’Youmayhaveseeninthenewspapers,sir,’saidGabriel,pointingtotheonewhichlaybyhisside,’thatIwasawitnessagainstthismanuponhistrialsomedayssince;andthatitwasnothisfaultIwasalive,andabletospeaktowhatIknew。’
’MAYhaveseen!’criedSirJohn。’MydearMrVarden,youarequiteapubliccharacter,andliveinallmen’sthoughtsmostdeservedly。
NothingcanexceedtheinterestwithwhichIreadyourtestimony,andrememberedthatIhadthepleasureofaslightacquaintancewithyou——Ihopeweshallhaveyourportraitpublished?’
’Thismorning,sir,’saidthelocksmith,takingnonoticeofthesecompliments,’earlythismorning,amessagewasbroughttomefromNewgate,atthisman’srequest,desiringthatIwouldgoandseehim,forhehadsomethingparticulartocommunicate。Ineedn’ttellyouthatheisnofriendofmine,andthatIhadneverseenhim,untiltheriotersbesetmyhouse。’
SirJohnfannedhimselfgentlywiththenewspaper,andnodded。
’Iknew,however,fromthegeneralreport,’resumedGabriel,’thattheorderforhisexecutionto-morrow,wentdowntotheprisonlastnight;andlookinguponhimasadyingman,Icompliedwithhisrequest。’
’YouarequiteaChristian,MrVarden,’saidSirJohn;’andinthatamiablecapacity,youincreasemydesirethatyoushouldtakeachair。’
’Hesaid,’continuedGabriel,lookingsteadilyattheknight,’thathehadsenttome,becausehehadnofriendorcompanioninthewholeworldbeingthecommonhangman,andbecausehebelieved,fromthewayinwhichIhadgivenmyevidence,thatIwasanhonestman,andwouldacttrulybyhim。Hesaidthat,beingshunnedbyeveryonewhoknewhiscalling,evenbypeopleofthelowestandmostwretchedgrade,andfinding,whenhejoinedtherioters,thatthemenheactedwithhadnosuspicionofitwhichIbelieveistrueenough,forapoorfoolofanold’prenticeofminewasoneofthem,hehadkepthisowncounsel,uptothetimeofhisbeingtakenandputinjail。’
’VerydiscreetofMrDennis,’observedSirJohnwithaslightyawn,thoughstillwiththeutmostaffability,’but——exceptforyouradmirableandlucidmanneroftellingit,whichisperfect——notveryinterestingtome。’
’When,’pursuedthelocksmith,quiteunabashedandwhollyregardlessoftheseinterruptions,’whenhewastakentothejail,hefoundthathisfellow-prisoner,inthesameroom,wasayoungman,Hughbyname,aleaderintheriots,whohadbeenbetrayedandgivenupbyhimself。Fromsomethingwhichfellfromthisunhappycreatureinthecourseoftheangrywordstheyhadatmeeting,hediscoveredthathismotherhadsufferedthedeathtowhichtheybotharenowcondemned——Thetimeisveryshort,SirJohn。’
Theknightlaiddownhispaperfan,replacedhiscupuponthetableathisside,and,savingforthesmilethatlurkedabouthismouth,lookedatthelocksmithwithasmuchsteadinessasthelocksmithlookedathim。
’Theyhavebeeninprisonnow,amonth。Oneconversationledtomanymore;andthehangmansoonfound,fromacomparisonoftime,andplace,anddates,thathehadexecutedthesentenceofthelawuponthiswoman,himself。Shehadbeentemptedbywant——assomanypeopleare——intotheeasycrimeofpassingforgednotes。Shewasyoungandhandsome;andthetraderswhoemploymen,women,andchildreninthistraffic,lookeduponherasonewhowaswelladaptedfortheirbusiness,andwhowouldprobablygoonwithoutsuspicionforalongtime。Buttheyweremistaken;forshewasstoppedinthecommissionofherveryfirstoffence,anddiedforit。Shewasofgipsyblood,SirJohn——’
Itmighthavebeentheeffectofapassingcloudwhichobscuredthesun,andcastashadowonhisface;buttheknightturneddeadlypale。Stillhemetthelocksmith’seye,asbefore。
’Shewasofgipsyblood,SirJohn,’repeatedGabriel,’andhadahigh,freespirit。This,andhergoodlooks,andherloftymanner,interestedsomegentlemenwhowereeasilymovedbydarkeyes;andeffortsweremadetosaveher。Theymighthavebeensuccessful,ifshewouldhavegiventhemanycluetoherhistory。Butsheneverwould,ordid。Therewasreasontosuspectthatshewouldmakeanattemptuponherlife。Awatchwassetuponhernightandday;andfromthattimesheneverspokeagain——’
SirJohnstretchedouthishandtowardshiscup。Thelocksmithgoingon,arrestedithalf-way——
’Untilshehadbutaminutetolive。Thenshebrokesilence,andsaid,inalowfirmvoicewhichnooneheardbutthisexecutioner,forallotherlivingcreatureshadretiredandlefthertoherfate,“IfIhadadaggerwithinthesefingersandhewaswithinmyreach,Iwouldstrikehimdeadbeforeme,evennow!“Themanasked“Who?”Shesaid,“Thefatherofherboy。”’
SirJohndrewbackhisoutstretchedhand,andseeingthatthelocksmithpaused,signedtohimwitheasypolitenessandwithoutanynewappearanceofemotion,toproceed。
’Itwasthefirstwordshehadeverspoken,fromwhichitcouldbeunderstoodthatshehadanyrelativeonearth。“Wasthechildalive?”heasked。“Yes。”Heaskedherwhereitwas,itsname,andwhethershehadanywishrespectingit。Shehadbutone,shesaid。
Itwasthattheboymightliveandgrow,inutterignoranceofhisfather,sothatnoartsmightteachhimtobegentleandforgiving。Whenhebecameaman,shetrustedtotheGodoftheirtribetobringthefatherandthesontogether,andrevengeherthroughherchild。Heaskedherotherquestions,butshespokenomore。Indeed,hesays,shescarcelysaidthismuch,tohim,butstoodwithherfaceturnedupwardstothesky,andneverlookedtowardshimonce。’
SirJohntookapinchofsnuff;glancedapprovinglyatanelegantlittlesketch,entitled’Nature,’onthewall;andraisinghiseyestothelocksmith’sfaceagain,said,withanairofcourtesyandpatronage,’Youwereobserving,MrVarden——’
’Thatshenever,’returnedthelocksmith,whowasnottobedivertedbyanyartificefromhisfirmmanner,andhissteadygaze,’thatsheneverlookedtowardshimonce,SirJohn;andsoshedied,andheforgother。But,someyearsafterwards,amanwassentencedtodiethesamedeath,whowasagipsytoo;asunburnt,swarthyfellow,almostawildman;andwhilehelayinprison,undersentence,he,whohadseenthehangmanmorethanoncewhilehewasfree,cutanimageofhimonhisstick,bywayofbravingdeath,andshowingthosewhoattendedonhim,howlittlehecaredorthoughtaboutit。HegavethisstickintohishandsatTyburn,andtoldhimthen,thatthewomanIhavespokenofhadleftherownpeopletojoinafinegentleman,andthat,beingdesertedbyhim,andcastoffbyheroldfriends,shehadswornwithinherownproudbreast,thatwhateverhermiserymightbe,shewouldasknohelpofanyhumanbeing。Hetoldhimthatshehadkeptherwordtothelast;andthat,meetingevenhiminthestreets——hehadbeenfondofheronce,itseems——shehadslippedfromhimbyatrick,andheneversawheragain,until,beinginoneofthefrequentcrowdsatTyburn,withsomeofhisroughcompanions,hehadbeendrivenalmostmadbyseeing,inthecriminalunderanothername,whosedeathhehadcometowitness,herself。Standinginthesameplaceinwhichshehadstood,hetoldthehangmanthis,andtoldhim,too,herrealname,whichonlyherownpeopleandthegentlemanforwhosesakeshehadleftthem,knew。Thatnamehewilltellagain,SirJohn,tononebutyou。’
’Tononebutme!’exclaimedtheknight,pausingintheactofraisinghiscuptohislipswithaperfectlysteadyhand,andcurlinguphislittlefingerforthebetterdisplayofabrilliantringwithwhichitwasornamented:’butme!——MydearMrVarden,howverypreposterous,toselectmeforhisconfidence!Withyouathiselbow,too,whoaresoperfectlytrustworthy!’
