Beatricewalkeduptoher,tookthethinlittlehandsinhers,andlookedherfixedlyintheeyes。
  “Jane。”shesaid。“Jane,don’tyouknowme?”
  “Yes,MissGranger。”shesaid,“Iknowthelesson;Iwillsayitpresently。”
  Beatricetookherinherarms,andsatdownonthebed。Quieterandquietergrewthechildtillsuddenlyanawfulchangepassedoverherface。
  “Sheisdying。”whisperedthedoctor。
  “Holdmeclose,holdmeclose!“saidthechild,whosesensesreturnedbeforethelasteclipse。“Oh,MissGranger,Ishan’tgotohell,shallI?Iamafraidofhell。”
  “No,love,no;youwillgotoheaven。”
  Janelaystillawhile。Thenseeingthepalelipsmove,Beatriceputhereartothechild’smouth。
  “Willyoucomewithme?”shemurmured;“Iamafraidtogoalone。”
  AndBeatrice,hergreatgreyeyesfixedsteadilyontheclosingeyesbeneath,whisperedbacksothatnoothersoulcouldhearexceptthedyingchild:
  “Yes,Iwillcomepresently。”ButJaneheardandunderstood。
  “Promise。”saidthechild。
  “Yes,Ipromise。”answeredBeatriceinthesameinaudiblewhisper。
  “Sleep,dear,sleep;Iwilljoinyouverysoon。”
  Andthechildlookedup,shivered,smiled——andslept。
  Beatricegaveitbacktotheweepingparentsandwentherway。“Whatasplendidcreature。”saidthedoctortohimselfashelookedafterher。
  “ShehaseyeslikeFate,andthefaceofMotherhoodIncarnate。Agreatwoman,ifeverIsawone,butdifferentfromotherwomen。”
  MeanwhileBeatricemadeherwaytooldEdward’sboat-shed。Assheexpected,therewasnobodythere,andnobodyonthebeach。OldEdwardandhissonwereattea,withtherestofBryngelly。Theywouldcomebackafterdarkandlockuptheboat-house。
  Shelookedatthesea。Therewerenowaves,butthebreezefreshenedeveryminute,andtherewasalongslowswelluponthewater。TherollerswouldberunningbeyondtheshelterofRumballPoint,fivemilesaway。
  Thetidewashigh;itmountedtowithintenyardsoftheendoftheboat-house。Sheopenedthedoor,anddraggedouthercanoe,closingthedooragainafterher。Thecraftwaslight,andshewasstrongforawoman。Closetotheboat-houseoneofthetimberbreakwaters,whicharecommonatsea-sideplaces,randownintothewater。Shedraggedthecanoetoitsside,andthenpusheditdownthebeachtillitsbowwasafloat。Next,mountingonthebreakwater,shecaughtholdofthelittlechaininthebow,andwalkingalongthetimberbaulks,pulledwithallherforcetillthecanoewasquiteafloat。Onshewent,draggingitafterher,tillthewaveswashingoverthebreakwaterwettedhershoes。
  Thenshebroughtthecanoequiteclose,and,watchingheropportunity,steppedintoit,nearlyfallingintothewaterasshedidso。Butsherecoveredherbalance,andsatdown。Inanotherminuteshewaspaddlingouttoseawithallherstrength。
  Fortwentyminutesormoreshepaddledunceasingly。Thensherestedawhile,onlykeepingthecanoeheadontothesea,which,withoutbeingrough,wasrunningmoreandmorefreshly。There,somemilesaway,wasthedarkmassofRumballPoint。Shemustbeoffitbeforethenightclosedin。Therewouldbeseaenoughthere;nosuchcraftasherscouldliveinitforfiveminutes,andthetidewasontheturn。
  Anythingsinkinginthosewaterswouldbecarriedfaraway,andnevercomebacktotheshoreofWales。
  SheturnedherheadandlookedatBryngelly,andthelongfamiliarstretchofcliff。Howfairitseemed,bathedinthequietlightsofsummerafternoon。Oh!wasthereanyafternoonwherethechildhadgone,andwhereshewasfollowingfast?——orwasitallnight,black,eternalnight,unbrokenbythedramofdearrememberedthings?
  ThereweretheDogRocks,whereshehadstoodonthatmistyautumnday,andseenthevisionofhercoffinedmother’sface。Surelyitwasapresageofherfate。TherebeyondwastheBellRock,whereinthatsamehourGeoffreyandshehadmet,andbehinditwastheAmphitheatre,wheretheyhadtoldtheirlove。Hark!whatwasthatsoundpealingfaintlyatintervalsacrossthedeep?Itwasthegreatship’sbellthat,stirredfromtimetotimebythewashofthehightide,solemnlytolledherpassingsoul。
  Shepaddledon;thesoundofthatdeath-knellshookhernerves,andmadeherfeelfaintandweak。Oh,itwouldhavebeeneasierhadshebeenasshewasayearago,beforeshelearnedtolove,andhandinhandhadseenfaithandhopere-arisefromthedepthsofherstirredsoul。Thenbeingbutaheathen,shecouldhavemetherendwithallaheathen’sstrength,knowingwhatshelost,andbelieving,too,thatshewouldfindbutsleep。Andnowitwasotherwise,forinherheartshedidnotbelievethatshewasaboututterlytoperish。What,couldthebodyliveoninathousandforms,changedindeedbutindestructibleandimmortal,whilethespiritualpart,withallitshopesandlovesandfears,meltedintonothingness?Itcouldnotbe;
  surelyonsomenewshoresheshouldonceagaingreetherlove。Andifitwasnot,howwouldtheymeetherinthatunderworld,comingself-
  murdered,herlife-bloodonherhands?Wouldhermotherturnawayfromher?andthelittlebrother,whomshehadloved,wouldherejecther?
  AndwhatVoiceofDoommightstrikeherintoeverlastinghopelessness?
  But,bethesinwhatitmight,yetwouldshesinitforthesakeofGeoffrey;ay,evenifshemustreapaharvestofeternalwoe。Shebentherheadandprayed。“Oh,Power,thatartabove,fromwhomIcome,towhomIgo,havemercyonme!Oh,Spirit,ifindeedthynameisLove,weighmyloveinthybalance,andletitliftthescaleofsin。Oh,GodofSacrifice,benotwrothatmydeedofsacrificeandgivemepardon,givemelifeandpeace,thatinatimetocomeImaywinthesightofhimforwhomIdie。”
  Asomewhatheathenishprayerindeed,andfartoofullofhumanpassionforoneabouttoleavethehumanshores。But,then——well,itwasBeatricewhoprayed——Beatrice,whocouldrealisenoheavenbeyondthelimitsofherpassion,whostillthoughtmoreofherlovethanofsavingherownsoulalive。Perhapsitfoundahome——perhaps,likeherwhoprayedit,itwaslostuponthepitilessdeep。
  ThenBeatriceprayednomore。Shortwashertime。See,theresankthesuninglory;andtherethegreatrollerssweptalongpastthesullenheadland,wheretheundertowmetwindandtide。Shewouldthinknomoreofself;itwas,itseemedtoher,sosmall,thismendicantcallingontheUnseen,notforothers,butforself:aidforself,well-beingforself,salvationforself——thisdoingofgoodthatgoodmightcometoself。Shehadmadeherprayer,andifsheprayedagainitshouldbeforGeoffrey,thathemightprosperandbehappy——thathemightforgivethetroubleherlovehadbroughtintohislife。Thathemightforgethershecouldnotpray。Shehadprayedherprayerandsaidhersay,anditwasdonewith。LetherbejudgedasitseemedgoodtoThosewhojudge!Nowshewouldfixherthoughtsuponherlove,andbyitsstrengthwouldshetriumphoverthebitternessofdeath。
  Hereyesflashedandherbreastheaved:furtherouttosea,furtheryet——shewouldmeetthoserollersaknotormorefromthepointoftheheadland,thatnorecordmightremain。
  Wasitherwrongifshelovedhim?Shecouldnothelpit,andshewasproudtolovehim。Evennow,shewouldnotundothepast。WhatwerethelinesthatGeoffreyhadreadtoher。Theyhauntedhermindwithastrangepersistence——theytooktimetothebeatofherfallingpaddle,andwouldnotleaveher:
  “Ofoncesownseed,whoknowethwhatthecropis?
