind——
whoknows?”
CHAPTERXXXI
THENORTHWINDDOTHBLOW
ITWASagreatdelighttoDiamondwhenatlengthNannywaswellenoughtoleavethehospitalandgohometotheirhouse。Shewasnotverystrongyet,butDiamond’smotherwasveryconsiderateofher,andtookcarethatsheshouldhavenothingtodoshewasnotquitefitfor。IfNannyhadbeentakenstraightfromthestreet,itisveryprobableshewouldnothavebeensopleasantinadecenthousehold,orsoeasytoteach;butaftertherefininginfluencesofherillnessandthekindtreatmentshehadhadinthehospital,shemovedaboutthehousejustlikesomerathersadpleasurehauntingthemind。
Asshegotbetter,andthecolourcamebacktohercheeks,herstepgrewlighterandquicker,hersmileshoneoutmorereadily,anditbecamecertainthatshewouldsoonbeatreasureofhelp。
ItwasgreatfuntoseeDiamondteachingherhowtoholdthebaby,andwashanddresshim,andoftentheylaughedtogetheroverherawkwardness。ButshehadnotmanysuchlessonsbeforeshewasabletoperformthosedutiesquiteaswellasDiamondhimself。
ThingshoweverdidnotgowellwithJosephfromtheveryarrivalofRuby。
Italmostseemedasiftheredbeasthadbroughtillluckwithhim。
Thefareswerefewer,andthepayless。Ruby’sservicesdidindeedmaketheweek’sincomeatfirstalittlebeyondwhatitusedtobe,butthenthereweretwomoretofeed。Afterthefirstmonthhefelllame,andforthewholeofthenextJosephdarednotattempttoworkhim。
Icannotsaythathenevergrumbled,forhisownhealthwasfarfromwhatithadbeen;butIcansaythathetriedtodohisbest。
Duringallthatmonth,theylivedonveryshortcommonsindeed,seldomtastingmeatexceptonSundays,andpooroldDiamond,whoworkedhardestofall,noteventhen——sothatattheendofithewasasthinasaclothes-horse,whileRubywasasplumpandsleekasabishop’scob。
NorwasitmuchbetterafterRubywasabletoworkagain,foritwasaseasonofgreatdepressioninbusiness,andthatisverysoonfeltamongstthecabmen。Citymenlookmoreaftertheirshillings,andtheirwivesanddaughtershavelesstospend。Itwasbesidesawetautumn,andbreadrosegreatlyinprice。WhenIaddtothisthatDiamond’smotherwasbutpoorly,foranewbabywascoming,youwillseethatthesewerenotveryjollytimesforourfriendsinthemews。
Notwithstandingthedepressinginfluencesaroundhim,Josephwasabletokeepalittlehopealiveinhisheart;andwhenhecamehomeatnight,wouldgetDiamondtoreadtohim,andwouldalsomakeNannyproduceherbookthathemightseehowshewasgettingon。
ForDiamondhadtakenhereducationinhand,andasshewasacleverchild,shewasverysoonabletoputlettersandwordstogether。
Thusthethreemonthspassedaway,butMr。Raymonddidnotreturn。
Josephhadbeenlookinganxiouslyforhim,chieflywiththedesireofgettingridofRuby——notthathewasabsolutelyofnousetohim,butthathewasaconstantweightuponhismind。Indeed,asfarasprovisionwent,hewasratherworseoffwithRubyandNannythanhehadbeenbefore,butontheotherhand,Nannywasagreathelpinthehouse,anditwasacomforttohimtothinkthatwhenthenewbabydidcome,Nannywouldbewithhiswife。
OfGod’sgiftsababyisofthegreatest;thereforeitisnowonderthatwhenthisonecame,shewasasheartilywelcomedbythelittlehouseholdasifshehadbroughtplentywithher。
Ofcourseshemadeagreatdifferenceintheworktobedone——
farmoredifferencethanhersizewarranted,butNannywasnoendofhelp,andDiamondwasasmuchofasunbeamasever,andbegantosingtothenewbabythefirstmomenthegotherinhisarms。
Buthedidnotsingthesamesongstoherthathehadsungtohisbrother,for,hesaid,shewasanewbabyandmusthavenewsongs;
andbesides,shewasasister-babyandnotabrother-baby,andofcoursewouldnotlikethesamekindofsongs。Wherethedifferenceinhissongslay,however,Idonotpretendtobeabletopointout。
OnethingIamsureof,thattheynotonlyhadnosmallshareintheeducationofthelittlegirl,buthelpedthewholefamilyagreatdealmorethantheywereaware。
Howtheymanagedtogetthroughthelongdrearyexpensivewinter,Icanhardlysay。Sometimesthingswerebetter,sometimesworse。
Butatlastthespringcame,andthewinterwasoverandgone,andthatwasmuch。Still,Mr。Raymonddidnotreturn,andalthoughthemotherwouldhavebeenabletomanagewithoutNannynow,theycouldnotlookforaplaceforhersolongastheyhadRuby;
andtheywerenotaltogethersorryforthis。Oneweekatlastwasworsethantheyhadyethad。Theywerealmostwithoutbreadbeforeitwasover。Butthesadderhesawhisfatherandmotherlooking,themoreDiamondsethimselftosingtothetwobabies。
OnethingwhichhadincreasedtheirexpenseswasthattheyhadbeenforcedtohireanotherlittleroomforNanny。Whenthesecondbabycame,DiamondgaveuphisroomthatNannymightbeathandtohelphismother,andwenttohers,which,althoughafineplacetowhatshehadbeenaccustomedto,wasnotveryniceinhiseyes。
Hedidnotmindthechangethough,forwasnothismotherthemorecomfortableforit?AndwasnotNannymorecomfortabletoo?