’SirJohn,SirJohn,’returnedthelocksmith,’attwelvetomorrow,thesemendie。HearthefewwordsIhavetoadd,anddonothopetodeceiveme;forthoughIamaplainmanofhumblestation,andyouareagentlemanofrankandlearning,thetruthraisesmetoyourlevel,andIKNOWthatyouanticipatethedisclosurewithwhichIamabouttoend,andthatyoubelievethisdoomedman,Hugh,tobeyourson。’
’Nay,’saidSirJohn,banteringhimwithagayair;’thewildgentleman,whodiedsosuddenly,scarcelywentasfarasthat,I
think?’
’Hedidnot,’returnedthelocksmith,’forshehadboundhimbysomepledge,knownonlytothesepeople,andwhichtheworstamongthemrespect,nottotellyourname:but,inafantasticpatternonthestick,hehadcarvedsomeletters,andwhenthehangmanaskedit,hebadehim,especiallyifheshouldevermeetwithhersoninafterlife,rememberthatplacewell。’
’Whatplace?’
’Chester。’
Theknightfinishedhiscupofchocolatewithanappearanceofinfiniterelish,andcarefullywipedhislipsuponhishandkerchief。
’SirJohn,’saidthelocksmith,’thisisallthathasbeentoldtome;butsincethesetwomenhavebeenleftfordeath,theyhaveconferredtogetherclosely。Seethem,andhearwhattheycanadd。
SeethisDennis,andlearnfromhimwhathehasnottrustedtome。
Ifyou,whoholdthecluetoall,wantcorroborationwhichyoudonot,themeansareeasy。’
’Andtowhat,’saidSirJohnChester,risingonhiselbow,aftersmoothingthepillowforitsreception;’mydear,good-natured,estimableMrVarden——withwhomIcannotbeangryifIwould——towhatdoesallthistend?’
’Itakeyouforaman,SirJohn,andIsupposeittendstosomepleadingofnaturalaffectioninyourbreast,’returnedthelocksmith。’Isupposetothestrainingofeverynerve,andtheexertionofalltheinfluenceyouhave,orcanmake,inbehalfofyourmiserableson,andthemanwhohasdisclosedhisexistencetoyou。Attheworst,Isupposetoyourseeingyourson,andawakeninghimtoasenseofhiscrimeanddanger。Hehasnosuchsensenow。Thinkwhathislifemusthavebeen,whenhesaidinmyhearing,thatifImovedyoutoanything,itwouldbetohasteninghisdeath,andensuringhissilence,ifyouhaditinyourpower!’
’Andhaveyou,mygoodMrVarden,’saidSirJohninatoneofmildreproof,’haveyoureallylivedtoyourpresentage,andremainedsoverysimpleandcredulous,astoapproachagentlemanofestablishedcharacterwithsuchcredentialsasthese,fromdesperatemenintheirlastextremity,catchingatanystraw?Ohdear!Ohfie,fie!’
Thelocksmithwasgoingtointerpose,buthestoppedhim:
’Onanyothersubject,MrVarden,Ishallbedelighted——Ishallbecharmed——toconversewithyou,butIoweittomyowncharacternottopursuethistopicforanothermoment。’
’Thinkbetterofit,sir,whenIamgone,’returnedthelocksmith;
’thinkbetterofit,sir。Althoughyouhave,thricewithinasmanyweeks,turnedyourlawfulson,MrEdward,fromyourdoor,youmayhavetime,youmayhaveyearstomakeyourpeacewithHIM,SirJohn:butthattwelveo’clockwillsoonbehere,andsoonbepastforever。’
’Ithankyouverymuch,’returnedtheknight,kissinghisdelicatehandtothelocksmith,’foryourguilelessadvice;andIonlywish,mygoodsoul,althoughyoursimplicityisquitecaptivating,thatyouhadalittlemoreworldlywisdom。IneversomuchregrettedthearrivalofmyhairdresserasIdoatthismoment。Godblessyou!Goodmorning!You’llnotforgetmymessagetotheladies,MrVarden?Peak,showMrVardentothedoor。’
Gabrielsaidnomore,butgavetheknightapartinglook,andlefthim。Ashequittedtheroom,SirJohn’sfacechanged;andthesmilegaveplacetoahaggardandanxiousexpression,likethatofawearyactorjadedbytheperformanceofadifficultpart。Herosefromhisbedwithaheavysigh,andwrappedhimselfinhismorning-gown。
’Soshekeptherword,’hesaid,’andwasconstanttoherthreat!
IwouldIhadneverseenthatdarkfaceofhers,——Imighthavereadtheseconsequencesinit,fromthefirst。Thisaffairwouldmakeanoiseabroad,ifitrestedonbetterevidence;but,asitis,andbynotjoiningthescatteredlinksofthechain,Icanaffordtoslightit——Extremelydistressingtobetheparentofsuchanuncouthcreature!Still,Igavehimverygoodadvice。Itoldhimhewouldcertainlybehanged。IcouldhavedonenomoreifIhadknownofourrelationship;andthereareagreatmanyfatherswhohaveneverdoneasmuchforTHEIRnaturalchildren——Thehairdressermaycomein,Peak!’
Thehairdressercamein;andsawinSirJohnChesterwhoseaccommodatingconsciencewassoonquietedbythenumerousprecedentsthatoccurredtohiminsupportofhislastobservation,thesameimperturbable,fascinating,elegantgentlemanhehadseenyesterday,andmanyyesterdaysbefore。
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AsthelocksmithwalkedslowlyawayfromSirJohnChester’schambers,helingeredunderthetreeswhichshadedthepath,almosthopingthathemightbesummonedtoreturn。Hehadturnedbackthrice,andstillloiteredatthecorner,whentheclockstrucktwelve。
Itwasasolemnsound,andnotmerelyforitsreferencetoto-
morrow;forheknewthatinthatchimethemurderer’sknellwasrung。Hehadseenhimpassalongthecrowdedstreet,amidsttheexecrationofthethrong;andmarkedhisquiveringlip,andtremblinglimbs;theashyhueuponhisface,hisclammybrow,thewilddistractionofhiseye——thefearofdeaththatswallowedupallotherthoughts,andgnawedwithoutcessationathisheartandbrain。Hehadmarkedthewanderinglook,seekingforhope,andfinding,turnwhereitwould,despair。Hehadseentheremorseful,pitiful,desolatecreature,riding,withhiscoffinbyhisside,tothegibbet。Heknewthat,tothelast,hehadbeenanunyielding,obdurateman;thatinthesavageterrorofhisconditionhehadhardened,ratherthanrelented,tohiswifeandchild;andthatthelastwordswhichhadpassedhiswhitelipswerecursesonthemashisenemies。
MrHaredalehaddeterminedtobethere,andseeitdone。Nothingbuttheevidenceofhisownsensescouldsatisfythatgloomythirstforretributionwhichhadbeengatheringuponhimforsomanyyears。Thelocksmithknewthis,andwhenthechimeshadceasedtovibrate,hurriedawaytomeethim。
’Forthesetwomen,’hesaid,ashewent,’Icandonomore。
Heavenhavemercyonthem!——Alas!IsayIcandonomoreforthem,butwhomcanIhelp?MaryRudgewillhaveahome,andafirmfriendwhenshemostwantsone;butBarnaby——poorBarnaby——willingBarnaby——whataidcanIrenderhim?Therearemany,manymenofsense,Godforgiveme,’criedthehonestlocksmith,stoppinginanarrowcounttopasshishandacrosshiseyes,’IcouldbetteraffordtolosethanBarnaby。Wehavealwaysbeengoodfriends,butIneverknew,tillnow,howmuchIlovedthelad。’
TherewerenotmanyinthegreatcitywhothoughtofBarnabythatday,otherwisethanasanactorinashowwhichwastotakeplaceto-morrow。Butifthewholepopulationhadhadhimintheirminds,andhadwishedhislifetobespared,notoneamongthemcouldhavedonesowithapurerzealorgreatersinglenessofheartthanthegoodlocksmith。
Barnabywastodie。Therewasnohope。Itisnottheleastevilattendantuponthefrequentexhibitionofthislastdreadpunishment,ofDeath,thatithardensthemindsofthosewhodealitout,andmakesthem,thoughtheybeamiablemeninotherrespects,indifferentto,orunconsciousof,theirgreatresponsibility。ThewordhadgoneforththatBarnabywastodie。
