Herheadwasthrownbackandthebeautifulbrownhair,whichwasnowalmostdryagain,streamedinmassestotheground,whileonherfacewasstampedtheterrifyingsealofDeath。
LadyHonoriashuddered。Shecouldnotbearsuchsights。“Willitbenecessaryformetocomebackto-night?”shesaid。
“Idonotthinkso。”heanswered,“unlessyoucaretohearwhetherMissGrangerrecovers?”
“Ishallhearthatinthemorning。”shesaid。“Poorthing,Icannothelpher。”
“No,LadyHonoria,youcannothelpher。Shesavedyourhusband’slife,theysay。”
“Shemustbeabravegirl。Willsherecover?”
Theassistantshookhishead。“Shemay,possibly。Itisnotlikelynow。”
“Poorthing,andsoyoungandbeautiful!Whatalovelyface,andwhatanarm!Itisveryawfulforher。”andLadyHonoriashudderedagainandwent。
Outsidethedoorasmallknotofsympathiserswasstillgathered,notwithstandingthelatehourandthebadnessoftheweather。
“That’shiswife。”saidone,andtheyopenedtoletherpass。
“Thenwhydon’tshestopwithhim?”askedawomanaudibly。“IfithadbeenmyhusbandI’dhavesatandhuggedhimforanhour。”
“Ay,you’dhavekilledhimwithyourhugging,youwould。”somebodyanswered。
LadyHonoriapassedon。Suddenlyathick-setmanemergedfromtheshadowofthepines。Shecouldnotseehisface,buthewaswrappedinalargecloak。
“Forgiveme。”hesaidinthehoarsevoiceofonestrugglingwithemotionswhichhewasunabletoconceal,“butyoucantellme。Doesshestilllive?”
“DoyoumeanMissGranger?”sheasked。
“Yes,ofcourse。Beatrice——MissGranger?”
“Theydonotknow,buttheythink——“
“Yes,yes——theythink——“
“Thatsheisdead。”
Themansaidneveraword。Hedroppedhisheaduponhisbreastand,turning,vanishedagainintotheshadowofthepines。
“Howveryodd。”thoughtLadyHonoriaasshewalkedrapidlyalongtheclifftowardsherlodging。“Isupposethatmanmustbeinlovewithher。Well,Idonotwonderatit。Ineversawsuchafaceandarm。
Whatapicturethatsceneintheroomwouldmake!ShesavedGeoffreyandnowshe’sdead。IfhehadsavedherIshouldnothavewondered。Itislikeasceneinanovel。”
FromallofwhichitwillbeseenthatLadyHonoriawasnotwantingincertainromanticandartisticalperceptions。
CHAPTERV
ELIZABETHISTHANKFUL
Geoffrey,lyingbeforethefire,newlyhatchedfromdeath,hadcaughtsomeoftheconversationbetweenhiswifeandtheassistantwhohadrecoveredhimtolife。Soshewasgone,thatbrave,beautifulatheistgirl——gonetotestthetruth。Andshehadsavedhislife!
Forsomeminutestheassistantdidnotenter。Hewashelpinginanotherroom。Atlasthecame。
“WhatdidyousaytoLadyHonoria?”Geoffreyaskedfeebly。“DidyousaythatMissGrangerhadsavedme?”
“Yes,Mr。Bingham;atleasttheytellmeso。Atanyrate,whentheypulledheroutofthewatertheypulledyouafterher。Shehadholdofyourhair。”
“Greatheavens!“hegroaned,“andmyweightmusthavedraggedherdown。Isshedead,then?”
“Wecannotquitesayyet,notforcertain。Wethinkthatsheis。”
“PrayGodsheisnotdead。”hesaidmoretohimselfthantotheother。
Thenaloud——“Leaveme;Iamallright。Goandhelpwithher。Butstop,comeandtellmesometimeshowitgoeswithher。”
“Verywell。Iwillsendawomantowatchyou。”andhewent。
Meanwhileintheotherroomthetreatmentofthedrownedwentslowlyon。Twohourshadpassed,andasyetBeatriceshowednosignsofrecovery。Theheartdidnotbeat,nopulsestirred;but,asthedoctorknew,lifemightstilllingerinthetissues。Slowly,veryslowly,thebodywasturnedtoandfro,theheadswaying,andthelonghairfallingnowthiswayandnowthat,butstillnosign。Everyresourceknowntomedicalskill,suchashotair,rubbing,artificialrespiration,electricity,wasappliedandappliedinvain,butstillnosign!
Elizabeth,paleandpinched,stoodbyhandingwhatmightberequired。
Shedidnotgreatlylovehersister,theywereantagonisticandtheirinterestsclashed,orshethoughttheydid,butthissuddendeathwasawful。Inacorner,pitifultosee,offeringgroansandejaculatedprayerstoheaven,sattheoldclergymen,theirfather,hiswhitehairabouthiseyes。Hewasaweak,coarse-grainedman,butinhisownwayhiscleverandbeautifulgirlwasdeartohim,andthissightwrunghissoulasithadnotbeenwrungforyears。
“She’sgone。”hesaidcontinually,“she’sgone;theLord’swillbedone。Theremustbeanothermistressattheschoolnow。Seventypoundsayearshewillcost——seventypoundsayear!“
“Dobequiet,father。”saidElizabethsharply。
“Ay,ay,itisverywellforyoutotellmetobequiet。Youarequietbecauseyoudon’tcare。Youneverlovedyoursister。ButIhavelovedhersinceshewasalittlefair-hairedchild,andsodidyourpoormother。’Beatrice’wasthelastwordshespoke。”
“Bequiet,father!“saidElizabeth,stillmoresharply。Theoldman,makingnoreply,sankbackintoasemi-torpor,rockinghimselftoandfrouponhischair。
Meanwhilewithoutintermissiontheworkwenton。
“Itisnouse。”saidtheassistantatlast,ashestraightenedhiswearyframeandwipedtheperspirationfromhisbrow。“Shemustbedead;wehavebeenatitnearlythreehoursnow。”
“Patience。”saidthedoctor。“IfnecessaryIshallgoonforfour——ortillIdrop。”headded。
Tenminutesmorepassed。Everybodyknewthatthetaskwashopeless,butstilltheyhoped。
“GreatHeavens!“saidtheassistantpresently,startingbackfromthebodyandpointingatitsface。“Didyouseethat?”
ElizabethandMr。Grangersprangtotheirfeet,crying,“What,what?”
“Sitstill,sir。”saidthedoctor,wavingthemback。Thenaddressinghishelper,andspeakinginaconstrainedvoice:“IthoughtIsawtherighteyelidquiver,Williams。Passthebattery。”
“SodidI。”answeredWilliamsasheobeyed。
“Fullpower。”saidthedoctoragain。“Itiskillorcurenow。”
Theshockwasappliedforsomesecondswithoutresult。Thensuddenlyalongshudderranupthelimbs,andahandstirred。Nextmomenttheeyeswereopened,andwithpainandagonyBeatricedrewafirstbreathofreturninglife。TenminutesmoreandshehadpassedthroughthegatesofDeathbacktothiswarmandlivingworld。
“Letmedie。”shegaspedfaintly。“Icannotbearit。Oh,letmedie!“
“Hush。”saidthedoctor;“youwillbebetterpresently。”
Tenminutesmorepassed,whenthedoctorsawbyhereyesthatBeatricewishedtosaysomething。Hebenthisheadtillitnearlytouchedherlips。
“Dr。Chambers。”shewhispered,“washedrowned?”
“No,heissafe;hehasbeenbroughtround。”
Shesighed——along-drawnsigh,halfofpain,halfofrelief。Thenshespokeagain。
“Washewashedashore?”
