“Nonsense。”saidGeoffreyangrily,butneverthelesshefeltthatLadyHonoria’swordswerewordsoftruth。Itstruckhim,moreover,thatshemustfeelthisstrongly,orshewouldnothavespokeninthattone。
  Honoriadidnotposeasahouseholdphilosopher。Stillhewouldnotdrawbacknow。HisheartwassetonseeingBeatrice。
  “AmItounderstand。”wentonhiswife,“thatyoustillobjecttomystayingwiththeGarsingtons?IthinkitisalittlehardifIdonotmakeafussaboutyourgoingtoseeyourvillageparagon,thatyoushouldrefusetoallowmetovisitmyownbrother。”
  Geoffreyfeltthathewasbeingbargainedwith。Itwasdegrading,butintheextremityofhisfollyheyielded。
  “Goifyoulike。”hesaidshortly,“butifyoutakeEffie,mindsheisproperlylookedafter,thatisall。”andheabruptlylefttheroom。
  LadyHonorialookedafterhim,slowlynoddingherhandsomehead。“Ah。”
  shesaidtoherself,“Ihavefoundouthowtomanageyounow。Youhaveyourweakpointlikeotherpeople,MasterGeoffrey——anditspellsBeatrice。Onlyyoumustnotgotoofar。Iamnotjealous,butIamnotgoingtohaveascandalforfiftyBeatrices。Iwillnotallowyoutoloseyourreputationandposition。Justimagineamanlikethatpiningforavillagegirl——sheisnothingmore!Andtheytalkabouthisbeingsoclever。Well,healwayslikedladies’society;thatishisfailing,andnowhehasburnthisfingers。Theyalldosoonerorlater,especiallytheseclevermen。Thewomenflatterthem,that’sit。Ofcoursethegirlistryingtogetholdofhim,andshemightdoworse,butsosurelyasmynameisHonoriaBinghamIwillputaspokeinherwheelbeforeshehasdone。Bah!andtheylaughatthepowerofwomenwhenamanlikeGeoffrey,withalltheworldtolose,growslove-sickforaprettyface;itisa/very/prettyfacebytheway。IdobelievethatifIwereoutofthewayhewouldmarryher。ButIamintheway,andmeantostaythere。Well,itistimetodressfordinner。Ionlyhopethatoldclownofaclergymanwon’tdosomethingridiculous。I
  shallhavetoapologiseforhim。”
  Dinner-timehadcome;itwasaquarterpasteight,andtheroomwasfilledwithhighlybredpeopleallmoreorlessdistinguished。Mr。
  Grangerhaddulyappeared,arrayedinhisthreadbareblackcoat,relieved,however,byapairofGeoffrey’sdressshoes。Asmighthavebeenexpected,thegreatfolkdidnotseemsurprisedathispresence,ortotakeanyparticularnoticeofhisattire,thefactbeingthatsuchpeopleneveraresurprised。AZuluchiefinfullwardresswouldonlyexciteafriendlyinterestintheirbreasts。Onthecontrarytheyrecognisedvaguelythattheoldgentlemanwassomethingoutofthecommonrun,andassuchworthcultivating。IndeedthePrimeMinister,hearingcasuallythathewasaclergymanfromWales,askedtobeintroducedtohim,andatoncefellintoconversationabouttithes,asubjectofwhichMr。Grangerwasthoroughlymaster。
  Presentlytheywentdowntodinner,Mr。GrangerescortingthewifeoftheBishop,afatandsomewhatapoplecticlady,blessedwithanexcellentappetite。OnhisothersidewasthePrimeMinister,andbetweenthetwohegotonverywell,especiallyafterafewglassesofwine。Indeed,boththeapoplecticwifeoftheBishopandtheheadofHerMajesty’sGovernmentweresubsequentlyheardtodeclarethatMr。
  Grangerwasaveryentertainingperson。Totheformerherelatedwithmuchdetailhowhisdaughterhadsavedtheirhost’slife,andtothelatterhediscourseduponthesubjectoftithes,favouringhimwithhisideasofwhatlegislationwasnecessarytomeetthequestion。
  Somewhattohisownsurprise,hefoundthathisviewswerereceivedwithattentionandevenwithrespect。Inthemain,too,theyreceivedthesupportoftheBishop,wholikewisefeltkeenlyonthesubjectoftithes。NeverbeforehadMr。Grangerhadsuchagooddinnernormingledwithcompanysodistinguished。Herememberedbothtillhisdyingday。
  NextmorningGeoffreyandMr。GrangerstartedbeforeLadyHonoriawasup。IntothedetailsoftheirlongjourneytoWalesinacrowdedthird-classcarriageweneednotenter。Geoffreyhadplentytothinkof,buthisfearshadvanished,asfearssometimesdowhenwedrawneartotheobjectofthem,andhadbeenreplacedbyacuriousexpectancy。Hesawnow,orthoughthesaw,thathehadbeenmakingamountainoutofamolehill。Probablyitmeantnothingatall。Therewasnorealdanger。Beatricelikedhim,nodoubt;possiblyshehadevenexperiencedafitoftendernesstowardshim。Suchthingscomeandsuchthingsgo。Timeisawonderfulhealerofmoraldistempers,andfewyoungladiesendurethechainsofanundesirableattachmentforaperiodofsevenwholemonths。Itmadehimalmostblushtothinkthatthismightbeso,andthatthegratuitousextensionofhismisfortunetoBeatricemightbenothingmorethantheworkingofhisownunconsciousvanity——avanitywhich,didsheknowofit,wouldmovehertoangrylaughter。
  Herememberedhowonce,whenhewasquiteayoungfellow,hehadbeensomewhatsmittenwithacertainlady,whocertainly,ifhemightjudgefromherwordsandacts,reciprocatedthesentiment。Andherememberedalso,howwhenhemetthatladysomemonthsafterwardsshetreatedhimwithacoldindifference,indeedalmostwithaninsolence,thatquitebewilderedhim,makinghimwonderhowthesamepersoncouldshowinsuchdifferentlights,tillatlength,mortifiedandashamedbyhismistake,hehadgoneawayinarageandseenherfacenomore。Ofcoursehehadsetitdowntofemaleinfidelity;hehadservedherturn,shehadmadeafoolofhim,andthatwasallshewanted。Nowhemightenjoyhishumiliation。Itdidnotoccurtohimthatitmightbesimple“cussedness。”toborrowanenergeticAmericanterm,orthatshehadnotreallychanged,butwasangrywithhimforsomereasonwhichshedidnotchoosetoshow。Itisdifficulttoweighthemotivesofwomeninthescalesofmaleexperience,andmanyothermenbesidesGeoffreyhavebeenforcedtogiveuptheattemptandtoconsolethemselveswiththereflectionthattheinexplicableisgenerallynotworthunderstanding。
  Yes,probablyitwouldbethesamecaseoveragain。Andyet,andyet——
  wasBeatriceofthatclass?Hadshenottoomuchofaman’sstraightforwardnessofaimtopermithertoplaysuchtricks?Inthebottomofhissoulhethoughtthatshehad,buthewouldnotadmitittohimself。Thefactofthematterwasthat,halfunknowingly,hewastryingtodrughisconscience。Heknewthatinhislongingtoseeherdearfaceoncemorehehadundertakenadangerousthing。Hewasabouttowalkwithheroveranabyssonabridgewhichmightbearthem,or——
  mightbreak。Solongashewalkedtherealoneitwouldbewell,butwoulditbearthem/both?/Alasforthefrailtyofhumannature,thiswasthetruth;buthewouldnotanddidnotacknowledgeit。HewasnotgoingtomakelovetoBeatrice,hewasgoingtoenjoythepleasureofhersociety。Infriendshiptherecouldbenoharm。