AndindeedwasnotDiamondhimselfmorecomfortablethatotherpeopleweremorecomfortable?Andiftherewasmorecomforteveryway,thechangewasahappyone。
CHAPTERXXXII
DIAMONDANDRUBY
ITWASFridaynight,andDiamond,liketherestofthehousehold,hadhadverylittletoeatthatday。Themotherwouldalwayspaytheweek’srentbeforeshelaidoutanythingevenonfood。Hisfatherhadbeenverygloomy——sogloomythathehadactuallybeencrosstohiswife。Itisastrangethinghowpainofseeingthesufferingofthosewelovewillsometimesmakeusaddtotheirsufferingbybeingcrosswiththem。ThiscomesofnothavingfaithenoughinGod,andshowshownecessarythisfaithis,forwhenweloseit,weloseeventhekindnesswhichalonecansoothethesuffering。
Diamondinconsequencehadgonetobedveryquietandthoughtful——
alittletroubledindeed。
Ithadbeenaverystormywinter。andevennowthatthespringhadcome,thenorthwindoftenblew。WhenDiamondwenttohisbed,whichwasinatinyroomintheroof,hehearditliketheseamoaning;andwhenhefellasleephestillheardthemoaning。
Allatoncehesaidtohimself,“AmIawake,oramIasleep?”
Buthehadnotimetoanswerthequestion,fortherewasNorthWindcallinghim。Hisheartbeatveryfast,itwassuchalongtimesincehehadheardthatvoice。Hejumpedoutofbed,andlookedeverywhere,butcouldnotseeher。“Diamond,comehere。”
shesaidagainandagain;butwheretheherewashecouldnottell。
Tobesuretheroomwasallbutquitedark,andshemightbeclosebesidehim。
“DearNorthWind。”saidDiamond,“Iwantsomuchtogotoyou,butIcan’ttellwhere。”
“Comehere,Diamond。”wasallheranswer。
Diamondopenedthedoor,andwentoutoftheroom,anddownthestairandintotheyard。Hislittleheartwasinaflutter,forhehadlonggivenupallthoughtofseeingheragain。Neithernowwashetoseeher。Whenhegotout,agreatpuffofwindcameagainsthim,andinobediencetoitheturnedhisback,andwentasitblew。
Itblewhimrightuptothestable-door,andwentonblowing。
“Shewantsmetogointothestable。”saidDiamondtohimself。
“butthedoorislocked。”
Heknewwherethekeywas,inacertainholeinthewall——fartoohighforhimtogetat。Herantotheplace,however:justashereachedittherecameawildblast,anddownfellthekeyclangingonthestonesathisfeet。Hepickeditup,andranbackandopenedthestable-door,andwentin。Andwhatdoyouthinkhesaw?
Alittlelightcamethroughthedustywindowfromagas-lamp,sufficienttoshowhimDiamondandRubywiththeirtwoheadsup,lookingateachotheracrossthepartitionoftheirstalls。ThelightshowedthewhitemarkonDiamond’sforehead,butRuby’seyeshonesobright,thathethoughtmorelightcameoutofitthanwentin。
Thisiswhathesaw。
Butwhatdoyouthinkheheard?
Heheardthetwohorsestalkingtoeachother——inastrangelanguage,whichyet,somehoworother,hecouldunderstand,andturnoverinhismindinEnglish。ThefirstwordsheheardwerefromDiamond,whoapparentlyhadbeenalreadyquarrellingwithRuby。
“LookhowfatyouareRuby!“saidoldDiamond。“Youaresoplumpandyourskinshinesso,yououghttobeashamedofyourself。”
“There’snoharminbeingfat。”saidRubyinadeprecatingtone。
“No,norinbeingsleek。Imayaswellshineasnot。”
“Noharm?”retortedDiamond。“Isitnoharmtogoeatingupallpoormaster’soats,andtakingupsomuchofhistimegroomingyou,whenyouonlyworksixhours——no,notsixhoursaday,and,asIhear,getalongnofasterthanabigdray-horsewithtwotonsbehindhim?——
Sotheytellme。”
“Yourmaster’snotmine。”saidRuby。“Imustattendtomyownmaster’sinterests,andeatallthatisgivenme,andbesleekandfatasIcan,andgonofasterthanIneed。”
“Nowreallyiftherestofthehorsesweren’tallasleep,poorthings——
theyworktillthey’retired——Idobelievetheywouldgetupandkickyououtofthestable。Youmakemeashamedofbeingahorse。
Youdaretosaymymasterain’tyourmaster!That’syourgratitudeforthewayhefeedsyouandsparesyou!Praywherewouldyourcarcassbeifitweren’tforhim?”