“No,no。Yousavedhislife。Youhadholdofhimwhentheypulledyouout。Nowdrinkthisandgotosleep。”
Beatricesmiledsweetly,butsaidnothing。Thenshedrankasmuchofthedraughtasshecould,andshortlyafterwardsobeyedthelastinjunctionalso,andwenttosleep。
Meanwhilearumourofthiswonderfulrecoveryhadescapedtowithoutthehouse——passingfromonewatchertotheothertillatlengthitreachedtheearsofthesolitarymancrouchedintheshadowofthepines。Heheard,andstartingasthoughhehadbeenshot,strodetothedooroftheVicarage。Herehiscourageseemedtodeserthim,forhehesitated。
“Knock,squire,knock,andaskifitistrue。”saidawoman,thesamewhohaddeclaredthatshewouldhavehuggedherhusbandbacktolife。
Thisremarkseemedtoencouragetheman,atanyratehedidknock。
PresentlythedoorwasopenedbyElizabeth。
“Goaway。”shesaidinhersharpvoice;“thehousemustbekeptquiet。”
“Ibegyourpardon,MissGranger。”saidthevisitor,inatoneofdeephumiliation。“IonlywantedtoknowifitwastruethatMissBeatricelives。”
“Why。”saidElizabethwithastart,“isityou,Mr。Davies?IamsureIhadnoidea。StepintothepassageandIwillshutthedoor。There!
Howlonghaveyoubeenoutside?”
“Oh,sincetheybroughtthemup。Butisittrue?”
“Yes,yes,itistrue。Shewillrecovernow。Andyouhavestoodallthistimeinthewetnight。IamsurethatBeatriceoughttobeflattered。”
“Notatall。Itseemedsoawful,and——I——Itakesuchaninterest——“
andhebrokeoff。
“SuchaninterestinBeatrice。”saidElizabethdrily,supplyingthehiatus。“Yes,soitseems。”andsuddenly,asthoughbychance,shemovedthecandlewhichsheheld,insuchfashionthatthelightfellfulluponOwenDavies’face。Itwasaslowheavycountenance,butnotwithoutcomeliness。Theskinwasfreshasachild’s,theeyeswerelarge,blue,andmild,andthebrownhairgrewinwavesthatmanyawomanmighthaveenvied。Indeedhaditnotbeenforashortbutstronglygrowingbeard,itwouldhavebeeneasytobelievethatthecountenancewasthatofaboyofnineteenratherthanofamanoverthirty。Neithertimenorcarehaddrawnasinglelineuponit;ittoldofperfectandrobusthealthandyetborethebloomofchildhood。Itwasthefaceofamanwhomightlivetoahundredandstilllookyoung,nordidtheformbelieit。
Mr。Daviesblusheduptohiseyes,blushedlikeagirlbeneathElizabeth’sscrutiny。“NaturallyItakeaninterestinaneighbour’sfate。”hesaid,inhisslowdeliberateway。“Sheisquitesafe,then?”
“Ibelieveso。”answeredElizabeth。
“ThankGod!“hesaid,orratheritseemedtobreakfromhiminasighofrelief。“Howdidthegentleman,Mr。Bingham,cometobefoundwithher?”
“HowshouldIknow?”sheansweredwithashrug。“Beatricesavedhislifesomehow,clungfasttohimevenaftershewasinsensible。”
“Itisverywonderful。Ineverheardofsuchathing。Whatishelike?”
“Heisoneofthefinest-lookingmenIeversaw。”answeredElizabeth,alwayswatchinghim。
“Ah。Butheismarried,Ithink,MissGranger?”
“Oh,yes,heismarriedtothedaughterofapeer,verymuchmarried——
andverylittle,Ishouldsay。”
“Idonotquiteunderstand,MissGranger。”
“Don’tyou,Mr。Davies?thenuseyoureyeswhenyouseethemtogether。”
“Ishouldnotseeanything。Iamnotquicklikeyou。”headded。
“HowdoyoumeantogetbacktotheCastleto-night,Mr。Davies?Youcannotrowbackinthiswind,andtheseaswillbebreakingoverthecauseway。”
“Oh,Ishallmanage。Iamwetalready。Anextraduckingwon’thurtme,andIhavehadachainputuptopreventanybodyfrombeingwashedaway。AndnowImustbegoing。Good-night。”
“Good-night,Mr。Davies。”
Hehesitatedamomentandthenadded:“Wouldyou——wouldyoumindtellingyoursister——ofcourseImeanwhensheisstronger——thatI
cametoinquireafterher?”
“Ithinkthatyoucandothatforyourself,Mr。Davies。”Elizabethsaidalmostroughly。“Imeanitwillbemoreappreciated。”andsheturneduponherheel。
OwenDaviesventurednofurtherremarks。HefeltthatElizabeth’smannerwasalittlecrushing,andhewasafraidofheraswell。“I
supposethatshedoesnotthinkIamgoodenoughtopayattentiontohersister。”hethoughttohimselfasheplungedintothenightandrain。“Well,sheisquiteright——Iamnotfittoblackherboots。Oh,God,IthankTheethatThouhastsavedherlife。IthankThee——IthankThee!“hewenton,speakingaloudtothewildwindsashemadehiswayalongthecliff。“Ifshehadbeendead,IthinkthatImusthavediedtoo。Oh,God,IthankThee——IthankThee!“
TheideathatOwenDavies,Esq。,J。P。,D。L。,ofBryngellyCastle,absoluteownerofthatrisinglittlewatering-place,andofoneofthelargestandmostprosperousslatequarriesinWales,worthinallsomewherebetweensevenandtenthousandayear,wasunfittoblackherbeautifulsister’sboots,wasnotanideathathadstruckElizabethGranger。Haditstruckher,indeed,itwouldhavemovedhertolaughter,forElizabethhadapracticalmind。
Whatdidstrikeher,assheturnedandwatchedtherichsquire’ssturdyformvanishthroughthedoorwayintothedarkbeyond,wasacertainsenseofwonder。Supposingshehadneverseenthatshiverofreturningliferunupthosewhitelimbs,supposingthattheyhadgrowncolderandcolder,tillatlengthitwasevidentthatdeathwassofirmlycitadelledwithinthesilentheart,thatnohumanskillcouldbeathisempireback?Whatthen?OwenDavieslovedhersister;thissheknewandhadknownforyears。Butwouldhenothavegotoveritintime?Wouldhenotintimehavebeenoverpoweredbythesenseofhisownutterlonelinessandgivenhishand,ifnothisheart,tosomeotherwoman?Andcouldnotshewhoheldhishandlearntoreachhisheart?Andtowhomwouldthathandhavebeengiven,thehandandallthatwentwithit?WhatwomanwouldthisshyWelshhermit,withoutfriendsorrelations,haveeverbeenthrowninwithexceptherself——
Elizabeth——wholovedhimasmuchasshecouldloveanybody,which,perhaps,wasnotverymuch;who,atanyrate,desiredsorelytobehiswife。Wouldnotallthishavecomeaboutifshehadneverseenthateyelidtremble,andthatslightquiverrunuphersister’slimbs?Itwould——sheknewitwould。
Elizabeththoughtofitasforamomentshestoodinthepassage,andacoldhungrylightcameintoherneutraltintedeyesandshoneuponherpaleface。Butshechokedbackthethought;shewasscarcelywickedenoughtowishthathersisterhadnotbeenbroughtbacktolife。Sheonlyspeculatedonwhatmighthavehappenedifthishadcomeabout,justasoneworksoutagameofchessfromagivenhypotheticalsituationofthepieces。
Perhaps,too,thesameendmightbegainedinsomeotherway。PerhapsMr。Daviesmightstillbeweanedfromhisinfatuation。Thewallwasdifficult,butitwouldhavetobeverydifficultifshecouldnotfindawaytoclimbit。ItneveroccurredtoElizabeththattheremightbeanopengate。ShecouldnotconceiveitpossiblethatawomanmightpositivelyrejectOwenDaviesandhissevenortenthousandayear,andthatwomanapersoninanunsatisfactoryanduncongenial,almostinamenialposition。RejectBryngellyCastlewithallitsluxuryandopportunitiesofwealthandleisure?No,thesunwouldsetintheeastbeforesuchathinghappened。Theplanwastopreventtheoccasionfromarising。ThehungrylightdiedonElizabeth’sface,andsheturnedtoenterthesickroomwhensuddenlyshemetherfathercomingout。
“Whowasthatatthefront?”heasked,carefullyclosingthedoor。
“Mr。DaviesofBryngellyCastle,father。”
“AndwhatdidMr。Davieswantatthistimeofnight?ToknowaboutBeatrice?”