Itwentforth,everymonth,forlightercrimes。Itwasathingsocommon,thatveryfewwerestartledbytheawfulsentence,orcaredtoquestionitspropriety。Justthen,too,whenthelawhadbeensoflagrantlyoutraged,itsdignitymustbeasserted。Thesymbolofitsdignity,——stampeduponeverypageofthecriminalstatute-book,——wasthegallows;andBarnabywastodie。
Theyhadtriedtosavehim。Thelocksmithhadcarriedpetitionsandmemorialstothefountain-head,withhisownhands。Butthewellwasnotoneofmercy,andBarnabywastodie。
Fromthefirsthismotherhadneverlefthim,saveatnight;andwithherbesidehim,hewasasusualcontented。Onthislastday,hewasmoreelatedandmoreproudthanhehadbeenyet;andwhenshedroppedthebookshehadbeenreadingtohimaloud,andfelluponhisneck,hestoppedinhisbusytaskoffoldingapieceofcrapeabouthishat,andwonderedatheranguish。Griputteredafeeblecroak,halfinencouragement,itseemed,andhalfinremonstrance,buthewantedhearttosustainit,andlapsedabruptlyintosilence。
Withthemwhostooduponthebrinkofthegreatgulfwhichnonecanseebeyond,Time,sosoontoloseitselfinvastEternity,rolledonlikeamightyriver,swollenandrapidasitnearsthesea。Itwasmorningbutnow;theyhadsatandtalkedtogetherinadream;
andherewasevening。Thedreadfulhourofseparation,whichevenyesterdayhadseemedsodistant,wasathand。
Theywalkedoutintothecourtyard,clingingtoeachother,butnotspeaking。Barnabyknewthatthejailwasadull,sad,miserableplace,andlookedforwardtoto-morrow,astoapassagefromittosomethingbrightandbeautiful。Hehadavagueimpressiontoo,thathewasexpectedtobebrave——thathewasamanofgreatconsequence,andthattheprisonpeoplewouldbegladtomakehimweep。Hetrodthegroundmorefirmlyashethoughtofthis,andbadehertakeheartandcrynomore,andfeelhowsteadyhishandwas。’Theycallmesilly,mother。Theyshallseeto-morrow!’
DennisandHughwereinthecourtyard。Hughcameforthfromhiscellastheydid,stretchinghimselfasthoughhehadbeensleeping。Dennissatuponabenchinacorner,withhiskneesandchinhuddledtogether,androckedhimselftoandfrolikeapersoninseverepain。
Themotherandsonremainedononesideofthecourt,andthesetwomenupontheother。Hughstrodeupanddown,glancingfiercelyeverynowandthenatthebrightsummersky,andlookinground,whenhehaddoneso,atthewalls。
’Noreprieve,noreprieve!Nobodycomesnearus。There’sonlythenightleftnow!’moanedDennisfaintly,ashewrunghishands。’Doyouthinkthey’llreprievemeinthenight,brother?I’veknownreprievescomeinthenight,aforenow。I’veknown’emcomeaslateasfive,six,andseveno’clockinthemorning。Don’tyouthinkthere’sagoodchanceyet,——don’tyou?Sayyoudo。Sayyoudo,youngman,’whinedthemiserablecreature,withanimploringgesturetowardsBarnaby,’orIshallgomad!’
’Betterbemadthansane,here,’saidHugh。’GOmad。’
’Buttellmewhatyouthink。Somebodytellmewhathethinks!’
criedthewretchedobject,——somean,andwretched,anddespicable,thatevenPity’sselfmighthaveturnedaway,atsightofsuchabeinginthelikenessofaman——’isn’tthereachanceforme,——
isn’tthereagoodchanceforme?Isn’titlikelytheymaybedoingthistofrightenme?Don’tyouthinkitis?Oh!’healmostshrieked,ashewrunghishands,’won’tanybodygivemecomfort!’
’Yououghttobethebest,insteadoftheworst,’saidHugh,stoppingbeforehim。’Ha,ha,ha!Seethehangman,whenitcomeshometohim!’
’Youdon’tknowwhatitis,’criedDennis,actuallywrithingashespoke:’Ido。ThatIshouldcometobeworkedoff!I!I!ThatI
shouldcome!’
’Andwhynot?’saidHugh,ashethrustbackhismattedhairtogetabetterviewofhislateassociate。’Howoften,beforeIknewyourtrade,didIhearyoutalkingofthisasifitwasatreat?’
’Ian’tunconsistent,’screamedthemiserablecreature;’I’dtalksoagain,ifIwashangman。Someothermanhasgotmyoldopinionsatthisminute。Thatmakesitworse。Somebody’slongingtoworkmeoff。Iknowbymyselfthatsomebodymustbe!’
’He’llsoonhavehislonging,’saidHugh,resuminghiswalk。
’Thinkofthat,andbequiet。’
Althoughoneofthesemendisplayed,inhisspeechandbearing,themostrecklesshardihood;andtheother,inhiseverywordandaction,testifiedsuchanextremeofabjectcowardicethatitwashumiliatingtoseehim;itwouldbedifficulttosaywhichofthemwouldmosthaverepelledandshockedanobserver。Hugh’swasthedoggeddesperationofasavageatthestake;thehangmanwasreducedtoaconditionlittlebetter,ifany,thanthatofahoundwiththehalterroundhisneck。Yet,asMrDennisknewandcouldhavetoldthem,thesewerethetwocommoneststatesofmindinpersonsbroughttotheirpass。Suchwasthewholesomegrowthoftheseedsownbythelaw,thatthiskindofharvestwasusuallylookedfor,asamatterofcourse。
Inonerespecttheyallagreed。Thewanderinganduncontrollabletrainofthought,suggestingsuddenrecollectionsofthingsdistantandlongforgottenandremotefromeachother——thevaguerestlesscravingforsomethingundefined,whichnothingcouldsatisfy——theswiftflightoftheminutes,fusingthemselvesintohours,asifbyenchantment——therapidcomingofthesolemnnight——theshadowofdeathalwaysuponthem,andyetsodimandfaint,thatobjectsthemeanestandmosttrivialstartedfromthegloombeyond,andforcedthemselvesupontheview——theimpossibilityofholdingthemind,eveniftheyhadbeensodisposed,topenitenceandpreparation,orofkeepingittoanypointwhileonehideousfascinationtempteditaway——thesethingswerecommontothemall,andvariedonlyintheiroutwardtokens。
’FetchmethebookIleftwithin——uponyourbed,’shesaidtoBarnaby,astheclockstruck。’Kissmefirst。’
Helookedinherface,andsawthere,thatthetimewascome。
Afteralongembrace,hetorehimselfaway,andrantobringittoher;biddinghernotstirtillhecameback。Hesoonreturned,forashriekrecalledhim,——butshewasgone。
Herantotheyard-gate,andlookedthrough。Theywerecarryingheraway。Shehadsaidherheartwouldbreak。Itwasbetterso。
’Don’tyouthink,’whimperedDennis,creepinguptohim,ashestoodwithhisfeetrootedtotheground,gazingattheblankwalls——’don’tyouthinkthere’sstillachance?It’sadreadfulend;it’saterribleendforamanlikeme。Don’tyouthinkthere’sachance?Idon’tmeanforyou,Imeanforme。Don’tletHIMhearusmeaningHugh;’he’ssodesperate。’
Nowthen,’saidtheofficer,whohadbeenlounginginandoutwithhishandsinhispockets,andyawningasifhewereinthelastextremityforsomesubjectofinterest:’it’stimetoturnin,boys。’
’Notyet,’criedDennis,’notyet。Notforanhouryet。’
’Isay,——yourwatchgoesdifferentfromwhatitusedto,’returnedtheman。’Onceuponatimeitwasalwaystoofast。It’sgottheotherfaultnow。’
’Myfriend,’criedthewretchedcreature,fallingonhisknees,’mydearfriend——youalwaysweremydearfriend——there’ssomemistake。
Someletterhasbeenmislaid,orsomemessengerhasbeenstoppedupontheway。Hemayhavefallendead。Isawamanonce,falldowndeadinthestreet,myself,andhehadpapersinhispocket。
Sendtoinquire。Letsomebodygotoinquire。Theyneverwillhangme。Theynevercan——Yes,theywill,’hecried,startingtohisfeetwithaterriblescream。’They’llhangmebyatrick,andkeepthepardonback。It’saplotagainstme。Ishalllosemylife!’