“Hedoesn’tdoitformysake。IfIwerehisownhorse,hewouldworkmeashardashedoesyou。”
“AndI’mproudtobesoworked。Iwouldn’tbeasfatasyou——
notforallyou’reworth。You’readisgracetothestable。Lookatthehorsenextyou。He’ssomethinglikeahorse——allskinandbone。
Andhismasterain’toverkindtohimeither。Heputastinginglashonhiswhiplastweek。Butthatoldhorseknowshe’sgotthewifeandchildrentokeep——aswellashisdrunkenmaster——andheworkslikeahorse。Idaresayhegrudgeshismasterthebeerhedrinks,butIdon’tbelievehegrudgesanythingelse。”
“Well,Idon’tgrudgeyourswhathegetsbyme。”saidRuby。
“Gets!“retortedDiamond。“Whathegetsisn’tworthgrudging。
Itcomestonexttonothing——whatwithyourfatandshine。
“Well,atleastyououghttobethankfulyou’rethebetterforit。
Yougetatwohours’restadayoutofit。”
“Ithankmymasterforthat——notyou,youlazyfellow!Yougoalonglikeabuttockofbeefuponcastors——youdo。”
“Ain’tyouafraidI’llkick,ifyougoonlikethat,Diamond?”
“Kick!Youcouldn’tkickifyoutried。Youmightheaveyourrumpuphalfafoot,butforlashingout——oho!Ifyoudid,you’dbedownonyourbellybeforeyoucouldgetyourlegsunderyouagain。
It’smybelief,onceout,they’dstickoutforever。Talkofkicking!
Whydon’tyouputonefootbeforetheothernowandthenwhenyou’reinthecab?Theabusemastergetsforyoursakeisquiteshameful。
Nodecenthorsewouldbringitonhim。Dependuponit,Ruby,nocabmanlikestobeabusedanymorethanhisfare。Buthisfares,atleastwhenyouarebetweentheshafts,areverymuchtobeexcused。
Indeedtheyare。”
“Well,yousee,Diamond,Idon’twanttogolameagain。”
“Idon’tbelieveyouweresoverylameafterall——there!“
“Oh,butIwas。”
“ThenIbelieveitwasallyourownfault。I’mnotlame。
Ineverwaslameinallmylife。Youdon’ttakecareofyourlegs。
Youneverlaythemdownatnight。Thereyouarewithyourhugecarcasscrushingdownyourpoorlegsallnightlong。Youdon’tevencareforyourownlegs——solongasyoucaneat,eat,andsleep,sleep。
Youahorseindeed!“
“ButItellyouIwaslame。”
“I’mnotdenyingtherewasapuffylookaboutyouroff-pastern。
Butmybeliefis,itwasn’tevengrease——itwasfat。”
“ItellyouIputmyfootononeofthosehorridstonestheymaketheroadswith,anditgavemyanklesuchatwist。”
“Ankleindeed!Whyshouldyouapeyourbetters?Horsesain’tgotanyankles:they’reonlypasterns。Andsolongasyoudon’tliftyourfeetbetter,butfallasleepbetweeneverystep,you’llrunagoodchanceoflamingallyouranklesasyoucallthem,oneafteranother。It’snotyourlivelyhorsethatcomestogriefinthatway。ItellyouIbelieveitwasn’tmuch,andifitwas,itwasyourownfault。There!I’vedone。I’mgoingtosleep。
I’lltrytothinkaswellofyouasIcan。Ifyouwouldbutstepoutabitandrunoffalittleofyourfat!“HereDiamondbegantodoubleuphisknees;butRubyspokeagain,and,asyoungDiamondthought,inaratherdifferenttone。
“Isay,Diamond,Ican’tbeartohaveanhonestoldhorselikeyouthinkofmelikethat。Iwilltellyouthetruth:itwasmyownfaultthatIfelllame。”
“Itoldyouso。”returnedtheother,tumblingagainstthepartitionasherolledoveronhissidetogivehislegseverypossibleprivilegeintheirnarrowcircumstances。
“Imeanttodoit,Diamond。”
Atthewords,theoldhorsearosewithascramblelikethunder,shothisangryheadandglaringeyeoverintoRuby’sstall,andsaid——
“Keepoutofmyway,youunworthywretch,orI’llbiteyou。
Youahorse!Whydidyoudothat?”
“BecauseIwantedtogrowfat。”
“Yougrease-tub!Oh!myteethandtail!Ithoughtyouwereahumbug!