  Alas,mylove,Love’seyesareveryblind!
  Whatwouldtheyhaveusdo?SunflowersandpoppiesStooptothewind——“[*]
  [*]OliverMadoxBrown。
  Yes,yes,Love’seyesareveryblind,butintheirblindnesstherewasmorelightthaninallotherearthlythings。Oh,shecouldnotliveforhim,andwithhim——itwasdeniedtoher——butshestillcoulddieforhim,herdarling,herdarling!
  “Geoffrey,hearme——Idieforyou;acceptmysacrifice,andforgetmenot。”So!——sheisintherollers——howsolemntheyarewiththeirhoaryheadsoffoam,asonebyonetheymovedownuponher。
  Thefirst!ittowershigh,butthecanoeridesitlikeacork。Look!
  thedayisdyingonthedistantland,butstillhisgloryshinesacrossthesea。Presentlyallwillbefinished。Herethebreezeisstrong;ittearsthebonnetfromherhead,itunwindsthecoronetofbraidedlocks,andherbrighthairstreamsoutbehindher。Feelhowthespraystings,strikinglikeawhip。No,notthiswave,sheridesthatalso;shewilldieasshehaslived——fightingtothelast;andoncemore,neverfaltering,shesetsherfacetowardstherollersandconsignshersoultodoom。
  Ah!thatstruckherfull。Oh,see!Geoffrey’sringhasslippedfromherwethand,fallingintothebottomoftheboat。Cansheregainit?
  shewoulddiewiththatringuponherfinger——itishermarriage-ring,weddingherthroughdeathtoGeoffrey,uponthealtarofthesea。Shestoops!oh,whatashockofwateratherbreast!Whatwasit——whatwasit?——/Ofoncesownseed,whoknowethwhatthecropis?/Shemustsoonlearnnow!
  “Geoffrey!hearme,Geoffrey!——Idie,Idieforyou!Iwillwaitforyouatthefoundationsofthesea,onthetopmostheightsofheaven,inthelowestdeepsofhell——whereverIamIwillalwayswaitforyou!“
  Itsinks——ithassunk——sheisalonewithGod,andthecruelwaters。
  Thesungoesout!Lookonthatgreatwhitewaveseethingthroughthedeepeninggloom;hearitrushingtowardsher,bigwithfate。
  “Geoffrey,mydarling——Iwillwait——“
  FarewelltoBeatrice!Thelightwentoutoftheskyanddarknessgatheredonthewelteringsea。FarewelltoBeatrice,andallherloveandallhersin。
  CHAPTERXXIX
  AWOMAN’SLASTWORD
  Geoffreycamedowntobreakfastabouteleveno’clockonthemorningofthatdaythefirsthoursofwhichhehadspentatEustonStation。NotseeingEffie,heaskedLadyHonoriawhereshewas,andwasinformedthatAnne,theFrench/bonne/,saidthechildwasnotwellandthatshehadkeptherinbedtobreakfast。
  “Doyoumeantosaythatyouhavenotbeenuptoseewhatisthematterwithher?”askedGeoffrey。
  “No,notyet。”answeredhiswife。“Ihavehadthedressmakerherewithmynewdressfortheduchess’sballto-morrow;it’slovely,butI
  thinkthatthereisalittletoomuchofthatcreamylaceaboutit。”
  Withanexclamationofimpatience,Geoffreyroseandwentupstairs。HefoundEffietossingaboutinbed,herfaceflushed,hereyeswideopen,andherlittlehandsquitehot。
  “Sendforthedoctoratonce。”hesaid。
  Thedoctorcameandexaminedthechild,askingherifshehadwetherfeetlately。
  “Yes,Idid,twodaysago。Iwetmyfeetinapuddleinthestreet。”
  sheanswered。“ButAnnedidsaythattheywouldsoongetdry,ifI
  heldthemtothefire,becausemyotherbootswasnotclean。Oh,myheaddoesache,daddie。”
  “Ah。”saidthedoctor,andthencoveringthechildup,tookGeoffreyasideandtoldhimthathisdaughterhadamildattackofinflammationofthelungs。Therewasnocauseforanxiety,onlyshemustbelookedafterandguardedfromchills。
  Geoffreyaskedifheshouldsendforatrainednurse。
  “Oh,no。”saidthedoctor。“Idonotthinkitisnecessary,atanyrateatpresent。Iwilltellthenursewhattodo,anddoubtlessyourwifewillkeepaneyeonher。”
  SoAnnewascalledup,andvowedthatshewouldguardthecherishedchildliketheappleofhereye。Indeed,no,thebootswerenotwet——
  therewasalittle,averylittlemudonthem,thatwasall。
  “Well,don’ttalksomuch,butseethatyouattendtoherproperly。”
  saidGeoffrey,feelingratherdoubtful,forhedidnottrustAnne。
  However,hethoughthewouldseehimselfthattherewasnoneglect。
  Whensheheardwhatwasthematter,LadyHonoriawasmuchputout。
  “Really。”shesaid,“childrenarethemostvexatiouscreaturesintheworld。Theideaofhergettinginflammationofthelungsinthisunprovokedfashion。TheendofitwillbethatIshallnotbeabletogototheduchess’sballto-morrownight,andshewassokindaboutit,shemadequiteapointofmycoming。BesidesIhaveboughtthatlovelynewdressonpurpose。Ishouldneverhavedreamedofgoingtosomuchexpenseforanythingelse。”
  “Don’ttroubleyourself。”saidGeoffrey。“TheHousedoesnotsitto-morrow;Iwilllookafterher。UnlessEffiediesintheinterval,youwillcertainlybeabletogototheball。”
  “Dies——whatnonsense!Thedoctorsaysthatitisaveryslightattack。
  Whyshouldshedie?”