Andutteringanotheryell,hefellinafitupontheground。
’Seethehangmanwhenitcomeshometohim!’criedHughagain,astheyborehimaway——’Hahaha!Courage,boldBarnaby,whatcarewe?Yourhand!Theydowelltoputusoutoftheworld,forifwegotlooseasecondtime,wewouldn’tletthemoffsoeasy,eh?
Anothershake!Amancandiebutonce。Ifyouwakeinthenight,singthatoutlustily,andfallasleepagain。Hahaha!’
Barnabyglancedoncemorethroughthegrateintotheemptyyard;
andthenwatchedHughashestrodetothestepsleadingtohissleeping-cell。Heheardhimshout,andburstintoaroaroflaughter,andsawhimflourishhishat。Thenheturnedawayhimself,likeonewhowalkedinhissleep;and,withoutanysenseoffearorsorrow,laydownonhispallet,listeningfortheclocktostrikeagain。
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Thetimeworeon。Thenoisesinthestreetsbecamelessfrequentbydegrees,untilsilencewasscarcelybrokensavebythebellsinchurchtowers,markingtheprogress——softerandmorestealthywhilethecityslumbered——ofthatGreatWatcherwiththehoaryhead,whoneversleepsorrests。Inthebriefintervalofdarknessandreposewhichfeverishtownsenjoy,allbusysoundswerehushed;
andthosewhoawokefromdreamslaylisteningintheirbeds,andlongedfordawn,andwishedthedeadofthenightwerepast。
Intothestreetoutsidethejail’smainwall,workmencamestragglingatthissolemnhour,ingroupsoftwoorthree,andmeetinginthecentre,casttheirtoolsuponthegroundandspokeinwhispers。Otherssoonissuedfromthejailitself,bearingontheirshouldersplanksandbeams:thesematerialsbeingallbroughtforth,therestbestirredthemselves,andthedullsoundofhammersbegantoechothroughthestillness。
Hereandthereamongthisknotoflabourers,one,withalanternorasmokylink,stoodbytolighthisfellowsattheirwork;andbyitsdoubtfulaid,somemightbedimlyseentakingupthepavementoftheroad,whileothersheldgreatuprightposts,orfixedthemintheholesthusmadefortheirreception。Somedraggedslowlyon,towardstherest,anemptycart,whichtheybroughtrumblingfromtheprison-yard;whileotherserectedstrongbarriersacrossthestreet。Allwerebusilyengaged。Theirduskyfiguresmovingtoandfro,atthatunusualhour,soactiveandsosilent,mighthavebeentakenforthoseofshadowycreaturestoilingatmidnightonsomeghostlyunsubstantialwork,which,likethemselves,wouldvanishwiththefirstgleamofday,andleavebutmorningmistandvapour。
Whileitwasyetdark,afewlookers-oncollected,whohadplainlycomethereforthepurposeandintendedtoremain:eventhosewhohadtopassthespotontheirwaytosomeotherplace,lingered,andlingeredyet,asthoughtheattractionofthatwereirresistible。Meanwhilethenoiseofsawandmalletwentonbriskly,mingledwiththeclatteringofboardsonthestonepavementoftheroad,andsometimeswiththeworkmen’svoicesastheycalledtooneanother。Wheneverthechimesoftheneighbouringchurchwereheard——andthatwaseveryquarterofanhour——astrangesensation,instantaneousandindescribable,butperfectlyobvious,seemedtopervadethemall。
Gradually,afaintbrightnessappearedintheeast,andtheair,whichhadbeenverywarmallthroughthenight,feltcoolandchilly。Thoughtherewasnodaylightyet,thedarknesswasdiminished,andthestarslookedpale。Theprison,whichhadbeenamereblackmasswithlittleshapeorform,putonitsusualaspect;andeverandanonasolitarywatchmancouldbeseenuponitsroof,stoppingtolookdownuponthepreparationsinthestreet。Thisman,fromforming,asitwere,apartofthejail,andknowingorbeingsupposedtoknowallthatwaspassingwithin,becameanobjectofasmuchinterest,andwasaseagerlylookedfor,andasawfullypointedout,asifhehadbeenaspirit。
Byandby,thefeeblelightgrewstronger,andthehouseswiththeirsignboardsandinscriptions,stoodplainlyout,inthedullgreymorning。Heavystagewaggonscrawledfromtheinn-yardopposite;andtravellerspeepedout;andastheyrolledsluggishlyaway,castmanyabackwardlooktowardsthejail。Andnow,thesun’sfirstbeamscameglancingintothestreet;andthenight’swork,which,initsvariousstagesandinthevariedfanciesofthelookers-onhadtakenahundredshapes,woreitsownproperform——ascaffold,andagibbet。
Asthewarmthofthecheerfuldaybegantosheditselfuponthescantycrowd,themurmuroftongueswasheard,shutterswerethrownopen,andblindsdrawnup,andthosewhohadsleptinroomsoveragainsttheprison,whereplacestoseetheexecutionwereletathighprices,rosehastilyfromtheirbeds。Insomeofthehouses,peoplewerebusytakingoutthewindow-sashesforthebetteraccommodationofspectators;inothers,thespectatorswerealreadyseated,andbeguilingthetimewithcards,ordrink,orjokesamongthemselves。Somehadpurchasedseatsuponthehouse-tops,andwerealreadycrawlingtotheirstationsfromparapetandgarret-
window。Somewereyetbargainingforgoodplaces,andstoodintheminastateofindecision:gazingattheslowly-swellingcrowd,andattheworkmenastheyrestedlistlesslyagainstthescaffold——
affectingtolistenwithindifferencetotheproprietor’seulogyofthecommandingviewhishouseafforded,andthesurpassingcheapnessofhisterms。
Afairermorningnevershone。Fromtheroofsandupperstoriesofthesebuildings,thespiresofcitychurchesandthegreatcathedraldomewerevisible,risingupbeyondtheprison,intothebluesky,andcladinthecolouroflightsummerclouds,andshowingintheclearatmospheretheireveryscrapoftraceryandfretwork,andeverynicheandloophole。Allwasbrightnessandpromise,exceptinginthestreetbelow,intowhichforityetlayinshadowtheeyelookeddownasintoadarktrench,where,inthemidstofsomuchlife,andhope,andrenewalofexistence,stoodtheterribleinstrumentofdeath。Itseemedasiftheverysunforboretolookuponit。
Butitwasbetter,grimandsombreintheshade,thanwhen,thedaybeingmoreadvanced,itstoodconfessedinthefullglareandgloryofthesun,withitsblackpaintblistering,anditsnoosesdanglinginthelightlikeloathsomegarlands。Itwasbetterinthesolitudeandgloomofmidnightwithafewformsclusteringaboutit,thaninthefreshnessandthestirofmorning:thecentreofaneagercrowd。Itwasbetterhauntingthestreetlikeaspectre,whenmenwereintheirbeds,andinfluencingperchancethecity’sdreams,thanbravingthebroadday,andthrustingitsobscenepresenceupontheirwakingsenses。