Whydidyouwanttogetfat?There’snotruthtobegotoutofyoubutbycross-questioning。Youain’tfittobeahorse。”
“BecauseonceIamfat,mynatureistokeepfatforalongtime;
andIdidn’tknowwhenmastermightcomehomeandwanttoseeme。”
“Youconceited,good-for-nothingbrute!You’reonlyfitfortheknacker’syard。Youwantedtolookhandsome,didyou?Holdyourtongue,orI’llbreakmyhalterandbeatyou——withyourhandsomefat!“
“Nevermind,Diamond。You’reagoodhorse。Youcan’thurtme。”
“Can’thurtyou!Justletmeoncetry。”
“No,youcan’t。”
“Whythen?”
“BecauseI’manangel。”
“What’sthat?”
“Ofcourseyoudon’tknow。”
“IndeedIdon’t。”
“Iknowyoudon’t。Anignorant,rudeoldhumanhorse,likeyou,couldn’tknowit。Butthere’syoungDiamondlisteningtoallwe’resaying;andheknowswellenoughtherearehorsesinheavenforangelstorideupon,aswellasotheranimals,lionsandeaglesandbulls,inmoreimportantsituations。Thehorsestheangelsride,mustbeangel-horses,elsetheangelscouldn’trideuponthem。
Well,I’moneofthem。”
“Youain’t。”
“Didyoueverknowahorsetellalie?”
“Neverbefore。Butyou’veconfessedtoshamminglame。”
“Nothingofthesort。ItwasnecessaryIshouldgrowfat,andnecessarythatgoodJoseph,yourmaster,shouldgrowlean。
Icouldhavepretendedtobelame,butthatnohorse,leastofallanangel-horsewoulddo。SoImustbelame,andsoIsprainedmyankle——
fortheangel-horseshaveankles——theydon’ttalkhorse-slangupthere——
andithurtmeverymuch,Iassureyou,Diamond,thoughyoumayn’tbegoodenoughtobeabletobelieveit。”
OldDiamondmadenoreply。Hehadlaindownagain,andasleepysnort,verylikeasnore,revealedthat,ifhewasnotalreadyasleep,hewaspastunderstandingawordthatRubywassaying。WhenyoungDiamondfoundthis,hethoughthemightventuretotakeupthedroptshuttlecockoftheconversation。
“I’mgoodenoughtobelieveit,Ruby。”hesaid。
ButRubyneverturnedhishead,ortookanynoticeofhim。
IsupposehedidnotunderstandmoreofEnglishthanjustwhatthecoachmanandstablemanwereinthehabitofaddressinghimwith。Finding,however,thathiscompanionmadenoreply,heshothisheadoverthepartitionandlookingdownathimsaid——
“Youjustwaittillto-morrow,andyou’llseewhetherI’mspeakingthetruthornot——Ideclaretheoldhorseisfastasleep!——
Diamond!——NoIwon’t。”
Rubyturnedaway,andbeganpullingathishayrackinsilence。
Diamondgaveashiver,andlookingroundsawthatthedoorofthestablewasopen。Hebegantofeelasifhehadbeendreaming,andafteraglanceaboutthestabletoseeifNorthWindwasanywherevisible,hethoughthehadbettergobacktobed。
CHAPTERXXXIII
THEPROSPECTBRIGHTENS
THEnextmorning,Diamond’smothersaidtohisfather,“I’mnotquitecomfortableaboutthatchildagain。”
“Whichchild,Martha?”askedJoseph。“You’vegotachoicenow。”
“Well,DiamondImean。I’mafraidhe’sgettingintohisqueerwaysagain。He’sbeenathisoldtrickofwalkinginhissleep。
Isawhimrunupthestairinthemiddleofthenight。”
“Didn’tyougoafterhim,wife?”
“OfcourseIdid——andfoundhimfastasleepinhisbed。It’sbecausehe’shadsolittlemeatforthelastsixweeks,I’mafraid。”
“Itmaybethat。I’mverysorry。Butifitdon’tpleaseGodtosendusenough,whatamItodo,wife?”
“Youcan’thelpit,Iknow,mydeargoodman。”returnedMartha。
“AndafterallIdon’tknow。Idon’tseewhyheshouldn’tgetonaswellastherestofus。ThereI’mnursingbabyallthistime,andIgetalongprettywell。I’msure,tohearthelittlemansinging,youwouldn’tthinktherewasmuchamisswithhim。”
ForatthatmomentDiamondwassinginglikealarkintheclouds。
Hehadthenewbabyinhisarms,whilehismotherwasdressingherself。
Josephwassittingathisbreakfast——alittleweaktea,drybread,andverydubiousbutter——whichNannyhadsetforhim,andwhichhewasenjoyingbecausehewashungry。Hehadgroomedbothhorses,andhadgotoldDiamondharnessedreadytoputto。
“Thinkofafatangel,Dulcimer!“saidDiamond。
Thebabyhadnotbeenchristenedyet,butDiamond,inreadinghisBible,hadcomeupontheworddulcimer,andthoughtitsoprettythateverafterhecalledhissisterDulcimer!