“Yes。”sheansweredslowly,“hecametoaskafterBeatrice,ortobemorecorrecthehasbeenwaitingoutsideforthreehoursintheraintolearnifsherecovered。”
“Waitingoutsideforthreehoursintherain。”saidtheclergymanastonished——“SquireDaviesstandingoutsidethehouse!Whatfor?”
“BecausehewassoanxiousaboutBeatriceanddidnotliketocomein,Isuppose。”
“SoanxiousaboutBeatrice——ah,soanxiousaboutBeatrice!Doyouthink,Elizabeth——um——youknowthereisnodoubtBeatriceisverywellfavoured——veryhandsometheysay——“
“Idonotthinkanythingaboutit,father。”sheanswered,“andasforBeatrice’slookstheyareamatterofopinion。Ihavemine。Andnowdon’tyouthinkwehadbettergotobed?ThedoctorsandBettyaregoingtostopupallnightwithMr。BinghamandBeatrice。”
“Yes,Elizabeth,Isupposethatwehadbettergo。Iamsurewehavemuchtobethankfulforto-night。Whatamercifuldeliverance!AndifpoorBeatricehadgonetheparishmusthavefoundanotherschoolmistress,anditwouldhavemeantthatwelostthesalary。Wehaveagreatdealtobethankfulfor,Elizabeth。”
“Yes。”saidElizabeth,verydeliberately,“wehave。”
CHAPTERVI
OWENDAVIESATHOME
OwenDaviestrampedalongthecliffwithalightheart。Thewildlashingoftherainandtheroaringofthewinddidnotdisturbhimintheleast。Theyweredisagreeable,butheacceptedthemasheacceptedexistenceandallitsvanities,withoutremarkormentalcomment。
Thereisaclassofmindofwhichthisistheprevailingattitude。
Veryearlyintheirspanoflife,thoseendowedwithsuchamindcometotheconclusionthattheworldistoomuchforthem。Theycannotunderstandit,sotheyabandontheattempt,and,asaconsequence,intheirowntorpidwaytheyareamongthehappiestandmostcontentedofmen。Problems,onwhichpersonsofkeenerintelligenceandmoreaspiringsoulfretandfoamtheirlivesawayasrushingwaterroundarock,donotevenbreaktheplacidsurfaceoftheirdays。Suchmenslippastthem。Theylookoutuponthestarsandreadofthemysteryoftheuniversespeedingonforeverthroughthelimitlesswastesofspace,andarenotastonished。IntheirchildhoodtheyweretaughtthatGodmadethesunandthestarstogivelightontheearth;thatisenoughforthem。Andsoitiswitheverything。Povertyandsuffering;war,pestilence,andtheinequalitiesoffate;madness,lifeanddeath,andthespiritualwondersthathedgeinourbeing,arethingsnottobeinquiredintobutaccepted。Sotheyacceptthemastheydotheirdinneroratradesman’scircular。
Insomecasesthismentalstatehasitsrootindeepandsimplereligiousconvictions,andinsomeitspringsfromapreponderanceofhealthfulanimalinstinctsoverthehigherbutmoretroublesomespiritualparts。Theoxchewingthecudinthefreshmeadowdoesnotmuseuponthepastandfuture,andthegullblownlikeafoam-flakeoutagainstthesunset,doesnotknowthesplendouroftheskyandsea。Eventhesavageisnotmuchtroubledabouttheschemeofthings。
Inthebeginninghewas“tornoutofthereeds。”andintheendhemeltsintotheUnknown,andfortherest,therearebeefandwives,andfoestoconquer。Butthenoxenandgullsarenot,sofarasweknow,troubledwithanyspiritualpartsatall,andinthenoblesavagesuchthingsarenotcultivated。Theycomewithcivilization。
Butperhapsinthemajoritythiscondition,sonecessarytothemoreplacidformsofhappiness,isbornofaconjunctionofphysicalandreligiousdevelopments。Soitwas,atleast,withtherichandfortunatemanwhomwehaveseentrudgingalongthewind-sweptcliff。
Bynatureandeducationhewasofastronglyandsimplyreligiousmind,ashewasinbodypowerful,placid,andhealthytoanexasperatingdegree。Itmaybesaidthatitiseasytobereligiousandplacidontenthousandayear,butOwenDavieshadnotalwaysenjoyedtenthousandayearandoneofthemostromanticandbeautifulseatsinWales。Fromthetimehewasseventeen,whenhismother’sdeathlefthimanorphan,tillhereachedtheageofthirty,somesixyearsfromthedateoftheopeningofthishistory,heledaboutashardalifeasfatecouldfindforanyman。Somepeoplemayhaveheardofsugardrogers,orsailingbrigs,whichtradebetweenthiscountryandtheWestIndies,carryingcoaloutwardsandsugarhome。
Onboardoneofthese,OwenDaviesworkedinvariouscapacitiesforthirteenlongyears。Hedidhisdrudgerywell;buthemadenofriends,andalwaysremainedthesameshy,silent,andpiousman。Thensuddenlyarelationdiedwithoutawill,andhefoundhimselfheir-in-lawtoBryngellyCastleandallitsrevenues。Owenexpressednosurprise,andtoallappearancefeltnone。Hehadneverseenhisrelation,andneverdreamedofthisromanticdevolutionofgreatestatesuponhimself。Butheacceptedthegoodfortuneashehadacceptedtheill,andsaidnothing。Theonlypeoplewhoknewhimwerehisshipmates,andtheycouldscarcelybeheldtoknowhim。Theywereacquaintedwithhisappearanceandthesoundofhisvoice,andhismethodofdoinghisduty。Also,theywereaware,althoughheneverspokeofreligion,thathereadachapteroftheBibleeveryevening,andwenttochurchwhenevertheytouchedataport。Butofhisinternalselftheywereintotalignorance。Thisdidnot,however,preventthemfromprophesyingthatDavieswasa“deepone。”who,nowthathehadgotthecash,would“blueit“inawaywhichwouldastonishthem。
ButDaviesdidnot“excelinazurefeats。”Thenewsofhisgoodfortunereachedhimjustasthebrig,onwhichhewasgoingtosailasfirst-mate,wastakinginhercargofortheWestIndies。Hehadsignedhiscontractforthevoyage,and,totheutterastonishmentofthelawyerwhomanagedtheestates,heannouncedthatheshouldcarryitout。Invaindidthemanofaffairspointouttohisclientthatwiththehelpofachequeof£100hecouldarrangethematterforhimintenminutes。Mr。Daviesmerelyrepliedthatthepropertycouldwait,heshouldgothevoyageandretireafterwards。Thelawyerhelduphishands,andthensuddenlyrememberedthattherearewomenintheWestIndiesasinotherpartsoftheworld。Doubtlesshisqueerclienthadanobjectinthisvoyage。Asamatteroffact,hewastotallywrong。
OwenDavieshadneverinterchangedatenderwordwithawomaninhislife;hewasacreatureofroutine,anditwaspartofhisroutinetocarryouthisagreementstotheletter。Thatwasall。
Asalastresource,thelawyersuggestedthatMr。Daviesshouldmakeawill。
“Idonotthinkitnecessary。”wastheslowandmeasuredanswer。“Thepropertyhascometomebychance。IfIdie,itmayaswellgotosomebodyelseinthesameway。”
Thelawyerstared。“Verywell。”hesaid;“itisagainstmyadvice,butyoumustpleaseyourself。Doyouwantanymoney?”