Fiveo’clockhadstruck——six——seven——andeight。Alongthetwomainstreetsateitherendofthecross-way,alivingstreamhadnowsetin,rollingtowardsthemartsofgainandbusiness。Carts,coaches,waggons,trucks,andbarrows,forcedapassagethroughtheoutskirtsofthethrong,andclatteredonwardinthesamedirection。Someofthesewhichwerepublicconveyancesandhadcomefromashortdistanceinthecountry,stopped;andthedriverpointedtothegibbetwithhiswhip,thoughhemighthavesparedhimselfthepains,fortheheadsofallthepassengerswereturnedthatwaywithouthishelp,andthecoach-windowswerestuckfullofstaringeyes。Insomeofthecartsandwaggons,womenmightbeseen,glancingfearfullyatthesameunsightlything;andevenlittlechildrenwereheldupabovethepeople’sheadstoseewhatkindofatoyagallowswas,andlearnhowmenwerehanged。
Tworiotersweretodiebeforetheprison,whohadbeenconcernedintheattackuponit;andonedirectlyafterwardsinBloomsburySquare。Atnineo’clock,astrongbodyofmilitarymarchedintothestreet,andformedandlinedanarrowpassageintoHolborn,whichhadbeenindifferentlykeptallnightbyconstables。Throughthis,anothercartwasbroughttheonealreadymentionedhadbeenemployedintheconstructionofthescaffold,andwheeleduptotheprison-gate。Thesepreparationsmade,thesoldiersstoodatease;theofficersloungedtoandfro,inthealleytheyhadmade,ortalkedtogetheratthescaffold’sfoot;andtheconcourse,whichhadbeenrapidlyaugmentingforsomehours,andstillreceivedadditionseveryminute,waitedwithanimpatiencewhichincreasedwitheverychimeofStSepulchre’sclock,fortwelveatnoon。
Uptothistimetheyhadbeenveryquiet,comparativelysilent,savewhenthearrivalofsomenewpartyatawindow,hithertounoccupied,gavethemsomethingnewtolookatortotalkof。But,asthehourapproached,abuzzandhumarose,which,deepeningeverymoment,soonswelledintoaroar,andseemedtofilltheair。
Nowordsorevenvoicescouldbedistinguishedinthisclamour,nordidtheyspeakmuchtoeachother;thoughsuchaswerebetterinformeduponthetopicthantherest,wouldtelltheirneighbours,perhaps,thattheymightknowthehangmanwhenhecameout,byhisbeingtheshorterone:andthatthemanwhowastosufferwithhimwasnamedHugh:andthatitwasBarnabyRudgewhowouldbehangedinBloomsburySquare。
Thehumgrew,asthetimedrewnear,soloud,thatthosewhowereatthewindowscouldnothearthechurch-clockstrike,thoughitwascloseathand。Norhadtheyanyneedtohearit,either,fortheycouldseeitinthepeople’sfaces。Sosurelyasanotherquarterchimed,therewasamovementinthecrowd——asifsomethinghadpassedoverit——asifthelightuponthemhadbeenchanged——inwhichthefactwasreadableasonabrazendial,figuredbyagiant’shand。
Threequarterspasteleven!Themurmurnowwasdeafening,yeteverymanseemedmute。Lookwhereyouwouldamongthecrowd,yousawstrainedeyesandlipscompressed;itwouldhavebeendifficultforthemostvigilantobservertopointthiswayorthat,andsaythatyondermanhadcriedout。Itwereaseasytodetectthemotionoflipsinasea-shell。
Threequarterspasteleven!Manyspectatorswhohadretiredfromthewindows,camebackrefreshed,asthoughtheirwatchhadjustbegun。Thosewhohadfallenasleep,rousedthemselves;andeverypersoninthecrowdmadeonelastefforttobetterhisposition——
whichcausedapressagainstthesturdybarriersthatmadethembendandyieldliketwigs。Theofficers,whountilnowhadkepttogether,fellintotheirseveralpositions,andgavethewordsofcommand。Swordsweredrawn,musketsshouldered,andthebrightsteelwindingitswayamongthecrowd,gleamedandglitteredinthesunlikeariver。Alongthisshiningpath,twomencamehurryingon,leadingahorse,whichwasspeedilyharnessedtothecartattheprison-door。Then,aprofoundsilencereplacedthetumultthathadsolongbeengathering,andabreathlesspauseensued。Everywindowwasnowchokedupwithheads;thehouse-topsteemedwithpeople——clingingtochimneys,peeringovergable-ends,andholdingonwherethesuddenlooseningofanybrickorstonewoulddashthemdownintothestreet。Thechurchtower,thechurchroof,thechurchyard,theprisonleads,theverywater-spoutsandlampposts——everyinchofroom——swarmedwithhumanlife。
Atthefirststrokeoftwelvetheprison-bellbegantotoll。Thentheroar——minglednowwithcriesof’Hatsoff!’and’Poorfellows!’
and,fromsomespecksinthegreatconcourse,withashriekorgroan——burstforthagain。Itwasterribletosee——ifanyoneinthatdistractionofexcitementcouldhaveseen——theworldofeagereyes,allstraineduponthescaffoldandthebeam。
Thehollowmurmuringwasheardwithinthejailasplainlyaswithout。Thethreewerebroughtforthintotheyard,together,asitresoundedthroughtheair。Theyknewitsimportwell。
’D’yehear?’criedHugh,undauntedbythesound。’Theyexpectus!
IheardthemgatheringwhenIwokeinthenight,andturnedoveront’othersideandfellasleepagain。Weshallseehowtheywelcomethehangman,nowthatitcomeshometohim。Ha,ha,ha!’
TheOrdinarycomingupatthismoment,reprovedhimforhisindecentmirth,andadvisedhimtoalterhisdemeanour。
’Andwhy,master?’saidHugh。’CanIdobetterthanbeariteasily?YOUbeariteasilyenough。Oh!nevertellme,’hecried,astheotherwouldhavespoken,’forallyoursadlookandyoursolemnair,youthinklittleenoughofit!Theysayyou’rethebestmakeroflobstersaladsinLondon。Ha,ha!I’veheardthat,yousee,beforenow。Isitagoodone,thismorning——isyourhandin?Howdoesthebreakfastlook?Ihopethere’senough,andtospare,forallthishungrycompanythat’llsitdowntoit,whenthesight’sover。’
’Ifear,’observedtheclergyman,shakinghishead,’thatyouareincorrigible。’
’You’reright。Iam,’rejoinedHughsternly。’Benohypocrite,master!Youmakeamerry-makingofthis,everymonth;letmebemerry,too。Ifyouwantafrightenedfellowthere’sonethat’llsuityou。Tryyourhanduponhim。’
Hepointed,ashespoke,toDennis,who,withhislegstrailingontheground,washeldbetweentwomen;andwhotrembledso,thatallhisjointsandlimbsseemedrackedbyspasms。Turningfromthiswretchedspectacle,hecalledtoBarnaby,whostoodapart。
’Whatcheer,Barnaby?Don’tbedowncast,lad。LeavethattoHIM。’
’Blessyou,’criedBarnaby,steppinglightlytowardshim,’I’mnotfrightened,Hugh。I’mquitehappy。Iwouldn’tdesiretolivenow,ifthey’dletme。Lookatme!AmIafraidtodie?WilltheyseeMEtremble?’