“Thinkofared,fatangel,Dulcimer!“herepeated;“forRuby’sanangelofahorse,Dulcimer。Hesprainedhisankleandgotfatonpurpose。”
“Whatpurpose,Diamond?”askedhisfather。
“Ah!thatIcan’ttell。Isupposetolookhandsomewhenhismastercomes。”answeredDiamond——“Whatdoyouthink,Dulcimer?
Itmustbeforsomegood,forRuby’sanangel。”
“IwishIwereridofhim,anyhow。”saidhisfather;“forheweighsheavyonmymind。”
“Nowonder,father:he’ssofat。”saidDiamond。“Butyouneedn’tbeafraid,foreverybodysayshe’sinbetterconditionthanwhenyouhadhim。”
“Yes,buthemaybeasthinasatinhorsebeforehisownercomes。
Itwastoobadtoleavehimonmyhandsthisway。”
“Perhapshecouldn’thelpit。”suggestedDiamond。“Idaresayhehassomegoodreasonforit。”
“SoIshouldhavesaid。”returnedhisfather,“ifhehadnotdrivensuchahardbargainwithmeatfirst。”
“Butwedon’tknowwhatmaycomeofityet,husband。”saidhiswife。
“Mr。Raymondmaygivealittletoboot,seeingyou’vehadmoreofthebargainthanyouwantedorreckonedupon。”
“I’mafraidnot:he’sahardman。”saidJoseph,asheroseandwenttogethiscabout。
Diamondresumedhissinging。Forsometimehecarolledsnatchesofeverythingoranything;butatlastitsettleddownintosomethinglikewhatfollows。Icannottellwhereorhowhegotit。
Wheredidyoucomefrom,babydear?
Outoftheeverywhereintohere。
Wheredidyougetyoureyessoblue?
OutoftheskyasIcamethrough。
Whatmakesthelightinthemsparkleandspin?
Someofthestarryspikesleftin。
Wheredidyougetthatlittletear?
IfounditwaitingwhenIgothere。
Whatmakesyourforeheadsosmoothandhigh?
AsofthandstrokeditasIwentby。
Whatmakesyourcheeklikeawarmwhiterose?
Isawsomethingbetterthananyoneknows。
Whencethatthree-corneredsmileofbliss?
Threeangelsgavemeatonceakiss。
Wheredidyougetthispearlyear?
Godspoke,anditcameouttohear。
Wheredidyougetthosearmsandhands?
Lovemadeitselfintohooksandbands。
Feet,whencedidyoucome,youdarlingthings?
Fromthesameboxasthecherubs’wings。
Howdidtheyalljustcometobeyou?
Godthoughtaboutme,andsoIgrew。
Buthowdidyoucometous,youdear?
Godthoughtaboutyou,andsoIamhere。
“Younevermadethatsong,Diamond。”saidhismother。
“No,mother。IwishIhad。No,Idon’t。Thatwouldbetotakeitfromsomebodyelse。Butit’smineforallthat。”
“Whatmakesityours?”
“Iloveitso。”
“Doeslovingathingmakeityours?”
“Ithinkso,mother——atleastmorethananythingelsecan。IfIdidn’tlovebabywhichcouldn’tbe,youknowshewouldn’tbemineabit。
ButIdolovebaby,andbabyismyveryownDulcimer。”
“Thebaby’smine,Diamond。”
“Thatmakesherthemoremine,mother。”
“Howdoyoumakethatout?”
“Becauseyou’remine,mother。”
“Isthatbecauseyouloveme?”
“Yes,justbecause。Lovemakestheonlymyness。”saidDiamond。
Whenhisfathercamehometohavehisdinner,andchangeDiamondforRuby,theysawhimlookverysad,andhetoldthemhehadnothadafareworthmentioningthewholemorning。
“Weshallallhavetogototheworkhouse,wife。”hesaid。
“Itwouldbebettertogotothebackofthenorthwind。”
saidDiamond,dreamily,notintendingtosayitaloud。
“Soitwould。”answeredhisfather。“Buthowarewetogetthere,Diamond?”
“Wemustwaittillwe’retaken。”returnedDiamond。
Beforehisfathercouldspeakagain,aknockcametothedoor,andinwalkedMr。Raymondwithasmileonhisface。Josephgotupandreceivedhimrespectfully,butnotverycordially。Marthasetachairforhim,buthewouldnotsitdown。
“Youarenotverygladtoseeme。”hesaidtoJoseph。“Youdon’twanttopartwiththeoldhorse。”
“Indeed,sir,youaremistakenthere。Whatwithanxietyabouthim,andbadluck,I’vewishedIwereridofhimathousandtimes。
Itwasonlytobeforthreemonths,andhereit’seightornine。”
“I’msorrytohearsuchastatement。”saidMr。Raymond。“Hasn’thebeenofservicetoyou?”