Owenthoughtforamoment。“Yes。”hesaid,“IthinkIshouldliketohavetenpounds。Theyarebuildingatheatrethere,andIwanttosubscribetoit。”
Thelawyergavehimthetenpoundswithoutaword;hewasstruckspeechless,andinthisconditionheremainedforsomeminutesafterthedoorhadclosedbehindhisclient。Thenhesprungupwithasingleejaculation,“Mad,mad!likehisgreatuncle!“
ButOwenDavieswasnotintheleastmad,atanyratenotthen;hewasonlyacreatureofhabit。Induecourse,hisagreementfulfilled,hesailedhisbrighomefromtheWestIndiesforthecaptainwasdrownedinagale。Thenhetookasecond-classtickettoBryngelly,wherehehadneverbeeninhislifebefore,andaskedhiswaytotheCastle。Hewastoldtogotothebeach,andhewouldseeit。Hedidso,leavinghissea-chestbehindhim,andthere,abouttwohundredpacesfromtheland,andbuiltuponasolitarymountainofrock,measuringhalfamileorsoroundthebase,heperceivedavastmedi?valpileoffortifiedbuildings,withturretstoweringthreehundredfeetintotheair,andedgedwithfirebythesettingsun。Hegazedonitwithperplexity。Coulditbethatthisenormousislandfortressbelongedtohim,and,ifso,howonearthdidonegettoit?Forsomelittletimehewalkedupanddown,wondering,tooshytogotothevillageforinformation。Meanwhile,thoughhedidnotnoticeher,awell-growngirlofaboutfifteen,remarkableforhergreatgreyeyesandthepromiseofherbeauty,waswatchinghisevidentperplexityfromaseatbeneatharock,notwithoutamusement。Atlastsherose,and,withtheconfidenceofboldfifteen,walkedstraightuptohim。
“DoyouwanttogettheCastle,sir?”sheaskedinalowsweetvoice,theechoesofwhichOwenDaviesneverforgot。
“Yes——oh,Ibegyourpardon。”fornowforthefirsttimehesawthathewastalkingtoayounglady。
“ThenIamafraidthatyouaretoolate——Mrs。Thomaswillnotshowpeopleoverafterfouro’clock。Sheisthehousekeeper,youknow。”
“Ah,well,thefactisIdidnotcometoseeovertheplace。Icametolivethere。IamOwenDavies,andtheplacewaslefttome。”
Beatrice,forofcourseitwasshe,staredathiminamazement。SothiswasthemysterioussailoraboutwhomtherehadbeensomuchtalkinBryngelly。
“Oh!“shesaid,withembarrassingfrankness。“Whatanoddwaytocomehome。Well,itishightide,andyouwillhavetotakeaboat。Iwillshowyouwhereyoucangetone。OldEdwardwillrowyouacrossforsixpence。”andsheledthewayroundacornerofthebeachtowhereoldEdwardsat,fromearlymorntodewyeve,uponthethwartsofhisbiggestboat,seekingthosewhomhemightrow。
“Edward。”saidtheyounglady,“hereisthenewsquire,Mr。OwenDavies,whowantstoberowedacrosstotheCastle。”Edward,agnarledandtwistedspecimenofthesailortribe,withsmalleyesandafacethatremindedtheobserverofoneofthosequaintcountenancesonthehandleofawalkingstick,staredatherinastonishment,andthencastalookofsuspiciononthevisitor。
“Havehegotpapersofidentificationabouthim,miss?”heaskedinastagewhisper。
“Idon’tknow。”sheansweredlaughing。“HesaysthatheisMr。OwenDavies。”
“Well,prapsheisandprapsheain’t;anyway,itisn’tmyaffair,andsixpenceissixpence。”
AllofthistheunfortunateMr。Daviesoverheard,anditdidnotaddtohisequanimity。
“Now,sir,ifyouplease。”saidEdwardsternly,ashepulledthelittleboatuptotheedgeofthebreakwater。AvisionofMrs。ThomasshotintoOwen’smind。Iftheboatmandidnotbelieveinhim,whatchancehadhewiththehousekeeper?Hewishedhehadbroughtthelawyerdownwithhim,andthenhewishedthathewasbackinthesugarbrig。
“Now,sir。”saidEdwardstillmoresternly,puttingdownhishesitationtoanimpostor’sconsciousnessofguilt。
“Um!“saidOwentotheyounglady,“Ibegyourpardon。Idon’tevenknowyourname,andIamsureIhavenorighttoaskit,butwouldyoumindrowingacrosswithme?Itwouldbesokindofyou;youmightintroducemetothehousekeeper。”
AgainBeatricelaughedthemerrylaughofgirlhood;shewastooyoungtobeconsciousofanyimproprietyinthesituation,andindeedtherewasnone。Buthersenseofhumourtoldherthatitwasfunny,andshebecamepossessedwithanotunnaturalcuriositytoseethethingout。
“Oh,verywell。”shesaid,“Iwillcome。”
TheboatwaspushedoffandverysoontheyreachedthestonequaythatborderedtheharbouroftheCastle,aboutwhichalittlevillageofretainershadgrownup。Seeingtheboatarrive,someofthesepeoplesaunteredoutofthecottages,andthen,thinkingthatavisitorhadcome,undertheguidanceofMissBeatrice,tolookattheantiquitiesoftheCastle,whichwastheshowplaceoftheneighbourhood,saunteredbackagain。Thenthepairbeganthezigzagascentoftherockmountain,tillatlasttheystoodbeneaththemightymassofbuilding,which,althoughitwashoarywithantiquity,wasbynomeanslackinginthecomfortsofmoderncivilization,thewater,forinstance,beingbroughtinpipeslaidbeneaththeseafromamountaintoptwomilesawayonthemainland。
“Isn’tthereaviewhere?”saidBeatrice,pointingtothevaststretchoflandandsea。“Ithink,Mr。Davies,thatyouhavethemostbeautifulhouseinthewholeworld。Yourgreat-uncle,whodiedayearago,spentmorethanfiftythousandpoundsonrepairingandrefurbishingit,theysay。Hebuiltthebigdrawing-roomthere,wherethestoneisalittlelighter;itisfifty-fivefeetlong。Justthink,fiftythousandpounds!“
“Itisalargesum。”saidOwen,inanunimaginativesortofway,whileinhishearthewonderedwhatonearthheshoulddowiththiswhiteelephantofamedi?valcastle,anditsdrawingroomfifty-fivefeetlong。
“Hedoesnotseemmuchimpressed。”thoughtBeatricetoherself,asshetuggedawayattheposternbell;“Ithinkhemustbestupid。Helooksstupid。”
Presentlythedoorwasopenedbyanactive-lookinglittleoldwomanwithahighvoice。
“Mrs。Thomas。”thoughtOwentohimself;“sheisevenworsethanI
expected。”
“Nowyoumustpleasetogoaway。”begantheformidablehousekeeperinhershrillestkey;“itistoolatetoshowvisitorsover。Why,blessus,it’syou,MissBeatrice,withastrangeman!Whatdoyouwant?”
Beatricelookedathercompanionasahintthatheshouldexplainhimself,buthesaidnothing。
“Thisisyournewsquire。”shesaid,notwithoutacertainpride。“I
foundhimwanderingaboutthebeach。Hedidnotknowhowtogethere,soIbroughthimover。”
“Lord,MissBeatrice,andhowdoyouknowit’shim?”saidMrs。Thomas。
“Howdoyouknowitain’tahousebreaker?”