  Itisnotdifficultthustostillthequalmsofanuneasymind,moreespeciallywhenthethinginquestionatitsworstisratheranoffenceagainstlocalcustomthanagainstnaturallaw。Inmanycountriesoftheworld——innearlyallcountries,indeed,atdifferentepochsoftheirhistory——itwouldhavebeennowrongthatGeoffreyandBeatriceshouldloveeachother,andhumannatureinstrongtemptationisveryapttooverrideartificialbarrierserectedtosuittheconvenienceorpromotetheprosperityofparticularsectionsofmankind。But,aswehaveheard,eventhoughallthingsmaybelawful,yetallthingsarenotexpedient。Tocommitoreventocondoneanactbecausetheprinciplethatstampsitaswrongwilladmitofargumentonitsmeritsismeresophistry,bytheaidofwhichwemightproveourselvesentitledtodefythemajorityoflawsofallcalibres。Lawsvarytosuitthegenerations,buteachgenerationmustobeyitsown,orconfusionwillensue。Adeedshouldbejudgedbyitsfruits;itmayevenbeinnocentinitself,yetifitsfruitsareevilthedoerinasenseisguilty。
  Thusinsomecountriestomentionthenameofyourmother-in-lawentailsthemostunpleasantconsequencesonthatintimaterelation。
  Nobodycansaythattonametheladyisathingwickedinitself;yetthemanwho,knowingthepenaltieswhichwillensue,allowshimself,eveninafitofpassionagainstthatrelative,toviolatethecustomandmentionherbynameisdoubtlessanoffender。Thus,too,theresultofanentanglementbetweenawomanandamanalreadymarriedgenerallymeansunhappinessandhurttoallconcerned,moreespeciallytothewomen,whoseprospectsareperhapsirretrievablyinjuredthereby。Itisuselesstopointtotheexampleofthepatriarchs,someforeignroyalfamilies,andmanyrespectableTurks;itisuselesstopleadthattheloveisdeepandholylove,forwhichamanorwomanmightwellliveanddie,ortoshowextenuatingcircumstancesinthefactofloneliness,needofsympathy,andthattheexistingmarriageisahollowsham。Theruleisclear。Amanmaydomostthingsexceptcheatatcardsorrunawayinaction;awomanmaybreakhalf-a-dozenhearts,ortrytobreakthem,andfinallyputherselfupatauctionandtakenoharmatall——butneitherofthemmayinanyeventdo/this/。
  NotthatGeoffrey,todohimjustice,hadanysuchintentions。Mostmenareincapableofplotsofthatnature。Iftheyfall,itiswhenthevoiceofconscienceislostinthewhirlwindofpassion,andcounselisdarkenedbythetumultuouspleadingsoftheheart。Theirsinisthattheywill,mostofthem,allowthemselvestobeputinpositionsfavourabletothedevelopmentofthesedisagreeableinfluences。Itisnotsafetolightcigarettesinapowderfactory。IfGeoffreyhaddonewhatheoughttohavedone,hewouldneverhavegonetoBryngelly,andtherewouldhavebeennostorytotell,ornomorethanthereusuallyis。
  AtlengthMr。GrangerandhisguestreachedBryngelly;therewasnobodytomeetthem,fornobodyknewthattheywerecoming,sotheywalkeduptotheVicarage。ItwasstrangetoGeoffreyoncemoretopassbythelittlechurchthroughthosewell-remembered,wind-tornpinesandseethatlowlonghouse。Itseemedwonderfulthatallshouldstillbejustasitwas,thatthereshouldbenochangeatall,whenhehimselfhadseensomuch。TherewasBeatrice’shome;wherewasBeatrice?
  Hepassedintothehouselikeamaninadream。Inanothermomenthewasinthelongparlourwherehehadspentsomanyhappyhours,andElizabethwasgreetinghim。Heshookhandswithher,andashedidso,noticedvaguelythatshetoowasutterlyunchanged。Herstraw-colouredhairwaspushedbackfromthetemplesinthesameway,themouthworethesamehardsmile,herlighteyesshonewiththesamecoldlook;sheevenworethesamebrowndress。Butsheappearedtobeverypleasedtoseehim,asindeedshewas,forthegamelookedwellforElizabeth。
  Herfatherkissedherhurriedly,andbustledfromtheroomtolockuphisborrowedcash,leavingthemtogether。
  SomehowGeoffrey’sconversationalpowersfailedhim。WherewasBeatrice?sheoughttobebackfromschool。Itwasholidaytimeindeed。Couldshebeaway?
  Hemadeaneffort,andremarkedabsentlythatthingsseemedveryunchangedatBryngelly。
  “YouarelookingforBeatrice。”saidElizabeth,answeringhisthoughtandnothiswords。“Shehasgoneoutwalking,butIthinkshewillbebacksoon。Excuseme,butImustgoandseeaboutyourroom。”
  Geoffreyhungaboutalittle,thenhelithispipeandstrolleddowntothebeach,withavagueunexpressedideaofmeetingBeatrice。HedidnotmeetBeatrice,buthemetoldEdward,whoknewhimatonce。
  “Lord,sir。”hesaid,“it’squeertoseeyouhereagain,speciallywhenIthinksashowIsawyoufirst,andyouadead’untoallpurposes,withyourmouthopen,andMissBeatricea-hangingontoyourhairfittopullyourscalpoff。YouneverwasneareroldDavythanyouwasthatnight,sir,norwon’tbe。Andnowyou’vebeensparedtobecomeaParliamentman,Ihears,andmuchgoodmayyoudothere——itwilltakeallyourtime,sir——andIthink,sir,thatIshouldliketodrinkyourhealth。”
  Geoffreyputhishandinhispocketandgavetheoldmanasovereign。
  Hecouldaffordtodosonow。
  “DoesMissBeatricegooutcanoeingnow?”heaskedwhileEdwardmumbledhisastonishedthanks。
  “Attimes,sir——thankingyoukindly;itain’tmanysuvringsascomesmyway——thoughIhatethesightonit,Ido。I’dliketostaveaholeinthebottomofthattherecrankyconcern;itain’tsafe,andthat’sthefact。There’llbeanotheraccentoutofitoneofthesefinedaysandnocomingtonexttime。But,Lordblessyou,it’sherwayofpleasuringherself。She’saqueerunisMissBeatrice,andshegetsqueererandqueerer,whatwiththeirbeingsotightscrewedupattheVicarage,notithesandthat,andonethingandanother。NotbutwhatI’mthinking,sir。”headdedinaportentouswhisper,“asthesquirehasgotsummuttodowithit。He’sacourtingofher,heis;he’sashardafterherasadogfishafterastrayherring,andwhyshecan’tjustsayyesandmarryhimI’msureIdon’tknow。”
  “Perhapsshedoesn’tlikehim。”saidGeoffreycoldly。
  “Maybe,sir,maybe;maidsallhavetheirfancies,inwhatsseverwalko’lifeithaspleasedGodtostick’em,butit’sawonderfulpity,itis。Heain’tnogreatshakes,heain’t,buthe’sasoundman——nogirlcan’twantasounder——livedquietallhisdaysyousee,sir,andwhat’smorehe’sgotthemoney,andmoney’stightupattheVicarage,sir。Galsmustgiveuptheirfanciessometimes,sir。Lord!abraceofbratsandshe’dforgetallabout’em。I’mseventyyearsoldandI’veseentheirways,sir,thoughinahumblecalling。Youshouldsayawordtoher,sir;she’dthankyoukindlyfiveyearsafter。You’ddoheragoodturn,sir,youwould,andnotabadunasthesayinggoes,andgiveitthelie——no,begyourpardon,thatistheotherwayround——she’sboundtodoyouthebadturnhavingsavedyourlife,thoughI
  don’tseehowshecoulddothatunless,beggingyourpardon,shemadeyoufallinlovewithher,beingmarried,whichthoughstrangewouldn’tbewunnerfulseeingwhatsheisandseeinghowIhasbeeninlovewithhermyselfsinceshewasseven,oldmissusandall,whodiedeightyearsgoneandwellridoftherheumatics。”
  BeatricewasoneofthefewsubjectsthatcouldunlockoldEdward’sbreast,andGeoffreyretiredbeforehisconfusingbutsuggestiveeloquence。Hurriedlybiddingtheoldmangood-nighthereturnedtothehouse,andleaningonthegatewatchedthetwilightdyingonthebosomofthewest。
  Suddenly,abunchofwildrosesinhergirdle,Beatriceemergedfromthegatheringgloomandstoodbeforehimfacetoface。
  CHAPTERXXI
  THETHIRDAPPEAL
  Facetofacetheystood,whileatthevisionofhersweetnesshisheartgrewstill。Facetoface,andthefaintlightfelluponhertenderlovelinessanddiedinherdeepeyes,andthefaintbreezefragrantwiththebreathofpinesgentlystirredherhair。Oh,itwasworthlivingtoseeherthus!