“Notmuch,notwithhislameness“
“Ah!“saidMr。Raymond,hastily——“you’vebeenlaminghim——haveyou?
Thataccountsforit。Isee,Isee。”
“Itwasn’tmyfault,andhe’sallrightnow。Idon’tknowhowithappened,but“
“Hediditonpurpose。”saidDiamond。“Heputhisfootonastonejusttotwisthisankle。”
“Howdoyouknowthat,Diamond?”saidhisfather,turningtohim。
“Ineversaidso,forIcouldnotthinkhowitcame。”
“Iheardit——inthestable。”answeredDiamond。
“Let’shavealookathim。”saidMr。Raymond。
“Ifyou’llstepintotheyard。”saidJoseph,“I’llbringhimout。”
Theywent,andJoseph,havingfirsttakenoffhisharness,walkedRubyintothemiddleoftheyard。
“Why。”saidMr。Raymond,“you’venotbeenusinghimwell。”
“Idon’tknowwhatyoumeanbythat,sir。Ididn’texpecttohearthatfromyou。He’ssoundinwindandlimb——assoundasabarrel。”
“Andasbig,youmightadd。Why,he’sasfatasapig!Youdon’tcallthatgoodusage!“
Josephwastooangrytomakeanyanswer。
“You’venotworkedhimenough,Isay。That’snotmakinggooduseofhim。That’snotdoingasyou’dbedoneby。”
“Ishouldn’tbesorryifIwasservedthesame,sir。”
“He’stoofat,Isay。”
“TherewasawholemonthIcouldn’tworkhimatall,andhedidnothingbuteathisheadoff。He’sanawfuleater。I’vetakenthebestpartofsixhoursadayoutofhimsince,butI’malwaysafraidofhiscomingtogriefagain,andsoIcouldn’tmakethemostevenofthat。Ideclaretoyou,sir,whenhe’sbetweentheshafts,IsitontheboxasmiserableasifI’dstolenhim。Helooksallthetimeasifhewasabottlingupofcomplaintstomakeofmetheminuteheseteyesonyouagain。There!lookathimnow,squintingroundatmewithoneeye!Ideclaretoyou,onmyword,Ihaven’tlaidthewhiponhimmorethanthreetimes。”
“I’mgladtohearit。Heneverdidwantthewhip。”
“Ididn’tsaythat,sir。Ifeverahorsewantedthewhip,hedo。
He’sbroughtmetobeggaryalmostwithhissnail’space。I’mverygladyou’vecometoridmeofhim。”
“Idon’tknowthat。”saidMr。Raymond。“SupposeIweretoaskyoutobuyhimofme——cheap。”
“Iwouldn’thavehiminapresent,sir。Idon’tlikehim。
AndIwouldn’tdriveahorsethatIdidn’tlike——no,notforgold。
Itcan’tcometogoodwherethere’snolovebetween’em。”
“Justbringoutyourownhorse,andletmeseewhatsortofapairthey’dmake。”
JosephlaughedratherbitterlyashewenttofetchDiamond。
Whenthetwowereplacedsidebyside,Mr。Raymondcouldhardlykeephiscountenance,butfromaminglingoffeelings。
Besidethegreat,red,roundbarrel,Ruby,allbodyandnolegs,Diamondlookedlikeaclothes-horsewithaskinthrownoverit。
Therewashardlyaspotofhimwhereyoucouldnotdescrysomesignofaboneunderneath。Gauntandgrimandwearyhestood,kissinghismaster,andheedingnooneelse。
“Youhaven’tbeenusinghimwell。”saidMr。Raymond。
“Imustsay。”returnedJoseph,throwinganarmroundhishorse’sneck,“thattheremarkhadbetterhavebeenspared,sir。Thehorseisworththreeoftheothernow。”
“Idon’tthinkso。Ithinktheymakeaverynicepair。
Iftheone’stoofat,theother’stoolean——sothat’sallright。
Andifyouwon’tbuymyRuby,ImustbuyyourDiamond。”
“Thankyou,sir。”saidJoseph,inatoneimplyinganythingbutthanks。
“Youdon’tseemtoliketheproposal。”saidMr。Raymond。
“Idon’t。”returnedJoseph。“Iwouldn’tpartwithmyoldDiamondforhisskinasfullofnuggetsasitisofbones。”
“Whosaidanythingaboutpartingwithhim?”