  “IamsureIhopethatthereisnofearofanythingofthesort,Honoria。Onlyshemustbeproperlylookedafter。IdonottrustthiswomanAnne。Ihavehalfamindtogetinatrainednurseafterall。”
  “Well,ifyoudo,shewillhavetosleepoutofthehouse,that’sall。
  AmeliaLadyGarsingtoniscomingupto-night,andImusthavesomewheretoputhermaid,andthereisnoroomforanotherbedinEffie’sroom。”
  “Oh,verywell,verywell。”saidGeoffrey,“Idaresaythatitwillbeallright,butifEffiegetsanyworse,youwillpleaseunderstandthatroommustbemade。”
  ButEffiedidnotgetworse。Sheremainedmuchaboutthesame。
  Geoffreysatathomealldayandemployedhimselfinreadingbriefs;
  fortunatelyhehadnottogotocourt。Aboutsixo’clockhewentdowntotheHouse,andhavingdinedverysimplyandquietly,tookhisseatandlistenedtosomedrearytalk,whichwasbeingcarriedonforthebenefitofthereporters,abouttheadoptionoftheWelshlanguageinthelawcourtsofWales。
  Suddenlyhebecameawareofamostextraordinarysenseofoppression。
  Anindefinitedreadtookholdofhim,hisverysoulwasfilledwithterribleapprehensionsandalarm。Somethingdreadfulseemedtoknockattheportalsofhissense,ahorrorwhichhecouldnotgrasp。Hismindwasconfused,butlittlebylittleitgrewclearer,andhebegantounderstandthatadangerthreatenedBeatrice,thatshewasingreatperil。Hewassureofit。Heragoniseddyingcriesreachedhimwherehewas,thoughinnoformwhichhecouldunderstand;oncemoreherthoughtbeatonhisthought——oncemoreandforthelasttimeherspiritspoketohis。
  Thensuddenlyacoldwindseemedtobreatheuponhisfaceandlifthishair,andeverythingwasgone。Hismindwasasithadbeen;againheheardthedrearyoratorandsawthemembersslippingawaytodinner。
  Theconditionsthatdisturbedhimhadpassed,thingswereastheyhadbeen。Norwasthisstrange!Forthelinkwasbroken。Beatricewas/dead/。Shehadpassedintothedomainsofimpenetrablesilence。
  Geoffreysatupwithagasp,andashedidsoaletterwasplacedinhishand。ItwasaddressedinBeatrice’shandwritingandboretheChesterpostmark。Achillfearseizedhim。Whatdiditcontain?Hehurriedwithitintoaprivateroomandopenedit。ItwasdatedfromBryngellyonthepreviousSundayandhadseveralinclosures。
  “MydearestGeoffrey。”itbegan,“Ihaveneverbeforeaddressedyouthusonpaper,norshouldIdosonow,knowingtowhatriskssuchwrittenwordsmightputyou,wereitnotthatoccasionsmayariseasinthiscasewhichseemtojustifytherisk。Forwhenallthingsareendedbetweenamanandawomanwhoaretoeachotherwhatwehavebeen,thenitiswellthattheonewhogoesshouldspeakplainlybeforespeechbecomesimpossible,ifonlythattheonewhoisleftshouldnotmisunderstandthatwhichhasbeendone。
  “Geoffrey,itisprobable——itisalmostcertain——thatbeforeyoureyesreadthesewordsIshallbewhereinthebodytheycanneverseememore。Iwritetoyoufromthebrinkofthegrave;whenyoureadit,itwillhaveclosedoverme。
  “Geoffrey,Ishallbedead。
  “IreceivedyourdearletteritisdestroyednowinwhichyouexpressedawishthatIshouldcomeawaywithyoutosomeothercountry,andIanswereditineightbriefwords。Idarednottrustmyselftowritemore,norhadIanytime。HowcouldyouthinkthatIshouldeveracceptsuchanofferformyownsake,whentodosowouldhavebeentoruinyou?ButfirstIwilltellyouallthathashappenedhere。”Herefollowedalongandexactdescriptionofthoseeventswithwhichwearealreadyacquainted,includingthedenunciationofBeatricebyhersister,thethreatsofOwenDaviesasregardsGeoffreyhimself,andthemeasureswhichshehadadoptedtogaintime。
  “Further。”thelettercontinued,“Iincloseyouyourwife’slettertome。AndhereIwishtostatethatIhavenotonewordtosayagainstLadyHonoriaorherletter。Ithinkthatshewasperfectlyjustifiedinwritingasshedid,forafterall,dearGeoffrey,youareherhusband,andinlovingeachotherwehaveoffendedagainsther。Shetellsmetrulythatitismydutytomakeallfurthercommunicationsbetweenusimpossible。Thereisonlyonewaytodothis,andItakeit。
  “AndnowIhavespokenenoughaboutmyself,nordoIwishtoenterintodetailsthatcouldonlygiveyoupain。Therewillbenoscandal,dear,andifanywordshouldberaisedagainstyouafterIamgone,IhaveprovidedananswerinthesecondletterwhichI
  haveinclosed。Youcanprintitifnecessary;itwillbeasufficientreplytoanytalk。Nobodyafterreadingitcanbelievethatyouwereinanywayconnectedwiththeaccidentwhichwillhappen。Dear,onewordmore——stillaboutmyself,yousee!Donotblameyourselfinthismatter,foryouarenottoblame;ofmyownfreewillIdoit,becauseintheextremityofthecircumstancesI
  thinkitbestthatoneshouldgoandtheotherbesaved,ratherthanthatbothshouldbeinvolvedinacommonruin。
  “Dear,doyourememberhowinthatstrangevisionofmine,I
  dreamedthatyoucameandtouchedmeonthebreastandshowedmelight?Soithascometopass,foryouhavegivenmelove——thatislight;andnowindeathIshallseekforwisdom。Andthisbeingfulfilled,shallnottherestbefulfilledinitsseason?ShallI
  notsitinthosecloudyhallstillIseeyoucometoseekme,thewordofwisdomonyourlips?AndsinceIcannothaveyoutomyself,andbeallinalltoyou,whyIamgladtogo。Forhereontheworldisneitherrestnorhappiness;asinmydream,toooftendoes’Hopeseemtorendherstarryrobes。’
  “Iamgladtogofromsuchaworld,inwhichbutonehappythinghasfoundme——theblessingofyourlove。Iamwornoutwiththewearinessandstruggle,andnowthatIhavelostyouIlongforrest。IdonotknowifIsininwhatIdo;ifso,mayIbeforgiven。Ifforgivenessisimpossible,sobeit!Youwillforgiveme,Geoffrey,andyouwillalwaysloveme,howeverwickedImaybe;evenif,atthelast,yougowhereIamnot,youwillrememberandlovetheerringwomantowhom,beingsolittle,youstillwereallinall。Wearenotmarried,Geoffrey,accordingtothecustomsoftheworld,buttwoshortdayshenceIshallcelebrateaservicethatisgreaterandmoresolemnthananyoftheearth。ForDeathwillbethePriestandthatoathwhichIshalltakewillbetoalleternity。Whocanprophesyofthatwhereofmanhasnosureknowledge?YetIdobelievethatinatimetocomeweshalllookagainintoeachother’seyes,andkisseachother’slips,andbeoneforevermore。Ifthisisso,itisworthwhiletohavelivedanddied;ifnot,then,Geoffrey,farewell!
  “IfImayIwillalwaysbenearyou。Listentothenightwindandyoushallhearmyvoice;lookonthestars,youwillseemyeyes;
  andmyloveshallbeastheairyoubreathe。Andwhenatlasttheendcomes,rememberme,forifIliveatallIshallbeaboutyouthen。WhathaveImoretosay?Somuch,mydear,thatwordscannotconveyit。Letitbeuntold;butwheneveryouhearorreadthatwhichisbeautifulortender,think’thisiswhatBeatricewouldhavesaidtomeandcouldnot!’
  “Youwillbeagreatman,dear,theforemostoroneoftheforemostofyourage。Youhavealreadypromisedmetoperseveretothisend:Iwillnotaskyoutopromiseafresh。Donotbecontenttoaccepttheworldaswomenmust。Greatmendonotaccepttheworld;
  theyreformit——andyouareoftheirnumber。Andwhenyouaregreat,Geoffrey,youwilluseyourpower,notforself-interest,buttolargeandworthyends;youwillalwaysstrivetohelpthepoor,tobreakdownoppressionfromthosewhohavetobarit,andtoadvancethehonourofyourcountry。YouwilldoallthisfromyourownheartandnotbecauseIaskitofyou,butrememberthatyourfamewillbemybestmonument——thoughnoneshalleverknowthegraveitcovers。
  “Farewell,farewell,farewell!Oh,Geoffrey,mydarling,towhomI
  haveneverbeenawife,towhomIammorethananywife——donotforgetmeinthelongyearswhicharetocome。Remembermewhenothersforsakeyou。Donotforgetmewhenothersflatteryouandtrytowinyourlove,fornonecanbetoyouwhatIhavebeen——
  nonecaneverloveyoumorethanthatlostBeatricewhowritestheseheavywordsto-night,andwhowillpassawayblessingyouwithherlastbreath,toawaityou,ifshemay,inthelandtowhichyourfeetalsodrawdailyon。”
  Thencameatear-stainedpostscriptinpencildatedfromPaddingtonStationonthatverymorning。
  “IjourneyedtoLondontoseeyou,Geoffrey。Icouldnotdiewithoutlookingonyourfaceoncemore。IwasinthegalleryoftheHouseandheardyourgreatspeech。Yourfriendfoundmeaplace。AfterwardsItouchedyourcoatasyoupassedbythepillarofthegateway。ThenIranawaybecauseIsawyourfriendturnandlookatme。Ishallkissthisletter——justherebeforeIcloseit——kissittheretoo——itisourlastcoldembrace。BeforetheendI
  shallputontheringyougaveme——onmyhand,Imean。Ihavealwayswornituponmybreast。WhenItouchedyouasyoupassedthroughthegatewayIthoughtthatIshouldhavebrokendownandcalledtoyou——butIfoundstrengthnottodoso。Myheartisbreakingandmyeyesareblindwithtears;Icanwritenomore;I
  havenomoretosay。Nowonceagaingood-bye。/Aveatquevale/——
  oh,mylove!——B。”
  Thesecondletterwasadummy。Thatistosayitpurportedtobesuchanepistleasanyyoungladymighthavewrittentoagentlemanfriend。
  Itbegan,“DearMr。Bingham。”andended,“Yourssincerely,BeatriceGranger。”wasfilledwithchit-chat,andexpressedhopesthathewouldbeabletocomedowntoBryngellyagainlaterinthesummer,whentheywouldgocanoeing。
  Itwasobvious,thoughtBeatrice,thatifGeoffreywasaccusedbyOwenDaviesoranybodyelseofbeingconcernedwithhermysteriousend,theproductionofsuchafrankepistlewrittentwodayspreviouslywoulddemonstratetheabsurdityoftheidea。PoorBeatrice,shewasfullofprecautions!