Hughgazedforamomentathisface,onwhichtherewasastrange,unearthlysmile;andathiseye,whichsparkledbrightly;andinterposingbetweenhimandtheOrdinary,grufflywhisperedtothelatter:
’Iwouldn’tsaymuchtohim,master,ifIwasyou。Hemayspoilyourappetiteforbreakfast,thoughyouAREusedtoit。’
Hewastheonlyoneofthethreewhohadwashedortrimmedhimselfthatmorning。Neitheroftheothershaddoneso,sincetheirdoomwaspronounced。Hestillworethebrokenpeacock’sfeathersinhishat;andallhisusualscrapsoffinerywerecarefullydisposedabouthisperson。Hiskindlingeye,hisfirmstep,hisproudandresolutebearing,mighthavegracedsomeloftyactofheroism;somevoluntarysacrifice,bornofanoblecauseandpureenthusiasm;
ratherthanthatfelon’sdeath。
Butallthesethingsincreasedhisguilt。Theyweremereassumptions。Thelawhaddeclareditso,andsoitmustbe。Thegoodministerhadbeengreatlyshocked,notaquarterofanhourbefore,athispartingwithGrip。Foroneinhiscondition,tofondleabird!——Theyardwasfilledwithpeople;bluffcivicfunctionaries,officersofjustice,soldiers,thecuriousinsuchmatters,andguestswhohadbeenbiddenastoawedding。Hughlookedabouthim,noddedgloomilytosomepersoninauthority,whoindicatedwithhishandinwhatdirectionhewastoproceed;andclappingBarnabyontheshoulder,passedoutwiththegaitofalion。
Theyenteredalargeroom,soneartothescaffoldthatthevoicesofthosewhostoodaboutit,couldbeplainlyheard:somebeseechingthejavelin-mentotakethemoutofthecrowd:otherscryingtothosebehind,tostandback,fortheywerepressedtodeath,andsuffocatingforwantofair。
Inthemiddleofthischamber,twosmiths,withhammers,stoodbesideananvil。Hughwalkedstraightuptothem,andsethisfootuponitwithasoundasthoughithadbeenstruckbyaheavyweapon。Then,withfoldedarms,hestoodtohavehisironsknockedoff:scowlinghaughtilyround,asthosewhowerepresenteyedhimnarrowlyandwhisperedtoeachother。
IttooksomuchtimetodragDennisin,thatthisceremonywasoverwithHugh,andnearlyoverwithBarnaby,beforeheappeared。Henosoonercameintotheplaceheknewsowell,however,andamongfaceswithwhichhewassofamiliar,thanherecoveredstrengthandsenseenoughtoclasphishandsandmakealastappeal。
’Gentlemen,goodgentlemen,’criedtheabjectcreature,grovellingdownuponhisknees,andactuallyprostratinghimselfuponthestonefloor:’Governor,deargovernor——honourablesheriffs——worthygentlemen——havemercyuponawretchedmanthathasservedHisMajesty,andtheLaw,andParliament,forsomanyyears,anddon’t——
don’tletmedie——becauseofamistake。’
’Dennis,’saidthegovernorofthejail,’youknowwhatthecourseis,andthattheordercamewiththerest。Youknowthatwecoulddonothing,evenifwewould。’
’AllIask,sir,——allIwantandbeg,istime,tomakeitsure,’
criedthetremblingwretch,lookingwildlyroundforsympathy。
’TheKingandGovernmentcan’tknowit’sme;I’msuretheycan’tknowit’sme;ortheyneverwouldbringmetothisdreadfulslaughterhouse。Theyknowmyname,buttheydon’tknowit’sthesameman。Stopmyexecution——forcharity’ssakestopmyexecution,gentlemen——tilltheycanbetoldthatI’vebeenhangmanhere,nighthirtyyear。Willnoonegoandtellthem?’heimplored,clenchinghishandsandglaringround,andround,androundagain——’willnocharitablepersongoandtellthem!’
’MrAkerman,’saidagentlemanwhostoodby,afteramoment’spause,’sinceitmaypossiblyproduceinthisunhappymanabetterframeofmind,evenatthislastminute,letmeassurehimthathewaswellknowntohavebeenthehangman,whenhissentencewasconsidered。’
’——Butperhapstheythinkonthataccountthatthepunishment’snotsogreat,’criedthecriminal,shufflingtowardsthisspeakeronhisknees,andholdinguphisfoldedhands;’whereasit’sworse,it’sworseahundredtimes,tomethananyman。Letthemknowthat,sir。Letthemknowthat。They’vemadeitworsetomebygivingmesomuchtodo。Stopmyexecutiontilltheyknowthat!’
Thegovernorbeckonedwithhishand,andthetwomen,whohadsupportedhimbefore,approached。Heutteredapiercingcry:
’Wait!Wait。Onlyamoment——onlyonemomentmore!Givemealastchanceofreprieve。OneofusthreeistogotoBloomsburySquare。
Letmebetheone。Itmaycomeinthattime;it’ssuretocome。
IntheLord’snameletmebesenttoBloomsburySquare。Don’thangmehere。It’smurder。’
Theytookhimtotheanvil:buteventhenhecouldheheardabovetheclinkingofthesmiths’hammers,andthehoarseragingofthecrowd,cryingthatheknewofHugh’sbirth——thathisfatherwasliving,andwasagentlemanofinfluenceandrank——thathehadfamilysecretsinhispossession——thathecouldtellnothingunlesstheygavehimtime,butmustdiewiththemonhismind;andhecontinuedtoraveinthissortuntilhisvoicefailedhim,andhesankdownamereheapofclothesbetweenthetwoattendants。
Itwasatthismomentthattheclockstruckthefirststrokeoftwelve,andthebellbegantotoll。Thevariousofficers,withthetwosheriffsattheirhead,movedtowardsthedoor。Allwasreadywhenthelastchimecameupontheear。
TheytoldHughthis,andaskedifhehadanythingtosay。
’Tosay!’hecried。’NotI。I’mready——Yes,’headded,ashiseyefelluponBarnaby,’Ihaveawordtosay,too。Comehither,lad。’
Therewas,forthemoment,somethingkind,andeventender,strugglinginhisfierceaspect,ashewrunghispoorcompanionbythehand。
’I’llsaythis,’hecried,lookingfirmlyround,’thatifIhadtenlivestolose,andthelossofeachwouldgivemetentimestheagonyofthehardestdeath,I’dlaythemalldown——ay,Iwould,thoughyougentlemenmaynotbelieveit——tosavethisone。Thisone,’headded,wringinghishandagain,’thatwillbelostthroughme。’
’Notthroughyou,’saidtheidiot,mildly。’Don’tsaythat。Youwerenottoblame。Youhavealwaysbeenverygoodtome——Hugh,weshallknowwhatmakesthestarsshine,NOW!’
’Itookhimfromherinarecklessmood,anddidn’tthinkwhatharmwouldcomeofit,’saidHugh,layinghishanduponhishead,andspeakinginalowervoice。’Iaskherpardon;andhis——Lookhere,’headdedroughly,inhisformertone。’Youseethislad?’
Theymurmured’Yes,’andseemedtowonderwhyheasked。
’Thatgentlemanyonder——’pointingtotheclergyman——’hasofteninthelastfewdaysspokentomeoffaith,andstrongbelief。YouseewhatIam——morebrutethanman,asIhavebeenoftentold——butIhadfaithenoughtobelieve,anddidbelieveasstronglyasanyofyougentlemencanbelieveanything,thatthisonelifewouldbespared。Seewhatheis!——Lookathim!’
Barnabyhadmovedtowardsthedoor,andstoodbeckoninghimtofollow。
’Ifthiswasnotfaith,andstrongbelief!’criedHugh,raisinghisrightarmaloft,andlookingupwardlikeasavageprophetwhomthenearapproachofDeathhadfilledwithinspiration,’wherearethey!Whatelseshouldteachme——me,bornasIwasborn,andrearedasIhavebeenreared——tohopeforanymercyinthishardened,cruel,unrelentingplace!Uponthesehumanshambles,I,whoneverraisedthishandinprayertillnow,calldownthewrathofGod!Onthatblacktree,ofwhichIamtheripenedfruit,Idoinvokethecurseofallitsvictims,past,andpresent,andtocome。Ontheheadofthatman,who,inhisconscience,ownsmeforhisson,Ileavethewishthathemayneversickenonhisbedofdown,butdieaviolentdeathasIdonow,andhavethenight-windforhisonlymourner。TothisIsay,Amen,amen!’
Hisarmfelldownwardbyhisside;heturned;andmovedtowardsthemwithasteadystep,themanhehadbeenbefore。
’Thereisnothingmore?’saidthegovernor。
HughmotionedBarnabynottocomenearhimthoughwithoutlookinginthedirectionwherehestoodandanswered,’Thereisnothingmore。’
’Moveforward!’