“Youdidnow,sir。”
“No;Ididn’t。IonlyspokeofbuyinghimtomakeapairwithRuby。
WecouldpareRubyandpatchDiamondabit。Andforheight,theyareasnearamatchasIcareabout。Ofcourseyouwouldbethecoachman——
ifonlyyouwouldconsenttobereconciledtoRuby。”
Josephstoodbewildered,unabletoanswer。
“I’veboughtasmallplaceinKent。”continuedMr。Raymond,“andI
musthaveapairtomycarriage,fortheroadsarehillythereabouts。
Idon’twanttomakeashowwithapairofhigh-steppers。Ithinkthesewilljustdo。Suppose,foraweekortwo,yousetyourselftotakeRubydownandbringDiamondup。IfwecouldonlylayapipefromRuby’ssidesintoDiamond’s,itwouldbetheworkofamoment。
ButIfearthatwouldn’tanswer。”
AstronginclinationtolaughintrudeduponJoseph’sinclinationtocry,andmadespeechstillharderthanbefore。
“Ibegyourpardon,sir。”hesaidatlength。“I’vebeensomiserable,andforsolong,thatIneverthoughtyouwasonlyachaffingofmewhenyousaidIhadn’tusedthehorseswell。Ididgrumbleatyou,sir,many’sthetimeinmytrouble;butwheneverIsaidanything,mylittleDiamondwouldlookatmewithasmile,asmuchastosay:
“Iknowhimbetterthanyou,father;“anduponmyword,Ialwaysthoughttheboymustberight。”
“WillyousellmeoldDiamond,then?”
“Iwill,sir,ononecondition——thatifeveryouwanttopartwithhimorme,yougivemetheoptionofbuyinghim。Icouldnotpartwithhim,sir。Astowhocallshimhis,that’snothing;
for,asDiamondsays,it’sonlylovingathingthatcanmakeityours——
andIdoloveoldDiamond,sir,dearly。”
“Well,there’sachequefortwentypounds,whichIwrotetoofferyouforhim,incaseIshouldfindyouhaddonethehandsomethingbyRuby。Willthatbeenough?”
“It’stoomuch,sir。Hisbodyain’tworthit——shoesandall。
It’sonlyhisheart,sir——that’sworthmillions——buthisheart’llbemineallthesame——soit’stoomuch,sir。”
“Idon’tthinkso。Itwon’tbe,atleast,bythetimewe’vegothimfedupagain。Youtakeitandwelcome。Justgoonwithyourcabbingforanothermonth,onlytakeitoutofRubyandletDiamondrest;
andbythattimeIshallbereadyforyoutogodownintothecountry。”
“Thankyou,sir。thankyou。Diamondsetyoudownforafriend,sir,themomenthesawyou。Idobelievethatchildofmineknowsmorethanotherpeople。”
“Ithinkso,too。”saidMr。Raymondashewalkedaway。
HehadmeanttotestJosephwhenhemadethebargainaboutRuby,buthadnointentionofsogreatlyprolongingthetrial。HehadbeentakenillinSwitzerland,andhadbeenquiteunabletoreturnsooner。
Hewentawaynowhighlygratifiedatfindingthathehadstoodthetest,andwasatrueman。
Josephrushedintohiswifewhohadbeenstandingatthewindowanxiouslywaitingtheresultofthelongcolloquy。Whensheheardthatthehorsesweretogotogetherindoubleharness,sheburstforthintoanimmoderatefitoflaughter。Diamondcameupwiththebabyinhisarmsandmadebiganxiouseyesather,saying——
“Whatisthematterwithyou,motherdear?Docryalittle。
Itwilldoyougood。Whenfathertakeseversosmalladropofspirits,heputswatertoit。”
“Yousillydarling!“saidhismother;“howcouldIbutlaughatthenotionofthatgreatfatRubygoingsidebysidewithourpooroldDiamond?”
“Butwhynot,mother?Withamonth’soats,andnothingtodo,Diamond’llbenearerRuby’ssizethanyouwillfather’s。Ithinkit’sverygoodfordifferentsortstogotogether。NowRubywillhaveachanceofteachingDiamondbettermanners。”
“Howdareyousaysuchathing,Diamond?”saidhisfather,angrily。
“Tocomparethetwoformanners,there’snocomparisonpossible。
OurDiamond’sagentleman。”
“Idon’tmeantosayheisn’t,father;forIdaresaysomegentlemenjudgetheirneighboursunjustly。That’sallImean。
Diamondshouldn’thavethoughtsuchbadthingsofRuby。Hedidn’ttrytomakethebestofhim。”
“Howdoyouknowthat,pray?”
“Iheardthemtalkingaboutitonenight。”
“Who?”