“Oh,I’msurehecannotbe。”answeredBeatriceaside,“becauseheisn’tcleverenough。”
Thenfollowedalongdiscussion。Mrs。Thomasstoutlyrefusedtoadmitthestrangerwithoutevidenceofidentity,andBeatrice,embracinghiscause,asstoutlypressedhisclaims。Asforthelawfulowner,hemadeoccasionalfeebleattemptstoprovethathewashimself,butMrs。
Thomaswasnottobeimposeduponinthisway。Atlasttheycametoadeadlock。
“Y’dbettergobacktotheinn,sir。”saidMrs。Thomaswithscathingsarcasm,“andcomeupto-morrowwithproofsandyourluggage。”
“Haven’tyougotanyletterswithyou?”suggestedBeatriceasalastresource。
AsithappenedOwenhadaletter,onefromthelawyertohimselfabouttheproperty,andmentioningMrs。Thomas’snameasbeinginchargeoftheCastle。Hehadforgottenallaboutit,butatthisinterestingjunctureitwasproducedandreadaloudbyBeatrice。Mrs。Thomastookit,andhavingexamineditcarefullythroughherhorn-rimmedspectacles,wasconstrainedtoadmititsauthenticity。
“I’msureIapologise,sir。”shesaidwithahalf-doubtfulcourtesyandmuchtact,“butonecan’tbetoocarefulwithallthesetrampsesesabout;Inevershouldhavethoughtfromthelookofyou,sir,howasyouwasthenewsquire。”
Thismightbecandid,butitwasnotflattering,anditcausedBeatricetosniggerbehindherhandkerchiefintrueschool-girlfashion。However,theyentered,andwereledbyMrs。Thomaswithsolemnpompthroughthegreatandlittlehalls,thestoneparlourandtheoakparlour,thelibraryandthehugedrawing-room,inwhichthewhiteheadsofmarblestatuesprotrudedfromthebagsofbrownhollandwherewiththeywerewrappedaboutinamannerghastlytobehold。Atlengththeyreachedasmalloctagon-shapedroomthat,facingsouth,commandedamostgloriousviewofseaandland。ItwascalledtheLady’sBoudoir,andjoinedanotherofaboutthesamesize,whichinitsformerowner’stimehadbeenusedasasmoking-room。
“Ifyoudon’tmind,madam。”saidthelordofallthismagnificence,“I
shouldliketostophere,Iamgettingtiredofwalking。”Andtherehestoppedformanyyears。TherestoftheCastlewasshutup;hescarcelyevervisiteditexceptoccasionallytoseethattheroomswereproperlyaired,forhewasamethodicalman。
AsforBeatrice,shewenthome,stillchuckling,toreceiveaseverereprooffromElizabethforher“forwardness。”ButOwenDaviesneverforgotthedebtofgratitudeheowedher。Inhishearthefeltconvincedthathaditnotbeenforher,hewouldhavefledbeforeMrs。
Thomasandherhorn-rimmedeyeglasses,toreturnnomore。Thetruthofthematterwas,however,thatyoungaswasBeatrice,hefellinlovewithherthenandthere,onlytofalldeeperanddeeperintothatdrearabyssasyearswenton。Heneversaidanythingaboutit,hescarcelyevengaveahintofhishopelesscondition,thoughofcourseBeatricedivinedsomethingofitassoonasshecametoyearsofdiscretion。ButtheregrewupinOwen’ssilent,lonelybreastagreatandovermasteringdesiretomakethisgrey-eyedgirlhiswife。Hemeasuredtimebytheintervalsthatelapsedbetweenhisvisionsofher。NoperiodinhislifewassowretchedandutterlypurposelessasthosetwoyearswhichpassedwhileshewasatherTrainingCollege。Hewasaverypassivelover,asyethisgatheringpassiondidnoturgehimtoextremes,andhecouldnevermakeuphismindtodeclareit。
Theboxwasinhishand,buthefearedtothrowthedice。
Buthedrewasneartoherashedared。OncehegaveBeatriceaflower,itwaswhenshewasseventeen,andawkwardlyexpressedahopethatshewouldwearitforhissake。Thewordswerenotmuchandtheflowerwasnotmuch,buttherewasalookabouttheman’seyes,andasuppressedpassionandenergyinhisvoice,whichtoldtheirtaletothekeen-wittedgirl。Afterthishefoundthatsheavoidedhim,andbitterlyregrettedhisboldness。ForBeatricedidnotlikehiminthatway。Toagirlofhercuriousstamphiswealthwasnothing。Shedidnotcovetwealth,shecovetedindependence,andhadthesensetoknowthatmarriagewithsuchamanwouldnotbringit。Acageisacage,whetherthebarsareofironorgold。Heboredher,shedespisedhimforhiswantofintelligenceandenterprise。Thatamanwithallthiswealthandendlessopportunityshouldwastehislifeinsuchfashionwastoherathingintolerable。Sheknewifshehadhalfhischance,thatshewouldmakehernameringfromoneendofEuropetotheother。
Inshort,BeatriceheldOwenasdeeplyincontemptashersisterElizabeth,studyinghimfromanotherpointofview,heldhiminreverence。Andputtingasideanyhumanpredilections,Beatricewouldneverhavemarriedamanwhomshedespised。Sherespectedherselftoomuch。
OwenDaviessawallthisasthroughaglassdarkly,andinhisownslowwaycastaboutforameansofdrawingnear。HediscoveredthatBeatricewaspassionatelyfondoflearning,andalsothatshehadnomeanstoobtainthenecessarybooks。Sohethrewopenhislibrarytoher;itwasoneofthebestinWales。Hedidmore;hegaveorderstoaLondonbooksellertoforwardhimeverynewbookofimportancethatappearedincertainclassesofliterature,andalloftheseheplacedatherdisposal,havingfirstcarefullycuttheleaveswithhisownhand。ThiswasabaitBeatricecouldnotresist。ShemightdreadorevendetestMr。Davies,butshelovedhisbooks,andifshequarrelledwithhimherwellofknowledgewouldsimplyrundry,fortherewerenocirculatinglibrariesatBryngelly,andiftherehadbeenshecouldnothaveaffordedtosubscribetothem。Sosheremainedongoodtermswithhim,andevensmiledathisfutileattemptstokeeppacewithherstudies。Poorman,readingdidnotcomenaturallytohim;hewasmuchbetteratcuttingleaves。Hestudiedthe/Times/andcertainreligiousworks,thatwasall。Buthewrestledmanfullywithmanyadetestedtome,inordertobeabletosaysomethingtoBeatriceaboutit,andtheworstofitwasthatBeatricealwayssawthroughit,andshowedhimthatshedid。Itwasnotkind,perhaps,butyouthiscruel。
Andsotheyearsworeon,tillatlengthBeatriceknewthatacrisiswasathand。Eventhetardiestandmostretiringlovermustcometothepointatlast,ifheisinearnest,andOwenDavieswasverymuchinearnest。Oflate,toherdismay,hehadsofarcomeoutofhisshellastoallowhimselftobenominatedamemberoftheschoolcouncil。Ofcoursesheknewthatthiswasonlytogivehimmoreopportunitiesofseeingher。Asamemberofthecouncil,hecouldvisittheschoolofwhichshewasmistressasoftenashechose,andindeedhesoonlearnedtotakealivelyinterestinvillageeducation。
Abouttwiceaweekhewouldcomeinjustastheschoolwasbreakingupandoffertowalkhomewithher,seekingforafavourableopportunitytopropose。Hithertoshehadalwayswardedoffthislastevent,butsheknewthatitmusthappen。Notthatshewasactuallyafraidofthemanhimself;hewastoomuchafraidofherforthat。WhatshedidfearwastheoutburstofwrathfromherfatherandsisterwhentheylearnedthatshehadrefusedOwenDavies。ItneveroccurredtoherthatElizabethmightbeplayingahandofherowninthematter。
Fromallofwhichitwillbeclear,ifindeedithasnotbecomesoalready,thatBeatriceGrangerwasasomewhatill-regulatedyoungwoman,borntobringtroubleonherselfandallconnectedwithher。
Hadshebeenotherwise,shewouldhavetakenhergoodfortuneandmarriedOwenDavies,inwhichcaseherhistoryneedneverhavebeenwritten。
CHAPTERVII
AMATRIMONIALTALE
BeforeGeoffreyBinghamdroppedoffintoatroubledsleeponthateventfulnightofstorm,helearnedthatthegirlwhohadsavedhislifeattheriskandalmostatthecostofherownwasoutofdanger,andinhisownandmorereticentwayhethankedProvidenceasheartilyasdidOwenDavies。Thenhewenttosleep。
Whenhewoke,feelingverysickandsostiffandsorethathecouldscarcelymove,thebroaddaylightwasstreamingthroughtheblinds。
Theplacewasperfectlyquiet,forthedoctor’sassistantwhohadbroughthimbacktolife,andwholayuponacouchatthefurtherendoftheroom,sleptthesleepofyouthandcompleteexhaustion。Onlyaneight-dayclockonthemantelpiecetickedinthatsolemnandaggressivewaywhichclocksaffectinthestillness。Geoffreystrainedhiseyestomakeoutthetime,andfinallydiscoveredthatitwantedafewminutestosixo’clock。ThenhefelltowonderinghowMissGrangerwas,andtorepeatinginhisownmindeverysceneoftheiradventure,tillthelast,whentheywerewhirledoutofthecanoeintheembraceofthatwhite-crestedbillow。
Herememberednothingafterthat,nothingbutarushingsoundandavisionoffoam。Heshudderedalittleashethoughtofit,forhisnerveswereshaken;itisnotpleasanttohavebeensoveryneartheEndandtheBeginning;andthenhisheartwentoutwithrenewedgratitudetowardsthegirlwhohadrestoredhimtolifeandlightandhope。Justatthismomenthethoughtthatheheardasoundofsobbingoutsidethewindow。Helistened;thesoundwenton。Hetriedtorise,onlytofindthathewastoostifftomanageit。So,asalastresource,hecalledthedoctor。
“Whatisthematter?”answeredthatyounggentleman,jumpingupwiththealacrityofoneaccustomedtobesuddenlyawakened。“Doyoufeelqueer?”