’——Unless,’saidHugh,glancinghurriedlyback,——’unlessanypersonherehasafancyforadog;andnotthen,unlesshemeanstousehimwell。There’sone,belongstome,atthehouseIcamefrom,anditwouldn’tbeeasytofindabetter。He’llwhineatfirst,buthe’llsoongetoverthat——YouwonderthatIthinkaboutadogjustnow,headded,withakindoflaugh。’Ifanymandeserveditofmehalfaswell,I’dthinkofHIM。’
Hespokenomore,butmovedonwardinhisplace,withacarelessair,thoughlisteningatthesametimetotheServicefortheDead,withsomethingbetweensullenattention,andquickenedcuriosity。
Assoonashehadpassedthedoor,hismiserableassociatewascarriedout;andthecrowdbeheldtherest。
Barnabywouldhavemountedthestepsatthesametime——indeedhewouldhavegonebeforethem,butinbothattemptshewasrestrained,ashewastoundergothesentenceelsewhere。Inafewminutesthesheriffsreappeared,thesameprocessionwasagainformed,andtheypassedthroughvariousroomsandpassagestoanotherdoor——thatatwhichthecartwaswaiting。Hehelddownhisheadtoavoidseeingwhatheknewhiseyesmustotherwiseencounter,andtookhisseatsorrowfully,——andyetwithsomethingofachildishprideandpleasure,——inthevehicle。Theofficersfellintotheirplacesatthesides,infrontandintherear;thesheriffs’carriagesrolledon;aguardofsoldierssurroundedthewhole;andtheymovedslowlyforwardthroughthethrongandpressuretowardLordMansfield’sruinedhouse。
Itwasasadsight——alltheshow,andstrength,andglitter,assembledroundonehelplesscreature——andsadderyettonote,asherodealong,howhiswanderingthoughtsfoundstrangeencouragementinthecrowdedwindowsandtheconcourseinthestreets;andhow,eventhen,hefelttheinfluenceofthebrightsky,andlookedup,smiling,intoitsdeepunfathomableblue。Buttherehadbeenmanysuchsightssincetheriotswereover——somesomovingintheirnature,andsorepulsivetoo,thattheywerefarmorecalculatedtoawakenpityforthesufferers,thanrespectforthatlawwhosestrongarmseemedinmorethanonecasetobeaswantonlystretchedforthnowthatallwassafe,asithadbeenbaselyparalysedintimeofdanger。
Twocripples——bothmereboys——onewithalegofwood,onewhodraggedhistwistedlimbsalongbythehelpofacrutch,werehangedinthissameBloomsburySquare。Asthecartwasabouttoglidefromunderthem,itwasobservedthattheystoodwiththeirfacesfrom,notto,thehousetheyhadassistedtodespoil;andtheirmiserywasprotractedthatthisomissionmightberemedied。
AnotherboywashangedinBowStreet;otheryoungladsinvariousquartersofthetown。Fourwretchedwomen,too,wereputtodeath。Inaword,thosewhosufferedasrioterswere,forthemostpart,theweakest,meanest,andmostmiserableamongthem。Itwasamostexquisitesatireuponthefalsereligiouscrywhichhadledtosomuchmisery,thatsomeofthesepeopleownedthemselvestobeCatholics,andbeggedtobeattendedbytheirownpriests。
OneyoungmanwashangedinBishopsgateStreet,whoseagedgrey-
headedfatherwaitedforhimatthegallows,kissedhimatitsfootwhenhearrived,andsatthere,ontheground,tilltheytookhimdown。Theywouldhavegivenhimthebodyofhischild;buthehadnohearse,nocoffin,nothingtoremoveitin,beingtoopoor——andwalkedmeeklyawaybesidethecartthattookitbacktoprison,trying,ashewent,totouchitslifelesshand。
Butthecrowdhadforgottenthesematters,orcaredlittleaboutthemiftheylivedintheirmemory:andwhileonegreatmultitudefoughtandhustledtogetnearthegibbetbeforeNewgate,forapartinglook,anotherfollowedinthetrainofpoorlostBarnaby,toswellthethrongthatwaitedforhimonthespot。
Chapter78
Onthissameday,andaboutthisveryhour,MrWillettheeldersatsmokinghispipeinachamberattheBlackLion。Althoughitwashotsummerweather,MrWilletsatclosetothefire。Hewasinastateofprofoundcogitation,withhisownthoughts,anditwashiscustomatsuchtimestostewhimselfslowly,undertheimpressionthatthatprocessofcookerywasfavourabletothemeltingoutofhisideas,which,whenhebegantosimmer,sometimesoozedforthsocopiouslyastoastonishevenhimself。
MrWillethadbeenseveralthousandtimescomfortedbyhisfriendsandacquaintance,withtheassurancethatforthelosshehadsustainedinthedamagedonetotheMaypole,hecould’comeuponthecounty。’Butasthisphrasehappenedtobearanunfortunateresemblancetothepopularexpressionof’comingontheparish,’itsuggestedtoMrWillet’smindnomoreconsolatoryvisionsthanpauperismonanextensivescale,andruininacapaciousaspect。
Consequently,hehadneverfailedtoreceivetheintelligencewitharuefulshakeofthehead,oradrearystare,andhadbeenalwaysobservedtoappearmuchmoremelancholyafteravisitofcondolencethanatanyothertimeinthewholefour-and-twentyhours。
Itchanced,however,thatsittingoverthefireonthisparticularoccasion——perhapsbecausehewas,asitwere,donetoaturn;
perhapsbecausehewasinanunusuallybrightstateofmind;
perhapsbecausehehadconsideredthesubjectsolong;perhapsbecauseofallthesefavouringcircumstances,takentogether——itchancedthat,sittingoverthefireonthisparticularoccasion,MrWilletdid,afaroffandintheremotestdepthsofhisintellect,perceiveakindoflurkinghintorfaintsuggestion,thatoutofthepublicpursetheremightissuefundsfortherestorationoftheMaypoletoitsformerhighplaceamongthetavernsoftheearth。
Andthisdimrayoflightdidsodiffuseitselfwithinhim,anddidsokindleupandshine,thatatlasthehaditasplainlyandvisiblybeforehimastheblazebywhichhesat;and,fullypersuadedthathewasthefirsttomakethediscovery,andthathehadstarted,hunteddown,fallenupon,andknockedonthehead,aperfectlyoriginalideawhichhadneverpresenteditselftoanyotherman,aliveordead,helaiddownhispipe,rubbedhishands,andchuckledaudibly。
’Why,father!’criedJoe,enteringatthemoment,’you’reinspiritsto-day!’
’It’snothingpartickler,’saidMrWillet,chucklingagain。’It’snothingatallpartickler,Joseph。TellmesomethingabouttheSalwanners。’Havingpreferredthisrequest,MrWilletchuckledathirdtime,andaftertheseunusualdemonstrationsoflevity,heputhispipeinhismouthagain。
’WhatshallItellyou,father?’askedJoe,layinghishanduponhissire’sshoulder,andlookingdownintohisface。’ThatIhavecomeback,poorerthanachurchmouse?Youknowthat。ThatIhavecomeback,maimedandcrippled?Youknowthat。’
’Itwastookoff,’mutteredMrWillet,withhiseyesuponthefire,’atthedefenceoftheSalwanners,inAmerica,wherethewaris。’
’Quiteright,’returnedJoe,smiling,andleaningwithhisremainingelbowonthebackofhisfather’schair;’theverysubjectIcametospeaktoyouabout。Amanwithonearm,father,isnotofmuchuseinthebusyworld。’
ThiswasoneofthosevastpropositionswhichMrWillethadneverconsideredforaninstant,andrequiredtimeto’tackle。’
Whereforehemadenoanswer。
’Atallevents,’saidJoe,’hecan’tpickandchoosehismeansofearningalivelihood,asanothermanmay。Hecan’tsay“Iwillturnmyhandtothis。”or“Iwon’tturnmyhandtothat。”butmusttakewhathecando,andbethankfulit’snoworse——Whatdidyousay?’