  “Ibegyourpardon。”shesaidinapuzzledtone,steppingforwardtopassthegate。
  “/Beatrice!/“
  Shegavealittlecry,andclutchedtherailing,elseshewouldhavefallen。Onemomentshestayedso,lookinguptowardshisfacethatwashidinthedeepeningshadow——lookingwithwildeyesofhopeandfearandlove。
  “Isityou。”shesaidatlength,“oranotherdream?”
  “ItisI,Beatrice!“heanswered,amazed。
  Sherecoveredherselfwithaneffort。
  “Thenwhydidyoufrightenmeso?”sheasked。“Itwasunkind——oh,I
  didnotmeantosayanythingcross。WhatdidIsay?Iforget。Iamsogladthatyouhavecome!“andsheputherhandtoherforeheadandlookedathimagainasonemightgazeataghostfromthegrave。
  “Didyounotexpectme?”Geoffreyasked。
  “Expectyou?no。NomorethanIexpected——“andshestoppedsuddenly。
  “Itisveryodd。”hesaid;“Ithoughtyouknewthatyourfatherwasgoingtoaskmedown。IreturnedfromLondonwithhim。”
  “FromLondon。”shemurmured。“Ididnotknow;Elizabethdidnottellmeanythingaboutit。Isupposethatsheforgot。”
  “HereIamatanyrate,andhowareyou?”
  “Oh,wellnow,quitewell。There,Iamallrightagain。Itisverywrongtofrightenpeopleinthatway,Mr。Bingham。”sheaddedinherusualvoice。“LetmepassthroughthegateandIwillshakehandswithyou——if。”sheadded,inatoneofgentlemockery,“onemayshakehandswithsogreataman。ButItoldyouhowitwouldbe,didInot,justbeforeweweredrownedtogether,youknow?HowisEffie?”
  “Effieflourishes。”heanswered。“Doyouknow,youdonotlookverygrand。Yourfathertoldmethatyouhadacoldinthewinter。”andGeoffreyshiveredashethoughtofthecause。
  “Oh,thankyou,Ihavenothingtocomplainof。Iamstrongandwell。
  Howlongdoyoustayhere?”
  “Notlong。PerhapstillTuesdaymorning,perhapstillMonday。”
  Beatricesighed。Happinessisshort。Shehadnotbroughthimhere,shewouldnothaveliftedafingertobringhimhere,butsincehehadcomeshewishedthathewasgoingtostaylonger。
  “Itissuppertime。”shesaid;“letusgoin。”
  Sotheywentinandatetheirsupper。Itwasahappymeal。Mr。Grangerwasinalmostboisterousspirits。Itiswonderfulwhatadifferencethepossessionofthattwohundredpoundsmadeinhisdemeanour;heseemedanotherman。Itwastruethatahundredofitmustgoinpayingdebts,butahundredwouldbeleft,whichmeantatleastayear’srespiteforhim。Elizabeth,too,relaxedherhabitualgrimness;thetwohundredpoundshaditsinfluenceonheralso,andtherewereothergenialinfluencesatworkinherdarksecretheart。Beatriceknewnothingofthemoneyandsatsomewhatsilent,butshetoowashappywiththewildunrealhappinessthatsometimesvisitsusindreams。
  AsforGeoffrey,ifLadyHonoriacouldhaveseenhimshewouldhavestaredinastonishment。Oflatehehadbeenaverysilentman,manypeopleindeedhadfoundhimadullcompanion。ButundertheinfluenceofBeatrice’spresencehetalkedandtalkedbrilliantly。Perhapshewasunconsciouslystrivingtoshowathisverybestbeforeher,asamannaturallydoesinthepresenceofawomanwhomheloves。Sobrilliantlydidhetalkthatatlasttheyallsatstillandlistenedtohim,andtheymighthavebeenworseemployed。
  Atlengthsupperwasdone,andElizabethretiredtoherroom。
  Presently,too,Mr。Grangerwascalledouttochristenasickbabyandwentgrumbling,andtheywereleftalone。Theysatinthewindow-placeandlookedoutatthequietnight。
  “Tellmeaboutyourself。”saidBeatrice。
  Sohetoldher。Henarratedallthestepsbywhichhehadreachedhispresentposition,andshowedherhowfromithemightrisetothetopmostheightsofall。Shedidnotlookathim,anddidnotanswerhim,butoncewhenhepaused,thinkingthathehadtalkedenoughabouthimself,shesaid,“Goon;tellmesomemore。”
  Atlasthehadtoldherall。
  “Yes。”shesaid,“youhavethepowerandtheopportunity,andyouwillonedaybeamongtheforemostmenofyourgeneration。”
  “Idoubtit。”hesaidwithasigh。“Iamnotambitious。Ionlyworkforthesakeofwork,notforwhatitwillbring。OnedayIdaresaythatIshallwearyofitallandleaveit。ButwhileIdowork,Iliketobeamongthefirstinmydegree。”
  “Oh,no。”sheanswered,“youmustnotgiveitup;youmustgoonandon。Promiseme。”shecontinued,lookingathimforthefirsttime——
  “promisemethatwhileyouhavehealthandstrengthyouwillperseveretillyoustandaloneandquitepre-eminent。Thenyoucangiveitup。”
  “WhyshouldIpromiseyouthis,Beatrice?”
  “BecauseIaskitofyou。OnceIsavedyourlife,Mr。Bingham,anditgivesmesomelittlerighttodirectitscourse。IwishthatthemanwhomIsavedtotheworldshouldbeamongthefirstmenintheworld,notinwealth,whichisanaccident,butinintellectandforce。
  PromisemethisandIshallbehappy。”
  “Ipromiseyou。”hesaid,“IpromisethatIwilltrytorisebecauseyouaskit,notbecausetheprospectattractsme;butashespokehisheartwaswrung。Itwasbittertohearherspeakthusofafutureinwhichshewouldhavenoshare,which,asherwordsimplied,wouldbeathingutterlyapartfromher,asmuchapartasthoughsheweredead。
  “Yes。”hesaidagain,“yougavememylife,anditmakesmeveryunhappytothinkthatIcangiveyounothinginreturn。Oh,Beatrice,IwilltellyouwhatIhavenevertoldtoanyone。Iamlonelyandwretched。Withtheexceptionofyourself,Idonotthinkthatthereisanybodywhoreallycaresfor——Imeanwhoreallysympathiseswithmeintheworld。Idaresaythatitismyownfaultanditsoundsahumiliatingthingtosay,and,inafashion,aselfishthing。Inevershouldhavesaidittoanylivingsoulbutyou。Whatistheuseofbeinggreatwhenthereisnobodytoworkfor?Thingsmighthavebeendifferent,buttheworldisahardplace。Ifyou——ifyou——“
  Atthismomenthishandtouchedhers;itwasaccidental,butinthetendernessofhisheartheyieldedtothetemptationandtookit。Thentherewasamoment’spause,andverygentlyshedrewherhandawayandthrustitinherbosom。
  “Youhaveyourwifetoshareyourfortune。”shesaid;“youhaveEffietoinheritit,andyoucanleaveyournametoyourcountry。”
  Thencameaheavypause。
  “Andyou。”hesaid,breakingit,“whatfutureisthereforyou?”