“Yes,Idorather。”answeredGeoffrey,“butitisn’tthat。Thereissomebodycryingoutsidehere。”
Thedoctorputonhiscoat,and,goingtothewindow,drewtheblind。
“Why,sothereis。”hesaid。“It’salittlegirlwithyellowhairandwithoutahat。”
“Alittlegirl。”answeredGeoffrey。“Why,itmustbeEffie,mydaughter。Pleaseletherin。”
“Allright。Coveryourselfup,andIcandothatthroughthewindow;
itisn’tfivefeetfromtheground。”Accordinglyheopenedthewindow,andaddressingthelittlegirl,askedherwhathernamewas。
“Effie。”shesobbedinanswer,“EffieBingham。I’vecometolookfordaddie。”
“Allright,mydear,don’tcryso;yourdaddieishere。Comeandletmeliftyouin。”
Anothermomentandthereappearedthroughtheopenwindowtheverysweetestlittlefaceandformthateveragirlofsixwasblessedwith。Forthefacewaspinkandwhite,andinitweresettwobeautifuldarkeyes,which,contrastingwiththegoldenhair,madethechildasighttosee。Butalas!justnowthecheekswerestainedwithtears,androundthelargedarkeyeswereringsalmostasdark。Norwasthisall。Thelittledresswashookedawry,ononetinyfootalldrenchedwithdewtherewasnoboot,andontheyellowcurlsnohat。
“Oh!daddie,daddie。”criedthechild,catchingsightofhimandstrugglingtoreachherfather’sarms,“youisn’tdead,isyou,daddie?”
“No,mylove,no。”answeredherfather,kissingher。“WhyshouldyouthinkthatIwasdead?Didn’tyourmothertellyouthatIwassafe?”
“Oh!daddie。”sheanswered,“theycameandsaidthatyouwasdrownded,andIcriedandwishedthatIwasdrowndedtoo。Thenmothercamehomeatlastandsaidthatyouwerebetter,andwascrosswithmebecauseI
wentoncryingandwantedtocometoyou。ButIdidgooncrying。I
criednearlyallnight,andwhenitgotlightIdiddressmyself,allbutoneshoeandmyhat,whichIcouldnotfind,andIgotoutofthehousetolookforyou。”
“Andhowdidyoufindme,mypoorlittledear?”
“Oh,IheardmothersayyouwasattheVicarage,soIwaitedtillI
sawaman,andaskedhimwhichwaytogo,andhedidtellmetowalkalongtheclifftillIsawalongwhitehouse,andthenwhenhesawthatIhadnoshoehewantedtotakemehome,butIranawaytillI
gothere。Buttheblindsweredown,soIdidthinkthatyouweredead,daddiedear,andIcriedtillthatgentlemanopenedthewindow。”
AfterthatGeoffreybegantoscoldherforrunningaway,butshedidnotseemtominditmuch,forshesatupontheedgeofthecouch,herlittlefacerestingagainsthisown,averyprettysighttosee。
“YoumustgobacktoMrs。Jones,Effie,andtellyourmotherwhereyouhavebeen。”
“Ican’t,daddie,I’veonlygotoneshoe。”sheanswered,pouting。
“Butyoucamewithonlyoneshoe。”
“Yes,daddie,butIwantedtocomeandIdon’twanttogoback。Tellmehowyouwasdrownded。”
Helaughedatherlogicandgavewaytoher,forthislittledaughterwasveryneartohisheart,nearerthananythingelseintheworld。Sohetoldherhowhewas“drownded“andhowaladyhadsavedhislife。
Effielistenedwithwideseteyes,andthensaidthatshewantedtoseethelady,whichshepresentlydid。Atthatmomenttherecameaknockatthedoor,andMr。Grangerentered,accompaniedbyDr。
Chambers。
“Howdoyoudo,sir?”saidtheformer。“Imustintroducemyself,seeingthatyouarenotlikelytorememberme。WhenlastIsawyou,youlookedasdeadasabeacheddog-fish。Myname’sGranger,theReverendJ。Granger,VicarofBryngelly,oneoftheveryworstlivingsonthiscoast,andthat’ssayingagreatdeal。”
“Iamsure,Mr。Granger,I’munderadeepdebtofgratitudetoyouforyourhospitality,andunderastilldeeperonetoyourdaughter,butI
hopetothankherpersonallyforthat。”
“Neverspeakofit。”saidtheclergyman。“Hotwaterandblanketsdon’tcostmuch,andyouwillhavetopayforthebrandyandthedoctor。Howishe,doctor?”
“Heisgettingonverywellindeed,Mr。Granger。ButIdaresayyoufindyourselfratherstiff,Mr。Bingham。Iseeyourheadisprettybadlybruised。”
“Yes。”heanswered,laughing,“andsoismybody。ShallIbeabletogohometo-day?”
“Ithinkso。”saidthedoctor,“butnotbeforethisevening。Youhadbetterkeepquiettillthen。YouwillbegladtohearthatMissBeatriceisgettingonverywell。Herswasawonderfulrecovery,themostwonderfulIeversaw。Ihadquitegivenherup,thoughIshouldhavekeptonthetreatmentforanotherhour。YououghttobegratefultoMissBeatrice,Mr。Bingham。Butforheryouwouldnothavebeenhere。”
“Iammostgrateful。”heansweredearnestly。“ShallIbeabletoseeherto-day?”