  LethimwhomayimaginetheeffectproduceduponGeoffreybythisheartrendingandastoundingepistle!CouldBeatricehaveseenhisfacewhenhehadfinishedreadingitshewouldneverhavecommittedsuicide。Inaminuteitbecamelikethatofanoldman。Asthewholetruthsankintohismind,suchanagonyofhorror,ofremorse,ofunavailingwoeandhopelessnesssweptacrosshissoul,thatforamomenthethoughthisvitalforcesmustgivewaybeneathit,andthatheshoulddie,asindeedinthisdarkhourhewouldhaverejoicedtodo。Oh,howpitifulitwas——howpitifulandhowawful!Tothinkofthislove,sopassionatelypure,wastedonhisownunworthiness。Tothinkofthisdivinewomangoingdowntolonelydeathforhim——astrongman;topicturehercrouchingbehindthatgatewaypillarandtouchinghimashepassed,whilehe,thethriceaccursedfool,knewnothingtilltoolate;toknowthathehadgonetoEustonandnottoPaddington;torememberthematchlessstrengthandbeautyofthelovewhichhehadlost,andthatfacewhichheshouldneverseeagain!
  Surelyhisheartwouldbreak。Nomancouldbearit!
  Andofthosecowardswhohoundedhertodeath,ifindeedshewasalreadydead!Oh,hewouldkillOwenDavies——yes,andElizabethtoo,wereitnotthatshewasawoman;andasforHonoriahehaddonewithher。Scandal,whatdidhecareforscandal?Ifhehadhiswillthereshouldbeascandalindeed,forhewouldbeatthisOwenDavies,thisreptile,whodidnothesitatetouseawoman’sterrorstoprosperthefulfillingofhislust——yes,andthendraghimtotheContinentandkillhimthere。Onlyvengeancewaslefttohim!
  Stop,hemustnotgiveway——perhapsshewasnotdead——perhapsthathorriblepresageofevilwhichhadstruckhimlikeastormwasbutadream。Couldhetelegraph?No,itwastoolate;theofficeatBryngellywouldbeclosed——itwaspasteightnow。Buthecouldgo。
  Therewasatrainleavingalittleafternine——heshouldbetherebyhalf-pastsixto-morrow。AndEffiewasill——well,surelytheycouldlookafterherfortwenty-fourhours;shewasinnodanger,andhemustgo——hecouldnotbearthistorturingsuspense。GreatGod!howhadshedonethedeed!
  Geoffreysnatchedasheetofpaperandtriedtowrite。Hecouldnot,hishandshookso。Withagroanherose,andgoingtotherefreshmentroomswallowedtwoglassesofbrandyoneafteranother。Thespirittookeffectonhim;hecouldwritenow。Rapidlyhescribbledonasheetofpaper:
  “IhavebeencalledawayuponimportantbusinessandshallprobablynotbebacktillThursdaymorning。SeethatEffieisproperlyattendedto。IfIamnotbackyoumustnotgototheduchess’sball——GeoffreyBingham。”
  ThenheaddressedthelettertoLadyHonoriaanddispatchedacommissionairewithit。Thisdone,hecalledacabandbadethecabmandrivetoEustonasfastashishorsecouldgo。
  CHAPTERXXX
  AVEATQUEVALE
  Thatfrightfuljourney——nonightmarewaseverhalfsoawful!Butitcametoanendatlast——therewastheBryngellyStation。Geoffreysprangfromthetrain,andgavehistickettotheporter,glancinginhisfaceashedidso。Surelyiftherehadbeenatragedythemanwouldknowofit,andshowsignsofhalf-joyousemotionasisthefashionofsuchpeoplewhensomethingawfulandmysterioushashappenedtosomebodyelse。Butheshowednosuchsymptoms,andaglimmerofhopefounditswayintoGeoffrey’stormentedbreast。
  HeleftthestationandwalkedrapidlytowardstheVicarage。Thosewhoknowwhatapitchofhorrorsuspensecanreachmayimaginehisfeelingsashedidso。Butitwassoontobeputanendtonow。AshedrewneartheVicaragegatehemetthefatWelshservantgirlBettyrunningtowardshim。ThenhopeleftGeoffrey。
  Thegirlrecognisedhim,andinherconfusiondidnotseemintheleastastonishedtoseehimwalkingthereataquartertosevenonasummermorning。Indeed,evenshevaguelyconnectedGeoffreywithBeatriceinhermind,forsheatoncesaidinherthickEnglish:
  “Oh,sir,doyouknowwhereMissBeatriceis?”
  “No。”heanswered,catchingatarailingforsupport。“Whydoyouask?
  Ihavenotseenherforweeks。”
  Thenthegirlplungedintoalongstory。Mr。GrangerandMissGrangerwereawayfromhome,andwouldnotbebackforanothertwohours。MissBeatricehadgoneoutyesterdayafternoon,andhadnotcomebacktotea。She,Betty,hadnotthoughtmuchofit,believingthatshehadstoppedtospendtheeveningsomewhere,and,beingverytired,hadgonetobedabouteight,leavingthedoorunlocked。Thismorning,whenshewoke,itwastofindthatMissBeatricehadnotsleptinthehousethatnight,andshecameouttoseeifshecouldfindher。
  “Wherewasshegoingwhenshewentout?”Geoffreyasked。
  Shedidnotknow,butshethoughtthatMissBeatricewasgoingoutinthecanoe。Leastwaysshehadputonhertennisshoes,whichshealwaysworewhenshewentoutboating。
  Geoffreyunderstooditallnow。“Cometotheboat-house。”hesaid。
  Theywentdowntothebeach,whereasyetnonewereaboutexceptafewworkingpeople。Neartheboat-houseGeoffreymetoldEdwardwalkingalongwithakeyinhishand。
  “Lord,sir!“hesaid。“Youhere,sir!andinthattherequeerhat,too。Whatisit,sir?”
  “DidMissBeatricegooutinhercanoeyesterdayevening,Edward?”