  Shelaughedsoftly。“Womenhavenofutureandtheyasknone。AtleastIdonotnow,thoughonceIdid。Itisenoughforthemiftheycaneversolittlehelpthelivesofothers。Thatistheirhappiness,andtheirrewardis——rest。”
  JustthenMr。Grangercamebackfromhischristening,andBeatriceroseandwenttobed。
  “Looksalittlepale,doesn’tshe,Mr。Bingham?”saidherfather。“I
  thinkshemustbetroubledinhermind。Thefactis——well,thereisnoreasonwhyIshouldnottellyou;shethinkssomuchofyou,andyoumightsayawordtobrightenherup——well,it’saboutMr。Davies。I
  fancy,youknow,thatshelikeshimandisvexedbecausehedoesnotcomeforward。Well,yousee——ofcourseImaybemistaken,butIhavesometimesthoughtthathemay。Ihaveseenhimlookasifhewasthinkingofit,thoughofcourseitismorethanBeatricehasgotanyrighttoexpect。She’sonlygotherselfandhergoodlookstogivehim,andhe’sarichman。Thinkofit,Mr。Bingham。”andtheoldgentlemanturneduphiseyespiously,“justthinkwhatathingitwouldbeforher,andindeedforallofus,ifitshouldpleaseGodtosendachancelikethatinherway;shewouldberichforlife,andsuchaposition!Butitispossible;oneneverknows;hemighttakeafancytoher。Atanyrate,Mr。Bingham,Ithinkyoucouldcheerherupalittle;thereisnoneedforhertogiveuphopeyet。”
  Geoffreyburstintoashortgrimlaugh。TheideaofBeatricelanguishingforOwenDavies,indeedtheironyofthewholeposition,wastoomuchforhissenseofhumour。
  “Yes。”hesaid,“Idaresaythatitmightbeagoodmatchforher,butIdonotknowhowshewouldgetonwithMr。Davies。”
  “Geton!why,wellenough,ofcourse。Womenaresoft,andcansqueezeintomostholes,especiallyiftheyarewelllined。Besides,hemaybeabitheavy,butIthinksheispiningforhim,andit’sapitythatsheshouldwasteherlifelikethat。What,areyougoingtobed?Well,good-night——good-night。”
  Geoffreydidgotobed,butnottosleep。Foralongwhilehelayawake,thinking。Hethoughtofthelastnightwhichhehadspentinthislittleroom,ofitsstrangeexperiences,ofallthathadhappenedsince,andofthemeetingofto-day。Couldhe,afterthatmeeting,anylongerdoubtwhatwerethefeelingswithwhichBeatriceregardedhim?
  Itwasdifficulttoso,andyettherewasstillroomforerror。ThenhethoughtofwhatoldEdwardhadsaidtohim,andofwhatMr。GrangerhadsaidwithreferencetoBeatriceandOwenDavies。Theviewsofbothwerecrudelyandevenvulgarlyexpressed,buttheycoincided,and,whatwasmore,therewastruthinthem,andheknewit。TheideaofBeatricemarryingMr。Davies,toputitmildly,wasrepulsivetohim;
  buthadheanyclaimtostandbetweenherandsodesirableasettlementinlife?Clearly,hehadnot,hisconsciencetoldhimso。
  Coulditberight,moreover,thatthiskindoftiewhichexistedbetweenthemshouldbeknittedmoreclosely?Whatwoulditmean?
  Trouble,andnothingbuttrouble,moreespeciallytoBeatrice,whowouldfretherdaysawaytonoend。Hehaddonewrongincominghereatall,hehaddonewrongintakingherhand。HewouldmaketheonlyreparationinhispowerasthoughinsuchacaseasthatofBeatricereparationwerenowpossible!Hewouldeffacehimselffromherlifeandseehernomore。Thenshemightlearntoforgethim,or,attheworst,torememberhimwithbutavagueregret。Yes,costwhatitmight,hewouldforcehimselftodoitbeforeanyactualmischiefensued。Theonlyquestionwas,shouldhenotgofurther?ShouldhenottellherthatshewoulddowelltomarryMr。Davies?
  Ponderingoverthismostpainfulquestion,atlasthewenttosleep。
  WhenmeninGeoffrey’sunhappypositionturnpenitentandseetheerroroftheirways,theprudentresolvesthatensueareapttoovershootthemarkandtopartakeofanaggressivenature。Notsatisfiedwithleavingthingsalone,theymustneedshastentoproclaimtheirnew-foundvirtuetothepartneroftheirfault,andadvertisetheirinfalliblespecifictobetakenbythepartnerforrestoringthe/statusquoante/。Sometimesasaconsequenceofthispiouszealtheyfindthemselvesmisunderstood,orevensucceedinprecipitatingthecatastrophewhichtheylaudablydesiretoprevent。
  ThemorrowwasWhit-Sunday,andadaythatGeoffreyhadoccasiontorememberfortherestofhislife。Theyallmetatbreakfastandshortlyafterwardswenttochurch,theservicebeingathalf-pastten。
  Bywayofputtingintoeffectthegoodresolutionswithwhichhewassobusypavinganinfernoofhisown,GeoffreydidnotsitbyBeatrice,buttookaseatattheendofthelittlechurch,closetothedoor,andtriedtoconsolehimselfbylookingather。
  Itwasacurioussullen-naturedday,andalthoughtherewasnotverymuchsuntheairwasashotasthoughtheywereinmidsummer。Hadtheybeeninavolcanicregion,Geoffreywouldhavethoughtthatsuchweatherprecededashockofearthquake。AsitwasheknewthattheEnglishclimatewassimplyindulgingitselfattheexpenseofthepopulation。Butasuptothepresent,theseasonhadbeencold,thisknowledgedidnotconsolehim。Indeedhefeltsochokedinthestuffylittlechurchthatjustbeforethesermonwhichhehappenedtobeawarewas/not/writtenbyBeatricehetookanopportunitytoslipoutunobserved。Notknowingwheretogo,hestrolleddowntothebeach,onwhichtherewasnobodytobeseen,for,ashasbeenobserved,BryngellysleptonSundays。Presently,however,amanapproachedwalkingrapidly,andtoallappearanceaimlessly,inwhomherecognisedOwenDavies。Hewastalkingtohimselfwhilehewalked,andswinginghisarms。Geoffreysteppedasidetolethimpass,andashedidsowassurprisedandevenshockedtoseethechangeintheman。
  Hisplumphealthy-lookingfacehadgrownthin,andworeahalfsullen,halfpitifulexpression;thereweredarkcirclesroundhisblueeyes,oncesoplacid,andhishairwouldhavebeenthebetterforcutting。
  Geoffreywonderedifhehadhadanillness。AtthatmomentOwenchancedtolookroundandsawhim。
  “Howdoyoudo,Mr。Bingham?”hesaid。“Iheardthatyouwerehere。
  Theytoldmeatthestationlastnight。Youseethisisasmallplaceandonelikestoknowwhocomesandgoes。”headdedasthoughinexcuse。
  HewalkedonandGeoffreywalkedwithhim。
  “Youdonotlookwell,Mr。Davies。”hesaid。“Haveyoubeenlaidup?”
  “No,no。”heanswered,“Iamquiteright;itisonlymymindthatisill。”
  “Indeed。”saidGeoffrey,thinkingthathecertainlydidlookstrange。
  “Perhapsyoulivetoomuchaloneanditdepressesyou。”
  “Yes,Ilivealone,becauseIcan’thelpmyself。Whatisamantodo,Mr。Bingham,whenthewomanheloveswillnotmarryhim,won’tlookathim,treatshimlikedirt?”
  “Marrysomebodyelse。”suggestedGeoffrey。
  “Oh,itiseasyforyoutosaythat——youhaveneverlovedanybody,andyoudon’tunderstand。Icannotmarryanybodyelse,Iwantheronly。”
  “Her?Whom?”