“Yes,Ithinkso,sometimethisafternoon,sayatthreeo’clock。Isthatyourlittledaughter?Whatalovelychildsheis。Well,Iwilllookinagainabouttwelve。Allthatyourequiretodonowistokeepquietandrubinsomearnica。”
AboutanhourafterwardstheservantgirlbroughtGeoffreysomebreakfastofteaandtoast。Hefeltquitehungry,butwhenitcametothepinchhecouldnoteatmuch。Effie,whowasstarving,madeupforthisdeficiency,however;sheateallthetoastandacoupleofslicesofbreadandbutterafterit。Scarcelyhadtheyfinished,whenherfatherobservedashadeofanxietycomeuponhislittledaughter’sface。
“Whatisit,Effie?”heasked。
“Ithink。”repliedEffieinevidenttrepidation,“IthinkthatIhearmotheroutsideandAnnetoo。”
“Well,dear,theyhavecometoseeme。”
“Yes,andtoscoldmebecauseIranaway。”andthechilddrewnearertoherfatherinafashionwhichwouldhavemadeitcleartoanyobserverthattherelationsbetweenherandhermotherweresomewhatstrained。
Effiewasright。PresentlytherewasaknockatthedoorandLadyHonoriaentered,calmandpaleandelegantasever。Shewasfollowedbyadark-eyedsomewhatimpertinent-lookingFrench/bonne/,whoheldupherhandsandejaculated,“MonDieu!“assheappeared。
“Ithoughtso。”saidLadyHonoria,speakinginFrenchtothe/bonne/。
“Theresheis。”andshepointedattherunawayEffiewithherparasol。
“MonDieu!“saidthewomanagain。“Vousvoilàenfin,etmoi,quisuisaccabléedepeur,etvotrechèremèreaussi;oh,maisquec’estméchant;etregardezdonc,avecunsoulierseulement。Maisc’estaffreux!“
“Holdyourtongue。”saidGeoffreysharply,“andleaveMissEffiealone。Shecametoseeme。”
Anneejaculated,“MonDieu!“oncemoreandcollapsed。
“Really,Geoffrey。”saidhiswife,“thewayyouspoilthatchildissomethingshocking。Sheiswilfulascanbe,andyoumakeherworse。
Itisverynaughtyofhertorunawaylikethatandgiveussuchahunt。Howarewetogetherhome,Iwonder,withonlyoneshoe。”
Herhusbandbithislip,andhisforeheadcontracteditselfabovethedarkeyes。ItwasnotthefirsttimethatheandLadyHonoriahadcometowordsaboutthechild,withwhomhiswifewasnotinsympathy。
IndeedshehadneverforgivenEffieforappearinginthisworldatall。LadyHonoriadidnotbelongtothatclassofwomenwhothinkmaternityisajoy。
“Anne。”hesaid,“takeMissEffieandcarryhertillyoucanfindadonkey。Shecanridebacktothelodgings。”ThenursemurmuredsomethinginFrenchaboutthechildbeingasheavyaslead。
“DoasIbidyou。”hesaidsharply,inthesamelanguage。“Effie,mylove,givemeakissandgohome。Thankyouforcomingtoseeme。”
Thechildobeyedandwent。LadyHonoriastoodandwatchedhergo,tappingherlittlefootuponthefloor,andwithalookuponhercold,handsomefacethatwasnotaltogetheragreeabletosee。
Ithadsometimeshappenedthat,inthecourseofhismarriedlife,Geoffreyreturnedhomewithalittleofthataddedfondnesswhichabsenceisfabledtobeget。OntheseoccasionshewascommonlysounfortunateastofindthatLadyHonoriabeliedthesaying,thatshegreetedhimwitharrearsofgrievancesandwas,ifpossible,morefrigidthanever。
Wasthistoberepeatednowthathehadcomebackfromwhatwassoneartobeingthelongestabsenceofall?Itlookedlikeit。Henotedsymptomsoftherisingstorm,symptomswithwhichhewasbuttoowellacquainted,andbothforhisownsakeandforhers——foraboveallthingsGeoffreydreadedthesebittermatrimonialbickerings——triedtothinkofsomethingkindtosay。Itmustbeownedthathedidnotshowmuchtactinthesubjectheselected,thoughitwasonewhichmighthavestirredthesympathiesofsomewomen。ItissodifficulttorememberthatoneisdealingwithaLadyHonoria。
“Ifeverwehaveanotherchild——“hebegangently。
“Excusemeinterruptingyou。”saidthelady,withasuavitywhichdidnothoweverconveyanyideaofthespeaker’sinwardpeace,“butitisakindnesstopreventyoufromgoingoninthatline。/One/darlingisampleforme。”
“Well。”saidthemiserableGeoffrey,withaneffort,“evenifyoudon’tcaremuchaboutthechildyourself,itisalittleunreasonabletoobjectbecauseshecaresformeandwassorrywhenshethoughtthatIwasdead。Really,Honoria,sometimesIwonderifyouhaveanyheartatall。WhyshouldyoubeputoutbecauseEffiegotupearlytocomeandseeme?——anexamplewhichImustadmityoudidnotsether。Andastohershoe——“headdedsmiling。
“Youmaylaughabouthershoe,Geoffrey。”sheinterrupted,“butyouforgetthatevenlittlethingslikethatarenolaughingmatternowtous。Thechild’sshoeskeepmeawakeatnightsometimes。DefoyhasnotbeenpaidforIdon’tknowhowlong。Ihaveamindtogether/sabots/——
andastoheart——“
“Well。”brokeinGeoffrey,reflectingthatbadaswastheemotionalsideofthequestion,itwasbetterthanthecommercial——“asto’heart?’“
“Youarescarcelythepersontotalkofit,thatisall。Iwonderhowmuchofyoursyougave/me/?”
“Really,Honoria。”heanswered,notwithouteagerness,andhismindfilledwithwonder。Wasitpossiblethathiswifehadexperiencedsomekindof“call。”andwasabouttoconcernherselfwithhisheartonewayortheother?Ifsoitwasstrange,forshehadnevershowntheslightestinterestinitbefore。
“Yes。”shewentonrapidlyandwithgatheringvehemence,“youspeakaboutyourheart“——whichhehadnotdone——“andyetyouknowaswellasIdothatifIhadbeenagirlofnopositionyouwouldneverhaveofferedmetheorganonwhichyoupretendtosetsohighavalue。Ordidyourheartrunwildlyawaywithyou,anddragusintoloveandacottage——aflat,Imean?Ifso,/I/shouldpreferalittlelessheartandalittlemorecommonsense。”
Geoffreywinced,twiceindeed,feelingthatherladyshiphadhithimasitwerewithbothbarrels。For,asamatteroffact,hehadnotbegunwithanypassionatedevotion,andagainLadyHonoriaandhewerenowjustaspoorasthoughtheyhadreallymarriedforlove。
“Itishardlyfairtogobackonbygonesandtalklikethis。”hesaid,“evenifyourpositionhadsomethingtodowithit;onlyatfirstofcourse,youmustrememberthatwhenwemarriedminewasnotwithoutattractions。Twothousandayeartostartonandabaronetcyandeightthousandayearinthenearfuturewerenot——butIhatetalkingaboutthatkindofthing。Whydoyouforcemetoit?Nobodycouldknowthatmyuncle,whowassoanxiousthatIshouldmarryyou,wouldmarryhimselfathisage,andhaveasonandheir。Itwasnotmyfault,Honoria。Perhapsyouwouldnothavemarriedmeifyoucouldhaveforeseenit。”
“Veryprobablynot。”sheansweredcalmly,“anditisnot/my/faultthatIhavenotyetlearnedtolivewithpeaceofmindandcomfortonsevenhundredayear。Itwashardenoughtoexistontwothousandtillyouruncledied,andnow——“
“Well,andnow,Honoria,ifyouwillonlyhavepatienceandputupwiththingsforawhile,youshallberichenough;Iwillmakemoneyforyou,asmuchmoneyasyouwant。Ihavemanyfriends。IhavenotdonesobadlyattheBarthisyear。”
“Twohundredpounds,nineteenshillingsandsevenpence,minusninety-
sevenpoundsrentofchambersandclerk。”saidLadyHonoria,withadisparagingaccentonthesevenpence。
“Ishalldoubleitnextyear,anddoublethatagainthenext,andsoon。Iworkfrommorningtillnighttogeton,thatyoumayhave——whatyoulivefor。”hesaidbitterly。
“Ah,Ishallbesixtybeforethathappydaycomes,andwantnothingbutscandalandabathchair。IknowtheBaranditsmoaning。”sheadded,withacidwit。“Youdream,youimaginewhatyouwouldliketocometrue,butyouaredeceivingmeandyourself。ItwillbelikethestoryofSirRobertBingham’spropertyonceagain。Weshallbebeggarsallourdays。Itellyou,Geoffrey,thatyouhadnorighttomarryme。”
Thenatlengthhelosthistemper。Thiswasnotthefirstofthesescenes——theyhadgrownfrequentoflate,andthisbitterwaterwasconstantlydropping。
“Right?”hesaid,“andmayIaskwhatrightyouhadtomarrymewhenyoudon’tevenpretendyouevercaredonestrawforme,butjustacceptedmeasyouwouldhaveacceptedanyothermanwhowasatolerablygoodmatch?IgrantthatIfirstthoughtofproposingtoyoubecausemyunclewishedit,butifIdidnotloveyouImeanttobeagoodhusbandtoyou,andIshouldhavelovedyouifyouwouldletme。
Butyouarecoldandselfish;youlookeduponahusbandmerelyasastepping-stonetoluxury;youhaveneverlovedanybodyexceptyourself。IfIhaddiedlastnightIbelievethatyouwouldhavecaredmoreabouthavingtogointomourningthanforthefactofmydisappearancefromyourlife。YoushowednomorefeelingformewhenyoucameinthanyouwouldhaveifIhadbeenastranger——notsomuchassomewomenmighthaveforastranger。Iwondersometimesifyouhaveanyfeelingleftinyouatall。IshouldthinkthatyoutreatmeasyoudobecauseyoudonotcareformeanddocareforsomeotherpersondidInotknowyoutobeutterlyincapableofcaringforanybody。Doyouwanttomakemehateyou,Honoria?”