  Geoffreyaskedhoarsely。
  “No,sir;notasIknowon。Myboylockeduptheboat-houselastnight,andIsupposehelookedinitfirst。What!Youdon’tmeantosay——Stop;we’llsoonknow。Oh,Goad!thecanoe’sgone!“
  Therewasasilence,anawfulsilence。OldEdwardbrokeit。
  “She’sdrowned,sir——that’swhatsheis——drownedatlast;andshethefinestwomaninWales。Iknewedshewouldbeoneday,poordear!andshethebeautythatshewas;andallalongofthatdamnedunluckylittlecraft。Goadhelpher!She’sdrowned,Isay——“
  Bettyburstoutintoloudweepingathiswords。
  “Stopthatnoise,girl。”saidGeoffrey,turninghispalefacetowardsher。“GobacktotheVicarage,andifMr。GrangercomeshomebeforeI
  getback,tellhimwhatwefear。Edward,sendsomementosearchtheshoretowardsCoed,andsomemoreinasailingboat。IwillwalktowardstheBellRock——youcanfollowme。”
  Hestartedandswiftlytrampedalongthesands,searchingtheseawithhiseye。Onhewalkedsullenly,desperatelystrivingtohopeagainsthope。On,pasttheDogRocks,roundthelongcurveofbeachtillhecametotheAmphitheatre。Thetidewashighagain;hecouldbarelypasstheprojectingpoint。Hewasroundit,andhisheartstoodstill。
  Forthere,bottomupwards,andgentlyswayingtoandfroasthespentwavesrockedit,wasBeatrice’scanoe。
  Sadly,hopelessly,heavily,Geoffreywadedkneedeepintothewater,andcatchingthebowofthecanoe,draggeditashore。Therewas,orappearedtobe,nothinginit;ofcoursehecouldnotexpectanythingelse。Itsoccupanthadsunkandbeencarriedouttoseabytheebb,whereasthecanoehaddriftedbacktoshorewiththemorningtide。
  Herearedituponitsendtoletthewaterdrainoutofit,andfromthehollowofthebowarchsomethingcamerollingdown,somethingbrightandheavy,followedbyabrownobject。Hastilyheloweredthecanoeagain,andpickedupthebrighttrinket。Itwashisownringcomebacktohim——theRomanringhehadgivenBeatrice,andwhichshetoldhiminthelettershewouldwearinherhourofdeath。Hetoucheditwithhislipsandplaceditbackuponhishand,thistokenfromthebeloveddead,vowingthatitshouldneverleavehishandinlife,andthatafterdeathitshouldbeburiedonhim。Andsoitwillbe,perhapstobedugupagainthousandsofyearshence,andoncemoretoplayapartintheromanceofunbornages。
  /Aveatquevale/——thatwastheinscriptionrudelycutwithinitsround。Greetingandfarewell——herownlastwordstohim。Oh,Beatrice,Beatrice!toyoualso/aveatquevale/。Youcouldnothavesentafittermessage。Greetingandfarewell!Diditnotsumitall?Withinthecircleofthislittleringwaswrittheepitomeofhumanlife:
  herewerethebeginningandtheendofLoveandHate,ofHopeandfear,ofJoyandSorrow。
  Beatrice,hail!Beatrice,farewell!tillperchanceaSpiritrushingearthwardshallcry“/Greeting/。”inanothertongue,andDeath,descendingtohisownplace,shakingfromhiswingsthedewoftears,shallanswer“/FarewelltomeandNight,yeChildrenofEternalDay!/“
  Andwhatwasthisotherrelic?Heliftedit——itwasBeatrice’stennisshoe,washedfromherfoot——Geoffreyknewit,foroncehehadtiedit。
  ThenGeoffreybrokedown——itwastoomuch。Hethrewhimselfuponthegreatrockandsobbed——thatrockwherehehadsatwithherandHeavenhadopenedtotheirsight。Butmenarenotgiventosuchexhibitionsofemotion,andfortunatelyforhimtheparoxysmdidnotlast。Hecouldnothaveborneitforlong。
  Heroseandwentagaintotheedgeofthesea。AtthismomentoldEdwardandhissonarrived。Geoffreypointedtotheboat,thenheldupthelittleshoe。
  “Ah。”saidtheoldman,“asIthought。Goadhelpher!She’sgone;
  she’llnevercomeashorenomore,shewon’t。She’stwentymilesawaybynow,sheis,breastup,withthegullsa-screamingoverher。It’sthattheredamnedcanoe,that’swhatitis。IwishtoGoadIhadbrokeituplongago。I’dratherhavebuiltheraboatfornothing,Iwould。
  Damntheunluckycraft!“screamedtheoldmanatthetopofhisvoice,andturninghisheadtohidethetearsthatwerestreamingdownhisruggedface。“AndherthatInursedandpulledoutofthewatersonceallbutdead。Damnit,Isay!There,takethat,youSeaWitch,you!“
  andhepickedupagreatboulderandcrasheditthroughthebottomofthecanoewithallhisstrength。“Youshan’tneverdrownnomore。Butithasbroughtyougoodluck,ithas,sir;you’llbeafortunitmanallyourlifenow。Ithasbroughtyouthe/DrownedOne’sshoe/。”
  “Don’tbreakitanymore。”saidGeoffrey。“Sheusedtovalueit。Youhadbetterbringitalongbetweenyou——itmaybewanted。IamgoingtotheVicarage。”
  Hewalkedback。Mr。GrangerandElizabethhadnotyetarrived,buttheywereexpectedeveryminute。Hewentintothesitting-room。ItwasfullofmemoriesandtokensofBeatrice。Therelayanovelwhichhehadgivenher,andtherewasyesterday’spaperthatshehadbroughtfromtown,the/Standard/,withhisspeechinit。
  Geoffreycoveredhiseyeswithhishand,andthought。Noneknewthatshehadcommittedsuicideexcepthimself。Ifherevealeditthingsmightbesaidofher;hedidnotcarewhatwassaidofhim,buthewasjealousofherdeadname。Itmightbesaid,forinstance,thatthewholetalewastrue,andthatBeatricediedbecauseshecouldnolongerfacelifewithoutbeingputtoanopenshame。Yes,hehadbetterholdhistongueastohowandwhyshedied。Shewasdead——
  nothingcouldbringherback。Buthowthenshouldheaccountforhispresencethere?Easilyenough。HewouldsayfranklythathecamebecauseBeatricehadwrittentohimofthechargesmadeagainstherandthethreatsagainsthimself——cametofindherdead。AndonthatpointhewouldstillhaveawordwithOwenDaviesandElizabeth。
  ScarcelyhadhemadeuphismindwhenElizabethandherfatherentered。Clearlyfromtheirfacestheyhadasyetheardnothing。
  Geoffreyrose,andElizabethcaughtsightofhimstandingwithglowingeyesandafacelikethatofDeathhimself。Sherecoiledinalarm。
  “Whatbringsyouhere,Mr。Bingham?”shesaid,inherhardvoice。
  “Cannotyouguess,MissGranger?”hesaidsternly。“AfewdaysbackyoumadecertainchargesagainstyoursisterandmyselfinthepresenceofyourfatherandMr。OwenDavies。Thesechargeshavebeencommunicatedtome,andIhavecometoanswerthemandtodemandsatisfactionforthem。”
  Mr。Grangerfidgetednervouslyandlookedasthoughhewouldliketoescape,butElizabeth,withcharacteristiccourage,shutthedoorandfacedthestorm。
  “Yes,Ididmakethosecharges,Mr。Bingham。”shesaid,“andtheyaretruecharges。Butstop,wehadbettersendforBeatricefirst。”
  “Youmaysend,butyouwillnotfindher。”
  “Whatdoyoumean?——whatdoyoumean?”askedherfatherapprehensively。
  “Itmeansthathehashiddenheraway,Isuppose。”saidElizabethwithasneer。
  “Imean,Mr。Granger,thatyourdaughterBeatriceis/dead/。”
  Foroncestartledoutofherself-command,Elizabethgavealittlecry,whileherfatherstaggeredbackagainstthewall。
  “Dead!dead!Whatdoyoumean?Howdidshedie?”heasked。
  “ThatisknowntoGodandheralone。”answeredGeoffrey。“Shewentoutlasteveninginhercanoe。WhenIarrivedherethismorningshewasmissedforthefirsttime。Iwalkedalongthebeachandfoundthecanoeandthisinsideofit。”andheplacedthesoddenshoeuponthetable。
  Therewasasilence。Inthemidstofit,OwenDaviesburstintotheroomwithwildeyesanddishevelledhair。
  “Isittrue?”hecried,“tellme——itcannotbetruethatBeatriceisdrowned。ShecannothavebeentakenfrommejustwhenIwasgoingtomarryher。Saythatitisnottrue!“
  AgreatfuryfilledGeoffrey’sheart。Hewalkeddowntheroomandshutthedoor,aredlightswimmingbeforehiseyes。ThenheturnedandgrippedOwenDavies’sshoulderlikeavice。
  “Youaccursedblackguard——youunmanlycur!“hesaid;“youandthatwickedwoman。”andheshookhishandatElizabeth,“conspiredtogethertobringasluruponBeatrice。Youdidmore:youthreatenedtoattackme,totryandruinmeifshewouldnotgiveherselfuptoyou。Youloathsomehypocrite,youtorturedherandfrightenedher;nowIamheretofrighten/you/。Yousaidthatyouwouldmakethecountryringwithyourtales。Itellyouthis——areyoulisteningtome?Ifyoudaretomentionhernameinsuchasense,orifthatwomandares,Iwillbreakeveryboneinyourwretchedbody——byHeavenIwillkillyou!“
  andhecastDaviesfromhim,andashedidso,struckhimheavilyacrossthefacewiththebackofhishand。
  Themantooknonoticeeitherofhiswordsorofthedeadlyinsultoftheblow。
  “Isittrue?”hescreamed,“isittruethatsheisdead?”