  “Who!why,Beatrice——whomelsecouldamanwanttomarry,ifoncehehadseenher。Butshewillnothaveme;shehatesme。”
  “Really。”saidGeoffrey。
  “Yes,really,anddoyouknowwhy?ShallItellyouwhy?Iwilltellyou。”andhegraspedhimbythearmandwhisperedhoarselyinhisear:
  “Becausesheloves/you/,Mr。Bingham。”
  “Itellyouwhatitis,Mr。Davies。”saidGeoffreyshakinghisarmfree,“Iamnotgoingtostandthiskindofthing。Youmustbeoffyourhead。”
  “Don’tbeangrywithme。”heanswered。“Itistrue。IhavewatchedherandIknowthatitistrue。Whydoesshewritetoyoueveryweek,whydoesshealwaysstartandlistenwhenanybodymentionsyourname?Oh,Mr。Bingham。”Owenwentonpiteously,“bemerciful——youhaveyourwifeandlotsofwomentomakelovetoifyouwish——leavemeBeatrice。Ifyoudon’tIthinkthatIshallgocrazed。Ihavealwayslovedher,eversinceshewasachild,andnowmylovetravelsfasterandgrowsstrongereveryday,andcarriesmeawaywithitlikearockrollingdownahill。YoucanonlybringBeatricetoshame,butIcangivehereverything,asmuchmoneyasshewants,allthatshewants,andIwillmakeheragoodhusband;Iwillneverleaveherside。”
  “Ihavenodoubtthatwouldbedelightfulforher。”answeredGeoffrey;
  “butdoesitnotstrikeyouthatallthisisjustalittleundignified?Theseremarks,interestingastheyare,shouldbemadetoMissGranger,nottome,Mr。Davies。”
  “Iknow。”hesaid,“butIdon’tcare;itismyonlychance,andwhatdoImindaboutbeingundignified?Oh,Mr。Bingham,Ihaveneverlovedanyotherwoman,Ihavebeenlonelyallmydays。Donotstandinmypathnow。IfyouonlyknewwhatIhavesuffered,howIhaveprayedGodnightafternighttogivemeBeatrice,youwouldhelpme。Saythatyouwillhelpme!Youareoneofthosemenwhocandoanything;shewilllistentoyou。Ifyoutellhertomarrymeshewilldoso,andIshallblessyoumywholelife。”
  Geoffreylookeduponthisabjectsuppliantwiththemostunmitigatedscorn。Thereisalwayssomethingcontemptibleinthesightofonemanpleadingtoanotherforassistanceinhisloveaffairs——thatisabusinesswhichheshoulddoforhimself。Howmuchgreater,then,isthehumiliationinvolvedwhentheamorouspersonaskstheaidofonewhomhebelievestobehisrival——hissuccessfulrival——inthelady’saffection?
  “Doyouknow,Mr。Davies。”Geoffreysaid,“IthinkthatIhavehadenoughofthis。IamnotinapositiontoforceMissGrangertoacceptadvanceswhichappeartobeunwelcomeaccordingtoyouraccount。ButifIgetanopportunityIwilldothis:Iwilltellherwhatyousay。
  Youreallymustmanagetherestforyourself。Goodmorningtoyou,Mr。
  Davies。”
  HeturnedsharplyandwentwhileOwenwatchedhimgo。
  “Idon’tbelievehim。”hegroanedtohimself。“Hewilltrytomakeherhislover。Oh,Godhelpme——Icannotbeartothinkofit。Butifhedoes,andIfindhimout,lethimbecareful。Iwillruinhim,yes,I
  willruinhim!IhavethemoneyandIcandoit。Ah,hethinksmeafool,theyallthinkmeafool,butIhaven’tbeenquietalltheseyearsfornothing。Icanmakeanoiseifnecessary。Andifheisavillain,Godwillhelpmetodestroyhim。IhaveprayedtoGod,andGodwillhelpme。”
  ThenhewentbacktotheCastle。OwenDavieswasatypeoftheclassofreligiousmenwhobelievethattheycanenlisttheAlmightyonthesideoftheirdesires,providedonlythatthosedesiresreceivethesanctionofhumanlaworcustom。
  Thuswithintwenty-fourhoursGeoffreyreceivednolessthanthreeappealstohelpthewomanwhomhelovedtothearmsofadistastefulhusband。Nowonderthenthathegrewalmostsuperstitiousaboutthematter。
  CHAPTERXXII
  ANIGHTOFSTORM
  ThatafternoonthewholeVicaragepartywalkeduptothefarmtoinspectanotherlitterofyoungpigs。ItstruckGeoffrey,rememberingformereditions,thatthereproductivepowersofMr。Granger’soldsowweresomethinglittleshortofmarvellous,andhedreamilyworkedoutacalculationofhowlongitwouldtakeherandherprogenytoproduceapigtoeverysquareyardoftheareaofpluckylittleWales。Itseemedthatthethingcouldbedoneinsixyears,whichwasabsurd,sohegaveupcalculating。
  HehadnowordsalonewithBeatricethatafternoon。Indeed,acertaincoldnessseemedtohavesprungupbetweenthem。Withthealmostsupernaturalquicknessofalovingwoman’sintuition,shehaddivinedthatsomethingwaspassinginhismind,inimicaltohermostvitalinterests,sosheshunnedhiscompany,andreceivedhisconventionaladvanceswithapolitenesswhichwasascoldasitwascrushing。ThisdidnotpleaseGeoffrey;itisonethinginherowninterests,ofcoursetomakeupyourmindheroicallytoabandonaladywhomyoudonotwishtocompromise,andquiteanothertobesnubbedbythatladybeforethemomentoffinalseparation。Thoughheneverputtheideaintowordsorevendefineditinhismind——forGeoffreywasfartooanxiousandunhappytobeflippant,atanyrateinthought——hewouldathearthavewishedhertoremainthesame,indeedtowaxevertenderer,tillthefataltimeofpartingarrived,andeventoshowappreciationofhisvirtuousconduct。
  ButtotheutterdestructionofmostsuchhandsasGeoffreyheld,lovingwomenneverwillplayaccordingtothebook。Theirconductimperilseverything,foritisobviousthatittakestwotobringanaffairofthisnaturetoadignifiedconclusion,evenwhenthestakesarehighest,andthematterisoneoflifeanddeath。Beatriceafterallwasverymuchofawoman,andshedidnotbehavemuchbetterthananyotherwomanwouldhavedone。Shewasangryandsuspicious,andsheshowedit,withtheresultthatGeoffreygrewangryalso。Itwascruelofher,hethought,consideringallthings。Heforgotthatshecouldknownothingofwhatwasinhismind,howevermuchshemightguess;
  alsoasyethedidnotknowtheboundlessdepthandmightofherpassionforhim,andallthatitmeanttoher。Hadherealisedthishewouldhaveactedverydifferently。
  Theycamehomeandtooktea,thenMr。GrangerandElizabethmadereadytogotoeveningservice。ToGeoffrey’sdismayBeatricedidthesame。
  Hehadlookedforwardtoaquietwalkwithher——reallythiswasnottobeborne。Fortunately,orratherunfortunately,shewasreadythefirst,andhegotawordwithher。
  “Ididnotknowthatyouweregoingtochurch。”hesaid;“Ithoughtthatwemighthavehadawalktogether。VerylikelyIshallhavetogoawayearlyto-morrowmorning。”
  “Indeed。”answeredBeatricecoldly。“Butofcourseyouhaveyourworktoattendto。ItoldElizabeththatIwascomingtochurch,andImustgo;itistoosultrytowalk;therewillbeastormsoon。”
  AtthismomentElizabethcamein。
  “Well,Beatrice。”shesaid,“areyoucomingtochurch?Fatherhasgoneon。”
  Beatricepretendednottohear,andreflectedamoment。Hewouldgoawayandshewouldseehimnomore。Couldsheletslipthislasthour?
  Oh,shecouldnotdoit!
  Inthatmomentofreflectionherfatewassealed。
  “No。”sheansweredslowly,“Idon’tthinkthatIamcoming;itistoosultrytogotochurch。IdaresaythatMr。Binghamwillaccompanyyou。”
  Geoffreyhastilydisclaimedanysuchintention,andElizabethstartedalone。“Ah!“shesaidtoherself,“Ithoughtthatyouwouldnotcome,mydear。”
  “Well。”saidGeoffrey,whenshehadwellgone,“shallwegoout?”
  “Ithinkitispleasanterhere。”answeredBeatrice。
  “Oh,Beatrice,don’tbesounkind。”hesaidfeebly。
  “Asyoulike。”shereplied。“Thereisafinesunset——butIthinkthatweshallhaveastorm。”
  Theywentout,andturnedupthelonelybeach。Theplacewasutterlydeserted,andtheywalkedalittlewayapart,almostwithoutspeaking。
  Thesunsetwasmagnificent;greatflakesofgoldencloudweredrivencontinuallyfromahomeofsplendourinthewesttowardsthecoldlinedhorizonoftheland。Theseawasstillquiet,butitmoanedlikeathinginpain。Thestormwasgatheringfast。
  “Whatalovelysunset。”saidGeoffreyatlength。
  “Itisafatalsortofloveliness。”sheanswered;“itwillbeabadnight,andawetmorrow。Thewindisrising;shallweturn?”