Geoffrey’slowconcentratedvoiceandearnestmannertoldhiswife,whowaswatchinghimwithsomethinglikeasmileuponherclear-cutlips,howdeeplyhewasmoved。Hehadlosthisself-control,andexposedhishearttoher——athingherarelydid,andthatinitselfwasatriumphwhichshedidnotwishtopursueatthemoment。Geoffreywasnotamantopushtoofar。
“Ifyouhavequitefinished,Geoffrey,thereissomethingIshouldliketosay——“
“Oh,curseitall!“hebrokein。
“Yes?”shesaidcalmlyandinterrogatively,andmadeapause,butashedidnotspeciallyapplyhisremarktoanybodyoranything,shecontinued:“Iftheseflowersofrhetoricareover,whatIhavetosayisthis:Idonotintendtostayinthishorridplaceanylonger。Iamgoingto-morrowtomybrotherGarsington。Theyaskedusboth,youmayremember,butforreasonsbestknowntoyourself,youwouldnotgo。”
“Youknowmyreasonsverywell,Honoria。”
“Ibegyourpardon。Ihavenottheslightestideawhattheywere。”
saidLadyHonoriawithconviction。“MayIhearthem?”
“Well,ifyouwishtoknow,Iwillnotgotothehouseofamanwhohas——well,leftmyclubasGarsingtonleftit,andwho,haditnotbeenformyefforts,wouldhaveleftitinanevenmoreunpleasantandconspicuousfashion。Andhiswifeisworsethanheis——“
“Ithinkyouaremistaken。”LadyHonoriasaidcoldly,andwiththeairofapersonwhoshutsthedoorofaroomintowhichshedoesnotwishtolook。“And,anyway,itallhappenedyearsagoandhasblownover。
ButIdonotseethenecessityofdiscussingthesubjectfurther。I
supposethatweshallmeetatdinnerto-night。Ishalltaketheearlytrainto-morrow。”
“Dowhatsuitsyou,Honoria。Perhapsyouwouldprefernotreturningatall。”
“Thankyou,no。Iwillnotlaymyselfopentoimputations。IshalljoinyouinLondon,andwillmakethebestofabadbusiness。ThankHeaven,Ihavelearnedhowtobearmymisfortunes。”andwiththisParthianshotshelefttheroom。
Foraminuteortwoherhusbandfeltasthoughhealmosthatedher。
Thenhethrusthisfaceintothepillowandgroaned。
“Sheisright。”hesaidtohimself;“wemustmakethebestofabadbusiness。But,somehow,Iseemtohavemadeamessofmylife。AndyetIlovedheronce——foramonthortwo。”
Thiswasnotanagreeablescene,anditmaybesaidthatLadyHonoriawasavulgarperson。Butnoteventheadvantageofhavingbeenbroughtup“onthekneesofmarchionesses“isaspecificagainstvulgarity,ifaladyhappens,unfortunately,tosetherheart,whatthereisofit,meanlyonmeanthings。
CHAPTERVIII
EXPLANATORY
Abouttwoo’clockGeoffreyrose,andwithsomeslightassistancefromhisreverendhost,struggledintohisclothes。Thenhelunched,andwhilehedidsoMr。Grangerpouredhistroublesintohissympatheticear。
“MyfatherwasaHerefordshirefarmer,Mr。Bingham。”hesaid,“andI
wasbreduptothatlineoflifemyself。Hedidwell,myfatherdid,asinthosedaysacarefulmanmight。Whatismore,hemadesomemoneybycattle-dealing,andIthinkthatturnedhisheadalittle;anyway,hewasmindedtomake’agentlemanofme,’ashecalledit。SowhenI
waseighteenIwaspackedofftobemadeaparsonof,whetherIlikeditorno。Well,Ibecameaparson,andforfouryearsIhadacuracyatatowncalledKingston,inHerefordshire,notabadsortoflittletown——perhapsyouhappentoknowit。WhileIwasthere,myfather,whowasgettingbeyondhimself,tooktospeculating。HebuiltarowofvillasatLeominster,oratleasthelentalawyerthemoneytobuildthem,andwhentheywerebuiltnobodywouldhirethem。Itbrokemyfather;hewasruinedoverthosevillas。Ihavealwayshatedthesightofavillaeversince,Mr。Bingham。Andshortlyafterwardshedied,asnearbankruptcyasaman’snoseistohismouth。
“AfterthatIwasofferedthisliving,£150ayearitwasatthebest,andlikeafoolItookit。Theoldparsonwhowasherebeforemeleftanonlydaughterbehindhim。Thelivinghadruinedhim,asitruinsme,and,asIsay,helefthisdaughter,mywifethatwas,behindhim,andaprettygoodbillfordilapidationsIhadagainsttheestate。Buttherewasn’tanyestate,soImadethebestofabadbusinessandmarriedthedaughter,andasweetprettywomanshewas,poordear,verylikemyBeatrice,onlywithoutthebrains。Ican’tmakeoutwhereBeatrice’sbrainscomefromindeed,forIamsureIdon’tsetupforhavingany。Shewaswellborn,too,mywifewas,ofanoldCornishfamily,butshehadnowheretogoto,andIthinkshemarriedmebecauseshedidn’tknowwhatelsetodo,andwasfondoftheoldplace。Shetookmeonwithit,asitwere。Well,itturnedoutprettywell,tillsomeelevenyearsago,whenourboywasborn,thoughI
don’tthinkweeverquiteunderstoodeachother。Shenevergotherhealthbackafterthat,andsevenyearsagoshedied。Irememberitwasonanightwonderfullylikelastnight——mistfirst,thenstorm。
Theboydiedafewyearsafterwards。IthoughtitwouldhavebrokenBeatrice’sheart;shehasneverbeenthesamegirlsince,butalwaysfullofqueerideasIdon’tpretendtofollow。
“AndasforthelifeI’vehadofithere,Mr。Bingham,youwouldn’tbelieveitifIwastotellyou。Thelivingissmallenough,buttheplaceisasfullofdissentasamackerel-boatoffish,andasforgettingthetithes——well,Icannot,that’sall。Ifitwasn’tforabitoffarmingthatIdo,notbutwhatthepricesaredowntonothing,andforwhatthevisitorsgiveintheseason,andforthehelpofBeatrice’ssalaryascertificatedmistress,Ishouldhavebeeninthepoor-houselongago,andshallbeyet,Ioftenthink。Ihavehadtotakeinaborderbeforenowtomakebothendsmeet,andshallagain,I
expect。