  “Yes。”saidGeoffrey,followinghim,andbendinghistallsquareframeoverhim,forDavieshadfallenagainstthewall,“yes,itistrue——
  sheisdead——andbeyondyourreachforever。PraytoGodthatyoumaynotonedaybecalledhermurderers,allofyou——youshamelesscowards。”
  OwenDaviesgaveoneshrillcryandsankinahuddledheapupontheground。
  “ThereisnoGod。”hemoaned;“Godpromisedhertome,tobemyown——
  youhavekilledher;you——youseducedherfirstandthenyoukilledher。Ibelieveyoukilledher。Oh,Ishallgomad!“
  “Madorsane。”saidGeoffrey,“saythosewordsoncemoreandIwillstampthelifeoutofyouwhereyouare。YousaythatGodpromisedhertoyou——promisedthatwomantoahoundlikeyou。Ah,becareful!“
  OwenDaviesmadenoanswer。Crouchedthereuponthegroundherockedhimselftoandfro,andmoanedinthemadnessofhisbaulkeddesire。
  “Thisman。”saidGeoffrey,turningtowardsandpointingtoElizabeth,whowasglaringathimlikeawildcatfromthecorneroftheroom,“saidthatthereisnoGod。IsaythatthereisaGod,andthatoneday,soonorlate,vengeancewillfindyouout——youmurderess,youwriterofanonymousletters;youwho,toadvanceyourownwickedendswhatevertheymaybe,werenotashamedtotrytodragyourinnocentsister’snameintothedirt。Ineverbelievedinahelltillnow,buttheremustbeahellforsuchasyou,ElizabethGranger。Goyourways;
  liveoutyourtime;butliveeveryhourofitinterrorofthevengeancethatshallcomesosurelyasyoushalldie。
  “Nowforyou,sir。”hewenton,addressingthetremblingfather。“Idonotblameyousomuch,becauseIbelievethatthisviperpoisonedyourmind。Youmighthavethoughtthatthetalewastrue。Itisnottrue;
  itwasalie。Beatrice,whonowisdead,cameintomyroominhersleep,andwascarriedfromitasshecame。Andyou,herfather,allowedthisvillainandyourdaughtertouseherdistressagainsther;youallowedhimtomakealeverofit,withwhichtoforceherintoamarriagethatsheloathed。Yes,coverupyourface——youmaywelldoso。Doyourworst,oneandallofyou,butrememberthatthistimeyouhavetodealwithamanwhocanandwillstrikeback,notapoorfriendlessgirl。”
  “BeforeHeaven,itwasnotmyfault,Mr。Bingham。”gaspedtheoldman。
  “Iaminnocentofit。ThatJudas-womanElizabethbetrayedhersisterbecauseshewantedtomarryhimherself。”andhepointedtotheHeapuponthefloor。“ShethoughtthatitwouldprejudicehimagainstBeatrice,andhe——hebelievedthatshewasattachedtoyou,andtriedtoworkuponherattachment。”
  “So。”saidGeoffrey,“nowwehaveitall。Andyou,sir,stoodbyandsawthisdone。Youstoodbythinkingthatyouwouldmakeaprofitofheragony。NowIwilltellyouwhatImeanttohidefromyou。Ididloveher。Idoloveher——asshelovedme。Ibelievethatbetweenyou,youdrovehertohergrave。Herbloodbeonyourheadsforeverandforever!“
  “Oh,takemehome。”groanedtheHeapuponthefloor——“takemehome,Elizabeth!Idaren’tgoalone。Beatricewillhauntme。Mybraingoesroundandround。Takemeaway,Elizabeth,andstopwithme。Youarenotafraidofher,youareafraidofnothing。”
  Elizabethsidleduptohim,keepingherfierceeyesonGeoffreyallthetime。Shewasutterlycowedandterrified,butshecouldstilllookfierce。ShetooktheHeapbythehandanddrewhimthencestillmoaningandquitecrazed。Sheledhimawaytohiscastleandhiswealth。Sixmonthsafterwardsshecameforthwithhimtomarryhim,half-wittedashewas。Ayearandeightmonthsafterwardsshecameoutagaintoburyhim,andfoundherselftherichestwidowinWales。
  Theywentforth,leavingGeoffreyandMr。Grangeralone。Theoldmanrestedhisheaduponthetableandweptbitterly。
  “Bemerciful。”hesaid,“donotsaysuchwordstome。Ilovedher,indeedIdid,butElizabethwastoomuchforme,andIamsopoor。Oh,ifyoulovedheralso,bemerciful!Idonotreproachyoubecauseyoulovedher,althoughyouhadnorighttoloveher。Ifyouhadnotlovedher,andmadeherloveyou,allthiswouldneverhavehappened。Whydoyousaysuchdreadfulthingstome,Mr。Bingham?”
  “Ilovedher,sir。”answeredGeoffrey,humblyenoughnowthathisfuryhadpassed,“becausebeingwhatshewasallwholookedonhermustloveher。Thereisnowomanleftlikeherintheworld。ButwhoamI
  thatIshouldblameyou?Godforgiveusall!IonlylivehenceforthinthehopethatImayonedayrejoinherwhereshehasgone。”
  Therewasapause。
  “Mr。Granger。”saidGeoffreypresently,“nevertroubleyourselfaboutmoney。Youwereherfather;anythingyouwantandwhatIhaveisyours。Letusshakehandsandsaygood-bye,andletusnevermeetagain。AsIsaid,Godforgiveusall!“
  “Thankyou——thankyou。”saidtheoldman,lookingupthroughthewhitehairthatfellabouthiseyes。“Itisastrangeworldandweareallmiserablesinners。Ihopethereisabettersomewhere。I’mwell-nightiredofthis,especiallynowthatBeatricehasgone。Poorgirl,shewasagooddaughterandafinewoman。Good-bye。Good-bye!“
  ThenGeoffreywent。
  CHAPTERXXXI
  THEDUCHESS’SBALL
  GeoffreyreachedTownalittlebeforeeleveno’clockthatnight——ahauntedman——hauntedforlifebyavisionofthatfacestilllovelyindeath,floatingaloneuponthedeep,andcompanionedonlybythescreamingmews——orperchancenowsinkingorsunktoanunfathomablegrave。Wellmightsuchavisionhauntaman,themanwhomaloneofallmenthosecoldlipshadkissed,andforwhosedearsakethisdreadfulthingwasdone。
  HetookacabdirectingthedrivertogotoBoltonStreetandtostopathisclubashepassed。Theremightbelettersforhimthere,hethought——somethingwhichwoulddistracthismindalittle。Asitchancedtherewasaletter,marked“private。”andatelegram;bothhadbeendeliveredthatevening,theportersaid,theformeraboutanhouragobyhand。
  Idlyheopenedthetelegram——itwasfromhislawyers:“Yourcousin,thechildGeorgeBingham,is,aswehavejustheard,dead。Pleasecallonusearlyto-morrowmorning。”
  Hestartedalittle,forthismeantagooddealtoGeoffrey。Itmeantabaronetcyandeightthousandayear,moreorless。HowdelightedHonoriawouldbe,hethoughtwithasadsmile;thelossofthatlargeincomehadalwaysbeenabitterpilltoher,andonewhichshehadmadehimswallowagainandagain。Well,thereitwas。Poorboy,hehadalwaysbeenailing——anoldman’schild!