  “No,Beatrice,nevermindthewind。Iwanttospeaktoyou,ifyouwillallowmetodoso。”
  “Yes。”saidBeatrice,“whatabout,Mr。Bingham。”
  Tomakegoodresolutionsinamatterofthissortiscomparativelyeasy,butthecarryingofthemoutpresentssomedifficulties。
  Geoffrey,conscience-strickenintopriggishness,wishedtotellherthatshewoulddowelltomarryOwenDavies,andfoundthematterhard。MeanwhileBeatricepreservedsilence。
  “Thefactis。”hesaidatlength,“Imostsincerelyhopeyouwillforgiveme,butIhavebeenthinkingagreatdealaboutyouandyourfuturewelfare。”
  “Thatisverykindofyou。”saidBeatrice,withanominoushumility。
  Thiswasdisconcerting,butGeoffreywasdetermined,andhewentoninasomewhatflippanttonebornofthemostintensenervousnessandhatredofhistask。Neverhadhelovedhersowellasnowinthismomentwhenhewasabouttocounselhertomarryanotherman。Andyetheperseveredinhisfolly。For,assooftenhappens,theshrewdinsightandknowledgeoftheworldwhichdistinguishedGeoffreyasalawyer,whendealingwiththeaffairsofothers,quitedesertedhiminthiscrisisofhisownlifeandthatofthewomanwhoworshippedhim。
  “SinceIhavebeenhere。”hesaid,“Ihavehadmadetomenolessthanthreeappealsonyourbehalfandbyseparatepeople——byyourfather,whofanciesthatyouarepiningforOwenDavies;byOwenDavies,whoiscertainlypiningforyou;andbyoldEdward,interveningasakindofdomestic/amicuscuri?/。”
  “Indeed。”saidBeatrice,inavoiceofice。
  “Allthesethreeurgedthesamething——thedesirabilityofyourmarryingOwenDavies。”
  Beatrice’sfacegrewquitepale,herlipstwitchedandhergreyeyesflashedangrily。
  “Really。”shesaid,“andhave/you/anyadvicetogiveonthesubject,Mr。Bingham?”
  “Yes,Beatrice,Ihave。Ihavethoughtitover,andIthinkthat——
  forgivemeagain——thatifyoucanbringyourselftoit,perhapsyouhadbettermarryhim。Heisnotsuchabadsortofman,andheiswelloff。”
  Theyhadbeenwalkingrapidly,andnowtheywerereachingthespotknownasthe“Amphitheatre。”thatsamespotwhereOwenDavieshadproposedtoBeatricesomesevenmonthsbefore。
  Beatricepassedroundtheprojectingedgeofrock,andwalkedsomewaytowardstheflatslabofstoneinthecentrebeforesheanswered。
  Whileshedidsoagreatandbitterangerfilledherheart。Shesaw,orthoughtshesaw,itall。Geoffreywishedtoberidofher。Hehaddiscernedanelementofdangerintheirintimacy,andwasanxioustomakethatintimacyimpossiblebypushingherintoahatefulmarriage。
  Suddenlysheturnedandfacedhim——turnedlikeathingatbay。Thelastredraysofthesunsetstruckuponherlovelyfacemademorelovelystillbyitsstampofhaughtyanger:theylayuponherheavingbreast。Fullintheeyesshelookedhimwiththosewideangryeyesofhers——neverbeforehadheseenhersoimperialamien。Herdignityandthepowerofherpresenceliterallyawedhim,forattimesBeatrice’sbeautywasofthatroyalstampwhichwhenithidesaheart,isacompellingforce,conqueringandborntoconquer。
  “Doesitnotstrikeyou,Mr。Bingham。”shesaidquietly,“thatyouaretakingaverygreatliberty?Doesitnotstrikeyouthatnomanwhoisnotarelationhasanyrighttospeaktoawomanasyouhavespokentome?——that,inshort,youhavebeenguiltyofwhatinmostpeoplewouldbeanimpertinence?WhatrighthaveyoutodictatetomeastowhomI
  shouldorshouldnotmarry?Surelyofallthingsintheworldthatismyownaffair。”
  Geoffreycolouredtotheeyes。Aswouldhavebeenthecasewithmostmenofhisclass,hefeltheraccusationofhavingtakenaliberty,ofhavingpresumeduponanintimacy,morekeenlythananywhichshecouldhavebroughtagainsthim。
  “Forgiveme。”hesaidhumbly。“IcanonlyassureyouthatIhadnosuchintention。Ionlyspoke——ill-judgedly,Ifear——because——becauseI
  feltdriventoit。”
  Beatricetooknonoticeofhiswords,butwentoninthesamecoldvoice。
  “WhatrighthaveyoutospeakofmyaffairswithMr。Davies,withanoldboatman,orevenwithmyfather?HadIwishedyoutodosoI
  shouldhaveaskedyou。Bywhatauthoritydoyouconstituteyourselfanintermediaryforthepurposeofbringingaboutamarriagewhichyouaresogoodastoconsiderwouldbetomypecuniaryinterest?Doyounotknowthatsuchamatterisonewhichthewomanconcerned,thewomanwhosehappinessandself-respectareatstake,alonecanjudgeof?Ihavenothingmoretosayexceptthis。Isaidjustnowthatyouhadbeenguiltyofwhatwouldinmostpeoplebeanimpertinence。Well,Iwilladdsomething。Inthiscase,Mr。Bingham,therearecircumstanceswhichmakeit——acruelinsult!“
  Shestoppedspeaking,thensuddenly,withouttheslightestwarning,burstintopassionateweeping。Asshedidso,thefirstrushofthestormpassedoverthem,winnowingtheairaswithathousandeagles’
  wings,andwaslostonthemoaningdepthsbeyond。
  Thelightwentoutofthesky。NowGeoffreycouldonlyseethefaintoutlinesofherweepingface。Onemomenthehesitatedandoneonly;
  thenNatureprevailedagainsthim,forthenextshewasinhisarms。
  Beatricescarcelyresistedhim。Herenergiesseemedtofailher,orperhapsshehadspenttheminherbitterwords。Herheadfelluponhisshoulder,andthereshesobbedherfill。Presentlyshelifteditandtheirlipsmetinafirstlongkiss。Itwasfinished;thiswastheendofit——andthusdidGeoffreyprosperOwenDavies’ssuit。
  “Oh,youarecruel,cruel!“hewhisperedinherear。“YoumusthaveknownIlovedyou,Beatrice,thatIspokeagainstmyselfbecauseI
  thoughtittobemyduty。Youmusthaveknownthat,tomysinandsorrow,Ihavealwayslovedyou,thatyouhaveneverbeenanhourfrommymind,thatIhavelongedtoseeyourfacelikeasickmanforthelight。Tellme,didyounotknowit,Beatrice?”
  “HowshouldIknow?”sheansweredverysoftly;“Icouldonlyguess,andifindeedyoulovemehowcouldyouwishmetomarryanotherman?
  Ithoughtthatyouhadlearnedmyweaknessandtookthiswaytoreproachme。Oh,Geoffrey,whathavewedone?Whatistherebetweenyouandme——exceptourlove?”
  “Itwouldhavebeenbetterifwehadbeendrownedtogetheratthefirst。”hesaidheavily。
  “No,no。”sheanswered,“forthenwenevershouldhavelovedoneanother。Betterfirsttolove,andthentodie!“
  “Donotspeakso。”hesaid;“letussithereandbehappyforalittlewhileto-night,andleavetroubletillto-morrow。”
  And,whereonabygonedayBeatricehadtarriedwithanotherwooer,sidebysidetheysatuponthegreatstoneandtalkedsuchtalkasloversuse。
  Abovethemmoanedtherisinggale,thoughshelteredastheywerebycliffsitsbreathscarcelystirredtheirhair。Infrontofthemthelongwavesboomeduponthebeach,whilefarouttoseathecrescentmoon,drapedinangrylight,seemedtoridethewaterslikeaboat。
  Andweretheyalonewiththeirgreatbliss,ordidtheyonlydream?