“WhyDiamondandRuby。Ruby’sanangel。”
Josephstaredandsaidnomore。Forallhisnewgladness,hewasverygloomyashere-harnessedtheangel,forhethoughthisdarlingDiamondwasgoingoutofhismind。
Hecouldnothelpthinkingratherdifferently,however,whenhefoundthechangethathadcomeoverRuby。Consideringhisfat,heexertedhimselfamazingly,andgotoverthegroundwithincrediblespeed。
Sowilling,evenanxious,washetogonow,thatJosephhadtoholdhimquitetight。
Thenashelaughedathisownfancies,anewfearcameuponhimlestthehorseshouldbreakhiswind,andMr。Raymondhavegoodcausetothinkhehadnotbeenusinghimwell。Hemightevensupposethathehadtakenadvantageofhisnewinstructions,toletoutuponthehorsesomeofhispent-updislike;whereasintruth,ithadsoutterlyvanishedthathefeltasifRuby,too,hadbeenhisfriendallthetime。
CHAPTERXXXIV
INTHECOUNTRY
BEFOREtheendofthemonth,Rubyhadgotrespectablythin,andDiamondrespectablystout。Theyreallybegantolookfitfordoubleharness。
Josephandhiswifegottheiraffairsinorder,andeverythingreadyformigratingattheshortestnotice;andtheyfeltsopeacefulandhappythattheyjudgedallthetroubletheyhadgonethroughwellworthenduring。AsforNanny,shehadbeensohappyeversincesheleftthehospital,thatsheexpectednothingbetter,andsawnothingattractiveinthenotionofthecountry。
Atthesametime,shehadnottheleastideaofwhatthewordcountrymeant,forshehadneverseenanythingaboutherbutstreetsandgas-lamps。Besides,shewasmoreattachedtoJimthantoDiamond:
Jimwasareasonablebeing,Diamondinhereyesatbestonlyanamiable,over-grownbaby,whomnoamountofexpostulationwouldeverbringtotalksense,nottosaythinkit。Nowthatshecouldmanagethebabyaswellashe,shejudgedherselfaltogetherhissuperior。
Towardshisfatherandmother,shewasalltheycouldwish。
DiamondhadtakenagreatdealofpainsandtroubletofindJim,andhadatlastsucceededthroughthehelpofthetallpoliceman,whowasgladtorenewhisacquaintancewiththestrangechild。
Jimhadmovedhisquarters,andhadnotheardofNanny’sillnesstillsometimeaftershewastakentothehospital,wherehewastooshytogoandinquireabouther。ButwhenatlengthshewenttolivewithDiamond’sfamily,Jimwaswillingenoughtogoandseeher。
Itwasafteroneofhisvisits,duringwhichtheyhadbeentalkingofhernewprospects,thatNannyexpressedtoDiamondheropinionofthecountry。
“Thereain’tnothinginitbutthesunandmoon,Diamond。”
“There’streesandflowers。”saidDiamond。
“Well,theyain’tnocount。”returnedNanny。
“Ain’tthey?They’resobeautiful,theymakeyouhappytolookatthem。”
“That’sbecauseyou’resuchasilly。”
Diamondsmiledwithafar-awaylook,asifheweregazingthroughcloudsofgreenleavesandthevisioncontentedhim。
ButhewasthinkingwithhimselfwhatmorehecoulddoforNanny;
andthatsameeveninghewenttofindMr。Raymond,forhehadheardthathehadreturnedtotown。
“Ah!howdoyoudo,Diamond?”saidMr。Raymond;“Iamgladtoseeyou。”
Andhewasindeed,forhehadgrownveryfondofhim。HisopinionofhimwasverydifferentfromNanny’s。
“Whatdoyouwantnow,mychild?”heasked。
“I’malwayswantingsomething,sir。”answeredDiamond。
“Well,that’squiteright,solongaswhatyouwantisright。
Everybodyisalwayswantingsomething;onlywedon’tmentionitintherightplaceoftenenough。Whatisitnow?”
“There’safriendofNanny’s,alameboy,calledJim。”
“I’veheardofhim。”saidMr。Raymond。“Well?”
“Nannydoesn’tcaremuchaboutgoingtothecountry,sir。”
“Well,whathasthattodowithJim?”
“Youcouldn’tfindacornerforJimtoworkin——couldyou,sir?”
“Idon’tknowthatIcouldn’t。Thatis,ifyoucanshowgoodreasonforit。”
“He’sagoodboy,sir。”
“Well,somuchthebetterforhim。”
“Iknowhecanshineboots,sir。”
“Somuchthebetterforus。”
“Youwantyourbootsshinedinthecountry——don’tyou,sir?”
“Yes,tobesure。”
“Itwouldn’tbenicetowalkovertheflowerswithdirtyboots——
wouldit,sir?”
“No,indeed。”
“Theywouldn’tlikeit——wouldthey?”
“No,theywouldn’t。”
“ThenNannywouldbebetterpleasedtogo,sir。”
“Iftheflowersdidn’tlikedirtybootstowalkoverthem,Nannywouldn’tmindgoingtothecountry?Isthatit?Idon’tquiteseeit。”
“No,sir;Ididn’tmeanthat。Imeant,ifyouwouldtakeJimwithyoutocleanyourboots,anddooddjobs,youknow,sir,thenNannywouldlikeitbetter。She’ssofondofJim!“
“Nowyoucometothepoint,Diamond。Iseewhatyoumean,exactly。
Iwillturnitoverinmymind。CouldyoubringJimtoseeme?”
“I’lltry,sir。Buttheydon’tmindmemuch。TheythinkI’msilly。”
addedDiamond,withoneofhissweetestsmiles。