  Heputthetelegraminhispocketandgotintothehansomagain。Therewasalampinitandbyitslighthereadtheletter。ItwasfromthePrimeMinisterandranthus:
  “MydearBingham,——IhavenotseenyousinceMondaytothankyouforthemagnificentspeechyoumadeonthatnight。Allowmetoaddmycongratulationstothoseofeverybodyelse。Asyouknow,theUnderSecretaryshipoftheHomeOfficeisvacant。OnbehalfofmycolleaguesandmyselfIwritetoaskifyouwillconsenttofillitforatime,forwedonotinanywayconsiderthatthepostisonecommensuratewithyourabilities。Itwill,however,servetogiveyoupracticalexperienceofadministration,andustheadvantageofyourgreattalentstoanevenlargerextentthanwenowenjoy。Forthefuture,itmustofcoursetakecareofitself;
  but,asyouknow,Sir——’shealthisnotallthatcouldbedesired,andtheotherdayhetoldmethatitwasdoubtfulifhewouldbeabletocarryonthedutiesoftheAttorney-Generalshipforverymuchlonger。InviewofthiscontingencyIventuretosuggestthatyouwoulddowelltoapplyforsilkassoonaspossible。IhavespokentotheLordChancelloraboutit,andhesaysthattherewillbenodifficulty,asalthoughyouhaveonlybeeninactivepracticeforsoshortawhile,youhaveagoodmanyyears’standingasabarrister。OrifthisprospectdoesnotpleasedoubtlesssomeotheropeningtotheCabinetcanbefoundintime。Thefactis,thatwecannotinourowninterestoverlookyouforlong。”
  Geoffreysmiledagainashefinishedthisletter。Whocouldhavebelievedayearagothathewouldhavebeento-dayinapositiontoreceivesuchanepistlefromthePrimeMinisterofEngland?Ah,herewastheluckoftheDrownedOne’sshoewithavengeance。Andwhatwasitallworthtohimnow?
  Heputtheletterinhispocketwiththetelegramandlookedout。TheywereturningintoBoltonStreet。HowwaslittleEffie,hewondered?
  Thechildseemedallthatwaslefthimtocarefor。Ifanythinghappenedtoher——bah,hewouldnotthinkofit!
  Hewastherenow。“HowisMissEffie?”heaskedoftheservantwhoopenedthedoor。Atthatmomenthisattentionwasattractedbythedimformsoftwopeople,amanandawoman,whowerestandingnotfarfromtheareagate,themanwithhisarmroundthewoman’swaist。Suddenlythewomanappearedtocatchsightofthecabandretiredswiftlydownthearea。ItcrossedhismindthatherfigurewasverylikethatofAnne,theFrenchnurse。
  “MissEffieisdoingnicely,sir,I’mtold。”answeredtheman。
  Geoffreybreathedmorefreely。“Whereisherladyship?”heasked。“InEffie’sroom?”
  “No,sir。”answeredtheman,“herladyshiphasgonetoaball。Sheleftthisnoteforyouincaseyoushouldcomein。”
  Hetookthenotefromthehalltableandopenedit。
  “DearGeoffrey。”itran,“EffieissomuchbetterthatIhavemadeupmymindtogototheduchess’sballafterall。ShewouldbesodisappointedifIdidnotcome,andmydressisquite/lovely/。
  Hadyourmysteriousbusinessanythingtodowith/Bryngelly/?——
  Yours,Honoria。”
  “Shewouldgoontoaballfromhermother’sfuneral。”saidGeoffreytohimself,ashewalkeduptoEffie’sroom;“well,itishernatureandthere’sanendofit。”
  HeknockedatthedoorofEffie’sroom。Therewasnoanswer,sohewalkedin。Theroomwaslitbutempty——no,notquite!Onthefloor,clothedonlyinherwhitenight-shirt,layhislittledaughter,toallappearancedead。
  Withsomethinglikeanoathhesprangtoherandliftedher。Thefacewaspaleandthesmallhandswerecold,butthebreastwasstillhotandfevered,andtheheartbeat。Aglanceshowedhimwhathadhappened。Thechildbeingleftalone,andfeelingthirsty,hadgotoutofbedandgonetothewaterbottle——therewasthetumbleronthefloor。Thenweaknesshadovercomeherandshehadfainted——fainteduponthecoldfloorwiththeinflammationstillonher。
  AtthatmomentAnneenteredtheroomsweetlymurmuring,“?avabien,chérie?”
  “Helpmetoputthechildintobed。”saidGeoffreysternly。“Nowringthebell——ringitagain。
  “Andnow,woman——go。Leavethishouseatonce,thisverynight。Doyouhearme?No,don’tstoptoargue。Lookhere!IfthatchilddiesIwillprosecuteyouformanslaughter;yes,Isawyouinthestreet。”andhetookasteptowardsher。ThenAnnefled,andherfacewasseennomoreinBoltonStreetorindeedinthiscountry。
  “James。”saidGeoffreytotheservant,“sendthecookuphere——sheisasensiblewoman;anddoyoutakeahansomanddrivetothedoctor,andtellhimtocomehereatonce,andifyoucannotfindhimgoforanotherdoctor。ThengototheNurses’Home,nearSt。James’Station,andgetatrainednurse——tellthemonemustbehadfromsomewhereinstantly。”
  “Yes,sir。AndshallIcallforherladyshipattheduchess’s,sir?”
  “No。”heanswered,frowningheavily,“donotdisturbherladyship。Gonow。”
  “Thatsettlesit。”saidGeoffrey,asthemanwent。“Whateverhappens,HonoriaandImustpart。Ihavedonewithher。”
  Hehadindeed,thoughnotinthewayhemeant。ItwouldhavebeenwellforHonoriaifherhusband’scontempthadnotpreventedhimfromsummoningherfromherpleasure。
  Thecookcameup,andbetweenthemtheybroughtthechildbacktolife。
  Sheopenedhereyesandsmiled。“Isthatyou,daddy。”shewhispered,“ordoIdreams?”
  “Yes,dear,itisI。”
  “Wherehasyoubeen,daddy——toseeAuntieBeatrice?”
  “Yes,love。”hesaid,withagasp。
  “Oh,daddy,myheaddofeelfunny;butIdon’tmindnowyouiscomeback。Youwon’tgoawaynomore,willyou,daddy?”