  Nay,theywerealonewithloveandlovers’joys,andallthetruthwastold,andalltheirdoubtsweredone。Nowtherewasanendofhopesandfears;nowreasonfellandLoveusurpedhisthrone,andatthatroyalcomingHeaventhrewwidehergates。Oh,Sweetestandmostdear!
  Oh,Dearestandmostsweet!Oh,tohavelivedtofindthishappyhour——oh,inthishourtodie!
  Seeheavinessisbehindus,seenowweareone。Blow,youwinds,blowoutyourstormyheart;weknowthesecretofyourstrength,yourushtoyourdesire。Fall,deepwatersofthesea,fallinthunderatthefeetofearth;wehearthemusicofyourpleading。
  Earth,andSeas,andWinds,singyourgreatchantoflove!HeavenandSpaceandTime,echobackthemelody!ForLifehascalledtoustheanswerofhisriddle!Hearttoheartwesit,andlipstolips,andwearemorewisethanSolomon,andricherthanbarbariankings,forHappinessisours。
  Tothisendwereweborn,Dearestandmostsweet,andfromalltimepredestinate!Tothisend,Sweetestandmostdear,doweliveanddie,indeathtofindcompleterunity。Forhereisthatsecretoftheworldwhichwisemensearchandcannotfind,andheretooisthegateofHeaven。
  Lookintomyeyes,andletmegazeonyours,andlistenhowthesethingsshallbe。Theworldisbutamockery,andashadowisourflesh,forwhereoncetheywerethereshallbenaught。OnlyLoveisreal;Loveshallenduretillallthesunsaredead,andyetbeyoung。
  Kissme,thouConqueror,forDestinyisovercome,Sorrowisgoneby;
  andtheflamethatwehavehalloweduponthisearthlyaltarshallstillburnbrightly,andyetmorebright,whenyonderstarshavelosttheirfire。
  Butalas!wordscannotgiveafittingformtosuchasongasthis。Letmusictry!Butmusicalsofoldsherwings。Forinsosupremeanhour“Aboltisshotbacksomewhereinourbreast。”
  andthroughthatopeneddoorcomesightsandsoundssuchascannotbewritten。
  Theytellusitismadness,thatthisunearthlygloryisbutthefrenzyofapassiongrossinitsveryessence。Letthosethinkitwhowill,buttodreamersletthemleavetheirdreams。Whythen,atsuchatime,dovisionscometochildrenoftheworldlikeBeatriceandGeoffrey?Whydotheirdoubtsvanish,andwhatisthatbreathfromheavenwhichtheyseemtofeelupontheirbrow?Theintoxicationofearthlylovebornofthemeetingofyouthandbeauty。Sobeit!Slave,bringmoresuchwineandletusdrink——toImmortalityandtothosedeareyesthatmirrorforthaspirit’sface!
  Suchlovesindeedarefew。Fortheymustberealanddeep,andnaturesthusshapedarerare,nordotheyoftencrosseachother’slineoflife。Yes,therearefewwhocanbebornesohigh,andnonecanbreathethatetherlong。SoonthewingswhichLovelenttheminhishourofrevelationwillshrinkandvanish,andtheborrowerswillfallbacktothelevelofthisworld,happyiftheyescapeuncrushed。
  Perchanceevenintheirlife-days,theymayfindthesespiritwingsagain,overshadowingthealtaroftheirvowsinthehourofearthlymarriage,ifbysomehappyfate,marriageshouldbewithintheirreach,orliketheholypinionsofthegoddessNout,foldedaboutacoffin,inthetimeofearthlydeath。Butscantaretheoccasions,andfewtherearewhoknowthem。
  ThussoaredBeatriceandGeoffreywhilethewildnightbeataroundthem,makingafitaccompanimenttotheirstormyloves。Andthustheytoofellfromheaventoearth。
  “Wemustbegoing,Geoffrey;itgrowslate。”saidBeatrice。“Oh,Geoffrey,Geoffrey,whathavewedone?Whatcanbetheendofallthis?Itwillbringtroubleonyou,Iknowthatitmust。Theoldsayingwillcometrue。Isavedyourlife,andIshallbringruinonyou!“
  ItischaracteristicofBeatricethatalreadyshewasthinkingoftheconsequencestoGeoffrey,notofthosetoherself。
  “Beatrice。”saidGeoffrey,“weareinadesperateposition。Doyouwishtofaceitandcomeawaywithme,farawaytotheothersideoftheworld?”
  “No,no。”sheansweredvehemently,“itwouldbeyourruintoabandonthecareerthatisbeforeyou。Whatpartoftheworldcouldyougotowhereyouwouldnotbeknown?Besidesthereisyourwifetothinkof。
  Ah,God,yourwife——whatwouldshesayofme?Youbelongtoher,youhavenorighttodeserther。AndthereisEffietoo。No,Geoffrey,no,Ihavebeenwickedenoughtolearntoloveyou——oh,asyouwereneverlovedbefore,ifitiswickedtodowhatonecannothelp——butIamnotbadenoughforthis。Walkquicker,Geoffrey;weshallbelate,andtheywillsuspectsomething。”
  PoorBeatrice,thepangsofconsciencewerefindingherout!
  “Weareinadreadfulposition。”hesaidagain。“Oh,dearest,Ihavebeentoblame。Ishouldneverhavecomebackhere。Itismyfault;andthoughIneverthoughtofthis,Ididmybesttopleaseyou。”
  “AndIthankyouforit。”sheanswered。“Donotdeceiveyourself,Geoffrey。Whateverhappens,promisemeneverforonemomenttobelievethatIreproachedorblamedyou。WhyshouldIblameyoubecauseyouwonmyheart?Letmesoonerblametheseaonwhichwefloated,thebeachwherewewalked,thehouseinwhichwelived,andtheDestinythatbroughtustogether。Iamproudandgladtoloveyou,dear,butI
  amnotsoselfishastowishtoruinyou:Geoffrey——Ihadratherdie。”
  “Don’ttalkso。”hesaid,“Icannotbearit。Whatarewetodo?AmI
  togoawayandseeyounomore?Howcanweliveso,Beatrice?”
  “Yes,Geoffrey。”sheansweredheavily,takinghimbythehandandgazingupintohisface,“youaretogoawayandseemenomore,notforyearsandyears。Thisiswhatwehavebroughtuponourselves,itisthepricethatwemustpayforthishourwhichhasgone。Youaretogoawayto-morrow,thatwemaybeputoutoftemptation,andyoumustcomebacknomore。SometimesIshallwritetoyou,andsometimesperhapsyouwillwritetome,tillthethingbecomesaburden,thenyoucanstop。Andwhetheryouforgetmeornot——and,Geoffrey,Idonotthinkyouwill——youwillknowthatIshallneverforgetyou,whomIsavedfromthesea——toloveme。”
  Therewassomethingsosweetandinfinitelytenderaboutherwords,instinctastheywerewithnaturalwomanlypassion,thatGeoffreybentatheartbeneaththeirweightasafirbendsbeneaththegentle,gatheringsnow。Whatwashetodo,howcouldheleaveher?Andyetshewasright。Hemustgo,andgoquickly,lesthisstrengthmightfailhim,andhandinhandtheyshouldpassabournefromwhichthereisnoreturn。
  “Heavenhelpus,Beatrice。”hesaid。“Iwillgoto-morrowmorningand,ifIcan,Iwillkeepaway。”
  “You/must/keepaway。Iwillnotseeyouanymore。Iwillnotbringtroubleonyou,Geoffrey。”
  “Youtalkofbringingtroubleonme。”hesaid;“yousaynothingofyourself,andyetaman,evenamanwitheyesonhimlikemyself,isbetterfittedtoweathersuchastorm。Ifitruinedme,howmuchmorewoulditruinyou?”