MrWillethadbeensoftlyrepeatingtohimself,inamusingtone,thewords’defenceoftheSalwanners:’butheseemedembarrassedathavingbeenoverheard,andanswered’Nothing。’
’Nowlookhere,father——MrEdwardhascometoEnglandfromtheWestIndies。WhenhewaslostsightofIranawayonthesameday,father,hemadeavoyagetooneoftheislands,whereaschool-friendofhishadsettled;and,findinghim,wasn’ttooproudtobeemployedonhisestate,and——andinshort,gotonwell,andisprospering,andhascomeoverhereonbusinessofhisown,andisgoingbackagainspeedily。Ourreturningnearlyatthesametime,andmeetinginthecourseofthelatetroubles,hasbeenagoodthingeveryway;forithasnotonlyenabledustodooldfriendssomeservice,buthasopenedapathinlifeformewhichI
maytreadwithoutbeingaburdenuponyou。Tobeplain,father,hecanemployme;IhavesatisfiedmyselfthatIcanbeofrealusetohim;andIamgoingtocarrymyonearmawaywithhim,andtomakethemostofit。
Inthemind’seyeofMrWillet,theWestIndies,andindeedallforeigncountries,wereinhabitedbysavagenations,whowereperpetuallyburyingpipesofpeace,flourishingtomahawks,andpuncturingstrangepatternsintheirbodies。Henosoonerheardthisannouncement,therefore,thanheleanedbackinhischair,tookhispipefromhislips,andstaredathissonwithasmuchdismayasifhealreadybeheldhimtiedtoastake,andtorturedfortheentertainmentofalivelypopulation。Inwhatformofexpressionhisfeelingswouldhavefoundavent,itisimpossibletosay。Norisitnecessary:for,beforeasyllableoccurredtohim,DollyVardencamerunningintotheroom,intears,threwherselfonJoe’sbreastwithoutawordofexplanation,andclaspedherwhitearmsroundhisneck。
’Dolly!’criedJoe。’Dolly!’
’Ay,callmethat;callmethatalways,’exclaimedthelocksmith’slittledaughter;’neverspeakcoldlytome,neverbedistant,neveragainreprovemeforthefolliesIhavelongrepented,orIshalldie,Joe。’
’Ireproveyou!’saidJoe。
’Yes——foreverykindandhonestwordyouuttered,wenttomyheart。
Foryou,whohavebornesomuchfromme——foryou,whooweyoursufferingsandpaintomycaprice——foryoutobesokind——sonobletome,Joe——’
Hecouldsaynothingtoher。Notasyllable。Therewasanoddsortofeloquenceinhisonearm,whichhadcreptroundherwaist:
buthislipsweremute。
’Ifyouhadremindedmebyaword——onlybyoneshortword,’sobbedDolly,clingingyetclosertohim,’howlittleIdeservedthatyoushouldtreatmewithsomuchforbearance;ifyouhadexultedonlyforonemomentinyourtriumph,Icouldhaveborneitbetter。’
’Triumph!’repeatedJoe,withasmilewhichseemedtosay,’Iamaprettyfigureforthat。’
’Yes,triumph,’shecried,withherwholeheartandsoulinherearnestvoice,andgushingtears;’foritisone。Iamgladtothinkandknowitis。Iwouldn’tbelesshumbled,dear——Iwouldn’tbewithouttherecollectionofthatlasttimewespoketogetherinthisplace——no,notifIcouldrecallthepast,andmakeourparting,yesterday。’
DideverloverlookasJoelookednow!
’DearJoe,’saidDolly,’Ialwayslovedyou——inmyownheartI
alwaysdid,althoughIwassovainandgiddy。Ihopedyouwouldcomebackthatnight。Imadequitesureyouwould。Iprayedforitonmyknees。Throughalltheselong,longyears,Ihaveneveronceforgottenyou,orleftoffhopingthatthishappytimemightcome。’
TheeloquenceofJoe’sarmsurpassedthemostimpassionedlanguage;
andsodidthatofhislips——yethesaidnothing,either。
’Andnow,atlast,’criedDolly,tremblingwiththefervourofherspeech,’ifyouweresick,andshatteredinyoureverylimb;ifyouwereailing,weak,andsorrowful;if,insteadofbeingwhatyouare,youwereineverybody’seyesbutminethewreckandruinofaman;Iwouldbeyourwife,dearlove,withgreaterprideandjoy,thanifyouwerethestateliestlordinEngland!’
’WhathaveIdone,’criedJoe,’whathaveIdonetomeetwiththisreward?’
’Youhavetaughtme,’saidDolly,raisingherprettyfacetohis,’toknowmyself,andyourworth;tobesomethingbetterthanI
was;tobemoredeservingofyourtrueandmanlynature。Inyearstocome,dearJoe,youshallfindthatyouhavedoneso;forIwillbe,notonlynow,whenweareyoungandfullofhope,butwhenwehavegrownoldandweary,yourpatient,gentle,never-tiringwife。Iwillneverknowawishorcarebeyondourhomeandyou,andIwillalwaysstudyhowtopleaseyouwithmybestaffectionandmymostdevotedlove。Iwill:indeedIwill!’
Joecouldonlyrepeathisformereloquence——butitwasverymuchtothepurpose。
’Theyknowofthis,athome,’saidDolly。’Foryoursake,Iwouldleaveeventhem;buttheyknowit,andaregladofit,andareasproudofyouasIam,andasfullofgratitude——You’llnotcomeandseemeasapoorfriendwhoknewmewhenIwasagirl,willyou,dearJoe?’
Well,well!Itdon’tmatterwhatJoesaidinanswer,buthesaidagreatdeal;andDollysaidagreatdealtoo:andhefoldedDollyinhisonearmprettytight,consideringthatitwasbutone;andDollymadenoresistance:andifevertwopeoplewerehappyinthisworld——whichisnotanutterlymiserableone,withallitsfaults——
wemay,withsomeappearanceofcertainty,concludethattheywere。
TosaythatduringtheseproceedingsMrWillettheelderunderwentthegreatestemotionsofastonishmentofwhichourcommonnatureissusceptible——tosaythathewasinaperfectparalysisofsurprise,andthathewanderedintothemoststupendousandtheretoforeunattainableheightsofcomplicatedamazement——wouldbetoshadowforthhisstateofmindinthefeeblestandlamestterms。Ifaroc,aneagle,agriffin,aflyingelephant,awingedsea-horse,hadsuddenlyappeared,and,takinghimonitsback,carriedhimbodilyintotheheartofthe’Salwanners,’itwouldhavebeentohimasaneverydayoccurrence,incomparisonwithwhathenowbeheld。Tobesittingquietlyby,seeingandhearingthesethings;
tobecompletelyoverlooked,unnoticed,anddisregarded,whilehissonandayoungladyweretalkingtoeachotherinthemostimpassionedmanner,kissingeachother,andmakingthemselvesinallrespectsperfectlyathome;wasapositionsotremendous,soinexplicable,soutterlybeyondthewidestrangeofhiscapacityofcomprehension,thathefellintoalethargyofwonder,andcouldnomorerousehimselfthananenchantedsleeperinthefirstyearofhisfairylease,acenturylong。
’Father,’saidJoe,presentingDolly。’Youknowwhothisis?’
MrWilletlookedfirstather,thenathisson,thenbackagainatDolly,andthenmadeanineffectualefforttoextractawhifffromhispipe,whichhadgoneoutlongago。
’Sayaword,father,ifit’sonly“howd’yedo。”’urgedJoe。
’Certainly,Joseph,’answeredMrWillet。’Ohyes!Whynot?’
’Tobesure,’saidJoe。’Whynot?’
’Ah!’repliedhisfather。’Whynot?’andwiththisremark,whichheutteredinalowvoiceasthoughhewerediscussingsomegravequestionwithhimself,heusedthelittlefinger——ifanyofhisfingerscanbesaidtohavecomeunderthatdenomination——ofhisrighthandasatobacco-stopper,andwassilentagain。
Andsohesatforhalfanhouratleast,althoughDolly,inthemostendearingofmanners,hoped,adozentimes,thathewasnotangrywithher。Sohesatforhalfanhour,quitemotionless,andlookingallthewhilelikenothingsomuchasagreatDutchPinorSkittle。Attheexpirationofthatperiod,hesuddenly,andwithouttheleastnotice,bursttothegreatconsternationoftheyoungpeopleintoaveryloudandveryshortlaugh;andrepeating,’Certainly,Joseph。Ohyes!Whynot?’wentoutforawalk。