  “No,dear,nomore。”
  Afterthatshebegantowanderalittle,andfinallydroppedintoatroubledsleep。
  Withinhalfanhourboththedoctorandthenursearrived。TheformerlistenedtoGeoffrey’staleandexaminedthechild。
  “Shemaypullthroughit。”hesaid,“shehasgotacapitalconstitution;butI’lltellyouwhatitis——ifshehadlainanotherfiveminutesinthatdraughttherewouldhavebeenanendofher。Youcameinthenickoftime。AndnowifIwereyouIshouldgotobed。
  Youcandonogoodhere,andyoulookdreadfullyillyourself。”
  ButGeoffreyshookhishead。Hesaidhewouldgodownstairsandsmokeapipe。Hedidnotwanttogotobedatpresent;hewastootired。
  Meanwhiletheballwentmerrily。LadyHonorianeverenjoyedherselfmoreinherlife。Sherevelledintheluxuriousgaietyaroundherlikeabutterflyinthesunshine。Howgooditallwas——theflashofdiamonds,theodourofcostlyflowers,thehomageofwell-bredmen,theenvyofotherwomen。Oh!itwasadelightfulworldafterall——thatiswhenonedidnothavetoexistinaflatneartheEdgwareRoad。ButHeavenbepraised!thankstoGeoffrey’stalents,therewasanendofflatsandmisery。Afterall,hewasnotabadsortofhusband,thoughinmanywaysaperfectmysterytoher。AsforhislittleweaknessfortheWelshgirl,really,providedthattherewasnoscandal,shedidnotcaretwopenceaboutit。
  “Yes,Iamsogladyouadmireit。Ithinkitisratheranicedress,butthenIalwayssaythatnobodyinLondoncanmakeadresslikeMadameJules。Oh,no,Geoffreydidnotchooseit;hethinksofotherthings。”
  “Well,I’msureyououghttobeproudofhim,LadyHonoria。”saidthehandsomeGuardsmantowhomshewastalking;“theysayatmessthatheisoneofthecleverestmeninEngland。IonlywishIhadafiftiethpartofhisbrains。”
  “Oh,pleasedonotbecomeclever,LordAtleigh;pleasedon’t,orI
  shallreallygiveyouup。Clevernessisallverywell,butitisn’teverything,youknow。Yes,Iwilldanceifyoulike,butyoumustgoslowly;tobequitehonest,Iamafraidoftearingmylaceinthiscrush。Why,IdeclarethereisGarsington,mybrother,youknow。”andshepointedtoasmallred-hairedmanwhowaselbowinghiswaytowardsthem。“Iwonderwhathewants;itisnotatallinhislinetocometoballs。Youknowhim,don’tyou?heisalwaysracinghorses,likeyou。”
  ButtheGuardsmanhadvanished。ForreasonsofhisownhedidnotwishtomeetGarsington。Perhapshetoohadbeenamemberofacertainclub。
  “Oh,thereyouare,Honoria。”saidherbrother,“IthoughtthatI
  shouldbesuretofindyousomewhereinthisbeastlysquash。Lookhere,Ihavesomethingtotellyou。”
  “Goodnewsorbad?”saidLadyHonoria,playingwithherfan。“Ifitisbad,keepit,forIamenjoyingmyselfverymuch,andIdon’twantmyeveningspoilt。”
  “Trustyouforthat,Honoria;butlookhere,it’sjollygood,aboutasgoodascanbeforthatprigofahusbandofyours。Whatdoyouthink?
  thatbratofaboy,thesonofoldSirRobertBinghamandthecookorsomeone,youknow,is——“
  “Notdead,notdead?”saidHonoriaindeepagitation。
  “Deadasditch-water。”repliedhislordship。“Ihearditattheclub。
  Therewasalawyerfellowtherediningwithsomebodythere,andtheygottalkingaboutBingham,whenthelawyersaid,’Oh,he’sSirGeoffreyBinghamnow。OldSirRobert’sheirisdead。Isawthetelegrammyself。’“
  “Oh,thisisalmosttoogoodtobetrue。”saidHonoria。“Why,itmeanseightthousandayeartous。”
  “Itoldyouitwasprettygood。”saidherbrother。“Yououghttostandmeacommissionoutoftheswag。Atanyrate,let’sgoanddrinktothenews。Comeon,itistimeforsupperandIamawfullydone。Imustscrewmyselfup。”
  LadyHonoriatookhisarm。Astheywalkeddownthewideflower-hungstairtheymetaverygreatPersonindeed,comingup。
  “Ah,LadyHonoria。”saidthegreatPerson,“Ihavesomethingtosaythatwillpleaseyou,Ithink。”andhebenttowardsher,andspokeverylow,then,withalittlebow,passedon。
  “Whatistheoldboytalkingabout?”askedherbrother。
  “Why,whatdoyouthink?Weareinluck’swayto-night。HesaysthattheyareofferingGeoffreytheUnderSecretaryshipoftheHomeOffice。”
  “He’llbeabiggerprigthanevernow。”growledLordGarsington。“Yes,itisluckthough;letushopeitwon’tturn。”
  Theysatdowntosupper,andLordGarsington,whohadalreadybeendining,helpedhimselfprettyfreelytochampagne。Beforethemwasasilvercandelabraandoneachofthecandleswasfixedalittlepaintedpapershade。Oneofthemgotwrong,andafootmantriedtoreachoverLordGarsington’sheadtoputitstraight。
  “I’lldoit。”saidhe。
  “No,no;lettheman。”saidLadyHonoria。“Look!itisgoingtocatchfire!“
  “Nonsense。”heanswered,risingsolemnlyandreachinghisarmtowardstheshade。Ashetouchedit,itcaughtfire;indeed,bytouchingithecausedittocatchfire。Heseizedholdofit,andmadeanefforttoputitout,butitburnthisfingers。
  “Cursethething!“hesaidaloud,andthrewitfromhim。Itfellflaminginhissister’sdressamongthethickestofthefilmylaces;
  theycaught,andinstantlytwowreathingsnakesoffireshotupher。
  Shesprangfromherseatandrushedscreamingdowntheroom,anawfulmassofflame!
  IntenmoreminutesLadyHonoriahadleftthisworldanditspleasurestothosewhostilllivedtotastethem。
  Anhourpassed。GeoffreystillsatbroodingheavilyoverhispipeinthestudyinBoltonStreetandwaitingforHonoria,whenaknockcametohisdoor。Theservantshadallgonetobed,allexceptthesicknurse。Heroseandopenedithimself。Alittlered-haired,pale-facedmanstaggeredin。
  “Why,Garsington,isityou?Whatdoyouwantatthishour?”
  “Screwyourselfup,Bingham,I’vesomethingtotellyou。”heansweredinathickvoice。
  “Whatisit?anotherdisaster,Isuppose。Issomebodyelsedead?”
  “Yes;somebodyis。Honoria’sdead。Burnttodeathattheball。”
  “GreatGod!Honoriaburnttodeath。Ihadbettergo——“
  “Iadviseyounot,Bingham。Iwouldn’tgotothehospitalifIwereyou。Screwyourselfup,andifyoucan,givemesomethingtodrink——
  I’maboutdone——Imustscrewmyselfup。”
  Andherewemayleavethismostfortunateandgiftedman。FarewelltoGeoffreyBingham。
  ENVOL
  Thus,then,didthesehumanatomsworkouttheirdestinies,theselittlegrainsofanimateddust,blownhitherandthitherbyabreathwhichcametheyknewnotwhence。
  IftherebeanymaliciousPrincipleamongthePowersaroundusthatdeignstofindamusementinthefutilevagariesofman,wellmightitlaugh,andlaughagain,atthegreatresultsofallthisscheming,ofallthesedesires,lovesandhates;andiftherebeanypitifulPrinciple,wellmightitsighovertheinfinitepathosofhumanhelplessness。OwenDavieslostinhisownpassion;Geoffreycrownedwithprosperityandhauntedbyundyingsorrow;Honoriaperishingwretchedlyinherhourofsatisfiedambition;Beatricesacrificingherselfinloveandblindness,andtherebycastingoutherjoy。
  Oh,ifshehadbeencontenttohumblytrustintheProvidenceaboveher;ifshehadbutleftthatdeedundaredforoneshortweek!
  ButGeoffreystilllived,andthechildrecovered,afterhangingforawhilebetweenlifeanddeath,andwaslefttocomforthim。Mayshesurvivetobeahappywifeandmother,livingunderconditionsmorefavourabletoherwell-beingthanthosewhichtrampledoutthelifeofthatmistakenwoman,theill-starred,great-souledBeatrice,andbrokeherfather’sheart。
  Say——whatarewe?Wearebutarrowswingedwithfearsandshotfromdarknessintodarkness;weareblindleadersoftheblind,aimlessbeatersofthiswintryair;losttravellersbymanystonypathsendinginoneend。Tellus,you,whohaveoutwornthecommontragedyandpassedthenarrowway,whatliesbeyonditsgate?Youaredumb,orwecannothearyouspeak。
  ButBeatriceknowsto-day!
  End