  TheywereatthegateoftheVicaragenow,andthewindrushedsostronglythroughthefirsthatsheneededtoputherlipsquiteclosetohiseartomakeherwordsheard。
  “Stop,oneminute。”shesaid,“perhapsyoudonotquiteunderstand。
  WhenawomandoeswhatIhavedone,itisbecausesheloveswithallherlifeandheartandsoul,becausealltheseareapartofherlove。
  Formyself,Inolongercareanything——Ihave/no/selfawayfromyou;
  Ihaveceasedtobeofmyselforinmyownkeeping。Iamofyouandinyours。FormyselfandmyownfateornameIthinknomore;withmyeyesopenandofmyownfreewillIhavegiveneverythingtoyou,andamgladandhappytogiveit。ButforyouIstilldocare,andifI
  tookanystep,orallowedyoutotakeanythatcouldbringsorrowonyou,Ishouldneverforgivemyself。Thatiswhywemustpart,Geoffrey。Andnowletusgoin;thereisnothingmoretosay,exceptthis:ifyouwishtobidmegood-bye,alastgood-bye,dearGeoffrey,Iwillmeetyouto-morrowmorningonthebeach。”
  “Ishallleaveathalf-pasteight。”hesaidhoarsely。
  “Thenwewillmeetatseven。”Beatricesaid,andledthewayintothehouse。
  ElizabethandMr。Grangerwerealreadyseatedatsupper。TheysuppedatnineonSundaynights;itwasjusthalf-past。
  “Dearme。”saidtheoldgentleman,“webegantothinkthatyoutwomusthavebeenoutcanoeingandgotyourselvesdrownedingoodearnestthistime。Whathaveyoubeendoing?”
  “Wehavehadalongwalk。”answeredGeoffrey;“Ididnotknowthatitwassolate。”
  “Onewantstobepleasedwithone’scompanytowalkfaronsuchanightasthis。”putinElizabethmaliciously。
  “Andsowewere——atleastIwas。”Geoffreyansweredwithperfecttruth,“andthenightisnotsobadasyoumightthink,atleastundertheleeofthecliffs。Itwillbeworsebyandby!“
  Thentheysatdownandmadeadesperateshowofeatingsupper。
  Elizabeth,thekeen-eyed,noticedthatGeoffrey’shandwasshaking。
  Nowwhat,shewondered,wouldmakethehandofastrongmanshakelikealeaf?Deepemotionmightdoit,andElizabeththoughtthatshedetectedothersignsofemotioninthemboth,besidesthatofGeoffrey’sshakinghand。Theplotwasworkingwell,butcoulditbebroughttoaclimax?Oh,ifhewouldonlythrowprudencetothewindsandrunawaywithBeatrice,sothatshemightberidofher,andfreetofightforherownhand。
  ShortlyaftersupperbothElizabethandBeatricewenttobed,leavingtheirfatherwithGeoffrey。
  “Well。”saidMr。Granger,“didyougetawordwithBeatrice?Itwasverykindofyoutogothatlongtramponpurpose。Gracious,howitblows!weshallhavethehousedownpresently。Lightning,too,I
  declare。”
  “Yes。”answeredGeoffrey,“Idid。”
  “Ah,Ihopeyoutoldherthattherewasnoneedforhertogiveuphopeofhimyet,ofMr。Davies,Imean?”
  “Yes,Itoldherthat——thatisifthegreaterincludestheless。”headdedtohimself。
  “Andhowdidshetakeit?”
  “Verybadly。”saidGeoffrey;“sheseemedtothinkthatIhadnorighttointerfere。”
  “Indeed,thatisstrange。Butitdoesn’tmeananything。She’sgratefulenoughtoyouatheart,dependuponitsheis,onlyshedidnotliketosayso。Dearme,howitblows;weshallhaveanightofit,aregulargale,Ideclare。Soyouaregoingawayto-morrowmorning。
  Well,thebestoffriendsmustpart。Ihopethatyouwilloftencomeandseeus。Good-bye。”
  OncemoreasenseoftheironyofthepositionovercameGeoffrey,andhesmiledgrimlyashelithiscandleandwenttobed。Atthebackofthehousewasalongpassage,whichterminatedatoneendintheroomwhereheslept,andattheotherinthatoccupiedbyElizabethandBeatrice。Thispassagewaslitbytwowindows,andbuiltoutofitweretwomorerooms——thatofMr。Granger,andanotherwhichhadbeenEffie’s。Thewindowsofthepassage,likemostoftheothersintheVicarage,wereinnocentofshutters,andGeoffreystoodforamomentatoneofthem,watchingthelightningilluminethebroadbreastofthemountainbehind。ThenlookingtowardsthedoorofBeatrice’sroom,hegazedatitwiththepeculiarreverencethatsometimesafflictspeoplewhoareverymuchinlove,and,withasigh,turnedandsoughthisown。
  Hecouldnotsleep,itwasimpossible。Fornearlytwohourshelayturningfromsidetoside,andthinkingtillhisbrainseemedliketoburst。To-morrowhemustleaveher,leaveherforever,andgobacktohiscoarseunprofitablestrugglewiththeworld,wheretherewouldbenoBeatricetomakehimhappythroughitall。Andshe,whatofher?
  Thestormhadlulledalittle,nowitcamebackinstrength,heraldedbythelightning。Herose,threwonadressing-gown,andsatbyawindowwatchingit。Itstumultandfuryseemedtoeasehisheartofsomelittleofitspain;inthatdarkhouraquietnightwouldhavemaddenedhim。
  Ineighthours——eightshorthours——thismatterwouldbeendedsofarasconcernedtheiractualintercourse。Itwouldbeasecretlockedforeverintheirtwobreasts,asecreteatingattheirhearts,cruelasthewormthatdiethnot。Geoffreylookedupandthrewouthisheart’sthoughttowardshissleepinglove。Thenoncemore,asinabygonenight,therebrokeuponhisbrainandbeingthatmysteriousspiritualsense。Strongerandmorestrongitgrew,beatingonhiminheavyunnaturalwaves,tillhisreasonseemedtoreelandsink,andherememberednaughtbutBeatrice,knewnaughtsavethatherverylifewaswithhimnow。
  Hestretchedouthisarmstowardstheplacewheresheshouldbe。
  “Beatrice。”hewhisperedtotheemptyair,“Beatrice!Oh,mylove!mysweet!mysoul!Hearme,Beatrice!“
  Therecameapause,andevertheunearthlysympathygrewandgatheredinhisheart,tillitseemedtohimasthoughseparationhadlostitspowerandacrossdividingspacetheyweremingledinonebeing。
  Agreatgustshookthehouseandpassedawayalongtheroaringdepths。
  Oh!whatwasthis?Silentlythedooropened,andawhitedrapedformpasseditsthreshold。Herose,gasping;aterriblefear,aterriblejoy,tookpossessionofhim。Thelightningflaredoutwildlyintheeasternsky。Thereinthefiercelightshestoodbeforehim——she,Beatrice,asightofbeautyandofdread。Shestoodwithwhitearmsoutstretched,withwhiteuncoveredfeet,herbosomheavingsoftlybeneathhernight-dress,herstreaminghairunbound,herlipsapart,herfaceupturned,andastampofterrifyingcalm。
  “Inthewide,blindeyesupliftThro’thedarknessandthedrift。”
  GreatHeaven,shewasasleep!
  Hush!shespoke。
  “Youcalledme,Geoffrey。”shesaid,inastill,unnaturalvoice。“Youcalledme,mybeloved,andI——have——come。”
  Heroseaghast,tremblinglikeanaspenwithdoubtandfear,tremblingatthesightoftheconqueringgloryofthewomanwhomheworshipped。
  See!Shedrewontowardshim,andshewas/asleep/。Oh,whatcouldhedo?
  Suddenlythedraughtofthegreatgalerushingthroughthehousecaughttheopeneddoorandcrasheditto。
  Sheawokewithawildstareofterror。
  “Oh,God,whereamI?”shecried。
  “Hush,foryourlife’ssake!“heanswered,hisfacultiesreturning。
  “Hush!oryouarelost。”
  Buttherewasnoneedtocautionheretosilence,forBeatrice’ssensesfailedherattheshock,andshesankswooninginhisarms。